This and also we smoke weed.

boyfriend appreciation

i love my gay boyfriends

theyre so gay

theyre so nice to me

i love boys

im so happy

im going to explode ;>.<!!!!!!

Partner Appreciation Post Pt. 1

even though my last post was about not being able to find inspo, i have suddenly found some (from such an obvious source as well). 

my partner. @slugbuglover (he/it)

i want to thank my boyfriend for coming into my life. i want to thank it for teaching me how to say things in a kind, appreciative way, before i knew how to express those feelings in those ways. i want to thank him for keeping me more self-aware than i’ve ever been in my entire life. i want to thank him for showing me how to be kinder to myself, how some things are not my fault, and that i deserve better sometimes. i want to thank it for showing me how to not be so self-critical, how to stop picking apart every little imperfection or mistake i make. i want to thank it for showing me that it takes time to learn, that some things CANNOT be learned the first try, and that’s okay. i want to thank him for showing me how to self-assess when i’m feeling feelings, and validate feelings for myself AND others, because i didn’t know how to before it came along. i want to thank him for giving me a safe, loving, preciously made place that i can crumble in, that i can set boundaries in, that i can be happy in. i want to thank him for letting me ramble to it for ages about anything i want - especially for things that i have learned are annoying to talk about, even though they’re important to me - and never making me feel like an “idiot” or like a “nerd” or like i’m “childish.” i want to thank it for showing me what boundaries look like, that it is okay to have them, and that i deserved to be able to build them and have them met in the past. i want to thank him for teaching me how to be patient with myself and others, how to be kind and less judgmental - it’s helped me communicate with so many people better and more healthily, including with it too, and it’s saved me from situations that could’ve gone terribly wrong and for the worse if i did not have those skills it taught me. i want to thank it for showing me it is okay to struggle with so many things and that it is okay to need help/breaks, that i am not lazy nor a failure for needing those things, that i am not stupid nor not enough for requiring more time with things. i want to thank him for showing me how to recover from multiple things - i would not be on a recovery journey if it weren’t for it. i want to thank it for being kind and gentle to me before i was completely whole, before i had all the skills he taught me, before when i was toxic because of my struggles. i want to thank him for sticking around, for loving me anyways, for loving me harder day by day, for caring so much, through all the days that i’ve shrunk in on myself, through all the days that i’ve returned to my mind to hide from my struggles, through all the days i’ve (wanted to) self-sabotaged, self-isolated, self-destruct, through all the days that i’m more insecure and have a harder time being nice because of it, through all the days that i’ve been miserable and quiet and sad, through all the days that i’ve been angry or hurt or scared - thank you for loving me on those days that i struggled through and still struggle through. i want to thank it for making me into the person i am now - i’m so much better than i was, not just mentally and emotionally, but also just as a person; because it has made me into someone capable of loving him enough and in the right way, in the way that it deserves. i want to thank him for showing me that it is okay to love, that it is safe to love, to become close and vulnerable with someone, and that it is possible to not get hurt in the end. i want to thank it for being patient with me right after i got out of a traumatic place, for being gentle with me, for calming my terrified mind, and for showing me that i’m allowed to feel certain ways. i want to thank him for showing me that it’s okay and safe and alright for me to be myself, and that no one should stop me from doing so simply by them existing. i want to thank him for accepting me and loving me just the same while i explore myself, while i find out new parts of myself, while i shift and morph right beside it. i want to thank it for showing me that it’s normal to have limits and that there’s nothing wrong with me for having them.

Wanted to share how proud I am of my boyfriend, my whole world, my everything, my better half, and my best friend Justice. He has struggled so much in his life ever since he was young. We met in 2012 at school and we instantly became close ever since and then he became my biggest crush ever… and eventually we ended up together :) he has saved me from 2 traumatic events that had - almost happened to me even he had not been there in time . He is my hero… my everything… my world… Justices family has thrown him out, abused him, assaulted him, trashed him, his own father called the police on him and had him arrested and in jail for a whole entire year….I waited for him. Every single day of that. He was previously struggling with drug addiction/abuse and he was getting ahold of every drug he could… to get rid of his pain he had dealt with as a child. The picture you see of him on the left is him almost crying because he was paranoid and under the influence of drugs… and he was on probation at that time… he wasn’t using the best judgement… but he knew that. He knows he wasn’t being smart, he knows that and he has owned up to his past and his past mistakes. He is man enough to admit that and his wrongs which- that alone takes a real man to own up and correct those wrongs.

In the left picture he was almost all the way down to 87 lbs…..

The picture you see of him on the right is HIM NOW :) at 205 lbs, healthy as ever, smiling every day, laughing, and only wanting positivity in his life now. He doesn’t want anything to do with negativity ever again and he only wants positive, sobriety, and to show others he has changed, he has beat the odds, and he will continue to show that he is a survivor and he has changed for the better and will continue to be a role model and someone who others can say “wow he did that” about.

Just wanted to share a good post with tumblr.

Recovery is possible

-feel free to reblog this and share his story :) it would mean a lot to him and he knows the tumblr community can be a good place to share a change for positivity. It would mean a lot to him!

maybe you "love me" and tell me how much you love my body but do you feed me when my body doesn't work? do you stay with me when I'm having seizures on the bathroom floor and can't breathe? do you walk an hour in the summer heat to be with me? do you offer to buy me disability aids that are expensive? do you listen when I use aac? Do you comfort me when my "just a fish" dies? then my second one dies? or when my cat is taken back to the shelter? I thought so.

He's starting to have dreams of me now. <3 I love this boy so fucking much. He's my favorite in the whole world. I hope he knows that. I love knowing that I now infiltrate his dreams as well as his every day thoughts.

Happy Valentines Day! This was a lot of fun to make.

@canadianmaple416 I just wanna say how thankful I am for you, I love you so much 💜

I never thought I would ever find someone who truly loves me for me and respects me. You mean a lot to me.

I love him<3

he’s so adorable and cute and amazing<3

God I can listen to his voice all day<3

I can’t wait to breath the same air as him<3

I need to spoil him and love him and kiss his beautiful face~

i want to spend so much money on him<3

God I love him @cakebakebettyfan69

"Soulmates aren't found they're forged in the same fire. Work at it even when we get tired. Making ups out of downs, doing all that it takes. 'Cause soulmates aren't found, they're made."

Being disabled and having autoimmune diseases, I get incredibly sick and have way less spoons in the winter time and it fucking sucks. Some days I’m fine. Some days I can get around with my mobility aids and do most things. Some days I’m bed ridden and can’t do about anything for myself.

This is the second winter that my boyfriend and I have been together and he has been so incredibly patient with my disabilities and has taken care of me literally every single day that I’ve needed it. He never complains or gets frustrated or ever expects anything back in return. He always does it out of love. Neither of us knew how rapidly my health would decline when we first got together. This wasn’t something he signed up for. It’s been emotionally hard for both of us. But he’s enthusiastically stuck around and joyfully takes care of me. I couldn’t ask for anyone better.

I love this man so much and one day I promise I’m going to marry him.

a lil sketch for my boyfriend @puppeteersaretoptier cuz we’re both sick 😔

isaac i know how much you love hot cocoa, i’m happy to make you some anytime<33 (even tho we live in different states😔)

hope you feel better soon isaac, love youuuu <3 💖💖 mwah <3

For my partner :) BECAUSE I CAN 😤

i love you as much as Icarus loved the sun.

i would fly to you with feathered wings made by man

across 93 million miles

and kiss your shining lips

even if i knew it would kill me.