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gent-illmatic · 10 months
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No Wife, No kids.
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I refuse to create a broken home or an incomplete family.Contrary to popular belief, men get shamed for not having children by a certain age too. In order for men to prove their “manhood” they’re expected to procreate sooner than later. People start to question your sexuality when you don’t have children as a man.Without a mention of being a husband first!Boys are groomed by society to be the little “heart breaker”, little player,etc. many men believe that’s the way to show up in society as a man.Men get the benefit of that logic because you get the legacy without the responsibility. Fuck shit to me! Especially when many of us were those very children abandoned. Yet, perpetuate that logic because you don’t have to exercise discipline and can claim it’s part of our nature.
However, I’m not out here trying to prove shit to these dysfunctional degenerates. Spreading seed and abandoning your responsibilities is NOT MASCULINE.
Similar to the perspective of women, why tf would I sign up to become a single father? It’s not a matter of “just having somebody to take care the kids” but the balance and quality of life our kids benefit from having us both.The TLC me and my wife can influence our kids with before they interact with a crazy world.Lessons only each of us can teach them;together!
If Im not married or on the road to marriage I refuse to have kids. I will still have a fulfilling life without them. I would actually be doing the planet a service in my opinion.
Some of you fellas need sexual discipline. Don’t hesitate to practice celibacy if you can’t control yourself and your urges. Don’t be that much of “a product of your environment”. That’s a cheap ass excuse to avoid accountability.
P.s having children is not a guarantee they will always take care of you. I’ve seen so many parents die alone in the medical field who had successful children. They didn’t even visit. You have to want to be a parent, not just have kids to avoid dying alone, or for legacy. I want twins though.🤗
-ꪊꪀᥴꪶꫀ ᛕꪖꪀꫀ🫡
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mapimariposa · 10 months
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VENUS AS A BOY
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Tim Cury in "The Rocky Horror Picture Show", 1975
The body is the vessel through which we experience life and creation and so it has the power to tie us to earth as well as free us from it. The spirit and the body have been treated as separate concepts, but this isn’t necessarily true for female bodies.
“To deny the relevance of our gendered body in spiritual life is part of a worldview that sees the physical and spiritual as separate, and the physical as an illusory shadow of something much more real. For those women who instinctively understand the utter holiness of what our bodies are capable of, this separation – and diminishment – makes no sense.” –Hilary Hart in the “Body of Wisdom”.
For female bodies, "God" lies internally and within their very form. The female body can become a vessel for something holy and sacred, and so the search for God is projected internally. For male bodies, God lies "beyond" and doesn’t materialize within the structures of the body. As their form is not a vessel for creation in the same way the female one is, the search for God is projected externally. This could explain the creation of temples, churches, religion as a whole, and adoration for religious / spiritual figures.
In general though, God is said to reside in the body through the Shukra Dhatu. Our bodies are composed of 7 layers, known as the 7 Dhatus in Ayurveda. Each Dhatu is developed or transformed out of the previous one so that the final Dhatu contains the essence of all the previous 6.
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The final Dhatu is said to be the most significant out of the 7 as it can be felt throughout our bodies and minds and contains the “essence” (Jing in Chinese medicine) of one’s entire being. The 7th Dhatu is the Shukra Dhatu. The Shukra Dhatu is the reproductive tissue and the embodiment of creation, or God. In female bodies, Shukra manifests as the ova and menstrual blood. In male bodies, Shukra manifests as semen. Semen is thus the most precious bodily fluid in the male body and the foundation of their entire physical and spiritual being. The ancient Chinese also believed that semen contained the ‘essence’ of the male body and was thus revered as a sacred life-source (quite literally). For this reason, sex had the power to drain the body of its vitality. The male body in particular is considered the "victim" (or giver) of this exchange while the female one the "predator" (the taker). 
Jing (meaning essence or vitality) is found in semen but not stored directly in it. Jing is actually stored in the Kidneys, which are responsible for sexual maturity, reproduction, and the growth of the body. Excessive loss of Jing impacts physical, psychical, and spiritual maturation. The Kidneys are also responsible for the “Fire of the gate of Life” (Ming Men). In this sense, one’s essence is inextricably linked to one’s internal fire, life-force, and vitality as all fall under the domain of one organ. 
“Since ancient times in China excessive sexual activity has been considered a cause of disease because it tends to deplete the Kidney-Essence…Excessive sexual activity is more often a cause of disease in men than in women.” – Giovanni Maciocia in “The Foundations of Chinese Medicine.”
Kidney health is specifically important to spiritual life as they are the "root of life" and the foundation of Yin and Yang in the entire body. Also, the Essence literally fills the spinal cord and brain and provides the nervous system with enough strength to sustain transcendental experiences during or outside of meditation.
“Ejaculation is a more direct loss of Kidney-Essence than orgasm is for women as obviously there is no loss of menstrual blood or ova during orgasm in women.”
To preserve one's Shukra (and so Jing) means to detach from the pleasures of the body and the earth, which the female body is an embodiment of. This detachment is rigidly practiced by practitioners of brahmacārya, yogis, and priests, who are almost always male and known for being celibate.
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Richey Edwards & Nicky Wire portrait by Kevin Cummins, 1991
“This practice is primarily recommended for men, because a woman’s body will experience a monthly downward flow of energy connected to her menstrual cycle. This cycle must be highly honoured. For a woman, the practices of a naisthika brahmacārya would contradict her body’s natural flow of energy.” -Dr. Shankaranarayana Jois in “The Sacred Tradition of Yoga.”
In the female body, Shukra is released monthly as a purification ritual. Unlike male bodies which blossom when they conserve their Shukra Dhatu, female ones naturally give up their Shukra as it craves its release. For this reason, spiritual practices are said to be different for men and for women, or for male bodies and female ones.
For men, mastery and immense control over the body are encouraged if they wish to transcend it. Control over the senses is important because the Shukra Dhatu has the power to anchor men to the physical world through the desire it generates in the body. Male bodies that are easily ‘seduced’ into offering their Shukra Dhatu lack inner stability. Male promiscuity is actually not ‘masculine’ and reveals a lack of discipline, control, spiritual maturity, and of Yang. We see this more commonly or stereotypically unfold with promiscuous and heterosexual cis men who are unconsciously under the control of the people they are so attracted to. However, they often believe the opposite is true. They lack sexual discipline and indiscriminately give their “essence” to the people they have sex with.
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The female body is naturally receptive to this and can benefit significantly from this exchange.
“Prostaglandins are found in the semen of a wide range of animals from insects to mammals, suggesting that for a wide range of females, having lots of sex with multiple partners is actually good for them. It could explain why the females of those promiscuous species have an increased lifetime fecundity compared to those that don’t.” –Lucy Cooke in ‘Bitch: A Revolutionary Guide to Sex, Evolution and the Female Animal.’
These physical benefits extend to the psychical and energetic bodies so that the receiver becomes energized, revitalized, and stronger as they have consumed the male's vitality and life-force. Partners inevitably reap the physical, psychical, and spiritual blessings or curses of the other during sex and vice versa. Celibacy is encouraged (at times for a non-renunciate) to either avoid welcoming another’s unhealthy Shukra or rotten essence into the body or to persevere one's own and nourish it.
With queer men, the energetic and physical exchange is different and perhaps more balanced in the sense that both parties ‘lose’ and give up their Shukra Dhatu to receive each other’s. With queer women, the energetic and physical exchange is inevitably different as well. Sapphic women don’t take in each other’s or a male’s Shukra Dhatu. They are purified through monthly bleeding (both of their own and their partner). They are considered ‘energetic virgins’ and deeply sacred. For instance, in ancient Incan civilizations, the king's future wife was selected from a group of women who lived in a sacred temple. These girls/women had only come in contact with other women (sexually too) and so were fit to be with the king because of their purity, meaning they had never consumed another person's Jing.
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For male bodies, the careless wastage of the Shukra Dhatu leads to more weakness in soul, body, and psyche. On a physical level, this manifests as the loss of critical bioactive compounds found in sperm.
“Each ejaculate contains millions of sperm along with a cocktail of critical bioactive compounds, the inevitable expense of which racks up the overall biological bill such that in mammals, for sure, we now know that the combined energetics of a single ejaculate is in fact greater than that of an egg. As such, semen production is generally limited and ‘sperm depletion’ a genuine concern, with most males needing time to replenish their stocks after a big spend. In humans, for example, complete recovery can take as long as 156 days.” –Lucy Cooke in ‘Bitch: A Revolutionary Guide to Sex, Evolution and the Female Animal.’
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Richey Edwards & Nicky Wire portrait by Kevin Cummins, 1991
On a psychical level, the wastage of Shukra manifests as a loss of confidence, impotence, an inferiority complex, and a higher receptivity to others. That is, the wastage of the Shukra Dhatu creates weakness in the Anamaya Kosha (physical body), the Pranamaya Kosha (energetic body), and Manomayakosha (the mental and emotional body). The Koshas are the subtle bodies and the Shukra Dhatu provides core strength to the first Kosha, the Anamaya Kosha, which is the base for the rest of them. Chinese medicine explains this in terms of the water element in the body (manifested as Kidneys) which provides the foundation for the other elements (and organs).
Male bodies that honour, preserve, and nurture their Shukra Dhatu are said to glow and radiate immense light as they have preserved their “essence” and know when to offer it and to whom. Shukra actually means clearness, light, and purity in Sanskrit, while the right Chinese character for Jing (靖) means clear or refined.
Venus, who is the celestial embodiment of Shukra, is exalted in Pisces. Within the realm of Pisces, Venus is exalted in Revati nakshatra whose deity is Pūsan which means to nourish and increase. In this way, to be beautiful means to be deeply nourished. One who nourishes their Shukra is extremely attractive to others as they unconsciously crave to absorb this light or fire and be nourished too. 
Aside from beauty, nourishment can also lead to transcendence as mentioned earlier. The body and the mind, both of which highly influence each other, need to be pure and clear in order for their inhabitants to leave them. Pisces, the 12th house, and Revati are the final “states” of their respective systems and will always come to represent transcendence, the end of the material experience, death of the body, illumination, the ultimate escape, etc. Perhaps less intuitively, the 12th house also represents the cycles of Saṃsāra and the transportation of the spirit into a different body, a different mind, a different 1st house, and into yet another incarnation. Thus, Venus (sensorial pleasure) can tie men to the material world as well as free them from it. This is just as true for the Shukra Dhatu. Just as Shukra gives us life on a literal and spiritual sense, its destruction can also lead to death and further “entrapment”. 
“He believes in a beauty he's Venus as a boy he believes in a beauty and gentle.” –Björk 
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shift-dreamr · 2 months
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Things I feel are important to say, as a bisexual and just as a person.
Have you ever seen men?
The ones with soft hands with long fingers and little calluses. The ones that read poetry, the ones that spend the weekends on nature trails and drawing. The ones with a surplus of big sweaters to envelop in their scent so you can hold them when you’re not together.
The ones that listen to modern pop and hate reading because they can’t focus. The ones that know every word to your favorite song and tell you about the new facts they learned about dolphins or their favorite plant. The ones that hold your hand and love when you call them pretty.
I mean have you seen. Men.
The ones that like sports and could rant for hours about their favorite players’ stats. The ones that listen to dad rock and hate the color pink and will absolutely go out and buy you tampons. The ones that give you their favorite jersey for your birthday because they know you know how much it means to him and how much he wants to see you in it.
The ones that like trying on your makeup and ask you to help them with their eyeliner and mascara. The ones that bring you teddy bears they see and pretty rocks and like cooking for you but they only know how to make one thing. The ones that marathon Star Wars or Avengers and will explain the lore between films, or even as you’re watching.
Men.
The ones that drive fast cars and motorcycles and have loads of tattoos. The ones that probably know how to use a gun but you’re not scared of them at all because they would literally never hurt you or someone important to you. The ones that make you playlists and pretend they’re not fidgeting while you listen to their favorite song because they want you to like it.
The ones that play video games and come up with the strangest call signs and will randomly blurt them during Mario Kart. The ones that play dnd and like Lord of The Rings and of course he wants to go to the renaissance festival with you, no you can’t wear that, it doesn’t match the time period. The ones with the soft stomachs and big arms and the best hugs.
Men.
The ones that go to the gym 5 times a week and get up every morning at 6 am and always make sure not to jostle the bed so you don’t wake up. The ones that absolutely would love to carry your bag, and always sprays his hoodies with your perfume after washing them so they can smell like you whenever they put them on. The ones with the compression shirts and baggy sweatpants and a little stuffed bunny rabbit they got from a friend when they were twelve.
The ones that have the beat up off-brand Doc Martens and the ripped jeans and shaggy hair. The ones that throw their flannel at you when you wake up so they can see you in it while you make coffee and breakfast together. The ones that take you to concerts and writes you songs and holds your hand during your first tattoo.
Men.
The ones that want to paint you and tell you stories. The ones that will lay on your lap while you read them their favorite book and whine when you stop playing with their hair. The ones that want to be the little spoon and cook you dinner and tell you every day how beautiful you are and steal your dresses.
The ones that your family disapprove of because of their hair or piercings or religion or lack thereof. The ones that can make you smile after you fight with someone you love and take you to Hot Topic to pick out a new nail polish and will take turns between you painting their nails and then painting yours. The ones that like horror movies but highly recommend watching Bluey before and after, so you don’t get nightmares.
Men that love with all their hearts. Men that love who they want. Men that dress how they want, and listen to whatever music they want to. Men that are kind and compassionate and know what they want or are working to figure that out.
Men are so beautiful and amazing and I love you so.
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queerbrownvegan · 3 months
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new blog up on Petromasculinity, how masculine values are exploited to shape cultures of environmental exploitation and degradation. The term was coined by Dr. Cara Daggett to examine the ways that identities are interfering with energy transition progress.
full read available here! blog link
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luxuryandlilacs · 2 years
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This definitely helps put things into perspective.
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rosedustd · 1 year
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Real men are simps. True masculinity is simping for women and we all know it. 
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library-fae · 3 months
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embracing my gayness has made me feel better about transitioning because i used to be so afraid that i could never be pretty if i wasn't feminine but masculinity is just as divine and ethereal
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priestessofcreation · 11 months
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So my issue with some classical/mythological understanding of the divine masculine is that we are taking about Ouronous - the guy who threw his youngest kids in hell - Cronos - the guy who ate his kids - and Saturn in Astrology, known for its theme around restriction and named after Cronos.
None of these examples are great? Like those two guys were abusive and Saturn, if not understood, can be seen as rigid and oppressive.
I’m drawn to masculines like Zuko, Tyrion, and Dean? They are all slaves to traditionalism but they are at their best when they are being innovative. Zuko is a revolutionary, Tyrion is a strategist, Dean has saved the world like 15 times by going against the cosmic order. I mean like… isn’t it a little weird that the classic version of the father/divine masculine is sooooo off-putting and toxic? And then there are these men that come from that very oppressive archetype, and make the choice to go in a different direction altogether (tv Tyrion I mean)?
They are all sensitive men who were pressured by their tyrannical fathers to be “macho.”
And somehow that tyrannical father is the classic archetype of masculinity.
😒 Shit needs to change.
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kalki-tarot · 2 months
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Physical appearance of your Future Spouse - mini pac reading ✧˖°.
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pick only one picture and allow me to tap into your energy, please.
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so! Just before pulling out your cards, i channeled an image of the famous singer "Arman malik" , so your fs may look like them if they are a male or they have those features. I also see that your fs may be blonde and they may have a bunny teeth and a significant jawline too ^^
they are young and athletic, they have a great, muscular figure. They seem to work out a lot or they are well involved in sports. They have a well maintained moustache too. They can be tall to medium height.
they have very soft features, very childike and innocent. They have a fresh look to them, neat and clean. They like to maintain hygiene with their body.
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your fs can be from a foreign or exotic country. they look different from how people usually look in your country, something about their appearance is unique.
im seeing they like wearing baggy clothes, it's just their style that im picking up. they have a silent and mysterious look to them, dark academia vibes is what i feel about them.
they have black curly hair, and may have soft freckles on their face. they are youthful and sensual. they may like showing off their body or sensual features.
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we have 3 kings straight in a row! They are someone very masculine and dominating. They look VERY masculine! They have fierce and rough features. A well maintained moustache too.
They come from a wealthy and powerful background and it shows in their appearance and style. They like wearing accessories, expensive perfumes and wrist watches.
Their skin color is tan and their hair are straight and brown. They have a strong aura and straightforward look. They are usually expressionless so it's hard to know what's going on in their mind. They look manly.
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gent-illmatic · 10 months
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WTF IS A COFFEE DATE?No seriously.
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That is a piss poor way of getting to know someone romantically and wanting them to take you seriously ! That’s a casual business meeting LOL. You fellas want to be cheap and receive treasure and that’s where you fuck up! Imagine buying a Rolex watch for $80 and being angry the hands are ticking (Rolex doesn’t tick btw, they glide). We can understand return on investment with everythinggg else and ironically not with dating. (I’m not saying going to the Ritz Carton for a first date is necessary btw)
“Well, I don’t wanna be used for a free meal!”🤣
Sounds like you can’t afford to date. Go get focused on your calling , get your money up, and get back in the game. Sometimes you have to pay to play and that’s the gamble you take trying to get to know someone. If something comes easy,it’s usually not worth keeping long term(if at all). I’m learning a lot of guys don’t know how to plan and execute a date. Also, guys don’t even understand what dating is actually for , other than sex. I’m down to give pointers and trade advice in future posts but, check this out…
Stop listening to losers and posers on the internet who are leading you down a path to “DYING ALONE”. All the stats have come out … y’all are fuckin sad and lonely!! And the red pills and projections aren’t working! Learn what to take and what to leave with those podcast and don’t take it too seriously. The majority of those idiots are going through an identity crisis ,a sexuality crisis, and financial crisis. They’re angry and want company.
You won’t receive quality paying with crumbs. Quality always trumps quantity! Don’t debate me, go argue with your Man bag.
-ᛕꪖꪀꫀ🫡
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cooki3face · 8 months
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your first time alone with your spouse 🖤
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I finally sorted out a content schedule for my tarot readings, Instagram page, and TikTok account so I’ll be posting large tarot readings every other day, and in the days in between I’ll be posting things like channeled messages from your person and three card pulls over on my Instagram and TikTok. If you don’t follow me on my Instagram account already go check it out, @cookiefacetarot where I post channeled messages from your person, divine masculine and divine feminine channeled messages, divine masculine and divine feminine energy updates and affirmations for those of you who are in high-level soul mate connections or twin flame connections. I’ll also be doing mini-channeled messages from Spirit as well as horoscope forecasts on Mondays. I love you so much, thanks for reading this little blurb before I get into the reading! 🖤
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I'm so excited about these readings, I can feel the love and the energy entering the room. 🥹
This person is going to spend a lot of money to make this night extra special, they may go the extra mile to figure out where you're going to go, where you’re going to honeymoon, they’re going to be thinking about the food, the music, it’ll be a whole production. I’m also hearing spirit telling me that you’re not going to want to make a spectacle of your marriage or your wedding night right away. There’s something specific coming through for a handful of you about the things you’re going to achieve with this person or the moments you’re gonna share together that you’ll want to wait to share with the world because you never want to take something that’s developing or is meant to be protected and give everyone access to it right away. Your first pregnancy you’ll probably want to wait a while to announce. Your engagement you’ll probably want to keep a secret for a while or at least until you guys are married, you guys may marry very quickly because you guys just can’t wait. I’m hearing “private until it’s permanent”
I see this person not making quick moves or even having any particular intentions toward you or expectations for this wedding night. We all know what goes on between a couple on the night of the wedding but I see this person really wanting to slow down and enjoy your energy and enjoy the energy that comes with being married. The sun card in reverse talks about one’s inner child. You may have known this person for a long time here or had a very long process of coming into union with this person once and for all and this is such a wish fulfillment for them and they could’ve dreamed of the day you were married a long time. This person values you, they want to spend time with you. I’m hearing “Life isn’t near long enough a sentence to be with you.” If this person could they would ask for more time when it was their time to pass on so they could spend it with you. This person adores you, this person wants to go where you go.
I see this person going out of their way to use their connections and resources to make this night as special as they envisioned it to be. They’ve been manifesting a long-term commitment with you for a long time and then getting it is proof they're meant for something in this life or that the universe loves them I’m hearing. This person fully intends to sit with you and enjoy you all night long. I hear you guys staying up all night together and talking about your memories, laughing, genuinely enjoying your time together, and shifting into the energy that will be there and be shared within your life together. There’s genuine love here, genuine affection, and support. This person couldn’t be happier and they may tell you this that night. You guys could share a lot of intimate embraces this night as well. Feeling each other's skin, feeling each other's touch in deep profound ways because you know that the worst is over and your time to be together and spend the rest of your lives together has finally arrived. I’m hearing “At Last” by Etta James but particularly Beyoncé’s version because I prefer it. When you’re really in love you listen to Beyoncé’s version. When it’s bittersweet and you want to cry a little you listen to Etta’s version.
This night will give the two of you the space and the time to finally be done with any heartbreak and really truly put the past behind you and rejoice now that your connection is harmonious and has reached the point the two of you’d been wishing for and working towards all along. This connection will be so harmonious and you guys will compliment one another so well and empower one another that this single connection will birth an entirely new reality for the two of you. Enlightening the both of you spiritually, giving the two of you the power to join forces and go after life as a unit and bring prosperity and abundance most people could not even dream of. You and this person will be a power couple or may even grow to do something that will help many people. Individually and together. There couldn’t be a better match.
This Union will bring about such powerful change and enlightenment and alignment for the two of you. Bringing about the release of any self-limiting beliefs and fears. I’m hearing once the two of you are open, you’ll remain that way. Your higher selves belong to one another, you’ll feed off of each other's energies, ideas, courage, and love.
You’ll be rich together. In love and in finances.
The months of August and September as well as the fall and winter months and those seasons may be significant to you or connection. 🍂
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This person wants to love you down pile two. I see this person planning a really intimate and romantic wedding night with you. They know they want to make love to you. I’m also getting you’re going to look so good on your wedding day that this person is going to want to get hot and heavy as soon as you guys get in the door. This person is so passionate about you. And not in a negative way like that’s all they see you as but they’re so passionate about you, nobody turns them on like you do and they’ll instantly be ready to show you just how much. With the fool card in reverse they could’ve been holding back all day or for a really long time, the two of you could’ve waited till marriage to be intimate or could’ve abstained from sex for a little while while you were waiting to be married.
This person has very romance novel esc fantasies about you lol they may enjoy romance novels or enjoy romance as a genre as a whole. And I think this person feels as though they’d be taking a risk by coming towards you in this way or revealing how much they desire you to you pile two. You may not have ever seen this person in this light or seen how passionate they can be or what the other side of them is like. This person could be like night and day. Very sweet on the surface, very passionate and sexual within. You may not have had a lot of sex with this person, your relationship could’ve been really emotionally intimate or really heavily influenced by emotions and just being sweet and gentle with this person but this person desires you in ways you don’t know the real scope of I’m getting. This person craves being one with you and I think that their sexually charged energy is really a deep desire to be extremely close to you and become one.
This person wants to feel deeply connected with you and on your wedding night, they will. You’re this person's ten of cups. You’re this person's true divine love and harmonious connection. This person knows your the one and has known it for a long time and the way they see it, no matter the distance, no matter what happens, you’ll always be their person and they’ll always love you no matter what. The wish fulfillment of being wed to you only makes them wish to be close to you more, which only makes them happier. This person could really like it when you do things for them or really enjoys it when you take care of them, it makes them feel incredibly special and loved. This would be the person who would take care of you for the rest of your days just to return the smallest gesture you did for them like three years ago, January 2nd at 3:30 pm because they love you so much.
This persons feels indebted to you for the rest of their life just because you exist and it’s an honor to be indebted to you in their eyes. The appreciation and devotion this person has with you is truly unmatched. I’m hearing “I wouldn’t rather be any place else or with anybody else.” This person could’ve told you this before or had been telling you this for a long time.
This person has never had to think about if you were the one or not or question their love for you. They’ve always felt safe by you, they’ve always wanted nothing more than to be loved by you.
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I see you getting everything you deserve on your wedding night pile three, you could even be nervous or unaware of a surprise or something that's being prepared for you behind the scenes by your partner but it'll be everything you could ever wish for. You could be heavily manifesting a specific outcome but your person really has your back and they’ll come through for you. You may not have met the person you’re going to marry yet but this person is going to invest so much time into really getting to know you and really studying you. This person will be so incredibly romantic and creative. This person knows what you need. You may even be stressed out while planning the wedding or on the day of the wedding and you may even have conflicts with others, guests, a mother-in-law, a father-in-law, or even have some disagreements with your partner about what is that you want to do but I’m hearing that this person knows you beyond your fears and they may even know you better than you know yourself and when they come to the rescue and plan things out for you you always really enjoy what they’ve put together even if you were worried about it in the beginning.
You could be really particular about things and sometimes indecisive but this person knows you so well that they bring your deepest manifestations to fruition without you even having to communicate what you need and what you want. This person completes you, the two of you fit together like puzzle pieces. I’m hearing this person is going to make your wedding night extremely relaxing for you and make your honeymoon extremely relaxing. They may draw you a bath the first night, help you take your shoes off, or help you take down your hair, take the clips out of your hair, and get unready. This person will help you decompress before they help themselves decompress because in this person's mind their purpose is to make sure you’re cared for and happy. No ask is too big for this person.
You may have trouble in your love life or have had bad experiences with relationships and not getting everything you deserve but this person isn’t going to be like that for you and that’s why you’re marrying them because this person will show up and prove to you how worthy you are of care and affection without you having to ask for it or compromise. This person would never let anyone hurt you, and they would never hurt you. I hear they’d do a good job of standing up for you and showing the world and everyone else how much they love and appreciate you. You’re a top priority to this person. There’s nobody better. There’s nobody more worthy. You may cry a lot or be someone who is very emotionally driven and very easily stressed out or moved and this person will be the most perfect support system. I’m hearing you don’t need any more friends and family lol this person IS friends and family.
This person moves mountains and any blockages out of your way. This person is very passionate about you. Whatever they can do to make your life soft and easy they will. I’m hearing “spoiled.” This person is going to spoil you and really make sure you feel overly loved and safe. Especially heard and seen. You may have grown up being ignored or invalidated constantly by parents, family members, or even friends and this person is going to allow your inner child to heal and allow you to shed the limiting idea that you’re really not truly worth being listened to or that other peoples needs are more important than yours. You’re the whole world to this person, you could not ask for a bigger role in this person's life.
This person is going to be very gentle and patient with you. Any time you have a hard time expressing yourself, they’re going to be there to help you and understand what’s going on. Anytime you’re stressed out and can’t handle the weight of something they're going to be there to carry it with you. This person is going to allow you to be able to pause and release things and receive effortlessly. Don't settle. This person will come.
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Beautiful piles today, these were all very sweet and emit such strong energy of safety and stability and I can’t help but be happy for everyone lol I love you. Thankyou for coming to visit me, make sure you come back soon and bring your loved ones. If you’d like to book a personal reading with me you could find my booking link in my Instagram bio. Thank you. 🖤
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inner-viper · 1 year
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Ten messages channeled from your FS/Soulmate/Next partner (18+) MATURE
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I will try to get through tier 2 readings ASAP. I will also be uploading readings on Patreon every week. Tarot games will be held monthly, with a bonus of special divination methods that are outside of tarot. The focus of my Patreon will be sexual topics but I am open to non-sexual topics, once every blue moon. I hope you guys enjoy it!
Maybe I'll start going live to do paid live readings on here lol??
WARNING: Possessiveness/Controlling behavior...
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PILE 1
"I just want to give to you, please accept this!"
"Don't focus on them, focus on me"
"Come on this trip with me to Eurpoe, I don't want to leave you behind"
"Relax, I want to massage you"
"Take a deep breath because I want to fuck you hard”
“Don’t pay attention to her, you have me”
“Suprise, I have more gifts in the back and no you aren’t allowed to decline”
“Do you want to try out bondage? I just want to tie you up and fuck you fast and hard”
“You look innocent, can you give me head? I just like it when you stare up at me with that look”
“Don’t turn away, stop acting as if you aren’t being seduced by me right now”
Very playful and sensual energy. You will have fun in your relationship. A lot of sweet and funny moments here, and lots of making out.
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WARNING: Possessiveness/Controlling behavior...
PILE 2
“I work hard for you, please let me fuck you now” “Fuck baby you are so fucking hot” “You act as if I am going to let you run free, I will chase you down” “Fuck what everyone thinks, I have you all to myself now” “I can protect you from anyone, don’t worry about a single thing with me at your side” “You are the only person in this fucking world to have my whole heart” “I came to see you tonight, let's go because I have an adventure planned” “Fuck you make me so horny” “I am your sex slave” “No one can have you but me, come let me fuck you hard tonight baby”
This person is very masculine, your man is very much possessive of you. He can be controlling so watch out, but I am seeing that he does really like you too much LMFAO. Whatever floats your boat?! IDK
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PILE 3
“Look at me, stare into my eyes as I fuck you right here” “You have everyone staring at you, but you are mines” “I can get you anything you want, stop worrying about spending money” “You really don’t things through, I just want you to focus on what you are saying to me right now” (This is playfully being said, you may be naive sort of innocent to sex topics LOL) “I have so many fantasies of us babe” “I want to search every inch of your body to see what makes you cry out loud” “Fuck, the way you stroke me makes me hard as fuck” “I want to make you pregnant” “You are so fucking hot, I am dating the hottest girl/boy in the world” “Let's roleplay fwb? Pretend you don’t like me” (They are saying to act cold/hard to get LOLLL) You will have such a blast with them. They are a very FUNNY ASS PERSON. They also know how to RIZZ YOU UPPPPP
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phoenix----rising · 8 months
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𝐷𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒. 𝐺𝑟𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒.
𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑏𝑦 𝑀𝑢ℎ𝑎𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑆𝑎𝑙𝑎ℎ
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🪷Sacred Lotus Within You ♦︎ Timeless Pick A Card
‘If you only do what you can do, you will never be more than what you are now.’
‘I don’t wanna be more! I like who I am.’
‘You don’t even know who you are.’
‘What do you— Of course I do; I’m the Dragon Warrior!’
‘And what exactly does that mean—Dragon Warrior?’
—  Po and Shifu’s conversation from Kung Fu Panda 3
SONG: Pure Imagination by Gene Wilder
MOVIE: Kung Fu Panda 3 (2016)
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A hard Life is not always a divine punishment of sort⛈More often than not, the Universe’s most advanced Souls choose to be born—as Humans—into much sorrow and a perceived sense of limitation just for the joy of experiencing a personal breakthrough out of a cycle of—both—good and bad Karma🍄
Seen from a Soul’s perspective, all events in this mortal world are just drama. drama. drama~🎭It’s so exciting to co-Create massive stories with other Souls in this theatre of the Universe🎪This Play in itself, a spiritual evolution of sort for all beings of Love and Light🩰
This world is at best the dream of a Butterfly🦋Have fun; and have faith that in time all things bloom magnificently like a Sacred Lotus emerging from the mud🪷Ultimately, all of us, we bring with us only memories of our lifetimes when we are done playing our roles in this Grand Experiment of a Cosmic Drama💫
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Pile 1 – Peace Maker
VIBE: Master Shifu asking Po to teach him inner peace
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seeds of beauty in you – 10 of Pentacles Rx
Encoded in your DNA is the very gift of healing itself. You were born into this world of stupid carrying seeds of peace-making. Yup, you were the kid who was always able to tell when a grownup was lying. Like, OMG, so disrespectful…they think I can’t see through such obvious lies? In fact, too many things were obvious to you because you are gifted with a keen ability of observation. We’re talking superhuman-level observation, baby~
With that, the world around you was often terribly dull. You’re definitely the type that wants to travel and see the world for yourself. Wanting to see what other people of different nations and races, customs and cultures, even religions, have to share about what this Life is all about~ You had A LOT of questions!
Alas… You soon realised that most people’s perceptions, priorities, and overall ways of life are low-quality at best. Your interactions with people, your observations of them, gave you almost nothing but disdain. People…are not intelligent enough. But more disturbing still…people are not noble enough in their pursuits of a good Life.
In your eye, most of the time, people don’t have enough integrity, character, or personality🤷🏻‍♀️
blooming in spite of muddy water – 7 of Pentacles Rx
If you’re often distressed by the state of Humanity, it is because you possess this divine ability to pierce through bullshit and reveal the true essence of all things. You’re a deep diver. You truly are a scholar. You’re the type that seeks to bridge between differences and clashes, so that people find a common ground upon which they could build a harmonious society. You most likely have a significant placement in the 7th House or blessed with a strong Libra/Venus aenergy~⚖️
Essentially, you’ve come into this world with an almost specific purpose of bridging differences between generations. All because your Oversoul was sick of watching Humans being fools amongst themselves. So you plunged into this world of illusions in the hopes of elevating people’s spiritual intelligence. Your unique gift of observation is piercing and high-vibrational and the reason it can bridge generations is that the wisdom you will develop as a person is both universal and timeless💎
You are an Ascended Master, you know. Like Po returning to the mortal world after defeating Kai. Like Gandalf the Grey returning as Gandalf the White after defeating the Balrog. All because you’ve got shit to do in this world of stupid—your wisdom is gravely needed! I’m not teaching you to be conceited or anything, but by means of technicality, you’re not here to learn anymore; you’re here to…teach🤣
tulips of happiness – Knight of Cups
No matter your age or their age, you’re here to teach the infantile Humans about inner peace and true, everlasting, sustainable, manageable, actually reasonable sense of Harmony🌷You do that by setting an example; by first bridging confusions and calming down chaos within yourself; then you talk about the walk to anybody interested enough to listen to you🌾
In this lifetime, as an Ascended Master playing Human, there’s probably a lot of heartache you’ve needed to learn to forgive. If you’re in your early or mid-20s when reading this, you’re most likely just beginning to learn it. You don’t have to act perfectly though. Healing and forgiveness are not about being or doing perfect. It’s perfectly OK, too, not to forgive—certain cruelties in this world are simply beyond absolution, ya know?🤬
What does truly matter is that you forgive yourself. Just yourself. You can forgive the situation. You can forgive the fact you fucked your way into this or that mess. Where applicable, you can give thanks to the experience and then move on to the next thing. Be glad about the fact that you’re still alive after all of the fuckery, and that you’ve enough self-awareness, and how that self-awareness has grown you as a person. It is such a beautiful thing to have grown up in the mental and spiritual~🦉
ESSENCE OF BEING HUMAN🔻💜
the script you chose – Silver Alchemist (Ramon Llull)
path of self-transcendence – Priestess of Healing
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☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・.
Pile 2 – Pink Radiance
VIBE: Master Oogway sending universe mail to Li Shan
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seeds of beauty in you – III The Empress Rx
Oooh~ You’re pretty~ That much I can tell🙊You probably are blessed with some significant Aries, Aquarius, or any Cardinal aenergy in your birth chart; could also have Venus/Moon in the 1st or 11th House~ And do you know why you’re bestowed with an outer appearance that’s easily considered attractive in this realm? Because you’re meant to have an audience🎙
You’re meant to be heard; to have a platform and be some sort of a leader. And since being pretty in this world brings a lot of privileges, your Soul chose to be born with this specific setting in your birth chart wHoA~ A pretty face gets attention more effortlessly and that’s just how it is with this world~🙈
So, you see that there’s meaning in having some forms of privilege whether it’s your face or your family/economic background, or even heritage or some special lineage thing going on in your Life🎰And yet, it seems you could’ve been blind to all this ‘upper hand’ and not see much value in your existence.
None of this has felt all that special…well, because you were born with it. It’s not special; it’s normal to you; and you definitely want to feel special…not really grasping others would kill to have what you were born with…🐞
blooming in spite of muddy water – XVI The Tower
In spite of all of the privileges that seem obvious and enviable to others, you yourself have not felt all that blessed most of your Life. There is this thing that people don’t understand about you: EXPECTAFUCKINTION. Expectation could kill, depending on situation, and depending on where you are in Life. In many ways, you haven’t really ever felt FREE in your beingness. You don’t really know how FREE truly would feel like. You can imagine it, but you don’t really know if that’s even real🤷🏻‍♀️
Whether it’s status, prestige, or simply beauty, sometimes you’ve felt victimised by the very things other people wish they had. They literally don’t know how suffocating it is to be wearing your crown~ You often feel like you don’t have autonomy over your own Life. In some instances, you may even have experienced your autonomy getting violated. And it’s so heartbreaking.
At some point in Life, you will suddenly and gradually lose access to all of these beauties and privileges, maybe even some of your talents, babe. All these things that came ever so naturally to you, once you’ve lost ‘em, you will die in spirit, and be reborn with a renewed sense of appreciation for the fact you have always, ALWAYS, been extraordinary👿
tulips of happiness – King of Swords
Whether you are a girl or a boy or straight or gay or whatever, you are an ally of the world’s Divine Feminine aenergy. Do not worry about losing your glory; it will aaalll come back stronger and sparklier once you’ve graduated the University of Hell a.k.a Saturn Return🪐
It is part of your Soul’s Blueprint to experience losing privileges, perhaps money, talents, friends, freedom, hair, weight, and everything else, momentarily. This period of your Life—whether it’s your first or second Saturn Return—can be likened to a pregnant woman who’s now restricted from drinking, eating, doing, or even being near certain things. She’s not so free, but for all the right reasons; she’s protecting her foetus.
This Saturn Return period of your Life where you’re experiencing losing yourself is like a pregnancy where you’re gestating a newer, stronger, clearer, more confident version of yourself. The restrictions put around you are meant to suffocate you further, enough for you to want a breakthrough. All so you can become a pure Pink Radiance of a miracle this miserable world needs, for that is your purpose for being born🌷
Shine on, Pink Diamond~
ESSENCE OF BEING HUMAN🔻💗
the script you chose – Green Historian (Herodotus)
path of self-transcendence – Priestess of Prosperity
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☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・.
Pile 3 – Magic Worker
VIBE: Po teaching the tribe to be THEMSELVES
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seeds of beauty in you – 9 of Cups Rx
Within you are seeds of a luxurious lifestyle that you ought to nurture slowly throughout the course of your Life. You may have come from a background of lack just to make this whole scenario more exciting (to us as Souls contrasts are exceedingly attractive when thinking of a spiritual breakthrough). With that, you could’ve grown up with lots of daydreaming about feeling fulfilled—emotionally fulfilled.
Though you may have daydreamed about luxurious environments and things and situations, at the core of everything, all you yearn for is a feeling of safety; stability; of having just enough…of being enough, in fact…all because you weren’t emotionally nurtured as a child. You were the kid who were neglected by everybody, both the adults and your peers.
You felt unseen most of your Life. But even those who acted like they saw you, somehow the view was inaccurate. You felt this way because you didn’t understand yourself either. Children learn about themselves through the feedback of their environment; so the ones who were mostly neglected…how could such children even begin to learn to comprehend their identity?
Because you didn’t really understand yourself, it was difficult to manifest properly. In your psyche, there are way too many threads of wishes that are tangled up, causing you to manifest clashing Realities…and then disappoint you…
blooming in spite of muddy water – XXI The World
The reason for this difficulty is that you needed to learn and discover for yourself the true Essence of being alive. You are essentially God’s messenger to help Humans overcome their addiction to material possessions. Omaigosh if you know how TikTok shopping culture is making people poorer and more miserable in the emotional, I’m sure this will ring a bell in your Soul Memory.
People who grew up poor are the main target of evil marketing because they crave that feeling of ‘having’. Sometimes, it’s a feeling of having things—trendy things; some other times, it’s a feeling of having friends—cool friends; and some tragical times, of having someone to love—which usually only translates to ONS or casual hookups without any real emotional connection.
Anyway, back to talking about material possessions though, there’s this:
‘Trying to be happy by accumulating possessions is like trying to satisfy hunger by taping sandwiches all over your body.’ – George Carlin
This, is a concept, a Reality, you’ve needed to learn and fully comprehend, and then unravel by means of your personal spiritual transformation. That way you can be an example and a guide to others. Reminiscent of Uncle George himself, you’re somebody who holds an Elder Archetype aenergy about you. You’re ‘worldly’ in the sense that you’re based, well-thinking, and most of all, you can embrace perspectives that are UNIQUE. You’re able to hold a knowledge that encompasses the whole of the Universe itself.
tulips of happiness – 4 of Pentacles
In a sense, know that you are a born leader. Though I sense, you may be more interested in being a thought leader🧠You don’t seem that interested in leading an envoy or a movement of any sort hahaha You’re a loner; you like being in your own company. After all, people are stupid and it’s exhausting to have to interact with them. And that’s all fine~
In the future, when everything’s said and done, you’ll meet your Soul Tribe—people who are just as weird, misunderstood, deep, sombre (probably), wholesome, complex, and loyal such as yourself🫀Your Spirit Guides are really saying: it’s perfectly fine for you not to extend too much compassion for those who aren’t worth your while; hoping you’d calm down some clashing ideas about your personality.
It sounds cruel? No, really; not everybody is worth paying attention to or share affection with. If you do that you’re only going to be sucked dry of Life Force. It’s a similar principal with money spending. Just because you see a lot of items being displayed with attractive, persuasive DISCOUNT signs, doesn’t mean you have to give your attention, or money least of all, to ALL of that. Got it?🤪
‘Even if something is on discount, if you don’t need it, it’s too expensive.’ – Love Marie Escudero’s husband, Govt. Chiz
ESSENCE OF BEING HUMAN🔻🧡
the script you chose – Green Physician (Paracelsus)
path of self-transcendence – Priestess of Intuition
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☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・.
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luciddownloading · 19 days
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Tarot Reading (Pick A Card): What Is Your Divine Feminine Energy? 🌷
Okay, it is time for another Tarot reading! Today, we are going to be discussing your Divine Feminine energy. Now, as I always say, this is not dependent on gender. A lot of women identify as Divine Feminine - someone with a predominance of feminine energy - but you can also be a male who embodies Divine Feminine. Just as a woman can embody Divine Masculine. It's also not about sexual orientation. It is just about how you feel inside and what you're drawn to.
We are all our own unique blend of masculine and feminine, after all. You also can't put those energies in a little box. There are many different types of masculinity and femininity and we are going to delve into the latter today.
Most of you here identify more as Divine Feminine. If so, aligning with your feminine self, leading with it and living life according to it, is what allows you to create your best life and be your best self. It's the key to your abundance. But, if you happen to resonate more as a Divine Masculine, this reading will just tell you what your feminine side is like and how to embrace it.
So, choose the image (or images) that you feel most pulled to and see what your Divine Feminine expression is. Please trust your intuition. If it doesn't sound like you or your inner potential, then it's not your pile. Also, I am not taking reversals today. I will see you in your pile, bestie!
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PILE 1
Queen of Wands
(clarified by: The Moon)
The Fool
(clarified by: Three of Cups)
Four of Pentacles
(clarified by: Nine of Pentacles)
Page of Wands (back of the deck)
Pile 1, what immediately stands out to me here is this Queen of Wands popping out. It's one of the feminine archetypes in Tarot and we're talking about your Divine Feminine self. So, first of all, I think you are, in many ways, a very feminine person and identify as such. You have this really lovely energy and you just exude femininity, whether you are male or female. But, I also think you challenge traditional concepts of femininity. You are this Queen of Wands, which is a very beautiful yet very fierce energy. You have a softness to you but you are also formidable and not to be messed with. In fact, you see your femininity as a form of power that you wield confidently.
The song Maneater by Nelly Furtado is coming through. Regardless of if you're attracted to men or not, you have that energy. It's giving femme fatale, even if you're a male femme fatale of sorts. You're VERY alluring and sultry. You know it. And if you're protesting that you're not, um, you better start owning that shit, babe! Your Divine Feminine expression is highly seductive and reels so many admirers in. Part of it is the fact that you're very mysterious. I feel like you're so private and, in spite of being rather extroverted, you are not easily accessible. Some of you may not even have social media or, if you do, you barely post. This only leaves people wanting more. You are radiantly beautiful and shine so brightly but many people feel like they don't know much about you.
This mystique only elevates you in others' eyes. It's a kind of star quality. I can see you being "famous" in your own respect, whether that is being very well known in your community, having a big Internet presence or maybe even being actually famous one day. There is this major goddess energy to you. People want to put you on this pedestal and worship you or maybe even harbor jealousy because of that status of yours. I am getting this message that, for you, embracing your Divine Femininity means allowing yourself to be very worshipped and celebrated. I sense that could make some of you kind of uncomfortable but it's part of your spiritual path actually. You have this amazing goddess power within you (again, regardless of your gender, this is about energy). You were meant to be viewed as this absolutely gorgeous, exalted, abundant being that people really respect and adore.
Some of you may work closely with a particular goddess or have her as a Guide. Freya and Aphrodite are coming through, in particular. Aphrodite, especially, because of the rose quartz in this picture. You are like a goddess of beauty and love in your own right. Also, honestly, I am getting Regina George energy and I don't mean that in a negative way. (Rachel McAdams' version, of course, not the recent one) Obviously, Regina has her toxic traits but she is so beautiful and confident and magnetic, such a leader yet so feminine. And everyone is obsessed with her. You are seen that way and have that kind of impact on others. Yes, I am gassing you up! Accept it.
You definitely could have Fire sign placements in your chart (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius) as well as the sign Pisces. You are very reflective and have more depth than some realize. Yet, you are also very self-assured. Knowing that you are that baddie that you have always felt you were is the key to your feminine expression. You know your worth and absolutely will not compromise it. In romance, in particular, you do not settle or accept poor treatment at all and that only makes you more attractive. Overall, you really don't struggle much with self-esteem. This also gives you the confidence needed to go after what you want in life. You live in a very bold, very daring way that only makes you more admirable. You are not afraid to take risks and make the most out of life.
Yet, there is also this juxtaposition to that ballsy spirit that is soft and sweet. Or maybe people just think you're so soft and sweet without realizing what a force of nature you really are until you have to show them who they're dealing with. Many of you may be very creative and love to perform. As an actor or singer, you could display that fierce side of you. I am getting like this amazing stage presence or screen presence. Your confidence in putting yourself out there helps as well as your natural sex appeal. A lot of people will fantasize about you and, in terms of your dating life, many will want to claim you as theirs. But, you belong to yourself, above all. I also feel like being very comfortable in your sexuality and owning/flaunting it, like a bombshell movie star or hot main pop girl, will serve you very well. Be that siren you know you can be!
Also, I feel compelled to say it's not just about looks. It's your aura, your sensuality, your magnetism and spirit. That attractiveness comes from your soul, more than anything, and that's why it's divine.
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PILE 2
Page of Swords
(clarified by: The Hermit)
Six of Wands
(clarified by: Six of Swords)
Temperance
(clarified by: Page of Wands)
Ten of Swords (back of the deck)
Pile 2, I feel like your feminine expression is very introverted and internal. I immediately got the feeling that this pile is very studious and very intellectual. You may really, really love to read and could have genuinely enjoyed school growing up. I keep getting this image of Matilda, from the movie Matilda, of course (and the novel). I think many of you really enjoyed that film when you were kids and really identified with the main character. Your Divine Feminine self feels very connected to your inner child. Well, I think that's true for everyone. But, it's even truer for you because a lot of childhood pain is tied to this energy. You were very smart, introspective, observant and mature, like Matilda. And, similarly, you seem to have dealt with a lot of mistreatment at that age, too, likely at the hands of family or parents.
It might seem like that turbulence has followed you throughout your life. But, you are very diligent in terms of working through the trauma. You are a healer and have had to be a healer toward yourself. The good news is that there is no way you'll be a negative product of your environment. You have found the inner wisdom and awareness needed to rise above where you came from. This stems from your Divine Feminine self because feminine energy, after all, allows us to look deeply within and reflect. Sometimes, you are very withdrawn and maybe not all that social. But, you're never just laying around, thinking about nothing. You are exploring every part of your soul and your mind.
Having this incredibly rich inner life could make you very creative. You could be a writer and I am getting a poet, particularly. The feeling you're giving me is of those confessional female poets who have turned their emotional pain or past trauma into beautifully crafted poems. Sylvia Plath and Anne Sexton came to mind, specifically. I am also getting the names of female writers, in general, who wrote classic novels about their trauma, painful romances or other issues they wanted to explore, like the Bronte sisters, Alice Walker or Maya Angelou (who was also a poet). Any of these writers could hold a lot of significance for you. They are like role models and examples of your feminine energy: intelligent, intriguing and gifted storytellers.
Okay, I am also getting the image of female singer-songwriter types, like Fiona Apple or Alanis Morissette. That kind of deep, intelligent lyricism. The songs Sullen Girl or Never Is A Promise, both by Fiona Apple, could have resonant lyrics. Lana Del Rey is also coming through. I am hearing Cinnamon Girl by her. Also, her song Fishtail. (A lot of songs in this one!) So, yeah, it's safe to say that you are either very artsy, a thoughtful writer in some capacity, or you're obsessed with a female artist or two like this (or both). And this is specific to some of you but you may be guided by a famous female artist: a poet or songwriter or novelist. She may be acting as a guide to you, whether she has passed on or is still alive but just guiding you through her higher self, especially if you do the same kind of art she did/does. She is helping you develop your talent and succeed. That may sound a little wild/out there but you'll know if it resonates.
Essentially, a big part of your Divine Femininity is about turning your pain or sadness into beautiful art. I am also being told that if you are striving to be an artist in some capacity, your Guides want to assure you that you are going to be successful. It may not be international fame (or it could be) but you will find a solid following, to some extent, and touch many people and be able to support yourself from it. Yet, I am also being told to say that you don't have to thrive on being a "sad girl" (and I mean that in a gender neutral way). You could struggle with anxiety or depression yet, like a typical tortured artist, feel like you need to be unhappy in order to be creative. (Yeah, if you're not creative, this probably isn't your pile lol)
Thinking like that is bad for your mental health. Your talent doesn't stem from your pain. It stems from your creative soul, your high intellect, and your ability to transmute your pain. There is a message here to not take yourself too seriously. Don't overthink everything and allow yourself to just live! You are doing so much better at life and progressing so much more on your healing journey than you think. Also, you may not realize how much you channel and commune with Spirit when you do your art, including that potential Guide who was/is an artist. You have the power to pull from the other realm when you create, which is amazing. Your feminine energy is both a deep well and a medium for divinity. Remember Matilda wasn't just smart. She also had supernatural powers!
Also, as far as signs, there are a lot here. You could have birth chart placements in Air (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius) or Fire (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius). Sagittarius is coming through very strongly. There is also Virgo energy here.
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PILE 3
The Sun
(clarified by: The Devil)
The Lovers
(clarified by: Three of Cups)
King of Wands
(clarified by: Knight of Swords)
The Tower (back of the deck)
Pile 3, I am getting a very interesting energy from your pile. First of all, you feel more androgynous, like there is such an equal amount of masculine and feminine within you that you can very easily switch back and forth between the two. Some of you may actually identify with being non-binary or gender fluid. But, that doesn't have to apply to everyone. You might have a hard time distinguishing your yin from your yang and not even want to label your energy in that way. As a result, people may sometimes not exactly know what to do with you and you may not often know what to do with yourself. You can suffer from deep insecurity at some stage in life because you feel like you're not enough of a boy or enough of a girl.
Well, I just have to say that is total bullshit and there's no such thing as being the ideal boy or ideal girl. It's a bunch of regressive ideas that are projected on to each gender and it only has to mean what you allow it to mean. While you might have taken a lot of shit growing up for your gender non-conforming ways and struggled with your self-esteem or self-confidence because of that, you were meant to stand out in this way! I feel like there is, specifically, a history of conventional behavior in your family that you may be destroying. All of the women in your family could have, for instance, conformed to restrictively "ladylike" or passive behavior. And if you're a woman, it may be your role to destroy that pattern. Or vice versa, if you're a male who witnessed a lot of toxic masculinity in your family.
I think the best way to describe your Divine Feminine self is that it doesn't rely on outdated ideas about femininity. It bends genders and breaks rules. I am also getting that you may be drawn to male role models who are very androgynous or embody a form of femininity. I am getting David Bowie, in particular, and his song, Rebel Rebel. I am also getting drag, like drag queens. You may love RuPaul's Drag Race and have a particular queen who you find very entertaining or reflects your personality. You might also know men irl who are more feminine and serve as inspiration. I am getting the feeling that many of you are female but more inclined to look up to feminine men because you just relate to them more. Or, if you're a man, you're just being challenged to look toward male role models who have more feminine energy.
Yeah, this is a very interesting pile. I feel like you have yet to begin to explore this true self but you are on the verge of it. Maybe you just recently had a Tower moment that showed you that the way you were living your life was painfully inauthentic, whether that was regarding your career, your love life or your identity. Some of you may even be coming out as gay or bi or trans or non-binary or you have recently. If so, just know that I am so proud of you and your Guides are so proud! Living your life honestly and fully is so, SO much more valuable than what anyone might think. This reading feels more like particular guidance and encouragement you needed to hear than anything else.
You could have Gemini or Capricorn energy in your chart, Fire placements (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius), especially Leo, or Air placements (again Gemini, Libra, Aquarius). You have had some demons you've had to deal with. Some of you may have even seen yourself as a demon in the past lol. Well, you're a lovable demon. No, I'm kidding. But, a lot of your past unhappiness came from not being who you were meant to be. You compensated for that with some kind of addiction, whether it was drugs/alcohol, sex, work, or even anger. Anything can be an addiction. I'm hearing Rehab by Amy Winehouse. It is possible to change and it doesn't have to be so scary!
I kind of feel like I lied to your pile with this reading because I am not getting many messages about your feminine self lol. But, this is only because you honestly have such toxic ideas about what masculine and feminine means that have been ingrained in you. So, you have a lot of unraveling to do in regards to that. But, it will be incredibly healing because you'll finally get to embrace your real self. And, yeah, for some reason, there is this insistent message about some sort of role model or even a guide in the form of a person that you know who will help you do this. It could be a male with a lot of feminine energy or a woman with heavy masculine energy. Possibly someone you're romantically interested in or attracted to. Take that as it resonates.
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PILE 4
Seven of Wands
(clarified by: The Hanged Man)
Knight of Wands
(clarified by: Knight of Cups)
The World
(clarified by: Ace of Pentacles)
The Lovers (back of the deck)
Pile 4, your Divine Feminine expression makes people want to cuff you. You have that "wifey" energy, whether you are male or female. You might seem especially supportive or caregiving or nurturing. Suitors could feel like you would make an excellent spouse and parent, that they could build a family with you and have it all with you. But, I also think this marriage-material energy you have is due to you being such a romantic and so full of love. You have a very powerful heart chakra that is very open. Your feminine energy is an expression of unconditional love and it gives you a very magnetic aura.
I'm hearing All Is Full Of Love by Bjork. You are very spiritual and deeply feel the love from Spirit and your Guides. You embody that kind of higher love. Some may see you as some type of earth angel. The energy I am getting here is reminiscent of Aaliyah. You might be a big fan of her and her music. But, she just had such a kind, loving, peaceful aura and everyone who knew her said she was so beautiful and angelic. She was very much a Divine Feminine being and you have that same type of energy. Aaliyah also had a way of really making men fall for her without doing much, which is another kind of feminine magnetism. I can see you having the same effect on your preferred sex. You attract Divine Masculines like honey attracts bees! At any given time, you have multiple options, though you're not the kind to boast about that.
In fact, it's not always fun because you have felt like you have had to kiss a lot of frogs, so to speak. You will eventually learn from this, though, and get to a point where you are much more discerning and selective with who you give that precious romantic energy to. However, this only makes you even more attractive and irresistible to those admirers! Sometimes, you have a bit of a Belle vibe, from Beauty and the Beast, where you have quite a few Gaston's chasing you and you couldn't care less. That Don't Impress Me Much by Shania Twain is coming through. That's your attitude, sometimes.
Also, because you're so spiritual, it's hard for you to meet someone who matches your values and your frequency. The material things some masculines want to provide is secondary to you. You're the type of feminine who cares much more about being appreciated, respected and valued than financially provided for (although that kind of help is nice, too). And it's also hard for you to meet someone who truly sees you. People are often so busy idealizing you as perfect that they don't see all your dimensions. But, the right person, your true counterpart, will.
There are many signs in this pile. There is Leo energy emphasized, as well as the other Fire signs, Aries and Sagittarius. We have Water: Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces. We have extra emphasis on Pisces, too. Gemini energy is present, as well. So, you could have any of those placements. You are a VERY multifaceted being. Your Divine Femininity is versatile. You can be many types of feminine energy: a mother, a goddess, a high priestess, a seductress, an innocent. Sometimes, it's downright confusing to others. I feel like you can easily get defensive or frustrated when others have the wrong perception of you and you're being guided to just allow yourself to be misunderstood. Not everyone has to get you.
I also think you're meant to embody the Divine Feminine half of a Divine Union in this life. You definitely either have a twin flame or high-level soulmate who has or will play a huge, transformative role in your life. It also feels like you will have multiple spiritual connections romantically, like a twin flame AND a soulmate or two. You are proof that you don't have to limit yourself to one in this life. You may find yourself in a serious connection with either of them or both of them, at different points. You will probably also be forced to choose between one or the other at some point. That feels like a specific message for some of you.
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