bpd + npd culture is splitting on friends cause theyre hanging with ur friends wo u and thinking you hate them and dont need them but then need keep them around for the supply tho u hate them... sigh
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Call me Flashy I don’t really care
Pronouns: he/they
Umm older than 18 younger than 24
I have Narcissistic, Antisocial, Histrionic, and Borderline Personality Disorder, and bipolar w/ psychotic features (previously assumed to be schizoaffective, still not a cemented diagnosis. My therapist is confused by me because I won’t be vulnerable enough. She currently has me diagnosed “generalized cluster b” which confuses me??? I think I don’t have BPD maybe just BPD traits but whatever)
I post about mental illness
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#flashy ✨ thoughts
#flashy ✨ vent
#flashy ✨ memes
#flashy ✨ reblog
Etc.
Pretty straightforward
Anyway intros are boring
I don’t have a DNI
I don’t care to bring up discourse, but if you must know, I am pro-para anti contact, anti abuse of any sort, syscourse neutral, anti bigotry, anti radqueer/transid/radfem (exclusionary/terf) etc, and give too little shits about fandom to have a personal stance on pro/anti ship
Don’t be an ignorant ass or I’ll block you
Sometimes I engage argumentatively for enrichment purposes (exclusively responding to hateful rhetoric so don’t worry I’m not gonna bite you as long as you’re being civil)
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i hate that BPD gives me such a lack of emotional permanence.
you can spend hours describing the ways in which you care about me, yet the moment you stop my brain will immediately decide you hate me and are destined to leave me.
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i love when i warn people over and over and over again that i have "ugly" symptoms of my mental disorders and that i won't always be easy to deal with and they assure me it's okay and it can't be that bad and say all these nice things then fuck off and leave when things start to get tough. cute.
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sometimes i think i'm doing good but then someone doesn't answer me within 5 minutes and i start thinking "what if i just set myself on fire?"
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NPD culture is someone telling me they love my stuff and getting so happy because that pulled me out of a crash :'DD
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i have quiet bpd, ofc i'd rather hurt myself than others because i dont want to be selfish
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my existence is pretty much going back and forth between
🥰✨🌈☀️insanity☀️🌈✨🥰
and
💔⛓🩸🔪insanity🔪🩸⛓💔
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