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bpdbecca · 8 months

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Somedays it be like that

#actually bpd #living with borderline #being borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd #neurodivergent #actually borderline #bpd blog #bpd songs

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bloodyscott · 10 months

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BPD songlist (imma do another one of these if i find more songs):

I Hate You by Sick Puppies

The Haunting by Set It Off

Problematic by Get Scared

Not At All by Get Scared

I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace

Pain by Three Days Grace

Numb by Linkin Park

Control by Halsey

Bulls in the Bronx by Pierce the Veil

Bloody Nose by The Used

Happy Song by Bring Me The Horizon

Sarcasm by Get Scared

Run by Bring Me The Horizon

Cage On The Ground by Flyleaf

So What I Lied by Sick Puppies

At My Worst by Get Scared

The First Punch by Pierce the Veil

#bpd #bpd songs #most of these are alt bc im an emo mf

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yourveryownkarma · 10 months

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This was composed so many times and lost over and over again or accidentally deleted and it's been scraped and pieced together for about a year now and I always lock it in my notes and save it everytime I re-do it. I think it is now time to let all of you go; and unlock this from my clipboard and give my heart the freedom to be happy again.

I think it took so much of me to be the caregiver I always wished I had, for you... and I may never get that, but maybe you can get what you need if someone has the blueprints of all I learned with you...

As any other vapid girl, it must start with a quote, one I've found fits and it does it beautifully, at least for me.

"They all turned their backs on us because they knew if we held on tight to eachother... we were something fatal... but we fell into the wrong hands."

To the girl who loves him next;

I fucked shit up to the point of no return and the boy this letter is about deserves what I had the potential to give him... had I not been battling demons stronger than myself at the time.

If the first time you meet him it feels like you're in fucking 6th grade meeting your new best friend, talking a mile a minute and never wanting to sleep because you're so excited you found someone this amazing... (I think we spent 3 sleepless days and nights talking and falling so quickly in love it was worse than some freak hurricane, it caught me by surprise and to this day i know ill never laugh that hard again or be that happy again) then listen please, for everything that is holy please just read this a million times so he finally can have the life he deserves. I promise he is worth every fight every melt down every public scene... I fucking swear on it, but you won't know if you don't learn how to help him out of these situations.

The first few times it's going to seem like a fucking nightmare. Please stop and understand me when I say this... "imagine how he feels". As humans we are not very good at seeing beyond our own selfish existence, so it's going to take some actual effort, he's fucking worth it.

Learn his triggers and listen to what the fuck he's saying even if it sounds crazy to you, listen to those words because there's meaning behind them. It's not just to freak out its not just to embarass you and its certainly not Any fun for him. Keep cold water with you for these moments. He needs it to drink and splash his face with.Do not be afraid to jump in a cold shower with him with your clothes on, because no matter how shitty it sounds now... it's some of my favorite memories to look back on, being able to calm him and hear what he is trying to say because you've learned how to help calm him and you've become that much closer. I would sing to him, i wont give the details of that song or that part as its something i want ro keep to myself, it was my favorite song and i havent listened to it or sang it since the day i droppwd him off at the airport.

Don't lie to him, however fragile his ❤️; it can withstand the hard truth, but the sugar coated lie is a slap deep into his soul, please don't break his trust. It's so sacred and beautiful. I know right now you don't think you can handle him, and I'd love to be selfish and tell you to send him on an airplane to me because I miss my best friend and lover, but if you stick this out... he will make you the happiest girl in the whole world. I know from experience. Please do not hurt him. Because if I find out about this, you will have alot bigger troubles than him not being able to let go. He is sensitive and messy and fun and sweet and chaos and perfection... but don't ever make him feel like he is not enough, he isnt... and don't ever make him feel like he's too much... he isn't. He is a perfect portion of all and he taught me how to love myself and he taught me patience in the purest form.

If you give up easily, you can come join my sad club...

Yours truly, GHOSTGIRL (R.I.P. DEVIL GIRL)

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plottwistedstory · 3 months

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If you have especially bipolar disorder or borderline personality disorder and you are not able to explain how you feel, those are my actual favourite songs to listen; When I don’t know how I feel or when I’m sad, when I’m the melancholic version of myself or when I need to be held. My safe place in music.

I hope it will help you 🤞🏽

#bpd music #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bipolar #songs #favorite #sad songs #mental ill music #bpd songs #plottwistedstory #healing #spotify #playlist #bpd playlist

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nighttime-thoughts · 12 days

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Please tell me i'm not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel.

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mugmaniscrazy · 2 years

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My HPD playlist

#actually hpd #histrionic personality disorder #Hpd songs #bpd songs #Pd songs #hpd vent #actually histrionic #cluster b #Spotify

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bpdohwhatajoy · 10 months

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#real lol #bpd #borderline personality disorder #fp #favorite person #song lyrics

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months

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I'm sorry I let down my guard.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #xue yang #xiao xingchen #God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish #Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt #and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible #He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.

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bpddress-updarling · 12 days

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❛ — kiss me as if you're punching

me, until my lips bleed

hold me until my ribs make a

cracking sound and break

like you, like you, i love you!

say you love me or i'll kill you! — ❜

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dumpster-druid · 7 months

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Sometimes you don't realize that your brain is in a cycle of hating itself, and hating itself for the fact that it hates itself. It's something i've always questioned and seeked answers for. There HAS to be a way to fix this, there has to be a reason why it's there in the first place. I saw my self hatred as a sign that my brain was "broken", and hated myself even more for it. It was an endless cycle of hating myself and hating myself for hating myself.

And then the mentopolis finale came out:

Maybe we can learn to break that cycle. Maybe i do hate myself and accept it for what it is (so long as you don't hurt yourself in the process.) As long as it drives you to be a better, kinder person, what's so bad about guilt that it NEEDS to be erased?

"Time to unlearn that lesson."

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harbingersecho · 2 months

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I don't feel pain I never escape I'm under the bed I'm licking the floor

#mysmes #mystic messenger #mysme #mysme unknown #mysme saeran #saeran choi #mine #*24 #art #unknown #this song is literally called weakling. sooo saeran coded.#half of this was just me trying to get the skin indents from gripping his bicep right. and its still not that good but i tried #whatever i miss this cunt.this fucker was everything to me in 2016-2018 you dont understand. teenage me 🫂 saeran #dont talk to me abt his route i have many conlicting feelings abt it. but i will say his overall portrayal was better in v's route than his #except near the end but even the conclusion to that was like. hm. he just wakes up and is fine. ok.#also why the split personality. bpd saeran was amazing that was even his VA's hc for him in SE. ok i said i wasnt gonna talk abt it IM NOT #... i just think they made him a less interesting ch in his route by splitting him up to a 'good'/'bad' side. like ray WAS manipulative #he's complex! he has a skewed world view + morals and a fucked up sense of self and major black and white thinking #ohh my god im not doing this again im not writing a dissertion in tumblr tags again. its an otome game with a nonsensical timeline

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narcissisticpdcultureis · 22 days

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Npd + bpd culture is mindless self indulgence the band

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#npd culture is #npd + bpd culture is #npd #actually narcissistic #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #bpd #borderline personality disorder #song reccs

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borderline-culture-is · 2 months

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BPD culture is Bitchboy by The Oozes

"Bitchboy, Bitchboy, let me be your bitchboy.

All I want in this whole wide world is to be your good boy."

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#yesss #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd #song recs

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puppyyboyy · 4 months

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toxic by d3r, 6arelyhuman & Pröz

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blankbooks · 7 months

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to my future child

I’m scared of a lot

But mostly I’m scared of the day I’ll hold you in my arms for the first time

And I'm scared of the day you spill milk on the carpet

And I’m scared of the way my voice will pierce the air and travel right to your heart and stay in your brain forever

I’m also afraid of the day you throw a tantrum, of the look I’ll give you in public, a promise of returning home and the punishment that awaits you

I’m afraid of the day you grow obnoxious, of the way I’ll resent the way you speak about the newest cartoons and why that is your favorite character

I’m afraid of the day you flinch

I’m afraid of the day I’ll try to soothe you, but really it's me I’m trying to make feel better

I’m also scared of the day you finally grow resentful and angry

And I'm scared of the day I will be right

Afraid that one day I’ll see that I wasn't kind enough, brave enough, stable enough to raise you as I should have

I’m afraid of the day I’ll realize I’m her

And the day I realize you are me.

To my dearest… never-to-be born child.

May we never meet.

The kindest thing I can do for you is make absolutely certain the day we meet, the day I hold you in my arms for the first time never comes.

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slowfalter · 6 months

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I’m dust on the couch

Melt my body down

Wrap me up in formlessness

Give me dissolution

Crushed into the crowd

I’m a spilled drink at your feet

I’m the supermarket ghost

My body an unwilling host

Gold panning for meaning

My dream catcher’s full of nightmares

I can’t even feel my body

Just buy me some time please

Leave me to dissolve

I don’t want to be alone

But I can’t hold together

Leave me to dissolve

There go all my thoughts

Spinning down the sink

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