NPD culture is assuming everyone’s always trying to one up you because you’re always trying to one up them

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NPD culture is thinking other people who post one shots as chapters and not as a collection on ao3 are stupid because you can only get one kudos for a chaptered book but you can get individual kudos for each part of a collection and why wouldn’t you want more attention???

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NPD culture is being so frustrated that egotypical people don’t seem to understand that motivation does not matter.

I did a good thing! I do lots of morally good things! Stop getting pissy with me just because I did them to make myself feel good. That’s why most people do ‘altruistic’ things anyways.

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NPD culture is selfishness in a lot of aspects and scenarios. I've lost friends because of that.

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NPD and recovering from internalized stigma culture is feeling SO lied to because people with no/low empathy are always depicted negatively but OH MY GOD do they fucking SLAY you look at the blog of the most comforting and therapeutic and amazing to be around and makes you feel welcomed & loved just by text bitch you've ever seen and see "i have no empathy" in the bio and your egotypical brainwashed brain just goes 💥💥💥💥💥 anyway shoutout to y'all with no/low empathy you fucking slap I wish more people realized how much you fucking slay btw this post is inspired by a particular follower of this blog but I won't specify who so all of you live in fear /pos

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self dx NPD culture is getting too cocky and arrogant when you're on a winning streak then getting either sad/dissapointed and saying "aw man :(" when you lose or getting angry and/or swearing you'll get revenge against whatever caused you to lose for such an AWFUL THING being done against you (you actually don't really care you're just upset bc now it probably means you're not good at playing)

— 🦔🏝️ (side note, I have been getting kinda better at not feeling so upset? Optimism helps a lot tbh. Take care mod!! Remember to drink water and to rest a LOT, running a blog like this is probably really hard, so props to ya'! {Idk if props is the correct word I just remember it being something like that})

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Npd culture is noticing whenever people delete their reblogs and comments towards your posts because you go back and admire the notes so much. Where did they go? I miss them.

- 🌧️hydra

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npd culture is seeing someone say their favorite band is your favorite band and getting pissed off because, fuck off, thats My favorite band. i listen to them better than you. i always have, i always will.

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NPD + BPD (+ ASPD traits) culture is needing everyone to care about you and pay attention to you all the time but being incapable of doing that for anyone else, noticing the hypocrisy and getting incredibly stressed because people can use it as a reason to not help but not being able to do anything to change it.

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NPD & ASPD culture is Nothing Bad Ever Happens To Me by Oingo Boingo

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npd + system + bpd culture is not loving ur friends. yes i like them. but i don’t love them. i cant love them. i cant love anyone. love just isn’t in my body unless it’s in-system.

they’re cool but they aren’t forever. i cant love them. they are just there to keep me not bored and give me a laugh so i make them laugh in return because they make me laugh

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NPD culture is being upset there isn't a discord server/some kind of group for people with npd that's supportive and we all give each other supply. it's so hard feeling like everyone's attacking each other, like we are all suffering with this together why don't we come together and make it something better

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bpd + (questioning) npd culture is i know you already said it was cool and cute but i Need to have the Best take on your ideas to the point no one else's opinion matters

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npd culture is getting mad that ur friends didn't force you to come along with them yesterday because they were supposed to go to another place to buy more food while you had to go home because you dont have money anymore.

why didn't you say "you def should come!1! we'll pay for you dwdw!! ure literally the best person to hang out with because ur so fun and cool!!!!"?? i was expecting something from you! dont you like me anymore? do you HATE me now? am i annoying? i thought you liked my presence? so why? why didn't u force me to???

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Npd culture is not understanding how you can critisize a piece of media without criticizing its fans. You’re basically saying that they like something that you interpret as ‘bad’ which means they have bad taste or are too stupid to see it. Criticism cannot be without insulting someone.

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npd culture is having a collapse and being called "aggressive' by "friends" and being demonized and shamed for it when ur just being defensive. i hate egotypicals

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×vent× ×tw dysphoria¿ im just dramatic im sorry×

npd + trans person culture is pretending to be cis online. i see myself being trans as such a huge imperfection (my transphobic country isnt helping) that since ive realized that, i never felt truly happy irl. im not living, im exciting like a zombie, imitating a certain personality for my college friends (they dont know that im trans or that i was diagnosed with npd). i feel so sorry for homophobic comments i keep making around them but its the only thing that makes me feel better about myself irl.

i can only feel as a “real one” when im online, because no one here knows that im trans. its so relieving, i feel perfect. its like getting a 100/100 on a test. (PASSING a test. get it? 😉)

but im still scared that one day ill have to actually aknowledge it openly. or come out to my online friends. i cant hide forever but I also cant make myself to accept it. i will never be..a girl enough, so its better not to be one. i still want people to love me. i still want to have a good reputation. im not ready for any hate comments about me, i cant handle it, i will break.

to sum it up, i wish i wasnt trans. really. it makes me feel lesser. its so awful.

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