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cyb3rspyd3r · 9 months

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"MINE"

pairing: e!42 miles x blk! fem reader

genre: fluff , protective miles

miles = dark purple you = pink (naisa is you)

a/n: whew lawrd i got so many damn books to post .. yall in for some treats good JESUS , but trust ima get yall requests soon i promise

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you were walking back home from the store , it wasn't too far away from where you live , so walkin won't a problem .

on the way back you heard your phone buzz , taking it out of your pocket to see who texted you. "1 new message from: Miless 💘."

miles was texting you to ask where you were at , worried on why you weren't home yet since he was at your house. you texted back smiling , reassuring him that you'll be fine , and your're on the way. butttt miles looked over that , and face timed you.

when you answered , he was side eyeing the camera , on the game that he set up in your room. "didnt i tell you to ask me before u use my tv?" you sighed , looking around your room to see what else he had done.

"yeaa sorry ma , my ass was bored waitin on u , but where you at?" miles fully turned his head towards the camera , squinting trying to make out where you were at.

you put your face all up in the camera , makin faces and laughing. "ma im not playin , where are you" he put his controller down , speaking in a more serious tone which made you back up from the screen.

"chill , im on my way ri-" suddenly , a boy who looked about your age came up to you , cheesin away. you kept walking , not interested.

the boy started walking behind you , trying to talk to you which .. didnt play out well. "yoo u from here?" he managed to catch up to you , trying to walk beside you.

miles heard the male's voice which caused his head to shoot towards the phone , picking it up looking around your surroundings.

"yea , i'm from my man's place , move along ." you snarled , walking faster looking at your phone to see miles with the most annoyed facial expression ever.

"aye not gon lie he prolly a bitch like most niggas round here , i could fs do better lil ma" this was miles last straw .. womp womp.. "oh hell na ." miles said before taking a good look at where you were , and hanging up.

the boy heard the voice coming from your phone as you walked faster , causing him to laugh. "aye was that him? see he prolly mad at u now , come fuck wit a real nigga" at this point you were irritated , not wanting miles to be mad at you because someone else tried talking to you.

"nigga fuck off , been said i got a man thats yo cue to leave . actually that ain't even my man , we married. so bye.." you went to imsg on your phone trying to text miles to get this boy away from you as soon as possible , he was pissin you off at this point.

miles texted you back with a simple "omw mami." which caused you to look around , seeing if he was anywhere in sight.

after a few minutes of this bum still tryna talk to you and follow you , you felt hands around your waist walking with you , causing you to quickly turn around trying to move until you noticed it was your bf , miles.

"the fuck?? this yo man?" he looked miles up and down , which pissed the both of yall off. you opened your mouth to say something , but before you could talk , miles did.

"nah nigga im her husband , i know u heard her say she taken so why u still tryna fw her? take yo big boosie fade head ass on somewhere bruh and getchu a retwist , yo ass got butterfly locs atp" miles laughed a lil at his own joke , meanwhile you were crackin tf upp

the boy side eyed yall , and walked off mad asf , you and miles were still crackin up at the back of this nigga head , retwists do not exist to him

"ight ight jokes aside , you lmk when shit like that happen we cant have niggas lookin like THAT tryna fuck wit you naisa" he wiped a few lil tears from his eyes due to laughing , you did the same.

"nigga did not give up.." you thought of the things the boy said , making you cringe.

miles put his arm around you , walking back home and kissed you on your forehead.

"mine."

#miles morales #miles x reader #spiderman atsv #e42 miles #earth 42 miles x reader #earth 42 miles morales x reader #across the spiderverse #atsv #into the spider verse #hobie brown #miles morales prowler #miles x you #earth 42 miles morales x black!reader

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bella-pascal · 2 years

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Pretty Boy

pairing: joseph quinn x f!reader

summary: you and jo are getting ready to go back to his trailer when you come to visit him on set. he thinks that you like his character, eddie munson, more than him. you reassure him that you love him for him.

warnings: slight angst because jo doesn’t talk out his feelings for a good bit. fluff at the end because i felt like it:)

authors note: jo can literally take my heart out, step on it, run it over and i’d still be in love.

you were sat next to jo as his makeup was being take off for the day. they hadnt taken the wig off yet so you were playing with the artificial hair as you sat in jo’s lap on your phone. you hadn’t noticed how jo’s mood had deteriorated since he saw you freak out when you first saw him in the eddie costume. he had the idea that you liked the character more than him now.

you obviously had a type. long, dark haired men, with dark eyes and a kind and funny personality. jo without a wig did not have long hair. he had short, curly hair that you had told him over and over you adored. he was starting to doubt that, though. you spent more time playing with the wig that sat atop his short curls, than you do playing with his real hair.

he knew he was probably overthinking, what with not having seen you in a few weeks and having a lot to catch up on. plus he’s always been an over thinker, same as you. he just thinks that, like many people, you only like him with long hair, which he definitely doesn’t want to happen.

when he noticed that you were asking him something, he exited his thoughts and looked at your eyes, zoning in on what was going on around him.

“you okay, love?” you asked softly, having noticed that he was staring off into space and not talking for a good while.

“yeah, babe, i’m good” he smiled small at you, reassuring him slightly, but still making you worried for his current mind set.

you decided to wait until you both got to his trailer to check on him further.

once you arrived at the trailer, you stared and nodded as he mumbled that he was going to get in the shower after the long day. you waited to hear the shower start before sitting on the couch and putting your head in your hands.

was he tired of this relationship? was he tired of you? he started talking less than he used to once you arrived in atlanta, making you think that he wanted little to do with you.

tears slowly fell down your cheeks, tears that wouldn’t go away no matter how much you tried, yet you knew you had to stop them before jo got out of the shower so he wouldn’t see you crying and question you. but they just wouldn’t stop.

your heart hurt, your face burned and your eyes were left watery and red when you heard the water stop running. you quickly grabbed a tissue off the table and wiped your eyes, blowed your nose and hoped to god you didn’t look like you had just been silently sobbing.

once he walked out, he stepped slowly into the small sitting area, hoping you wouldn’t notice the slight redness on his face as well. he cleared his throat to get your attention from the counter. and your head quickly lifted and you sniffed, staring at him with wide eyes but quickly covering it with a smile.

you walked over and wrapped your arms around his shoulders and buried your nose into his neck, sighing softly when his scent comforted you. tobacco and pine. something you never thought would comfort you, but surprisingly did. you loved his smell, just like he loved yours.

when you pulled away he put his hands on your cheeks and smiled at you, you unintentionally smiling back. “what’s wrong?” you whispered making his smile falter slightly.

“nothing, sweetheart” he stated softly, hoping it would convince you. it didn’t.

“don’t lie to me. i can feel you pushing away from me slightly and i don’t know why. did i do something wrong? say something wrong? i need you to tell me. i cant fix it if you don’t.” you whispered, not wanting to disturb the soft, comfortable silence of the room.

“it’s nothing. just me overthinking, it really doesn’t matter.” he spoke, gently pulling away from you and sitting on the couch. you scoffed and shook your head turning to him

“why won’t you tell me? you’re freaking me out and i want to know what i, or anyone else did to make you feel this way.” you said, walking over to him and sitting beside him on the small, two-seater couch.

“my character. that’s what is making me feel this way.” he said sternly, not wanting to have this conversation and simply wanting to sleep or cuddle with you.

“what do you mean? do you not like playing the character? did someone say something bad about the character?” you questioned, leaning towards him.

“no. no, no.” he suddenly spoke loudly, springing up and going to the counter, resting his hands on it and leaning forward, speaking once again, “you-…do you..like my character more than me? cause i know you have a type, and he’s literally the definition of your type and it’s really going to mess with me if you do but i really need to know, because if i don’t i may just go cra-“ “what?! you seriously think that? that i could really love a simple character more than you?” you interrupted him, feeling foolish for yourself and for him. why would he think that?

“not love! simply like because you talk to me a whole lot more when i’m dressed as him instead of as myself.” he spoke sternly, turning to you

“honey..” you said softly, walking over to him and unfolding his arms by wrapping your arms around his waist, “is eddie hot as fuck? yes.” -he smiled at that- “but so are you. you’re so much hotter than him to me. and i love you so, so much. you treat me like a literal queen. i mean hell if i didn’t love you as much as i did i wouldn’t have let you fu-“ he put his hand over your mouth, smiling like an idiot.

“i love you too. i don’t know why i thought that because frankly i should’ve realized that.” he laughed, making you laugh as well.

“now. do you want to sleep, or watch a movie?” you asked, already knowing the answer

“sleep. please.”

#eddie munson #joseph quinn #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson x reader #joseph quinn imagine #joseph quinn x reader #stranger things #stranger things imagine

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f10werfae · 2 years

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Handyman

Pairing: Husband!Henry x Pregnant!Reader

summary: fans on social media are absolutely in love with Henry and Y/n's relationship, and can’t ignore the fact that the woman is stunningly glowing !Fluff!

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@/tokyodrifter129: Ok but who knew watching a man building a crib could be such a turn on?!

> @/Y/nCavill: Babe I was thinkin the exact same thing 😭 it’s like porn for me now

>> @bulkyhulk: OMG SHE IS SUCH A MOOD I CANT BELIEVE SHE REPLIED TO YOUR COMMENT

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@/lizziedwire: Y/n is so cute with her baby bump🥺 The way her hand is just constantly touching on it and the way she smiles at her tummy just makes me wanna cry my eyes out. She’s so precious

> @/marvelledsire: let’s talk about her pregnancy glow though?? Like don’t get me wrong the woman was already stunning before, but even i’m findin her irresistible to look at

@/livingonntheflatearth: Did anyone notice in the video when Henry was reading the instruction manual to the crib, and his other hand was just rubbing Y/n's stomach mindlessly. I just know he positioned her rocking chair right there for that exact reason. But also I can’t blame her if she just wanted to watch him up close 🤪

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@/Cavillsfangirl00: Their nursery is so cutely decorated, all the pastel stuffies and toys on the shelves; DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE SUPERHERO BABY BOOKS THEY HAVE. I’m volunteering to be reincarnated as their baby

> @/leavemealonepls: Watching Henry in a vest top and shorts trying to build a crib, is something we didn’t know we needed. Thank you Y/n for posting this😭😭

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@/Tacosandcheese: Henry leaning his head up like a kid to ask Y/n for a kiss as a reward gets me all giggly every time. Who knew a man needed a kiss after every hammer hit☠️

> @/clarkentwho: Y/n looks so done with him every time he put his head up for that😭 but did you see how she always ended up smiling into their kiss?! I’m sleeping on the highway tonight for real

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@/369girlswannadrink: My favourite part of this video has to be when Henry accidentally dropped a bit of wood too loud and instantly turned around to Y/n, scared that he had “woken the weep chap”

> @/presidentofyourheart: Mine was when he finished the crib and him and Y/n started placing the mattress in it, you could see them both tearing up when they were hugging that dog stuffed toy they had😩

>> @/Saneiofanhere: How about when Y/n was sat eating baby sausages and every few seconds Henry would open his mouth and she’d try to aim one into it, then at one point she just got grouchy cause she ran out and he went and got her more. Sausage queen

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@/noobmasterer: Y/n is absolutely stunning in her maternity dress, i’m actually in awe, what a goddess

> @/henrycavill: yeah imagine how I feel waking up to her everyday

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@/beyoncesbackupdancer: Yall remember when they just revealed their pregnancy, AND HENRY CHANGED ALL HIS BIOS TO SAY “Future dad” This man is so extra i love it

> @/jellybaby: Can we blame him though? Mans has waited ages for a woman like her and waited even more for his own family. He deserves it sm!!

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@/Iminlove: I nearly cried when the baby kicked Y/n’s stomach in the video and Henry dropped everything to go to her side to soothe the baby, with gentle kisses and cuddles😭😭

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@/princesspopper: No lie I saw them buying the crib in ikea, and Henry was complaining wondering why the baby couldn’t sleep with them☠️☠️ Y/n had to hit him up the head and remind him that he can’t squish the poor thing

> @/princesspopper: THEN Y/n hugged him but she couldn’t cause of her stomach so he went around and hugged her from behind. I’m jealous can you tell

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@/britishenthusiast: Omg the plaster cast of Y/n's bump in the background is so fricking cute, I heard that Henry did it himself at home.

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@/bringitonsatan: I hate how there’s still fans hating on this beautiful family, CANT YOU SEE THEYRE LITERAL PERFECTION

> @/emmalovescake: omg yeah i know right, you can clearly see how much love they have for each other just by their eyes, I can’t imagine what they’re going to be like when their baby is here

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@/cheesytoes: Ok but Y/n ogling Henry while he’s building the crib is a mood, Henry ogling Y/n while she’s sorting out the toys is also a mood. I’m in love with them both

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@/Y/ncavillstan1: I can’t wait for vids of Y/n with their baby and singing them to sleep😭 I need to see it.

> @angelfeeder: I know AND I CAN ALREADY SEE THE BABY IN RUGBY GEAR CUS OF HENRY OMG

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@/Y/nCavill: @/HenryCavill you purposely put the bar of this crib too high, I can’t get out of it

> @/Henrycavill: I told you not to get in it pet, luckily it’s big enough for a feckn bear

>> @/Y/nCavill: Please baby i’m gonna piss myself, I just wanted to check if it was comfortable enough for our baby boo 🥺

>>> @/HenryCavill: Alright babs i’m coming up now

>>>> @/supermanreds: stop it. The cuteness is too much.

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Taglist Tags (Form is up there^^): @thereisa8ella @pandaxnienke @kimhtoo17 @beck07990 @vrittivsanghavi @dumb-fawkin-bitch @madebylilly

#romance #henry cavill #henry cavill fandom #henry cavill x you #henry cavill oneshot #henry cavill imagine #henry cavill x reader #henry cavill fanfiction

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normoully · 9 months

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no plz tell me all your thoughts about the gregory hate so I can reblog it💀

OHHH boy this is gonna be a long one buckle up

Ever since Gregory was first announced I believe most of the fandom have interpreted him as this frail child who was always on the verge of tears and needed G.Freddy’s protection (think C.C 2.0), but once the game came out most ppl were shocked to see this kid actually has a lot of bite to him and kicked ass (ppl’s first reactions to him destroying the animatronics still make me laugh).

This was MY first introduction to him, so I wasn’t completely taken aback but still pleasantly surprised. Most if not all his actions made sense or at least made sense for a 10yr boy to think/act. Giant robots coming after me with the intention to kill (and insulting me for no damn reason)? Yeah I’d probably add an extra kick in there for good measure. Then came the first repair scene, when Vanessa revealed the high possibility of Gregory being an homeless orphan everything just clicked into place for me.

OF COURSE that’s why Gregory was so aggressive, he had to learn how to fight on his own to survive he’d probably had to face even worse than this! He wasn’t going to let that all go to waste bc some weird murderous rabbit lady wanted to drag him into her plans. It explains why he brushed off G.Freddy’s worries about him bc he’s used to have to just keep moving and bare thru pain, especially in an environment where that’s really the ONLY thing you can do. It’s why he’s so blunt and can come off as rude bc he was most likely never taught how to behave “correctly” bc really who has the time?

He was just using all the knowledge he learned on how to survive from a cruel and harsh environment for another. But this time he has an ally for once, an adult (father) figure who actually cares about his wellbeing, it’s no wonder why he became so attached (but struggles to show it bc he’s not used to it). And through all that easily irritable aggression, there are moments to remind us he’s still a kid.

A useless fridge magnet? Yeah that is pretty lame man.

Now imagine my shock when I see others hating on him and calling him a villain. “How could he KILL the poor animatronics? He was so mean, he’s the true monster!” Wh- DID WE WATCH THE SAME GAME? You mean the same animatronics that says he doesn’t have anyone to care about him? Yeah real sweethearts they are. Gregory isn’t a damn monster, he’s a survivor! He’s doing what he only knows best, IT’S TO SURVIVE!

“How could he be so mean to G.Freddy??? Those are his friends! He made Freddy feel bad!” Trust me when I say that Gregory cares about G.Freddy ALOT, did you see his reactions whenever G.Freddy got hurt??? That’s his father thank you very much!

“How could he have killed Vanny in that one ending?! He’s the real villain!” …Do I even need to explain this one?

And ohhhhhh don’t get me started on the awful “bratty gremlin devil” Gregory HCs. Now this isn’t to say that Gregory can’t be a gremlin or whatever. He can be, he is a bit cheeky, but then some started to intensify it and made it his entire personality. No, Gregory wasn’t just itching to rip Roxy’s eyes out or do the next batshit insane thing, he noticed the other upgrades and put two and two together (It gets more weird and slightly disrespectful when they add in the homeless thing as if that automatically makes someone act “feral”….tiktok.)

And then we have the complete opposite where some portray him as what I mentioned in the first paragraph. The poor helpless child who cant handle anything by himself…even though that’s complete bullshit (he’s also usually portrayed to be obnoxiously sweet for some reason). I don’t think many ppl realize how often were not in G.Freddy during SB, and Gregory is described to be quick on his feet and wits (plus his tools) and he doing damn well by himself! [Obviously this isnt to say that he didnt need G.Freddy’s help and protection, ofc he did, he just didnt need to RELY on it like some ppl make it seem he did].

(I know we went a bit off-topic for the last two paragraphs, trust me it connects)

All of this comes down to simply that some just can’t accept the fact that Gregory isn’t their perfect victim. He doesn’t crumble to the floor and beg for G.Freddy to help him up like they want him too. He’s not shy and sheepishly asking for help like they think he’s supposed to. And when they realize that part they try to push him into the other far end where he’s crazy, cold, and cruel. But he’s not. He cares, and he cares deeply. He’s still a little boy, he cried and tried to cover his face when he saw Vanny die. He should be leaping in victory, he killed his killer after all right? But he didn’t, bc despite everything she was still a human being, and he was so scared.

He has complex trauma (duh), he’s not this way or that way, and I get it. It’s hard to write or draw that kind of trauma for Gregory, especially when SB didn’t really give us much. But the way ppl act as if that’s what he actually is is soooooo frustrating. In my opinion the fact that his trauma is so complex and the fact he’s not your typical written victim is what makes him so interesting! And I feel like a lot ppl were slowly getting around to it…

Until GGY and Ruin happened and the hate came back so much worse, Welcome to the real Freddy Hell.

#THIS DOESNT EVEN COVER GGY AND RUIN #but i feel like covering what happened when SB came out gives the gist #bc lets be real #the hate that came from those two other parts #all tie back to SB #and go over the same points i made #if you really want me to make a post like this for GGY and Ruin.. i can certainly try #AND BEFORE ANYONE SAYS THAT THE HATE WAS ONLY BAD BC I MENTIONED TIKTOK #it wasnt just them it was also TUMBLR and TWITTER #so we have variety here #I made a posts similar to this before #i’ll take screenshots and add them to the post if find them again #anyways yea #you could say im a gregory fan…#fnaf sb #fnaf ruin #fnaf gregory

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kiibichio · 2 months

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PLAY DATE 2. 𐙚 ❤︎ M. STURNIOLO

OVERVIEW ;; you and matt get into a heated argument over your ‘friends with benefits’ deal, how will it end ?? (good ending i promise)

CONTAINS ;; angst, fluff, good ending !! (that’s it?)

momo speaks ;; PART TWO OF THISSS. this was so fun to writeee. I HOPE U GUYS REALLY LIKED IT BC I WORKED HARDD MAN I WAS BREAKING A SWEAT OVER HERE (but kinda rushed). enjoy !! (PART ONE HERE <33)

date published ;; 02.20.24

not proofread !!

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6:49 pm.

“are you serious? you just told me you ‘missed me so much’, but you’re letting me leave just like that? am i just some sort of play date to you?” i ask, sitting up. anger, sadness and confusion written all over my face.

maybe i shouldn’t have said that.

matt goes silent for a while, then speaks up.

“you do realize that when we started this we both mutually agreed to have no feelings right?” he says, trying to keep his cool

“well- i mean yeah, but-” i try to speak

“then what makes you think i want to be something more?” he cuts me off. he stands up and starts to get dressed.

“matt. good fucking god, i mean you just have sex with me that damn near kick me out?”

tears start filling my eyes. shit.

“yeah!” he exclaims sarcastically “i do because when we established this, i told you i didnt want a fucking relationship. we’re just friends that just so happen to fuck.” matt raises his voice at me.

then the water works break. goddammit.

i wipe my eyes before speaking up, “okay then… if that’s how you want it to be, then we can end this shit right fucking now. im not gonna allow myself to be used like some damn sex toy.”

“wait.. y/n- c’mon i didn’t mean it like that.” matt tries to explain, regretting what he had just said.

“oh no. i fully understand what you meant,” i reply, now getting dressed.

“fuck..” he mumbles under his breath, but still loud enough for me to hear.

“that’s all you have to say?” i stand up after putting my shoes on, crossing my arms in front of the bedroom door.

matt goes silent.

“oh, what? we’re mute now? real cute.” i ask sarcastically before storming out the room. he follows behind me, trying to explain himself with ‘y/n this!’ and ‘y/n that!’ but i easily tune him out.

as i reach the front door, it starts to open.

it’s just chris and nick, i give a small wave and quickly pass by them and start walking to my house.

ill be damned if i ever let somebody treat me like this shit again.

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an hour later, i get a knock on my door. dear lord, who is it now? i walk over to the front door and open it.

matt’s on the other side.

“hey.. forgot your phone…” he says sheepishly, handing it over to me.

“mhm. thanks.” i answer. i start to close the door before he pushes it open again.

“can i… come in?” he asks

“why? so you can screw me over again? no thanks.”

“y/n. im serious. please?”

i can tell he’s serious, but im still hesitant.

i sigh and open the door wider to let him enter.

he makes his way to the couch, while i lock the door and follow behind him, but sitting on the opposite side of him.

there’s a few moments of uncomfortable silence.

“just gonna sit there?”

he lets out a deep breath, “listen, i’m sorry for yelling at you earlier. i didn’t take your feelings into consideration and i clearly wasn’t thinking in that moment.” matt explains sincerely.

“i accept your apology. and i understand, but now that my secrets out, we cant keep doing this. it’s just- not.. right.” i shake my head

“that’s another thing i wanted to talk about. it’s not that i don’t like you.. i do- it’s just…” he sighs

“what, matt? you can talk to me. we’re still friends.” i speak. i move closer to him and put my hand on top of his.

“ive been extremely busy lately. flying back and forth, videos, podcasts, everything. its just a lot to handle and im not sure im ready for commitment. so its not a no.. its just a ‘not now.’” he looks at me.

after he said that, i felt like a weight lifted off my shoulders. i needed that sense of reassurance. but now i feel like the asshole. i should’ve thought about him too.

“that’s perfectly fine, matt. i can handle that.” i start to smile, “ill wait for you, matt. take as much time as you need.”

he hugs me and i can feel his face growing into a soft smile against my shoulder.

“thank you, y/n.”

4 months later ;;

“matt! baby, i missed you so much!!” i say, leaping in his arms as he walks out into the airport parking lot towards my car. i attack him with kisses all over his face and hug him just a bit too tight.

“too tight, my love.” he says almost out of breath.

“it’s not my fault, this is the first time you’ve ever left me like this! i just really, really missed you.” i exclaim, letting go of him.

“you’re so extra.” he chuckles

okay that first part was a partial lie, but it really is the first time he’s gone back to boston without his girlfriend of 2 months!

“can you two get a room? good fucking god.” nick says disgusted, chris nodding his head and agreeing with his brother.

me and matt both shoot them the middle finger and continue walking to the car.

he grabs my hand, “i missed you too, though baby. i was thinking about you the whole time. and…” he continues to tell me how much he had missed me and loves me.

best boyfriend ever.

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momo speaks (again) ;; ugh this was really rushed im sorry if it sucks 😭😭 BUT I GOT IT DONE. love you guys <3 hope you enjoyed !! TOODLES xx

tag list ;; @sturniolos-blog @mayhem-72 @hearts4chris 🍵

#matt sturniolo #matthew sturniolo #chris sturniolo #christopher sturniolo #nick sturniolo #nicolas sturniolo #sturniolo fanfic #sturniolo triplets #sturniolo x reader #youtube #youtuber #fan fiction #fan fic writing #fanfic #fandom #sturniolo fluff #kiibichio

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kaeyx · 7 months

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Thinking about stepping on catchuus dick while he’s in heat. Hes in heat but hes too embarrassed to communicate that! (Poor babys really good at masking his emotions and needs) The look of shock in his eyes when you push him down to the floor one day out of pure irritation. Bros like “•.•” cause he cant process that youre being rough with him. Where did his kind master go, the one who put up with him even at his worst days?!!? The only way to get him to admit hes in heat is to edge him until hes whining like a desperate whore!

• chuu has been acting up lately for no apparent reason!

•feels way to embarrassed to initiate sex

•so embarrassed that you might wake up with bruised thighs from him humping them at night!

•ever since you took him in my poor baby hasn’t been able to get himself off without some kind of physical touch from you

•even when hes dry humping you at night, its so shameful. Hes been going at it for hours only in the end to have the weakest spurt of cum spill out of his aggravated tip!

•but the night he goes too far is when hes being a little pervert and watching you shower trying desperately to get himself off

•you catch him and inquire about what he was doing

•”awh baby were you touching yourself while watching your master clean himself, y’know you can come in and ill help you”

•He scoffs “y’know you’re not even that pretty. Don’t get ahead of yourself sir, i wouldn’t be that desperate in a million years especially not for you.”

•obviously he doesn’t mean a word of this! He was just so embarrassed that you caught him that he said the first mean thing he could come up with.

•however it doesn’t matter if he didn’t mean it, you’re seeing red

•” what. the. fuck. Did you just say to me”

•chuu fucked up big time

•you get out of the shower and push him down to the ground rolling your heel against his obvious boner

•”if im so ugly then why are you acting like such a fucking whore, i might not have a dick but i know they dont get that hard for just anyone”

•he’s only used to praise from you, but he’d be lying if he said you losing your control didn’t turn him on

•”Ngh! Fuck~ master please m’sorry!” He cries out

•when you try to interrogate him about why he said those things to you he just looks away with furrowed brows and flushed cheeks. (He is quite literally tucking his tail between his legs)

•it goes on like that for at least an hour. But he does break eventually

•hes humping the ball of your foot youve so generously offered while crying out and telling you how he forgot to take his heat repressors and how he was humiliated and didnt want to let you know

•tears running down his cheeks and an embarrassing amount of precum leaking from his tip

•”shhh its okay baby thats all you had to say”

•you whisper sweet things into his ears, but the praise you’re giving him doesn’t match up with the rough manner you’re stroking his cock

•he comes. HARD.

•thick white ropes of cum spilled one after the other from his weeping head

•cums so hard it almost reaches his neck!

•hes now desperately clinging to you whimpering and whining apologies

•”s-sir m’sorry! Jus’ wanted you. Youre so pretty sir, the best master i could ask for!”

•normally hed be to embarrassed to say these things, but hed just had one of the most intense orgasms of his life

•you rub his hair cooing “shh i know baby, jus’ dont do it again”

•falls asleep purring in your arms, slinging to you like he did when you first took him in

-🫙

(IM SORRY I GOT CARRIED AWAY, KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK ON YOUR WRITING)

AOUGH okay okay I'm putting this under a cut since the ask is long

Nah bc you're right, he'd be so good at hiding his heats. Or we can throw in some a/b/o and give him heat suppressants, sure! Either way you've never had to think about when heat season is coming, or you might not even know about it unless he's commented on it for whatever reason.

Also yes yes yes Chuuya snapping at someone when he's taken by surprise or feels defensive is so real to me. Crossing his arms and huffing even though his cheeks are red and you can see the outline of him in his pants, he's just going to double down and storm off. And try to finish himself off the second you're out of sight of course. Even if you'd had sex before he's suddenly initiating a lot less, not trying to coax you in for a kiss or anything at all, but always deflects when you ask him what's wrong.

Him grinding against your foot or leg is so hot too...or the heel of your boot even... clawing uselessly at the floor and bucking his hips, whining whenever you press down, dripping steadily onto his stomach. All that pent up cum shooting out far more violently than usual as he pants and moans so pretty, deep in his chest. Finally getting relief after so long of trying to rut into the space between your thighs while you slept.

#asks.answered #chuuya.bsd #chuuya x reader #chuuya smut #cat!chuuya #🫙 anon #🫙 anon i am Looking at you. holding my hand out to you. digging around in your head even

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bigtittydemonwife · 2 years

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❝The Halloween party massacre❞

⤷ Summary: Toby takes a liking to you and decides he doesn't want you dead

a/n: originally this was meant to be a scenario with multiple pastas but I made Toby's so long I got into it and decided to make it a standalone thing

Tw: descriptions of violence and injuries

October 31st, 11:30pm

It was Halloween night and you were at a friend's house, she was holding a big party to celebrate her birthday. At first you thought it sounded really fun but now that you were here, blaring lights in your eyes, music pounding in your ears surrounded by a bunch of drunk people dancing you really felt like just going home and watching a scary movie while eating some candy.

You put your cup down and turned to look for the exit when someone caught your eye. A boy you hadn't seen before was leaning against the wall by the door, just looking at the people trying to ignore Chad talking to him. He looked obviously uncomfortable and cracking his neck more often than a normal person would, you decided why not.

You walked over to the guy, ignoring Chad you smiled at him.

"Hell of a party right? I like your costume!"

Chad laughed and put his arm around your shoulders making you cringe, he smelled like alcohol and b.o.

"Heyyyyyyy (y/n!!" He drawled, obviously too drunk to control his volume. "Look at him! He's like...twitching? Is he having a seizure?? OH NO DO I NEED TO CALL THE AMBULENCE? IM DYSLEXIC I CANT"

You covered your ears and sighed, stifling a laugh at his antics, "I'm sure he's fine Chad, now why don't you join Kat on the dance floor?" You guestered over to his girlfriend who was doing a drunken rendition of Rasputin.

As he left you turned back to the guy, "Are you okay? I don't wanna be rude but do you need anything?"

He looked at you, then shook his head, then his shoulders. You didn't want to be to loud but it was kinda hard to hear over the music

"I really like your costume!" You had no idea who he was supposed to be but he looked cool, plus his hatchets looked so real.

He smiled at you...you think. When he spoke his voice was muffled and raspy.

"Thanks, I like yours! I really like the Halloween movies"

"Nice, Have you seen the new one yet?"

He nodded, "Yeah, uh, I, I had mixed feelings"

"I know right? I liked it but it didn't really feel like a Halloween movie"

"movie" He echoed in the same tone, to which you nodded

"Yeah, like it was supposed to be Micheals last movie and homie was barely in it"

He nodded, before cracking his neck again and you decided just not to bring it up.

"Do you have a favourite scary movie?" You asked him

He hummed, "I like The Thing, I uh.....like aliens" he trailed off and you gasped in excitement

"Holy shit me too! Aliens are so interesting! And it would be dumb to think we're the only living things in the universe right?"

"Right!" He nodded, this time you were much more confident in your belief he was smiling.

"Oh sorry I didn't even introduce myself!" You realised you still didn't know his name, "I'm (y/n), it's nice to meetcha!"

He hiccupped, or maybe squeaked, "I'm Toby"

You smiled once more, and you opened your mouth to ask his number, when out of nowhere you heard a scream, and saw your friend Abby running up the stairs to her bedroom, tears running down her face.

"Oh shit" you cursed before turning to Toby "I'm so sorry I really need to go check on my friend, I'll catch up with you afterwards!" You didn't give him a chance to say anything before you ran after her.

You and another friend Iris tried to open her bedroom door, it was locked, you knocked.

"Hey girl open the door before I kick it down"

With a click the door unlocked and Abby ran back to her bed, shoving her face into her pillow

"What's wrong?" You sat next to her, she started to speak but she was doing that type of crying where you cry so hard you have to gasp for air so you hugged her, "calm down," Iris spoke softly "tell us when you're ready"

She cried into your shoulder for a bit while Iris rubbed her back

"Hey I know this is a really emotional moment for you but I gotta ask where did you get that eyeliner? It hasn't smudged a bit"

She sniffed and wiped her eyes "It's sharpie"

"Oh," you nodded which made her giggle

"Fuck don't make me laugh I'm supposed to be sad"

"Right sorry, you wanna talk about it now?"

She sniffed and wiped her eyes before showing you her phone, photos upon photos of her girlfriend, texting and kissing a man and the texts were.....explicit.

You and Iris looked at each other before frowning

"I'm gonna kill her"

Abby laughed again, but this one sounded more bitter, "don't"

"Seriously Abs, why the fuck would she cheat on you on your birthday? Fuck why would she cheat on you PERIOD?"

She choked and wiped her nose, "she, she said she didn't want t-to lie to me anymore, that she was in, in love with him, she even told me I was being dramatic! Apparently half of our group already knew!!"

"What?!"

Okay, that was it, you looked at Iris "Can you stay up here with her for a second"

She nodded "Break her nose for me"

"I'm not just gonna break her nose, I'm gonna fucking kill her"

You shut the door behind, walking down stairs with the new purpose of beating a hoes ass, as you descended the stairs you heard a scream, then another.

You walked into the living room expecting something crazy to be going on, and to be fair, something was.

Abbys girlfriend lay in a pool of blood by the punch bowl, a large amount of holes in her stomach leaking blood into the wooden floor. The knife still sticking out of her stomach. You froze, your legs seemed to be stuck to the floor and you took in the sight, when the smell of metal and Raspberry hit you your eyes watered and your throat burned, you were gonna throw up.

A loud bang and scream finally seemed to catch all the drunken kids attention that something was wrong, thats when all hell broken loose, people ran left and right and you saw a tall pale man come out from the room next door, he apathetically yanked the knife out of her body before turning to you. His dark eyes lit up as his already wide smile seemed to crawl further up his face.

Your body screamed at you, and you bolted, he followed soon after running into the kitchen you grapped the first thing you could see, a bottle of windex, having no time to think you sprayed it in his eyes and you ran.

You ran to the front door, it was chained shut. You cursed under your breath and ran upstairs.

Running up to Abbys room you pulled the door open and tried to shut it quickly but still quietly, you locked it behind you while Iris and Abby looked at you confused.

"Can she fight?" Iris asked "Or did she bring her cuzzies around cause I'll beat they ass too" she said as you caught your breath.

You hushed them, turning off the lights and barracading the door,

"What's wrong?" Abby whispered to you, you grabbed them both and shoved them into the closet, a place they both knew well. Pulling clothes on top of them you shushed them both

"Someone's in your house" you whispered and the colour left Abbys face "Someone's," you paused unsure of how to explain "Someone's dead, and he's got a knife" Iris grabbed Abby as Abby let out a sob. "Call 911" you whispered before shutting them in.

You looked at the window, and as you suspected, it was too high up with bottles and cups waiting for you at the bottom, not a soft landing. The door behind you started thudding, leaving you no choice but to dive under the bed like a basic bitch.

The door banged, whoever was behind that door really wanted to come in, you heard something crack and silent tears started to role down your cheeks as the terror started to sink into your gut that this may be the day you day. You clenched your eyes shut and tried to control your breathing, comforting yourself by trying to delude yourself into believing that you were the final girl (I'm using the troupe by its name here but it is not meant to specify gender).

Suddenly the banging stopped and you opened your eyes. You paused, peaking out from under the bed when you heard a creak from behind you that made your blood run cold.

'The crazy bastard climbed though the window!' You thought, then you realised, you'd never heard the guy by the doors footsteps, meaning....

There was someone else.

You wanted to scream, to yell, to run far away. But all you could do was freeze, scared to move, scared to breath as you watched as the intruders shoes.

He walked over to the door, strangely not choosing to remove the barricade, and instead he walked towards the bed. You're stomach dropped.

'No, no, no , no, no' You begged any creature that would listen tjat he wouldn't look, but you knew he'd be stupid not to. You held your breath, when you saw the closet door slowly open and Abby and Iris sneak out slowly, Abby carrying her Hello Kitty bat and Iris holding her pocket-knife.

'No, no, no, no" You tried to silently will them both back into the closet (as their family did many times) when suddently the man dropped onto his knees and peaked under the bed. The world frooze.

"Toby?" If he hadnt have tilted his head in response you wouldnt even have know youd spoken out loud, and he froze. Untill a loud sound and him nearly falling over let you know they had both had indeed whacked the man - Toby, upside the head.

You crawled out from under the bed as he slowly turned to her, rubbing his head as he cracked his neck.

"That wasn't very nice" Abby took a step back and stumbled over a misplaced shoe landing on her ass. Iris stood in front of her, still holding the knife. Sirens could be heard in the distance as you rifled though Abbys drawers to look for anything useful.

You couldn't manage to find anything, you turned back to your friends desperately, Toby took another hit from Iris, looking at her before pulling the knife out emotionlessly and throwing it aside he shoved her aside and knelt down next to Abby, whispering something in her ear before running to the window and jumping away, landing on the bottles before running into the woods.

The sirens were outside now, you ran to your friends, holding each other as you all cried you looked at Abby,

"What did he say to you?"

Tears fell down her face and you couldn't tell if it was from fear, trauma or relief since you could hear the cops downstairs.

"Happy Birthday"

#cp #creepypasta #creepypasta imagines #cp imagines #Ticci Toby #Imagines #x reader #Ticci Toby x Reader #Ticci Toby Imagines #yandere ticci toby #yandere creepypasta imagines #yandere creepypasta #yandere cp

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thefanbasewhore · 2 years

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gojo x first period together

gojo being a first time boyfriend and not having any experience with women and their periods and being very confused with the amount of attitude he's getting today. He doesn't know why, hasn't done anything he can think of.

But then the next moment you're crying, fat tears rushing down your cheeks and he's momentarily stunned.

Moments later you feel his large hands cup your cheeks, squishing the skin just enough to bring your eyes to his own. "What's wrong, petal?"

"I want spicy noodles."

"I'll go make you some now, would that stop these tears?"

"I don't want instant, I want real noodles. And I didn't mean to be so mean earlier I'm sorry, Toru, don't hate me."

Once again... He has no idea how to deal with these mood swings but frowns, genuinely concerned. "I can never hate you. Why are you crying over noodles? I'll go get some from the shop down the road, okay?"

"Please, I'm crying because I want them so bad."

"Then I'll get them for you, baby, no need to cry. You name anything and it's yours."

With a kiss to your forehead he's slipping his shades on and exiting your apartment but before reaching the noodle shoppe he pulls out his phone and googles "why is my girlfriend so emotional?"

He feels like an idiot the moment he realizes and makes a quick detour. When the door opens you don't expect Gojo to be there with at least ten bags, he places them in front of you before setting the table with your meal, allowing you to eat while he puts away the groceries.

The amount of snack foods, ice cream and sweets is almost concerning. While he did have a sweet tooth.. even that was too much for one person.

"Are you on your period?" He wastes no time and you cant help but choke on the delicious broth of soup as he continues talking, "It's either that or you're pregnant, so?"

"Period." You manage to choke out as he sighs, sliding in behind you to wrap his arms around your waist as you continue to eat your noodles. His head rests against your shoulder as he speaks, "I'm sorry I didn't notice earlier. I know women tend to have a hard time and I was wondering why... Anyways, I never dated someone before and I'm sorry. Tell me next time that I can prepare"

"You don't have to apologize. It's not your job to -.."

"Yes, yes it is. It is my job now, so finish your noodles so I can run your back and play with your hair." Despite his natural born reflexes he isn't quick enough to stop you from wrapping your arms around his neck and colliding into his chest and knocking you both to the ground.

His face is covered in your warm lips as you don't leave one spot untouched with kisses, "You are the best boyfriend ever, TT."

#gojou satoru x you #gojo x reader #gojo satoru #gojou satoru x reader #jjk #jujutsu kaisen imagine

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boba-tea-addict-1004 · 6 months

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🔥Coming out to Rengoku as Asexual🔥

Asexual Reader x Rengoku Kyojuro

A/N: I wanted to make this for the final day of Asexual awareness week 2023

To all my fellow A-spec people you are loved and worthy 🖤🤍💜

⚠TW: Minor Sexual themes (nothing graphic and has to do with the last trigger), Internal Aphobia and Allo Passing⚠

You and Kyojuro were close... so close... everyone expected you two to get married. you and Kyojuro tried to shake it off, but you just couldn't. the both of you ended up getting into courtship, but it was mainly just you trying to get the others off your back and to an extent maybe it was to give them what they wanted.

you were different.

you couldn't really relate to Mitsuri or Tengan when they brought up the topic of attraction and sex. hell, there was a part of you that felt minorly repulsed by it. when you told them a few times that you weren't into it they sort of made a face. one of confusion. from that point on you felt isolated, not only that you just felt like you weren't meeting whatever criteria there was for what was considered 'basic human emotions'

maybe that's one reason why you chose kyojuro as your guineapig. he never pushed that on you and just respected whatever boundaries you gave him.. the idea of kissing him alone wasn't terrible.

you talked about it with him and you though maybe you should just rip off the band-aid and be done with it. but when the time came you just backed out swiftly. before either of you did anything you just put your clothes back on and went back to your estate.

Kyo didn't mind he just was more concerned about you.

you kept a certain distance in your time together since you two became official..

he didn't want to lose you...

"Y/n.." Kyojuro knocked. you been inside for over a week and every other time a hashira has come to see you they were met with cold dead silence. "Y/n.. can we talk... please.." right when kyo was about to leave on the other side of the door you responded

"your- not mad.."

"Why would i be mad?"

"..i mean.. about.. the other day.."

"oh... no not at all" he assured "I'm just more worried about you.."

"..."

"may i come in?"

you open the door, your face stained with tears and your uniform was wrinkled. as he stepped inside he saw there was dust starting to build up. "if.. if we're moving to fast i could-"

"kyo... i'm sorry... but... i dont want to keep going with this.."

"y/n?.." he sat down at the table.

the moment you sat down in front of him you sighed "something.. is... wrong.. with me.."

he listened letting you go on

"i don't know how to explain it but... i don't feel the things that mitsuri and Tengan describe. none of the other's feel this way so there has to be something i'm missing. i thought that if i spent enough time with you i'd feel those things eventually but i cant... people tell me i just need to wait for the right person to come along but... i waited my entire life and .... nothing." you sigh "i'm broken...."

Kyo was stunned. not that you couldn't feel that type of attraction but that you tried to keep all this in and even force yourself to do things simply because that's what was expected. it hurt him to see you like this..

"what if.. there is no right person..." you clench your fist and look down "what if... I'm alone forever..."

he quickly goes to your side and hugs you "no.. no your not broken..." he continued to hold you close and stroke your hair. "human.. we never are whole by anything.. money.. fame.. power.. so something like that couldn't make you whole to begin with... how can you be broken if something like intimacy couldn't even make uzui or mitsuri whole to begin with"

you look into his eyes and saw nothing but pure honesty

"and you will never be alone.. not ever.. not if you have me and are surrounded by people who will love and respect you the way you are."

you smile wiping a few tears "kyo.."

he pats your head "you are perfect the way you are... and anyone who cares enough to know the real you will see that"

you chuckle then after a bit think "...hey... want to try again. i know it's not 'traditional' but ... could we be together still... without any of the romance or ... sex?"

kyo nodded "that's okay... if I'm honest i personally liked us better as friends anyway"

"Really?"

he nods "so... does that mean we're... super best friends or something?"

"I'm not sure... we can work out the details later"

he smiled ruffling your hair

In weeks since you and Kyo told the others, about your feelings and shinobu actually has a name for it now. Asexual or Asexuality (derived from the scientific word of reproduction not involving the fusion of gametes.) although this was something that was new, you liked the way you felt after that, everyone understood and respected that. as for you a Kyo.. you were platonic soulmates till the end..

you never needed that to feel whole..

what made you feel whole in the end.. was true connection and understanding

Everything was fine after that and there were no missions involving trains after that...

#asexual #asexual reader #asexuality #demon slayer #kyojuro rengoku #fanfictoin #kimetsu no yaiba #qpr #QPR x reader #light angst #angst with a happy ending #angst

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notzawzark · 1 year

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GHOST (mw2) X MALE READER (platonic)

NOT ROMANCE, uh, reader kinda already had a backstory, so kinda bordering on oc, but things like his hight/skincolor/appearance in general is kept blank.

its kinda dogshit looking back on it, so dont expect it to be like.. good, in any sense of the word, its riddled with plot holes and like. writting inconsistency. and also the writting as a whole is just.. mid

TW/CW's: torture, implications towards past abuse, maybe other stuff, but you get the gist, if you your not for any of this, dont read, keep yourself safe

“so..” I break the silence that had once held the room hostage. “you're ghost.” I didn't expect him to actually get captured, let alone get captured alive. Looking through all the intel we have on him, by all means we shouldn’t have been able to get him alive.

I doubt doing this will prove fruitfull.

Were both sat In an “interrogation” room. Only recently was it promoted as such. It used to be more of a “torture and kill” room. Its empty for the most part, only a metal table, two old wood chairs sitting across from each other, and a few pieces of paper with a pencil on my side of the table.

A door behind me, no windows, walls made of some bleak concrete. There are two guards outside the room blocking the door. Not for me. For him. Hes tied up, the boss was never one to take chances. Neither would I with the record and reputation this man has racked up.

“you probably know why you’re here..” I look around “ in this… room.” He doesn’t budge. The mask makes this infinitely harder. “you should probably get comfortable.. I don’t see you leaving anytime soon.” I sigh. I don’t see him leaving ever. Hell probably get killed before he ever gets that luxury.

“ill be completely honest with you. My.. boss, along with all my associates think that what im doing is pointless. They all want to tear into that skin of yours.” I put my feet onto the table. Taking a deep breath in trying to figure out how to word my next sentence.

“I don’t think any of that will work.” Its blunt, but its true. “I think” I pick up the pencil on the table and start tapping it absentmindedly. “that no amount of pain, or threatening of your life, or humiliation will make you to tell them what they want to hear.” I look him dead in the eyes, trying to gage how he reacts. “I think that shit just brews spite.”

Nothing. Honestly its kind of uncomfortable. Staring into his unblinking eyes. They always kinda look glazed over, and red, like he doesn’t sleep much. “I hope you can help me prove them wrong. Because once im done here today theyre going to start torturing you.” I look away. The eye contact is to uncomfortable. “so, whats your real name, ghost?” he doesn’t respond. “what is it.. jack? Is it.. jason?” (I wrote this at 2 am, and thought that jason was ghosts brothers kid, im pretty sure that isnt right, but ignore it, his name is jason now) theres something in his eyes when I say the name jason, but I don’t think its his name. maybe someone he knows. Or knew. “ill be honest im trying to think of british sounding names, and I cant find any.” I crack a joke. Obviously, he doesnt respond.

I sigh. This is going to take awhile. I suggest a few more names. Jason was the only thing that he reacted at. A small reaction however. It could have just been my mind playing tricks. “what about your family?” hopefully this gives me more. “what was your mom like?” nothing. “your dad?” an eye dart. There. That. That is what I needed. I hum, its low, its clearly satisfied. He picks up on it. “your dad, was he a good man,”

Shit. Nothing. Hes either correcting himself now because He knows what im doing. That im trying to get a stir out of him. Or I was mistaken about his reaction. I continue. “was he a bad man?” nothing. Im going to kill myself. “my dad was a bad man.” He shows a hint of confusion. I assume he wasn’t expecting me to talk about myself. “I mean he wasn’t a horrible man from what Ive heard. But he left me and my mom.” I get up from my spot on my chair, and hop up, sitting on the edge of the table to his right. I can see his face better now.

“and a good person doesn’t leave their family, now do they?”

He shifts his focus over to my new spot. He wants to talk. I don’t know what he wants to say, but I can feel his eagerness in the air. “from what I hear you have a dead brother.” Surprise, then anger, then sadness. He looks away. Off to his left. That makes things harder. “how old are you?” he looks to the table as he asks me a question. He seems genuinely curious. “well your definitely British, Jesus.” I remark on his accent. He looks up at me, unamused with my observation.

“im 20.” He doesn’t buy it at all. “19” he seems even less convinced. “17” his eyes narrow. “fine, 16..” I mumble looking at the ground. I don’t see his reaction, but it doesn’t matter. “what is someone your age doing workin’ for a group like this?” I side eye him. “and what is someone of your status doing getting caught by a group like this?” he grunts and goes back to looking to his left.

I sigh, I probably shouldn’t have retorted with that. I might just have sent myself back to square one. “what do you do with your free time, mr. ghost?” he doesn’t respond yet again. I definitely sent myself back to square one. I get off of the table, back into my seat across from him, “have you ever had any pets?” I look up at him, to see his reaction.

It’s a very telling reaction. Hes uncomfortable. “yes? No?” nothing. I look back down, grabbing a piece of paper, and the pencil, I start drawing him. He doesn’t know that though, or at least I assume he doesn’t. I might be a bit more obvious then I want to be. “whats your favorite animal?” I look up again. Hes uncomfortable, less then before, but that’s probably just him regulating it. “mine are snakes.”

He closes his eyes. Ive definitely found something. Theres a moment of silence. “I like the big yellow ones.” He opens his eyes. “I also like the folklore and stories behind snakes.” Hes disengaged. Fuck.

I back down. “who is your favorite artist.” Safer. “music, painting, writing it doesn’t matter.” I focus on my drawing. Im not looking to get a reaction. ”don’t have one.” He answers. “why not?” a genuine question. “don’t have time to have one.”

“well I mean, you cant be working all the time, you get a few weeks off after each mission right?”

“no.”

I hum a response. High pitched. Acknowledging what he said. I begin to get more focused on my drawing, talking less and less. Eventually were both sitting in silence, the only noise in the room being my pencil scratching against the paper.

“you like art?” he nods to the drawings in front of me.

“it passes the time.”

He doesn’t say anything after that. An hour passes by. Im done. Well. As done as ill ever be. I stand up, pushing my chair back. Eyes fixated on my art. Analyzing it to no end. I pick it up, and place it infront of ghost, while I stand close beside him.

“your eyes are expressive.” It sounds creepier then I meant it to. He looks down at it. He really looks at it. Not just a glance over. taking a few minutes. for a bit I think hes fallen asleep until he speaks. “impressive.”

That’s all he has to say? He looks at a drawing for three minutes in silence, and all he has to say is one word? ‘impressive????’ that’s it????? This guy is gonna make me shoot myself. “thank you.” I try my best to make it sound earnest. A very difficult task.

I sit back down at my chair. Hes still looking at the art. “theyre probably gonna come soon.” He looks confused at first, but then it clicks. Hes gonna meet those associates i mentioned earlier. “but if you give me as much as a hint of what they want to hear, I can probably stop him.” Ghost doesn’t respond. Quiet as always. I sigh and lean back in my chair. He looks down to the drawing again. “you ever been drawn before?” I ask

“negative.”

What freak talks like that? Negative??? I get hes in the military but Jesus fucking christ. “you can keep it if you get out of here alive.” I laugh at my own joke under my breath.

“hold onto it. I don’t want it getting bloody.” He looks up from the drawing. Completely deadpan. I cant tell wether hes joking or not.

The door behind me opens, I get up off my chair. “heyyy.” I greet the man at the door from my spot. Hes big. Big big. Probably 6’7-6’8. Sturdy build. Hes always been scary, but I guess that’s a part of the magic. He rolls in a cart im unpleasantly familiar with. It has an assortment of metal tools. For all sorts of different things.

“(reader).”he acknowledges me. his voice always finding a way to unsettle me. He walks past me, dragging his cart of goodies with him. He stops. Grabbing onto ghosts chair, the wood making a shrill sound as he trudges it to the back wall. He takes his cart with him. Ghosts breathing has gone rapid. Mine probably would too. Scratch that. Mine definitely would too.

I grab my drawing off the table. I don’t want to be in here. I start to leave. “(reader), leaving so soon?” the big man turns around, some horrible device already in his hands. Im quiet. I have to watch what I say around him. “yeah.” I search for the right words. “you know I don’t like loud sounds.” Its true, I don’t. theres a tenseness in the room. Like a twig bending before it finally snaps.

He turns his normal sick expression into a hallow smile. “how forgetful of me.” He turns back to ghost. Whose eyes are darting around the room. Probably looking for a way out. He closes them shut tightly, and I find that my queue to leave. I quickly walk through the door, past the guards, and out into the hallway.

That night wasn’t a very restful one. the concrete walls might as well have been made of paper.

boom, you made it to the end, wow thats rad, heres an emoji : 🤯

ALSO if i do continue this, ghost and reader are prob gonna have like a father/son or older/younger brother bond. but yeah. uh i hoped you liked the fanfic.

#ghost mw2 #simon riley #call of duty mw2 #call of duty modern warfare #simon riley x reader #x reader #male reader #platonic reader #mw2 fanfic #fanfic #reader fanfiction

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cupoftaae · 1 year

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Hi, Nini!! Can I request a Jimin angst with prompt 13 for the drabble game? (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

13- "you are breaking my heart...and you cant even fucking see it" x Jimin

Hi sweetheart! apologies for the late post but I hope you enjoy it <3

warnings- angst, swearing, mentions of drinking

"dont slam my car door!"

you heard jimin call after you as you ran into the house, him getting out of the car still.

"y/n!" he shouted, putting his phone in his pocket and running in, seeing you taking off your coat. He caught his breath before speaking "whats your issue?"

You scoff, giving him a knowing look before turning and walking past him.

"Hey!" he shouted, urging you to talk, "you screamed the entire car ride home and now your silent?"

You finally turned to look your boyfriend in the eyes, your stomach churning- "what"

He blinks, "what do you mean 'what'"?

"what do you want me to say?"

Jimin almost laughs "I want you to explain why you are fucking freaking out about this, and why the hell we had to leave the party early?"

"jimin..." you try to gather your thoughts, stepping down the stairs to be at his level. "im mad because you told me-you promised me....that the drinking would stop"

He takes a deep breath before speaking "It was only 2 glasses-"

"4...it was 4" you interrupt

"taehyung offered those, and so what?"

"youre an alcoholic jimin! you can risk to have just 4 drinks, because you end up like you did"

"and how is that?"

You scoffed "you were yelling and causing a scene, then you started being aggressive with ME!" you feel your voice shake as it gets louder, your body cant decide whether youre more sad or angry

"oh are you embarrassed? did i embarrass you?"

"yes, you did. You embarrassed yourself as well, and I wish you'd see that." you sigh and run your hand in your hair, "you were sober for 7 months, jimin, you were doing so well....you finished your therapy progr-"

"oh fuck the therapy program, fuck them and fuck this too" he threw his hands up and tossed his coat to the floor.

"jimin" you warn sternly

"you know...the thing with you is that you cant stand when things arent up to perfection, it fucking irks the shit out of you, doesnt it?"

You remained silent, watching your boyfriend pace the living room.

"like...you bragged about my sobriety like it was something you did, I did it myself. You didnt care when I was drunk and alone in the studio every night"

"jimin thats not true"

"yes it is! dont tell me its not!" he scoffed, looking at you "and then, I decide to have a few drinks at a party when I havent seen my friends in so long, and when I feel like im having a good time, you whisk me away so you arent embarrassed of me anymore"

"jimin I care about you, I fucking care so much and I want you to be healthy!!"

"oh shut up, stop with the bullshit y/n, You only fucking care about yourself, you are a selfish bitch"

You feel yourself tear up at his words, trying to remind yourself that he isnt sober, and this exact behavior is the reason he landed into rehab in the first place.

"are you crying?" he looked at you with a glare, his fists balled up into his own shirt.

You sniff and wipe your tears, "yes?" you bite

"why" he questions, as if he hasnt been involved in the situation

you widen your eyes and look at him, shrugging helplessly, "Because you are breaking my heart.....and you cant even fucking see it!!"

His gaze softens, but he is past forgiveness tonight.

Its silent for a few moments as you quietly sob into your hands, he decides to try to hold you, but you jump away as if you got burned.

"n-no....dont touch me...ever" you spoke through gritted teeth...his words stung deep.

He sadly looked back at you as you spoke, "you arent sleeping in our room, you can sleep on the sofa- or the street for all i care" you wiped your tear

"y/n...im-"

"dont say youre sorry....you dont say that shit unless you mean it, and im starting to think those words were real"

"No!!"

"save it, im going to bed" you turn, walking up the stairs and slamming the door shut, leaving jimin alone downstairs as he watched you go.

#bts #bts fanfic #jimin #park jimin #taehyung #kim taehyung fanfic #bts fluff #bts smut #jimin x reader #jimin x y/n #open requests #requests open #bts fic #junkook #namjoon #jhope #bts jin #bangtan sonyeondan #yoongi

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fyorina · 1 month

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(uh, this is rlly long im so sorry qwq)

OMG THAT LAST CHAPTER HAD ME FEELING SM CARINA U CANT DO THIS TO ME !!!! LITERALLY THE FIRST FEW PARAGRAPHS IN I HADTA WALK AROUND BC I WAS SO OVERWHELMED I LOVED IT SM !!! N THOSE LAST FEW LINES. DONTDOTHISTOME I S A W THE "BEAST AU COMPLIANT" TAG ON UU IM GONNA SOB MY EYES OUT DURING IT I JUST KNOW !!!

gonna leave some of my fave few lines n my thoughts abt them from this chapter (ok these arent all of em, bc if i put all of em it'd be the whole 50k words of this series SO ITS JUST THIS CHAPTER)

"because how could he possibly belong amongst people who are so unfailingly good that it makes his tainted heart stick out like a sore thumb?"

STOP NO DONT DO THIS TO MEEEEEE throughout the whole fic u perfectly captured his thought process n how he denies his own capacity for change n how he HAS changed from when he was 18 BUT THIS LINE MADE ME TEAR UPPPPPP

"He is so completely and irrevocably in love with you that Dazai doesn’t think he’ll ever be able to live in a world without you. The thought alone makes his skin crawl and his chest cave in."

self-explanatory

“Are you calling me ugly?”

u gorgeous, gorgeous man ilysm yes you look like a rat but i'll swaddle u up in blankets n clean u up

the whole graveyard scene. DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY HELLO

“You were a kid, Osamu. You’re not some incarnate of evil for ending up where you did, you were failed by all of the adults in your life,”

ok nvm crying this hit me like a truck

"Humans cannot live without a heart, so if he’s to give you his, it’s only fair that you give him your own—though realistically, yours has already been his for a long time."

i feel like this mightve been ur fave line, but if it wasnt IT STILL IS MINE BC OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD QWQ

ranpos lil rant was so funny he's literally me frfr

“Yeah… ha, look at us, in jail at the same time! Couple goals, huh?”

i giggled

PLS READER INVITING EVERYONE JUST TO AVOID GETTING INTERROGATED UMMM RELATABLE LMFAO

these are just some of them BUT JUST IN GENERAL, UR WRITING IS JUST MAGICAL ITS EVERYTHING IVE EVER WANTED TO READ N I LOVELOVELOVEEEE THIS SERIES N ALL UR WORKS (n u /p) SM !!! I CANT WAIT FOR UNREAL UNEARTH, I JUST KNOW IT'LL BE AMAZING !!!

RED HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU NOT TO APOLOGIZE I LITERALLY ADORE YOU IM GOING TO WEEP OMG

honestly the first scene of dazai’s pov was one of my favs to write because it pisses me off so much whenever he’s excluded from the ada panels in the manga fjsjdjsjjd so i NEEDED the opportunity to hit home that that is his FAMILY idc what asagiri says the ada is that boys family and he deserves it 🥹🤞

UGHHHHH STOP BECAUSE WHENEVER I WRITE CANONZAI ITS SO HARD TO KEEP ON THAT THIN LINE OF HIS INABILITY TO ACCEPT HIS OWN GROWTH WHILE ALSO HAVING HIM ACKNOWLEDGING ODA’S LAST WISH FOR HIM SO I REWROTE SO MANY OF HIS POVS SEVERAL TIMES BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I WASNT GRASPING IT ALL PROPERLY

the graveyard scene was one of the 3 scenes i started writing for 🥹 i literally was weeping when i finally got to it

AND ALSO THE YOU WERE A KID LINE UGHHHHHHHH BRO when i tell you that’s something that i literally want to scream at him and shake his shoulders like he was FOURTEEN WHEN MORI BROUGHT HIM IN AFTER HIS ATTEMPT !!!!! FOURTEEN !!!!! HE WAS A BABY IT MAKES ME SO SAD WHEN HE FRAMES HIMSELF AS SOME IRREDEEMABLE MONSTER WHEN HE ONLY TURNED OUT THE WAY HE DID BECAUSE HE HAD NO ADULTS IN HIS LIFE SETTING HIM ON THE RIGHT TRACK ugh im gonna weep again i will always be dazai’s #1 defender, i will fight him himself idc he was only a lil baby :’)

oh my god fun fact i actually almost deleted that line about the heart, i don’t even know why like i was rereading it right before i post and i second guessed myself because i was like ‘i don’t think it rlly flows’ but then i decided against removing it because i liked the line in general SO IM WEEPING AGAIB

bro ranpo needs a promotion for real the headaches this man must get because of people not listening to him 💀

HDOSJDJSJDJJD THE COUPLES GOAL LINE WHEN I TELL YOU I SNORTED WRITING IT HELPPPPP I WAS GIGGLING SO HARD

RED ILYSM IM BUNDLING YOU IN THE SOFTEST BLANKETS AND GIVING YOU A FOREHEAD KISS

i’m so excited for unreal unearth like honestly it’s my pride and joy, i’m so pleased with how my beast!dazai characterization has come out so far and i’m hoping everyone else is going to like it too 🥹 if not ill simply die HAHAH JK JK JK no but really i’m so very excited for it

#ᡣ𐭩 carina’s love letters #ᡣ𐭩 from user: cheriiyaya

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If F!reader was in Marineford and Ace and luffy are her younger "brothers"

Reader is older than ace by 2 years older. Deep angst ●

All you heard was shouting coming from all directions. You finished with the marine in your hand slicing the marine up and turning to see what the commotion was about. That's when you saw it.....Ace in Luffys arms and Ace having a hole right through his chest..you couldn't belive it..

Ace: Im sorry...

Luffy:wh-what are you saying? Dont be ridiculous! Sombody treat him! Please! Please help Ace! Hey sombody! Help Ace! Please!

You run towards Ace and Luffy. You can't just watch this and let the youngest of your brother suffer you have to help him! You run towards Ace and Luffy not paying attention to the wounds all over your body and that you could pass out by now due to exhaustion. You keep running..never stop until you reach them. Some pirates you know, try their best to stop you from running to put yourself in danger but you just push them aside.

Marco:Reader you need to stop running! You're going to pass out!

You dont stop to listen to them or let them stop you..you need to reach your younger brothers now! You finally reach them and kneel next to Luffy you look at Ace and you swear you dont belive this is real. "Im in a dream right, right..this cant happened I promised ill protect all of them I already lost Sabo I cant lose Ace now, Please let this be a dream, This cant happen, please..Im the oldest im suppose to help them not leave them to die..why am I so useless, Im so sorry Dadan I failed to do what I promised" you watch as the doctor leaves not being able to help Ace.

You hug Ace from behind while also hugging Luffy, wrapping your arm around both.

Ace:I can't hold out any longer. I can tell that my life is ending.

Reader:Ace..im so sorry I wasnt able to protect you, I promised ill protect you and Luffy when Sabo died.

Ace:You did your best reader, it was just fate, dont kill yourself about it.

Luffy: Oh yeah, Ivan-chan. Hey, I beg you! Inject that stuff into Ace! Please! Why can't you help Ace like you did me?! He, I beg you! Please! Help! Help Ace!

Reader:Luffy..it's no use

You hug both of them tightly

Ivan:Ace boy cant make it!

Luffy looks back at you and then at Ace.

Luffy:Huh no way! You promised us! You said that you'd never die..no matter what Ace!

Voices begin to muffle to you the fighting seems to be quiet all you can hear is Ace and Luffy you feel that a wire is wrapping around your heart and tearing it bit by pit into pieces until you can fell nothing, you don't relizes it but tears fall down from your eyes, and your breath quickens just looking at Ace you are shaking very quietly you feell that your voice is stuck and there is no way out, you hear voices in your head talking bad about you saying it's your fault that the ones you love and cared about are dying, and flashbacks come tunning into your mind about when you were kids playing together "Please, let this be fake, I cant feel anything, Ace..luffy, I want to scream but I can't my heart-

Ace's body hitting the ground takes you out of your trance as you move to side and sit next to luffy hugging him very gently. As you look at your hand and see its still shaking and covered in blood.

Luffy:Ace...

Luffy starts crying very loudly and you want to cry but suck it up knowing that you have to take care of Luffy.

You hear the crys off Luffy, and Ace comrades. Your tears fail to cooperate and fall down your cheek. You see luffy screaming loudly and you hug him tightly.

You see your vision getting blury and black spots appear in your vision. You totally forgot that you have a stab wound in your side and now your about to pass out but before you do you shout.

Reader:ACE!

Then the world turns quiet and dark and you pass out.

"In the world"

Luffy loses it the same time you pass out and your both just stuck there not able to do anything.

Ivan:Straw Boy! Mask Girl! "There both out of it" Their lives are in danger!

Before Akainu can come and kill you both Jinbei comes and picks you both up and runs away to a safer place.

*A few days later I think?*

*Horrific images appear in your mind of Ace death ,what if you sacrificed yourself, what if luffy died instead ,what if- then it turns to an imagine of Akainu raising his fist about to strike you and Luffy.

Your breath quickens you look around and Luffy is not in sight and you just see Ace on the ground dead then another imagine of you see Sabo and Ace.

"How could you, what type of big sister are you! One who cant defend her younger siblings."

Then you see Akainu behind you and wake up into reality.

Senses coming back to you and all you can feel is rage. You destroy all of the machine in the werid room and come out the room looking around face darkned.

Penguin:Mask Girl your going to break the ship!

You punch a hole through the roof of the Polar Tang and jump out hitting the ground of an island where some people are (The scene where Luffy jumpes out the polar tang and shouts "where my brother") not seeing Luffy anywhere rage hitting you again you stronger this time.

Reader:My brothers...My brothers..MY BROTHERS, GIVE ME BACK MY FAMILY

You shout as you run into the forest looking for Luffy, destroying every tree, rock anything that stands in your way to find Luffy.

I need to watch more episode to know what happens next in the show. At 20 likes ill make PART 2.

#portgas d ace #marineford #reader x character #ace x you #asl brothers #asl trio #siblings #rage #akainu sakazuki #monkey d. luffy #one piece luffy #straw hat luffy

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footygirl114 · 2 years

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Desconectar (Alexia Putellas x Reader)

Part 2 as promised of Amiga en Linea, this picks up right where that one leaves off if you need a refresher read that first! Also this whole angst filled mess is for @grapefruit-personified who deserves it after having her boss babe attitude on point this weekend

“What are you doing here?” You immediately ask Alexia. When you had turned around and saw the person who has made your life a living hell made your stomach drop. You didn’t understand what was going on.

She takes a step closer to you, you immediately hold up your hand to get her to stop. She freezes, but looks up at you and says “I think we both know why I’m here”

“No” you respond immediately “This cant be real, this has to be the universe playing a cruel joke on me. Please tell me you were just out for a walk and noticed me sitting here.”

She shakes her head and responds “No Y/N, You asked me to meet you here, said you’d be in the red USA jersey”

You shake your head and choke back a sob, you take another step back as you say “This cant be happening”

“Hey hey, Y/N, don’t say that, Im the same person who you’ve been talking to online this while time” she says softly in a reassuring tone.

“No, you have been the one who’s made my life hell, you have made me feel like I don’t belong, you made the team become an environment where no one wanted to even talk to me. You are the reason I regret ever coming to Barcelona” you tell her as you can feel the tears start to fall down your cheeks.

“Y/N, please lets talk about this” Alexia says as she tries to step into you again.

You step back again and shake your head and say “No. I think if you know me as well as you think you do, you will know that I need to not be here right now. If you care about me anywhere near I care about you, then you will let me.”

As you see her standing there not moving or objecting, you turn and walk away slowly, then starting to jog. You cannot be anywhere near her right now. You know it’s not the most professional thing to do for your career, but you cant be here right now. Next thing you know you have stopped and packed a bag and are waiting for a flight home. You spoke to your coach who agreed to give you a week to head home and get your head on straight.

Landing back in London was like a breath of fresh air, you couldn’t wait to fall into your brothers arms, you knew a few days in his presence and seeing your niece would make you feel a lot better. The one thing you did once you landed was call Claudia, she has been the one teammate who you have grown close to and you didn’t want her to be left in the dark on Monday when you weren’t at practice.

She had known about you having your internet friend, but not about meeting them the night before. You made her promise she wouldn’t do anything but you told her what you were thinking. Alexia was playing you the whole time, there is no way she didn’t know and she clearly did not want you to be on the team.

Claudia was on your side, but she also didn’t believe that the Alexia she knew could do that to someone. She tried telling you this but you weren’t having it so she left it alone. She agreed to not tell anyone why you went home, but that she was there for you if you needed anything.

Spending the week at home was exactly what you needed to reset your mind. You knew that your niece would make everything better. It was still hard and awkward that she loved Alexia, but you pushed on. Your brother on the other hand would not let you off as easy as your niece. On your second night there, he had gone to put your niece to bed and you were sat outside by the fire with his wife.

He came back out handed you a beer settled in beside you and immediately asked “Y/N what’s going on?”

“Nothing, it's fine, I just needed a break” you tell him. You look up and immediately catch the look him and his wife exchange “Oh come on, I am fine”

“no Y/N you are not” he responds to you “Please we are here for you”

You can see the love in their eyes and it finally cracks the facade you have put up and you can feel the tears start to fall down your cheeks. They both move to you immediately and sit on either side of you and wrap you in their arms. You feel so loved surrounded by your family that you finally feel the sobs release from your chest.

“I didn’t think it would be this hard” you say to the night sky when you finally catch your breath from the sobbing. You can feel both of them rubbing their hands on your back and helps to calm you as you tell them the story. You keep it short and sweet, about how hard it has been at practice and with the team, and how you found solace in your online friend, and how Alexia has been playing you the whole time.

“Im not sure how I am supposed to go back there” is how you finish off the story.

Your brother starts with “Y/N, how can you be sure she knew you were the one she was talking to online?”

You shake your head and respond “Because she has been nothing but rude to me, she clearly just needed to feel better about herself. There’s no way she didn’t know”

“I think you need to talk with her before you can jump to any conclusions” Your brother chimes in.

You stand up and turn to them both and say “No, I came here to forget, please don't be rational with me” they both nod and you add “Im going to bed.” Lying in your bed that night you think back on your interactions, but you keep circling back to she had to know, cause there is no way she’s the same person you were falling for online.

When you finally return back to Barcelona, you are met at the airport by Claudia, who offered to pick you up. You are happy you don't have to go to training today, but you also feel better about being back here after the perceptive you gained from heading home.

You are immediately pulled into a hug from Claudia when you walk out of the airport, and she tightens her arms around you as she says “I’ve missed you Y/N, it hasn’t been the same without you”

Pulling back you smile at her and say “I’ve missed you to Claudia.”

Once your both in the car and on the ride home, when she tells you what’s been happening at trainings. “So, Alexia has been getting on my nerves all week”

“Claudia, I told you not to get involved” you tell her, as you turn slightly in the passenger seat so you are facing her.

She shakes her head but remans looking at the road as she tells you “She’s been acting different all week, its like she’s the victim in this situation. Or like some kicked her puppies. Its been frustrating because she knows exactly why you aren’t here”

“thank you for having my back” you tell her immediately and then continue “I’m sorry you are involved”

She pulls up outside your condo and asks “What are you going to do at training tomorrow?”

“Honestly, just act like nothing happened, and hope to get through the season then deal with it from there” you say with a small shrug.

She laughs and agrees and says “Im glad your back Y/N, I have your back just so you know”

You both say your goodbyes and you head in to your apartment, where you will spend the night alone. At multiple points you catch your self logging on to your online account to chat to your friend, but you remember you cant. You turn your phone off after the third time, and you decide to spend the night preparing to go back to training.

You walk into the training facility and it is very reminiscent to your first day, just like that first day you pause before you enter the dressing room. You take a deep breath and prepare for the interrogation when you walk into the change room. You walk in to most of the team there and it being a loud and friendly environment.

“Y/N! Welcome back” Mapi notices you first and gives you a high five.

Multiple other teammates join in and you start to settle a bit, you notice Alexia is not here yet, you take your time getting changed and after you are ready you notice most of the team has filtered out. You are leaned over lacing your shoes and hear the door open and close. Assuming its someone leaving you don’t bother to look up.

You notice someones shoes walk up to you and you hear “Y/N?”

You look up into the eyes of Alexia, and you notice as well that the locker room is empty, you try to get up and walk away from her when she places her hand on your arm to stop you. “Alexia please, I’m going to be late”

“Can we please talk?” she says to you with a hint of desperation in her voice.

You shake your head and look up at the ceiling when you tell her “No, please leave me alone. Haven’t you done enough to me?”

“Y/N, please let me explain, It’s not what you think” she pleads again.

Before you can respond the locker door swings open and Claudia pokes her head in and asks “Y/N? you good?” You immediately see her eyes darken when she notices Alexia there with you.

“Yeah Im ready, let’s go” you tell Claudia and you yank your arm out of Alexia’s grip to head to the training ground.

Once the door closes Claudia immediately asks “Are you okay?”

“I’m fine, let's just get to practice” you say with a small smile.

It’s a few days later after many more awkward encounters with Alexia, that things start to turn. You haven’t been fully left alone with Alexia, since Claudia has taken to not leaving you alone with her at the training facilities.

You have been in the physio room with ice on your knee waiting for the timer to go off so you can head home from training. The physio had stepped out and you were left alone in your thoughts when Alexia walks into the room, you look over and see its her and you cant help but to groan and roll your eyes.

“Seriously Alexia, are you really going to force me to talk with you?” you ask with a bit of attitude.

She nods, and take another step closer to you as she says “Listen Y/N, you need to hear me out. I know hat you are thinkin-“

“No Alexia, you don’t know what I am thinking” you interrupt her “You have no idea what Im thinking because if you did you wouldn’t be trying to talk to me right now. You have made me look like a fool once, and I certainly won’t be falling for your tricks again.”

She stands there looking confused as she says “What? you left me standing there like an idiot Y/N?”

You shake your head as your timer goes off you grab the ice from your knee and hop off the table. You cant help but say one last thing as your leaving “You have been playing me the whole time, you used me to make your self feel better.” Then you head right out the door.

During the next game, you can see the chemistry off between you and Alexia, and you know it's hurting the team. You both are normally much more connected and on their games. You vow at half time to make things better at least for the sake of the team and winning the game.

After the team talk at half time when everyone else is heading out of the change room, you grab Alexia by the arm and say “Listen we need a truce during games, we’re not connecting and we need to be able to in order to win this game.”

She looks at you and down to the hand on her arm as she softly responds “Okay, I miss playing with you Y/N”

You shake your head and reminder her “when 90 minutes is over the true is off”

She smiles sadly and says “I know.”

The truce works and the team ends up fighting back and winning. You both connected well and created goals together, and even celebrated together. Once the game was over that feeling of betrayal came back in full force and the truce was immediately forgotten.

A week after your truce and you just don't have the energy to be angry anymore, you have started to try and go out more. You have taken to jogging in the city, but today you decide to run along the water. Lost in thought and the music blaring through your headphones you don't realise you have ended up at the bench where everything happened.

You pause at the bench and decide to take a seat to catch your breath. Sitting there staring out at the ocean lost in thought you don't notice someone walk up behind you. “Y/N?” you hear behind you and you turn and notice Alexia coming towards you.

“Seriously? are you following me now?” you ask in an annoyed tone.

You notice her hesitate and then decide to push on she steps closer and asks softly “Can I sit? I think we should talk”

Deciding that you’ve had enough of the fighting you nod you head but otherwise remain silent.

She sits beside you leaving enough space to not be touching, she take a moment to reflect before she asks “You said I made a fool out of you? I don't know how Y/N”

You look over at her and can see she has a deeply hurt expression on her face and that she’s clearly hurting over that fact. Taking a deep breath you start “There is no way you didn’t know it was me Alexia, you had to have known. Thats how you made a fool out of me”

She shakes her head and says “Y/N, I had no idea it was you. All you were was this amazing girl that allowed me to be me, and share some of deepest fears with you. I was .. I am falling for you.”

At this point you have tears gathered in the corners of your eyes and you look up to her and ask “how am I supposed to believe you, the you that I know has been horrible to me in person”

“I am so so sorry about how I’ve treated you, you did not deserve it. But I didn’t know how to stop it.” she tells you in a soft voice.

You stand up and say “I don’t know if I am ever going to be able to connect the you who made my life horrible and the you who I was falling for together Alexia.”

“Wait Y/N, you have to let me try to prove I am the same person” she pleads with you as she reaches for your hand.

You don't let her grab your hand as you start to move away you tell her “I am not sure I am willing to open myself up to you again”

You can’t look back as you jog away wiping the tears from your eyes.

#alexia putellas imagine #alexia putellas x reader #alexia putellas #woso imagine #woso x reader #woso #espwnt x reader

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slytherinshua · 4 months

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AIRBAG CANT SAVE US

genre. angst. breakup. warnings. some language. fighting. crying. mention of drinking. angst. hwiyoung is kind of a jerk in this, reminder that this is just fiction-- it's not meant to accurately represent the real idols. pairing. hwiyoung x reader. wc. 1.1k. request. no. a/n. based off of drive5 if it wasn't already obvious... uhh sry in advance for this????? i promise i love hwiyoung idk why i wrote this lmfao

“You’ve changed, Youngkyun.” You mutter tensely. Youngkyun always has the aircon set 2 degrees too cold in his car, and a shiver runs up your spine. You always hated the cold, yet despite that, you had stupidly fallen for him. He’s like a block of ice, yet no matter how much you tried to melt him with your warm heart, he stayed chilly.

Youngkyun grips the steering wheel a bit tighter, flipping on the left turning signal and turning onto the highway. His foot pushes on the gas slightly as he matches the speed of the other cars on the highway. He still doesn’t respond to you.

You let out a shaky sigh and look out your window, “Did you ever love me? Why did you ask me out a year ago if you never intended on paying attention to me in the first place?” You wait for a second, wondering if that would get him to utter even a word in reply— even just a hum that he had heard you.

But, no. He’s always the same. Stuck up in his own world, self-obsessed and unfeeling. You wonder how his friends even put up with him? It’s as if he had no thoughts or feelings. Even when you tried to discuss something that directly affected him, he didn’t even care enough to listen.

“I don’t even know why I agreed to date you. You’re such an asshole.” You tell him through gritted teeth, a bit louder this time. “I hope whatever poor girl you ‘fall for’ next drops your ass before you have the chance to brutally misuse her like you did with me.”

Again, he stays silent, spiking your nerves just a bit above the limit. Your eyes sting with tears but you blink them back. You won’t cry because of him. He doesn’t even deserve that much. You hear him take a breath, and you turn to look at him, wondering if he’ll finally say something back to you.

“If you had so many problems with me, then why did you decide to date me?”

You hate that response. You hate how calm he is when you’re about to reach your breaking point. You hate that he doesn’t have the decency to at least apologise to you before he spews more of his nonsense. It’s like a stab straight through your chest. If he had ever loved you, even for a second, he would at least apologise for upsetting you before interrogating you.

“Oh, so it’s my fault, is it?” You let out a laugh, and it’s filled with disbelief at his actions. “It’s my fault? I was holding our relationship together for months while you went out drinking and paid no attention to me! I always held out hope that one day you would treat me the same as when we first met. But since January I’ve never seen even a speck of feeling in your eyes. Is it amusing to see me try so hard!? Do you find joy in my struggles to get this relationship to work— only to inevitably fail cause it will never work out with just one of us trying?” You spew, letting all your built up frustration flow out, hitting him like bullets. You were sure he had already built a repelling force field around himself to block you out; one that would only make the bullets bounce back to hit you.

“You wasted your time trying to get it to work.” He whispers.

“I wanna get off.” You breathe out, feeling like the doors of the car were slowly closing in on you. It was suffocating being in the same cramped space with Youngkyun, where everything just brought up old memories.

The necklace that you had gifted to him was still hanging from the rearview mirror. He had never worn it. You realize in an instant that him hanging it there wasn’t a compliment to you. He never wanted it in the first place.

“We’re on the fucking highway, Y/n.” He points out, as if you weren’t capable of noticing that before.

“Just pull over and let me out here. I’ll get a fucking taxi.” You spit back angrily.

“Shit, you’re so impatient. You can wait 5 minutes for me to reach this exit.” He says angrily, somehow pushing your anger up even more. You let the first tears slip down your cheeks. You hate being around him in this way. You feel like he’s slowly ripping you to shreds— limb by limb, leaving you broken beyond repair.

You do your best to stay silent and not let your muffled crying reach Youngkyun’s ears. It would be too humiliating for you to bear. The 5 minutes it takes to reach the exit feels like 5 hours. Youngkyun pulls over to the side of the road, stepping on the break harshly. You jerk forward slightly, and wonder if he’s doing it on purpose. You open your car door in a rush, trying to get out as soon as possible, but you feel him grip your wrist. You turn back around and stare at him, eyes burning to take in his features one last time.

“I’m not the only one who changed.” He says slowly before letting go of your hand. The blaring honks of cars behind you is almost deafening, some of them trying to find a way to get past Youngkyun’s black car blocking the road without causing an accident. You get out of the car and slam the door shut without another word to him.

It takes a second to register your reality. You stand still on the sidewalk for a few minutes, breathing in the crisp cold night air and letting the tears fall freely. You don’t know how far away from home you are, but you know that you’re not in any hurry to get back. You just soak in the moment. You were done with him— finally, you were free from him. You wanted to laugh, but it just came out as harsher sobs.

If he hadn’t changed, would it have worked out?

If you hadn’t changed, would it have worked out?

You stare up at the sky, sniffing your last tears away. It’s dark and a mesmerising blue; it’s beautiful. You wonder if Youngkyun was also looking at the night, contemplating how cruel it had been to both of you. Though, with a scoff you realize that he wouldn’t care. This would all pass by for him like it was nothing, because it had already been too long to recall the last time he had cared for you.

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