Restricting got easy again, I don't feel hungry or tired, I have the energy to work out!
2023 gave me back my honeymoon phase 馃尭
Sending y'all positiv energy to reach your goals too and enter honeymoon phase 馃馃徎
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i do horrible things to my body just hoping to achieve what some girls can simply do with exercise.
my biggest envy
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The definition. The perfection.
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Why is there such a twisted comfort to returning to ED tumblr content after being away for so long... (*VENT POST*)
I was skinnier when I started this page. I used to scroll through thinspo every morning before school and take a single can of diet coke for lunch. I had so much determination back then. So much strength to push through cravings and never break. And if I did I would make myself sick in the toilet until I was empty.
But now? I'll eat anything. I'm a pig. I have the sick mind of someone with an ED but the body and appetite of the fat girl I was before I downloaded this app. Past me suffered so much just so future me could throw it all away.
The guilt of food is weaker than my ability to shove food down my throat. I took my body for granted. And now I'm back at where I was. Disgusting.
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