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silvershiningtarot · 8 months

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Pac 18+: How Your First Kiss Gonna Be Like With Your Spouse & Where?

Inhale and exhale 😮‍💨 Remember this is a general reading and I will go depths of your connection with your spouse and this about your first kiss with them. Where are you going to kiss them?

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Pile 1: (Three Of Cups) Okay, I have a sense that some of y'all first kiss with your husbands it is going to be outside. Maybe, it will be on a powerful day. I heard on a Super Full Moon or when the moon is out. So it will be at night. They will take you out at night when the moon is outshining bright. So both of y’all emotions will be high and it is going to be an emotional day for you two. It is part of the soul contract between you and your husband. Since the 3 Of cups, it is about soul contracts as well. It is going to be big for you two. I think that they would want to commit to you after this first kiss. I had a vision that something was going to happen for you two. It probably releasing. Everything between you two is releasing. 😱I am gasping right now. I am feeling and seeing when you two kiss it is like that movie “Shrek” True Love First Kiss. Aww. What a fairytale! So dreamy vibes I am getting. It's like he ain't best good-looking man but they will treat you right. But in my opinion, I doubt any of y’all husbands straight-up look like a fucking Ogre 👹. Nah, your husband is ugly. I think that they aren't like goddamn! But they are good-looking. That will be the man/woman of your dreams. They'll treat you like the Queen/King to be. (Six Of Swords) My thing is this, what I got from this Six Of Swords is that you may leave some people behind before this kiss happens. I am thinking that maybe, you will go through some type of issue with people. Maybe, you'll realize some people that you thought that were supposed to be loyal to you and they fucking just left you. So you bounce that ass out of there. I've heard your husband say “Come on, let me take you somewhere else. I have something I wanna show you” Haha 😂 I can fucking see your mouth open 👐🏾 wide ass hell. I got a sense that you'll be fucking shocked and appalled about how your husband did. I've heard you say “How did you do all of this?” I don't think anyone ever did something so special to you. You'll be so shocked at how they did it for you and Just you. It's like fucking Wow. Shit! Even I am shocked too. I can see it. It was like out in the woods 🪵 and I saw so many trees. It is like a forest that way deep into the woods where you two find an open space just for y'all two to be together alone. I can see that you dropping your walls down and telling them what happened. “What’s wrong my love?” I think they like saying to you “My Love” I can see them gritting their fucking jawline damn! It must be one hella of a story you tell them. Because damn! Fuck! They'll be pissed off. Yikes. It got my eyes emotional. (Death) So, I was right! This is first kiss it is something you two will never I mean NEVER! Forget at all. Your first kiss with them will be fucking rebirthing and breathe taking. I can see them leading in and kissing you and both of you are saying “Wow” because it is going to change everything. Then after the first kiss, I could see them just grabbing your face and kissing you hard not hella rough but just passionate. I've heard that they never got a kiss like that in such a long time. OMFG! This kiss is what you are going to tell your fucking kids about one day. I believe you will tell some of your close friends about it. Look at that! With the 6 Of Swords again, the Moon is out! Definitely, it is going to happen when the moon is out. Okay, I was right! It is going to feel like true love's first kiss 😘 OMG, even I blushing. That was so romantic. Omg, I am blushing ☺️. For some of you, it might happen where it is out of the country. For Most of you, it can happen in three places. At your event, you might have heard about a grand opening. Maybe, you invest in something they'll be there to celebrate your wins with you. They'll kiss you right in front of people at your event. Or They’ll kiss you when you open up your front door. “I can’t wait for any longer to do this to you.” Damn! It is me or your husband got even hotter 🔥. I can see them just kissing you😆.

Pile 2: (Eight Of Pentacles) This might happen at a workplace. I do have a sense that it can happen where you are doing your job. That is when your husband comes in and kisses you. I have a sense it won't be on the lips 💋 but I do have a vibe that it will start with a little bit of kisses on the cheek and then a big kiss is going to happen. So I am getting that it might be indoors. Like I feel like someone might see y'all kissing. But in my opinion, who gives a shit! Ahh! I had a vision that you working on a new project and they just walked in “What are you doing darling?” I think they like calling you that darling. I think that's their favorite word. ❤️. (The Strength) Oh, they will have the strength to kiss you. But I have a feeling of hesitation. They are going to be nervous when they kiss you. I see them walking back and forth just talking to themselves. OH MY GOODNESS! It is intense with this one. Damn! They making me nervous 😰 oh my, they like you a lot. I can see them talking to their self. Not in a negative way. But I've heard 👂 them say “I wonder if she/he likes me too”. OMG, I wanna cry for them because they are going to like you a lot and I have a nervous vibe from them. They don't want you to reject them. I do feel that someone might think your husband is crazy because they are walking back and forth trying to figure out what they are going to say to you. (The Lovers) Oh, gasp so you two will share a special bond between you, and your husband. I can see that it might be outside for some of you. I think for most of you, your first kiss will be outside. Oh yeah, I was right! Your husband will have a crush on you. They imagine you kissing 😘 all the fucking time. They are turning themselves on. Both of you will make it official with each other and steamy kisses. Oh yes, you two will drooling while when you are kissing them. Oh god! Yes. There's a lot of passion when you two kiss. So I believe some of you it might happen at a cookout. For most of you, it will happen when you are at a nightclub together and it just happens that's what I heard. So after the first kiss, they are going to love just kissing you and kissing you over and over again. 😘🍀😘

Pile 3: (The Emperor) Your First Kiss with your husband is going to be very intense is what I'm feeling. Because I do feel that they want to dominate the situation. If that makes sense. I heard patient they'll be patient with you. “Whenever you're ready, I'm here.” I have a sense that your husband/wife might be older than you. They have a pet too. I see that your husband can be a respectable man/woman. (Ace Of Swords) I feel your first kiss with them will be in a logical sense because I got a vibe that it will give you clarity and you'll have an open mind about kissing your husband. I'm hearing that mentally stimulating will turn you out. I can see a slow pace with this. (King Of Wands) Woah, they'll be a firecracker 🧨 with you. But I keep hearing patience. Haha 😂 I can them talking to their friends about you. I noticed planning. So maybe, they'll be planning how they will kiss you. I was right! It is going to be a gentle kiss and also a passionate kiss as well. They are going to be kissing you on your neck. I heard “dirty talks” so whenever they are kissing they like to start off kissing your neck. I think that your first kiss will be at a festival. I had a vision when the fireworks go off that's when you two will kiss. Your husband is an amazing kisser and I think the first time when they kiss you they will cum in their pants. I can them roughly kissing you right after. You two will be sharing that moment together. (Moment kiss)

Pile 4: (Two Of Wands) So I feel that your first kiss with your husband will be smooth and magical at the same time. I have a sense that you are first with your husband I notice that it will be calm. I heard “You'll know when the time comes.” So you will know when your husband will kiss you. I don't see it coming unexpectedly. I feel that they are going to prepare as well. But it is going to be so magical. It will bring out the spark in both of you. I feel the magic swirling courses to both of y’all bodies. It is like you both will put enough energy into this kiss. I don't know how to explain this pile but it is going to be emotional too. I believe it is going to be at night. Well, I have a sense of sunset 🌇. When the sun goes down “It is time now, make the move”. I just heard their thoughts just now about it. I have a gut feeling that it will be intuitively transforming. For some of you, it might happen at a comedy show like after the show and you guys went somewhere to share y'all first kiss together. So it is going to be at the river. Then I feel like after this moment of yall two sharing that kiss I have a vision that you two will be making out. Passionately making out. So it is going to be at the river. Yes! They will slowly and gently move closer to you and lead in to kiss you. Then Bam! 💥💥💥 you two will be kissing like crazy. It's going to feel like love ❤️. For Most of you, I believe that you might share your first kiss with your husband in the movie theater. Yes! Aww, so it is going to be out in public with you both. Aww. So lovely.

Pile 5: (The Empress) “My Queen I bow to you as the Queen you are.” Well, they just needed to say that😘🌸. How lovely that is. I believe that your husband will be star-struck by your beauty and how beautiful you are to them in their eyes. I noticed that they love the way you are. “I like who you are, I love who you are and you shouldn't change that not even for me. I put you high up to make sure your feet never touch the ground. Do you know why that is? Because you are a fallen angel that fell from the sky and just be with me.” Aww, they are such a charming guy. But anyway, I can see them being respectful to you. So maybe, your first kiss with them will be outside. Maybe, around an Apple tree 🍃. Haha 😂 so I think that your first kiss with them will be outside in the morning time. I'm seeing like a garden. I know you might be around flowers 🌸. So after a while, you two will be tongue kissing 😘. So yeah, I believe your first time with your husband/wife will be your tongue kissing. Freaky they are. Ahh! It will be breathtaking of course. It is like you took their breath away. For most of you, I think your husband/wife will walk up to you grab you, and start kissing you. I can see them right now just walk up and start kissing you. You'll be shocked as hell but turn on at the same time. If that makes sense. For Some of you, it might happen at that river. That is where your first kiss is going to be at the river. It will be passionate. For a lot of you, your kiss with them will happen when you two collaborate doing music together. So like the first video, it will happen when you two kiss. So, I noticed that your husband will be nervous kissing you. So they'll smoothly kiss you on the cheek first and then work their way up on those lips of yours.

Pile 6: (Judgement) Alrighty, your first kiss 😘 with your husband/wife is going to be like music to your ears. It is going to feel like harmony with you two. I see like as a dream come true. Do you know what vibe I am getting off this? That new movie The Little Mermaid 🧜‍♀️ that's exactly what I'm seeing. A lot of water surrounding y'all. This connection is like Neptune. Very dreamy. They might take you somewhere special just to share that moment with you. Maybe, your husband/wife plays the flute. “Your voice is like music to my ears” I truly think that you should watch that new Little Mermaid movie. That's the vibe I am truly getting from this pile. I heard “This kiss will be spiritual” Your first kiss with them will be very spiritual. It's like so intense it will take you on dimensions. I cannot describe this but it is like no other kiss you or they ever shared with another person. Not no ex, or high school sweetheart this is a powerful kiss. Wow 😮. Their first time with you it will be gentle. So a gentle kiss. You two will share that special moment. That moment kiss together. “You are my dream come true.” After the first time, they won't stop fantasizing about that kiss with you. Where it might happen at a hotel sweet. They'll be lusting over you. So you two might get caught kissing by someone I don't know who but it's someone. I heard “Family member.” so probably like a family member. For a lot of you, it will happen on your second or third date with them. Maybe, you two will take a vacation getaway and they'll lead in and kiss you. But whoever is in the music industry or just loves to perform. They are going to walk up on you while you are performing and start kissing you. I can see them grabbing your face and kissing you. Oh my damn! I noticed that the world would be in complete shock after this kiss 😘. Oh my goodness, 💋💋💋.

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telvess · 8 months

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Record of Ragnarok Hermes (headcanons) 🔞

It came out a little chaotic... I got lost in halfway. If I'm making any significant mistakes, feel free to tell me.

SFW That guy is like a walking enigma. He behaves elegantly and kindly, always has excellent manners, not to mention his perfect tact, but something in your gut tells you it's not entirely sincere. Don’t get me wrong, you aren’t that perceptive: Hermes letting his perfect image… loosen up a bit. It’s funny. He always says something almost innocent as if he learnt what innocence means yesterday. He likes playing these kind of sweet games where you both know he isn’t honest and you try your best to expose him. If you manage to succeed, forget about praises or any other reward. Hermes would just smile or pretend innocently how unexpected that was, eh… I believe Hermes doesn’t have his type. The only condition that really matters is if a person can intrigue him. He likes challenges or being the challenge. Get his attention and keep fuel curiosity. Doesn’t matter if you are goddess or human, he would be genuinely impressed if anyone surprise him with something. That doesn’t happen often. If he catches some sort of feelings towards someone, nobody would knows. Yes, Hermes is nosy, always knows what’s happening in others’ lives, but he’s way too clever to give even the slightest hint that something is going on in his love life. For Hermes falling in love is a game but whoever falls first - loses. So romance with him is slow burn kind. I allow the possibility of enemies-to-lovers trope. If, hypothetically, some minor pantheon feuded with Zeus and Hermes would be sent to deliver the threat so that they know their place-… I meant message with some kind of advice, he might come face to face with s/o. The conversation may not be spicy, but it won’t be nice either. Full of subtexts, small provocations and fake smiles, everything on the verge of politeness. Hermes would come back without a scratch, but it definitely didn't go as expected. If at the end both sides find some reasonable compromise, Hermes and s/o most likely would end up seeing each other more often. Maybe because of their duties, maybe because they happen to be in the right place and time. Half the time, they'll have their small banters. Usually Ares is part of them because he overheard something - in his opinion - disrespectful and he tries to backup his brother, but he’s so incompetent that even he realizes it himself. At that point it’s usually too late for prideful man as Ares to call it off so Hermes has to come in a clutch and safe his butt. And no - Ares never learns from his mistakes. The next day he would fall into the same trap again… Sometimes it even leads to situation where everyone is against everyone. Hermes won’t be playing on violin just for s/o, but if she joins him during the play, he won’t mind her presence. In fact, he would like to talk about it afterwards. It works both ways - he won't be pushy either, but he would be kindly interested if she mentions her hobbies and is willing to share. The tension between them builds slowly over time. They both know that the other feels the same, but they don't act on it. I think it would go from like zero to hundred in a moment. Single spark and suddenly they kiss and touch each other without hesitation. It's hard to tell if they would become an official couple. They might as well be in open relationship or just friends with benefit.

NSFW I see him as a switch. He is used to serve Zeus and others so probably feels a need to be in charge and take care of a lover. On other hand, if you insist to be top and just tell him to relax, he’ll accept the offer. He secretly likes being care of but would never admit it. It’s new to him - be able to just empty the mind like that. I think he has a thing for long neat legs. I don’t know why. It’s nice addition, like the icing on the cake. He loves having them around his waist or placed on his arms when he basically fold you in half. Hermes likes to talk during act. He’s one playful guy. Telling you what he’s about to do, a bit of dirty talk here and then, definitely some praises. He has really good voice for that and knows how to use it against you. He’s pretty creative and open to suggestions. As long as you aren’t in pain, Hermes is up to anything. He doesn’t have his routine, just goes with the flow. Sex with him is rare, he’s busy man, that’s why he wants to make the best use of that precious time just between you two. Top notch in aftercare, hands down. That’s like his natural environment. He always makes sure you’re comfortable. Massage, bath, breakfast or any other form of tenderness you can think of.

I was woken up by intense smell and strange, omnipresent wetness. I opened my puffy eyes and once I realized I’m in the water, guided by instincts and fear, rapidly tried to get up. — Shh, calm down — I heard right next to my ear. Someone’s slender hands surrounded me in waist, forcing me to stay in sitting position. I let out a surprised sigh but didn’t oppose. I looked over my shoulder to see Hermes’s calm face. Leaning against his chest, I could feel the warmth radiating from him. — Where-re we… how… — I mumbled not fully awake yet. — You passed out — Hermes explained. Memories of our last ,conversation’ flashed back to me, and then my face exploded with heat. An egg could have been fried on my cheek. I was hoping that Hermes didn’t notice my embarrassment. Pathetic daydream… He knows everything about everyone before others. — Oh… I didn’t have to turn around to see his smile. — Judging by your body language, you didn’t seem bored with our experience. That’s why I took it as a complement. — Hermes pretend to be lost in thoughts, his voice was on the verge of innocence he imitated so well. — Whatever you like. — I gave up. He had upper hand here. — Do I interpret it correctly? Am I sensing submissiveness? — No… — Sulky mood then? — I don’t have strength for that… — That’s not very alike you. — I felt his chin on the top of my head. — Perhaps I should’ve thanked you for all these sweet gifts you gave me. I sighed. Something in his voice awaken me completely. — How much I hate… — I turned to face him. — Yes? — Hermes enticed me. I could see sparkles of joy in his eyes. — … how unbearably witty you are. — I finished angry. The corners of his lips lifted a bit. — Thank you — he said calmly. I just shook my head and came back to old position. We sat in silence. My mind went to previous events that leads me to this situation. I may have started our little tête-à-tête, but he was the one who dragged it to breaking point. I remembered his nimble fingers, smooth voice as he whispers to my ears, gentle and tender gestures, the patience, and finally his steady, firm thrusts as he filled me over and over. I lost track of time, at some point everything stopped when Hermes was playing with my body in so many different ways - from the most ordinary, to extravagant, to promiscuous positions. Being at his mercy was… pleasant. — That was very nice — I whispered. — Yes — he admitted silently, next to my ear. Whether he really thought so, or whether his impeccable manners spoke through him, I will probably never know. Still, I felt absolutely no need to worry about how I fared compared to his other lovers. I was just enjoying the moment.

#record of ragnarok #shuumatsu no valkyrie #shuumatsu no valkyrie x reader #ror x reader #record of ragnarok x reader #snv x reader #ror hermes #snv hermes #ror hermes x reader #snv hermes x reader #udj

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askagamedev · 4 months

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Evening, Dev! An Advance Wars YouTuber I follow, Mangs, put up an interview of an ex WayForward contractor on the topic of the underperforming Advance Wars ReBoot Camp. I was wondering if you'd like to view it and give any thoughts. I'm always curious about your opinion on these things given your history and experience.

I watched the video. The opinion of the former employee gels with more junior employees I've worked with in the past - typically the perspective of devs who aren't privy to the decision-making process and lack the kind of context that's needed to understand the costs and benefits to the choices made. Here are a few specific thoughts I had on the various topics mentioned in the video.

Contract workers are often treated quite badly in our industry, especially those in QA. Contractors are the first to be let go, get little or no benefits for working, and are generally hired on through shell companies in order to protect the actual employers from liability. It's an unfortunate situation that's arisen from our legal system and extends far beyond the game industry.

Disagreeing with a major design decision like art direction is not at all uncommon. Leadership takes the responsibility on that one. I will be the first to admit that I've had my share of times where I disagreed with leadership and was right, as well as my share of times where I was dead wrong. I look back at the latter as valuable learning experiences.

I can tell that the person being interviewed doesn't really understand business because they'll say something vague about "record breaking profits" at the corporate level, but no solid information at any level below that. It doesn't matter that the overall company is profitable or not - each product that is developed still needs to justify its own existence via its accounting.

The pandemic, work from home, and return to office policies have affected the industry as a whole in many large ways. Publishing leadership sets the policy for the publisher, and studio leadership sets policy for the studio. My own publisher had different studios enact wildly different policies for work from home and return to office - one studio required all employees return to the office full time, while another only required two days per week.

It sounds like WayForward's engineering team and workflow faced a lot of challenges they had a hard time overcoming. I don't know whether this is because their team was shorthanded, lacked strong leadership, or just was always on the back foot and never able to stabilize due to a never-ending series fires that needed putting out. When everything is constantly on fire, it's extraordinarily difficult to get ahead. Remember, all tasks get prioritized. Fixing crashes is more important than adding new features like multiplayer or new units - crashes stop other dev team members from working, so the effect is multiplicative. I suspect that this was the root problem that caused the rest of the development to get caught in the development hell it sounds like.

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donnerpartyofone · 6 months

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PUBLIC POLL: Where do you think this relatively recent thing comes from, where people read every post on social media as if it's literally and directly telling them what to do with their lives? That is, fewer and fewer people seem to read the words of strangers as just One Man's Opinion, or as something they can simply ignore if it doesn't apply to them or sounds too flawed to worry about. The whole "let people enjoy things"-thing is obviously the prime example: If you invite me to your house to show me your favorite thing, and I come over and I'm incredibly rude about it to your face, that sucks and I'm in the wrong; but if I post something critical of your favorite thing on the internet and we don't even know each other, then you should really have the self-confidence to ignore me and not feel like I'm dangerously capable of preventing you from doing anything at all. Moreover, you don't even have to tell me you disagree with me if it's just patently obvious that we don't share the same worldview or sources of pleasure or whatever, and there's nothing to be gained from one of us trying to force the other to change their mind. I'm no threat to you, and you're no threat to me. But it feels like that's not how more and more people act these days, everybody seems to see regular old venting and opining as like a form of legislative peril that they need to defend themselves against.

PS --and I think this might be somehow linked to the anxiety around making sure that all fiction represents things that would be OK for real life, and if it doesn't, then it requires some sort of elaborate deposition on the author's personal ethics. It seems like this is not just about whether art needs to have moral integrity just on principle, but it's rooted in the idea that fiction is being fed into people's brains like a script and they'll just start imitating it helplessly so we better make sure it's all safe and sane, or else; that's the only reason immorality or amorality in fiction would be a threat. It's like there was a moment not too long ago where cultural literacy was finally becoming a thing--where a lot of people started to perceive subtext and politics and social context in what they consume for the first time, which is a positive development--but then it all went downhill when the reaction was to attack any art that can't be used as a sound instruction manual for living, which is not the right response. The viewpoint sees everything as propaganda, and it also treats everything like it SHOULD be propaganda, which is pretty bizarre. But I think whatever is motivating that behavior could also be motivating the perception that the opinions of random internet strangers pose some kind of existential threat to your lifestyle and freedoms, and you absolutely have to make sure OP knows they can't tell you what to do. As if that weren't perfectly clear in the first place.

#tl;dr don't treat random people like they have power over you #it's not worth it!

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delusion-of-negation · 10 months

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gross and racist as hell for you all to dogpile and harrass a black trans person for calling you out on being a fucking gross pedophile/pedo defender, CALL THEM HOMOHOBIC for thinking thats fucked up, exclusively she/her him bc him being trans doesnt fit the narrative youre peddling, imply shes never dealt with transphobia or homophobia, CLAIM THEYRE RACEFAKING and then turn around and be racist as hell to them, and then evade their blocks to screenshot their posts and continue to try to start shit with him when hes expressed that he wants you freaks to leave him alone…. all while doubling down that being a p*do is ok as long as youre “non offending”. i have to laugh !

also, claiming that people who criticize you for being a p*do apologist are being homohobic to you, IS homophobia. dont equate being lgbta with being a p*do/p*do apologist. wtf is wrong w u

- a trans person, before you arbitrarily decide im cis, too

my brother in christ, the full context is linked here for y'all to see

we didn't "dogpile" anyone, what happened was somebody was posting, tagging seebs and commenting on posts, incessantly. specifically, falsely accusing seebs of being a pedo/defender, in response to seebs saying, very clearly, somebody who does not sexually assault children is preferable to somebody who does. it obviously was nonsensical, and I said to seebs that I didn't know exactly how, in the current political climate, people could go out falsely accusing random queer people of being pedos... then the random asshole started replying to my reblogs and telling me to unalive, then started sending me hate messages saying that too because, apparently, just saying "that's bullshit" warrants stupid harassment. having followers myself, this obviously led to those agreeing with me weighing in too, I can't and won't tell people to avoid expressing their opinions when someone harasses me. it's definitely not "calling me out" to send messages telling me that.

not to "they started it!!" but yeah, if I speak to someone about it actually being ridiculous that you're harassing them, and so you begin randomly harassing and suicide baiting me, I will respond.

again, you can see in the link, on every single post I used they, it explicitly says "any pronouns" and "I'm a boy and a girl" on there, meaning I didn't "correct" this person who said "she" because I'd literally read that it's fine to use that!! I said they were enabling a homophobic narrative, I said they prop up the "queers are pedos actually" bullshit by doing this, I made no claims of knowing any secret homophobia dwelling in their heart lmao. you read on the person's blog that I she/her'd them and didn't bother reading to discover that I actually didn't do that, you just believed their lies. reading the above linked posts will make it obvious how they are endlessly lying about the race of people involved and what they actually said - I didn't she/her them, and they cut up a sentence within seebs post, to imply something that clearly was not said.

not once did I deny their race or their status as trans/bi, again it simply is a crock of shit they're spinning, because they have this narrative to spin- I've linked back to everything said, I've made it absolutely clear time and time again, I've posted full screens for anything I referenced, whereas they keep vagueposting saying I misgendered them or called them white or even called them the pedophile (I did not, I was and am explicitly against doing that). everything they're claiming in their vagues is bullshit, and all the evidence is in actually reading the conversation, which is why I'll constantly link back to it and they'll constantly obfuscate it, bro. because nowhere did I deny they face bigotry, nowhere did I say anything about racefaking (white chicks is a movie about black dudes pretending to be white chicks, saying they talk as though they're auditioning for a remake is explicitly saying they're black talking like a white chick, please just go watch the damn movie).

similarly, I was never racist, I never block evaded, unless you are saying they also block evaded- they continued talking about me incessantly, lying about me, and I found out, so I screenshotted posts and corrected them, I never tried to contact them again, I simply corrected constant lies about me, meanwhile they did go around said block to keep looking at my blog too, referencing all those posts themself, so they did exactly what I did. if it's bad if somebody lying about me is shown to me and I respond, isn't it equally bad that said person evades the block right back? that's honestly one of the most baffling claims y'all keep making, it's a problem when I simply look at lies about me and leave you be, it however isn't a problem for you to tell those lies, message me to suicide bait, and keep looking at my blog despite those blocks?? speaking of hypocrisy, you're attempting (and failing) to dogpile.

being a pedo is okay as long as you're non-offending. like, yes I'll double down on that. heck, I'll go a step further, I think that any person who's committed a crime or harm deserves to have their liberty, life, happiness, etc, and shouldn't be tortured or harmed because of this stupid desire to punish everyone. I'm a victim of childhood sexual abuse and childhood abuse and torture when I was a child, and I put one abuser in prison, and it didn't help the person become better and kinder, they sent me what was really basically a love letter when they got out. I think a better system, where people get to learn how to be kind and then get a life that treats them well, is possible and should be strived for, and one a victim gets help to recover from what happened should also be, because right now the mental health system in my country (not america, which y'all also don't seem to have grasped) is dogshit. people who don't abuse kids are the outcome we want, so these pedophiles, they didn't choose to have that attraction, it is just a thing brains do sometimes, and when they don't rape kids that's literally the better outcome, that's the best outcome, because it really comes down to that or them raping kids- you can't read all minds in the world and detect the pedos and kill them, and that would be a fucking dystopian nightmare, so if you want to kill all pedos then you have to rely on them telling you they're pedos, I genuinely hope I don't have to explain to you why they wouldn't confess that to you if you were running the death squad. so that leaves us with either they don't rape kids, or they do. I like don't, personally. I think that's the better one. as someone who was an actual victim of childhood abuse. and additionally, two thirds of sexual abusers of children aren't pedos, according to the stats I found a while back, so eradicating pedos wouldn't fix the issues.

anyway, back to the topic at hand, it's not starting shit to make posts correcting the person lying about you, they started all the shits, every single shit I took was in response to the shits they're spewing out about me so fast that I'm worried about their toilet.

nowhere did I say "being queer is pedo apologia!" I said that the people falsely accusing random queer people of being pedos is feeding the "the gays are pedos! the transes are pedos!" lies the rightwing constantly spin right now. I'm not equating being gay whatsoever to being a pedo, I'm saying that people do, and that refusal to think about it while you lie and call random queer folk pedophiles for your internet tough guy points is just dangerous, potentially deadly, and feeding into rightwing talking points. it's another example of you refusing to actually read what I posted, similar to your little quip at the end that relies on the false claim there was a single moment where I denied that they're trans! to further demonstrate how bullshit it is, you should check who I'd compared them to... it was blaire white. a trans person. if what I posted relied on assuming people who disagree with me are cis, where would she fit into that? why would I bring her up? maybe because I specifically was saying them being trans makes those talking points all the more dangerous... because the right will be frothing at the mouth to say "even the queers agree with us!" so referencing an example of that happening is relevant. wait, that couldn't be the case, because that would mean I didn't call them cisgender at any point!! meanwhile they're calling natives white, everybody who disagrees with them white, implying we haven't faced homophobia/transphobia/biophobia ourselves, and lying through their teeth about everything, so look in the mirror, bruh.

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My personal take on MDZS kins based on what I've seen (which is almost nothing)! Understand that this'll be very biased n uninformed, but it's just for fun and I cherish all kins! Please and thank you!💕

WWX: Fiercely protective over their homies/mother bear type; Live for the drama though, so they WILL pitch homies against each other; They will state that their opinion is ALWAYS right to assert dominance; They never feel silly enough; "What do you mean people don't have a bi panic every 20 seconds?"; The life of a party, for better or worse

LWJ: They are very accomplished and orderly; But ask them about that and they'll say that they hate how boring they are; They can recite all of their unrequited loves in detailed, dramatic stories; They have at least 1, if not multiple crushes where they hate the fact that they love them; once they hyperfixate on one thing, they'll never be able to tell you anything about anything else; Shy n sweet, we protecc

JC: "I HATE THAT I KIN THIS MAN, YOU DONT UNDERSTAND-"; Their family sucks so much and they absolutely deserve better; They always want affection but can't help but act grossed out by it; will fight WWX kinnies in a gas station parking lot; prayed to all the gods to be asexual because they hate hormones, but they couldn't be more thirsty; have killer fashion that makes everyone double-take; A fierce, chaotic beauty ppl don't forget

JYL: The mom friend; Is always the therapist/advisor/caretaker/friend/mom for everyone else; Girl, are you okay? You are overworked for real; Wishes they could be intimidating once in a while; LOVES ALL THE GIRLY FEMME AESTHETICS; "I'm so average TT TT" (is actually talented in so many areas wth); everyone is protective over them and they don't know why, but they like it💕💗

LXC: Oh my gosh, ARE YOU OKAY-; Have an emotional wall higher than Mt. Everest; The person with the most propriety; Perfectionism is their worst enemy; Have definitely dealt with toxic friends in their life, so please handle with care; the best listeners; Extremely artistic in some form or another; Are kind to all other kinnies, but will bloody take a bullet for JC kinnies on sight; No one shall ever know their music playlists...

NMJ: "I am who I am, and don't mess with me"; If people aren't genuine with them, they can't stand it; An open book at all times; Their face WILL show what they are feeling; They are just aiming to find a himbo or cute twink for their love partner (or both!); generally nice, but can whip out insanely painful insults, so don't test them; They are confident, and therefore, they are H O T

JGY: GOSH, WHY ARE THEY SO PRETTY??; Definitely were the reason for someone's bi or gay awakening; soft aesthetic e v e r y w h e r e; "A-Yao never did anything wrong!🥺"; Will 100% not snitch on you if you give them a favor or are just hot; Are all about optimizing their situation, if you catch my drift; They are the most loyal of loyal friends if they cherish you💗💕

NHS: "I was born to be petty."; They can recall everything they have a grudge against in worryingly great detail; They will exact revenge on you, so be nice; They have the absolute maddest make-up skills; Work in tandem with WWX kinnies to make chaos, but take a backseat more often; Either habe the highest standards or none at all with no in-between; Bring them to ALL of your sleepovers

WQ: Queen energy 24/7; "I fUCKING TOLD YOU SO-"; They are forever suffering from the incompetent, irresponsible people around them; They have dealt with creeps thirsting after them, and they all wound up missing, oops-; Will be a full-on bodyguard for JYL kinnies and MM kinnies on sight; They just hate men in general; Extremely smart and/or street smart

MM: Also constantly suffering from idiots around them; They are so pretty, but very modern n with the trend when it comes to fashion; They are so stable and sure in themselves, we love to see it; Definitely witnessed friends go through VERY cringe romantic relationships; Doesn't talk much in a group context, but if you start talking with them, they are an awesome friend💕💗; When protected by WQ kinnies, they'll insist that they didn't need up, but they'll secretly like it👀

WN: Classic shy and sweet TM; People were absolutely attracted to them before because they thought they fit a trope, and it was deeply upsetting to them; They are SO INDECISIVE; Their fear over making core decisions is immeasurable; They have an intense fear of emails; "Please don't perceive me..."; Can pop off when defending a friend, and it's very hot of them

XY: "Okay, but like, I'm just saying...a pocket knife would be good for self-defense because-"; They joke about concerning things in discord vcs at 3 am that everyone mutually chooses to ignore; Are adorably extroverted; "Omg you like candy too?! LETS BE BESTIES!!💕🎵"; Are oddly sweet considering they relate to Xue Yang; Definitely tried the goth look once, but they still looked like a cupcake; The hugging type of friend; Occasionally bratty for attention

SL: "Why do all these people lack common sense?"; Had 1 (one)(uno) crush and then never liked anyone ever again; Everyone calls their lifestyle dull, but they just say that they value consistency; You have to plan a meet-up with them 2 weeks in advance or else they will PANIK; Their form of love is helping you manage your finances; Are actually quite mature and wise once you get them talking

XXC: YOU ARE SO PURE, WHY ARE YOU ON THE INTERNET; Weirdly aged and ageless in personality; Also the mom friend, but they aren't burnt out, unlike JYL kinnies; Wear super cute, oversized sweaters, I don't make the rules; sweater paws HNNG; Sometimes a bit out of the loop, but they're doing their best; Jump around in a conversation; Found family is their absolute jam; An extreme empath, so they have to protect themselves from too much depressing stuff, like the news

Okay, that's it for now! I just picked out some of the MDZS people that stood out the most to me for now bc man, this is long, but lemme know if you want my take on any other MDZS character!

#mo dao zu shi #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #jiang cheng #jiang yanli #lan xichen #nie mingjue #jin guangyao #wen qing #wen ning #mian mian #xue yang #song lan #xiao xingchen #nie huaisang

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Sorry for sending another ask I am just ADHD and have had your writing on the brain- is Red aware of Frisk in some way viewed going to meet Asgore as protecting their brothers/ the idea that they want to break the barrier for him and Fell? Was he aware of that when he made his decision? I want to study this mans mind and motivations

Red is eminently studyable. He also has literally no idea that Frisk was trying to help him. This got long, so under the cut!

As far as Red is aware, he has never once even implied that Frisk should do anything but grow up safe. He doesn't want the Barrier to fall, he's clear and public with this opinion; and he thinks Frisk going to fight Fellgore is suicide. He thinks other people have pressured them into thinking that they have to save monsterkind by fighting the king, and that it's all a farce because the simple fact that they'd let Frisk be a sacrificial lamb proves that monsterkind is beyond saving. He hasn't even considered that they might be doing it for Fell, either, because he's so certain that it's other people's fault that Frisk is going to die. He does not believe that they can take down the Barrier, and even if they somehow could, he wouldn't allow it. He'd be miserable about it, but he'd feel it's his responsibility to stop them from opening Pandora's box on the innocent people on the Surface. If anything, he would want them to cross the Barrier alone.

I haven't mentioned it more than once or twice in the fic, but Red toyed with the idea of sending them to another world for a long time with no intention of doing it. He didn't think he'd be able to give them up. He loved them and wanted to keep them. In fact, he was convincing himself not to send them off and to maybe wait until they're older, or even see what Fell's whole revolution thing ends up doing, before something like this happened:

Sans catches up to the kid when they're alone. It's a bad feeling, nothing but a bad feeling, but his bad feelings are never just feelings so even he knows that's BS. Something is wrong. And when he catches up to them, all alone and soft and small, they're in a cavern that's empty except for the fresh dust.

They haven't killed anybody. They look up at him with dull, dark eyes, and he feels that spark of terror--they don't look DETERMINED. They need to be DETERMINED. They won't come back if they're not DETERMINED.

He needs to get them home.

They don't whine or protest when he tugs them through a shortcut. Don't fight him on it at all. They sit there and tolerate him patting them down, watching their face like a Loox for any hint of pain. They don't wince. Their hands are cold and clammy.

"the fuck happened out there," he mutters, more to fill the quiet than because he thinks they'll answer. It doesn't matter, ultimately, what exactly it was: it was monsters being monsters, and it hurt his kid sibling. There's only so many horrors a kid can see before their will to keep slogging through hell starts to slip.

"probably haven't eaten today." He whips a bag of chisps out of his pocket. It's comfort food, more or less. "you need water? a blanket? you're cold."

They're starting to shiver.

Finally, the kid's lips move. Their voice breaks and gives out, and he can't tell what the hell they're trying to say to him, but he listens anyway. It could keep them alive for another minute. Fuck, even a handful of seconds--he'd give it all up if he could only figure out how to keep them from fading away. Can humans Fall Down?

The kid tries again. This time their voice is clearer--their hands are shaking, but their bleak eyes are steady. "Lie to me."

"what?"

"L-lie to me, Sans. Tell me..." They cling to his fingertips, and he doesn't dare to breathe. "Tell me we're safe. Tell me it's gonna be OK."

Lie to me. They don't believe they're going to be alright. They don't believe they're going to survive.

Everything that's warm snuffs out under the freezing cold.

He's seen it time and time again. They won't survive long without hope. There's not a damned thing he can do to save them if they don't have hope.

"you're ok." Sans whispers. He pulls them in close, tucks them away like he can keep them safe. "you're gonna be ok. i've got you."

"Please." They can't muffle the word in his shirt.

"i'll fix it. don't you worry, it's ok. i'll make it better. shh, you're gonna be alright." He can't keep them safe. They're dying by inches right in front of him, and none of the naive hopes he's wanted to foster will save them.

Nothing but one. One last Hail Mary is the only thing he's got left up his sleeve.

Fuck, he really didn't want to do this.

"i promise." he mutters into their hair, taking in the softness of it and how it feels to have them close. "you'll be ok. you're gonna grow up safe. it's all gonna get better." He doesn't let his voice so much as waver. "just hold on a little bit longer and everything's gonna be ok."

He'll make it happen. No matter what.

...anyway that's about how it went! I've meant to write this up forever, and I still might clean it up and post it at some point, but Red decided he was going to send them to Underswap due to one specific encounter. But saying that is a little misleading, since there was almost certainly going to be something at some point that pushed him over the edge...there was a chance for him not to send them away, but it was narrow and perilous. He might have believed it was a toss-up, but in reality he did spend several years developing this technology and several more hating himself for not using it.

#whither then fic #writing tag #ficlet #lol thank you for giving me the excuse to write this #it's been festering for months

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Imagine Terry in a bar and him bumping into someone spilling there drink all down them he looks up to say sorry and is stunned to see Danny there they both look at each other neither of them know what to say untill he says I'll buy you another drink daniel doesn't say anythink and is shock at how old Terry has gotten and oh my he has gray hair (well I like to fall it silver but hay😊) he gets Danny a drink and he doesn't say think to him, it's good to see you Danny he says and daniel looks at him "daniel call me daniel" he says in a harsh voice and it kinda upsets Terry so Terry starts off saying that he is sorry at how things was back then between them both saying that his sorry he did what kreese told him to do and daniel just sitting and listening I also feel like as well Terry would go all out saying that he was on coke, and he lost everythink after (kk3) and some how then end up having dinner and they actually talk like friends and daniel likes it and it hits him how much his missed Terry after dinner daniel stands up and leaves but before he goes he turns to Terry and says "you can call me Danny" with a small smile and walks out the door leaving Terry there and Terry smiles feeling happy, I just wish them meeting after all these years happend like this like Daniel meeting Terry and Terry telling him his nit that person anymore and telling him what's happend to him thoughtout the years and daniel actually sitting there and listening to him I wish Daniel met Nice Terry I really do what do you think? About this wishing that they met before? And you can add a little bit of things to this as well like to the conversation and what Terry would say to him and if Daniel would tell him how much he hurt him because I feel like Terry would need to hear that before he can move in? Sorry so long as. Well 😊

I love when you send me long questions. To know that you took your time to write something long, to send it to me, asking for my opinion means alot 🤗 When Terry is in a bar, coming back from the bathroom he bumps into someone, the drink spilled all over his suit. He'd be annoyed and looks up till he mets a familiar pair of eyes. At first he would be to stunned to speak, the only thing coming out of his mouth is "Danny?" "Daniel, my name is Daniel." He'd snap back at him. It would hit Terry like a slap in the face. "I get you another drink, I'm sorry I wasn't looking where I'm going." So Terry would make his way to the bar. When he comes back to the table Daniel still has a hard expression on his face, but his eyes would muster Terry, he looks so different, his once dark hair now falling in silver curls on his shoulders." It's good to see you Daniel." Terry's voice breaks the silence. "I wish I could say the same." another sting in his heart. "Daniel I know I did so many bad things, wrong things, I wasn't myself." Daniel huffs shaking his head"Oh well so it's a bad thing that Mike Barnes almost killed me? You betrayed me, I thought you were my friend, a mentor but no it was all lies. You trained Barnes behind my back, you lied about Krees's death. What makes you think I could forget all that?Have you ever thought about how much you hurt me? "Of course he thought about that, he knew Daniel was hurt but he had to hear it from him to realize how much damage he has done. " Daniel please just give me the chance to explain myself. I'm not the same person from 30 years ago, I've changed and I really wanna apologize for everything I've done to you. Let's have dinner at my place. Give me just one chance to explain myself. " Daniel would finish his drink and look at him." Okay, you have one chance but if your'e not honest to me I don't want to see you ever again. "They talk day and time and Daniel leaves. So the day of the dinner comes and Terry would be beyond nervous. When Daniel arrives Terry gets them drinks and they'll sit in the seating area outside. And Terry would tell Daniel everything, about the war, the drug abuse, the problems with John that he almost lost everything he had. Daniel would sit there and listen, nodding from time to time. "And why should I believe you changed ? I mean you lied to me once." Daniel says. "I'm another person now, I went to therapy, I'm taking meds. I do everything to be a better person. I just want you to know that I'm truly sorry Daniel and I hope you can forgive me some day." At some point Daniel would realize that Terry means everything he says. So the rest of the night they both would talk like they're friends and Terry would enjoy every second of it. When Daniel turns to leave he'll walk him to the door." I really enjoyed the evening Daniel, thank you for giving me a chance to explain myself." Daniel would give him a friendly smile "I enjoyed it too Terry and you can call me Danny." Terry would be so happy at this point and him and Daniel would finally be friends.✌️☺️I thought about this alot, what would have happened if Daniel met Terry when he was okay. We know that Daniel forgave his former enemies Johnny, Chozen and Mike Barnes.So I definitely think he'd forgive Terry as well. I think if Terry had gone to Miyagi Do alone, without Kreese it would have endet different. But Daniel hated Kreese so I think he didn't even listen to Terry's apology.It broke my heart to see how hurt Terry was. I hope I could answer your question. 🖤🤗

#terry silver #thomas ian griffith #sensei targaryen #cobra kai

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iamprobablydeadlol · 2 years

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Longing

Pairing: James Potter and Regulus Black

Summary: Regulus is at Grimauld for the summer and he really misses James so he writes Jamie a letter that James will never receive.

A/n:- this is my first time ever posting anything like this and I have no idea how to use tumblr lmao so please please consider it and cut me some slack. English is my third language so if you happen to take time out of your day to read this please make sure to tell me how it is I'll really appreciate it and if you see any grammatical errors, please do tell me personally. I'll make sure to correct everything :) Anyway I love you all sm I hope you have a good day<3

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Regulus was pacing around at Grimauld Place 12. He knew his mother and father weren't home but he was still feeling anxious, as if they'd barge in any minute and try to invade his mind, try to control it. He'd learnt occulomency on his own at hogwarts last year but his parents were still too powerful and experienced. As a result, he had to lock up everything in a box, a golden one that was so precious to him because it was filled with memories of James. James. His heart skipped a beat at the thought of James but it only made him more anxious. That golden box was the only thing he was guarding from his parents because that was the one thing he loved most, after James ofcourse. These days all Regulus could think of was James Fucking Potter and he was very careful while doing so. He made sure to keep a blank face at all times and not act like he was thinking of something important in order to avoid his mother trying to find out what he was up to, as if they'd let him be up to anything. He dreamt of James in his sleep which was risky because his parents could always find him but who is he to try and control his subconscious mind? Yeah the poets will disagree with what he just said but he just doesn't have access to that popular muggle book at this moment (but he is planning to nick it from Pandora after they board the train).

Regulus froze.Did he just use the word 'nick'? Potter was truly influencing him. Rolling his eyes while trying to hide his smile, Regulus tried to think of something to do; suddenly he got a risky idea but he knew he could do it just this once. He could write a letter to James. Well not really a letter but he could just write something and never send it. That would be very beneficial for his sanity, he thought. As he grabbed his muggle pens that he received from Pandora, the ones he hid at all times, he smiled, remembering his best friend. And suddenly he thought of his parents and their pureblood mania. Obviously they'd approve of Pandora being his friend since her family was a part of the sacred 28 but he didn't want the portraits getting the wrong idea and telling his mother. He would be ruining Pandora's life forever.

Like you're ruining James's, a voice sounding like his mother's hissed inside his head. He panicked, looked around the room; she wasn't home yet.

When Sirius was home, Reg felt safe and now he's, well, empty. Ignoring that thought or any other thought that had to do with his pureblood family and his rebellious brother, Regulus diverted his attention to the pens in his hand. He tried to pick a colour he'd never used before. There were only 7 pens in the pack and he'd never used the pink one before so he started writing;

James,

I miss you, I really do. You'll never receive this that's why the ink is pink and no, this is not a funky colour, its kind of ugly in my opinion but you look good when you wear pink. The way you've got me acting like a lovesick fool is pathetic. I see you everywhere, I feel you everywhere, in the stars, the river, everywhere like I said and I hear you too, sometimes when I hear you I get so excited but mostly I just panic and I think about what they'll do to you. I'm sorry for this, James. I love you so much and I, I think about you so much but not nearly enough. They're everywhere in this house, these walls and whatever's hung up on them and whatever's beneath them, they're all dark and they're always listening. But you're this splashing tide in my life, you're this fresh breeze of wind that can sometimes not be seen but always felt. (No pun intended) Potter, you truly are my sun. You're my everything. There's nothing I love more than you in the world, universe actually. You and I, we're like a sunset, James. You're the sun and I'm- I'm nothing. The sunset is the most beautiful moment of the entire day but it only lasts a few minutes. Then, the sun sets and it's all dark. We're beautiful together, you always say but I'm what makes the sun set in your life and you're what makes the sun rise in mine. We're incompatible, you and I but you're my favourite and you'll always be, my love. You're the best thing to ever happen to me. You're the little happy moment in my life that I'll remember forever, even after it all comes to an end. I'm sorry James, I- I can't do this anymore. My mother will kill you if she finds out. I don't want to put your life in danger for selfish reasons. I don't know when I'll finally get the courage to tell you whatever I want to say but if you receive this (which you definitely won't), we're not a thing anymore but you'll always be in my heart and I hope I don't reside in yours for too long. I hope you move on and find someone that loves you as much as I do, no, more than I do if that is possible. I wish you the best. I'll always think about you right before I sleep and I'll always see your face when I close my eyes. That's something that will never change.

Always yours Yours sincerely,

R.A.B

#jegulus #starchaser #james potter x regulus black #there is wolfstar too btw #this is kinda sad but i think i like it #Idk what to think tho #yall tell me alright

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Chapter 6

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At thirty-two weeks, your baby is already practicing breathing, swallowing and other skills they'll need to survive outside your womb.

Chapter summary: when you don't show up for filming Namjoon stops Jimin from going to help you. Someone is going to find you though.

Warnings: you've been waiting for a fight, right? Also, a hospital visit.

WC: 3.8k

When the staff gathers the boys to begin filming and you aren’t there, Jimin starts to feel very anxious. You haven’t answered or even seen any of his texts yet, which makes it worse because you always answer as soon as you can, knowing that he gets worried about you and your baby. He knows you don’t have any appointments because he has them all marked in the calendar on his phone. So where are you? And where have you been all morning?

Jeongguk is only marginally less concerned, once again wearing that zoned-out look on his face. But while Jimin is wondering more about you, Jeongguk is thinking mostly about his baby, and wondering if everything is okay. Neither have said much to each other, both trying to keep their anxiety contained as the morning passes with no sign of you. And of course neither risks asking any of the other crew members if they know where you were. They made a few comments to the other members who were also alert to the fact of your absence, but they only tried to reassure them that everything was fine. As they're finally being called to begin filming, Namjoon forces the boys to leave their phones with staff since they haven't been able to stop fidgeting with them all morning.

So Jimin isn't there to answer the first couple of calls he receives telling him your whereabouts. Not until they take a break midway through filming.

Jimin and Jeongguk are both relatively reserved, going through the motions of the game set out for them to participate in. Not at all their usually playful but competitive selves. The moment the director calls for a lunch break Jimin is begging the staff member for his phone and she can't dig it out of her bag fast enough.

You had begged the nurse at First Love not to call your emergency contact. It wasn't an emergency, you insisted, though your medical professionals had a different opinion. There was a reason you didn't want to answer any of Jimin's texts about where you are. A good one, too! You don't want to hear him say 'I told you so.'

Because this morning as you were leaving your apartment for work you put your foot wrong and took a tumble down the steps. An older female neighbor of yours heard your scream and rushed you to the clinic. Luckily your baby is doing just fine, but you took a hard bump to your head resulting in a minor concussion, so yes, they called your emergency contact. But they weren't able to get through.

Jimin rings them back as soon as he sees the two missed calls. Heavy breaths fall from his lips as he anticipates bad news, waiting for someone to pick up.

"Yes, this is Mr. Park," he speaks, voice shaking, when a nurse answers. "Calling about Y/N."

"Yes, sir. We called to inform you that Y/N has been admitted here. She'll need to be picked up or stay overnight in the clinic," the nurse informs him.

"Stay the night? What's wrong with her?" Jeongguk and Hoseok have gathered around him, concerned that the worried look on his face has only deepened.

"I'm sorry, sir. You'll have to speak with the doctor to get that information. All I can tell you is she had a fall. She's stable, but she needs looking after."

Jimin's mind races, not sure what the words all mean. "Um, okay. Thank you. I'll be there soon," he mumbles before he hangs up.

"What is it?" Jeongguk asks immediately. "Is the baby okay?"

"I don't know Guk. All the nurse said was that she had a fall and she's in stable condition but she needs someone to come get her. I-I don't know. But I have to go. Are you coming with me?" Jimin looks anxiously into the younger member's eyes, but finds them distant and unsure.

"I-I don't know, hyung," the younger one struggles.

"Jimin, we're in the middle of shooting," Hobi reminds him.

"I don't care!" Jimin replies as he turns toward the dressing room where he left his car keys, glad he drove himself to work this morning. Unfortunately by the time Jimin retrieves them, Namjoon is aware of his intention to leave.

"You can't go, Jimin," Namjoon tells him, using his whole body to stand in the shorter man's way.

"Like hell I can't," Jimin bites back.

"We have a job to do now."

"I don't care!" Jimin repeats but Namjoon stands firm. "What would you do if it was your wife and baby sitting alone in a hospital bed? Would you wait?"

"Jimin, she's not your wife, and it's not your baby," Namjoon reminds him through gritted teeth, and that just about makes Jimin want to tear his hair out because he couldn't possibly care any less about that fact. He cared an awful lot about you and the life you carried.

Jimin sighs. "Then let Jeongguk go."

"Jeongguk is definitely not going." Namjoon shakes his head at the mere possibility.

"Namjoon, stop burying your head in the sand. Jeongguk has accepted this. He wants to be involved. Even you can't stop him." Jimin shoots a look over the leader's shoulder to see Jeongguk staring at the ground.

"I do, Jimin, but I can't go rushing over there right now," Jeongguk says, his voice muffled with shame. He knows he should. He should be as anxious as Jimin to rush to check on his baby and it's mother. But Jeongguk is also thinking about his image and his career. Sure, he's been labeled a playboy all these years and done some damage to his reputation, but nothing major, nothing like having a child out of wedlock with a staff member.

Jimin scoffs and shakes his head. "I can't believe you. You're not dad material. Y/N couldn't be more unlucky than to have your child. What a disappointment." Jimin can feel his eyes water from the weight of that disappointment and the sheer anger of being stymied by these two.

"Jimin, that's unfair," Jin chimes in over Namjoon's other shoulder.

"Jin, tell me that if it were your wife and child you would let Namjoon stand in your way. That you wouldn't put them first."

Namjoon runs a hand through his hair, trying to ground himself and keep his voice from shaking as he speaks again. "Jimin, we've all made choices and put our career first at times. It's hard, but we do it for the group, and for ARMY. You're not a father, so you have no right to lecture anyone else. Get a grip and act like a professional," Namjoon lectures in a calm, quiet voice.

"Someday, Namjoon, you're going to accept the fact that Y/N and Mochi are part of our family now and you're going to regret standing in my way and leaving her to fend for herself." Namjoons jaw clenches, but he doesn't move. "If anything happens to her or the baby, I won't forgive you for this," Jimin spits.

"That's enough," Yoongi's calm voice breaks through as he works his way around Namjoon in the tight space between the leader's body and the doorway. "Stop before you say something you'll regret, Jimin." Yoongi's voice isn't accusatory. He simply knows that Jimin can say things he'll want to take back later when he isn't so angry anymore. "Why don't you tell us what's wrong with Y/N, hm?"

Jimin only has to meet Yoongi's eyes for a moment for him to soften and a tear that's been waiting on the edge of his eyelid falls quickly before he can stop it. "They wouldn't tell me. Just that she had a fall. I've warned her so many times about those stupid stairs and she fell. She's in the hospital and she needs someone to come get her." Jimin sniffs.

"Okay. Jimin, look at me." Jimin wipes under his eyes before he manages to meet Yoongi's again. "I know it's scary. But I think it probably sounds worse than it is. And I don't know Y/N very well, but one of the things I do know about her is that she loves this show. I think she would want you to finish work today. Why don't you give her a call and talk to her so she can reassure you. Then we can finish as quickly as possible so you can go see her. Does that sound okay?"

Jimin sniffs again. "She hasn't been answering my calls today."

"Give her a try and if she doesn't pick up we'll all try until she does."

"Thanks." Jimin tries to smile at his hyung, grateful for the encouragement and also for Yoongi not simply dismissing his concerns. He knows Yoongi's right and you will definitely want him to finish the show, but he'd like to hear it from you. He's more than pleasantly surprised when you answer after several rings.

"Hey," is all you give as a greeting, but your voice is so small it fills him with worry.

"Hey, you," he replies. "How are you feeling?"

"Okay. My head hurts a lot, and I'm a bit dizzy. Mochi is okay though. So don't worry. Tell Jeongguk not to worry. Everything with the baby is fine. I tried my best to protect them. I-I fell," you choke out.

"I heard." His jaw sets and his nostrils flair as a sudden surge of frustration washes over him. "And where did you fall?"

"O-on the stairs," you admit, your eyes downcast even if he can't see you.

"On the fucking stairs. How many times have I told you about how dangerous those damn stairs are?" he growls.

"About a million."

"And yet-"

"What do you want me to do, Jimin? Stay in my home forever?" you ask defiantly.

"No. I want-" Jimin remembers that there are six other people in the room and he doesn't want his next words to start another fight. "I want to come get you."

"You can't! You're filming right now!"

"I know but-"

"Jimin, really. I'm okay! I'm in good hands. It's just a mild concussion."

"A mild concussion," he repeats mockingly.

"I want you to finish filming. I'm just resting now. That's all I'll be doing all day. You finish working and you can come yell at me later."

Jimin sighs. "I don't want to yell at you. I want to wrap you in bubble wrap for the next two months." He closes his eyes tight. "But no one will let me leave anyway, so I guess I'll have to follow everyone else's plan. Do me a favor though?"

"What?" You ask suspiciously, because you aren't going to agree to just anything.

"Stay there and stay in bed and try not to hurt yourself anymore, please?"

"Okay," you reply in your small voice again. "I'll stay put, I promise. I'll just rest. Nothing else."

"Thank you. I'll get there as soon as I can," Jimin vows before you say your goodbyes.

"Can I talk to her?" Jeongguk asks just as Jimin presses the red button to end the call.

"She didn't ask for you. Call her yourself," Jimin replies callously. "She said Mochi is fine. Nothing to worry about there."

"See, Jimin, nothing to worry about," Namjoon repeats.

"No, Namjoon hyung. She has a fucking concussion and she's- she's alone. If there's one thing she feels, all the time, it's alone. And right now it's because I can't be there to keep her company when that's exactly what I should be doing, as her friend."

"Jimin-"

"No. You know what? I'm staying, because she asked me to. But I don't want to hear another word from you. Get away from me." Jimin pushes okay Namjoon to get out of the room to be alone. He's lost in his thoughts and worries, so he doesn't realize Taehyung is following him until he bursts through the outside doors to get some fresh air.

"You should eat something," Taehyung says, offering him one of the sandwiches he swiped off the catering table on the way out.

At the sound of his friend's voice Jimin turns his face to the sky, trying to rid his eyes of the tears that came from so much frustration, a mixture of sadness, anger and an uncomfortable feeling of uselessness. "I don't think I can eat, Taehyungie. My stomach is in knots."

Taehyung nods. "I get it. I would feel the same if it were Sun-hee."

"Are you here to tell me that I'm not her boyfriend or the father and I shouldn't be upset?" Jimin looks at his friend, his eyes full of warning.

"Of course not, Jiminie." Taehyung shrugs. "I thought maybe we could talk about why you feel like you do. Maybe you want to be those things. Maybe you want to talk about it."

"I don't know what you mean," Jimin replies, even though he knows that's not entirely true. He's not ready to talk about his feelings for you, not right now, even though Tae would probably be the person he'd most want to talk to about them.

"That's fine. Maybe you could just tell me about Y/N then?" Tae offers instead. He knows Jimin is someone who needs to process things out loud. He knows people tend to forget that about him and the members can forget Jimin needs help too, because he puts so much energy into helping everyone else.

"Why?" Jimin asks suspiciously, still expecting to be criticized for his attachment.

"Because, it's like you said. She's going to be a part of our family. She already is."

"And you've accepted that?" Jimin wonders. None of the other members had talked about it much, maybe because it was such a hot button topic with Namjoon around.

"We all have, Jimin. Except Namjoon hyung, and i think it's pretty obvious something is going on with him that he's not talking about. But I for one am ready to welcome her into this family. So why don't you tell me a bit about her." Taehyung sits down on the grass and invites Jimin to join him with a simple look.

"Y/N's great," Jimin starts with a smile he can't even try to hide as he lowers himself to the ground. "I always thought she'd be pretty serious because of how she is at work, but she's really funny. I think she'll fit in really well with everyone if they give her a chance. She clowns on me all the time, just like you guys do."

Taehyung nods along as he lets Jimin ramble about you. He hadn't realized how much he wanted to talk about you, or how much he'd learned about you in the last two months you'd gotten to know each other. You'd become so close, spending more time together than either of you realized because being around each other was just so comfortable. You used to think being alone was comfortable because you were used to it, but as weeks with Jimin passed that had begun to feel like your new normal, as it had for him as well. He didn't miss the way things had once been so much. Although he still thought it was sad how everyone was drifting apart, you gave him that content, homey feeling that the boys had once provided for him. He could start to see why the others were pulled away from the group. Their partners must provide that for them as well. Deep down he just wished there was a way to have it all.

Jimin feels a little lighter when they're finally called back inside, although he's come short of admitting his full feelings for you, the ones he's still afraid to look directly at because somehow they feel wrong. And of course he's still worried about you. But at least he was reminded of what a friend he has in Taehyung, and he feels a little less overwhelmed. It isn't easy to finish the afternoon of filming. Everyone keeps to their word of doing their best to finish as quickly as possible though, even if Jimin won't look directly at Jeongguk or Namjoon. Once the director says it's a wrap, Jimin heads straight for his car, not giving anyone a moment to argue before he's on his way to you.

The only thing that slows him down is stopping briefly to ask the nurse which room you're in.

"I told you so," are the first words out of Jimin's mouth as he removes his mask once the door closes behind him. You roll your eyes, but he doesn't see. "Why are you sitting here in the dark?" The sun is setting outside but what's left of the light is blocked out by thick curtains and the overhead lights in the room are shut off.

"For my headache. The doctor said I should avoid bright lights for a few days while I recover."

Jimin nods, but you can barely see him. You can just make out his figure as he walks closer to your bed and falls into a chair. He reaches out for your hand, fumbling around on top of the blanket until he finds it and gives you a light squeeze.

"Wanna tell me what happened?"

You sigh, because you really don't want to, but you know he's only disappointed because he cares so much. "I was leaving for work and I was going down the stairs. I just couldn't…"

"Couldn't what?" Jimin asks softly, patiently.

"Couldn't see my feet," you cry in embarrassment. "My bump is so big I can't see my feet anymore."

Jimin tries to hold in his laughter, but he can't help it. You're almost not mad because you love the sounds of his laughter, but it still stings and you pull your hand away.

"I'm sorry," he apologizes, his laughter trickling to a giggle. "Mochi is a growing girl."

"I tried to protect her," you mumble sadly. "I curled into a little ball so she wouldn't get hurt. The doctor says she's just fine. She's been kicking a lot today and her heartbeat is regular, so I think everything is alright."

Jimin smiles and pulls your hand back. "You've never referred to her as a she before."

"Well, she must be pretty tough like a girl." You're pouting and he can imagine just how you look.

"What about you? How do you feel?" Jimin's thumbs rubbing over the back of your hand is the most relief you've felt all day. As much as you didn't want him to leave early you have to admit, if only to yourself, that you're glad he's here now.

"I'm fine. My head is killing me, and I got a little bruised up. But I'm fine. Mochi won't let me sleep, kicking up a storm."

"None of that sounds fine, Y/N." You just shrug and Jimin sighs. "So, since you're injured there's no way you can put up a fight about coming home with me, right?"

Your instincts tell you to put up a little fight, just because he's challenging you, but the truth is you don't have it in you. "I really want to, but I can't. Let's go, please."

"I'll go talk to the nurse while you get dressed," Jimin tells you before excusing himself. He goes to the nurse's station to sign you out and receive some care information from the nurse so that he can take you home. Then before he walks back into your room he pulls out his phone to call Jeongguk.

"Jimin-ssi," the younger boy answers, hoping the familiar appellation will soften Jimin's heart.

"I'm taking her to my place. If you want to check on them yourself, you can see them there." Jimin hangs up the phone and strides back into your room.

"Jimin, I could have still been changing!" You remark at his lack of a knock.

"Sorry. I wasn't really thinking. Are you ready to go?"

You nod your head slowly to avoid causing yourself pain and Jimin holds out his arm to you. "I can walk, Jimin-ssi," you smile at him.

"Seeing as how you falling is the whole reason we're here, I think you'd better just take my arm. We'll go slow." You're surprised at how serious and terse he's being with you. Worse than before he left your room just moments ago. You realize he must be very worried for you and try to give him a smile to soften him, but he misses it as he faces forward to lead you out to his car.

With his focus on you, Jimin forgets to cover his face with his mask before you go out through the reception area. Neither of you notice the girls who recognize him until you're outside.

"Park Jimin?"

He freezes momentarily at the sound of his name. His face turns a fraction on pure instinct before he's able to stop himself. You naturally hold tighter to him as he moves forward to get you to his car.

"It's you, isn't it Jimin oppa?" The girl calls him.

You're almost to his car, just a few feet away when she pushes further, not leaving much space between you. You can almost feel her hand reach out for you, but she doesn't touch you.

"Jimin oppa is that your girlfriend? Is she carrying your baby?" The girl presses.

"Can you please show some respect?" Jimin says, his voice isn't harsh and the words are relatively polite, but when he turns to speak the girl snaps a picture, the flash illuminating you to catch you both in the darkness that has fallen. You squeeze Jimin's arm and he moves you a little faster, putting you in front of him to block you from view as he ushers you to the passenger's seat.

"Put your head down," Jimin whispers to you before closing the door. He makes sure to lock it before walking around to his side, holding a hand up as the girl snaps another photo. He gets in and turns his face down as he starts the car to try to keep her from getting another good shot as she continues to stand in front of his vehicle. After seconds pass and she doesn't move, Jimin turns his high beams on her. He reaches for his phone to call the front desk to send security, but she moves and makes a path for him to drive away.

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Hi! I hope you're doing okay. So I just had a thot. And idk what to do with it. So Imma just put it here cause your blog is my new favourite. I'm not even joking. I literally devoured everything related to Tokyo Rev on your blog. So here's my theory. Do correct me if you think I'm wrong Sensei!

Bouten husbands and where they liked to be kissed the most/ or is their weakness. (Ps: it's just my opinion. I mean no offense to anyone.)

Mikey~ Kiss him on his shoulders and he'll cry. Cause he's been bearing all the burden of his dark and decaying world for so long that he doesn't even know that he needs to take a minute for himself and rely on others around him. Especially since most ppl around him are willing to give their life and limbs for Mikey. He just can't seem to keep that in mind. So you've taken it upon yourself to remind him frm time to time. Just a little peck on his strong and broad-ish shoulders to remind him that he's not alone. That if nothing, he has you. He always will.

Rindou~ Something about being kissed on his cheeks, especially by his lover, does things to him. Like his cardiovascular muscles do a little somersault in his chest or something. Because yes, it doesn't matter if he's one of the big, scary and irreplaceable executive of Bouten, he still has an unconscious inferiority complex. Sometimes it just skips his mind that despite everything, he too deserves the world. And every once in a while you need to remind him about it. That he doesn't have to be flashy and snarky like his brother. He just needs to be himself and that he is undeniably worthy of love.

Ran~ Not many people are taller than him, you are no exception. So it makes sense that in order to kiss him you need to be on your tippy toes. And still you're only able to reach his neck. So yeah, just kiss him there. Right on his Adam's apple and he's a goner. It doesn't even have to be sexual. Ran is always the one to take charge. It's kind of in his nature and you happily oblige him. But every now and then, you also need to remind him to take a breather That he can just let go and get dotted over for a change. You're more than happy to take care of him, that he needs to be taken care off.

Koko~ This man not only, brings in the big dough for Bouten, but also beats up people while at it. To say that he's always overworked is an understatement. His hands are always doing something, illegal things most of the time. He knows he's no saint. That there's no coming back into the light. He's painfully aware. But once e intertwine your hands together and kiss him on top of his knuckles, he swears that it's his redemption. You're the only light in his dark and dangerous world.

Kaku-chan~ Please. Just kiss this man on his forehead. Please. He's literally out there, ready to give his life for the things he wants to protect. He's always doing that. Protecting the people that have gone astray, who have no more hope left. He's ready to die for them, if it means they'll keep going. So please, just once, just protect him instead. Protect him from the demons he skillfully hided in his head. Protect him from the nightmares that torment him every night. Just protect him for a change. He needs it more than he's willing to admit.

Sanzu~ Okay. Hear me out. He's deranged and he knows it. He knows he's won't bat an eye before painfully torturing someone to death. Heck he'll even do it with a smile plastered on his face. He knows that he's stained in blood almost all the time.(sometimes his own, most of the other times, not his own). He'll even relish it. He knows that he's been tainted with burden of death. He knows that he lives in the shadows. He's not sane. He's not good. He's bad. He's ugly. You can tell that these awful thoughts keep him awake at night. So when they do and he has this almost painful look on his face. Just pull him close and kiss him on his face, over and over. Kiss his scars, kiss his lips, kiss his nose, his eyes. Just don't stop until he's got your point across. That yes, it's true that he's despicable. But you still love him nonetheless.

Ps: Sorry that was too long and kinds got out of hand. But these are just my "thots". Thank you for hearing me out!~ Thot anon

hi i’m doing okay, thanks for asking n i hope you are too !! also aaah i’m glad to know my blog is your new fave, i hope you enjoy more of my future tokrev content 🥺 ALSO YES ITS HEADCANON TIME LETS GO LETS GO

mikey n shoulder kisses 🥺 i hc that mikey is stiff and rigid all the time without knowing. like you said, he has a lot on his mind and draken even said mikey had a heavy ass cross to bear, so imagine the weight and burdens he has to shoulder 🥺 so if you lean into him for a hug then kiss his shoulders, mikey deflates. to him, its like a reminder he doesn’t have to carry it all by himself all the time and poor bb forgets that often

cheek kisses for rindou 🥺 the idea of this big, bad executive infamous for breaking limbs but is actually a sucker for cheek kisses and turns into a soft lil bean when you cup his face and just smother him with love n affection? bless. rindou probably unknowingly exerts too much effort sometimes to prove something - may it be his strength, his power, or how he’s perfectly capable of fighting by himself - he’ll have that voice at the back of his head that he needs to do something. giving him cheek kisses grounds him and elicits butterflies in his stomach bcos he realizes that, “oh, i don’t have to try so hard. silly me...now more cheek kisses, please.”

ran and neck kisses !! ON THE FLOOR RN, TELL ME MORE. but yes omg i also hc that ran is such a giver and grown up to look for others the way he does for rindou, so in his head, he’s kind of drilled it into himself that he has to be the one in the lead - not necessarily in a mikey way - but in a “he needs to take charge and take his responsibilities seriously” kind of thing. like mikey, ran is probably often deep in thought as well despite his teasing mannerisms, that when you kiss his neck he can’t help but soften. he enjoys being doted on. loves to be the one on the receiving side. has the sweetest smile on his face when he gets a lil ticklish and he just feels like he’s on cloud nine <33

knuckle kisses for koko 😫 everything you said was on point !! his hands are probably so tired from fighting and counting bills all day, not to mention the amount of paperwork he has to do bcos who else will do them ?? no one knows the inner system of koko and how it works as well as koko does, and he wants to do his job right. he gets a little too absorbed in his work, however, that koko gets a little confused when you take his hands away from whatever he’s working on to leave little kisses at the pads of his knuckles, maybe even massaging his hands or playing with his fingers to help him relax a bit. and you know how koko is so good at what he does bcos its all he knows, but at the same he probably hates how he treads on this dark path ?? so when you kiss his knuckles, he feels relieved. like everything will be okay and second chances are real n something he’s worthy of

omg now this is my favorite - kakucho + foreahead kisses. forehead kisses are always so intimate and soothing in a sense. like come here so you can kiss him on the forehead, watch the way his eyes flutter close and a smile tugs at his lips when your lips trail down to his scar, all the while your hands are cupping his face with such tenderness he never really knew of. kakucho is so used to being the tough guy with his rough childhood that it almost feels surreal. surreal that he’s in bed, with you, safe and sound and you’re kissing his forehead so comfortingly he doesn’t have to worry about putting his walls down for a second. he feels safe. he feels at home. but most of all, he knows he’s not alone and he has you - his family

kissing sanzu’s scars 🥺 everything you said was beautiful n i can totally see it happening !! as much as we all know sanzu takes great pleasure and finds entertainment in what he does, it sinks down a little too late. when he’s not high, that’s when he feels the lows. when the blood on his hands are dried, that’s when he realizes it gets harder to wash them off until it stains deep all the way into his soul. then his scars. he sees his scars and remembers how he has to hide them at some point. he stays awake at night and oddly enough, silent and unmoving. and what better way to ease his worries than to pull him close and just to kiss his scars that he thinks are only one of the ways the darkness - the ugliness - of his soul shows through. keep him close and kiss his scars. sanzu may not always be in the right mind to understand your words, but the simple gesture of showing love and acceptance to a part of him that makes him a whole will engrave deep into his heart. leave him butterfly kisses. kiss him from everywhere to his eyes until they flutter close to sleep. kiss his nose adoringly until they scrunch so cutely. kiss his lips until its your taste that overwhelms him. and kiss his scars to remind him his imperfections are accepted and loved

#asks with naoya's trophy wife #thot anon #ANON I LOVED THESE THANK U FOR SHARING ME UR THOTS 😭#I loved them all especially the kaku n sanzu one 🥺#i swear you guys keep making me soft for sanzu LMAOOO #👔 ― bonten! husbands exclusives #long post #unedited

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queen-of-my-goofball-army · 3 years

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Undiagnosed Autism-spectrum disorder in The Michells Vs The Machines

I'm sure that more well educated people have put two and two together in this film but I really, really want to put my own spin on it from my experience. For me, as an aspie, film is one of my biggest interests. I love studying and more than anything I love watching and rewatching films. My latest favorite movie was one that I just watched last night for my family movie night, The Michells Vs The Machines. I also went 17 years of my life asking myself the same question that both Rick and his daughter ask each other, what is wrong with him/her?

Well, I'll tell you, in my firmly undiagnosed autistic opinion for far too long, that this family is full of people with undiagnosed autism spectrum disorder. When I was watching it with my parents my mom made the comment that "the dad was a jerk" and maybe "he just didn't love his daughter enough to let her be her own person." I thought that was so not seeing the bigger picture even though it was only fifteen minutes into the film. I have felt like Katie so much with my own dad. My dad is a computer nerd and a physics major for those of you that don't talk to me very often. That means in laminas terms that he's extremely smart. Way smarter than I will ever be in my entire life. Both of my parents are insanely smart in their own rights. My mom is a CPA accountant. But that isn't what I wanted to talk about here. I want to discuss the effect of undiagnosed autism and what it can do to a whole family when they all have it and just don't know that they do. This will probably go on for quite some time so you may stop here or read below the cut because this also has the probablity of getting super, duper personal.

We'll start with Katie! To me, Katie is one of the most relatable characters that I have ever come across. She's a film nerd, which alone has made her supremely relatable as somebody who is thinking about going into a degree in film studies. I am more of a critic of film than somebody who wants to make her own film but nonetheless, there were SO many little moments that I related to. The first thing that I personally noticed and related to was the stimming technique that Katie has. She chews on her hoodie strings. As somebody who has chewed on the drawstrings of hoodies far too often long before I was officially put into the Aspergers box. Aspies are also known to stick with one "special interest" for the rest of their lives if it's one that is wide enough and varied enough to make it applicable. For Katie, that's film. For me that's animation. I appreciated that little detail of most of her dialogue being references to other films because as a lover of films and movies in general I could go for days on just fumes and movie references that nobody else understands. The little things from her hair being perpetually messy (same that's a whole ass mood like I just learned over quarantine how to tye my own hair back), only having one earring in her ear at all times, the way that she dresses and draws on her own hands, this was just me when I was first in high school. I was one of the few people that wore shorts underneath all my skirts/dresses. Everyone who knew about looked at me like I had grown a third eyeball.

Aaron, the younger brother, also just oozes spectrum lil buddy out of his every pore from his being. I do think that they should have picked somebody capable of doing a bit of a younger sounding voice (I know what they were going for, but like Ben Schwartz has become a huge deal in both voice acting and live action before switching mediums.) His special interest is actually quite a common one, he loves dinosaurs. I've met a bunch of people on the spectrum that are fascinated by dinos and what they meant for the world as well as the universe as a whole. To me, there was one scene specifically that was the scene where Katie was lightly teasing him when they were going to the half assed dinosaur extravaganza. For me, this was SO relatable because both of my parents will mess with me about my interests most of the time it's when we go to Disneyland, they'll tell me that we actually aren't going to land of magic but to Timbuckto (hopefully one day they'll say some place else just to switch things up.) I related so hard to Aaron's protesting and whining in this scene since that is always my reaction to doing something that I want to do but get told that I can't do that thing.

Linda is more of your traditional mom but I think that she's on the spectrum as well. Just a more... normalized version as opposed to her family. She's able to be a teacher, she's able to interact somewhat normally around her neighbors. If anything, she reminded me of my own mom. This independent, takes nobody's trash (especially not her husband's), strong minded, and amazing mother who is completely in control of everything. She knows the special interests of her children and is constantly thinking of what will make them happy. Whether it be taking a detour for something dinosaur related, reminding her daughter that her dad loves her no matter what, and even something as simple as watching something that her daughter made and put her heart and soul into. I can't tell you how many times my mom has watched something with me. She watched my first anime Soul Eater with me when I was 12 and ever since then has been trying to get me to watch other shows with her. She's a lot like Linda, your loving, but firm mother who just wants her family to work things out.

Whew boy. This one is going to be probably where I cry. Comparing my dad to Rick is... something that I did consistently when I was watching the film. He's the strong but silent type usually, unless your me and he's just this constant annoyance when I'm trying to do something. He could be seen as just a "Jerk" but I think that is the undiagnosed aspie talking. Rick and Katie just struggle so hard to see eye to eye because their special interests can't intersect to save their lives. This, this hurt me because so often I struggle to relate to my dad. Especially when he talks to me about computers or physics. Now I took physics but without having been in quarantine and having him as my live in tutor I would have failed, not gotten an A. This has resulted me in saying things that I don't mean in the heat of the moment when we do argue. It doesn't happen nearly as much as it used to back when I was in middle school but when it happened it was because of one thing. I lied. I used to lie a lot because I felt so unworthy of being his daughter because on my best days I am not technically smart. You want to know how many nations of the world there were in 1991 when the original Animaniacs was airing? You want to hear my Dot Warner impression? Did you ever wonder how to recognize a specific voice when your watching anime? Have you ever had to watch a panel of your favorite anime voice actor just to laugh at something? No, well I did. But ever since I have started taking a quarter off from community college I have realized something. I am not technically smart. I struggle at learning the rules for math. My dad can do this with his eyes closed but me, I struggle and look like a complete moron. It took years for my dad and I to see eye to eye. Sometimes I still wonder if I was the product of some laboratory experiment of what would happen if two intelligent people came together, fell in love, and expecting that the daughter was smart I was the reject. Watching this movie with my dad I saw so much of my relationship with him on the screen. Struggling to relate to one another, fighting and getting into arguments about petty things, and not being able to be in the same room as one another without heated words because I didn't get him.

The scene that I related to the most when it was in terms of how much Katie just doesn't understand her dad was after he was nabbed by the machines. When Aaron asked her why she said those things to their dad and her simple answer was "I don't know." This. This right here was when I saw me. So many times I've gotten into heated arguments with my dad when he has simply annoyed me at the wrong time and I've just blown up in his face. Then I regret my actions and not know how to apologize for losing my temper with him because "I don't know" just doesn't seem like a nearly acceptable answer. I felt this in my soul because it happened especially often before I was diagnosed.

When I was diagnosed, things started to get better with my dad and I. We haven't had a fight in nearly four years now. He watches cartoons with me now to try and relate to me, it's mostly Pinky and The Brain but it's more than I could have ever asked for. I love my dad so much, more than anything in the entire world. This movie is so, so good at telling a story about how a family of undiagnosed aspie's and people on the spectrum struggle to relate to one another because their special interests are different.

Special interests and family's are especially difficult and I applaud this movie so loud because of the way that it was able to treat the subject matter with integrity and honesty. I'm sorry if this analysis got a little bit long in the toof but thank you for sticking with me! I really hope that if you watched the film you loved my analysis.

#the mitchells vs the machines #aspergers #movie analysis #denki shut up #nobody cares about your emotional backstory #long post #this took me over an hour because I kept crying

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holden-caulfield · 3 years

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Because She's Worth It

↪︎ 𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

Summary: reader's friends find out about her secret relationship with Draco Malfoy.

Warnings: none, just a terribly written ending.

Word Count: 1428

"Watch where you're going, traitor." said your so-called friend Harry as he bumped into your shoulder without even looking you in the eyes.

He had a reason to be mad at you, just not a good one in your opinion. You had been dating the slytherin prince for quite some time now, but you had decided to keep your relationship a secret, afraid of the judgement of your friends. After the recent events, rightfully so.

They had found out a thursday morning: the gryffindors had transfiguration with the slytherins and once the lesson was over, Crabbe and Goyle thought it would have been funny to pick on you and the golden trio. You reacted with your usual snarky remarks to put them in their place but what surprised you was that Draco had intervened and told them to stop. The action shocked everyone, including himself. You looked at him with an alarmed look and he played it off with a quick comment,

"Why even bothering with these nullities? Just you wait and they'll realize they don't belong here." Crabbe and Goyle laughed at the statement as if it was the greatest joke to have ever been told and you sighed in relief.

"If there's someone who doesn't belong here, it's you, Malfoy!" spat Harry, still set on arguing.

"Let's just go away." you whispeded, trying to stop Harry and Draco from starting something everyone would have regretted. Hermione grabbed Harry and Ron but Harry didn't budge, instead he took a step closed to Draco.

"What's up Malfoy? Not in the mood to bully anyone today?" said Ron. Draco visibly stiffened and you could tell he was trying very hard not to tell them off there and then but he knew you wouldn't have appreciated it. Crabbe and Goyle got closer too, feeling surprisingly feisty that day.

"Why don't you listen to your stupid girlfriend and go away?" at Goyle's comment, Draco's eyes began burning.

"I am not his girlfriend!" you objected, but Goyle wasn't done yet.

"Whatever, why don't you shut your stupid mouth and use it for something more useful, like-"

"Why don't you shut your mouth before I make you!" spat Draco, grabbing Goyle's robe's lapels in his hands.

"What?" Goyle looked legitimately terrified as he asked the question, but Draco kept his eyes trained on him and didn't move. You placed your hand on Draco's shoulder and he suddenly seemed to realize what he had just done.

"Don't you ever talk to her like this." he released Goyle and he immediately backed away. The trio's gazes were fixed on you as you gently took Draco's hand in your own, knowing that you wouldn't have been able to keep the secret any longer anyway. He cast a worried glance at you and you squeezed his hand, reassuring him.

"Malfoy, really?" asked Ron poisonously. You opned your mouth to explain everything, but he stormed off, followed by Harry and Hermione. She gave you a comforting look, meaning she would have talked with them, but you had a bad feeling about this and you were right.

It had already been a week since the episode and you still hadn't talked with Harry nor Ron. They ignored you everytime and you were getting quite frustrated. You were sad because you missed your friends but you were also angry because you thought they would have at least given him a chance. You also felt a little bit of guilt, but that feeling was immediately sent away with Draco's loving kisses and sweet words to reassure you you hadn't done anything wrong. Luckily, Hermione gave you a chance: you told her everything and she understood you, she didn't necessarily approve of Draco, but she knew he made you happy and that was enough.

After a week of not talking you thought they would be up to listen to you, but when you tried talking with them in the corridors, they simply bumped into you.

"Watch where you're going, traitor." you felt your heart break a little, you couldn't believe your best friends were treating you that way. Draco's hand was interlaced with your own but when he saw the look in your eyes after the encounter, he knew he had to do something and not just stay there and watch you getting hurt over and over again by your friends' silence. He broke the contact and strode over to Harry and Ron, placing himself in front of them. A deep scowl was plastered on both of their faces, but Draco's own frown was even deeper. You rushed up to them, fearing the worst, but instead of hexing them, Draco started talking:

"Listen here kow, Potter. You don't like me and I don't like you and I never will. I've done dreadful things to you and many others of this school, some of them I don't regret. I know I don't deserve your pity, but that incredible witch right there does. She saw something in me that I didn't even know was there. She makes me a better person by simply existing and gracing me with her presence and you are a complete and utter fool to voluntarily cut her out of your life merely because she gave me a chance. She deserves to be happy and I feel incredibly lucky knowing she chose me over anyone else, I will do everything in my power to make sure she is content, even if this means talking to you or even pleading you. Because she's worth it. So if you decide you still wish to be a touchy downright prat, at least have the decency to respect her or I'll make you regret it."

Draco's love words were laced with venom as he glared at Harry and Ron who were now staring back at him, mouth agape. He waited a few moments before interweaving your hands back together and resuming his path towards the slytherin common room. When the two of you arrived there and closed the door behind you, you immediately threw your arms around him, almost making him tumble down. He held you close to him, one hand on you low back and the other holding your head. You pulled away only to crash your lips on his, your hands cradling his face as if he could disappear. He kissed you back passionately until you both had to pull away to breathe.

"Should I lash out more often? Because so far I'm loving the consequences." he said with his usual smirk as you both rested your foreheads against each other. You rolled your eyes and gave him a quick peck on the nose.

"Idiot."

"I'm profoundly offended!" he feigned hurt, slightly receding from you.

"No, come here! I want to grace you with my presence!" you retorted with a playful pout on your lips.

"Oh shut up." he grabbed you by the waist and held you flush against his chest, reconnecting your lips once more before settling on the green couch in front of the fireplace.

You spent the night in Draco's dorm just like you had done many times before and got ready to head to the great hall for breakfast. You and Draco walked into the hall, his arm slung around your shoulders. You saw your friends sitting at the gryffindor table, but quickly avoided eye contact. Despite that, they noticed you and made their way towards you.

"Can we talk, y/n?" asked Ron, nodding towards the door you had just walked in from. You nodded 'yes' and led them outside.

"We're sorry, y/n." began Harry. Hermione slightly nudged Ron with her elbow.

"Yeah, we're sorry, y/n. We behaved like complete gits." added Ron ruefully.

"I think someone else here deserves your apologies..." you suggested and Draco raised his brow at you before smirking lightly.

"We're not going to apologize to Mal-" Hermione nudged Ron again, a bit harder this time, and Ron immediately changed his mind.

"We're sorry, Malfoy, I guess." said Ron annoyed. You raised your eyebrow at Harry who scoffed before adding, "yeah, sorry."

"And I think that someone else should apologize too." Draco's complacency was soon replaced by a look of confusion as you looked up at him expectanctly. He rolled his eyes in annoyance before muttering, "I'm sorry but I still loathe you"

"Likewise." stated Harry before you pulled all your friends in a tight hug. You pulled away and gripped Draco's hand.

"Can we go now? I'm starving." admitted Ron and you all made you way towards the great hall.

#draco malfoy #draco x you #draco x y/n #draco x reader #draco imagine #draco lucius malfoy #dracotok #harry potter #fanfiction #fandom #fantasy #fanfic #fluff #draco malfoy fluff #funny #magic #angst

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ji-yaaan · 4 years

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Anonymous asked:

Hello! I like your blog and the little comments here and there makes me laugh at times hehe ^^ May I request headcanons for Vil, Leona, Mal, and Floyd reactions and what they'll do to reconcile w/ the reader after a very hearted argument to which Reader may have said "I hate you" before storming out. Would they wait for a bit? A few days or hours? Or would they be upfront with their apology immediately? Reader also apologizes at the end, crying slightly if that's okay. If you notice me, thanks!

°•°•𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐌𝐞?•°•°•

HC's with: Leona, Vil, Floyd, and Malleus.

Note: Ofc, I was late yet again. Pls forgive me dear sir... And ofc tumblr hates me so it won't cooperate! Drafts got deleted 3 times.... so if it somehow becomes inconsistent... I DEEPLY APOLOGIZE! STONE ME GENTLY! anyways, i hope you enjoy this, actually no, I beg that you enjoy this?! Idk lololololololololol.

[𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚎𝚊 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚍? 𝙸𝚍𝚔 𝚕𝚘𝚕]

°•°•°•𝙇𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙖 𝙆𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙧 •°•°•°

“I HATE YOU!” with bits of tears in your eyes, you slammed the door shut behind you leaving Leona dumbfounded all by himself.

You hate him?You hate him!?!? Is that like for real??? He’ll scratch the back of his head in shame of pushing things too far to the point you were in tears.

But what can he do? His pride caught the best of him and he acted rash in the heat of the moment. This prideful lion just doesn’t know when to shut up smh.ಥ‿ಥ

He’ll try to remember when did everything started to go wrong, but he'll just get more and more guilty the more he thinks about it.

“Tchhhh... I messed up big time...”

It's not his style to give up easily, but his mind was set in a frenzy the moment he thinks about you leaving him.

A day without you started to become dull and boring the moment he grew fond of you. So it somehow became a habit of his to constantly seek you unconsciously. Whether it's a whiff of your scent, your voice ringing in the hallways, even the sound of your footsteps is something he could easily recognize.

But now that the two of you fought, this lion will find any way possible to avoid you seeing him.

Yeah... it will probably take a while for him to apologize...(꒦ິ⌓꒦ີ)

But when the time does come, expect Leona to prepare a simple yet sincere apology.

“Oi herbivore... Sorry about the other day ok? I missed my pillow for a while now...I lose...”

Simple yet sincere :') The prideful arrogant lion somehow learned to apologize despite his ego way ahead of him. He can't stand the thought of loosing you ok? (｡•́︿•̀｡)

°•°•°•°•𝙑𝙞𝙡 𝙎𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙚𝙣𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙩•°•°•°•°•

“VIL STOP IT! I hate this! I hate everything! I hate you!” you quickly ran away to the door as vil stood in his spot stupefied.

You hate him? You hate the Vil Schoenheit himself?Then so be it...

Vil is basically pissed and angry™. Moreover, you had the guts and audacity to tell him you hate him. His pride was shattered in front of him. And he's not happy about that (꒦ິ⌓꒦ີ)

Nope. Nah. Never. He's not apologizing anytime sooner now. He'll be waiting for that spicy well deserved apology you have for him...

He'll try his best to avoid you and give you the sassy cold shoulder treatment™. It will probably last for a few days or maybe a week. He has his pride y’know?

Not until he hears a muffled sob in the hallways and realized it was your voice. You looked visibly upset and sad as you cried your heart out, all alone in the empty hallways.

Oh no... What did he do? Was his nagging that bad? Did he take it too far with the makeovers? Guilt ate his soul away as he tried to sort out his thoughts with the clear image of your crying face embedded in his mind.

“Okay... Maybe I did take it a little too far...”

Making up his mind, Vil will try to make everything set for tomorrow and apologize to you to fix this feud you both have. ( ╹▽╹ )

When classes are over and the two of you finally get to be alone, Vil will try to straighten this misunderstanding now! ( ꈍᴗꈍ)

“Hey Y/n I just want to tell you... I'm sorry.” “Vil I'm so sorry for the other day!-”

The both of you stared at each other with shock... Did the both of you just say sorry at the same time?

“Pfffttttt-” The both of you laugh from how hilarious this moment was. It felt as if the fight you had didn't happened at all. (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)

“Y/n I'm sorry... I took it too far with what I do without asking your opinion first...”

“Yeah... I'm sorry I lashed out at you too... That was petty...”

Vil will definitely make a million dollar once in a lifetime seen smile, so you better treasure this rare sight!!!(｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

“No more fighting, okay? ”

•°•°•°•°•𝙁𝙡𝙤𝙮𝙙 𝙇𝙚𝙚𝙘𝙝•°•°•°•°•°

“Floyd I hate you!” you slammed your way out of the table, running away from Floyd.

Angering Floyd was not the brightest Idea in the book. His infamous “bad moods” was not something anyone would like to experience. But somehow, he was really pushy and annoying today and you were fed up with it.

“Ahhhh~ Koebi-chan hates me now? what do I do?”

Thankfully, Floyd wasn’t really angry, though he was sad and heart broken that his favorite person said they hated him.(╥╭╮╥)

Floyd is an impulsive boi, so he might secretly follow you to see your face or something lol.

Ofc, Knowing Floyd, he’d definitely skip classes and skip his job at the Mostro Lounge due to his mood swings. Ofc, a certain octoboi wasn’t really happy with this.

Azul will probs tell Jade to help out his brother or something, lol Azul be secretly worrying for the two of you loooool.

However, with the help of Jade, the mushroom eel himself, he can guide his brother to make up with you!!!

Thank god mushroom eel is here to save the day! ( ´◡‿ゝ◡`)

A fight with Floyd won’t really last long. Because Floyd being Floyd, he’ll naturally come to you like nothing ever happened! That’s why you have to be patient and understanding when it comes to Floyd ok?

With the biggest hug from behind you. There was a cute eel boi that has come to ambush you with love!

“Shrimppy! Don’t avoid meeee! I miss you so much so hang out with me at the Mostro Lounge againnn!”

Floyd is not really good with his words nor his apologies. Though, his blunt and honest demeanor is definitely one of his charming points!!!! (☆▽☆)

“Shrimpy! I have some takoyaki with me! let’s share them together ok?!”

Ugh, Floyd is too cute... It would be a capital sin to not forgive him and decline his offer! Tsk I’m watching you, you better accept that apology!

•°•°•°•𝙈𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙪𝙨 𝘿𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙞𝙖•°•°•°

“MALLEUS I HATE YOU!”

Shock. Pure shock. You hate him? The last thing Malleus wants is to hurt your feelings. In his eyes, humans are delicate and vulnerable beings, so he tries his best to protect you and treat you with utter delicacy. Yet it seems as if he failed to do that...

Just before you slam the door behind you and escape this fight, a hand grabs your wrist in attempts to stop you. Nonetheless you still make your way out, leaving Malleus standing there alone.

Malleus was deeply hurt and sorry for making you sad and angry. His heart was shattered with the thought of you leaving him, someone who made their way this close to his heart, someone he cherishes deeply.

But this fight wont really last long because Malmal would definitely try and apologize as quickly as possible!(ᓀ˵▾˵ᓂ)

Malleus is the soft type of person and I feel like he’d give up easily if it was you lol.(｡•́︿•̀｡)

Even if his apology was heard but not accepted, he’d gladly say his sorry no matter how much time and patience it will take, just for you to forgive him.༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

He’ll try to give you and Hour or two to clear your mind, then he’ll apologize!

Standing in front of your room, he’ll knock lightly at the door in front of him... No answer... So you’re still mad huh?

Leaning his forehead at the door, He’ll try to talk to you in hope for you to come out of your room. But nahhh, no signs of you leaving your room soo (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

He’ll mutter apologies after another just in case you hear them :’D

“Y/n I’m sorry for hurting your feelings earlier... that was rash of me to say, so I truly apologize... I hope my feelings reach you.”

Hearing his voice, it would prolly sound as if he’s ready to cry any moment by now. You’d be a monster if you don’t forgive this fae cutie!!!(┛◉Д◉)┛彡┻━┻

When you finally come out of the door to see him. I bet you he’s moment away from his tear dripping down. Ó╭╮Ò

“You’re not mad now right? Then is it fine to ask if we eat some ice cream later?”

You bet that Malleus would give you the biggest cheeriest grin in the entire world! oh the things you keep doing to him never surprises him. Pls dont leave this cinnamon roll or else-

That's it cuties! I need to sleep now- my classes are thriving, but I'm not!!!

God, school stuff are taking away my precious freedom and time for writing smh.

Oh god, I'm ranting again... What's new? AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Anyways, I need to woosh now and I hope you enjoyed this one!!!

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iconicbuck · 3 years

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I don't know where the Red/Blue color theory heavily associated to Buddie started but my guess it was in 3x03 The Searchers.

Anyway it's been on my drafts for more than 2 months and didn't noticed it again until now. I wanna talk about Eddie's homecoming party and I have noticed.

1. The Balloon colors. Yellow and Red balloons and funny how Buck and Ana's shirt wearing the same colors as the balloons.

2. Red/Blue color match. We see Eddie and Ana wearing Red and Blue shirt. Now, what does it mean? We've seen Hen and Karen, Maddie and Chim, Bobby and Athena and at some point Michael and David wearing the same Red/Blue shirts at the same time. A sure sign of legit couples in the show, right? Sure. But what does it have to do with Eddie wearing Blue and Ana wearing Red? The color theory was never associated to them, ever. We've seen them exchanging color outfits. We saw Eddie wearing Black while Ana wearing anything but Red. Or Ana wearing Black and Eddie wearing anything but Red. Same applies to Buck and Taylor. One of them usually wears Black if they're together. It happens a lot of times to both couples. In breaking point, First responders, Treasure Hunt and Suspicion. Everything changes in Survivors.

My best bet was the show's trying to trick us that Eddie and Ana are a match (if we based it on the Red/Blue color theory but heavily associated/connected to Buddie) and Buck wearing something yellow and Taylor wearing something dark red to maroon indicates they aren't a match (again, all basing to the color theory). But what changed? Why does it looked like the stars are aligned for Eddie and Ana here?

Well, since Eddie got shot, Everything seems changed, fast. We'll have yet to find out if it affects their working dynamic as well next season. Eddie found the right timing and reason to tell Buck about his will. Buck acting like he was expendable but Eddie made it clear that Buck was wrong. He named Buck as Chris' Legal Guardian in the event of his untimely death. It's a big deal, for the both of them. I can't answer how that knowledge would affect them individually and together as friends and work partners and their jobs (most especially for Buck) but it's now out and in the open and there's no turning back.

Now, back to the Red/Blue color theory. Eddie was wearing Dark Blue shirt when Buck picked him up in the hospital and could match to Ana's Red shirt if Red/Blue colors indicates endgame for couples in the show. But did Eddie choose to wear that shirt? That Dark Blue shirt? Or did Buck just randomly picked it up in Eddie's drawer for Eddie to wear when he comes to pick him up in the hospital? Say, Red/Blue theory is a legit one (in my head it's always been legit and reason the show's subtly putting it out not just on their clothes but it applies to things near them indicating that they're a match. Too many scenes to mention) so that says Eddie/Ana are endgame, right? But like said, something seems changed. Right after Carla's "Just make sure to follow your heart and not Christopher's, okay?" advice and right after Eddie got shot, everything has changed, fast. One, we didn't get to see Ana interact with Eddie when it's supposed to be the most important interaction they'll have, at least onscreen and we saw Buck and Taylor becomes a thing while Eddie was still in the hospital. Those changes. But Buck and Eddie seems to be the same, if not even more closer. Eddie chose him (Buck - his home. His safe space) to pick him up from the hospital over Ana. Here in the homecoming party, this could be the perfect opportunity for Eddie to finally kiss Ana on the lips like a thank you my girlfriend kiss but it didn't happen (though Ana cupped her hands to Eddie's face for a kiss on the lips). He instead kissed her on the cheeks.

Anyway, what does the Balloon colors says about Buck and Ana who happens to be wearing the same colors? Like I said earlier, I assumed Buck randomly picked the shirt for Eddie to wear since Buck's gonna pick him up in the hospital. The Balloon colors that matches Buck and Ana's shirt was one way for the show to trick us. Cause why not, it could mean Eddie's gonna have a hard time to choose between Buck and Ana. Buck took care of his son - his heart, his world when he couldn't be and Ana was beside him all throughout when Buck couldn't. It's possible. A subtle poetic cinema there if I'll be really honest. So yeah it's possible. But what could be the deal-breaker? A voice and opinion from another person he loves? That he trusts? Outside of Buck and Chris' shadows? Who could that be?

Abuela.

Abuela wearing a Blue/Yellow stripes that matches Buck and Eddie shirt colors.

4x14 Survivors

#buddie #speculations #no matter how the show will trick me I'll always find the way to find it out

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