psychosis culture is going through an episode, being aware youre going through an episode, and realising how crazy you actually are

but you cant do anything to stop it

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deitykin + psychosis culture is constantly questioning if you’re really kin or if your meds just aren’t strong enough ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

- 💫, if it isn’t taken?

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my heart goes out to you if you're a disabled person who has a complicated or negative relationship with sleep. if you need to sleep a lot but can't due to life circumstances, or sleeping extra causing other symptoms to flare up. if you can't sleep enough due to pain, or nightmares, or psychosis, or bipolar, or depression. if you sleep way too much and find it hard to stay awake. if you can't fall or stay asleep. if you need medication in order to be able to sleep. if you don't feel rested from sleep. if you wake up a lot in the night. if you have bladder or bowel accidents while asleep. if you twitch or convulse or move too or get injured in your sleep. if you can't control your sleep schedule no matter what. if you can't sleep during "normal" sleeping hours. if you can't sleep for 8+ hours straight but can sleep for shorter amounts of time. if sleep is what you need but for one reason or another you just can't or refuse to do it.

i care about you. your disabilities deserve to be seen and acknowledged

Schizospec culture is "no I don't have hallucinations I just have visual snow and tend to misunderstand what I see/hear and things move on their own when I stare too long. No I don't have hallucinations, mine don't count."

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delusional culture is worrying something will be traced back to you and even your closest friends would hate you if they saw the real you

REAL

bpd+psychotic culture is jealous delusions go brrrr

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Psychotic plural culture is not knowing whether or not the voice you just heard was an auditory hallucination or someone new talking to you.

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Questioning hpd + psychosis culture is considering faking your death (or actually doing it) because you had an episode and you think you might've scared away your atp forever

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npd + psychosis culture is believing you play a pivotal role in reality that no one can know about for their safety but also REALLY wanting appreciated for it.

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Hello this is a blog dedicated the culture of those who are plural because of some schizospec disorder, such as schizophrenia, schizoid, schizoneiform, schizoaffective, psychosis or delusions disorder etc.

Send your ask: ex deligenic culture is, or delusional plural culture is.

It’s known that schizospec disorders can cause multiple voices in your head, but what people don’t know is that they’re able to have their own choices and feelings, making the host a plural person.

Researches about schizospecgenic multiplicity

What can auditory hallucinations tell us about the dissociative nature of personality.

The multiplicity of consciousness and the emergence of the self. Pg 107.

The fragmentations of I in schizophrenia and the transitivism phenomenon: a clinical case. (Portuguese with translation)

18 years old girl with catatonic schizophrenia.

Blog made by @belinhagamer999 @belablog134.

Tagging special ppl: @collectivesystems-world @plural-culture-is @ix-c-999 @the-saturn-system @petrichorvoices

There’s no dni on this blog.

psychosis + bpd culture is never being believed and taking it all personally and splitting because you dont feel heard

psychosis culture is also getting ignored bc you have enough 'insight' (you know what people will and wont believe and bc of the stigma around psychosis, you try to work by their definitions)

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bipolar culture is manic delusions manifesting in the form of your family members being out to get you.

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Schizospec culture is having an episode and needing to talk about it to someone but a) don’t trust anyone and b) no one wants to talk about it with you

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delusional culture is HEY i stopped believing this one delu- oh. oh no. shouldn't have thought of it again oh no oh no oh no.

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cw cultural appropriation? descriptions of trauma (including CSEM, stalking, psychosis/mental health)

Not sure if it counts for this blog but three of our main protectors are siblings all of which are a creature from local native mythos, we're bodily white (well, we're technically metis (mixed white+indigenous) but we're just at the cutoff so just white ig) and we always get flack when we talk about any of those alters' source.

the reason they all split was because of a traumatic event where our mother was psychotic and we went through "shared psychosis" (never diagnosed, but we were psychotic while she was, had similar delusions, etc) about the creature(s) stalking us and our mother, about one posessing us (which was very likely just one of our alter's attempting to talk to us, she attempted to tell our mother to take us somewhere safer and get help) and about basically being chased out of the area. The event was traumatic in many other ways (specifically our mother selling nudes of us (at the time 14) for gas money) and anyways it all culminated in them all three splitting.

the issue arises when we tell people their origin without any context, they say we're culturally appropriating, but none of the alters want to "change their source" specifically because the trauma endured litwrally made them trauma holders in a specific way that only makes sense to our brain if they stay the same. we try to use language that's respectful (hence us not naming the thing in question, and frequently just saying they're shapeshifters rather than the whole truth) and its so fucking annoying that its one of our top reasons for wishing we weren't a system

that sucks.. we are white ourself so we cant talk for POC people but i feel like.. we really need to remember alters cant control their source, and they cant control why they were made.

HPD + Psychosis Culture is noticing that you've become more erratic and paranoid and finally noticing your psychotic symptoms that are slowly creeping in but inherently loving identifying with it because having a full psychotic break would show how much you're breaking apart and give you attention and people worrying about you and maybe force you to get the help you'd need.

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