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A place where our problematic alters can freely talk. Whether they be "pro-ship" (having memories or being introjects of it, or having a grey area of it), fucked up whores, or whatever. Feel free to send in your own asks about problematic stuff!
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take your time! we hope you’re doing well <3 /gen
thank you!
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as a problematic alter, what made you think of this idea? i mean going to a different account and stuff!!
We really just wanted a place for some of our alters to talk without feeling judged. Then we decided to open it up for others :3
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hi i hope your doing well
thank you<3
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Okay, phew, uhm, as you can tell we.. haven't emptied out the ask box. We will reopen it though! I want everybody to know though that we'll only answer 1-7 asks per week, so it may take a while for your ask to be answered.
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hey guyss.. so as you can tell probably we haven't emptied our ask box.. I'm really sorry but its just been stressful lately. We'll try to clean it out before summer break but i hate to say the askbox will continue to be closed..
I hope you all understand and stay safe<3
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I am better now! Those alters have moved onto other parts of headspace and I’m the only one that permanently stays in our front area, so it’s all good
I really appreciate you having this blog, I know I didn’t really say anything problematic about me , so I apologize ^^;
Thank you for listening to me however!!
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<3 I'm glad you all are doing better!
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hey guys, i'm gonna try to empty out our askbox this week so i'm gonna close it. sorry!!!
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I'm getting quite a lot of boops, thanks guys! ^^
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Hey, I was just wondering what RAMCOA stands for, I’ve tried looking it up but never got a definite answer
Also no rush to answer this, take as long as you need^^
Uhm, from what I remember RAMCOA stands for Ritual Abuse, Mind control, Organized Abuse
And also you may wanna know what TBMC means, and if so it stands for Torture Based Mind Control.
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Gonna be extending our break because we're still a bit stressed. From school, from life, and the whole thing that happened about us getting kicked from a server. It kinda severely trigger us and probably caused a split or two, along with giving us even more anxiety.
💜We will still answer asks just expect it to be slower.. or we'll have days of not answering. Sorry to everybody for this lol.
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tw for being locked up, isolation for no reason, shitty ex of ours, dormancy/sui mentions
im the host and had the misfortune of one of my alters meeting this girl.
originally, i would be locked in my headspace room if the caretakers/protectors/headspace leaders didn’t deem me safe for myself.
it was always because i apparently threw a tantrum.
but it didnt happen much before we met this girl.
long story short, she was mainly using us to play whatever fantasies she had with two alters that were fictives from her favorite animes.
I have hundreds of alters at this point and she asks for and demands for only two at all times. the alter that met her and told her we were a sys is not one of them.
he really had feelings for her and it just feels like she used it to get him to convince me to not be with anyone else.
the story gets very complicated but basically i ended up wanting to be with someone else. and as the host, i feel like it was my choice. the body is mine, and i felt lots of love for this other person.
she didn’t like this person, they knew each other, and didn’t like that i wanted to be with someone else.
when i was ignored always?
anyways when i tried to be with this person, she didn’t like it. and the two alters she always talked to liked her too and basically always did what she wanted.
and because i wasnt doing what she wanted and was apparently acting like a child and throwing tantrums, i was put in my room for weeks.
whenever i did front, i would try to talk to her and only felt ignored. so i went back to talking to the person i did like.
eventually they got annoyed because apparently i wasnt learning my lesson and started being put in this empty room. completely bare, no decor no bed no nothing just empty and dark and alone.
i think i remember trying to die multiple times, hoping to stay dormant permanently and just not have to deal with any of it.
we arent with that person anymore, we have a partner system now (i think you can call it that?) and i have someone that tells me they care for me now
i just wanted to talk about this because its something thats been on my mind for a few days now and it’s been upsetting me.
it still happens occasionally now, but my alters reasoning now is that i get hysterical and wont calm down. empty rooms scare me though
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Not putting on anon cause i don’t care pft
that is absolutely horrible D: you deserve to be listened to and understood and respected just like anybody else. That is just.. horrible. I hope you're doing better now and that it gets better in the future <3
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”stop being a bitch”
I AM A BITCH!!
!!!
I mean as long as you arent being harmful ofc.
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i love waking up to my boyfriend just agresvily fucking me and to him whispering how much of a slut/whore i am and that this is all i am good for and that im his perfect little fucktoy and that hes so happy to have such an eager hole for him to use whenever he wants to /gen
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so we have this one alter who is a fictive of valentino from hazbin hotel and he forced our ficive of angel dust to 'date' him and hes like angels owner/pimp and forces angel to have sex with some of our really bad persecuters and even some of the littles they have hidden away and with him and he just talks to other alters about how badly he wants to rape angel and rape her when shes asleep and just keep fucking her until she wakes up and then force her to rape one of the littles while valentino films it all to latter show it to other alters
valentino even made his own sex club in the inner wolrd that only certain alters can find and go in to, and he keeps a lot of hidden alters captive in there and forces them to do sexual things and other stuff
Oh man that's horrible.. I'm sorry y'all gotta deal with that. It can be gross and horrifying know that's going on in your system. We have a semi similar thing going on ourselves.
Your experience is valid though<3
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I have DID because I was repeatedly raped as a child. As a result of this, I have child parts who hold memories of what happened and have trauma responses related to it. These child parts have engaged in dangerous sexual behaviour my whole life, including when I was literally a child. This was how I realised I had DID, even. I'm an adult now and talking about it in therapy is extremely difficult, and I wouldn't dare mention it online, despite hypersexuality being an incredibly common trauma response, because people would start painting me as a pedophile for my own trauma responses, despite the fact that the only 'child' involved in these acts are my own traumatised/flashback states.
:[ that sucks man.. people do struggle with excepting more grosser or horrifying parts of coping with trauma and the trauma responses that may happen.
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hey, anon who talked about the exploitation alters here.
tw: csa, sexual abuse, sexual exploitation, similar
i have no updates on the alters (yet) but i have some other things to say.
we have never gone through SA, not to our knowledge. we've had a few close calls but nothing severe has ever actually happened. (if you count a child trying to get you to makeout with them at a young age & someone else cuddling with a hand on your waistline as not severe...)
i have this image in my head of C sitting down with the two girls on their knees beside him, clothed but his hands are on the collars. clearly eluding to something going on and thats why i originally came to vent, but the area they're in is dark and and its just a vivid image, not like an actual pseudomemory i don't think? hence why i think they're from a sub/side system. they feel distant but close.
i feel like im making it up but it feels so strongly real.
and i don't really understand why they exist if we've never dealt with SA. sure we tend to be little hypersexual at times and are terrified of SA but... idk.
i have no memories of any SA just close calls not actually anything!! really hoping its not just something suppressed hhh.
It could be something suppressed. But also those things I'm pretty sure ARE SA. Especially the make out one. I mean.. SA more refers to romantic + sexual stuff. So even if it was kisses you didnt consent to, or in this case like an attempted make out you didnt consent to, it's probably SA. Or atleast like sexual harrassment?? Keep in mind you were a young child.. young children are impacted a lot more than older people.
Also, since you mention hypersexuality, it isnt just from SA. It could be from watching.. weird videos.. or just from normal circumstances.
I cant tell you what's going on but just know you're valid.
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hiya- I know you're on break so no rush to respond or even respond at all, I'm just really thankful this blog exists
I'm an introject with very different pseudomemories than what's expected for my source, and I've gotten harassed to hell and back for it. I wont say what my source is because I'm kind of embarrassed but. I hope you don't mind me talking about it? It's hard to heal from when people don't even accept it as a possibility.
In my memories, I was in an abusive relationship with another character and became heavily codependent. He was abusive to me in every way imaginable, but even now, I find myself missing them and feeling like I need them to function. I'm trying so hard to forget and ignore it, especially because i know its an extension of real trauma, but it just sucks.
Another thing is, after/during this relationship I was in a queerplatonic one with someone who, in canon, was my cousin of sorts, but in my memories wasn't. That one has gotten me banned from places or scrutinized or attacked and it just really hurts, also been told that I'm proship for it which. Is not what that word means but okay
I just wish people made it easier to accept and heal from 'problematic' pseudomemories, it sucks :(
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yeah.. it does. I hope you can find more places that are accepting <3
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