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michelleleewise · 2 years

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Loki x Female Plus size reader

Maybe some angst after a proposal where the reader distances herself from Loki because she’s feeling, or someone made her feel, less than enough and too much at the same time. She’s been convinced he might wake up some day and realize he could have had someone else that’s prettier and smaller. Fluff or something mildly spicy to fix it up though! Its just something that has always ran through my mind when I’m feeling low on the self esteem side of things…

Feel free to change whatever!

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Pairing: Loki x plus-size readed

Warnings: self esteem issues, self deprecating behavior, angst to fluff, bit of crying, sadness, happy ending of course

Summary: Loki quickly became one of the most popular avengers, having redeemed himself, saving countless lives. When he proposed, you were the happiest woman alive, but you had a hard time not letting those voices get to you.

You sat behind the counter looking at your ring. The emerald always seemed to shine brighter under the florescent lights. You smiled, remembering the night Loki proposed, seeing the God as nervous as a school girl warming your heart. "Hey y/n, your boy toy is here." You heard Susie as you looked up, seeing Loki making his way into the bookstore, a crowd of women flocking behind him as he smiled. He always told you how unusual the attention felt, and you always kissed him and told him he deserved it.

"So tell me, it doesn't bother you that all those women follow him around?" She asked leaning on the counter. "No, why would it?" You asked watching them. "Because y/n, look at them, they would do literally anything to snag him, and they're all gorgeous." She said sighing. "Well no, I know Loki is mine, and I'm his." You said looking at her. "Well, I don't see a city of men following you around" She said as you looked down. "Sorry. I didn't mean...."She started "No it's fine, your right. I honestly don't even know why he's with me." You whispered as she rubbed your arm. "Because your kind, and sweet, and loving, and you are very pretty." She smiled as you nodded.

"Darling, sorry I'm late." You heard as Loki came around the counter hugging you as you squeezed his middle. "Everything alright?" He asked looking down at you "yes, now that your here." You smiled as he leaned down kissing you. "My brother asked if we wanted to join him for lunch, I told him I would ask you." He smiled. "I would love to." You said grabbing your bag, not letting go of his hand as you both walked out of the store.

"Loki, y/n, over here." You heard Thor say as he waved. Holding Loki's arm you walked to the table sitting down. "Were you mobbed again brother? I can't even make it down the street anymore." Thor laughed as you sat playing with Loki's fingers. You loved touching him, it was your love language, if you were around him, you were touching him. "Yes, I've never had people throw themselves at me like this before. I may just teleport everywhere from now on." They both laughed. "And y/n, how are you?" Thor asked as you smiled "oh I'm good, just a long day at work." You sighed lacing your fingers with Loki's.

"You two could almost be the same person." Thor laughed looking at you "what do you mean?" You smiled "whenever you two are together, it's hard to tell where you end and he begins." He laughed again as you giggled nervously seeing Loki look down, shifting in his seat. Did he not like you touching him so much? You thought he did. Loki walked you back to work where you spent the rest of the day overthinking your conversation with Thor. Was Loki just humoring you? Were you irritating him. "Hey Susie, you've seen me and Loki together, do you think I....touch him alot?" You asked as your thoughts began to spiral. "Well, you do have your hands on him alot, but who wouldn't." She laughed "He just doesn't seem like a touchy kinda guy to me." She shrugged walking off.

Your thoughts were all over the place. Maybe he didn't like it? Why hadn't he said anything? Were you being too much? Your mind looping over and over. "Hey look, it's your man." Susie said bringing her phone over, seeing Loki being filmed by someone, surrounded by women on the street, wearing that perfect smile of his. You heard several of them ask him out, others asking for just a night with him as you slowly deflated. "I'm not good enough for him am i?" You whispered as Susie looked at you "why would you say that?" She asked. "That's why. Look at them." You said pointing at her phone as a woman ran her fingers up his chest. "Y/n, your amazing, their just...." She started "perfect." You whispered. "I'm gonna head home, I'll see you tomorrow ok." You said walking out.

You got home, pulling your phone out seeing Loki had tried calling, you chose not to call him back deciding to shower. You sat on the couch as your phone dinged. Looking at it, it was a news story, the title slapping you in the face "Her......Really Loki?" Scrolling down seeing pictures from the restaurant the night he proposed, him kneeling in front of you. The first line of the article reading "He could have anyone, and he chose that.." made you throw your phone as tears streamed down your face. You decided to go to bed, picking your phone up as Loki called again....deciding it was best not to answer. You always felt like you weren't good enough for him, not pretty enough, or skinny enough, but you pushed those thoughts away everytime he told you he loved you, everytime he hugged you, kissed you. But the more attention he garnered from every woman in the city, you knew he would find someone better, more attractive, and your deepest fear would come to life, the day he realized your weren't enough for him.

You spent the next few days ignoring your phone. Loki had called several times, asking you to call him back, or message him, but you hadn't. He tried to come into the shop a few times, but you went to the back before he saw you, his mob of women distracting him. You sat on your couch, turning the ring he gave you in your hand. You hadn't spoken to him in days and it was killing you, but maybe if you let him go he could find someone worthy of him.

You heard a knock on the door, setting the ring on the table you went and opened it, seeing Loki standing there, had he been crying? "Y/n, why won't you talk to me? What have I done?" He asked as he looked at you, his eyes red and hair a mess. "Loki, I just...it's not you its..." you sighed looking down. "W..where is your ring?" He asked stepping closer. "It's on the table, i.." You started as he sunk to his knees, hugging your middle. "Love, whatever I've done, please tell me. I can't lose you." He said against your stomach as you pushed his hair back, seeing his shoulders shake slightly.

"It's not you Loki, you haven't done anything." You sighed looking at him. "Then what is it? Tell me please, I'll do anything." He said looking up at you. "Come inside and sit down." You said as he got up, sitting on the couch eyeing your ring. "D...do you not wish to marry me?" He asked quietly. "No, no I do! Its just, I'm not good enough for you Loki." You said sitting down. "Who said that!?" He demanded as his head snapped up. "Everyone Loki! Do you not see the news stories, and what people say about me!?" You yelled as your eyes burned. "No, I don't pay attention to those." He said. You grabbed your phone, pulling up the article you read "this....this is disgusting." He said setting the phone down.

"And its the beautiful women who follow you around, and Thor saying I touch you all the time and you didn't say anything, and just.....what if you wake up one day regretting me when you could have had someone better..... prettier." You said as you fidgeted with your hands as he scooted closer. "Darling, I will never, for the rest of my days, ever regret meeting you, loving you, and making you my wife." He said picking up the ring. "I wish you could see what I see when I look at you." He said twirling the ring around.

"W..what do you see?" You asked looking at him. "I see the most beautiful woman in all the realms, your kindness knows no limits, you give love in bounds, you have supported me and stood by my side through becoming an avenger and being here on Midgard, you have given me a reason to smile, to laugh. You give me a reason to look forward to waking up. Seeing your beautiful face smiling at me has given me a reason to try to be the best man that I can be, for you." He smiled cupping your cheek as tears streamed down your face. "I don't want anyone else, I never will. You own me y/n, no matter how I have tried to fight it, I am yours, and I always will be." He said, grabbing your hand sliding the ring on your finger. "L...loki....i.....I love you so much." You sobbed as he grabbed your hand.

"And the reason I didn't say anything with Thor is because I knew he was teasing me, which he enjoys doing." He laughed. "I never want you to not touch me, these hands hold so much love and care." He said holding your hands to his chest. "Please, never stop." He smiled. "I...I won't, I promise." You sniffled. "Y/n, will you still be my wife, please?" He asked looking at you as you lunged forward, wrapping your arms around his neck, him holding you to him. "Of course I will, I love you Loki and I always will." You sobbed into his neck as he buried his face in your hair "and I will love you forever my sweet girl." He breathed holding you tight. "You've made me the happiest woman alive." You said holding him. "Not as happy as I my love." He said, never wanting to let you go.

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Thinking many thoughts

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witchthewriter · 7 months

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𝐋𝐨𝐤𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐩𝐥𝐮𝐬 𝐬𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞

⤷ gender neutral, ambiguous race, and any size reader. Requests are open, thank you for reading!

a/n: nsfw included

ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ | ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ ᴵᴵ

INFJ

Slytherin

Chaotic Neutral > Good

Gemini Sun, Leo Moon, Cancer Rising

𝑺𝑭𝑾🌿

・Loki loves you no matter what size you are or how you look on the outside

・Even though your insecurities are valid, it doesn’t mean Loki sees them as such. They know how much your thoughts affect you. So they do the best they can, to make you feel comfortable in your own skin

・In different cultures beauty is recognised differently.

・What is known as "beautiful" on Earth, isn't the same everywhere else (hell, even different countries have a different view on beauty).

・And with Loki who has seen many things over the course of his life, what he deems as attractive is different to what others may.

・So when he saw you, he thought you were one of the most beautiful people in the universe.

・You didn't believe him at first, when he gave you compliments here and there. After all, he was evil in your eyes.

・You thought he was making fun of you, trying to manipulate you. It's just what you automatically thought - as you it's what you were told.

・Time had changed him, experiences and circumstances turned him from self-centred to compassionate.

・And so you were shocked when you overheard him defend you one afternoon

・You didn't believe in soulmates, it didn't make sense to have one perfect person

・But you felt it. That pull towards him, like a tether, or a piece of string.

・No matter how hard you tried to convince yourself, you couldn't stop the gut feeling of needing to be around him

・Your relationship slowly started to turn when he asked about your interests

・And when you found something in common, you spent so much time together.

・One night, after spending all day together, he said something that solidified your relationship as a romantic one

"Y/n, I don't think I could live this life without you. But if this is all I get, this time we have spent together -then I am glad to have it." His voice wavered, and he whispered, "I would die a happy man."

𝑹𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔

What We Thought Was Hate Was Actually Just Deep-Seeded Love

Beauty and the Beast

Soulmates

𝑹𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝑷𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆

Enemies to Lovers

𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈

The Crown of Jaehaerys by Ramin Djawadi

𝑁𝑆𝐹𝑊 🔞 No one under the age of 18 past this point, I bloody mean it.

・Loves when you sit on his face. Just having your whole weight smothering him, surrounding him... the thought turns him on, on the spot

・A lot of the time it's Loki initiating intimacy. There's an insatiable need that he has for you.

・When you become comfortable in the relationship, Loki would open up about his fantasies.

・His biggest ones are actually very different. He still has a deep desire to be in charge; to sit on a throne and be worshipped

・And then his other is to be the worshipper, to be on his knees and told what to do

・Loves having his hair pulled. The feeling of fingers grabbing at his scalp, forcing him to look into your eyes.

・He needs to hear your moans, especially when it's his name

・Loki is ... quite a few years older than you. Which means he has a lot of experience. During those years, Loki was constantly trying to find the right person, but he soon found out that they didn't exist. Until he met you. Now everyone else is forgettable

・Intimate moments always have an element of playfulness. Loki's smirk is never too far away

・Loki also likes eating ass and having his ass ... ate

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hearts4court · 5 months

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i want them to eiffel tower me.

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hannibals-favourite-meal · 9 months

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.⋆｡Best Friend's Brother｡⋆.

Loki x plus size reader (platonic)

Thor x plus size reader

Loki held her in the highest regards and trusts her judgement more than anything, but maybe not about this

Warnings: smut, secret relationship, fwb to lovers, fluff, overprotective Loki, some nudity, being caught in the act, no use of y/n

WC: 1k

Minors DNI

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Loki was the clever one, the smart one who had a silver tongue so smooth he could talk himself out of the most dire of circumstances. Thor was the strong one, a head made of rocks and a body of steel with a determination that never faltered. They were two sides of the same coin, consumed by the arrogance of their own greatness, and perhaps for that reason led to this day.

It was quite a normal day for the dark prince. He dined and then ventured to the heart of the palace where the most precious and powerful books were kept, as well as someone who knew how to use them. Most of Asgard regarded her as the Keeper but the most elite of Asgard’s elite knew her as Loki’s.

She was a powerful magic user with strength enough to rival even the strongest of the Valkyries but she was also kind. She became the prince’s best friend when they were both mere children, acting as his confidant and a pillar when he and Thor began to grow apart. While there were many who speculated as to whether they were secretly together but it seemed though all their interactions were platonic enough.

The dark corridor was quiet as Loki walked along. He hummed to himself, content with the peacefulness that always settled over him as he made this journey. Yet a sudden moan broke through the silence, stopping him in his tracks. It was only then, when the sound of his own footsteps ceased, that Loki could hear the wet slaps and the chorus of groans and whines that indicated that she was, in fact, not alone.

He scoffed and turned to leave, she could have at least sent word to him if she was expecting company. But a loud moan of ‘Thor’ made him freeze. Loki’s eyes narrowed, he wouldn’t dare. The deep rumble of Thor’s voice confirmed his suspicions a moment later.

The door to her private chambers slammed open, revealing the now frozen couple to Loki’s furious gaze. His best friend in the entire universe, the one person he could wholly trust, sat atop his older brother, who he had complained about more times than he could count, both of them completely naked and covered in sweat.

“Really?” At least she had the decency to look even the slightest bit ashamed while Thor smiled broadly, sitting up so he could hide her chest against his own. “Him? You could do so much better.”

“Brother! Do not fret, I read your little friend like the queen she is!” But Loki did not look at him, instead his green eyes remained locked on her.

“How long?” She swung her plump legs off of her lover so she could fully sit on the mattress, taking only some of her sheets to cover herself and the rest left on Thor.

“Almost a year.” Loki’s brow raised as the feeling of betrayal washed over him. “We didn’t mean to keep it a secret! It’s just, one day Thor came to ask me for advice and one thing led to another. It was convenient for both of us, we trusted each other and we grew up beside one another so we kept seeing each other. But-“ She looked back at the blond god with a smile that Loki had never seen her wear before. Thor took the hand closest to him, placing a loving kiss on the back of her knuckles.

“But we fell in love.” The pinch in Loki’s dark brows faded as he watched the pair. Thor’s leg was pressed against her back, her free hand sitting on his calf, the fingers of their joined hands intertwining, it was obvious now. They could not bear to be apart from each other, even when being confronted.

Loki huffed a small laugh through his nose, drawing her attention back to him. “I should have known. You have been happier as of late. But I am quite surprised that the oaf kept it from me for so long.” Thor growled playfully as you bit back your giggles.

“Well brother it seems that I am the sneaky one now and my dove here will attest that I have quite the silver tongue.” He yelped as she smacked him on the shoulder, knocking him flat onto the bed. Yet his smile never faltered, in fact it only got wider. She was precious to Loki, she was an untouchable treasure that he wished to hide from the world in some vain attempt to save her from its horrors but he could never think clearly when it came to her.

But apparently, Thor was the level-headed one here. He curled his large body around her softer one, not trapping her but instead giving her a comforting touch as she looked up at her best friend. “Yet you kept it from me for so long. Do you not trust me?”

Thor was the one who answered. “We both wished to tell you but she was worried that it would shatter your trust in her and that it would destroy any positive relationship you and I had. I also wished to keep our love private so it could blossom without Odin breathing down my neck. I do intend to marry her, brother, but I wished for her to choose when without any pressures from others who have no business telling us what to do.” She nuzzled into his touch with a shy smile, her eyes burning bright with love.

Loki sagged into the armchair across from the bed, his head falling between his shoulders. “By the gods I am an idiot.” There was a rustle of fabric and then, out of the corner of his eye, she appeared, wrapped in her sheets, placing a hand on his shoulder.

“You saw what you wished to see, simple as that.” He chuckled and looked up at her.

“I certainly did not want to see that.” But she just looked back at Thor who was now propped up against her headboard, one of her many quilts covering his body, his gaze already fixed on her.

“Then maybe knock next time.”

The princes were two opposite, unstoppable forces, both complementing each other in the best and worst ways but she was the unmovable object that slowed their rage and tempered their hate. Yet maybe, Loki thought, he needed to improve her tastes.

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vbecker10 · 1 year

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My Best Friend...

(Part 1 of 2 - Part 2)

Pairing: Loki x plus size female reader (y/n)

Warnings: angst (of course, not sorry), self depreciating thoughts, feeling inadequate, issues with self image, low self worth, annoying friends... but I promise lots and lots of fluff so just hold on until the end - let me know if I forgot anything 💚

Summary: What you thought would be a relaxing girls night quickly turns into an interrogation by Nat and Wanda about your non-existent relationship with Loki. After denying you are anything other then friends for as long as you can, you finally tell them how you really feel about him... and why you know he will never feel the same. The night goes from bad to worse when you realize Loki overheard you talking to them and you try to hide from him.

A/N: Loki is talked about in this part a lot but he doesn't really show up until the very end, don't worry he is going to be in the whole second part though. Also, I was going to make this one very long fic but @michelleleewise suggested breaking it into two parts so you can thank her for all the angst being in the first half and having to wait another few days for the fluff - love you @michelleleewise 💚

Dividers by: @harlequin-hangout

"Oh, come on Y/N," Natasha laughs as she sets the pizza box on the coffee table. "Just admit it and we can all move on with our lives."

"I can't cause it's not true," you tell her, looking down to avoid eye contact with the spy. You sit on one end of the couch and she sits next to you, you pass her and Wanda plates. "I'm disappointed, I thought you would be better at reading situations then this," you say sarcastically and she let's out a dramatic gasp, pretending to be offended.

"I think the real problem is you are worse at hiding your relationship with Loki then you think you are," Wanda says as she grabs a slice of pizza. "And since you won't just admit it, how about we review the facts?" Wanda asks with a wide smile before sitting cross legged on the floor on the other side of the coffee table.

"Oh, I can't wait to hear all of these supposed facts," you roll your eyes.

"Exhibit A, breakfast," Wanda says too excitedly for your liking, "Loki brings you coffee and something to eat every single morning. How do you explain that if the two of you aren't dating, hmm?"

You decide maybe it would be better to just play along with your friends this time, hoping you might be able to convince them they were both wrong once and for all. Wanda and Nat had recently become obsessed with the idea that you and Loki were secretly dating but it had really picked up over the last week.

"I'm telling you, we aren't dating. He just knows I have a lot of early meetings so it's easy for me to get distracted and then I forget to eat," you tell them.

"I don't know," Natasha shakes her head, "Worrying that you're skipping meals seems like good boyfriend behavior."

"It is not, it's good friend behavior," you correct her, "Maybe the two of you don't worry about me enough." You cross your arms and stare at Nat then Wanda, causing them to giggle.

"Still, it's impressive. I don't think Loki even knows if Thor drinks coffee, forget about him ever bringing his brother or anyone else on the team anything," Nat says, picking up right where she left off before the minor laughing fit.

"I don't know what to tell you," you shrug. "Maybe he knows I'm less grumpy when I eat. Those mission report meetings we have are brutal if I'm not fully caffeinated," you suggest another reason.

"Nice try Y/N, but those meetings are only once a week," Nat reminds you and practically wince, how did you ever think the best spy on the planet would let that detail slip past her. "Care to explain away the coffee he brings you the other four days?"

You don't answer, pretending to be interested in reading the label on your drink instead. You remember when Loki started doing it roughly three months ago. One Friday while you were watching a movie together, you complained to him that you had missed breakfast three days in a row that week due to your tight meeting schedule. You hadn't meant for him to do anything about it, you were just venting. The following Monday and every morning since, Loki would stop by your office before he trained with Thor. He brought you a large coffee exactly the way you liked it, even though you don't remember him asking how you took it, and something to eat. You offered to pay him back after the first couple of days but he just smiled and told you not to worry about it.

Wanda laughs at your lack of response, pulling you from your thoughts and asks, "I think it's time for exhibit B, don't you?"

"Oh, of course," Nat smiles and you groan, quickly realizing this was a bad idea.

"Exhibit B, your weekends," Wanda says.

"There is nothing weird about our weekends," you tell them defensively. "What are you talking about?"

"Really Y/N?" Wanda says. "You're going to pretend you and Loki aren't going on dates all the time?"

"We aren't dating," you respond, this time you don't bother to force a smile. "We just like going to the same places."

"The two of you spend every minute of the weekend together," Nat chimes in. "I don't think Wanda spends as much time with Viz as you spend with Loki."

"It's not my fault Loki is more interesting than Vision," you reply quickly, earning a loud laugh from Nat and an eye roll from Wanda.

Natasha wasn't exactly wrong though. Over the last four months you and Loki had gone to art galleries, museums, plays and parks all across the city. These outings would have been truly amazing dates... if you were dating but you weren't. You think back to last weekend when you took him to the Winter Village at Bryant Park for the first time. Your fingers begin to play with the necklace you bought from one of the many artists who had set up stalls there. You were wearing gloves so Loki offered to put it on you, gently sweeping your hair away from your neck as he stood behind you to fasten the clasp. You hadn't been able to stop blushing when his fingers brushed against your skin but thankfully you could blame your red cheeks on the sudden cold breeze.

"Y/N," Wanda says, tossing a balled up napkin at you to get your attention. "Thinking about your next date night?"

You sigh and shake your head no. "Can't you both just let this go? We're going to waste the whole night on this."

"I only have one more exhibit to prove that you are dating, then we will leave you alone," Wanda says and you reluctantly agree to hear it, knowing she will tell you either way. "Exhibit C, you sleep in his apartment way too often. I mean really Y/N, I don't know why you pay rent at your place when you sleep with him two or three times a week."

"Ah, remember two weeks ago?" Nat asks Wanda and she nods. "How many nights in a row did you sleep with Loki?" she asks you with a smirk.

You sigh, "First off, stop saying it like that. I'm not sleeping with him, I sleep at his place. Secondly..." you pause not wanting to answer her question. "Five but you know that was because of the weather."

"Once in a while I get, but that many times in a row and you are practically living with him. I would bet you even have your own toothbrush and a drawer or two at his place," Wanda jokes.

You bite your lip before you respond, you did have a toothbrush and a few things stored in Loki's apartment. He had suggested you leave some items there so you were more comfortable since you slept over so often.

"I only sleep there cause he worries about me getting home safe if it's after a certain time, like if we are out until midnight on the weekends or I work really late during the week," you explain truthfully then add, "And sometimes I accidentally fall asleep at his place if we're watching a movie and he just lets me sleep. It's really not a big deal."

"Mmhmm..." Nat nods.

"I know that look Nat so don't even say it. I've already told you, nothing happens. Loki always offers me his bed and he takes the couch in his living area," you add quickly.

"Damn," Nat laughs and pretends to look disappointed.

"Now, you've finished with your 'facts' that prove nothing. He's just my best friend, that's it," you say, desperately trying to avoid talking about Loki any longer. "Can we please move onto something else?"

"Come on, what else do we need to do to get you to just tell us the truth," Wanda says.

"We aren't together," you tell them for what feels like the hundredth time.

"You can't lie to us," Nat says as if she didn't hear you, "Out with it."

"He's not mine!" you hear yourself say loudly and the smiles fall from their faces.

You look at them both silently, suddenly feeling too exposed as you finally give up on pretending you were unbothered by their constant questions and accusations. You slowly shift so you are sitting with your legs tucked underneath you, pressing your back into the couch. Picking up one of the pillows from between you and Nat, you hold it against your chest almost as if you are trying to hide yourself.

"He's not... he's not mine," you repeat again, a bit quieter this time. "He never was and he never will be. I'm just his best friend," you say.

"Wait... no, you really aren't together?" Nat asks almost in disbelief and you nod.

"I- we honestly thought you were just trying to keep it a really bad secret. I had no idea... I'm so sorry," Wanda says softly. "We never should have pushed you so hard."

"I'm sorry too Y/N but why aren't you two dating?" Nat asks. "The two of you seem so perfect for each other."

You shake your head then lower your face into the pillow to hide the gathering tears. "What did you say?" Wanda asks when you mumble something in response to Nat. You can feel her sitting on the arm of the couch as she gently tries to pull the pillow away from your face.

You cling to it tightly but allow her to lower it a bit. "I said... he would never want to date me," you tell them without looking up. "I'm not his type," you feel the first few tears slip free and fall down your cheeks.

You pull the sleeves of your sweater down over your hands and wipe your eyes. "Loki is a freaking prince and a God. Why would he want someone like me?" you ask them the question you had been asking yourself since you realized you were in love with him.

"Someone like you?" Nat repeats your question. "Because you are amazing Y/N. You're incredibly funny, clever and-"

You interrupt Nat, "But I'm not beautiful."

"What?" Wanda asks. "Y/N, of course you are."

"No, I'm not beautiful," you tell them. "I know what I look like, I'm short and I'm significantly overweight... I could lose a hundred pounds and I would still be nothing like the women Loki dates. They have all been tall and thin, perfect just like he is," you say, keeping your head down. "He's been with models, socialites, actresses and literal princesses when he lived on Asgard. Why would he ever want me when he could have them?"

You put one hand over your face as you lose the battle to hold back your tears. "I'm such an idiot," you say more to yourself than your friends. "I let myself fall in love with my best friend even though I know he will never love me back," you grip the pillow tighter to your body and keep your eyes closed behind your other hand.

You feel a hand gently settle on your knee, squeezing lightly to comfort you. You appreciate the gesture until you realize you no longer feel Nat and Wanda sitting on either side of you. You sniffle and wipe your eyes, your heart beginning to race as you recognize your favorite smell, Loki's cologne.

"Y/N," Loki says almost in a whisper. He looks up at you as he kneels on the carpet in front of you.

"No," you say in disbelief as you stand up, tossing aside the pillow.

"Wait-" he says but you ignore him, desperately avoiding his gaze.

"No, no, no," you repeat as you realize Loki heard you say you loved him. If he heard that, what else had he heard? Before he can say anything else you grab your phone off the coffee table and leave the common area as quickly as possible.

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Cozy Corner

Flufftober Day 5: Book Shop

Loki Laufeyson x f!reader

Word Count: 1.0k

AN: I loved writing this one. I love Austen and you can absolutely tell haha. I feel like I probably should have said this before but I don't have a beta reader, any mistakes are my own. (if you want to be a beta reader for me let me know) Please reblog if you enjoyed it!

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Your favorite part of living in New York was the fact that you could find pretty much any kind of store you could ever think of, and it would only be a short walk and a subway ride away. Take your favorite bookstore, Cozy Corner. The owner was an older woman who had introduced herself as Martha to you within the first few minutes of your first visit. Martha had been a librarian at an elementary school in Brooklyn for 45 years before she decided that she wanted to open her store.

You had stumbled upon this place by accident. You had been looking for a new store to buy books from when you had decided that the huge Barnes and Noble in the city was way too hard for you to navigate. So you went for a walk and decided to see if you could find a small one on your path.

You had, and it turned out to be one of the best things to happen to you since you moved into the city. You could spend hours of your day here, lounging in the plush chairs that sit by Martha’s front window, reading whatever new books she had gotten. She keeps bringing you mugs of coffee, and you're not exactly sure where they come from given that she doesn't sell coffee but you’re grateful for it anyway.

Your favorite way to spend your day had become reading at the store, and the other regular that you have seen come in increasing frequency is just a bonus. At least that is what you tell Martha when she asks you what you think of the handsome man who keeps smiling at you without ever saying anything.

He is nice to look at, you won’t deny that. He’s tall and lithe and has an aura of confidence and power that you can’t seem to forget. Martha tells you he’s a fan of the classics, that he’s bought a copy of every Hemingway that she has in stock and she’s sure that the two of you would get along. You don’t know if she just wants to matchmake or if she genuinely thinks the two of you would get along but you don’t have the heart to tell her that you don’t think it’ll work out.

He’s gorgeous and intimidating and everything you’d want in a man but is too afraid to go for. Luckily you don’t have to muster up the confidence to speak to him, he speaks to you first.

“Is this seat taken?” He asks gesturing to the only other plush chair in the store. It doesn’t exactly match the one that you’re sat in but it doesn’t take away from the ambiance in the room at all.

You’re taken aback by his request but still manage to nod your assent. He’s never stayed this long before. Usually, he just comes in and presses the stacks for an hour or so before making a purchase and smiling at you as he leaves. Today he seems inclined to sit and start his newest purchase right away.

“Loki,” he says and reaches his hand out for you to shake. You do and give him your name in response. You don’t try to continue the conversation beyond that, afraid to interrupt Loki’s reading. He however doesn’t seem to have any qualms with conversation.

“Haven’t you read that before?” He references the semi-battered copy of Pride and Prejudice in your hands. You’re stunned by his observational skills and you admit to yourself, also a little flattered.

“It’s my favorite Austen novel. I read it at least three times a year.” You admit, pulling the book closer to your chest. You move it closer to your heart.

“I’m partial to Persuasion myself but I enjoy all of Austen’s work,” he replies and fully closes and puts down his book. It’s a leatherbound copy of Crime and Punishment, you remember reading it for a college literature class and are excited to be able to talk to him about something else.

You don’t even realize how long the two of you are talking until Martha rounds the corner with a sheepish expression on her face.

“I hate to interrupt you two but it’s time to close.” You take a glance at the clock and are surprised at how late it’s gotten. But what catches your eye is the fact that technically the shop should’ve closed two hours ago.

‘Martha!” you exclaimed “Why on earth did you let us stay for so long?” You quickly stand and go to collect your things grabbing the book on the table in front of you without really looking. Loki moves to the same. Martha tuts at you, “I was going to, but I saw how wonderfully you two were getting along and I didn’t want to stop you.”

Your chest swells with affection for the older woman and you fondly shake your head at her. “Well next time feel free to interrupt, you don't have to stay open just for us.”

‘Next time?” Loki asks and you turn to him.

“Yeah, unless you don’t want to continue our riveting conversation on philosophy in fiction?” You ask teasingly but with an undercurrent of seriousness. You thought the conversation was going well but now you worry that maybe he didn’t think the same.

“I’d be delighted to.” He tells you “But I also believe that it is much past our dear Martha’s bedtime and we should postpone our discussion for at least a few hours.” He smirks and looks towards the woman. She takes the cue and goes to collect the rest of her belongings so that the three of you can leave and she can lock up the store behind you.

With your jacket on, ready to face the slight fall chill that permeates the late-night New York air you step out of the comfort of the store. You turn to Loki and wish him a good night before making your way down the street and towards your apartment.

It isn’t until you get back to your palace and unpack your bag that you realize you’ve grabbed the wrong book. You smile without meaning to, it seems you have another reason to see Loki again soon.

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Be My Little Darling

Masterlist Chapter 2

Pairing: Loki x Black!Fem!reader / Plus Size reader

Warnings: 18+. Minors DNI. You are in charge of your own reading experience. One shot. There is some making out, unresolved sexual tension! Mentions of private parts. Cursing. There's violence with weapons. Established relationship.

Summary: Loki is the exclusive owner of the hottest club in New Asgard. Dubbed the Nine Realms, each of the nine rooms represent a different realm. You are his second in command, working the floors and ensuring everyone is having fun. At least they will be after you stop a creep from bothering one of your waitresses. And Loki has to stop the fight with you. He takes you back to his office to set some things straight.

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A/N: Ever since hearing that the Loki show had an early concept of Loki running a 70s dance club like the show Lucifer, I couldn't stop thinking about it. So I knocked this out. It was fun to write LOL. I conceived it as a one shot, so enjoy. Not beta'd or proof read, so all mistakes are mine. While likes are awesome, please consider commenting and reblogging to support writers!

“Hands. Off. Now,” you snarled. You looked up into the ugly mug of some random person who had too much to drink. He stank of ale and dried sweat and something faintly oily.

He sneered down at you and looked you over. You wore the same thing as the other girls, except you took liberties with yours. The skirt was a little shorter, the cleavage a little tighter, fishnet tights, and fingerless gloves. You wore all black like the other waitresses complete with a fresh black rose pinned to your lapel.

He saw you no more than background noise, blending into the decadent atmosphere. So, in his mind, he could do whatever he wanted.

“I don’t hear her complaining,” he said, with a heavy accent. You couldn’t place it, but then again, you were still getting used to New Asgard. Between the Asgardians and the humans native to this part of the world, there was an eclectic mix of voices, accents, and dialects.

He held one of your girls by the arm and from the looks of it, it was none too gently. She was a pretty brown haired girl, a little mousy and pale, but this room preferred the look of a doe-eyed innocent. You nodded to her, to give her reassurance that everything would be okay.

You turned your scowl back on the idiot. “She’s told you no a few times. Clean out your ears and let her go. I won’t ask again,” you said.

“And what will you do?” He asked. He looked around the room at his buddies who laughed along with him. You looked around, committing each idiot to memory. They were definitely banned after this.

You licked your lips, trying to keep your cool. You were so over this bullshit. You weren’t a bouncer and you resented the extra load Loki dumped on your shoulders. As if managing nine fucking rooms in a club was an easy task.

He chuckled some more, getting his cronies to increase their mocking laughter. The Alfeim room was supposed to be one of the most relaxing and ethereal rooms. You didn’t know where the meathead came from but you made a mental note to deal with the front house staff in the morning.

You moved forward and conjured a defense baton, bringing it down on his arm at the joint. There was a faint crunching sound and he yelled as he dropped the girl. She grinned and backed away, using her tray as a shield from the other cronies. They stood up and you slowly unveiled a conjured sword, waving it about.

“Ah ah ah,” you tsked. “Play fair.”

The meathead wailed like an unruly child and you curled your lip in disgust. So pathetic.

“Out, all of you. And I never want to see you here again.”

There were five men who encircled you, each remaining in place. You glanced around the room. There were log tables set up with stumps to sit on. There was fake moss on the walls and floor, fake branches overhead, and a cave facade built onstage for the performers. The girls in this room wore leafy, flowy skirts and loose peasant shirts. Flower crowns were woven into their braided hair and they wore sandals on their feet.

The patrons in this room needed that bit of fantasy to escape for a bit. For now, they were content to watch the fight unfold. They weren’t freaking out, so you decided to keep the mood light.

The meathead in charge stopped crying long enough to struggle to his feet. “You will regret that,” he said, low and menacing. Well, at least he thought so. But once you saw a man sniveling on the floor with snot running down his face, you kind of lost all respect.

You swung the sword towards him until it was flush against his neck. “Care to try me? I haven’t had a good fight in a good while,” you said.

The meathead scoffed. He suddenly thrust his arm up, moving your sword out of the way. But it still nicked him across the neck and cheek. A red line opened up on his skin and bled freely. He paid it no mind as he got in close, using his good side and broad frame to crowd into you.

You stepped in close as well and used the hilt of your baton to hit him in the abdomen. You stepped in, turned, and used the momentum to bring the baton across his face. His face whipped to the side but then turned back to you with fire in his eyes.

Finally, a good fucking fight. He yelled and ran at you, picking you up and slamming your back against the nearest table. You dropped the sword and conjured another baton and began wailing on any available body parts you could reach. You rained down holy fire on his back and arms until he finally leaned back far enough for you to land a solid kick.

He stumbled back, cursing at you and calling you out of your name. You hopped off of the table and bent low to bring your batons down on his kneecaps, ankles, and shins. He yowled in pain before grabbing your arm with a snarl.

“Let her go.” A deep, rich voice called out into the room. The faint faerie-like music slowed to a stop. The lights seemed to dim in his presence.

You sighed. This was the last fucking thing you needed.

“I got it,” you said. You twisted in the man’s hand making him twist in an unnatural way. He could either let go and save his hand or keep going out of spite. He cried out as his wrist twisted too far. You grabbed it and twisted it behind his back. You elbowed him in the back until he was bent over and back to crying. You applied pressure until his knees buckled.

“All of you, out. And you already know what I will do if I catch you here again,” Loki said. His breathy baritone commanded all the force of a prince. The eggheads who stayed out of the fight looked to their pathetic leader. He looked between you and Loki, trying to determine who was the real threat. You with the weapons, or the owner of the club and his former prince.

The meathead nodded and you let him go with a final shove. He stood up and one of his buddies came to help him stand. He glared daggers at you as they were escorted out by a team of bouncers.

You weren’t even out of breath. You released your constructs and set about setting the room to rights. You didn’t want to look at him. You already knew that he’d be scowling at you. As if the disturbance was somehow your fault.

Loki approached you on silent feet. While you were looking down, his shiny black dress shoes came into view.

He called your name and you suppressed a shiver. His voice made music out of your name, pronouncing all of the syllables in his own unique way. Every time felt like you were discovering your name for the first time.

You dragged your eyes along his all black suit that hugged his frame, accentuated his small waist, and broad shoulders. He wore a black on black suit, with a black tie, and a black rose on his lapel. His hair draped down to his shoulders. He was letting it grow out again and gods it was glorious on him.

His signature scowl was on his face as he regarded you.

“I had it covered, you didn’t have to do that.” You hated that even from across the fucking club, word spread so fast that he always spoiled your fun.

“It shouldn’t get that far,” he said.

“How about you trust me next time?” You snapped. You weren’t a fucking child that he could scold. He raised an eyebrow at you.

Perhaps you really had lost your mind, because you didn’t care this time. “You can’t expect these people to trust me, let alone my girls to trust me, if you swoop in and command people about. They need to fear me, not you,” you continued.

“He had his hands on you,” Loki said as if it explained everything.

“He had his hands on Sugar, or did you not see that?” You asked. Loki gave every waitress a name. Sugar, Sweetie, Honey…

“Darling,” he said, with a slight smile. “There’s nothing that goes on in my club that I don’t know about,” he said.

You rolled your eyes. Yes, you’ve heard the speech. He is the lord and king of the club and no one could tell him different.

You finished righting the tables and stumps. You grabbed the towel hanging from your back pocket and wiped down the table. The couple who had been sitting there had stood up in the commotion to avoid being trampled. They nodded their thanks. You gave them vouchers for a free drink on their next visit.

“I don’t need your fucking help, Loki,” you said. You brushed past him but he dug his fingers into the fleshy parts of your upper arm.

He raised a finger into your face. “Have care how you speak to me,” he said.

His dark eyes bored into yours. Oh he was angry. If he had the ability to burn you with one look, it’d be this one. His jaw flexed as he clenched it and his eyes were so narrow, he looked like his eyes were half closed.

You yanked your arm out of his grasp. He reared back as if you had slapped him. “Fuck you,” you said.

Instead of rising to your obvious bait, Loki chuckled. He clapped slowly and turned around, getting others to clap along with him. “Let’s thank the lovely Darling for keeping us safe.”

The room clapped awkwardly before Loki nodded to the band. The music resumed, the soft and ethereal music floating through once more. Waitresses floated in and out carrying full trays of drinks to go with the forest theme.

Loki smiled and waved to patrons. He leaned down to speak to a group of women who giggled at his words. Giggled. You dry heaved.

Loki turned back to you and his smile disappeared. He stepped closer and leaned towards your ear. “My office. Now,” he demanded.

You sucked your teeth but his expression told you that he wasn’t in the mood tonight. Whatever. If he wanted to fire you, you’d welcome it. You didn’t sign up for this shit.

You whirled around and exited the room. The common areas were decorated in velvet and revolving lights that switched colors and swirled on the walls. Waitresses dressed in regalia from all over the nine realms marched to and from the various kitchens and bars, carrying drinks or finger foods.

Your high heels clicked on the floor, despite the thumping music from various rooms you passed. You were all too aware of Loki stalking behind you. He didn’t make much of a sound. If it weren’t for his shoes, you wouldn’t be able to tell he was there. Well, besides the overwhelming presence of him.

His disappointment and anger were like thick blankets around you. Suffocating you. Your skin was overheated and oversensitive. You wanted a fight but now you were left unfulfilled. Your denied release made you antsy, eyes flicking across the assorted artwork and sculptures in the labyrinth hallways.

You led the way to his office. Smack at the back of the club, Loki had a spacious and elegant office. He was done in his signature black and emerald. Deep, plush couches he probably fucked people on.

He had a dark mahogany desk that was large enough to dominate the room. Two chairs were in front of it. File cabinets, boxes, and random sculptures made up the room. He had a private bar in the corner with the best liquor according to his tastes.

He entered behind you and slammed the door shut. You hated that you jumped. You hated it more that the sound of the door locking didn’t scare you. It excited you. Your pitiful crush on your boss was embarrassing. All of the women loved him. Half the men did too. He had a unique way of making you feel like the only person in the room, despite being surrounded.

You crossed your arms and faced forward. He stalked towards you, way too close for comfort. You shifted as he trailed a finger down your exposed arm. He grabbed your chin, forcing you to look into his eyes.

“If you don’t respect me out there, the other girls will stop listening. So instead of running a club, I’m now stuck with the task of hiring and training a completely new staff. Do not disrespect me out there,” he said.

You faced him. “Then don’t disrespect me. I had the situation under control,” you said.

He laughed at you and shook his head. He dropped his hold on your chin. “I’m sure breaking his knees and arms was a controlled situation,” he said.

“He would’ve healed,” you said.

“That’s not the point!” He yelled. Fresh arousal flooded you and made your stomach flip. This was so fucked up. His yelling should not excite you. But it did. Gods, it did. Every single time.

“There’s no fighting in my club. Ever,” he said.

“You embarrassed me out there. How can people respect my position if you don’t?” You asked.

“I wouldn’t have given it to you if I didn’t respect you. I know you can do a good job. Itching for a fight will drive customers away. What’s going on with you?” He asked.

You blinked at him. “What? Nothing. Can’t a woman rage without there being a reason?”

“Not you, no. What is it? What happened?”

“Nothing,” you said through gritted teeth.The hell did he truly care anyway? Maybe you were in a shitty mood because you wanted to be. You were stressed out to the max. The highlight of your day was managing the club. Outside of it…it wasn’t pretty. You preferred the dark interior of the club and its nine rooms to the sunny and bright world outside. It was all so sad.

But you weren’t about to tell your boss that. If you broke down, he’d be more than justified to replace you. And you didn’t want to think about what would happen if you didn’t have the club anymore.

He approached you, crowding into your personal space. You backed away until your round ass hit the top of his desk. Still, you tried to get out of the web he weaved. His entire being made the room feel tiny.

“Tell me or we’ll have to find a more constructive use for you,” he said. He looked down his nose at you, eyes raking over your plump brown lips.

A sigh escaped you. “We’ve never crossed that line, Loki,” you said.

“I can’t fathom a reason why right now,” he said.

You chuckled to try to dissipate some of the tension in the room. “You couldn’t give me what I want,” you said.

You and Loki had flirted plenty of times over the years, but you both respected your positions. You didn’t need anyone thinking you got this job on your knees. Some of the girls liked to still gossip and call you Princess when they thought you couldn’t hear them. But no one thought you two had a relationship.

How could they? Loki had a different woman or man or those in between on his arm every night. He made no secret of the type of people he liked. And safe to say, you did not fit the bill. You weren’t ugly. You knew that for a fact. You were gorgeous with real curves and a real tummy.

Loki seemed to go for the weak willed, bland people whose personalities came from a quiz online. He liked to boss people around and you made sure that he knew that he couldn’t do the same to you.

“You think you’re so hard to figure out?” He chuckled and looked over you as if you were nothing. “Darling, I know what you need.”

You jutted your chin out and crossed your arms. He poked your side. You slapped his hand away. He poked your other side and you slapped his hand away again. What was he playing at?

He scooted closer, molding his body along yours. You felt the unmistakable imprint of his dick straining against his trousers. You inhaled sharply, not expecting that at all. You looked into his eyes. He had a downright devilish grin on his face.

He dragged his fingers from your tummy, up and over your chest, in between your breasts, and then wrapped them around your throat.

You prayed he couldn’t feel your heartbeat increasing. He smelled like wood and smoke, like sin.

“Tell me to stop,” he said. He kept eye contact with you as he leaned down and kissed the tops of your breasts. Your tongue darted out to wet your lips.

“Shove me away,” he said. He increased pressure on your neck and you whined. His free hand roamed over your thigh before pulling it up and wrapping it around his hip. It pressed his dick closer to you and your pussy throbbed.

He moved his hands higher, lifting your skirt. He went so agonizingly slow, giving you enough time to reject him. To shove him away. To tell him to leave you alone. Yet…what if this is all you got from him? What if this was your one chance to experience Loki’s attention directed at you?

“My poor, overworked Darling. So many responsibilities I gave you. I have no doubt you can deliver. But so little time for a proper release,” he said. His breath fanned over your face, smelling of whiskey and mint.

His fingers slid up to your jaw, running his thumb over your lips before pushing in. You suckled his thumb as his other hand drifted closer to your pussy. He played with the outline of your panties, lighting running his fingers back and forth.

You shamelessly moaned. You wiggled your hips, trying to get him to do anything else. He couldn’t stand here teasing all damn night. Surely, you would recover from his rejection after this. You weren’t the first to hold out on him but it was a game to see how flustered you could make each other.

Once he had you, there was no reason to continue the game.

“Eyes on me,” he demanded.

You snapped your eyes to his. His magic must extend to his eyes, because you were lost. Pulled in. Fuck it. Heartbreak was worth whatever he was about to do to you.

“No funny remarks? Is that all it takes? Playing with your needy little pussy?” He asked.

You nipped at his thumb but he didn’t pull it away. He grinned. “You don’t know what I need,” you said. But your comeback was weak to your own ears.

“You take care of so much, but who takes care of you?” He asked.

“I have a trusty vibrator. Better than any man,” you taunted.

Loki grinned. “Don’t stand there and lie, Darling. Shall I prove you wrong?”

You narrowed your eyes at him, daring him to. He hooked his finger under your panties and cooed at the amount of wetness on the gusset of your panties. “Quite a mess you made.” He leaned his head down and nuzzled your cheek before resting his nose against your shoulder. He took a deep whiff.

“Divine,” he said.

His knuckles brushed against your slick folds and you whined, moving your hips to get him where you needed him. “You’re so used to being in control, aren’t you?”

He took his thumb out of your mouth and grabbed your chin. He brought you close, close enough for your lips to touch. He licked his lips and the movement caught some of yours.

“Tell me I’m wrong and I’ll stop,” he said.

“Fuck you, Loki,” you said.

He chuckled and started to rub his knuckle back and forth with increased speed. You bit your lip to keep from moaning on his knuckle. There was no way he was playing you this well. It was embarrassing.

He kissed both of your cheeks and hovered his lips over yours. You wrapped one arm around his shoulder and the other around his tie. You yanked and he fell forward, giving you a quick kiss.

You dug your hands into his scalp, pulling his hair at the roots. He growled but still didn’t take the hint. He bit your lip and you cried out. He licked away the sting.

“Ask nicely if you want me to kiss you,” he said.

“Fuck you,” you breathed.

“Say the word and I will,” he said. You mashed your lips together, refusing to give him the satisfaction.

His knuckle stilled and you cried, rolling your hips forward. He withdrew completely and you groaned. You were nearly there. He kept eye contact as he licked his knuckle. You could smell yourself on his fingers. It was obscene. And it was fucking hot.

“If you want this cock, you’ll have to beg for it.” His voice weaved a spell on its own. You sighed at his filthy words.

“Like hell,” you said.

Loki chuckled and shrugged. “Until you beg, you’ll stay like this. You’re not allowed to cum or let anyone else touch you.”

He backed away from you, dropping you unceremoniously. Your leg hit the ground and your knees slightly buckled. You caught the desk behind you to keep you upright. You hadn’t known that he held the majority of your weight. The bastard took all the heat with him. Your hands shook with overwhelming need.

“You can’t tell me what to do,” you scoffed.

“I know I can. Go home. Think of me. Curse me. Whatever you need to do. But I will be very angry if you cum without my permission.”

He nuzzled your neck again before planting a soft kiss to your neck. He caressed your cheek before fully backing away. He rolled his shoulders. His pants were tented. Surely he was in pain as well.

“Don’t worry about me, Darling. I can last longer than you,” he said. Oh, now he activated your competitive side.

You smiled sweetly and fixed your skirt. You took your time fluffing it around your hips and thick thighs. Two could play that fucking game. You stood up and sashayed past him.

“We’ll see. But you’re not allowed to touch anyone else either,” you smirked. You trailed your hand along his chest as you passed him. His dark chuckle followed you out of the room. This ought to be interesting.

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lexluvswriting · 13 days

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[18+ CONTENT AHEAD, V SUGGESTIVE CONTENT, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT]

forgive me, Father for I have sinned.

and slayed.

sooo i was listening to 'Too Sweet' and i came across some videos on the forbidden site [X - elmo musky's domain] and UHm now we have this LMFAO.

should i post this tn yes or no 🙈

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maiyasuniverse · 1 year

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Shopping

Loki x Plus Size! Reader

Summary: Loki takes you shopping against your will, or not.

Shopping. An olympic sport you had never been quite the fan of. Too many disappointments and unflattering clothes.

Guess what Loki wanted to do today. Take you shopping because you constantly complain about having nothing to wear.

"I really don't need to Lo. Look at all the clothes I have, more would just be too much. Plus, I don't have the money."

"You don't need the money because I have it and your wardrobe is like one tenth of my own. My closet should never out weight yours, what kind of man would I be to not spoil my beloved?"

"You'd still be my Loki."

"I would be an imbecile now, come you don't need your purse or wallet I have my card. It's really surprising to me that gold is not used here as it is on Asgard. But, I've obtained the American currency."

He held the card up proudly between his index and middle finger.

“Lo.” You had to fight the smile creeping up on your face. “How did you get an Amex card, you’ve been on this planet for 4 years. I’ve been here all my life and I can’t even get one.”

“Never mind all that, what I have is yours so now you do have one of these little things. They say it’s the best. You take this one, it’s had more on it.”

“I don’t want to take your money, do you understand how credit works? This can’t be good.”

“I am a prince, and I’ve read plenty I understand. Plus, I have Stark, I know how you humans are with money, you work hard for it but I have enough, more than enough. We have enough Y/N.”

“Just a few stores okay?” You couldn’t believe him, you weren’t upset but more so impressed. You thought he would want to go back to Asgard but he’s doing things to stay, with you.

“We’re going to more than a few Dove, Stark told me about all the popular stores, and designers.”

The drive to the mall wasn’t short, at all, he drove to all a mall full of high end designer stores, some you haven’t even heard of.

“I think we should start with your jewelry, I know you don’t like to splurge but don’t look at a price tag. I want to get what you like.”

The first store he pulled you into was Tiffany’s, every so often you would peek at the price of the jewels and sit the back down. While Loki on the other hand seemed to be picking up some of the most outrageous things. Tennis Bracelets, and necklaces, and especially loved ankle bracelets. You knew that from the ones you had at home, he loved putting them on you, and he enjoyed taking them off even more.

“I don’t think I need a anklet in every size love, one’s enough.” He just nodded his head and agreed, this happened throughout the rest of the stores. Some casually telling you they didn’t hold your dress size, while you were slightly disappointed you enjoyed shopping with him. You didn’t feel bad, not about your size or money it was peaceful.

Loki had to take a few trips to the car because it was too much to hold, but most of them things were his. The drive back was beautiful bribing past the beaches and homes.

“You didn’t grab the things you wanted. Why is that?” He sounded genuinely curious, while you guys were shopping he looked but his kept his distance for the most part, looking around, trying to give you space to move around.

“I just didn’t see much.” His eyes rolled, before looking back at you.

“You picked up plenty of beautiful items, I even seen you pick up that necklace you’ve been looking at online. You put it back.”

Maybe he was paying more attention to you than you thought.

“I just didn’t like it as much when I saw it.” That wasn’t the truth at all, the necklace as beautiful but totally out of the budget you set for yourself.

“Maybe we’ll find something better.” The ride back home seemed shorter. A lot shorter.

“We’re back already?” Loki just smiled at you.

“I think you were tired from the ride you slept the whole way back.” He looked tired, you kind of felt bad because you knew he only drove to show you he could be normal.

“Will you show me the things you bought for yourself when we get inside?” Now he was beaming.

“Oh pet, none of this is mine. These are things I picked up for you, as well as things you put down and the things they didn’t have in your size are now. In your size!” You couldn’t help but beam at him,

“Really, I normally hate shopping but I really did enjoy spending time you. I always so Lo.”

“Yes, really, I told you before I want to give you everything you want. There isn’t anything you have to long for because you’ve given me what I’ve been wanting since I was a child. I’ll put the universe in your hands if I could.” He pulled a long box Tiffany Blue box out of his suit jacket and unraveled the bow. “A necklace barley suitable for the neck of my lady.” He kissed it. “You’re even more beautiful when you’re smiling like that Y/N. That’s why I do these things to make you happy. I love you pet.”

You felt your whole body heat up at his words, you two had never exchanged those words.

“You love me?” You repeated somewhat stunned.

“I do, painfully so.”

“I love you, painfully so.” You had been wanting to say it for so long it was like a weight coming off your shoulders.

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michelleleewise · 1 year

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Tale as Old as Time

Pairing: Jotun Loki x plus-size reader

Warnings: forced imprisonment, mentions of drinking, plotting, Thor being Thor, sadness,

Summary: Thor enacts his plan.....you prepare for your dinner with Loki

Graphics by: @firefly-graphics

**next chapter will be the last for these two!! Sorry it took me sooooo long to finish it and thank you all for sticking with me!! Love you guys!!!! 💚💚💚

Part Six--Part Seven-

You ran to your room, accidentally slamming the door in your hurry "wh..what happened...who do I need to kill!?" Natasha yelled as her doors flew open "sorry...didn't mean to do that." You said walking towards her "I do need your help though." You smiled "I'm having dinner with Loki and..." you started "a dress! You need a dress!" She yelled excitedly, her drawers flying open tossing fabric onto the air "what were you thinking my dear? Sleek...conservative...sexy maybe..." She said wiggling what you assumed were her eyebrows making you laugh "I shall trust your judgment." You said bowing, seeing her jump up and down "let us begin." She squealed.

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Loki strode into his room followed closely by James and Anthony "this is your chance to make her yours master." James said jumping onto the bed. "James..."Loki growled going to his closet. "You only need to tell her how you feel." James said watching clothes fly out of Loki's closet. "But how...I've never felt this way, and what if..." Loki trailed off grabbing his nicest suit jacket coming out laying it on the bed. "Sir, the way she looks at you says everything." James said jumping off the bed. "Now, we have a lot of work to do." He said looking Loki up am down "and first things first...a bath." He said hopping into the bathroom, Loki following behind.

Hank ran around, packing a bag of supplies before leaving. He had come home as you asked but you hadnt come back. He hadn't hardly slept or ate wondering if you were ok. He knew you, he knew you would do whatever you could to escape, and with no sign....he began to fear the worst. But he was going to need help, he knew he couldn't take the monster on his own. He fastened his cloak grabbing his bag he made sure the house was secure before heading to the tavern to find any able bodied person he could.

He walked in seeing everyone apparently celebrating, a drink in everyone's hand as Thor jumped up on the table "what is everyone so happy about?" Hank asked the man next to him "oh, Thor is getting engaged." The man said sipping his drink. He walked past the man making his way to the middle of the crowd "everyone! Please I need your help!" He yelled getting everyone's attention "ah Hank, we were looking for you." Thor said jumping down. "Please, you must help me! There is a castle in the woods and a...a monster!" Hank yelled grabbing Thor's shirt. "I think you've officially lost your mind old man." Thor laughed pulling Hank off of him.

"No..it's true! He held me prisoner! He's massive..seven feet tall with long horns coming out of his head! And he's...he's blue!" Hank said hearing everyone laugh "and you say this...blue devil lives in a castle in the woods...that no one has ever seen?" Thor asked arching his eyebrow. "Yes! I got lost in the woods, a..and stumbled upon the place. And everything Is alive! The clocks, the furniture..it's cursed!" Hank continued as Thor wrapped an arm around his shoulder "Hank, I think I speak for eveyone here when I say you have become dillusional in your old age." He said. Hank looked up seeing the Doctor walk in with several men "what..no! It's real! All of it...I'm not crazy!" He yelled as two men grabbed his arms "Hank, these are ramblings of a broken mind, the doctor will take care of you." Thor smiled as the men began to drag Hank away "no! No I have to save y/n! I have to help her!" He yelled again as they drug him outside, everyone in the tavern following.

Loki got up, stepping out of the tub grabbing his robe. "Atleast the smell is gone." James said hopping back into the bedroom "come sit, I do believe we can make you look presentable." He said smiling "look here, just because you are helping me, does not mean..." Loki started when a chair came up behind him knocking him into it "Alright everyone....let's get to work." James called out when Pepper hopped in accompanied by several other servants as the chair moved to the mirror. James jumped up onto the vanity smiling "let's get you a princess" He said as they got to work.

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You twisted your hips, watching the gown sway with the movement as Natasha clipped a small tiara into your hair. "I belive it is perfect dear." She said. "Thank you, it is lovely." You said, happy you chose blue slipping your shoes on. You smoothed the dress down walking to the door. "Trust your heart dear." You heard her say as you grabbed the handle. Taking a deep breath you nodded and walked out, making your way down the hall you saw Pepper and Peter "wow, you look pretty." Peter said smiling. "Well thank you, it's not too much?" You asked "You look lovely. Now come on, he's waiting." She said hopping down the hall.

You made it to the stairs, looking down you saw Loki pacing back and forth, fidgeting with his hands as you walked down. You couldn't help smile at his nervousness when his eyes met yours seeing him smile. He held his arm out as you reached the bottom "You look positively radiant y/n." He said as you wrapped you arm around his. "Thank you, you look pretty good yourself." You said looking him over, his burgundy overcoat fit snug against his frame over his black tunic, his black pants accentuating his long legs. "Thank you darling, shall we?" He asked guiding you towards the dining room. You stopped coming up to a set of large doors "What's in there?" You asked "Oh, that's the ballroom. Would you like to see it?" He asked "yes please." You smiled as he dropped your arm opening the door.

You walked in to the massive room, a large piano sat in the corner with several candelabras spread throughout the space, lighting all at once. You looked up seeing the ceiling covered in detailed painting of clouds and cherubs, a large chandelier shining in the light. "I haven't been in here since.." loki trailed off looking around. You turned to look at him, he seemed so small in the massive room making you smile. You walked up to him, craning your head up to look at him "dance with me?" You asked holding your hand out. "I..i haven't danced in.." he started when you grabbed his hand "come on..for me?" You smiled seeing his eyes soften "very well, for you." He said leading you to the middle of the floor when the piano came to life. "I don't know if ill get used to that." You said smiling as he guided you in front of him.

You looked up at him, his beautiful ruby eyes searching yours, you did your best curtsie as he bowed. You grabbed his hand, gently guiding it to your waist hearing him clear his throat, putting yours on his shoulder stepping closer grabbing his other hand in yours, the way his hand engulphed yours made you shiver. He tilted his chin up, looking down at you through his dark eyelashes, his grip tightened on your waist as he guided you across the large floor. You heard a lovely voice float through the air, looking over seeing pepper on the piano making you smile as Loki twirled you out, pulling you back in to his chest, holding you tight to him.

Tale as old as time...True as it can be...Barely even friends...Then somebody bends...Unexpectedly

You let your hand slide down to his chest, feeling his muscles flex under your fingertips, his grip on your waist tightened as he turned you, pressing your side to his, lifting you up you gripped his shoulder as he spun you, your dress ebbing and flowing with your movements, setting you down he grabbed your hand spinning you before pulling you back to his chest, lacing his fingers with yours bringing them to his chest.

Just a little change...Small to say the least...Both a little scared...Neither one prepared...Beauty and the beast

You had never felt like this before, with anyone. Your heart raced feeling his hand slide to your back, keeping you close to him. If you were honest, you could stay like this forever.

Ever just the same...Ever a surprise...Ever as before...Ever just as sure...As the sun will rise...Tale as old as time...Tune as old as song...Bittersweet and strange...Finding you can change...Learning you were wrong

You thought back to your first day with him, how cold and harsh he was...to now, seeing him smile down at you with a softness in his eyes you had never seen before. But now, you could see the pain, the loneliness. Everything he had been through weighing on him was clear in those rubies that gazed into yours, and you wanted nothing more then to take it all away.

Certain as the sun...Rising in the east...Tale as old as time...Song as old as rhyme...Beauty and the beast

You took a chance, laying your head on his chest listening to his heartbeat as he swayed back and forth, squeezing your hand in his when you heard the music stop. You looked up at him, tracing the ridges on his skin with your eyes when he cleared his throat dropping your hand. "W..would you care to see the balcony?" He asked holding his arm out "yes please." You said grabbing his arm. You walked out letting the cool air wash over you looking out the grounds. Loki guided you over to a bench as he sat down next to you.

You sat quietly looking out at the blanket of snow covering everything, remembering when you were a child and your father would take you out to build snowmen and have adventures. "Everything alright my dear?" Loki asked. You looked at him, seeing concern on his face "yes, I'm fine. It's just.." you trailed off looking down. "I wonder how my father is." You said looking back out at the snow. "You must miss him." Loki said fidgeting with his fingers "very much yes, I just hope he is ok" you smiled. "W..would you like to see him?" Loki asked sitting up straight. "How?" You asked as he stood "come, I'll show you." He said holding out his hand.

He walked you to his chambers, following him in you saw the snowflake floating on the table, considerably smaller then the last time you saw it when Loki walked over holding a mirror "here, you only need to tell it what you wish to see." He said handing it to you. You held it up seeing your reflection "I'd like to see my father...please." You said seeing yourself fade when your father came into view, surrounded by a mob of people being drug out of the tavern "father..." you said covering your mouth. "What is it?" Loki asked watching you "he..he's in trouble..." you said not taking your eyes from the mirror. "Then...you must go to him." Loki said stepping back.

You looked from the mirror to Loki "what.." you whispered when he grabbed your hand "he needs you, you must go." He said. "Loki, i.." you started when he held his hand up "it is alright y/n." He smiled but it didn't reach his eyes. "Thank you Loki." You said, rushing forward wrapping your arms around him, feeling his large arms hold you to him. You looked up at him "I will come back...I promise." You said seeing him nod. You let go waking to the door "oh..here" you said handing him the mirror "no, you take it. To remember me by." He smiled. "I will see you soon." You said rushing out heading for the door.

Loki leaned on the table, looking at the snowflake, knowing his time was up. "Master, I had my doubts but every thing is going perfectly." Anthony said hopping inside the room with James and Pepper. "I..i let her go." Loki said walking to the window. "Why would you do that?" James asked jumping kn the table "because he loves her." Pepper said. "But the curse...we aren't human." James said looking at Pepper. "Because she doesn't love him." Anthony said looking down. Loki walked outside leaning on the balustrade seeing your figure riding towards the entrance of the grounds, your cloak billowing behind you. "I set her free, I'm sorry I couldn't do that for all of you." He said looking back.

He watched as another piece of the snowflake fell, melting on its descent. "Go spend time with your loved ones, our time is running out." Loki said looking back out the window, hearing the others leave he walked back out to the balcony "You will always be with me y/n.." he whispered into the night as your figure disappeared from view. Soon he would be alone....and he always would be....

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ladylovesloki · 2 years

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Hi i wanna request a loki x plus!size reader i was thinking if like the avenger's are celebrating for another successful mission and welcoming a new girl avenger and when the party is over they play truth or dare and they ask loki to kiss the new avenger he dose because the reader left to get her phone and came back and saw them kiss it pissed her off because she likes loki. So on a mission the reader saves the new avenger and gets hurt loki is worried because he is in love with her when the reader sees loki she says should you be making sure your girlfriend is ok she is talking about the new avenger he tell's her he loves the reader " sorry if its long i just wanted to request something"

Thank you so much for the request @salenorona23! Sorry it took me a lifetime, I hope you enjoy it 💚

Title: Truth

Pairings: Loki X Plus!Size Reader

Warnings: Language?, Fluff

Summary: A game of truth or dare at a Tony Stark party makes feelings rise to the surface.

“Alright! Drinks up!” Tony shouts, raising his glass.

“To our newest Avenger, who completed her first successful mission today…Reyna!”, he continues.

“Reyna!” Everyone shouts together.

You all take sips of your drinks and continue to mingle and tell stories about past missions. This was usual after a successful mission, hell it was normal to sit around and drink after an unsuccessful one too. Today was a little different because like Tony said we have a new Avenger. Reyna was one of the newer recruits who outshined most of her class. She had a very strong telekinetic power, it rivaled most mutants you had ever come into contact with. She was nice and pretty…and thin.. and basically everything you wanted to be.

You were a mutant as well except you were basically a thicker, slower version of Natasha with healing abilities. You came in handy out in the field if one of the big players got hurt and needed a quick boost, but you can fight too so you never had to worry about being a damsel in distress.

Reyna is a sweet girl though, you actually had a lot in common which made you hate yourself for feeling so envious of her. You were always the biggest one in the room when you were in the presence of the female Avengers. Their fit bodies always making you feel self conscious about yours. Reyna was just another reminder of what you would never be..

The party continued and you joined some of the Avengers sitting on the sofa.

Tony, Pepper, Reyna, Natasha, Sam, Thor and Loki were all sitting around drinking and enjoying the light atmosphere. You don’t really care about spending extra time with anyone but Loki, he’s your best friend in the tower. You were 99% sure you were in love with him as well but after a year of seeing the type of women that catch his eye you gave up on that fantasy. So you went out of your way to be friends with him because you saw how much he was disliked when he got here. He was slowly earning peoples trust and was becoming a valued member of the Avengers. He likes to say you were a huge part of that but you like to remind him of all the good he has done.

“I’m bored. I want to play a game.” Tony declares.

Pepper rolls her eyes at him, “not strip poker again Tony, please..”

“Party pooper…how about ummm….truth or dare?!”

“What is this truth or dare?” Thor asks.

“Players are given the choice between answering a question truthfully, or performing a dare”

“Thanks Friday!” Tony yells toward the ceiling. “Ok who wants to go first?”

“How about you Tony since this game was your brilliant idea..” Pepper suggests.

Tony squints his eyes at Pepper, “alright..dare!”

“I dare you to….eat a whole raw clove of garlic!”

“Oof livin’ on the edge there Pep.” Tony runs over to the refrigerator and grabs out some garlic and pops a clove into his mouth. He chews on it a little and then immediately downs whatever drink he had in his hand. “Alright who’s next?”

“Hold on let me get my phone, if we’re doing this I’m capturing every moment”, you stand and run out of the room before anyone can respond to you. You grab your phone off the charger on your nightstand and run back to the party. When you get back your stomach drops to the floor, you see Loki kissing Reyna.

You try and hold your emotions together but you can already feel the tears start to form in your eyes and a ball in your throat that is threatening to choke you.

You very quickly avert your gaze and head over to the bar area to get another drink.

“Breathe y/n..breathe..” you say to yourself, your eyes are shut so tight. Your desperate attempt to keep your tears at bay.

“Can I get you anything?”

The bartender asks you and you snap your eyes open, “uh yea can I get that bottle of Blue Label right there?”

“I’m sorry, did you say bottle?”

“Sure did.”

You don’t break eye contact with the bartender, you weren’t leaving without that bottle.

He shrugs, “ok.” He turns around and grabs the bottle, you go into your back pocket and take out the money you brought with you to tip the bartenders and waitresses. It looks like this is going to be your only stop at the bar for the night so you just gave him all of it.

You grab the bottle off of the bar and walk to one of the floor to ceiling windows and take a swig.

“You ok kid?”

You look up and see Bruce.

“Hey..yea..peachy..”

“Uh oh..what happened?”

“Nothing..I’m just..nothing..I’m going to bed..night Bruce.”

“Don’t overdue it y/n. We have briefing for a new mission tomorrow morning.”

You don’t say anything back to him you just give him a thumbs up as you’re walking away.

You hear laughter coming from the sofa that you abandoned, you look over and you see Loki and Reyna leaning in and talking to each other and laughing. The rest of the Avengers sitting around enjoying themselves, not noticing your departure from the party.

Not that you’re surprised, you knew that Loki would get bored of you eventually. Everyone usually does.

You make your way to your room and once you’re safely behind your door you walk over to your bed, sit down, take another swig from your bottle and cry.

You knew you would never be enough for Loki, that he would never see you as more than a friend but seeing him with another person was never easy. At least it was always just random people he would bring back to the Tower but never a fellow Avenger. That hit a little too close to home.

So you drink and cry. Drink and cry until you pass out asleep.

The next morning your alarm goes off and you feel like you were hit by a truck. The hangover you feel right now makes you want to crawl into a hole and just die. But no, you had a briefing to get ready for in….you check your phone… 20 minutes…

Wonderful.

You shower, get dressed, manage to get a piece of toast and some coffee and run out the door.

You’re the last to arrive and Fury looks annoyed already.

“Good of you to join us Agent y/l/n.”

“Sorry..rough morning..”

Bruce looks over at you with a smirk that says I told you so all over it.

You squint your eyes at him, wordlessly telling him to shut up and focus your attention back to Fury.

You can feel Loki staring at you but you refuse to look at him.

“Alright so our next target is….you guessed it…a Hydra nest..”

A collective groan comes from the group.

“How do they even still have members?” Sam asked annoyed.

“I don’t know Sam, maybe they recruit at the local college…” Fury responds sarcastically.

“Here are your coordinates and what the ground team there has already reported. You all leave tomorrow.”

He walks out of the room and leaves you all to review the reports for the upcoming mission. You were focusing on the report in front of you when you feel someone sit close to you.

“Where did you run off to last night?” Loki asks you.

You look over at him, “I wasn’t feeling great so I just went to my room.”

“You should’ve said something..”

“Why?”

“..because…we tell each other everything…do we not?”

“No Loki we don’t.”

You get up abruptly and walk out of the briefing room, you have your coffee and your reports in your hands and when you went to press the button for the elevator door someone already beat you to it.

You look up and see an annoyed looking Loki.

“What is it? What did I do?”

“Nothing Loki, I told you I don’t feel well.”

“You said you didn’t feel well last night, if you are still feeling so you should go and see Banner.”

“No Loki..just I’m fine…I just want to be alone right now.”

He looks at you for a moment a look of hurt flashing in his eyes, “very well.”

He doesn’t say anything else, he just walks away from you. The elevator doors open as you watch him walk away so you turn around and get in. Once the doors close in front of you you start to break down in tears.

The one person you want to run to is the person whose presence hurts you the most.

You lock yourself in your room for the rest of the day and focus on preparing yourself for the mission. The more you knew about what the tactics were going to be the better awareness you had of everyone’s positions. If you hear someone on comms get hurt you can hopefully get to them quicker by knowing what their positions are supposed to be.

You don’t come out for dinner either. You stay in your room, sitting on your bed. You spend most of the day reading, crying and sleeping.

There was a knock on the door but you didn’t want to answer it, you knew your face looked like a swollen mess because of all of the crying you’d done.

“Agent y/l/n. Prince Loki is at the door, he is requesting entry.”

“No Friday. I don’t want any visitors please.”

A beat of silence.

“Agent y/l/n. Prince Loki has left your dinner for you. He says to please eat as you have a long mission tomorrow.”

He knew that healing took a lot of energy from you, you usually slept the entire next day after a mission depending on how much healing you had to do.

You move off the bed and walk over to the table, you knew Loki would’ve sent your food directly there instead of leaving it outside the door.

You see your favorite, some fried dumplings, white rice and orange chicken.

You start to cry again.

You missed your friend. You hated shutting him out. You promised yourself that you would talk to Loki after the mission. Maybe not tell him you’re in love with him but apologize for being so distant. You had to learn to be ok with just being his friend.

You eat your food and then prepare for bed,

You get under the covers, your last thoughts before falling into a deep sleep were of Loki.

Your alarm goes off. You get into your suit for the mission, equip all of your favorite weapons and make your way to the quinjet.

You see Natasha and Clint in the cockpit getting the quinjet fired up, Cap standing behind their seats. Tony and Bruce are tinkering with some equipment and then you see Loki and Reyna sitting next to each other.

Reyna is in a similar suit as you, an all black cat suit only hers has stripes of deep purple.

It clung to her figure and gave her that hourglass figure that you would pay all the money in your bank account to have. You look down at yourself and cross your arms in front of your chest, now very uncomfortable in your suit.

Loki looks over at you and you quickly avert your eyes and sit on the opposite side of the jet.

He continues looking at you but you try and keep your focus on other things. You clean one of your daggers, make sure your gun is loaded, make sure your earpiece is secure. Anything to make yourself look busy.

You have been on the quinjet for about an hour now and you’re currently cleaning underneath your nail when you feel a presence next to you.

“Why won’t you look at me.”

You keep your focus on your nails, “what are you talking about?”

He puts his hand over yours to still it, “look at me woman.”

You finally look up at him, you notice the whites of his eyes have a slight redness to them like he hasn’t been sleeping well.

“What has happened between us? I beg of you..”

“Alright guys two minutes out, we’re gonna land the quinjet far enough away from the Hydra nest so we won’t alert anyone we’re here.” Tony announces.

Loki doesn’t break eye contact with you, a desperation in his eyes you have not seen before.

“I’m fine..we’re fine..we’ll talk when we finish this..”

He looks at you for a long moment, “swear it y/n. Swear we will speak when this mission concludes.”

You look at him dead in the eye, “I swear it.”

He nods at you and you feel the quinjet land, you both rise from your seats and Loki joins the team heading inside the compound. You will stay with Bruce in the quinjet until they call you in for emergency healing, he will wait there until there is a code green. Loki looks at you one last time before he walks out of the jet and disappears.

About 30 minutes go by and the comms are silent, the team staying on radio silence.

“There’s something approaching.” Bruce says from the cockpit. “Code green?”

“No hold for now Bruce..let’s see who it is first.”

You get your gun ready and out of the trees you see a limping Reyna.

“Oh shit. Bruce, it’s Reyna!”

You put your gun away and run to her, she falls into you as soon as you reach her. Her strength finally giving out.

“What happened?!”

“Hydra..Agent…got the…jump..on….me..” Reyna says through gritted teeth.

Her hands are covering her side where you can now see the blood staining her suit.

“Move your hand Reyna.” You put your hand over the wound and activate your power, you can feel the energy leave your body through your hand. Reyna’s wound slowly closing and her energy returning to her.

You stop when you feel yourself start getting dizzy, you sit down on your ass hard on the grass and next thing you know Bruce is behind you.

“Hey kid..good job.”

Reyna is sitting up, her hand touching where her wound used to be.

She looks over at you, “thank you y/n.”

“No problem you say out of breath.” You look over at Bruce, “help me up please.”

Bruce helps you and helps you walk back to the quinjet.

None of you notice the Hydra Agent watching you from the trees.

A shot goes off and next thing you know your body jerks forward and you feel a horrible pain in your shoulder. You fall to the ground, Reyna turns and returns fire while Bruce goes full Hulk.

“Anyone copy? Y/n is down. Anyone copy!?” Reyna calls out to any of the Avengers who might hear her through their earpieces.

You try and push yourself off the ground, Reyna immediately gets her arms underneath you and starts to help you get to the quinjet. You didn’t have the ability to heal yourself, you were only able to give energy to heal, not take it for yourself.

You both get to the quinjet, assuming that the Hulk would take care of whoever took the shot at you.

Reyna gets you on the medical bed and starts getting you hooked up to the various machines to check your vitals.

“It looks like a through and through, you should be fine we just need to get you back to the Tower.”

Just then you hear Steve’s voice in your earpiece, “everyone, status report.”

“Not great Cap, y/n was hit. I got her in the quinjet now but she needs medical.”

As soon as she finishes her sentence Loki teleports into the quinjet.

“Y/n?!”

“I’m fine, just a shot to the shoulder.”

“Just a shot to the….lay down!”

“I’m fine Loki! Reyna already got some pain meds pushed in me, in a few minutes I’m gonna be on cloud 9.”

He ignores you and looks to Reyna, “where is Banner?!”

“Here..” Bruce walks into the quinjet, shirtless and looking a little disheveled. He sees you and walks to the bed and reviews the monitors displaying your vitals.

“Alright, it looks like Reyna got you started on some meds. Once we get back to the Tower we’ll get you in the Cradle and get you patched up.”

You nod but Loki apparently was not satisfied with Bruce’s assessment.

“That’s all?! She has a serious injury! She could be bleeding internally!”

“Loki, I’m fine. I would feel a lot worse if I had internal bleeding, I’m ok.”

The rest of the team arrives and the quinjet takes off in the direction of the Tower. Once you arrive you’re immediately rolled into the medical wing and placed inside Dr. Cho’s cradle. They heal your wound and in less than an hour you were already on your way back to your room to rest. You were still feeling the effects of healing Reyna on top of your own injury.

You shower and get comfortable with your favorite book and a glass of wine on your couch but then there is a knock on the door disrupting your peace.

You roll your eyes and let out an exhale, “come in!”

Loki walks in, “hey..how are you?”

“I’m fine Loki.”

He walks in and takes a seat next to you. He doesn’t say anything, he just sits there with you.

You can’t take it anymore and break the silence.

“How’s Reyna?”

“Reyna?…” he looks at you confused. “I’m sure she’s fine, she wasn’t the one seriously wounded.”

“Well technically she was..you should check on her not me.”

“What? Why would I do that?”

“Come on Loki, I’m not stupid. I saw you and Reyna kiss the other night and you two have been awfully close since…”

“Y/n…the kiss was because of that infernal game that Stark forced us to play and as far as Reyna and I being close since then…she has been very helpful with a matter I’m dealing with.”

“Oh..so you go to her for your problems now?”

“When my problem is you yes!..”

“Oh wow.” You get up from the couch and move into your kitchen to place your now empty wine glass in the sink.

He gets up as well and follows you into the kitchen, “that came out wrong..you are not the problem..I am..”

“What are you talking about?”

“I have been talking to Reyna about my…feelings..”

“Feelings?”

“Norns…yes woman my feelings..”

“About what?”

“About you! I can’t stop thinking about you! I wish our relationship to be more than just companionship but I did not know how to bring it up so Reyna was assisting me..but ever since Starks stupid party you have been acting distant towards me.”

“You like me?”

“You foolish girl. If I just liked you we would remain as we are..I love you. I’ve loved you for quite some time.”

“Why didn’t you ever say anything?”

“Honestly? I was content with being your friend, having you in my life has been a blessing..I do not wish to lose you.”

“I don’t know what to say..”

He looks down towards the ground, “you don’t have to say anything, get some rest.”

He goes to walk out of your room but you grab his hand stopping him, “I said that I don’t know what to say not that I wanted you to leave. Sit down with me…please?”

He nods and you both walk over to the couch again and sit, you’re still holding his hand.

“Truth or dare?”

Loki’s head snaps up, “you jest.”

You shake your head back and forth, “…truth or dare?…”

He squints his eyes at you… “truth…”.

“Do you really love me?”

“More than anything in this entire universe…truth or dare?”

“..truth.”

“..What are your feelings towards…me?” He asks nervously, looking down at his hand in yours. He seemed almost scared to hear the answer.

“..I…love you too..”

He looks up to your face in shock.

You continue before he can speak, “I didn’t say anything either because I honestly thought you wouldn’t be attracted to me..all of the people I have seen you with have been basically model material..I’m short and clearly not a size 2.”

He squeezes your hand a little, “y/n”, he shakes his head slightly and then looks you in the eye. “…Yes, it’s true I have..dabbled in what this planet has to offer but just know that I was just filling a void of loneliness I thought I was never going to be able to fill..you are so beautiful my darling..I’m not ashamed to say that I have envisioned your body underneath mine many times” he smiles sinfully at you.

You feel your face warm up from blushing and you look way from his intense stare. He moves your face back towards him and he kisses you lightly on the lips.

“Can we please move passed our little misunderstanding and just agree that the next time we are feeling certain things we should discuss them with each other like we do with everything else?” He asks.

You smile and nod, lean forward and kiss him again.

You don’t talk much after that, you continue kissing and enjoying the closeness of each other after being so distant for the last two days.

You were happy to have your friend back and excited about your future with the man you love.

The end…

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cristinatheloser · 1 year

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One thing about me is I’m reading a fic whether or not I’ve watched the show/movie that the certain character has been in! Am I confused half of the time? Yes, but is the character and plot line immaculate?Yes

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cherryc1nnam0n · 1 year

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Finding a way to your heart | Loki x Plus Size!Reader

This is this request! Hope you enjoy it! Requests are still open!

Summary: The newest members makes Loki fall head over heels for her, but because of her size and backstory she feels like he won't take her serious

Cw: Injury, slow burn, Loki being a fool in love, simp Loki, reader's family is dead, reader has powers

"And this is the common area, most of the time is used by Avengers that are free and want to relax or read a book or something..." Tony said as you walked to said area with him

You hummed as you stepped in, seeing the bookshelves and sofas, it was all minimalistic but elegant, screamed rich boy owns this

"I'll call everyone to meet you, they'll be here shortly" he smiled at you, you just nodded and sat down on a sofa

Soon the room filled with people, some with their suits others in casual clothes

"Well like I said yesterday. We have a new member to the team, her name is Y/n Y/l/ln, introduce yourself sweetheart"

You stood up, smiling at them, a blond big guy waved at you with a goofy like smile, that made you more confident

"Well yeah my name is Y/n and I'm glad that I'm here"

"What do you do? Have any powers? Special abilities?" Captain America asked you. You gulped nervously

"Well now that you mention it... You might wanna hold to something" You announced before a huge wave of an earthquake started, making everyone yelp and hold tight, but you didn't move and inch, a violent gust of wind made everything fly around, papers, the hairs of everyone

You slowly made the earthquake come to an end and then the wind stopped, the faces of the team were enough to make you feel even more confident

"Okay... That was, wow" Natasha said fixing her hair

"So you basically control natural disasters? Or elements? I'm so confused" Steve spoke sitting back straight

"I have control over all elements and the disasters they cause, so hurricanes, earthquakes, tsunamis, everything is under my jurisdiction" you smiled at their surprised faces

"Well that's awesome, I'm Thor, God of Thunder, but you probably already know me" The blond goofy guy came closer, giving you a hand to shake, which you did

"Well God of Thunder, you have some competition with me, I love playing around with thunder" a huge lightning fell down behind the window you were standing in front of, Thor smiled

"I like this one"

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Days at the tower were interesting for you, the avengers spent their time knowing you and digging around for more information of you, they were all curious to know where an overpowered person like you came from.

"Well, my powers have been with me since I can remember, I was always getting into trouble because I would set things on fire by accident" You were playing with a flame in your hand "But after years I learnt to master every element and I think I'm pretty damn god at it" You smiled cockily

"Well, it's great that you have these powers, it's a huge responsibility you know" Thor told you then bit his Pop Tart

"Yeah I'm aware" You took a sip of your tea, looking over at a green shimmer that came from a nearby sofa "What was that?" you got up from your chair and walked to where the shimmer was spotted by you "Hmmm..."

You turned around but quickly made a splash of water soak whoever was sitting there, invisible

"Oh for the Nine Realms!" It was Loki, he quickly revealed himself and widened his eyes at you

"Loki? You're spying on us?" You asked crossing your arms over your chest

"Brother, that's incredibly rude" Thor added

"Oh for the Norns, I wasn't spying on anyone! I was reading a book when you two came in here, disrupting my peace" He held up a book that was now all soaked, he sighed

"Oh gods I'm sorry, let me fix that" a violent gust of wind surrounded the book, drying it off instantly "There! All fixed! No ned to thank me!" You sat again at yoir chair "But now my tea is cold" you held the cup with your hand and it srated to boil "There we go, all perfect now" Thor was smiling at you so you returned the gesture

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Finally the day you wanted to come, a mission where you were needed, you had your own suit custom made, it made your figure look good despite you being on the bigger side, the suit was white with the colors of the elements scattered around, with some combat boots and special gloves.

You had a big stomach, big thighs and well a big ass, your arms were chunky too but this suit made you look professional and like an Avenger, you feelt good.

"Ready?" Cap asked, you nodded "You look good"

You smiled at him "Thank you Cap"

The ones that came to this mission were Cap, Loki, Natasha and you, Bruce was in the jet to attend anyone that got injured, just in case, you had to destroy a Hydra nest and with your powers it could be all too easy, you would just make a huge earthquake swallow the base entirely and then flood it with a tsunami, easy, right?

"We have to retrieve some prisoners they have"

Oh you gotta be kidding me!

You rolled your eyes, it wasn't easy at all, now you had to rescue people too

"Don't get so negative sweet Y/n, this is routine, you'll get used to it" Loki spoke next to you, having teleported right there

"How do you know I was thinking that?" He smiled

"I'm a god my dear" was all he said leaving you even more confused

"Okay then..."

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"This is the last person let's go!" Cap said as you helped drag another woman out of the Hydra nest

"Poor people, what do they do to them?"

"Experiments, horrible things" Natasha replied

Loki was at the front of you, carrying two men at once, oh that's hot, you thought as you watched how effortless he made it look

A huge stroke on the ground made you alert, an earthqueake was coming, but not one that you caused, this was a natural one

"Uhm guys, we should hurry, I feel something big is going to happen" Everyone looked at you when suddenly the floor opened and you fell down, holding the woman as best as you could and with the other hand holding yourself to the edge of the crack that opened

Cap was first to help you, holding your hand to pull you up, Natasha helped with the unconcious woman and another hand grabbed your left arm, Loki, they both dragged you up, the earthquaked started and you had to run out.

"Quick, run!"

You all barely made it to the quinjet before the base was swallowed down, just how you planned it to but naturally

"Y/n? Did you-?" Natasha started but to cut her off by shaking your head

"No I didn't, that was natural..." You pointed at the huge hole in the ground

"Well shit, you almost die there, luckily we saved you too" Cap said patting your shoulder "Let's go back to the tower"

We saved you too

Those 4 words were stuck in your head, Captain America wasn't capable of holding you by himself, Loki, a literal god had to help him with your weight, that made you feel even worse about your body

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Back at the tower you hurried inside, wanting to lock yourself away from the world, you felt so pathetic that instead of helping you had to be saved to, how stupid

"Lady Y/n how did the mission go-"

"Not now Thor, leave me alone" You walked past him quickly, he scoffed confused at your attitude

"Brother, what happened?" Thor asked his brother that was just entering behind you

"She uhm, she fell and almost died, we had to save her" Thor opened his mouth to ssy something but quickly shut it "I think she feels bad because Cap couldn't hold her"

Thor realized what his brother meant and frowned "Poor Lady Y/n, shes' beautiful even if she doesn't feel like it..."

"Indeed she is..." Loki said in a tone that intrigued Thor

"Brother, do you fancy Lady Y/n?" Now Loki was stuck between the wall and the sword, he couldn't deny his growing feelings towards you and his brother saw right through him

"Thor I-"

"You do!"

"Shut up you oaf! Yes I do have feelings for Y/n, but I wish to keep it private for now, I plan on taking her out on a date first, like midgardians do"

"Well, good luck to you brother, she's quite an amazing girl and if you don't start going after her, I might as well" He felt a sting on his belly, he looked down and a dagger was buried in him "Yeah I deserve that"

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For three days you avoided people, feeling self concious and horrible about your body, you couldn't face Cap and never Loki.

A knock on your door made you stand up from your bed "Who is it?"

"It's Loki, I just want to talk to you if you allow me"

Oh gosh not him...

"Loki I'm not in the mood right now"

You heard him sigh, now you felt bad

"But I'll listen to you" you opened the door and he smiled at you

"Thanks Y/n... I wanted to ask you if, you'd like to go out on a date with me...?" He looked up at you and you just, couldn't hold in your laughter "Is this a normal reaction or...?"

"You, want to take me out on a date?!" You said remarking each word out loud "I'm sorry but I can't take you seriously, I don't believe you"

"Why wouldn't you? I'm being completely honest, I might be the God of Lies but I'm not lying to you"

"Look Loki, you're a great guy, you're wow the perfect guy, but, you won't like someone like me, you won't want anyone to see you with me, look at me! I'm not a perfect body like the ones you're used to, just go and find someone that is good for you okay? Good luck" you closed the door before he could say something else, you hear him sigh again and walk away "I'm sorry Loki..."

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"How did it go brother?"

Loki flopped down on the sofa, huffing loudly

"Brother...?"

"She rejected me, laughed in my face, then said that she wasn't good for me, that I would be ashamed of her being seen with me"

"But what, why would she say that? She's absolutely beautiful"

"I know brother, but she won't believe me when I say I want to go out with her..."

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Another mission came and you were even more nervous, what if I fall again? What if I get nervous and I can't do anything?

These questions were flooding your mind and you were so distracted you didn't noticed you had landed, a hand shook you out of your thoughts

"We're here Y/n" Loki told you

"Oh yeah, thanks" you stood up getting mentally ready for what was happening

This was a mission of a recovery of some stolen equipment, it was a huge tower and you all would have to get in another way than the normal one through the elevators, so, that's where you came in clutch

You would make a hurricane like to hold the team up and drive them all the way up the tower, it was exhausting but it would be faster that way

"You ready Y/n?" Natasha said looking at you, you nodded and concentrated

You visualized what you wanted to happen, the gusts of wind picking up everyone, how it would get them up and safe

With the intensity your body would levitate, the others were picked up by the wind and they were almost all the way up when a shot got fired and you fell down

"Y/n!" You heard in the distance

The team up there had to hold up to the balcony of the tower, climbing up, the one that fell down was Loki, but he was completely okay, he was the one that got you to the jet, you had a gun wound in your stomach and it was pretty deep

"Please don't die on me Y/n, I love you please don't die, Banner help!"

Was the last thing you heard before everything went black...

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A blinding light struck your eyes, you were slowly waking up when you heard sobbing next to you.

"Please wake up Y/n... Please..."

A few hours before...

"I can't lose her Thor! She's all I want! I love her!"

"I know brother, Banner said she would be okay, please calm down"

Present time...

"Loki...?" You stirred awake, he quickly shot up and smiled

"Y/n! You're awake!" He kissed your hands, you tried to move but it hurt "Please don't move sweetheart, you're still on recovery"

"What happened?" You asked groggily

"You got shot... But the mission was successful"

"What are you doing here?" You said taking a good look at him, eyes red and puffy, he looked like he had been crying lately

"I couldn't leave you alone my dear... I had to stay here... I love you..."

You couldn't believe his words, he was proclaiming his love, to you

"What are you saying..." You said in disbelief

"I love you Y/n, since the moment I saw you I loved you, please don't reject me again, I would do anything for you..."

You smiled at him, brushing his tears off "I love you too Loki... I'm sorry I laughed at you"

"That's in the past sweetheart, let's just look at the future okay? I won't leave you alone... I finally found a way to your heart..."

You smiled at his words... He was all your's and you were his'...

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afrogirl3005 · 7 months

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"I've Got you " A Loki drabble ✨Flufftober 2023✨

My first flufftober post of the season. enjoy :).

Loki x Plus Size Reader

Hurt/fluff

Loki, a lone ranger in the sea of time. He’s a broken man after witnessing the horrors of the TVA. he knows that your timeline, your home is somewhere he can go for comfort. Zipping through time to get to your place of solace. He takes a deep breath before knocking on your door, afraid that you might shun him away like life has always done to him. He knocks, you answer. “Hello darling, I have been through the most taxing of journeys through the multiverse and I was hoping to enter your home.” you are taking in his towering form. you utter a calm “well sure, you’re looking a little worse for wear after all.” you take his hand as you lead him to the comfiest chair in your house. “Would you like some tea?” you ask him “yes my dear that would be lovely :)” you get started as he tries so desperately to relax in your chair. You hand him the cup of earl grey, he beckons you to sit in his lap. In His mind all he thinks is how desperately he needs your warmth to engulf him. He‘s so overwhelmed with emotion that he starts to tear up, breaking down on in your arms lamenting over the life that he so severely wanted and the death that came from his mischievous endeavor to save his brother. The world's he had traveled avoiding kang the conqueror had taken a toll on him. He sobs deep into your shoulder. “Hey I’ve got you.” You stroke his black hair that to you shined so brightly “just fall into me, I’ll catch you.” he looks up at you through tears and lashes. He sobs “ I don’t remember.. I don’t know what I’d do without your love.” You kiss his forehead and pull him towards your chest knowing that he’d be gone the next day, you started to cry with him. But for now you both hold each other and you never leave him for that night.

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vbecker10 · 1 year

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My Best Friend...

Part 2 of 2 (Part 1 here)

Pairing: Loki x plus size female reader (y/n)

Warnings: angst (of course), self depreciating thoughts, feeling inadequate, issues with self image, low self worth... but I promise lots of fluff - let me know if I forgot anything 💚

A/N: I know I promised this would be all fluff but you should know not to listen to me lol also... I know this part got really long, I didn't want to make it three parts though

Tag List: A lot of people asked to be tagged in the second part of this which is amazing but I'm not sure if you want to be tagged in my other Loki fics as well so please let me know 💚

Dividers by: @harlequin-hangout

You leave the common room in a hurry and head down one long hallway then another. Stopping short at the end of the hall, you realize in your haste to get away from Loki and your friends, you've gone in the wrong direction. Instead of going towards the elevators so you could make your escape from the Tower, you found yourself at the library. You curse under your breath and wonder how you could be this careless. Turning around slowly, you know the only way to get to the elevators is to go back the way you came.

Your phone vibrates as you stand in front of the tall door, deciding if you should go in and try to hide here for the night or go back and risk running into Nat and Wanda or worse, Loki. Checking your phone, you see 10 new messages in your group chat as well as a missed call from both Wanda and Nat. Your finger hovers over the chat but you don't open it, you know they are worried about you but you can't talk to anyone right now. You just want to pretend the whole night never happened.

Turning off your phone, you take a deep breath then push open the door to the library. Wandering slowly through the large room, you make your way up one aisle of books and down another. You try not to think of how much the space reminds you of Loki but it is nearly impossible to keep him out of your thoughts. You make your way towards the back of the library, the part that reminds you of him the most. When you reach the last aisle you can't help but pause, remembering the last time you were here with him.

One day last week, Loki and you had made plans to get takeout and watch the final few episodes of a TV show you had both become overly invested in. He hadn't responded to your text about what he wanted to order so you went to his room but he wasn't there. You smiled to yourself, knowing exactly where he would be hiding as you headed down to the library. He would spend hours reading in the furthest corner with a cup of tea forgotten about but kept warm by his magic. Everyone on the team knew he was not to be interrupted when he was there, it was his escape after a difficult mission or a disagreement with his brother. This rule didn't apply to you however, Loki had made it clear to you that you were always welcome.

When you found him, he was sitting on the end of one of the couches reading a thick leather bound book. It was easy to see how lost he was in the story, his eyes shifted back and forth as he read the words quickly before turning the page. You leaned against one of the shelves watching him silently, not wanting to disturb him. After a few moments, he looked up and saw you waiting for him. He closed the book and apologized for losing track of time, he had meant to reply to your message but he wanted to finish the chapter he was reading.

You laughed, "How many chapters ago was that?"

He opened the book again and began to flip backwards, closing it with a smirk, "Six."

You moved to sit next to him then you picked up the book from where he had set it on the table. "What's it about?" you asked curiously as you looked at the foreign words on the pages.

When he finished telling you about the book you were hooked and quickly asked if he could help you find a copy in English you could read. His face fell slightly at your request and he responded, "Unfortunately, it is one that I brought from my personal library on Asgard." He paused, noticing how disappointed you looked. After a moment he smiled and said, "I could read it to you if you'd like."

You shake the memory away, Loki is supposed to start reading the story to you tomorrow but that might never happen now. Your heart begins to pound in your chest as you hear the door to the library slowly open and close with a light thud. Staying completely still and silent, you wait for someone to speak but instead you hear heavy footsteps and know instantly they don't belong to Nat or Wanda, it's Loki.

"Y/N, are you in here?" he calls out from the front of the library.

At first you don't respond, hoping he will go away but then you hear him coming closer. You walk backwards until your back hits a wall and you slide down so you are sitting against it. You hear him come to a stop a few aisles from you and at first you are unsure what he is doing. You bite your lip anxiously but then you hear your own voice, it's your voicemail message. He groans in frustration as he hangs up without leaving a message. His footsteps begin again, still coming closer as he makes his way down the next aisle.

"Y/N?" he tries again, you can hear the concern in his voice while he looks for you. "I know you didn't leave the Tower," he says and you curse yourself again for having made a wrong turn.

"Please... just go away Loki," you finally respond and his movement stops.

"Can we talk?" he asks over the shelves of books. You shake your head even though you know he can't see you. "I just need to know you are ok," he says.

"I'm fine," you answer with a sniffle as you wipe your eyes. You hadn't realized you had begun crying again.

He sighs, "I don't need to be the God of Lies to know that isn't true." He waits to see if you will answer and when you don't he starts to walk towards you again.

His footsteps become louder and slower when he reaches the aisle you are hiding in. He doesn't say anything and you don't look up, still hoping he will leave but you know now he won't. Instead you feel him sit next to you on the ground and gently place one arm around you, his hand slowly moving up and down your upper arm. You can't help but lean into him, allowing him to pull you closer.

Your mind wanders back to the only time you had ever hugged Loki in the six months you've known each other. A few days after you had begun talking everyday he had to leave for a mission and was gone for a little over a week. The data retrieval mission was ultimately labeled a success despite the intel being outdated and Loki getting injured. Thankfully, it was a shallow wound and he healed before the jet landed at the compound but that didn't stop you from worrying about him. You hadn't meant to hug him but the minute you saw him, you ran up to him and wrapped your arms around him tightly, telling him you were glad he was back. For an agonizingly long second, he didn't hug you back and you thought you had done something wrong but then his tall frame relaxed and he leaned down to hug you back. You could have stayed like that forever, closing your eyes as you pressed your cheek to his chest. Suddenly his phone began to ring and his hand left your back so he could talk to whichever woman he was supposed to see that weekend. As soon as he answered the call, you let go of him and walked quietly to your office, not looking back to see if he noticed you had gone.

Your memory caused you to shift uncomfortably and Loki loosened the gentle hold he had of you, allowing you to pull away. You look away from him and say again, "I'm fine, you don't have to stay."

"You are not fine and I'm not leaving," he says in a soothing voice as he touches your cheek lightly, wiping away your tears. "We can talk or we can sit here in silence all night, it is up to you," he tells you and you nod at the choices.

You sniffle and clear your throat before asking, "How... how much did you hear Loki?"

He rubs his hands together slowly, a gesture you know he only does when he is anxious, "I heard Wanda bring up Exhibit B and... I'm sorry I know I should have left, I did not plan on interrupting your girls night but I was curious." Your mouth falls open in disbelief, you had hoped he only heard the end of your rant about being in love with him, but he had heard almost everything the three of you talked about. You sit in silence next to him, not sure what to say so he continues. "Rogers and I completed our mission early and I only went to the common room to let you know I was back. I wanted to see you for just a moment, I've missed you so much the last two days," he says.

You look up at him, your mind trying to register what he had said. Loki had never told you he missed you before, even when he had been away on longer missions.

"I have to admit, I thought it was a bit silly that Natasha and Wanda were so adamant that we were dating in secret because-" he starts to explain.

"Because you would obviously never date me," you interrupt him without thinking. "Because you wouldn't want to be with someone who looked like me," you say as you cross your arms over your chest and look down. "I know, you only date tall, skinny, beautiful women and I am not one of them, it was pathetic of me to even pretend you might be vaguely interested in me."

"No, Y/N, that's not why," he says firmly but he can tell you aren't listening to him. "Please, look at me love."

The pet name is almost too much for you at the moment, you get up from the floor as quickly as you can without saying a word. You take a few steps away from him but stop when you feel his fingers close around your wrist. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry I ever said anything," you whisper as you look at the ground. "I should have just kept my stupid feelings to myself, I've ruined everything."

Loki pulls on your wrist slightly causing you to turn towards him as he walks closer to you. He stands directly in front of you, his other hand strokes your cheek then follows your jawline until he can gently lift your chin. You look up at him and he smiles in return then suddenly your heart begins to race as you realize Loki is closing the distance between your lips and his. He kisses you softly, his hand never leaving your chin while his other hand lets go of your wrist and settles on your lower back.

When his lips leave yours, you look up at him in utter shock and he chuckles lightly, "Can I speak now?" All you can do is nod as you search for words. "The reason I thought it was silly, is because if we were dating," he says with a smirk, "I would never keep it a secret. I would want everyone to know that you are mine and I am yours." You stare at him still not able to form a proper sentence.

"Do you know why I never go on dates anymore?" he asks after a moment of silence passes between you.

You shrug, finally able to speak again as he removes his hand from your chin but not your back, "Not really, it was right after we started hanging out. We never talked about it but... I just assumed you were tired of Steve and Tony telling you to slow down before you slept with every woman in New York City or because Fury would get really angry when your dates ended up in the tabloids."

"I would need to value the opinion of the three of them if either of those were the real reason," he says and you look at him confused.

"I'm not sure why then," you admit.

"I stopped going out because I had no need of them, I found someone I wanted to be with for more than just one night," he tells you. "Do you remember the first night we spent time together, just the two of us?" You nod and he smiles. "Gods, you were so adorably nervous when you asked me if I wanted to watch a movie with you. I never told you this but I was looking forward to it so much, I forgot to cancel my date that night. I had several very angry text messages when I finally checked my phone the next morning."

Before you can stop yourself you ask, "Wait, you want me to believe that you were so excited to watch a movie with me, you literally forgot to text a super model back?"

He corrects you, "I'm not sure if that one was a model or an actress, they all blurred together after a while and I honestly couldn't tell you the name of the movie we watched either." He pauses, taking note of your growing confusion. "Y/N, I had been wanting to get to know you outside of our few work interactions since you started at SHIELD and when you asked me to spend time with you, I was thrilled but also a bit shocked."

You look down at your shoes and whisper, "Nat dared me."

"She what?" he asks.

"Nat knew I had a crush on you so she dared me to talk to you more," you tell him. "She suggested we watch a movie but I told her you would be busy with more interesting things and there was no way you would ever agree to it... but then you did and I kinda panicked. I almost didn't show up for the movie but Nat practically dragged me to the common room. I'm glad she did though, cause otherwise we never would have gotten to be friends," you say with a laugh but your smile fades when you see he isn't smiling back. "Loki?" you ask.

"I've wanted to be more than your friend for so long Y/N but no matter how hard I try, you never let me in. Even something as simple as wanting to give you a compliment. You would come back with a sarcastic comment or a self-deprecating joke to bring yourself down. I don't like how you talk about yourself, love," he says.

"That's my defense mechanism," you tell him. "I- I thought you were just a shameless flirt because of the stories I've heard from Thor and the fact that you call everyone darling. When you say I'm beautiful or perfect I just- I would make jokes to remind myself that I wasn't either of those things and it was just your personality."

"But you are Y/N both of those things and more," he tells you and you can feel a blush creep across your cheeks. "Calling women darling is nothing more than an old habit," he touches your warm cheeks and you look up at him. "You are the only one I call love," he reminds you with a smile.

You can't help but giggle at the pet name he uses so frequently with you, "I had noticed that but I thought-"

"Stop," he says softly. "No more excuses," he urges and you nod.

"Y/N", he says seriously, "You are everything I have ever wanted. I love that I can spend hours on end talking to you or we can simply sit together and read in comfortable silence. It makes me feel lucky to know you worry about me when I am on missions and you are here, waiting for me to return. We have so many similar interests but you still manage to teach me new things constantly. I can't tell you how much I enjoy seeing this city with you every weekend and I wish I could bring you to see Asgard one day. I want to spend every minute I can with you," he pauses to chuckle lightly, "That's part of why I insist on you staying the night so often. I sleep better when you are the last person I see at night and the first person I see in the morning. You are caring and quirky, intelligent, sweet and you are perfect."

You stand in front of Loki in silence as your heart feels like it is about to explode with excitement. You smile from ear to ear, having never in your wildest dreams thought this was possible.

He puts his arms around you and pulls you flush against him. "I cannot believe you thought something as trivial as your weight would keep me from falling in love with you," he says.

You can't help but shrug, "I guess it sounds kinda silly when you say it like that."

He smiles, one hand firmly on your lower back while his other hand runs up and down your arm lightly. You look up at him, your arms around his waist. "I want to date you Y/N," he says simply.

"I would really, really like that," you tell him and he laughs at how excited you sound. He leans down to kiss you again and this time you kiss him back. When he breaks the kiss, his fingers gently follow the chain of your necklace until he is holding the charm in his hand.

"This is very pretty, my love, but I would like to make one small adjustment to it. Would you mind?" he asks and you nod, curious to see what he will do to it.

He closes his fingers around the small gold flower and a green glow spreads over his knuckles. When he opens his hand a few seconds later, the clear stone that was in the center of the flower is now a deep emerald green, the same shade as Loki's cape. You smile and say, "Green is my favorite color."

He chuckles, "I know, it's one of the many things I love about you." You kiss his cheek and thank him, he knew you had wanted the necklace with a green stone but the artist had sold out of those before you could buy one.

You take Loki's hand and bite your lip, "Um, so it's pretty late."

He smiles, "It is."

"Should I stay with you tonight?" you ask Loki.

"I think that would be a fantastic idea," he answers.

The two of you walk quietly through the Tower, back to his room still holding hands tightly. He opens the door to his apartment and lets you walk in first. As soon as he closes the door he puts one arm around your waist and pulls you close to him again. He leans down to kiss you then suddenly he picks you up. You giggle in surprise and put your arms around his neck as he carries you through the living room towards his bedroom, his lips never leaving yours. He walks towards the bed then turns so he can fall onto it backwards with you on top of him.

As soon as his back hits the mattress you pull back from the kiss and instinctively try to move off of him. He lets go of you with one arm but keeps the other around you loosely. He moves your hair behind your ear and is concerned by your sudden change in expression.

"Have I done something wrong? We can stop, I didn't mean to go too far," he says in a worried tone.

"No, no, it's nothing you did," you say as you look away from him. "It's just... I'm too big to be on top of you like this. My ex used to complain about it, he said I was too heavy and-"

Loki kisses your cheek softly, stopping you mid-sentence. He makes sure you are looking into his eyes and he smiles. "Y/N... I carried you here," he says. "And I laid down first so I would be under you."

You blink slowly as you look at him beneath you, "You did."

"Which means..." he starts, hoping you will finish his thought.

"Which means... you don't think I'm too heavy?" you ask slowly.

"My love, I don't know many things about your ex but I do know that he never deserved you if that is how he spoke to you," he says. "You don't need to worry about that pathetic mortal anymore. You belong to a... how did you put it? Ah yes, a freaking prince and a god," he laughs a bit and you can't help but smile when he says you belong to him. "You know, I think I might have a talk with my brother about having my official title adjusted."

You giggle and bury your face in the crook of his neck, finally relaxing and allowing your body to settle onto Loki's. He hugs you tightly and whispers, "I need you to remember something for me Y/N, I don't love you because of your body or in spite of it, I love you wholly and completely, every part of you because you are perfect." You nod, taking in his words as he runs his fingers through your hair. "I will not let anyone speak ill of my queen," he tilts your chin so you are looking at him, "And that includes you. I want you to tell me if these ugly thoughts return to that beautiful mind of yours."

"I promise," you tell him quietly and he guides your lips back to his.

"We should probably get some sleep," Loki says and you agree. "Should I sleep on the couch or..." he pauses. You don't move from where you are laying and mumble with your eyes closed. "I have no idea what you said," he laughs.

"I want to cuddle," you say clearer, picking your head up a bit.

"Cuddles it is," he agrees with a smile.

The two of you get under the covers after quickly putting on clothes to sleep in. Loki lays on his back and you curl up with your head on his chest again, listening to his heartbeat as you close your eyes.

He kisses the top of your head while his fingers trace small circles on your back. "You know," he says quietly, "There is something else Nat and Wanda were right about.

"Hmm?" you mumble, barely listening to him as you drift off to sleep.

"Well, it does seem silly for you to keep paying rent on your apartment when you could just live here with me," he says.

You sit up just as he shuts the light off. "Goodnight love," he says with a smirk.

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