Tumgik
#it'd work I'd fall in love instantly
sketchy-tour · 7 months
Text
Tumblr media
Okay listen I got distracted while working on my ask doodles. BUT LISTEN THIS IS SO SELF INDULGENT cause I was listening to an early 2000s playlist on spotify and realized... Reboot Wally would so be a blink 182 fan. And you SO know he would sing that mess at karaoke. A dork. I love him.
Reboot AU belongs to @/bloodrediscream (Man I do not need to tag them for just my silly doodles.
I WILL HOWEVER tag @kawaiialeisha because I feel like you'd appreciate this
600 notes · View notes
sleighhethereal · 1 month
Text
Tumblr media
Macaque is a fucking stalker, he didn't hide it when it came to you.
He never caused you pain by any means, it was just annoying and you'd always have to look behind you or scan your surroundings to make sure you're alone.
Macaque told you he'd never invade your privacy, but you never believed him.
Then the gifts started.
You'd find little trinkets at your doorstep, with little letters stuck to it— with your name written on them because Macaque knows you'd throw it away otherwise.
The first gift was a chair.
A fucking chair.
You always complained about your back hurting when you take naps in your living room and no matter how many times I tell you to just go to bed, you never listen. So I made this to get you to shut up.
- Macaque
And it did, the fabric was so soft and it could lean back. Macaque always changed the subject when you brought it up and thanked him.
The next gift was a sweater. It was oversized and so so comfy...
I found this lying around. Thought it'd be nice for charity.
- Macaque
Yeah, sure. You've never seen Macaque wear or steal sweaters for no damn reason.
Two months passed and you hadn't received a gift. You expected them like every week, you began to get worried and tried to call him. It'd ring but he never picked up.
It was until you came back from work that you found a white letter on your doorstep.
You read it.
Just go inside lol
- Macaque
What the fuck??
You unlocked your door and gasped at the sight.
The lights were off but candles lit the table, and soft purple petals scattered your floors leading to a familiar dark-furred monkey.
He held a bouquet of your favourite flowers, seeing the stems breaking slightly from how tight his grip was on them.
You slowly walked up to him, your bag leaving your arm in the process.
His shaky sigh reached your ears.
"I gave this so much thought and... I still don't know what I'm doing." Macaque chuckled and gulped at the same time, looking down at the mess he thought he made with the petals. "I'll clean this up, don't worry."
You couldn't help the snort rising your throat. That seemed to calm him down a bit.
"You... are so amazing." Macaque started, "and so much fun to tease and be around. I find myself just wasting my time thinking about you and it never gets tiring. I want to be romantic for you, I want to help you, I hate seeing you mess yourself up over work... I love your hair, your eyes, your noise, your laugh, oh, your laugh.."
Tears welled his eyes and he turned away instantly. "Shit."
You laughed and reached for his face, turning him towards you.
Macaque sniffled slightly and leaned into your touch. "Th...Thank you for being patient with me, for letting me into your life and not hurting me. You do so much for me just by being there and listening, and just... you know."
He slowly got down on one knee.
"[Y/N]. I love you. I love you so much, and I'd love to be your partner, will you?"
You stared down at the flowers, then at him.
"...Are you asking me to be your girlfriend or your wife?"
Macaque passed and let out a laugh, pointing at you with the bouquet in his palms. "If I did, you better say yes. I'm wasting tears here instead of watching my drama show."
You laughed too and got on your knees too to hug him.
You felt the bouquet fall from his hands as they wrapped around your frame, gripping your back like you were going to disappear at any moment.
"..Is that a yes?" He asked softly.
"Of course, you shit."
259 notes · View notes
incorrectbatfam · 11 months
Note
Batfam’s Father’s Day plans
Tumblr media Tumblr media
(also on Ao3)
"Morning, Bruce."
The way Stephanie says that instantly makes him look up. She traces her socked toe on the right angles of the tile, looking down. 
"Morning, Steph." Bruce puts his coffee down. "Something wrong?"
"Huh?" She perks up in realization. "No, not at all. I actually just have something for you. I stopped by Walgreens on patrol last night 'cause I ran out of antiseptic, and I saw something that reminded me of you." 
She hands him a dark blue greeting card with a cartoon fruit bat and Comic Sans text reading: You drive me batty, but I love you.
"Get it? 'Cause it's a bat, and you're the Batman." She scratches the back of her neck. "Not trying to make it weird or anything, you're just a cool mentor and whatnot. But also, it's nice to have someone who you can mess around with. My old man was always talking business even when he was at home—you kinda do that too, but in a good way 'cause anything's better than being a D-list villain, y'know. Plus, unlike him, you're working on striking a balance. Sometimes you even have a sense of humor." She chuckles awkwardly. "Anyway, I'm going on a jog. Text me if you need anything." 
Before he processes her rambling, she grabs a granola bar and races out the door. He opens the card and out falls out a handful of purple confetti plus an ever-rare two-dollar bill. Smiling, he brushes the confetti up and puts it in his shirt pocket. 
Bruce checks his watch. Everyone else is already out, except for Cass. She was out late last night on that Clayface mission, but even she should be up by this time. He fixes her a bowl of cereal with the package instructions and brings it upstairs. 
"Cass?" He knocks. "Are you up yet? It's past 9:30."
He hears the duvet crunch like a candy wrapper as she shuffles around. A moment later, the door swings open as a messy-haired Cass yawns. 
"I'll leave this up here for you," he says, putting the bowl on the dresser. "Any big plans today?"
She shakes her head. "Write reports. And relax."
"Well, you deserve a break. Great job on the stakeout, Princess." He plants a quick kiss on her forehead. 
"Love," she says.
"Huh?"
"Favorite thing you do. Love."
He laughs softly. "I try. Now go get dressed."
The rest of the day goes by like any other. Despite it being Sunday, he still has a meeting scheduled with some Singaporean investors on their timezone. By eleven, he and some other executives are gathered around the long conference table as the video call drones on, and it's not until over an hour later that they're finally let out. Bruce loosens his tie and Tim does the same, sighing in relief and exhaustion. 
Bruce asks, "Did you have lunch yet?"
"Oh, I forgot that's a thing," Tim says, stretching. "Hey, remember that ice cream place on 32nd?"
"You want ice cream for lunch?"
"I'd break your no killing rule for their M&M cookie sundae, okay?" he says. "Besides, remember when you took my friends and I there even though we massively bombed our first off-world fight? I might still be a massive perfectionist but that made me get a little more comfortable with failing. Anyway, I thought it'd be cool to stroll down memory lane—and have junk food as a meal without Alfred knowing. Unless you're busy, which I totally get."
"Not at all," Bruce replies, putting an arm around Tim's shoulders. "Duke and Damian will be at the arcade all day and I don't have any urgent side business." 
And so, instead of calling Alfred for a ride, they journey through the Gotham subways with Tim's camera capturing the Grammy-worthy saga of a billionaire CEO battling a common turnstyle. They get a few side-glances in the sparse train car, but besides a teenager asking for Tim's autograph, the civilians leave them alone. Pretty soon, they're at a 1950s-themed ice cream parlor, where the waitress slides their orders down the long chromium bar. 
"Why do they call it a banana split?" Bruce asks, grabbing the cocoa powder shaker. 
Tim pauses mid-bite of his cookie. "...Because they split the banana in half?"
"Really?"
He moves the whipped cream aside to reveal the cut banana in Bruce's dish. 
"How would it sound if I said I never noticed that?"
He smirks. "That's why I'm the brains of this operation."
"Indeed you are." Bruce ruffles his hair. "Though this head of yours could use some shampoo." 
"Will saying I love you get me a free pass out of it?"
"No." He laughs. "But I love you too, son."
Alfred catches on to their little dessert escapade and picks them up from the parlor, though not without commenting on the strawberry stain on Bruce's jacket. As Tim plugs his music into the car, Bruce takes the time to listen to the voicemails he got during their lunch break. 
"Hiya Bruce," Clark's voice plays. "I hope today's going swell for you. I just want you to know that I'm glad I can call you my pard'ner." Bruce snickers at the country twang.
Next is Diana. "Bruce, I apologize if I must keep this brief since I have a curator's convention today. However, I wish to tell you that you are an invaluable teammate and even more remarkable friend."
"Hey Batman, I gave you a shoutout to the Central City press for your help taking down Weather Wizard," Barry says. "Also, thanks for letting me borrow your communicator. I can always count on you to be overprepared. Have a good one!"
"Bats, tell your kid to quit taking my yogurt from the fridge." Ah, good old Hal. "Also, today's all about guys like you, so... yeah. I admit, you could be worse." 
Finally, there's one from Zatanna. "Afternoon, Bruce! I'd tell you in person if I wasn't caught up in Kahndaq, but I hope today is extra special for you. I know how much the birds mean to you, and I know they're gonna treat you well."
(There's also one from Ollie, but he's just asking if he can use the communicator after Barry. In the background, Dinah is is clearly ordering food.) 
After dropping Tim and Alfred home and switching to a more discreet vehicle, Bruce makes his way to pick two of his other kids up from the arcade. 
"Did you guys have fun?" Bruce asks as they climb in.
"We decimated every game," Damian says, "and won you the finest specimen as a trophy."
He plops a five-foot Snorlax into the front seat and buckles the seatbelt.
"This is for me?" Bruce asks. 
"Tt, who else would it be for?"
"I didn't win as many tickets," Duke says, "but I also got you a spider ring and a Chinese finger trap." He puts them in the cupholder.
"Why are you giving me all your prizes?"
"Again, who else would we give them to?" Damian asks.
Duke says, "I think what he means is that you do a lot for us, so this is a thanks from us."
As silly as it might seem, Bruce is genuinely touched. 
Pre-patrol dinner is a quiet affair, with Kate stopping by because she apparently forgot to go grocery shopping. She takes a fingerling potato off his plate. 
"Um, you're welcome?" he says. 
"Bruce, we're family. It's what we do." She takes a bite. 
He takes a piece of asparagus from her. "I wish all of us were here, though. Too bad Dick and Jason have that Penguin stakeout. Hopefully they're being safe."
"Even if things go wrong, they were taught by the best. You should trust them more." Selina gets up and places a peck on his cheek before going to get a drink. 
"I do," he mumbles into his meal. "It's the world I don't trust." 
As he puts on his cowl, he asks Barbara for an update on the evening. So far, Duke is handling a carjacking, the girls are preoccupied with a strip mall hostage situation, Damian is patrolling Metropolis with Jon, and Kate is kicking off her shift with a car chase against Two-Face. Tim and Selina are staying back to catch up on some overdue reports, but other than that, the cave is quiet. 
"Before you go," Barbara says, "my dad was cleaning out the attic and found something you might like."
From her bag, she pulls out a blue mug that says: World's Okayest Dad.
"My brother got it for him a long time ago, but... you know. It's all yours now, if you want it." 
He takes it, running his thumb along the words. 
"It suits you," she says before turning back to relay something to Stephanie. 
The route laid out for him tonight gives him the perfect opportunity to swing by and check on two of his boys. He lands on the rooftop silently, where Nightwing and Red Hood have already set up camp. Evidently, they don't notice him as they keep going with their conversation.
"Did you get dropped on your head as a baby?" Jason asks. "Sour cream and Greek yogurt are not the same thing."
"They totally are, change my mind." Dick glances through his binoculars. "No sign of Cobblepot yet."
A moment goes by as Jason not-so-covertly steals some of his brother's patrol snacks. 
"So how'd family therapy go yesterday?" Jason asks. "Did the old bat finally show an emotion?"
"It was pretty insightful, at least on my part." Dick lowers his binoculars. "I think I realized where Bruce's persistence comes from. It's annoying as hell, but I think that's how he maintains hope. And who knows, maybe it's his love language."
Jason scoffs. 
"I'm serious," he says. "I know none of us are stellar at this family thing, but we care about each other. You can't deny that. We just gotta... refine how we express it." 
"Count me out."
"Jaybird."
"Codenames, Dickhead."
Dick snickers. "You love us, admit it. All of us."
Jason mutters a string of curses under his breath before saying, "If you tell him, I'm filling your mattress with sour cream."
Bruce smiles and leaps to the next building. 
At the end of the night, Bruce finds Alfred brewing tea in the kitchen and takes the kettle from him. 
"I got this," he says. "Why don't you go relax in the living room? I think they added your favorite detective movie to Netflix." 
"This is a pleasant surprise." Alfred raises an eyebrow. "What brought it on?"
"It's Father's Day, of course," he replies, pouring the cups of tea. "You know you've always been a second dad to me."
"You made that clear with last year's breakfast surprise," Alfred says. "Care to join me?"
"Always," Bruce says. "By the way, do the kids seem different to you today?"
622 notes · View notes
mytheoristavenue · 1 year
Note
I have seen your masterlist and (ignoring the soon top come) it needs more Leo fluff fics (read the rest multiple times already; some good freaking work)
If you don't feel like it that ist perfectly fine. I really just wanna throw something in here:
2k12 Leo ist pretty traditional so how would he be with the complete opposite as a s/o . Like "If your gotta, throw that katana" kinda vibe.
Anyhow, love your writing! Keep up the great work.
Have a lovely dayyy ok thx byyye<3
Sure, sorry for taking so long!
TMNT 2012 Leonardo x Reader - Unconventional
Tumblr media
Summary: Leo grows to care for you, despite your lack of respect for tradition.
Warnings: Angst
If nothing else, you irritated Leo. He had spent hours arguing with Splinter, trying to appeal his decision to train you to be a kunoichi, fruitlessly, obviously. Those around the terrapin couldn't understand his distain for you. You were intelligent, out going, and determined, all traits that were well received in any other situation. In all honesty, Leo didn't understand it either.
----
"How's that lock coming, Donnie?" the leader asked his brother, a bit nervous.
"It'd be coming a lot faster if you'd quit asking about it." the tallest turtle snapped back, his tongue peaking out in concentration.
"Well, I'd love to just let you be," Leo responded rolling his eyes, only being halted by the need to defend himself from the android attacking him. "But currently I'm the only thing standing between you and the Kraang."
"So helpful." Donnie scoffed as he continued to struggle with picking the lock. He glanced over his shoulder to scan the room, finding you in the far corner, with your own set of problems. "(Y/N)! Come help me!" he shouted, instantly grabbing your attention.
"What's up?" you asked, skidding to your knees, behind the shield of Leo's shell.
"Can't get this lock open." he said, frustrated. "I need you to hold these two plates open so I can get into that control panel."
"You want me to stand here and hold this open for you? Don, I've gotta go help fight!" you argued.
As you both bickered about the importance of your time, Leo's eyes narrowed as the enemy forces suddenly drew back. From the other side of the room, a bay slowly began to open, giving an entrance to the room for a behemoth of a bot, which stomped into the room. "Um, guys? Maybe stop arguing and pick the damn lock?"
"Shit," you muttered, glancing back to see the new threat. "Donnie, I've got an idea-" You rushed to pick the last two arrows out of your quiver before plunging them into the panel, effectively securing the the plates open.
"That'll work." Donnie snickered, before getting back to it.
Now that one problem was solved, you had another entirely. Scanning the battle field, you found Mikey lying on the floor toward the center of the room, seemingly incapacitated, and Raph standing over him attempting to hold the menace off. Leo had since began to charge into combat with the droid, carving off bits of scrap metal wherever possible. And there you stood, lacking a weapon, but filled with passion to help your friends.
With little thought, you swiped Donnie's staff and back up before taking a running start and using it to vault yourself into the air. As predicted, you landed close to the monster, hanging from it's right arm. Leo's eyes widened as he watched you scale the thing as if you were climbing a tree. "What the hell are you doing?!" he shouted up at you, imagining all the ways you were going to fall off and hurt yourself. You ignored him, simply sitting at the back of the giant's neck, and doing anything you could to pull out as many parts and wires as you could.
While you did, the leader's attention shifted to the crevice that was opening with a fit of steam in it's chest, revealing a cyan glowing sphere. Donnie, now finished with the lock, turned to inform the team on his victory with guaranteeing their way out when he noticed the light, eyes wide. "Leo! That's the power cell, if you shut that off, the whole thing'll go down!" he shouted at his frozen brother, while patting himself with anything that he could throw, but turning up empty. Your ears perked hearing this. You had an idea.
"Throw one of your swords, Leo!" you called from the droid's head, dodging it's attempts to reach you. "Maybe if you throw it like a dart, you can hit the cell!"
Leo could feel his eye twitch with your interference. That's not how these tools were used and you should know that, but before he could protest, his younger brother piped up in agreeance. "Wait, that's actually not a bad idea. If you can throw it at precisely and 183 degree angle, it should be a direct hit, more than powerful enough to destroy the cell."
With reluctance, and a bit of distain for you and your ideals, Leo did as suggested, and just as predicted, the hit turned the tides of the battle in his favor.
-----
Back at the lair, after the fight had ended, and everyone's wounds were tended to, you, along with most everyone else were sitting in the living room relaxing and filling Mikey, Splinter, and April in on what had taken place. You were coated in honey glow listening to Raph regale the story, showering you, Leo, and Donnie with compliments- a rare occasion. "Oh, yeah you shoulda seen it, Mike. (Y/N) was sittin' on the back on that thing's neck just diggin' in, it was crazy!"
You modestly brushed it off as he began going into the details of Leo's finishing blow and you stood up to get a drink from the kitchen. You decided to treat yourself to some of Mikey's orange soda, pouring the off-brand liquid into a chipped glass, likely one of many that Splinter had salvaged from the trash.
"You shouldn't be drinking that, you're still in training, remember?" you jumped at Leo's stern voice, nearly dropping your drink before sighing.
"I think after the day we've had, I can cheat on my diet a little, right? Besides, you're all still in training and splinter lets you drink soda." you dismissed with a nervous laugh, hoping he'd drop the tough guy act. Sadly, he didn't.
"That's the problem with you."
"Excuse me?" you prodded, cocking an offended brow.
"You have no respect for us or our heritage or how we do things." he said flatly, crossing his arms and leering down at you, something he always did instill that he was superior.
"Heritage? Leo you're a fucking turtle. Being a ninja is separate from that. Anyone can be a ninja with the right amount of training, that's why Splinter chose to train me and April."
"You're not a ninja." he spat coldly turning to walk away. "You don't care about any of the principals that ninjutsu holds."
You felt tears prick your eyes. Why is he always so mean to you? It's so unfair, you do whatever you can think of to impress him, but he's always so disgusted with you. Sniffling you catch his arm to pull him back. "What is this really about?"
He freezes for a moment before relaxing his shoulders. "You don't do things the way they should be done, and yet you still get all the positive results. You use our tools like toys and still end up winning. It's disgraceful."
"Yeah well, my ideas kinda saved our asses today, so I guess your opinion doesn't really matter, now does it?" with that, you pushed passed him, making sure to shoulder check him on the way out of the kitchen, before sitting back down with your friends.
You pretended not to notice as he stared at you from the island, hunched over the countertop. He thought about how he treated you, usually much worse than he intended. It was hard to ignore how he was feeling, and he figured that maybe, blanketing it with hate might help. But if that's the case...why was the ache so much worse now?
Taglist:
@thelaundrybitch
508 notes · View notes
crossthread · 7 months
Text
FULL METAL ALCHEMIST LOST FIC!!
Hi I'm sorry but I lost a fic and for the life of me I cannot remember wtf it was or even where I read it (fnet or ao3). Its a FMA brotherhood fic I think, post promised day. I think Ed didn't have his alchemy but it's also possible he regained it somehow?? Because the plot is Ed and Al somehow find themselves learning medicine and integrating alchemy in surgery and stuff and did hella revolutionary shit in the medical field. I don't remember much but they kinda stubled on smth happening at the hospital completely by accident, some synapses fire and they're like oooh if you do alchemy this and that wouldn't that technically work?? And it did work and they literally get into the whole medicine thing that way. (Ik it's super vague but like I can't remember much other than really loving it 😭)
Specific scenes I remember is that after a while they get assigned an office at the hospital, it was basically a glorified closet, but I think Ed really liked that it was small or smth??? Idk
There was a scene between Ed and a first responder/EMT?? Like they had a convo about smth outside the hospital a few times
At one point Ed had to go with someone to check out a possible burned down house/row of houses and it seemed like a ishivalan hate crime cause it possibly happened in a high ishivalan neighbourhood?
And I remember really liking how Al was written and his POV in this fic, it was really nice and diff from a lot of other fics. And the fic was pretty long as well I think, though not sure it was completed.
Ik this isn't much to go on but I think if anyone read this they'd instantly remember cause it really left an impression. It was written really well, and the way the author described Al and Ed falling into medicine seemed really organic. Like it'd fit right in post canon in the anime and stuff, the plot and the 'nerdy/genius' moments seemed spot on for Ed and Al.
Dunno if it's gen or had romance (slash or otherwise) so can't help you out with that unfortunately.
Honestly if anyone can remember the name of this fic I'd be infinitly grateful omg 😭😭✨️
28 notes · View notes
formulatrash · 10 months
Note
hi hazel, incredibly upset pascal fan here. don’t wanna fool myself into thinking he still has a shot to the title, but i would rather ask you how would you rate his season, especially compared to the previous ones in which he probably had tougher luck
heya; man, it's been a rough weekend for the FE fellas innit :(((
Pascal's had a very strong season. something I feel like people really underestimate about him is he's one of the drivers who came from F1 and almost instantly adapted to Formula E. Stoffel had the same ability, which is honestly commendable but he came in with all the machinery of Mercedes around him and with the knowledge he and the team had a year of learning as his first one.
Pascal wasn't in quite such a comfortable position; he had to hit the ground running at Mahindra to keep his seat. he doesn't have a WEC side gig or GTs to fall back on, he basically got so dropped he had to make it work. Mahindra is a relatively hard team to do that in - everyone there is lovely and works super hard but they are a small outfit compared to the factory teams and Pascal had to miss the first round because of his antagonistic Mercedes contract ties.
given that, his results have always been strong. clearly the Porsche factory team was not immediately on it, as a group and there was some significant operational frustration in the early years of him being there, including losing the victory to an admin error that, honestly, F4 teams have to do and the ex-LMP1 team should've been more than familiar with declaring tyre sets seeing as you have to do it all the time in endurance.
despite Porsche's gremlins, Pascal clearly stood out as the lead driver. although actually him and Andre scored fairly equal points across the two years they were teammates (Pascal had the upper hand but by a smaller margin than you'd think) it's been very obvious he got to grips with Gen3 quicker than Antonio did this year.
you could argue that was because Pascal did more of Porsche's specific development work than Antonio, who was still at Techeetah, did. except that no one was really doing any development work on Gen3 during Season 8, aside from powertrain building and with the best will in the world the drivers are not likely to be consulting on ECU chip packaging. the chassis were delivered so late almost no testing took place before the end of last season and some manufacturers hadn't even received a car, so it's less of an advantage than it should have been if the development had been kept to a reasonable timeline.
Pascal hit the ground running this year and took those early podiums. his results since haven't been as stellar, Jakarta win aside but he has been consistent, something it is nearly impossible to be in Formula E. he's picked up points whenever he can and he's stayed in the title fight because of that, with an incredible record of non-attrition compared to the majority of drivers.
if I was gonna do a video essay about Pascal's season and lord knows I'm pretty low on employment right now maybe I should, then it'd look at just how well he's managed to stay in the points. I can only think of one comparative season, which'd be Robin Frijns in contention without a win in Season 7.
he clearly can still take wins, as he ably demonstrated in Jakarta. Porsche's qualifying pace is off the boil and Jake Dennis being a wizard is also part of Andretti having been in FE since the very beginning, with all the operational experience that brings, compared to factory Porsche still being an ex-LMP1 squad playing at the world's weirdest single seaters.
(I'd also do a video essay on how being the customer team can be an advantage in Formula E. and like 12 on what the hell is going on in half the teams. unfortunately my phone would probably explode trying but anyway.)
overall I'd probably rank Pascal very highly in a list of FE drivers of the season. I think anyone underestimating his season would be talking rubbish; he's been clean, kept his head together and you can see that from where he still is in the standings. he hasn't completely made Antonio look like a fool (he certainly isn't one) but being 53 points ahead of a guy with many seasons more experience in FE and who took the most dominant championship win ever is, even on paper a good season.
to add the detail from following it, I think Pascal has put together some superb performances. he's only qualified higher than sixth twice (in Diriyah and Jakarta) and won both of those races. he also won in Diriyah from ninth. his Portland pace was particularly impressive to come from 20th to eighth in a race with severe energy constraints.
it's very clear that he has matured his own style of driving in and experience of Formula E and that he's evolved into a driver who is more than capable of doing what is very important in FE, which is being able to manage the whole race yourself. the team of course helps with that with all preparation but at the end of the day you are alone in the car executing the strategy, with nothing they can really do to help you on it, without pit stops.
I think Pascal is going to have a long career in FE, he's clearly clever enough to do it (you really have to be pretty damn smart, in all top level motorsport but particularly FE because you are your own engineer in the races) and more than competitive. his adaptation to Gen3 has been superb and it's only the first year.
24 notes · View notes
opiumkitten · 4 months
Text
Magnet
youtube
Hey Everyone! I know I've been away for a long while, I apologize about that. I'd been going through the bouts of Seasonal Depression (I have Spring/Summer S.A.D, when most have Fall/Winter) But while I'd been away I'd been writing a lot. When I heard this song I instantly thought of Satoru and I got the feeling that though it's sad, it's still smut and meaningful. So I hope you guys enjoy my POV of Magnet featuring our Most Favored man of all <3
Tumblr media
Warning: MINORS DO NOT INTERACT.
Triggers: Smut, Angst
Gojo Satoru x You, Mentions of Suguru Geto
The Collection
Word Count: 1154
“F-fuck~” A whine was drawn out with the tug of Gojo’s lips around your clit. No matter how much you wanted to hold it in, he always pulled every last note from you.
He knew your body better than anyone. Knew when to give, when to take. Your body was the ocean, and he was the master. He rode every wave without fear, only crashing into you when he was satisfied.
“Toru, please.”
He shivered. He loved when you called him that. Every bit of his control pressed at his skin for release. He wanted to devour you.
But it’d been so long since you last graced his bed. Whether this was a dream or not, he was going to take his time.
Make sure he remembered your taste, touch, that pretty little face, and all the sweet tumultuous expressions you made for him.
Because after tonight, you’d be gone forever.
Driving the thought from his mind, he pushed his tongue deeper inside you, watching as your back arched off the bed. He wouldn’t dare pollute the symphony of your pleasure with his voice. You knew him well enough that those eyes meant he wasn’t going to stop till he wanted to.
Goosebumps rose over your skin as he kept eye contact, his long tongue going to work on your most sensitive spots till your vision fuzzed out and your head couldn’t keep up.
‘You’ll always be my sweet little thing. So eager to be eaten up by me.’
The words echoed in your head as you instinctively spread them farther, his fingertips digging into your thighs as he loudly sucked on your bundle of nerves.
Your voice was echoing now, but you didn’t care. Tears of pleasure brimmed at the corner of your eyes as you felt yourself melting into the bed. The only thing that felt real was Satoru. His soft tresses squeezed roughly between your fingers before-
You couldn’t escape as he tongue fucked you through your orgasm, holding you down as he panted roughly. No matter how hard you pushed, your weak and dizzied figure was no match for him.
This was the third time his mouth had worked you like this.
With no breaks.
The loud pop of his lips leaving you forced a shuddering sob from your sore throat.
His thirst had finally been sated…but…
You felt his hot, thick head press at your clit. He was throbbing terribly, his precum coating him sure as if he’d cum from watching you alone.
Your vision had been shot, but you could see his chest, breathing in deep as he stared down at you.
He was a beast, ready to devour his prey. You; Helpless, needy and exposed, you couldn’t deny him.
So when he started bullying himself inside you, your nails dug into his back, starting up the bruises he’d treasure forever.
He never fit.
Just like now.
He was only halfway inside you, and you were so full as your walls fluttered around his length.
Heaven.
Satoru choked as his teeth latched onto your neck. Holding his orgasm he tried to beat back the sob in his chest. No one would ever be able to satisfy him. Not like you. He was already a mess, mind foggy as the only thing he wanted to do was bury every piece of his heart and mind deep inside you.
He knew It'd be safe there.
It always was.
That sweet melody picked up in his ears, the chorus of his name fanning over his neck as you tried you best to hold on.
Heaven.
Everything melted away in his arms. Nothing existed. Time stopped.
At least… that’s how it was before.
Now. Only one thought peaked through.
Subtly.
But strong enough that you would be ok.
“Marry Suguru. You wouldn’t want me as a husband. Everything’s been fine as is. And I want to keep it that way.”
He’d turned you down. Suguru has been chasing you since middle school. And you’d been chasing Satoru. Satoru?
Had been chasing himself.
And after telling you to go, you did.
Different tears collected in your eyes. This really was the last time.
And then you’d be so far from him, even if you were in arms reach. He’d never know you like this again.
Suguru loved you deeply. And you loved him..?
Yet you’re here, trembling as you watched Satoru bring you both to ecstasy for the second time. Your orgasms frothy around his length, adding more to the mess in the sheets.
Suguru loved you enough to let you close out this chapter. He knew what would happen when you went to say goodbye to Satoru.
He’d accepted long ago that your heart would always have a piece of the man saved just for him.
As long as he had the rest, it didn’t matter.
As he carved his name into the mural even deeper, your lips latched onto his as you rode him, his whimpers just as cute as they’ve always been.
Your name left his lips as he gripped your hips, bringing you down to the bed and, with a deadlock on your collarbone, let go of all control.
Your body grew numb and sensitive all at the same time, his scent pouring down on you.
It was once your favorite perfume.
Tomorrow morning, you’d wash it away forever.
Tears rolled down your temples as you held him close, hearing his choking pants as his strokes grew sloppy.
“Love you. Love you so much-!”
“Always will. Love you-. Love you only-“
He bit down harder, his tears coating your neck before he kissed you hard.
His dear little rose.
He’d given you to someone else. He was a fool.
And now, you would never return.
And so, to make sure you bloomed wildly and beautifully.
He gave you his heart.
Buried it deep inside you.
And he’d leave it there.
As you both came undone, he held you so close. His whole body trembling as yours did.
When his eyes finally opened, they rested on your lax features.
You’d passed out, like you always did.
He tried to not cry, even though he already was, wiping away both your tears as he comforted you, holding you close to his chest. He watched you sleep, your beauty a memory he’ll never let go.
When he awakened, it was to his alarm.
His hands searched the sheets before his eyes opened slowly.
You.
You were gone. The only thing that remained was you scent.
Laying on his back, he covered his face from the sun.
He couldn’t face today.
But he promised you.
He never broke a promise to you.
His throat hurt.
Choking back the sobs, he gripped the sheets hard.
It truly was over.
His fairytale had been written.
And now he’d forced himself to sleep forever, in the hope to relive every line, every word that was you.
2023 Copywritten and Owned by @opiumkitten
Do not claim or repost anywhere. If you see any works on any other site claimed by anyone else but @opiumkitten please report it to me and report it to the site. Thank you
17 notes · View notes
alex-is-vibing · 8 months
Note
❣️ - What are their love languages?
🌙 - What’s their sleep schedule like?
🎁 - How do they feel about their birthday/birthdays in general?
🎮 - What’s their favorite game?
🤔 - What’s something they’ll never understand?
🎨 - What’s their favorite color?
☂️ - How do they feel about rain?
🎶 - What’s a song they really like?
🖌️ - Do they have any hobbies?
🎢 - Do they like amusement parks? What’s their favorite ride?
👗 - How comfortable would they be wearing a skirt or dress?
💝 - What gestures do they really appreciate? How do you get on their good side?
☕ - Coffee or tea?
💀 - How do they feel about horror movies?
🧸 - Do they have any stuffed animals? If so, are they decorative or do they sleep with them?
💬 - What are some filler/buffer words they use? (Like, um, etc.)
🏳️‍🌈 - What do they identify as? What are their pronouns?
🥰 - What pet names do their partner(s) use for them? How flustered do they get by them? /p
🎲 - Pick a random question to answer from this list.
(Its main love languages are well, language, and gifts (especially ones it's made). Though it is no stranger to giving hugs for affection.) (Its sleep schedule is whenever. It gets a fair amount of sleep, but it has no regard for schedule on account of being able to fall asleep instantly.) (It likes birthdays a lot. It enjoys its own birthday but loves others' birthdays even more!) (I'd like to say Baba Is You, but it doesn't know how to work a computer. Probably sudoku or smth lol) (It'll never understand the desire to be mean. It just doesn't get it.)
(It loves white the most. Boring as hell but it likes what it likes ig) (It loves the rain! It's not bothered by the wet part, and it loves all the good parts. Doesn't like that rain bums some people out though.) (It likes just about anything atmospheric. It generally prefers quieter music overall.) (It has a few hobbies, but it mostly likes collecting way too many things and creating bigger things out of its collection.) (It loves amusement parks. Its favorite is usually whatever has the most seats, as it loves to have others with it.) (It would not mind wearing a skirt or dress. It doesn't care a bit. As long as it's white.) (It appreciates being given weird things the most. But it'll get along great with really anyone who isn't making other people upset.) (It prefers tea, specifically boba/bubble tea, served either cold or hot.) (It's not all too scared by traditional horror, and it quite likes it. Does get worried about fellow watchers though sometimes.) (It has a ton of stuffed animals. It sleeps with the favorites, but it has far too many to fit on its bed.) (I think it uses umm. But it doesn't use too many filler words in general due to the text gimmick.) (It does not engage with the concept of gender at all. It/its pronouns.) (I don't think it's had any pet names yet. I think it would be quite happy to, though. Not sure if it'd be flustered but it'd be happy for sure.)
(The random just picked a repeat question so I'll leave it there.)
2 notes · View notes
justinmitchellfan · 9 months
Text
ARIANA GRANDE X MERCEDES VARNADO LOVE STORY SMUT WARNING ⚠️ PART 26 of the continuation of the she's the one love story
Chapter 56 title: the show goes on
Mercedes point of view
I groan loudly and exaggeratedly flail on the bed as my Alarm goes off then completely laying flat before reaching over and turning it off, slowly opening my eyes, I let out a yawn and huff then sit up and the blanket and sheets from the hotel bed fall down to my waist and I reach over the empty side of the bed and grab my phone, ignoring the first few sets of notifications, I go to my messages and I instantly smile a little at the ones from my family and friends, a lot of 'I miss yous' abd compliments on the tour and I reply to all of them ,telling each of them I love and miss them
After checking up on my socials ,liking some of the pictures people have posted about tour ,I toss my phone aside and get up and a few of my bones pop as I stretch and the sleep rolls off my Body and I yawn and scratching my stomach and smacking my lips, I go and open the curtains, nearly blinding sunlight blares through the window and it takes a few blinks to adjust to it, once my eyes do though I look at the scenery before me: London, the country is beautiful, as are most of the ones I've been to in the past, the architecture has this like, old timey vibe to it that I kind of like
As amazing as it's been to explore London a little and all the other countries I've been to over the duration of this four month tour ,I miss home, a lot and when I released 'say my name', my third album and it blew up, the label was chompin at the bit to make the most of the success of the album and it was out for three months before it went platinum, after that, they started planning the tour and I was excited as hell when they told me that one: it'd be a world tour and two: I'd be headlining with kehlani and we vibed on our song and even more so on the set of the music video, being on tour together brought us even closer
She's dope as hell and while she is super laid back she still likes to just have fun and go with the flow and rumors about us started stirring up at the very beginning of the tour, simply Because of the choreo we had worked out for our song together then when we were in Tokyo a few weeks ago they got even worse and after the show, that was a complete success, we decided to hang out a bit and the night started with us going to a club with some of the crew, having some drinks and dancing but kehlani isn't one for clubbing like that so it didn't take long for her to get bored and as she was about to leave, I asked where she was going and she told me to come with her if I wanted to find out so I did
Turns out it wasn't anywhere special, we hit up a few food spots and went to a dope super arcade type place, there were like three floors full of games and shit and we had mad fun, we woke up the next morning in completely separate hotel rooms despite what media was saying and apparently a number of 'inside sources', nosey ass fans, saw me and kehlani 'on a date' in Tokyo where we ended the night in bed together and I still want to know what 'inside source' saw me and kehlani enter a hotel room together
Anyway, that night didn't cause the drama that the media hoped it would, in fact it didn't do anything, me and Ariana laughed at it when I called her the next morning and she and kehlani spoke to each other over the phone because we some mature ass adults and know better than to listen to money hungry ass paparazzi and there are still rumors going on about me and kehlani, at one point they even suggested that me and Ariana asked kehlani to be apart of our relationship and were now a 'thruople' ,that was bullshit too and recently there hasn't been much said which is good, the focus can now be solely on the tour
With another loud yawn I head to the bathroom, quickly doing my routine of showering ,brushing my teeth and doing my hair and when I have to pee, I sit down instead of standing instantly jumping back up at the feeling of the cold water on my tip and after I correct that, I use the bathroom and leave out and since I'll have to change for the concert tonight anyway, I just throw on some joggers and a hoodie then I finally leave out and I stop in the hotel lobby and get a cup of coffee then I step outside and wait for the car and it pulls up and I slide in, greeting the driver then sitting back as he pulls off
It's almost noon when I arrive at the venue so I don't have to rush to get things done, I run through sound check with ease then chat with a few crew members and dancers then I head to my dressing room, just as I pull the mini fridge open, the door behind me opens and frowning, I turn around, only to roll my eyes at the sight of kehlani "wassup as I nod to her ,sipping my juice and stepping over to the table of snacks I asked for and I remember when they asked me for my 'rider' and I had no idea what it meant so my dumbass was lookin mad confused then they explained that it was simply a list of things I wanted in my room, they gave me a day to get the list together and I did
The first thing I needed to be included was wifi and a shower in the bathroom and the rest of my rider included snacks: my all time favorite drinks, a few red bulls, a bottle of ciroc, water, a set up for tea, an assorted fruit tray, hot cheetos and cheeto puffs, Ben and Jerry's strawberry shortcake ice cream and ham lunchables and with that memory in mind ,I grab a bag of hot cheetos and two lunchables from the mini fridge then sit down "shouldn't you be gettin ready as I ask her as I sit down, starting to assemble a little sandwich
Kehlani grabs a bag of my cheeto puffs and plops down beside me "I am ready says kehlani and my eyebrow raises and I look down at her clothes, a pair of baggy brown sweatpants and an equally baggy white tee "I am ready for meet and greets, meanwhile you don't look ready for nothin says kehlani and I scoff, looking down at my clothes then back up at her "if you can wear that I can wear this says mercedes "no nigga there's a difference says kehlani as she pushes the side of my head abd stands up, making a point of taking a few steps back and gesturing to the outfit "this is my style, my fans expect me to dress like this and it's called swag, you look bummy says kehlani
"Woow as I laugh a little, starting on my second lunchables "I don't look bummy, I look comfortable but since you talkin shit as I set my stuff aside and get up, snatching a garment bag off the rolling clothes cart before I slip into the bathroom and changing clothes doesn't take long, about 5 minutes later my sweats and hoodie are folded on the counter on top of the garment bag and I'm stepping out the bathroom in my new outfit and kehlanis eyebrows raise a little, a small smirk pulling at her lips "yeah, I always look good so you can shove ya bummy up ya ass as I go back over and sit next to her "ight ight, no need to get hostile says kehlani as she jokes "you look good says kehlani and I nod "damn right says mercedes
After I finish eating my snacks and drinking my juice, me and kehlani take a few shots of ciroc while we hang out, Jackson and my style team flitter in and out of the room , taking pictures and making sure I look presentable before my show and eventually kehlani steps away to do meet and greets and that's when I take a second to interact with some more fans on social media and I post a selfie of me with Jackson and my style team, a big cheesy grin on my face as I caption it 'excited to be in Manchester' and it doesn't take long after that for a stage hand to peek into the room and tell me I've got 5 minutes to get to the stage and quickly taking one more shot with a chaser, I slip my phone into the safe with the rest of my stuff, lock it up and head out
Once I make it to the side stage entrance, I take a long Slightly shaky inhale, slowly releasing it and slightly bouncing in place to shake my nerves away despite having been doing this nearly every night for the past few months I'm still incredibly nervous and a world tour is so much bigger than anything I've ever done, performing for a different city in a different country almost every night feels like starting the tour over from scratch and there's pressure to perform perfectly at every show because I want everybody to have the same amazing experience and my heart pounds in my chest and even though I take another deep breath it doesn't work and since my phone is locked up in my room I can't call the one person who can, without fail, help me get rid of this nervous feeling
"You look like you bout to take off as I hear a familiarity soft and quiet voice from beside me, one I've been listening to all day and shaking my head I turn to the woman co-headlining this tour with me and chuckle half-heartedly "nah I wouldn't run but shit says mercedes and her brown eyes narrow at me and she tilts her head ,a comforting smile forms on her lips and she steps closer, placing a gentle hand on my arm as she says "you got this mercedes, ain't nothin to be nervous about as she adds a few rubs to my arm and I feel my heart rate start to slow "thanks Lani as I return her smile and finally take a calm deep breath "I got this says mercedes
"Damn right as she squeezes my arm, looking into my eyes for a moment longer before dropping her hand and stepping back "I was gon show you up either way but at least you'll be on your a-game says Lani and a snort of a laugh leaves my lips as I step closer to the stairs leading to the stage "I'm Finna go hard so I hope you gon be on yours says mercedes and with that said, I wink at her and step on stage and just like I always do, I do a slightly slow little strut to the middle of the stage and the crowd screams as I do and it makes me chuckle quietly into the mic as it's turned on
"Wassup Manchester as I smirk at the low and deep tone of my voice, it's completely natural and it perfectly matches the seductive vibes I'm trying to set "how we feelin says mercedes as another round of screams "ight ight I'm diggin it, I know yall know this one as the beginning of my first song starts and they scream again even after I start talking some more "I'm Finna switch this shit up,let's go says mercedes "🎶we ain't in a rush, girl, it's just us, girl(no), let me know wassup, girl, wassup, girl(girl yeah), cause I'm tryna slow it down, beat it up, go down, eat it up, take it down, down, down, down, then ima beat it up"
I smirk a little, singing through the chorus then moving to the edge of the stage, looking down at a group of boys and girl who keep screaming and reaching for me "I know that life moves too quick for ya, sometimes, we should pull up to the kickback, smoke one with me one time, tell me bout all the freaky secrets, all them troubles that you got on your mind, just Bring them to life, put that shit on a film and watch It back on rewind" and reaching down, i take the hand of a blonde girl, holding onto it as I sing "we ain't in a rush, girl, It's just us, girl, let me know wassup, girl, wassup, girl " and I move over to the next group " cause I'm tryna slow it down, beat it up, go down, eat it up, take it down, down, down, down, then ima beat it up"
I back up and sing the chorus to the entire arena and it's still an otherworldly experience to hear them singing the lyrics, every do often I catch the sound of some of their accents and my heart fucking melts, it's so fucking surreal, reminding me of all the times I'd heard my songs being sung in different languages as I've been on tour and letting the energy of the crowd carry me through my performance, I morph through a range of emotions and vibes and some songs are off my new album and others are from my first ep, regardless of how old the songs are majority of the crowd knows the lyrics
The hour and a half set comes and goes in seemingly the blink of an eye and having already used my two stand by songs, in case the crowd wanted to hear more and I reach part of my set that smoothly transitions into kehlanis set "what yall know bout don Julio as I ask and they scream in excitement, knowing what song is about to be performed "I miss all them chances, that's caus you don't text me, I miss that ass from Houston, shit bigger in Texas, I miss the way you ride it, shotgunning confessions, I'm scrolling through her texts , I got a confession now( I'm I'm) ,fucked up in the section, I'm, I'm, I'm, fucked up in the section, I'm, I'm, I'm"
The dance I do is majority grinding, a slight flip thrown in there(Chris brown style) and then me charming that crowd, that is until kehlanis part comes up "ooh, feel like just us up in the section, drunk me is a blessing, I can cure all of your stressing, oh" and she slowly makes her way up the side of the stage, singing directly to me, she and I both know there's nothing between us for more than one obvious reason but the crowd fuckin loves the 'sexual tension' between us so we play it up during performances "text me when we leaving, hop in my two seater, we can ride out past Reseda"
When she gets close enough, she rests her arm over my shoulder, both of us swaying and bouncing to the next song as she sings and with her next verse I reach for her waist and she turns away, smirking as she stalks up to the edge of the stage and sings to the crowd " you relax and lay the seat back, dinner time, look where the feast at, walk of shame, I don't believe that, we can creep back, right back to the section " and I walk up behind her as she slowly stands up, her back presses against my front ,my hand circling her waist as I sing the chorus and once it's over, we smile and hug real quick "give it up for mercedes yall says kehlani as her soft voice floats through the arena and the crowd cheers
Bowing to them in thanks, I nod to kehlani and step offstage as she starts her set and with a deep breath, I pass my mic and in-ears off to the stage hand, thanking him before I head back to my dressing room and as soon as I collapse back onto the couch, my phone buzzes, pulling it out shows me notification reminder of my appointment, despite the time zone difference, I still have to keep up with it and quickly showering, I change back into my sweats and hoodie and gather my stuff before pulling up the contact and dialing her, it rings a few times over and over before she picks up "mercedes, Glad to see you're not using your tour as an excuse not to call, again says the therapist
I nod to the security guard before I slip into the back seat of the SUV "awe come on doc, you didn't even give me a chance to says mercedes "as a therapist I'd see through it anyway so it's best you don't waste either of our time yes says the therapist and sighing, I slouch in my seat "yeah you're right says mercedes and her chuckle sounds through the phone before she asks me how I'm doing and for the rest of the ride to the hotel and up to my room I talk to her, she listen to everything I say and in turn provides incite or advice and I've been doing these sessions with her for over a year so it slightly feels like routine but I know it's necessary and it always helped so I don't have a problem with it
My session ends a little bit after I've gotten to my floor, I say goodbye to my therapist and with the happiest smile I've had all day, I scroll through my contacts and click on the one labeled 'wifey💍🌎💕👑' and while it rings, I order room service, getting a shepherds pie and some Remy and their chocolate brownie and once I'm done ordering, I hang up and look at my phone ,seeing that it's no longer ringing and the call has been connected "ari as I ask, holding the phone to my ear with a frown and there's a pause then her voice floats into my ears like music "hey baby says Ariana and a sigh falls from my lips "hey babe, how are you says mercedes "I'm okay, I really miss you says Ariana with her voice taking a sad tone that quite honestly breaks my heart
I sigh again "I miss you too ari, I miss home in general says mercedes "I know but you'll be home tomorrow, everyone's been talking about it says Ariana and this time I hear her smile in her voice "Anthony and Frankie have been all tore up over you, even my mom says it's been too long since she's last seen you says Ariana and chuckling softly, I agree, the last time I saw everyone was my show in Canada a few weeks ago, my friends and family came out to see my show in Montreal and it was an absolute blast, after the show I treated everyone to dinner and after Joan and Nonna went to the hotel, the rest of us hung out around town, kehlani tagging along for a few hours
"Just one more show before I'm home and I won't be going on tour for a while after this so everyone will get plenty of time to start getting sick of me as I tease making her laugh, God I miss her laugh, we talked yesterday and the day before that and nearly every day since I've been on tour but that doesn't make it any better, absence makes the heart grow fonder but it also makes me miss my wife like all hell and there's a small pause before I hear her again "how'd your appointment go says Ariana as she asks over the sounds of her getting ready for the day and I shrug, crossing my ankles and completely laying back on the bed "it was alright, Same as always, she asked how I'm feeling, if I have any discomfort and Yada Yada says mercedes
"Do you have any discomfort says Ariana as she asks, a small smile pulling at my lips as I hear the dogs barking in the background "shh I'm on the phone with mercedes says Ariana as that only makes them bark more and as she tries to calm them down, I put the phone on speaker as there's a knock on my door and I happily pop up and go get my food, tipping the server, I set my food up by the couch, changing into my pajamas then getting comfortable just as ari comes back "sorry as I was saying, do you have any discomfort or you know still feel as her words trail off and I can't help but chuckle a little at it
"Depressed, no I don't feel anxious or depressed anymore as I tell her and I know even though it's been over a year since my incident I guess, she's still very worried and I was insanely happy and just completely content for almost a whole year, having had 5 months of very successful work with my music and a few TV show appearances plus Calvin Klein and then another three months of traveling the world with Ariana just to dwell in our honeymoon phase and spend some alone time together and it was at the very beginning of this year that things went downhill
At my, fairly big, 29th birthday party everyone was making all these speeches about how amazing my life has been, how I've never had a problem being myself and that's what made me so easy to love and so on ,all their words were kind and I appreciated them but u had already been struggling with personal feelings and at the time I was still packing and while it worked before it suddenly didn't feel like enough, I thought maybe I was thinking too much because it wasn't like I was uncomfortable being female, not entirely anyway, I never had a problem with my breasts, not that I'm blessed in that department anyway and I didn't have a problem with being addressed as a female, my genitals However is where I struggled the most
As I came to understand that was the problem, packing stopped working and I continued to do it, thinking I'd get over my feelings but it just bummed me out, in the beginning I didn't realize how much it'd affected me, everyone else saw the change in my behavior and general aura so to speak and eventually I'd notice too, it translated into my interactions with the people I love and into my work, I didn't feel good enough to do anything and so for a minute I stopped, fell into a bit of depression and that's when Ariana stepped in
My wife, being the incredible woman she is, hadn't stopped trying to help me, when I got depressed though, I stopped being as open with her about my feelings and, rightfully so, she was very worried so she suggested I go talk to someone else and I didn't at first but when I saw how my depression was affecting her I came to terms with what was wrong, I'd been suffering from gender dysphoria, a thing I didn't even know existed, my therapist explained the different levels of the condition, what it meant and didn't mean and the kind of help I could get for it and she suggested that I change my pronouns, a suggestion I turned down almost immediately
I didn't think it was a change I needed to make and after another long session with her I realized it was a change I was worried about making, I thought long and hard on the subject, taking some time to talk with my wife and even have a conversation with my siblings and best friend about it, in the end I decided to change my pronouns to they/them ,while that wasn't my biggest concern, with me being fairly fluid about my gender, I knew that changing them would help with the changes I later made, a very long adjustment period began for me and my family
Not just with my pronouns but also physically, I had many appointments with my gp and a team of doctors at a special clinic to get me started on hormone therapy and the moment I started taking hormones my number of appointments with my gp and therapist increased and being on hormones wasn't an everlasting decision, in fact I was only taking them to prepare me for my surgery and I knew I wasn't getting top surgery because, again, I don't have an issue with my breasts and at first I wasn't sure how to feel about getting bottom surgery, it's a permanent thing and involved more that I ever could've imagined, I was iffy about getting it because of how I'd be perceived in my community and hell I struggled with wether or not I even needed to have a penis
Once again though, my wife helped me see the light, laying in bed one night, talking about one of my sessions, she helped me to see past all my worries and what ifs, is reminding me that my happiness and comfort in my own body is what mattered more than anything, everything she said to me that night was completely true and it helped in the long run and when I made up my mind another, seemingly long as hell, period of time passed, I had to have consultations, speaking to people who asked me why having bottom surgery was important and how my having the surgery would help, not just me but my community and stuff, I didn't recall everything Ariana told me is how I got through that
In no time afterwards, I was onto the scheduling and prep for the surgery, the hormones had done exactly what they were supposed to so the surgery went smoothly and it took months to recover but I had majority of my family to help me, my friends didn't waste a second after I was cleared from bed rest to come see me, they brought all kinds of stuff, Bruno happily gifted me a pack of silk Versace underwear since it 'feels so damn good on ya John' as he'd put it(it definitely feels better than all my underwear) and the second my arm, where'd they'd taken the skin graft from, healed, I was at the tattoo parlor, I got the permanent scars covered
The tattoo came to mind at the thought of one of my favorite movies of all time: the lion king and it was a nod to my father and in the end I felt incredible, a new confidence took over me, an unbelievable amount of happiness, all because I finally had the body I wanted, everyone around me saw the difference too and my album came not too long afterwards, followed by the usual work that came with an album like music videos and interviews and then the tour which is almost done "are you happy says Ariana as she asks, a gentle tone Taking over "like truly happy says Ariana and I didn't even have to think about it "without question, I am truly happy, only thing that'll make me happier is seeing you again says mercedes
"Take your phone off your ear then says Ariana and humming a little, I pull the phone back to find that she switched the call to FaceTime, I smile immediately at the sight of her face, she smiles back and my heart fucking soars "hey there beautiful as I adjust the angle so she can see me properly "hey sexy says Ariana as her voice is a little teasing and I chuckle softly and I wink and she giggles "oh, let me tell you what my dumbass did this morning as she raises her eyebrows in curiosity while she puts her shoes on "so I had to pee right so I sat down on the toilet as she bursts into laughter before I even finish "girl, my tip hit that water and it was so damn cold I damn near jumped out the window says mercedes
She continues laughing, making me shake my head, it's funny as hell but that junk did not feel great, that toilet water was cold as fuck "awe sweetie as a slightly playful, sympathetic pout forms on her lips "I see you're still adjusting says Ariana and I nod, taking the last bite of my dessert "yeah I am, think I will be for a while but I'd rather be taking the time to adjust than still be- says mercedes "Depressed says Ariana and a snort of laugh leaves my lips as she repeats my words from earlier "well I'm glad you're in a good place, all I want is for you to be happy says Ariana seriously looking at me, the way her eyes bore into mine makes me feel like she's right here with me
"Well I am in a very good place, I'm completely me and I'm married to- as a long yawn cuts me off, the action pulling how tired I am to the foreground "to the most amazing woman in the world says mercedes and Ariana laughs again, not as hard as before but still genuine "happy and tired hm says Ariana and mercedes nods "then get some sleep baby ,I know you have a flight tomorrow says Ariana "a flight that's gonna bring me to you as I wink at her, a sleepy smile on my lips and blushing a little, Ariana bites her lip "sleep, so you can come home says Ariana "will do Mrs grande says mercedes "I love you says Ariana as she tells mercedes "I love you too goodnight says mercedes
We hang up and I plug my phone in, quickly getting up and taking my tray out to the hallway, coming back in and getting ready for bed, slipping under the covers, I go to sleep with a smile on my face, happy that I'll be home tomorrow
2 notes · View notes
syekick-powers · 2 years
Note
Some OC Questions ask game: 1, 4, 5, 11, 12 (for an extra challenge - not a Clear Queer), 13, 16, 17, 18, 22, 24, 27, 29, 30, 32, 36, 46, and 49.
i can definitely tell you took to heart my comment about liking to receive a lot of questions in a single ask huh 😂
Your first OC ever?
my very first OC ever created was a naruto fancharacter named hanari. she was definitely what you would call a mary sue, but i enjoyed writing her a LOT at first; i made her story into like 16pt font and got really excited when i managed to reach 50 pages, but then out of curiosity i shrunk the text down to like 12pt times new roman and it was only 16 pages and it instantly ruined my desire to continue working on her story. so instead i created my character seyna (her name was different back then but that's what her name is now) and her universe and everything and that started a lifelong addiction to writing and creating characters/universes.
4. A character you rarely talk about?
some characters i have that i rarely talk about are probably the mutant ghost hunters from my old 2014 nanowrimo attempt. i created them when i was fairly young and the story still holds up pretty well considering i was a teenager when i started working on it. the only reason it's not something i've been working on lately is because of Figuring Out Logistics Issues (which has killed a lot of my WIPs lately..... 😭).
5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be?
honestly i don't think i could limit it to just one OC, because if i elevated one single OC from a story but all the rest of them didn't get to be popular the entire rest of the cast will be like "well why the fuck does THIS asshole get to be the only one who gets popularity??" like my first thought with this question was salaphiel or selius but if only ONE of the two got to be popular and the other one didn't i'd literally never fucking hear the end of it. ever. i think if i had to pick one WIP to make popular it'd probably be my HOSTS story actually just because my vision for the final product of that is "horror game with supplemental lore novel released after the game" and if i could get the game made and released i would LOVE to see people get into the universe.
11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a “sunshine”?
oh for sure. karini, and kass. ironically both of these characters fall under a common character archetype of mine, which is "girl with a ponytail who is very kind, sweet, and sunshiney, but could absolutely murder you with very little effort." karini is like super buff and an ace archer whose entire specialty is firing arrows with such force that they can pierce through a fucking tree, and kass went to martial arts classes since she was like seven years old and because she's trans she's gotten into a lot of actual fights so any time she's in a fight in the body of the HOSTS story she ALWAYS beats the living hell out of anyone who tries to corner/fight her even if she's outnumbered 3 to 1. both of them are deadly as hell but also just so kind, the sweetest girls you've ever met.
12. Name an OC that isn’t yours but who you like a lot
since you said i couldn't name a clear queer im gonna say i love @websterweaver 's boys maphisto and arachna. absolutely QUALITY character dynamic between those two. cannot get enough of them. chefs kiss. i also love my qpp’s character jay pratt.
13. Do you have any troublemaker OCs?
I Have A Few. 😂 the ones that make the most trouble for me are usually the terrible trio (gareth, aiden, and blair, with blair ESPECIALLY being a huge pain in the ass) and selius. sometimes other self-inserts can also be a huge pain in the ass. in hellbent heavensent isaac/isaiah is also a pain in the ass, but that's partially just me empathically feeling salaphiel's hatred of his tendency to ask incredibly insightful Armor Piercing Questions that cut through their stupid facade of lies.
16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)?
honestly i feel like kusiel wins this one from sheer power of Constant Thirst For Knowledge and access to an item that literally gives them limited omniscience so i'm sure that when they're not Scheming they're probably spending time scrolling through tons of scientific information in the fragment absorbing as much knowledge as possible.
17. Any OC OTPs?
oh yeah definitely. dustin/seth, aiden/kass, aiden/gareth, aiden/gareth/blair romantic trio, any incarnation of the hh protag with any incarnation of their love interest (too many incarnations to go through the whole list tbh), any incarnation of the hh protag platonically with their best friend/qpp. there are more but those are the main ones really.
18. Any OC crackships?
i think probably the most prominent OC crackship that i got really really into was seth/aiden enemies to lovers. i started writing a stupid fanfic like story about those two ending up in a weird semi-relationship which started with hatefucking in an alley and gradually turned into a full-blown romantic relationship and it was absolutely bizarre to me how well they worked together as a romantic pairing. originally i was 100% convinced that i'd never enjoy imagining the two of them together because they're such incredibly different polar opposites that i figured it would be impossible for them to get along. but when i wrote it, it was truly amazing how the differences in their personalities complimented each other so well.
22. Is there any OC of yours people tend to mischaracterize? If yes, how?
honestly i don't get enough people interacting with my OCs enough to really see people mischaracterizing them? i think about the only time someone said something "mischaracterizing" about one of my characters was when i showed the first draft of one of my WIPs to my dad and he complained to me about the protagonist narrating the story in long, rambling sentences and generalized that tendency as a feature of my writing in general when it was in fact a peculiarity of this character specifically.
24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?
honestly i feel like i’d like to actually spend time with selius. despite them being a horrible gremlin most of the time, they have moments of genuine kindness and compassion that i feel would make them very soothing to talk to in the right situations.
27. Any OCs that were inspired by a certain song?
i don’t think there were any OCs that were specifically inspired by a song? for me, songs generally tend to remind me more of specific scenes or things like that rather than being the inspiration for a whole character. i usually don’t start associating a character with a song until a character has been developed a certain amount.
29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they’re going?
probably any of the mutant ghost hunters except for lucinda. she’s the only one who wouldn’t fuck with that shit unless she was getting a paycheck.
30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?
kass, most definitely. i feel like plushies are thing she would’ve bought a lot of when she was human and dealing with manic episodes. just a big fuckin pile of plushies on her bed that gets bigger every time she’s manic again because the mania spendy impulses be like that.
32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why?
honestly a good question?? like my brain goes to the HOSTS characters first because i imagine them BEING in a horror game, but the important distinction is that almost all of the named characters in that story are horror antagonists rather than protags, so i honestly do not know. maybe the mutant ghost hunters would be best as an answer to this question too considering they’re dealing with ghosts constantly.
36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else (siblings, lovers, friends etc)?
honestly i’m not sure i 100% understand this question but i guess the hh protag and their love interest are kinda like that because the hh protag is really close with their qpp and some of their other friends??? idk i dont get this q.
46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?
i’ve honestly told myself that i’m mean to my OCs, lol. like i said in an earlier question, i don’t usually get people interacting with my OCs a lot, so i don’t usually get people saying things like this to me unprompted. but i am aware that i am definitely mean to some of my OCs. just ask selius
49. Which one of your OCs would most likely enjoy memes?
oh this one’s easy. blair. 100%. blair is one of those people who copes with trauma via humor and memes, and i definitely imagine them just using memes in any situation where they’d possibly be applicable. aiden will often respond with similar memes or jokes, whereas gareth is just like “smh. It’s 2am, go to bed.” and blair’s just like “no :)”
2 notes · View notes
kitkatopinions · 2 years
Note
Silver Shamrock for the ask game?
Alrighty, Ironwood and Clover otherwise known as Silver Shamrock for the RWBY shipping ask game.
What I think works about the ship: Clover seems to respect and care about Ironwood, value his work, and understand him, and I think that's nice. In volume seven when Clover is introduced, Ironwood doesn't have a lot of people on his side, but Clover is on his side. Clover's also kind of a rogue, more daring and loose than Ironwood, who I think needs someone a bit more unwound to contrast him. I feel like Clover would love to make romance into a bit of a game and James is secretly kind of playful, so they could have some fun together. Also, underneath all of Clover's confidence, he's a very hardworking person, so I think he could give Ironwood a chance to loosen up and have some fun while also being a stable steady person to fall back on. This is one of the only ships for James where I imagine him as being the one being taken care of, rather than the caretaking in the dynamic, and that makes it kind of a special ship.
What season I think they were best in: Season seven, because sadly (or luckily) Clover died before season eight when the writers started playing the 'no we swear they're both terrible people who get what they deserve' game.
How I would get them together in canon: This would take resurrection and unlike some of the others like Penny or Pyrrha, idk if I can see Clover ever resurrecting. I guess in this version of things, I would have the gods make an appearance, and have them grant Team RWBY some kind of 'all the people that died since Salem broke the time of peace get resurrected' wish, which would bring back Clover and Ironwood both. I'd write off James' actions as being because of his semblance, I'd have him want to retire to the countryside somewhere, and have Clover go visit him on the regular and eventually just move in and they'd start a very domestic relationship where they can both relax.
How I would get them together in an AU or re-write: Is it fair to say that I think this ship would actually be great in a coffee shop AU? Like, James is the distracted guy trying to order coffee and rush off to work and Clover is the employee who instantly falls for him and starts trying to engage him in conversation and tease him and get his attention. Once James actually takes the type to notice Clover, he starts slowly unwinding, slowly talking a bit here and there about himself, without even realizing that every single thing he does just makes Clover fall more in love with him. I feel like it'd be one of those fics where Clover keeps getting more and more obvious about his affections, including literally asking James out, and James is just super oblivious until Clover spells it out for him. Idk.
What struggles I think they’d have to work through: In canon? The struggles would be endless. In fanon? I think tbh the biggest struggles would be Ironwood's commitment to his work (Clover would have to work hard to make workaholic James leave the paperwork behind enough to pay attention to him,) and Ironwood's position as Clover's superior. I feel like this wouldn't be a case of 'they risk all that to be together' because they both are too hard working and care too much about what they do, so I'd say best case scenario is that one of them for whatever reason has to leave their job. It'd be one of the few upsides to the situation that now they feel like they can be together, but I do think the 'superior/subordinate' dynamic just gets in the way of this particular ship.
Some songs that I can connect to this ship: No Distraction, by Beck. The Weight of the World, Jon Bellion (kind of not the rap part, just the rest of it.) Won't Let Go, by Black Match.
Do I think they’d stay together: I'm gonna say... No. Like I feel like they would be together for a long time, but then it's just like the more they try, the harder it gets, there's just something about their relationship that doesn't feel quite right anymore... Clover would have an easier time moving on than James.
How I personally feel about this ship: I dig this ship okay, but it's not something I really personally ship.
2 notes · View notes
mythandlaur · 2 years
Note
And do Sylvie also
Send me a character and I’ll reply with my:
– Overall opinion of them
My biggest blorbo right now. Can't wait to see him again in...uh...book five...maybe...I guess...I'm not bitter or anything...
– Gender/sexuality headcanons
Transgender and uncertain of/not concerned with his own sexuality, probably demisexual
– Favorite moment in canon
Well assuming I can't just say all of it, his original fight with Molly and Giovanni and his very last scene where he's stunned at Molly actually wanting to be friends with him. Also, "don't touch her"
– Favorite moment in a fanwork
Not really a specific moment but I just really love when he's portrayed as equal parts knowledgeable and just a weird, lonely kid, because I think those things can and should coexist. For specifics, uh...it's an AU but his rescue of Molly at the end of Cinderella's Mystery is really good, and in The Sky-Glass Rail (AO3 died before I could grab a link again), he has a really nice conversation with Molly about how while they weren't really friends at first, they've managed to become friends by that point.
Also it isn't a fanwork but in Anime Campaign (and this isn't a spoiler, it's probably not going to happen in EE since the arc that led to it would've had to have started by now) he gets a super awesome boss fight where he's transformed into a partially-corrupted nightmare creature. (I've actually rewritten a bit of this but idk what I'm gonna do with it since it'd involve spoilers for a location and the antagonist's epithet, since it would be necessary as a plot device to get this to happen without the arc)
– Favorite line, in canon or otherwise
Sheep takes beef. Just the whole thing.
– Characters I love seeing them interact with
Museum trio obviously, but do I love seeing him interact with either of the others alone rather than as a whole unit. Their group dynamic is great, but I want to see just him and Molly more, they have a lot in common. Rick Shades in Anime Campaign and hopefully eventually in EE. Also I'd like to see him interact with Naven at some point
– Last thing before sleeping headcanons
That implies there is ever a scheduled "last thing", but after getting ready for bed and combing the residual dust out of his hair, he'll talk through his day to something--Beefton, a sheep, a stuffed animal from his rather impressive collection, just the ceiling, it depends, but it helps him sort out his thoughts. If he doesn't fall asleep partially through that he'll definitely pass out hugging a stuffed animal.
– Sleeping habits headcanons
Sylvie is narcoleptic and hyper-somnolent as a result of his epithet, so his sleep habits are...bizarre, to say the least. He genuinely tries to keep a proper schedule if only for his work and sanity, but he's so easily distracted it tends to be 4AM before he realizes he's messed up. He usually sleeps for a couple hours at a time, light and fitful, and has occasional sleep attacks (which render him unconscious for a few seconds usually in the middle of doing something) and bouts of drowsiness so intense he can't do anything until they pass. He can fall asleep nigh-instantly (sometimes even with his eyes open) and can wake up almost as fast most of the time.
– First thing after waking up headcanons
He lucid dreams a lot, so he'll do a reality check (usually reading something), then get up and wash his hair to get the overnight dust out, then get dressed immediately because he feels more productive like that even when he isn't working. He'll get a shot of instant coffee and a granola bar if he has work that day.
– Favorite locations headcanon
He's really proud of his work office, but when he's not there he spends a lot of time at the library or city park--he actually does love wider, more natural spaces as opposed to the cramped smog of the city, but it's the only place he can get work and move around easily without having a driver's license yet.
2 notes · View notes
ibuki-loves-you · 3 years
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
SDR2 boys with an S/O who is like Mikan
Warnings: Mikan's personality/actions
Mod Ibuki: Back at it again with the Mikan series! I had absolutely no idea what to put for Nekomaru and Imposter Twogami, so please let me know if you want them I'll try to add them. Thanks for the overwhelming support, means so much! More to come, enjoy!
Tumblr media
Hajime:
Instant protectivity
No fucking joke
As soon as you met, he was by your side 24/7 making sure no one bothered you
If anyone ever made fun of you, mean Hajime commence
"What did you just say? Do you know how rude that is? Back off, and don't come back. Don't let me hear you say that again."
If you ever took a fall in front of him, suggestive or not he'd pull you to him as soon as possible
"Shh, shh, it's okay. It's okay, don't worry. It was an accident, don't worry."
He found that petting your hair calms you down very quickly so he does that very often
If you ever offered to take your clothes off for him, he'd be opposed the minute the words came out of your mouth
"No, no no no. No, S/O. I don't need to have sex just because I'm in a mood. That's taking advantage of you, and I'd never do that. I love you, alright? Please don't offer that to me unless you yourself want it."
The one time you thought he was angry with you, he got very upset
"S/O, baby, no. I'm not angry with you, the others were just annoying me a bit. If anything, I'm a lot happier now that I'm with you." "R-Really?" "Yeah! I get so happy around you. I love you." "I-I love you t-too, hehe!"
Overall, Hajime is very protective and loves you very very much
He won't let anything happen to you
Tumblr media
Nagito:
Nagito adored you the minute you met
Although he felt as if it was selfish, he wanted to be around you at all times
He just wanted to protect you
If anyone ever made fun of you, he'd scare them
No joke, Nagito can be very intimidating when he wants to be
"Hey, S/O! Get on all fours and bark like a dog!" "O-Okay..." "S/O, please don't. You don't have to do anything. As for you, you really must be pathetic. I'm gonna assume you're talentless. How worthless."
If you ever offered to take off your clothes for Nagito, he'd cry on the spot
"M-My hope, y-you don't have to do that just to make me happy! I-I don't want that! I'd much rather have a conversation than sex, especially because it's only to p-please me. P-Please don't offer yourself to me unless you w-want to do it with trash like myself..."
Nagito's self deprication would go through the roof if you thought he was mad at you
"W-What!? God I really am the worst, aren't I? I made you think I was angry with you! A-Angel! I promise, I am not mad at you! I-I don't think I have the ability to be mad at you! P-Please, don't ever think that. Never."
If you fell in front of him, he'd be very fast to pick you up, albeit with a red face
He never wants you to feel exposed or embarrassed
"Love, it was an accident. Please don't cry, it's okay."
Nagito would go to hell and back for you I swear
Tumblr media
Kazuichi:
When Kaz first saw you, he was immediately attracted to you
Of course, when he got to know you he was concerned
Why were you so shy?
He stayed by you a lot to make sure you were alright
If someone started making fun of you, he'd immediately start screaming
"Hey!!! What's wrong with you!?! Leave them alone or else!!"
Sometimes it works sometimes it gets him laughed at
But it's the effort that counts
If you ever offered to take your clothes off for him, he'd get really confused
Like we're you asking for sex?
But then it clicked that you were trying to make him happy
"S/O, no. Never. Don't ever offer to do that for me because you think I want it. I don't! If you're gonna offer that, offer it because you want it!"
If you thought Kaz was mad at you, poor boy would be very confused again
"M-Mad? S/O I could never! Babe, I'm not mad. I can promise you that. Never ever! Never in a million years! How could I get mad at such a cute face?"
If you ever took a fall in front of him, he'd try to catch you but probably fail
Whether you fell in a suggestive position or not, he'll scream and squeeze you into his chest after the fall
"I got you, S/O! Don't worry!"
Kaz will protect and attack anyone who dares hurt you
Tumblr media
Fuyuhiko:
Fuyuhiko got annoyed at first
He was very conflicted
Peko pointed out that he most likely had feelings for you
Ah, so that's why he felt those protective urges
If anyone ever made fun of you, Atua only knows if they made it out alive
"The fuck you just say!? You better take it back, bitch/bastard!! I'll fuckin' kill you!"
He definitely sent Peko on them after
If you ever took a fall in front of him, most of the time he'd catch you because he has fast reflexes
But if he didn't then he'd help you up as soon as you hit the floor
"S/O! You alright? How the hell did you manage that? C'mon, baby it's okay..."
If you ever thought he was mad at you, he'd blow up at himself
"I'm a fucking dumbass! God dammit! S/O, n-no, I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you. Shit. I'm mad at myself, baby. I-I never want you to think I'm mad at you, because I'm not. That bitch Hiyoko pissed me off again, not you. I-I'm sorry I made you think that."
You offered to take your clothes off for him one time and one time only
He shut it down quick
"No, S/O. Don't offer that. Please don't, just don't. That's your body, and it's beautiful. It shouldn't be shown so easily. I love you so fuckin' much, and that's because of you, not your body. That won't please me, you yourself will."
Let him protect you, Fuyuhiko will never let anyone hurt you, ever
Tumblr media
Gundham:
You were an interesting mortal
You managed to attract the dark lord to you with a mere look?
Impossible!
Gundham was around you very often
And if he wasn't one or more of his devas were
They loved you
People usually don't make fun of you
The way he carries himself keeps people away from you
If anyone ever tried to make fun of you (which is rare, Gundham is very intimidating even when he doesn't try), he would flip the fuck out
"Pardon!?! How dare you say such a thing to a wonderful person as themselves!? Must I harm you!? Fiend!!"
If you ever took a fall in front of him, he would try to catch you but would be too late
"H-Huh!? I-I'm sorry, my love. D-Don't fret, it is alright. It was an accident, d-don't cry..."
His personality gets so soft around you it's amazing
If you ever offered to take your clothes off for him, he'd freak out
"M-My love!? No, my dear. Your body is not what I wish when I'm in a foul mood. I wish for you and your comfort. Your body is far to beautiful to be shown to the eyes of others so willingly. Pick carefully who sees such a blessing sight."
If you ever thought Gundham was mad at you, he'd instantly try to soothe you
"Dearest, I may have a devilish temper, but never would it be caused by you. You are precious, far too much so for me to be angry at. I love you with all my heart, my dear. Please don't forget that."
Bless this boy <3
Tumblr media
Izuru:
Izuru found you interesting
The minute he realized he wasn't bored by you, he was around you like a lost puppy
Your safety was his number one priority
If anyone ever tried to make fun of you, keyword tried, they'd have to be pretty bold
Izuru is fucking scary
"S/O~Can I have a little private show? It'd make me very happy~" "Repeat yourself." "..." "Go on. What's wrong?" "..." "That's what I thought. I ever catch you near them again and I will be sure to end your worthless existence."
Okay, you would never fall in front of him
He knows when it's gonna happen, so he literally always catches you
And when he does he knows you're embarrassed, so he pulls you to his chest and plays with your hair
"No need to be embarrassed, S/O. It's normal to fall. It is alright."
If you ever thought he was mad at you, he'd be a little upset actually
"I can assure you, I am not angry. I am actually a little upset right now. Weird..." "I-I'm s-sorry! I-I can't do anything r-right!" "I have never felt this before, so thank you. You can do no wrong, love. I promise. I barely get angry, let alone at you...I love you." "R-Really?" "Of course." "I-I love you m-more! Hehe!" "Impossible."
If you ever offered to take your clothes off for him he'd immediately deny you
"If we are going to do something so intimate I want it to be because both of us want to. Not because one wants to please the other. I don't need pleasing, having you in my presence is enough to make me feel, uhm, bubbly? I believe happiness. So, happy. Come here, I believe affection is needed here. I would like to hold you."
1K notes · View notes
Text
you know if the Keelah Si'yah doesn't make it safely to Andromeda I think I'm going to riot. Please let the funky little aliens survive, if we find that ship and it's blown to bits like Natanus was I will Scream. Continuously. for Hours. BioWare this is a Threat.
Also there's drell on that ship, if we ever go back to Andromeda can we have a drell companion? Or a hanar? I'd like that for me5 regardless but it'd be extra fun for Andromeda. Can you IMAGINE the Blasto jokes if we got to team up with a hanar? Also drell are so ridiculously underutilized like HELLO??? You make really cool lizard people with TWO SETS OF EYELIDS and really weird hands that for once don't have 3 fingers and you only include 3 of them in the whole series!!??! And you only bothered to make ONE OUTFIT so Kolyat and Feron just have barely modified copies of Thane's outfit??? HELLO?? YOU COULD'VE DONE SO MUCH MORE???
Also I would literally actually KILL to see alien fashion that isn't just the same basic suit/dress 300 times. The asari are rich as fuck, their fabrics and couture must be TOP TIER. I love the pastels of the angara but what the actual fuck is the shit the civilians wear? How does that even work, how do they put it on??? The material is so strange, what is it? I love to imagine the couture on Aya includes fabrics that look like molten lava. Fabric that glows like the plants on Havarl!
I'm falling down the rabbit hole here so to make it all make sense, some random hopes for me5:
drell companion. PLEASE. BIOWARE I AM BEGGING. I have a track record of falling for drell but even if I didn't, if we got a female drell companion I'd fall in love with her instantly and she'd own my whole entire soul, same as Isabela from DA2
for the love of all that is holy bioware PLEASE TALK ABOUT LANGUAGES. A whole codex entry about the bazillion different languages of the angara, and Jaal doesn't even call a romanced Ryder by a cute name in his language?!?!! TRAGEDY
more hanar. i don't even care in what capacity tbh, they're just so funky. space jellyfish!! what's not to love!! They TALK through BIOLUMINESCENCE. Also we know so little about them like what is up with that? What is the nature of their relationship with the Protheans, back when the Protheans were alive?
KROGAN BABIES!! I WAS PROMISED KROGAN BABIES I WANT TO SEE KROGAN BABIES!! And baby salarians and turians and i'd love to see them all be friends,,, can you IMAGINE a baby salarian though??? Their eyes must be so bonkers disproportionate to the rest of them like baby horses and their spindly legs...if a baby alien looked at me I would die immediately. I love you baby aliens. To die ensuring that you won't see the horrific monsters that inhabit these galaxies would be the greatest honor
if Shepard shows up - which, can't tell a lot from that trailer but imo it looks like Shepard might be the PC again - just let them rest. If it were up to me, the only game Shepard would be in post-ME3 is one in which they're happy and healing and not having to sacrifice themselves to save the fucking world again. Shepard's suffered enough, they've more than earned a chance to rest. The thought of seeing them have to pick up the gun again to fight and suffer and die again breaks my heart.
Quarian ark!!!! What on earth happened??? Did someone bring the plague back? Did kett cause a plague or catch the ship? DID THEY END UP WHEREVER THE JARDAAN RETREATED TO??? the quarian ark dlc haunts me every day. I really hope they're alright :(
I really doubt it's coincidence Cora and the Illusive Man have the same last name. I mean, extended family is a thing, and Harper is probably a really common name considering how many humans there are in the galaxy, but...hmmgh......it eats my brain
and, finally: WHO was that SHADY-ASS MOTHERFUCKER ALEC AND JIEN GARSON WERE DEALING WITH????? The benefactor??? Is it TIM? Is it somebody else entirely? TIM and his somehow limitless money seems like a probable suspect, but where in the world did all that money come from? Why was Jien murdered? How on earth did only the Hyperion not fall into enemy hands immediately on entering Andromeda???
40 notes · View notes
rwby-sk · 2 years
Note
What about a dark au. where everyone beside Jaune and Neo die at fall of beacon.
Roman and Pyrrha still die the same in canon.
But what if Adam doesn’t give Blake a chance, He feel a lot of hate and anger toward Blake betrayal. So he kill her and Yang there and then.
Ren and Nora get overwhelmed by Grimms and dies.
Weiss aura broken/empty when she help Ruby to reach the top of beacon with her glyphs. She then get attacked by white fang or grimm and dies too.
Ruby reach the top of beacon and see Pyrrha dies. She scream and her eyes glow silver, but Cinder shot a arrow at Ruby at same time as she get hurt and it hit Ruby heart. Instantly killing her.
Jaune now the lone survivor of his friends feel a lot regret and guilt. He wandering in the world alone to find Cinder and take revenge.
Neo feel the same but she can’t take revenge because Ruby is dead. now without a purpose she wandering in the world alone too.
After few months they meet with each other. This is story of a broken knight and broken assassin heal each other and try to save the world.
What do you think of this au? today i feel edgy so i kinda create this au.
And of course the pairing is silent knight.
Right after Beacon, Neo went after Cinder too. It wasn't until Cinder redirected her to Ruby (since Salem told Cinder she wasn't allowed to kill Ruby) that Neo changed her mind
So, once we get past how outright depressing this is
Yeah. 100% doable
Jaune and Neo both just wanted to go after Cinder. They already have their mutual loss, I can see them making an alliance easily (especially since neither would really know who the other was. Jaune and Neo never met back then. Jaune might remember her from RWBY's stories but only if she's not using a disguise)
As of Volume 4-ish, I don't think they'd win. Cinder toyed with Jaune and Neo both without even using her Maiden powers. Even working together, they might give her a fight, but I don't see them winning. Especially when Cinder has Emerald and Mercury still
It'd be really interesting though! They'd have to learn about the Relics somehow if they wanted to really do anything to stop Salem. Otherwise its just a vendetta on Cinder
Maybe if Qrow is still alive? Or they meet Oscar/Ozpin? Though, Jaune would be even more upset with both of them if they got everyone killed and not just Pyrrha...
Maybe Neo spies on Leo? And they find out about the Relics and Spring Maiden when he updates Salem?
But then its just Jaune and Neo alone to prevent the fall of Haven. Neo might be able to rely on Lisa for help, Jaune could go to Saphron and Terra, but that’s about all the help they have
It would take a lot more espionage and a lot less real 1v1 fighting. But I'd love to read a story about it
16 notes · View notes
morgansunflower · 3 years
Text
I Miss You 3/3
Jason Todd X Reader
Batfam x Batsis! Reader
Warnings:suggestive content, showering together
Words:1548
All the fears and worries can melt in one day
Hours after Dami and I looked at the open house, I step out of my doctor's appointment. My little brother Damian in the car waiting for me. I step out of the building and walk to my car. I come to a halting stop seeing a different Wayne.
"B-Bruce" I stammer, shit! I look for, Damian "w-where is Dami?"
"he's home" he answered bluntly
What do I say? Pretty sure he as figured out I'm pregnant "I looked at a open house today.. I love you guys but I think it's--" I stammer as I force the tears back. I don't want to cry.
"we will discuss this further over dinner" he directly said
"I don't want to go home right now" I admitted, I don't want to face the rest of my family right now
"I have something else in mind" he answered
My words stuck in my throat. I was expecting anger but he was calm, though nervous maybe? He steps to the passenger door of the car and opens it. I step into the car, sitting on the passenger seat. Bruce, shuts the door. I take a shaky breath. I really hope I don't start crying. I just am hoping for his approval. The car drive was quiet. We sat in a room with only a few tables. It was just the two of us, Bruce likely not wanting any reporters in a personal family business. I sat on the chair in front of the round table. Bruce sitting next to me.
"is Jay aware of this?" he asked with a stern tone
I roll my eyes irritated with my love "no, I haven't been able to get ahold of him.. I am really sorry that I didn't tell you. No offense but you're kinda hard to read dad" I sigh deeply with a tear falling. So scared of rejection. I dry my tears looking straight at the ground. I don't want to disappoint him.
"Y/N" Bruce said softly I lift my head to face my adopted dad "I'd advise you, to not think I am ashamed of you for any absurd reason. I intend on not allowing you to leave. You are in a delicate state. When we return I'd advise you to sleep" he firmly said seeing that I am lacking sleep no thanks to Jason "I'll see what information I can find on, Jay" he assured
I began to cry of joy. I reach to Bruce and hug him. He carefully wraps his arms around me.
"thank you! Thank you! Thank you, dad!"
"before I forget you are to not leave the Manor without someone to accompany you"
I chuckled with falling tears, he's so protective. Hour's later in the family room at Wayne Manor. I stood in front of my family as my siblings sat on the couches and Alfred stood beside the left couch. Cassandra, softly smiles to me. She didn't have to use words, I knew. She was telling me not to worry. I cleared my throat. Every eye on me. I take a shaky breath. Damn I hope I don't cry. I'm just glad my sister's and Damian aren't rating me out.
"there's something I need to tell you all. I don't know.. If you will be.." I take a shaky breath unable to form any other words, just say it! "I'm pregnant" I blurted out
Alfred's eyes instantly swell and shake. Dammit if he crys I'm gonna cry. Tim, softly chuckled in response. Did he know? Steph probably couldn't keep her mouth shut. I look at my oldest brother with a heavy heart.
"is that why Jay isn't in, Gotham? That asshole!" Dick appalled with a enraged look on his face
Tim, face planted knowing this will not end well. Barbara scolded her boyfriend by hitting his head. Thank you Babs.
"you fool" Damian muttered
Offended I abruptly kick Grayson's shin "OUCH!!" he yelled bending his knee upward in pain
"you jerk! He doesn't even know I'm pregnant, and you're lucky you even know, asshole!" I exclaimed with a broken voice on the verge of tears
I step to leave
"congratulations Ms Y/N. I am delighted to hear the beautiful news" Alfred softly said
My heart melts. I softly smile to him and step out of the room through the hallway to the staircase. I go to my room taking Bruce's advice. That evening after a, small nap I hear my door knocking.
"who is it?" I asked
"your favorite brother!" Grayson said
"you kinda lost that title" I said irritated
"c'mon Y/N I'm sorry... Would you please open the door so I can make things right with you" he begged
"I don't know.. I'm still pretty angry about what you said about, Jason" I said annoyed
"I have a present for your baby" he said in bribing tone
I open the door seeing Grayson holding a small stuffed toy elephant. I lightly shake my head. I hold it and see Tim smiling as he walks up with my favorite bowl of fruits. I feel my hormones getting the best of me. This is probably one of the sweetest things they've done for me.
"Aww you two are gonna make me cry" I said with a brittle voice
"that mean you forgive me?" Dick asked with a hopeful tone and smile
"hmm, fine"
"ha! Told you it'd work!" Grayson exclaimed gratefully
"please" Tim rolled his eyes "just cause she forgave your stupid ass, doesn't mean you are the 'favorite" he smiles to me "I'll be the favorite don't worry Y/N" Tim kindly said
Moments later in my bathroom alone. I strip down to nothing so I can take a shower. I gasp as the door opens I turn seeing, Jason!! Before he could say or do anything I ran and captured him into a passionate kiss. He parts with a smirk. My arms around his neck and his on my face
"well hello to you to sexy" he smirks realizing I'm entirely exposed
"dammit, Jason" I lay my forehead on his, my lips tremble as I grip his collar "I was so scared"
His face drops "I know. I'm so fucking sorry. Roy, didn't tell me it was going to be so dangerous" he apologized "my fucking phone couldn't pick up signal" he growled to himself
"it's OK I was, just was so worried about you" I began to cry "I m-missed you so much!"
"I know" he kisses my cheek "I missed you to beautiful"
He holds my arms Jason gazes me up and down my body. TELL HIM!! My breath hitches with my needed word's trapped in my throat as his eyes stop at my swollen abdomen. My muscles tense up and my heart races. He takes a deep breath and shakes his head. He remains silent. I take a shaky breath.
"J-Jason" I softly said my words stuck in my throat, as I cried. Please don't be mad
"I'm a fucking dumbass for leaving" he said with a brittle voice
I shake my head still unable to form words as I cry. Jason, strips down. We both step into the shower, together. He turns the water on. His hand within inches of bump. Jason, carefully ran his knuckles up and down my bump. Jason, began to stutter
"hey, look at me" I told him, he lifts his head to me his eyes swelling "don't you dare start to blame yourself for anything.." I began sobbing that made him frown, I can't believe he's really home! "the b-baby is going to love you"
He kissed me deeply. I part from his lips. He began to weep my heart sinks. He kisses my cheek. Afterwards Jason and I wearing our pajamas. Both of us in my bed the soft covers laid on our legs. My head resting on his arm. He had his large hand on my bump gently rubbing it with his thumb. I am so sleepy, Jason's soothing touch is nearly too much.
"so besides the obvious. Anything else happen while I was gone" he whispered with a yawn
"well, I hope you don't mind I told Dami he could come have quality time with the baby, whenever he wants to"
"fine by me love" he softly smiled
"oh! I almost forgot I went to a open house. I want you to look tomorrow" I said running my fingers through his hair
He chuckled softly warming my heart "wouldn't happen to be the disease infected and haunted house"
"how did you..." I was surprised 
"my damn phone blew up when I finally got signal. Damian was hellbent on telling me that any house you told me about was horrifically unsafe and a bunch of shit, that I needed to come home right away" he rolls his eyes at himself "but before you have another reason to kill my stupid ass. I didn't call or text you because I wanted to surprise you" he fondly looks at my bump "but I guess you surprised me"
I smile softly placing my hand above his own "believe me it was a surprise to me to" then for the first time, I feel a gentle kick from our child
149 notes · View notes