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#it’s ok to not be okay
panicismydefaultstate · 7 months
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Just in case anyone else needed to hear this today-
Your health is not your fault. You didn’t do anything to “deserve” this. And you are right, it isn’t fair. You are allowed to feel upset, hurt, angry and jealous that your health, body or mind disables you.
It’s not fair, and that sucks. You are allowed to scream about that as much as you need to.
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cosmicstoner · 2 months
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If anyone needs to hear this ✨ stay strong
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fictionalgirlfrend · 2 years
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positivelypresent · 1 year
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lemonemlyn · 2 years
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Young Silco💛
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*unfinished art🙇🏼‍♀️
This one didn’t work out*, but still wanted to at least share his face🤷🏼‍♀️
*it was a larger illustration 👀
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loveri7sol · 3 months
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does anybody else feel like a failure?
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herzgeist-writes · 6 months
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Under His Care
A/N: Do you sometimes feel like you just want to nuzzle up in your blanket and do nothing all day? Yeah that’s me today . . if you happen to feel down too, hope this little piece got to lift your spirits a little - It‘s ok not to be ok sometimes ~
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„What are you doing here all alone (Y/n)-ya? It's in the middle of the day.“
„I have no idea what to do with myself, I feel like sleeping all day . . „
Law sees your sunk in posture, head leaning against your palm, propped up onto the office desk, staring through the porthole of your room into the deep blue. It tears on his heartstrings, seeing you this down.
Is your face red and puffy? Were you crying? Not sure how to handle this situation, an idea pops up in his head.
Thus he closes the door, which he entered only seconds ago, and leaves you in wonder.
After a few minutes, another set of knocks against the cold metal take you aback and you ask the person on the other side to come in.
„Law?“
„Could you please make some space on that table over there?“
And there your lovely doctor stands, a tray full with food and drink in hands. The lump in your throat slowly but surely returns, but this time out of pure emotion, livening up again.
You smile strainedly.
„My love you shouldn‘t hav-„
„I insist.“
Placing the tray onto the table, he turns to you, yet his gaze averts from you in abashment.
„I hope hot chocolate and cookies are to your liking.“
„Since when does the Surgeon of Death smother his victims with food bribery?“
„Dont be ridiculous (Y/n)-ya. I‘m not that much of an utter fool regarding emotion, you‘re clearly upset.“
Approaching you cautiously, his slim hands cup your cheeks and his face inches closer to yours:
„I cannot bear seeing you like this. Sure, sometimes tears are meant to be shed, but there‘s a limit.“
Law‘s thumbs graze along the dark circles underneath your eyes. Subsequently, he places warm and gentle kisses onto your sore lids, whispering:
„Please my heart, you belong to me. And whoever is under my care will be treated accordingly. So if you feel unwell, I ask of you to tell me, do you understand?“
These words struck a nerve in you and the salty droplets dwell over, gruadually flowing down your cheek. Not in cause of sadness, it‘s the reassurance, the receiving love enlightening you to the core.
„Thank you, Law.“
A small chuckle escapes him and he gives your lips a quick peck, as if saying ‚Anything for you‘.
Leaving your room, he stops at the doorframe, once more taking a look back at you, before making his way:
„Don‘t you dare skip dinner again, alright? I‘ll see you tonight!“
Translated in a more loveable language, he meant to say ‚I missed you at dinner yesterday.‘
„I will be there, my Captain.“
„Good.“
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gozdziak · 6 months
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Jung Ki Ho's child actor in #CastawayDiva is Moon Woo Jin. He played the young Park Seo Jun in #WhatsWrongWithSecretaryKim and the young Kim Soo Hyun in #ItsOkayToNotBeOkay, among many others.
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no-see-um-incorrect · 6 months
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Relapse
If the title didn’t give it away ⬇️
(⚠️⚠️TW Self harm,⚠️⚠️ mention of suicidal thoughts⚠️⚠️blood⚠️⚠️angst⚠️⚠️. if you feel as though you are not in the mental space to read this. Do not read it.  you are free to come back when you are in a better headspace.  just please stay safe💛) i’m also aware that the writing in this one is kind of weak. 
It felt like any Tuesday. Casper woke up to their alarm, rolled over, hugged their sleeping boyfriend give him a kiss on the shoulder, then got up and got ready for work. And the day went on as normal….. almost.
Casper hadn’t heard from Charlie the whole day. But it was Tuesday. Tuesday was payday for a lot of people. sweet Pete’s was usually busy on Tuesdays. But something was off Casper just couldn’t put their finger on what.
*Buzz buzz* 
There is no caller ID just a phone number with a familiar area code 
“hello?”
The voice on the other line was a raspy an older sounding man, a voice Casper recognized well 
“Pete? Is everything OK? Did something happen?”
“I was wonderings if yous knew where Charlie was. Little punk didn’t show up for work today”
His words sent a chill down Caspers spine. They knew it. They knew something was off.
“I haven’t heard from him all day…I thought he was busy at work…”
“yeah well if you see him, tell him I’m gonna write his little ass up for missing work without notice”
And just like that, the call ended as quickly as it began. Casper hurried to their bosses office and said they had to leave early.
“come on Chuckie pick up the phone!”
They tried calling him on the drive home But.
“Dammit Chuck pick up!”
No answer 
They quickly pull into the driveway and run to the door fiddling with their keys as they go. Briefly, looking up to see Charlie’s skateboard still on the porch. 
once they walk in, they start calling his name 
“Charlie?!….Charlie?! baby is everything all right?!”
“not in the kitchen….not in the dining room or living room…..” they say. scanning each room 
They hear a noise. A noise that they are all too familiar with. 
“Chuckie…?” They say softly, leaning against the door to the master bathroom. 
“don’t come in..*Sniffle*”
A small wave of relief washes over Casper, hearing Charlie’s voice 
“Charlie…. are you OK?”
No response 
“Charlie baby. I promise I won’t be mad I just wanna know that you’re OK”
Casper sits on the floor and leans their back against the door 
“I don’t want you to see me like this cas….”
Casper gently presses the side of their face against the door 
“sweetheart there is no side of you that would ever make me turn away. i’m worried about you. I want to know you’re safe”
They hear the click of the door unlocking 
“i’m not gonna come in until you say it’s OK”
After a minute, Charlie slowly opens the door.
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Charlie was sitting with his back to the tub, his eyes were bloodshot, and his face was stained with tears, his arms were nearly covered with blood.
“oh Charlie…”
Casper slowly moves closer 
“i’m sorry cas…”
Casper cups his cheek in their hand.
“Shhh shhh you have nothing to apologize for….”
A tear rolls down Charlie’s face, feeling Casper’s hand on his cheek. His hands start to shake, and Casper can hear his breathing getting heavy. 
“I didn’t want to do it *Sniffle* I didn’t know what else to do I I just w wanted it to stop-*sniff*” 
“I know. I know baby”
Casper wraps their arms around him as he sobs into their shoulder. After some tears. Charlie starts to compose himself. 
“Baby…you don’t have to talk about it right now you don’t have to tell me anything but…I need to clean them..are you OK with that?”
 Casper held Charlie’s hands and looked down at his wounded arms 
“and I need to see it”
Charlie looked at them and with a heavy sigh he nodded his head and pulled a bloodstained razor blade from his pocket.
“you don’t need this anymore”
They put the razor blade in their coat pocket and gesture for Charlie to sit on the toilet lid. He stands up and sits while Casper grabs a warm washcloth, and begins cleaning his cuts.
“it just doesn’t make….it doesn’t make any fucking sense” Casper hummed in response. Grabbing a bottle of hydrogen peroxide from under the sink. 
“I have loving parents, an amazing partner, and a pretty good job..why the fuck do I keep having slip ups like this?!”
Casper puts a hand on his cheek, and looks him in the eyes softly 
“Charlie… you could have the whole world in your hands and this could still happen. baby relapse is never a pretty thing….but it’s something that happens. it happens a lot…. it’s a sad fact to admit, but it’s true”
Casper finishes up bandaging Charlie’s arm. Once they’re done, they hold Charlie’s face in their hands and give him a kiss on the forehead. Charlie lays his head in their chest. as tears start filling his eyes. 
“it makes me feel so fucking worthless…*Sobs* I don’t know what the fucks wrong with me!”
His voice is raspy from crying. Casper chokes down the tears from seeing their boyfriend like this. 
“Hey now *Sniffle* you’re gonna listen here  Charlie and you gonna listen good. You’re gonna tell that little bastard voice in your head to fuck off. And I’m gonna put a new one there! NOTHING is wrong with you!  you are not broken *Sniffles* And you sure as HELL are not worthless” 
“Every time I Did something wrong! Every time I SAID something wrong, it all come flooding back….it won’t shut up it’s just keep saying it over and over and over…maybe I would be better off D-”
Casper holds Charlie’s face and looks him in the eyes, tears running down their cheeks.
“Don’t you fucking say that……you deserve to be ALIVE, and you deserve to be HAPPY. and I will tell you that till the day my heart stops fucking beating!…I will dry up every tear, I will kiss every cut, I will sit on this bathroom floor with you and let you cry out your pain until the end of time! So you can realize that!”
Casper holds onto Charlie tightly. As if he was going to blow away if they didn’t. They sit there like that wrapped in each others embrace Casper, giving soft kisses to the top of his head here and there. 
“…. I love you Casper”
“I love you too Charlie..and I’ll never stop”
Casper pick’s Charlie up much to his surprise. And walked him over to the bedroom and lays him on the bed. they then go into the closet, pulling out every soft pillow and blanket they can find. they set up the bed and get cuddled up.
“can I see your arm Chuckie?”
Charlie looks at them in confusion
“ya shouldn’t have to change the bandage yet. you just put it on there” 
He says, showing Casper his arm 
“you’re right I don’t need to change it yet”
Casper gently hold onto his arm and starts kissing it, starting at his wrist and stopping at his shoulder. Charlie looks down at them with a almost shocked expression.
“I said I would didn’t I?”
Charlie lunged forward  and wrapped his arms around them. Casper returned this, and slowly started laying the both of them down. Casper hummed a familiar melody. As they slowly drifted off to sleep. 
Today was not a normal Tuesday. And that’s OK you’re going to have non-normal days. but it’s important to know that not every day will be like this abnormal Tuesday.
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It’s important  to note that whenever I talk about stuff like this, I’m going off of my own situation’s and experiences Soooo if it’s different from your own experience..that’s because it’s Mine..
I think it’s really important to show all of the sides of someone’s mental health journey. So if the person seeing it is going through it, they don’t feel alone.
Thank you too @antipasto-the-theif
For giving me the feedback on posting this 
My DM‘s are open if anyone needs to talk 
Love y’all 

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EAUGH i feel actively nauseous from how badly i just flunked this test 💀😭
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heretohelpsstuff · 8 months
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Collection of tiny self care acts you probably forgot about
Drinking water (oldie but a goodie)
Cleaning your ears (especially if you wear headphones a lot)
Cleaning your phone screen/glasses
Flossing (use the little stick ones it’s easier than the string)
Mouthwash (gets rid of bad breath good for when you don’t have the energy to fully brush your teeth)
Putting on deodorant
Cuticle oil (kinda feels fancy too)
Lotion
Changing your underwear (if you can’t take a shower it helps you stay fresh)
Chapstick
Trimming your nails (don’t forget your toenails)
Opening a window
Stretching/mobility work (there are tons of quick mobility exercises on YouTube to follow)
Eating fruit/vegetables/nuts
Damp washcloth on your face plus hot spots (pits, boobs, and crotch 10/10 recommend to freshen up)
This is just a quick list feel free to add your own and remember even the small acts of love can lead to greater happiness. It takes time to learn how to break bad habits/thought processes so don’t be so hard on yourself and don’t give up.
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sexieevixen · 1 month
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Help me fall out of love with you.
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mikeyss1ut · 1 year
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Could you write a sh comfort fic about wednesday and me (again) pls
Ich read your other sh fic with wednesday and it helped me so much, i loved it <333 !
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Yes, I’m glad it helped you! Also this one’s not as dark or triggering but it still has some mentions of sh (obviously) so here’s a warning so you make sure you want to read this.
You sat in Wednesday and Enid’s faking the smile on your face as Enid and Wednesday argued, about colors. Wednesday was winning.
You pretended to be on your computer but it was off.
“Y/n, darling who is right? Me or Enid?” Wednesday said
“Oh, no! Don’t bring me into this!” You giggled.
Wednesday turned back to Enid and continued bickering back and forth.
“Uhm- hey guys I’m gonna head out I have a quiz I have to study for.” You didn’t . But you wanted to get back to your dorm. Everyone in the area knew you had some mental issues so you shared a dorm with none other than yourself .
“Oh, ok. Bye my love!” Wednesday said. You see Wednesday never got sad , but when she knew you were struggling, she may have felt a little of that emotion she swore to never feel.
You wanted to go to your room, but you knew if you did you might end up doing something you shouldn’t . So you went to the library to “study” aka watch videos on YouTube.
Wednesday had felt as if something was wrong. So she went to your dorm. Wednesday knew you struggled but she never knew you cut.
You never told her only because she’s Wedding. You were scared she would think that was selfish or stupid or think you were weird. Lord knows why you ever thought that, because she might be Wednesday but your you and she loves you.
Wednesday never felt any love emotions before you, and even if she did it was never as strong as it was with you.
Wednesday opened the door, needing to see you but she was seen with nothing.
But she had to look in the bathroom.
“Y/n? She said as she walked Over to the bathroom. Nothing. Well at least no one, there was a little container, clear and that contained your r@zers . And Wednesday just grabbed it , she didn’t know if she was mad you didn’t tell her and mad you had this or upset with the fact that you actually made a container of things to hurt yourse!f.
She threw them away, not in your trash if could Wednesday was smarter than that , you could just dig it out.
And when You would wonder where you “stuff” was the next time you wanted to cut. Wednesday would remind you how much she loves you. And make you tell her on her own. You would seem fidgety and when Wednesday would ask you would accidentally forget she’s her and slip out you lost your r@zers.
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steticwrds · 1 year
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Why do we try?🖤🥀
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positivelypresent · 22 days
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jessicab1991 · 2 months
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Thinking of taking a week off from social media. My mental health has been deteriorating over the last month and need to take a break and put myself first.
Self care is so important but often overlooked.
If you don’t see me interacting with your fics/blogs or respond to messages, just know that I’m ok, just taking a much needed rest.
Love you all 💕💕
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