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vestaldestroyer · 3 months

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ok I wonder if there's someone out there who has this too

I don't get crushes or fall in love. instead, I become obsessed with people. I feel absolute loyalty and devotion to them. I'd do anything they ask without question. it's instinctive and automatic, I don't even think about it. I become their servant and follow them around like a puppy. every minimal attention from them gives me infinite joy.

this is always one sided and everyone eventually gets creeped out or annoyed and leaves. it breaks me every time. yet I can't stop it from happening. I try to hold back but it's almost impossible.

not that I would wish this on anybody, but please tell me I'm not the only one

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rainywhispersblog · 4 months

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vixensofdeath · 8 months

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I hate missing the people who have probably forgotten about me. I hate it because they’ve moved on or forgotten but I haven’t. I dream about the day we coincidentally meet but I can only dream so much. there needs to be a day where I come to my senses and realize no one’s coming for me, no one cares, and no one will miss me like I miss them.

#bpd stuff #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd symptoms #mental problems #mentally fucked #actually borderline #borderline blog #bpd problems #bpd struggles #alone with my thoughts #mental illness #bpd #im not mentally stable #mental health #mentally unstable #delulu #delusional

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deadassjsawhitegirl · 20 days

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"bpd is this" "bpd is that"

can i just say bpd is more than a favorite person? i understand that part as ive experienced it but thats not all there is

as someone who doesnt currently have a "fp" i hate that thats all bpd tumblr is. js shit about your feelings towards other people, i understand but oh my god i wish there was more. it feels like romanticism of the mental illness that people are gifted the option of assisted su!c!de for. and thats not fucking right.

im sorry if this sounds rude or anything but it just makes me feel really alone in my illness and thats a shitty feeling to have, esp as someone who has bpd.

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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Joel meeting Ellie: *slams her into a wall & threatens to shoot her*

Joel five minutes later: *kills a man w/ his bare hands for threatening to shoot her*

#the military guy: *points a gun at ellie*#joel: HEY >:/ ONLY I CAN DO THAT #this show's gonna be fun i can tell #cant wait for them to be such a borderline unhealthy co-dependent father-daughter duo <3 #theyre already getting there #im sooooo not normal about them already and they only interacted for like. ten minutes so far #the show is so good and everyone's acting is on point #the last of us #my only issue is that THEY TOOK AWAY THE FUCKING SPORES.#THE THING THAT MADE THE LAST OF US UNIQUE FROM OTHER ZOMBIE APOCALYPSES #ohhh noooo they have tendrils in their mouths oh so scaryyyy #WHERE THE FUCK #ARE MY SPORES????#what's gonna be the big threat about the bloaters now huh? i guess there's no inherent threat of existing in heavily infected areas huh???#i guess we dont get a scene of ellie breathing in spores and joel being Not Happy about it hmmm???#'auogh oh nooo we dont want to occasionally obscure our actors facessss noooo'#COWARDS. THE LOT OF THEM.#it would have added to the show actually. it would have been sick as fuck. so unsettling. so immersive.#gonna die mad about it tbh #like sure the visuals are gonna be cool and the cordyceps concept still rips #but the infection spreading just by biting... thats so painfully normal. thats just another zombie show #its still an amazing adaptation and im obsessed but :/ cmon man #if there was One Thing to get right. the spores wouldve been it #PLUS IT WOULDVE LOOKED SO AWESOME. THEY COULDVE DONE SO MUCH W IT

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honeypleasejustkillme · 11 months

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wow another day already?? im not mentally prepared for this :,)

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #bpd shitposting #bpd problems #i put in an application to a gas station/food place and they fucking denied me- im so upset #i have food experience i fucking work in a restaurant.. like what the fuck you mean #whatever.. fuck big corporations anyways #but i just wanted more moneyyyyy :(((((

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adustoflove · 2 months

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I'm literally so insane that the moment someone I talk to starts using a phrase or emoji they don't normally use or didn't pick up from me, I immediately get mad because I assume they're replacing me with somebody else and picked that phrase up from another person

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd vent #actually borderline #and my crazy ass used to start SHOWDOWN arguments about it #like ask why are you using that? who were you talking to does somebody else use or say that #💀😭 now Im.....slightly normal about ut #but I do still NOTICE it and get hurt which is insane because i think most normal people dont give two shits or a fuck

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parasiticallyyours · 4 months

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yeah youre cool i can beat your face in with a rusty pipe and fuck your gouged out eyes

#bpd #actually borderline #im gonna pop into a ball of confetti #g0rewh0re #i might be batshit fucking crazy bitch idk #n3crophilia #tw necrophillia #put me down like a sick dog #:3 #gorewhore #g0r3c0r3 #g0recore

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sillybouquetoflillies · 21 days

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i cant sleep so um here u go

#im sry kendrick is beefing with ppl n he's the best n im so fixated on it i have 2 get some of the thoughts out of my brain #he srsly fit so much into that verse #a 7min response where u gotta diss trans ppl bc ur mad that kendrick is actually woke and always ahead of the curve is so fking pathetic tbh #like i even like the flow and the change ups #i do think established rich ass rappers incorporating drill is trend chasey and borderline gentrification #hot hot hot takes sry #but just listening to the leaks on kendricks upcoming single is just #it just proves that he rly is in a league of his own #his style is so different n new every single album and ppl fucking hate him for it #he's not chasing trends he's doing him #ok sry i think thats most of my thoughts im sry im very uneducated but he's just.... the best ok?#this is prob so fking random so most of u n the rest prolly wont agree with anything im saying so uhm sry #pls ignore these tags n just focus on my tiddies n think abt the fact that if u shove ur dick down my throat i stop talking #kthx bye <3 #me

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la1npilledg1rl · 7 months

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It hurts to know that I’ll never be able to feel emotions like others do

It hurts to know that I’ll never be okay alone

It hurts to feel numb all the time

It hurts when I think about the ones who said they would never leave… and then left.

It hurts to not feel and to feel.

Everything hurts to the point of numbness.

I am nothing, I am pain.

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dailykugisaki · 4 months

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Day sixty-one | id in alt(s)

Guy from fortnite. Problem is that her town didn't have fortnite and she wasn't about to go looking. ONLY Smash bros.

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #fushiguro megumi #itadori yuji #tokyo trio #panda jjk #mechamaru #im sorry mechamaru fans his ass is getting the beatdown of his life #and megumi fans hes just twiging it out in the corner #in all seriousness? imma draw Kugisaki like a stocky brick shithouse #cmon. who else can make a squeaky toy hanmer borderline lethal without cursed energy or some other factor #late again bc of some interesting things #im not going into detail but ill give a hint #hospital shit fucks me up BAD #its so funny actually that it does like that lmaoko

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puppyeared · 4 months

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I play animal jam :]

thank u for your input tumblr user majachee. sadly i have never played animal jam and im a disgrace to the furry community

#IM SORRY FURRIES #you would think im the spitting image of a budding furry at the tender age of 12 considering my borderline fascination/crush on werewolves #I DIDNT EVEN PLAY TOONTOWN. i played that obscure kung fu panda mmo that got shut down and club penguin #i remember movie star planet and that really old baby bottle pop mmo that isnt even listed on wikipedia i have to wonder if it was real #but i never actually played it.. i think i played habbo at some point poptropica and made a few attempts to make a moshi monster #actually now that i think about it i would consider myself sort of a furry but im really bad at it #ask #answered #yapping #i didnt even play maplestory or anything it was just club penguin and i fucking ruled at ice fishing

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vixensofdeath · 5 months

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sometimes I wish I never could think because it’s all I do now. all day long it’s me overthinking about everything or just me thinking about things I really just don’t want to think about. my brain is like a swarm of flies that never goes away.

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x4ver1a · 1 year

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rosesandthorns44 · 6 months

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My toxic trait is only doing things that are *bad* for me when no one else is looking.

Like, if no one sees it, it didn't count, and I'm perfectly fine. No problems to be seen here, folks.

Mental illness? We don't know her.

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glitchneedles · 16 days

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𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮. 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘵𝘩. 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦. ᶠᶸᶜᵏᵧₒᵤ

𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘱𝘶𝘧𝘧 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦, 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘩𝘶𝘨𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦. 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦. ֶֶֶֶָָָָ֢֢֢

𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘪𝘵. 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱. 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦.

𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮.

𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦. ( •̀ - •́ )

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