I was just casually scrolling on Tik Tok and then I heard a sound that made me cry immediately.
“But it made you stronger!”
“I was a child. I didn’t need to be stronger. I needed to be protected”
Can someone pls give me a hug? It just- it was too much for me rn.
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Therapy
The room is cold
It makes me shiver
The walls are dull
Like a prison center
The furniture matches
But it feels out of place
Bookshelves line the walls
How does anyone read these things?
The only sound
Comes from this ticking clock
It’s too loud
I can’t hear my thoughts
I sit on the couch
And stare at my hands
I start to get anxious
It’s hard to breathe again.
How much longer
do I have to wait
I’m getting tired
of this place
There is a plaque on the wall
that says PHD
I don’t trust just words
I’ll just have to see
I was about to leave
When she walked in
Asking me how I am
All while shaking my hand
We sat down
Facing one another
She asked me too many questions
So now I feel bothered
As I left
I made a deal
That i’ll keep coming back
Until I stop feeling weird.
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I've been living my life from a third perspective, I go through things but I don't really feel them, I get hurt then I go and write a poem, I feel happy well here's another poem. If this is my life then why don't I feel like I belong here? Why does it all seem like a story? I wonder what the next chapter is gonna be, and how the protagonist will deal with it?
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Me: *wants to write my smut fics*
Schoolwork: Where'd you think you're going *grabs my leg*
*SCREAMS*
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They say “Kill them with kindness”, but some people just deserve to live loonng miserable lives.
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how are you? like really? how are you? whats going on in your life?
I am not okay lately. Everything has changed in my life and I don’t know how to deal with it. I am losing people and I can’t change it or be a better person. I am not myself rn or I never was. It’s difficult. I feel like everything I do is wrong and I know it’s wrong but still there is no way to make it right.
I need time to change. I need time to focus on myself ig but it’s so hard. I can’t even deal with my own thoughts. Ig that’s why I have always been so much into other people’s thoughts.
I have got diagnosed with depression and it’s kind of a relief but also a curse because people have to deal with me and it’s difficult for them so they need space.
Idk if this makes any sense but that’s how I feel. Thanks for the question tho and thanks for your caring<3
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Bgm makes everything easy...
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Today is my second day as an extremist 🤡
For those who do not know, on November 30, the LGBT community in my country was declared an extremist organization.
How are you?
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I’m thinking of Making some characters and practicing my art
I’m not in a good place right now. To be honest with y’all. In march I had two jobs and then I lost one. And the job I work now is giving me very bad hours. I work 19 hours next week. 19!!!! That will barely pay anything I’m honestly so stressed out and wanna cry . I work so hard but I got bills to pay and I don’t wanna stories that aren’t really mine. Ya know. If I start writing my own stuff on my own characters. Maybe I could open a ko-fi but like. Right now. I have no idea what story to make
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pondering my existence
I hit the ground
Without a sound
If no one can hear you fall
Were you ever here at all.
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