Relapse
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I tied myself shut
With band aids and rubber bands
In that office in the attic.
If the night was cold,
I couldn't feel it.
But I shivered
As I climbed into bed.
Hollow.
Hollow.
Hollow.
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𝕺𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖗
"𝙵𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚘𝚜
𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚗
𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚏𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎
𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚍."
© OBLAK
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If reincarnation is real I wonder how many people stare at their own art in museums, listen to their own music they made in a different life and read books they don't remember writing
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Snap
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I can feel the recoil
From the inevitable fallout
Of being spread too thin.
The violent snap
Of wanting control
Over my actions
My feelings
My life.
As if I'm in the darkness,
And my heart is racing.
Trapped in a coffin,
Panicked breathing.
If I tell you I'm scared;
If I tell you that scares me,
What would you do?
I shiver with the thought
That maybe the feeling of closing up
Is who I really am.
Maybe silence is more comfortable,
When being too loud
Brought punishment.
I feel myself recoil
And close in.
Protecting what is left of me,
Similar to how a parent SHOULD protect a child.
You cannot touch her;
You cannot have her.
Even if you want to love her.
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