And I am done with this unbearable ache in my heart for it. With each moment passes i feel like wrenching it out of my ribs and squeezing it hard until there is no you left.
I am haunted by the ghost of yours even in my subconscious like an old victorian castle. The more i try to close my eyes the more clearly i hear . And the worst part is that this time I don’t even want to face them. You are a chapter I never want to open beacause I am too scared to stuck up again in that bad loop.
What do I do to get you out if my life. That not even just a mere thought of yours could rattle me like nothing ever did. Please leave me alone I am better off you.
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con người chúng ta tạo ra là để phạm sai lầm
chúng ta học hỏi thông qua những sai lầm xảy ra trong cuộc đời mình
nếu không mắc sai lầm nào thì chúng ta sẽ không biết phân định đúng sai, phải hay trái..
phải mắc sai lầm và thất bại trong cuộc sống thì mới có thể nở hoa, kết trái
Đó là một phần của cuộc sống, con người chúng ta ai cũng đều phải mắc sai lầm.
Đừng hạ thấp bản thân vì liên tiếp sai lầm, chẳng sao cả, đó là điều tự nhiên.
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Maybe it was pretend for you but the fact I loved you so much and so hard, it meant a lot for me because you met me when I was cold and numb. You made me feel again and it was important to me. Maybe you didn’t actually love me but I loved you and that counts. I won’t forget you even if time grows stronger between us. I can say goodbye again but that would be redundant. So how about I just say I hope you are well and having a wonderful life. That’s important to me even when I’m sad.
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Tell me how to deal with the ghost of you?
I'm haunted by you forever.
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persephone watched me from the stone bench, astute and observant. on my knees, tears fell from my eyes. i asked her why. why it hurt so much to choose myself.
“some mothers can’t believe you can be happy without them. they dig their nails into you and blame you for bleeding.”
- l.r
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Can a heart still break, once its stopped beating?
The Corpse Bride
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In another universe, you stayed.
— In this one, you didn’t and it ruined me.
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It breaks my heart knowing there are so many beautiful souls out there questioning their worth because someone they loved made them feel unloveable.
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In life, I have learned to live, love and lose. I’ve learned to cry, learned how to laugh at yourself and learned many life lessons. I’ve lived many lifetimes… I’m still so young, and yet I feel so old.
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How sad,
If you losing me, you losing nothing.
If I lost you, I lost my ability to loving my self ever again.
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Yeah girl you are so *Dazai isn’t unemotional he’s never been unemotional he latches onto everyone and everything and clings so fucking hard he leaves claw marks on everything he lets go of; he leaves Chuuya and the Mafia for Oda and then gets thoroughly addicted to Kunikida who resembles them both so much, he ‘trains’ and ‘raises’ Akutagawa for survival in the Port Mafia and screws up so badly he obsesses over Atsushi to try and make up for it, Ango was his best friend and Dazai fucks him over just so he can hold onto him yet still leaves claw marks in Ango’s side, he is every age he has ever been and ever will be and what’s awful is that sometimes his love is too similar to his hate* haha lmao wanna fuck nasty?
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you didn't say goodbye
and part of me believes
that means
you are coming back
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