It breaks my heart knowing there are so many beautiful souls out there questioning their worth because someone they loved made them feel unloveable.
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i had always dreamed of a great love
read it in books, saw it in movies, heard it in songs
when i met you, i knew you were my great love. but i was young, i thought i knew of the world, when i so obviously didn't.
so i didn't appreciate that love and didn't hold onto it as tightly as i should've. i should've treated it better, treated you better.
i pray you find me again, i pray we find each other again
but i pray that when our paths cross again i'll be a little bit older, and a far lot wiser than i once was
so i may finally make it right between us. so i may love you the way i always should have. the way you always deserved to be loved.
- dahlia
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The faceless bandit (showdown bandit)
Ah the sad reality of dead fandom is that no one will know this character
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Lucifer makes a lot of rubber ducks due to depression, I could relate to that😂
Okay on serious note, I can definitely relate to him, I just can't stop doing fanarts either, yes I still have some time to have fun but most likely I just wanted to distract myself of what was going on inside my mixed thoughts
Sometimes though, after counting all the total of art I made, I felt concerned for myself either, repeating the cycle and such
It's both my happy place, distraction and escapism, I don't know where this leads to me but I just really want to do the thing I am good at most
Just a little random thoughts
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Took it personal because I would have never done it to you.
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I've come to terms with it.
You're never coming back.
And I've come to a conclusion because of it.
I will continue on with my life. I will meet a stranger, learn everything about them, maybe I'll even love them.
But I will be settling.
For the rest of my life, I will live with the knowledge that whoever I share the rest of my life with will be someone I will never be in love with.
We'll get married, buy a house together, maybe even have kids. And I will love that person, but I'll never be in love with them.
Because they aren't you.
All the while I know you'll fall in love with someone else. You'll let them into the deepest, darkest parts of your mind and soul. Places I once knew better than I knew myself. They will be loving and attentive, and you'll love them more deeply than you ever did me.
I will be but a ghost of your past, a memory.
But at least I know what it was like to be loved by you. All consuming, heart aching, soul shattering.
I wish you the happiness I know I'll never find in another human being again.
- dahlia
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When you can’t accept a compliment because your paranoia says they are just making fun of you
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