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wrotethisat12 · 8 months

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Old habits

pairing: Natasha Romanoff x reader

request:

Hiya! Is it possible for you to do a y/n x Natasha where y/n sometimes gets teased by her teammates as a joke . The result for that is that she ends up throwing up what they eat this started at a young age aswell so its like a relapse ❣️

can you include Natasha also seeing sh scars and she gets worried but y/n has been clean for a while so they tell her that.

Thank you!

Length: medium?

Tw: pûrg!ng, mentions of past s3lf harm, eat1ng d1sorders, mention of fire (metaphorically), ummm a comment about somebody’s ass at the beginning too.

this can be interpreted as either platonic or romantic, I didn’t specify the relationship. Not proofread.

please if you ever feel like this I have open dms and open arms I’m here for you, please find some help.

“Ooh, you’ve got some ass to grab, L/n!”

You tried to hide your flinch. They don’t know. They didn’t mean it. Calm down. You kept running, ignoring the comment of your teammate, who was sitting on the edge of the field with sweaty hair and a Nalgene water bottle. I am beautiful. I am healthy. I am loved. You repeated the affirmations that your therapist, Miriam, had taught you.

By the time you had finished your laps, most of the burning wildfire in your head from the comment was gone. You sat down next to your teammates and laughed with them, drinking your water.

“Hey.” Natasha, a fiery redhead, had finished her laps and sat down next to you. The two of you had never been close, having just met each other this year, but she seemed pretty nice. You turned towards her.

“Guess I beat you this time,” you said.

“this time.”

when the rest of the team finished running, one of you ordered pizza, and you all ate it next to the field.

nononono don’t- you took a bite of it, eyes nervously glancing around to see if anybody had noticed your struggle.

No one. Good.

after dinner, you took your time in the locker room, making sure that you were the last to leave. Before you left, you went into one of the bathroom stall and, as quietly as you could, rid your body of its dinner.

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Nat’s pov:

through the rest of the week, Natasha noticed a change in you. You could never finish your laps before her, often ending last, you avoided everybody, and you always left last. She was beyond worried.

one night, she decided to stay late to see what was happening. She stood on the toilet seat of the far right stall, where no one ever went because of an unsavory amount of spiders, and peeked through the crack. She saw you step out of a shower and walk into a stall. Then, after a minute or two, she heard gagging noises.

Oh no. She realized what you were doing and the blood drained from her face. She rushed into your stall, which you had not bothered to close. Powerless to stop you, she kneeled behind you and hers your hair back, a hand on your shaking back.

Your pov:

this had become a routine. Soccer, dinner, food, purge. This Friday, as usual, you had done the regular pattern, and now you were here, bent over the toilet again.

a hand pulled your hair away from your face and then a matching one settled on your back. Who the fu- when you were done, you pulled your head away from the toilet shakily.

a pair of green eyes looked at you, forehead tight-knit with worry. Natasha grabbed a piece of toilet paper and wiped off your mouth. After that, you leaned against the side of the stall. Natasha did the same, wrapping her arm around your body, which was still shaking.

“so… you wanna tell me what’s going on?” Natasha asked.

“I… I did this a lot, back in middle school and high school. But my parents found out when I was fifteen, and they made me go to therapy. I got better. But now…”

“so… what happened?”

“Carol and Maria… you know how they kind of hit on everyone on the team?”

Natasha nodded.

“so…” your cheeks heated up from embarrassment and shame. “They made a comment about… me having more butt than I used to…” tears started to slip from your eyes, and you expected Natasha to walk away.

surprisingly, she did no such thing. She pulled you into her chest, where you sobbed unapologetically.

When you were done, you sat up straight again.

“I’m taking you out to dinner,” Natasha told you, “and you’re gonna stay with me the whole time after, okay?”

you nodded and stood up to wash your hands and rinse out your mouth. When you reached the sink, you rolled up your sleeves.

you heard a gasp from Natasha. She ran over to you and made you sit down on a bench by the lockers.

“are these new?!” She asked, gently holding your forearms in her soft hands. “Please, are you cutting yourself?” Her hands were shaking, as well as her voice.

“Don’t worry, Nat. I’m not cutting, I’ve been clean for two years now.” You hugged her.

“Okay… thank god… and I’m proud of you. For two years. My sister had a struggle with self harm, and… it was really bad, to see her like that.”

“I understand… I promise, Nat, I’ll try to get better.”

you washed your hands, picked a restaurant, and drove off in Natty’s car.

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jellybear455 · 1 year

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Then we were one - Loki x reader

This was definitely out of my comfort zone oml... I tried my best not to make it feel like Disney

Inspired by Nancy Mulligan by Ed Sheeran

Warnings: cringe, tooth rotting fluff

Word count: 1.4k

"What do you think we should do with her?" Natasha Romanoff questioned her companions.

The two men on either side of her stayed silent for a while.

"I guess we could turn her in." Tony Stark replied uncertainly.

Steve Rogers exhaled slowly. "For what? She didn't touch anything."

The three were facing what seemed like a fish tank, except the glass before them was not glass, but an industrial grade plastic invented and tested by Tony Stark himself. Inside was a sad, lonely bed nailed to the floor. The only other occupant was a woman. Her tangled hair swished too and fro as she swayed to the music that only she could hear.

"Twenty two grand kids, now growing old..." She mumbled, almost inaudibly. "In the house that your brother bought you..."

The eerie rhythm sent a shiver down Tony's spine.

"Turning her in for forced entry will have her out of jail in a couple years, especially since she didn't touch anything." Steve continued. "She was just sitting there."

The team had found the woman cross legged on the floor of the sitting room that morning, not unlike her current position, mournfully mumbling meaningless poetry.

"I asked her father but her daddy said no, you can't marry my daughter." The woman sung under her breath.

"What ever it is, there is something wrong with her. She hasn't said a word other than her awful chanting." Tony grumbled.

It was as though his words flipped a switch. The singing, if it could be called that, stopped, and the woman turned to look Tony dead in the eye. "You do know I can hear you?"

Natasha covered her snigger with a hand, before stepping closer to the glass. "Why did you break into the tower?"

"Technically I didn't break in. The sliding door was unlocked."

"Godammit, I KNEW I was forgetting something!" Tony groaned loudly.

"You're avoiding the question." Natasha said, ignoring her team-mate. "Who are you, and why are you here?"

"My name is Y/n."

"And?" Steve pressed.

"She and I went on the run." Y/n mumbled, looking away into space again. "Don't care about religion..."

"And... she's gone. What now?" Tony asked nobody in particular.

"I guess we keep her around for now." Steve replied with a heavy sigh.

"I hate to interrupt, but our guest has arrived." F.R.I.D.A.Y. said, robotic voice echoing through small space.

The three Avengers silently exited the room, taking the elevator back down to the common space. Only Natasha noticed the sweet smile that spread on Y/n's lips as she heard the verdict, and the way she fiddled with her ring finger, at a band that was not there.

"She took my name and then we were one. Down by the Wexford border."

Loki stepped out of the elevator, chains rattling, and straight into a suffocating silence. He scanned the room, examining the stony faces of the original Avengers, and the curious and cautious ones of the new members. Despite the drowning weight of the people before him and the chains on his wrists, Loki stood tall, completely determined to show no feeling. Odin forbid the guilt poking at the corners of his mind creep through.

Thor clapped his brother on the shoulder concerningly enthusiastic. "Welcome to your new home, brother!"

"Uh uh, nope, rewind." Tony cut in, waving his hands. "Reindeer Games is only here until the shiny people in the sky say otherwise. Not forever. That was the agreement. Capeesh?"

Loki raised an eyebrow, a sharp remark readied on his tongue, when F.R.I.D.A.Y. interrupted. Always with the perfect timing.

"Mr Stark, our down stairs visitor is asking to meet our upstairs visitor."

Natasha furrowed her brows, deep in thought, as Tony huffed in annoyance.

"Tell her-"

"Tell her yes." The assassin cut in.

Tony did a double take. "Tell her what?"

"Lady Natasha said to tell the recipient her request was granted." Thor said helpfully.

"No I know what she said, but-"

"How do you know Y/n, Loki?" Natasha cut in.

Despite himself, Loki perked up slightly, then darkened in anger. "What did you do to her?"

"Nothing. Answer the question, Loki." Steve said, still stony faced.

"She is an old acquaintance." He replied, quickly pulling himself into line again.

Thor laughed heartily. "Nonsense! My brother and her were quite close back in the day. Very old friends. And if I'm not mistaken, old flames, too."

"Don't be too hasty, brother mine." Loki replied with a hiss.

"Are you sure it is Y/n, Lady Natasha? Our Y/n went missing many years ago."

Natasha watched the exchange, greatly interested. Loki's interest in seeing you was greatly obvious. She remembered how Y/n's lips had quirked up at F.R.I.D.A.Y.'s announcement. This was the most fun Natasha's had in ages.

"I met her at Guy's in the second world war..."

The room was silent apart from Y/n's haunting singing, and the scratching of the nail she had managed to pry from the bed on the wall. In the small time they had been gone, she had covered the space in intricate patterns and words.

Loki stood, slightly frozen in the doorway. Thor hovered impatiently, but silently, behind him, and Natasha watched intently. Tony was totally done with the whole charade already, and Steve tried and failed to hide how uncomfortable the singing made him feel.

"And she was working on a soldiers ward..." Y/n remained blissfully ignorant of the group behind her, focusing on scratching her patterns into the wall. Her voice had become more confident, and now she sang loud and clearly. "Never had I seen such beauty before, the moment that I saw her..."

Loki finally came to his sense, stepping forward. Tony had replaced the chains with two electronic dampener cuffs around either wrist, and the new freedom in his movement was relieving.

"Nancy was my yellow rose," He whispered, much to the surprise of the Avengers around him. Y/n lowered her screw, and slowly turned around to meet his gaze. "And we got married wearing borrowed clothes..."

Natasha watched as Y/n's face turned into one of pure adoration and joy, and as cracks chipped through Loki's stony facade. It made a smile of her own twist her lips.

"Loki?" The woman whispered.

"Hello, love." Loki replied, his gaze finally softening.

The two closed the distance, until all that remained was the glass between them. Tears filled Y/n's eyes, and Loki longed to wipe them away. The ache of separation had stretched their hearts to painful limits, but now that pain seemed tiny compared to the screaming agony that clawed at Loki's chest. He has waited all this time, only to be defeated by a sheet of plastic.

Loki strained his magic, desperate to over come the dampeners. He pushed until he phased straight through the barrier, leaving the cuffs and shocked Avengers on the other side. Tony stepped forward in rage, only for Natasha to hold him back.

Instead, they watched as Loki threw his arms around Y/n as she sobbed. The pain faded, but instead of leaving an empty space, it was filled with the love and longing they had been so long without. Loki pressed his lips to her jaw and neck, the motion so natural he did not know how he lived without it.

"I never worried about King and crown..." Y/n murmured. "Because I found my heart upon southern ground... there's no difference I assure you."

Finally after many long seconds they pulled away, now content to gaze into each other's eyes and remember.

"Y/n, where have you been?" Thor demanded, shattering the moment into little tiny pieces.

The woman laughed. "I found a new purpose. Perhaps you can meet her soon."

"Her?"

"Yes, how is my little love?" Loki asked, reaching out to touch Y/n's face.

"She'll be better when she sees you."

"Hold up," Tony exclaimed dramatically. "Reindeer Games has a child?"

"I am an uncle and I did not get to witness the miracle of the birth..." Thor wailed loudly. "How did this happen?"

"He and I went on the run," Y/n explained. "We didn't care about Odin's blessing."

"I told him 'I'm going to marry to woman I love, be it in an Asgardian forest.'" Loki said proudly, pulling his love back into his embrace protectively. "She took my name and then we were one, somewhere in an Asgardian forest." --

#Loki x reader #Loki #Avengers #avengers x y/n #Marvel #loki x y/n #loki friggason #natasha romanoff #Tony Stark #Steve Rogers #thor odinson #Ed sheeran #Nancy Mulligan #Music #Fanfic #Fanfiction #Fluff

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frankie-mercury · 2 years

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New Fic Rules/Guidelines

I’ve been gone for a while now - I’ve been lacking inspiration.

But here’s an updated Fic Rules/Guidelines post. I will write angst, fluff and smut (no minor characters - they would have to be aged up at least to 20 but even then not for all characters)

As far as smut goes just about anything goes - this is an 18+ blog so if you are a minor I do not want you reading my works. If you choose to read my works you are doing so are your own risk.

Fandoms I will write for:

Stranger Things: Steve Harrington, Eddie Munson (obviously) Robin Buckley, Nancy Wheeler, Dustin Henderson (sibling reader), Lucas Sinclair, Mike Wheeler, Will Byers, Johnathon Byers, Joyce Byers, Max Mayfield (older best friend)

The Walking Dead: Rick Grimes, Daryl Dixon

Marvel: Wanda Maximoff/Scarlet Witch, Tony Stark/Iron Man, Steve Rogers/Captain America, Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow, Peter Parker/Spider Man (fluff/angst)

Horror: Ed Warren (The Conjuring), Billy Loomis (Scream), Laurie (Halloween), Richie, Eddie, Beverly, Ben, Stanley etc. (as kids fluff/angst. As adults anything’s game) (It Chapter 1 & 2)

Anime fics are on hold at the moment.

Asks are open and I am still working on my conjuring fic as well as cooking up a Stranger Things/ Mixed! Witch Reader fic.

I’ve been lacking motivation lately but things are coming! I will be following this up with a prompt list as well!

#eddie munson smut #eddie munson #stranger things #marvel fanfiction #eddie munson/reader #marvel #steve rogers x reader #tony stark #rick grimes #the walking dead #fanfiction asks #natasha romanoff #ed warren smut #steve harrington #nancy wheeler #robin buckley

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sycamorelibrary754 · 8 months

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The Afterglow

Summary: You finally visit Natasha’s grave a year after she passed away. You don’t know what you expected to find or feel when you get there, but you want to feel something. Maybe Yelena does too.

Pairings: Natasha x reader, Yelena x reader (Platonic)

Genre: Angst, Comfort

Word Count: 918 words

Warnings: Grief, mentions of death.

A/N: I can't believe today is finally here. I wasn't planning on writing anything today, but I was listening to Afterglow by Ed Sheeran, and this came out. Lyrics from Afterglow are italicized. Credit to the writers of WandaVision for the final line. I miss Natasha Romanoff.

October used to be your favorite month. A million colors of hazel, golden, and red. Natasha would do anything and everything to make the fall season special for you. Lighting your favorite apple cinnamon-scented candle, attempting homemade hot chocolate for you, even indulging you in wearing matching fall sweaters when she was most definitely not a fluffy sweater person. You were both love drunk.

But that was then and this was now. It had been a year. Three hundred and sixty-five days without her strength, her protection, her vulnerability, her love. Since Natasha’s death, you couldn’t bring yourself to visit her grave. It was only a symbolic resting place, after all. Her physical form lost to the dark depths of Vormir. An incapacitating fact you never let yourself think about. You knew the remaining team had made the journey to Ohio. Moreover, even if she didn’t want to admit it, you knew Yelena had quietly bought a small house in Ohio just to be close to her sister again.

You decided it was time. You didn’t know what you expected to find or feel when you got there, but at this point, you just wanted to feel something. You didn’t tell anyone you were going, not wanting to hear everyone’s opinions. She was your love, and you were hers.

The flight was only a couple of hours, but it felt like a couple of days. Lost in your head and your memories that now reappear tinged with pain. You’re on autopilot in your mind, so you almost don’t notice when you pull up to an isolated dirt road and put the car in park. The fall leaves crunched under your boots as you made your way up the road, framed delicately by the surrounding trees. It was a pretty place, you admit to yourself. Simple, but beautiful. Just like Natasha would have wanted.

A small collection of headstones comes into view as you wind your way up the path. Rays of light danced upon the ground. It didn’t take you long to spot her headstone. Right in the center of everything, just as she always was. The only one lovingly blanketed in flowers, teddy bears, and handwritten notes. Natasha Romanoff. Daughter. Sister. Avenger.

You kneel in front of her headstone and run your hand over the cold stone. The only sounds are the distant chirping of the birds and the fluttering of the wind through the trees. So alone in love like the world had disappeared. For you it had. Your world had disappeared and was never coming back. You’re lost in a moment of solitary grief until a whistle cuts through the silence. You close your eyes and take a deep breath, not moving from your spot on the ground.

“I stopped expecting her to whistle back a couple of months ago”, a Russian voice said as it reaches your ears.

You stand up, not even bothering to look. You stare straight ahead as Yelena joins you in front of the headstone. “More people come to this place than you would think, considering how secluded it is”, Yelena says softly. I try to come a couple of times a week and clean up. Be with her, feel her. Wherever she is now.”

You don’t speak, only nod.

“I hoped you would come today. I thought about calling, but I didn’t want to intrude.”

“Honestly, I thought you were angry with me for not coming here sooner,” you finally respond.

“I could never be. Who am I to tell you how to process losing the love of your life?” she said as you stare up at the trees.

“It’s strange, you know. It always felt like Natasha and I lived life in glowing color and now I’m just existing in black and white”, your voice trailing off.

“We used to chase fireflies in the backyard when we were small. Melina taught us that the glow came from the chemical process of bioluminescence,” Yelena recalled.

“Forever the scientist,” you sighed.

“It's taken me my entire life to realize that the glow I was really chasing all that time was hers”, the young widow said.

You finally look over at Yelena. Her eyes shone with the radiance of unshed tears. You reach for her hand and feel the coolness of her rings as your fingers intertwine.

“I would give anything to have had more time with her. I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to make her proud”, she whispered.

“She was already proud of you, Yelena. She always will be”, you said with a shake in your voice.

Now Yelena is the one who nods silently.

“She loved you, y/n,” Yelena finally says after a moment of reflection. “You broke down the walls. Her entire life she believed love was for children. It wasn’t until you that she started to believe maybe love was for her too.”

“I loved her too… I always will,” tears started to flow silently down your cheeks.

“She burned so bright. We have to hold on to the afterglow. Forever.” Yelena declares as she squeezes your hand.

That broke you. You embrace each other in a hug as you cry together. Neither of you have to say anything. The action spoke a thousand words. Words of grief, words of love. Everything you had been holding on to for the last year. At last, you finally felt something. What is grief, if not love persevering?

#natasha romanoff x reader #yelena boleva x reader #black widow #mcu #the avengers #angst #grief #comfort #Spotify #natasha romanoff #yelena boleva

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gingiesworld · 8 months

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Hi :)

can you do a ballet dancer wanda or Lizzie X drug addict (doesn't have to be drug addict) male or G!P reader. I don't really know what it can be about but can you do with smut and wanda/Lizzie is very flexible because she is a ballet dancer

Here Comes The Regular

Ballet Dancer Wanda Maximoff x Addict GN! Reader

Warnings: ED. Smut. Drugs. Alcohol. Amab! Reader

18+ MINORS DNI

Wanda and Y/N both met at a college party, Wanda was dragged along by her best friend and fellow dancer, Natasha Romanoff. Just straight after finding out her ex boyfriend had been cheating on her with one of the girls from the cheer squad.

"This will be good." Nat told her with a smile. "Get you back out there."

"I don't want to get back out their Nat." Wanda told her as they made their way inside the house. "I just want to go home."

"Come on Wanda." Nat pleaded with her as she dragged her through before one of the guys took Natasha away to dance, leaving Wanda to find the kitchen as she grabbed a soda.

"Not your type of scene." A voice spoke up from beside her.

"No." She whispered as she shook her head. "My best friend dragged me here."

"Come on." They told her as they grabbed her hand, leading her towards their bedroom. As they let her in, she looked through their records until she found one. "You like The Replacements?" They asked her.

"I do." She nodded shyly as Y/N took the vinyl from her hands and placed it on the turn table. The two smiled as Here Comes The Regular started to play through the speakers, drowning out the party downstairs. "I used to listen to this record when my dad was alive." She admitted as she sat on their bed, Y/N being respectful and sat crossed legged on the floor.

"He has great taste." Y/N stated as they took a sip of their soda.

"He did." Wanda nodded with a smile. That was how that song became theirs. The only time it was ever played was in intimate moments between the two, the moment the two had their first time, the moment they confessed their love for one another. Their first dance at their own wedding. The song held a huge place in their hearts.

But as the years went on, the two started to lose sight of the other. Wanda had become more and more self concious due to her career in the ballet as Y/N had started with drugs at corporate events. Being pressured by their superiors to try a line and only starting the beginning of a journey downhill.

At one of the events, Y/N had took Wanda as their plus one. Disappearing to the bathroom every now and then to have a line as Wanda threw back glass of wine after glass.

Once the two had returned home, they were a mess of limbs as Wanda led them to their shared room. It wasn't until the two were naked and Y/N truly saw Wanda naked for the first time in months, tears welled up in their eyes as they moved away, suddenly sober at the sight of their wife.

"I can't." They whispered as they moved towards the bathroom, soon throwing up everything in their system before leaning back against the wall. Wondering how they never really noticed Wanda's state.

The next morning, Wanda woke to an empty bed, scrambling to get dressed when she noticed that she was naked. It was that moment that Y/N had walked in, a small bag of white powder in their hands.

"We need to talk." They told her as she covered herself. "We both have problems and we need to address them."

"I don't." Wanda spoke weakly as Y/N shook their head.

"Wanda, last night we were about to have sex for the first time in months. Those months you wouldn't even let me hold you." They told her. "All the while you were fading away, I was getting high. I'll admit that I have a problem because I can't really go a day without a line but I would it for you if you got the help you need too."

"But our careers." She whispered. "I need to be thin for my career."

"Not that thin Wanda." They told her. "You were perfect before you done this to yourself." They walked towards the vanity and picked up a picture of the two of them before they were married. "Look here, tell what you see is wrong here because I don't see a damn thing wrong." Wanda could only cry as she hugged the blanket closer to herself as Y/N sat on the bed, taking her hand in their own. "I love you Wanda, I really do and I just don't want to see you hurt yourself."

"I'm sorry." She whispered as Y/N gazed at her tenderly.

"Why did you do this?" They questioned as they gave her hand a gentle squeeze. "You can tell me."

"The last choreographer." She sniffled as Y/N listened, anger slowly building inside of them. "He said that I needed to lose a few and that I was borderline fat."

"You were never fat Wanda." They told her as they wiped her tears. "I should have spent every day telling you how beautiful you are. I should have noticed that something had changed but I was too busy getting high."

"Why?" Wanda asked them as they chuckled dryly. "Why did you start?"

"I guess it was peer pressure." They told her as they looked at the small bag. "I thought that maybe one try wouldn't be too bad but then I had another, then another and that just started the need for it everyday." They looked back at Wanda, guilt in their eyes. "Maybe if I wasn't so fucking spineless, I would have noticed that you had been struggling and I can't apologise enough."

Wanda got on her knees, completely revealing herself as she cupped their face. Soon enough retreating as she noticed Y/N's guilt ridden stare as they looked at her body.

"This isn't on you." She whispered weakly, coverling herself again.

"I think we both need help." Y/N told her as they got to their feet, sitting down at their computer. "I just, we owe it to ourselves to get help." She watched as they looked over for different rehabilitation centres. "Maybe if you aren't comfortable about rehab, maybe have Nat or your mom stay here with you and see a therapist." They suggested as she took a shakey breath.

"What about you?" She asked them as they looked at the small bag.

"I can maybe go to one of these centres, depending if we can afford it." They sighed as Wanda shook her head.

"I don't need a therapist." She tried as Y/N shook their head no. Reaching for their phone.

"You do." They told her. "I want you to get better Wanda, you're too important to me to let you disregard yourself. Besides, I can ask Bucky, he went through the same thing. He can help me." They picked up the bag and headed towards the bathroom, dropping it in the toilet before flushing it. "I am going to tell Norman I need an emergency sebatical."

"Well, I haven't got work just yet." Wanda whispered as Y/N got her some clothes.

"I'll call everyone and set up the guest room for your mom." They told her as they left the room, leaving Wanda the privacy to get dressed. Once Wanda was ready, she headed towards the guest room to start on the room. "Your mom and Nat are on their way." They informed her. "I am going to pack a bag before I head over to Bucky's."

"What does this mean for us?" Wanda asked them, fear in her eyes.

"It just means that we are going to get better." Y/N told her with a smile, Wanda finally noticed the change in their features due to the drugs. "And when we are back to our old selves, I will be coming home." They kissed her lips softly before pulling her into their embrace. "I love you Wanda. So much." With that they left the room to pack a bag. They waited for Nat to arrive before they left, Wanda watched as they drove away with her arms wrapped around herself.

"Come on Wan." Nat wrapped her arm around her and led her back inside. "Y/N has left numbers for the best therapists in town." Nat told her softly.

"We have to go no contact right?" Wanda questioned as Nat gave her a sad smile.

"Yes, going no contact is completely practical for your recovery Wanda." She reasoned. "But you have myself and your mom is flying in." Wanda just looked at one of their wedding photos on the wall as Nat's voice turned into white noise.

As the weeks went on, Wanda had therapy three times a week. Also she had done weekly weigh ins to monitor her progress, all the while she worried about Y/N. Knowing they've decided to go cold turkey so they could afford the help for her.

"What?" Nat whispered on the phone.

"I've had to strap them down." Bucky informed her. "It's getting through the harder part right now so they will say or do anything for a hit."

"What did they do?" Nat questioned.

"Well, they tried to hit me with a lamp so I had to tackle them." He told her. "They have had to have stitches on the cheek because the bulb smashed. I asked Bruce to come and help. He gave them a sedative."

"What do I tell Wanda?" She questioned.

"Just tell her that they are getting better." He told her. "Just don't tell her anything that may set her back. Y/N would kill me if Wanda had a set back because of them."

With that, Wanda's recovery was going extremely well, all the while Y/N struggled. Especially after they had been let go from Oscorp.

Wanda remained going to therapy after making a full recovery, even her mom went back home as Nat remained in the guest room. Not wanting to leave Wanda alone as Y/N was still recovering.

It was a few months once Y/N was ready to leave, the cravings had completely gone and they had started to look more and more like themself. They stood outside their front door, their bag in hand as they took a nervous breath. Although their wife is inside, they were nervous because of it being months since they had seen each other.

"Y/N?" Wanda gasped as she started down the stairs, they closed the door and dropped their bag in time to catch her. Tears coming down both of their faces as they kissed for the first time in months.

"I missed you so much Wanda." They told her honestly. She smiled before kissing them once more, this time with such intensity and hunger.

"I missed you." She whispered as she pulled them upstairs towards their shared room. She kissed them harder once the bedroom door was closed, starting on removing Y/N's clothes as their tongues danced hungrily. Y/N's hands cupped her ass, pushing her hips into their hardening cock, making her sigh as she pushed their shirt from their shoulders.

The two made quick work of each others clothes before Y/N lay Wanda down on the bed, hovering over her as they gazed lovingly at the woman before them. Seeing how she has come along, now seeing the woman they had always loved regardless.

"You are breathtakingly beautiful." They whispered as they caressed her cheek. Wanda pulled them down to her lips, kissing with such fire igniting passion as their bodies molded together.

The room was full of sighs, moans and groans as the two made love. Their fingers intertwined as Y/N thrusted their hips, hitting her g spot as they shifted angles. Wanda let out a gutteral moan at the feeling. The knot in her stomach getting impossibly tighter as she soon came over the edge. Moaning Y/N's name and scratching down their back as she spasmed beneath them, causing their own orgasm to take over.

The two soon lay together, naked as Y/N held Wanda in their arms. Taking in the closeness that they have craved the passed few months. Talking about everything the two had missed from the others life.

"I am so proud of you Wanda." They told her, gazing into her green eyes. "You've overcome so much and you truly are amazing."

"Don't forget about yourself." She told them. "You have no idea how you helped me through it."

"No." They shook their head. "It was all you." She watched as they got out of bed, heading over to the records and getting out the very album they had listened to when they first met. "It's only fitting that we listen to it when we have both overcome so much." Wanda beamed as she stood up, wrapping her arms around their neck as they held her hips. The two singing the lyrics to Here Comes The Regular with loving eyes. Remembering the moment they both had impatiently waited for.

#wanda maximoff x reader #wanda maximoff #marvel #elizabeth olsen #elizabeth olsen x reader #wanda x you #wanda x y/n #wanda x reader #wanda maximoff x you

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chloe-skywalker · 9 months

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Party Worries - Natasha Romanoff & Wanda Maximoff

Nat x fem!reader (mentor/friend)

Wanda x fem!reader (mentor/friend)

Warnings: emotions

Word count: 615

Requested: Can You do a Natasha Romanoff and or Wanda Maximoff x adhd ! Y/n kid reader - @Anon

Authors Note: thank you for requesting

Masterlist

Avengers Masterlist

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“Tony’s having a party tonight. You coming?” Wanda asked Natasha as she looked through her closet to see if she had anything to wear that night.

“I am.” the red headed assassin nodded.

“What about y/n/n?” Wnada asked, looking back to Nat who sat on her bed.

“I don’t know.” Nat sighed

“New meds not helping?” Wanda knew that Nat had taken Y/n to the doctor to adjust her meds for her ADHD. But the doctor didn’t just adjust her meds he changed them all together.

“No, there helping. She says she feels better but at the same time her body and mind are adjusting.” She explained. The last week hadn’t been easy on the young girl that Wanda and Nat had taken under their wing.

“Is she nervous?” Wanda wondered, hopping they could help the young Y/h/c-ed girl.

“She doesn’t want to make a scene.” Nat sighed telling the redheaded witch what y/n had inwardly told her that morning of why she didn’t want to go to the party.

Wanda scoffed at that reason. “She wouldn’t.”

Natasha nodded in agreement. “We know that but she feels differently.”

Wanda picked a dress and hung it on the closet door before she turned around to face the Black Widow. “We gotta change her mind.”

“Agreed”

And with that the two came up with a plan. Before heading to Y/n’s room in the tower. After they had taken her under their wing she spent so much time with them at the tower, Tony gave her her own room. They had practically adopted Y/n and everyone was okay with it. Her family didn’t have much and her parents were always gon and pretended she didn’t exist. So Y/n was very much grateful and enjoyed benign apart of their family of hero’s.

“Do I have to?” Y/n whined softly not wanting to go to Tony’s party.

“Yes!” Natasha and Wanda stated at the same time.

“But-”

“You’ll be fine.” Wanda smiled encouragingly.

“And if you want to leave at anytime you can.” Nat added as they tried to change Y/n’s mind.

“But you have to give it a chance.” Wanda cut in quickly. They wanted her to at least experience the party before she decided to leave if she wanted to.

Nat could see Y/n start to fidget and knew exactly what she was thinking. So Nat sat down next to her and wrapped an arm around her shoulders. “Your stronger than you think.”

“Okay.” Y/n nodded relucatnly

So with her agreement to go to the party Wanda and Nat got to getting her ready. They did her makeup and found one of their dresses to fit her and look fantastic.

Finally when the party rolled around Y/n had to admit it wasn’t as bad as she thought it was gonna be. She could feel herself lose focus at points but it wasn’t lasting long, the party seemed to keep her focused.

“You having fun?” Wanda asked as the young girl was approached by Wanda and Nat.

“You can’t lie to us.” Nat Joker as the two older woman each stood on a side of Y/n. “We saw you smiling.”

“Okay I am having some fun.” Y/n admitted cracking a pretty big smile across her lips. The party was a lot of fun and she seemed to be worried for nothing. But she’d never live it down if she told them that.

“We can go anytime you want.” Wanda told her and Natasha nodded in agreement. The 3 stayed for a while longer before leaving and having a girls night in Wanda’s room.

Taglist: @gruffle1 @padawancat97 @starkleila

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milfsfckr · 3 months

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I’m not him.

Natasha romanoff x daughter!reader

It’s a proofread.

Summary: after y/n got diagnosed with depression everything went downhill.

Warnings: yelling/fighting, ed, sh, depression.

A/n: this is one of the story’s from my wattpad book. (Cuz I’m too lazy to write a new one, but I will soon)

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Y/n's POV:

It's been a few months after i got diagnosed with depression and they haven't been the best. First off my mother forgot my birthday, but remembered Peters and Peters was only a few days after mine, and on my birthday they were already decorating for his, that just made my day worst.

And then my mom forgot me at school but went to pick up Peter, maybe it’s because I’m not him?.

I mean i don't hate peter, but i do at the same time. at dinner oh my gosh all everyone would talk about is Peter and how great he is, most of the time they would say 'did you see peter math test it was amazing' or something like that.

and when they would bring me up in their conversation it would be about how bad my grades are, but their okay, I normally get B+'s or A's. and they would talk about when i get told off for ‘yelling’ or ‘hitting’ someone when they were doing it to other people.

But most of the time I was the one getting hit, punch, and sometimes kicked. And they would always get away with it.

But cause im the kid of the avengers i got yelled at, by everyone, my mum, my uncles, my aunts, and by my teacher and principal, and i don't even think they have seen the bruises or the cuts all over my body from those people.

But sometimes auntie Maria would tell her to hear my side of the story, but my mother would never listen.

That’s one thing I love about auntie Maria, she would actually listen to me.

But its okay i guess, i dont think anyone would notice anyways. but litte did i know that someone went into the school security and saw what they did to me, they saw how those people hit me, punched me, kicked me and those other people.

But they weren’t as bad as me, I took most of the hits.

they saw me putting on makeup to cover the bruise on my face and the ones on my leg, they had a shocked face looking on the screen. They thought about telling my mother but told someone else instead.

Nick Fury.

One of my favourite uncles, everyone knows he has a soft spot for me. And when Maria hill told him what was going on. My aunt found out and she knew that my mum wouldn't do anything and just say 'that's nothing' and leave it there.

When she was telling him she sent it to his iPad, then he called everyone to get into the meeting room right away. Auntie Maria gave him the footage to put on the tv and went to the meeting room where everyone was.

As they showed them the footage they were shocked, you were telling the truth and then they saw the part when you were in the bathroom covering the bruises, and my mother was shocked.

But what they didn't know about was my depression, until fury told them. Him and Maria only knew, and maybe Wanda because your thoughts have been a bit to loud recently and they haven't been the type of thoughts a 14 year old should be having.

After your mother and everyone else found out they were shocked, they didn't know you were struggling. You were always smiling you never showed that you were struggling.

You were in your room all the time, they thought you were doing homework or studying. But you were in your bed crying until you fell asleep, but of course they never knew that. Why would they?

You were never at team dinners after the first time it happened at school. They thought you weren't hungry, but really you thought you didn't deserve to eat, not after what happened and what those people said to you.

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Anyways as school finishes you waited for Lila, cause her classes are a bit longer than mine. I waited around 20 minutes until I got bored and texted her I'm going home, and she said that she had another class after.

As you were walking to the compound you saw a mother and daughter playing at the park. You wished that it was you and your mum, but she's always busy with Peter.

I walked into the compound and looked around and saw no one there, so I thought they were all on a mission or something. So I walked into my room, dropped all my stuff went straight into my bathroom.

I grabbed my kit, got out the sharp blade, placed it on my skin, then started dragging it across my wrist. I didn't even cry, I just pushed it into my skin, and that wasn't a good idea..cause it didn't stop bleeding.

But then I got flashbacks of when they said those words, 'the only reason she adopted you cuz she felt bad', 'she probably doesn't even love you'. Replaying what they said over and over.

I didn't even hear my door open, and my bathroom door was wide open. Then I heard her call my name, my mum, "y/n?.." she said walking in my room then saw me and rushed over to me.

"Detka.." she says I didn't even look at her "why didn't you tell me?" She asked, "cuz your too busy with mission and peter" I mumble and saw tears in her eyes.

"I'm never busy when it comes to you Detka, and I'm so so sorry I didn't believe you" after she said that I just hummed. "Ima just close my eyes for a little bit" I mumble, then she looks at my arms and mumbled something but I can't quite hear.

Then it all goes black.

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Natasha's POV:

"Detka keep your eyes open for me" I say and see her close them, "shit" I mumble "MARIA, FURY" I yell and wait for one of them to come.

I see Maria and she just stands there shocked, then fury came in and looked at her then me. I had tears in my eyes.

"Don't just stand there do something" I sobbed.

My Masterlist.

(Sorry it’s short)

#natahsa romanoff #black widow #Natasha romanoff angst #marvel #angst

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chokememaximoff · 9 months

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Fix the broken

Natasha Romanoff x Reader

Abstract: In a tale of love, resilience, and redemption, Y/N, an Avenger battling an eating disorder, finds strength in the unwavering support of her partner, Natasha Romanoff. Together, they navigate the turbulent waters of recovery, facing setbacks and moments of despair, but always rising to the challenge as a team. Through love, understanding, and determination, they discover that healing is possible, and their bond emerges even stronger.

TW: !!ED!! ED!!

I'm struggling with this ATM and I'm trying not to go back to old ways so this is a way of comfort. Hopefully it will help someone else.

Y/N Y/L/N had always been a formidable avenger. Her strength, determination, and unwavering loyalty were qualities that had drawn Natasha Romanoff to her in the first place. Yet, beneath the fierce exterior, there were battles she fought in silence, battles that waged inside her own mind.

It all began with a careless comment from a teammate, a thoughtless remark about her appearance. Y/N had been in recovery from a long and painful struggle with eating disorders, a battle that she thought she had conquered. But that single comment had set off a chain reaction in her mind, reopening old wounds and reviving the demons she thought were vanquished.

She knew, deep down, that the comment was unjust and cruel. She knew that she looked great, that her strength was her most powerful asset. But her own brain had turned against her, poisoning her thoughts and making her own body the enemy.

Y/N decided to keep her turmoil hidden. She couldn't let anyone see her weakness, not even Natasha, the person she loved most in the world. So, she resolved to subtly regain control over her thoughts, to satisfy the cruel voices in her mind.

For two weeks, she meticulously crafted a facade of normalcy. Y/N started by skipping breakfast whenever she could, convincing herself that it was a small sacrifice for the sake of control. Lunch became a meager affair, barely enough to sustain her energy. Dinner was reduced to a token portion, and she often found solace in a small bowl of ice cream, the only indulgence she allowed herself.

In the beginning, Natasha didn't notice. Y/N was a master of disguise, concealing her inner turmoil behind a mask of determination. But as the days turned into weeks, the subtle changes couldn't be ignored.

Natasha Romanoff had noticed the subtle changes in Y/N Y/L/N over the past two weeks. The sparkle in her eyes had dimmed, her energy levels plummeted, and she had become like a ghost, haunting the Avengers' compound with a hollow look. Natasha's concern grew with each passing day, but she couldn't pinpoint the cause of Y/N's distress.

One day, Natasha decided to follow Y/N discreetly. She couldn't shake the feeling that something was terribly wrong. As she shadowed Y/N throughout the day, she witnessed a heartbreaking transformation.

She watched as Y/N stared at herself in the mirror, her eyes filled with self-doubt and frustration. Y/N's sigh was heavy, a silent cry for help that Natasha could barely bear. She watched as Y/N approached her meals with reluctance, as if eating had become a dreaded chore rather than a source of sustenance.

By the end of that long day of observation, Natasha's heart was heavy with dread. The pieces of the puzzle began to fall into place, and she realized the depth of Y/N's struggle. She knew she had to intervene, to offer the support and love that Y/N needed.

That evening, Natasha confronted Y/N gently. She spoke with warmth and empathy, assuring Y/N that she was loved and cherished just the way she was. She promised to stand by her side in this battle, to help her conquer the demons that had resurfaced.

Natasha observed Y/N's attempt to put on a brave front, but she could see through the facade. Y/N's fake smile didn't fool her for a moment.

"Y/N," Natasha began gently, "how about we go to dinner, dorogoy?"

Y/N's smile faltered as she quickly replied, "Oh, I can't, my stomach is feeling weird, so I'm not really hungry."

Natasha raised an eyebrow, concern etched across her face. "But you just said you were okay a minute ago."

Y/N's smile faltered even more as she tried to come up with another lie, but she ended up stuttering and failing with a sigh. Natasha reached out, holding Y/N's hand gently.

"Is there something you want to tell me?" Natasha asked softly.

Y/N's eyes filled with tears as she mumbled, "I think it's back."

Natasha sighed but remained calm. "I know, dorogoy. I noticed how you are lately. I just...why didn't you come to me?"

Y/N shrugged, her voice trembling. "I didn't want to worry you. Also, like any addiction, my sick brain didn't want me to tell you, so you don't stop me from spiraling into the mess my brain is."

Natasha's eyes welled up with tears, but she held them back, knowing she needed to be strong for Y/N. She asked gently, "What made you spiral in the first place?"

Y/N hesitated before saying, "I can't tell you."

Natasha raised an eyebrow, her concern deepening. "Did I do something? If I did, I'm so sorry..."

Y/N cut her off, saying, "No, not you, love. It was somebody else, but I can't tell you because you'll kill them."

Natasha's jaw tightened, but she managed a forced smile. "I won't, but just tell me... okay, maybe I will have a little talk with them, but I won't punch them... at least not too hard."

Y/N chuckled at her girlfriend's attempt to hide her anger. She explained, "My teammate made a comment that I gained some weight, and that's what made me spiral."

Natasha's tone softened, and she held Y/N even tighter. "Love, you look incredible, and you're perfect. Don't listen to that idiot."

Y/N finally broke down, tears streaming down her face. "Natasha, what am I doing wrong? No matter how hard I try, it's like the people around me, who are bigger than me, are all ignored for their weight. No matter how much they don't care about actually keeping their weight in check, meanwhile, I gain like a kilo or two, and everybody notices and complains about it. Natasha, I don't know what to do. Everyone only loves me when I'm skinny, and I can't keep up with this cycle anymore."

Natasha pulled Y/N onto her lap, holding her tightly and rubbing her back soothingly. "I know it's hard, and people can be assholes. But I need you to understand that you look amazing, and there's no need to jump back into the hole you tried so desperately to get out of. You're too strong for that now."

Natasha could see the storm of emotions raging within Y/N, but she couldn't back down. She couldn't stand by and watch the person she loved suffer like this. Determination filled her eyes as she went to the kitchen made food and then offered the plate of food to Y/N.

"Please, Y/N," she implored, her voice soft but unwavering, "You have to eat. I can't bear to see you like this."

Y/N's resolve began to waver as Natasha's words reached her. She knew Natasha was right, but the grip of her eating disorder was a relentless beast. Her body and mind rebelled against the idea of taking in more calories, of surrendering to the food that had become her tormentor.

Natasha, not willing to give up, sat on Y/N's hips, straddling her as she held her down gently. Y/N's heart raced as she felt Natasha's weight upon her, a physical reminder of her love's unwavering commitment to her well-being.

With steady hands, Natasha scooped up a spoonful of the meal and brought it to Y/N's lips. Y/N's mouth remained shut, her lips sealed tight against the intrusion. But Natasha persisted, her determination unshaken. She gently coaxed Y/N to open her mouth, her eyes locked onto Y/N's with a mix of love and desperation.

Y/N fought back tears, feeling a swirl of emotions inside her. She resented Natasha for making her face this fear head-on, but she also knew deep down that Natasha was doing it out of love, out of fear for her well-being. She took the first reluctant bite, the taste of the food unfamiliar and heavy on her tongue.

As Natasha continued to feed her, spoonful by spoonful, Y/N's resistance slowly crumbled. She felt a strange mix of anger, frustration, and relief. Angry at herself for falling back into this dark place, frustrated that Natasha had to resort to this, and relieved that she wasn't alone in this battle.

The meal seemed to stretch on forever, each bite a reminder of the ongoing war inside Y/N's mind. Natasha's hands remained steady, her presence unwavering. She whispered words of encouragement and love between each bite, assuring Y/N that she was there for her, that they would get through this together.

When the last morsel was consumed, Y/N's stomach felt heavy and bloated, a painful reminder of the meal. Natasha continued to hold her in place for half an hour, ensuring that there was no attempt to purge. Y/N's frustration and anger had given way to exhaustion and resignation.

Finally, Natasha released her, her eyes filled with regret. "I'm sorry I had to do that," she repeated, her voice laced with sorrow.

Y/N remained silent, her mind a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. She felt defeated, trapped, and utterly exhausted by the battle that raged within her. She turned away from Natasha, unable to meet her gaze, and left her alone in the room, struggling to come to terms with the love and concern that surrounded her.

Natasha watched Y/N go, her heart heavy with the weight of the situation. She knew that this was just one battle in a long and challenging war, but she was willing to fight alongside Y/N, no matter how tough it got.

The following day, Natasha noticed a glimmer of hope. As she entered the kitchen, she saw Y/N eating a small lunch, a faint smile playing on her lips. Natasha couldn't help but smile herself as she leaned in to kiss Y/N's cheek.

"How's your day so far, babygirl?" Natasha inquired, her voice filled with warmth.

Y/N shrugged, still smiling. "It's alright. How about you?"

They continued their pleasant conversation, savoring the moments of normalcy. Natasha cherished these moments, relishing in the simple joy of seeing Y/N eat and smile.

However, their moment of tranquility was interrupted when Y/N's phone rang. She excused herself and walked out of the room to take the call. Natasha felt a pang of anxiety as a few minutes passed without Y/N's return.

Her gut churned with a gnawing feeling that something was wrong. She couldn't ignore her instincts any longer. Natasha walked to the nearby bathroom, her steps growing heavier with each approaching moment. It was there that she heard the unmistakable sounds of someone throwing up.

Without hesitation, Natasha burst into the bathroom and pulled Y/N back from the toilet. Her voice was a mixture of concern and frustration as she demanded, "What the hell are you doing?"

Y/N wiped her mouth, her eyes avoiding Natasha's gaze. "I got sick."

Natasha groaned, her patience wearing thin. "Stop lying, Y/N. I can't help you if you don't want to help yourself."

Y/N pushed herself away from Natasha, her voice trembling with frustration. "Just let me go."

She left the room, leaving Natasha standing there, torn between her desire to help and the realization that Y/N was struggling to accept that help.

Later that day, Natasha searched for Y/N all around the compound, growing increasingly worried when she couldn't find her. Eventually, she turned to Jarvis for assistance, asking him where Y/N was.

Jarvis responded, "Y/N is in Wanda's room."

Natasha hurried to Wanda's room, and when she entered, she saw Y/N asleep on Wanda, her cheeks stained with tears. Wanda was gently playing with Y/N's hair, a look of concern on her face.

Natasha approached quietly, her voice soft as she asked, "Is she okay?"

Wanda sighed and shook her head. "No, she's really upset. She feels like you're mad at her."

Natasha's heart ached as she realized the impact her earlier outburst had on Y/N. "I just want to help her," she whispered.

Wanda nodded in understanding. "I know, Nat, trust me. But she's just overwhelmed right now. We'll help her through this."

Together, they watched over Y/N, knowing that this battle would be long and challenging, but with their support, Y/N wouldn't have to face it alone.

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As Y/N slowly stirred awake, she found herself in Wanda's room, cradled safely in Wanda's arms. Her eyes drifted to the chair next to the bed, where Natasha slept, her face etched with worry even in slumber. Y/N couldn't help but feel a mixture of emotions—gratitude, guilt, and a deep longing for things to be better.

When Y/N shifted slightly, Natasha stirred, her eyes fluttering open as she heard the movement. Their eyes met briefly, but Y/N quickly averted her gaze, nuzzling her face against Wanda's neck. Wanda, still asleep, tightened her hold on Y/N in response.

Sensing Y/N's discomfort, Natasha gently climbed to her feet and approached her. She whispered softly, "Come with me, Y/N."

Y/N hesitated for a moment but then nodded, carefully slipping out of bed so as not to disturb Wanda. She held onto Natasha for support, feeling a wave of dizziness wash over her.

Natasha frowned with concern as she helped Y/N out of the room and into her own. Once Y/N was seated on the bed, Natasha squatted in front of her, their eyes locking. She spoke with sincerity, "I'm sorry I had an outburst earlier. I'm just worried. I never meant to make you think I'm angry at you. I'm not. I'm just frustrated because I don't know how to help."

Tears welled up in Y/N's eyes as she admitted, "Maybe I'm just broken beyond repair."

Natasha shook her head, cupping Y/N's cheeks gently. "Everything can be fixed, but to fix something that is broken, you have to want to fix it."

Y/N nodded slowly, a glimmer of hope in her eyes. "I guess you could be with me for every meal and just keep me occupied until the time passes where I won't throw up."

Natasha's voice was filled with reassurance as she replied, "Whatever you need, baby girl."

A small, grateful smile crossed Y/N's lips as she said, "Thank you, and I'm sorry for pushing you away when you only tried to help."

Natasha leaned in and tenderly pressed her lips against Y/N's, conveying forgiveness and understanding. "It's okay. You weren't in the right headspace. I understand."

Their love, though tested by the trials of Y/N's struggle, remained strong, and together, they would face the challenges ahead, one step at a time.

In the days and weeks that followed, Natasha stood by Y/N's side as she worked to regain control over her life and overcome her eating disorder. It was a journey filled with ups and downs, but they faced each challenge together, their love and determination serving as a beacon of hope.

Y/N attended therapy sessions to address the underlying issues that had contributed to her struggle. Natasha never missed an appointment, always there to offer support, encouragement, and a comforting presence.

Natasha made good on her promise to be there for every meal. They laughed, they talked, and they savored the simple pleasure of sharing a meal together. It was during these moments that Y/N began to rediscover the joy in eating, slowly mending the broken relationship with food that had haunted her for so long.

As the days turned into weeks, Y/N's strength and confidence grew. With Natasha's unwavering support, she found the courage to confide in her fellow Avengers about her battle with the eating disorder. To her surprise, they offered their support and understanding, dispelling her fear of judgment.

The love and compassion of those around her, coupled with her own determination, allowed Y/N to slowly rebuild her life. She realized that her worth wasn't determined by her appearance, but by the love and kindness she shared with others.

Though the journey was far from over, Y/N was no longer facing it alone. She had Natasha by her side, as well as the support of her friends and fellow Avengers. They were a team in every sense of the word, fighting battles together and emerging stronger as a result.

And so, their love story continued, marked not only by the challenges they had faced but also by the resilience and strength that had carried them through. Together, they embraced each day, cherishing the precious moments they shared and looking forward to a brighter future, filled with hope, love, and endless possibilities.

#marvel mcu #mcu #marvel #natasha romanoff #black widow #natasha romanoff x reader

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aesthetixhoe · 1 year

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Hoe's request rules!

Hi there! I love getting requests, but since I've gotten a specific one recently, I figured I should set up some rules/things I won't write for. This will likely be expanding, so check in before requests :)

Who I write (pink means current fav)

Jack Champion

Ethan Landry

Spencer Reid

Draco Malfoy

Peter Parker (All)

Xavier Thorpe

Matthew Gray Gubler

Gwen Stacy

Steve Harrington

Gar Logan

Barry Allen

Dick Grayson

Charles Xavier

Pietro Maximoff

Wanda Maximoff

Natasha Romanoff

Dave Lizewski

Killer Frost

Note: for real people I will not write smut.

Charlie Slimecicle

Coriolanus Snow

Conrad Fisher

Character traits/experiences/actions I won't write:

Explicit POC reader (I write my x reader's to be race-less, but as a white woman I don't feel comfortable writing for POC specific)

Explicit male reader (I include the pronouns I use, but I am a woman, so I don't feel comfortable writing an AMAB reader)

Self Harm (I will write for ED's)

Pregnancy

Parent reader

Relationships I won't write:

Teacher x student

Age gap

Boss x worker

Poly/open relationships

Cheating

Step-cest

NSFW things I will not write:

The previously mentioned relationships

Skat

Piss kinks

Rape

Forced pregnancy

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your-averagewriter · 2 years

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Request rules.

I don't write smut but I will write steamy make-out scenes and all that.

I will write fem!character x fem!reader, male!character x fem!reader, male!reader x male!reader. All of it including gender neutral reader.

I also only really write x reader fics.

My Masterlist - What I've already written, I update when I post.

REQUESTS ARE CLOSED DUE TO HAVING LOTS OF REQUESTS!

- Thanks for the requests though! :)

Keep an eye on this as I add more characters as I watch more shows/movies!

People/characters I will write for:

DYSTOPIAN and ACTION:

- Hunger Games - Peeta Mellark, Katniss Everdeen, Haymitch Abernathy, Finnick Odair, Johanna Mason, Annie Cresta, Lucy Gray Baird, Sejanus Plinth.

- Maze Runner - Thomas, Newt, Gally, Minho.

- Kingsman - Harry Hart (Galahad), Gary "Eggsy" Unwin (Galahad), Hamish Mycroft (Merlin), Jack Daniels (Whiskey).

- Zombieland - Tallahassee, Columbus, Wichita.

- Luther - John Luther, Alice Morgan, Justin Ripley.

- Call of Duty - John Price, Simon "Ghost" Riley, John "Soap" MacTavish, König, Alejandro Vargas, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, Kim "Horangi" Hong-jin, Valeria Garza, Keegan Russ.

- The Boys - Homelander, Starlight, Soldier Boy, Black Noir, Billy Butcher, Hughie Campbell, The Deep, Queen Maeve, A-Train, Translucent.

- Gen V - Marie Moreau, Emma Meyer, Jordan Li, Andre Anderson, Cate Dunlap, Luke Riordan and Sam Riordan.

- Fallout - Cooper Howard (pre and post Ghoul), Lucy MacLean, Maximus.

- The Walking Dead (I've only seen the first season so no spoilers please!!) - Rick Grimes, Glenn Rhee, Lori Grimes, Andrea

HORROR:

- Scream - Billy Loomis, Stu Macher, Dwight "Dewey" Riley, Randy Meeks, Richie Kirsch, Sam Carpenter, Tara Carpenter, Chad Meeks-Martin, Mindy Meeks-Martin, Ethan Landry.

- The Lost Boys - Michael Emerson, David, Star, Marko, Dwayne.

- What We Do in the Shadows - Nandor the Relentless, Laszlo Cravensworth, Nadja, Guillermo de la Cruz.

- Late Night with The Devil - Jack Delroy

- Renfield - R.M Renfield.

- A Quiet Place (1&2) - Lee Abbott, Evelyn Abbott, Emmett.

- The Boy - Brahms.

- Fight Club - Tyler Durden, The Narrator.

- Alien - Ripley, Dwayne Hicks, Hudson.

- Saw - Adam Faulkner-Stanheight, Amanda Young, Peter Strahm, Mark Hoffman.

- The Crow - Eric Draven.

- Midnight Mass - Sheriff Hassan, Father Paul, Riley Flynn.

MARVEL:

- MCU - Tom Holland!Peter Parker, Andrew Garfield!Peter Parker, Bruce Banner, Steve Rodgers, Tony Stark, T'Challa, Stephen Strange, Logan, Scott Lang, Wanda Maximoff, Clint Barton, Natasha Romanoff, Yelena Belova, Matt Murdock, Valkyrie, Carol Danvers, Peter Quill, Bucky Barnes, Phil Coulson, Gamora, Thor Odinson, Loki Laufeyson, James Rhodes, Pietro Maximoff, Druig, Sam Wilson, Shuri.

- Spiderverse - Hobie Brown, Miles Morales (both variations), Gwen Stacy, Miguel O'Hara, Pavitr Prabhakar, Peter B Parker, Spider Noir.

- X-Men and others (Deadpool etc) - Young!Charles Xavier, Young!Erik Lehnsherr, Nightcrawler, Jean Grey, Scott Summers, Nathan Summers, Wade Wilson.

DC:

- The Dark Knight Trilogy - Christian Bale!Bruce Wayne, Jonathon Crane.

- The Batman - Robert Pattinson!Bruce Wayne, Selina Kyle.

- Justice League - Diana Prince (Wonderwoman), Arthur Curry (Aquaman), Clark Kent (Superman).

- Gotham - David Mazouz!Bruce Wayne, Jerome Valeska, Jerimiah Valeska, Alfred Pennyworth, Jim Gordon, Selina Kyle, Ed Nygma, Barbara Kean, Oswald Cobblepot, Victor Zsasz, Harvey Bullock, Jonathon Crane, Jervis Tetch, Victor Fries.

The Suicide Squad - Jared Leto!Joker, Harley Quinn, Rick Flag, Chris Smith (Peacemaker), Robert DuBois (Bloodsport), Chato Santana (El Diablo).

ANIME:

- Attack on Titan - Eren Yeager, Levi Ackerman, Mikasa Ackerman, Armin Arlert, Jean Kirstein, Reiner Braun, Annie Leonhart, Sasha Braus, Erwin Smith, Miche Zacharius, Hitch Dreyse, Kenny Ackerman, Marco Bodt, Pieck Finger, Porco Galliard, Colt Grice, Bertholdt Hoover, Nicolo, Ymir, Zeke Yeager, Floch Forster.

- Demon Slayer - Giyu Tomioka, Mitsuri Kanroji, Obanai Iguro, Muichiro Tokito, Shinobu Kocho, Kyojuro Rengoku, Tengen Uzui, Kanao Tsuyuri, Tanjiro Kamado, Zenitsu Agatsuma, Inosuke Hashibira, Gyutaro, Daki, Enmu, Hinatsuru, Makio, Suma.

- Castlevania - Alucard, Sypha Belnades, Trevor Belmont, Carmilla, Lenore.

- Tokyo Ghoul - Ken Kaneki, Juuzou Suzuya, Touka Kirishima, Kuki Urie, Ayato Kirishima, Itori, Uta, Hideyoshi Nagachika.

- My Hero Academia - Shota Aizawa, Hizashi Yamada, Tenya Ida, Ochaco Uraraka, Denki Kaminari, Eijiro Kirishima, Kyoka Jiro, Hanta Sero, Shoto Todoroki, Katsuki Bakugo, Itsuka Kendo, Tamaki Amajiki, Hitoshi Shinso, Keigo Takami, Mirko, Dabi, Himiko Toga, Jin Bubaigawara.

- Obey me - Lucifer, Mammon, Levi, Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor, Diavolo, Barbatos, Simeon, Solomon.

- Haikyuu! - Daichi Sawamura, Kōshi Sugawara, Asahi Azumane, Tobio Kageyama, Tadashi Yamaguchi, Kiyoko Shimizu, Keishin Ukai, Tetsurō Kuroo, Kenma Kozume, Tōru Oikawa, Hajime Iwaizumi, Kōtarō Bokuto, Keiji Akaashi, Wakatoshi Ushijima, Satori Tendō, Yūji Terushima, Kiyoomi Sakusa, Atsumu Miya, Osamu Miya.

- Avatar the Last Airbender - Zuko, Katara, Sokka, Aang, Azula, Ty Lee.

- Avatar: Legend of Korra - Korra, Asami, Mako, Tenzin, Iroh.

MUSIC:

- Waterparks - Awsten Knight, Geoff Wigington, Otto Wood.

- My Chemical Romance - Gerard Way, Mikey Way, Ray Toro, Frank Iero, (all the killjoys).

- Pierce The Veil - Vic Fuentes, Tony Perry, Jaime Preciado.

- All Time Low - Alex Gaskarth, Rian Dawson, Zack Merrick.

- Ice Nine Kills - Spencer Charnas, Ricky Armellino, Patrick Galante, Joe Occhiuti, Dan Sugarman.

- Palaye Royale - Remington Leith, Emerson Barrett.

- Others - Oli Sykes, Ronnie Radke, Andy Hurley, Brandon Flowers, Chris Motionless, Kellin Quinn,, John O'Callaghan, Josh Franceschi, Lzzy Hale, Hayley Williams, William Beckett, Noah Sebastian, Will Ramos, Will Ghould, Dave Grohl, Vessel (Sleep Token).

- Metal Lords - Hunter, Kevin, Emily.

SCI-FI:

- The Sandman - Dream, Corinthian.

- Prey - Naru, Taabe.

- Stranger Things - Steve Harrington, Nancy Wheeler, Jonathon Byers, Max Mayfield, Robin Buckley, 001, Dimitri, Eddie Munson.

- Star Wars - Anakin Skywalker, Luke Skywalker, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Han Solo, Rey, Kylo Ren, Boba Fett, Poe Dameron, Din Djarin, Cal Kestis.

OTHERS:

- Barbie - Barbie, Ken.

- Monster High - Frankie Stein, Clawdeen Wolf, Cleo de Nile, Deuce Gorgon, Draculaura, Lagoona Blue, Abbey Bominable, Clawd Wolf, Gillington Webber, Heath Burns, Holt Hyde, Jackson Jekyll, Neighthan Rot, Operetta, Robecca Steam, Rochelle Goyle, Venus McFlytrap, Kieran Valentine, Porter Geiss.

- Euphoria - Rue Bennett, Jules Vaughn, Maddy Perez, Cassie Howard, Fezco, Lexi Howard, Nate Jacobs (nothing abusive).

- Wonka - Willy Wonka, Fickelgruber.

- Saltburn - Oliver Quick, Felix Catton, Farleigh Start, Venetia Catton.

I know that's quite a long list and if you want me to write for a character not on there then just ask :)

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thestarspangledcaptain · 4 months

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Who/What I Will Write For!

Warning: Mini Essay Ahead

Please Note: If you are requesting, I would prefer if you gave me the desired pronouns for the reader/character!

What I Can / Would Be Comfortable Writing & Or What Topics I Will Cover:

AUs

Expansion of plot lines

Writing for established couples

Reader inserts

Y/N

Any type of romance trope

Platonic relationships

Sibling relationships

Parent relationships (including certain characters as your parent)

Magical beings

Powers

One shots and multi part imagines

LGBTQIA + characters and readers

LGBTQIA + romance

Plot line changes, time changes

Non canonical couples

Canonical couples

Non canon friendships and canon friendships

Small age gaps (when writing for older characters I will made ages fitting with the character) ex: Tony stark. WARNING: If the age gap makes the characters have a legal adult and minor relationship (w the exception of a senior and junior in high school type of thing)

Certain characters (non lgbtq) in lgbtq relationships. For example Natasha Romanoff is a lesbian relationship.

Writings inspired by a song. (I have written work planned out already)

Any shapes and sizes

Angst

Fluff

More steamy scenes (prob up to third base

More serious topics I will cover:

Mental Illness (Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar, Schizophrenia)

Disabilities (From physical to internal)

Health Issues

Eating Disorders

Self harm

Suicidal thoughts / attempts

Dysmorphia and insecurities

Abusive relationships

Bullying

Surgeries

Fainting

Vomiting (due to ED or illness)

Death

(Car)Accidents

Hospitalization

Sexual assault and rape SURVIVORS and sometimes I may write about a character’s recovery and process of coping with something that traumatic

Therapy

Homophobia

Complicated relationships

Adoption

I will NOT Write anything (no hate to those who enjoy reading some of these things, I just personally would not enjoy writing it or be fully comfortable writing it):

Yandere

Furry related things

Omegaverse

I will absolutely NOT change the sexuality of a character if it is specifically stated (ex. Phastos from Eternals, Blaine Anderson, Kurt Hummel, Sebastian Smythe, Santana Lopez, America Chavez)

I will NOT write an age gap more than an absolute max of ten years

I will NOT romanticize things in the serious topics I will write for section. They are serious topics and things such as eating disorders are serious, they should not be romanticized. I write things with heavier topics to help people.

Absolutely NO rape scenes

Inappropriate relationships (college student and professor is an absolute no)

smut

I likely won’t redeem people if they’ve done something incredibly evil

Ok here we go! I apologize for the lack of alphabetical order

Avengers/Marvel:

I will for almost any character (mainly excluding some villains)

Any Peter Parker (just request which one you prefer)

X men

Disney:

The princes

Princesses

Big hero six (I will write for hiro exclusively platonically)

Glee:

From Og Cast up to season 4, including Sebastian smythe and warblers

No Sylvester, or schue romance

Harry Potter:

Golden trio

Weasleys

Draco

Cedric

Cho

Luna

Krum

Fleur

Oliver

Seamus

Neville

Young Marauders

Top Gun (+ TG Maverick):

Maverick

Iceman

Goose

Charlotte “Charlie” Blackwood

Rooster

Hangman (I adore Jake seresin)

Bob

Phoenix

Coyote

Payback

Fanboy

Non Romantic character relationships I will write for in the Top Gun world:

Cyclone

Maverick

Penny

Admiral Cain

Admiral Warlock

Descendants:

Mal

Evie

Carlos

Jay

Doug

Ben

Jane

Lonnie

Audrey

Uma

Harry

Gil

Percy Jackson TO:

Percy

Annabeth

Grover

Luke

Clarisse

Nico

Tyson

Characters of the following actors (so if the listed actor portrayed a character I will write):

Grant Gustin

Chris Evans

Chris Pratt

Chris Hemsworth

Darren Criss

Dove Cameron

Scarlett Johansson

Emma Wattson

Jennifer Lawrence

Emma Stone

Margot Robbie

Glenn Powell

Sydney Sweeney

Andrew Garfield

I will update this list as I get reminded of more people. :) Have a great day, you are loved

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arlana-likes-to-write · 8 months

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Maria Hill Masterlist

Maria Hill x Reader

One Shots

Not Like I'm in Love with you

Dirty Thoughts

Series

Maria Hill x Natasha Romanoff

One Shots

Dirty Thoughts

Series

Family is More than Blood

Blackhill x Daughter!Reader

One Shots

A Christmas Outing

Series

Rescue by Lauren Daigle, Live Bait, Little Red and the Big Bad Wolf

Eyes Closed by Ed Sheeran, Life Goes On by Ed Sheeran

#maria hill masterlist

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flightplan-fox · 2 years

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...Another J?

Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x Reader, featuring Jeff the Landshark, Jonathan the Wolverine, and Jroki the Crocodile

Words: 1.4k Warnings: none

Summery: A trip to the zoo doesn't go exactly as planned.

A/N here is an unofficial sequel to The Three Js! They can be read in any order, but I do suggest you read it first. I think I might be getting the hang of this whole ‘writing’ thing....

“Mrr? Mrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!” Jeff stared up at you with big puppy dog eyes, mrr-ing and nudging your leg.

You glanced up from your laptop, where you were working on mission reports. “Hey bud, I’m a little busy right now, what’s up?”

“Mrrrr!” Jeff kept telling you, as he gently grabbed your pant leg in his teeth and tugged lightly. Of course he wanted you to follow him.

“Listen Jeff, I need to finish up these reports by next week. Can you go bother your mom? Or maybe one of your brothers?”

Jeff sighed and sat down defeatedly, continuing to stare at you sadly. You went back to work, doing your best to ignore his silent pleading. Which turned out to be almost impossible. You could feel Jeff’s big sad eyes watching you, leaving you completely unable to focus on your work. Eventually you sat back in your chair and rubbed your eyes, groaning softly. Jeff took this as his cue to jump into your lap. He nuzzled your face with his nose and looked at you hopefully.

“Alright Jeff. You win. I could use a break anyway. What do you want to show me?”

Jeff leapt off your lap with a happy, “mrrr!” and ran out of the room making a beeline for the kitchen. Despite his short legs, Jeff moved surprisingly fast and you had to hustle to catch up with him.

You caught up to Jeff in the kitchen, where you also found your wife making herself a cup of tea.

“What’s up with Jeff?” asked Natasha when she saw you come in. “He’s been at you all day. Does he need something?”

“No idea, but he’s supposed to be showing me now.”

You both turned to look at Jeff. He was sitting at the fridge, staring up at it intently.

“Are you hungry bud? Is that what this was all about?” You asked him.

“Mrrrr.” Jeff shook his head quickly and continued to stare intently up at the fridge.

“Its typically food he’s after.” Natasha remarked. “Interesting.”

You and Natasha stared at the fridge with him. It was cluttered with scraps of paper, artwork, take-out menus, receipts, grocery lists, and an assortment of magnets. Jeff huffed, obviously frustrated you didn't catch on to what he wanted.

You looked over the decorations on your fridge, most of which you were familiar with. And then something new caught your eye. You grabbed the flyler for the zoo and Jeff immediately mrrrrr-ed happily and danced around your feet.

You laughed. “Guess we found what he wanted. Where did this come from?”

“It came in the mail yesterday.” Natasha shrugged. “Figured it could be fun to go at some point, so I just put it up here”

Jeff was now gleefully running circles around the kitchen. You watched him for a moment as she turned back to you. “It seems like someone really wants to visit today. Think we could take a trip?”

You smiled. “Yeah, I don't see why not. Gather up the boys, and let's go.”

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At the zoo, you quickly learned many things. Jonathan, a wolverine, seemed to think he was better than any of the animals in the exhibits, especially the wolves. Poor Jroki almost passed out when you walked by the crocodile enclosure and you had to quickly usher him away. Jeff loved the penguins. Natasha swore he could have spent hours watching them through the glass.

After a few hours of walking around, and a quick snack at the cafe, your little family was checking out the last of the exhibits before going home. You came upon one of the last enclosures and Jroki and Jonathan both stopped to peer in. After realizing it was empty, Jonathan growled in disappointment.

“Sorry Johnny,” Natasha said, patting his head. “Looks like no one is home.”

You leaned in to read the sign on the fence. “It’s supposed to house a wombat. That’s too bad, I wonder what happened to her.”

“Maybe she hasn't been moved in yet.” Natasha turned to the boys, “Alright you three, shall we head home?”

Two pairs of eyes looked back at you.

“Um…Y/N?”

“Yes Nat?”

“Where’s Jeff?”

“You know, that's a great question.”

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Jeff, of course, was off finding his own adventure. Some point after the stop at the cafe, Jeff decided he wanted to go back to see the penguins again. So he did, assuming the rest of you would see him leave and follow along. After watching the penguins for a bit, he turned around and realized he didn't see you. Or Natasha. Or either of his brothers. The realization he was alone struck him and he started to run, desperately trying to find any of you.

After about 10 minutes of no luck, Jeff climbed on top of a park bench to rest and get a better view of his surroundings. As he sat, he heard a rustle from the bushes behind him. Jeff immediately whipped around to find the source of the noise. From the bush came a soft grunting and some more signs of movement. Being the ever curious landshark, Jeff decided to investigate and immediately dove right into the bushes.

Upon landing, Jeff came face to face with……well he wasn't sure what she was. She was around the same size as him. She was covered in soft brown fur and had small ears with a big nose. Whatever she was, she looked scared and lonely. Jeff knew just how he could help her.

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You and Natasha quickly realized Jeff must have decided to look at the penguins again, so you started off in that direction. You were quickly making your way towards the penguins when Jonathan and Jroki suddenly took off running. You and Natasha immediately took off after them, shouting their names. This of course, earned you many weird looks from the other zoo goers.

You caught up to the boys sitting on a bench outside of the cafe, along with Jeff and another small creature. Jeff let out a proud, “Mrrr!” when you walked up, excitedly looking between you and the animal sitting next to him.

You groaned softly. “Oh boy, here we go again. What is it this time? A capybara?”

Natasha frowned and shook her head. “No, not a capybara. I’m pretty sure she’s a wombat. She’s probably the one from that empty enclosure.”

“She must have escaped.” You said, “should we grab a zookeeper so they can put her back?”

Jeff mrrr-ed sadly and frowned at you, while leaning closer to the wombat. The wombat leaned into Jeff and closed her eyes, grunting happily.

“Y/N…we can’t make her go back.”

You turned to Natasha incredulously, “I’m sorry what?”

“I mean think about it. It’s got to be really lonely spending your whole life in a cage. We could give her a home. Like we did for the boys.”

“Natasha, I get it. But we can’t just steal her from the zoo.”

She raised an eyebrow at you. “Why not?”

You chuckled softly and shook your head. “Okay, okay, you’re right. Why not? We’ll take her home.”

“MMRRRRR!!!” Jeff jumped up and down and celebrated with his brothers and the wombat. Natasha hugged you tight and kissed your cheek. “Thank you Y/N. Let’s get her out of here.”

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Back at the compound, you and Natasha sat on the couch watching your boys and the wombat play together.

“Well, we got her home. Now what?” You said. “We already have the three boys. Are we able to keep the wombat too? We are both pretty busy people, and already have our hands full with the others.”

Natasha sighed. “I know what you mean. It would really be a lot. But we couldn't have left her there.”

“No, of course not.” You thought for a moment. “Even if it's not with us, we could still give her a nice home. Maybe give her to Wanda? I’m sure her twins would love a friend.”

Natasha nodded. “That's a really good idea. Wanda has talked about wanting to get the boys a pet. And that way Jeff and the rest could still visit her regularly.”

“Okay then, we’ll offer her to Wanda. But we also can't just keep referring to her as ‘the wombat’. She needs a name too.”

“You’re right. We’ll need to stick to the J theme.” agreed Natasha. “Any ideas?”

“Jessica?”

“Hmm no. Jennifer?”

“I’m not feeling it. How about Jill?”

Natasha smiled. “Jill. I like it.”

You leaned against Natasha’s shoulder. “You know, we're turning into quite the animal rescuers.”

She shook her head. “Not us, it's all Jeff. We might have found him, but he found Jonathan, Jroki, and now Jill.

You smiled. “We’re raising quite the landshark, huh?”

Natasha laughed. “Definitely. I wonder what adventure he’ll get himself into next.”

#pi writes #jeff the landshark #natasha romanoff x reader

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multi-fandom-imagines-stuff · 3 years

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Smaller Than This

Pairings: Natasha Romanoff/daughter!reader, Peter Parker/platonic!reader, Wanda Maximoff/reader

Description: The reader is Natasha Romanoff’s daughter, best friend of Peter Parker, and girlfriend of Wanda Maximoff. Growing up in the spotlight is hard enough, but things cross a line when people start commenting on the reader’s weight.

Warnings: eating disorder, swearing, threats of violence

Word count: 3,282

A/N: I know it’s not easy to deal with eating disorders, but please know that you are beautiful and amazing and you don’t deserve to have to suffer through that. Please, if you are struggling with this, reach out for help. <3

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Black Widow’s daughter spotted in Central Park with new best friend Scarlet Witch and Stark Industry intern Peter Parker! Could Parker be y/n’s new boyfriend?

You laughed and rolled your eyes as you clicked on the tweet. Stalking paparazzi twitter accounts had to be one of your favorite pastimes, simply because the so-called facts they were giving out were false 99% of the time. For instance, this situation? You had gone out for a picnic with Peter and Wanda when those photos were taken, and the paparazzi completely twisted things. Peter wasn’t your boyfriend, he was just your best friend. And Wanda wasn’t your best friend, she was your girlfriend. You chose to ignore the false headline as you went immediately for the replies.

‘Do you see the way y/n’s looking at Wanda? It seems more like there’s something going on between them than there is between y/n and Peter’

You smiled and liked that tweet. You liked messing with people just a bit. Whenever someone would tweet about there possibly being a relationship between you and Wanda, you liked the tweet. It wasn’t enough information to actually confirm the relationship as true, but it was enough to keep people speculating.

You scrolled through several more replies. Most of them were people using the heart eyes emoji or saying how much they loved your mom, but there were a few in there that stuck out more than the rest. That was because they were harsh and hurtful.

‘I don’t understand how someone can live with the Avengers and still look like that. Does she ever even exercise?’

‘She could stand to lose some weight. Instead of going out for a picnic, she should try to skip a few meals’

You read through replies for a few more minutes. Similar comments would pop up now and then, and while there wasn’t an overwhelming amount, there was still enough to make you close down the app and shut off your phone, averting all your attention toward not crying.

“Miss y/n, dinner has been called,” F.R.I.D.A.Y.’s voice rang through your room.

Pushing the thoughts to the back of your mind, you got off your bed and made your way to the dining room. There, Peter and Wanda were setting the table while Steve and Bucky carried out the food.

You walked up behind your girlfriend and wrapped your arms around her waist, resting your chin on her shoulder. You felt her jump slightly before she realized it was you and relaxed into your touch. You placed a kiss on her cheek.

“I love you,” You whispered in her ear.

“Hey! What did we talk about?” Tony directed at you, raising an eyebrow at you and causing you to roll your eyes.

“No lovey-dovey shit at the dinner table,” You mumbled.

“Language!” Steve scolded you as Clint joined the conversation.

��Oh, come on, Tony,” He said. “It’s young love. It’s harmless and adorable.”

“It makes me want to hurl,” Tony retorted.

To onlookers, it may have sounded like Tony was being a real dick, but you knew he was just teasing you. He’d never admit it, but secretly he loved how happy you and Wanda made each other.

“Watch it, Stark,” Your mom shot him a glare. “That’s my kid you’re talking about.”

Your head whipped up at your mom’s voice. She had been on a mission for the past week and wasn’t supposed to get home for another three days.

“Mom!” You yelled as you ran toward her, wrapping your arms around her as you squeezed her tight.

“Hey, kiddo! I’ve missed you!” She said, hugging you back and kissing you lightly on the forehead.

“I’ve missed you, too!”

“As much as I hate to break up this reunion,” Bucky said, causing you to pull away from your mom. “Steve and I slaved over dinner and it’s getting cold, so let’s eat.”

You took your seat at the table—in between Peter and Wanda—and filled your plate with the spaghetti and garlic bread Steve and Bucky made. Everyone was silent as you all dug into your food and, you had to admit, it tasted amazing.

When Steve and Bucky first moved in, neither of them were allowed near a stove without supervision. They had started too many accidental fires. But after lots and lots of practice, the two of them easily became the best cooks in the tower.

After dinner, you excused yourself to your room. Your phone was still lying face down on the bed, so you grabbed it and opened it up. Right away, you noticed several notifications from twitter. Upon further investigation, you found that the rude comments people were saying about you had extended to your messages. Now, you had complete strangers messaging you about how you needed to ‘lose weight’, or ‘eat less’, or ‘exercise more’. A few of the messages even called you a ‘disappointment to the Avengers’.

You deactivated your account and deleted the app from your phone, but the damage was already done and you knew it. So you came up with a plan and decided to set it into motion the next morning.

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You woke up in the morning to your alarm blaring. Checking the time, you saw it was 4:30, and you wondered why your alarm was going off so early before you remembered the plan you had made the night before.

You got out of bed and quickly dressed in athletic attire before running out of your room. You knew Steve liked to run in the mornings, so you sat in the kitchen waiting for him.

When he finally sauntered in at 5:00, he was more than surprised to see you sitting there.

“Y/n?” He asked. “What’re you doing up so early?”

“Can I run with you today, Uncle Steve?” You asked him, a pleading look on your face that you knew he couldn’t say no to.

“Yeah, sure,” He said. “Are you sure you wouldn’t rather be sleeping?”

You nodded.

“I want to start running. My mile time in P.E. class has been slacking lately and I don’t want to fail the class.”

You were surprised yet proud of how quickly you were able to come up with that lie, and you were happy to see that Steve believed every word of it.

So that’s how you spent your morning: running laps with Steve.

The two of you finally called it quits around 6:15 and parted ways. Steve went off to do whatever he did during the days, and you went off to squeeze in a quick shower before school.

By the time you were done with your shower, it was nearly 7:00, which meant you had to rush to get dressed. You finally made it to the kitchen, where Wanda was already waiting for you. The two of you yelled a quick ‘bye’ to whoever was listening before you started the quick walk to the bus stop.

You felt Wanda’s hand interlock with yours and a smile arose on your face as you squeezed her hand. You two didn’t want to publicly disclose your relationship yet, so you knew the minute you reached the bus stop you’d have to let go.

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At lunch, you sat at a table with Wanda, Peter, MJ, and Ned. You skipped the food line and instead opted to sip at a bottle of water.

“What’s wrong, y/n?” Peter asked you.

“What do you mean?” You shot back, not quite sure what he was getting at.

“You’re not eating.”

Shit. You had to think of a lie, and you had to be extra careful since your girlfriend could read minds. She promised you she’d never read your mind without your consent, but you were still wary.

“Uh...I’m just not feeling well,” You said. “My stomach is feeling a little flip-floppy and I don’t want to push it.”

To your luck, they nodded it off and changed the topic, not questioning you again for the rest of the day.

That night at dinner, you pushed the food around on your plate, eating a few bites here and there. It wasn’t hard to pretend you had eaten, especially since your family was so big. Everyone seemed to be so caught up in conversations with other people that they didn’t notice when you got up and scraped your food into the trash.

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These habits carried on for a few more weeks. You’d wake up every morning to run with Steve, make up some excuse for why you didn’t eat lunch, and you’d have a few bites of dinner before sneakily trashing it. On most weekends, you chose to spend your time training with your mom. You claimed it was so that you could stay sharp with your self-defense skills, and while that wasn’t necessarily a lie, it wasn’t the full truth, either. But your mom never questioned it, and you were glad.

You seemed to fly under the radar, until one Sunday afternoon.

You walked into your room after training with your mom to find Peter and Wanda waiting for you.

“Hey, guys,” You greeted, throwing yourself into a chair and downing half a bottle of water. “What’s up?”

“We know,” Wanda said, a stern yet concerned look on her face.

“Know what?” You asked her, although you could feel your heart rate rising. You knew what she was talking about.

“That you haven’t been eating,” Peter joined in.

“What’re you talking about? Of course I’ve been eating.”

That was a lie. Your stomach hadn’t been properly filled in weeks and you couldn’t remember the last time it wasn’t rumbling. But that wasn’t important. What was important was the fact that you were finally losing weight. There’s no way you could stop now.

“Cut the crap, y/n,” Peter said, catching you by surprise. “We’ve been watching you. I can’t even remember the last time you bought a school lunch.”

“And you pick at your food at dinner every night,” Wanda added. “I haven’t seen you eat more than three bites. You think no one notices, but you’re wrong. And I can feel you, love. You feel...empty.”

Wanda rested her hand on your knee as you tried to process what was happening. You had been so good at hiding this, how had they found out?

“You guys, I’m—” You started before Peter cut you off.

“Don’t say you’re fine, because you’re not. We know it, and you know it, so please stop lying to us, y/n. We just want to help.”

“I have it under control, I don’t need help,” You protested. “Just...please don’t tell my mom.”

“Y/n—”

“Wanda, please,” You begged. “My mom has enough to worry about as it is. I don’t need to add this to her stress as well. I promise, I have it under control. I’m alright.”

Wanda and Peter shared a look before turning back to you.

“We’ll keep this between us for now,” Peter said, and you felt like a weight was lifted off your shoulders.

“But, if things get any worse, we won’t hesitate to bring your mom into this,” Wanda warned.

You nodded and the two of them left, Wanda kissing you quickly before walking out of the room.

‘I just need to hide it better’ you thought to yourself. ‘This is all my fault for being too obvious about things. I need to do better.’

Wanda and Peter had dropped the topic for the time being, until a week later, things took a turn for the worse when your P.E. teacher announced that your class was running the mile that day.

Thanks to training with Steve, your mile time had improved and you were one of the fastest in the class. However, due to malnutrition, any sort of exercise made you extremely lightheaded.

You ignored the part of your brain that was telling you to make up some excuse to sit out. You convinced yourself you just weren’t drinking enough water so you drank an entire water bottle and went to class.

You were about halfway done with your mile when the corners of your vision turned black. You blinked a few times, trying to edge it away, but it was no use. By now, you heard a loud ringing in your ears and the world started spinning around you. You slowed down a bit, trying to regain your composure when you felt your knees buckle underneath you, and you were plunged into a world of darkness, not feeling it when you hit the ground.

✩❀✩❀✩

When you awoke, you were still laying on the field, your entire class swarming around you. You were trying to sit up when you felt something attached to your hand.

You looked to the right and saw Wanda sitting there, looking scared as hell.

“Miss Maximoff, Mr. Parker, please escort Miss Romanoff to the nurse’s office,” Your teacher ordered.

You felt Wanda help lift you to a standing position and once you were up, you felt the world start spinning again. You shut your eyes tight as two arms, you assumed they belonged to Wanda and Peter, wrapped around either side of your waist. Soon enough, the dizziness ceased and you opened your eyes, signaling for Peter and Wanda to start walking with you.

You made it to the nurse’s station where you saw your mom already waiting.

“Mom?” You asked, wondering how she had gotten to your school so quickly.

“Peter called me the second he saw you fall,” She explained.

You, Wanda, and Peter were dismissed from school early, and your mom led you all back to her car. You sat in the passenger seat while Peter and Wanda sat in the back.

“What happened?” Your mom demanded.

The tone of her voice scared you a little bit, but you knew it was filled more with concern than it was with anger.

“I must’ve just gotten overheated or something,” You lied, knowing exactly why you passed out. “I was doing fine one second, and then the next I was on the ground.”

“That’s not true, Ms. Romanoff,” Peter interjected.

You whipped your head around to him and shook your head, silently pleading him to not tell her.

“What do you mean?” She asked. “Do you know something I don’t?”

“Peter, stop,” You said, panicking at what was about to be said.

“Y/n hasn’t eaten a proper meal in a month,” Wanda admitted.

You shot your girlfriend a look of betrayal before turning back around to face forward.

“You, what?!” Your mom blared. “Y/n, is this true?”

Your silence was enough of an answer for her to understand that yes, it was true.

“Y/n, baby, why?” Your mom said.

You could tell she was trying to be strong, but her voice was cracking.

“Because I’m not like you guys, okay?!” You finally snapped, letting loose all of your pent-up emotions. “I don’t have a super-human metabolism like Peter, and I don’t have a perfectly in-shape body. I’m not an avenger and it sure as hell shows. Even people I don’t even know were making comments about it on twitter.”

“Is that why you disabled your account?” Peter asked, realization hitting him.

You nodded and looked down at your fingers, not wanting to make eye contact with any of them.

By now, you had reached the tower and your mom put the car into park, turning to face you.

“Y/n, I know it’s been hard for you to grow up in the spotlight, constantly being compared to us but this isn’t healthy,” She said, cupping your chin and lightly pulling your head up to meet her gaze. “If I had known all of this, I never would have let you do all those extra training sessions with me. It’s not safe for you to keep exercising like this when you’re not giving your body proper nourishment.”

“I can’t—” You sniffed. “I can’t stop. I need help.”

You felt a tear roll down your cheek as your mom brushed it away, pulling you in for a hug before the four of you got out of the car.

Once inside, your mom told you to sit down in the living room while she left for a few minutes. When she returned, she had the rest of the team with her and you could only assume she had given them the run-down on your situation.

You were slightly hurt that she had shared your personal life like that, but you knew it was for the best.

“Here’s what’s going to happen,” Your mom said once everyone was settled. “Y/n, you’re going to help with dinner every night. I know it can be hard once you’ve developed a food phobia, but when you’re in control of what we eat every night it makes things a little easier. No more throwing your food in the trash, okay? As for school, I’ll be making you a homemade lunch each day, and Peter and Wanda will be keeping an eye on you and will be reporting back to me. First thing tomorrow, I’ll call and set you up an appointment with a therapist. Bottling up your emotions will only make things worse, trust me. You need to talk to someone, and a therapist will help to give you healthier coping mechanisms.”

You listened as your mom laid out these new rules before telling you to go lie down. As you got up to leave, you were bombarded with your family hugging you and telling you they were there for you. You honestly had never felt more loved and supported in your life.

You finally made your way to your room, lying down in bed. A few minutes later, you heard a knock at your door.

“Come in,” You said weakly.

The handle turned and Wanda walked in, using her powers to levitate a tray behind her. You sat up and she put the tray down in your lap. On the tray, you saw there was a plate of cheese and crackers.

You looked down at the tray before looking up at your girlfriend. You forced yourself to pick up one of the crackers and take a bite, your mind screaming at you the entire time. But you were sick. You knew this. You wanted to get better.

“I’m sorry for telling your mother,” Wanda spoke. “You were slowly killing yourself and I couldn’t stand by and watch it happen. I’m so sorry, y/n. Can you forgive me?”

“I don’t blame you, Wan,” You told her. “I’m the one who should be sorry. I never should have forced you and Peter to keep this a secret.”

Wanda wrapped you into her arms, squeezing tightly. The two of you stayed like that for a long time before you pulled away and, bite by bite, finished the snack she had brought you.

✩❀✩❀✩

You had been in recovery for about a month now, and while things were far from easy, you knew you could do it. Your family was your support system and they were right there by your side every step of the way.

You were sitting on the couch with Peter and Wanda, you and your girlfriend tangled in each other’s arms as you watched your mom on tv. She was finishing up a press conference.

“Oh, and one last thing before I go,” She spoke toward the camera and the audience. “Whoever decided to make awful comments about my daughter online, I am a trained assassin and I will find you.”

#oneshot #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff x daughter reader #wanda maximoff #mcu #mcu x reader #mcu oneshot #wanda maximoff oneshot #wanda maximoff x reader #tw ed talk #tw ed stuff #eating disoder mention

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romanoffscottage · 3 years

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💚 i had my mom make a few negative comments about my body, so for the past week and a half i've been doing 1200 calories a day and it's really hard to adjust to that, i know it'll be worth it eventually but it's just really hard. (also congrats on 400 it's well deserved!)

Hey love,

I know you said your mom was making negative comments on your body and I wanted to remind you that you are the most beautiful person I have ever laid eyes on. She had no right to say what she said to you. Please try and make sure you're eating, I know it's hard, but I will be here to support you every step of the way. I love you, every single inch of you. You are gorgeous inside and out, don't let anyone tell you different. I can't wait to see you and give you the biggest hug.

your biggest supporter,

Nat <3

join the sleepover

#tw: mentions of calories #tw: ed thoughts #natasha romanoff x reader #natasha romanoff x you #soft natasha romanoff #romanoffscottage 400 sleepover

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cheshirehatter666 · 6 years

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Perfect By Ed Sheeran(Singer!Bucky x Reader) AU

Pairing: Singer!Bucky x Singer! Reader

Summary: You and Bucky have been inseparable since he was recruited by Stark Records from HYDRA beats. Being the close friends you are everything was open to each other, well everything but your feelings. So what happens when your current relationship starts getting serious?

Warnings: most likely bad writing, swearing, kinda angst, cringe most likely, Brock Rumlow (is that a warning)

Word Count: 2626

Authors Note: This is for @your-highnessmarvel Song Challenge, and I hope to god I’m not too late.Also I’ve never really written a Song Fic so I’m sorry that this is bad.

It was the middle of the night and you were sitting on your couch eating rocky road ice-cream with tears streaming down your face as you watched Disney’s Mulan 2. Your boyfriend of 2 years who you thought loved you was just using you to get famous, and you fell for it. So now here you are watching Disney in your sweats.

You felt like sitting there forever, just wallowing in your own self-pity, that is until you heard front door open and a few seconds later your best friend Bucky Barnes appears in front of you with his arms crossed.

“Alright, (Y/N) its been 2 days, you need to stop with this.” he says with an exhausted sigh as he motions to the junk food all around you, while you just luck up at him with more tears welling up in your eyes,”But Buck, its Disney.” you say with a pout.

“I know doll, you’ve been saying that for the past 3 days, and I know you would hate to admit it, but Disney isn’t gonna work this time around.” He says sitting down and facing you “And the (Y/N) I know wouldn’t just sit here and let some guy take advantage of her, while she just sits indoors and eats her career away. i mean, come on doll when was the last time you were in the studio?”

You just looked up at him with a pout before sighing in defeat, “I know but, with whats happened I haven’t had any inspiration and I don’t want to be like Taylor Swift and use this break up as a vase for my music.” You say placing the ice-cream on the coffee table in front of you. “Let’s face it, I had a few good hits and that’s all. (Jerk’s Name) was right, I am a washed up artist at 25.” You sigh leaning back on the couch with your arm thrown over your eyes missing the completely shocked and disbelieving look Bucky was giving you. Shaking his head, he got up and stood in front of you once more grabbing your arms and pulling you up.

“Nope, I am not having some jackass make you think lies.” he tells you as he pulls you to your small backyard. Placing you in the middle he starts moving around and turning off the light in your house and turning on your fairy lights you have strung up, “What are you doing?” you ask as he starts scrolling through his phone only for (Your Up-Beat favorite song) to start playing from the blue-tooth speakers he brought out. “We, are going to help you forget that jackass and have some fun.” He says standing in front of you again, grabbing your hands and trying to make you move. “Buck, I look like a mess right now, and it the middle of the night, and I’m not even wearing shoes.” you say in vain, trying to make him stop.

“Come on doll, just dance, it will make you feel better I promise” he says as he does some embarrassing dance moves making you laugh. He continues to try and coax you to dance until you finally give in and your both dancing in the dark together. “Besides you look perfect” he whispers, thinking you couldn’t hear him, but you did.

*~Time Skip- 1 year later brought to you by Steve’s Patriotism~*

After that night, you had an influx of inspiration which helped boost your music career, and it was all thanks to your best friend Bucky Barnes. Ever since then, random dances, barefoot and in the middle of the night, became a regular stress reliever for the both of you.

The two of you couldn’t have been closer if you tried, you went to each others concerts, always gave shout out to each other during interviews, and were often photographed together, you even had keys to each others houses. Everyone thought you two were perfect for each other and they could see how Bucky looked at you. The only people who couldn’t see it were the two of you. That is until your albums release party.

You and Bucky had just walked into the club together, where he was swept away by Pepper to be introduced to some people who would help boost his career, leaving you to walk to the bar by yourself where you met the newest Artist at HYDRA Beats, Brock Rumlow, also known as the punk rocker Cross Bones.

“So, Congratulations on the new album” he said lifting his whiskey towards you in a toast. You looked at him with a small smile thanking him after ordering your drink. “I didn’t think HB was going to be attending after what happened with Bucky” you say turning to face him in your seat.

“Well I was advised to stay away, but, eh, who doesn’t like taking a walk on the wild side” he said with a smirk. You smirked back and the two of you began an easy conversation.

Bucky was now talking to Steve after getting away from Pepper, looking around for you discreetly, or at least what he thought was discreet. “So, when are you gonna confess to (Y/N)?” Steve asks as Bucky was taking a sip of his drink, making him almost choke. “What?” he sputtered out in between coughs.

“Come on man” Steve began while patting his friends back, “Everyone sees the way you look at her. And you can’t pretend you weren’t just looking for her just now.” Bucky tried denying the accusations thrown at him, but he just gave up and agreed with his friend. “It’s not like she feels the same way. We’ve been friends for so long I think I’ve missed my chance.” He said with solemn look on his face.

“Are you really that dense?” Steve asked incredulously “If anyone has a shot with her its you.”

“You think so?”

“Yes, now go get your girl!” Steve answered pushing him away, Bucky just stumbled with a laugh and nodded, heading over to the bar where he found Nat and Wanda “Have you girls seen (Y/N)?”

“Yeah, she just left with HB’s newest artist Rumlow.” Nat said drinking her whiskey, seeing Buckys face fall.

“They’re probably just getting some air” Wanda rushed out trying to make him feel better, and it worked, until he got a text from you.

“Met a cute guy ;) Don’t wait up- XOXO (Y/N)’

*~Time Skip- 4 years later brought to you by That Gossip Girl Reference~*

What Bucky hoped was a one night stand, wasn’t. Over the years you and Brock had held the medias attention, being considered the it couple in several magazines, the modern Romeo and Juliet, minus the death. He was happy for you, but couldn’t shake the ache in his chest every time he saw you together. You both still had your midnight stress reliever, but it was less frequent as the years went by. Being busy with both of your careers you rarely had time to hang out and the one time you did Bucky was left heartbroken.

You and Buck had made an arrangement to meet every Sunday for Lunch, and at this day Bucky decided to confess his feelings for you before you got even more serious Brock, only for you to ruin his plans.

As soon as you both were seated you blurted out your news “Brock proposed.” You said seriously, not excited as most girls would be. Over the years you were happy with Brock but couldn’t shake the feelings you had for your best friend, never wanting to admit it and ruin your friendship. You stayed with Brock because you did love him but your weren’t in love with him, but you thought it was already too late to be with Bucky and you were to scared to make that leap. So here you were at lunch with your best friend waiting to see his reaction. And all he did was stare at you and go “Oh”

Looking at him expectantly he coughed and asked “What did you say?”

“I...um... didn’t answer him. Well... I did its just that.. I asked if I could think about it.” You said looking at him expectantly, not really sure what kind of reaction you were looking for. Outside Bucky looked indifferent, but on the inside he was slowly breaking. Looking at your expectant look he answered the way any good friend would.

“Well you should say yes, you love him, he loves you. You should say yes, as long as you’re happy I’m happy.” He said with a shrug looking down at his menu. You just looked at him with a sad smile, “Okay, I guess I will” And your lunch went on in silence.

After that day, you and Bucky never really saw each other, you being busy with wedding plans and Bucky busy with avoiding you. Don’t get him wrong he was happy for you, but he was heartbroken. He threw himself into his music. The months went by in a flash until the day you received the RSVP’s for the rehearsal dinner and wedding, seeing Bucky’s as a maybe for both.You had heard he was busy, but you never thought he’d miss your big day. You wondered what hes been up to and went online to search him up. Seeing hes been active putting out new singles you listened to a couple. When you got to one song he sang as a duet with Nat. Listening to the lyrics you almost cried. Your feelings for Bucky never left even though you weren’t as close as before, but hearing him sing with Nat made you believe they were good with each other and seeing the gossip articles about the two being together made you feel as though you missed your chance even if you were currently with Brock the spark, was way gone but there was no turning back.

The day of the Dinner Rehearsal arrived and Bucky was no where in sight. Sighing you just faked a smile as you greeted more guests.

Seeing Steve you walked over and for the first time in hours you placed a genuine smile on your face “Hi, Stevie” you greeted happily giving him a huge hug. “How’ve you been?”

Smiling back at you he answered with a sigh “Tired, Buckys been quite the busy artist”. He was Buckys manager, so it was strange to see him here instead of Bucky. “Yeah, I’ve heard. So whats with him and Nat.” you asked innocently. Not

“Nothing” he said with a smirk. “Why?”

“Nothing I just heard their latest duet, and I haven’t seen him lately.” you answer acting as nonchalant as possible. “That song is really romantic, I just thought he wrote it for them.”

Steve was baffled by that statement “Have you not heard his speech during their concerts, (Y/N) he dedicates that song to you on the DL” it was your turn to be shocked but before you can answer the dinner is about to start and Steve excuses himself to his seat as you go to yours still in shock. As the dinner progresses you can’t help but think over Steve’s words and actually thought about the lyrics. Looking around at the table of guests as Brock makes his speech thanking everyone for coming you can’t help but feel like this is wrong, you didn’t want this. Looking up at Brock you took his hand making him stop abruptly and look down at you. And all you could do was say you were sorry and run out of the building, leaving your ring in his hand.

Bucky was getting ready for his last song of the night, it was the duet with Nat, and every time he sang it he couldn’t stop thinking of you. Today was your wedding day and he couldn’t attend it because watching you walk down the aisle to someone who wasn’t him would kill him, so he missed it figuring you were happily on your way to your honeymoon, with you new husband. Glancing at a old picture of the two of you he smiled sadly, getting up to get on stage as a stage hand told him 2 min.

Walking out on stage with Natasha he began the first lines of there very popular duet.

I found a love for me Oh darling, just dive right in and follow my lead

He sang thinking of you as he twirled Nat around like they rehearsed. This was the song that let him poor his soul out for you without actually telling you.

Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet Oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me 'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love Not knowing what it was I will not give you up this time But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own And in your eyes, you're holding mine

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arm. Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favourite song. When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight

Looking at Nat to sing her part he was confused as she just smiled at him looking at where the spotlight pointed at the walkway looking into the crowd. He stood breathless as he saw you standing there with a smile on your face as you sang the Natasha’s part.

Well I found a man, stronger than anyone I know He shares my dreams, I hope that someday we'll share a home

You slowly made your way towards Bucky never breaking eye contact.

I found love, to carry more than just my secrets To carry love, to carry children of our own

Hoping this was a good idea you continued your slow trek towards him.

We are still kids, but we're so in love Fighting against all odds I know we'll be alright this time Darling, just hold my hand Be your girl, you'll be my man And I see my future in your eyes

Finally you were standing in front of him looking into his eyes as he stared into yours you reached out for his hand. Your smile growing bigger as he grabbed your hand with smile of his own.

Well baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms Barefoot on the grass, while listening to our favorite song When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight

The two of you began to sway on stage like it was just the two of you in your backyard. Bucky didn’t understand it, why were you here? He was happy to see you of course but he was confused. Shouldn’t you be with you new husband. Looking up at him, you whispered before the next part “I didn’t go through with it” Looking down at you he smiled wide the next part of the song becoming more intimate.

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms Barefoot on the grass, while listening to our favorite song I have faith in what I see Now I know I have met an angel in person And she looks perfect And he looks perfect No I don't deserve this You look perfect tonight

As the last chords played Bucky and you stood in each others arms foreheads touching with smiles on your faces, completely deaf to the cheers from the fans as you whispered to each other at the same time.

“I love you”

A/N: So I apologize if that was bad. I feel like it was, sorry that it was all over the place. And yes I did use HSM 2 in there. Honestly I wish this went a different way I’m sorry if its bad. I might rewrite this for fun but IDK yet I may need to plan a bit more. But even so please reblog and like and PLEASE give feedback, nothing negative only constructive and nice ones please. Thank you @your-highnessmarvel for allowing me to sign up for you wonderful challenge.

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