#Control that? He's not the emotional type but he still takes time and effort to ... Tell me those kind of things. And to ask me anytime i | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

redr0sewrites · 1 month

Note

HIYYAAA if it's not too much to ask I wanted to request if you could write Adam, Lucifer, Alastor, Vox and Val having an S/o with weather based powers, like their emotions can influence the weather. Thanks <3

YESSSSSS OFC! I LOVE THIS IDEA SM I LITERALLY SQUEALED WHEN I SAW IT IN MY INBOX HEHE

🥀Cw: none really, mostly fluff, a bit of omplied smut in vals part but what do u expect

Adam

adam is not the most self aware, so it takes him a while to realize that your emotions coinciding with the weather are not just some cosmic coincidence

it strikes him as odd that whenever the two of you argue, the weather in heaven is always particularly nasty, but he doesn't bring it up because he thinks its an idiotic theory

when you eventually explain your powers to him he has the biggest AHA moment ever

honestly adam loves your powers and finds them to be so interesting. he was the first man after all, he was one of the first few to navigate earth's tumultuous weather patterns. seeing you control the weather and watching how it reflects your emotions is genuinely intriguing to him, and adam brags about your powers to others ALL the time

seriously though, adam is always yapping about how he has the most powerful partner and how you're powers are so unique. he genuinely admires you so much and wants everyone else to see you the same way

your powers are useful when it comes to arguments because adam is not the most self aware person, and he tends to not realize when you're upset until you actually flip out

even when you're not upset with him, adam makes sure to do his best to calm you down when he notices the weather being particularly wild

if anyone ever gives you shit about your powers, know that adam will be the first in line to punch them in the face. he knows you can't control your emotions sometimes and never blames wild weather on you

i think adams the type to enjoy warmer weather, and he always cracks the biggest smile when the weather miraculously turns to his favorite type when you're on a date together

definitely loves beach days with you, and the fact that you can make it permanently sunny is so enticing for him

Lucifer

still pissed they took the yellow font away from me

honestly luci is such a sweetie when it comes to your powers. he probably picked up on them pretty quickly considering how powerful you are, but he didn't want to be nosy so he waited until you mentioned your powers to ask questions.

he definitely did have a lot of adorable questions, and was very intrigued about the fact that your emotions were the catalyst that controlled your powers.

after learning that piece of information, he starts paying attention to the weather more often. even before he's dating you, luci will call you to ask how your doing when ever he sees the weather going haywire. he's learned to prepare himself for any weather misfortunes that occur, and always comforts you when you're feeling down

lucifer is quite attentive even without your powers revealing your emotions, and he will often be able to calm you down before the weather even takes a turn for the worse

he would never want to weaponize your powers or use them in any way because he knows how closely linked they are to your emotions. howeeeeeeveeeerrrr, he does admire you when you stand up for yourself with your powers and will definitely cheer you on from the sidelines as you kick ass with the weather without even standing up

lucifers favorite weather is snow!!!! on your guys' first year anniversary, you made it snow inside your shared bedroom as a gift and luci nearly CRIES. he hasn't seen snow in years bc, yk, its hell, not very snowy weather, so the fact that you put in so much effort to make his favorite weather for him honestly makes him feel so appreciated

after that he might ask you to make it snow more often, and he loves cuddling up with you with hot cocoa to watch a cheesy movie while pretty smowflakes fall all around you both

Alastor

alastor would be intrigued by your powers to say the least. he's quick to figure out what they are, and would probably be drawn to you solely because you're so powerful. in fact he'd probably either try to use you for your power or challenge you and be petty, but over time he found himself growing a soft spot not only for your weather powers, but for you

i love al but he definitely saw u as an asset at first, in fact he was probably a bit intimidated and irritated by the spontaneity of your powers, but also very intrigued by your raw ability. he probably found himself attracted to your power more than anything at first, but once he got to know you, alastor began to see you as more than an asset and as a genuine friend, and that feeling continued to grow into something alastor was very unfamiliar with.

alastor probably picked up on your feelings towards him from your powers, and the fact that flowers would literally bloom whenever he was around. it definitely improved his confidence about his feelings and he'd probably pester you a bit into admitting your feelings for him. to your shock he reciprocates, and soon you become hells greatest power couple

alastor sees it as a weakness when someone wears their heart on their sleeve and is very emotional, so he will be very protective of you when your emotions are running rampant and the weather is reflecting that

he does NOT want people to know about your powers because he wouldn't want other sinners to try to hurt you, influence you, or use you to get to him

he'd definitely help you to master them and control them better, and would probably keep track of what each form of weather means and how it correlates to each of your emotions

honestly al loves your powers, and is so intuitive about when you're getting upset. i think he's the type to enjoy rainy weather, so he loves when you make it rain. while he rarely sleeps, once he trusts you enough some nights he'll ask you to make it rain at nightime because the soothing noise helps him sleep

Vox

vox understands that sometimes sinners aren't always happy about the powers and forms they receive in death- for goodness sake, he literally lost his head and has to deal with having a literal television as a head, so he understands it if you struggle with your powers

vox would encourage you to use your power, in fact he would probably love to see you electrocute your enemies or blow them away, vox is entranced by power and would be even more attracted to you if you were powerful

loves when you make it storm during alastors broadcasts so the radio is always staticy and cutting out, it always makes him giggle

it took vox a while to notice your powers, but once you fully explain them, he has LOTS of questions

hes a bit worried about your rain and his TV head at first, after all electronics and weather don't often mix, so he makes sure to waterproof himself and any technology you migh be around

(theres something so poetic about him falling in love with someone who holds the power to dismantle his entire technological empire and destroy his existence- ok i'll stop yapping)

vox doesn't go out very often, but when he does, his favorite weather is warm weather but with a nice cool breeze.

vox would use you for weather forecasts and people often wonder how he's always so accurate! little do they know about his sweet darling controlling the weather for him!

sometimes vox will text you in the morning with a goofy guess on what the weather will be today, something crazy like "the sky will be green" and lo and behold, when he opens his curtains, the sky is green and he is very, very surprised

Valentino

very enticed by your powers to say the least

your beautiful, smart, and powerful? sign him up!

would probably ask you to film in some of his pornos and would use your powers for kink-related uses, such as like a mild electrocution kink (lightning) or waterboarding (rain, etc) or something like that

this oblivious man would probably not notice your powers AT ALL until you explain them to him, he's honestly so clueless but he finds them interesting regardless!!!

valentino is not the most aware of other people's emotions and he can be oblivious sometimes, so the weather is a great gauge of your emotions

he immediately knows when your horny bc he's memorized the weather patterns when you giys have sex.... u hear sum?

he likes teasing you and then hearing thunder boom outside

val loves that his partner is powerful, and loves showing you off and showing off your powers. he's absolutely supporting your right and wrongs

valentino loves hot weather, it gives him an excuse to wear lowkey scandalous clothing so he loves when you make the weather very hot

he assumes you have more control over your powers than you actually do sometimes, and will be surprised when the weather starts acting up as your trying to stay calm

for example, val will tease you by sending you a dirty picture of himself or flashing you a glimpse of his lingerie under his coat and will snicker endlessly when the entire room starts to heat up as the weather suddenly grows uncomfortably hot

sometimes when he's pissed at one or both of the other vees, he'll hve you cause a storm in their offices/rooms just for shits and giggles

SORRY THIS REQ TOOK 500 YEARS ITS BEEN IN MY DRAFTS FOR AGES <\\3 i have never written for valentino before so im sorry his is so short😭 im trying my best yall BUTTTT ANYWAYS EXPECT SOME MORE WRITING STUFFS BC IM OFF SCHOOL FOR THIS WEEK

530 notes · View notes

nori-the-cat · 14 days

Text

What is Jay like as a boyfriend?

Remember: This reading offers possibilities, not guarantees. Jay's true personality and relationship style would depend on his individual experiences and choices. This is for entertainment purposes only. This was a requested reading.

Cards: the hermit, the hierophant, the emperor, seven of swords, eight of pentacles, and judgement.

Jay is someone serious, attentive, somewhat controlling and secretive. I got a manly and masculine energy from him.

These cards scream Jay as the type of boyfriend who thrives on creating a secure and dependable relationship. Tradition and stability might be important to him, and he could be someone who enjoys making plans and sticking to them. This doesn't mean he's boring.

While Jay might value tradition, it doesn't mean he's a stick in the mud. This means someone who is stuck in their own ways. He could still surprise you with thoughtful gestures or plan romantic outings that show his caring side. Think of him as someone who combines dependability with a dash of sweetness.

If you like someone who always takes charge, Jay is your guy. Jay might be someone who takes charge and provides a sense of stability in a relationship. However, it's important to see if this translates to control or being overly domineering.

If you like someone who you can rely on, Jay is also your guy. He is someone who likes to lead and be the one you rely on. He's indeed the stereotypical 'rely on me' type of guy. I mentioned above that tradition and stability are important to him and IT IS.

I would not say he's my boyfriend material. But he could be someone else's boyfriend material. Here's why: While tradition might be important to him, Jay would do grand gestures for his partner (you). He might surprise you with romantic dinners planned in advance, celebrate milestones in a meaningful way, or simply remember the little things that make you happy. But don't always expect this kind of gesture to happen. If it suits his agenda, he would do it for you in a heartbeat. But if it clashes with his plan, he wouldn't. However, he's still pretty willing to make his partner (you) happy.

Imagine Jay as someone who enjoys creating traditions and rituals with his partner (you). Maybe it's a weekly movie night, a special way you celebrate each other's birthdays or a shared hobby you explore together. He likely thrives on building a sense of togetherness and stability within the relationship. For him, there must be stability and consistency in the relationship.

Although he has controlling tendencies, Jay is someone reliable. You can count on Jay to be there for you, through thick and thin. He's likely someone who remembers important dates, follows through on promises, and offers unwavering support during challenging times.

Despite Jay's reliability and dependability, and goal-oriented and ambitious mindset. Jay has tendencies to be secretive. Jay is someone who is resourceful and knows how to navigate challenges. However, it could also indicate a tendency to be a bit secretive or withhold his true feelings at times. So, to me, Jay seems like someone who might value his privacy and need time to process his emotions before sharing them openly. While this can bring a sense of mystery and independence to the relationship, there's a chance it could also lead to misunderstandings.

Jay might not be the one to wear his heart on his sleeve. He might show his affection through actions or thoughtful gestures, but struggle to verbalize his emotions readily. This doesn't mean he doesn't care, but it could take some getting used to for someone who craves constant reassurance.

Luckily, Jay is someone who is dedicated to his relationships and puts effort into making them work. He might be a reliable partner who is always striving to improve. The judgement card, following the Seven of Swords, suggests Jay might be capable of self-reflection and growth. He might be willing to learn from his mistakes and make positive changes in his relationships.

Date ideas with Jay:

Surprise him with tickets to a concert, play, or sporting event he'd love. This shows you put thought into his interests.

Find a new activity you can both enjoy learning, like painting, dancing, or photography. This creates a shared interest and tradition.

While Jay might enjoy planning, occasionally present him with a few activity choices and let him pick. This gives him a sense of control while still offering you some input.

These are the songs that reminds me of Jay as a boyfriend.

Note: This is a requested reading from @babygirll1234

#kpop #kpop tarot #kpop moodboard #enhypen #enhypen tarot #enhypen jay #jay enhypen #enhypen x reader #enhypen imagines #enhypen scenarios #enhypen drabbles #enhypen headcanons #Spotify

101 notes · View notes

blakeswritingimagines · 4 months

Text

Dating Yandere Jason Todd Would Include:

The key to dating him as a yandere is to try and be as transparent and honest with him as possible. He may have some violent tendencies, but he's pretty easygoing. Most yanderes are obsessive, and he's no exception. He's very loyal, but he expects the same from you. He just needs attention and assurance that he's appreciated.

He also needs the sense that you have no secrets. He can't function without knowing everything. It may sound unreasonable and controlling, but it's a product of his obsessive tendencies. If he can't know everything about you, then he'll be consumed by jealousy and paranoia.

If he catches you cheating on him, or lying to him, you’d better pray for a quick death, because it's going to be messy.

He's very possessive, so there will always be drama. He just wants to be the sole focus of your life. He doesn’t like sharing, and he’ll take extreme measures if anyone tries to break your relationship. That being said, he's not the abusive type unless you give him a reason to be. If anything, he's incredibly gentle. He’ll give you attention, affection, and reassurance.

He needs to know that he's the center of your world. He does have some violent tendencies, but he's not going to do anything crazy unless something crazy happens first. And while he may come off as a bit creepy sometimes, he really tries to be romantic at heart. He's very attentive and he likes to express his love by doing thoughtful and romantic gestures.

He's very protectively possessive. He doesn't want anyone else to have contact with you, let alone make a move on you. If someone does make a move, he'll get violent. He makes it important to explain to you that he's only like this because he truly cares about you. He just wants you to be safe.

He's very jealous. If someone tries to take you away from him, or if he thinks someone else has their sights set on you, He will react strongly and violently to the situation. He doesn't like to share and he doesn't trust others around you.

My job as Red Hood and leader of the Outlaws can cause some tension between me and my significant other. I spend a lot of time out patrolling Gotham and doing my job, which means there isn’t always a lot of time to focus on my relationship. Sometimes I have to make a choice between being with my partner and fighting crime, and it’s not always an easy choice.

He would probably resort to some drastic measures to keep you from leaving. He would try to guilt trip you into staying by making you think he would be emotionally devastated and unable to go on without you. If you still insisted on leaving, he would probably resort to more serious means of keeping you from going, such as threatening you or physically keeping you by force.

He would probably use excessive amounts of affection as a method of manipulating you. He would probably dote on you and make it very clear to you that he was obsessed with you and would do anything for you. He would be overly affectionate and clingy and would want constant reassurance that you loved him and were committed to being with him.

He would put a lot of effort into making every date you had as special and memorable as possible. He would want to do everything possible to make sure that you enjoyed yourself and felt appreciated. He would go out of his way to plan the perfect dates, with romantic dinners, candlelit rooms, and thoughtful gifts. He would try to make you feel happy and valued in every way he could.

His behavior in a harsh way would involve getting extremely emotional and using intense reactions to threaten or intimidate you. He would probably use a lot of manipulation tactics like guilt-tripping, being clingy and obsessive, and threatening physical violence. He would also probably use a lot of verbal abuse and gaslighting to try and control you and control the situation.

He's not exactly the type to take things slow once he's obsessed with you. When he loves you, he loves you, and the feelings are intense. He'll do anything for you. Everything you do together is like a dream to him.

The most important thing is to not take advantage of his obsession, which can lead to some… extreme measures. Make sure to do your best to reciprocate his feelings. And most importantly, just be yourself. Once you become close, you'll have nothing to worry about.

If anyone even glances at you with a shred of malice, he will end them. He will make sure that no one else ever gets the chance to hurt you. In his mind, it’s you and him. And he will make sure that he is the only thing in your life.

The Joker is a little different. He’s a sick, twisted man that can only bring pain and destruction. He’s on a different level. If Jason came across him trying to harm his partner, he would kill him. No hesitation. This is the Joker we’re talking about. You mean far too much to him to let Joker even touch you.

People have always been strict. They always wanted Jason to “follow the rules” and “behave”. His personality traits didn’t really fit that lifestyle, so his family has always tried to tone him down and control him. It’s never worked. As he grew up though, it was more of the world itself that tried to control him. People would ridicule, look down on, and misunderstand him and his yandere tendencies. As a result, he just got resentful and developed even more extreme tendencies.

Being honest with him helps you, being upfront with all your feelings, trying your best not to keep anything from him, and giving him enough time and attention. If you do all that, then you shouldn't have any problems dating a yandere. And if you do that for him, then I can guarantee that he'll be the most loyal and devoted boyfriend you've ever had.

If he was being completely honest, he feels like he loves you. There’s this intense, uncontrollable feeling inside of him that makes his heart race whenever he sees you. It’s like the world stops around him whenever you’re together. It’s like he can’t help but want to be with you, want to protect you, want to make you happy.

Absolutely. In a heartbeat would marry you. He's never felt this way about anyone before in his life. Being with you just feels right in every way possible. He wouldn’t need to think twice about it. He would also move you both. Gotham is a beautiful city in many ways, but there's also a toxic atmosphere that permeates the whole place, you know? He knows there are better communities out there for you both to build your lives in. He knows Gotham is home and all, but there's nothing here worth going to bed worried every night if he's going to be shot or attacked by some gang or supervillain and not come home to you.

His favorite is probably bondage. Sometimes he needs to be restrained, other times he needs to restrain you. It just gives him a sense of excitement and control, when he feels like he doesn’t have much of it normally.

He also enjoys foreplay activities like kissing and touching, he likes a lot of foreplay before moving on to the main event. He enjoys the intimacy and connection that come from foreplay, and it is important to him to take the time to make sure you are fully aroused and comfortable before moving forward.

Beyond his general enjoyment of being dominant, he is also a bit of an exploration junky, so he likes to try new things and new experiences with you.

He likes to incorporate some sensory play into your intimate moments. He particularly enjoys having you run your hands and fingernails all over his body, as well as rubbing him with warm or cold lubricants. Another thing he likes to include is some pain play, such as spanking and pinching.

He enjoys exploring and experimenting with different textures and sensations, such as ice cubes, feathers, or even warm wax.

He likes it when you take a more passive role. He enjoys it when you show him through your body language that you are enjoying his touch and attention. He also likes it when you give him feedback and positive reactions, like moaning or saying you like what he's doing.

#jason todd #jason todd x reader #jason todd x you #jason todd x y/n #red hood x reader #red hood #yandere red hood #yandere jason todd #tw yandere #yandere #dating would include

145 notes · View notes

bonny-kookoo · 7 months

Note

Dinner was AMAZING!

Since Yoongi is back, what if MC knits him a cat as a way of thanking him but alien!koo gets jealous with his “army” of knitted plushies 😭😭

"What's this one?" Jungkook grumbles as he sits down close to you, watching whatever you're currently finishing up with a bored expression.

You know he's not actually annoyed or bored- he just looks like it, most of the time, because that's the expression he's taught himself to wear whenever he's not paying much attention to it, to shield himself and appear more threatening than he actually is. To you, it's not all that bothersome anymore- especially after he's become all the more affectionate almost- in his own.. special kind of way.

"It's a cat!" You say, cutting off something before you hold it out to Jungkook- who takes it to inspect it closer. "It's for yoongi." You explain further, and at that, his brows lower, lips slightly pouting almost.

"Why?" He asks, irritated- why would Yoongi want or need anything you'd made?

"As a thank you!" You chirp, taking it from Jungkook's hand before he can react properly. "After all, he brought us here before the fuel could leak out. Without him we'd be drifting god knows where." You giggle, reminding Jungkook of his rather.. stupid actions.

He still feels bad. He's not sure why he reacted so impulsively- blames his instincts kicking in for his brain shutting off. He knows he'll need some major time to really get to know himself better and learn to control himself more- but he's willing to put in the effort, because he doesn't ever want to put you into danger like this again.

"...I want this one though." He mumbles annoyed, back hunching a bit as he becomes grumpy again. You've noticed this a lot- he's pretty easily almost offended if you give too much attention to someone that's not him. And while he respects whatever you do, he's really not that good at hiding his emotions-

and not just because the color of his eyes.

"How about I make you a bunny?" You ask, and he looks at you, unsure.

"What's a bunny?" He wonders, and you laugh.

"An earth animal that looks like you, when your eyes are all round and cute!" You tease, making him growl, brows furrowed.

"I'm not cute." He disagrees, making you laugh.

"You are." You defend. "Very." You continue your teasing, before his eyes sharpen, body leaning closer to yours as you lean back as much as you can without falling over, one of his hands steadying your back, noses almost touching while his eyes flick from your lips back to your eyes, irises a shade of pink you've come to connect to..

well.. a very specific type of mood.

Lust.

"Maybe I need to prove it to you then?" He wonders, angling his face a little, causing you to swallow hard, especially when his lips turn into a smirk. "Hm?" He asks, and you're about to answer, when-

"Oh, wow, sorry-" Yoongi laughs, instantly moving to walk out the door again, metal hissing shut-

Jungkook growling with a heated gaze at the door, and the fact that this man didn't just steal one of your crochet gifts, but also his chance at a proper kiss with you.

Though the one you press to his cheek before you slip out from beneath him pacifies his anger immediately.

#bts imagine #bts fanfic #bts fic #jungkook imagine #jeon jungkook x reader #jeon jungkook imagine #bts jungkook imagine #alien!jungkook #alien jungkook

326 notes · View notes

vasito-de-leche · 4 months

Note

I've read all of your Reverse: 1999 related posts about a hundred times already and I'm still mesmerized! I love how your writing is fluid and meticulous — all of your analysis feels so precise that it might as well be official.

I was wondering if you could write a one-shot or headcanons about Forget Me Not with a human partner, whichever you believe to be more fitting; to extend what you said in his relationship headcanons. It's such a fascinating concept... at least I think so.

If you are not feeling up to it, I beg of you to at least write some of your thoughts about this. That would make me more than happy!

;R1999 FORGET ME NOT - Relationship Headcanons (2)

Compilation of headcanons about Forget Me Not's relationship with a human partner. A continuation of this post.

thank you so much for the kind words! I really love talking about blorbos so it means a lot to me that you like my work!! for this post, I went for HCs since I already wrote two FMN fics lolol

warning for abusive/toxic relationships!

Even though this is a continuation of the first relationship post, I feel it would be nice to bring back that one point I made about Forget Me Not's potential relationship with a human or mixed - just so everyone knows the themes this post will dwelve into!

The way I see it, all of Forget Me Not's relationships naturally lean towards unhealthy and dysfunctional dynamics, regardless of his partner's status. Being a pure-blooded arcanist only means you're simply trading a specific set of problems for different ones.

So when it comes to humans (note, humans, not mixed - that's a whole different can of worms) Forget Me Not is at his worst. After all, you represent everything that he sees wrong with this world, he's conflicted and torn between his hatred and his love.

He's a difficult character to grasp, but it's clear that he's fully dedicated to Manus Vindictae's goals, as they align with his own unique set of experiences and emotional baggage - this means that he would need a lot of work, effort and time to reconcile with many, many things such as being in a relationship. Especially one with a human. And yet, I don't think it's impossible for him to grow and change as a person.

On the subject of Forget Me Not's mentality towards a human partner.

I want to stress the fact that Forget Me Not is, above all, a cowardly man - it's easier for him to act behind the scenes and react accordingly than to be upfront and confrontational.

He's manipulative, but not controlling.

And one can argue that manipulation is just a different type of control, I agree! But I feel there's a bit more of nuance in this context. Compare characters like Arcana or Constantine to Forget Me Not - the former use manipulation as a means to an end, it's just one of the many tools they can employ to maintain their control over their respective groups. But they have other ways to remain on top. Forget Me Don't doesn't have anything else. When it comes to Forget Me Not, his manipulation comes across as the single thing he can do to win, or turn the tides to his favour, even if it means winning by the smallest of margins. Chances are he's already mentally prepared himself for the worst, anyway.

This originates from the fact that he's fully accepted the fact that he's inferior, that the universe will constantly try to undermine and step all over him, dealing the worst hand for him over and over - so for someone like him to win, he needs to outsmart and pull the strings from behind the scenes, to cheat at a system that could never allow him to get his way. Hence all the emphasis on his two-faced and contrasting themes (a snake in the grass, waiting to reveal itself. a docile and put together bartender, controlling the flow of the market, etc).

Why do I bring this up? Because when it comes to something as unfamiliar and daunting as falling in love with a human, Forget Me Not doesn't have it in him to even take the first step or decide how he even wants to approach the situation. He knows he's already at a disadvantage, and so he defaults to manipulating.

A lot of his behaviour is heavily dependant on your personality and the way you see his actions. Again, it's much easier for him to adapt like this than to confront why he's having so much problems admitting he might've caught feelings for you.

Basically, this is a lot of text to give some insight to why he manipulates you. It's not done out of the desire to control and dictate your every move, your every thought, let alone mold and/or break you into a more ideal partner - Forget Me Not can barely take responsibility for his own life, don't expect him to do that with yours. He does it because he's very sad, pathetic and desperate, that's about it!

His view on love is also an important thing to discuss in this specific point - in the first post I talked about how Forget Me Not is quick to catch feelings, he falls hard and fast. This still applies despite everything I just mentioned.

In the context of this relationship, love and hate simply go hand in hand to the point where he cannot tell one from the other.

He latches onto you like a parasite because you're the only person who seems to care for him or give him the time of day. As negative or harmful as his interactions with you could be, he's addicted to your presence.

If his partner is oblivious to his actions and ties with Manus Vindictae.

I decided it's easier for me to just tackle all the big possibilities, so here we go!

This is possibly the best outcome for Forget Me Not, a partner who is entirely oblivious to his unpleasant sides and morally corrupt actions. It doesn't even matter what your opinion on Manus Vindictae and their goals might be, because you don't know he's related to any of it! This way, he doesn't have to unpack any of those complex feelings and thoughts, nor think too hard on the fact that you're a human - who cares? You're not tainted with all that unnecessary knowledge.

And this would also allow him to continue living in denial, to indulge in a delusional fantasy in which he gets to be happy without putting any sort of work into being a better man. It's perfect for him!

The top priority is to keep you in the dark, and he'll do pretty much anything to make sure you never find out anything that could paint him in a negative light. If he could edit his own files - the ones that the Foundation had - to erase all traces of his past, then he would have no problem gaslighting, lying and playing all these mind games so that you only focus on how loving and doting he is as a partner. All while telling himself that he's simply protecting and shielding you from the horrors of the truth, that he doesn't want you to deal with the stress.

Forget Me Not could continue with this façade for years, presenting his best, most gentlemanly persona to you. It's easier for him to be vulnerable, to allow scarce moments of quiet, gentle intimacy, now that he has a way to excuse his actions.

I'd say that the only thing that could ruin it is, as usual, his own mind. He's the one who took all these precautions into maintaining the fantasy of a perfectly normal relationship, and yet he'll start spiraling into depression over that exact same thing. What if you were faking these feelings all along too? He made you fall in love with a fake version of himself because there's no way you'd love the real thing, etc etc.

Depending on how long you two might've been dating, I can see him choosing to disappear from your life without even saying goodbye. One day, he's just gone and he makes sure that you cannot find nor follow him. Alternatively, he can fall victim to the usual impulses and confess everything he's been hiding, to scare you away and see how you'd react to the truth.

If his partner is aware of his actions and ties to Manus Vindictae, while being very vocal against it.

This dynamic is the one that absolutely leans heavily into a very codependent, toxic mindset. The relationship itself makes no sense: you're a human, therefore someone who Forget Me Not resents and loathes. And he's a member of Manus Vindictae, a group you recognize as extremely dangerous and biased, rejecting all of their ideals.

And yet, you two stick together exactly because of that. Whether you have good intentions (wanting to fix him, save him, what have you) or not, it doesn't matter because Forget Me Not will instantly assume that you're exactly like him: you want someone who sees you for who you are.

Knowing that you openly disapprove of everything that he does and says is addictive, as he's spent a good chunk of his life concealing all of these aspects. Knowing that someone sees him in his totality, without turning away, without fear, it gets to his head pretty quickly. You're the only one who knows him and you continue to stand up to him, all while claiming that you care for him - Forget Me Not eats that shit up. It's a type of affection he's never been shown.

But the more you call him out on his bullshit, the more you attempt to help or challenge him, the more Forget Me Not will sink into Manus Vindictae's mindset - because he loves to see you put so much effort into a lost cause like him. His manipulation tactics are used to make you believe, just for a moment, that you can truly change him for the better. He pretends to breakdown, to reconsider his lifestyle, just so you don't feel disheartened and continue pushing him.

In the previous post, I said that Forget Me Not would get a little unhinged around his crush - this also applies here, but on a much bigger scale. Everything he does is a cry for attention, he wants you to witness everything and still come back to him every night.

Given how self-destructive Forget Me Not can be, he would never think of ending the relationship. It doesn't matter if you begin to pose a threat to Manus Vindictae or The Walden or whatever, he'd gladly give up everything he's worked for if it means having his life ruined by your hands.

If his partner is aware of his actions and ties to Manus Vindictae, but supports him wholeheartedly.

One would think that having a supportive partner who encourages Forget Me Not to never change and to commit as many crimes as he wants as long as he has fun, would be a dream come true - but he's much too paranoid to accept this reality, always expecting to have the rug pulled from under him the second his guard is down.

Now, when I say "support" I mean a lot of things! From truly siding with Manus Vindictae and hating humans as well, to simply being there for Forget Me Not no matter what - as usual, it's up to you!

Your never-ending kindness throws him in for a loop and he channels all that energy into figuring you out. What do you get out of this? Forget Me Not wants to know the catch, and he grows more and more vulnerable each time you show him that there's no catch - you just love him, that's it. All of him, scales and all. At his worst and at his best.

Confronting the antithesis of everything he's believed in is difficult, but overtime I think Forget Me Not would slowly reconsider things - if you, a human, coud love him so earnestly regardless of his constant hatred and bitterness towards the rest of your peers, well... Maybe he can learn a thing or two from you.

This dynamic is the most confusing, however, as Forget Me Not will be clinging onto you like his life depends on it only to keep you at arms' length, emotionally and physically, for the next few weeks. A lot of back and forth between those contrasting aspects, cold and hot, love and hate - but this is good because it's a sign that he's reconsidering things, that he can't just make up his mind with a half-assed excuse. Here, Forget Me Not lacks that conviction and confidence from the previous two points, he doesn't know how to get the upperhand when faced against such brutal, honest love.

His manipulation tactics come across as a half-hearted attempt to get you to slip up or to distract you from the fact that he's losing his edge. Forget Me Not relies on his distant and intimidating persona to operate, but none of that works on you, and so he attempts to keep up the façade to make himself look cruel and heartless.

I think this is when you get to see Forget Me Not at his most pathetic and saddest self - the way he's been lying to himself and to the world for years, how hard he tries to have power to make up for the fact that he has any substance as a person. How afraid he is of letting you in his life because by doing so, he'll have to step out of his bubble and face the consequences of his actions.

#reverse 1999 #reverse: 1999 #r1999 #reverse 1999 headcanons #reverse 1999 x reader #reverse 1999 forget me not #hmm not my best post i think #i feel like i keep repeating myself when talking about FMN

60 notes · View notes

teenandbeyond · 11 months

Note

So I saw your headcanons for Bakugou and Aizawa, what kind of boyfriend would Midoriya be?

Midoriya Imagine

What type of boyfriend he'd be

Want more from me? mAsterList

I was just thinking about this when considering him for a love interest for my OC, fortunately for you, this is still fresh on my mind lol

☆*: .｡. .｡.:*☆☆*: .｡. .｡.:*☆

An awkward romantic.

By this, I mean he's awkward about his romanticness.

"W-we can share a crepe if you want?"

"Am I allowed to k-kiss you?"

Very shy, even after he's dating you.

Takes you on cute, simple dates. But plans like a pro. Like if the date doesn't work out, he has a plan B, C, D...J, K...

Though he'd be a bit better about shyness once he gets used to you.

Insecure about himself deserving you.

You'll have to assure him when you notice.

He can be kinda hard on himself, including with you. If he feels like he's not doing enough, he will feel suuuper bad.

You will be a priority, but not his first. He can be a neglectful boyfriend sometimes due to him putting hero work first...and sometimes that's all he thinks about.

But he's observant, so after a while, he'll notice.

And he quickly notices when your emotions shift.

He catches on to your ticks, habits, etc.

And writes them down in a special notebook just for you.

Pegs me as the type to track your period if you have one

Like, the day of he'll stop by with stuff and you're like, "Um...how?"

Or if you have hair, he'll have most hair items/products you might've forgotten or needed

Or if you forget to eat in the mornings, without needing to ask he'll hand you a breakfast muffin or something.

I see him being insecure about his scars until you kiss them all and tell him they're beautiful, leaving him flushed red.

Will shyly let you count his freckles if you like.

Once he's comfortable enough, will join in when you do weird stuff.

Whatever it is.

Seriously.

Will make you laugh more often than you'd expect.

Will motivate you to do more in life, but doesn't hold it against you if you don't make drastic changes.

If you have long hair, he will have the urge to braid it.

He gives hair-touching vibes. If you allow him to.

His love languages are definitely acts of service and words of affirmation.

Will happily do things for you.

And will always make sure he tells you how great you are, how much he loves you, etc.

There will be conflict sometimes.

He's reckless and will easily toss his life away for a stranger. You have to tell him he can't do that, he needs to care more about his life, and he has people who need him here, including you.

You think he has such low value for his life due to him being Quirkless and from bullying. So you'll have to help him unlearn this mindset.

If he feels like he needs to protect you, he will distance himself every time.

He's...incredibly protective. One of the rare instances Midoriya will lose control of his anger is when he's protecting those he cares for.

And you never tell him you find it attractive.

He doesn't really get jealous as much as insecure about how he treats you.

"Maybe they might treat [Name] better..."

Once you get past that phase, though, he's okay.

The type of boyfriend to cry because you're crying, even if he doesn't know why you are.

I actually don't see Midoriya as being extremely affectionate but will give it to you based on the level you want.

He melts from your praise.

And takes your opinion almost more seriously than All Might's...and that's saying a lot.

He's patient but un-patient. He can be patient for you, but it takes a lot of effort, he likes to know things, to cheer you up, to make you happy.

DENSE.

Like, he learns as he goes along...but he starts out very dense.

Definitely supportive of what you do, but if it's something he doesn't particularly agree with, he will still voice his opinion on the matter.

I see your relationship being quiet, the little moments matter more...but then other times, you're either chaotic or nerding out.

Midoriya will often nerd out about heroes, so expect that. Like, you could be walking by a hero on the street and his energy will go ⬆

Communication is a must if you want a relationship to work with him. He has a lot of bad habits and he won't know unless you tell him. That, and he needs to get better at communicating himself, he has a hard time with that.

Gamer.

I feel he's a gamer in his free time and gamers can have potty mouths.

So I feel like he'd try to not curse as much around you, but will still let things slip if he, say, bumps his foot against a table or something.

He'd love it if you can do each other's hobbies together, he'd feel closer to you.

#anime #bnha x reader #bnha imagines #deku midoriya #bnha midoriya #midoriya izuku #deku #deku x reader #mha imagines #mha #mha fluff #bnha fluff #mha deku #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #midoriya imagine #fluff

179 notes · View notes

natlacentral · 2 months

Text

Digital Cover: Dallas Liu

As a young actor in the entertainment industry, what inspired you to pursue acting, and how has your journey evolved since your debut?

My inspiration to pursue acting came from my time doing martial arts when I was a kid. Many of the martial artists I knew would pursue a career in stunts after their time in the competition world. A very small number of them would decide to pursue acting though. With my family’s support, I dove into acting without any hesitation because I felt I had nothing to lose as a kid. The biggest question I had for myself was, “Why not?” My journey has always been an uphill battle. After all, the entertainment industry will always be one of extreme difficulty. I will say that since my debut, the most important lesson I’ve learned is to not get upset and be too hard on myself over whatever I cannot control. As long as I’ve prepared myself in the best way possible and given my full effort in it all, I am able to somewhat relax a little bit. My journey has felt smoother since I’ve adopted that mindset.

You've taken on a variety of roles throughout your career. Is there a particular character or project that challenged you the most, and how did it impact your growth as an actor?

I would have to say Prince Zuko has definitely challenged me the most, because it was certainly the furthest I’ve been pushed to in terms of my emotional range on camera. The amount of time spent working on this project was also the longest in my career. I came out of the project an entirely different person. This role has made me a significantly better actor in so many different ways.

Could you provide some insights into the storyline of Netflix series Avatar: The Last Airbender without revealing any spoilers, and what makes this series unique?

As far as plot goes, we are certainly remaining faithful to the original storyline of the animated series, however, we do have some differences in our show that will hopefully give us a separate identity, especially for the people watching who are fans of the animated series. I think what makes this story unique is our storytelling. I feel that viewers will really fall in love with the characters, the plots, and the entire world of Avatar: The Last Airbender because of our wonderful writers.

Could you share any behind-the-scenes anecdotes or memorable experiences from Netflix series Avatar: The Last Airbender or previous project that fans might find intriguing?

On set, Paul Sun-Hyung Lee (who plays Uncle Iroh) looked after me the way Uncle Iroh looked after Zuko. He was always there for me no matter what.

In Netflix Avatar: The Last Airbender; what are the differences and/or similarities between you and your character Zuko? Please elaborate.

When it comes to something that Zuko and I are chasing in life, I think we are quite similar. We share the same amount of fiery passion, and in a way, we become quite obsessive of whatever it may be that we are trying to achieve. Zuko will do whatever it takes to get what he wants just like how I dedicate all my time and energy to a project that I’m working on. The most obvious difference between the two of us is that I am clearly the better firebender.

How do you approach character preparation and development, especially when taking on roles that may be vastly different from your own personality?

I dedicate all my time and energy to every role regardless of how different they might be from my own personality because I want to give 100% in all the roles that I take on.

Are there any specific genres or types of roles you aspire to explore in the future that you haven't had the chance to take on yet?

I’m open to anything and everything. Because I’m still at a very early point in my career and life, I want to do it all!

How do you balance the demands of your career with personal life and self-care, especially considering the fast-paced nature of the entertainment industry?

The time spent with my family and friends balances it all out for me. Whether it’s going out to dinner with them, watching movies, or simply hanging out at home, I am always happiest with them.

You are also known to be trained in martial arts. What sparked your interest in martial arts, and how does it complement your career in acting?

I had always enjoyed watching action TV shows and films when I was younger, so my parents had decided to put me in it knowing that it would make me happy. Throughout my career I’ve noticed a few similarities between acting and martial arts. In martial arts, you start off with choosing a specific style that you want to study and apply the techniques that you learn from it. However, the use of those techniques will vary depending on how that person incorporates themselves into it, and how they adapt to each situation, really making it individualized. Similarly, in acting, you will learn various methods and techniques and apply them to the scenes you are given. And within each character, there will always lie part of your true self. When acting out those scenes, actors infuse them with their personal life experiences as well. Just how an experienced martial artist will react differently in each situation.

What advice would you give to aspiring actors looking to establish themselves in the industry based on your own experiences and lessons learned?

Remain strong! Don’t worry about what others are doing or working on. At the end of the day, there is only so much you can control. Therefore, always give it your best effort no matter the character, scene, or project.

How does culture representation and involvement in community inspire you personally and professionally?

Through hope and love. Whether it is in my personal life or my career, I’m constantly motivated to improve myself as a human being.

Who is your inspiration and why?

My parents. They’ve sacrificed everything for me and given me more than I could ever imagine. I have a hard time understanding how they did it, but all I could come up with was love. The way my parents love my brother and I is unconditional and incomprehensible. I aspire to be like them every day.

Name 3 actors that you would like to work with and why?

The actor that I want to work with the most is William Dafoe. I could give a number of reasons explaining why I love him so much, but more than anything I would just like to learn from him and work alongside him. His wide range of work and different characters is what inspires me the most. Whenever I watch him on screen, it never feels like I’m watching William Dafoe play a character, rather it feels like he really is that character. He fully immerses himself into every moment. I find it to be extremely impressive and entertaining.

Can you share any insights or hints about your upcoming projects or roles in 2024 (besides Avatar: The Last Airbender) that your fans can look forward to?

I enjoy acting and I’m open to anything when it comes to roles and projects, so, all I can say is, 2024 is going to be an awesome year! GR8T

#natla #atla #dallas liu #photoshoot #interview #gr8 magazine #netflix avatar #netflix atla #avatar the last airbender #avatar netflix #atla netflix

42 notes · View notes

njordr · 4 months

Text

no because anakin was never dealt with a winning anything, my dude spent years as a slave’s kid working in the junk shop building droids as a form of fun.

i always enjoy the whole “Anakin just expected Obi-wan and Padmé to trust and listen to him?? Asshole” discourse because like… yeah??

not trying to self insert here but as a mentally I’ll individual 🫡 who in a fit of mania sometimes believes they are absolutely, 100% right and has the irrational thinking of; “im right, and you love me, you’re the person I love most, you should get it” & is totally irrationally emotional when they DONT, yeah… I GET THAT SIR!!

Even if it’s completely understandable, deep down I know they’re not at fault for not getting my own emotions, I’m in control of those — not others. I know this. Still, when my partner says something that goes against me it’s like nails against chalkboards sometimes

Again, when looking at Anakin he had nothing. He was a slave all his life, just to a different master each time. on Tatooine, to the Jedi/code, Palpatine and even to the Darth vader suit, he is never of his own free will. It was Qui-gon’s choice to win Anakin, to take him from his mother and home to what he thought would be a better life. granted it is, but he also finds himself isolated from what is imo what is supposed to be his “placeholder family”

MORE IMPORTANTLY Padmé is the love of his life, telling him that what he thinks they need, what he’s done for her and their family etc to be at peace/alive was actually WRONG!! BAD!! All meanwhile he doesn’t have any of his support at his side; Rex is off with ahsoka, obi-wan is fighting grievous on utpau meanwhile Palpatine has puppy Anakin at his every whim and call ((lets not forget that Palpatine had to have been grooming Anakin from a relatively young age)) They don’t get it, they didn’t see Padmé die before their very eyes, they don’t know what’s waiting them. Anakin is trying to save his family. Obi-Wan going against him is salt in the wound, even if Anakin himself knows it’s wrong and against the code and just completely evil.

I mean, Padmé FORGAVE him for the whole tusken massacre smh is it such a stretch to believe she would stand by his side as he waged war against the galaxy? i mean… isn’t that what love is…..? selfish, passionate, narcissistic, messy? she herself is a politician who often prioritized Anakin over her own duties I bet my man expected some “if you have a body in your trunk I’ll bring the shovel” type beat which also, i reiterate, WHY WOULDN’T HE when his wife forgave him for mass genocide, children included?,

he is emotionally/mentally fragile, he just recently slew younglings and killed Mace — you think this mf is thinking logically? Stop giving him the benefit of the doubt; he was a mess throughout the series, not once did he ever have his feet on the ground. He isn’t suddenly going to make the “right” decision, especially if it means sacrificing his loved ones. He’s an extremely flawed character, stop expecting him to make the right call.

The blocks of Anakin’s character have been set up to fall, Obi-Wan and Padmé are two of his most beloved relationships aside from his MOTHER that are completely dogging on his only hope of SAVING THEM. Anakin was never simply, “you have to do what I say or else I’ll get upset!” that’s a disrespect to his character — he can think logically. He isn’t a child. He is strategic, effective, in tcw he is the most efficient victorious warrior making Palpatine’s efforts look even better as leader of the republic. He builds droids from the time he is a young child all throughout his formative - adult years to the extent where knows how to understand their bleep bloops.

Anakin is flawed deeply, he was doomed from the get-go, never had a chance. His feelings are complex and deep and he questions the faith he swore to follow/protect. His character is so interesting to me and I have such a difficult time depicting the raw duality of man he wears on his shoulders everyday. Our desire to do good, yet to be evil; our desire to be unselfish, yet we are selfish.

This beautiful, scarred, monstrous mosaic of a man who from the very beginning, had a huge amount of pressure on him was meant to be so horribly dismantled. What other choice did he have? He is the chosen one, how could he be wrong? How could his idea of saving his family be any less honourable than the Jedi of the Galaxy?

He isn’t simply angry at them for not agreeing with him/falling with him, he feels betrayed. Personally. Obi-Wan and Padmé are pieces of Anakin, people that he loved so fiercely he labeled them as his enemies once they hurt him, he is too far gone to give them any semblance of second chances

anyways yep happy Thursday guys

41 notes · View notes

wingedcupcaketimemachine · 10 months

Note

Hello! I'm having a bit of a rough time so I thought I'd send this ask. What would the turtles be like with a S/O that has anxiety, depression and PTSD? How would they help them if their depression is bad enough that on some days they can't get out of bed, forget to eat, etc? Bonus if S/O is plus-sized/kinda chubby and insecure about it.

TMNT Boys x Depressed!GN!Reader Headcanons

Pairings: Rise!TMNT x GN!Reader

Summary: How the boys would react to a S/O with anxiety/depression/PTSD

Warnings: Mentions of depression, body insecurities, andskipping meals. Contains spoilers for Rise Movie

Type: Angst 💔, Romantic ❤️, Hurt/Comfort ❤️‍🩹

A/N: This is a pretty touchy subject, and it could be potentially triggering for some readers. I did a bit of research while writing this, and I tried to depict everything as accurately as I could without getting too specific, but everything might not bee 100% accurate. To the anon that sent the request, I hope that every thing gets better for you and you enjoy the headcanons. Also, always remember that you're beautiful the way you are <3

Headcanons start below cut

Rise of the TMNT Masterlist

Main Masterlist

Rise!Raph x Reader

As the oldest, Raph has the most experience out of all the boys when it comes to comfort (besides maybe Mikey)

As his S/O, Raph is just as protective of you as he is his of his brothers

After the Kraang invasion, Raph felt even more inclined to offer comfort to his brothers, and the same feelings extended to you

On days where you're feeling more down than normal, Raph will cuddle with you for hours to help drown out any dark thoughts

Due to his size, Raph is able to cradle your entire body in his arms, and he does his best to distract you from your thoughts with movie marathons, gaming tournaments, or simply taking about whatever shenanigans he and his brothers are up to

After being possessed by the Kraang, Raph often hears it's voice in the back of his mind even after he was freed from it's control

The two of you often meditate together to clear you mind of any anxious or dark thoughts

Raph is very physically affectionate, so he will always engulf you in big bear hugs whenever he notices you're feeling more down or anxious than others

Although he knows he can't always make the bad thoughts go away, he tries his best to comfort you through physical touch

On the days where you can't get out of bed, Raph will cuddle with you for hours until you feel well enough to get up

If he is ever unable to come see you in person, he will face time you throughout the day so you don't miss out on whatever is going on in the lair that day

You'll never be able to miss meals under Raph's watch

He's used to having to drag Donnie out of his lab every few hours so he doesn't skip meals, so he'll make sure you never forget to eat either

If you ever tell Raph about your body image issues, he'll be quick to reassure you that your size doesn't matter to him

He'll often pick you up and carry you around the lair to prove to you that he loves you regardless of your size

Rise!Donnie x Reader

Obviously, Donnie isn't the most emotionally intelligent one of his brothers (that would be Mikey)

He often struggles with understanding strong emotions, whether they are someone else's or his own

This is still the case even when you start dating

However, even though emotions are not his area of expertise, he would still make and effort for you (you are his S/O after all)

Post Kraang invasion, Donnie would likely also suffer from PTSD to some extent

On days when both of you are feeling overwhelmed, the two of you will spend time in Donnie's lab while he works on his latest project (If he's feeling nice, he may even let you sit on his lap)

Donnie has a very calming presence, so the solitude of his lab allows you to relax your mind as you listen to the soft sounds of Donnie's tinkering

Due to his emotional stupidity, Donnie finds it difficult to comfort you with words of affirmation, and tries to bring you comfort with gift giving instead

Donnie spends hours in his lab creating practical, yet comforting, gifts for you such as weighted blankets or stuffed animals

When Donnie is either busy or on a mission with a brother, he has S.H.E.L.L.D.O.N keep you company and take care of your needs in in absence

On days when you don't feel well enough to get out of bed and come down to the lair, Donnie will come to you

He'll spend hours at your bedside, rambling about his latest invention to distract you from whatever thoughts are plaguing your mind

Donnie often ends up skipping meals after losing track of time while working in his lab

However, he is much more aware of your needs, and makes sure you eat throughout the day

Donnie's not the most talented chef, so he'll often asks Mikey to make your favorite food to make sure you eat properly

Donnie can also relate strongly to your body insecurities

Although it bothers him less as a teenager, Donnie, periodically, gets really insecure about his soft-shell, and feels inadequate compared to his brothers

Donnie doesn't really care much about the appearance of his S/O

The most important thing to him is that he simply enjoys being around you

Whenever you feel insecure about your appearance, Donnie is sure to remind you that he loves you no matter your size <3

Rise!Leo x Reader

Although Leo isn't as good with comfort as Mikey or Raph, he still puts forth his best effort for you

After the Kraang invasion, he definitely has some symptoms of PTSD himself, and is able to relate to you in that regard

He often has nightmares about his time in the prison dimension, so if you also have reoccurring nightmares or trouble sleeping, the two of you will spend many sleepless nights having Jupiter Jim or Lou Jitsu marathons to help clear your minds

On days where you can't get out of bed, Leo will come to you to keep you company

He'll portal to your room with all of you're favorite snacks, and he'll entertain you until you feel better

If you don't feel up to talking, that's also fine!

Leo's willing to sit silently and cuddle until any dark thoughts leaver your mind

In spite of his unserious attitude, Leo is actually a very good listener

Whenever you share your insecurities with Leo, he is quick to smother you with words of affirmation to get rid of any self-deprecating thoughts you may have

Unfortunately, Leo is not always the best at making sure you don't miss meals

He can often become easily distracted and forget basic things like that

Luckily, Mikey is always willing to use you and Leo as taste testers for his new recipes, which helps to cancel out that problem

Overall, Leo is a very loving and attentive boyfriend, and is willing to do anything to support you in spite of his carefree attitude

Rise!Mikey x Reader

Despite being the youngest of the brothers, Mikey is the most emotionally intelligent out of the four

He's also a sympathetic crier

Like Raph, Mikey is also very physically affectionate

Mikey is very in tune to your emotions, so he always senses when you're feeling more depressed or anxious than normal

He always makes sure to give you a big hug whenever he sees you, and showers you with kisses and words of affirmation <3

Like his brothers, on days where you can get out of bed, he will leave the lair and spend the day with you in your room

Mikey will spend all day telling you about his latest missions with his brothers, new recipe ideas, or talk about his improvements with his mystic powers to help keep your mind off things

Accidentally skipping meals isn't something you have to worry about when dating Mikey

One of his love languages is quality time, so he loves spending time with you in the kitchen either cooking together, or having you as his taste tester

If you're not in the lair, he'll text you reminders throughout the day to make sure you don't accidentally skip any meals

Like Donnie, Mikey has no preferences about the appearance of his S/O

Whenever you express your insecurities, he is quick to reassure you that he thinks you're perfect no matter what

139 notes · View notes

astroyongie · 1 year

Note

Seventeen reaction to making their partner cry?🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Seventeen Reaction To Make Their S/O Cry

Scoups

When he sees you cry he would be quite confused

he might have a hard time understanding why he made you cry

however, scoups will want to talk about it and despite everything, he will just want things to get better

he cares for you

but it would be hard for him to admit that he is the one making you feel like this

he will try to regain the control over the situation

because having you cry isn't an option

scoups is sharp with his own emotions and opinions

he can get clumsy

but he would still want to solve things at the moment so they don't get overboard

still, he has a hard time admitting his wrongs

Wonwoo

he too, cannot accept that he is the reason why you are crying

he will probably try to convince himself otherwise

like he isn't at fault and that you are just being dramatic

yet just like scoups he wouldn't it to stay that way

Wonwoo wants to talk it through

and it right

because there's no point in staying upset

he might not be very sweet with his words however, even if you are crying

still, he will listen to your point of view

and he will try his best to change whatever he did wrong

but it's complicated for him to understand what he did wrong

still seeing you cry hurts him

Vernon

He hates seeing you cry

gosh he hates it

he is the type to be highly empathetic with it

and he probably hates himself for making you feel like this

Vernon would want to talk about it

to solve things at the moment instead of being quiet

however he will give you the time if you need it

he tries to make up for it as well

Vernon is more of the romantic type as well

after making you cry he definitely tries to hug you

to pamper you

to cook you something

just taking care of you to try and make himself good so you can forgive him

Mingyu

Despite his nature, Mingyu would hate to see you cry

to the point where he can even get emotional himself

and cry because you are crying

and of course, there's a lot of self-hatred that goes with it

he can't really believe that he did that to you

however he wouldn't want to talk about it

unless you ask for it

he rather takes his time off to cool down and reflect on what happened

so he can come back with a plan to make it better

Mingyu however would always try to solve things by taking your opinion into consideration

but he might do things his way

still, he doesn't like to hurt people on purpose

Hoshi

With him, it really depends on why you are crying

if he did something wrong then he knows it's his fault

however, if it's during an argument for example he wouldn't care much

like he would want to talk about it to understand why you feeling hurt

why you crying

what he did wrong

but deep down he doesn't really care in a way where his opinion of whatever he said won't change just because you have cried

despite that, he would still want to reach a common ground

which is the reason why communication would be important to avoid further argument

however is partner can't be closed mind and self-centered on their emotions or else this could go downwards

Dino

Just like scoups and mingyu he is the type not to understand why you are crying

not understanding why it's his fault

and what he has done of so wrong to put you in such a state

he also doesn't want to admit that it's his fault

however he is open to conversation

for you guys to talk it out

so he can understand where he did wrong

he probably tries to make an effort for you

not accepting that he made you cry

but he will hug you

and hold you close

probably kiss and pampers your tears away

so you won't stay mad at him for long

THE8

he would feel double things

basically, he will want to understand why you are crying

what he has done

he will listen to you

and try to reconnect with your feelings

like he understands and he respects your feelings

however inside his mind

it didn't really affect him on that deep level

he has his opinion of whatever he said or did

if it hurts you, well he is sorry for making you feel that way

but he isn't sorry for doing what he did basically

He probably forgets about the whole thing very quickly

he will want to take you out

proceed the activities

so you don't stay in the morose state

and so you guys can't just move on from what happened

Jun

When he sees you cry he will go full mute mode

he doesn't say anything

he doesn't do anything

Jun will just walk away and wait for you to calm down

he isn't very good at talking things out and he might be a little too brought on the contact

so he rather waiting for you to come down from that state and go to him to talk things out

inside his mind, it's a whole wreck tho

because he will be very impulsive in his self voice

asking himself if he is the one to blame

of if it was just you overacting

But yeah he will give you time

however, the moment you are ready he will be sweet

he will listen while holding into you

Woozi

This fellow is complicated

because crying kinda doesn't work much with him

and if he sees you crying he won't have much of a reaction

in a way, he will be trying to discover why you are crying

can be very annoying if you need space

inside his head, everything is racing

woozi isn't the type to regret his words

but he can wrap around the fact that it's his fault that you are crying

he will want to solve things

to come up with a plan and a common ground so this won't happen anymore

so basically he doesn't have much empathy

but he does care enough to solve things

and to make sure this won't happen again

because he doesn't like you crying about things

Joshua

He definitely feels guilty about the whole situation

but he doesn't say anything about it

Joshua will hate to see you cry

but he doesn't have the reflex to go to you

he rather give you space

so you can collect your thought

and the moment you want to talk about it he will hear you

he will feel extremely bad

but Joshua is also someone who puts reason into emotions

so based on what made you cry

he will try to explain to you things in another way

or fix things in another way that is okay for you both

you can trust him with your emotions

he will take care of it

Jeonghan

Another member that doesn't care much about the fact that you are crying

although he will want to know why you are crying

and the moment he understand its his fault he kinda just gets quiet

he will nod his head and leave you for a while

so you can just process whatever happened that hurt you

he kinda lacks touch and direct content

but Jeonghan would rather for you guys talk about it

he will try his best to understand you

to apologize for his behaviors

but he would ask you to understand his side too

it probably ends up with him being physical with you

by saying sorry

kissing your face and just staying close to you

emotionally available to solve things

the way he will hate himself

the moment you start crying his whole world will just fall down

because he hates seeing you in such a distressed state

and the fact that he is the reason you are like this, is going to break him

he probably cries as well

and apologizes truly for making you feel this way

DK will want to solve things on the spot

just talk I tout and expose feelings from each side

to make sure this won't happen again so you guys will have to really be honest about what hurt you

then, DK will spend the rest of the day in the way you see fit for it

per example, if you want to cuddle he will

but if you need time he will give it to you too

Seungkwan

seungkwan is also the type of guy that will give you tie

he understands what he has done

he doesn't need to talk about it

however, he will need to take some time out to process what happened

and also to give you tie to reflect

however, he will still want to solve things so you guys won't stay on a cold shoulder vibe forever

he isn't the best at solving things

so his partner needs to be flexible and ready to take the step forward

he will communicate well

and he is available to change whatever hurt you

and even to apologize if the reason really is something he understands

#seventeen #seventeen astrology #seventeen imagines #seventeen scenarios #seventeen reactions #seventeen headcanons

257 notes · View notes

the-head-ancho-chilli · 1 year

Text

Giyu General Headcannons

I'm back! I celebrated my birthday this Saturday and now I have second degree burns when I just wanted breakfast this morning… and I was supposed to have a midterm tomorrow…….. and now I am typing everything with one hand while writing in pain…………

But for now here's some Giyu Headcannons! Requests and asks are still open ^^

Word count: 1k~

So let's talk about Giyu

Everyone is so quick to judge this man and label him as "boring" or "stoic" and while those claims aren't necessarily false, I think we need to give Giyu a bit more credit

He's just really fucking tired, like all the time

Shinobu often teases Giyu and encourages him to lighten up a bit in hopes that he's seen as more open or approachable to his peers, but his efforts don't necessarily work the way that he intends

He's awkward in a where where he just has no clue what he's doing, ever

Giyu is the epitome of waving back at someone only to realize that they were greeting the person behind you

Like you could tell him about your awful morning and end it off by thanking him for listening, but the phrases "your welcome" and "no problem" will get jumbled in his head and he'll just stutter out a "your problem" instead

What's even worse about it is he'll just walk away in embarrassment

It's not an understatement by any means to say that Giyu is an introvert, but he really does value his personal time

A lot of it he spends self-regulating, and he doesn't usually want anyone around while he's doing that

Giyu doesn't talk about it but he keeps a mental checklist of things that he should do throughout the day to retain himself

He actually gets pretty upset if they go wrong

For an example. Giyu developed a routine where he makes tea in the comfort of his engawa and he knocked the cup over, spilling it onto the soil below

He was pretty harsh on himself all day because of it, even walking away from Rengoku wordlessly when he tired to incite Giyu our to eat with him

Giyu's not emotional, rather than he has a lot going on mentally and even the smallest mistake he makes can incapacitate him for the rest of the day

He would rather self-isolate until he feels better instead of bringing down his friend's moods just because he's not in a good mindset

He also journals, paints, reads, and goes on walks to help cheer himself up

Giyu doesn't really advertise that he does any of this because as I mentioned, he really values that time to himself

Would happily join someone if they invited him to do any of these activities though

Usually on his good days, he'll spend time with Shinobu, Sanemi or Rengoku and might even crack a smile or two if they're lucky

He especially likes hanging around Sanemi's estate, listening intently as Sanemi shares about the rhino-beetles he's been raising

Giyu and Shinobu find it very fascinating

What sucks is that Giyu's bad days are really incapacitating, sometimes he just spirals at the end of the day because he reaches an "I did what I supposed to, why am I still feeling like this?" mentality

I wasn't kidding when I said he can be really harsh on himself

The best way to offer help to Giyu is to offer to sit with him

His love language isn't quality time, but he really does appreciate the opportunity to just exist in a space with someone without the expectation that the two of you need to talk or anything

If he does talk, really take the time to listen

Giyu rarely enjoys speaking for a long time, and usually just communicates by sharing the most impactful or practical information in the shortest sentence possible

Really think about what he's saying and respond accordingly

But now would be a really good time to reassure him that he's not wasting time or anything, as words of affirmation is his love language

Giyu is most definitely neurodivergent, and usually copes with his depression by trying to reaffirm a sense of control in his life

Although most people would do this by assuring that they have a choice at any given opportunity, Giyu on the other hand accomplishes this by organizing himself as much as he can

This doesn't always mean that his home is spotless or his hair is brushed, but it does usually mean that he schedules his day so that he rarely has anything incomplete

But there are those times where everything hits too hard and all he can do is lie in bed all day, watching the shadow of the leaves outside swaying in the breeze, creating a kaleidoscope of light on the ceiling of his room

If you noticed that you haven't seen Giyu in a day or two, try visiting his home with some food

He won't always let you in because there's probably a mess that he's putting off to clean

But he will remember that for a long time, and most likely return the favour if he has the opportunity to

Stepping away a bit from the angst, Giyu's journal looks super cool

His handwriting isn't usually legible so it's a bit hard to read, but he likes doodling stuff about the things that happened that day or keeping objects in between the pages

Like when he and Shinobu both spent time with Sanemi to see his rhino beetles, Giyu tried drawing Sanemi's favourite one

He even gave it a little leaf as an umbrella in his drawing since it was raining that day

Giyu also asked Shinobu to teach him flower pressing so he can preserve the daises Mitsuri gave him

So there it's kept, in between the pages of his overflowing journal with several other memorabilia

Also speaking of flowers, Giyu is shockingly good at taking care of plants

He actually can't fathom why because he often forgets to water them and doesn't exactly keep them in an optimal spot in his house

Rarely checks up on them due to all the missions Giyu's on

But not only are those plants alive, but they're thriving

Shinobu's actually jealous about how healthy his plants are, and when she tries to interrogate Giyu on what secret method he's using on them he just shrugs and says "I don't know, maybe it's because of the season? I have no clue"

He will admit that they should've died so long ago

But they do bring hope to Giyu, on those days where he can't seem to do anything he remembers his plants and that because they've lasted this long, then maybe he will be okay after all :)

꒷꒦˚︶︶꒦꒷︶꒷꒦˚ ꒷꒦˚︶︶꒦꒷︶꒷꒦˚ ꒷꒦˚︶︶꒦꒷︶꒷꒦˚

I am itching for some requests to fill so someone pls send something in , don’t be shy!

Also I have a Valentine’s Day post planned so stay tuned ;)

268 notes · View notes

stanmammon · 9 months

Note

if youre still doing the flower prompts, would you wanna do pink camellia, coriander, forget-me-nots, peony, or red rose for our favorite nerdy otaku (Levi my beloved)?

Hope you're doing well and taking breaks in between asks! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

Leviathan:

🌻coriander: what do they love the most about their s/o, both physical and personality-wise?

Physically there’s nothing Levi doesn’t like about you; your smile, your eyes, everything about the shape of your face and your cheeks and the way you’re the most beautiful person in the world—he could go on forever. But personality wise, he thinks your acceptance of who he is as an otaku, your patience with his ranting and raving over his waifus right in front of you, is what he loves most. And the fact you’re willing to indulge him when he wants to go bingewatch anime with you.

🌻forget-me-nots: what do they do to get their s/o’s attention?

Sends many texts, over and over, rambling about a variety of other things before admitting he just wanted you to pay attention to him. He figured calling you too many times was TOO pathetic but texting a million times… Well, that might be just as pathetic. But he can’t help it! He struggled to be honest with his emotions and it’s only when they reach a boiling point that he admitted he just needed one response to go on for the next few hours.

🌻pink camellia: how do they react when their s/o is gone for a week? a month?

Levi doesn’t necessarily lose his mind in the first week that you’re gone. He has video games, and he can still text or call you when you’re free, and since he’s a shut-in those do fill his affection meter adequately. But if you were the physically affectionate type and got him used to be hugged or held or kissed, he’d certainly miss that feeling. He’d almost curse you for exposing him to something as wonderful as the warmth of your body, the scent of your hair when you cuddle against him and he gets to shove his nose into it. There’s nothing you can do to remedy the situation until you’re home, and once you do return to the House of Lamentation, don’t expect to leave his room for a few days.

🌻peony: how do they get their s/o to blush? how does their s/o make them blush?

You just have to look at Levi and he’ll blush, your power over him was truly unmatched. Levi being bold is what makes you blush, when he can finally let go of his reservations and realize you love the nerdy awkward part of him very much. He can be surprisingly smooth when he wants, and even if he’s not smooth, you can see the determination burning in his eyes to seduce you. To know he’s willing to put in all this effort, to throw aside his own anxieties and worries of being teased just to do something he knows you liked (like saying he loved you and needed you while looking you right in the eye).

🌻red rose: what turns them on the most?

Cosplaying his favorite characters is a good way to get him going, as well as being an overall tease who makes him beg for more before taking control of the situation. He also acts like you’re a sadist for doing it but sending pictures of yourself half-naked, beckoning him to your room, leaves him immobile for a few moments as he’s so painfully hard he can’t tempt fate by being seen by one of his brothers as he scurried down the hall to your room.

#Obey Me!#Obey Me #Obey Me Shall We Date #Obey Me Nightbringer #Obey Me Imagines #Obey Me Shall We Date Imagines #Obey Me Nightbringer Imagines #Obey Me x Reader #Obey Me Nightbringer x Reader #Obey Me Leviathan #Obey Me Levi #Obey Me Levi x Reader #Obey Me Leviathan x Reader #Plant Meme

56 notes · View notes

hwnglx · 5 months

Note

skz love life update?

here you go anon ♥︎

who in stray kids is dating? dec '23

based on tarot. i do not know these idols personally. energies are always changing. what i say is NOT straight fact. pls take it with a grain of salt!

bang chan

is he dating? 4osw, 9ow, 6op, pagosw, ju, 7ow, 7op

no, he isn't. bangchan is someone very very careful.. about his actions, about who he lets his into his life and who he decides to dedicate his time and energy to. i'm getting this feeling that right now, his main focus is on his self-development as a person. being a more generous and giving man, making sure to always do the right thing, standing strong as a leader, work hard and tirelessly in order to secure a better future for his team. his focus isn't on relationships right now. he's putting his effort into being a good influence on the people around him, and isn't interested in starting anything romantic for now.

minho

is he dating? 4owrx&kingocrx+10ow, 4oc, 5osw, kingop, knosw

my god, what a mess.. my brain kept going, yes he is, no he isn't, yes he is, no he isn't. i can see there is someone in his life, however things seem to be pretty complicated for them. there is this sense of instability and a lot of immature and overly emotional reactions going on, which is causing the relationship to tire minho out. he's trying his best to not let the negative emotions consume him, but he's feeling kinda hopeless about this connection. he's focusing on work in order to distract himself.

the knight of swords just flew out, even when i stopped shuffling.. i'm getting bad energy from this person i can't lie, they seem very impulsive and obnoxious. minho feels like they're provoking him a lot and making his irrational sides come out more, which he hates. very messy energy for him.

changbin

is he dating? 7oc, 4osw, 9ow, 3ow, aceoc&dev, 7op, aceow&4oc

no, he isn't. changbin seems to have some hesitations towards dating. he might be the type to get obsessed or overly attached to people once they start engaging romantically, and he doesn't really like this feeling of losing himself in that emotion. he feels like love is a pretty emotional manner for him, and he doesn't like that standing in the way of everything else in his life. like once he dates, they're on his mind a lot, he can't focus on much else. losing "control" of himself in that way, makes him feel like he's turning into a "worse" version of himself. (struggling to express this in the right words, english third language lol bare with me) he's consciously making the decision to lay low and not start anything, although he seems to have a lot of people interested in him. he's deliberately delaying and waiting it out.

hyunjin

is he dating? 8ow&5op, hier&queoc&7ow, kingow&mo, 4oc

no, he isn't. but, still holding on to the same person after twenty light years (almost)

i don't think i've ever read for any idol who screams pisces energy (esp venus) the way hyunjin does.. he's literally just allowing himself to be ran over and led on from this person he can not let go of, even if his life depended on it ☹︎

this person has feminine energy and is likely to be a water sign, they seem to be a pretty powerful figure, someone wealthy or with a lot of authority. he's still trying to talk to them sometimes, but the person isn't really giving him much back. he's feeling lonely and pretty empty, but he's still very attached to them. he's scared to end things, and afraid of losing his grip on them.

there also seems to be someone with more masculine energy and fire placements who could play a signifcant role for him. however, whatever they have seems to be very uncertain und confusing. the four of cups in the end is showing me, that hyunjin is feeling very dissatisfied, but trying his best to push his intense emotions aside.

jisung

is he dating? know&kingow, pagop, 6osw, 10ow, 4ow&3oc

no, he isn't. he seems to have recently moved on from a relationship, that might've caused him a lot of self-doubt and insecurities. jisung often gives me this slightly awkward energy when it comes to dating, because he subconsciously puts so much pressure on himself to satisfy the people he's with.. he's easily inclined to feeling like he isn't doing enough. like they aren't happy in the relationship, or believe he's very lacking, or not being the best partner. he struggles with that pressure a lot and doesn't like it, which is why he ends up distancing himself in order to "run away" from that negativity.

the four of wands and three of cups is a pretty good sign though. he isn't really lonely, and still surrounding himself with friends. he often gave me this vibe of being great at remaining friends with his exes.. it's likely he hasn't ended the relationship on very bad terms.

felix

is he dating? 4oc&fo, dev&6op, 7oprx

no, he isn't. felix is trying to take a more light approach to love right now, because he can easily engage in unhealthy and toxic habits, especially when it comes to himself. he's a huge people pleaser. he doesn't like hurting or offending people, so he ends up being nice to everyone, which can quickly give off the wrong impression or send misleading signals to his suitors. he's bad at being direct and truthful about his feelings.

he's trying his best to not give into these bad habits of his, but it isn't as easy. tbh, his energy is pretty confusing right now. he himself seems very lost on how to proceed, it seems like he's either being all "whatever, i shouldn't care so much", or blaming himself a lot for creating so many problems with his unresolved inner issues..

seungmin

is he dating? sun, 2oc, aceop, char, 2ow

yes, he is. seems to be the same person i picked up on first time i read for skz, very stable and sweet energy for these two. things are looking harmonious and happy. they have a nicely built foundation of loyalty, seungmin's partner trusts him immensely and vice versa. they give each other a lot of strength and push each other to be more confident in their pursuit of challenging tasks in life. with both the two of cups and the two of wands here, it seems like this relationship is very much based on mutual feelings of love and affection, as well as mutual goals for their connection. they're ready to hold on to each other for years to come. such pleasant energy, really rooting for them.

jeongin

is he dating? know&6oc, 2osw&lov, queop

hmm, no. not dating. but, i can see there's someone with feminine energy and earth placements in his life, who he's having something with. it seems to be a more physical connection, where they don't wanna put the label "boyfriend/girlfriend" on it. they're likely to be older than him, pretty mature energy.

(jeongin didn't rlly wanna share much more, he's just having fun ☺︎)

#kpop tarot #stray kids tarot

46 notes · View notes

seokka0o · 6 months

Text

┈┈┈ ֺ ࣭ 𝔓𝔢𝔯𝔳 ࣭ ֺ ┈┈┈

🎃 ᴅᴀʏ 23

ᴘᴇʀᴠ

Suh Kyungmin

Warning: Dubcon; Perv!idol; pillow fucking /humping; stalking; mu it's a panty sniffer and a needy boy

English is not my first language, so there may be some grammar errors

Mu felt his entire body in ecstasy, the lack of your presence, his lack of awareness, he was tossing and turning, his eyes going behind his head, his hips fucking your pillow desperately, In one of his hands is your pantie that he smelled desperately, he was feeling like he was in paradise for the first time in weeks without being able to even get closer, and you had made it clear that you wanted him away, even though you had been friends for a long time, his way of approaching you became strange, many There were times when you caught him watching you take a shower through the crack, touching your thigh, your butt, he always said it was unintentional, not denying the effect it had, but you still felt very strange about his approach as a friend because of so much time wanting this type of contact.

"You smell so good…" Mu whimpered, moving his hips carefully on top of your pillow, he could imagine it being your pussy there, at will, he could imagine you moaning and squirming calling his name, squeezing your beautiful nipples like him had the opportunity to well mark on your t-shirt many times "f-fuck"

He squeezed your pantie between his fingers, placed both hands on the pillow, speeding up, keeping his thumbs at the base of his dick to perform the masturbation more clearly. His body was losing control, Mu let himself be carried away by the situation, his mind was on you and on when he wanted to have you there, instead of that damn pillow.

Tired, Mu fell onto his bed, pulled the pillow and placed it between his legs, keeping his hard and pulsing cock safe, with the strength of his thighs he began to fuck the object, simulating his hips upwards in some intense thrusts, eyes closed on your figure walking around in his hoodie because it was so cold that day but he knows you were dying for him to fuck you and he still denied his advances.

"I-i know you wanted that,y/n" didn't seem like a natural way for him to deal with it, but his eyes full of tears in frustration at the rejection made him more committed to continuing, thrusting his hips upwards while rubbing the pillow over his dick, making the most painful moans he could let out of sync, purely anesthetized by your smell permeating the room, his sweaty hair falling in his face, Mu could not contain a single noise, wanting to consume your insides once and for all and contenting himself with a mere pillow, his body already rigid from the effort, your panties had been left aside, but he would remember to keep them with care to use when you would finally open your legs for him and let him have an adventure.

Mu's chest began to rise and fall quickly, his body began to increase his thrusts, his hand pressed more dexterously on the pillow and Mu began to move faster and faster, desperately, calling your name like an abandoned dog, his back letting go from the mattress and the desperation was consuming, mu was hitting hard, the latter grabbed his dick from under the pillow and began to masturbate, quickly, his lips parted, desperate for pleasure, at the peak of his emotions he could only think about you and when he wanted Hearing you scream for him, while Mu came in his own abdomen, losing himself in the sensation, dirtying everything including your pillow, leaving an absurd mess of his thick, sticky liquid. Mu poured himself into the desire to have you.

He caught his breath slowly, took your underwear and cleaned his cum from his abdomen, treated and dried everything with care.

"A gift to my lover" he said and put the panties with his dried cum back in his drawer and returned the pillow to its place, getting dressed and leaving before for you to come home.

#🕸.spooky0o #epex smut #epex hard hours #Mu smut #Mu hard hours

23 notes · View notes

humanitys-strongest-bamf · 11 months

Note

hi. im having a really bad day. (cw for mean parents, academics)

my mother’s really mad at me because i’m approaching 30 and still unmarried and still without a master’s degree, and today she basically confirmed im a failure 😖 she knows it’s largely because my mental illness was untreated until this year, not that it matters. 🤣

can i request a quick drabble/scenario for how levi would respond/react to a reader going through this? just a sentence is enough! i’m at wit’s end right now. (turning to fanfic about my comfort character for help. 😭)

feel free to ignore if it’s too much! i get it, just typing this was way too much emotionally for me too. LOL

hi nonnie! i'm so sorry, i got this last night and was too out of it to write this 😭 i hope things at least feel a bit better or less intense today

this is also something i've dealt with—my dad literally just revealed to me the other day that he thinks my life is still a shitshow jkalfsd

notes/cw: mentions of mean parent, academics, self-loathing, levi being sweet and blunt at the same time because it's levi, just sweetness :3 word count: 880

You tried to put on a smile for the sake of your boyfriend, but it felt next to impossible. After all, how could anyone smile after their parent openly called them to chastise them for things beyond their control? It didn't matter that you were struggling with your mental health, it didn't matter that the pieces just didn't line up for you to live that "traditional, prescribed path", all that mattered was that you didn't do it.

You told yourself you didn't care. You told yourself their opinion didn't matter—but part of it still did to you.

You hadn't eaten properly all day. All you've had was a mug of coffee and a piece of a potato chip that you've nibbled on throughout the day to test to see if you could eat. You couldn't. You tried your best to hide this, but you already knew that it was next to impossible to hide anything from Levi. The man was stupidly observant.

"What's going on?" Levi asked as he pulled up a chair next to you.

"Hmm?"

"You've been chewing on that damn potato chip all day and you haven't moved out of that chair in hours."

You glanced down at the chip and then up towards Levi, looking straight into his intense, gray eyes that had a worried look within them.

"Oh, have I?" you asked, genuinely unaware of how long you had been stuck in this position. Your phone was next face down next to you after you had flipped it upside down upon hanging up on a phone call from your mother, in which she had oh-so-kindly decided to provide you a report on her analysis of your life.

Levi glanced over towards your phone and then at your state. He sighed.

"It was your mom again, wasn't it?"

Your eyes slightly widened upon that question.

He knew. Levi always knew. No matter how much effort you put into hiding whatever it was that was bothering you, Levi always seemed to read straight into your soul.

You averted your gaze and nodded.

"Yeah...It was."

"What'd she say this time?"

It took you a while to respond.

"Just...the usual," you mumbled. "How disappointed she is that I haven't really finished school, or how I'm not even married yet, and that I'm-"

You took a shaky breath as you felt your emotions building. You felt like a lump was building in your throat and that your eyes were heating up. You gripped onto your leg in a desperate attempt to keep yourself together, especially in front of Levi.

"That you're what?" Levi asked gently.

"She basically confirmed that I'm a failure," you said, with your voice barely above a whisper as your felt tears building at the corners of your eyes. You opened your mouth to speak again, but Levi was faster.

"Do you seriously believe that?" he asked. The question was harsh, but his voice was gentle and instead of a frown, he only looked at you with a slightly raised eyebrow.

"What-"

"You heard me," he said, never taking his gaze off you as he grabbed your chin so that he was looking into your eyes.

"Do you really believe that?"

"I-I mean, she's right in that-"

"Right about what?" he asked again, challenging you.

"Well, I still don't have my Master's-"

"You had to withdraw because of your mental health condition," he said, before prompting you to go on.

"And I'm still not married-"

"And you really think that it's impossible to be happy or successful without it?"

You didn't respond. You knew he was right.

"Next?" he asked again, confident that he was going to succeed in invalidating everything your mother decided to throw at you.

You fell silent.

"I know you're trying to help, Levi," you whispered, "but I'm sorry if I can't find myself believing that I'm not a-"

You felt your lower lip quivering as the emotions began to boil over.

"-a f-failure," you said quietly, your voice breaking.

Levi wrapped his arms around you, pulling your head against his head.

"You're not a failure," he whispered. "You've been dealt unfair cards, and you've come so far despite it. It's her loss for not recognizing that."

You took comfort in listening to his heart beat as you buried your face into his chest.

"You're not a failure," he repeated. "If you want to finish school, you'll get there. If you don't, that's okay too. Just because you've struggled with your mental health doesn't mean you're deficient."

He pulled away so that he was looking into your eyes before gently flicking your forehead.

"So quit pitying yourself," he said, a small smile pulling at the corners of his lips as he saw the pout that formed on your face. "You're capable of more than you know."

You rubbed at your forehead. Levi pulled you into a gentle kiss shortly after, with one hand gently placed on the side of your face. He lingered there for a few seconds, before resting his forehead on yours.

"Never doubt yourself, love," he whispered.

He gave you another quick kiss before standing up.

"Now, let me whip you up something to eat, so you get some food in you other than coffee and that damned potato chip."

#THIS HITS CLOSE TO HOME #levi x reader #levi ackerman x reader #levi ackermann x reader #levi heichou x reader #captain levi x reader #levi fluff #levi ackerman #levi ackermann #levi heichou #captain levi #attack on titan #aot #shingeki no kyojin #shingeki no kyoujin #snk

42 notes · View notes