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kookslastbutton · 11 months

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Lovin' You Right ༓ jjk (m)

✑ Summary: Your new badass neighbor won't leave you alone. You know the type, the guy your mama wouldn't want you bringing home. He'd break your heart as quick as he'd take it.

Pairing: new neighbor!jungkook x fem!reader

AU/genre: angst, fluff, smut, e2l, neighbors, oneshot/drabble

Word Count: 2,031

Warnings: cussing, dom!jungkook, sub!reader, missionary, praising, rough s*x, d*rty talk, sp*nking overst*mulation, reader's first-time, sl*t calling once, oc a bit of an uptight b at first, little manhandling, jk rides a motorcylce, jk giving it to oc straight, a very wet date bc MV made me do it

Now Playing: seven by jjk

A/N: no explanation, this is just what i thought of when i listened to jungkook's song 'seven'. Hope you enjoy! 💞

He looked like a real hard ass with all the black leather he wore, arms covered in ink, and chains hanging from his neck. You know the type, the guy your mama wouldn't want you bringing home.

He was your next-door neighbor and he rode a mean motorcycle. It was loud as fuck and woke you up about ten times during the night. And every time he saw you in the hallway? He'd have this shit-eating grin on, like he wanted to devour you whole.

"Think our mail got switched up again," he said, handing you a pile of letters. "Gonna need to talk to the mail man or somethin'."

"Oh geez," you replied, doing your best to avoid eye contact of more than three seconds–his eyes were just a little too piercing. "Thanks." You shoved the letters under your arm and carried on your way. It was laundry day and you desperately needed to have clean clothes.

"Hey wait," he kept on your trail. "How's your day goin'?" He rushed ahead to open the laundry room door, allowing you to go first.

Look at him trying to be a gentleman, hmph. You held your head high and walked through the door. He'd break your heart as quick as he'd take it.

Like an itch that won't go away, Jungkook followed you as much as he could. No matter how much you scratched, he'd be right there, burning holes in the back of your neck. He'd watch you dump your clothes in the washer, walk you to your car whenever you needed to go anywhere, hell he even helped you carry in groceries when given the chance.

"What do you want Jeon?" You finally popped the question. He didn't look like he was simply "being generous" or "doing his part to make the world better". He was bumming around for something, he had to be.

"Go out with me," he simply quipped, knocking the air out of your lungs.

"Excuse me?"

He rolled his eyes, he was too old for beating around the bush and he was fed up with you giving him the silent finger. Not once have you told him to beat it straight to his face so he's gonna shoot his shot. "Yes or no __? You know I like you, why else would I be bugging the crap out of you?"

"'Cause you want to fuck me then leave me for your other neighbor, the one who lives on the other side of your door." You crossed your arms against your chest. "Tell me I'm wrong."

He narrowed his eyes, tiniest of smirks on his overly gorgeous, no good, lying face. " No you're right. I do wanna fuck that pretentious attitude you got. It's been pissing me off for weeks."

He took a step towards you, caging you between himself and your kitchen island. "What gives you the right to be this bitchy huh? You act like you know everything there is to know about me, but you're too damn stubborn to open your eyes and see it's all a complete farce." He leaned his head forward to graze his lips along the edge of your ear. "I don't know what little girl fairytales you've been taught but I'm not the monster you need to watch out for....and prince charmings don't exist, princess."

You shoved your hands against his chest but he grips them tight in his own. "We don't have to go out anymore. I see what you really think of me."

He released your wrist and headed for the door. "It's really a shame," he hollered before leaving. "You're really beautiful."

God you hated him.

For the next week, Jungkook was no where in sight. He didn't come see you, he didn't bring you anything, he went completely M.I.A. It was a breath of fresh air but by the second week, you wondered where he was and if he was okay. He did drive a motocylce afterall, maybe he got in an accident and you didn't know.

You stared at his door, hesistant to knock in fear if him actually being in there. He'd likely laugh you off when he saw you, so you purposefully picked a time he'd most likely be out and about anyway. You hated that you kinda knew his schedule.

Jungkook quirked an amused brow at you when he finally cranked his door open. He was wearing light washed jeans and no under shirt, his pecs were on full display. "What can I do for you princess?"

"Nothing," you spat, definitely not looking below his thick neck. "Just wanted to make sure you didn't do anything stupid yet."

"Checking up on me huh?" He put an elbow on the door frame, eyes darkening. "That's sweet."

"Fuck off. You're healthy it seems so I'm gonna go check up on the other neighbors now. I think Mrs. Baker set the fire alrms off the other day so I need to make sure she's oka—"

You're arm was yanked back as soon as you moved to turn around. "Fuck you're bullshit __. You missed me didn't ya?"

"Not much to miss Jeon." You're such a liar, Jungkook muttered to himself. The whole world could see you were having a conversation with his pecs this whole time—too damn timid to look him in the eyes.

"Shut up and say you'll go out with me already. I'm tired of waiting for your ass to come around."

You swallowed your pride and there you were, watching Jungkook splash in every single puddle. He just had to propose going out the one day it was storming out.

"Wipe that sour look off your face!" He stomped in the water, drenching you entirely.

You shrieked at the sudden coldness. Big droplets of water soaked your face, clothes, shoes, everything. "You're such a child Jungkook!"

He ignored you and wrapped his muscular arms around you. The white tank he wore was drenched as well. "You're having fun, admit it."

You scoffed. The only reason you agreed to go out was to show him how ridiculous it would be for the two of you to go out. You and Jungkook were likely the most incompatible people for each other. While he was out riding his bike with heavy metal blasting, you were watching the latest law drama in you're pajamas. It was only a matter of time before this expirament of his would show him the true results of your intermingling.

"C'mon," he took you by the hand and dragged you through the rain. "Just be in the moment __. Let the rain shower over you and be free!" He grabbed your other hand and began spinning you both in circles.

"I'm going to get dizzy."

"Then only look at me. Look at me and don't worry about what's around us. Focus on a single subject and you won't get dizzy." He pulled you by the waist, forcing you to stare straight at him.

He was right. The dizziness went away but your knees feel like jelly.

"What's holding you back?" Jungkook smiled and it was the most genuine smile you'd ever seen. "Look at me __. Look at us. What do you see?"

As you stood there in the pouring rain, a pair of deep, boy-like eyes locked with yours. This was him, the thought dawned on you, a soft-hearted guy who wasn't afraid to open himself up.

You felt a pang of guilty settle in your gut–you weren't the better person like you so believed. You're closed off, comfortable in your space. Skeptical of anyone and everyone. You were wrong to see Jungkook as a careless, arrogant, motorcycle thug and it was a hard pill for you to swallow.

"I don't know." You replied softly, shivering at the faintest touch of his fingers supporting on your back. "I'm sorry, I don't know Jungkook."

"Well I see something worth sticking around for, rain or shine. I think I've become an idiot for you and I don't think that bothers you as much as you let on. You sought me out after I gave you space and I've literally been playing in the puddles this whole date and you haven't ditched me yet. So if you want some more of this, I'll give it to you with open hands, open heart, and I'll make sure to be loving you right." He winked before finishing. "As many days as you'd like."

Jungkook didn't give you much time to respond before he pressed his lips against your own. He made sure to go gentle, barely brushing them over your lips.

You understood immediately–if you wanted this, you were going to have to be the one to seal the deal.

And you did, kissing him with full force. You hoped you wouldn't regret this in the morning.

Ever since that night, you and Jungkook had started going out. It was slow at first but six months later, you and he finally made your relationship official.

"Shh," he cooed above you. He was a bit of a blur due to the pitch darkness of the room but you felt him everywhere. He was straddling your naked sides, praising your body like it was art. "Doing so good for me baby, making me so hard–fuck."

It was your first real-time being with a man and being your new boyfriend, Jungkook made sure to be extra attentive. "Kook," you moaned, back arching and pussy throbbing from where he had recently entered you.

He dragged his thick length out of you before slamming back in, a little rougher than the previous thrust. "That's it," he said through gritted teeth. "Let me hear those pretty moans. Been dying to hear them since I first saw you in those cute little sweat shorts you like walking to the laundry room in."

"Faster Kook, please." You gripped his muscular back, wrapping your legs tighter around his waist. You needed him lodged so far in your gut that you'd literally see stars. "Plea–please."

"Shit baby, if you start begging this early I can't promise you I won't go completely feral and I don't want to hurt you."

"I want all of you Jungkook," you said. "You said you'd love me right, so do it." And that's all it took for your boyfriend to lock down on your waist with firm hands, pounding into you with all he had.

You tried looking up at him, wanting to look him dead in the eye as he fucked into you but you couldn't handle it. He was dripping with sweat, his muscles were tense, veins were protruding out of neck, and his teeth were clamped shut. He was focused and he knew what he was doing. You on the other hand were a complete opposite story.

"Jung-Jungkook, oh god, fuck!" You screamed incoherently. His big cock reached every inch inside you, stretching you out with every snap of his hips. Never in your life had you had so much pleasure in a short amount of time. And embarrasing it may be, you were definitely going to come far before the usual.

"Look at you fucking falling apart already. Too much for your tight little pussy to handle isn't it? Well you begged for this, and now you're gonna take this cock like a big girl aren't ya," he barked, landing a sharp slap to your ass.

"Shit!" You yelped, clenching around him automatically. "Gonna come Kook...please-please. It's my first time I-"

You came without finishing the plead, sticky white substance ran down your thighs and onto the sheets. Jungkook's wet length continues to move in you, pushing some of your cum back in. The erotic squelching makes your eyes roll to the back of your head.

"Mhm yeah." He planted a trail of rough kisses up your neck, teeth nipping at the delicate skin. "And now you're gonna come again, and again, and again til you're dripping with my cum. I'm gonna then eat you out while my fingers play with your clit. But congrats on your first-time baby, because from here on out, you're gonna become my slut , and I'll be fucking you seven days a week."

A/N: written a little different than usual but yeah...haha idk. Tysm for reading and lmk your thoughts 💞

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passivenovember · 20 days

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thinking real hard about Billy and Steve finding each other years after they've settled into themselves.

Billy's gone to therapy and he lives in a little house on the shoreline. Steve makes it to California. Doesn't have the six nuggets, yet. He's working insane hours at a job that isn't very lucrative, but he never had to sell his soul to his old man--

So. Point is. They're happy. Content, almost.

And then they find each other.

Steve's burning a pot of water when the phone rings.

It's like a knife through the air. A thorn in his side, pain and annoyance ramping up to an 11 as he yanks the receiver from the wall. "Yeah, now's not a great time," He says, because the goddamn smoke alarm's gonna start wailing any second now, and Steve's neighbor is real trigger-happy when it comes to alerting the fire department. "Look, I'll call you--"

"--Why answer the phone?"

Steve would know Billy's voice anywhere, the rough and tumble drag of someone who used to live fast and hard but doesn't, anymore. "I," Steve says, "I don't--"

"--It's like. Why answer the phone if it's not a good time to talk?"

"I don't like being impolite."

Billy hums, smoke and lightning on the end of the line. "So, you weren't waiting for me to call?"

"No," Steve says. But he was. Has been since high school and all the weird, boring, disheartening years that followed until Billy appeared at the dive bar on Saturday. Like a vision. An angel.

"Damn. And here I was, taking a full 72 hours to figure out what I should say," Billy tells him.

Steve can hear a smile.

Aches to taste it, but-- "That's kinda lame, Hargrove."

"So what?"

"So. You're kinda lame, I guess."

Billy laughs at him, then, high and bright. It shoots confetti into Steve's kitchen, the curling tendrils nearly catching on fire as Steve comes back to himself. He pulls the pan of water and dumps it into the sink, killing the flame on the stove.

"Yeah, I'm a disaster. Maxine tells me all the time," Billy says, "It's just. How weird, y'know?"

"What? You?"

"No, you," Billy tells him, chuckling again. "Fell outta the sky, or something. Into a shitty dive bar."

"So did you--"

"--Fell outta my dreams."

"So did you," Steve says, and his stomach twists. Tumbles. Washing-machine guts still soiled with the bloody red spots of a decade-long crush.

"Huh. You're kinda forward, Harrington."

Steve shrugs, face burning. "Long as I'm not as lame as you are."

"Dude, I didn't say you weren't lame."

"Sure, you didn't."

Billy's next laugh Steve feels in his gut, heat pooling behind the thatch of curly down at his pelvis. "Still such a bitch, pretty boy."

"I'm just being honest. We aren't getting any younger, I'm not really interested in playing it cool, anymore."

Something rustles as Billy shifts his weight, "You were cool, once?"

"Ha-ha."

"I don't wanna play it cool, either," Billy tells him, as serious as a heart attack, "Look, can I be honest? You mind?"

Steve nods and then remembers Billy can't see him. "Go ahead."

"I can't stop thinking about you."

Steve peers through the kitchen window, trying to imagine Billy somewhere on the edge of town with sunlight in his hair. Smoking in bed, naked gold until the duvet pulls him under hips first.

"Harrington, I need to see you again."

"Need is kind of dramatic."

"Maybe I'm feeling dramatic."

"Thought this was honesty hour, Hargrove?"

"It is. Honestly? I wanna kiss you," Billy tells him. "At midnight. In the pouring rain because I was too chicken-shit to do it after our first date."

Steve focuses on not swallowing his tongue. Damn near fails. "Was that a date?"

"No, it was bigger. It was the stars aligning, the start of--"

"--God, you are feeling dramatic."

"When can I see you?"

"I dunno," Steve says, fiddling with the lip of the sink, "When are we expecting rain?"

"Not sure."

Steve can hear his smile. Aches to sink into the softness. "I need a window to commit."

"Tonight. I'll make it rain."

Steve snorts, light as air. "You're crazy."

"I've had ten years to plan for this, Steve."

"Alright, lemme--" Steve pads over to the refrigerator, peering at his Kittens and Firefighters calendar. May is covered in birthdays, vacations, late nights at work, and roll-over plans from April, all hacked into the cardstock in striking red.

Steve groans and flips to June. "--Can you still make it rain in a month?"

"A month," Billy demands, "Fuck. You're hot shit but I didn't think--"

"--I have a full-time job. And friends who want to hang out when I'm not at work, but since I use all my energy at work I cancel on them, and things get moved around and--"

"--You can't make an exception for the guy who wants to eat you out?"

The pages of the calendar flutter, May settling heavy in the room. Steve swallows and his throat clicks. "Uh. My friends--"

"--Aren't gonna eat you out."

"They would. If I asked them to, at least one of them would."

"I'm not really loving that idea, pretty boy," Billy says, teasing. "What about over a lunch break?"

"You want to eat my ass over a lunch break?" Steve snorts, "I'm not a hooker."

"What's wrong with--"

"--I'm not," Steve says, "And even if I was, I'm not cheap. You couldn't afford the hour, and we'd need more than that, anyway."

"What about a sleep over?"

"A sleepover?" Steve says, turning from the refrigerator. "Like, where I come over to your house and stay until the morning?"

"Or I come over to yours, yeah."

"But--"

"Actually, let's do yours. Maxine's place is getting fumigated, so she and Lucas are staying in the guest house."

"You have a guest house?" Steve doesn't remember mention of that during their first date, but. He was distracted.

Billy laughs, "Bet I could afford your hour, pretty boy."

"I thought," Steve says, twirling the phone cord around his hand, "In high school, I remember you telling Becky Gordes that you don't do sleepovers."

"I'm gay."

"Okay, but what about Eddie Munson? The whole school thought you were fucking him, did he ever sleep--"

"--No, my dad would've killed both of us," Billy tells him, and. Something in his voice makes Steve's blood run cold. Makes him believe it.

So he shifts gears, "But. Don't you have work tomorrow?"

"Who said anything about a sleepover tonight," Billy says. Steve imagines the look on his face. Shit-eating grin bright and sharp and beautiful as always. "Unless you want me to come over tonight?"

"I never said that."

"I can work wherever I want. I don't have to go in at all, if I don't want to."

Steve pads over to his junk drawer, digging around for a red pen. "What does Saturday look like for you?" He bites the cap off, holding it like a straw in the curl of his tongue.

Billy laughs, "I thought you said you weren't free until next month?"

Steve chews on the cap for a moment, pen shaking over the cardstock surface of his calendar. He imagines Billy like he was that night. Different but exactly the same. Charming and soft in a way that only comes from the toil of regeneration. Years and years shedding skin.

He'd been funny and smart. Quick wittted.

Sweet. Like cotton fuckin' candy.

Steve remembers not wanting the date to end, not believing that the universe would give him Billy with no strings attached and laying awake that night, hoping Billy would call, and that they'd get their chance, and now--

"Shit. What the fuck am I doing?" Steve asks, but it comes out garbled and messy and wrong. Comes out sounding like, she whale the food ham ding dong.

Billy laughs at him, again, anyway. "What?"

Steve spits the pen cap onto the counter. "You really want to eat me out tonight?"

"Damn--"

"--Because. I was too fucking stupid to realize what was happening between us in high school. Or. What was happening to me when I saw you in high school, and this is important to me," Steve says in a rush. Fuck being subtle, right? "We're not getting any younger. And I haven't slept with anyone for a long time, much less someone who I've wanted for as long as I can remember, so if you're going to come over here and fuck me--"

"Or talk," Billy says gently. "We could talk more. Get to know each other."

Steve listens to the static on the other end of the line.

"I want to get to know you again, Steve," Billy says.

And Steve cracks. Like a bowl in the microwave, curdling under pressure and heat. "Alright, just. Do you have a pen and paper?"

"For what?"

"My address," Steve says, leaning against the sink, "I want to get to know you, too."

"Tonight," Billy asks, digging around for something.

"Tonight," Steve says. "What the hell."

"Great."

"You've got something to write with?"

"Yeah," Billy says, sounding like he's barely holding it together. "Yeah, just. Whenever you're ready."

That night, after, just as Steve falls asleep in Billy's arms--

It rains.

#harringrove #little fun thing to get me out of my writers block #and maybe sort of based on a real thing that happened to me recently #sort of #anyway!#bye!#billy hargrove #fluff #reconnecting

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mcflymemes · 9 months

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THE GREATEST MOVIE QUOTES OF ALL TIME * assorted dialogue from famous films, adjust as necessary

[name], i think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.

frankly, my dear, i don't give a damn.

i'll have what she's having.

i have a feeling we're not in kansas anymore.

i'm as mad as hell, and i'm not going to take this anymore!

you're gonna need a bigger boat.

nobody puts baby in a corner.

well. nobody's perfect.

you can't fight in here! this is the war room!

get away from her, you bitch!

houston, we have a problem.

when someone asks you if you're a god, you say yes!

i am no man!

i love the smell of napalm in the morning.

you had me at "hello."

i'm also just a girl standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.

don't call me shirley.

i feel the need... the need for speed!

i'm gonna make him an offer he can't refuse.

i know it was you, [name]. you broke my heart.

just when i thought i was out, they pull me back in.

you can't handle the truth!

i can do this all day.

the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few.

snakes. why did it have to be snakes?

clever girl.

what, like it's hard?

you shall not pass.

that's my secret, [name]. i'm always angry.

i wish i knew how to quit you.

get busy living, or get busy dying.

ugh, as if!

i'll be back.

there's no crying in baseball!

some men just want to watch the world burn.

take your stinking paws off me!

screws fall out all the time. the world's an imperfect place.

life moves pretty fast. you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.

i'm sorry, [name]. i'm afraid i can't do that.

a strange game. the only winning move is not to play.

are you crazy? the fall will probably kill you!

i see dead people.

if you build it, he will come.

with great power comes great responsibility.

roads? where we're going, we don't need roads.

go ahead. make my day.

say hello to my little friend!

are you not entertained?

i'm not bad. i'm just drawn that way.

i've seen things you people wouldn't believe.

i have a bad feeling about this.

you talkin' to me?

what's in the box?

your mother was a hamster, and your father smelt of elderberries!

that rug really tied the room together, did it not?

you cut the turkey without me?

i'm not even supposed to be here today.

you'll shoot your eye out, kid.

boy, that escalated quickly.

you don't wanna get mixed up with a guy like me.

i know kung-fu.

now i have a machine gun.

what is your damage, [name]?

what we've got here is failure to communicate.

here's looking at you, kid.

fasten your seatbelts. it's going to be a bumpy night.

love means never having to say you're sorry.

there's no place like home.

why don't you come up sometime and see me?

i'm walkin' here!

i want to be alone.

round up the usual suspects.

you know how to whistle, don't you, [name]?

we rob banks.

we'll always have paris.

well, nobody's perfect.

a boy's best friend is his mother.

keep your friends close, but your enemies closer.

well, here's another nice mess you've gotten me into.

what a dump?

[name], you're trying to seduce me. aren't you?

is it safe?

i have always depended on the kindness of strangers.

hello, gorgeous.

a martini. shaken, not stirred.

seize the day. make your lives extraordinary.

snap out of it!

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slasherfckr · 1 year

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hey!! :)) just stopping by to drop a head-canon request! what if thomas hewitt had no choice but to skip town? like if the movie ended differently and he had to leave his rural home. maybe reader finds him injured along the side of the road and decides to help him out or reader assumes he’s trying to hitchhike and gives him a ride? this ride ends up with him staying at readers home because he has nowhere else to go? basically what if thomas had to live in a more modern setting with the reader. thank you sm for your time hun! ~🤩

Ohhh I like this idea 😍😍😍 Okay so I'm gonna go off the TCM: The Beginning's ending (The prequel sequel for the 2003 remake) just cause it'll be easier for me to write this out. It'll be more of a "what if..." Scenario as well

Also I apologize for splitting it into multiple parts. Can't express all my ideas on this topic in just one post

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Thomas Hewitt x afab!Reader - Modern Living (pt 1)

⚠️Warnings⚠️ Mentions of death (obviously)

*Okay so....Only way I can see Thomas ever leaving his home is if his family died during the events of TCM: The Beginning.

*Like, instead of just shooting Monty's leg, the Biker goes straight for the kill and get him right in the chest or something. He doesn't hesitate to do the same with Luda Mae when she comes into the room

*Hoyt sneaks up on him and holds him while calling for Tommy to come do his thing. Biker's death is still relatively the same. He gets cut in two with the saw

*Now when Dean escapes with the Final Girl (sorry forgot her name), but stops to beat the hell out of Hoyt, he doesn't stop when his knocks his teeth out. No he keeps going until you couldn't even recognize Hoyt anymore.

*Dean's death is also the same. Gets gutted by Tommy with the saw from behind. Rest of the ending plays out the same honestly, until when Tommy pops out of the back of the car to kill the final girl and the car crash happens

*He gets out of the car but instead of walking away back to the house, he drops to his knees and let's out a painstaking wail as reality hits him. His whole family was dead. He had nothing. He had nobody.

*He kinda just stays there on his knees until a car comes driving up.

*Its you, on your way home to Dallas

*You ran a bakery in Dallas and had to make an emergency delivery pretty far out. Only reason you did this was because it was a close family friend who needed a wedding cake on short notice

*You immediately stopped your car as you came up to the scene of the crash, where Tommy was still in the middle of the road

*"Holy Shit, are you okay?!" You call out to him. You kept a spare medkit in your vehicle because your nephews always managed to somehow get papercuts when you watched them for your sibling

*You go and kneel down beside him and try to reach out and apply disinfectant to the cut on his forehead but he grabs your hand roughly. Felt like he was about to snap it like a twig

*"Ah! Stop it! I'm just trying to help you..." You winced in pain but managed to look at him right in the eyes. You just noticed he wore a leather mask that covered half his face. You wondered why he wore that but quickly shook off the thought so you could focus on helping the man.

*You two looked at each other for what felt like an eternity before he slightly released his grip on you. Just barely though, as he wanted you to know that if you tried anything, he could and would snap you

*So you went ahead and gently applied the disinfectant while trying to make small talk

*"So...why are you out here? What are you doing here?" You got no answer in response. The mysterious man just kept on watching you carefully

*"If...you don't have anywhere to go, I can let you come with me. I live over in Dallas so it might be a while before we get back. Doesn't seem right to me if I just left you out here on the road alone..."

*After you finished, you applied a small bandage and got up

*"So...if you wanna come, you can. If not, well...I hope you stay safe."

*You smiled at the man and got back to your car. You sighed and put up the medkit before starting the vehicle up. The man was still in the road, just watching you. Guess he wasn't coming after all

*You looked back to see if it was safe to reverse your car but then a door slam scared the hell out of you

*"OH MY GOD!" You quite literally felt your heart skip a few beats as you turned your head to the mysterious man, who was now in your passenger seat

*"At least say something first...You scared the living hell out of me."

. . .

*You got him back to your home in Dallas. As soon as you got back, you let him take a shower while you tried looking for clothes he could wear.

*You eventually found some clothes that belonged to your ex that he never came back for. You closed your eyes as you opened the door a little and slid the clothes in, quickly closing the door after.

*While he took what seemed a like a much needed shower, as he was in there for a good couple of hours, you started on dinner despite arriving at home around 2 in the morning

*You decided to make spaghetti. It was quick and easy to make. You had finished dinner and had plates for the both of you made when the man finally emerged from the bathroom. The clothes barely fit him. You reminded yourself to take him clothes shopping after you both rest

*You led him to the table and had him sit down. You brought over the plates of spaghetti and put his plate down in front of him before going to your seat with your plate

*"Sorry if it's not to your liking. I can't cook very well. I'm more of a baker than a chef." You laughed before digging into your food

*The man just looked at you before slowly picking up his fork. He poked the pasta a couple times. Was this his first time having spaghetti?

*The man seemed extremely hesitant but eventually he took off his mask. His face was covered in sores and scars. Despite that, he was really attractive.

*Soon he took a fork full of pasta to his mouth and almost immediately his eyes lit up. He started eating as though he hasn't had a decent meal in forver

*"Do you really like my cooking that much? Guess my family was wrong. I can cook something decent." You laughed and took another bite of your food.

*The man had cleaned his plate before you could even finish half of yours

*"You're really hungry. Just how long were you out there? Would you like some more?" He gave you a nod in response

*As you got up to get him more, you eyed the parmesan cheese you forgot about on the counter

*"Oh my god if you love plain spaghetti, you should try some with some parmesan on it. Absolutely delicious."

*You brought him his plate along with the cheese. He looked at the cheese then at you before grabbing it and adding some to his pasta.

*You didn't think the man could look anymore happy than he did when he ate the spaghetti with parmesan on it

*Seeing him so happy made you happy as well. Suddenly you realized you didn't even know the man's name. How could you invite someone to you place to stay without asking their name????

*"I forgot to ask earlier. What's your name?"

*He paused before signing something to you

"Thomas Brown Hewitt"

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Ahhh sorry it was so long! I'll try to get to the next part ASAP as soon as I catch up on my other asks 😖 Thank you for reading!!!!!

#slasher fucker #slasher x reader #thomas hewitt x reader #thomas hewitt #texas chainsaw massacre #tw death #slasher fandom

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underaverageheight · 1 year

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Only if You Watch

LMH x gn!reader smut - do not interact if you are a minor !! not really proofread

warning(s): mentions of fake blood & hanging (y/n recalls a memory) sub!minho x dom!reader, fingering, exhibitionism (i think? idk im new to this), cussing please let me know if i missed anything

a/n: this is my first smut piece so idrk what i'm doing tbh but again, let me know if i missed anything and as always, feedback is always helpful and i truly appreciate it since it's my motivation to keep writing! message me, reblog with feedback...anything i wanna know your guys' thoughts <3

prompt: "go fuck yourself" x "only if you watch"

you hated minho. at least, that's what you thought until you realized you'd love nothing more than for minho to break under your control. to hear those whines and whimpers, for those stupid little remarks and smirks to leave his face in an instant.

constantly, minho would be poking fun, doing everything possible to get under your skin. you tolerated it because chan's your best friend and you wouldn't want to make it awkward that one of his best friends can't stand the another.

today was movie night, at minho's. you were picked up by chan and really only went because of him anyways. you didn't care about whose house it is because chan's your best friend and partner in crime, you couldn't ditch him.

"welcome in guys, just about to do popcorn but the both of you can go ahead and get comfy on the couch. pick a movie," his innocent smile was all fake. you knew it since he began to tease you for unnamed reasons.

"thanks, c'mon y/n, minho has lots of movies," led over to the couch, you realized chan wasn't lying, he really did have a lot of movies. you sat with chan, sorting the movies. you were pretty open to most things except horror. when you were young, you came home to fake blood all over the house, one of your older brothers chasing you while masked and dripping in blood. your other brother, however, was waiting for you in the hallway, pretending to have been hung. you were traumatized, to say the least. you never forgave them for that and now you could never watch horror movies.

you heard the popcorn popping away as you read the back of a movie. then you heard the faint buzzing of a phone. "ah shoot. i'm so sorry guys, hannah just flew in a lot earlier than expected so i have to go pick her up and take her home. it'll be too late to come back, so enjoy the movie guys!"

"drive safe channie"

"bye hyung" minho's voice rang from the kitchen as he stepped out with the bowl of popcorn. setting down the bowl, he saw the movie you were holding and gave you a look, "romance? really? you could've picked horror, look at this wonderful stack of movies right here," he pat the growing stack of horror movies.

"um i just picked this one up and for your information, i hate horror. i don't understand why people watch this shit." you snapped at him, glaring slightly.

"never letting you pick a movie ever again," he muttered under his breath. with a sigh, he began to eat the popcorn.

"oh okay. you know what? go fuck yourself minho," you have always had a short temper, minho always knowing how to piss you off. but this only fuels your desire to break him.

he scoffed and looked at you with a slight smirk. "only if you watch,"

you were taken by surprise, your demeanor changing as you yank him towards his bedroom. "show me then." all signs of his cockiness drained from his face. he stuttered, clearly at a loss for words since his remark was meant to be a joke. not anymore.

"show me pretty boy. unless you want to call this off. just say the word and i'm out of here and this never happened." you leaned against his dresser, as he sat on the edge of his bed.

"i- i'll...i'll show you." his ears flared a bright red, even in the darkness of his room only lit by the fading sunset. minho was hard as he began to undress. he faced away from you, embarrassed when he was completely naked on his bed.

"go ahead and fuck yourself pretty bunny. i never knew you'd be like this considering all the annoying remarks you say. your cockiness is something to hide behind." you had began to look around his room, inspecting the little trinkets on his desk. while you were talking, he prepped himself and slowly began to finger himself. he was face down, his other arm muffling the soft moans that he let slip. being silent was the last shred of dignity he had.

"hngh," you froze, turning around to the sight of minho silently falling apart on his own fingers and softly rutting into the sheets.

"what was that? let me hear you," you crossed your arms, watching him remove his arm.

"n-nothing." you scoffed as you stepped toward the edge of the bed, pushing his fingers in even farther. a guttural moan erupted from his throat as his thighs began to tremble.

"pretty boy, was that nothing? if that was nothing, let me show you something," you stuck your fingers into his mouth as he sucked on them before switching his fingers with yours. with the angle you had, you reached the places that made him see stars. his back arched, his hips lifting off the bed as they slowly moved with your rhythm.

minho was panting, not wanting to give into the pleasure. "this? i can take this,"

"says the one fucking back onto my fingers," you increased your pace, causing him to moan again. you went deeper, feeling for his prostate. you knew you hit the right place when his hips froze and minho whined faintly. amused, you fingered him faster and deeper, abusing his prostate as his began to shake and whine.

"t-too much. feels g-good. c-can't-" he whined, making you go faster. oh this sight is one you'll never forget.

"you can take it. touch yourself. go ahead," you whispered into his ear as you moved his hand to his leaking cock. he started rutting into his hand quickly, to match the speed of your fingers. "good boy. show me what you got," he was whimpering now as he was approaching his high.

"g-gonna-" minho's eyes rolled back, his cum dripping off his fingers and onto the sheets below. you fingered him slowly through his high until he collapsed onto his bed.

"y'know i think you're okay, though you seem to hate me." you cleaned him up, wiping his sweat with a damp towel.

"i... i don't hate you, i'm just bad at expressing myself" minho muttered after his breathing was back to normal.

"bad? nah that was fucking terrible," you chuckled softly, rubbing circles on his back.

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#i had no idea how to end this #first time doing this #underaverageheight #stray kids #skz #skz imagines #스트레이키즈 #lee know #lee know x reader #lee minho x reader #skz smut #lee know smut #lee minho smut #minho smut #smut skz #stray kids smut #sub!minho #sorry this was long

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How to dress like the Girls Next Door!

The Girls Next Door Part 1. Holly

1. BLonde bombshell! If your trying to look like holly then this is your lucky day! being blonde is key to becoming a girl next door. Now you don't have to become a blonde but if you really wanna complete the look. Then go ahead and be extra cause why not?

2. HIGH SOCKS

Back in the day Holly was the queen of wearing knee high socks. She wore them in almost every look. So get yourself a pair of knee high socks and a cute mini skirt! One tip is too not wear socks with sandles. TRUST ME!!! That is a no no socks with sandles is the most disgusting thing in fashion history you do not wanna be seen in those. They can only be worn with mini skirts,booty shorts, and in hot school girl uniforms. But Holly wears them in shorts and skirts.

3. PINK Holly was known to wear a lot of pink but not as much as Bridget! but will get to that in the later parts of the girls next door series. As you can see she has a pink top on in this picture. She usually wore graphic shirts usually in the color baby pink. She would usually wear shirt with cute thing s on it like dogs and bunnies but will get to that later. The most important part of this series is to wear them tight. I'm not saying to suffocate yourself but start wearing more revealing clothes like v necks, crop tops, polos but un Butten them just a little bit to make yourself look a little more scandalous.

4. CLEAVAGE

Get your self a Victoria's secret bombshell bra. Ok well you don't have to get a Victoria's secret bombshell bra because we both now that's too expensive for us. But just get a cheap push up bra with a lot of plush in it. What I mean by that is to find one that's thick. Preferably one with pads in it and don't take them out. And if you don't find one like neither of those then stuff it I believe in you girl! you can do this! if you don't quite know how to stuff your bra then watch some tutorials to learn on how to make them look more natural or just wear to bras but if wanna go all out then you can stuff them too. Do you girl!

5.PERSONALITY

One important thing into becoming a girls next door is imitating Hollys angelic personality. Holly was a sweetheart and still is and if you wanna copy Hollys angelic persona. Then you will have to start with manners. One reason why Holly is called angelic is because she is always polite with people and does not start arguments. Another reason is because she never smacks while eating or gets food on herself, or messes up her makeup. Lastly if she has something to do that is a important duty she will do it without complaining. One thing about holly is that she likes so have fun so im not telling you to be stuck up. But just be polite!

6. Marlyn Monroe Just like the last topic about personality most of Hollys elegance comes from Marlyn Monroe. As you can see in this picture she has an haircut inspired by her. So if you wanna become like Holly then your gonna have to be like Marlyn a little to . Because Marlyn is Hollys biggest inspiration. Most of her outfits in the show "The Girls Next Door" are inspired by Marilyn Monroe. In important events like Casa Blanca Nights, Bridget's murder mystery birthday party, and her second photo shoot with Bridget and Kendra was inspired by Marlyn Monroe.

7. Makeup!

Back in the 2000s Hollys favorite lip glosses were the lipgloss in the shade prrr which is still avalible too buy on amazon but i don't think it is in stores anymore.

Kevin Aucoin Making Faces book Cinema Secrets foundation Shade COTY airspun loose powder MAC lipliner Spice NARS lipstick Dolce Vita Maybelline lipstick 235 Warm Me Up https://amzn.to/3peewEw Bobbi Brown Lip Gloss Petal https://amzn.to/34Zhply MAC Lipglass Prrrr https://amzn.to/2KGkWNA Damone Roberts brow pencil in Latte https://amzn.to/3mQGMfy Laura Mercier SC 2 concealer https://tinyurl.com/y8rmnooo Guerlain Terra Cotta https://amzn.to/38FCKAW DOSE OF COLOR concealer brush https://tinyurl.com/y3pjgnh9 MAC eyeshadow white frost https://tinyurl.com/ycme6klp MAC eyeshadow Paradisco https://amzn.to/38Dc2IO MAC eyeshadow mulch https://amzn.to/3ponqiF MAC liquid liner boot black https://amzn.to/3aGigKN Revlon color stay black liquid eyeliner https://amzn.to/38FD42C Ardell demi wispies lashes https://amzn.to/3aDarn3 DUO eyelash glue https://amzn.to/2Ydhdeo Wander Beauty black mascara Paula Dorf Baby Eyes

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8. Clothes

Back in the early 2000s Holly wore shirts from the brand happry bunny,blonde mafia,juicy couture,denim jean skirts, high socks,low waist jeans, playboy jackets, fancy dresses, long sleeve shirts,converses,uggs,jackets,shoes,high heels. The end

sorry if this was sloppy i wrote this really late

also if holly sees this don't take it seriously because i know this is only how you acted on the show

ok by then lol

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s0ulsniper · 1 year

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Hi! Could you do prompt 10 with Albert? I LOVE YOUR WORK

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hey anon!

sorry this took so long, and that it's more of a drabble. I wrote more originally but it didn't save before ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

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prompt:

"did you seriously just tell the person I was gonna date that were dating?"

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you were sat across from your date chatting about whatever came up in the conversation.

it had been nice, a cozy restaurant and warm lighting. but it just wasn't... right?

they were a likable person, nice personality and easy on the eyes.

"oh shoot- they're about to close." they tell you, looking down at the time.

you sigh and smile at them, expecting this was the end of the date.

you grab your phone to text to get Albert to pick you up and as soon as you send it, your date asks if you wanna go to their apartment across the street.

"uh yeah sure." you smile, confused. "but my ride should be getting here any minute."

they nod and offer a hand, which you take.

the two of you walk and talk for a couple blocks before you hear a honk, making you turn around to see Albert.

he smiled as his hand rested against the door, window down.

"Uber for y/n?" he jokes.

you look over at your date to tell them it was your ride.

"do you know him?" your date asks, following you to the car.

"yeah." you laugh. "this is albert, albert, this is d/n."

albert raises an eyebrow but extends his hand to your date.

"nice to meet you." he introduced. "what were you doing with my girlfriend?"

your eyes widen in confusion.

"albert cut it out-"

"your girlfriend?" your date asks, eyes darting between the two of you.

"yeah, she's my girlfriend."

you speed walk over to the passenger door, but not before apologizing to your date.

"I am so sorry... I don't know what he's on about." you peak from albert's window. "this was really nice- but we've got to get going."

Albert stares at your date with a hidden smug look, obviously celebrating.

"uh yeah, I'll call you?" they ask and you nod.

with that albert drives off.

"are you serious Albert?" you cross your arms looking at him with narrowed eyes.

"what?" he smirks, eyes still on the road ahead.

you couldn't believe it.

"did you seriously just tell the person I was gonna date that we were dating?"

he shrugs at you and you roll your eyes. Albert usually did stuff like this, taking you out, not letting people get romantically close enough to you, and just treating you as if you're his girlfriend.

"Albert, genuinely you cannot keep doing this." you sigh.

you feel the car pull over, a random suburban street neighborhood close to the city.

"do what?"

you lightly slap his arm, earning an obvious dramatic performance.

"you know what. you treat me like your girlfriend all this time and do stuff like this when I get close to anyone."

he leans over and grabs your face in his hands.

"I'm sorry y/n, but I just couldn't imagine you with anyone else but me." He admits.

and you couldn't help yourself, you kissed him with everything in you.

you've waited so long for him to admit, you've tried everything. but when you don't try at all he does.

he wasn't scared of expressing his love for you anymore and made sure everyone knew you were his.

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#flamingo x reader #albert aretz #albert aretz x reader #albert x reader #flamingo

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shinobuscanonwife · 2 years

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I wanna edge Obanai then overstim him 🔥😏🥴🤤

me to honestly

It was late at night and you were about to go to sleep. Obanai laid down behind you and put his arms around your waist pulling you closer to him. You didn't think much off it until you felt something hard poking at your lower back. Obanai had been trying to hide how needy he was from you all day and he just couldn't take it anymore.

"Obanai..?" You asked. You knew what it was but you wanted to mess with him a little. "Please don't move.." he said nuzzling his shoulder into your neck as his grip on your waist became tighter. You smirked and turned around to face him. Obanai gasped at your sudden movements.

You traced your hand over his hard cock. He quietly grunted but it turned into a whine when you pulled your hand away. You slowly started to take his clothes off and once he was fully naked you started to take yours off aswell. Once you were fully naked Obanai tried to reach out to touch your soft skin but you brushed his hand away.

You slowly slid your hand across his shoulders going down to his waist then going to his cock. You thought you would give him a little reward for being so patient. Your took his throbbing cock in your hand and slowly started to stroke him. Obanai threw his head back and let out a loud groan.

Obanai looked at you with lust in his eyes as you stroked his cock that was already leaking precum. "Faster..please.." he said between moans. You decided to give him want he wanted and increased your speed and not much longer Obanai said "m gonna!" And at the very last second you stopped.

"Who gave you permission to cum?" You looked at him. Obanai whined begging you to continue and let him release. "If you want to get off your gonna do it yourself" Obanai did as he was told he was grateful you were atleast letting him touch himself. He started to pump his his cock that was already twitching in his hand.

You could tell from how his cock was twitching and how loud he was getting that he was close. And again at the last couple second you grabbed his hand so he couldn't touch himself anymore. Obanai whined and started to tear up.

Poor thing. He came to you thinking you were going to help him but here you were edging him to the point of tears. You bent down and kissed Obanai on the forehead. "If you behave I'll let you cum alright?" Obanai nodded at this point he was honestly willing to anything at this point.

You positioned yourself and slowly sunk down on Obanai's cock. Obanai threw his head back in pleasure. "Ti..ght.." he mumbled. You started to move slow at first but eventually you started picking up your speed. Obanai could feel his climax approaching. "Please.." he muttered. "Go ahead Obanai." As soon as you said that you felt a thick load of Obanai's seed shoot into you.

Despite this you weren't satisfied quite yet. And you kept riding him going even faster and harder this time. Obanai wasn't even able to catch his breath before you started to move again. He grabbed your thighs and started to dig his nails in them.

Obanai could barely form any words. He was so out of it all he could do was whimper or grunt at you. He felt another wave of pleasure wash over him as he felt his 2nd climax approaching his grip on your thighs tightened as you felt your own climax approaching. You picked up your pace a little more and for the 2nd time that night you felt Obanai's warm seed fill you up. And not long after his 2nd climax you reached your own. You got off of Obanai's lap to see him laying there asleep.

You laid down next to him and kissed him on the forehead. You pulled him closer to you and wrapped your arms around him. "Goodnight Obanai"

#kny smut #obanai smut #obanai headcanons #obanai x y/n #obanai x reader #demon slayer x reader #kny x reader #kny headcanons

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enhadiares · 2 years

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Can you do the Enhypen Yandere reaction to their N/A not want to marry them and how will they force their N/A to marry them

%...Disclaimer I do not condone this behaviour. This is just imagination and none of the members are like this.

%...Pairing Enhypen x reader

%...Genre Yandere

%...Warning typical Yandere themes , forced marriage , threats , kidnapping etc. Not proof read.

%..a/n : sorry for the late reply but hope you like it <3 the sunghoon one is so long😭

࣪˖ 𖣠 LEE HEESEUNG 𖤐

He was your best friend. He confessed to you one day but you rejected him politely because you had someone else you liked and you saw him only as a friend. He first pretended to understand and support you but then one day when you were having a sleepover at his house - he once again proposed you. And this time it wasn't for a relationship but for straight marriage. To say that you were shocked would be an understatement. You again rejected him politely but then suddenly there was a dark glint in his eyes . He was scaring you.He stood up and came towards you making you stand up and take your steps backwards. You turned the other way to run but were met with the wall. When you turned ahead his face was already close to yours. He was grinning evilly. He looked straight in your eyes while saying "you are going to marry me no matter what okay? I have had enough. I have loved you since forever and you still don't acknowledge my feelings and go behind that loser. I can't stand this anymore. You are mine . Only mine."

࣪˖ 𖣠 PARK JONGSEONG 𖤐

He is your ex. You broke up with him because of his overly possessive behaviour. You knew he hated it when you were out but why can't he stand you meeting just your friends. They weren't even males. You had enough and broke up with him. Ofcource it wasn't easy. He wasn't exactly thrilled when you told him your decision. At the end you had to pretend to change your decision and had to run away at night with a note below his phone. It had been months since that incident. You were living happily. You were still single though. You were leaving your workplace and when you reached your house you went straight towards your bedroom. You went into the restroom to freshup and were ready to just pass out on your bed due to how tired you were. But all your sleep was washed away when you felt someone's hot breath at your neck. Before you can turn around and step back the person already had their arms around you. You knew who it exactly was . The same cologne . The same strong hands you loved on your waist which gave you a feeling of safety. But now it's different. You were scared. "How are you baby?" He asked while whispering in your ears. You were already shaking."W-Why are you here jay? We broke up. Leave" he chuckled and his grip on your waist tightened. "We never broke up baby. You just needed some time and I gave you. Now come on - I gave you your time so now you give me what I want." "What do you want" you asked. "You. Let's get married baby. Just like we planned." You were Panicking. "No jay. That was different. We were in a relationship at that time but now we broke up . And I don't want to marry you." You replied. "Oh but we wouldn't want your family getting hurt now do we?" He asked with a dark and low tone.

࣪˖ 𖣠 SIM JAKE 𖤐 ࣪

Jake and you had been dating since 3 years. It was going really nice . But since a few weeks he had been acting strange and weird. More protective , more possessive , obessesive . It was getting quite concerning. You guys were cuddling while watching a movie . You were watching it unknown to the obessesive eyes watching and admiring you . It was none other than your boyfriend . He stopped the movie which made you look at him with confusion written all over your face. He found you utterly and ridiculously cute . He decided to shoot his shot. "I wanna ask you about something." "Go ahead , I'm all ears" you said with a smile on your face. "Will you marry me?" Your smile faded. You did love Jake but weren't ready for marriage yet."umm Jake I don't think im ready for marriage yet." You said truthfully. You watched as his shoulders slid down and his eyes held a sad glint. "Ahh I understand . I'm never good enough am I?" He said while looking down and laughing sadly making you feel bad. "No Jake . You are awesome" you tried to assure him but he didn't seem to listen to you. "If I was an awesome boyfriend - you wouldn't be not ready. You would have been happy and ready to marry me anytime. Seems like I am bad boyfriend" you can see tears falling down his eyes making you feel even worse. You went to hug him and he hugged you back and started sobbing. "Noo baby it isn't you. It's me but don't worry . We will get married . Okay? " You decided to shrug all your worries away and just marry him since you loved him and he was nothing but a great boyfriend. "Really?" He asked while looking at you with puppy eyes making you coo at him . "Yes my big baby" he hugged you again and kissed your cheeks while Saying "thank you . Thank you so much baby. I can't wait to marry you." Suddenly unknown to you he started to grin creepily and whispered to himself "great act Jake - just some more time and she will be yours officially and legally"

˖ 𖣠 PARK SUNGHOON 𖤐

You work at a bar as a bartender. You don't like your job but have to do it since it pays really good. You need the money. It was a really popular bar named 'heelift' . The owner of the bar was really rich and famous too. He was Heeseung. You don't know what else does he work as but it's none of your business. You just come here to do your work and get paid.You were doing what you usually do . Serve drinks to the customers when an unknown man came to you with Heeseung. He looked just as rich as Heeseung. "We'll get 2 wines" said Heeseung . You nodded and got to your work. Meanwhile sunghoon was mesmerized by your beauty. You looked like an angel. He knew that he needed to have you . Make you his. No matter what the price is. He looked at Heeseung and told him about you and how he wanted your information. While Heeseung went to gather your information sunghoon looked at you and called you over. "Hey come here" you came to him and asked him kindly "yes sir , how can I help you?" "Okay so I'll get straight to the the point. I like you and want you to be my girlfriend. And let me tell you that I can get you anything you want . Anything. Just be mine" he said with a smirk on his face. However you were raging. You wanted to wipe off the smirk on his face so bad. And the audacity he had. Such disgusting thinking. "Look sir , I respect your feelings but I can't be with you" you replied while trying to calm down. His smirk quickly faded and turned into a frown."what? Didn't you hear? I can give you anything. Don't you know me? You should be on cloud nine after knowing that I like you" he said with a clenched jaw . No one has ever rejected him . No one and yet here you were. "I'm sorry sir , I don't know you and I don't want to. Also your thinking is disgusting. Do you think that you can buy me with your money? Bullshit." You said and left to complete your work so you don't create a scene or worse, get fired. On the other hand Heeseung came back and sunghoon told him what happened. Heeseung sighed and said "told you she's different. But don't worry I have a plan so you can make her yours" sunghoon looked at Heeseung hopefully. Heeseung told him the plan and sunghoon had a smirk on his face once again. You will be mine doll. While your shift ended you were leaving to find a bus . You reached at the bus station safely but after a few minutes instead of a bus - your boss aka Heeseung came with a car. He rolled his window down and said "oh y/n , it's getting late. Come on I'll drop you" "ahh no sir it's fine I'll just take the bus." You declined politely. "I won't take no for an answer. Its really late and it might be dangerous . Come one , get in" after thinking for a while you decided to just get in . You got in the backseat and told Heeseung your address. He nodded and started driving. While the ride you and Heeseung were chatting but suddenly you realised that the road was unfamiliar and it wasn't the way to your house. You looked at him and told him "sir I think you got the wrong place . This isn't the way to my house" "I know" he replied nonchalantly. Your eyes widened and you tried to open the door only to find it locked. You looked at Heeseung and yelled at him to stop the car but he just won't listen to you. You were wishing for this to be a joke or just a nightmare. Just then he suddenly stopped the car and you could see someone getting out of a car opposite to you. The figure got out of the car and switched with Heeseung. It was the guy from before. He locked the door and looked at you through the mirror with a grin. "You are mine doll. I owe you now . And we are getting married tomorrow so be ready" you were a mess. Screaming and crying to him so he would let you go but he ignored your cries and kept driving.

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deadprompts · 8 months

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𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝙳 𝚂𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙾𝙽 𝟸 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂.

content warning applies. change any pronouns / wording if necessary.

we're not broken.

it's all about slim chances now.

he was trying so hard to be reasonable, but that pushed my buttons even more.

i wish i had something better to say, something more profound.

you chose suicide!

your dad saved my life today.

if i hadn't done what i did, you'd be dead now.

i don't deserve your mercy.

you're a joke is what you are.

that's why i need you.

you think that's the kind of man i am?

this new world is ugly. it's harsh. it's survival of the fittest.

i'm keeping this group together.

you don't know what we've had to go through out there.

i'm down to my last.

i'll control my people, you control yours.

you're nothing but a freak to them.

it's a waste of time all this hoping and praying.

he was a loveless, violent drunk and no good to anybody.

we need to start treating him like an adult.

i can't go back.

why are we running? what are we doing?

if you believe anything, believe that.

are you putting them away?

isn't there anybody else who's gonna stand with me?

this isn't a democracy anymore.

i don't think you can keep them safe.

they're gonna kill all of us.

when i've had a chance to think about it.

he knew things about us, the truth, who we really are.

we're gonna prove him wrong.

i need a night to think it through.

if i'm the kind of man that would gun down his own best friend, what'd you think i do to some guy i don't even like when he starts throwing accusations my way.

dumbass didn't know enough to shoot himself in the head.

you're putting me on the spot.

i couldn't always read him, but he could read us.

i wasn't hurting anyone else.

heaven is just another lie, and if you believe it, you're an idiot.

is that what you want?

you're pretty much dead already.

stop acting like you know the way ahead, like you know the rules.

you got a hell of an infection there.

we've all seen it one time or another.

that's great. now they've got you doubting yourself, huh?

i don't think you can do it.

waste of an arrow.

i killed him.

the right choice is the one that keeps us alive.

i thought we were changing the subject.

no one is going anywhere.

her being out here is my fault.

please. let's just do what's right.

everyone either avoids me or they treat me like i'm crazy.

i would have done that too.

call that payback for laughing about my itchy ass.

i don't believe it.

maybe you people are better off without me.

my hands are clean.

i guess i'm losing hope that you can hear me.

you're just gonna kill him?

a lot of them just disappeared.

if y'all wanna live, if y'all wanna survive, you gotta fight for it!

she's in a better place.

could a living, breathing person, could they walk away from this?

i knew what he was doing, what he was up to.

i know exactly where i am.

you want him? go fetch him yourself.

oh, don't start that shit.

let her be safe, alive and safe.

i'm gonna advise you to keep that theory to yourself.

she's so young in her way.

i wasn't there.

maybe this isn't a world for children anymore.

nah, i can shoot. just don't like to.

that life won't be worth a damn.

you missed all that gun training.

i wish you could have the childhood i had, but that's not gonna happen.

i can't profess to understand god's plan.

he pushed me, and i let him.

there are no rules, man. we're lost.

that's a world i don't wanna live in.

don't be too hard on yourself.

is there something wrong with me?

you don't have anything to prove.

it's always the same with you.

not now. just not now!

you see 11 condoms, i see 11 minutes of my life i'm not getting back.

people are gonna die.

i prayed you'd put a stop to it.

my father didn't bother with comforting lies, he used his fist.

the pain doesn't go away, you just make room for it.

i'm not your wife.

maybe i'm fooling myself again.

the world we know is gone.

you knew this whole time?

i didn't lose my mind!

you killed a person.

it could've come in handy now.

your veins are very discolored.

they're laughing at you behind your back.

i was just trying to keep everybody safe.

this guy's tail lights zig zagging all over the road.

you got no idea what i can live with!

shoot me again? you best pray i'm dead.

you could die from blood poisoning.

i guess i haven't quite got that last part down.

let's see how far you get.

if you saw how it is out there, you wouldn't ask.

it ain't like it was before!

please, don't let this be my punishment.

you think god exists?

people in hell want slurpees.

some men do not earn the love of their sons.

why is it still coming?!

what's going on with you?

if i had known the world was ending, i would have brought better books.

it's my call, man.

the other geeks came and ate all the flesh off his legs.

he said this group was broken.

my father was good like that.

i try not to mix it up with the almighty anymore.

the world that we knew is dead.

i didn't ask for this!

would it have made a difference?

we're going back.

how could i have known for sure?

well maybe we oughta just think that through.

i'm not sitting here, waiting for another herd to blow through.

i do the christian thing, give you shelter, and you destroy it all!

no more kid stuff.

he saw people for who they were.

why don't you go out and find out yourself.

it ain't hard, man.

i wanted him dead.

i want a gun.

that kind of honesty is rare and brave.

i'll have sex with you.

you can't just be the good guy and expect to live.

i ain't nobody's bitch.

i don't know what to say.

this isn't about what we believe anymore.

there's always that chance isn't there?

i think you oughta show some gratitude.

you want to kill me, you're going to have to do better than that wrench.

are you trying to buy my silence with fruit?

i know what kind of man you are.

i'm sorry.

you need to reconsider.

i bet you've had to do some of those same things yourself.

keeping our humanity? that's a choice.

i was not at his deathbed.

he gave me no choice!

she hasn't had a chance.

and you never said anything?

i'm not the good guy anymore.

what you know about what i can live with?

christ promised a resurrection of the dead, i just assumed he had something a little different in mind.

i say there's a place for us, but maybe it's just another pipe dream.

there is nothing easy about taking a man's life no matter how little value it may have.

don't let him kill me.

you act like you don't care.

i just wanted it over.

these things ain't sick!

you don't know shit anymore.

best we can do now is avoid it as long we can, keep one step ahead.

let me ask you something.

i lost my daughter.

you took my choice away, and you expect gratitude?

he was my friend, but he came after me.

that is not your call.

from now on, we're gonna do it his way.

there is no cure.

there is no hope for any of us.

feels like there's a lot of that going around.

we tried to kill each other, man.

we need to move, now.

ain't nobody ever gonna care about you except me.

send me a postcard!

i've been doing that all along, no matter what.

you did this to us!

you saw how he was like.

oh, man. wouldn't that be the way?

go on, there's the door.

your bitch went window shopping.

you're completely in over your head aren't you?

you're gonna kill me in cold blood?

whatever it is, we all carry it.

punish me however you want, but show mercy on her.

get up on your feet, before i'm gonna have to kick your teeth in.

i am sure as hell not your problem.

you've been vague about that night, about what happened.

i'm not your little girl.

i know you. you won't be able to live with this.

there's no way you can ever be ready for it.

what are you, 70?

look at him. hanging up there like a big piñata.

it's a wonder you people have survived this long.

you're a man of god, have some faith.

we're all infected.

you got a girlfriend i don't know about?

they're not people! they're dead!

you people are like a plague!

#prompts #twd #rp prompts #rp sentence meme #rp sentence starters #rp meme #sentence starters #inbox meme #the walking dead rp meme #twd rp meme #apocalypse rp meme #apocalypse sentence starters #apocalypse rp #tlou rp meme #inbox prompts #deadprompts prompt

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rayslittlekitten · 2 years

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Talk To Me

“Dad Will” Masterlist

A/N: Another little snapshot of this family. I had a good chunk of this written a few weeks ago and finally finished it. Thanks to @lovebarefootblonde for looking at this for me.

Word Count: 758

Pairing: Dad!Will x Wife F!Reader, Dad!Will & Teenage Daughter OC (Lucy)

Plot: Will always lends an ear to his two girls.

Contains: banter, fluff

“Oh my gosh! Did I tell you what happened the other day?” You ask Will with wide eyes and excitement as you're wiping down the countertops.

You and Will are cleaning up after dinner as Lucy is prepping for movie night.

“No, you didn’t,” he shakes his head while loading the dishwasher. “What happened?”

As you ramble on to Will about a television show you’ve been getting into, Will listens intently while finishing his chores.

“Of course he would do that,” Will rolls his eyes. “That sounds like something he would do, but you know she’s just gonna just run right back to him.”

“Part of me hopes she doesn’t, but you’re probably right," you reply and then pause your task to continue your rant.

"It sounds like there's going to be big trouble ahead. Next week is the season finale, right?" Will asks just as Lucy strolls into the kitchen to throw a pack of popcorn into the microwave.

"Oh, don't remind me. I just know it's gonna be one freakin' cliffhanger and I gotta wait like a whole year for the next season," you huff and continue cleaning.

As Lucy waits, she crosses her arms, glances over at her father and rolls her eyes. Will notices and shoots her a clueless and confused look.

"You guys can go get started, pick a movie. I'm almost done here," you tell them as you wipe down the table.

When the popping slows down, Lucy stops the microwave and pulls the bag out. Will presents a bowl to her to dump the popcorn in.

"What was that look you gave me back there?" Will asks as they make their way into the living room with their snacks and drinks in hand.

“Dad, you hate that stupid show. You don’t even watch it," Lucy answers quietly. "In fact, you've agreed with me that it's overrated.”

"Yeah, so?" Will shrugs and hands Lucy the bowl of popcorn.

"Isn't it annoying when mom goes on about it?"

"I wouldn't call it annoying. Boring? Maybe, but it’s something she’s excited to talk about. If it's important to her, I like to listen even if it’s boring to me because she wants to share something with me and I don’t ever want her to feel like she can’t ever talk to me - about anything. I can listen to your mother talk all day. I don’t even care what it’s about." Will shrugs as he looks for something to watch.

“Really? You don’t think she sometimes goes overboard? She’s, like, obsessed with the main character.”

"Hey, cut your mom some slack. I'm sure one day you'll meet someone you like enough where you're willing to listen to all the nonsense they wanna spew out. It's called love. You know how many times I've had to listen to you talk about things that didn't make any sense when you were a kid? Literally, just gibberish and I'd nod and agree like I knew what the heck you were talking about,” he laughs. “Sometimes I still don’t know what you’re saying, especially when you use all these words and lingo I don't know what they mean.”

“Dad, you’re just old."

“Old? Is that slang for something or did you mean the dictionary’s definition?”

“Dictionary? Dad, you’re definitely old,” Lucy laughs. "No one uses those anymore. It's called Google."

“Smartass,” Will smirks, ruffling the hair at the top of her head. “I hope your mom never stops talking to me though. Not as long as I live.”

“Whatcha guys talking about?” You ask as you plop down next to your husband.

“Nothing. Just how much I love hearing my best friend’s voice.” Will’s arm settles on top of your shoulders and he leans in to give you a peck on your cheek.

“Are you talking about Fish or Benny?” you turn to him. "Because Fish barely talks and Benny doesn't shut up."

“Wow, Mom, that's cold. Dad was talking about you," Lucy jumps in.

"Dad, I think you need a new best friend." She leans on Will's arm and looks up at him with a wide grin.

"You little instigator," Will smirks and shakes his head. "You pick up way too many bad habits from your uncle."

"You still love me though," Lucy rests her head on his shoulder and shoves a handful of popcorn into her mouth.

Without responding, Will hits play on the TV and then puts his other arm around Lucy's shoulder, pulling her into his side and quickly planting a kiss on her forehead.

#charlie hunnam #charlie hunnam fanfiction #will ironhead miller fanfiction #will miller #will ironhead miller x you #william ironhead miller x reader #will ironhead miller x reader #william ironhead miller #will ironhead miller #will ironhead miller & daughter oc #triple frontier #triple frontier fanfiction #dad!will #dad!will miller

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earth-b0y · 7 months

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[Word Count: ~940]

[CW: threats, manipulation]

"Well, it looks like you've come to your decision, hasn't it?"

Kri's eyes drift between his hands folded in his lap, Liar, Death, and the slice of chocolate cake in front of him he can't eat. The words "Happy Birthday!" are mockingly crammed onto the cake in red icing, the lettering round and loopy, like the comic sans equivalent of cursive. It makes Kri sick just to look at.

"Yeah... I don't wanna cause trouble; I jus' don't want to be a weapon anymore. I can't take it. I lost count of how many people I killed after about twenty," Kri confesses, squeezing their fists so tightly that their claws leave bloody indents in their palms. His voice cracks as he continues, "No more. No more. That's all I want. Will you let me have that?"

Liar's smile is soft and understanding, as though she truly sympathises with the boy. "Of course, of course, dear. I said you would be permitted to transfer to Wilson's, and I meant it. Did you think I was fibbing?"

"Uh..." Kri starts awkwardly, "Lying is kind of your whole thing, so, yeah... a little bit. Sorry."

Liar laughs loudly, throwing her head back, juxtaposed by Death's complete lack of reaction. The sound is shrill, like the clacking of a spoon in a teacup, and Kri can't help but wince. Her mirth is clearly at his expense.

"Well, you've got me there. Yes, you're right. I am a liar, and a damn good one, but my offer was genuine! As sad as Min and Rai will be to see you go, and I will be disappointed to lose such a valuable asset, it's better to let you go where you're happy than to have you turn on us," Liar explains, and she props her elbow on the table, resting her chin on her fist.

Kri looks up, not daring to be too hopeful as he searches her face for any hint of deceit. He can't tell; she's impossible to read, but her smile looks true, complete with crinkled eyes.

"Really...? You're not joking? Or plannin' to shoot me as soon as I step out the door? This ain't a trick or nothin'?"

"Mhm-hm." Liar nods, and a twinkle dances in her eye. "But I'll admit, it is a shame to see an anomaly like yours go to waste. You're an unmatched marksman, Kri; you could do so much more than feed animals and wrap little bandages around their paws. Maybe one day, you'll realize where you really belong and come back to us. The door will always be open, and that is why I'd like to give you this parting gift. Agapi mou?"

With a gesture towards Death, the statuesque woman finally moves. It places a small white box on the table, delicately pushing it forward. He's hesitant. This must be the surprise Liar mentioned, they suppose.

"Go ahead," Liar encourages.

Kri tentatively lifts the lid off the box, and inside, he finds a bolo tie. Six wears them often, so Kri is familiar with them, but this one reminds him much more of the brooch Min wears or the wolf's head cane Six carries. The slide is an oval piece of ivory, a flower carved into the centre - a columbine, Rai would tell him.

Kri picks up the bolo tie, fingers brushing against the bone charm, and his head drops. Everything goes black.

When Kri's consciousness returns, Death is hanging the cord around his neck, tightening it by sliding the heavy pendant up to rest between their collarbones. It feels almost like a second heartbeat thrumming against his chest. He thinks he sees Death give him a look of pity before stepping back, returning to his seat beside Liar, who smiles, satisfied, like all has just been made right in the world.

"What... what is this? What happened?" Kri asks, and his hand rises to grip the pendant. It might be warm to the touch, or maybe the situation has rendered his hands cold and clammy. They aren't sure.

"It's your present, dear. In most cases, only an Overseer will receive a charm like that, but consider this an investment, a sort of contract between us. Always keep it close to you, boy, and never forget your place here."

Kri's throat dries up; he can't find any words to speak, only stammered beginnings of "What?" or "Why?" Liar and Death stand in unison, and as Liar passes, she leans down to whisper in Kri's ear.

"We have an eye on you. If you ever think to rebel against your masters, you will swiftly be put down like the dog you are."

Kri swallows. He doesn't reply, and she doesn't wait. Liar strides towards the doors with her heels clicking purposefully on the tile, and Death trails behind like a shadow. Then, Liar pauses.

"Oh, and Kri? Happy birthday. Enjoy your cake."

The doors slam shut, and Kri is left alone. A minute or two passes in silence, and all Kri can think is that he should have known. He should have run, should have listened to the warnings others tried to give him, but he held a wishful hope in his heart that makes fools of us all.

Kri grabs the plate and flings it against the door where Liar last stood, and the sound of shattering porcelain is loud, almost cathartic, but not enough to relieve him of his frustration and rage. He bangs his fists against the table, stinging pain spreading through his shaken bones.

"Stupid," Kri murmurs, and a bitter chuckle escapes their lips. "God, I'm so fuckin' stupid.”

#Archived #Inner workings #Eleventh Cog #Thirteenth Cog #Helping Hands #[visible to all!]#[side note: I'm jumping time ahead、and this is occurring at 5pm their time zone]

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san-fics · 2 years

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Felix: Father! Finally I've got you!

Duusu: Uhh... uhm... about that... Thanks for getting me away from that maniac, but you're not a sentimonster...

Felix: What? But... But... They all say...

Duusu: I know, I know... I almost believed in it myself... But you're a smart guy, Felix. You're sure to know what marketing is, right? You can't plan a dozen seasons without fueling public interest with some scandalous bullshit...

Felix: So, I'm good?

Duusu: Yeah.

Felix: And Adrien too?

Duusu: Clear as glass, no feather spent.

Felix: Then why is he acting like such a weak-willed moron?!

Duusu: Well, his character was sketched in a rush to replace you at the last moment when you started to protest and refused to drag out the identity intrigue with your lady for five whole seasons. They had to sacrifice something...

Felix: Not my face, apparently...

Duusu: Obviously.

Felix: So, what are we gonna do now then?

Duusu: I propose to go back to Paris and kick not only the jerk who scares my buddies, but also the creators of the show.

Felix: Deal.

Felix: I've got another question though...

Duusu: Shoot!

Felix: What about the girl?..

Duusu: So, you DID like her!

Felix: I mean... What's not to like?.. Plus, wasn't she kind of made for me and all that?

Duusu: True. Fine. Leave it to me...

[Paris, post Monarch and MLB creators defeat]

Duusu: Hey, guardian, wanna know a secret?..

Marinette: At this point I don't have a problem with secrets anymore, go ahead!

Duusu: [in her ear] pshsh pshsh pshsh...

Marinette: No way!..

Marinette: Hey, blondie! A bird tweeted something about you to me. So, you're not afraid of strong sophisticated women, are you?

Felix: [smirks] I'm ready for a challenge if you are... . bonus

P.S. I know I should have been asleep a long time ago instead of doing this, but I noticed the similarities between Duusu and Genie from Aladdin 😱😅 and it just went on...) Hope you had a little fun too!

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cnradfisher · 9 months

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𝙳𝙸𝚅𝙴 𝙳𝙴𝙴𝙿𝙴𝚁. the ultimate conrad fisher playlist. songs that conrad relates to, or songs that he would listen to.

𝙴𝚇𝙸𝙻𝙴 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 𝙵𝚃. 𝙱𝙾𝙽 𝙸𝚅𝙴𝚁 .

like you'd get your knuckles bloody for me. second, third, and hundredth chances. balancing on breaking branches, those eyes add insult to injury. i think i've seen this film before and i didn't like the ending. i'm not your problem anymore, so who am i offending now? you were my crown, now i'm in exile seeing you out. i think i've seen this film before, so i'm leaving out the side door.

so step right out, there's no amount of crying i can do for you. all this time we always walked a very thin lie, you didn't even hear me out. (didn't even hear me out) you never gave a warning sign. (i gave so many signs) all this time, i never learned to read your mind. (never learned to read my mind) i couldn't turn things around. (never turn things around) cause you never gave a warning sign. (i gave so many signs)

𝙿𝙸𝙴𝙲𝙴𝚂 - 𝚁𝙴𝙳 .

i'm here again, a thousand miles away from you. a broken mess, just scattered pieces of who i am. i've come so far, thought i could do this on my own. i've lost so much along the way. then i see your face, i know i'm finally yours. i find everything i thought i lost before. you call my name, i come to you in pieces, so you can make me whole.

𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙴 𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺 𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙲𝙰𝙽 - 𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙲𝙴𝙻𝙾𝙽𝙰 .

every time we drift, we're forcing what is wrong. at last that voice is gone. please take your time, but you've gotta know that i am taking sight. oh, you look good with your patient face and wandering eyes. don't hold this war inside.

come back when you can. let go, you'll understand. you've done nothing at all to make me love you less. so come back when you can. come back, i'll help you stand. let go and hold my hand. if all you wanted was me, then i'll give you nothing less.

𝚆𝙸𝙽𝙶𝚂 - 𝙱𝙸𝚁𝙳𝚈 .

lights go down, in the moment we're lost and found. i just wanna be by your side, if these wings could fly. damn these walls, in the moment we're ten feet tall. and how you told me after it all, we'd remember tonight for the rest of our lives.

𝚃𝙾 𝙱𝙴 𝚂𝙾 𝙻𝙾𝙽𝙴𝙻𝚈 - 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝚁𝚈 𝚂𝚃𝚈𝙻𝙴𝚂 .

don't blame me for falling, i was just a little boy. don't blame the drunk caller, wasn't ready for it all. you can't blame me, darling, not even a little bit. i was away, and i'm just an arrogant son of a bitch who can't admit when he's sorry. don't call me baby again, you've got your reasons. know that you're tryna be friends, i know you mean it. don't call me baby again, it's hard for me to go home.

𝚂𝙾𝚁𝚁𝚈 - 𝙷𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴𝚈 .

i've missed your calls for months it seems, don't realize how mean i can be. cause i can sometimes treat the people that i love like jewelry. cause i can change my mind each day. i didn't mean to try you on. but i still know your birthday and your mother's favorite song.

i run away when things are good, i never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me in ways that no one ever could. and so it seems i broke your heart. my ignorance has struck again, i failed to see it from the start, and tore you open till the end.

someone will love you. someone will love you. someone will love you, but someone isn't me.

𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝚂 𝙼𝙴 𝚃𝚁𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

i've been having a hard time adjusting, i had the shiniest wheels now they're rusting. i didn't know if you'd care if i came back, i have a lot of regrets about that. pulled the car off the road to the lookout, could've followed my fears all the way down. and baby, i don't quite know what to say, but i'm here in your doorway. i just wanted you to know that this is me trying.

they told me all of my cages were mental, so i got wasted like all of my potential. and my words shoot to kill when i'm mad, i have a lot of regrets about that. i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere. fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here. pouring out my heart to a stranger, but i didn't pour the whiskey.

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝙾𝚈 𝚆𝙷𝙾 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙲𝙺𝙴𝙳 𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚃 - 𝙱𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙽𝙴𝚆 .

if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. you can tell me how vile i already know that i am. i'll grow old, start acting my age. be a brand new day in a life that you hate. a crown of gold, a heart that's harder than stone and hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone.

call me a safe bet, i'm betting i'm not. i'm glad that you can forgive. only hoping as times goes, you can forget.

𝙲𝙻𝙰𝙸𝚁𝚅𝙾𝚈𝙰𝙽𝚃 - 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙾𝚁𝚈 𝚂𝙾 𝙵𝙰𝚁 .

i think you'll notice when things become different, the good vibes in our lives won't feel so consistent. and less becomes more, cause the weight is too heavy. i swim in the water that's breaking your levy.

the way that you left me's alright, it's alright. if i argue the point then we yell and we fight. and i won't be home for the rest of the night. you might hate my words, but you know that i'm right.

i only have but one complaint at the moment. don't paint me black when i used to be golden.

𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚆𝙰𝚂 𝙸 𝙼𝙰𝙳𝙴 𝙵𝙾𝚁 - 𝙱𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙴 𝙴𝙸𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙷 .

i used to float, now i just fall down. i used to know, but i'm not sure now what i was made for. what was i made for? taking a drive, i was an ideal. looked so alive, turns out i'm not real.

when did it end? all the enjoyment. i'm sad again. don't tell my boyfriend, it's not when he's made for.

𝚂𝚄𝙿𝙴𝚁𝙼𝙰𝚁𝙺𝙴𝚃 𝙵𝙻𝙾𝚆𝙴𝚁𝚂 - 𝙴𝙳 𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙴𝚁𝙰𝙽 .

dad always told me 'don't you cry when you're down', but mom, there's a tear every time that i blink. i'm in pieces, it's tearing me up, but i know a heart's that broke is a heart that's been loved. so i'll sing hallelujah, you were an angel in the shape of my mom. when i fell down, you'd be there holding me up, spread your wings as you go. and when god takes you back, he'll sing hallelujah, you're home.

i fluffed the pillows, made the bed, stacked the chairs up. folded your nightgowns neatly in a case, john said he'd drive, then put his hand on my cheek and wiped a tear from the side of my face. and i hope that i see the world as you did, cause i know a life we've loved is a life that's been lived.

𝙲𝙷𝙴𝚁𝚁𝚈 - 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝚁𝚈 𝚂𝚃𝚈𝙻𝙴𝚂 .

don't you call him baby, we're not talking lately. don't you call him what you used to call me. i confess, i can tell that you were at your best. i'm selfish so i'm hating it.

𝙸 𝙼𝙸𝚂𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄, 𝙸'𝙼 𝚂𝙾𝚁𝚁𝚈 - 𝙶𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙸𝙴 𝙰𝙱𝚁𝙰𝙼𝚂 .

you said forever and i almost bought it. i miss fighting in your old apartment, breaking dishes when you're disappointed. i still love you, i promise. nothing happened in the way i wanted, every corner of this house is haunted. and i know you said that we're not talking, but i miss you, i'm sorry.

𝙷𝙰𝙿𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙴𝚂𝚂 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

in the disbelief, i can't face reinvention. i haven't met the new me yet. there'll be happiness after you, but there was happiness because of you. both of these things can be true, there is happiness past the blood and bruised. past the curses and cries. beyond the terror in the nightfall, haunted by the look in my eyes that would've loved you for a lifetime. leave it all behind, and there is happiness.

tell me when did your winning smile begin to look like a smirk? when did all our lessons start to look like weapons pointing at my deepest hurt? i hope she'll be a beautiful fool who takes my spot next to you, no i didn't mean that. sorry, i can't see facts through all of my fury.

i can't make it go away by making you a villain. i guess it's the price i pay for seven years in heaven. and i pulled your body into mine every goddamn night, now i get fake niceties. no one teaches you what to do when a good man hurts you, and you know you hurt him too.

honey, when i'm above the trees, i see it for what it is. now my eyes leak acid rain on the pillow where you used to lay your head. after giving you the best i had, tell me what to give after that. all you want from me now is the green light of forgiveness.

𝙲𝙰𝙽 𝙸 𝙱𝙴 𝙷𝙸𝙼 - 𝙹𝙰𝙼𝙴𝚂 𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙷𝚄𝚁 .

you took me back in time to when i was unbroken. now you're all i want and i knew it from the very first moment. cause a light came on when i heard that song, and i want you to sing it again. i swear that every word you sing, you wrote them for me. like it was a private show, i know you never saw me. when the lights come on and i'm on my own, will you be there to sing it again? can i be the one you talk about in all your stories? can i be him?

𝙸'𝙻𝙻 𝙱𝙴 𝙶𝙾𝙾𝙳 - 𝙹𝙰𝚈𝙼𝙴𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝙽𝙶 .

my past has tasted bitter for years now, so i wield an iron fist. grace is just weakness, or so i've been told. i've been cold, i've been merciless. but the blood on my hands scares me to death, maybe i'm waking up today.

𝙼𝙰𝚁𝙹𝙾𝚁𝙸𝙴 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

never be so kind you forget to be clever, never be so clever you forget to be kind.

the autumn chill that wakes me up, you loved the amber skies so much. long limbs and frozen swims, you'd always go past where our feet could touch. and i complained the whole way there, the car ride back and up the stairs.

i should've asked you questions, i should've asked you how to be. asked you to write it down for me, should've kept every grocery store receipt cause every scrap of you would be taken from me. watched as you signed your name 'marjorie', all your closets of backlog dreams, and how you left them all to me.

𝙳𝙾𝚆𝙽 - 𝙹𝙰𝚂𝙾𝙽 𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙺𝙴𝚁 .

i shot for the sky, i'm stuck on the ground. so why do i try? i know i'm gonna fall down. i thought i could fly, so why did i drown? i'll never know why, it's coming down, down, down.

𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃 - 𝙼𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙰𝙽𝙰𝚂 𝚃𝚁𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙷 .

i stayed for a while and waited for words, seen but not heard and struggled to try. my tongue's turning black, but i'll take you back. you're still the best, more or less, i guess.

it hurts me to say that it hurts me to stay and it might be alright if you go.

𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝚁𝙴 𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙼𝙴 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

remember looking at this room, we loved it cause of the light. now i just sit in the dark and wonder if it's time. do i throw out everything we built, or keep it? i'm getting tired even for a phoenix, always rising from the ashes. mended all her gashes. you might just have dealt the final blow.

every morning i glared at you with storms in my eyes. how can you say that you love someone you can't tell is dying? i sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick. my face was gray but you wouldn't admit that we were sick. and the air is thick with loss and indecision, i know my pain is such an imposition. now you're running down the hallway, and you know what they all say - you don't know what you got until it's gone.

𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚈 - 𝙼𝙰𝚈𝙳𝙰𝚈 𝙿𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙳𝙴 .

oh, can you tell i haven't slept very well since the last time that we spoke? you said 'please understand, if i see you again, don't even say hello. please.'

all the love's still there i just don't know what to do with it now. you know i still can't believe we both did some things i don't even wanna think about. just say you love me, and i'll say i'm sorry, i don't want anybody else to feel this way. oh, can you tell i haven't slept very well since the last time that we spoke? i said 'please understand i've been drinking again, and all i do is hope. please stay.'

i'll admit i was wrong about everything, cause i'm high and i don't wanna come down. all the fun that we had on your mother's couch, i don't even wanna think about. i'm not strong enough for the both of us, what was i supposed to do? you know i love you.

𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙴 - 𝙻𝚄𝙺𝙴 𝙷𝙴𝙼𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙶𝚂 .

i wake up every morning with the years ticking by, i'm missing all these memories - maybe they were never mine. i feel the walls are closing, i'm running out of time. i think i missed the gun at the starting line.

𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

your kiss, my cheek, i watched you leave. your smile, my ghost, i fell to my knees. when you're young you just run, but you come back to what you need.

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝚆𝙴 𝙼𝙴𝚃 - 𝙻𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙷𝚄𝚁𝙾𝙽 .

i am not the only traveler who has not repaid his debt. i've been searching for a trail to follow again. take me back to the night we met. and then i can tell myself what the hell i'm supposed to do. and then i can tell myself not to ride along with you. i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you. take me back to the night we met. i don't know what i'm supposed to do, haunted by the ghost of you.

𝙱𝚁𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 - 𝙺𝙾𝙳𝙰𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙴 .

we've taken different paths, travelled different roads; i know we'll always end up on the same one when we're old. and when you're in the trenches and you're under fire, i will cover you.

if i was dying, on my knees, you would be the one to rescue me. and if you were drowned at sea, i'd give you my lungs so you could breathe. i've got you, brother.

we're living different lives, heaven only knows if we'll make it back with all our fingers and our toes. five years, twenty years, come back we'll always be the same.

𝙷𝙾𝙻𝙳 𝙼𝙴 𝚆𝙷𝙸𝙻𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚆𝙰𝙸𝚃 - 𝙻𝙴𝚆𝙸𝚂 𝙲𝙰𝙿𝙰𝙻𝙳𝙸 .

i wish that i was good enough. if only i could wake you up, my love, my love, my love. my love, won't you stay a while? tell me more, tell me something i don't know. did we go close to having it all? if you're gonna waste my time, let's waste it right, and hold me while you wait.

𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝙶𝙾 𝚃𝙾 𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙸𝙴𝚂 - 𝟻 𝚂𝙴𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙳𝚂 𝙾𝙵 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁 .

i'm still here in the darkness, back where we started. you made me a heartless monster. i'm caught up in distractions, fatal attractions. i'm starting to come undone. and now it's 5am, clinging to my couch, and everyone i ever knew is standing in my house. oh, i wonder who i'm looking for cause you don't go to parties anymore. i got the last five years running out my mouth, always stay too late, i should kick me out.

𝙵𝙰𝚅𝙾𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙴 𝙲𝚁𝙸𝙼𝙴 - 𝙾𝙻𝙸𝚅𝙸𝙰 𝚁𝙾𝙳𝚁𝙸𝙶𝙾 .

and i watched as you fled the scene, doe-eyed as you buried me. one heart broke, four hands bloody. the things i did, just so i could call you mine. the things you did, well i hope i was your favorite crime.

𝚂𝙾𝙾𝙽 𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝙻𝙻 𝙶𝙴𝚃 𝙱𝙴𝚃𝚃𝙴𝚁 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

desperate people find faith, so now i pray to jesus, too. and i say to you, soon you'll get better. soon you'll get better. you'll get better soon, cause you have to.

i know delusion when i see it in the mirror. you like the nicer nurses, you make the best of a bad deal. i just pretend it isn't real. i'll paint the kitchen neon, i'll brighten up the sky. i know i'll never get it, there's not a day that i won't try.

and i hate to make this all about me.. but who am i supposed to talk to? what am i supposed to do if there's no you? this won't go back to normal, if it ever was, it's been years of hoping and i keep saying it because i have to.

𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙻𝙴 𝙵𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙺 - 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝚁𝚈 𝚂𝚃𝚈𝙻𝙴𝚂 .

i was thinking about who you are, your delicate point of view. i was thinking about you. i'm not worried about where you are, or who you go home to. i'm just thinking about you.

i disrespected you, jumped in feet first and i landed too hard. broken ankle, karma rules. you never saw my birthmark.

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙰𝚁𝙲𝙷𝙴𝚁 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

i never grew up, it's getting so old. help me hold onto you. i've been the archer, i've been the prey. who could ever leave me, darling? but who could stay?

and i cut off my nose just to spite my face, and i hate my reflection for years and years. i wake in the night, i pace like a ghost, the room is on fire, invisible smoke. and all of my heroes die all alone, help me hold onto you.

they see right through me, they see right through me, they see right through me, can you see right through me? they see right through me, i see right through me.

all the king's horses, all the king's men couldn't put me together again cause all of my enemies started off friends.

𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙴𝙻𝚂 𝙾𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽 - 𝚃𝙷𝚁𝙸𝚅𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙸𝚅𝙾𝚁𝚈 .

do you care about all the little things, or anything at all? i wanna feel all the chemicals inside. i want a sunburn just to know that i'm alive, to know i'm alive. don't tell me if i'm dying, cause i don't wanna know. if i can't see the sun maybe i should go. don't wake me cause i'm dreaming of angels on the moon, where everyone you know never leaves too soon.

𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝙳𝙾 𝙸 𝚂𝙰𝚈 𝙶𝙾𝙾𝙳𝙱𝚈𝙴 - 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝙽 𝙻𝙴𝚆𝙸𝚂 .

you gave me my name, and the color of your eyes, i see your face when i look at mine. so how do i say goodbye? when i couldn't, you always saw the best in me. right or wrong, you were always on my side. i'm scared of what life without you's like, and i saw the way she looked into your eyes. and i promise if you go, i will make sure she's alright. there's no way you could ever let me down.

𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝚁𝙴 𝙾𝙽 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙾𝚆𝙽, 𝙺𝙸𝙳 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

from sprinkler splashes, to fireplace ashes, i gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this. i hosted parties, and starved my body, like i'd be saved by a perfect kiss. the jokes weren't funny, i took the money, my friends from home don't know what to say.

there were pages turned with the bridges burned. everything you lose is a step you take. you've got no reason to be afraid. you're on your own, kid. you can face this.

𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙸 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝚃 - 𝙺𝙾𝙳𝙰𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙴 .

when you said your last goodbye, i died a little bit inside. i lay in tears in bed all night, alone without you by my side. if you loved me, why'd you leave me? take my body, take my body. all i want is, all i need is to find somebody. i'll find somebody.

𝙷𝙰𝙻𝙵 𝙰 𝙼𝙰𝙽 - 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝙽 𝙻𝙴𝚆𝙸𝚂 .

when i told her it was over, my darling, i had lied. i've been running from my demons, afraid to look behind. i've been running from myself, afraid of what i'd find. how am i supposed to love you when i don't love who i am?

i'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand. how can i give you all of me, when i'm only half a man?

𝙷𝚈𝙼𝙽 𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙸𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙽𝙶 - 𝚁𝙴𝙳 .

thought you were beside me, but i reached and you were gone. sometimes i hear you calling from some lost and distant shore. i hear you crying softly for the way it was before.

𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙼𝚈 𝚁𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙶𝙸𝙾𝙽 - 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚁𝙴𝚃𝙸𝙲𝙴𝙽𝚃 .

that's me in the corner, that's me in the spotlight, losing my religion. trying to keep up with you, and i don't know if i can do it. oh no, i've said too much. i haven't said enough.

𝙼𝚈 𝚃𝙴𝙰𝚁𝚂 𝚁𝙸𝙲𝙾𝙲𝙷𝙴𝚃 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

if i'm on fire you'll be made of ashes, too. even on my worst day, did i deserve, babe, all the hell you gave me? cause i loved you, i swear i loved you till my dying day. i didn't have it in myself to go with grace, and you're the hero flying around saving face. and if i'm dead to you, why are you at the wake? cursing my name, wishing i stayed, look at how my tears ricochet.

we gather stones, never knowing what they'll mean. some to throw, some to make a diamond ring. you know i didn't want to have to haunt you, but what a ghostly scene. you wear the same jewels that i gave you as you bury me.

𝙴𝙰𝚂𝚈 𝙾𝙽 𝙼𝙴 - 𝙰𝙳𝙴𝙻𝙴 .

there ain't no gold in this river that i've been washing my hands in forever. i know there is hope in these waters, but i can't bring myself to swim when i am drowning in the silence, baby, let me in. go easy on me, baby. i was still a child, didn't get the chance to feel the world around me. i had no time to choose what i chose to do.

𝙿𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙴 𝙽𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝙵𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙸𝙽 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 𝙰𝙶𝙰𝙸𝙽 - 𝙾𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙴 𝙼𝙽 .

you and me need never be lonely again. spin with me endlessly, or at least until the end. please never fall in love again. oh, please never fall in love again. and if some other guy catches your eye, please just text me your goodbye. you know i don't look pretty when i cry, and i don't want that to be your final glimpse of me.

𝚂𝙷𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙴𝙳 - 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚈𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙳𝙰𝚈 .

and i've lost who i am and i can't understand why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love. without love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on. but i know, all i know, that the end's beginning. who i am from the start, take me home to my heart. let me go and i will run, i will not be silenced. all this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain. all is lost, hope remains.

𝚂𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝙾𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝙴𝙰𝙲𝙷 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 𝙵𝚃. 𝙻𝙰𝙽𝙰 𝙳𝙴𝙻 𝚁𝙴𝚈 .

one night a few moons ago, i saw flecks of what could've been lights, but it might just have been you passing by unbeknownst to me. life is emotionally abusive and time can't stop me quite like you did.

this scene feels like what i once saw on a screen. i searched 'aurora borealis green'. i've never seen someone lit from within, blurring out my periphery. my smile is like i won a contest and to hide that would be so dishonest, and it's fine to fake it till you make it. till you do. till it's true.

i can't speak, afraid to jinx it. i don't even dare to wish it. but your eyes are flying saucers from another planet. now i'm all for you like janet. can this be a real thing? can it?

𝙸𝙵 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝚂 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚃 𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴 - 𝙻𝙰𝙽𝚈 .

i know you did all you could just to make sure my life was good. sorry for the fights and the tone of my voice. sorry for the nights when i made the wrong choice. life is flying by and it's hitting me now.

i hope it's not, but if this is the last time, please come close. i love you with all of my heart, you know. i don't wanna cry, i'm bad at goodbye. if this is the last time then let's do the things we always do. like go to the mall and buy some shoes. i don't wanna cry, i'm bad at goodbye,

𝙱𝙴 𝙼𝚈 𝙼𝙸𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙺𝙴 - 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝟷𝟿𝟽𝟻 .

i shouldn't have called cause we shouldn't speak. you do make me hard, but she makes me weak. and don't wait outside my hotel room, just wait till i give you a sign cause i get lonesome sometimes. save all the jokes you're gonna make, while i see how much drink i can take, then by my mistake.

𝙸𝙽 𝙼𝚈 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙳 - 𝚂𝙷𝙰𝚆𝙽 𝙼𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚂 .

laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing. i'm overwhelmed and insecure. give me something i can take to ease my mind slowly. just have a drink and you'll feel better, just take her home and you'll feel better. keep telling me that it gets better, does it ever?

help me, it's like the walls are caving in. sometimes i feel like giving up, no medicine is strong enough. someone help me, i'm crawling in my skin. sometimes i feel like giving up, but i just can't. it isn't in my blood.

𝙼𝙸𝚁𝚁𝙾𝚁𝙱𝙰𝙻𝙻 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

hush, i know they said the end is near but i'm still on my tallest tiptoes, spinning in my highest heels, love. shining just for you. and they called off the circus, burned the disco down. when they sent home the horses and the rodeo clowns, i'm still on that tightrope. i'm still trying everything to get you laughing at me. and i'm still a believer, but i don't know why. i've never been a natural. all i do is try, try, try. i'm still on that trapeze, i'm still trying everything to keep you looking at me.

𝙵𝙰𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙶 - 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝚁𝚈 𝚂𝚃𝚈𝙻𝙴𝚂 .

forget what i said, it's not what i meant. and i can't take it back, i can't unpack the baggage you left. what am i now? what am i now? what if i'm someone i don't want around?

what if i'm down? what if i'm out? what if i'm someone you won't talk about? i'm falling again, i'm falling again, i'm falling.

𝙾𝙻𝙳𝙴𝚁 - 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙻𝚈 .

sometimes i wonder how things would turn out if i stayed in school, never left my hometown. i don't do the things i'm supposed to. emotional rollercoaster, keep it all on my shoulders hoping no one will notice. i'm not good at getting older.

𝙼𝙸𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙰𝙱𝙻𝙴 𝙰𝚃 𝙱𝙴𝚂𝚃 - 𝙼𝙰𝚈𝙳𝙰𝚈 𝙿𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙳𝙴 .

you're all that i hoped i'd find, in every single way. and everything i would give, is everything you couldn't take. cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away. and the hardest of living is just taking breaths to stay. cause i know i'm good for something, i just haven't found it yet. and i need it.

let's not pretend like you're alone tonight, i know he's there and you're probably hanging out and making eyes while across the room he stares. i'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor and ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes. because these words were never easier for me to say, or her to second guess. but i guess, that i can live without you but, without you i'll be miserable at best.

𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝚆𝙴 𝚄𝚂𝙴𝙳 𝚃𝙾 - 𝙰 𝚁𝙾𝙲𝙺𝙴𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽 .

if only i could be in that bed again, if only it were me instead of him. does he watch your favorite movies? does he hold you when you cry? does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times? does he sing to all your music, while you dance to 'purple rain'? does he do all these things like i used to?

will he love you like i loved you? will he tell you everyday? will he make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say? can you promise me if this one's right, don't throw it all away.

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚃 𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 𝙵𝚃. 𝙶𝙰𝚁𝚈 𝙻𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙱𝙾𝙳𝚈 .

this is the last time you tell me i've got it wrong. this is the last time i say 'it's been you all along'. this is the last time i let you in my door. this is the last time, i won't hurt you anymore. this is the last time i'm asking you this. put my name at the top of your list. this is the last time i'm asking you why. you break my heart in the blink of an eye.

𝙼𝚁. 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴𝚁𝙼𝙰𝙽 - 𝚁𝙸𝙲𝙺𝚈 𝙼𝙾𝙽𝚃𝙶𝙾𝙼𝙴𝚁𝚈 .

leaving me daft and dim, i've got this shake in my legs. shaking the thoughts from my head. but who put these waves in the door? i crack and out i pour. i'm mr. loverman, and i miss my lover, man.

𝚂𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝙼𝚈𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵 - 𝙴𝙳 𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙴𝚁𝙰𝙽 .

life can get you down, so i just numb the way it feels. or drown it with a drink and out of date prescription pills. and all the ones that loved me, they just left me on the shelf. no farewell. so before i save someone else, i've got to save myself.

𝙷𝙾𝙰𝚇 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 .

my only one, my smoking gun, my eclipsed sun; this has broken me down. my twisted knife, my sleepless night, my windless fight; this has frozen my ground. stood on the cliffside, screaming 'give me a reason'. your faithless love's the only hoax i believe in. don't want no other shade of blue but you, no other sadness in the world would do.

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙲𝚄𝚃 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙰𝙻𝚆𝙰𝚈𝚂 𝙱𝙻𝙴𝙴𝙳𝚂 - 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙰𝙽 𝙶𝚁𝙰𝚈 .

i don't love you anymore, a pretty line that i adore. five words that i've heard before. cause you keep me on a rope and tied a noose around my throat. you're gone, then back at my door. so if you're gonna leave, better leave, better do it fast. can't live a little longer sitting on your lap cause you know what you're doing when you're coming back, and i don't wanna have another heart attack. oh, i can't be your lover on a leash, every other week when you please. i can't be the kiss that you don't need, the lie between your teeth, the cut that always bleeds.

say you love somebody new and beat my heart to black and blue. then they leave and it's me you'll come back to. to say you loved me all along and kiss the bruises till they're gone. bittersweet, cause i can't breathe inside your arms.

𝙸 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝚃 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙰𝚂 𝙰 𝙶𝙷𝙾𝚂𝚃 - 𝚃𝙸𝚁𝙴𝙳 𝙿𝙾𝙽𝚈 .

well i want you as you are, not some collapsing star. i'll wait, i'll wait for good. what else can i do? i don't want you as a ghost. i don't want you as a fading light. i don't wanna be the weight you carry. i just wanna be the man you come home to every night.

𝙿𝙰𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙵𝙻𝙾𝚆𝙴𝚁𝚂 - 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴 𝙻𝙾𝚆 .

try to open up my eyes, i'm hoping for a chance to make it alright. when i wake up the dream isn't done, i wanna see your face and know i've made it home. if nothing is true, what more can i do? i am still painting flowers for you.

𝙵𝚄𝙽𝙴𝚁𝙰𝙻 - 𝙿𝙷𝙾𝙴𝙱𝙴 𝙱𝚁𝙸𝙳𝙶𝙴𝚁𝚂 .

and last night I blacked out in my car and i woke up in my childhood bed, wishing i was someone else, feeling sorry for myself. jesus christ, i'm so blue all the time. and that's just how i feel, always have and i always will.

𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙽𝙴𝚆 - 𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙾𝚁 𝚂𝚆𝙸𝙵𝚃 𝙵𝚃. 𝙿𝙷𝙾𝙴𝙱𝙴 𝙱𝚁𝙸𝙳𝙶𝙴𝚁𝚂 .

lord, what will become of me once i've lost my novelties? i've had too much to drink tonight, and i know it's sad, but this is what i think about. and i wake up in the middle of the night, it's like i can feel time moving. how can a person know everything at eighteen, but nothing at twenty-two?

𝚄𝙽𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙰𝙳𝚈 - 𝙶𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙸𝙴 𝙰𝙱𝚁𝙰𝙼𝚂 .

but it's so hard when it feels like my fault, when i keep 'em so far. happens when i go dark, i'm so unsteady. lately, i've been staring at the ceiling. it's a sort of funny quiet feeling. lately, i don't know what to believe in. none of this changing with the seasons.

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙾𝙽𝙴𝚂 𝙸 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 - 𝙾𝙻𝙸𝚅𝙸𝙰 𝚁𝙾𝙳𝚁𝙸𝙶𝙾 .

the radio is up and so is your guard. you don't know what to say. you're faking a smile, say that you're fine, and maybe it'll all work out in time. you've always been good that way.

feel like i've done this before, you're fighting your tears as i open the door and you deserve much more. seems like i always hurt the ones i love. and i watch you cry, cause i wasn't enough. watch you disappearing down the road, seems like i always hurt the ones i love the most.

and what did i do? what did i do? i built you up, abandoned you, and i'm too proud to say sorry.

i didn't mean it, baby, i didn't think it all through. i didn't mean it, baby, always ruin good things like you. i watched the life drain out of your eyes, and it's no surprise.

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