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nattuggla · 1 year

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RANT !! 🙏😌

forever jealous at people who didn’t have the most emotionally traumatizing time to get diagnosed. If I wanted to d13 before finding out what was actually wrong with me, a diagnosis made it 10x worse because of how it was handled. I was 12~ when diagnosed.

I got punished by being forcefully secluded because I was practically mute at school and they found that to be an inconvenience. I didn’t want to be isolated from the rest of the class I just wanted to do my schoolwork alone and not talk to anyone… but why would I get to choose, you know? I was the problem! rowdy boys who actually disturbed the class room setting got away with it. but I didn’t get to exist near any “normal people” or something. fuck the swedish school system and mental health care you suck a33 actually.

har så många svärord för dem men vägrar säga dom här. har varit nog arg i många år, orkar inte hålla kvar den ilskan nu så mycket mer. men jag kan aldrig glömma heller. kan inte ens låstas dom ville hjälpa mig, när ingen lyssnade på vad jag ville. hade jag levt på ett annat årtal kunde jag lika gärna ha blivit borttagen från min familj, så kunde ha varit värre antar jag (vet inte om det är sant hundra procent… skräckhistorierna jag hört alla tog plats i USA… hmm venne),.,, måste söka på det på internet… vet inte riktig vad jag pratar om längre…. många tankar har jag gåendes…

anyways apologies I just needed to rant idec if most here don’t understood the rest of this lmao, I just needed to vent. will probably delete this but I don’t know… är ganska okej men inte på riktigt egentligen👍 one day after another, and stuff! I feel insecure sharing so much 😵‍💫 usch ,,,

#autism #trauma #school #tw depressing stuff #depression #mental health #autism awareness #ADHD #känner mig galen #borde sluta skriva nu….#trött #på #livet #autistic #autistic life #anxiety autism #anxiety depression #depression autism

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melxhunter · 6 months

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I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:

If you dropped out of school because of diagnosed (or undiagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.

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madpunks · 7 months

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poor memory is a huge deal and i wish people wouldn't diminish it by saying "oh yeah i can't remember what i had for breakfast lol."

i can't remember the first 10 years of my life. i can't remember entire days, weeks, months at a time. i can't remember entire people, i can't remember names or faces. i can't remember when things are scheduled for, my calendar app on my phone is booked to the max with reminders and task checklists. i can't remember when i moved into what home when, i can't remember important milestone dates like when i got or lost certain jobs, or when i started a new hobby.

that's what i mean when i say i have poor memory. poor memory is so scary for the person who has it. it's not a quirky thing, everyone forgets small details. memory problems are scary because you can go through entire events or days with no memory, or plan for things in the future that you can't recall ever even looking into or scheduling. it's not a funny haha kind of thing, it's serious, and it affects a lot of people in very unavoidable ways.

not being able to plan for appointments or work schedules, not being able to remember people's names or faces, not being able to recall whether or not you were present for something or whether or not you met someone, not being able to keep track of what's happening on what dates and losing track of items because you can't remember where you put them are all very real problems, and anyone dealing with them deserves to be taken seriously, and not diminished when they choose to speak up about it.

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genderjuicee · 8 months

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hate when ppl only view being autistic/adhd/neurodivergent as a bad thing

bc yes i will have a breakdown if it is to loud or a noise is to high

but also the other day i listened to a song and it triggered the happy chemicals and spent thirty minutes jumping around my room and spinning and stimming and it was literally the happiest ive ever been in years

#fairly certain this was a result of my audhd #geniunely the happiest ive been it at least 3 years #think my depressions starting to actually get better #should start demasking more #its to bad my mask is deeply ingrained in my identity lmao #autism #audhd #neurodivergent #adhd #actually autistic #actually adhd

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yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou · 3 months

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What really sucks is when you know you should be doing something but physically/mentally cannot bring yourself to do it no matter how important doing that thing is.

#mental health #mental illness #mental illnesses #depression #anxiety #bpd #bipolar #ed #ocd #important #self care #self love #adhd #autism

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crippledpunks · 4 days

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my heart goes out to you if you're a disabled person who has a complicated or negative relationship with sleep. if you need to sleep a lot but can't due to life circumstances, or sleeping extra causing other symptoms to flare up. if you can't sleep enough due to pain, or nightmares, or psychosis, or bipolar, or depression. if you sleep way too much and find it hard to stay awake. if you can't fall or stay asleep. if you need medication in order to be able to sleep. if you don't feel rested from sleep. if you wake up a lot in the night. if you have bladder or bowel accidents while asleep. if you twitch or convulse or move too or get injured in your sleep. if you can't control your sleep schedule no matter what. if you can't sleep during "normal" sleeping hours. if you can't sleep for 8+ hours straight but can sleep for shorter amounts of time. if sleep is what you need but for one reason or another you just can't or refuse to do it.

i care about you. your disabilities deserve to be seen and acknowledged

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noartnowritingsorry · 2 years

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#ADHD #autism #ASD #anxiety #bipolar #depression #by no means a comprehensive list #you know who you are #everyone has their process!#I mean shit's getting done right??

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ghost--sweets · 1 year

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Kindred...

#Autism creature #Adhd creature #Depression creature #Yipee #Tbh creature #Wtf creature #BTW creature #I should draw these little guys more #Just little phone doodles

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k9emote · 19 days

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More mental health / Identity / Terms

(made for my discord server being released soon)

Singlet

System

Therian

Nonhuman

Regressor

Disabled

ADHD

Autistic

Tics / Tourettes

Bipolar

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lilliryth · 10 months

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Fuck, man. Neurodivergent love. I’m never going to get over it. Depression love says “I will do my best to stay for you.” DID/OSDD love says “Every face of this brain is endeared to you.” Autism love says “I will do anything to reach you, to give you the understanding I never got.” BPD love says “You are a vital organ of mine, and I am one of yours.” Bipolar love says “Wherever I may go, I will come back to you.” Post-traumatic love says “I will always show you gentleness in this reckless world.” ADHD love says “I will try for you, no matter the obstacle.” Anxiety love says “You are my safe space and I am yours.” ASPD love says “I choose to, on purpose, for you.” OCD love says “I will stand guard for you.” Neurodivergent love. Neurodivergent love. Different brains in love, oh my G-d. These colors are uncountable and they are my religion.

#throw in the intersection of queerness with neurodiversity and the effect is tenfold #thoughts #society #fav #neurodivergence #mental illness #mental health #depression #autism #bpd #bipolar #ptsd #c-ptsd #adhd #anxiety #aspd #ocd #cluster-b #lgbtq+

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magentasnail · 8 months

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so.. since youve done adhd and autism creature reactions,, would you consider maybe doing anxiety/idk creature ones?? its fine if u dont want to ofc! ^^

your wish is my command !

I also made wtf creature while I'm at it, but their face is already such a raw expression, the only variation i could think of was them but skrunklier

hope you enjoy !

#autism creature #tbh creature #anxiety creature #idk creature #depression creature #wtf creature #creatures #stickers #emotes #custom emote #yeah that should be good enough #im tired

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autismwithoutpremium · 4 months

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Too relatable..

#mental health #memes #funny jokes #autistic community #autism #autistic things #queer community #actually autistic #autism spectrum disorder #autistic memes #lgbtq #autistic adult #neurodivergent #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing

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madpunks · 4 days

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we are so ableist about memory. people with good memory take for granted the fact that they can recall as much as they can, and use that to taunt, guilt and threaten people with memory issues. many neurotypes and mental illnesses cause memory lapses. traumatic brain injuries can cause memory lapses. brain cancer can cause memory lapses.

even if your memory is good, it's not right to guilt someone because they can't remember something. trust me, people with memory problems are desperately trying to remember: it's just that we literally can't. it is a very literal "i can't remember".