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shotorozu · 3 years

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TITLE : CARTOON KISSES

pairing : todoroki shouto x reader

synopsis : it looks like your boyfriend doesn’t understand why you like miraculous ladybug, but i guess you could say that he was more jealous, than confused. thus— why he did that

legend : [Y/N = your name, L/N = your name] afab! reader with they/them pronouns, quirk not specific

note(s) : self indulgent because yeah, my birthday‼️‼️ yes i’m an aries. the episode i’m referencing in this fic is backwarder— season 3, episode 4, and dark cupid, season 1, episode 10

this is a birthday fic for me 💅🤍✨‼️

Lately, everything has been hectic— on both sides anyway.

Was it really your fault? Or was it his fault? In fact, it wasn’t either of yours faults. UA was just very meticulous about what the students should be doing when and how.

Then again, it wasn’t like you never saw your boyfriend— Todoroki Shouto; the boy with dual colored hair that could easily blend in with the peppermint candy isle. That’s not the point though, you do actually see him

The only time you get to actually spend some time with him, is when the two of you are in each other’s rooms. Either enveloped in each others arms, or really— doing the most random things, at the most random times.

Or the other possible outcome, watching shows together. Which would rather be right about now.

Shouto lays right beside you, his right arm draped around your shoulder to keep you in his firm hold. Meanwhile, you’re cuddled up right on his side, occasionally pressing your face into his shirt because why not?

“For crying out loud! can’t they just date each other already?!” You exclaim in absolute agony, watching the two main protagonists— Ladybug and Chat Noir, be playful with each other mid-battle.

Shouto’s gaze averts down onto you, and in reality— he doesn’t look all that invested, compared to you, who’s making commentary everytime something drastic happens in the episode. If he wasn’t, you couldn’t really blame him. He only just started watching this show with you merely a few days ago (really, it has only been 2 days.)

“Aren’t they like.. the same people?” He’s puzzled. The masks hide nothing! Even he could piece together that the two heroes could be linked to their civilian selves— most especially, Marinette. Since her persona doesn’t really have a drastic change her appearance, in comparison to her partner.

“Yes, that’s what makes this entire show so.. interesting! They’re so.. oblivious! And this has been dragging on for several years!”

Shouto’s confused, in all honesty. Really, what even is the love square? can’t they just say who they are? he’d guess that the mechanics are different, compared to the real world— where people already know who you are (excluding special cases)

He has so many questions, and his train of thought is put to an end, when he hears a high pitched squeal—

“DID YOU JUST SEE THAT?” You practically squirm in his hold, thrashing back and forth as you replay the scene of Chat Noir kissing Ladybug’s hand, as he bids farewell to her.

“He.. kissed her hand?”

“Yes!” You replay the scene, and you thrash around in your spot on the bed, practically fawning over the simple gesture. His expression falters when he sees you slip out of his grasp, and he can only gently pull you back in

When you kiss his cheek goodbye, as you part ways with him, he’s left sitting in silence. He doesn’t know what to think

I mean, it really could be a stretch of a situation. Why else would you be squealing watching such simple acts of romance— and it all seems too easy. Maybe you like guys similar to Chat Noir? who are natural romantics, and people that are just oozing of confidence? Maybe you love hand kisses? (It’s not like he doesn’t give you them, but.. out in public? not really.)

Or maybe.. there’s something else.

And maybe you like being called M’lady, and names similar to that? he doesn’t really know.

Which is why, he decides to binge at least half of the show, and understand the lore of “Miraculous | Tales of Ladybug and Chat Noir”

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You’re puzzled when Shouto starts acting differently

I mean, it could be a dare for all you know— but he doesn’t seem like the type to drag out a dare for 5 days. He wouldn’t be that committed to a.. what would you call this?

It’s.. just different. He’s acting differently, and you could just hope it’s a prank, or even a drawn out consequence of a bet he manage to lose— it would be nice to know about the sudden change of attitude.

He says nothing the next time you guys have another miraculous marathon, nothing out of the ordinary! however, the youngest Todoroki seems to be wanting to do.. something.

As per usual, you’re seated next to him, a change compared to the usual times where you’re slumped against his side, which really— bugged your boyfriend.

Your eyes stayed glued onto the screen, as you attentively watched Chat Noir pull Ladybug down from a dangling roof, chest to chest, shushing her, as if he wanted to tell her all of the things that were on his mind at that exact moment

“It’s happening, it’s happening!” You squeal, as if it wasn’t the 10th time you played said scene— and by the looks of it, you’re a ‘ladynoir’ fan.

You can’t see it, but his two toned eyes narrow down into slits— and he grumbles, knowing that he probably should just.. do it. There’s not stopping it now, he’d take the chance.

When the moment nearly happened, you body made an impulse— and simply moved on it’s on, without much thought.

You wouldn’t have noticed it, due to the awfully large (to an outsider, it wasn’t a large distance, but to him, it was.) distance— but you’re awfully aware of the warm hand trailing down your forearm, your body immediately relaxes when he tugs on your arm with care, peppering kisses along your forearm, and going down to the backside of your hand.

“W-what are you doing?!” You exclaim in surprise, your cheeks heating up like a fresh batch of toast coming out of the toaster. Yet, your hot-cold boyfriend says nothing, and continues to plant kisses onto your skin with no hesitation.

Then, he makes a point to trail back higher and higher, every time his lips press against your skin, you only grow closer to the brink of overheating.

“I figured you’d be interested in such a gesture,” He mutters against the crook of your neck, not caring at all if the kiss he just pressed against your delicate skin, was rather damp at all.

You’re still stunned, you’d question whoever wouldn’t! A second ago, you were just watching cartoons and.. he was—

“I thought it would be nice to.. replicate them.” His gaze shifts onto the screen, referring to the cartoon, of course.

He.. was copying the show?

“You mean by.. flustering me like how Chat Noir flusters Ladybug?”

“You said it, not me.” Which only confirmed your previous theories and questions. You don’t know why and how you didn’t see this all before— but it does make sense now.

You fall forward, bursting into laughter. The effect of his actions seem to be the opposite of what he was hoping for

“I’m sorry, did I..”

“No! You actually got me, don’t get me wrong. You absolutely wooed me!” You poke at his cheek, in a poor attempt in brightening up the hush mood.

“In all seriousness, you don’t need to copy whatever Chat Noir does! Do what feels natural to you, and as much as I really liked that kiss, I prefer.. your signature style of kisses.” Shouto didn’t get the chance to question what you meant at that moment— it being all too quick, since you lifted his arm to rest against his side, your gaze suddenly apologetic “I’m sorry if you felt like you were doing things wrong. No character from a TV show can rival you!”

The knot that he didn’t even know existed, slowly eased away from the pit of his stomach. He smiles, content with your words— he didn’t know how you did it, how you knew the way to his heart with your words but.. he’s happy

“But it did work though, right? I did make you flustered.”

Yeah, Shouto is back to normal, when his terribly blunt questions come back.

And yeah, Chat Noir might be charismatic and swave, but at the end of the day— anything Shouto does fills you with satisfaction, up until the brim.

If it would be cartoon kisses, or his signature style of affection.

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liquorisce · 2 years

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So how did Armin and Mikasa’s marriage happen? There doesn’t seem to have been much romance between them if it took so little for Mikasa to leave. I’m imagining that they were rich kids, Mikasa being the flawless Debutante while Armin is the Golden Boy meant for great things. When Eren left (why did he btw?) their environment kind of pushed them together.

NOO BESTIE MY ARUMIKA HEART WILL NOT ACCEPT THIS. 😪

so I don’t think it took little for Mikasa to leave at all… I think she loved Armin in her own way… loved him through college, loved him when he asked her out the first time even though she said no, blushing but kind of aggressive, when he told her, “Mikasa, I’ll take care of you,” when she’d spent yet another night crying over the fact that Eren hadn’t shown up for. She loved him even more when she finally decided to give up on Eren and take her chance with Armin, even though she felt guilty over treating him like a second choice… loved him intensely when they’d been careless in bed and she’d peed on a stick and got a + as a result.

Her heart swelled when he’d shown her nothing but ear splitting happiness, and he’d proposed, regardless of the fact that he was ambitious as fuck and had just earned a spot on the city council. So she’d said yes and told herself that this was it, she’d married someone she loved and trusted and was building a family with him.

But the heart is a gullible tissue— it doesn’t listen to reason, and it didn’t matter whom she wanted to love… Eren came back into her life like a force of nature, and she was powerless to deny it. He had all the right words, the apologies, the promises of a future where he’d make up for the way he’d ignored her, the way he said he’d love her child like his own. He’d only left because he’d been caged by this town he said… by the responsibilities, the pressure, the inevitable truth that he could never measure up to being what she truly deserved,

And Mikasa had tried… honestly she had. She was a mom now, a wife, and a woman with a bandaged heart. But Eren is persuasive and everything she’d ever craved, heart and body and soul, and when she starts sleeping with him and lying to cover it up, and hating herself when she smiled for the papers next to Armin, went to parent teachers conferences with him, with Eren’s bruises on her thighs, she found herself falling apart— not that it stopped her from going back to him. Because she did, she went back everytime she promised she wouldn’t; went back to his hungry kisses, his feverish promises that he tattooed onto her skin, and eventually she was overwhelmed to the point where her lies couldn’t keep up anymore.

Armin finds them in his bed, Eren’s head between his wife’s thighs, her hands raking through his hair. It takes a second for him to take it all in, and another moment to realise that Mikasa’s never sounded like that when she was with him. It makes him sick, heart once broken and twice betrayed, and when Eren looks at him mumbling apologies, he can tell from his friend’s green eyes that he isn’t really sorry for doing it. Only sorry that Armin had to be a casualty in this equation.

There’s nothing more to repair after that; Armin isn’t delusional enough to keep his best friends from each other, just that he needs to be kept away from them, far away where their paths do not intersect. And through her tears, her apologies, and the i-never-meant-to-hurt-yous, Armin managed to love Mikasa just enough not to hate her and hold her back.

And when the court gave her main custody of their child, there was little else for Armin to hold on to.

#Arumika angst #governess au #aruani #anonymous conversations

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kiribaku-queen · 3 years

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The Blood King and his Queen [4]

Pairing: Bakugou x reader

Romance, Angst, Drama

Word count: 2.9K

Summary: From being a mere servant girl to marrying the scariest prince in existence, your world changed right before your eyes. Exchanging places with the princess, you knew, wasn’t going to be easy. But could you have found love on the way? Or was it never meant to be?

A/N: Thank you for all the love you have given to this series so far! As I’ve said before, this is my side blog so I can’t reply directly to your comments. But I love reading them. I love reading your tags when you reblog. It really makes my day. And if I could respond to each and everyone of you, I really would because I just appreciate you so much <3 Just know that I FREAK out everytime i get a sweet comment. Like, I could comment on my main but like... thatd be weird. let me know though if youd like me to do that?

Anyway. lets get to the chapter! Happy reading :)

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After a whole days worth of exploring this new unknown, the sun began to set in the distance and the dark, night sky was quickly approaching. This led Bakugou and his soldiers to set up camp nearby. Not far away from the town you were in was a hill that came with a very beautiful view. It overlooked the entire town and when it becomes fully dark outside, that’s where the magic comes. Lanterns and torches lit up the entire place, creating this orange and red array of beautiful sunset colors.

Bakugou’s soldiers were split into three groups: setting up camp, starting the fireplace, and making food. While everyone was doing their respective tasks, you were sitting under a tree to shade you from the setting sun. Bakugou, on the other hand, wasn’t resting like how a prince normally would. He was helping along side his soldiers; talking, setting up camp, and… laughing. It was the first time you had seen him with a genuine smile on his face.

You tilted your head at the sight. He looked kind. The way he talked to his soldiers, the way he treated them, how he looked like he could be himself… was this the real prince? How could you have made him out to be this horrible person in your mind, only for him to act like a normal person?

As you were deep in thought, Bakugou couldn’t help but take a few glances at you every now and then. You were sitting all alone at the top of that hill and he was here, actively avoiding you. How could he even approach you? Forget that he was practically with you the entire day. He didn’t know how to start a conversation with you. Or with anyone for that matter. He’s not used to having a fiancée that is also a stranger. Being raised sheltered didn’t help him become a people-person. So he opted to helping set up camp. He needs something to keep him distracted from a beauty that keeps looking his way.

“Just go talk to her,” Mina, his female soldier, finally huffed. She was tired of how shy his highness was acting. It was not a sight she usually saw and if she had to take anymore of this fluffy behavior, she was going to pass away.

“I can’t,” Bakugou gave up so easily.

“What do you mean you can’t? Nothing is stopping you from talking to her,” Mina pointed out. But still, Bakugou was reluctant to go.

“What do I even say?” he asked for advice.

“Get to know her! Ask her how her day was. Ask her what her favorite color is. She’s your fiancée, soon-to-be queen. You’re going to have to spend the rest of your life with her. Ya might as well get comfortable with her when you have the chance,” Mina pushed Bakugou slightly towards your direction. Yet, he still wasn’t budging on his own. The female solider groaned and put her hands on her hips.

“I didn’t say you had to fall in love with her. At least try to be friends!” Bakugou’s face became flushed upon hearing the god forsaken L word. He became so flustered that he couldn’t even talk straight.

“W-Who said anything about… l-love,” his voice became quiet at the end.

“Go on, your highness,” she joked, taking the wood from his hands. “Give me this, and go talk to her,” she said one last time and faced away to continue setting up camp. With a deep exhale, Bakugou finally turned to you and walked up the hill.

You saw his highness making his way up the hill to you. Your breath hitched in your throat and you became stiff. By the time Bakugou had taken a seat next to you, you had already straightened your back to create the perfect posture, as a princess should.

There was an awkward silence at first. You and Bakugou just sat in front of that tree while you watched everyone do their job in setting up camp. It took a few moments for Bakugou to clear his throat and finally talk to you.

“How are you enjoying your trip so far?” he asked. That should be a good start, he thought. He glanced at you and got a glimpse at your big, doe-like eyes. You were a bit surprised that he was talking to you in such a civil manner but also made you relax.

“I’m very much enjoying it. It’s the most fun I’ve ever had,” you told him truthfully, childish excitement twinkled in your eyes.

“I’m glad,” Bakugou replied, still flustered at your reaction. He wasn’t expecting such an innocent response from you. You definitely are different from other princesses he’s encountered. But the conversation ends there. Back to silence once again. It was until curiosity got the best of you. You didn’t think about it and went ahead and just said it.

“Your people aren’t scared of you,” you commented. You didn’t realize how insensitive the comment was until it came out of your mouth. You wanted smack yourself in the head but it already came out. You forgot for a moment that you had to pretend to be the princess. And the princess would think before she spoke. But your dumbass thought it was smart to just say whatever came to your head.

“Why, are they supposed to be scared of their prince?” Bakugou asked. You couldn’t even look him in the eyes. What do you even say to that? Do you address the rumors you’ve heard?

“I-um,” you stutter. Stupid, stupid! Why did you even say that? After you thought the prince wasn’t actually all that bad, he was going to hate you now.

“I see the rumors travel far,” he says. He shifts in his seat, allowing himself to lay back on his elbows. “It’s not like my people don’t know about the rumors. Even I know about them. They just don’t know what their prince looks like.” He opens up to you. Unlike his brothers, Bakugou likes to hide his face from his people. And he does it well. He wanted to make sure that his identity was hidden and wasn’t made known to anybody. This was the only way that he was able to leave the palace and roam around freely in his kingdom without fear from his people.

“Why would you hide your identity?” you ask, curiously. You’ve never heard of a prince or princess hiding themselves from their people. It was only natural that they are bathed in glory and loved from the public. To hide your identity, you are stripped away from a certain power that only they could hold.

“Because I wouldn’t be able to do this,” he says, opening his arms up to the world. You looked out and couldn’t understand what he was trying to say. Bakugou saw the confusion in your face and chuckled.

“I wouldn’t be able to enjoy this freedom. This open air. I wouldn’t have been able to see my kingdom for how it really is. I wouldn’t have been able to be here with you.” You finally meet his eye and you guys hold each other’s stare. That’s when you understood. You could see his story through his eyes. Although you couldn’t see all of it, you understood at least a little. You could see the pressures and difficulties of being the prince, the Blood Prince no less.

Bakugou opens his mouth to say something else but quickly shuts it. He decided that it wasn’t the time to tell you just yet. You caught that little act and frowned.

“What is it?” you ask. Bakugou shakes his head and disregards it.

“In due time, princess,” he says. Before you could rebuttal, Kirishima calls you both down from the bottom of the hill.

“Dinner’s ready!” he shouts. Without a moment’s hesitation, Bakugou is already on his feet to head down. You, on the other hand, take a little longer to head down. Thanks to your dress, you had to gather it, careful not to step on it while getting up. A hand appears in front of your face and you looked up to see the owner. The prince had offered his hand to you while looking away shyly.

Little did you know, Bakugou had planned on doing that. He was already heading down to where the hot food was being poured out in bowls. But Mina had turned to him furious and motioned for him to go back. Bakugou couldn’t understand what she was trying to do. So Mina had physically act out him offering his hand to you as a romantic gesture. Clueless Bakugou did just that. And that simple act made your face heat up.

You and Bakugou made it to campfire with your arm around his. His soldiers held back their snickers and smiles and handed you each your dinner. Inside your bowl was a hot serving of porridge with meat and vegetables to fill you up. The smell was immaculate. You couldn’t wait to taste it. One sip of the porridge and your eyes lit up.

“Delicious!” you exclaimed, downing more of the food.

“I’m glad it’s to your liking, princess,” Sero, another one of Bakugou’s soldiers, bowed in respect while addressing you.

“It’s the only thing he’s good at,” Denki, another one of Bakugou’s trusted soldiers, poked fun at him.

“At least I’m good at something. You’re not good at anything!” Sero bit back and a round of laughter filled the air.

“I’m good at a lot of things!” Denki tried to defend himself.

“Yeah? Name 5 things right now!” Mina joined in. There was more laughter around the campfire when Denki paused to think about his answer. Even Bakugou was giving a hearty laugh at his soldiers joking around.

It was interesting. To see Bakugou’s true self come out around his comrades, or more like his closest friends. Who knew that the angry, scary Blood Prince could smile so wide like this? If you told the girls that the oh so famous Blood Prince wasn’t actually the scary killer we all knew, they’d laugh in your face.

Not long after dinner, you found yourself yawning. Nightfall was already upon you. Since you still had a long way to go for your trip, Bakugou advised you to sleep early so you could depart as soon as possible when the sun rose. Fortunately for you, the tent was already set up. You got into the tent and waited patiently for Bakugou.

This made your heart race. This was the first time you guys were sleeping together and you weren’t wedded yet. Was this okay to do? His soldiers were sleeping a bit farther away to give their prince and his fiancée some privacy. It’s not like you two were going to do anything. Just the thought of having him next to you while you slept in this small tent was something you thought you’d never do. But it couldn’t be avoided. You just had to breath and calm down. It won’t be for long anyway.

You continuously away for Bakugou but he never comes. You peek out the tent and he’s laying out on the grass, hands behind his head and eyes already closed.

“Um,” you speak out and Bakugou peeks one eye out. “Are you not coming in?” you ask.

“The tent is for you, princess,” he says nonchalantly and closes his eyes again. You frown at this.

“Do you not have a tent?” you question.

“I’m used to sleeping on the ground. Don’t worry about me, you should get some rest,” he continues to say with eyes closed. That didn’t sit right with you. It gets very chilly at night. Without any coverage, he’s bound to get cold. It wasn’t fair that you very comfy inside this tent while he is outside in the cold. The more you’re around him, the more your image of him changes. Everything he is doing and saying is making you think differently of him.

You gather your blanket and plop right down next to him. Bakugou jumps and sits up when you get situated in your new sleeping spot.

“What?” you ask, looking up at him.

“What are you-” he couldn’t even finish his question because he is so speechless.

“I’m not going to let you sleep out here by yourself. Come,” you pat the grass next to you. “Lay down.”

Still shocked with confusion, he lays down next to you. Now you were shoulder to shoulder. Going through a roller coaster of emotion, Bakugou is now freaking out because you are so close to him. His heart is beating faster and his mind was racing. There was no way he was going to be able to sleep tonight.

You thought sleeping next to him was going to be no problem. You were so tired that you wouldn’t mind sleeping next to your ‘fiancé’ and just knock out. But it seems like any signs of tiredness was thrown out the window because now you were wide awake.

Probably an hour has passed since you laid down next to the prince. Bakugou noticed that you were restless next to him, constantly moving to get comfortable but never enough that you were able to fall asleep. Should he talk to you? What does he say? Should he follow Mina’s advice?

“Are you awake?” Bakugou’s raspy voice shocked you.

“Ah, yes,” you answer, moving to lay on your back.

“What’s your favorite color?” Bakugou took the courage to ask.

“Lilac purple,” you say. “Do you have a favorite color?”

“Red,” he says simply. “Do you have a favorite food?”

“I like simple dishes like what we ate today. Porridge, soups, stews.” Well, that’s actually all you were able to eat as a servant. But he didn’t have to know that. “You?”

“Anything meat. Favorite piece of literature?” he asked. This made you pause. As a servant, you weren’t able to read anything so how could you answer this question. You tried to think back to a time when you saw the princess studying because for the love of you, you couldn’t remember any names of those books.

“Ah, there’s so many. I can’t name one,” you made up on the spot. But Bakugou believed it.

“I guess I could say the same. Hm, how about favorite animal?”

“Let’s say it at the same time,” you suggested. Bakugou smirked.

“Alright. 1,”

“2.”

“3.”

“Dragon!” you both say at the same time. But at the same time, you both rolled to your side to face each other and that led to your faces being extremely close together. You both stared at each other, wide eyed. Though both stunned, you couldn’t look away from each other. Bakugou looks down at your lips but clears his throat and looks away. You do the same and turn away from him. You cover your face in embarrassment because you saw the way he looked at you. What was that!? Bakugou balled his hands into fists and knocked his head. What was he even thinking?

The more you got into your head, the more you started to drift into sleep. Eventually, your eyes shut completely and you fell asleep. Throughout the night, Bakugou couldn’t sleep. His mind kept replaying how close your face was to his. God, he didn’t even know why his eyes steered towards your lips. As if he wasn’t embarrassed enough, he was even more so for acting like that. He peeked at you and saw you shivering from the night breeze. That blanket was so thin, it wasn’t doing anything to help protect you from the wind. So he takes his cape and wraps it around you. When he adjust the cape to cover all of you, you moved so that you were cuddling up right next to him. You were so close that he could feel your breath on him. Bakugou froze. He was afraid that if he moved, you would wake up. As silently and as slowly as he could, he laid back down with you practically on his chest. Huh, you were so warm for someone who was shivering. It was only a minute that you were on him and he felt his eyes getting heavier with every passing second. Eventually, he falls asleep with you resting in his arms.

The next morning, Kirishima and the rest of the crew wake up early to pack and get ready for the rest of the journey. Kirishima brings Denki along to head up the hill where you and Bakugou were still sleeping. As soon as your sleeping bodies came into view, Kirishima stopped dead in his tracks. You were fully resting on top of his chest, your arm wrapped around his upper body. While Bakugou had a hand under you, wrapped around your waist and his chin rested on top of your head. Kirishima’s eyes softened at the sight. But it was all ruined when Denki got too excited and smacked the red head next to him.

“Dude! You see what I’m seeing?!” Denki whisper shouted. Kirishima rolled his eyes, grabbed his shoulders and turned him around.

“You’re gonna wake them up you idiot!” he scolded, and forced back down the hill to give you guys your privacy.

The sun hit your face just perfectly for you to wake up naturally. You stretched your arms and yawned. At the same time, Bakugou was also just getting up. The moment your eyes saw each other and saw how you were positioned, blush immediately appeared around your cheeks and you both separated from each other. Thank god you guys woke up before anyone saw you like that, you thought. But the soldiers had already seen you two together.

A/N: I’d love to hear what you have to say about this chapter! Lots of fluff so far! I literally can’t wait for the drama to begin but we gotta build up to it! Any drama you want to see happen? Let’s spice this baby up!

Also let me know if you want to be tagged for the next chapter! Spoiler: danger next chapter???? Can’t wait to see you next Monday! Thanks for all the love <3 I love you guys so much!

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#bakugou x reader #katsuki bakugou #bakugou #bnha bakugou #bakugou imagine #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #bnha imagine #bakugou angst #bnha art #bakugou fluff #bakugou romance #bakugou drama

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freddiekluger · 3 years

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i love the "mike seeing the ghosts" idea SO much in general, so i've interspersed the main cap headcanon with some ones for the other ghosts- i love mike sm so thanks for requesting!!!

it started as a tickle in his throat, but come evening mike comes down with a serious chest infection. alison drives him to the doctor's in time to grab some antibiotics, but they've got a function at button house this week so for the most part alison has to keep her distance- can't afford for both of them to get sick, especially considering how many repairs, decorations, and vendor meetings still need to be sorted. mike pops a couple tablets before passing out.

the next morning, alison has to go out to run some errands, so mike finds himself stumbling to the kitchen for breakfast the next day. julian's already there, doing his trademark lunges while listening to the horse racing (it's become his ritual whenever the races are on- he's insufferable otherwise, so alison lets him keep the radio). they share a nod, and it's not until after mike sits down with his cereal that he realises he's just nodded at a dead politician with his balls out. between that and the phlegm in his chest, it was a rough start to the day to say the least.

after he gets over the whole "ohmygodicanseedeadpeopleholyshit" (and at least one reenactment of the hospital scene from the sixth sense), along with greeting the various ghosts he encounters on his way back to bed, via the loo (both him and mary got quite a shock when she "peeked on him at privy"), mike collapses onto the bed.

a pillow over his head, mike lets out a few substantial groans before hearing a cough that, surprisingly, doesn't come from him. he slides his head out from under the pillow and sits up to see a greying, slightly awkward figure in period military dress standing in the doorway. he assumes this must be the captain.

captain:

mike: hi?

captain: oh, hello. i was just on my way back from my morning run* and mary mentioned that you can, well, see us now.

mike: yep. [coughs] that's pretty much the deal. not sure why though

captain: oh that'll be the antibiotics you've got there. strong stuff, eh? anyways, i thought i'd stop by and say hello. hello

mike: hi. i would say nice to meet you, but [a coughing fit ensues]

captain: ahem, quite

[silence]

mike, holding up a video game casing: well, i was just gonna play this, if you don't mind?

*this is technically true. the captain is indeed, on the way back from his morning run, except his morning run finished half an hour ago, and he's been waiting for the right time to introduce himself to mike. unlike thomas, he doesn't expect anything to lead anywhere, but that doesn't stop him from wanting to be alone with the rather handsome buffoon.

mike's holding one of those war themed combat games, the kind with a vague plot but mostly battles and button mashing. the captain's temporarily distracted from staring at mikes arms, and starts quizzing him about the game itself. by the time the loading screen is done, mike's already gotten the impression that the captain doesn't want to leave for a few different reasons, and it's not like you have a WW2 army captain of hand to help you work out strategy every day, so they pretty quickly end up teaming up- long gone are mike's days of button mashing (or, mostly long gone. "sometimes it works!"). the only condition was that the captain had to stop calling mike 'michael'- mike said it reminded him of his grandad too much.

- the game has moments where your character can romance any of the other characters, regardless of gender- mike's a dirty player, the captain gets rather awkward when mike decided the best way to achieve his immediate goal is to seduce all relevant characters into giving up troop information, and mike would be lying if he didn't find it at least a little bit entertaining to watch

- in between levels, and when waiting for lives to replenish, mike asks cap about his time in the war, and the captain loves having someone to listen to all his stories (even if most of them are second hand). he keeps having to remind himself not to stare, because mike can actually notice his eyes wandering, but of course that just makes him even more aware of it and the cycle of awkward noises and obviously-not-looking continues. alison has let slip to mike that the captain is likely a bit of a bender, and is relatively flattered by the possibility of cap liking HIM (not to mention not wanting to accidentally send him into a toxic 40s shame spiral), so mike just keeps the friendly conversation going to keep cap feeling comfortable. the captain's crush migrates to the left, and by day four or five him and mike really are friends more than anything else- if there's one thing the captain couldn't stand, it would be turning into one thomas thorne, although he still gets a few butterflies when mike compliments his strategy after a tough level. (it's not every day you have the attention of a handsome man who thinks you're a genius- especially when you're dead)

- it warms alison's heart to see the captain having the closest thing to fun he's had since they arrived, and the whole ghost set up works well for her and mike- mike needs the company, and alison can't afford to get sick or fall behind on jobs

- kitty loves mike (not romantically, she just thinks he's neat!), and eventually joins him and cap for their video games. cap was dismissive of her at first (one part possessiveness over mike's time, one part disbelief that kitty could be a good player), but kitty ends up rivalling him when it comes to strategy. after one too many nights locked outside and having to break back in to her own home, she's become an expert at espionage (even if she won't admit her experience was anything other than a fun childhood game.) with cap and kitty helping him out, mike makes more progress in a single day than he had in a week of gameplay. not to mention, kitty could really use the confidence boost from mike's compliments which he gives to both of his gaming partners frequently, although he draws the line at kitty's georgian cough remedies

extras:

- fanny ignores him as overcompensation for Redding Weddy. well, i say ignore, but she's somehow always the first one to volunteer when alison asks one of the ghosts to check on him

- mike considers going down to the cellar to get a look at the plague ghosts. mike heads to the door. mike remembers the sheer amount of skeletons when they dug up the plague pit. mike pulls his blanket tighter around his shoulders and heads away from the door.

- obviously, thomas avoids mike wherever possible. mike barely even knows what thomas's voice sounds like by the time things go back to normal

- mike feels bad for humphrey, and keeps trying to pick his head up and place it amongst the action before remembering he can't actually touch him. he also feels bad for screaming everytime he sees humphrey's body stumbling around. it was in the bathroom one night, and let's just say it was lucky there was a toilet nearby.

- pat invites himself to watch mike, kitty, and the captain as they tackle the final levels together, on the proviso that he doesn't make a sound. pat's rubbish at tactical planning, even if he can plan a mean scouts activity, but he's just happy to watch. it's nice to see the cap really having some fun, and see kitty included. it'll be sad for everyone once mike finishes his course of antibiotics

- thing eventually do go back to normal, and the captain misses mike's company far more than he thought he would. mike's still around, but not being able to properly talk to him is tough, and the captain realised that he was maybe more fond of mike than he convinced himself (mike will still make a thomas thorne out of him yet). mike strangely misses the funny soldier, and the georgian 'battlemistress' (kitty chose the title herself), and alison finds herself constantly passing messages between them. they're currently testing out all the ghost-communication equipment under the sun (within a reasonable price range) to see if they can find a better solution

thanks sm for this one, and so sorry for the delay! i've been battling with hardcore brain fog, so it's been difficult to create totally new stuff with words- hope this was up to scratch

#bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts headcanon #mike ghosts #the captain #the captain ghosts #bbc ghosts ask #ben willbond #lolly adefope #kiell smith bynoe #six idiots

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Plot: Rainy nights were your favorite, you loved to spend them at home with your roommate Han Seungwoo watching movies. However, you might start to dislike them when he shows up at your apartment drenched, with his ruined bouquet of flowers and a broken heart.

Word count: 6.4k....THIS DEFINITELY GOT LONGER THAN I EXPECTED IT TO.

Warnings: Han Seungwoo with a broken heart, swearing and smut, yup, smutty things are going to happen.

A/N: So! I FINALLY FINISHED THIS. Poor @key201303 has been waiting for this since she requested it in August. I’M SO SORRY, I’m such a bad friend xD Anyways bro, I hope you really like this and that it was more or less what you expected!

There were multiple reasons that would explain why you loved rainy nights so much.

The main explanation, the one that you would highlight and consider the most important was the fact that it gave you an easy excuse to avoid going out at night with your friends when you didn't felt like partying

Tonight was a clear example, you were supposed to be downtown drinking vodka shots as if you were drinking water with some classmates in the new club that opened a week ago, but instead, since you weren’t in the mood for dressing up and getting yourself covered with makeup, you decided to stay at home binging shitty shows in Netflix while you ate all kinds of snacks you had stored in your cupboards. You hadn’t hesitated to use the bad weather as an excuse to not show up and even though your friends had complained about it, trying to convince you to join them until last minute, none of them got mad about it since they also kind of understood why you wouldn’t want to go out when the weather was that bad.

None particular reason came up to your mind when thinking about this but, somehow, rain always made movie nights better. Maybe it was the cozy feeling of laying on the couch with a bunch of pillows surrounding you and some blankets covering your body from head to toe, that warmth your house had to protect you from the cold wind that blew outside or the gentle pitty patter that the rain drops made everytime they crashed against your windows' glass. Whatever the explanation was, it made everything so much better and relaxing that staying at home when the weather was bad had become some kind of ritual between you and your roommate Han Seungwoo.

At first, things between the two of you had been a little awkward. He definitely wasn’t used to sharing his living space with a girl and you also weren’t the most experienced one when it came to living with guys so you had never really blamed him for being so quiet and dodgy the first days. Little by little, the two of you started getting closer, starting with random and simple small talk during meals and finishing with late night gossips and confessions, your friendship had grown and grown without the two of you realizing what was happening.

Although it wasn’t until you found out the two of you were huge fans of movie marathons during rainy nights that a real friendship finally blossomed. Staying at home away from the rain to watch movies with the other was some kind of unsaid rule that had formed throughout the couple of years the two of you had been living together and at some point, when you least expected it, you had found yourself hoping, wishing that it would rain more often to spend more time with him.

Not that you had a crush on him or something though, he had a girlfriend unfortunately.

The girl he was in a relationship with hadn’t been too happy at first when she found out her boyfriend’s roommate was another girl, she had never tried to be on friendly terms with you despite you and Seungwoo’s attempts to get her to like you. He had shown her multiple times that there was nothing related with romance between the two of you and even though your little yet enormously hopeful heart had been hurt every single time he laughed when someone asked if there was feelings between you and him, you couldn’t help but feel slightly frustrated when his girlfriend refused to believe him and kept insisting that you would try to seduce him in order to break their relationship.

There was something wrong in their relationship, it had been obvious since the beginning of it but, apparently, your roommate Seungwoo was too much in love with her to realize it. The thing that got on your nerves the most was how she kept complaining about him not giving her enough attention when he was always working his ass off to keep her happy. The money he earned working was always saved up for presents, for dates, for whatever she wanted and most of his free time was also dedicated to her. Seungwoo lived for this girl and it was extremely frustrating that she didn’t seem to appreciate this enough. Maybe it was that you really didn’t like her, you simply weren’t a big fan of that kind of person, especially when they hurt somebody as genuinely sweet and gentle as Seungwoo was, he obviously cared about her but you had the feeling it wasn’t too reciprocated. More than once you’ve thought she was just using him as arm candy, dating Seungwoo just because he was attractive and sweet in order to make the rest of the girls jealous and that was truly a shame, people like him didn’t deserve to be played that way, not when he was putting 100% of his heart on a relationship that wouldn’t blossom well.

Trying to warn Seungwoo without any proof other than your words had always been a big no for you, it would definitely look as an attempt of you trying to get in between them and that would ruin the beautiful relationship the two of you had worked so hard to create, turning it into awkward and cold like it had been at the beginning. You didn’t want to risk what you had with him, you just could pray that she wouldn’t hurt him too bad, that if she was playing around she would be considerate enough to not hurt his feelings.

However, it seemed as if you had been expecting a bit too much from somebody like her though and your prayers hadn’t been heard by any merciful God that would want to help you out.

There has only been one time you’ve disliked rainy nights and that was the exact same moment Seungwoo entered your apartment when he was supposed to be on a date, the sight of him had been so depressing, so sad that no words came out of your lips when you dragged your eyes away from the Netflix show you’ve been watching to check on him.

The expensive suit he had been wearing tonight was absolutely drenched, the kind of drench when your underwear also gets wet and the cold sensation of the freezing rain seeps into your bones making you feel like you’re about to die of hypothermia. Some strands of his wet hair were glued to his forehead, dark and dripping, hiding his eyes from your curious gaze. His lips were a straight line, there was no trace of his bright and wonderful smile, any signs of happiness had vanished from his face and if his drenching outfit hadn’t been alarming enough, the sight of him being so quiet, so serious definitely was.

“Seungwoo?” You asked quietly, kneeling on your couch to look over the back, trying to get a better view of your roommate. Your eyes widened when you saw that the bouquet of flowers he had bought for his girlfriend was still in his hands, flowers already messed thanks to the amount of water that had probably fallen onto them on his way to the apartment. Some wet petals fell down besides his shiny shoes but he remained still, refusing to move or acknowledge you. “Did your car break down? Why didn’t you call for help?” You knew this wasn’t about his car, deep in your mind, you knew that face was the one people had when their hearts had been broken.

He finally looked up when he heard your questions, his eyes searching around the room for something until they landed on you. In all the years you’ve been living with him, you had never seen Seungwoo so sad, so hurt, you simply were used to always seeing him being so lively and cheerful, so playful and loud no matter what, that your heart broke into a thousand tiny pieces when his eyes met yours. No words came out of his lips, only a small quiet sigh that you wouldn’t have heard if you hadn’t turned off the television when he walked in.

“Seungwoo?” You didn’t want to be annoying, you knew you were walking on really thin glass when he was in this state, but the worry you felt for him was stronger than any possible fear of being snapped at. You wanted to be there for him, you needed him to say something, anything even if the words that would exit his lips weren’t going to be nice.

Seungwoo was better than that though, the frustration and pain he was feeling right now were reaching worryingly high levels but he knew you weren’t the one to blame here, he couldn’t lay it out on you when you had done nothing wrong, in fact, you were one of the few good things that was keeping his mind sane at the moment.

When he finally spoke his voice sounded small and weak, broken, even though he had tried his hardest to hide it from you “Can I have a hug?” His arms opened slowly, the bouquet of flowers falling down onto the floor as he stood there, looking ridiculously sad and hurt, like a five year old who was awaiting for their mother’s comfort, like a friend who needed you the most. “Please?” He added, sounding even smaller, tugging at the strings he had in your heart.

“Since when do we ask for hugs in this household? I thought you knew me better Seungwoo” Bringing his smile back was probably impossible right now, you knew it would take time to bring your friend back, to heal his wounds but if you could at least ease some of the tension he felt then you would do the impossible for it, without any hesitation.

Standing up from the couch, you smiled brightly when you saw the way the corners of his lips tilted up a little, in what you assumed to be an attempt of a smile. As soon as you were close to him, Seungwoo reached out and grabbed your wrist in order to pull you into him, placing your cheek against his chest, instantly allowing you to hear his accelerated heart beat. As if his pain was slowly seeping out of his body and into yours, you held onto him tightly, keeping him as close to you as you could while one of your hands started moving up and down on his back unconsciously, bringing him the physical comfort he had been seeking for.

He didn’t need to explain what had happened, the way his body shook in a quiet sob against you was enough to confirm your fears, his heart had been broken, Seungwoo had been used. “You deserve so much better Seungwoo” You whispered when he quietly hid his face against the crook of your neck, like if he was embarrassed of showing you this weak side of him “She’s not worth your tears, she’s not worth your pain” You added rubbing his back slightly harder, hoping the physical contact between the two of you would somehow make his sorrow lighter, easier to deal with.

“Why would she cheat? Didn’t I love her enough? Did I do something wrong?” When he showed up like this you assumed she must have broken up with him, probably having found someone who she thought looked better and was a more appealing arm candy than Seungwoo was. However, to hear that she had actually cheated on your lovingly roommate was even more devastating, it was something he really didn’t deserve, not when he hadn’t left no stone unturned in an effort to make her feel like the luckiest girl in the world. Your grip around him only tightened protectively, not wanting to let him go.

“Of course you didn’t!” You said, maybe a little louder than you both had been expecting it, leaning back enough to look into his eyes alarmed. Seungwoo’s self-esteem shouldn’t be damaged because of some bullshit this girl had decided to tell him, someone so amazing shouldn’t be ruined by someone so insignificant “Seungwoo” You called him out, making his eyes land onto yours once again. He looked like he was on the edge of tears but was somehow managing to keep them back, too shy to cry in front of you “Believe me when I say you did nothing wrong, okay?” He closed his eyes when your hands moved up to cup his wet cheeks, unconsciously leaning against your touch as you ran one of your hands through his wet hair, getting rid of the strands that almost covered his beautiful eyes. “You are the most loving and sweet guy I’ve ever met, any girl in this world would love to date someone like you”

His lips formed a small smile again when he heard your words, one of his eyes opened to peek down at you slightly amused. There was still sadness in his gaze but it wasn’t as worrying as it had been before, right when he walked through the door of your apartment “Even you? I thought I heard you say I was annoying as fuck this morning?”

“That was because you were singing pretty loudly and I was trying to sleep” You said smiling even more, shaking your head while you gently moved your hands away from his face, letting them fall down to your sides.

“But my voice is nice, isn’t it? You like it when I sing while we cook” The pout that scrunched up his lips was stupidly adorable, your hands twitched as you used all of your self restraint to keep them away from his cheeks, feeling the sudden urge to squeeze them until it was painful.

“Exactly, you said it, when we’re cooking not when I’m sleeping” He chuckled at your words, his own hands reaching out to rub his eyes, probably getting rid of the tears before they managed to fall. You glanced at him softly, feeling incredibly sad even though you hadn’t been the one heartbroken, it wasn’t fair someone as good as Seungwoo was going through this, you hated it and you wanted to do as much as you could to help him get through it. “Come on, get inside and take a warm shower before you get sick, I refuse to stand your whiny ass like I did last time when you caught the flu” Seungwoo nodded obediently, bending down to grab the bouquet but you stopped him before he could reach it “Get in the shower, I’ll clean this mess”

“I’m sorry abo-”

“Get in the shower before I force you into it Seungwoo!” You exclaimed playfully, placing your hands on his chest and gently pushing him back, a quiet, small laugh escaping his lips as he looked at you

“You want to shower with me?” He asked teasingly, wiggling his eyebrows up and down

“Han Seungwoo! I’m not kidding anymore! Get in that shower before I stop being nice!”

By the time Seungwoo was done with his shower, you had already cleaned the small water puddle that was in the living room thanks to his drenched clothes and the bouquet of flowers he had dropped before. You currently were sitting on his bed, all cuddled up in your comfortable clothes as you scrolled through your social media, waiting for him to walk back into his room ready for a movie marathon with lots of snacks, you had move your entire pillow fort to his bed in an effort to make him feel slightly better, it would surely not erase all his pain but it would hopefully distract him from it, even if it was for a couple of minutes.

“I can’t believe I wasn’t invited to a sleepover in my own bedroom”

In a white shirt and black pants Seungwoo looked as domestic as he could, smiling softly with a towel still wrapped around his neck to stop his wet hair from drenching his new dry clothes. He was leaning against the door frame, arms crossed on his chest as his eyes watched you carefully, body relieved to the sight of you being so comfortable and relaxed in his room. He was used to this, he had never minded when you laid down onto his bed, it was a sight he was rather fond of actually, something his girlfriend had never been comfortable with.

“I didn’t think you needed an invitation” You replied smiling back at him, grabbing one of his pillows to hug it as you sat up "Big or small spoon? I'll let you choose today"

Seungwoo, surprised by the sudden question, couldn't help but laugh softly at your proposition. The two of you had cuddled on rare occasions, way before he started dating his ex girlfriend and the moment had soon ended because the two of you were too shy to do it for too long. However, he somehow felt like he kind of needed it, being close to somebody, to your warmth and scent, it would definitely help him to not feel lonely and that was exactly what he needed tonight.

Seungwoo didn’t want to be alone.

"I think I'll be the big spoon" He said smiling, tossing the towel away from his neck as he approached the bed, standing in front of you as he awaited for you to move and leave some space for him to lay down behind you.

"You know what? Nevermind" You said with a mischievous smile "You'll be the small spoon tonight"

"What? No way" Seungwoo scoffed, a hint of pink appearing on his cheeks when he saw you weren't messing around.

"Yes way, come on, lay down here" You enthusiastically patted the empty space beside you, eyes still up on him as you awaited for him to occupy it. Seungwoo seemed a little hesitant at first but knowing how stubborn you were, he laid down, muttering a string of quiet complaints while he made himself comfortable next to you. “See?” You asked, draping one of your arms around him, keeping yourself close to his wide back “It’s not that bad to be the small spoon, isn’t it?”

“It sounds so ridiculous when you say it like that though” Seungwoo muttered quietly, making the two of you laugh softly “Fuck don’t make me laugh, my head hurts a lot” He groaned quietly, obviously trying not to laugh as he buried his face against the pillow.

“Want a head massage?” You asked, blurting out the words and for some reason, everything sounded even funnier causing you and him to laugh even more. “What? I read on the internet that they are good for headaches!” Pouting you gently slapped his arm, trying to act frustrated about him laughing at everything you said. You were glad though, happy that he was bringing his mood up.

“It’s scalp massage you idiot, not head massage, that sounded so wrong” Seungwoo replied laughing more, not caring about his headache at this point.

“YAH! HAN SEUNGWOO YOU DID NOT JUST SAY THAT!” You shouted, moving away from him as you sat up on his bed, staring down at your roommate with eyes opened as wide as plates.

“It was you who said it first, not me!” He exclaimed back, turning around on the bed to look at you “Beside-”

You cut him off by grabbing one of his pillows and hitting him straight onto his face with it. You realize how big your mistake had been as soon as the room turned quiet and Seungwoo literally stopped moving, you didn’t even know if he was breathing. Unfortunately for him, you jumped off the bed and started running down the hall before he could trap you, although the two of you were simply playing around, having someone like Seungwoo following you right after you hit him was scary as hell. You didn’t want to find out what his revenge would be.

“Come here, you brat!”

Laughing loud, you managed to dodge his attempt of grabbing you by jumping over the couch, squeaking when he got closer to you. If the neighbors didn’t call the cops believing you two were murdering each other it would surely be a miracle.

“Seungwoo, wait! I’m sorry!” You shouted, rounding the couch once again, laughing like a maniac when you managed to dodge him once again. Seungwoo groaned rustrated behind you, not giving up though and running at full speed around the apartment. One mistake and he would be able to grab you.

“You’re sorry my ass! You didn’t even hesitate to hit me back there!” He shouted back, amusement obvious in his voice. The two of you probably looked like you had gone nuts running around the apartment, behaving like kids but if this was what would make him forget momentarily about his break up then you would be running all night long.

“It was just-OOF” Like you had done back in his room, Seungwoo used a pillow to stop you, throwing it with his entire strength and hitting you straight on the back of your head, making you stumble on your own feet and falling down in the middle of the hall. Thank God you placed your hands before your face because some teeth could have broken there if you hadn’t.

Just when you thought everything was over, you felt two big hands grabbing your ankle and before you could ask for mercy, Seungwoo pulled you down the hall, laughing when he saw you desperately trying to hold onto something. “You’re not escaping now!” He chuckled, turning you around as you were back in the living room and kneeling down on you, placing his knees on each side of your body so you wouldn’t be able to run away. “Come here”

“Please tell my mom I love her” Seungwoo started tickling you as hard as he could as soon as you said those words, he knew you weren’t a huge fan of being tickled, the sensation of running out of breath but being unable to stop laughing was merely overwhelming for you. Your hands flew up, attempting to shove his away from your sides but he was stronger than you and your efforts were wasted “Seungwoo” You whispered, wiggling your entire body underneath him, trying to break free “Please...I can’t breathe” He didn’t stop there though, your stomach started hurting but you couldn’t just stop laughing. The cocky smile on his lips made you frustrated but since his fingers kept poking random spots on your sides you were unable to express it “SEUNGWOO PLEASE, I’M ABOUT TO DIE”

Seungwoo stopped, looking down at you with an amused smile “Alright, alright...But just because I’m exhausted from all that running” He laid down onto you, placing his entire weight onto your body, his face finding its way once again and his arms, that had been tickling you seconds ago, wrapped themselves around your body gently “Drama queen” He teased, hiding his smirk against your skin.

“Oh shut up, we both know I’m not the drama queen here” You scoffed patting his back, resting your head against the floor.

“It’s me and my broken heart, huh?” He muttered trying to hold back the chuckle that threatened to escape his throat. However, there was a soft tension in his voice again, your words had probably triggered some of his bad memories of tonight and even though he was trying to hide it, you had noticed the way his muscles tensed up against yours.

“Hey” Gently, you pulled your head away from him, hands holding his head up so he could look down at you “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to-”

“It’s okay” He leaned back to look down into your eyes, something had shifted in his expression when your eyes met but you couldn’t place your finger in what it was exactly “I’m okay” Seungwoo’s voice got lower, sudden realization hitting you when you remembered the position you were in. Your cheeks turned red and his lips turned up amused, seeing you get embarrassed was definitely a delightful sight for him, especially since he was the reason for it.

He knew this was wrong, it was too soon to do something like this with somebody else since he had just broken up with his girlfriend but Seungwoo couldn’t help it. You had always been so sweet and nice since you moved into the apartment, always so attentive and looking all pretty around him but since you’ve never made a move on him Seungwoo assumed you didn’t see him as more than a friend. However, now that he was in extreme need of affection, of somebody who would give him what his girlfriend didn’t he wasn’t strong enough to keep his desire from you.

It was as if a switch had been flipped.

“Seungwoo” Your voice turned quiet when his face got closer to you, his forehead gently landing on yours as he lifted his body enough to not crush you onto the floor with his entire weight.

“You’re here, right? That’s what matters the most” He asked quietly, reaching out to cup one of your cheeks gently, tracing imaginary circles on your skin with his thumb “I’ll always have you, I should have been brave enough to choose you over her”

“W-What are you talking about?”

However, instead of answering you with words like you had expected him to do, Seungwoo leaned down slowly, giving you enough time to stop him if you didn’t want this to happen, and pressed his plump lips against yours in one of the sweetest yet most gentle kiss you’ve ever had. It all soon escalated though because as soon as he noticed you weren’t pushing him away, he decided to go for it and moved his lips against yours, deepening the kiss and igniting the fireworks that had been lighted up in your stomach for too long.

The thought of you being a rebound crossed your mind at first but it all soon vanished as soon as you focused on the way he kissed you, on the way he held you. He was too gentle, his gestures felt too honest to be faked, there were other feelings than need and lost in his kisses, hints of love and affection teasing your tongue when he caressed it with his, letting you know what Heaven tasted like. All these years you’ve fought hard to keep your feelings for him on bay but know that it was finally happening, now that the two of you were kissing, you realized how much you’ve been needing this and how much he had needed this all this time.

It was as if the two of you were made for each other, your bodies fit in perfectly, moving in synchronisation as his hands explored your clothed body with gentle and shy caresses, always slow and careful in case you would tell him to stop at any time.

“I’ve been so blind” He whispered against your lips, giving it gentle pecks but also giving the two of you the chance to get your breath before continuing with your make out session “So stupid” Seungwoo added, biting your lower lip teasingly, smiling a bit more when your cheeks turned even redder. “You should have said something if you felt this way”

“So cheesy” You teased smiling, happiness soon replaced with anticipation when he moved his lips away from yours to drag them down your neck, tasting your skin, biting down onto it, even feeling brave enough to leave a small mark on your pulse point. “You had a girlfriend” You inevitably whined when he bit down onto the same place again, your legs pressing together, trying to ease some of the tension that was building up on the lower zone of your body.

“I would have dropped her without any hesitation if I had known you wanted this” Seungwoo leaned back to look into your eyes, one of his hands trailing down your side until it reached the hem of your shirt. “That you wanted us” He slipped his hand inside, caressing your smooth skin with his rough hands. The friction made your breathing shaky and your heart started beating louder and harder against your ribcage.

“It wasn't right” You tried to explain to him, to defend yourself for not making a move any sooner but he wasn’t having it.

Seungwoo turned the two of you around, laying on his back in the middle of the living room and positioning your body on his. His hands instantly went up your bare, still underneath your shirt, turning your skin into goosebumps wherever he touched. He just had that effect on you, it was dangerous and powerful, something that incredibly turned you on.

“Shut up and kiss me already, you know how impatient I am”

You didn’t make him wait. With your hands on his chest, you leaned down enough to press your lips back against his, the kisses being the perfect distraction for him to move his hands to the front of your body, caressing your breast over your bra as he slid them down your stomach. He innocently pulled onto your shirt a couple of times, signaling you to lean back so he could get rid of it, the piece of clothing landing on the back of the couch as you two kept kissing, unable to get enough of each other’s lips and tongues.

Without breaking the kiss, Seungwoo sat up with you on his lap, groaning when this time, you used his own teasing technique against him and bit his lower lip, taking advantage of the position you were in to get rid of his shirt too. “Bedroom” You whispered breathlessly, letting him pull you back into his so he could devour your neck once again. The floor was slightly uncomfortable, too cold and hard and you knew the two of you would be more sore than necessary after this.

“Not going to make it to the bedroom” He quickly rejected your petition, lips trailing lower from your shoulder, caressing the edge of your bra with his tongue.

“The couch?” You asked gripping the hair on the back part of his head, holding back your moans, your body tensing with pleasure against his.

Seungwoo groaned against your skin, a sound that you assumed it was affirmative and he was willing to change your location. The two of you stood up from the floor but he didn’t allow you to walk away, instead, Seungwoo pushed you back against the wall behind you, slamming his lips back against yours. Things started escalating quickly from there, your kisses turned more desperate and wetter, his hands more brave as he got rid of your bra without asking for permission like he did with your shirt.

“Fuck” He moaned when your hands travelled down his naked chest, fingers caressing the hem of his pants. You could feel how excited he was, the bulge that had appeared on his pants was pressing up against your lower stomach every time he attempted to get closer to you “Get rid of it, it’s on our way” Seungwoo pulled your pants down at the same time you pulled down his, as soon as they hit the floor, his hands gripped the back of your thighs and he pulled you up against the wall.

Acting on pure instinct, your legs automatically wrapped around his body, giving him access to places he didn’t have before. You moaned against his lips when the tent in his boxers pressed against the wet spot on your panties, Seungwoo grunted as he buried his face in between your breast, still leaving affectionate kisses all over your skin, willing to adore every single curve, mark or inch of your skin.

“The couch” He moaned when you started moving against him, looking for friction that would ease some of the sexual tension building up in your body. Seungwoo, holding you tightly against his body, pulled away from the wall and started walking to the couch, careful to not fall down with you in his arms. He placed you down onto it gently, running his fingers through your hair as he looked down at you, cupping your cheeks to caress them once again “Hey, you’re okay with this, right?”

“Seungwoo, I wouldn’t be mostly naked if I wasn’t” You whined needily, pulling his hand down so he would join you on the couch.

“You’re not a rebound alright?” He asked in a determined tone, pulling his boxers down before he gently pushed you back against the couch. You gulped nervously, eyes stuck on his as he slowly laid on top of you “I promise you I’ll explain everything later, we’ll talk about our feelings later but believe me when I say you’re not a rebound, I don’t want you to think that”

“I believe you” You replied quietly, letting him pull down your panties without even moving his eyes away from yours.

“Good” His smile squeezed your heart, melting you on the couch. How he could be so sexy and sweet at the same time was a mystery. “I promise you that I’ll be slower and sweeter next time, that I’ll take my time with you when we get to bed but right now I really need to be inside of you baby or I’ll literally combust” His words made your face even redder, you would have never thought Seungwoo would speak to you like that. His smile widened noticing you had gotten shy and he slowed down a little, positioning himself between your legs but not entering you yet. “Having back out thoughts?” He asked teasingly.

“N-no, just...Trying to process this is all happening” You stuttered quietly, too embarrassed to even talk.

“Believe it babygirl” His lips lowered to your ear, caressing your skin with his warm breathing “This is not the only time that it’s going to happen though, once I make you mine there’s no way back”

Not leaving you the chance to reply or react to his words, Seungwoo moved his hips against yours, entering your wet entrance with his member. You bit your lower lip hard, feeling how he stretched you out and concentrating yourself on relaxing against him. Seungwoo started whispering sweet nothings into your ear, praising you to no end as he kept leaving sweet kisses on your skin. His pampering definitely helped and as soon as he felt your muscles relaxing underneath him, he started moving.

Your arms had made their way around his neck, nails gently digging into his shoulder as he gently started moving his hips back and forth, in and out of you over and over again. The quiet living room was being filled by the sounds of your heavy breathings and the quiet moans that exited each other’s lips whenever one of you moved, the pleasure was skyrocketing at this point and you knew that unfortunately, this wouldn’t last for as long as you wanted to, however, Seungwoo had already stated he had plans to repeat this so you weren’t complaining.

Like he had mentioned before, his gentleness was thrown away as soon as he realized you weren comfortable with him. His thrusts turned rougher, rocking your body upwards every single time his hips moved down and soon, despite your attempts to keep yourself quiet, your moans had gotten louder and louder, turning him on even more.

“Just like that” He whispered when you started getting louder, sweat rolling down the side of his head as he gripped the arm of the couch, increasing his pace “Call my name baby, let them hear what’s going on”

You didn’t know how you were going to face your neighbors after this but you obediently listened to Seungwoo’s order and started calling his name loud, almost at the edge of tears when he thrusted into you as fast and hard as he could. He knew he was in trouble when your inner walls started tightening around him with every thrust, Seungwoo had managed to found your g-spot and even though that had just increased the pleasure for the two of you, it also pulled him closer and closer to his orgasm whenever you sucked him deeper into you, moving your hips with his to get as much as you could.

“I can’t….Babe...I….F-Fuck (Y/N)” He stuttered, eyes closed and letting his body move by itself. His thrusts turned shaky and irregular, hands gripping the flesh of your hips so he could pull you harder into him whenever he thrusted.

“Seungwoo...I….I…”

There was nothing much you could do when you felt him twitching inside of you, it only took a couple of minutes for the two of you to surprisingly reach your climax together. He tensed up above you, moaning loudly as he shut his eyes closed, feeling how your body uncontrollably shook underneath his from the overstimulation the strong orgasm had created. He pulled you closer to his body, hugging you as he buried his face into your hair, pressing small kisses whenever he felt your skin against his lips as he kept whispering praises that made your heart flutter.

A couple of quiet minutes passed between the two of you, minutes were only your breathings were heard. He slowly slid himself out of you, biting his lips when you groaned feeling sensitive, eyes on him as you instantly closed your eyes.

“I-I’m sorry about that” He apologized, realizing none of you had stopped to use protection “I...Let me get dress and I’ll get some of those pills for you”

“It’s okay” You said shaking your hand to stop him, pulling his body back down against yours so you could wrap your arms around him “I’m on the pill”

“Ugh, I was starting to panick already” He said laughing quietly, turning his head to press a kiss against your cheek “I’m not ready to start having beautiful babies with you yet” His sentence made you laugh too, shaking your head as your hands kept unconsciously moving up and down on his back, soothing his muscles. “But I’m definitely ready to take you out on wonderful dates”

“Oh, really?” You asked smiling looking at him

“Definitely” Seungwoo confirmed softly, brushing some hair away from your face so he could lean in closer to peck your lips “I want you to be my girlfriend”

Forget about what you said in the beginning.

Rainy nights were still your favorite.

Even with Seungwoo and his broken heart.

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lucysuniverse · 3 years

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Runaway

We all know how easily Hui shifts from pure and innocent to teasing and seductive. The story was inspired by his duality.

Pairing: Hui x OC/reader

Genre: hot, romance, angst

Word count: 3,603

„Please let me go with you. I can’t stay home any longer.” Hui begged like a 5 year-old-kid would do in front of the game store only days before Christmas to make their parents buy the most expensive game as a present from Santa.

“You’ll be so bored.”

“Come on. That was really weak.”

He was right. I knew he loved shopping. It was his ‘me time’ relaxation or whatever you want to call it. He was obsessed. But this time I was determined to go by myself.

“Why don’t you ask Hongseok to have some time together?”

“He is busy with acting.”

“But I thought the shooting was over.”

“Yeah… but the romance is not. “

“I see.”

“Please. You know exactly how much I like shopping.”

“Right. I know. Look, this is something personal and I don’t want you to come with me this time. I am sorry. I just didn’t know how to tell you. “

“I thought we were best friends. What can be so personal about shopping? It’s not like my birthday is around the corner. Are you mad at me?”

He wasn’t the type to let go things easily. Especially when he wasn’t convinced. And let’s be honest my explanation wasn’t really satisfactory.

“No Hui. Look I just want to go alone this time. We always go together, and I guess I just prefer going alone.”

“You really are mad at me. You hate shopping alone. Everytime you go by yourself you are sending me pictures which one to choose and ask my opinion … well, literally about everything. Okay, so what’s wrong?”

“I am fed up being alone on Valentines Day each and every year so I decided to buy a bottle of wine, some candles, and sexy lingerie and celebrate my singleness home alone. While probably crying. Happy now?”

I kind of shouted the last sentence. It wasn’t his fault entirely. I should have just told him in advance. Hiding and creating a greater mess wasn’t a good idea. But he really made me angry. Why can’t I go alone? Why are we always together? Well, most importantly why are we always together when we are not even together. I think it was the biggest issue. He wasn’t just my best friend. They say love can hurt. It did.

And it hurt the most when he was understanding and nice. He didn’t get hurt and pissed by my behavior. He just pulled me close for a hug and said “you should have told me”. When he was considerate and empathizing, I hated him the most and I suffered the greatest.

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The main problem was I could never say no to him. I was an easy target and his puppy eyes always worked on me. With my head I knew in the very beginning that becoming his best friend will be painful, but my heart couldn’t stop me. It was hoping for something and made me do things and make decisions which I shouldn’t have done or made.

Agreeing to go shopping lingerie with him was also one of these mistakes. I knew this in the very first second when we entered the shop.

“Hello, how can I help you?” A very friendly middle-aged lady, most likely the owner of the shop asked.

“We are looking for some very nice and naughty lingerie for her.” Hui said like he has just ordered his usual Espresso at his favorite café.

“Naughty? What are you…? Uhm… I am sorry he is just joking. Unfortunately, he really has a bad sense of humor.”

“Have you known each other for a long time?” The lady asked.

“Maybe way longer than preferable.” I said while smiling at my sweet revenge.

“That was harsh.” Hui said while pretending to be hurt by my answer.

“You are sweet. I wish you happiness. It is quite rare to find loving and cute couples like you.”

“She is not my girlfriend.” Hui said instantly. I guess if he has been accused with murderer even then he wouldn’t defense himself so quickly. It kinda hurt. He really doesn’t see me as a girl at all?

“Oh I see. Well, in that case you will not be able to see her in our beautiful unique fabrics. They say even if you are not together if you look at someone in these you will fall in love with the person wearing them immediately.”

“I see.” He answered with a forced smile. I knew he felt awkward and also he was sceptic enough not to believe in such stories. Me on the other hand really liked how the lady was trying to comfort me. I really needed comfort.

“Well, I am sorry but seemingly we are looking for something aesthetic for the future boyfriend and not you. Can you please just wait here in that case? Young lady please follow me. Is there any preference of color you would like to try on?”

“I was thinking about something braver like black and red maybe with a little lace.”

“I am sorry but that’s so not you.’ Hui said.

“I am sorry but I told you I wanted to come alone. This nice lady told you to wait here. And I am also telling you this is for me. I want to feel pretty and attractive once in a while. Since you are here can you be just a bit more supportive please?”

And since he didn’t say anything we were leaving to search for some nice pieces. I am not sure it was just my hallucination created by my hopes which betrayed me throughout all these years or he said it for real, but I heard him murmuring “you don’t need those stupid clothes for that”. I knew it wasn’t real, but I could die to hear this.

I knew he shouldn’t have come with me. It was a bad idea. Hiding my feelings all these years was also a bad idea. But I was scared of losing him. Even if it hurt so bad, being his best friend was still better than not knowing him at all.

I lost my interest in the sexy and beautiful bras and panties. What am I trying to prove? Am I hoping that the fairy tale of the shop owner is real? That Hui just needs to see me in these and it will solve everything? Of course not. The red lace on my skin was really attractive. I knew I looked great. Not like a model or something but definitely a sexier and much more confident version of myself. But somehow it felt cold to stand like this in the changing room. I felt naked. Is this really about me? No one will see it then what for?

I made a last glance on my reflection in the mirror. I sighed. Idiots. They don’t know what they are missing. He doesn’t know what he is missing. And in that very second with a sudden move the curtain of the changing room was pulled away and Hui was standing in the changing room with me. I wanted to tell him immediately to get out but like he knew how I was going to react he put his hand on my mouth not to make any noise.

I was looking at him questioningly, angry and worried at the same time. And deep inside I was also dying from frustration too. Is he really in the freaking changing room with me, pushing me to one of the mirrors, not letting me speak while I am not wearing anything else just the red lace lingerie which hardly covered anything. I was trying to escape from his hold when he finally realized what he has done.

“Oh sorry, I just got panicked. She is here.”

“I don’t know who are you talking about but I do hope you realize I am standing here with almost no clothes on so I would be really grateful if you could leave. Hmm let me see. What about immediately?”

And with that I wanted to push him out of the changing room. But he insisted. And on top of that he was checking me out. Like what?

“I was wrong. Red suits you.” He said casually.

“Bye Hui.” And I tried to cover my face not to show him not only the lingerie but my face was very red too.

“Please. I’ll close my eyes if that makes you feel better but she is here with his boyfriend and I just cannot meet them right now.”

“And the reason why is...?” And I was really expecting a real answer because otherwise I was really getting angry at him.

“She is my ex-girlfriend.”

“And?”

“Oh please, let this one slip okay? I know I was wrong. I shouldn’t have forced today and hiding in this changing room is completely disrespectful and also very ridiculous but please. I am not ready to meet her alongside her boyfriend.”

And again the same old thing happened. He asked something, I looked at his puppy eyes and couldn’t say no. I truly hated this.

“Turn around and close your eyes. You can stay for 5 mins but after that we are going home and I don’t care whether she is still here or not okay?”

“Oh my god thank you.”

And just like he used to he hugged me. He always did this. If he thanked me he hugged me as well. And I always had to be sure to slowly push him away after sometime, because being hugged by him felt way too good and getting used to it was way too dangerous. He was dangerous to be around. His smile, laugh, presence was my everything. He was easy to get obsessed with. He was the best medicine for all my pain. Even if the greatest pain was caused by him.

Standing there and hugging him like this was cruel. There was so much going on in my head.

“Sorry, I am turning around. You should get dressed. You will catch a cold.”

He even closed his eyes as I asked. And I was just starring at his back speechlessly. I wanted to hug him and kiss him endlessly. Waiting, hiding and pretending has come to an end. I couldn’t bare it alone anymore. Even rejection would have been better at this point. Well what happened moments later must have counted as a rejection. But at least as a friendzone. The friendzone which would never change.

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“What?” He asked quite shocked.

“I know it is quite sudden, but my contract has not been renewed. And I felt like I needed some changes.”

“But moving to the other end of the city? It is very far from your workplace.”

“There is home office.”

“But I guess not all the time.”

“3 times per a week.”

“What about the remaining 2 days?”

“Hui calm down. It is not like I will die from waking up a bit earlier.”

“But why do you have to move? You can stay at my place until we find something for you in the neighborhood.”

“NO.”

“What’s with this sudden reaction? Why not?”

“No. It is just… no. That will not happen.” I knew I did a mistake again. I should have given a better explanation because otherwise he will keep on asking me why. But I couldn’t lie to him. He was more precious than that. But telling him the truth… I wasn’t ready. I thought handling this whole thing on my own was for the better.

“Look. I am sorry about that day, okay? I shouldn’t have acted that way.”

“Oh come on. You needed an alibi girl. She is your ex and I was there. I am glad I could help you out a bit.”

“But then … isn’t this about me?”

“Oh Hui? Why would it be? I have to move so I am moving. That is all”

Well… first lie. Nice. It was easier than I thought. It wasn’t completely wrong though. I really had to move. But also, I didn’t want to be around him.

On that day we were still in the changing room when his ex-girlfriend started to call him. And since she insisted she saw Hui there she was waiting for us to leave the changing room. So, Hui met her again. And I guess his pride came in the way when he saw the new boyfriend appearing on the scene. So, after some seconds I became his girlfriend. Okay fine, after we stepped out of the same changing room I have to admit he didn’t really have any other choice. Telling the ex that he is just a scaredy-cat and he is just hiding in women’s changing room must not have created the image he wanted to show after meeting for the first time since break up.

But it was somehow funny, how he tried to convince her that I am his new partner when just minutes ago he was so much protesting against the idea. It pissed me off.

We were best friends and I knew it was hard for him to move on. But providing him the shoulder to cry on, being the alibi girlfriend and many more other things were getting out of hand. It was emotionally exhausting. And even if I was selfish for staying next to him all these years, I knew I had to stop. So, I decided to move and have sometime alone to figure it out.

“So just the move. Is this the reason why you haven’t answered my messages since then?”

I always forgot how well he knew me. I couldn’t lie to him, and even if I tried I always got caught.

“What else would it be?”

“Well that is exactly what I am asking. Seemingly you would like to cut ties with me I just don’t know why.”

“Oh Hui. It’s not-“

“Do you really think I am that stupid? You better tell me what is going on because I am getting offended and hurt for real. What is wrong? Did I hurt you? Is it your family? Can I help somehow? We can figure this out together just please tell me. Otherwise I cannot help.”

“You can’t help Hui. This is not something you can help with. Especially not you.”

“Okay, I am done. What is going on? I won’t let you go anywhere until you tell me.”

“This is not something you want to hear.”

“Well with this you just made me even more curious. I am all ears.”

And then I knew it was time. I had to confess. Not because of him. He was clueless and I was sure my words wouldn’t change anything between us. Obviously, we couldn’t remain friends. But that was a given. I had to tell because of myself. I was handling this all alone in the past 4 years. I was tired. So tired. I wanted to move on.

“You still don’t get it right?”

“We always spend our days together why is it such a big deal to live here until you find an apartment closer to your workplace?”

“You really don’t understand. Fine. You wanted to know. I can’t live here, because I want to live here so badly. Do you get it now?”

“What? This doesn’t make any sense.”

“I hope you just trying to pretend you didn’t know to make me feel better.”

“Pretend? What?”

I took a deep breath and started my confession. I knew he will be shocked and he will be right to feel betrayed and disappointed. We were so close. If I told him how I felt at the very beginning we might have figured out a way to solve it together. I mean I guess this is what other male-female friends do. It is normal that sometimes you feel more, right? But I never felt less than love.

“Oh Hui.” And here I stopped. I could not tell him face to face. I closed my eyes and continued. “Do you think it would be normal to live together with someone who is continuously on your mind? Would it be okay to live here with you, when I have dreams about you? When I find myself imagining how it would feel to hold hands while walking. When I spend hours of daydreaming how would it feel to be your girlfriend? Is it really okay to secretly stare at your lips and imagine how you would leave soft kisses on my neck?” Here I stopped for a second. My tears started to flow. Just the thought of us being so intimate and close was painfully beautiful. “Would it be okay to be hugged by you for so long I even lose my sense of time?”

I couldn’t open my eyes. I didn’t want to see how he looked at me. He must have been shocked. I was his closest friend, and he could tell me everything as a friend. And I betrayed his trust. He might have thought I am only being around him in order to confess and become his girlfriend. But that wasn’t the case. And before leaving there were some things left to say. Those unspoken words that were must to tell.

“I am so sorry, I didn’t want to shock you like this. I knew this is very sudden and I don’t expect anything. It is my fault that I never talked about this. I became obsessed with you. I thought it will change. And also, your friendship was more precious to me. I didn’t want to lose you. I don’t want to lose you Hui. So if there is a tiny bit chance of you forgiving me please give me some time. I will move to the new place. I will empty my mind. Maybe the distance will solve it. Once I am back we might be as good friends as ever.”

“That will definitely not happen.”

And in that second like I was awaken, I opened my still teary eyes and looked at him. But for my surprise he was only inches away from me. I didn’t even hear him getting closer to me. I was trembling from nervousness and pain, but I knew it would happen. I knew I hurt him with my behavior. If the opposite had happened to me I would have been shocked too. Someone who you have known for years, is your closest friend, you share everything with him states that he has sexy thoughts about you… I wouldn’t know how to handle it. Hui didn’t seem surprised though. Indifference was written all over his face. It wasn’t necessary to ask, because it was obvious but I had to do it.

“Why?”

“Because you are not going anywhere.”

And with that sentence I fell asleep and my most wanted dream has begun. Those beautiful soft lips I have always starred at were finally on mine, his arms wrapped around me and I was sinking deeper and deeper. His soft hair between my fingers and his closeness made me forget everything for a second. When he left the last kiss, he lifted my head gently to make me look into his eyes. In those beautiful brown eyes there was a complete universe of emotions. Regret, worry, sorry, relief and happiness. So many unspoken words. But somehow, I think I knew how he felt. He slowly stroked my hair and hugged me tightly, while whispering to my ear:

“I am sorry to made you lonely all this time. If only I have known. I always thought you were distant with me because you wanted to make clear this can never be more than friendship.”

“I wanted to keep myself away from you, because I was afraid if I got way too attached you would get hurt. I love you Hui. I love you so much but I was afraid you will feel bad to know how I felt and this feeling will come between us.”

“Don’t you believe in us? How many things have we overcome?”

“You are right. I was just so scared of losing you.”

“You cannot lose me. I am coming after you even if you runaway.”

“Oh my… did I really want this?” I said with finally a smile on my face.

“There is no turning back now. Because I love you too.” And he kissed me again.

There was no turning back. On that night I left my apartment. And I never went back. I only left the keys on the kitchen table. In my new place everything was so cosy and warm. I was surrounded by a lovely atmosphere. And I tried to keep my place clean. There was only one thing on the floor which I didn’t mind to leave there. The red lingerie.

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“Hello! Good to see you again!”

“Hi! We just came by and wanted to say huge thanks for your help.” I said.

“Oh I am glad I could help.”

“Can you also help me out this time?” I asked.

“Of course. Does it mean that the boyfriend liked the previously chosen one?” The lady asked.

“He was very satisfied with it. What you said was true. It is a quality fabric.” Hui answered.

“Wait a second.” But instead of continuing her sentence she just smiled all-knowingly. “I see. Then, what do you think about choosing the next one together? Since you are here as a man your taste with the boyfriend can be very similar. What do you think?” And she winked at Hui.

“I think our opinion will be the exact same.”

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nanachingu · 4 years

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Drama Review: Go Ahead (Chinese Drama)

Wow! An achievement for me. Writing a review for Chinese drama. Never thought that this time would come. Actually, I watched many dramas from many countries, like I watched a little Japanese drama and Thai series too. I always search for Chinese drama if I need drama who have light, fun, cheesy romance vibe, and didn’t have too much bad characters in it. That’s always my mindset for Chinese drama. This few weeks or month? I didn’t found any K-dramas that interesting and I was too reluctant to watch any Kdramas. So I was trying to watch several Chinese Drama that got into my bucket list and starting available in Netflix. Several dramas that I watch before this were Go Go Squid (before found this drama, I think this is the best Chinese drama I’ve ever watched), Le Coup de Foudre, Wait My Youth, My Girl, etc. Till I found this drama on Youtube. Go Ahead not a cliche drama that I can guess where it’ll be heading. Many characters who really bad, tragic fate, heartbreaking story, but also warm family story, friendship, and love.

First impression from the cover on thumbnail, hm interesting. good. handsome. Picture below was my first impression. What happened with 2 dads and 3 kids?

Turns out it’s a story about 2 family with no mothers (of course look at the picture!) cared for them, and their dads start to take care of each other and took their 3 kids into siblings with no blood related. Let me introduce you the biggest Gēgē (brother), Ling Xiao the tallest, second Gēgē, He Ziqiu on the right, and little Meimei, Li JianJian, with Ling Dad sitting on the left and Li Dad on the right. Ling Xiao and his parents (yes his Mom) moved into Li family neighborhood. Li JianJian mother’s was dead so Li Dad needs to take care of Li Jianjian by himself. AND he DID really really great job as a father and mom for her. Li Dad was an angel I swear. One day, He Gēgē came to Li’s family because of the circumstances and Li Dad make a decision to take care of him as his own son. Ling Gēgē also left by his mother because of their family problems and I think their mom personal problem. Really, something wrong with his mother’s mind and attitude. I hate her. Because of Ling dad who always busy as a policeman, Ling Gēgē always playing and take care by Li Dad and they agree to take care and treat each other as a real families. It’s become Li Jianjian’s dream for having a big brother and now she got 2 instantly.

They grew up together, really taking care of each other, everytime and everywhere. You’ll get a warm hearted by watching their flashback story. A happy family eventhough they don’t have a mother. I really admire Li Jianjian how she always been cheerful and never feel so little in front of other people. It’s because she already have 2 big brothers that really love her and treasure her. No it’s not over, it’s just starting. When the problems always coming and make this sibling must separated and become far away. JianJian really broke my heart when saw her crying and can’t accept that both her Gēgē will leave her alone. After all this years they’ve been together, how they take care each other, and love each other, they must back to their family who abandoned them. Why she must through this hardship and accept that when it’s the outsiders who left her brothers since they were little. They really separated for a long time, for years, and when they reunited it’s become really awkward moment for them. They become a strangers after all this years. 9 years. When the communication slowly dissapeared. When they didn’t know what to talk about and just send wishes on birthday, new year, and certain events. They also already becoming a grown up. Ling Gēgē is a dentist, He Gēgē is a pastry chef, and Jianjian is a wood sculptor. Interesting, the brothers job was inspired by their Meimei. Jianjian really loves sweets that made her teeth bad. But at the first place they’re family, they just need a little time and space to accept that they’re together again, get used to it, to become like they used to before.

I was crying when they need to be separated, when Ling Gēgē must through so much problem that makes him become adult really fast. I love how they potray the character when they were teenagers and after becoming an adult. I can see their growth from the pain and many things. I think the brother’s life were really tragic. They were both abandoned by their mothers, and even one of the mother is really selfish. I really love how they put this story one by one, how their relationship growing into another, like yeah two of the siblings decided to change their relationship to lover. This drama is not just about romance, I think not cheesy romance at least but I love Song Wei Long hahaha. But it’s focused on mental health too. How Ling Gēgē in a mental pressure, nsomnia, and anxiety after all the things he must through in his life, far away from Jianjian and his loved family, how He Gēgē always think that he’s owe all his life to Li Family, always worried as he’s not their real families, and all his fear and worries buried by himself. But I love that they have 2 Dads that always support them, always love them without any condition, and it’s funny when the Dads knew that 2 of them are together in love relationship.

But one thing that really make this drama more complicated is the loveline really. It’s like the main role and the support role can’t like each other. (IT’S SPOILER) Ling Gēgē likes Jianjian, Mingyue (Jianjian friend) likes Ling Gēgē, He Gēgē friend likes Mingyue, and Tangcan (Jianjian friend) likes He Gēgē friend. It’s like a relay. Why this drama can’t make the supporting role like each other character?! It’s too sad to see a several times broken heart in this drama. Even He Gēgē intend to marry Jianjian, but I think it’s not because he really loves her as a woman, but it more because he really want become a real family legally with her and Li Dad. I’m happy that Jianjian can handle this situation well. But I like it because the siblings are back together eventough it needs 9 years to reunited but they still the same as long time ago.

Overall I really love this drama because of the conflict, story, and have many messages that we can took from this drama. Especially family problem. I’m sure it will make many people crying because the story focused on family problem and how to deal it as you are getting mature and know that life as an adult is not easy especially if you have a selfish mother haha. For the first time I really love the OST in Chinese drama. Like I said, because of the story I think I’m just too immersed to the OST too. I love the acting too. They can portray their characters really well, especially He Gēgē, I always pity him because he got too many crying scenes hahaha he always sad, he deserves to be happy! Ling Gēgē too. I really fall in love with my first Chinese actor. Okay Song Wei Long you’re in! I’m shocked when I knew that their age difference in real life. Their little Meimei in the drama actually a big sister for the brothers. And the biggest Gēgē in this drama is maknae!!! Song Wei Long is born in 1999. OMG even he’s younger than me hahaha. But they can portray their characters well even I can’t see their age gap in the drama. I wrote this when the drama isn’t over yet. So I hope this drama will find their happy ending and I can’t wait and I can’t guess how’s the ending.

For you who bored for Kdramas or wanna trying something new and wanna try Chinese drama, I think this drama is a must for you! You’ll be no dissapointed. I’ll give this drama rating 4.5 out of 5 stars because I haven’t watch the finale and curious to see how they’ll packed up this drama.

#goahead #song weilong #zhang xincheng #drama #cdrama #chinese #chinesedrama #family #abandoned #friendship #siblings #brother #sliceoflife

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justkimberley · 4 years

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HSMTMTS Thoughts Episode 7

Episode 1 Episode 2 Episode 3 Episode 4 Episode 5 Episode 6

This one is also kinda long (~2200 words)

Nini and Ricky doing a fantastic job harmonizing in Start of Something New

the dance routine around them is absolutely crazy and all over the place

So it seems that Seb is just their resident piano player (side note, who ended up getting Kelsey??)

Big Red with the flashlight trying so hard to keep it on the disco ball

EJ interrupting because of the bell. Does anyone really love Thanksgiving that much??

Also I always forget that American Thanksgiving is like a month later than Canadian Thanksgiving and I was hella confused for a second.

Ricky is so surprised that Nini is complimenting him

Ashlyn as Robotics Team captain! (side note Big Red gives her an impressed look after he overhears that she’s the captain)

Also: debate team, baking club, high priestess of the Renaissance Faire

We love a multifaceted lady

Miss Jenn/Mr. Mazzarra trying to have a ‘my horse is bigger than your horse’ banter except neither of them have the horses they claim to have

“With whoever could possibly love you,” lol ok Miss Jenn went for the head

“Late night party” - party starts at 8 that’s adorable

“Small group or…” “PARTY AT ASHLYN’S HOUSE!”

It’s really interesting learning about Nini’s Lola (? I think that’s how it’s spelled, which is what I believe Filipino people call their grandmother’s), and her story

I’m just really proud of Ricky’s Dad. Like he was in such a bad place 2-3 episodes ago and now he’s taking care of himself and Ricky (even if it isn’t a grandiose Thanksgiving) he’s trying and I think he’s doing great

“We roll hard” I just really love this line

“I suppose if you’re lonely, you could always just… randomly text my drama teacher,” “Too soon… RIck,” “... yeah okay”

That was pretty funny. Also, it seems like Ricky’s okay with his dad dating?

Ricky’s mom waiting for him to call

I don’t know how I feel about this to be honest. I feel like maybe she should have tried to call him first and then if he didn’t answer or want to talk to her, that she should wait for him to make the next move then.

EJ’s truth arc is very funny to me

Big Red and Ashlyn

“I promise not to steal your phone if you promise not to throw a basketball at my face,” “No, the only thing I’d ever throw at your face is a brighter spotlight cause, I like the way you sing

Oof they’re so cute, we love little crushes

Also this might be an unpopular opinion but y’all need to calm down about the whole ‘Ashlyn and Big Red are GAY and they only THINK theyy like each other’ thing. #1 It was never confirmed for them to be gay. #2 You can still have wlw and mlm head-cannons for them! Bi, Pan, and other multiple gender attraction oriented people exist, even if you forget about us sometimes.

They are a cute little pairing of people who are always looking out and taking care of other people. It’s okay for them to do things for themselves.

Ricky debating calling his mom, it took a lot of courage and then Todd picks up.

Hangs up immediately, it almost looked like he was going to have a panic attack. That would be so hard, such an extreme shift

I guess the reason he was more okay with his Dad dating was that his Dad was open and honest with him about it. Calling your Mom only to find out that she has a boyfriend that a. She never told you about b. He knows about you and c. is trusted enough to be left alone with her phone while she showers? Is a lot, and probably means that she started dating him before the split was official.

Ricky going to call Nini and then deciding against it. Why doesn’t he feel like he can talk to Big Red about this kind of stuff? Why does he always go to Nini first?

Gina shows up, those are good looking cupcakes

She made him a hat!

She looks so hesitant before she gives it to him!

Gina’s like ‘look dude, I know something’s wrong, spill the beans’

Ignore it and push through - I understand where she’s coming from but you really shouldn’t ignore your problems, it usually just makes them worse

“Do what makes you happy,” “... Give me that hat,”

Adorable, also do what makes you happy is good advice so we’re a little all over the map here

“That’s too big,” “I’ll grow into it,” (adorable)

Miss Jenn and Mr. Mazzarra’s whole interaction is hilarious.

Don’t burn down my shop! - holy shit, foreshadowing buddies

Ashlyn is so cute! She’s so happy when people compliment her

“I highly recommend not telling someone you love them for the first time on instagram” - yup! That’s what I said in the first one of these I did.

Carlos - “The party may begin!” - I totally thought he said “The party made me gay,” the first time I watched it so uhh yeah

Big Red is lactose intolerant

Carlos’ board game is amazing

“High School Musical the Choosical,” - fantastic name

Everyone is so accepting

Ashlyn and Big Red choosing to be on the same team

“South Side Knights -” “It’s the West High Nights,” “the West High Knights”

Ej is like a compulsive truther now. And it’s kind of hilarious

His face when he says “She laughed!” is hilarious and kind of adorable

“I gotta go join the party, and admit some terrible things, you ladies, catch up!” - I wish we got to see what he was admitting to, I find this whole thing quite funny

I’m glad that Emily and Nini got some reconciliation, I know Nini felt guilty even though it wasn’t her fault

That is not a good cockney accent

Why did Ricky enter alone when him and Gina walked together?

And he left her to open the door on her own with all those cupcakes?

“Buddies,” “We,”

Ricky and Gina both laughing about YouTube, cuties

Look, feelings are feelings and you can’t help what you feel, but pushing someone away and insisting to remain only friends means that you shouldn’t be upset when he makes a new friend

Mr. Mazzara and Miss Jenn

The plug socket is in the frame, more foreshadowing

“He won’t.. Not… fall” this show loves it’s double negatives huh? I don’t not love you, he won’t not fall etc.

“Ok but the center of gravity is off,” YES to different kinds of intelligence being helpful in fields other than the main one people associate them with

Carlos thinking people are going to keep judging him and the theater people being as accepting as possible

EJ is a gleek

What I’ve Been Looking For to the rhythm of Get Your Head in the Game is hard! (Catch me on the piano later trying to figure it out lol)

It just turns into a terrible rap

EJ - “That was terrible,” Seb - “I’m so happy”

EJ vs. Ricky - “without laughing… or killing each other,”

This is a good parallel to the basketball scene, once again they get kind of aggressive, but this time they also joke around and no one gets hurt

Also I would love to see them become friends, I mean they both need to grow a little before that happens, but I have hopes

They missed the ‘neeee howww’ part of it, I really wanted to hear them do the high voices

EJ’s little “mehh” that sounds like a duck kills me everytime

Gina and Nini awkwarddd

“I do have high hopes for a junior year at East High” oof babey :(

“It must be nice sometimes though, right?” - nini does not understand

This actually gives us an insight as to why they don’t understand each other. Nini would love nothing more than to start a new life with no drama and Gina would love nothing more than to have a life that lasts longer than a couple months before being restarted.

Gina/Nini apology very exciting, hopefully they can actually become friends

“It’s all good,” from Nini seemed disingenuous, I don’t know if it’s because of the Wonderstudy thing or the Ricky thing.

The sleepover thing I was so worried that it would be a mean spirited thing but I’m so glad it wasn’t

Nini sits on Ricky’s lap when she goes back to the game room and I don’t know if it’s intentional or not but it’s kind of like she’s trying to lay her claim back on Ricky.

Gina looks so happy when a. Carlos calls her in and b. the happy dance about the sleepover! (why’d they have to ruin the happiness??)

Mr. Mazarra returning the favour

“It’s beautiful,” “Math often is,” dudde I feel you I fucking love math

“I cannot stress to you enough how uncomfortable that would make me feel,”

“You know what we should do?” “Break off eye contact sometime soon?”

I’m dying

“It’s about a robot!” this is… pretty adorable. She just wants to make a genuine connection with him

Also are they going to do a romance route with these two? Because I can see them setting it up but also imagine if they just become like… best friends? I feel like they’d be unstoppable.

Musical Choosical Handbook of Rulesicals

“I thought you had never actually played this with people-” “Honey not today of all days,”

Carlos and Seb are the only couple with no bad drama and I’m living for it (please let them just stay happy)

Oops! I knew that jersey question… also it’s definitely the answer Big Red would now because he’s only watched the movie with no words (at his allergists office)

“And do people usually talk like that?” “No they do not.” - gold

EJ the compulsive cheater and also compulsive truther makes a comeback (I seriously find this so funny I don’t know why)

“I love to pop and lock and jam and break,” oh GIna

She’s so happy about winning

Not realistic, you know that the second she called her mom at least someone would be like “pass the weed,” (you know because friends are awesome and also terrible)

“Can you take me off speaker”

Some people are like ‘oh no is she in trouble?’

I kind of hate that it looks like Nini looks sort of happy about Gina’s mom asking her to take her off speaker - I really don’t want Nini to turn into a catty person.

Ricky is concerned

Why did her mom tell her this right now? She should have waited until the next morning, like that wouldn’t have hurt anyone and it would have let them form stronger bonds. And Gina would have had her first sleepover and also they might form strong enough bonds to try and stay in contact with her

Ricky is worried for her, he’s like, ‘You made me feel better, so I’ll go make you feel better’

Nini’s looking upset that Ricky’s being emotionally aware for once? Like dude, he’s grown up a lot since BEFORE summer break? That’s like six months ago I think at this point?

Ricky just wants to help Gina feel better because she made him feel better

She doesn’t understand that they can stay friends even if she leaves and I just :(

“Please don’t do that” he’s so overwhelmed

“My mom moved out two weeks ago and she’s already got a new boyfriend, sound familiar?” Oooh low blow Ricky bud.

“Really don’t need advice from a .. buddy right now,”

Ok but then who does Ricky want advice from? I’m so confused. This boy needs to get a better support system and learn how to use it. Romantic relationships should not be your only outlet for your problems.

Red and Ashlyn

“I hope Gina’s gonna be okay,” - Big Red is so sweet!

They’re so cute

“Hey Big Red? Don’t forget your dip,” - oh she was so going to ask him out and then lost the nerve

Write something for yourself.

It’s a hard thing to do, dude. It’s also hard to let yourself feel so vulnerable, even if it’s only you that’s going to hear it

Gina packing, I feel so sad for her, she’s finally made some good friends and now she has to leave again. She kept the badge! :(

EJ losing followers and being cancelled, at least we know why now

It seems like a lot of EJ’s self worth comes from how others think of him. So losing followers is probably a pretty big hit. I wonder if he’ll keep going with his whole truth thing when it has these consequences or if he’ll just go back to what he was doing before. I hope that he has a positive arc but, will it go downhill from here? I hope not.

Ricky about to apologise to Nini (why did he erase it, he probably should have sent that) - side note: their conversation before was them asking each other if they were going to the party

It’s interesting that Nini had pictures of EJ and Ricky up still

Gina’s crying face is making me cry

“Hey mom, it’s me, I miss you so much,” tears

Nini hanging up pictures of her grandma and the musical. She’s really trying to move forward from boys huh?

Is nini going to apply to the theater school??

Electrical fire???????? WHy??

#hsmtmts #hsmtmts spoilers #episode 7 #kimberleysthoughts #mypost #kimberleyreacts #feel free to come yell into the void with me about this show #the void is always open #(the void is the name of my askbox lol)

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yooncutiee · 4 years

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[Description]

I could feel my nerves pulse against my body as I tell hobi what I've been dying to avoid "shit hobi I think I'm fucking In Love with him," I whisper it out enough for hobi to hear me.

Genres: romance, mystery, horror,

MAIN CHARACTERS AND SHIPS: Taehyung, jungkook, jimin, suga, Namjoon, Jin, hobi.

Vkook, yoonmin, namjin.

Wattpad: yooncuteie

~ CHAPTER 1 ~

~ NIGHTMARE ~

~ Taehyung POV~

I could feel my nerves pulse against my body as I tell hobi what I've been dying to avoid "shit hobi I think I'm fucking In Love with him," I whisper it out enough for hobi to hear me.

Hobi takes a deep breathe in before responding " I knew you couldn't handle what you got yourself into without feeling something"

"What i got myself into?"

He scoffs "don't play dumb"

He was right. I wasn't forced into this. I wanted it. Needed it. And jungkook was nice enough to offer it to me.

"Friends with benefits isn't exactly what I was planning to have with him" I say as I gaze my eyes out the car window of a Honda Civic, that was probably as old as my great grandpa was. It took too much effort for me to roll down the window using it's almost broke off handle. for hopes of fresh clean air. The air was cool against my sweaty forehead. Sinking more into my seat I turn to look at hobi driving while his right hand rests on my left thigh.

"How do you think he feels?" He asks me while eyes clued to the road ahead of us.

"Shit if I know" I mumble in annoyance.

"Well... guess" he chuckles

I shift in my seat, glaring at the headboard "he can handle me with such care sometimes I think he might actually feel something for me other then see me as a sex toy" my hand brushes along my sleeve. I pull on a thread to calm my nerves "Sometimes I feel like I'm his whole world.."

My heart swells up with hope at my own words. Knowing a possibility of it might be true. But in this life everything comes with a price. And I'd be damned if I let myself have this much hope.

"That's good, Right?" Hobi turns to look at me with worried eyes. Hand squeezing my left thigh in hopes to comfort me.

That's when the world suddenly stops. Everything around me losing its purpose as my heartbeat slows down and all I see next is two tail lights covering my entire existence. I didn't know that night would be the beginning of my end.

~ 1 year later ~

I walked around helpless in a dark forest struggling to keep my balance as I made my way down a cleared path being illuminated by the moon. My only source of light to be used. My dream I was so certain I was having right now, as I did almost every night since I stop talking my medication that's supposed to make me normal again. But it only kept me at the surface. Barley breathing, but enough to survive.

I made my way through the clear path to come up to a big tree with red leafs. The sky turned pitch black as I looked up to see the moon be covered in darkness. That was when the blood came. Flowing through the cracks of the tree branch's. As it came closer to my feet I heard the screams. His screams. They flooded my ears like the blood at my feet going higher and higher. I stopped breathing. Stopped thinking, as I was swallowed by its darkness. As I was swallowed by my end.

That's when I always wake up.

I jumped up out of my sleep from another nightmare. Sweat was dripping from my forehead. "Damn it!" I cuss under my breath.

I pull my covers away and stumble my way to the bathroom located in the corner of my room. I switch the lights on and stare at my reflection.

I looked like shit. Felt like it too.

I turn the water faucet on to fill my hands with water and splash it on my face. rubbing my eyes harshly in hopes it wakes me up more. Deciding to reach out to open a small box laying out on the counter for easy access. taking out my prescription of medication that keeps the bad thoughts away.

But the bad thoughts never go away.

I get out two pills and pop them into my mouth and swallowed them dry. going back to my room and reaching for my phone on the night stand.

the time was 3:25 am. I suddenly had that sick feeling of dread. Too nervous to sleep alone tonight I swipe up on my phone and press a number on my contact listed as "kookie"

Will he even answer?

I hear four buzzing sounds on the other end as I wait for jungkook to pick up.

"Hello?" He sounds worried.

I hesitate at first but mange to say

"Hey kookie I need you"

He goes silent on the other line for what feels like hours but was only 10 seconds.

"O-okay tae I'll be there in....Like 10 minutes" stumbling over his words as if he is drunk.

I wouldn't be surprised if he was. Maybe at some club having a fuck or a drink to drown himself in.

I start to hear loud noises in the back and music bumping loudly on the other side of the phone. and already know one of my suspicions was right.

He breathes down the other line as a low voice comes through "dont you dare do anything stupid, I'll be there just hang tight" he waits for my response.

"I promise kookie I won't.. just come" I bite down on my lip to calm myself down. He hangs up the phone after my response. I put my phone back on the night stand and lay in bed waiting for him.

After a year of the accident we haven't made any process on our "friends with benefits" relationship. I shut down completely and never confessed my feelings. Telling him I needed time. He waited for me but not long enough. Half a year he waited before he went back to his old habits. I couldn't blame him. I was too broken for even him to fix.

Still no matter what, he was always there for me. like a security blanket. He was my security blanket.

After my many failed attempts of ending my life he was extra careful with me. Never leaving my sight.

He was the only one to understand me. He knew what I was going through because he too was going through it. He was one of the cars that crashed into us. The others were a hit and run. It broke me when I and jungkook were the only survivors. hobi had been my best friend since the first grade. He was family. Now he was gone.

Jungkook had became the closest thing I had to a best friend after hobi.

The others were fucked up by everything that we all drifted apart.

Jimin was absolutely devastated when hobi died. Fuck! We all were. But jimin was with him for 2 whole years. Planning a whole life together. That hits different.

Jin graduated that year and left never looking back. His brother was everything to him. Their mom took her own life after she was left alone, grieving her dead son while her cheating husband who left her for a young slut not even a month after his sons death. Maybe he thought she could fill the void he that hobi left in him.

Namjoon drowned himself in school work. Never batting an eye to us. Said he was too busy. Needed to work on his future and not worry about the dead.

Yoongi was... well he fell off the face of the earth. I pass him by through the halls but nothing more

We all lost something that night of the accident. Some more then others.

Breathing in a big gulp of air I hear a small knock on my window door. A smile spreads on my lips as I get up to open my window. Jungkook jumps over and into my room. There was a black framed full sized bed in the middle of the room, a night stand beside it and a small desk with a bookshelf. Quite small and messy but comfortable.

Jungkook grabs my waist while he stares me down "how are you?" He breathes out. Making sure to be quiet so my parents don't hear.

"I'm okay just tired" saying as I rub his forearm with my thumb.

"Any bad thoughts?" He grab my face in his hand to lift my eyes to his.

"No... not as bad as usual" I managed to say without choking back a sob. My eyes were getting watery and my head felt intense pressure. I bite my lip to calm myself down again.

This Shit happens everytime!

He puts his forehead to mine for a few seconds before speaking and wipes awaya tear waiting to fall from my eye. "hey- it's okay if you did, I'm here now"

I smile at his response, feeling a jolt of love and affection as always "thank you kookie"

"Today I was thinking of him... today" he sounded in pain and regret.

"Oh.." I decided not to pursue jungkook into talking more about it. I didn't want to think about. Didn't want to feel it anymore.

I was stuck. Always stuck.

He sighs against my face, only inches apart. He lends back, eyes moving to my bed. He tugs at my arm and lends me to the bed

"well let's sleep then?" Pulling the sheets away to make room for us. I sink into the bed while he makes his way in a position to spoon me.

I will never get tired of this.

His warmth. His breathe against my neck as he hugs me close. My heartbeat stays calm for now.

"I w- wish I could have done more that night" he says against my ear as he plays with my hair.

"The night of the accident?" I ask confused.

"Yes... I just-"

I grab hold of his hand that wraps around me and lock it in mine "it's okay kookie you couldn't have done more, it's not your fault"

"Okay" he lends deeper into my neck

"You won't have anymore nightmares with me" he whispers against my skin.

Feeling calm and secure in jungkook's arms, I hum a response as I fall in a deep sleep.

But the nightmares never go away because they are my reality.

#bts #bangtan #bangta boys #fanfic #reading #writing #storytelling #taehyung #jungkook #jimin #suga #yoongi #jin #namjoon #kpop #mystery #lovers #bxb

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softforday6 · 5 years

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좋아합니다. You x Young K (feat. DAY6). Chapter II.

My god, the aesthetic at days gone by 행복했던 날들이었다) MV was just GOALS. I wish I was an art director for Kpop bands, it seems like my place in this world.

Summary: Younghyun is in love with his best friend and decides to do something about it. It won’t be an easy task, will he be able to overcome his fears and change his reality?.

Genre: Romance, smut (in the future).

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[Previously]

1.Heart surpassed by Soju (available).

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“I walk the tight rope on my way home. You’re my backbone, I know you’re somewhere close behind me”- Saving Grace, The Maine.

Saturday, 8 am. Seoul. Y/N’s Apartment. [Your Point of View].

My awakening was abrupt when I heard the noisy alarm I set up last night to meet my best friend. I had this brilliant idea: Hey, I should connect my phone to the speakers next to my bed! that way I won’t fall asleep… Awesome.

I quickly got up from my bed thinking that next time I should come up with another strategy.

15 unread messages: Younghyunnie: Are you up? Hello? … Don’t forget about me! H E L L OOOOOOOOOOO (…)

I smiled and when I was about to write him back, he called.

-Are you up?- he asked.

-Well… Who would you be speaking to right now if I wasn’t?-I asked, mocking him like he usually does.

-Oh, I see you woke up being funny today…-he replied.

Even though I couldn’t see him, I could imagine him rolling his eyes.

-I’ll be there in a moment, I’ll let you know when I arrive-he said.

8:30 am. Younghyun’s coffee shop. [Your point of view]

When we arrived to his coffee shop I saw all the costumers enjoying the atmosphere of this beautiful place he created. I looked at every detail thinking about all the dedication he puts in the things he creates.

While I was waiting for my vanilla latte, I noticed the string of lights he added, as I once suggested.

-Hey! you did what I said.

He turned around and looked at me while I pointed at the new aesthetic.

-Yeah, it was a great idea. You like it?.

-Yes, it suits the place- I answered, getting closer to him to hug him-I missed you.

He stopped what he was doing to embrace me in his arms. I have to admit: his cups of coffe and his hugs are one of the warmest things to me.

-Me too-he said, messing up my long dark hair a little bit- go make yourself comfortable in my office.

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[Flashback] -I can’t stop thinking about you, Y/N. Can we try again?. -We are over, Hongseok. There’s no turning back now and you know it. -I know but I really want to be with you, I miss you. Don’t you feel the same way?

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-Here you go-Younghyun said while bringing us both our cups of coffe to his desk.

We used this time to catch up. He told me more details about his trip to Tokyo with Wonpil and all these new plans he has for his coffee shop and I listened to him, admiring how he always manages to achieve his goals.

-And what about you? Did something new happened while I was gone? besides this work thing you’ve told me.

I was silent for a few seconds, feeling a little weird about this whole Hongseok situation. We broke up two months ago after fighting so much. I didn’t say anything because I knew Younghyun would have delegate his tasks to Wonpil in order to come and see me and make me feel better. I remember once, when we were younger, he noticed I had puffy eyes, as a result of a restless night I spent crying my lungs out. That day, he insisted to spend the day with me, trying to make me laugh and listen to what hurted me. Since I met him, everytime I feel a knot in my throat I feel like I need him.

-Are you okay?- he asked when he noticed I pouted, knowing that I tend to do so whenever I’m about to cry.

-Yeah… it’s just that I missed you so much-I said, holding back my tears.

He laughed out loud and got closer to me to embrace me in his arms once again.

-Why are you so cute!?-he said.

He kept laughing at me.

-Don’t laugh at me!

-I’m not. You are just too cute.

I started sobbing lightly.

-Hey, I’m back. I’m not going anywhere.

-Promise?

-I promise. From now on, we’ll see each other more often but if you get bored of me, that won’t be my problem.

I smiled. Bored? that never happened.

-How about we go to the movies later?-I asked.

-Hey, hang on! The day isn’t even over yet and you want to meet me again? I need a little space- he said while letting himself fall into his office’s couch.

-You said that we were going to see each other more often.

I pouted and he laughed.

-I’m kidding! let’s go on sunday.

Before I drank the last sips of coffee, my phone vibrated.

Hongseokkie: Can I see you tonight?

I sighed and I turned my phone down to avoid seeing new notifications from him.

-Who was it?-he asked.

-Hongseok, he wants to meet me tonight.

12 am. Y/N’s apartment. [Your point of view].

I invited Jae for lunch and I cooked for us spaghetti with scarparo sauce. Since this whole work thing that happened, I didn’t have much time to meet my friends, and now that we were finishing this project, I made myself some time to see Jae.

-We spoke about stress this week, have you heard?-he asked.

Jae works as a radio broadcaster and I’ve always admired his ability to host a show, giving that he has a very interesting personality. He is probably one of the most charismatic people I’ve ever seen, besides Jimin, that works with him. Because of them, I was able to meet my best friend when we were younger.

-Of course- I said.

-Did it help?

-Well, yeah… Actually, I have news: I broke up with Hongseok.

He stopped eating to raise his arms.

-Aleluya!-he said.

Jae knew about our fights and insisted, just like Jimin, that I should leave him.

-Please, don’t go back. You always consider what other people want and not what you need. So, this time, think about yourself.

-I will, Jae. Don’t worry.

-Sometimes I do. We love you and want you to be okay, you know? Take care of yourself.

-I know, that’s why I love you too.

I lightly squished his cheek and he smiled.

-Please, don’t tell this to anyone. Only Jimin and you knew about our fights.

-Okay, I won’t.

10:15 pm. Younghyun’s house. [Younghyun’s Point Of View].

How was I going to get what I wanted this time? Hongseok it’s still a part of the story.

Can things work the way I want them to this time? please? I said out loud, staring at the ceiling as if someone was going to answer my desperate wish.

It looked like, once again, timing wasn’t right for me.

While I was closing my eyes, my phone vibrated. For a while I thought it could be her but then I remembered that her boyfriend wanted to see her. I sighed, feeling a little frustrated and I saw who was calling: Olivia, a girl I met at a bar a few months ago before I went to Tokyo.

-Hey, baby- she purred.

-Hi…

-I know you’re back in town and I wanted to give you a welcome gift. I’m all alone, I’ll wait for you.

Before I could say anything, she hang up the phone. I got up from my bed, trying to rewrite on my erratic past like a coward, forgetting my deepest desire.

Chapter 3. Your love is Forbidden (available).

#day6 #day6 scenario #day6 fan fiction #fan fiction #kpop scenario #kpop fan fiction #kpop imagine #day6 imagine #you and young k #young k #jae #dowoon #wonpil #sungjin

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ani-not · 5 years

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Vampire Knight, or AKA how to piss off half or most of your fanbase

Warning: Gore, LOTS OF Incest, weird subtext, Suicide mentions, Stupidity, Lots of terrible anime cliches,

Rating: 2 /10

Episodes: 26 Episodes (2 seasons)

Dub or Sub: Does it really matter tho Vic Mignona as Zero really does make it at least somewhat bearable even if he’s a piece of shit.

Opening and Ending Themes: S1 Opening: 2/10. Bland. S1 Ending: 6/10. The S1 ending definitely captures the tone of what the series is going for. S2 Opening: 4/10. Better than the S1 opening, closer to the aesthetic but still kinda eh. S2 Ending: 5/10. It’s alright. It fits into the context but it’s reaching.

Pacing; SLOOOOOOOOOW. slow as fuck like I literally die because it’s so slow help me I can’t believe there’s 26 episodes of this I feel like I could watch like 100 episodes of Inuyasha in the spans of 1 episode of VK.

Concept: Yuki goes to a school that’s got humans and vampires, which doesn’t make any sense because the thing about vampires is that they’re the same age forever why the fuck would they need to go to school america explain!! but she’s one of the only people who knows there’s vampires because she’s “the headmaster’s daughter” and has gotta protect the stupid humans and also a love triangle that ends stupidly. This is your basic bitch of vampire teen romance that was popular at the exact time teen vampires were popular and then ended extremely grossly.

-----Spoilers Below You’ve been warned---------

First of all.

Let’s introduce our main 3 characters.

Yuki Cross Kuran: An amnesiac idiot. Classic dopey Helpless Damsel. She was trained how to fight against vampires and she does all these cool jumps and stuff but every single time she’s in trouble, she needs to get rescued. She looks EXACTLY like the Vampire Class President Kaname, but no one brings it up ever. I don’t hate her, but she does get annoying at points. Apparently, when she 5 years old, she was wandering around alone with no memories, was almost attacked by a vampire and then was rescued by TEENAGE Kaname, and she’s looked up to and liked him ever since. She does have that ‘I believe there can be good in anyone’ charisma that I’ve liked in other characters, but it’s done very poorly here. She wants to bond and become closer to Zero and knows that his family was murdered, but doesn’t understand that boundaries are a thing and need to be respected especially with someone who was traumatized like Zero. She’s actually a pure blood vampire and Kaname’s younger BLOOD RELATED sister who ‘was born to be Kaname’s wife.’ Her mother died in the process of sealing yuki’s powers and memories away to make her human for awhile.

Zero Kiryu: THE ONLY RESPECTABLE CHARACTER. IN THIS HOUSE WE ONLY STAND WITH ZERO KIRYU, EVERYONE ELSE IN THE SHOW OR SERIES CAN FUCKING PERISH. HIS VAMPIRE SLAYING FAMILY WAS MURDERED BY A VAMPIRE. HATES VAMPIRES. WANTS THEM DEAD. VALID. VALID BOY. HE WAS TURNED INTO A VAMPIRE BY A PUREBLOOD VAMPIRE AND HE HAS TO DRINK BLOOD AND HE HATES IT. HAS A LOT OF MENTAL ILLNESS AND PTSD AND ANGER AND FEAR BECAUSE HIS FAMILY WAS MURDERED. BY A VAMPIRE. AND HE WILL END UP BECOMING A MINDLESS VAMPIRE. AND NOW HE’S FORCED TO PROTECT VAMPIRES. LITERALLY TRIES TO KILL HIMSELF OR WANTS TO DIE BEFORE THAT HAPPENS. HE HAS A VALID SOFT SPOT FOR YUKI BECAUSE THEY GREW UP TOGETHER AND SHE WAS HIS FIRST AND ONLY TRUE FRIEND AFTER HIS FAMILY WAS MURDERED. BY VAMPIRES. WHAT I’M TRYING TO SAY IS THAT THE HEADMASTER IS A FUCKING DICK. DOESN’T DESERVE TO BE IN THIS SHITTY ANIME.

Kaname Kuran: A gross incestuous CREEP. HE NASTY. MANIPULATIVE CREEP. THIS IS BASICALLY ME EVERYTIME HE’S ONSCREEN. HE’S A PUREBLOODED VAMPIRE????WHICH MEANS HE’S TOP OF THE CHARTs?? AND OP I GUESS??/ A MJAOR DOUCHEBAG- ALSO KNOWS THAT ZERO’S FAMILY WAS SLAUGHTERED BY A PUREBLOOD VAMPIRE AND KNOWS ZERO WILL BECOME A VAMPIRE AND STILL TAUNTS HIM ABOUT HOW HE’S BECOMING A BLOODTHIRSTY BEAST AND EVEN ALLOWS THE VAMPIRE THAT KILLED ZERO’S FAMILY TO COME WRECK HAVOC AT THE ACADEMY WHEN HE’S SUPPOSED TO BE KEEPING PEACE. CREEPS ON YUKI LITERALLY ALL THE TIME SINCE SHE WAS A KID. ALL THE OTHER VAMPS WOULD LITERALLY JUMP HIS BONES IF HE ASKED BUT DECIDES TO CREEP ON HIS SISTER INSTEAD. LITERALLY HAS BEEN THE ONE KEEPING HER IN THE DARK ABOUT HER PAST THE WHOLE TIME,

The concept in greater detail:

The Headmaster, Yuki’s adopted father, Kaen Cross, wants Vampires and Humans to get along.

Apparently, in this world, Humans and Vampires are separate races, and vampires can make vampire babies, but they also can still turn humans into vampires, and the Vampire babies can still grow and mature??? And be teenagers, except Kaname but we’ll get to him in a minute. Anyway, so since his school has both humans and vampires, he enlists his own children, Yuki, and Zero, his other adopted child, WHO’S FAMILY WAS MURDERED BY VAMPIRES, to keep the humans separate from the vampires, because the humans are stupid and don’t know that the night class(Vampire Class) are in fact, vampires. And on top of that, both Zero and Yuki have to attend Day classes, and then patrol the nights to protect the humans, so they literally get no sleep whatsoever and wow, Child labor and Negligence. Let these kids sleep goddamn

Season 1 in a nutshell:

Okay, Season 1 basically sets up the story and characters and background in a really slow weird pace, like usually in the first episode of an anime you’d set up with short descriptions of the main characters and then later on delve into their aspects and motivations, they barely do that here and also you get the context of the plot in the first couple of episodes, this takes like half the season to fully unleash all the characters and background which makes it easily forgettable, like I just watched it and I’m still like- why is this a thing- oh- oh okay- uh huh- weird? not gonna explain until 10 episodes later? okay.

Also I shit you not, once they finally get into Zero’s background and backstory more, the vampire that killed Zero’s family, turned him into a vampire and kidnapped his twin brother which I guess is now a thing??????? is back with his twin brother, who ‘always secretly hated’ Zero and always wanted him and their family dead’ and not only does the Headmaster get weird senses about her infiltrating the school as a student, but FUCKING Kaname knows RIGHT OFF THE BAT, WHO THE FUCK SHE IS, WHAT THE FUCK SHE DID, AND LETS HER FUCK AROUND WITH ZERO UNTIL KANAME KILLS HER, STEALS HER POWERS AND THEN PINS HER MURDER ON ZERO. THUS LEAVING ZERO AS A SCAPEGOAT FOR THE WEIRD TWILIGHT? VAMPIRE? ASSOCIATION? TO GET PISSED AT AND TRY TO KILL BECAUSE SHE WAS A ‘PURE VAMPIRE’ AND EVEN YUKI’S LIKE- ‘SAY HE DIDN’T DO IT KANAME’ AND KANAME GIVES HER THIS LOOK THAT’S LIKE ‘I KNOW HE DIDN’T CAUSE I DID BUT I’M NOT GONNA SAY IT BC I’M STILL CREEPING ON YOU’

AND ZERO’S THIS CLOSE TO LITERALLY LOSING HIS MIND AND KANAME REALIZING THAT ZERO’S THE ONE THAT’S BEEN PROTECTING ‘HIS PRECIOUS YUKI’ THIS WHOLE TIME, DECIDES TO FORCE HIM TO DRINK HIS OWN BLOOD TO KEEP HIM FROM BECOMING A COMPLETE MONSTER.

Also let’s talk about Zero’s convenient, cliche and weird twin brother Ichiru.

Okay, for Ichiru, he’s kind of...all over the place. But I’ll try to condense it down.

Remember how I said Vic Mignona being Zero’s voice actor helped make this show bearable? Well, they used Vic AGAIN for Ichiru, because??? he’s??/ his twin??? i guess??? Listen, Not every set of identical twins are going to have the same voice too??? and it’s really??? kind of like- kills what Vic has going for Zero. Take for instance, Hikaru and Kaoru Hitachiin from Ouran High School Host Club

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There’s enough difference to tell them apart as people but same enough that they sound related instead of sounding like weird clones.

Now listen to this clip from VK dubbed

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It sounds like Zero is just talking to himself in the mirror. He does do Ichiru’s voice a little lighter and Zero’s heavier, but there’s barely any distinction and it’s just ugh. Using him as both Zero and Ichiru is just lazy.

So, Ichiru hated Zero and their family because he was born weak and easily to fall to illness within a family of vampire killers so he felt that they hated him because of it, and that wasn’t the case at all, and was the one to lead the pureblood vampire to his home to slaughter his family, then left with her to become stronger by being her servant and drinking her blood. But she won’t drink his bc he’s too obedient and likes Zero more because Zero fights her will with everything he has. And Ichiru is a jealous lil bitch because I guess Zero gets all the attention even though he really doesn’t/ doesn’t want it and thinks it’s Zero’s fault that his life is this way.

Season 2 in a nutshell:

Things are FINALLY getting revealed. So, the reason Yuki was brought to the headmaster was that her parents (WHO WERE ALSO SIBLINGS WHO DECIDED TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS BC PUREBLOODS GR O SS) WERE KILLED BY THEIR EVIL OLDER BROTHER WHO WAS COMING FOR YUKI AND SO KANAME BEING HER ELDER BROTHER STOPPED HIM, AND BROUGHT YUKI TO THE HEADMASTER SO THAT SHE COULD LIVE NORMALLY AS A HUMAN UNTIL SHE WAS FRESHLY COOKED ENOUGH TO BECOME HIS GROSS BRIDE/LOVER/WIFE AND LIVE AS A PUREBLOOD VAMP AGAIN, AND YUKI IS TOTALLY INTO IT???? AND SHE SAYS SHIT LIKE “IT’S SO FUNNY THAT I’VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER THIS WHOLE TIME.’ AND KANAME’S LIKE ‘WHY IS IT FUNNY? WE’RE PUREBLOOD ARISTOCRATS AND IT’S NOT LIKE WE’RE HUMANS LOLOL’ LIKE NO- N O THAT STILL DOESN’T MAKE IT OKAY.

Also the headmaster was vampire hunter previously and killed a ton of them before was like ‘lol this ain’t the life for me anymore’ which. I can get. I really can. But also, can you just not. “I stopped being a vampire hunter bc I thought that’d be like rejected Yuki and Zero”

Also now that Yuki is revealed and unsealed as a pure blood vampire all the other vampires are worshiping her like they do Kaname and it’s weird as hell.

Kaname is also manipulating her again, saying that when she wants to protect something she cares about it hurts him.

also i guess kaname also has been using zero the entire time to make him the strongest vampire hunter in the world and is going to send him to kill the vampire that killed kaname & yuki’s parents and who is also now after Yuki because he wants to eat her and sap her power i guess.

i hate this show so much

but I still love ze-

AND ZERO JUST GOT FUCKING SHOT IN THE HEART BY HIS GODDAMN TWIN GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

APPARENTLY ICHIRU WAS SO WEAK WAS BC ZERO TOOK SOME OF HIS BROTHER’S POWER WHEN THEY WERE IN THEIR MUM’S WOMB LIKE THAT’S??? NOT HIS FAULT??? W H Y ARE YOU DOING THIS??? AND ZERO LEARNING THIS- JUST WANTS HIS BROTHER TO BE HAPPY-

BUT LIKE THAT STILL ENDED WITH HIS BROTHER KILLING HIS FAMILY.

AND THEN HIS BROTHER WITH HIS FINAL WISH AS HE LAY DYING IN ZERO’S ARMS, FROM TRYING TO KILL THE BIG BAD GUY AND GETTING HIS ASS WHOOPED TELLS HIM TO DRINK HIS BLOOD SO HE CAN GET HIS FULL VAMP HUNTER POWERS AND CONTINUE TO LIVE

And Zero does it. Because he wants to protect the only friend he’s had. God, Zero is so fucking valid.

Headmaster actually throwing his lazy ass into the fight to protect Yuki and the academy is the arc reversal of the century.

also Yuki being able to wield her Vampire hunter weapon despite being a vamp with just her willpower makes no goddamn sense. Power of friendship my ass.

ALSO THE BAD GUY IS SUCH A CREEP. LIKE CREEPS RUN IN THE FAMILY. KANAME AND THE CREEPY ASS UNCLE RITO

ZERO!!!!!

.”TIME FOR CURTAINS TO DRAW ON OUR VAMPIRE NIGHT”

Roll Credits.

So, all in all, the show ends with Kaname fighting creepy uncle until Zero is the one to kill him, and then as another slap in the face, Yuki leaves the academy with her disgusting love interest grooming brother after drinking Zero’s blood one last time to prove she is actually a vampire. Proving that the only ‘friend’ that he genuinely cared about all this time is gone, and that the next time they meet, he will be forced to kill her as his role as a Vampire hunter. And it ends with Yuki looking forward to that day??????

I. hate. this series.

I HATE IT SO MUCH.

It has interesting ideas, and it got popular the time vampires were megahuge, but it’s just utterly disgusting and disappointing. I only liked ONE character. ONE. And he’s the one who gets fucked over the most.

It’s cliche. And Gross. And just. I braced myself for some bad anime but I had no goddamn idea how bad it actually is.

If you like it, then you do you my dude. I just can’t. This series? scarred me for life? I would rather eat an old moldy sock than sit and watch this again.

#Vampire Knight #Vampire Knight Review #tw cursing #tw incest #tw gore #tw manipulation #it took me literal months to write this monster

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don’t look 》chapter 3/9

• chapter 1, chapter 2, chapter 3

Pairing 》 taehyung x reader

Genre 》 angst, detailed soft smut, fluff, romance, alcohol abuse, domestic violence, saxophonist!tae, jazzsinger!reader

Word count 》 4.1k

• chapter 3 》this warm unusual feeling, can you feel it?

You screamed and pushed him with all strength you had in your body. Your wrist was finally free of his grip. You started running as he slowly got up, chasing you. You ran out of the apartment, panickly running down the stairs and out of the building. He stopped chasing you when you ran through the apartment complex main door.

You ran really fast. You calmed down when you realised you was closer to the club, but found yourself panicking when you started thinking about what would happen if you go back home today.

You stopped when I got to the club. You started breathing slowly, trying to adjust your breath back to normal. Leaning against the building, you looked up, trying to calm yourself down. You knew that Taehyung was in there. You didn’t want to worry him but you were just too sick of acting like everything’s normal. You knew he would find out sooner or later.

• Taehyung's POV •

The door opened and I quickly looked to my right, waiting for Y/N. I smiled but noticed it was one of the band players, so a smile disappeared from my face."You're waiting for her?" Jun Ho giggled. ”No." I quickly said, frowning at him like a child would.He giggled again when I flinched my head, noticing someone walking towards the club from the corner of my eye. But it was just some people passing by.

Few minutes later, I slowly looked to my right with no enthusiasm. But right in that moment I saw Y/N opening the door, making me jump and hit my knee. “Aishh." I exclaimed as I tried standing normal. Jun Ho was now laughing at me. I gave him an annoyed look. When Y/N entered the club, with a smirk I decided to start bragging how I got here earlier in a joking manner we've been discussing for some time. "I got earlier than you today. I win." I giggled. She had a distant and blank look on her face, which immediately made my smile drop. She just walked past me, ignoring me. I looked at Jun Ho, who looked worried.

"Is she okay?" I asked him in a serious tone. I wanted to walk to her but he stopped me, stepping in front of me. Did I do something wrong? Was it something dumb that I have said? I don’t wanna see her like this. I want to kow I can make her smile. Am I trying too hard? Does she even feel the same things I feel?

"Is it because of what I said when she got in?" I confusedly asked Jun ho.

"It's really not." Jun Ho said and made a dumbfounded expression. How am I supposed to know what’s going on? "I'll talk to her. Don't worry." He added and I stepped back, letting him go. I sighed as he walked towards her dressing room. She let him in and they talked for a few minutes. I walked around the club, feeling pretty nervous. It made me so nervous to the point where I quickly walked to her dressing room, trying to listen through the door what they were talking about.

• 3rd person POV •

"What did he do this time?" Jun Ho sighed. "It was the usual. Even better than the usual. It's just one of those days when I'm sick of it. Or one of those confusions I often have." You said and rested your face on your palms. He noticed your slightly bruised wrist and sighed again. You took a cold can of coke and slowly pressed it against your warm and sensitive wrist. "Are you going to be okay?" He asked you in a worried tone. You looked up and sighed. "Like always." You said and managed to smile in comfort and reassurement.

He opened the door as you heard some stomps and noises behind the door. You saw Taehyung leaning against his door, painfully trying to act casual which made it obvious that he tried to hear your conversation with Jun ho. His face turned red as he looked towards you. Jun Ho shook his head with a laugh and you chuckled at Taehyung too. Right now, looking at him made you smile. Just the way he seemed adorable. But also, seeing Taehyung hurt you right now. You didn't know why but felt unsure about him in a way you could never explain, you wanted him to hold you, but didn't want to tell him about what happens everytime you go home.

He looked right into your eyes and smiled in relief when he saw you smiling. You pulled your sleeve down and put the can aside. Jun Ho walked past him, leaving you two alone. He smiled and walked in, closing the door.

"You look pretty today." He still kept his smile. You were surprised he said that, knowing that by now you probably looked like a mess. "Thanks, I guess." You doubted. You moved to your right, inviting him to sit next to you. He sat down and got comfortable really quick, like he was almost laying down. "You comfortable?" You asked, provoking a little bit.

He smiled and nodded with his eyes closed, hiding a blank look he had on most of the time. You felt the extreme urge to lean against him. You wanted him to hold you. So, with a few seconds of encouraging yourself to normally breathe, you finally got the courage and did it.

Sitting down, you moved closer and leaned against his chest. You hugged him by sneaking your arms around him, looking up to him. He swallowed a sudden feeling in panic, obviously being surprised. You didn't say anything, just kept holding him close.

You felt better. You felt so much softness and emotions. Softness. Something you craved for years. He put his arms around you, pulling you closer. I could fall asleep like this, you thought. It made your heart race so much, but in a good way, which was something you also craved for years.

You both heard the band practise on the stage. He made you slightly move away by fully laying down on the couch. He raised his arms out to you, like he was asking you to cuddle him. You giggled and laid down next to him. He wanted you to face him, so he gently flipped you around. Your faces were so close as he slowly moved towards you, licking his lips. He softly rubbed his cheek against yours. He stared right through you. Complete silence between you two. You saw such warmth and compassion in his blank look somehow, although for strangers it would seem so cold and numbing.

Your heart raced so fast, as you couldn't keep your face straight. You were scared. You kept thinking about Ji Sung and what he might do to you or Taehyung, if he finds out about him. He moved closer, burying his nose into the side of my neck. You eased into his touch, which resulted him to move away, wanting to kiss you. Your lips were almost touching his, when your mind started being so unhelpfully loud, so you moved your face away from his.

"I can't drag you into this." you breathed out. You fell down from the couch and quickly got up. You found his reaction priceless. He didn't seemed shocked nor hurt in any way. He thought you were teasing him. But you were real. You were so real.

He just giggled and looked at you with a smile. You were pretty confused with his reaction. You leaned against the door. "I have to uh...yes." You mentally slapped myself and walked out. I wish he took that seriously. I don’t want to hurt him, but is he that innocent and careless to not assume the worst?

You ran upstairs to Hyun Mi (Jun Ho's wife). You wanted to talk to her. You needed. You were completely confused and worried about what you might feel. You were terrified of Ji Sung but also terrified of Taehyung but in a completely different way. I need to vent out, you thought.

You quickly knocked on her door. She opened and you quickly went in, closing the door behind. You leaned against the door. She looked completely worried and surprised.

"I think I'm falling for him." You quickly breathed out, in a realising but exciting panicking feeling you couldn’t really explain. "Who?" She seemed confused."You mean Taehyung?" She asked and grinned. "Please help me. I don't know what to think." You quickly plead. "I'll make some coffee, let's talk." She said and you sighed in relief.

You talked to her about confusion you felt. You were completely comforted by her. She knew about Ji Sung and understood you in a way you thought she wouldn't. She was really worried about you and your mental well-being.

"I think it's normal to fall for someone. It's beautiful. But in this situation, you should be careful." She said it like it was a shame. And it was, really. "Yeah, I know." You took a sip. "But stay around Taehyung. You're happy when you're with him. Maybe he can make you feel better, like a relief from Ji Sung." She suggested. ”He already does. I'm just afraid of him becoming more than...than this." You said. "You can't control it.Even if you want to have something with him you should warn him about Ji Sung and tell him the situation. If he wants to stay with you, let him. You deserve someone you love fight for you. Even if it’s dangerous." She said and took a sip from her cup.

You talked to her a bit more and she managed to relax you, comfort you, and that was exactly what you needed. " I hope that you'll be happy, whatever you'll do in this situation." She said. “Thanks. You made me feel better." You said as she put her hand on mine for comfort.

You checked the time and realised you had to go get ready. "I have to go. I'll visit you soon." You said and hugged her, kissing her cheek. You went out the door, "Bye. Good luck." She said and you nodded,hurrying down to the club.

You got to the bar counter to Jun Ho. You leaned against the counter so he could hear you better. "Where is Taehyung-ah?" You asked him and felt someone sneak behind you, poking your back.

"I'm here." You heard him say, making you jump and turn around. "Aishh, don't sneak up to me." You said. You got nervous when I noticed we were facing each other pretty close, again. "We-uhm..need to practise. Let's go." You said and moved away, walking past him as you noticed he smiled.

You went to your dressing room as you practised a few songs for tonight. It was obvious how he kept teasing you about almost kissing him. He was teasingly getting closer to you. Everytime closer and closer to your lips. You two played beautifully again. Again in your own world. Now you were feeling something new about him. You were scared of that feeling but also loved it in a strange and dearing way.

You walked out of the club, buttoning up your coat. You heard Taehyung's voice behind you. Ever since you knew him, you’ve been interested in his fashion choices. He wears clothes with so much confidence and everything he wore suit him so well. Always so classy and polished. He was a type of guy you couldn’t imagine in a t-shirt or a sports hoodie.

"Let me walk you home." He said. "Uh, you don't have to do that. I..I have a really annoying roommate and he always gets annoyed with me” You panickly tried to lie. “-and I always tell him 'Ji Sung, get some life in you' but he never listens. And he's going to be annoyed and I have to hurry up home to quickly stop by the store before it closes." I lied, trying to make it less obvious with adding all these details. He smiled and nodded. There was a certain doubtful look on his face but he didn’t want to force truth out of you, which was something that made you adore him even more.

He got closer again and gently hugged you. "I'll see you tomorrow." You said and couldn't help but smile.

His hug sent warmth to your cold cheeks as you felt his body warmth warmer than any coat. We always ended our night with a smile. This warm unusual feeling, can you feel it too? You thought to yourself.

When you got home things weren't so soft, nor warm. Once again you were burdened and destroyed by Ji Sung's hands. He grabbed you and threw you around, dragging you by your hair. He still remembered how you ran away from him today, regardless of the alcohol he has been drinking.

Luckily, he didn’t hit your face. Those bruises are too difficult to hide,you randomly thought to yourself. You were used to becoming numb every time after he would do this, but recently you started crying again.

Maybe it was because now that you know Taehyung, it was truly making you believe that you could be happy again after all.

So, you blamed yourself for thinking these things. And blamed yourself for seeing his frail face every time you would shut your eyes in pain you felt.

A part of you loved feeling again. The other part was afraid. You wish you had known how quickly you were going to get attached to Taehyung. Any sign. Even a second before it, was going to be enough.

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You heard a knock on your dressing room door. "Yes?" I said, quickly putting your cardigan on after checking the bruises on your upper arm. "Hi." Taehyung said with a smile, coming in. "How are you?" He asked me with enthusiasm that seemed like an obvious small talk question before he wanted to ask me something bigger.

"I'm well, thanks. You seem excited though." You said and giggled. "I want your opinion on something." He smiled. "What is it?" You smiled back. He held your hand as you followed him to his dressing room.

You got inside and couldn’t help but smile. He put up all of his beautiful photos he captured with his camera, making his dressing room come alive with this new decoration. "You love getting comfortable really quick." You said and he giggled.

"Do you like it?" You looked around noticing he brought some of his stuff to fill empty spaces on the desk and shelves. The photos were almost covering all 4 light green walls. "It's beautiful." You said and walked inside as he closed the door. "It's like there are hundreds of stories on these walls." You said, taking a close look to the photos on the opposite wall. "There are." He said as he stood next to your. "What's your favorite?" You asked. He looked at you and started thinking.

"Hmmm." He thought really hard about it. "Lately, this one." He bit his lip and pointed at the photo he took of you performing the first night you noticed him, making your face turned red. "Really? Why?" You asked. "It's unique. All these other photos are not of people. Only you." He said

as you confusedly looked at him and took a closer look of the other photos. He was telling the truth. All these photos were of nature or objects under pleasing light and shades that gave a meaning to a photo, even if it wasn’t capturing people. "Wow." You smiled and looked into his eyes. He looked down and smiled.

He came closer to you again, so much closer it made your heart race. The longer you know Taehyung, the more you realised how random and unpredictable his motions, moves and words are. Like a fly or a very old cat. You jumped a little and looked down. He stroked your cheek with his thumb, noticing you were crying. He noticed yourpuffy eyes and slight redness around your lips from crying.

His blank look was now full of confusion and this time it genuinely seemed like he understood it all. Like something truly bad is happening to you this whole time. Now his innocently worried look got a completely new meaning to you. You gently moved away his hand and turned around, slowly walking away.

You heard his steps coming closer as seconds later you found yourself wrapped in his arms. He was hugging you tightly from behind, resting his head on your shoulder.

Again, unpredictable.

You couldn't tell whether you couldn't move away or didn't want to.He was probably afraid of saying something stupid to you after realising you were crying, so he hugged you, without any words. It was exactly what you needed. Words would be too much, you thought. You felt protected for the first time in years. Because at the same time he was protecting you of yourself the most. Because you knew that your thoughts were your biggest abuser. Just the thought you couldn’t run away from Ji Sung hurt you the most. But all Taehyung did was just waiting for you to be his all these days. You could tell. All these days were passing and his singing voice became all the beauty this world had to offer you.

The next night, when you were closing the club, Taehyung and you promised Jun Ho to take care of the club and lock it. Everyone was slowly leaving the club, including Jun Ho, who was on his way home too, leaving the keys to Taehyung and yourself to take care of the club, like you promised. You went to get the broom that was in the storage room. You found it and got back, noticing Taehyung was putting clean ashtrays on each table for tomorrow. You walked to the table on the far right and started sweeping. Few minutes later, you heard Taehyung's steps quickened towards me. You knew he was going to do something stupid because he hasn't talked about anything with you this whole time, which made it very obvious and suspicious.

He threw the flower petals onto you, like it was some big surprise, which resulted in them catching between your hair. "Taehyung-ah! Stop it!" You said in a annoyed tone but through a laughter. He did it again and you quickly turned around and chased him. He ran around the tables, laughing hard as you tried to catch him. Suddendly, he ran in front of you and stood still. You were still running so you couldn't stop on time, which ended up in you bumping into him. You almost fell, but he gently held you by your wrists, that were stuck together.

"I'm sorry." He said.

You stood in front of each other incredibly close, even closer than the time you first danced. You looked up to him, noticing he stared at you.

He smiled and playfully bit his lip. You moved away and gently pushed him. "You're so annoying." You chuckled, continuing your sweeping. "I'll take them out." He giggled about the petals and followed your steps as you were sweeping. You looked into the large horizontal mirror on the wall opposite you and observed how concentrated he was on removing the petals out.

He was gently removed every single one, his fingers going through your hair which made you softly ease your head into his hand, in some unusual kind of enjoyment. You also eased your back closer to his chest, feeling all kinds of things. He removed the last petal, pushing it down to the ends of your hair as the petal fell down onto your neck. You took it and turned around, putting it on top of his head. "That was completely unnecessary." He giggled a few seconds later. You laughed and continued sweeping. "Let me do it. You go turn off the stage lights, I still don't know how to operate them." He giggled as you handed him the broom. You walked up the stage and found the light operating box in the short hallway to the backstage. You turned off the lights as you turned around to the stage. You stopped when you noticed the last light gave the whole room an extremely beautiful atmosphere, light only focused on the piano. You moved away from the box and walked towards the piano. You saw Taehyung, still sweeping, not noticing anything. You had fallen in the jazz dream again. You sat down at the piano, that still had its bright keys revealed.

You stared at the piano for a while, resting your right hand's fingers on some keys, not pressing them. You pressed the few keys with your fingers and felt Taehyung sit down next to you. He put his fingers over yours, reapeating the same melody. You moved closer and smiled. You both continued playing some keys on the piano to create a new melody. Then when you drifted off again you felt him stop your hand as he lift it up. You looked at him, as he was already looking at you.

That innocent look. Like it was meant to never change. The depth his eyes carried around the world fascinated me, you thought.

You nervously kept looking into his eyes and down to his lips, when you noticed he got closer, brushing his nose against yours.

"What can't you drag me into?" He whispered. He does take it seriously, you thought.

It was the softest and most sensible interaction you've had in years. The way how gentle he was made you want to run away with him somewhere, just so he could be yours all the time. But you knew you could never run away from this life. From Ji Sung. He would find me. He always does, you thought.

He licked his lips as his tongue slightly brushed off against your lips, making your lips choke a moan out. Then you fully leaned in and felt your lips softly touch. You pulled away and immediately kissed him back, admiring the softness of his lips. Just as soft as you expected. He kept kissing you back, both your lips moving in perfect sync. The kisses got more rough, both you craving more of each other.

You slowly got up and sat on the piano, mid your kisses. You two broke off the kiss for a second when he positioned himself between your legs, gently holding your hips. The kisses got more passionate every second. He slipped his tongue in your warm mouth and you let him dominate your tongue. You rolled your hips, pulling him closer to you, to get some relief for your clothed heat.

You felt him kiss your neck on both sides. He kissed up and down, licking and kissing as you eased into his touch. You put your hands on his cheek and neck and guided him closer. Then he finally moved back to your lips.

You kissed back the corner of his jaw and the spot under his jaw, right below his ear, which resulted in a soft groan from him. Something he longed for from you for a while now. You moved up to his lips again as you both barely had any breath. He gently stroked your thighs as your hands were still around his neck, playing with the back of his hair. He lightly squeezed your upper thigh whilst kissing your neck, making you silently moan.

He moved down your neck gently removing your cardigan, so he could kiss your shoulder.

You panicked when you realised that there’s still bruises on your shoulder and upper arm from two days ago.

"Taehyung, don't." You said under your breath, still overwhelmed by his gentle kisses. But it was too late. Your cardigan fell down, rolling off of your shoulder revealing your bruised shoulder and upper arm.

At first he didn't notice, leaving a few kisses on your collarbone. When he opened his eyes, his body clenched. You turned your head to the side, feeling extremely embarrassed and hurt.

"Y/N/N." He whispered. You felt your eyes watering as you looked down.

"Who did that?" He asked you. He was now a step away from you. You pulled up the cardigan back.

You kept looking down.

"Y/N, please tell me." He held you by your cheeks, making you look up to him. His look changed. Now it was full of confusion and fear. You felt all innocence you had between you and him crash and burn.

"You can't do anything about it Taehyung. It doesn't matter." You quickly said. "Don't say I can't. Please tell me." He said. "I'll only tell you if you promise me you won't do anything stupid." You said. He hesitated for a long time, tightening his red kissed lips in a straight line out of anger. Then he finally agreed with a sigh.

"Alright." He said with a sigh and looked down before looking straight into your eyes again. You sat in silence, before finally speaking.

You were afraid he was going to be angry at you for not telling him about Ji Sung being your boyfriend. Abusive boyfriend. You were afraid he was never going to look at you again after you tell him. But you had to warn him, to protect him.

"You're going to be angry at me." Your voice broke like you were going to cry. "No, no no no Y/N/N. Please don't say that." He said and held your cheeks again, softly kissing your lips a few times.

"Ji Sung." You managed to say.

"Your roomate?" He confusedly asked

"My...boyfriend." You said airquoting and looked down.

"Taehyung, I couldn't tell you about him. I just didn't want to ruin the happiness I started feeling again after years. I was afraid, I didn’t know-" You started apologizing, your eyes full of tears. "I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry." Now you were crying, trying to touch his cheek. He slightly moved away and looked down. All of a sudden, he had an angry look on his face. A look so aggressive you never seen before.A look that didn’t suit him. "Please don't be angry at me because-" You tried to finish but he cut you off.

"I'm not angry at you." He said and stroked your cheek as you looked down again.

He gripped his teeth even when he looked at your covered arm. He was furious at Ji Sung, and you couldn't blame him. You were furious at him too. For leaving these ugly bruises and scars on your body. For all the mental and physical damage.

"Don't do anything Tae. Please " You begged him. "Do you love him?" He blurted out.

"No!" You immediately answered raising your voice. "Then why are you-why did you-?" He tried to ask but he was still shocked.

"There is a reason. I will tell you soon, but not now. I can't." You said and pulled him closer. He leaned his forehead against yours. "How can I help you then? I can't just do nothing." He desperately said. "Just continue doing everything the same. Keep a smile on my face." You answered, stroking his neck.

"Smiles don't heal bruises." He half whispered."They don't. But you do." You said and hugged him. His head leaned on your shoulder, as you gently stroked his hair.

”It would be best if you just stay away from me. Ji Sung is too dangerous, and I don’t want him to hurt you. I could never allow myself that,” You whispered. “I don’t care. I’m not gonna leave you. We’re gonna figure it out okay?” He encouraged you. “This is moving too fast, you were dragged into this too fast, Taehyung-ah.“ You softly spoke. “No. I knew you’re gonna mean something the first night we talked, the first phot i took of you. Y/N. I’m not leaving.“ He said, reassuring you. Then he hugged you and you both just rested like that for some time, breathing and holding each other.

After some time, you finally got up and walked to the light operating box. You turned off the last light as you felt Taehyung's kiss on your neck, holding you tightly. Don’t cry Y/N, you thought to yourself.

PART 4

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blairtrabbit · 6 years

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Thoughts on Goddamn Voltron

1. The treatment of Shiro and Adam as a couple was the stupidest shot at “representation” i think I’ve ever seen and it honestly made me angry. We don’t know anything about Adam. We don’t know anything about him but his name and that he possibly has some sort of relationship with Shiro. We are never even allowed to see them physically touch (because this would be gross I suppose) and when Adam is killed off immediately in the initial invasion there is no emotion to it other than he was someone we were supposed to care about because Shiro cared about him. Or ...so its suggested. Not only is Shiro denied any sort of emotional catharsis after being forced to be stoic and endure unimaginable amounts of physical and mental trauma there is no one waiting for him to come home. They are killed for absolutely no reason aside from creating some bizarre boyfriend in the refrigerator for a character who certain has enough anger at the Galran empire that he doesn’t need anymore. If Adam was introduced to show Shiro was gay then that failed. If Adam was introduced to heighten the stakes that failed too. Adam was created to die for no damn reason and unless he somehow appears in season 8 this kind of shit queer-baiting is un-acceptable...hell even IF he comes back who cares? we aren’t even given the chance to know him as a person so whats to come back? Sidenote: Don’t make Shiro sick with some terrible wasting disease and then NEVER mention it again. What the SHIT. 2. The treatment of Lance is unimaginably cruel and I don’t understand it. In season three Lance proves himself to be a mature member of the team and not only does he help Allura who took his lion he becomes Keith’s right hand after a rocky start. He has shown multiple times that he is vulnerable, once to Keith’s face, and yet his leader and his team constantly question his choices and insult him. It went beyond ribbing this season. It felt like everytime there was a chance for the writers to do it they stuck in a Lance barb. I kept expecting a breakdown a moment where he finally defended himself, walked away or told them that he was tired of it. But that moment never happened. Instead the strong right hand of voltron just takes it and continues to do his job. No matter how many great shots or encouraging comments he makes he never gets fucking complimented. Also the writers seemed more determined then ever to give him absolutely no arc or focus. Which leads me too- 3. Why the hell did Hunk have Lance’s story arc. Theres this thing in writing called “setup and payoff” Its a super simple concept that all writers,especially in film and television, know how to use. You set up a concept early and later on it pays off with an emotional revelation or a character change. In seasons one two and three...even four? Lance was the only one on the crew besides Pidge who talked about his family. We saw them in his memories. he had a scene with Coran where he talked about missing earth. He talked about his mom and so on. That was his starting point and when he gets back to earth it should have been his family in the camps, his speech about being angry about coming back to a peaceful earth and a closed end to his talk with Keith about being a leader and how he respects him as one back in season 3. Having Keith compliment his bravery would cement him as his right hand the person hes SUPPOSED to be closest to on the team. Hunk had no set up for this. He never mentions his family or how much he misses them. He talks about food but for some reason he was given the ending arc that Lance EARNED but wasn’t given. In fact it feels like it was even written for Lance but was changed because they goddamn hate him and decided he doesn’t get an arc fuck you. 4. Hey. Hey Voltron. Its called fucking character development. If you wanted to make Allura and Lance have a relationship you can’t make them blush in ONE EPISODE and call it development. Why don’t you cut down on the 90 fucking minutes of brain melting action sequences and put in some more character development. You can’t just dedicate the first half of your season to some goofy (lance abusing) comedy then spend the last half in one constant exhausting battle and expect us to give a shit about the cadets or anyone you introduce on earth. To me the stand out episode this season was the one where everyone is floating in space. They had to...INTERACT with each other but even this episode felt empty because Keith was the only one allowed to act out...AGAIN. Where was Lances righteous anger? Or even Allura’s? Why is Hunk stepping into this role as mediator all the sudden? What even lead to that? Was he literally just written into the Lance roles? If you wanted to tear the group down to have them be built back up then you have to do so on equal footing and it felt....tame. Like you didn’t want the kids to worry too much. Stress makes people act in cruel ways sometimes and overcoming it is a part of good character development. Instead it was just some lame foreshadowing about the deux ex machina that was lion summoning. It had so much potential-SO MUCH.

5. Not everybody has to end up in a fucking relationship. Axca? Seriously? Man are you gonna crank out some romance bullshit in season 8 aren’t you voltron? Is that what your gonna do? Make sure everyone gets a set of corresponding genitalia to wrap everything up in a nice straight bow? I’m sure you’ll give Shiro some kind of significant other right? Or maybe just have him smile at a dude ala live action Beauty and the Beast because that's what representation looks like in 2018. 6. Coran not getting to build the spiritual successor of his grandfathers work is kinda bullshit.

He spent literally every season waxing lyrical about how great his pop pop was and how much he wanted to be the one to build something like he did and then the castle is destroyed and I’m like oh man so cool Coran is gonna get his wish.Thats so emotionally rewarding that after all the hero-worship Hes gonna have the opportunity to build a new castle even better than the one his grand-oh -no...ok Sam did it. Yeah ok.

7.YOU CAN’T SPEND ONE EPISODE ON EARTH BEING DESTROYED AND SHOW MAYBE THREE PEOPLE AND EXPECT ANYTHING TO HAVE EMOTIONAL WEIGHT. Hey, remember the movie Independence day? Not a great movie but it actually felt like the world was being invaded. It felt like peoples lives were being interrupted on a large scale and it accomplished this by showing the invasion from multiple pov’s worldwide. Would that have been so hard? Maybe show a little girl at school seeing a Galra ship. A man in Africa? A mother in Russia? Just quick shots. Thats all you need. A few establishing shots to show that people are experiencing something foreign and terrifying. I know its a kids show and you gotta what...keep it Y-7 but the Galra literally killed thousands and thousands of people-possibly millions you can’t just gloss over that. STAKES CAUSE TENSION. WITHOUT STAKES OR JUSTIFICATION A BATTLE IS EMPTY AND POINTLESS.OH ON THAT NOTE. 7. THE BATTLES IN THE LAST EPISODES BECOME RIDICULOUSLY BORING AND REPETITIVE. You can tell what the writers wanted to write. They wanted to write whole scenes where people star trek groaned in chairs and shouted about how much time they had.Because of the season lack of setup or stakes buildup in the previous episodes theres no tension whatsoever. Do I care about the people of earth? No I haven’t even seen them. I care about Shiro and the mains ...not even the cadets. I haven’t seen them interact enough with each other to even establish their personalities. So if the whole earth fries eh...I care more if Shiro is ok because i’ve gotten to know him over time. If the entire battle was to save Shiro from a falling ship (HOW THE FUCK DID HE SURVIVE THAT BTW I GUESS BEING A CLONE MADE HIM IMMORTAL) It would have more weight to it than the entire Hour long clusterfuck that was the battle for Hunk’s Parents, literally the only humans we care about. 8. WORLDBUILDING? HOW ABOUT FUCK YOU. Wow...so WW3 huh. That sounds interesting Voltron you wanna...no? Alright so...Russia is still a country this far in the future? Is China still communist or? Hey...why is this lady the queen of the Garrison? Why is her position so important? Who funds the Garrison? Is it the United States? The UN? Is it an international organization? Who pays the bills? The funding must come from some government who would be curious why you asked for millions of dollars towards all these bizarre supplies that could be used to build the biggest ship ever made.Why is Admiral Sanda god? She keeps threatening to go over their heads in the chain of command but that means that SHE has to report to someone? WHo?? THE PRESIDENT? SOME KIND OF WORLD LEADERSHIP COUNCIL? I know this shit is hard but come ON. Earth is NOT like these alien planets Voltron has been on that have a centralized monarchy or singular race with one central government. If Sanda is worried about causing wars and global panic thats fine but shes the one commiting treason by not reporting to her own superiors and letting the leaders of the free world make decisions on behalf of their own people. One person can’t make all the decisions we call that LAAAAAAAAZZZZYYYYYY. Oh and about Admiral Sanda? 9. Admiral Sanda is the worst villian Voltron ever faced Why did you try and give her a redemption arc? Every decision she made was stupid every choice was just...so dumb. She betrayed everyone and her level of power kept making me go...why...is she the queen of earth? When she died I was like good. What a dumbass. Don’t try and redeem someone who did nothing good in the first place especially if you never established enough world building to show she might have been correct. We can’t just trust TELL you have to SHOW us. 10. If you think the racism against immigrants is bad now I can’t even imagine the civil wars when actual aliens just invite themselves over. 11. Thanks for fucking up our tide systems by parking a fucking Balmera directly in our atmosphere assholes. In conclusion:THANKS I HATE IT.

#fuck this #fuck everything #voltron #vld #season 7 spoilers #season 7 #voltron legendary defender #lance deserved better #again

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baek-beauty · 6 years

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Just For You - Chapter 02

Characters: Baekhyun x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Romance, VampireAu, Action, Thriller, & Smut (in later parts)

Just For You: Plot Mini Masterlist

Length: 2.68k words

Previous Chapter

After that long relaxing shower, you slipped your pyjamas on, and went to brush your teeth, as soon as you finished and stumbled back into your room while closing the bathroom’s door, your phone vibrated indicating a new message, you went and picked it up checking it only to drop it on the floor the next second, your eyes wide open in shock, your heart beating so quickly that you can feel it in the palm of your hands, tears showing in your eyes at the thought of the name on your phone: ‘BAEK ♡’

Dreaming?! That’s what you thought! But is it reality?! Well… That definitely wasn't one of your main expectations.

Staring at the phone not even noticing your mouth wide open, good thing a fly didn’t get in there. Still believing that you were actually hallucinating, you blinked a few times, looking at the lightened screen once more, “Baek”, you whispered his name aloud, trying to sink in the events and hoping that there was some truth behind it and in fact, there was.

You never changed his name since you two got a phone together at the age of fourteen, when your parents decided that you needed one after that long night both of you ended up at the lake until sunrise.

You sat on the bed, lowering both of your trembling hands to pick the phone up; with the way you were shaking, you weren’t sure if one palm would be able to lift the heavy metal. Your breathing hitched and you felt anxiety rushing through your body when you tapped on the message to see it:

‘Y/N ♡ it’s Baekhyun, but I hope it’s still Baek for you, I don’t know if you still have my number, but I never lost yours. I know it’s been four years, I got all your messages but I never had enough courage to respond back to you. Even now, despite my parents being there for a month, I still couldn’t text you a single word because I was afraid. I never stopped thinking about you Y/N, I never could and never will, every day we spent together is stained into my memory. I could never stay away from you even if I was far away; I know what you went through those four years, your parents told me everything. I asked them about you everytime we called, I was aware that I gave you a lot of pain. It is unforgivable. But I miss you Y/N, everyday, I miss you and I can’t wait till the day I come back to see you. I know of what was said to you about our cause of departure from home, and I still remember how stubborn you are that you won’t believe that it’s the reason, but I promise you in time you’ll know everything. And hopefully when you do, you’ll forgive me and understand why I had to leave. I’m not sure you will reply me, but I hope you read it at least! It won’t be the last message I send, so expect more from me till I’m there in front of you! Holding you in my arms, but I won’t let you go this time. I Love You Y/N <3 ’

Tears were streaming down your face effectively soaking the sheets. You read the message over and over again, till your eyes dried out all the tears bottled inside you. Not believing that this was real, that Baekhyun actually texted you, telling you how he feels, that he knew everything about you in those horrible four years from your parents when you knew nothing! It all felt like a dream.

Your parents... ‘Why didn’t they ever tell me that Baekhyun called them? Why didn’t they manage to tell me that he asked about me when I assumed that he just forgot me?! Why is so much being kept from me? What s the deal? I trust my parents, I trust Mr. and Mrs. Byun, I still trust Baekhyun, I believe his every word, I just want to know what is that big secret that made them leave?’

Then it hit you, the last sentence he said!

‘He loves me? What did he mean by that? ’

The thought made you blush.

You didn’t know what to do now, to answer or not to. What could you even respond back with. You decided to wait until the morning, and to just head to bed instead. But you knew that you’re in for a long night ahead, all the tiredness you felt vanished the moment you saw his name, as all you can think of was him.

It was passed twelve am when you decided to go down to the kitchen to make some tea, sitting on the counter lost in your own thoughts, you didn’t hear the footsteps down the stairs getting closer till you heard a cough sounding from behind you. Your mom was standing at the kitchen door looking at you with a sweet smile;

“Why are you still awake sweetie?”

You weren’t sure if you wanted to reveal to her that Baekhyun contacted you, or just ask her why they hid so much from you?! It was a dilemma. So you decided to just be honest, hopefully she might give you a straight answer.

“I was going to bed when I got a text.”

You saw your mom look at you with a tensed stare which was full of worry like she knew who texted you, so you just decided to continue.

“I- It was Baekhyun, after all these years… he texted me telling me he never forgot me, that he wanted to talk to me since the day he left but he couldn’t, he was scared for some reason, but he told me I’ll know everything soon. He even told me that he was in contact with you, that he asked about me everytime, which you and dad didn’t consider mentioning to me… he even told me he’ll keep contacting me till he comes back.”

Tears started falling on your cheeks.

“He misses me and he said he can’t wait to see me mom.”

You were sobbing uncontrollably, your mom sat next to you and embraced you in her arms, your tears soaking her pyjama,

“He told me he loves me.”

You turned towards your mother and held her tight, like a little child wanting her mom to save her from the boogeyman haunting her bed at night. When you started to cool down all thanks to her, she took your hands making you look at her:

“Honey listen to me okay? I am sorry your dad and I had to keep this from you, but it is for a good reason believe me, the Byuns are like family to us, and they want you to be safe as much as we do. Yes we knew why they left, we even knew they were leaving years back, you’ll know soon sweety I promise you, and you’ll be okay with it, I can tell you that, cause I know my daughter and I know you’ll forgive Baekhyun. He loves you dearly. More than you can imagine, he never wanted to leave you, he had to but he’s coming back just for you!”

Her words struck to your heart ‘just for you’, you can sense the honesty in her eyes sparkling with tears and care and her voice filled with emotions.

Baekhyun loves you, he always did and still does, not like a friend but romantically, just like you always have and still do, it’s like you were magnets to each other, collided together even with the distance separating the both of you.

With your mother’s words, you knew what you need to do next, it’s as if she knew what you actually needed to hear to help you decide on your next move; she never failed to amaze you, of how well she knows you, her own daughter that she cares deeply about.

You hugged your mother with a small smile creeping on your face, grateful for her warm embrace and her true words; you mouthed her a ‘thank you’, then got up and rushed to your bedroom, picking up your phone, thinking of what to reply to him.

It took you almost an hour to write the text, typing and deleting over and over, till you were kind of satisfied with the last one, you viewed it one last time before you hit send;

‘Hello, I’m sorry but do I know you? Funny story though, I had a friend named Baek… until one day he just vanished without a word! Such an ass right? ;) Just so you know, your name is still the same as the day you wrote it on my phone, it never changed Baek and won’t ever, just like many other things… I hate to lie and say I feel happy now, because that would be half the truth, but I guess half a truth is better than a complete lie! What do you expect me to say?! Four years now and I couldn’t seem to forget about you one single day, even though I did try many times! The days felt longer somehow, and the nights shorter crying myself to sleep. God how much I wished for the sun to disappear, just like did. You did hurt me, but I still love you Baek. And if it wasn’t for mom, I might’ve made a bad decision and you wouldn’t have heard from me. There is many things that I need answers to but I guess I will have to wait to find out. I trust my mom when she tells me that I would forgive you, as much as I trust your words somehow even with all the pain. How do you still have that effect on me?!’

SENT.

Anxiety rushed into you once again, the excitement and fear longing deep within you. ‘Was I too mean? No, he deserves this! He should know how hurt I am as well as how much I’m missing him’

With that your thoughts drifted back to the day you last saw him, how could you ever forget it?! Remembering all his features, from his dark hair which was always styled casually, some of his bangs falling onto his forehead and covering those beautiful brown eyes, always filled with adoration to you and provided you safety; you never were scared with him, never feared anything, he gave you protection with his embrace and the sweet words coming out of his cherry lips. You would lie if you say you never wanted to taste them, but to your relief he felt the same hunger for you.

The sound coming from your phone woke you from your reverie, only to see another text from Baekhyun,

‘Can I call you? Please’

You did not want to make it so easy for him, but every cell in your body was working against you. You wanted to hear his voice, you desperately need it, deciding to shove away your ego, you replied to him with a simple YES.

Not a minute later, the phone rang, picking it up to your ear when you tried to answer but the pounding of your heart was not helping you at all. You managed to let out a breathy

‘Hello’, only to hear you voice being called by that beautiful angelic voice, god how much you missed hearing it,

“Y/N, Y/N are you still here?”

You haven’t noticed that you zoned out on him, how can one word from him make you melt into a pound of thoughts?!

“Baek, hey.’ You were shaking by now,

“I can’t believe I’m hearing your voice after so long, god I missed it, I miss you Y/N, you still sound the same, as beautiful as you are.”

You felt a burn in your cheeks,

“God, it’s really hot in here.” You didn’t notice what you actually blurted out until you heard a small chuckle coming from him, you buried your face in your hands, cursing yourself for what you just uncovered.

“Y/N Isn’t it spring there?! Why are you hot?”

You swear you can feel him smirk on the other end, cursing him deep inside for turning you into this hot mess.

“Uhh, no actually it was quite the weather today, very hot today, hot wind, yeah really hot wind.” What was even hot wind?! ‘Great job Y/N, why can’t I say a simple sentence?!’

“Oh, I see then”

You wouldn’t miss the teasing sound in his voice, you took a deep breath before saying all confidently,

“Yeah anyway, why did you want to call me now Baek? You know it’s really late so what do you want?”

“I- I’m sorry but I wanted to hear your voice after those years Y/N, I really miss you, I don’t want to bother you but please just talk to me, please I promise you, you’ll know everything, I promise you that I never wanted to hurt you, I know you suffered, but I did too, we didn’t leave because we wanted to, we left because we had to, I had to protect you Y/N.”

You froze when you heard Baekhyun choking on his words, his voice filled with pain but too honest. You wanted to take that pain away, to run into him, hold him in your arms and make him forget it all, but reality was harder than that, since you were feeling the same pain, as you thought.

You did not know what to say, you did not even understand what he meant; your heart shuddered at the sound of his sobs, you urged yourself to reply him

“Baekhyun, Baek… What is happening, please stop crying, I miss you too, god you have no idea how much I want to see you and hold you close to me! Baek please calm down for me please.”

He did not stop, he couldn’t, he wanted nothing but to be there with you, holding you tight to his chest, smelling the lovely scent of the girl he loves the most.

You wanted to say more since he is unable to speak

“Baek what did you mean by protecting me? You left to protect me? Why? Why do I need protection even?!”

You noticed him calm down, he hummed telling you that he listened, voice steadier than before

“Y/N I promise you soon, when I come home, I’ll find the right time to tell you everything, please believe me. Believe that I missed you as much as you did, that I kept thinking of you every single day, believe me when I say I love you Y/N, trust me as you always did!”

You didn’t need Baekhyun telling you that because you already knew it, even after four years, the way he sounded just made you know he is the same Baekhyun, you knew him, you always have, YOUR Baekhyun.

You didn’t hold back your feelings anymore, you let the truth out to him, you believe in him, you trust him and you’ll wait, he went through as much as you did, and maybe even worse?!

That night you ended up talking until sunrise, you shared many stories that occurred through these years of being apart, you felt at ease again, being able to talk to Baekhyun, just as if those haunting years never took place.

The days went by, with you anticipating the sunrise now, just to be able to talk with him; you texted, you called, but Baekhyun never agreed on Video Calling, you found it weird at first, but he told you he wanted to see you live for the first time after those years not through a tablet, you laughed at this, finding it cute not questioning him.

You believed it, even though it wasn’t quite the truth, because Baekhyun had quite a reason for not video calling you…

Chapter 3

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