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astonmartinii · 7 months

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An Oscar piastri request because I have severe brain rot. Oscar Piastri x black American!reader. Like they met through Logan and Oscar is just downright obsessed with his girlfriend and everything she does. No pressure I just really enjoy the way you write.

southern charm | oscar piastri social media au

pairing: oscar piastri x fem american!reader

once upon a time, in the magical land of the 305, one man would take the mantle of the ultimate wingman

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yourusername: pov you're my phone when i'm watching oscar piastri tiktok edits

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user1: babe those edits are doing over time

yourusername: i don't like your tone. oscar is the sexiest man ever, end of.

user2: if your gf isn't arguing with randoms online over you, is she really your gf?

user3: she doesn't hold back when it comes to oscar, that's my GOAT

oscarpiastri: can you stop sending them to me i don't like being perceived.

yourusername: too bad because i want to perceive you

logansargeant: i'd argue she wants to perceive you too much

yourusername: only because you have no one to perceive you

logansargeant: you can't call me lonely when i got you your boyfriend

yourusername: 👋 👀 hey look it's the main contributor to the male loneliness statistics 👀 👋

oscarpiastri: y/n that's mean...

yourusername: but not wrong 😑

user4: i know they're joking but y/n does not hold back

yourusername: had to prepare him for the mean f1 bitches

landonorris: so this is the mysterious gf...

yourusername: watch your step at COTA, oscar may obey team orders but i DONT

landonorris: oscar???

oscarpiastri: i'm sorry y/n can FACTUALLY do no wrong so you're on your own here mate

yourusername: thank you baby. oscar supports women's rights and wrongs he is a hashtag ally

oscarpiastri

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oscarpiastri: getting daily outfit updates from the love of your life >>>

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user5: oh this has to be one of the healthiest celebrity relationships ever

yourusername: omg mom i'm a celebrity

user6: hi can we please get the skincare routine?

yourusername: thank you for picking the ones where i look good baby x

oscarpiastri: you look good, GREAT IN FACT, in every photo ever - every waking moment

yourusername: you're too cute osc x

logansargeant: so you get this and i just get venmo requests?

yourusername: don't hate the player, hate the game

logansargeant: what game are we playing it's just venmo requests for coffee because "i'm a girl i deserve it"

oscarpiastri: idk that sounds logical to me

logansargeant: wait does she not do this to you?

oscarpiastri: no? also just know we split the money so thank you for all of my morning coffees for the last two years logan x

logansargeant: i regret ever introducing you two

user6: obsessed with this nightmare trio

alexalbon: can confirm they are a nightmare

oscarpiastri: don't call us a nightmare on my gf appreciation post

lilymunhe: yeah alex, where's mine?

alexalbon: any trio that breaks my motorhome from getting to competitive during just dance can be categorised as a nightmare - hope this helps x

yourusername: is it because we didn't invite you?

alexalbon: it was literally MY motorhome?

oscarpiastri: we beat our best score on rasputin so sorry not sorry

user7: idk how people can say oscar has no personality when he literally would throw hands for y/n?

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yourusername: practising my smize for the COTA paddock can't allow oscar to be the only one to slay in austin

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user10: any spare paddock passes miss?

logansargeant: so i'm not allowed to slay?

yourusername: i think you need to save up all of your slaying for the track to get that point on the board

logansargeant: Y/N ????? i'm trying :(

yourusername: sorry logie bear that was a low blow from me, i'm proud of you

oscarpiastri: talented. brilliant. incredible. amazing. showstopping. spectacular. never the same. totally unique. completely not ever been done before.

yourusername: did you just quote lady gaga?

oscarpiastri: yeah, got a problem with that?

yourusername: nope. you're my favourite little monster

landonorris: i thought this was a healthy relationship - don't call my teammate a monster 😤

yourusername: that's what lady gaga fans are called lando, i've called him much worse, bring ear plugs to cota ;)

oscarpiastri: WAIT NO MY PR TEAM SAID NO MORE SEXY TIMES ON PUBLIC PLATFORMS

yourusername: boring ...

user11: so excited for the best f1 wag to be back in the paddock

yourusername: appreciate it but i can't take the crown from real icon lily

lilymunhe: omg thanks y/n i can't wait to meet you !!

alexalbon: are you always as insane as logan says

yourusername: he's probably not wrong but i prefer the term charming

oscarpiastri: we're just very passionate about things

alexalbon: like just dance?

yourusername: no comment.

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mclaren: get someone who looks at you the way oscar and y/n look at each other

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user14: i came here to watch formula 1 not to feel LONELY

user15: okay who was going to tell me oscar had such a hot girlfriend?

logansargeant: trust me literally spend more than 30 seconds with him and you'll know

oscarpiastri: okay but y/n is the prettiest person in the world AND the smartest, funniest and kindest person ever so you WILL listen and appreciate her

yourusername: god i love you so much

user16: is she an aussie too?

yourusername: nope i pulled oscar with pure american southern charm

oscarpiastri: it's true she lassoed me like a cowboy and it was love at first sight

yourusername: let me clarify we were at a wild wild west party but it was defo love at first lasso

landonorris: get someone who looks at you the way i look at the MCL60 😍

user17: lando is one of us

landonorris: i feel lonelier now, around oscar and y/n, than i did right when i was broken up with

yourusername: easy to look like that when your boyfriend is a dashing, charming and humble gentleman + generational talent

oscarpiastri: hehehehe stop you're making me blush

logansargeant: you guys are so gross

yourusername: says the man that's literally an accredited wing man because YOU got us together

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yourusername: that moment when you see the love of your life achieve his dreams !!!!!!!!!! NO FR oscar i am so so unbelievably proud of you, you deserve this so much. i love you, thank you for letting me be a part of your life x

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user21: they're my parents now they have no say in it

user22: consider me charmed

oscarpiastri: thank you so much my love, your support is everything to me and i can't wait to grow old with you

yourusername: my heart is yours now and forever ❤️

oscarpiastri: also i'm finding some way to frame you celebrating in my garage

yourusername: i couldn't contain my excitement, sorry to the mechanic who literally got tinnitus from me screaming lol

user23: her in the garage is real f1 fan representation

logansargeant: as much shit as i give you guys, you're so cute and i'm so glad you guys have each other

yourusername: thank you logan!! i forever owe you one for introducing us

oscarpiastri: i promise when you get into a relationship i won't once complain about it

landonorris: i was a cynic, but yeah you guys are very cute - i am endeared

yourusername: oscar tends to have that effect

oscarpiastri: ummmmm i think it's more you

landonorris: okay i said you guys are cute you don't need to prove it again

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oscarpiastri: the best weekend ever and wishing i could just take you everywhere with me, until las vegas my love x

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yourusername: take me with you

yourusername: who cares about life responsibilities when i'm with you

yourusername: i'd say i'm a good luck charm but you're too talented to need one

oscarpiastri: i love you so much i miss you already

landonorris: you said goodbye five minutes ago... we've not even got to departures yet

oscarpiastri: is it illegal to miss the love of your life?

landonorris: when i'm not in a relationship? YES.

user24: the way oscar was horrified at arthur's 18 hour screentime, i bet his is just as bad now

oscarpiastri: no comment

yourusername: it's 16 hours lol

arthurleclerc: where is my justice? my apology?

oscarpiastri: we fall asleep on face time. i'm not chronically online i'm just terminally in love with my girlfriend

arthurleclerc: trust me we know

logansargeant: the way i know he's about to fly because @yourusername texts me - always the second choice :(

yourusername: oof i guess i'll nap instead

logansargeant: no i can still beat ur ass on 8 ball pool

oscarpiastri: you can't out do the doer soz bud

yourusername: i miss you come back, bullying logan was so much better together in person

note: i hope this was what you were hoping for! i love oscar so i'm always happy to write for him and i love a good comment squabble! thanks for requesting x

#f1 imagine #f1 x reader #f1 instagram au #f1 x you #f1 #oscar piastri #oscar piastri instagram au #oscar piastri x you #oscar piastri imagine

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mochinomnoms · 3 months

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Ok so this is totally inspired by the Ruggie being sick thing but sick Ptm Jade and Yuu taking care of him!!! I feel like somehow Azul would trick them into taking care of Jade (say he was busy or something with housewarden stuff). And when asked why Floyd can't take of his brother he'd butt in and say he hates how whiny Jade gets when sick. Idk I just have a feeling Jade would play up the dramatics when he's sick. And poor Yuu! Stuck watching the sick eel while endless fantasies go through Jade's head about a domestic lifestyle with them! And hopefully (but not likely) they won't have to see any nsfw thoughts this time!

-✨👀

Jade rarely gets sick, so when he does it's a whole ordeal of figuring out who takes care of his usual tasks and who will wrangle in Floyd (despite him and Floyd both stating that he's not Floyd's keeper and he thinks he's hella funny when he's up to shit.)

If we're setting this in ptm, then I can state with confidence that a second-year student named Marino De Reyes takes over Jade's tasks at Azul's request. And he does so beautifully. However, having someone to wrangle Floyd is a whole nother issue. Our sharky friend Tony is pushed to keep Floyd in check, as they're friends and Tony is typically more level-headed. However, when the two get together, their collective brain cells kinda die out and the two become menaces that actively encourage the other to get into shit. Honestly, Azul shouldn't be surprised, last the two were left to their own devices without someone to properly supervise, Floyd and Tony got tangled by a jellyfish's tentacles because, “they kinda looked like kelp and we wanted to see if they tasted good”. They got stung for over 15 minutes before Jade found them and had their fathers get them untangled.

They a little bit unhinged, to put it bluntly. So Azul and Aspen get busy wrangling their two friends from accidentally killing themselves parkouring on the roofs, So Azul, knowing that ptm!Yuu was taught first aid and care from the nurse, asks (begs) them to nurse Jade back to health. He can feel himself aging by the second, please Prefect, HELP.

So they do, and Jade is actually living in a delirious version of domestic bliss. Like, he actually thinks that you two are married and in your cottage by the forest and seaside. It makes the other students in the infirmary confused as hell, and the nurse giddy and teasing. Jade's not just wearing rose-tinted glasses, he got lasik surgery to have rose-tinted vision, because you can do no wrong. The fantasies he's having are actually quite sweet, just dreams of you two living together. You wake him up to take his medicine? He's visioning you hand feeding him breakfast in bed. Pushing his bangs away from his face to place a new wet towel on his fevering forehead? He's imagining you brushing your fingering through his hair. If Jade's sick enough to need someone else to take over tasks and have Azul owe you a favor to care for him, then he's just a bit delirious. For once, he's not filtering his words from his thoughts and just out right saying everything that his mind conjures.

“You're so pretty. A pretty, pretty pearl! Nurse Goethel, aren't they just beautiful? Ethereal, like seeing our galaxy in the night sky.”

“Pfft-oh? You're very correct Jade, wouldn't you agree, Prefect?”

“Um, well I—”

“I love your voice, my pearl. I can hear you speak all day…”

“Aw! How cute, did you know this Prefect? He's such a gentleman, you should go out—”

“You're so cute and sweet, I bet you taste sweet too~ I'd love to hear you moan for me as I—MmPH!”

Smothering a sick man with a pillow is not typically recommended by medical professionals, but you needed to preserve whatever bit of dignity you (and Jade at this point) had left. You thank the Seven that it was only you three in the room at that time. The week ends with Jade discharged and sent to his dorm with some antibiotics, but the nurse's teasing and swoons of young romance were just beginning…

(Now the real debate is whether or not Jade was actually delirious, or if he was pretending so he could say what he thought and gage your reactions. What do you think?)

#mochi asks #twst #twisted wonderland #jade leech #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #jade leech x reader #ptm #✨👀 anon

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bp-zb1fics · 1 year

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hi! I love your stories! <3 do you think you could do a suggestive taerae fic?

Thinking about

pairing: taerae x reader

pronouns: none used

genre: fluff, suggestive themes

tw/tags: not much plot or dialogue sorry, music metaphors, introspection, very sentimental, kisses, making out, non-explicit descriptions, taerae slight demisexual implications (this in no way reflects on the real person, fiction is fiction)

wc: 871

summary: in this game called love, taerae trusts you with his heart

a/n last req done before i focus on checklist reqs! thanks so much anon, i really hope you like it! i got a little poetic with this one and played around with italics so its very soft hours but not much happens, idk if that works or not so feel free to lmk!

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“What are you thinking about, Taerae-ah?”

You’re sitting on the couch, his guitar on his lap, your hands in his as he traced over dip, curve and line. Pressing your palms together, skin against skin, stretching his fingers out to see if his hand is larger than yours.

“Hmmm, how your hands look next to mine.”

Being with you is never boring, in Taerae’s opinion. Because even when it seems boring to other people, there’s always something new and interesting for you or him or for both of you. He can spend afternoons with you and his guitar, strumming and singing for you until you join him. And maybe you’re not the best singer but he’ll still listen to your voice like it’s a dream he doesn’t want to wake from. (Sometimes love isn’t just blind but deaf too)

And the best part wasn’t you getting the harmony right or him hitting those impressive vocal riffs, no, it was the silly little songs you made up together, nonsensical lyrics and ridiculous ad libs that you end up laughing over. Because that’s what Taerae thinks about sometimes, when he’s about to go to bed, when he’s too tired to think of anything else. He’ll think about the way you laugh, the sheer joy of that tiny moment. There are some moments that he wished he could save in a time loop and live in.

“I love your songs.”

You tell him the day he gathered enough courage to play you something from the little notebook he keeps, lyrics and chords in his handwriting. He treasures that memory just like he treasures those days when you have enough time to sit down and talk for hours. Long conversations that stretch time so thin that it feels just like seconds ticking away.

“Play something for me, please?”

Play with my heart, Taerae thinks, because I’ve given it to you to take joy in, to keep you company on lonely days, to make you smile and laugh and remember only the innocence of life. I’ve given you my hand to hold in the playground that we call love and I trust you not to let go, not to abandon me, just as I make a promise to never leave you, to play the game of hearts until ours stop beating.

You two have a million playlists together. Each of them are a carefully curated, specifically arranged set of songs that Taerae and you create for every occasion. Birthdays, anniversaries, long drives, short drives, walks by the river, all saved to preserve the moments you spend loving each other.

There are also playlists for moments like this. Soft, sultry, dreamlike beats in the background as he lifts his guitar off his lap, places it carefully to the side and pulls you closer. His hands leave yours only to glide up your neck and cup your cheeks.

Gentle kisses. His lips fit over yours like a missing puzzle piece. Pulling away only for a force stronger than gravity pulling them back in. Your hands holding the back of his neck. It’s a haze as he presses your back into the couch, his legs bracketing yours in between them. He only pulls away once your lips are swollen, when the need for oxygen overpowers his need to kiss you until you both feel like you're floating. Your eyes meet his and you laugh breathlessly as he smiles at you, so, so enamoured.

If he could write a song about you, it would be about love.

You tug him back down, one hand sliding into his hair, fingers in between strands. He shivers, bending down to press his lips below your ear, mapping out a path down your neck as you get a little more restless. Taerae is almost too warm and so are you. He stops at the base between you neck and shoulder, the press of his mouth a little firmer, teeth scraping over skin, tongue following as if to soothe. Your fingers are laced in his hair, your back arching just a little at the sensation. Then he pulls back, pressing kisses along your collarbones. Your hips jump just a little, brushing against him and he exhales slowly.

Taerae wasn’t really interested in girls. Or boys. Just you.

He’s interested in the way you shakily undo another button of his shirt between kisses, the way you tremble a little when his hands slide under the hem of yours, skin against skin, fingers stroking the sides of your waist. Nothing becomes more interesting than the sounds he can pull from you, the kind of music that sends jolts of heat down his spine. His favourite song is the way you call his name, sweet and wholly addictive.

In the afterglow, he can only look at you. He can only watch the way you watch him, with so much unbridled affection that his heart is bursting, spilling out the seams to show you how he feels about you. To keep showing you everyday until your heart decides to give out. And he hopes that when that day comes, that the way he chose to love you was enough. Because you were more than enough for him.

__________________________________________

“What are you thinking about, Taerae-ah?”

“I don’t know…”

“...You mostly.”

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gh0stsp1d3r · 1 year

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Hiii! Can I please request a Tangerine x fem!civilian/innocent reader where she is an innocent civilian that gets caught in the crossfire, but unlike the civilian when they were getting by the White Death’s son, they’re able to save her life. But as they’re driving off with a very terrified Y/n, they realize that she has seen their faces and she sort of becomes an accidental hostage. Tan is really soft with her though. As time passes Tan realizes he has fallen in love with her and feels bad, so he lets her go, BUT Y/n ends up not wanting to leave because she has fallen in love with him too, so she stays🥺

Hostage

-dark! Tangerine and lemon, probably ooc but who cares, idk if this counts as Stockholm syndrome

Tangerine started to walk, and then stopped as he saw you sleeping against the glass. What the fuck was a normal civilian still doing here?

“Hey. Wake up.” He said, and shook your shoulders.

You groaned and woke up, looking up and seeing a man.

In all the chaos, how didn’t you wake up?

“Who the fuck are you?” You asked him.

“Tangerine. Look-“ he started but stopped, as the train crashed into another.

He quickly grabbed onto you, thinking that he couldn’t just let some normal person die. He held onto you tightly, and after a little bit you passed out. Tangerine held onto you as you guys fell into the water, along with Lemon and some other guy who lemon killed quickly.

“Who the fuck is that?!” Lemon asked, gesturing to the person tangerine was carrying.

“Some random person, the last one on the train. Can’t leave a regular civilian to die.” He shrugged and put you on the ground, he sat down and sighed heavily.

“How the hell is she not dead?” Lemon asked and sat next to him.

“I don’t know. Why don’t you ask them?” Tangerine muttered and scoffed, looking for a car or vehicle.

“Seriously?” He said when lemon pulled up in a Tangerine decorated truck.

“Hell yes I’m serious. Get in.” He said.

“Oh fuck.. wait. We just gonna leave her here? She’s seen my face, and she can go to the authorities.”

“That’s true. Your porn-stache is very distinguishable.” Lemon said, while thinking.

“Oh, fuck off. What do we do now?” He asked.

“I guess.. we could let her go.”

“Yeah, but then she’s gonna go tell everyone and then we’re gonna be in a jail cell, do you wanna be in a jail cell?!”

Lemon sighed “Do whatever you think is best, I guess.”

“I did not sign up for this.” He mumbled as he dragged you into the back, tied up with a taped mouth.

As soon as you woke up, you tried to scream. Then you realized, your mouth was taped so you couldn’t.

They both realized that you had waken up when they heard something in the back.

Lemon gave tangerine a look, and tangerine just rolled his eyes at him.

“Keep your eyes on the road.” He said.

“So where the fuck we going now?”

Tangerine sighed “We cant drive back to London, obviously. We might just have to catch a plane.”

“How the hell are we gonna- Y’Know, never mind. Let’s just find a hotel for a little bit and then we can think.” Lemon muttered, and tried to find somewhere to stay.

Finally, after a little bit, lemon had finally found a place. It was small, but he wasn’t trying to waste all his money.

“I’ll get her.” Tangerine sighed, baking his head and entering the back.

You tried to scream again, as you sat up in the back.

“Look, sorry about all this. But uh, you did see our faces and the minute we let you go you’ll run away and tell someone. Can’t risk that.” He sighed, taking the tape off your mouth and waiting for lemon to come back and say he got it.

“Let me go!” You shouted, he covered your mouth as you tried to fight against it.

“Look, after a while, we’ll probably let you go. We’re not gonna kill you or anything unless we fuckin’ need to, got it?”

You weren’t paying much attention, as you still tried to scream. He sighed and hung his head in defeat.

“Got it. Come on out.” Lemon said.

“Coming.”

“Say one word to anyone, I won’t hesitate to kill you.” Tangerine whispered, although it was a lie. Having an innocent person killed would make him feel guilty. Lemon just rolled his eyes at the lie. In reality, he was a big fucking softie. And he knew that he wasn’t just going to kill some innocent person, on purpose at least.

He untied you, grabbing you hand as Lemon unlocked it.

“It’s got two rooms, you two can figure that shit out, me, I’m going to sleep.” Lemon said, and immediately went into a room and taking off his pants and shirt, then hopping into the bed.

“Alright then… c’mon.” He said, pulling your hand.

“You need anything to eat or drink?” He asked. But you didn’t answer.

“I will take that as a no.” He mumbled, and tied you up to the bed frame.

“Okay.. then, I had a long fucking day, so I’m going to sleep. I’m trusting you to not do anything.” He narrowed his eyes at you, and got into his bed, but took off only his shirt, since you were there.

You would admit, you were staring. He looked like he belonged in a museum- wait, what? You could not be thinking about your kidnapper like that. You shook those thoughts away- or tried to at least. But it was true.

He fell asleep quickly, and you almost thought of ways to escape. But then you remembered what he had said.

“Say one word to anyone, I won’t hesitate to kill you.”

You frowned, and tried to at least get comfortable on the floor, you shifted to a position that was somewhat comfortable and sat there.

You decided that you weren’t going to escape any time soon, and decided to just go to sleep, maybe this was all a bad dream.

✢✢✢✢✢

But it wasn’t, because when you woke up, you saw the man, the one with the mustache. You didn’t actually know their names, and you didn’t try learning.

“Morning.” Was all he said, as he glanced back at you. He brushed his teeth, and then he sighed and looked at you after.

“You know, you have to eat.” He said, and looking at the plate next to you.

“I can’t, my hands are tied.” You said, rolling your eyes at the man.

“Guess I forgot about that.” He sighed, and sat down in front of you. He picked the fork up, and he looked slightly annoyed but again, he was the one kidnapping you.

He fed you, slowly, like as if you were a child. You had to eat though, because even if you didn’t admit it you were fucking starving.

“Thank you.” You said quietly, as he got up and took the palate, he put it on a counter.

“Yeah, yeah, whatever.” He muttered and left the room again.

Lemon started to deny his brothers thought about it.

“Look, why don’t you just let her go?” Lemon asked, as he sat in the living room. It was surprisingly modern, but the style was very minimalistic.

“I can’t. Unlike you, I don’t wanna end up in jail.” He rolled his eyes.

“Well we have to go to our own homes eventually, then what the hell you gonna do?”

“I don’t know! Okay? I don’t bloody know!” Tangerine said, and went back in the room.

He groaned and sat on the bed, thinking. He put his face in his hands, irritated.

He looked down at you, sighing.

He untied your wrists, you didn’t get up though, and you just held your wrists, rubbing them.

“You can go.” He said.

You stayed quiet for a moment “Where are we exactly?”

“Kyoto.” He said.

“I don’t really know how to get from here back to where I live..” you said quietly.

Tangerine sighed, slightly in annoyance.

“Look, lady-“

“Do I have to go?”

He was taken aback at your question, shocked. He looked at you confused.

“Why would you not want to..?”

“Because.. just because.”

He just sighed “I guess..it would be fine by me. Don’t know about my brother though-“

“I don’t care about what he thinks.”

#tangerine x reader #aaron taylor johnson #bullet train #bullet train x reader #tangerine bullet train #tangerine #aaron taylor johnson x reader #lemon and tangerine

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v3nusxsky · 1 year

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Hi, can I ask for an angst with Larissa like maybe some sort of fight that ends with some accident like idk maybe a car one or sth and reader is in bad state at the hospital and Larissa cries and begs unconscious reader to not leave her and that she is sorry etc? And maybe the doc enters and says that reader had more luck than they think and she and the baby should be fine. And Larissa cries more with mixed feelings of guilt and happiness because they tried for a kid for a long time? I leave the ending for you ;* thank you ❤️

Don’t leave me| Angst

*Authors note~ my heart I sincerely apologise for what lays ahead.*

Trigger warnings~ angst car crash mentions pregnancy loss

Prompt~ see ask^^^^^

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Arguing with your lover was something you always hated, your anxiety would go sky high and your abandonment issues would flare up. But you'd had your fare share of arguments with Larissa but she'd always stayed. Never had she left during an argument, maybe another room but you always knew she would come back. And she always did until tonight.

You'd had the worst fight ever, really your missed your wife's presence but understood her job yet missing your anniversary was the last straw. You lots your cool and decided on a drive. You only wanted to clear your head but realistically getting in the car so upset wasn't the best idea. Of course rational thoughts weren't occurring for you so you indeed got in the car and drove from the shared house.

You don't remember what happened exactly but you remember the sounds of horns, and a blue car slamming into the drivers side of your car. The windows smashing around you as you lost your consciousness. Perhaps this was how it was meant to be. You didn't even get a chance to talk to Larissa, to give her the surprise but now you had killed your self and your daughter.

Larissa Weems went to find her lover, after all she didn't want this to happen, she didn't mean to hurt you. Wednesday Addams was causing her no end of grief and unfortunately you suffered the consequences of this. She knew you were in the right here but as soon as she heard the door slam shut she couldn't help the guilt eating her alive. Maybe that's why when you didn't return she began to pace and attempt to control her panic until her phone rang.

"Your wife's been in a car accident, unresponsive at the scene and is currently being taken to Jericho Hospital" replayed through the blondes head as she drove to you on autopilot. The last words she said wouldn't leave her brain and that's the last thing she wanted you to hear. And what about the baby? Oh god she couldn't lose the both of you. God what had she done? The what if situations driving her insane as her heart ached in the unknown. And the disappointment in herself rising with every passing second. If she just didn't spend so much time chasing after Wednesday Addams or if she made you feel special and loved more often then this wouldn't be happening.

Larissa wasn't known for patience, her status as headmistress of Nevermore often gained her access to things she typically wouldn't have, and that her connections with the mayor made it much more easy for her to obtain. It was no surprise that when the beautiful six foot three woman came barging in the doors that she was immediately directed to the room in which you lay unconscious and pretty badly bruised but no other signs of massive damage. The monitor attached to your beautiful bump showing that your precious baby was alive for now.

"We aren't sure if she'll wake up, and if that's the case then we need to operate and save the baby" the nurse informed your wife while you lay there willing your body to work. "I'm sorry baby! I love you so much. Please don't leave me. I'm so so so sorry sweetheart, you're my world. Our little sunshine is okay, their hearts beating away. Fight angel please I can't lose you. I'm so so sorry" she sobbed clutching at your hand as if it would some how make a difference.

God knows how long she sat there like that, crying and apologising to you, but the moment your eyes fluttered open and you immediately drew your attention to her hands on yours. "Ris?" You croaked out before your eyes found the monitor. "Sweetheart! I'm sorry I'm so so sorry I didn't mean to love, I can't lose you." She rambled as she grabbed some water to hopefully soothe your throat. After a small sip you couldn't help but murmur, "is she okay?"

"She? It's a girl" Larissa whispered which had you nodding with tears in your eyes, "it's what I wanted to tell you tonight, on our anniversary, that we are having a beautiful little princess." Larissa's hand soon found its way to cradle your daughters bump, "our little Dahlia Rae? I'm so in love with you" she murmured as you nodded in response, "I'm in love with you too baby, I'm sorry for fighting and driving upset. I'm so glad we are okay, to be with my favourite human ever."

You'd spent the past few days in hospital just for precautionary measures, but Larissa never left your side for a second. You thought maybe she'd relax once you made it home, but no you and Lia were treated like queens and even the night you gave birth, Larissa vowed to never make you feel anything less. She stood cradling the beautiful newborn, looking down at her with such and adoring smile you felt like your heart grew twelve sizes. One silly argument would never defeat the love you shared.

Word count~ 984

Tag list ~ @enchantressb @fortheloveofaproditesblessings @medeaswifey @scream-queenlover @larrisalessopet @briennethebeautysstuff @xx-state-of-mind-xx @i-write-sometimes-maybe @farahtissaiamyloves @just-your-casual-nerd

#anon answered #v3nusxsky answers #fanfic #larissa x you #principal larissa weems #larissa weems #larissa weems x reader #principal larissa weems x reader #larissa x reader #weems x reader #principal weems #weems #weems angst #anon requested

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hellfiremunsonn · 2 years

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Maple Syrup Kisses. Steve Harrington x Reader

Maple Syrup Kisses.

I do not allow my writing to be republished anywhere other than my own blog without my consent

Summary: "Hey! Can I request a cute morning fic of Steve and reader with lots of cuddles and maybe breakfast in bed? Thank you!!! <3"

(Requested)

18 + IF YOU ARE NOT 18 OR OLDER DO NOT READ OR INTERACT WITH MY WRITING. IT IS NOT INTENDED FOR MINORS. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THE MEDIA YOU CONSUME.

Warnings: unprotected sex (Please always use protection), slight dom! Steve? Fem reader, m and f orgasm, sex in general, swearing, and idk anything else that needs to be tagged let me know!

Word count: 2018

(DID NOT PROOF READ SO IF THERE IS ANY MISTAKES LEMME KNOW)

Steve warned me about the Summers in Indiana, but I almost didn't believe him. There was no way it could really get that hot right? As the second summer I was around for it indeed did not get any cooler than it did last year. It was probably five am and I wasn't sure if I had actually fallen asleep. I'm assuming I did because time passed suspiciously quick as the sun started to peak out into the sky, leaving Steves room a soft orange colour.

We were laying side by side in his bed, barely touching, only a pinkie sized space separating us. The fan at the end of his bed blowing air back fourth on our barely clothed bodies. Steve was shirtless and in his underwear, and I was in only a pair of underwear. Something I would have been self conscious of if everyone didn't have to literally save me from bleeding to death in the upside down. I remembered them cutting my clothes off me to get to my wounds and that I ended up pretty much naked laying across Steves kitchen table.

But now with Hawkins saved we melted next to each other in the heat. I sighed letting out a small giggle as a traced the thick scars across my stomach from that night.

Steve shifted next to me, turning to face me. "What are you laughing at?" He said quietly. Almost as if just the loudness of his voice would disrupt the air around us and make us even hotter.

"Did I wake you?"

"No I've been laying here for a while, I thought you were still asleep. What were you laughing at?" He asked again placing a hand on my cheek and rubbing his thumb back and fourth while I spoke.

"Just thinking about how I was practically naked on your kitchen table last year, when you guys had to stitch me up" I said motioning to my stomach. His warm hand slid across my stomach, feeling the scars.

"For a bunch of idiots who had never done it before I think we did a pretty good job" he stated, clearly proud of the three stitches he added himself before Nancy and Robin took over.

"Well it was obviously those three stitches you did that were the ones that kept me alive" I teased rolling onto my side to look at him.

"I'm glad you can recognize good work when you see it" He winked, brushing the hair out of my face and tucking it behind my ear.

"I mean as long as you admit, that MY pillow fort was the better one"

"Oh no come on, did you see mine? It had a roof babe, and lights" He said raising his eyebrows.

"So did mine! You just can't accept the fact that you were beaten by a girl"

"Oh I've been beaten by women all through my life baby, and it's a privilege, but your fort sucked" He poked at my sides tickling me causing me to squirm against him while he pulled my back to his chest. His hot skin radiating against mine. "You're gunna make me sweaty again" I mumbled into the mattress.

"Yeah like we haven't been sweaty against each other before" he scoffed.

"Oh so romantic Harrington" I said attempting to worm my way out of his arms. "Steveeeee" I whined.

"Yes my love?" He said with that stupid teasing tone.

"I'm hungry, but if we cook anything in the house I think we might actually melt to death" Rolling over in his arms to face him again, my bare boobs squishing against my arm. He peppered light kisses along my shoulders, and collar bones. "What if we just have each other for breakfast?" He said with dark eyes, looking up at me through thick lashes. Grazing his lips across my chest, slowly moving me so I was flat on my back. My breathing hitched as he looked up at me again from between the valley of my breasts. "You gunna answer me pretty girl?" He asked still continuing his way down kissing my scars tenderly and frowning softly into them. I licked my lips regaining moisture to them. "Um I-" his hand trailed across my waist fingers sliding against the band of my underwear.

"Hmm?" He cooed into my skin. Heat began to engulf me, but different from the heat outside. Warmer, yet still making me shiver at his light touches. "I can't focus when you touch me like that" I breathed while raking my hands through his unkept hair.

"That's the point" He tugged lightly at the sides of my underwear and I instinctively lifted my hips as he pulled them off the rest of the way throwing them somewhere in his room for us to search for later. Kissing both my thighs and nipping at them slightly he crawled back up towards me, now hovering gently on top of me. Leaning down to kiss me he stopped just before his lips could touch mine, and when I tilted my head up to kiss him back he pulled away. I whined loudly. "Steve"

"Yeah baby?"

"Please touch me already" I said wiggling my hips under him slightly.

"Only cause you said please so nicely" and then his lips were back on mine. Needy wet and sloppy kisses, as if we had been apart from each other when we practically lived in each others arms.

Desperate for more I reached for the waistline of his boxers before Steves hands stopped me. "Can I at least make you cum first?" He chuckled. "I really don't care about cumming right now, I would really like it if you just fucked me"

Steves eyes darkened as he slid one hand around to the small of my back taking me with him as he rolled over, sitting up slightly so I was now straddling him. His thumb beginning to rub circles onto my clit and I shivered at his sudden touch. My hips rolled softly against his hard cock beneath me. Reaching for his waistband again, he didn't stop me when I slipped my hand into them grabbing him firmly and started jerking him slowly. A small groan emerging from his mouth as his head tilted back against his headboard. His mouth slightly agape, and his breathing picking up he looked down, grabbing onto my hips harshly with his other hand as he watched me grind against nothing, desperate for anything. I was a whimpering mess under his touch, begging for a release I claimed I didn't care about only minutes before. "Baby" I whispered, leaning my forehead against his shoulder, grinding into his thumb for more. "Please" Whining my hips bucked as he removed his hand completely from me. "No" I cried.

"Stop whining c'mere" He said holding my hips so I would lean up onto my knees. Discarding his boxers he took his cock in his own hand, pumping it a few times before motioning for me to come closer. Inching forward on my knees I held onto his shoulders as he positioned the tip of him against me. Swiping himself against my arousal, lubricating his tip before instructing me to sink down on him. I did slowly, hissing as I felt him fill me out. No matter how often we had sex I always needed a minute to adjust. When my hips met his a breathy whimper left my lips and I felt Steves hand come up to cup my face. I leaned into his palm and kissed it sweetly and he hummed in response.

"How we doing pretty girl?" And he thrusted ever so slightly causing me to gasp out and grip his shoulder a little harder.

"F-fuck Steve" I said through gritted teeth.

"Want me to stop?" He teased knowing I absolutely did not want him to stop. I shook my head frantically and he chuckled lightly.

"Always so desperate huh?" His thumb caressing my cheek before sliding to the front of my mouth, pulling slightly at my bottom lip until I opened my mouth. Sticking my tongue out his thumb grazed it and I held it between my teeth before swirling my tongue around it. "Fuck this" Steve said and shifted abruptly slipping out of me quickly. "Hands and knees" He ordered. "Now"

With trembling limbs I got onto my hands and knees arching my back so my ass was high in the air. Earning a hard smack. I squealed and fell forward slightly but Steve pulled me back to him by my hips. Re-positioning himself against me he sunk his cock into me slowly and began thrusting. I felt my skin jiggle, and shake with each thrust. I moved my hips in rhythm with his my skin slapping against his.

"God you look so pretty when you fuck yourself on my cock like this" He praised. He leaned forward and lifted me up so my back was pressed against his chest and he reached forward to continue rubbing circles on my clit while he pounded into me roughly. It didn't take long until I could feel his thrusts become sloppy. "Fuck you're gunna make me cum"

"Cum in me" I moaned tilting my head back into his shoulder. With a few extra thrust he came loudly against my shoulder, his hot breath dampening the skin there. He stayed still but kept rubbing my clit until I was writhing against him. "Oh my god Steve"

"You close princess?"

"So close" I whined.

"Come on baby, cum for me I know you're right there" He encouraged. Seconds after the words left his mouth the burning I felt in the pit of my stomach began to spread like a while fire and I nearly toppled over when my orgasm finally hit. "That's it pretty girl"

I shook against him but he held me tightly so I wouldn't fall, cooing praises into my skin with small kisses. When my breathing finally slowed I leaned my head back forward and opened my eyes. "You did so well baby"

Steve eased himself out of me and I winced at the feeling, quick to lay on my back while he grabbed a towel and a small wash cloth that he damped with hot water. Tapping my knee so I would lift my hips he placed the towel under me, and laid the washcloth between my legs cupping me gently. I jerked at his touched but laughed, relaxing back into his pillows. "You're good at that" I said glancing at him.

"Good at what? Making you cum?"

"mmhmm"

"Well I would hope so, I've been dating you for a while now, I've learned all about your nooks and crannies" He said gesturing to my whole body with his fingers.

I laughed and covered my face. "Do not refer to my body parts as 'nooks and crannies!'"

"Nooks and crannies doesn't turn you on?" He said hovering over me again. A goofy smile plastered on his face.

"Not one bit Harrington"

He sighed a fake sigh of defeat and moved around his room gathering clothing items "You sure?" He asked raising an every brow.

"You test my patients everyday I swear" I threw a pillow at him which he dodged effortlessly.

"Alright, get your ass up, we're getting pancakes" Steve said, standing at the end of the bed, hands on his hips like a dad waiting for his children.

"Pancakes?"

He nodded and repeated "Pancakes"

We spent the rest of our morning in the cool air conditioned diner that was open 24 hours. Stealing maple syrup kisses and annoying each other until we decided to finally make our way back home. The air wasn't as hot as the day before so we had the windows down and the breeze blew my hair messily around my head. "We should get the kids over for a pool day" I said quietly, looking over at Steve. One hand on the wheel, one hand on my thigh. "Yeah they'd like that huh?" He said stealing a side glance at me. "We should grab water balloons so we can attack them when they show up"

"Now you're speaking my language (Y/L/N)!"

#hellfiremunsonn #Steve Harrington #Steve Harrington Stranger Things #Stranger Things #Stranger Things fic #Steve Harrington Fic #Steve Harrington fluff #Steve Harrington smut #Stranger things smut #fluff #Steve Harrington x reader #x reader

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pesterloglog · 3 months

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Jade Harley, Karkat Vantas, Dave Strider, Roxy Lalonde

Page 99-105

JADE: the prince’s power grows.

KARKAT: JESUS CHRIST!

JADE: i feel him resonate through the void.

KARKAT: FUCKING GREAT.

DAVE: dude can you chill for like even a single fucking second

DAVE: also are you ok

KARKAT: OH, PARDON THE FUCK OUT OF ME FOR OVERREACTING A LITTLE WHEN MY GOOD FRIEND "POSSESSED JADE" BUSTS INTO MY RESPITEBLOCK AT 5 AM!

KARKAT: NEXT TIME I’LL JUST PULL THE COVERS BACK AND LET HER CLIMB IN!

JADE: i am uninterested in that scenario.

KARKAT: GREAT! POSSESSED JADE ISN’T EVEN HORNY! HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT?

KARKAT: HOW DID YOU GET IN HERE?

DAVE: yeah i may be totally misunderstanding the intricacies of "next gen technology" designed by an idiot in microshorts

DAVE: but im pretty sure i locked that door

JADE: i unlocked it with my mind.

DAVE: fuck

KARKAT: FANTASTIC.

JADE: the prince’s powers are growing, but so are mine.

KARKAT: WOW? COOL? AND YOU HAD TO COME IN HERE AT THE ASSCRACK OF THE MORNING TO TELL US THIS?

KARKAT: LIKE YOU DON’T FLOAT AROUND LIKE A CREEPY PIECE OF SHIT ALL DAY AS IT IS?

JADE: ...

KARKAT: OH, IS THAT ALL? NOTHING ELSE TO SAY?

DAVE: karkat its fine

DAVE: who cares

KARKAT: YEAH. YOU’RE RIGHT.

KARKAT: IT’S NOT LIKE WE ACTUALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO WAKE UP FOR.

KARKAT: GO BACK TO BED.

DAVE: no dude im up fuck it

DAVE: i want coffee

KARKAT: FUCK! FINE! FUCK IT.

KARKAT: I NEED TO USE THE GAPER ANYWAY.

DAVE: oh me too

KARKAT: DON’T FOLLOW ME.

ROXY: oh what up

ROXY: its a whole ass pajama party up in here

ROXY: couldnt sleep??

KARKAT: JADE WOKE US UP BY BEING CREEPY.

ROXY: oh

ROXY: jade why did u do that

KARKAT: WHAT?

KARKAT: OH SHIT, THERE SHE IS! I DIDN’T EVEN HEAR HER FOLLOW US!

ROXY: sometimes a girls just got to get her drift on i guess

ROXY: it be like that

KARKAT: I PREFERRED WHEN ALL SHE DID WAS FLOAT AROUND AND POINT AT SHIT.

KARKAT: AT LEAST THAT WAS QUIET.

DAVE: yall want coffee

ROXY: sure

KARKAT: YEAH, THANKS.

DAVE: hate to give it up to venture capitalism but this coffee is EONS better than the garbage we had on the meteor

DAVE: this ship is maybe the dumbest thing ive ever looked at but its a give and take right

ROXY: maybe u just developed a taste for it

ROXY: i used to think coffee tasted like ass but drinkin it was another thing i felt like my mom woulda done

ROXY: turns out rose drinks tea and i stockholmed my own dumb butt into liking this addictive bean juice

ROXY: well i mean who knows what she drinks now

ROXY: dirk probs tossed the coffee machine out the space window right away

ROXY: dude doesnt "believe" in "substances"

KARKAT: WHY ARE YOU UP ANYWAY?

ROXY: well i wasnt but then somebody screamed like a rooster boned a teapot and had a noisy lovechild

DAVE: yeah thats basically accurate

KARKAT: FUCK YOU.

DAVE: maybe if youre lucky

KARKAT: THAT JOKE STOPS BEING FUNNY WHEN WE’VE ACTUALLY

KARKAT: UH

KARKAT: IS THERE MILK?

ROXY: lmao

ROXY: in the fridge

DAVE: wheres kanaya

ROXY: idk

ROXY: sleepin i hope

ROXY: last time i saw her she was on the second floor

ROXY: no

ROXY: the third floor observation deck

ROXY: this place is huge

KARKAT: PLEASE.

KARKAT: IT’S MAYBE A TENTH THE SIZE OF THE METEOR.

DAVE: yeah dude but that was basically a city

DAVE: this is more like a castle

DAVE: a castle of idk

DAVE: twenty something ennui

ROXY: anybody hungry

ROXY: i was thinkin about alchemizing some pancakes

ROXY: or maybe eggs

ROXY: they all basically taste the same at the end of the day i think alchemized food is like eighty percent imagination

ROXY: but both of you barely eat and its making me anxious

DAVE: damn thanks mom

DAVE: i mean

DAVE: shit

DAVE: dad

DAVE: roxy

DAVE: fuck sorry im tired

ROXY: haha its ok

ROXY: dont worry about it

DAVE: okay but just because our relatives turned evil doesnt mean we have to act like total animals

DAVE: we can still try to respect each others identities and shit

DAVE: anyway im gonna go check on kanaya

DAVE: possessed jade dont follow me

JADE: i am fine where i am.

DAVE: cool

#homestuck #homestuck^2 #jade harley #karkat vantas #dave strider #roxy lalonde #homestuck^2 act 1 #page 99 #page 100 #page 101 #page 102 #page 103 #page 104 #page 105 #alt calliope

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eli-writes-sometimes · 7 months

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Incorrect quotes tag

Got tagged by the lovely @fire-but-ashes-too, thanks for that!

So i may have got slightly carried away with this, it's under a cut for a reason

Tagging - @druidx @dogmomwrites @new-royston-cursebreakers @holdmyteaplease @oh-no-another-idea @irisisasleep (do you have ocs? idk but this is funny and i think youd approve) and anyone else who wants to this!

Here's the link to the quote generator I used!

So, this is technically a ships tag, but I only have two main ships (Harper and Luke from Superlosers and Rune and Veronica from PPP) so I did those two as well as their two friend groups because I thought it was funny and got a bit carried away.

Also sorry if the spacing is weird, I did half of thi on mobile and half on desktop

Enjoy!

Luke and Harper:

Luke: I want to wake up with you every day for the rest of our lives.

Harper: I wake up at 4:30 AM every day to train.

Luke: I want to see you at some point every day for the rest of our lives.

Harper: Act natural.

Luke: For this kind of situation, the most natural thing would be to panic, so technically I can panic.

Harper: NO, that’s not what I meant! Act like it’s a normal day!

Luke: My ‘normal’ days of late, consist of a lot of panic.

Harper: Will you just cooperate?

Luke: When a person is panicking, they are not apt to cooperate very well!

Luke, sweating: Harper, there’s something I need to ask you-

Harper: Finally! You’re proposing!

Luke: How’d you know?

Harper: Luke, you’ve dropped the ring five times during dinner.

Harper: I even picked it up once.

Harper: Are you okay?

Luke, crying: Yeah, it was just the onions.

Harper: *Picks up an onion* What the fuck did you say to Luke?

Harper, skipping rocks on a lake with Luke: It’s such a beautiful evening.

Luke: Yeah, it is.

Luke: *whispering* Take that you fucking lake.

And here's the whole group!

Ivy: What starts with F and ends with Uck?

Asher: No it doesn't.

Harper: Firetruck!

Luke: FUCK!

Luke: *running into the room* Harper just said they don’t love me anymore!

Ivy: What?!

Harper: *following them in* I did not say that. I just said that we are not driving all the way across the country just so you can punch Asher in the face.

*Ivy drunkenly wanders around the house and Harper is drunkenly giggling*

Luke, completely sober: *sighs* Well, looks like it's just me and you against the wold, Asher.

Asher, going to their room: Nope, just you. *shuts door*

*during a group project*

Asher: *does 99% of the work*

Luke: *has no idea what’s going on*

Ivy: *says they’re gonna help but does not*

Harper: *disappears at the very beginning and doesn’t show up again until the very end*

Harper: That's ridiculous, Luke doesn't have a crush on me.

Asher: Yes they do.

Ivy: Yes they do.

Luke: Yes I do.

Ivy: Made you all playlists!

Ivy: Asher, yours has only heavy metal, and is dark like your soul.

Ivy: Luke, yours has sad songs and blues to pair with your crippling depression.

Ivy: And Harper has the ABBA Gold album.

Asher: *sees Luke and Harper together*

Asher: They're cute. I would put them on a boat.

Ivy: You mean... you ship them?

Here's Vera and Rune!

Vera: I’ve been dropping them the most insanely obvious hints for like a year now. No response. Rune: Wow. They sound stupid. Vera: But they’re not. They’re really smart actually. Just dense. Rune: Maybe you need to be more obvious? Like, I don’t know… “Hey! I love you!” Vera: I guess you’re right. Hey Rune, I love you. Rune: See! Just say that! Vera: Holy fucking shit. Rune: If that flies over their head then, sorry Vera, but they're too dumb for you. Vera: Rune.

Rune: I am so cool. I am an absolute Chad. I am the epitome of coolness and awesomeness— Vera: Hi. Rune: melts down in a flustered heap of softness

Rune: Do you want to explain the text you sent me last night? Vera: It was autocorrect. Rune: Autocorrect wrote "You're so hot. Please step on me."? Vera: Yes.

Vera: Are you really planning to shoot the demon? Rune: Don't worry, it's a holy gun. Vera: How so? Rune: It makes holes. (thank you quincy morris)

And the whole friend group!

Vera: wow you and Kai are home early from the movies. What happened? Rune: We got kicked out because Kai wouldn't stop yelling diving scores as people jumped off the titanic. Kai: That last guy had a solid 8, I'm telling you!

Vera: So how’s the food Rune made? Kai: It's great! Compliments to them. Vera: goes to the kitchen Vera: You're adorable. Rune: blushes

Vera: We all have our demons. Rune, grabbing Kai: This one’s mine!

Vera: Why did you guys dress up as each other for Halloween? Rune: Kai is the scariest thing I could think of! Kai: Rune told me I should pick the dumbest costume possible.

Kai: Ooh, somebody has a crush Rune: Pfft, I don’t have a crush on Vera I just think they’re cool, it’s not like I stay up at night thinking about them. Later that night Rune, very much awake: Uh oh.

#thanks for the tag!#eli doesnt write sometimes #eli tags sometimes #tag game #incorrect quotes #wip ppp #superlosers #kai ppp #rune ppp #vera ppp #get a load of these losers #<- superlosers group tag

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emotionally-damaged-carrot · 2 years

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hi could i request a marc spector x male reader where marc struggles with internalized homophobia and the reader tries to help him through it. maybe marc tries to push reader away because hes trying to force himself to be straight?

Marc Spector x Male Reader

Good endings can come from bad beginnings

(Idk if I followed the request correctly, I hope I did.)

I just know the wedding thingy will bite me in the ass later on, please don't come after me. I just wanted to add it cause I thought it would be fitting, I just googled most of the stuff there and copy pasted it. If I offended anyone with the stuff I have written here in any way please do tell, so I can rewrite this. Please no hate(?) I tried my best.

Hope you enjoy!

(I sincerely hope no one is offended, cause holy shit I don't want to face the wrath of the internet.)

(And I did it cause I wanted to stick with Marc being jewish, cause I like it.)

I thought nothing could get better when I met Layla, her soft beautiful tanned skin, her eyes that look like the a bottomless pit that you can fall for eternity and never get tired, her soft curly black hair was the cherry on top. She was just perfect.

Until y/n came into view, I didn't want to believe it that I liked him, that I yearned to have him in my arms, I put it all on my divorce with Layla. But I can't run away forever.

Now, here we are in bed with y/n hugging me from the side, his head on my chest and arms around my waist. One of my hands on his hair, smoothing out his morning hair.

Even with him being this close, and even after doing what we did last night, I still wanted to believe I was straight. That I was did not like men, like this is just a one time thing. Just like what I have been saying for the past 5 months we've been together.

I just didn't want to believe it, this is not me.

I slowly got up from the bed, moving his head slowly and carefully as to not wake him up, grabbing my clothes that were strewn across the floor, I decided to go outside to clear my head to stop thinking about him.

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Waking up to seeing your lover nowhere near was concerning. Sure it was typical of him to leave without a note, but that was at night to do his moon knight things, now it's morning. After checking everywhere in our apartment, I decided to just make breakfast for the two of us incase he ever decides to show up.

——————

After going for a walk around the park I finally managed to think of something. If I push him away he would not want to be with me anymore, he will break up with me and I can finally go with a woman this time. But after thinking about that plan, it saddened me, thinking about hurting him, imagining his tear stained cheeks and his puffy red eyes looking at me with such hurt. It hurt me. And I didn't want it to.

Walking through the door of our apartment, I smell the tempting aroma of his signature bacon and pancakes that always made me want more made me crave for him. For him to be with me forever. I am not supposed to think like this. I should've just ignored him since day 1.

"Marc?"

His voice called out, sounding like a siren in the middle of the ocean, calling for a lone soldier.

"Y-yes?"

"I made some breakfast, go sit on the chair it'll be ready in a few seconds, just need to put it on the plates."

Hearing him mention breakfast makes me realize just how hungry I am.

"It's okay, I already ate."

I say swallowing a hard, thinking about the food he had prepared.

"Ow."

The disappointment and sadness in his voice made it even harder for me push him away.

Moving towards our bed I get a glimpse of him on the table sitting on a chair with his food infront of him, a fork on one of his hands while the other supports his head. He had a sad look on his face that just made me want to apaologize to him. I need to stop thinking like this, I need him gone. He's corrupting me.

After taking a deep breath I proceed to sit on the bed and remove my socks and shoes leaving me bare foot.

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"M-marc is something wrong? Did I do something?"

"Nothing."

"You're never like this ever since we met, you never miss a chance to be with me, did I-"

"I said it's nothing, just eat your food and leave me alone."

"O-okay."

"W-wait, I'm sorry, I-I just... I-"

He didn't get to finish before breaking down, I can see tears well up in his eyes. On instinct I immidiately went to him hugging him, giving him comfort. He clung to me like I was his life line.

"It's okay, you don't have to explain anything right now. Take your time, no pressure."

I say with my face on his hair my arms holding him to my chest, one of his hands held on to my arm tight while the other on my waist pulling me close.

"I-I-I'm sorry. I-it's just tha-"

"You don't have to explain anything right now. Take your time, don't force it. Let's wait for you to calm down first."

I say holding him tighter with him now full on sobbing. We stayed like that for a while until I heard his breaths even out, pulling back, I look at his face to see him with a peaceful look although with tear stains on his cheeks. He still looked handsome.

Laying him down on the bed and fixing his position so he was more comfortable and pulling the blanket up to his waist.

"Rest up, I will be here whenever you're ready."

I whisper as I kiss his forehead and get back to the kitchen to clean up and take a shower after, just now feeling the wet spot on him chest.

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Waking up for the second time today, I sit up on the bed, seeing y/n come into view.

"How you feeling?"

"G-good."

I say looking at him with eyes that must be saying the opposite.

"No, you're not, you can tell me you know?"

"Tell you what?"

"Anything, you don't have to keep it in you know? I'm here to show you love, as well as take care of you. All because you deserve it, and you managed to make me fall for you."

"I-it's no-"

"Tell me that it's nothing and I will waterboard you."

He says with a smile, that same smile that made me fall for him, that made me feel feeling that I don't want to feel but can't help.

"It's just, I hate feeling this way about you, I don't want to love you, but I can't help it. And I don't know what to do, I'm j-just so confused, I'm angry at myself for feeling this way about you, but everytime I see you my heart just goes crazy. My mind wonders off to space with you."

"That's okay, it will go away, you just need time. And I will be there with you the whole way through. Whether you like it or not, whether you stop loving me or not. I will help you through this."

He says walking to me and sitting beside me, wrapping an arm around my shoulder and pulling me towards him and I can't help but just let him.

"I will help you no matter what you think of me. I will always be here to hold your hand when you feel alone, when you feel like you have no one. I will be here to hold you when you feel cold. I will be here for you."

"Thank you."

I say leaning more on him.

"Don't mention it, that's what I'm here for. To show you that loving who you like isn't bad."

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From that day on, whenever I would have those moments of anger for liking men, I would just run to him to help me. To ground me.

When the thoughts become too much, I would run to him to pull me out of the hole.

Day after day, the thoughts and that anger slowly went away.

And now here we stand infront of the altar, exchanging vows looking at each other's eyes with love. Smiles seem to be permanently glued to our faces.

"And do you, Marc Spector, take Y/n L/n to be your husband, promising to cherish and protect him, whether in good fortune or in adversity, and to seek together with him a life hallowed by the faith of Israel?"

"I do."

"Now may I have the rings?"

The rabbi says. The ring bearer walks forward and presents the ring, we put the rings on each other's fingers our smiles never faltering, but only grew brighter.

"Y/n, I give you this ring, that you may wear it, as a symbol of the vows we have made this day. I pledge you my love, and respect, my laughter and my tears. With all that I am, I honour you."

"Marc, I give you this ring, that you may wear it, as a symbol of the vows we have made this day. I pledge you my love, and respect, my laughter and my tears. With all that I am, I honour you."

"You may now seal your vows with a kiss."

We smile and we kiss each other, our mouths dance with passion and love. Pulling back we rest our foreheads on the other.

"I love you, Marc."

"I love you, y/n."

#x male reader #x reader #moon knight #y/n #gay #marvel #marc spector x reader #marc spector x male reader #mcu

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fallingforel · 1 year

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Arabella pt 5-Playing on my mind.

masterlist

“No. No. don’t be sorry bug, you have every right to. Besides I’m probably gonna yosh in someones mouth soon if I stay any longer, plus I dont want some random coming up and going in for the kiss” reaching inside his blazer pocket to check for the time “and It’s 5 past three I can hardly see and if i stay up any longer I’ll probably pass out so its probably best if we go now anyway.”

warnings: idk if there is any? please let me know if there is.

as always the ask box is always open so if you have any questions about this series me in general or just have some suggestions please let me know thank you- el

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It didn’t take us that long to get to the hotel 5 minutes at best considering how close the venue the church and the hotel were from eachother besides Matty and I know Wilmslow like the back of our hands having grown up here our whole lives.

“That’s the thing you know, you can run from this small town as much as you want but Wilmslow will always be in our hearts, I don’t think we’ll ever manage to get rid of it bug” Matty says before stopping infront of my hotel room door.

“Yeah, I think thats gonna be the death of me the fact that we’ll all keep coming back for everything, we’re never gonna be able to escape it theres always going to be something going on and who knows in like 40 years we’ll be coming back for our friends funeral’s, because they’re never gonna leave” I say as I’m unlocking the door with my key I fished from my clutch that Matty kindly went and got for me before we left, Lucy came outside apologising for him turning up, she felt really bad but it wasn’t her fault.

“you comin’ in stink? Don’t think you’ll be able to sleep without me otherwise.” I say gesturing my head inside raising my eyebrows.

“yeah fuck it why not, I actually don’t think Lucy set me up with a hotel room. I think she just thought I’d be fine with shacking up with George or going to find a hook up for the night” He says as he’s walking over the threshold into the bedroom.

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“do you reckon, I’ll live and die in a band?” Matty finally pipes up, After 5 minutes of comfortable silence under the duvet on the bed.

“Honestly? I don’t know Matty you might, I mean you, G, Ross and Hann are like best of friends and have been in a band for a decade now, I think you might, but life changes and it moves so who’s to know”

“I like this stink, lets say things that have been playing on our minds, you go.”

I sigh and I think about things that have been on my mind recently. “ I can’t swim very well”

“I didn’t know that”

“you wouldn’t be able to tell, I only go in the shallow end when we go swimming so that I don’t make an embarrassment of myself and my swimming skills don’t kill me, you know get me drowned and that” I say.

“you know in all the years I’ve known you, you have never told me that you can’t swim very well. I can’t believe there are things I still don’t know about you”

“well stink, I think that must be the only thing you don’t know about me now”

“You know my last relationship?”

“yeah that girl who was so possessive about her food, that it was just like creepy”

“I know, it was like she once said to me when we went for food you have yours and I’ll have mine, after I tried to take a bite of her food, you know cos thats what couples do” he pauses waiting for me to reply which I just reply with a nod.

“anyway when I put something on we used to just sit on our phones for half the time and I thought when she said just put anything on, it was gonna be like oh put anything on we won’t watch it because we’ll be too interested in eachother but no it was the boring version of just put anything on” he finishes.

“Yeah that’s so weird, oh pass me the tablets on your side will you I’ve gotta take them, stupid idiotic headaches I wake up with in the morning”

he takes them from the side but before he hands them too me he reads the lable “don’t take these pills if you’ve been drinking any wine, how much have you had bug”

“Like 1 glass, I’ll be fine I’ve already checked with my doctor if it’s okay, don’t worry it is” he then hands them to me and I take one and swallow it.

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“I think I’ve seen the side of every road you know.”

“what do you mean like metaphorically or physically”

“both”

“they all lead somewhere Matty and what’s gonna come next down each and every road is a suprise.”

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“Do you think I’ll get divorced when I’m old?” Matty Pipes up again

“Okay stink, calm down you’re not even married yet so you don’t have to worry about that one for a good few years yet, we’ve got ages to live for yet why settle down now?” I say before I shiver and pull the covers up “why am I always cold?”

“I don’t know not enough vitamin D in you?”

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“I met one of your boyfriends once, he was on your sofa waiting for you to come home I think you nipped out to the shop and I came in wanting to see if you wanted to go out that night, dont get me wrong he was dead nice but he just bored me by saying things that interest me exist outside space and time”

“oh I remember that boyfriend he was dead annoying, who says that anyway? Honestly such a sigh, I know I should’ve left it but then it all kicked off, and we ended up kicking off, we ended up breaking it off, but the whole thing has been playing on my mind”

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-MATTY’S POV-

“bug?” I call out after we’ve been laying in silence for a few minutes.

only to be met withy soft snoring sounds, so I silently confess the last thing that I wanted to say but I don’t think I had the courage to say it to her when she was conscious

“I think It’s strange that I still call you when I’ve got nothing to say, but the truth is bug is that I still adore you, your voice, your face, my lord you are gorgeous no wonder you became a model. It doesn’t really matter anyway because you’ve got Alex now. Anyway, I’d be a shite boyfriend anyway, sort of the opposite to how I don’t buy clothes online, I’m worried about the fit. But it’s different to me in relationships, I get suff wrong all the time, take me out put me on, yada yada, all these things have been playing on my mind.”

And suddenly I get spooked because I hear a voice say back to me

“I don’t think you are a shit boyfriend Matty, I think all the girls are the wrong fit for you”

“Oh, bug. You freaked me out you weren’t meant to hear that”

“Oh, shush Matty, don’t worry I only heard about you comparing your relationships to buying online clothes, anyway, shut up now I have to be up early, got a flight to mexico, got that music video shoot don’t I kinda hoping you might take me to the airport in my car”

“yeah, yeah I can take ya, what time do you need to be at the airport I’m assuming it’s manchester one yeah?”

“yeah, yeah it is and 9 so we kinda need to rest now”

“okay okay, lets go to sleep now”

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-YOUR POV-

I wake up around 8 waking Matty up to get ready because knowing us by the time we’re actually get up we would’ve needed to leave already.

“Stink!” I call out only to be met with Matty popping his head out the door with a toothbrush hanging out his mouth, earning a clear mouthful of toothpaste “yeah?”

“I’m just gonna find out where George, Ross and Hann are and say goodbye probably won’t see them for two weeks. Who knows how long I’ll be out there”

“kay, see you in a bit.”

Strolling out the door I find a lift I call it up to my floor, It comes fairly quickly, weirdly enough George steps out looking like he’d been dragged through a bush backwards.

“G! I was just coming to find you, look like you haven’t slept in years”

“thats cos I didn’t” he replies with a grin and wiggling his eyebrows.

“George! you got lucky?”

“believe I wasn’t the only one?”

“what do you mea- oh no I just went back with Matty not like that at all but you know like he took me back because I saw my ex and everything. Anyway I actually came to find you because I have come to say goodbye”

“What do you mean goodbye? you’re coming back with us are you not?”

“no not exactly... I have a shoot... In mexico I could be gone for one to two weeks depends how long it takes me and if Lula decides to get me more jobs while I’m out there, Matty’s taking me to the airport, so he’s not heading back with you lot either, I’m guessing he’s gonna go see Denise probably stay at hers tonight then head back to London tommorow, you guys haven’t got to be in the studio till wednesday right?”

“yeah, you’re right no studio time till wednesday, recording our first ever album I genuinely hope I don’t fuck it up y/n/n”

“Don’t worry you won’t, the biggest person who could fuck it up would be Matty and you fucking well know it”

“yeah, you’re right, I think it could go well with us actually having a decent and stable name now, don’t you think that the 1975 sounds like an award winning name?”

“yeah, I think it does G you’re right. Look I have to go find Ross and Adam now, before I’m late, I’ll see you in two weeks”

“see you in two weeks y/n/n” he says extending his arms out to offer me a hug which I gladly accept.

We stay like that for a few minutes I think we both really needed it.

“Right best be off before Matty gets mad, hell, even Lula, gotta also say bye to Ross and Adam, don’t want them wondering where I went and then getting mad that they didn’t get a goodbye.” I say swinging my arms back and forth, and gesturing my arms behind me.

“You don’t know what rooms they’re in do you?”

“I do! I know what room Adam’s in room 321!”

“not even close! Adams in room 432, and Ross is in 447″

“Thank you, you big tree see you in two weeks”

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After I’ve said goodbye to Adam and Ross, I make my way back to my room as it’s just about time for Matty and I to leave, when I enter my room, It seems empty, there was no sign of Matty anywhere so I phone him

“yep!”

“stink where are you?”

“packed up the room and the car for you, got your suitcase and your handbag, and those stupid pills. god sake, all you need to do is drop the key off at reception and you’re good to go I’m waiting in your car for you”

“ah! Thank you!”

“No need just hurry up will you, you’re giving me a migrane with you’re loud screeching”

“okay coming!” I then hang up the phone and go downstairs and hand my key over to reception thanking them for a good stay and head out the doors to where Matty was stood by my car foot up against the door smoking one of my cigarettes as per usual.

“What have I told you about smoking my organic cigarettes, they cost an arm and a leg you know”

“I know I know, ooh when you go through airport customs, on the way back can you get me some more cigarettes, duty free please, I’ll give you the money”

“yes yes okay, now get in the car and drive, we’re gonna be late if you continue”

“okay! okay! calm down woman, I can get us there”

“right then drive will you and quit smoking my cigarettes”

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It takes us around 8 minutes to get there the traffic being light as most people were at home on a sunday and didn’t really fancy going out this early in the morning.

Matty walked as far as he could and we said goodbye,

“Right, stay safe don’t get hurt but most of all have so much fun yeah, promise me that bug, don’t get upset that we’re not there”

“I won’t I won’t I’ll have Talullah, man that girl knows how to party”

And suddenly my gate was announced

“guess you’ve really got to go now huh?”

“yes I have stink, but look don’t worry, I’ll be back in a few weeks have lots of fun enjoy recording, oh and look after G yeah? he’s a bit worried he’s gonna fuck up the recording.”

“What? that’s stupid. If anyone’s gonna fuck it up it’s gonna be me, right I will I’ll see you in two weeks”

“yep I know that’s what I said! I adore you, stink bye” I say walking towards where my gate was.

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-MATTYS POV-

After dropping Y/n off at the airport I decided to head to my mums after all I needed a bit of her advice especially what had happened the night before and this morning.

“Matty love is that you?, What are you doing here? I thought you were heading back to London?” My mum called out she was sat

“I was but I need your advice, really bad, after all you give out really good advice on Loose women”

“Look, I’d love to give out my advice, you know I will always give out my advice to you. But right now I’m a bit busy, I’m just having tea with someone, can we do this in a bit? stick around? spend some time with Louis? and we can sort this out in a bit, when she’s gone?” My mum comes out into the hallway where I was stood previously, whispering now, clearly not wanting her guest to know that I had some troubles and needed a mother’s advice

“Hiya Matty Love, y’alrigh? doin’ okay?” y/m/n calls out

“Hiya y/m/n!” I shout out to her before turning back to the conversation I was having with my mum previously. “Actually, could we do this now, in the kitchen, I think I would benefit from having her advice aswell.”

“Fine!” my mum said back to me before turning on her heels and throwing her hands up and walking back to the dining room, where she was previously.

“Y’alrigh Matty love you look a bit worse for wear, darlin’” y/m/n turns to me.

“Yeah, I’m okay, look, I’m gonna be honest I’ve come for a bit of advice.”

“Oh! what is it sweetheart? are you having girl troubles is that what it is?”

“Yeah, you could call it that, there’s this girl right, and I have loved her, for so long, like since I could even remember yeah? And one of my mates liked her aswell so we’d have endless arguments about who was better for her and so one day our other mates had enough of it so they called us to make a pact that none of us would date her. Then after that I started hanging around her more and more and the feelings just never went away I guess, and so she keeps on getting into relationships after relationships and I just watched her get heartbroken again and again and I would have to pick up the pieces again and again and I would just have to conceal my feelings for her when all I wanted to do was shout it from the rooftops. Anyway, I think it all came to a bit of a head last night, we went back to her hotel room and just sat there and chatted and then I thought she was asleep, so I said that I sort of loved her, but I’m not sure if she heard it because she said that she woke up after I had confessed that and so I’m wondering if I should bring it up to her when I see her next or not? Because she’s got this great thing going with a guy she likes and I’m not sure if I want to ruin that for her if it ends up being terrific, not to mention ruining our friendship.”

“Oh Matty, you sound like you’ve got yourself, into a right pickle there, doesn’t it? Is this my y/n you’re on about?”

“Yeah, kinda, I just love her so so much, and I don’t know what to do, I think she heard me because last night, I said that I adored her, and this morning when we were saying our goodbyes at the airport she said that she adores me and now it’s just all a massive mess and I don’t know what to do.”

“Okay okay look calm down Matty love you’re getting yourself overwhelmed for nothing, that girl says she adores everyone. She’s been saying I adore you, ever since she could learn to talk ( I blame her dad for that one) so I wouldn’t worry too much about that. As for the pact thing, talk to these friend of yours sit them down and ask to review it, it’s a siily little thing you made when you were teens you are adults now I’m sure you can fix that. And as for the guy she’s dating, you’ve got no other option to wait it out I’m afraid, you can’t turn her into a cheat, that would be too much, especially if the media find out it would ruin her reputation, and yours. But as far as a mother’s approval goes I think you would be perfect for my girl and I’m sure y/d/n would too”

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-YOUR POV-

After my long haul flight I get off and go to the arrivals bit where A driver is holding a car he leads me out to it and opens the door for me where I’m greeted inside with my Assistant/ talent manager, Talullah, we met in college where I was doing a modelling class and she was doing a marketing course. We became best friends ever since which makes our working relationship together better than it would’ve been if I was paired with some other company.

“Hello gorgeous, how’ve you been, haven’t seen you in ages. Look I know it’s not ideal and you would like a lay of the land first but I have literally got to take you to the shoot first.”

“hey! I’m good, I know feels like forever but I did take a couple of weeks off just to take some R&R, I even met a guy, and that does suck but I’d rather do it today than tommorow because I bet I’d be all jetlaggy”

“the fact that you met a guy is good, it sucks literally being in that heartbreak period, but it does get you a really good glow up”

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After a long conversation, of what felt like 10 minutes but was actually what I found out to be half an hour, we arrived at the location for the shoot and it seemed amazing

“right we’ve gotta get you meeting those artists, they’ve been waiting for the main event to arrive”

“tell me what they’re like please please Lula please” I say

“No because they’re literally in that trailer there go on”

I run up opening the door only to be met with a pair of familiar brown chocolate eyes

“Alex?”

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end of chap 5.

#matty healy #matty healy x reader #matty healy x oc #matty healy x you #matty healy x y/n #matty healy fluff #Alex Turner #alex turner x reader #alex turner x you #alex turner x y/n #alex turner meet cute #alex turner x oc #the 1975 #arctic monkeys #ross mcdonald #Adam Hann #george daniel #Spotify

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domestick-clairvoyante · 1 year

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i had a super weird/upsetting dream last night and i usually dont think much about my dreams but this one has been kind of stuck in my head since i woke up… and then i found your blog!

TW: the content is somewhat graphic.

the dream was that we had a “turkey” in a glass cage in our apartment. and it was like, dying slowly. idk if it was sick or if we had stopped taking care of it or what. i think it was a combination of the two. anyway, sometimes it would look super dead, laying in a cirlce, its feet all bloated, feathers missing, skin moist and discolored… and its beak had rotted away, this little tongue just sticking out. it looked so dead and was apparently rotting so that when we took it out of this little rock shelter, it peeled off and had molded to the shape of the container— and some of the feathers stuck to the inside of the rock. but when it wasnt looking dead it would get up and walk around but still looked so indescribably grotesque. and it looked at me like it wanted to kill me. what stuck out the most was how badly i didnt want to touch it but i couldn’t avert my gaze either.

hello lovely,

that does sound upsetting! i'm going to be honest with you - dreams are odd. they tend to be very contradictory and abstract, and all-around perplexing. hopefully, i'll be able to make it less confusing for you :)

a disclaimer: it can be difficult to interpret dreams as a whole, primarily because there are so many different meanings and symbols to be gleaned from them. please take my interpretation with a grain of salt!

if you don’t want to read through the whole interpretive process, scroll down to ‘In a Rush?“ <3

we’ll start by looking at basic symbols as a foundation:

the (dying) turkey: traditionally, turkeys are seen as symbols of abundance, profit and prosperity. they are commonly recognised as a cultural symbol of forgiveness and celebration. but, given the context of the dream, this may not be the case! now, death in dreams is not immediately unfavourable. without context, it does not have apparent negative or positive connotations. it often points to the end of something in your life, and the beginning of something new.

neglect/sickness: neglect is quite an obvious concept to interpret, and can be taken at face value - there may be some aspect of yourself that you are not paying enough attention to. sickness, on the other hand, is not as straightforward. it has dual meanings on both the positive and negative side of the spectrum: a sense of hopelessness, and a need to take some time to look after yourself. it may also indicate that you feel unsatisfied in your waking life.

the glass cage/rock shelter: you mentioned two types of cages the turkey was contained in. i'm not sure if this was deliberate, but I'll offer interpretations for them both anyway! glass cages are symbols of restraint and disconnectedness. it may suggest that you are feeling stuck whilst watching others around you go on. the rock shelter, on the other hand, appears only when you remove the turkey from its enclosure. this, i find intriguing. rocks symbolise security and stability - but the turkey's physical removal from the rocks may be a manifestation of a lack of security and stability in your own life.

your apartment: locations usually lend context to your dream. apartments, and typically homey locations in general, represent the area of material possessions, the home (which goes hand-in-hand with feelings of comfort and safety) and personal relationships. this leads me to believe that the general theme of your dream may lean slightly more towards those aspects of your life.

other notes: "it looked at me like it wanted to kill me." (about the turkey) "what stuck out the most was how badly i didnt want to touch it but i couldn’t avert my gaze either." (about your interactions with the turkey)

i don't have much context to weave the symbols into, so i'll leave out this section of the interpretation for now. let me know if you'd like to come back to it later.

💫🌟In a Rush? Or Simply Not a Fan of Long Texts? Read the Final Interpretation Below🌟💫

given the symbols and other clues we have collected, i think the general theme of your dream surrounds a decline in abundance and prosperity (not necessarily financial) in your life, leading to a sense of lost security and stability.

you might feel unsatisfied with where you are right now. you may feel disconnected from the rest of the world, potentially experiencing a sensation of being 'stuck' whilst the lives of others continue around you. this feeling of dissatisfaction has affected your personal comfort and the connections you hold with others.

while you are hesitant to directly touch upon the issue, it is something that you have been aware of for a while. however, you find yourself ignoring it.

going forward, you need to tackle the issue head-on. but you also need to remember to take it easy on yourself. this is a difficult period in your life - allow yourself to pause and take a moment to breathe.

this is the time to step back and process your next steps <3

i’m sending love your way! and i hope this helps - let me know if you need any clarification :)

(i have tagged potential triggers, but please let me know if i should add any more)

#tw dark content #tw graphic #tw death #tw animal death #tw animal dying #dreams #dream interpretation #dreaming #dream #mine #not witchcraft #nutmoney

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centralnart · 2 years

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kakashi playlist

tired dog man my beloved

rambling abt the songs under the cut

scarecrow

stolen from kirpy's playlist, it just. fits too much. it's like a theme song. yknow. cause his name means scarecrow.

running up that hill

ah yes, the guilt. this is The Vibe, kakashi about everyone he's lost or feel like he's wronged in his life. survivor's guilt, trying to believe he's not worthless. i love angst and if I only could / i'd make a deal with god /and I'd get him to swap our places you don't want to hurt me / but see how deep the bullet lies

despicable

i don't have anything to say about this song just lyrics to share. it's very very anbu era kakashi tbh one day you will understand / why I pushed you away as I ran / and you will find a better man than I am and if I were you, I wouldn't love me neither the boy who fell into the sky / had no one there to watch him cry / he looked at you with his empty eyes

sleeping with ghosts

depressed almost adult kakashi, post minato death. his entire team is dead. he doesn't have any family to speak of. at least he's still got gai <3 soulmate dry your eye / soulmate never dies

hayloft I & II

it's literally just a vibe, there is nothing else to say i just wanted to have them in his playlist. it's unhinged and there's so many cool lines. also for some reason now on the internets hayloft is a trans song. trans kakashi my beloved <3

how soon is now?

the hatake urge to have daddy issues <3 kakashi's feelings about his father are probably very complicated, and i love the fic shadows, blinding for the hatake clan lore, but also for exploring both the way kakashi resents and misses his father since his death, and because of the choice he made to die and leave him alone as a child i am the son and heir / of nothing in particular

song to say goodbye

ngl when making kakashi's playlist i went through my library just picking the saddest songs i love. this is absolutely one of my favourite placebo song too. i feel like it is simultaneously his inner monologue to himself (you are one of god's mistakes / you crying, tragic waste of skin) (now, I'm tryin' to wake you up / to pull you from the liquid sky / cause if I don't, we'll both end up / with just your song to say goodbye) but also about obito and rin, who, to him, died before they got to grow up. they remained frozen in time, and more ghosts than people to him (before our innocence was lost / you were always one of those / blessed with lucky sevens / and a voice that made me cry)

on the nature of daylight

nice instrumental break, idk it makes me think that maybe after the war, even if he still had his ghosts, some parts of him have started healing. this song is like those split moment in recovery that you get, where everything is clear and you go it wasn't all my fault after all

lights are on

for some reason it made me think of babykashi having to learn to live without his dad. without any family. grief is hard, even more when you're a kid, so he probably only really processed some parts of that grief as an adult, looking back on his childhood, before and after sakumo's suicide god stood me up / and I don't know why / lights are on / but nobody's home

please, please, please let me get what i want

the truth is in the title, and also the lyrics see, the life I've had can make a good man bad

last words of a shooting star

kakashi dying in the pein attack vibe, just "well this is it i guess" and I am relieved that I'd left my room tidy / they'll think of me kindly when they come for my things / they'll never know how I'd stared at the dark in that room

no one is ever going to want me

i just. please listen to this song. in full. the build up and drop around 6 minutes in is insane.

I'm armed to the teeth / like a fucking animal / I ruin everything / I get my bony hands on

over the bridge of sighs / we will get a cross like christ, crucified

i wanna feel like i feel when i'm asleep

#naruto #kakashi hatake #playlist #-

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kithtaehyung · 2 years

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I just read 3tan7 and I'm sobbing into my hello kitty blanket. I'll tell you why. I'm in a long distance relationship since 7+ years. It's not pretty, it takes away so much from my soul but it also gives me hope and makes me want to wake up everyday. We've only seen each other 6times in our entire relationship, don't ask why. I lie at my home and fly to see him. Sometimes he does the same. Everytime we see each other we forget that the world exists for a few days, it's just us in our happy bubble. And when the day where we have to leave arrives, we make love and we look into each other's eyes with a thousand emotions, most of them being how much our hearts are breaking that we don't even know when we'll be seeing each other in person next. We kiss goodbye with promises of love and tears of hurt. We haven't seen each other or hugged or kissed or made love or held hands since January 2020 after which covid hit us like a bitch. Believe me when I tell you it physically hurts me to even think about him now but we're keeping our shit together either way.

Reading the last part of 3tan7 just took me back 2.5 years to the day I saw and made love to him and I could feel so much in such little time reading it, it's insane. Its not quite same, I know. It's completely different but it's also not, you know? Both of them want to make the best of the little time they had left because no one really fucking knows when they would be close like that. It's true, every word you wrote describing everything they felt. It happens. Its not just fictional. Maybe it happened in a different way for me but it did.

Now that I've written you a thesis, imma go hydrate myself because I cried like 1.5 buckets. You could water your plants with all my tears and my therapist shall hear about this super soon. I will be sending the bill across, love you.

Just FYI, I fucking love the way you write, please NEVER stop. We need you to write. In case it wasn't apparent, I loved 3tan7 so fucking much. Including all the waterworks that followed because it's life and we are here to feel. I feel more than required sometimes, idk man, sue me.

oh.. oh my gosh. i just want to go to wherever you are and hug you and bring you right to your partner this INSTANT!! your story is so beautiful and i'm sitting here trying not to cry for the upteenth time today. wow.

i am so proud of you both for persevering through it all, and it's a testament to your love how long you've fought. love is a choice and if your story isn't proof then i dunno what the hell is. thank you for sharing your story and it means so much to me that this one spoke to you.

it does happen. i wanted that specific emotion, the one you get when you know something has to end and you don't know when it will start again. i tried my best to put that into words and your feedback is super encouraging.

yes, please hydrate!! i will go do the same after today and tonight. send the bill omg tell your therapist i just wrote my heart out😭

and thank you endlessly. i hope i never have to stop, but kind people like you and words like yours will certainly keep me going for as long as i can. and you're so right. it's life. we're all human.

#this hit me like a truck #oh my god😭#i don't even know what else to say #other than i know y'all are gonna be ok #anon #asks:3tan #3tan7 #lovely people #*ryenfictalk #mailbox💌

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hyunverse · 1 year

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omfg i cannot imagine a life without fall. that is so tragic. the rory gilmore vibe is definitely there especially bc i live in nyc so you can really get the fall grasp yk ? YEA can we please talk about changbin in the samsung ad bc holy shit. he’s like. legit perfect. aren’t they all tho like isn’t that why we’re all here in the first place 🤭. i cant get enough of them

100% agree i can’t imagine having a s/o rn. tooooo much work and i’m just not mentally there yet yk 😭 the thought is a lot nicer than the reality of it

i can bet money that you would beat me and that i am far from a bowling prodigy 😔. i have no coordination whatsoever. i’m also extremely short with tiny hands and arms (me and felix are twins) so i’d look an absolute fool LMAO. and it is so cute we do the opposites at the same time but still can communicate like just little humans doing cute little human things on our little phones

cute minho pics 100% made my day better. his little pout i’m distraught <///3. this is my second day w an awful migraine idk what my deal is 💔. i hope your day was good tho and you get some good rest tonight love :)) i read some of your hyunjin stuff again before falling asleep last night and i swear i shed a tear. too much fluff for my sick heart hyunjin just makes me SOFT

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tragic innit 💔 i sound british ANYWAY. waa u live in nyc? that’s sickkkk. how’s life there like? i only ever see nyc people complain abt the rodents on the streets and random people tryna get u to listen to their mixtape 💀 i hope ure not. . . rodent infested? all jokes pls dont hate me </3 the seungmin kinnie in me popped out for a sec.

changbin’s biceps r so big it gives me the urge to sink my teef in them. go absolutely bonkers with it </3

during my last semester, my roommate had a boyfriend, and she would argue with her boyfriend pretty much everyday so it kind of made me not want one. because imagine finishing your assignments at 1am, and arguing with your boyfriend ‘til 4am? and then having to wake up at 6? i don’t think i can handle that. so many of my friends’ boyfriends ended up being a bit controlling too, not letting them go out and have fun with guy friends. (even with other girls around them!) i feel like at this age, i want the freedom to do anything i want, u get me? a boyfriend would definitely stop that.

it’s ok, i bowl funny too. i’m pretty sure the way i bowl the ball isn’t correct but we r all unique ‼️ who cares if im not swinging my arm right? LMAOO. i have long arms but my hands are tiny so i guess we’re matching at that too 😭 i love felix’s tiny hands. especially when they’re compared with hyune’s like. . . he got hyune looking like a whole gorilla 😟

u are my tiny silly little companion in my tiny silly little phone <3 i’m glad minho made u feel better, i hope your day is better today! i’m sorry to hear about your migraine, my love. have you taken painkillers? drink enough water and do take your meals on time or i will fly to nyc and do it for u. (this is a threat.) my day was so slow LMAO i did absolutely nothing! though i did receive exciting news — got a 4.0 gpa and into the dean’s list!! ‘m overjoyed!! spent the day laying as reward. (thats my excuse for being lazy) thank u for reading my fics hehe. comments like that make me wanna keep going :-) i wanna write a oneshot abt playing with his hair!!!

sending u warm hugs ^__^ with much love frm your rin <3

#i will sign out like that frm now on #rin's lovemail!#🐈‍⬛ anon 💌

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midnightmisadventures · 1 year

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Guys i had ANOTHER australia dream

This was so crazy and soooo long

it lasted the whole night and the entirety of the dream was basically in the airport

Um.....basically our trip was planned, booked and busy. And me and the most random group, like it wasnt just friends it was high school people, it wasnt just hs people it was some family, wasnt just family it was some randos. Like the most smorgege board of squad and everyone else

And we were staying somewhere in philly, or somewhere, that was close to the airport so we could wake up and catch our flight. But then the morning of we were at the hotel and realized omg we were kinda late, so the hotel was like 25 mins from the airport and everyone wanted ample time to be there bc.....the flight was to australia like its a big deal.

So then something goes terribly wrong with me and i have to go all the way home to get something crucial, like my ticket, my passport my luggage. And im sobbing in chip at home like “i screwed it all up, i cant even go, is it even worth trying?? like would i even make it” and we looked at the time and they were supposed to board the plane at like 5:30 and idk we were over an hour away and in very hot water.

And my dad was like ehhh your in trouble but you might make it, GO FAST GO NOW.

Which is interesting because, in the last dream i was looking at the cost and it was thousands of thousands of dollars and verbatim i asked my parents “is this even worth trying to make this possible, like theres no way right? right?” expecting them to immediately say “yea theres no way” but they keep surprising me and saying basically “dont worry about that of course its possible”

Which must just be spirit telling me to stop thinking things are impossible and limiting my mindset on what can happen and what i can do.

Anyway, AuntyAbby was rushing me to the airport and i think now i was with another group who was trying to make it on time. And the whole dream is like us rushing around meeting different airport workers and befriending them saying “please please is there anyway you can help us make it to our flight on time” the airport was huge. So one person would help us take a secret underground shuttle, and one person would help us go super fast through a security checkpoint. Also plenty of elevators. They were usually to far away cause the building had too many floors and we always had to take the stairs. And it was that but for several hours. Like im not kidding, and we were begging people at each step to call the terminal and make sure they havent done the final boarding call. And everyone kept assuring us “you should make it”

But we were running. And on the way, in true dream fashion i kept having to leave little things behind that i wanted to bring but were too much of a hassell to carry around. Like stray things, and i kept fighting for my life to keep everything together but little momentos and sentimental things i kept having to leave behind.

In fact, the dream illustrated this lesson all the way through the end, because at the end of the dream when we finally are being let on the plane. We were in this waiting area for a while while the plane located seats for us because it was a packed flight to australia waiting to finally get going because of us.

I had my backpack, which my sooooo heavy and full and hurting my back to carry. My polkadot over night bag. A jacket, a purse, and my main suitcase big luggage. So you can imagine. Running around for hours trying to catch my flight, was exhausting carrying around all that baggage (in fact it was making me later *wink wink*)

So finally when we were waiting for the door to open to the plane i was first in line ready to go, SO SO SO happy to be finally securely on my flight to australia, after being so stressed out for hours. I could be excited about my mystery trip lol and relax and realize that everything worked out. I could almost taste the feeling of finally sitting in my plane seat. So much so that when they opened the door i rushed in. And the attendant told us there should be individual seats open in section C. I was walking in with erikka and i wanted a good seat, out of what was available. I found one in the row next to erikkas and it was an aisle seat. I was so excited cause it was a long flight and i didnt want to be squished by strangers.

So i run in secure my seat and realize “oh shit i have my backpack, my polkadot, and my jacket but not my LUGGAGE” so i save my seat and walk back to the door because i know i mustve left it right at the entrance. But the plane was so ready to take off that they had already locked the exits and started moving. And my stomach dropped like, i was thinking i CANNOT go to australia without my stuff what the fuck no no no no. And i told the flight attendants “please i know you have already been so patient with us and made many accommodations but i left my bag RIGHT there can you please open the door” and theyre like yikes like we started moving. There were two flight attendants helping me. The woman was convinced they could get the pilot to stop and turn around we had only gone three feet. And the man kept saying the pilot has been trying to start this trip for forever he already waited he wont turn around.

And i was SIIICCKKKKKKK

But i get it.....leave the bags, catch the elevator.

I’m just so confused as to why Australia

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