Girls doing intense shadow work and ancestral healing be like-
let me soothe your cravings for poetry today
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Bingo!
I've got my reels
To watch and forget the world
To fled the crime scene
In my psyche,
While the criminals are living inside my own house.
You think you got demons?
I got my own and the family hounds,
Locked up in the basement
Somewhere in me deep in their lonesome estrangement.
I struggle to feel safe in my own body,
Let alone out in the public streets,
Being in a safe space feels yet a half world away,
Instant gratifications at my fingertips, my treats,
I cope my life away.
Healing is so confusing
It feels worse than the hurting
I've gotta stare at my wound,
dig it for truth while I pretend like I'm doing nothing?
Is it ever going to end, this despair?
Hang me for their crimes already! I wanna declare.
Numb heart, I numbed out life
Barely awake and only half alive
Everyday gets a lil harder
And I want to get a lil less happier
Look around and I see people,
They seem alright to me
So what I missing?
Is it just my fate to suffer
in this hidden path quietly in time's passing?
Or am I just dreaming and I'm going to wake up soon?
From it all, away from it all.
But what if all of this confusion would go away
if I actually did weigh,
my life against my wisdom,
Realize that simply my knowing alone doesn't cut it-
Takes climbing a mountain,
to learn to master the rocks and conquer peaks.
Here I am on the ground,
Haven't tried, haven't found out
That all it takes for my life to come together
Is one step after the other
its called one step after the other.
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Hope you enjoyed :)
Love+Light sweets
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I wish I could skip to the happy me,
where everything is good,
even if it’s not what I dreamed it would be in this moment now,
it would be,
my own fairytale,
I just wanna skip the hard and the pain,
but then how would I grow,
i don’t know
-Ealfie
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At the end it wasn’t just you and me
it was our pain that decided
it’s time to go our separate ways
love just wasn’t a strong enough glue anymore
breakups are sad
3:53am -Israfel Aria
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