I'd love to find a friend that is also looking to lose weight. I'm 23F & used to struggle w an ed. I want to be healthy about losing weight now. I'm no longer going to fast for more than a day. I just wanna be motivated to workout & stay away from junk foods & veggies & soy & seed oils. You can eat whatever you want & I'll help you stick to your plans but I need a friend to help me stick to my diet plan which is red meats, dairy, carbs, fruits, tea & lots lots of water. Obvi help me not eat too much haha but I still need nutrients to be healthy. I would love it if you were to live in the same area. I'm from NJ, near the shore. But that doesn't matter much. I just wanna be friends w someone supportive & who I can support & help them stay healthy & safe while reaching the goals we both want. I'm 5'1 & 103lbs today (bleh). My ideal weight would be 90lbs & goal weight is 85lbs. It's been really tough for me to shed pounds lately. Prolly cause I get high & it's hard to fight the temptations of eating haha & I'm not as active as I was in HS. If anyone knows any good chatrooms/groups/forums or whatever please lemme know. Please message me or comment here if you'd like to be friends 🙂

Who am I lying I am not okay I just want to cry uncontrollably in someone’s arms, I feel so confused and scared I can’t understand what’s going on, I feel stuck I can’t keep doing this anymore

I can’t like anything about myself and I feel so fucking fat and disgusting with myself and my body, I feel like I deserve nothing from anyone but I am craving affection so bad, I feel so alone I want to cry, I wish I could just be loveable and desirable in some way.

pls remember to have a break day every once in a while. go at least 200 cal over what ur normal deficit is. it helps offset ur metabolism getting slower and prevent bingeing. if ur whole deal w getting into this is weight loss then it helps in the short term and long term. ik it can be stressful and scary, but it really has an impact.

Why i want to lose weight -

For a Boy

So He can Look at me and Not be disgusted

So i can model clothes for him

So He can Pick me Up and Put me on counters

So all of His clothes Look huge on me

So i have an Iron defincy and He warms me

So he fianally Starts talking to me again after What i did to him

To Apologize in the only way i can to him

To finally be Friends again

To finally be HIS and His only

I've not been on Tumblr for quite a few days now. I think it's showing. I am 53kg now and need to be 47kg maximum. The last time I was happy with my weight I was 45kg. So if I can get back to that I will not ask for anything else ever again. I don't have long as I have made a plan that if I don't reach this goal within 2 weeks I will end everything. So that is 13pounds I need to loose, it should be easy.

I have bought alot of prune juice and laxatives, I was wondering if anyone else has taken both before at the same time.

If so.

How much of each did you take.

How often did you take it.

How well did it work.

Is there any better alternatives.

I would like to say any suggestion is very much appreciated as I am willing to try anything.

:/

Relapse is like an old friend. A cold, cruel, perfectionist monster of a friend that exhausts you every time you hang out and never gives you a moment’s peace because they’re busy bringing out the worst in you. But no matter how bad they get, it’s still better to be with them than to be alone.

Please I’m genuinely begging how do I stop binging ARGGGGGGGGHHH

Why the fuck did 5 pro-anorexia blogs follow my main overnight? Like? I'm blocking all of you, obviously. Had a friend die from starving herself in middle school. I don't fuck with that shit. One of the blogs literally had a post like, "My mom is concerned about how much weight I've lost recently, but she's just jealous that I'm not the fat kid anymore and she still is. Skinny girls don't think about recovery." Like... Please listen to your mother. Holy shit. This is self harm and she's concerned. Your mother is not jealous that she's fat and you aren't. Stop. People literally die from this shit, and promoting an extremely unhealthy lifestyle isn't cute in the slightest.

Just some ideas for some starving pretty people if you're craving a snack!

it is so hard being short as an ana. Twt ed vent.

i'm not sure what I'm going to talk about here so just overall trigger warning OK guys? Please be mindful of your own mental health. I do not read anything that will put yourself at risk. I would hate to think that I would upset any of you guys. 🫶

I have been an anorexic since I was 13 years old. Currently 20. I believe that my anorexia might've adult because I have a health-conscious mother, or because before I was adopted by that mother, I was malnourished. (Purposefully by my bio parents.) my look isn't the main point of my eating disorder (it's control and my hatred for food.) but it is another thing.

I always wanted to look like actresses and actors and skinny skater boys that I saw. But I can never look like any of those people. Because I am 5 foot 1. Most of those people are 6 foot or close to it maybe even over. They are proportions are just entirely opposite to mine.

I can be thin, but I will always be compressed, condensed. It will make me look wider, and not as thin others. It bothers me that I will never truly look like my idols. No matter how much I starve, I cannot stretch my proportions.

as well as that it is really hard to lose weight. My BMI barely goes down. I am 90 pounds, but I look almost average weight. Clothing was already hard to find when I was average weight as a short person but now it's nearly impossible!

I just wanna curl up and die. It's impossible. I can't do anything to fix this. This eating disorder is going to kill me. I just can't recover, I've tried. Not to mention, I don't want to. I just don't know what to do. I have no option. Nothing can fix that!

sigh.... thanks for listening you guys. Be kind to yourselves, drink water. 🫶

How the fuck do you get past a plateau?! Its killing me.

Suicide is illegal because it is a crime to destroy government property.

I dunno (But some smart bitch, that’s for sure.)

no but like deadass why does my stomach only growl when im in public or with family

when its just me and my stomach in one room, mf is SILENT, u would think i was fully fed and perfectly fine

but the absolute second im in a classroom or with a friend in their room or just anything

MF STARTS HOLLERING LIKE MAD istg its like a mf jet engine in there

like deadass why ????? it makes me feel so embarrassed i feel like everyone is thinking that i have stomach/gut issues when no, mf just starts screaming whenever it feels like

are there are tips to like ??? not have my stomach growl ???? no, eating is not a solution

if you have self-harming tendencies like eating disorder or cutting (both of which i have yas slay) its irresponsible as hell to actively choose to have a child i think you should go to jail

Need to stop eating, idk how to stay motivated/focused on it

Can we talk about the horrible things happening to us anas

I just Nearly sh’t myself in school becourse of my sudden switches in diet to loose the most amount of weight pls tell me I am to alone 

(Told everyone I bleed trough but that was bs)