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lolya44-h · 6 months

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The more you starve, the numb you become to hunger.

The more junk you eat, the more addicted you are = the harder to stop.

You are one decision away from succeeding.

Don't take a step back.

Be the person you always dreamed of.

#ed body dysmorphia #ed ednotsheeran restriction #tw ed but not sheeran #4norexi4 #ed di3t #pro for me not for thee #ed not ed sheeran #ed bullshit #ana tricks

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hakeem0n · 9 months

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Who am I lying I am not okay I just want to cry uncontrollably in someone’s arms, I feel so confused and scared I can’t understand what’s going on, I feel stuck I can’t keep doing this anymore

I can’t like anything about myself and I feel so fucking fat and disgusting with myself and my body, I feel like I deserve nothing from anyone but I am craving affection so bad, I feel so alone I want to cry, I wish I could just be loveable and desirable in some way.

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skinny-mare · 28 days

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You know what? If I hit 51kg I'll by myself new top^^ Ofc I want to be $k1nny ect, and that should be enough motivation, but why not make it better???

Maybe I should create something like a prize list?🤔 With every gw one new thing or a game or I don't know haha There's so many options^^

STAY $K1NNY Y'ALL *MWAH*

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plumplum-girl · 5 months

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I don’t think any therapist can actually help with EDs…

It always seems like they don’t know how to fix us, probably because nothing works…

They tell you it’s not their expertise, or no one works with people with eating disorders… it’s actually really hard to find a therapist in the first place… I think because we scare the shit out of them, honestly…

And then, it’s either radio silence or canned responses…

You get a therapist that you mention your super fucked up relationship with food to, and they just kind of gloss over it and never help you address it

OR they’re a know-it-all who’s gonna “tell you how it is,” but when they start talking, it’s clear they have no fucking CLUE what they’re talking about. Whatever they say just feels like irrelevant babble…

“Your food is connected to your mood!” Ok, wow, good for you; you rhymed - that’s not helpful… “Food is fuel.” Yeah, great alliteration there, buddy. When is something you say actually going to be helpful??

I think because the only way you’d grasp this life is if you lived it. And if you have, I suspect you don’t actually know how to help. Because I’m sure you’re trapped here too. So we’re all doomed to never recover.

Like they do NOT actually get it.

Pessimistic af tonight, eh old Plum? Jesus.

#ana bllog #dieta ana #ed behaviour tw #ed binging #ed body dysmorphia #ed br #ed brain #ed bullshit #tw ana diary #tw mia

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diedandgone · 10 days

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Body dysmorphia! 👹

Having an Ed is bad enough but with body dysmorphia on top reallly puts the cherry 🍒 on the cake lol.

Why do I look sooooo thin one day and like XXL the next ?

What !

Like what do I actually look like I have 0 idea .

Even my face changes shape when I look at my self to much .

Like today my lips look so thin but yesterday I felt like they looked to big and plum 🙃 😅 what on earth is going onnnnnn .

And on top of all this I get mixed options about how I look , "oh ur to thin" , "oh ur not thin enough", "ur skin and bones" , "just keep going a bit more and u will be perfect "you look good " , "you look sick" , "don't eat that you will gain again" , "eat this ur too thin u need meat on u"

Can people keep there stupid opinions to them selfs please!

Am struggling as it is and eveyone around me is making it worse !

Leave me alone 😔

#light as a 🪶#ana buddie #th1gh g@p #th1nsp1ration #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #e@tingdisorder #low cal diet #my ed thoughts #body dysmorphia #ed body dysmorphia

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chemicallyabsent · 7 months

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bodych3ck, im so fucking fat wtf

what bmi do i look

#body ch3ck #male ed #ed not ed sheeran #⭐️ving #ed body check #4norexi4 #ed body dysmorphia #lmao im a guy lol i was just trynna dress like a tumblr girl #tw ana trigger #tw ana diary #tw body check

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cazieve · 26 days

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You know your cooked when u look in a mirror and start balling your eyes out bc your not th1n enough..😓

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cassandrahatesf00d · 1 month

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Guys I did It again

I pretended to "recover" but in reality I just b!ng3d on everything.

Back on track again.

I've probably gained like 4 lbs? I'll have to check tomorrow but it is what it is. Can't change the past so I'm gonna focus on doing better now.

Ugh. Tracking food is so much work.

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rincalsxx · 7 months

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#i wanna be perfect #i wanna be weightless #i wanna lose weight #th1n$pø #th1n$po #th1nspø #ed body check #ed body dysmorphia #ed bullshit #ed bllog #thinspø #thin waist #i wanna kms #i hate me so much #i wanna be pretty #pretty #girlblogging

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nom0recalz · 5 months

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shitty unposed bc taken w my shitty laptop camera *_*

#i wanna be tiny #i wanna be skinnier #body ch3ck #ed body dysmorphia #ed body check #ed not sheeren #ed not ed sheeran

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lolya44-h · 6 months

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Imagine the body you want is just one decision away.

Now make it your reality.

#i will reach my ugw #ed disorder #ed not sherran #notprojustusingthetags #tw disordered eating #tw restriction #ed body dysmorphia #ed ednotsheeran restriction #tw ed but not sheeran #bulim14

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anahome503 · 5 months

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#ana trigger #tw ed diet #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #ed not sherran #ed body check #tw ana diary #ana meal #ed not ed sheeran #ed body dysmorphia #bodygoals #body goals #body ch3ck #body chex

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skinny-mare · 27 days

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Hiiiiiiii^^

Today's day is not the worst tbh. I was walking around a park for almost 2h (IN THE RAIN), spend time with my boyfriend and my friends :3 Ate under 800kcal, had one peace of a cake tho, but it's okay, I don't have more hah

Drunk more than liter of tea (still drinking more), did my workout. I'm kinda satisfied^^ Ofc, could be better, but we all gotta be happy at least a little bit sometimes, eight?

Unfortunately I couldn't weight myself, but I'll do it tomorrow's morning :3

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plumplum-girl · 6 months

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My therapist: what have you been doing for you?

Me: …trying not to puke up my food…?

Her: *shakes her head*

#ana bllog #dieta ana #ed behaviour tw #ed binging #ed body dysmorphia #ed br #ed brain #ed bullshit #tw ana diary #tw mia

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diedandgone · 8 days

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For those who relapsed

did you ever even get fully better?

No

She's always there.

And always has been.

Before I even knew her name

her voice can be faint in the background.

Her voice can be so loud she's the only one you can hear again.

She held my hand through darkness,

She gave me comfort when young, told me to stuff it down to keep me warm.

Now she tells me not to eat at all.

She keeps me home

#light as a 🪶#ana buddie #th1gh g@p #th1nsp1ration #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #e@tingdisorder #low cal diet #my ed thoughts #low cal restriction #ed body dysmorphia #ed confessions #ed poetry

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iwannabeastarstarrockmann · 7 months

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any good workouts to do after a binge??

#ed bllog #tw ana diary #ed relapse #tw ana shit #tw ed diet #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be perfect #ed vent #ed body check #ed body dysmorphia #tw disordered eating #ana dairy #ana trigger

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