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coffeexxcigarettes · 11 days

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Almond Milk

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Sometimes I don't know what's actually me.

I'm sure that's confusing,

So hear me out, if you have the time.

I believe we are made of wires

And memories.

Pathways to which we learn lessons.

For example,

If you speak too loudly and are shushed,

The wire bends within you.

You learn to speak softer.

I'm not sure, I suppose,

If I really like almond milk,

Or if you taught me that there were good foods

And that there were bad.

I'm not sure if blending almonds with water really does taste better,

Or if the wire within me tangled into a ball

To fill my stomach instead.

I trusted you to teach me young,

Yet I have memories of us,

Counting every damn almond in the house.

Strange how I have no memories of us

Actually eating one.

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..@nosebleedclub April 17th- Almond Milk

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chloetheanorexicxoxo · 23 days

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Guys you need to be fasting for at least 19 hours a day!!! I’ve lost 6. 8 of non water weight pounds!!! I went from 117 to 111.2 in less then 2 weeks!! I am also eating 100-350 calories a day and burn 657 calories almost every day from rugby

#eating disoder trigger warning #skiny girl #ed poetry #tw ed sheeran #⭐️ve #disordered eating mention

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zmbiegri · 2 months

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From my sickeningly thin body that is slowly rotting away, flowers will bloom from the decay.

#@n0r3xia #tw ana diary #ed not sheeren #ana trigger #anorexcya #ed bullshit #4norexla #ed behaviour tw #ed dairy #ed poetry

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diedandgone · 6 days

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I want to get better, but not better where I lose control.

Better where I don't feel guilty about eating a healthy meal or snack.

Better where I don't want to starve myself after one 'bad snack'.

Better where I can go out for a meal and not think of ways to look like I've eaten more, but to eat until I am satisfied and full, and not stop when I am still hungry.

I don't want to lose control; I just don't want these guilty feelings.

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#light as a 🪶#ana buddie #th1gh g@p #th1nsp1ration #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #e@tingdisorder #low cal diet #my ed thoughts #ed body dysmorphia #ed poetry #ed confessions #ed therapy

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eternaly0nlin3 · 1 month

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Your daughter cannot come to the phone right now.

She's busy.

Her room is a mess.

Her hair looks horrible.

She needs a shower.

She's bleeding from her arms and thighs.

Sorry, your daughter cannot come to the phone right now.

She's busy.

She needs some time to herself.

She cannot focus. Not here. Not with these people.

No, she doesn't want your food.

She is not hungry.

No, she does not need your help.

She is fine, just a little tired.

Sorry, your daughter cannot come to the phone right now.

#ed not sheeren #ed not ed sheeran #sh things #sh twt #tw ed diet #self h@rm #shblur #sh poetry #ed poetry

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whimsy-wallfish · 7 months

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{ remove myself }

— 10. 11. 23.

watch me shove and slide

myself out of my

maroon decapitation wound.

removing myself from my body,

I stand on my own sunken shoulders.

finally, free from

the feeling of this awful vessel.

watch my fly-wings unfurl

- the further I fly, the closer i am to divinity.

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prompt - remove

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x-quisitecorpse · 3 months

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plump

bulging flesh peeks over

the waistband of my jeans,

spilling over

the cups of my bra.

this femenine padding suffocates.

my supple curves,

my new hips,

my cleavage has replaced my

my worth.

i break mirrors, but my reflection still encases me.

#original poetry #poem #poetry #spilled ink #shitty poetry #female poets #im just a girl #ed poetry #short poem #poems and poetry #original poem #words words words #Spotify

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franktrains-derailed · 22 days

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Poems poems poems

Getting emotions out

I had the food

I chewed the food

I spit it out

I rinsed my mouth

Why do I still feel gu!lty?

I used up money

I watched my calories

I puk3d today

I walked away

Why do I still feel guilty??

Scroll through tumblr

Still filled with hunger

Did I eat today

Not a thing

Why am I f—k!ng maintaining???

Tw below this line

(No minors & block if you don’t like me ✨🫶🏻

This content is made to explain my person struggles and create an environment you can relate to

Love you 🫶🏻✨)

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Height: 5’4

Sw: 126lbs (57kg)

Cw: 113lbs (51kg)

Lw: 100lbs (45kg)

Hw: 130lbs (59kg)

See other posts for gw!!

#thinspø #tw ed ana #tw ed but not sheeran #tw thinspi #tw vent #my rants #tw depressing thoughts #tw ed sheeran #fitbody #@na vent #vent post #poems on tumblr #ed poetry #ed poem

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skinwalkee · 26 days

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OMG im so cooked

summer is so close and im the fattest person on the earth.

my end is so near…

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halfdeadhands · 2 years

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our trauma fits perfect like puzzle pieces but what an ugly picture we’re building

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dietcokelover1 · 17 days

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And I know its bad but I find comfort in feeling my hipbones, when they stick out, skin streching over them. I like when people mention how visible my collarbones are, or how skinny my arms look. I want to be skinny to the bone, because thats what I was thought was desirable.

#@na shit #ana miaa #anor3c1a #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #ed poetry #ed poem #ed post #tw 3d vent

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chloetheanorexicxoxo · 29 days

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Me after I eat less then a 1 year old should 🥳😊🥰😛

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ilovestarsblog · 9 months

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And for the first time in my life, I didn’t want this

I didn’t want to have random breakdowns

I didn’t want to have more trips for the hospital than vacations

I didn’t want the pills, I never take them anyways

I didn’t want to starve myself

But I know this feeling won’t last

Because my emotions are as unstable as a baby born too pre-mature or an elderly man on the hospital bed

And for I can’t seem to control them, I will end up in the same cycle over and over again

Unless if some day I find it in me to take the battle head on.

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diedandgone · 6 days

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🕸☠️🕸Today's song 🕸☠️🕸

Been on ↩️

#light as a 🪶#ana buddie #th1gh g@p #th1nsp1ration #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #e@tingdisorder #my ed thoughts #edmusic #ed poetry #Spotify

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eternaly0nlin3 · 30 days

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I'm going 2 the mental hospital rn and I'm so fucking scared

I've never been and I'm actually fucking horrified

Everyone has so many bad stories and Im alr fucked in the head so idk what 2 expect

Help

#sh things #sh twt #ed poetry #sh pics #selfharrrm #s3lf mutilation #tw sh related #s3lf harn #mental health #mental illness #actually mentally ill #mental hospital

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whimsy-wallfish · 7 months

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{ help me be unblemished }

— 10. 14. 23.

dear, won’t you

draw out my digestive tract?

can’t you cut me open and

do away with my innards?

I want to be

bubblegum pink inside

- unblemished by blood and bile.

you could help me,

and you could so tenderly sponge the incision

- unburdening me from filth and flesh.

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prompt - sponge

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