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coffeexxcigarettes · 2 days
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Indiscretion
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I don't believe I was created
To be a bad person.
My soul was forced into this reality,
Burnt by what they called love,
Ripped apart by what you referred to
As family.
To manage the blaze,
I found a flower within the smoke.
A brief reprieve from a world on fire.
You'll have to excuse my sickness;
The way I cough up blood beside you.
To destroy another in the name of
Your own happiness?
I curl beside the flower,
My breathing labored.
It shivers in the destruction.
I don't believe I was created to be
A bad person.
But I don't know if a good person
Would long for the flower,
Rather than fall to the flames.
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हो सके तो कभी कभी ख्वाबों में आके मिला कीजिए
हकीकत से तो जा चुके हैं, ख्वाबों में ही सही आ मुझे गले से लगाया कीजिए
फिक्र ना करें मैं इन मुलाकातों के बारे में किसी को नहीं बताऊंगी
आप बस मेरा हाथ थाम मेरे बगल में बैठ जाना, तब मैं दुनिया से छुपाया हुआ अपना हर आंसू आपके सामने बहा दूंगी
फिर आपकी गोद में सिर सुकून की नींद सोजाऊंगी
आखिर ये तो ख़्वाब है, यहां तो वैसा हो जाएगा जैसा मैं चाहूंगी
मगर फिर एक मनहूस पल आएगा जब मेरा ख़्वाब टूट जायेगा और मेरा सामना मेरी हकीकत से हो जाएगा
तब मैं अपने सिरहाने रखी आपकी तस्वीर को देख कहूंगी
हो सके तो कभी कभी ख्वाबों में आके मिला कीजिए
दिशा
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kalavathiraj · 2 days
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Back then, when we swam together, we were like the azure blue angelfish. You danced and I danced along. You sang and I sang along. You'd glide and I glided with you. - it's true when they say romance is shortlived
Kalavathi Raj, QUTOUS
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bonniewame · 2 days
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I don't feel loved, but not because I am not loved. But because I don't know whether it's right.
You smile at me? Why smile. Is there some malice you hold between the togetherness of your teeth as you grin at me with crinkles under your beautiful, pretty eyes - I'm so lucky and undeserving - that hide depths of irritation for my presence?
You talk to me? Why converse, when my voice only proves to move you towards annoyance that sets your lips into thin lines, and drags your eyes around in arches? I cannot understand where your sarcasm and seriousness have started and ended, and this distresses me. Would you like me to talk more about it? No, no, I shan't; I talk far too much.
You love me? Why save me. Don't lie, I'll understand. I'm not anyone here's favourite, I sit quietly until called upon - why call? - I ache for love, and yet I'm not sure I'm even liked.
I'm too cheery. Too loud. Too quiet. Too Much. Too obsessive. Too clingy.
I'm sorry I touched your arm, I've been so desperate for you to reach out for me that I've overindulged myself and I apologise for it. I'm sorry I won't leave your side, I'm quite scared of people and you're warm and I have named you Comfort. I'm sorry, I really am, for loving to talk to you, because conversations with you are soothing to the chest, and I like you and your passions, and I hope to talk to you forever if only to make you laugh.
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maihonhassan · 2 days
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"If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk through my garden forever."
"پھول کھلتے ہیں تو ہم سوچتے ہیں تیرے آنے کے زمانے آئے."
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thewaitingluna · 2 days
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My mind is so used to dissociating that I have not been present for a lot of things.
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bebx · 6 months
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becomingvecna · 1 month
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words by me
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bebs-art-gallery · 5 months
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The Difference Between “Hello” and “Goodbye”
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— by Fabian Perez
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faerieicetea · 7 months
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"you look happier" is one of the best compliments >>>
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Plenty of fish in the sea, right?
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coffeexxcigarettes · 16 hours
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Relapse
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I tied myself shut
With band aids and rubber bands
In that office in the attic.
If the night was cold,
I couldn't feel it.
But I shivered
As I climbed into bed.
Hollow.
Hollow.
Hollow.
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innerinkpoetry · 28 days
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We talk but our words dont reach each other
-innerink
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iambrillyant · 1 month
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“if they’re willing to let a connection die because of their ego, then their absence is never really a loss. mourn what ended if you must, but make room to celebrate all the awareness you’ve gained from their actions.”
— iambrillyant
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journalsofanaesthete · 3 months
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People don't look beautiful because of their looks. They look beautiful because of their perspectives and thoughts. They look beautiful because of the way they treat people, the way they talk about things, the way they care about their loved ones, the way they appreciate art, the way they share their stories and the way they listen to yours. They look beautiful because of the things they do, the songs they listen to, the movies they watch, the books they read and most importantly because of the things they say.
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