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If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.
If you are in the United States, please try:
National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)
If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country.
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Who am I lying I am not okay I just want to cry uncontrollably in someone’s arms, I feel so confused and scared I can’t understand what’s going on, I feel stuck I can’t keep doing this anymore
I can’t like anything about myself and I feel so fucking fat and disgusting with myself and my body, I feel like I deserve nothing from anyone but I am craving affection so bad, I feel so alone I want to cry, I wish I could just be loveable and desirable in some way.
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Ok so I'm fasting today, and tomorrow I think I'll probably allow myself like 2 boiled eggs or smth. So I'll let you know how that goes because I usually get super nauseous and have to eat something else.
I really have to try because in two days I have to go back home for a week and my family is gonna realize something's very wrong.
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ABC diet (04.10.2023. - 05.30.2023)
Hello peeps. I’m starting abc today. I already completed day 1 lol. Anyway yeah just follow or whatever.
Start weight: 73.4 lbs. (04/10/2023)
End weight: …. (05/30/2023)
Week 1:
total week 1 loss: …
Day 1: 503/500. ✅ weight: 73.4.
Day 2: 510/500. ✅? (400 purged) weight: 73.2.
Day 3: 300.
Day 4: 400.
Day 5: 100.
Day 6: 200.
Day 7: 300.
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finalizei meu NF, deu 64h, a meta era 72h, mas eu já n estava aguentando mais, n tava conseguindo parar em pé KKKKK esse foi meu recorde de NF, o max q tinha feito era 44h então já considero q fui bem longe e da pra ver a diferença q isso fez no meu corpo, então tô mto feliz.. um dia vou conseguir fazer o de 72h e quem sabe até mais, mas vamos aos poucos, tudo precisa de preparo e também preciso ser racional!!
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the only way im gonna get him to keep loving me is if i get tiny
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ugh srry didnt get the memo ig
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I've consumed maybe 400 cals the last 4 days and I'm not moving on the scale. Does anyone have any idea whats happening? I'm going insane
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Reached a new lowest weight (56.9kg; 123.5lbs) and my wasit now measures 25.25in. Today was a very good day😁
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so now we’re back at school and skipping meals is way easier but i need to eat at least one meal to do my volleyball class and i feel kinda guilty about that
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No amount of therapy, substancies and medication has ever helped me to feel less paranoid and hyper vigilant all the time. I feel like I can't drop the guard for a second. I feel like I have no control over my body and life. I can't trust anyone anymore.
Living like this is exhausting.
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are you the kind of ano3x!c that divides your calories into cute low cal meals throughout the day or the kind that ⭐️ves themselves all day until dinner when you eat all of the calories at once
i’m the second one
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Felt kinda silly today and TRIED to eat like a normal person.
Now I'll probably have to fast for the next two days to not kms. Ed's are just so much fun.
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is there a misophonia -> ed pipeline? is that a thing?
lmk
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