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If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

It’s worth it 💗

In a week and a half I dropped 5kg. I was really happy about it and I have received a lot of compliments about my appearance already. Now imagine how good you’ll feel when you drop 10, 15, 20…

My boyfriend lifted me up and said “you’re so light”. When I tell you that I almost died of happiness.

My mum said that some of the tighter trousers are starting to look better on me, since I’ve lost weight.

It makes me happy. To see my collarbones… To have a bit of loose clothing.. To become tiny, dainty, fragile…🦋

i’m back bitchesssss <333333

thinking about a 6 day liquid fast. i have a quinceañera and i really want to look pretty there. its the last quinceañera that i have so its kind of important. it will be a biggg party and i plan to go on a blue dress omggg im so excited!!! this is really motivating me to lose weight and do exercise

ranting about my day to you :)

so, i'm terrible at restricting which i'm trying to get better at, but i'm PERFECT at b/p. so here's my day for who's interested:

05/03/23

i fasted for 20h, i was going to "omad" my dinner, my only meal. that was my intentttttttiooooonnnnnnnnn, ok? ok. so, i went to the grocerie store buy cucumbers & brocolis for my low cal dinner and only meal and cookies for my grandma cuz i live with her. are you seeing where this is going now? ARE YOU SEEING IT? well. after that i went to run and walked for a bit to burn some calories and then prepared my dinner & added an edd without yolk to my plate. that was my "omad". after dinner i decided to steal one cookie from my grandma AND THERE YOU GO. THERE YOU GOOOOO. AT 11.50 I WAS DESPERATE TO EAT TONS OF COOKIES AND MILK WITH COFFEE AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED? EXACLTY, I DID IT. so i had to purge it all out. so i fasted, and runned, and walked, burned the calories, FOR NOTHING. and i was happy before thinking "if i dont eat after this dinner i will be so glad and happy for myself" well. do you think i purged most of the calories of the milk and cookies out thooo? i hope so. im so dumb ffs.

I hate binging

Saying good night to him just to spend one hour playing a scenario in which I am skinnier than him

Hi everyone!

i haven’t written in this blog soooo long. I had to treat my mental diseases. i treated them in a psycho-neurological dispensary. but i wanna go on diet, bc i gain weight. i’m 85 kg now and i hate myself.

and i have news- i got a job. i’m working barista now and i’m making some cute things on coffee (pic 1-3)

and i got dog!!!! her name is Nino and she is miniature bull terrier! (pic 4-5 and video) she soooo cute.

i hate that no matter how hard i suck it up i still need to suck it in

Ive been inactive lately but heres another ed-friendly drink! these r so delicious and only 45 cals!!

it also has a good amount of fiber w a low amount of sugar so i highly reccomend if ur like me who has stomach issues, avoids sugar but cant quite curb drinking sodas!

i hope this helps!

Eating is getting worse again... but at least heres some mealspo for y'all

I've consumed maybe 400 cals the last 4 days and I'm not moving on the scale. Does anyone have any idea whats happening? I'm going insane

keep going

It’s hard. Like very hard. I have never been hungrier. But appetite comes with the amount you eat. Don’t stop it, but make the portions smaller everyday, until you get used to them. And believe me that other girls will stare in jealousy of you eating such small portions and will wish that they could do the same.

This thinspo picture is everything. Her lean stomach, tiny waist, lean arms, collarbones… this is everything I want 💗

Me siento y me veo tan gorda

been hospitalised again…

purging is so addictive, it should be illegal to something feel so good