If I could just get scary thin then people wouldn’t ignore me anymore. Maybe I could go a week and people would actually text me back. Maybe my own grandmother would bother to pick up the phone when I call. Maybe it would be me being reached instead of always reaching out and touching nothing. Maybe I would be able to make a real friend…

probably not

@leavemealoneandletmecry

@fr-0-gy

i just need to starve long enough that i forget what it tastes like.

i made something!!

hey guys im not very active but i have an ana website and i wanna share that on here- please check it out and tell me what you guys think/feedback

some sections like workouts and character diets are still wips+ please repost

why do these pictures make me feel so good? and jealous??

why do i find this as such great thnspo?

it’s interesting that when you look at before and after weight photos it seems as though the thinner version had been hiding underneath, as if they had to come out eventually. like that was the true reality, the obvious conclusion. I wonder how I’m supposed to look. what does my body look like under all of this unnecessary fat?

I don’t know how I just found out about these, but freeze dried fruits are a saviour.

I was at my dollar store and was really craving something sweet (I get really bad binging urges when I study) and saw these packs of freeze dried fruits. I tried the banana and strawberry pack and OH MY GOD. 50 cals for the entire bag and it satisfied my cravings.

It was sweet and crunchy and quite filling. Hello new safe food <3

⭐️ving isn’t supposed to feel good. You should find solace in the pain and teach yourself that pain means progress. 🌸🎀

I don't eat all day and workout and expect myself to wake up and be 30 pounds lighter

Sometimes it feels tragic to admit I’ve been overweight long enough that most averagespo is enough for me.

why not me.

Some sweet recipes I found on pinterest I thought I'd share

ok, so if you’re like me, you really miss sweet things, and with ana, it can be kinda hard to find sweet things that i enjoy (for me, personally), but i found this combination of water flavors that, to me, tastes like those sour patch watermelon candies and it’s zero calories! plus, plain water can get kinda boring and i hate having to add more to my calorie count even if it’s just a few calories for coffee.

so, for the drink, i use the crystal light blueberry raspberry flavoring and mix it with the market pantry (or publix brand) strawberry lemonade water mix, and it makes this really pretty purple water that tastes so good!

stay safe, stay hydrated <3

when people tell me i’m pretty i don’t believe it.

when people tell me i’m skinny i don’t believe it.

when people tell me i’m smart i don’t believe it.

when people tell me i’m talented i don’t believe it.

when people tell me i’m worthy i don’t believe it.