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74n5n · 2 days
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Irl I will always be treated as weird and excluded and unpleasant to be around without understanding the reasons why, this is how it's always been, it's too late to think that it won't be like this anymore. Even though in my perception I'm the same as everyone. No one explains to me why I'm abnormal. All the same "weird" people that I knew and know are somehow capable of finding a company. But I never had meaningful human connections irl and never will. It must be a matter of me not being courageous enough. But when I tried to talk I was side-eyed, why is she even talking to me? I wasn't considered a possible friend no matter the amount of conversations and common interests. Maybe it's a matter of luck. That in this life I don't happen to be surrounded with people who wouldn't find me unpleasant, and I don't know what is the right time to say the right words. There are those who are more lucky, so there's no pattern in this. Because I often cry and get silent when I'm hurt, it's just easier to get mad at me, no more than that.
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fanficmemes · 11 months
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Love when writers do an insane amount of unnecessary research for their fics. I follow an author that did like 8 months of intense research into 14th century Scotland so they could write smut about it, and guess what. It was some fucking incredible porn AND I learned about old Scottish politics
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vampbaitxx · 7 months
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oopsies
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theundergroundwoman · 2 years
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the only two constant states in life
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fishfingersandscarves · 4 months
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Okay hello all! Update time!
My dad has one final step of his treatment which is a bone marrow transplant. This process will remove the bone marrow from his body, blast the shit outta his remaining cells and hopefully kill the rest of his cancer.
The procedure will have my dad hospitalized for a month with a 24/7 caregiver (aka my mom lol) and afterwards he'll have to stay home for 3 months away from absolutely everyone in order to recover bc hell be severely immonocompromized and have to get all his vaccines all over again (like a big Ole adult baby)
this procedure is expensive and the cost of my parents living at the hospital so far is not at all covered - this money would go to paying bills, paying the hospital stay cost and procedure cost and paying for food and such as it'll just be me and my brother keeping the pets alive home alone
Thank you so much for your support!! sharing really helps <333
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dreametheworld · 5 months
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my issue with mike flanagan's shows is that when i finish them i'll have Thoughts™ and i won't stop having Thoughts™ and i won't be able to sleep, 'cause i'm having too many Thoughts™ and i also need to rewatch every single piece of work he has done. that fucking genius.
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causeprettyisntpretty · 3 months
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stalking people on spotify is my favorite hobby
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kobrakids · 1 year
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thinking about "tell you all how the story ends with good guys die and bad guys win - WHO CARES?" again like it's so fucked up. it's SO fucked up they are singing about the end of the story as the story is unraveling. there is no escaping it, it is GOING to happen the good guys are going to die and the bad guys are going to win. but it ain't about all the friends you made, but the graffiti they write on your grave so WHO CARES
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arcanegifs · 2 months
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outlier-roddy · 4 months
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pisscreant · 4 months
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I'm so glad that my fav story has such good 'wasian raised in racist environment' angst it's so specifically relateable to me. it's a common experience but a bit hard to find in media
Kim my dear friend, my enemy, my idiot elder brother... the white men that you'd die for would feed your bones to their dogs if they decided it was "necessary"......
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74n5n · 1 day
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baps you with my paw
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fanficmemes · 1 year
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Hey I went to Finishing Your Wips island. Yeah nobody knew you there :/
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wetcatspellcaster · 2 months
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First time out of the house post-surgery ✌️
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love-takes-work · 25 days
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Storytime! This was my mom's Victrola. It's an old-timey record player. She died recently and I decided I wanted to keep this. Recently I found a place for it in my house.
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This old thing belonged to my uncle, my mother's eldest brother, before he passed away in the 1990s. My mom claimed it and I used to listen to old records on it when I was a teenager. There are heaps of records my uncle collected--primarily orchestral pieces, big band, swing, and of course polka. My favorite EXTREMELY CREEPY polka record was called the "Open the Door Polka." I listened to it multiple times with family and friends and wtf-ed over its weirdness. I even made a cassette-tape recording of it by holding my boom box up to the record. Because, ya know, we were very technologically advanced in those days.
I was just going through the records, finally incorporating them into storage spaces in my house (even bought a new shelf to put some of them on). As I leafed through them to try to find any order and find homes for orphaned records, I was hoping to come across my old fave "Open the Door Polka." Well, I found it.
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IT'S BROKEN.
The record is cracked!!
I'm so disappointed. I wanted to listen to my old fave and be creeped out all over again.
Feel free to listen to it as there are certainly surviving recordings. CW: Creepy man harassing and pressuring a woman to open her door to him.
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fishfingersandscarves · 5 months
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finally got copies of my first published books through the Bright Agency !!!!!!
they're part of the Irish learning package for Gill Education 😤😤😤👏👏👏👏🇮🇪
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