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cupoftaae · 1 year

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Hii!! 😊Could you write one where y/n and taehyung are in a relationship, and y/n’s on her period and accidentally stains tae’s sheets, she then is very embarrassed and sorry and cries and taehyung’s there to tell that it’s okay lol.

Hello!!

aww this is incredibly soft, thank you anon for the request!!

word count- 1.1k

warnings- mention of blood but periods shouldn't be gross!!!

Enjoy!

You got home late from work, putting the key into the door and entering the quiet apartment. You had expected Taehyung to be asleep on the couch, as he usually attempts to stay up and wait for you, ultimately giving into sleeping.

When you had not seen him there, you gently called out his name, putting your coat on the hook and walking into the bedroom to see him under the covers, resting. poor baby, hes probably exhausted from practice today.

Tip-toeing into the room, you grab pajamas and head into the bathroom to change. You could have sworn you started your period as you took the bus home, cramps having you squeeze your hands into fists. You were surprised to see you hadn't. sighing, you figured your body is doing its irregular period thing, it likes to play tricks on you and make you panic when theres no reason to.

you take an Advil and decided to put on a thin pantyliner just in case, though you doubted it.

once out of the bathroom, the mattress dipped as you placed your weight onto the bed, sitting besides the sleeping boy. He mumbled and shifted over as you got under the covers before wrapping an arm around you and bringing you closer to him.

He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, "I love you" he mumbled, still half asleep. You broke out into a wide grin, kissing against his neck. "I love you too, im sorry for waking you. Go back to sleep" you whispered, beginning to hear the sound of his light snores, alerting you that he indeed had fallen back into slumber. It wasnt too long after that you, yourself, knocked out.

Taehyung had been awoken to the sound of his alarm clock going off at 5am, he groaned and removed himself from you, reaching to shut his phone off. The room was still dark, only noise audible was the fan blowing cold air from the corner of the room. He took a moment to wake up before pulling the sheets back and stepping into the bathroom to shower.

When he flicked the lights on, his eyes drew down to his sweatpants which appeared to have what looked to be blood on them. He panicked, checking over himself to make sure he had not gotten hurt somehow. Once he confirmed it wasnt him, he walked back into the bedroom and turned the bedside lamp on, he nodded to himself once the explanation was clear.

He pulled the covers back, exposing the blood stain which you had been laying in. "ohh" he pouted and contemplated on how to approach this, not wanting to make you feel ashamed.

"baby..." he whispered, lightly tapping your arm. you mumbled something before falling back asleep, making him laugh. He shook you again, this time making you get up.

"what baby?" you groan, wiping your eyes and turning to look at him.

He didnt say anything yet, looking unsure.

"what?" you asked more seriously as you sat up.

he softly smiled, alerting you to the sheets below you, "look"

you quietly gasp. "what is this?"

he looks back at you before brushing his hand over your shoulder.

"I think your period started, baby" he sat on the bed and looked at you as he rubbed your back. "are you ok? does your stomach hurt?"

once you realized what had occurred, you looked down between your legs to see blood soaked pj shorts. Instantly, you were mortified.

your hands flew to cover your face, shaking your head. "oh my god...."

he gently stood, and thats when you saw it was on his pants too.

"tae!" you whined and felt tears begin to brew.

"its okay angel" he soothed, watching you begin to freak out.

"no its not! we just washed the sheets yesterday, and I-"

you wiped your eyes, "this is so embarrassing im so fucking sorry, go shower ill clean it I promise"

he came over and grabbed your hand, kissing your head. "stop apologizing, im not mad sweetheart, it happens"

"no but this is so gross"

he shook his head and walked over to the other side of the bed, helping you up. "its okay, you cant help it" he whispered as his arms wrapped around your waist gently, swaying you.

you sighed as you pulled away, watching him begin to strip the sheets off, "noo, you are gonna be late!" you whine, making him laugh. "I think they will be ok if I come in a few minuets after"

you are quick to push him away, but he spins you around and cups your face. "you are making a big deal out of something that doesnt need to be a big deal" he whispered, pressing a light kiss to your lips. "just wait here, Ill set up a bath and get you some medicine. do you want tea?" he asked, looking back at you as he gathered the sheets and piled them by the door. You were in shock at his attentiveness, feeling shy.

"yeah?" he asked

"yeah....tea would be nice" you whisper as he leads you to the bathroom and started to fill the tub with water. "just relax ok?" he kissed your hand.

you nodded as he left, allowing you to step into the warm tub, instantly feeling better as Taehyung tended to the laundry, putting new sheets on the bed.

he came back a few minuets later with a cup of tea and fruit, putting it on the little stool he built for you because you often liked to have your laptop to watch tv as you took a bath.

"thank you" you mumble, "im sorry again" you look at him as he kneels on the side on the bath, his hand running through your semi dry hair. "shh, i promise, its ok" he smiled and handed you Tylenol.

you took a few sips of tea as he sat patiently. "do you want me home today, sweetheart?" he asked lovingly

"no no I will be ok, thank you though"

"you sure?" he asked, knowing how your cramps can be. He will never forget the time he came home and found you crying on the floor in the kitchen because the pain was so unbearable.

you looked at him, pressing your lips together in thought.

"well.....i dont want you to get in trouble with work." you spoke

he giggled, "I think they wont mind, besides, I rather spend a day with my girl then learning choreography for 6 hours"

you smiled and nodded, "ok then....can you stay?" you ask timidly

"of course" he kissed your head. "give me a few minuets and ill join you" he smiled and stood up to leave for a moment.

You hummed contently, you don't know what you must have done in a past life to deserve this, or him, but damnit you were one lucky girl.

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starluvsx · 5 months

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★𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜

𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐨 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Proofread:kinda...not rlly

Wordcount:2266

WARNINGS:throw up/emetophobia , panic attack, crying, this takes place before they’re like famous or wtv.also this is very long.

A/N:ntm on the banner idk what happened😭

“Guess where I’m going tonight”I said to the boy I was on the phone with.my best friend Matt.he was playing video games while I got ready.probably not paying much attention to what I was doing but definitely listening.

“Where?” he questioned as his face twisted into one of frustration.most likely because of the game he was playing.

“I’m going to hailys party” I cheekily said.smiling just at the thought of what tonight would be like.

“Isn’t that like all seniors?” he asked, concern lacing his tone.even though we were both the same age he always acted like my older brother.

"uh yea, i'll be fine dont worry.im not gonna like get fucked by a 20 year old or end up passed out in the street.im a responsible person matt."i rambled on

"i know you are but- shit...seniors can be pretty intense sometimes" the boy on the other line explained

"ill be fine dude, ok anyways, what outfit do i wear?" i said while show-casing two outfits that lay on separate hangers.

"im kinda in the middle of something right now"

"i dont care, just look for a second"

"y/n i litterally cant"

"matthew bernard sturniolo turn your fucking head this direction and help me pick out an outift or i swear to God"

"ok ok jeez" he said as he hesitantly turned to face his phone screen. "i don't like either of them"

"oh fuck you" i said as i put my phone onto its back so i could change into one of the outfits.

✧At the party

a large smile was painted on my face as i swayed my hips to the beat of the music. I've never felt more alive.the freshly poured drink splishing and splashing around in the cup i was holding, small droplets finding a home on my wrist. despite this being me being only a junior i was mixing well with the crowd.not feeling awkward or like i didn't belong for a second

a tap on my shoulder stopped my movements abruptly.i turned around to where the feeling came from only to see the girl that i came here with, Serenity. she looked deepyly upset which wasnt usual for the cheerful girl. "hey sese, whats up?" i yelled over the loud music.im not even sure if she could hear me.

"i feel sick" serenity answered. i quickly grabbed her hand and bee-lined it to the bathroom.she had been drinking alot.way more then me.and i was sure that what she mean t by 'i feel sick' was 'im about to throw up' and i want that to be no where else but the toilet.for her dignity and my sanity.

i banged on the door of the first bathroom i came across. "occupied!" someone yelled from the other side, forcing me to practically drag serenity down the crowded hallway to another bathroom.once we made it to the white door i realized there was no point in knocking because i could hear two drunken people going at it as if it were their last night on earth.

panic began to set in at the same pace as reality.no more bathrooms in sight. shit shit shit i mentally cursed to myslef as i looked over at a half folded over serenity. "y/n i think im gonna throw up"the blonde girl stated

i quietly mumbled "no no your not, please don't, not here" but my pleads were to no eval as once the words left my mouth so did all of the drinks serenity had earlier.it was all over me.my shirt and jeans and even my white shoes. i screamed in panic. tears spilling out of my eyes almost automatically.

as my eyes darted all over the place i noticed the bathroom door where the couple once were fucking was now open.i put my hand on serenities back and shoveled her into the bathroom, careful not to touch any of the vomit on my shirt.she dropped to her knees and went head first into the toilet at the sight of it.the sounds making me gag internally.

i slid down the wall behind me and sobbed.not being able to escape the vomit.i pulled my phone out of my back pocket and opened my contacts.i was about to call my mom to pick me up before i looked at the time. '1:48' it read. she was most definitely asleep. the scrolled through my contacts looking for someone that could come pick me up.

'Matty boy' was the name my eyes locked on, not even waiting a second before calling him.the phone rang longer than i would've liked it to as i pressed it up to my ear. please pick up i mentally begged "hey y/n." a sleepy Matt said on the other line.

i wasted no time "Matt please-please come get me"i choked out through cries.

"what?whats going on?are you ok?"he asked.now sounding more alert and awake

"serenity threw up on me and i-i don't know what to do.please just come get me.please Matt"i begged through the phone.tears sprung out my eyes and rolled down my face, leaving marks of dripping mascara to stain my cheeks.

"ok ill be there in a few minutes.wheres serenity now?"Matt asked.i hadn't even noticed her.i looked down from the ceiling i was staring at and locked eyes with her body.

"she's passed out...o-on the bathroom floor"i slowly got out.

"ok y/n listen to me very carfully,i need you to call haily and tell her serenity is in the bathroom passed out and that you need a chnage of clothes okay?do not leave serenity there." the boy on the other line stated very seriously. i mumbled a small 'okay 'before Matt began talking again "ill be there in a few minutes, don't move from the bathroom."he said before hanging up.silence now filling my ears.

✧Some time later

serenity was now gone after being taken to hailys room so she could sober up.i have a change of clothes on, some large sweat pants and a 'the smiths' t-shirt. although my clothes were now in the washer being clean from throw up, i couldn't get the thought out of my head.

this night, my first real party, had gone to shit.i was tried, scared, my makeup was ruined, my back hurt.i just want to go home. then as if my thoughts were read a knock came at the door. "come in"i lightly shouted.

as soon as the door opened and matt was visible i sprung up from my spot on the floor.hugging the boy before either of us could say anything.sobbing into his shoulder. "its okay.its okay.im here."the brunnete boy said into my hair

he held my back as we walked through the sea of people in order to make it to the exit.drunken others staring at us we walked by.i grabbed my coat which had somehow not bee touched the whole night, a dark blue zip up hoodie.i felt goosebumps go up my arms a I put it on.

the cold air hit my face unexpectidely.the winter weather sending shock through my warm body.a smile krept onto my face for an unidentified reason. i brought my arms over my chest and folded them. "why are you smiling?"matt asked while looking over at me.a smile on his face aswell

"i dont know" i answred with a small giggle.once we finally made it to the car i hobbled myself into the front passenger seat.the car was practically silent as he put the key in the ignition and started it.not much being needed to be said.

Once we pulled out of the carefully chosen parking spot I advised Matt to not drive me home seeing as my mom would probably kill me.a small hum of approval being the only noise to come from him.

This silence was soon followed up with an unexpected “thank you”from Matt. “For calling me when you needed to and not being stubborn”he clarified

A vocal response didn’t seem to fit the situation so I simply nodded in acknowledgment. “My parents are actually out on vacation so there’s no harm in you staying the night by the way, went to Maine or something.” He began to speak.I didn’t respond.only looking out the window infront of me.

“So what was it like?your first senior party?”the driving boy asked as he focused on the road infront of us.the street lights and cars illuminating his pale face.

“Well besides being thrown up on and having a whole panic attack it was pretty good.the drinks were alright and a few guys hit on me but besides that it was just alright”I answered his question.

“Not everything you dreamed of?”matt asked teasingly. Shaking my head no in response “Bummer.well now you get to spend the night with me” he continued as we pulled into his driveway.i never realized how close he lived to Haily.

Once we entered the house I was met with Chris sitting at the kitchen table. “Woah what happened to you”Chris asked.looking up from his cereal and phone.

“A party” I weakly answered.

“Oh is that y/n?”Nick asked from the couch as he turned his head around to face me. “Hey baeee, had a rough night?”he greeted and questioned.

“Rough Night is the understatement of the century”I grumbled as I opened their fridge searching for water.

“You went to hailys party right?yea those seniors are crazy.are those your clothes?”Nick rambled on.

“No these are hailys,serenity threw up on me.”I casually answered,shuddering at the remembrance of what happened.I stretched my arm out to grab the advil in their top shelf.

“Oh gross.you sleeping here tonight?”chris chimed in and asked.

“Yea, no point in going home and getting my ass beat.”I exaggerated

“Where you sleepin?”chris asked again

“Not with you, last time you punched me right in the boob, painful as fuck.”I retorted as I swapped the pills and water.

“Dude it was an accident!i was sleeping!”he answered as he threw his hand sup in defense.making me giggle.

“Not taking any chances”

“Well you can’t sleep with me.”Nick stated suddenly

“Why?”

“My bed is fucking lopsided and I have to sleep on the couch till it’s fixed” Nick said

“Just sleep in Chris’ room”

“He fucking attacks me in his sleep!”

“What about Matt?”

“He’s up too late for me, I need my eight hours but I guess this kid only needs 8 minutes” Nick answered my few questions causing me to lightly laugh

“Ok then I guess I’m sleeping in your room Matty boy”I said, turning to the boy who had just been listening to this conversation silently.

“Ok then cmon,I’m going to bed right now”he tiredly said as he walked in the direction of his room.

“I find that hard to believe”Nick shouted from his place in the couch.

I hugged Chris and Nick before following Matt into his room.

Upon opening the door I saw Matt face down on the mattress. “Jeez I didn’t think you were that tired” I joked as I sat down on the bed next to him.the calming blue led lights coloring us and the rest of the room around us.

He turned his head sideways to face me “I’m always tired”he mumbled.I situated my body so I was now laying next to him more comfortably.we then gradually moved ourselves to face each other while laying on our sides.his eyes staring into mine deeply.

"your beautiful" I whispered under my breath. ive always though Matt was attractive.not in a sexual way but the same way I think Alahna is pretty.but tonight was different.the way the blue lights bounced off his face, and how his messy hair rested almost perfectly on his forehead, or maybe it was how his dark, tired, eyes never seemed to look scary or weird on him.nonetheless he looked a way I don't even think I could describe if you put the words out in-front of me.

"your angelic..." I found myself say as my heart was taking action before my brain.i brushed some hair out of his eyes delicately with my fresh painted nails.he didn't respond, only giving me small smile.i caressed the side of his face with the back of my hand.tracing his facial structure.

"I love you" he abruptly said.the three words causing blood to rush to my cheeks rapidly.my heart besting faster almost as if on command

"I'll always love you more"I solemnly said.not exactly wanting to see his reaction to my words i moved in a little closer and closed my eyes.curling up and grabbing the covers.to my surprise though, after a few minutes I could feel his arm sake over my body and pull me closer.my head resting under his chin lightly.

then we fell asleep peacefully.silently hoping that if we were to never to wake up again that we stay together in the next life

#influencers #sturniolo triplets #x reader #youtube #celebrity #fluff #matt sturniolo #matt sturniolo x reader #angst #angst with a happy ending #chris sturniolo #chris sturniolo x reader #nick sturniolo #cute

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burnedwriter · 1 year

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comforting them after a nightmare

warnings:none,just pure angst to comfort

A/n:i dont ship kaeya and diluc,i just go with the lore and because i strongly believe kaeya would have nightmares from that fight (im just saying it bc i wrote about diluc on kaeya’s part and i dont want any misconceptions happening)

🐋childe/tartaglia

🐋childe has extreme nightmares from his memories when he fell into the abyss.

🐋he tosses and turns constantly in his sleep and some times he will even mumble words.He will wake up in cold sweat shaking from fear that someone has taken you away from him only to turn and see you peacefully sleeping on your side

🐋when you hear him having a nightmare you would put his head on your chest softly stroking his hair while you whisper sweet nothing,hoping he will calm down

🐋‘‘no...no...no’‘Ajax murmed in his sleep as he tossed left and right violently.

His non stop tossing ended up waking you up,rubbing the sleep of your eyes,you tried to shake him awake him awake but to no avail.

‘‘Ajax,wake up!’‘you yelled as you continue to shake him awake.Finally you were able to wake him up,he sat up,sweat dripping down his forehead,he pushed his hair back away from his face before turning to look at you.

‘‘i thought they took you away ‘‘he said sadness creeping in his voice.

‘‘come here,it’s ok,im here safe and sound ,see’‘wrapping your hands around his build figure into a tight hug reasuring him that that it was just a nightmare and nothing was real.

‘‘promise me you will never leave my side,got it’‘his voice desperate as he wrapped his own arms around you,closing the distance between the two of you and resting his head on your shoulder.

‘‘promise’‘

😠🍃xiao

😠🍃xiao doesnt need to sleep or can sleep.

😠🍃hes usually the one to tell that you need to go to sleep and get some rest,as he he says ‘’mortals need it to survive’’

😠🍃he might not get nightmares since he doesnt sleep but he gets those visions of the wrath of the gods he has slayed in the past and its the reason why he has karmic debt.He can feel the pain throughout his body making him kneel as he tries to control it.

😠🍃you were near when one of those visions happened.you were folding some laundry of the guests while xao kept you company,when all of a sudden you hear a loud thud,followed by a loud groan.

turning your head towards the direction of the noise,you see xiao kneeling holding his face and you immediatly run to his side,crouching to his level.

‘‘xaio are you ok’‘you said worried,clearly seeing him in pain

‘‘i will be fine,no need to worry about me’‘he said struggling.

‘‘i wont leave your side until i make sure you are fine’‘you insisted,placing a hand on his back petting him softly,reminding him of your presence.

After some time time passed,he slowly got up,looking at you angryly,but also admiring your bravery.

‘‘you could have died by my karmic debt energy,you know that’‘,he angryly said,even tough you knew that wasnt true.

‘‘then i would have died knowing i helped you’‘

❄kaeya

❄when kaeya has a nightmare it’s usually the brutal fight he had with diluc that left his eye scarred forever and destroyed their relationship.

❄he doesnt toss and turn or talk in his sleep unlike childe,but he will wake up with a bad mood and be less talkative than he would normally would.You know there is something wrong when kaeya doesnt talk.

❄it was late at night,when you heard loud crashing coming from the bathroom waking you up instantly.You turned to wake up kaeya thinking it was an intruder only to realize his side of the bed was empty

‘‘oh no’‘you thought to yourself getting up and immeddiatly heading to the bathroom.Only to see a crying kaeya leaning ovee the sink,breathing heavily.

‘‘kaeya what’s going on?’‘you asked concerned,seeing how upset he was.

‘‘just go back to sleep sweetheart and i will be there in a min’‘He replied not wanting to keep you awake.

‘‘im not leaving kaeya,sleep can wait’‘

He smiled at your words seeing your determination to help him

Coming,closer you cappedd his face with your hands claeaning the tears off of his eyes as he melted in your warm touch.

‘‘diluc never hated you kaeya,he cares about you still even after all the things that happeened between the two of you that night,he still sees you as his brother’‘you reasured him softly drawing circles on his cheek with your thumb.

Those were the words he wanted to hear reminding him that he inst a bad person and will never be one.

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fangirlstorycreator · 1 year

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Terry CK X Reader

Context: Terry gives you a much needed and very sweet suprise 💚

You and Terry were enjoying being new parents. About a month and a half ago, you had given birth to your first baby, you and Terry had become a family with a tiny little, and very precious daughter. Her hair was black when she was born, and the first thing she did when she was handed to me was grab hold of Terry's finger as tightly as she could when he rested his hand on her. It made him cry, you had only seen Terry cry once before, at your wedding when you walked down the isle. You both were now a real family, and it was wonderful. However, being new parents isnt always a walk in the park, there were the late night, early mornings, crying, nappy changes etc. But through out all of this, Terry enjoyed every moment, it could be 3 in the morning when he had to go to work in a couple of hours, and he would do nothing but smile when he picked up our little girl when she would cry.

He would change her, feed her, wind her and anything else she needed at the time, and all he would do is look upon his beautiful baby with a smile. After feeling so alone for so many years, he finaly had what he's always wanted, and being a dad was everything to him. He would want to do everything that made his daughter smile, because then he would know that he's finaly doing things right. You were the same when it came to your baby, however, it wasnt always easy. You struggled a lot more than Terry, but that's because she wanted to be attached to you just as much as she wanted to be around Terry, but sometimes it was too much. There would be days you wish you could sit in the house with noone else, just silence and a nice glass of wine, but once you become a mum, you can kiss that kind of luxury goodbye for the next few years.

One evening, your just finishing feeding your daughter. As you were still breast feeding, she had to be with you when ever she was hungry. When you put her over your shoulder to burp her, Terry walks in and sits next to you on the sofa. "Hey there sweetheart" he says before planing a sweet kiss upon your lips. "Hey Terry" "Hows our little princess doing?" he asks as he strokes at his daughters wavy black hair. "Yeh she's ok, I've just fed her, so it will be time to put her to sleep soon" "Well, dont worry about putting her to sleep tonight sweetheart, because I'm going to" Confusion sets into your mind when he says that. "I dont understand? Why do you want to put her to bed? This time is normally the only time you get to respond to emails on your office computer?"

He stands up and holds his hand out to you "Take my hand sweetheart, I have something to show you" smiling warmly up at him, you take his hand and he guides you and your baby in your arm upstairs and towards to bathroom. When you walk inside with Terry, its then that you see the main light is turned off, and the only light in there is coming from vanilla scented candles that are placed around the bath. Along with red rose pettles that have been scattered in and amongst the bath water, that by the smell of it has coconut scented oils.

"Oh Terry, this is gorgeous. Why did you do this?" "Why wouldn't I? You've been working so hard with our little princess lately sweetheart, and you deserve some time to yourself, some time to relax" The warmth of the bathroom, the smells filling the air and the true kindness of Terry's actions make you feel so loved inside. "Oh Terry, how can I thank you?" He just smiles before taking the baby carefully off of your shoulder and cradling her in his large, strong arm, resting the palm of his other hand against her little head. "You have thanked me already, more than you realise. You loved me for who I am, and made this house a home when you moved in. When you became my wife, it was the most amazing day of my life, but not as amazing as when you gave me her. Shes so perfect, so beautiful, just like you. You brought our daughter into the world and made me a father, and I will spend the rest of my life thanking you for that. And one of the ways I do that, is by doing little things for you. Like this bath, plus, I get to spend more time with my little princess as I put her to bed"

You cant help the waves of love flowing through you, you pull his face in and kiss him with a caring tenderness. "Enjoy sweetheart, I'll see you when your all finished, take your time. I love you" "I love you too Terry" He walks out of the bathroom holding your baby girl, and you turn back to face the bath. "Oh this is soooooo needed" Once you get undressed, you immerse yourself in the hot and sweet smelling water, it is absolutely gorgeous. You spend about an hour and a half in the bath, reading your book and just taking some quality time for yourself. When the water started to get cold, you decided to get out, still smelling of the coconut oil as you get dressed into your pyjamas. When you were in your bedroom putting on your moisturiser, you noticed Terry hadn't come to bed yet.

Where was he? Was he struggling to get the baby to sleep? You walked over to her bedroom, and that's where you see one of the sweetest sights you had even witnessed. Terry was fast asleep on the comfy corner chair in her bedroom, with the baby sound asleep in his arms. You couldn't help yourself, you pulled out your phone and took a picture of them both, how could you not? Once you took the picture, you picked up your baby girl and put her in her cot, then gently stroked Terry's face to wake him up. "Terry? Babe? Come on, its time to get some sleep" his eyes are still closed when he nods at you, wiping at his eyes, he stands up and you take his hand, leading him out of the room. He was already in his pyjamas thankfully, but when he got into your bedroom, he took his shirt off, he never liked sleeping with a shirt on, it was more comfortable for him this way. You snuggled down into bed with Terry following closely behind.

"Are you ok babe?" "Yeh I'm alright, just tired that's all. Our little princess made me read her 4 stories before she started getting sleepy, but it was all worth it. How was your bath?" "Perfect thank you Terry, just what I needed. Speaking of needing things, come hear and lie your head on my chest, you need to get your sleep" through his tired eyes, he still looks at you with a loving gaze before he snuggles in close and wraps his arm around you, lying his head on your chest. You put your arms around him, running your fingers through his bouncy curly silver curls, gently running your nails over his scalp and giving his a kiss on his forehead. Before you know it, you can hear sweet little quite snors coming from Terry, he's always so peaceful when he's asleep. Turning off the bedside lamp and holding him close, you whisper "Goodnight babe" before slowly, drifting off to sleep yourself.

#thomas ian griffith #sensei targaryen #terry silver #cobra kai #terry silver x reader

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ashthemadwriter-archived · 2 years

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I saw your requests are open, I hope it’s okay to send something in! (˃ᆺ˂) I appreciate your writing style!

I wanted to ask if you could do some headcanons of Atsushi x petite!shy fem s/o who shares in his beast ability, only she can turn into a wolf? Just soft things between a tiger and wolf gifted if you are able too! I appreciate your time and hope you have an amazing day ahead! ✨🐺

Fandom:Bungou Stray Dogs

Pairings:Atsushi X Fem!reader

Genre:Fluff

Format:Headcanons

Warnings:None

Word Count:0.7K

A/n:girl you literally broke me lol. i mean i couldnt really think of anything yet i wanted to do this request because i like you a lot :') anyway, these are all i could do,hope its ok :> i love you and ty for requesting! my inbox was pretty empty lol

@alphaofdarkness

ok lmao.

so the boy was shocked as hell when he found out about your ability.

i mean,youre kinda like him! except that you turn into a wolf instead of a tiger lol.

so the first time you guys met, he was super excited,but also super awkward. he wanted to make conversation, but didnt know where to start. and when he did think of something, it wasnt as smooth as it had to be.

"sooo...can you howl...?"

you were like: bruh what the hell

"yeah...i guess i can" "oh? thats cool! i...i can roar!" "oh? good! good for you!"

yeah the silence is definitely better lol

but when you got to know each other a bit more, you were both comfortable. a bit too much actually.

he wasnt as on gaurded as he was around his superiors, and he liked playing pranks on you (without crossing the line tho)

you once hid in the bathroom and scared the shit out of him. you were in your wolf form, and when he was entering the bathroom, you jumped out of your hideout and rumbled at him. he screamed-a very loud one, until he realised it was you.

he ended up laughing at his own reaction, but he wanted to repay you. i mean, Atsushi is a bit naughty too, if you watch him closely hehe

so when he hid in your closet and roared, you screamed and suddenly lost your balance. thankfully he was fast, so he immediately turned back into his human form and prevented you from falling to the ground by placing his arms under you.

you were like a princess in his arms, but like a shy and surprised princess, and boy he was not a smooth prince.

you were both a blushing mess, but you also couldnt take your eyes off each other. you never really payed attention to his face, and how gorgeous his eyes were.

he was also getting lost in your gaze before you smacked his head.

"ouch!" "you like what you see?" "yes! WAIT I MEAN NO-"

Things definitely got awkward again, but good awkward. that incident was enough for both of you to realise that what you felt for each other wasnt just normal liking, it was something more.

then the romance begins.

it took him quite a long time to ask you out, and he wouldnt have been able too, without the help of Dazai, but he did it eventually.

your jokes got a bit cheesier.

"i have a talking tiger at my house,you know? i can show it to you if you come over []~(￣▽￣)~* "

and when you did came over, nothing cheesy happened, cuz its Atsushi were talking about.

you were the first one who made the move fot cuddling, and his silence was definitely a sign of satisfaction.

he has someone like him helping him during the missions now. he doesnt want you to get hurt, but hello? youre a wolf! theres nothing to worry about!

so when hes finally sure that you can take care of yourself, he's relieved, cuz he doesnt have to be afraid anymore, not without you by his side.

you both relate the pain of having your clothes ripped after transformation. its definitely a pain, but having someone whos going through the same thing is definitely better than nothing

ok ok hear me out. once you both were so tired from the mission that you fainted on he street and had others worry about you. Kunikida was really pissed, but when he find you two curled up around each other in your animal form, he got super soft.

you were in his arms, slightly snoring while rubbing yourself on his belly, and he was subconciously tightenning his embrace around you while licking your head.

everyone were taking pics and were like "Awwww! look at them!"

youre adorable :>

Atsushi is easier to open up around you. he knows that you once went through the same difficulties. he knows that some people werent exactly kind to you because of your ability, and he can relate. thats one of the reason he fell in love with you, because you understand him and dont question his fears

ok baby. i really hope you like this and thanks for reading💕

-Ash

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engeorged · 2 years

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The Restaurant Part Two

A chink of light burst in through the curtains and woke Josh up. He'd had a wierd dream. He dreamt that huge marshmallows were chasing him totally naked through the streets and the only way he could stop it was to eat it. Then no sooner had he crammed the last of the mallow into his mouth another one came tumbling round the corner. The dream felt like it had lasted for hours and hours and his belly was swollen out of all proportions, even though he had absolutely no difficulty in stuffing the next one into his mouth. Groggily he went to push the covers away and get up, but on the way down knocked the top of a large mound and grunted as though he had been hit in the middle. Memories of the previous nights binge started to flood back to him as he pushed himself up with considerable effort and waddled over to the mirror.

''Fuck!'' was all he managed to say as the incredible sight of his new pot belly smacked him in the face. His gut had gone down since the previous night, but it was still no where near his original size. Looking at himself naked in the full length mirror he took in the full extent of what had happened. His pecs were still in tact and his thick thighs had not changed. All that was different was that his gut now started straight under his ribs and jutted out in front of him. The result was a perfectly formed ball, solid and firm, and still incredibly swollen.

Shaking his head in disbelief he turned to see if Dave was still in bed, but his side of the bed was already vacated. He wandered to the bathroom, and took a long satisfying piss, checking himself once more in the mirror. But alas, it was true, the gut was still there. He weighed himsefl on the scales, 263lbs!! That was an increase of 19lbs. There was no way that this could be happening but the facts were all there staring him in his chiselled face. He reached his hand down to caress his belly, and found it incredibly sensitive to touch. Not painful but nice. He rubbed his hand over it and discovered to his horror that that ache he was feeling wasnt pain from the swolleness of his gut but that he washe was feeling ever so slightly hungry.

''You've got to be kidding, I am not going to be able to eat anything for months till i get rid of this thing.'' He muttered to himself. In the distance, he heard the door bang and Daves cheerful voice coming up the stairs. ''You up? I've been to get some breakfast!'

Josh headed downstairs, putting his bath robe on on the way. Turning into the kitchen, he saw Dave unpacking 5 or 6 bags of shoping on to the counter with his back facing him. He heard him come through the door and turned, revealing an equally swollen gut. ''Isn't this wierd? What the fuck happened last night man?'' He exclaimed, lifting his t-shirt up to show his tanned ball. ''I got a few strange looks in Tesco I can tell you!''

''So this is for real? I'm not dreaming.'' said a very confused Josh.

''Damn right its real!'' Replied Dace, starting to cook some bacon ''You famished too?''

''Woah, Wait one minute!!! Are you saying that you're OK with this?'' He said gesturing at his abdomen.

''Well I guess. I mean its here now right, I'm gonna have some fun with this baby for a week or so and then hit the gym. I've been trying to keep my weight low for like ever and now I've got this thing, I'm gonna see what its like for a while. Now, do you want some breakfast or not? I'm just gonna get the milk out the car.''

Stunned, Josh stood there and watched Dave leave. What he'd said had made sense. The gut was there now and there wasnt a lot he could do about it so why not have some fun, It'd only be for a week and besides, there was no way he could eat the amount he'd eaten last night again. What harm could be done. As if to punctuate his decision, the microwave pinged. He walked over and opened it and saw the 12 hot croissant inside. They smelled divine, slowly he reached out and took one. Placing itin his mouth, he felt the same feeling as the previous night and before he coudl stop himself, he'd finished it and was reaching out for a second. By the time Dave came back, they'd all dissapeared down his throat.

''You know it makes sense, now help me cook us a breakfast! This baby needs filling.''

With a shrug to indicate 'whatever' Josh began to help unpack the food and Dave had bought a lot of it. Pastries, meats, cheeses, yougurts and huge freshly baked breads. When it was all laid out on the table, Dave reached over and grabbed Josh's jaw. he opened his mouth and stuffed a donught in. Josh swallowed it hungrily. 'That's the spirit, now dig in!' he roared and dived greedily into the food. 'Every man for himself!' The pair tore into the food, with a renewed passion, stuffing whole rolls into their mouths without bothering to butter them. All Josh could think about was this immense hunger he had, like a hole deep inside his body that had to be filled. The table was packed with food but it was vanishing quickly into the growing men. Pastries went first follwed by the meat. Washing it down with a gallon of milk as if it were nothing. Each totally engrossed.

As soon as it had had started, the binge finished. The pair having eaten the mammoth meal as if it were a childs lunch box. Both now had straining guts the size of the previous night. Drenched in sweat, they sat panting, totally stunned at their appetites. Straining, they looked at each other.

'Fuck! There is no way this is real!' Exclaimed Josh, looking on down on his vast sphere, poking out of his dressing gown. 'There is no way I can fit into any of my clothes now. And I'm still Fucking hungry!'

'Yeah I know! It's incredible! Do you think someone is doing this?' Dave pondered, but before he had chance to follow the thought through, Josh's watch beeped.

'Shit! It's 9 o clock, we're late for our lectures!' Jumping up he sped to the bathroom, slowing down as soon as his straining stomach started to protest. 'Man, I can't move!' He struggled up the stairs and pulled on a pair of tracksuit bottoms, but found that they wouldn't sit around his waist. Leaving them under his gut he pulled on his gap hoodie which was way to large for him any way, but even that seemed to be too small, and sat, stretched around his gut, leaving a good inch of navel on show. He pulled on his shoes and checked his hair in the mirror and went downstairs to the car where Dave was busy moving his seat back so his paunch wouldn't push up against the wheel. Miraculously, they made it to uni with 3 mins to go and each went to his various lectures.

'Meet you in the refrectory at break!' Dave shouted down the corridor.

Josh nodded in agreement and started making his way to his bio chem lecture, turning the corner he bumped straight into the captain of his rugby team. At 6'5 and 280 lbs Ben was a massive guy and built like a barn door, he was wearing his trademark rugby shirt and some old faded jean. His short dark hair and deep brown eyes along with his thick meaty thighs and arms, were the reason Josh had joined the rugby team in the first place. Josh had had a really big crush on Ben for the first 6 months but he'd become a real good friend since. He had tried out for England the year before but had failed to get in as his train was late for the final interview but he was still an excelent rugby player and his size meant he was a excelent weapon on the field. 'Shit, sorry.' he said bending down to help Josh to pick up his papers and banged his head on his belly. 'Woah man whats this?' he asked in his deep voice, his northern Irish accent breaking through. Reaching up he placed his hand on Josh's stomach and gave it a hearty shake. 'I know I said bulk up for the game against Leeds next week, but I didnt mean that much!! You look 6 months pregnant!! Lay off the beer for a few weeks man! Anyway, need to shoot, but don't forget the practise at 3. And remember we're going to go to the pub afterwards, but maybe you'd better stick to the diet coke!' He added as he ran off down the corridor. 'S'ok man, see you later yeah'

He turned and made his way to the lecture theatre. He notised that he was still feeling incredibly hungry, and had had some severe hunger pains, rumbling around his gut. Just before he walked through the door he saw the drinking fountain and decided to have a quick drink. Maybe that would decrease his hunger a bit. He bent down awkwardly and put his lips to the tap pushed to button and gusled hungrly. Suddenly, one of guys, Rick, from the rugby team came up behind him and turned the fawcet for the fountain full on. Water rushed into Josh's mouth at a huge speed. All he could do to prevent himself choking was to swallow. 'Hey man, thats for stealing my clothes at practise last week!' the jock laughed. After 30 seconds he stopped laughing and stared at Josh who was still guzzling at the water. 'Dude, you can stop now! It was only a joke.' He glanced down in disbelief at Josh's gut which seemed to be distending before his eyes. 'Shit man, thats enough! Are you stuck down there or something?' panicing, he tried to pull Josh away

from the fountain, but he wouldnt seem to budge. Josh was a big guy and seemed to be well and truly caught. All the time the fast flowing water was surging into his belly and inflating it up even further. 'Hey, Ian, Amir, come and help me. Josh is stuck to the water fountain.' The two guys ran over and began to pull Josh away. With a huge effort the tugged him free. All four men ended up on the floor, sprawled out on top of each other.

Josh layed on his back and shook his head. When the water started flowing, he couldnt help himself. The hunger again took over him and all he could think about was draining the tap dry. He looked up to discover that he could no longer see anything, as his extensive gut was vlosking everything from his view. His gut had swollen up to nearly twice the size of the previous night and looked like it was about to burst. His skin stretched so tightly it was starting to look shiny and his jumper had ridden up to below his ribs and was revealing the massive expancive ball that had replaced his six pack.

The guys helped him sit up with great effort and he sat on the floor, legs outstretched with his gut sat in between. He could even hear the water sloshing around inside him.

'Holy fuck man, I'm sorry.' Rick garbled, all the colour drained from his face. 'What the fuck have I done? It was only a stupid prank.'

'Dont worry about it,' Josh lied 'I'll piss this off in about an hour, I've always been a good drinker. Now shut up and help me up.'

Rick and Ian held out thier hands and heaved him up. Stood on his feet, Josh felt the water migrating around his stomach, sloshing and gurgling he made his way into the lecture theatre, his hunger temporarily subsided. He crammed himself into the small seat, his belly sitting on top of the desk and got out his laptop. The lecturer walked in and took a double take at the beached whale sat on the front row. 'It's a good job we're talking about nutritional values today. I can see some of you need to start learning how to eat.'

The lecture lasted for a good 2 hours, during which, Josh grew increasingly uncomfortable, for 2 reasons. Firslty, the lecturer was talking about food, and this made his appetite start to creep back and the hunger pains seemed to start up again. Secondly, the water was working around his system and his bladder was filling up. He was desperate for a piss. He even thought he could see that the bottom half of his belly was more rounded out that the top. It was as if his bladder was stretching out to accomodte the gallons of water contained in his body. When the class had finished, Josh squeezed his way out of the class room and half ran, half rolled to the toilets. He made his way to the cubicle and unbuttoned his fly. His sizeable erect cock, which was overly engorged with blood, flopped lazily out and he took it in both hands and started to piss. He groaned with relief. His urine was totally clear and gushed out way more than ever before. He had to lean his head round to make sure he was aiming in the bowl as his belly obstructed his view. Another guy came next to him and started to piss too. He took a glance at Josh and gasped. 'Hey man, guess you needed that huh? Drank a lot last night did we?' Before Josh had finished, 4 other guys came and went. When the stream finally subsided, he shook himself off anfd tucked himself away, notising that his gut had gone down considerably, he was now able to pull his jumper down. Well that was at least till he breathed out and it rode up a few inches again. Washing his hands, he left and made his way to the refrectory to meet Dave. . .

#gay gainer #fat gut #inflated belly #bloated gut #bloatedaf #stuffing art #bellystuffing feeder #gainer fiction #gainer stories

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buckybarnesfanfic · 2 years

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Ignorant little boy

Yoy knew Bucky was raised in the 1940s a time when women had to hide their periods and pretend like nothing was happening. You didnt want to freak him out by just blurring out the subject of menstrual cicle so you kept it under the radar for the first few months of your relationship. Yoy were an Avenger too so you lived with the rest in the Avengers Compound luckily everyone had their own quarters so keeping it a secret wasnt difficult. But what was hard was lying to your boyfriend about it.

As a trained assasin he could easily see when you were lying so when cramps hit you hard you just tell him that you are having a sleepover at nats to be safe. At first he was okay with that not paying any attention but as the months got by he realised a pattern to your sleepovers at nats and he was wondering what that was about. 5 months in the relationship you were once again in nats room curled in a blanket eating chocolate and groaning as the pain continued.

-you have to tell him eventually, you cant keep this for ever yn

Nat said putting you a glass of wine sitting next to you

-i know Nat... I just dont want to freak him out you know. He has been through so much and he is still adapting to this new life. Throughing this to him is gonna be too much.

-yn is just period. I am sure he can handle it just fine youre just overthinking again. I m suprised he hasnt asked you about your visits here every month.

-I dont know Nat.. just let this month pass and ill see okay ?

-ok yn as you wish but you do havr to tell him or i will

she said smirking as she watched your suprised face.

-you wont! Come on Nat i will tell him just stop nagging about it.

you said as you covered you haid with the fluffy blanket.

The next day was suprissingly well. No cramps no pains and a low flow so you thought this was a perfect time to go to Bucky. You had missed him so much even if it was inly for a day. Your period it made you clingy and you wanted him around all the time. So you went into hiw room only to find him half asleep on his bed. Not wanting to wake him you tip toe to his bed and crawl under the blankets next to him. The momment he felt your pressence he woke putting his arm in your middle pulling you closer to him giving you a lazy soft kiss on the lips.

-I thought you were with Nat?

-we finished early and i wanted to see you.

you said burring your head in the crook of his neck snuggling even further.

-i missed you so muck Bucky

you say in a muffled voicce making Bucky laugh holding you tighter against him.

-i missed you too doll so much

he said kissing your temple humming a song lulling you both to sleep.

Time passed and after a 2 hours nap you were ready to have some fun but the momment you opened your eyes you realised that you had leaked. FUCK !!! what were you gonna do you didnt want Bucky to see this. This was a disaster so you decided to act quickly. You slid under the covers and from Buckys arms but the momment you were getting up you felt a hand grasping yours gently.

-where are you going doll?

he asked in a groogy voice sleep still evident in his eyes.

-im just going to the bathroom baby go back to sleep ill be back soon

you said kissing him softly on the forehead and then on the lips before standing up.

Bucky hummed in aggrement and went to close his eyes but when you stood up he gasped at the sight before him sending him into a panic mode rapidly gettinf out of bed and start bomb you with questions.

-yn where did you got hurt? what is all that blood? did you got shot?

he didnt think what he was saying he was just in shock of what he was seeing infront of him.

-Bucky baby im alright i promise you. Im fine love im fine.

you tried to tell him but he didint listen he was busy checking you up and down for any sighns of possimble wound.

finally you sat on the bed took his hands that roamed your body and placed them on your face making him look at you in the eyes.

-Bucky my love i am okay. you saw it yourself i have no wounds. You have to calm down my love i am here and i am fine i promise you.

hearing this words Bucky finally relaxed and took a deep breath looking you lovingly and worridly in your eyes.

-what is all that blood then doll? where did it came from?

in that momment he looked like a lost puppy lost in worried and you felt terribly guilty for this. You should have talked to him.

-My love i am going to explain everything up okay? i just want 10 minutes to get clean and ill be back with you i promise.

he was hesitant he didnt know what was happening and he was still very worried but your reassuring smile calmed him.

-Are you sure you re okay doll?

-yes Bucky im fine i promise i will be back in a bit dont worry.

and with that yn was headind to the door going to her room to quickly change.

Bucky sat worriedly in the couch of his room his leg bouncing up and down waiting for you. the momment he heard the door open he turned to see you in an oversized shirt that was his and a cute pair of fluffy socks. he was so relived that you were okay and he immidietly sat up and got to you hugging you tight.

-im okay baby im okay. lets go talk i have some things to tell you.

you said breaking the hug but taking his hand in yours guiding him in the couch.

-i should have said that to you a long time before but i didnt want to burden you.

you said in a low voice looking at your linked hands.

-you can tell me anything yn, you are never a burden for me. what is it doll?

he held your chin up with his fingers lookung at you with the most sincere eyes.

Every month when i go to Nats for sleepovers it is because i have my period and i didnt want you to be overwhelmed about this. i know in your time they didnt speak about it and now you have so much on your plate to figure out that i didnt want to put another in it.

you said quietly and nervously.

Bucky looked at you not with anger or hate but with love and adoration that relaxed a little bit.

- Doll you got through it all alone all those months so just to not overwhelm me?

-yes.. im sorry i should have said it sooner but..

you didnt got to finish your sentence and Bucky just took you in his arms and kiss you. the kiss was so pationate and fierce that you melted in his touch. after the kiss he hold you and said

-you dont have to hide from me doll. yes i have a lot to learn still about this new world but whenit comes to you you come first baby. im here for you for anything you need me to and im happy to learn with you. i want you to feel comfortamble and free with me yn . im here for you love.

he said that with so much love that you felt guilty thinking that he will get mad.

-thank you so much baby. im so soory for keeping this from you.

-its okay doll im happy you finally told me so i can help you through it. So what exactly is a period?

he questioned and you laughed a bit. you loved how eager he was a bout learning for it and how helpfull he wanted to be. you spent 1 hour expalining to him what it was how many days it lasted what were the symptoms and how to help you. After that he never letted you on your own on your period he was there for you through it all. cramps cravings mood swings and all and that made you fall in love with him all over again.

#marvel #fanfic #bucky #buckybarnes #reader #love #fluff #tumblr #story #period #lovingbucky #buckyxreader #sweetbucky #buckyoneshot #buckybarnesimagine

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ppatricia34me · 2 years

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Something sinister around my waist

(Athers note: this is my frist story on doctor strange, Just so you know this is going to be Self-indulgent, also it might have spoilers in it even if i have not seen any moves, i have read Plenty of x reader and clips lol.) (Also please take this as An Au.) (Also I'm sorry I haven't posted anything twisted wonderland based, I just really like this evil guy lol)

(POV Patricia)

It was a quite day, Stephen was out checking up on other realities and i was home in the Sanctum, watching dishes alone, i was free to play my music without worry of bothering anyone, once the last dish was done i paused my music only to hear a Familiar sparking noise, i smiled as i poked my head out of the kitchen only to see noone, soon i feailt a pare of arms wrap arond me from behind.

“Dariling, I’ve missed you, It feels like i was gone For a millennia or maybe an eternity!” Stephen spoke into the side of my neck, his lips lightly Yet desperately leaving kisses.

I blushed, he was never one to be super Affectionate, only sometimes, I leand into his toch trying to Soak up this rare opportunity, i lightly Stretched my arms out to rech for the mans hair, i lightly played with it, thats when he Finally looked up at me, he looked Different than his usual appearance, His facial hair slightly longer, His hair slightly longer and a little more dishevelled, his Clothes were darker, And he looked so so tired.

“S..Stephen, Are you ok, did something happen?” i asked Cupping the man's face, he was qwick to hold my small hands.

“Everythings fine now that i have you in my arm!” he Sweetly spoke.

My checks Felt hot and it felt as if a million butterflies were fluttering in my stomach, his worlds and Affectionate gesture's feailt so sweet, like a peace of candy.

“W..Whant me to run you a bath, than after we could watch some T.V and cuddle!” I smiled looking into his deep blue eyes.

He leand in and placed a deep kiss to my forehead. “That would be lovely~!” he smirked, I giggled like a scool girl, and Excitedly ran to the bathroom, he fallowd after.

The bathroom was a nice size for the Amount of people who lived there, It had grey marble flooring and Grey marble walls, With a few accent walls such as black marble and Tile that also looked marbled to match, the tub was white with gold faucets.

I was qwick to grabe the bathbooms and Shampoo from the shelf, I Let out an excited squeal, It wasnt everyday i got to do this, Stephen was a very Reserved man.

I turned on the weather and dropped the pink bathboom in, it Smelt like roses, I soon turend arond to see Stephen smiling softly. “Oh I can leave if you need to change!” I blushed, Feeling like i over stayed.

He took my hand, he bright it to his lips. “Please stay!” he spoke above a whisper. I smiled softlyly up at him. “No problem!” I blushed shyley.

He leand over and shut off the Water, i blushed and giggled.

“Now to enjoy the fruits of your labor~!” he smirked, he soon took his shirt off, I blushed and looked away, soon I heard the sound of weather splashing, I looked over to find him in the tub with a smirk.

He wiggled his figer to me, I blushed and walked over to the tube, siteing on its Edge.

“What would you like me to do?” I asked blushing lighty.

“Could you wash my back and hair Darling!” he spoke.

I smiled as i leaned over sightly and grabbed the scrubbing brush, I put some suop on and begane to skrube, he let out a few Satisfied hums and Arched his back, i cuped my hands and poured water over his back.

I than grabbed the Shampoo and began to rub it in his hair, his body relaxed as he leand into me.

“This is Heavenly my darling~!” he spoke lovely, his arms coming out of the weather, he soon fond my hips and Stroke them lightly.

I giggled and washed the Shampoo from his hair, i ran my fighters throw it, i pressed a kiss on the top of his head.

(an hour later)

Stephen and I sat on the Couch, I rested my head on his shoulder, I had given him His favourite pair of Grey sweatpants and his university sweater, it was nice to just Relax with him, soon I heard a knock at the door that brought me out of my thoughts, I Got up slightly confused. “I wonder whos at the door?” I spoke Feeling a bit uneasy, But I push the feeling aside and Walk to the door.

I Slowly opened it only to find, The man that was sitting on the couch with me, Staring at me with a couple of cuts on his face, His outfit with his usual, Dark blue robes and a red cape, My face went white. “B..But we were Sitting together on the couch!” I Shuttered, I Backed away slowly only for my back to hit The affectionate mans.

“GET AWAY FROM HER SINISTER!” The Man in the door spoke, The Familiar sparking noise accompanied him as he put up his magical Disc.

Suddenly I was Harshly grabbed from my back by the affectionate man. “NO SHE LOVES ME, I’M NOT LETING HER GO ANGAN!’he spoke Purple radiating from his other hand.

Stephen looked at me, his eyes worried, He lowered his hands.

“Just let her go, and we can talk!” Stephen Calmly spoke.

Sinister looked down at me, his grip slowly Loosening, once free i backed away so i was out of both mens way, Sinister stpted Forward but Stephen was qwick to step in.

“I think you need to go back to your Dimension!’ Stephen Calmly spoke.

“No, Not with out her!” Sinister Spoke his voice breaking slightly, Stephen took his Arm opening a portal.

I looked betwine both men, my hart and mind racing a Mile-a-minute,than an idea hite me. “W..Wait, I have an idea…I could vist him, every other Thursday, but only for an hour!” i spoke up, the tow men looked at ech other. “Are you sure, He can be a bit Obsessive!” Stephen spoke Voice echoing with skepticism, Sinister rolled his eyes at Stephen but softed when looking at me.

“I’m sure, But Sinister, dont make me Regret my decision!” i spoke.

“You have my word and my hart darling!” he smiled, he than Left into the portal.

Stephen smiled at me, walking over to me and Bringing me into a warm embrace.

I smiled Burying my face in his chest, gratefully it was him.

(The end)

#stephen strange #I hope you like it #doctor strange #Sinister x Me #sinister strange #story #fun writing

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abetteranglican · 2 months

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i stayed, curled into the couch corner while chris recounted all his health problems to the woman on the phone. he had said hed go in the other room, but he had stayed.

he looked really bad

the news was going on in the background. deaths in palestine, deaths on waiting lists, i heard politicians drawl and chris heave and tried to focus on the words of my book, about a time and place now dead too. i kept picturing the dead bodies in the film we had watched the night before

later he took his oxygen levels and they were very low, far too low, he needed to go to hospital. i stared at the number as it went down but tried to keep my face blank. chris was worried. he asked me to use the little box and i asked whether that would actually make him feel better, he said yes. my levels were fine, so unfortunately it was working correctly.

i suggested that he should probably call someone, at some point. he had said before that to get out of hospital he had needed to lie about having a carer, he was really really bad. i stayed calm on the couch. told him he really just needed to start getting out again, he was going a little mad on his own there. i could tell by the way he went around, talking to himself like all the lonely people i knew. but he wasnt aware, he seemed very very old.

he kept going on about the same things, a subscription box he was having issues with, a far too expensive couch chair he had bought off a catalogue that i knew had to be returned. it was too big, i said i would get my dad to drive by and take it to the post office once it arrived. chris seemed always on the phone to call centres, he was really properly lonely.

he knew it too, little comments made a couple times, thinking aloud to himself again. he got scared at home now, was afraid of going outside, had been in the house recovering too long, wished he had someone to make sure he was ok. a man had died in his flat upstairs recently, only found out when a neighbour had complained of a smell, he had been dead a month. i hope that doesnt happen to me, chris said.

death was everywhere, it seemed. the world had died a little while before and we were just sipping the dregs of what was still warm, but cooling, we were just beginning to notice. chris said that a lot of people in his block just seemed to disappear now, that was the thing about getting old.

he was waiting for a package of pills to arrive by post, and they were late. two hours passed by with me sitting in the couch corner, listening to the news, to him, his wheezing.

we wait for the resurrection

i knew i was really struggling, but i just had to quash it as long as i could. as soon as the pills arrived i would make him come out for a walk. thank god they did. chris started having stomach troubles after that and needed to go to the bathroom a few times, but i waited in my coat. he never said anything, but i could tell he was nervous. i got him out though, and we went for a short, quiet walk around the park next to his block. he had to stop a few times. i saw a poster inside a little display, very bare, advertising community gardening on a sunday.

i perked up, 'this would be good!'

chris said yes, i took a photo of the poster, there was an email address. chris said there was no way of knwoing how old it was though. the park looked a little desolate. it was very mild and the sky was white, there was a little wind and it was all very quiet. a couple children and their parents played on the swings nearby. chris said he often took molly here, but i assumed that mustve been before hospital.

we went over to the allotments and chris sat down on a bench, telling me to go have a look at the flowers. i went off round to each box, filled with dry earth, and a few plants. there were some rhubarb type vegetables growing in one, lots of succulents throughout, i started reaching out to touch each plant after a while, taking in their softness and feeling. i jogged down to the lower situated boxes, steeped in long grass and looked up to see chris. he was hunched over on the bench, a pale, sickly pink. not ruddy like those stout pensioners you see with white moustaches and caps, something very frightening. he seemed to shudder where he sat.

i had a short look at the rest of the flowers and then went up again, we were off back home, meaning i could leave after. he thanked me for actually getting him out, he knew id had to push a litte. it was a sort of nice day outside, perhaps only so eerie because of that feeling, the feeling of everything coming to a stop.

i took him back upstairs and stayed a short while to look over the coat he though might be a little too big for him, but it was fine. i said i'd be off and he thanked me for having stayed over. he had said before that it was very comforting having someone else in the flat, it was a bit scary at night having no one there and hearing these tales of silent death. this time he said that he was afraid he would be lonely now i was gone, but again, thank you very much, please come again. I reminded him that he just really needed to start getting out now, and he would get much better, he felt better already. i would email the gardeners and see what was up there, and a daily walk around the park would do him good. and the girl molly and her mother were coming tomorrow, this he agreed with, although they hadnt spoken anything of it since last thursday, but then of course if she were going to cancel she would have said.

that whole evening and morning he had looked so very ill, and looking at him had been so very hard, confusing to try to remember how he had looked before. he had always been a little slow, but in such a childlike and unoffensive way that it had made my childhood, him always having kept some of his within him, ready to come out when looking after his friends beloved little ones. thinking about that, and contrasting it with the image before me then was very difficult, even more so while writing it all down. writing this now, i cant bring myself to describe in earnest the details of how he looked.

i hugged him and left in a daze, stumbling down the road to the bus stop. a man in blue headphones was asking around for a pound, i went through my wallet and offered him the 50p i had, mechanically lightening my voice. i felt really stupid afterwards, he definitely didnt fit in with the type i now knew so well, he had been walking in clean trainers, freshly shaved. but there had been something in his voice, he seemed vulnerable, it was 50p anyway so what should i care if the poor thing had it. i leaned my head against the bus timetable, spent.

i read on the way home, missed my train. in a strange part of london, with strange people. once i got home i collapsed on my knees by my bed and said something i cant remember, something very simple, just as i had been saying once an hour when i had been with chris. it was 3:30 now and i had only eaten breakfast. when i had arrived home, shattered, i had told my dad that chris was really bad, he seemed worried and agreed that he would help with the sofa thing. upstairs, i opened my laptop and looked for things to do in chris' borough. in the search bar i typed 'excercise classes for older people'.

i stumbled around the internet and council directories before finding a few things chris might like, all an easy bus ride from his house. i also emailed the garden people. i emailed links to myself and pasted them to whatsapp, sending a few suggestions over to chris. then i sank onto the edge of my bed and sent voicenotes to alexey. i had gotten home, chris looked desperate, the world was ending, i had found him classes and emailed and hopefully things went well, as soon as i started speaking the words my breath started shivering in my throat and my eyes grew hot, and mumbling into my phone i told him that i felt so tired, and now my head was starting to ache from crying. but ive realised that yes, i could definitely be a social worker. the burnout and turnover rate would suit me just fine.

i made myself shower, and my thoughts grew more collected in my head, i could do this sort of thing, look out for people. i went back to my room, having massaged some of the horror out of my skin and hair and talked to alexey about it all some more. and then the tears began again, and the trembling.

i went downstairs for some food, having waited because there were people over, i tried to hide my blotchy face behind my hair while i made tea and waited for popcorn, because my dad was there too in the kitchen. i uttered out monosyllabic responses whenever he said anything, but they sounded more like small cries. i was completely broken.

i spent the rest of the day in bed, reading a crappy romance book that i hadnt liked until that afternoon, and i felt better after a while, though there were dark red circles under my eyes until i went to sleep, the telltale of a truly miserable day. chris sent me thankst for the suggestions and said he would go to one of the classes on tuesdays, i tried not to see his face in my whatsapp home page. i messaged extra people then so that his profile would mover further down the screen. i tried not to think about him, and everything he must be at that moment.

i talked to alexey, and he was lovely. but ive only ended on that because i cant stomach leaving it on anything else.

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finnig3n · 7 months

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Growing up queer in the Balkans

Growing up and being aware that you are different in a way that, at the time, it seemed nobody else was, was insanely hard and fucking scary.

Realising you were something other than straight was so insanely terrifying that words couldn't describe how devastated i was. I spent my early years begging any god ,that maybe, just maybe could exist in this wast fucking universe to make me normal. Because I was never good enough, never normal enough, never just enough for anyone.

Realising i had a huge ass crush on one of my classmates was so heartbreaking. I pretended for so long that i liked the same popular boys everybody else did, but even then i was maid fun of for that.

I dont know what was worse for me , to be honest, the realisation and comming out to myself as a bisexual and a nonbinary person and finaly having the courage to put labels on how i was feeling , or my family , my parents, my grandparents finding out i wanted to look like a boy and kiss girls.

I knew i couldnt tell them, every fucking scenario i played out ended with me either gettting beaten to death or beaten and kicked out.

I planned my escape routs, i had a go bag that I maid for a , just in case they somehow finde out.

It was terrefing and scary and so fucking stress induing that I kept thinking im better off dead then being openly gay.

I never told anyone and it was eating me up inside. It felt like a huge part of me was just slowly dying from the lack of exposure, I felt i was dying.

Finally i had the courage after meeting a friend of mine who was also semi openly gay, to come out as bisexual.

I thought , ok i will just say im bi and the nonbinary trans thing im not gonna mention because what if they dont accept me.

Even now that i came out , and showed people who i actually am, i still feel reserved, and like i have to hide it a lot . Because Bosna is not a forgiving or an accepting place.

I came out in a bathroom of a psych word at 3 am to my mum, absolutely broken and fucked, because trying to explain to my parents that i was severely mentally ill was like trying to tell a fish that if they just try hard enough it can grow legs.

Suffice to say i had a huge mental breakdown and, i will spear you from the gorry details , lets just say it wasnt fun. I knew that this was my only shot at coming out to my parents, they werent there to hit me , i had the cover of a phone, i wasnt at home, and if it all went to shit there was a social worker who could help me get back on my feet.

I know, however stupid and sad and depressing it is going to sound, that my parents only accepted me because they thought i was going to kill myself. And i know that they love to deny it.

Even now they spew so much homophobic shit my way that i dont know how i can stay in the same room as them without crying my eyes out. I guess i just got used to it, even tho it still hurts like a mother fucker.

I mett so many lgbtq people in my country, and the first time i saw and mett a trans person who spoke my language and lived in the same streets and went to the same koffee shops as me, i wanted to cry out of happiness.

I wasn't alone, for the first fucking time, I wasn't alone. We talked about binding and testosterone and how to feel less disphoric, it was the first time THAT part of my life was understood by someone who was also trans.

I love my friends i really do, without them, i wouldn't be here, they are my found family, but they will never understand the trans part of me.

The discomfort and wanting to cut your body parts so you can look yourself in the mirror.

So i guess I'm writing this for that one person who lives in a country where it's absolutely fucked to be any sort of gay. Who, like me felt alone. This probably didn't make a lot of sense but it was just a brain dump so forgive me.

Have a nice day lovely humans. and sorry for the misspellings im disleksisk

Finn xoxo

#brain dump #lgbtq community #lgbtq #balkan #oh fuck i hate this #i dont know how to tagg #its 1 30 am and i cant sleep #so i wrote this #bc idk

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nelsonbodyconfidence · 2 years

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shirtless beach trip may 2022 (6/6)

when it was time to leave the beach i went back to the changing area the beach had. they use to have showers in a big open room but they remodeled an now they are in little stales. they are also kind of expansive to use but they have showers outside to use too. since i didnt go in the water and only really needed to wash the sand off my legs i used the outside shower and had to keep my swim trunks on. even with trunks on it was a little strange using the shower in such a public place were everyone going to or from the beach could see me. i think i would have been a little more comfortable using the big open shower room naked since it would have been enclosed. even though everyone in the shower room could see me naked theyd at least they would have chosen to come into the shower room and knew seeing naked people was a possibility.

i tried not to get my swimtrunks too wet since i had cut out the netting in them and wasnt wearing any underwear so i didnt want my penis to be too visible though the trunks if the wet trunks clung to my body. after using the shower i still had to walk to the changing stales while wet. the changing stales are just normal bathroom stales without the toilet in them. since getting use to changing in the open gym locker room ive gotten use to them and prefer them to the small changing stales. only a few people can get changed at a time so i feel rushed to change quickly so someone else can use them too but in an open locker room theres more room and more people can change at once so i dont feel like anyone is waiting on me to finish. the changing stales normally also have big gaps between the doors or are a little to low so they done really give you that much privacy so what is the point.

the week before i got a new pair of short that werent gym short. this is the first par of shorts ive owned that where not gym shorts or swimtrunks. gym shorts may be supper comfy but sometime there are places that shorts are ok to wear to but gym shorts seem to casual so i got these hoping ill be confident enough to wear them to more places. they are thick enough that if i wear them without underwear you cant tell. i changed into them and my favorite sleeveless shirt. after spending all day shirtless i was feeling confident and didnt want to put a shirt back on but my plans for the rest of the day required one so the new shorts and sleeveless shirt where the lest amount of close i could get away with.

for the rest on the day every time i passed a mirror id have to stop and take a picture. i also took a video of me changing out of my swimtrunks in the changing stale. if you want to see it give me a follow and reblog this post and i might post it if i get enough reblogs.

#me #shirtless #swimtrunks #beach #swim trunks #shorts #legs #public #outside #body #body confidence #body positive #body acceptance #shirtless beach trip may 2022 #body image #body postivity

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spikesbimbo · 3 years

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Girls need love

Paring: Aran ojiro x f!reader

Summary: having a big mouth sometimes works out.

Tags: fwb to lovers, frenemies tsumu, big bro suna, use of weed, tw: pregnancy scare, soft freaky dom aran, use of word bunny and every other pet name, gives himself a handjob with your hands, daddy kink, cunt slapping (with his dick), oral sex, creampie, squirting, hurt/comfort <3 , unrequited love

wc: 4.5k words of filthy, tooth rotting smut.

a/n: thank you @explvrer for proofreading!! —part of the Love Club Love Collab !!!!!!!

18+ Minors DNI

The pink and orange was reflected as you looked out the window . The clouds looking like they came out of a painting along with the man next to you. The smoke coming from the back of the car to you as you inhaled the comforting scent, hearing tsumu and suna arguing over who got it next.

Your gaze turned to him. Eyes lingering on his hands gripping the wheel, his arm taking up all the space on the console as you wanted to so desperately hold onto his hand, so warm and comforting as the dirty thoughts rushed into your head.

You softly shook your head, suna tapping you on the shoulder asking you if you wanted a puff, shaking your head again before tsumu said “you should've drove so aran could smoke.”

“Ay, shut it.” Suna replied, slapping him on the back of his head, as you heard him groan and apologize.

“It's fine, we still got the whole night.” his warm gentle voice let out. The way you pouted “don’t wanna drive.” when you all went out, looking up at him with your puppy dog eyes, immediately saying “ok”.

You took your place in the passenger seat, as usual, grabbing the aux with tsumu quickly whining “fuck no!” because you always played some indie love songs while he was tryna listen to travis scott.

“What?… Valentine's day is tomorrow, lemme get in the mood. Don't you have a girlfriend, you should understand.” which successfully shut him up for the time remaining.

It was obvious he doted on you, but they just put it to the back of their head because they did it too. But suna knew what was up, even letting it slip to samu, saying that the way your eyes lit up around him and the way he held you close definitely meant y’all were atleast fucking.

Which was right.

And he confirmed it when he walked into the same bathroom that he ‘saw’ your legs wrapped around his friend through the crack.

Mumbling out an “oops” as he was about to close the door before he saw you crying, his big brother side coming out as he decided to open the door fully, sitting next to you.

He understood what was going on as you let it all out while he waited with you, luckily finding out that the test was negative as you finally calmed down, and he kept his word keeping it a secret.

Your eyes turned form the darkening sky to him. His vision was on the road as pulled onto the exit to drop them off. His cool eyes, so formal, contrasting his appearance. The heat in your body rising as your eyes never left him.

Thinking about how it started after one night when you were a little tipsy, seeing girls all over him as they took his precious, well-needed attention from you. Your tiny brain grasping how attractive he was from this perspective as a man and not a ‘friend’ while you watched his teeth shine though his smile

Admiring his glowing skin under the dimmed lights and his tall big frame towering over yours was all you needed to get on your tiptoes and put your lips on his, the taste of the chapstick being engraved in you memory. It not taking long for his hands to wrap around your waist, picking you up and taking you to the guest room leaving you bedridden for the next day.

Fortunately it wasn't uncomfortable the next morning as you put it in your head, “its only awkward if you make it” . Waking up with a headache, recognizing the bed as his from the times you studied here in highschool. The sheets holding you back as you were borderline tucked in, finally freeing yourself letting them fall off, being stark naked in his room already feeling the pain grown in your tummy.

You just sat on the edge of his bed, holding the sheet to your chest warming your cold body waiting for him to come back. And on queue he walked in, only in his grey sweatpants hugging him just right, trying not to ogle him as he walked up to you, stroking your forehead before handing you an advil.

“You okay?” He asked, wondering if he was talking about your physical or emotional state.

You let out a forced giggle, “yeah”, trying to lighten the mood as you tired to calm your nerves.

The words “wanna do this again?” slipped past your lips, not realizing you would regret this, falling for him quicker than any other man you've been with. Not knowing just the sight of him would make your knees weak and tremble, not knowing the pain of never being able to take it further.

Not knowing that you’d be crying over him every time you left. Always being a reminder that you were just a ‘plaything’ and he could cut you off at a moment’s notice.

He grinned back, lips turning up as he leaned on his hands to get closer to you “Well... you on birth control?”

You all got out of his car, chatting a little before they left getting on the train. The words “love you” leaving his lips, voicing it in a friendly way after saying goodbye, and even though it wasnt directed at just you still made your heart race.

You had no claim over him besides the marks you left, the indent being printed skin deep as your nails dug in his flesh. The only remains of the nights you’ve spent together. Waving goodbye as he walked back to you, just you two alone now, the way you wanted it.

“You wanna spend the rest of the day with me princess?” Already knowing the answer from the way you were squirming under his touch as he smirked, bending down into your ear, his hand resting on your side.

You leaned in for a kiss before quickly pulling away, dragging him to the car with a giddy smile on your face. Wanting him to feel as neglected as you were right now; so what if you havent got rawed for three days, it was a long time when you had someone like him doing it.

“Missed you daddy” you mumbled into his ear, your tone of voice changing to soft and sweet just around him as he started the car, longing to be touched as you clung onto his rough hands that were so soft on you.

His lips hovering over yours, dragging them in as his breath touched yours. “Missed you too baby”. His grip on your hand got tighter, bringing it down to his crotch. “Look what you did to me pretty girl. You know what you're doing with that little pout on your face.”

Your smile was the brightest it had been all day, hearts in your eyes as he drove back to his place, his hand covering yours on your thigh, fingers reaching far past yours as you felt them gripping you, inching closer and closer to your needy little cunt.

Not wasting any time getting inside as you started stripping the instant he closed the door behind him. Throwing off the heavy sweater keeping you warm, pushing him down on his bed as you moved your body, feeling it up in the pretty lingerie you wore just for today.

“I know you love to show off.” he muttered as you bent over, shaking your ass is his face while he was leaning back admiring his view. “But c'mere sweet girl.”

You did as you were told and almost skipped up to him, wrapping your arms around him. Holding his face in your chest as he started placing wet open mouthed kisses on every inch of skin he saw.

“jiro, please.” you whined out after your neck was sore from all the attention it was getting, wanting to direct it somewhere else.

“you want daddy’s dick that bad, princess?”

Just the lewd tease of his voice had your pussy clenching, no shame left in your body as you reached out for him, your newly done nails gently grabbing onto the collar of his shirt. Grip tight as ever, your body so tense from trying to hold self back.

“So impatient baby, you got me for the rest of the night, m’not going anywhere.” He chuckled at your greedy little hands making their way up his shirt. Your lips met his again as his hands gripped onto your ass, sliding his fingers under your panties.

“Wanna make you feel good.” you whispered into his mouth, heart racing as his hands made their way up to your lower back, leaning into him. “Wanna make you cum.” He stopped his hands where they were, his clear eyes meeting yours, face having no shame in sight.

“fuck, baby.” he groaned, his tounge sliding into you mouth, your lips getting more angry at his biting while you palms were running down his to his cock. Your tiny hands wrapping around it though his boxers, running through his head if you knew how filthy you looked right now.

You pulled them down, whimpering at the sight of it already so hard, wrapping your hand around his cock as much as you could, the precum acting as lube. Using both your hands as you started moving them, looking straight at his face to see if you were doing a good job.

“Fuck, you're such a good girl.” he said, his hands resting on your back as you puckerd you lips letting spit fall onto his fat head, knowing he loved how slopy you got him. His breath choking as you moved one of your hands down, caressing his balls. “my good girl.”

Your wrist getting heavier with each stroke, trying so hard to keep it going because his moans were so heavenly. And the way his cock was throbbing and twitching against your palm only made you grow slicker. Wanting to do your best to prove that you could take care of him, that you were the only one he needed.

“stay there, s’okay i got you.” His hand wrapped around yours, engulfing it completely as he started using yours, moving it up and down, his eyelashes fluttering as he could barely keep them open as you count help but stare, wondering what did you do to deserve a man like him.

His groans weren’t helping your situation too while he was guiding your hands faster as you could tell he was getting closer, squeezing your palm a little tighter with all the drive you had left until he came, thick white ropes being spread onto both your hands.

Your thighs clenched around his, almost coming with him as a little whine escaped. Eyes rolling back as you grinded against him, leading his big hand up to your mouth, sucking it in as you licked around his dirty fingers. “Fuck youre so wet”

You adjusted yourself, now laying on the bed as you were trying to calm down, leaving you legs open as you twithced under his gaze. “Was thinkin bout you daddy... couldn't help it”

He groaned as his hand moved toward your ankles, holding them up in the air with his strong arms as he rubbed your swollen nub with his free one. Your cries and moans being music to his ears whiel your pretty body was bouncing under him as his fingers worked their way up into your cunt, you walls pliant around him as you let him abuse your clit, unconsciously letting out lewd sounds.

Your voice is cut as he lets go of them, diving his head right back in kissing your clit. Fucking his fingers back into you, angling them to hit your g spot, the rule in the back of his head that he had to make you come more than him taking over.

You should be embarrassed how he has you legs spread open with the sound of your wetness, but you aren't, empty of every thought except of him making you feel good.

He knows how you like the feeling of him curling into you after fucking you so many times, knowing eachothers bodies inside and out, but something he can never catch onto is when you squirt.

Always coming as a surprise to him and you. Not knowing what causes it, from it being him bottoming out, to just whispering dirty shit into ear while fingering your cunt. But he loves the look of relief painted on your face, the shame being long gone as you could only feel pleasure with him.

Your mind goes white, orgasm rushing into you while you tried to push his chest away with your feet. Sobbing as his fingers didn't stop, body thrashing. It felt so good, your daddy always making you feel so good.

But he just kept going, fucking them into you even harder while his tounge flicked up and down on your clit, making you come harder and harder each time, resulting in a mess all over his chest and the sheets beneath you two.

Your blurry vision made out his handsome face, body soaked from you slick, both of you catching your breath as he wiped your eyes before kissing you, knowing how bad you wanted it.

Yes, it was a rule at first that you two wouldn't kiss, or do anything else too intimate, but that went out the window the night he was fucking you chest to chest, forehead to forehad, neither of you being able to resist the urge to connect them. And it hasn't caused any problems, yet.

He pulled back, taking in your appearance, still so needy, Your body adapting to his, as you could last for more than a few rounds now. “What you want doll, gotta tell me.” He looked with lust in his eyes as he waited for the answer, spreading your lips open watching the mess drip out of you.

“Fuck me, please, jiro,” you choked cathing the tears in your mouth, as he was quick to give you want youwanted, after your pretty voicedbegged for it, replacing his fingers with his cock. Resting it on your cunt, slapping your it on your clit a few times to see you squirm before placing his tip inside you.

“daddy s’too big” you whined as you bit down on one on of the fingers you put in your mouth, trying not to wince. You would've thought your cunt would've followed along with the rest of your body, but even when you were a soaking mess it still barely fit.

“Aww baby, but you're dripping so pretty for me, you gonna take it like a big girl?” Your eyes rolling back as he shoved it in more, pushing it back far enough to have you whimpering.

“fuck, sweetheart, so tight,” he groaned with your face in his neck while he was trying to ease you into him. Your whines getting more vulgar by the second, body finally taking him whole as his cock was kissing your cervix.

You wished you hadn't slept with those other guys trying to fill your void, them not even being close to getting you off, just wanting to feel someone's. Not knowing you prince charming was right in front of you all this time.

Did you regret the guy you lost your virginity to? no. Was he a bad person? no. Did he fuck you right...no. But at least you were slightly experienced, wanting to do your best to please him. Worried that he'd get tired of you one day and find someone else.

But he made you feel it all over again, the way his cock stretched you out as he gently worked his way into you. His vision shaking as his thrusts get rougher, your trembling arms reaching up for him as he just ignores them.

“My sweet girl sounds so pretty when they're getting fucked.” he muttered holding back a groan, his thrusts getting faster as he knocked the breath out of you along with the word “my”. The possessive claim had your mind spinning while your hands gripped onto his skin so tight you know you leave a mark, not wanting to let him go.

“You love this cock?” You could feel him say against your breath, the soft vibrations of his lips catching your moans as you brushed your lips against his.

It didn't take you a lot to admit it, a “-yeah”, quickly escaping from your dry lips, covered in spit, a mix of his and yours soothing them.

“You love the way i'm splitting you open, pretty girl?”

Getting overwhelmed by the pleasure, your emotions grew with it not being unusual for you to cry while he was fucking you.

Of course you loved the way you could barely take his cock, the way just looking at it made you mind go hazy. Your legs shaking as you didnt care about trying to control them anymore. You loved the way that you were the only one who could make him feel this good, doing you best to maintain it that way.

“Yeah, fuck..L-love you “ you sobbed out, fat tears running down your face, not even registering in your brian what you said until you noticed he stopped his movement. It clicking after his eyes turned from hazy to clear, his expression in shock, only visible to you after all this time you've spent together.

“Fuck” you muttered, tears falling even more as you tried to move your limp body away from him. But he held you still, not pulling out, trapping you as your eyes grew wetter and wetter, nose sniffing from embarrassment.

“What’d you say?,” he asked, moving his body away from you. The feeling of disgust rising in you, hating yourself for letting those words fall from your mouth. The way he pulled away made you crumble, bringing your hands up to your face trying to hide the best you could.

Throat closing, your dry eyes swelling again, “m’sorry … fuck, i didn’t mean to say that aran.”

“hey....angel, look at me.” He said, stalling. Not knowing exactly what to do but wipe your tears, not wanting to see his precious baby upset, breaking his heart to see you so distraught. He stopped after you finally calmed down enough, his thumb still stroking your cheek as he moved your jaw to look up at him.

“Say it again.”

“Wha-” He pressed his lips against yours, “tell me that again, fuck baby. You drive me crazy, you don't know what you do to me. I haven’t been with anyone since we started fucking.”

Your eyes red as your face slightly twisted in confusion, too tired to express itself fully. “Don't cry.” he whispered, foreheads close again. “it's okay, I got you.”

“C’mon baby, just tell daddy what you want and i'll give it to you.” he said, edging you on, wanting to prove it to you in the only way he could.

“w-want...you daddy” you mumbled after some time, wiping your eyes as your head was still tuned into your arm.

“Good girl” he muttered. “I'll make it all better.” his hand wrapping around the back of your neck to keep your eyes on him. “all you have to do is cum on my cock, you can do that for me, right?”

“yes, daddy." the only words to leave your lips as you try to be on your best behavior, knowing that bad girls didn't get daddys dick or get to cum.

“still so tight, bunny.” He said, pushing himself into you again, lips besides your ear wanting to let you know good you made him feel. “already creaming on daddy’s cock”

“Who’s is this baby?” The question sinks into you along with his hands as his fat cock is splitting you open, his thumb tracing circles on your clit. Face flushed with a newfound pride growing along with the burning feeling under your skin. “Yours jiro, belongs to you daddy.”

“That's my good girl,” he cooed, kissing you open mouthed on your lips, lingering there before he pulled away. Your heart swooning at the affection and attention. He still fucks into you hard, his hands feeling up every inch of skin on your body, stopping at your soft tits, pinching your nipple as you whined out.

“Look at you,” he huffed out, “Brain not working huh? You like my cock that much, sweet girl?”

“Y-yeah, like it... like you” you mumbled out, your words being slurred as you feel the heat rise with every stroke.

“I know sweetheart. Is that why you’re drooling all over the place? Does it feel that good, bunny? Having my cock inside you?” he smirked as a groan escaped his lips, slowing down making sure to hit every spot.

He drags out of your throbbing cunt so painfully slow, forcing you to feel every inch of him. His hips angling different, fucking you rough as thrusts back in just as slow, teasing. He pulls you closer, his cock pressing against your cervix

“Yeah, daddy loves you and this tight little pussy too.” His deep warm voice making you melt, your cries growing more erratic after every word left his lips.

“Jiro, daddy wa- wanna come… together” you sniffled out, swearing you could feel the tip of his cock against your womb.

“Yeah baby? You sound so pretty wanting me to stuff you full.” Your parted lips, eyes struggling to remain open, letting out silent moans as he was taking it all in, his ego rising knowing that he was the one who had made you like this.“don’t worry, sweet girl, daddys gonna take care of you, as always. just lay there pretty.”

“Ple-, p-please.” you begged, voice trembling, tears rolling down your cheeks as you clung onto him. He brought your legs up and pushed them towards your chest, folding you in half, as you tried to find a new place to place your hands.

“Wanna- cum, ple” you hiccuped, nodding off into the kiss. Mind in a whole new world body going limp again as he grabbed your arms and wrapped them around his neck hanging on there, wrists stuck together as his head is so close to yours.

He’s mumbling out some nonsense as you can feel him starting to throb inside of you, kissing up your neck until he’s tugging on your lips.“You gonna cum again, give me one more?”

You can’t even respond, letting out some deformed moan, because if it wasn't obvious your pussy belongs to him, you belonged to him.

You came together, feeling his cum rush into you nonstop, so hot. His cock jerking inside your soft body. Keeping his eyes on you loving how your thighs twichted and fluttered, his hand resting on your back arching as you let out your final cries.

You feel so weightless, the only thing keeping you grounded is his hands on you, his mouth on your cunt, not even realizing he pulled out, licking it up wanting to show you how pretty the mess you made was.

He comes back up to you, knowing that you wanted to be kissed and coddled as your emotions were foggy. Opening your lips with his thumb, his tongue covered in your cum making its way inside your mouth as you easily accepted it. His hands wrapped around your jaw as he finally broke free.

Your whole body was sensitive, so sore after being with him but this time even more, whining as he laid you beside him snuggling into his arm. He just chuckled, before giving you a gentle hug, already tired.

“You wanna wash up?”

You hide your face in his arm, using the cool feeling of the room as an excuse.“no, dont pull out.”

His laugh was soft as he turned you two onto the side so he could face you. “You’re so spoiled.”

“I wasn't lying earlier… I, love you.” He said, the weight on his chest feeling burdensome that he made you feel like this for so long. You stopped moving completely along with the hand resting on his chest. You turned and looked into his eyes.

“Well, why the hell did you say anything!” you pouted as you turned your messy worn out head towards his.

His mouth opening to apologise but you got to him before he could get a word out, kissing him so hard,that he couldn't breath. Your body now on top of his, your whimpers from his cock nudging inside thinking he’s being eaten alive, never wanting something more.

You finally give up as he turns disgustingly sweet, cupping your cheeks as he keeps pecking your entire face, staring at you like you were the only thing in the world, making you breath hitch. “I love you, too.”

“Baby?” he asks quietly after you two just laid there for what felt like hours. His hand tracing patterns all over you from your neck down to your back. “You here?”

“Yeah” you lied groaning out as you rubbed your eyes that you could already tell were swollen.

You looked up at him, his hand pulling your head into his chest, realizing he must've put the blanket over you two, feeling so comfy again that you were nodding off. “Hold on baby, lemme ask you something.” he chucked out sttoking your forehead

“Wanna be my valentine?”

You nod the fastest you have your entire life, a fat smile appearing on your face as you hid into the comforter as he let you cling to him all night, never being able to say no to you. You breathing growing quieter and quieter until he can barely hear it, and that's when he can finally rest too. You loved him and he loved you.

#dont @ me idk how to finish fics #aran ojiro #aran x reader #aran ojiro x reader #aran x y/n #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu drabbles #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu smut #hq x reader #hq x y/n #hq x you #hq smut #hq imagines #cw: pregnancy scare

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pufflocks · 3 years

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Ok ok lady kuroo oneeeeee..

Kuroo fucking bottom male y/n in the school bathroom by pressing y/n again a wall and just fucking his brains out

Summary: Skipping with your boyfriend sounds fun. Right ? You were being rather bratty during lunch.. Maybe some discipline in those dirty stalls would whip you up straight. ♡

"-Come on, speak up. You were just saying how you'd much rather be doing something else." -T.K ❣

An: Please excuse errors. I most definitely rushed this out my drafts.

Warning: Degrading • Dacryphilia • Minor Gagging • Minor Slapping • proof read

Cast: Bottom!M!Reader x Tetsurou Kuroo

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It was lunch time. Or passing time some others call it as for some people would play on their devices or talk to their friends.

That's exactly what you were doing earlier, you decided to drag out the topic of how you think your boyfriend is just so protective in your conversation.

"Sometimes I wanna fuckin' breath-"

That's what you said, no ?

You were sitting next to and telling this to your boyfriends bestfriend, Kenma. He however just gave a light sigh saying something how could he help. Fingers diddling with his switch frantically. He obviously wasn't much help in situations like this, you know, but your mind was side tracked with your boyfriends glare.

'Hm..'

He was eyeing you down word for word as he silently watched you across your guys' table with your friends.

Watching you move shy hair strands from his bestfriends face and giving Kenma tips on his game. Not tha you had any particular idea in the game.

Why are trying so hard to be buddy buddy with him ? If you didn't even interest Kenma in any sexual form or other.

Tetsurou most definitely wouldn't let this just go by easily.

Lev only looked at his friend beside him then back at you in awe.

Yaku on the other hand had his eyes darted in his lap to his phone. No need to be in this conversation.

'Did he actually say that-?' He thought.

The chopsticks in Kuroos hand slipped from his fingertips as he chuckled under his breath. He didn't think you were this fucking down bad to get some dick.

All you really had to do was just ask. How fucking hard could that task be ? Could have easily fuck after school or at one of your guys' house. Gladly.

No doubt you would be coming back to this table with a dazed expression.

"Meet me in the bathroom, bubs." He whispered to you as he got up from his seat his dark aura following him out of the lunch room doors.

Yaku rose his head from his lap as his eyes darted your way, in disbelief, you were giggling happily as if you weren't about to get folded in half.

You got up from your seat leaving your barely eaten meal and two stunned friends, and one who's eyes were glued to his switch.

'Which one did he go to-' Thought unable to finish as you got pulled into a hard warm chest of someone you could only guess your lover.

You sensed his tense form as you shyly looked up to his face to only be met with dark pools of jealousy known as his eyes.

A shiver transferred to your head all the way down to your toes as a boner slowly began to form in your pants. Even when he was jealous and frustrated he could always be seen getting flat out drunk on his cat like existence alone.

And right now all you wanted from his noir existence was a dead. Good. Fucking.

"There something on my face or something ? Or are you imagining me as my bestfriend instead of me ? Your fucking boyfriend."

His words felt cold with a tinge of heated anger. He couldn't be truthfully angry at you could he ?

The only response he got from you was a shy shake of your head 'no'.

Gotta play like you didn't want your arse pounded like a dog in heat just a second ago.

You thought about your next moves as your pants got tighter by the second and your now playful and mischievous boyfriend glared down at your form.

'Ah–'

Not all the time did you see the man get hot and bothered up front like this, not in school at least.

Close within eachother faces, hot tension in the air. The heat coming off his body specifically was close to a bonfire in the summer, and you were his slightly charred marshmallow being close to the heat.

Melting into something deliciously horny.

" 'M just horny 'n wanna be fucked really hard today-" You whined. Never being the one to exactly whine and beg, but the last time you masturbated was about half a month ago !

It wasn't your fault he was so busy and such with volleyball though. He msdevsyre to have time for you every so often. Outside and inside of school he was the best boyfriend.

"Oh. Didn't notice you were so greedy. Why not ask me after school ?" He bluntly stated. Funny his he asked this and your erection is straining against fabric as you speak.

You tugged on the bottom of his uniform catching him off guard slightly. "If you don't fuck me right now, Tetsuro Kuroo I might just consider getting with Kenma !" You barked.

Tetsurou only smirked like the mischievous damn cat he was.

Leaning closer down to your face, "Alright then. When we get back from the stalls, I dont wanna here a word about the cum leaking out of your abused ass." He whispered for your ears only as he flicked a slightly erect nipple outside of your school flannel shirt.

¤ y.p.o.v ¤

"Yes, yes." I mumbled. My nipples were being stupidly played with.

"Bathroom.." I said. He only nodded, retreating his hands.

Making our way down to the bathroom was audibly quiet. Only our footsteps being heard throughout the silent halls.

My eyes skimmed his posture and tall stature as I noticed his bulge. Soon enough it was going to be forcefully filling me in some dirty stall.

I look up at Tetsu and see his unusual stoic face fall into something familiarly mischievous as he caught on to me.

The sexual appeal and aura was never lost as we made our destination. Thankfully, we made it to the bathrooms without me jumping on him right there and then.

"We're here and let's hurry this up, pretty boy. I dont feel like getting in trouble for fucking you between classes again." He stated. I only scoffed and chuckled lightly.

At this point I dont care if we skipped a few minutes just to fuck. Did it once, I'm sure we wouldn't get caught twice.

Walking in the bathrooms, the first thing I do is pull him down for a kiss. Reminding him that I'm still feeling it.

He chuckled in the kiss. Wrapping his rather long arms around my waist, picking me up as I tossed my legs over his waist. His muscular body holding me up as if I weighed like air.

"Bubs.. About fucking you into these stalls. You know why I'm gonna go rough right," I nodded slowly. Giving him a few small hickies on his neck.

Faking my innocence for a better fuck is always worth while. He took that as a thumbs up as he once again let out that noir chuckle of his.

"That's good to know babes~"

Further movements were heated skin to skin touches and kitten licks and bites of each other. Some movements pornos could never mimic.

His calloused fingers gripping my throat, forcing eye contact as he smirked on how wrecked I already looked. I would say it was embarrassing if my mind wasn't attracted to his knee gliding across my tight pant front.

"Looks like you need to get that attitude fucked out of you from earlier, hm ?"

My mind barely focusing on his wolfish voice as he licked a long strong underside of my jaw, making me visibly shake and quiver slightly. The contact we shared in this cramped stall has me gasping for air the more I think of someone barging in. Any second I could literally bust thinking of how he would fuck me harder, the two pairs of feet on ther other side of the stall merely nonexistent to us.

"Tetsu please- I want it really bad~ I was bad wasnt I ?" I was becoming desperate as I slithered my hand down to his own very visible, erection.

He groaned lightly before chuckling and kissing me once more. I know he knows that my actions with his bestfriend weren't intentionally to hurt him, but what if I had fucked his bestfriend-

My thought was intruded as he flipped me over the stall door and shucking my pants off my body. Doing the exact same to his own as he harshly pushed into me.

I choke out a long groan of surprise as he held me against his clothed chest. "Ah-! Wait Tetsu!~" I was hushed by long fingers. Poking and prodding on my tongue to my throat.

He whispered in my ear, "Shh, now what if we get caught and I get in trouble for fucking you ?~", nibbling on my earlobe tantalizingly slow.

Hot breath we shared as his dick ushered in and out of my puckered hole. Minding you that we had no lube so the burn of him dragging himself in and out of me was a blinding pain.

My hands made attempt of pushing him away. Drool just at the corner of my mouth, fingers still at work.

He got the idea, pulled out to the tip, and lazily drooled on his shaft. His shape successfully returning to it's desired place.

"Can't have you hurting too bad. Even though this is a well deserved punishment~" He smirked at his own comment.

Right. I got myself in this situation and every second of it I loved. So close to the spot aswell-

"NGH–! Hah~ Shit Tetsu~ Right- Right thereee~!!" I shut my eyes closed tightly. My dick dripped precum as every few thrusts directed to my prostate.

"I found your spot, hm ?~ My baby finna cum soon ?~ Want me to jack you off or should I not, keep in mind your not off the hook, love.~" He mocked as his hands gripped my left leg, sandwiching between the stall door and my lover.

His other hand on my dick refusing of ejaculation. The new angle and pressure on my cock making my head fall back.

God I felt like I was going dumb and on his dick !

"PLEASE— I NEE- AH!~ I NEEF TO CUHM!~" I babbled. I doubt he heard me clearly though

Tetsu spat in his hand as his hand rapidly started to glide across my shaft. The slick palm feeling heavenly on my member. It was all so overwhelming !

Drool finally making it's way down my chin and hicked up throat.

"Bubs- Fuck-! Babe I'm finna cum in this sweet ass. Better keep in too~ Let Kenma and everyone else know you have a boyfriend~" He grunted near my ear as I frantically nodded my cockhead probably a pretty red now, completely swollen and wet.

"Cu- Cuhminggg!!~" I slurred as a particular harsh thrust shoved me off the edge and the knot in my stomach grew and snapped.

I felt a gush of his semen flow in my abused hole as he grunted and stilled ministrations. His cock head snug on my sore prostate.

"I- I hope you remember my words from earlier bubs. Wasn' playing." He scoffed as he checked out my blotchy neck and slobber slicked face.

The sight, I'm sure was obscene as he spread my cheeks. Cock head only inserted by the tip in hopes none of his hit substance fell on the bathroom tiles.

"Fuck Y/n.. Do this shit again I might just have to fuck you in front of Kenma~" He said tauntingly, slapping my ass aggressively as I eeked I surprise.

"I'm gonna leave first and you get cleaned up alright ? Don't want people to notice that we fucked like rabbits in the stalls." He said helping me with my clothes back on my body. I was too braindead to do about anything.

" Kiss.." My words coming out slurred. He looked up at me as he was helping me put my slacks on now. Leaning in giving me a long kiss.

My body leaned into his as I dragged my arms around his neck. Humming in satisfaction as I parted the sensually deep contact.

"You're so cute after sex !" He exclaimed as I ruffled his hair giggling now off my high.

He cleaned up after a few more shared pecks and left first as I sat on the toilet for about 6 minutes.

I checked my phone fir the time and I saw that it was nearing the end of the lunch hour.

'Fuck !'

I splashed some water on my face quickly before ushering to my next period. Being early wasn't so bad I suppose.

#kuroo x reader #kuroo x male reader #hq kuroo #haikyuu kuroo #kuroo tetsurō #kuroo testuro #smut #haikyuu smut #bottom reader #bottom male reader #degrading #choking #tw dacryphilia

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littlemessyjessi · 2 years

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Chapter Three: Back to Me: Jeon Jungkook

Yandere. Plus size.

"Babe! Do you like supreme pizza?!"

Jessie glanced up, mostly at herself in the mirror of Jungkook's hotel bathroom.

That was new.

The pet names that was.

Sure he'd always called her marshmallow when they were little but since they reconnected a few hours ago it was all babe this and jagi that.

She tried not to read too much into it and she figured that was just how he was now.

It was a long way from the shy little boy she once knew.

She shook her head before answering, "Yeah, I'm not picky!"

She heard him respond with a 'cool cool cool' making her giggle as she dried her hands and made her way back into the room.

He was chattering away on the phone as he ordered God knows what though she did catch pizza and wings and pasta and something about cheese bread and "oh do you still carry those cinnamon roll things. She loves cinnamon rolls."

"Geez bunny." She teased. "Are you trying to feed the whole country?"

He rolled his eyes at her but smiled all the same as he finished up the call.

"Cut me some slack." He whined. "I just wanna have a nice meal with you."

"Jungkook, it would take us all night to eat that." She laughed.

Good, he thought.

"But then again it is you and unless your appetite has changed, I'm fairly sure you could probably just unhinge your jaw Venom style and swallow it whole." She said.

Jungkook patted his lean stomach, "Nah, I can still put it away. Can you?"

She shrugged, "Probably but seeing as how I have to be up early for a meeting in the morning, I'll resist the urge to put myself in a food coma. "

Jungkook's face fell as the notion of her leaving crossed his mind again.

It didn't go unnoticed and she tilted her head at him.

"What's wrong, bunny?" She asked reaching up to touch his face.

His eyes closed at the contact.

"I just.. I just don't want you to go." He said.

"I know." She said. "But like I said, I have a meeting. But we dont have to worry about it right now. I got some time to hang out and catch up."

He gnawed on his lip, still worrying over her leaving later.

He only stopped when her thumb literally tugged it from between his teeth and soothe the pad of her finger over it.

"Stop that." She giggled. "You're gonna tear your lips to pieces. Hold on. You need some lip balm."

She dug around in her pocket for a second before pulling out the tube and gently applying it to his lips.

'This is her lip balm. It's been on her lips. And now... she's putting it on mine.' He thought as he watched her apply it.

It was as close as he'd ever gotten to kissing her.

She smoothed her thumb around the edges before gently patting his cheek, "There you go. All better."

Jungkook resisted the urge to say a kiss would make it better regardless of the fact that he was fine.

However.

She leaned up and placed a soft kiss to his forehead, "And a kiss to make it better. "

He just stared at her for a second and it seemed to make her uncomfortable.

"Sorry. " she giggled nervously. "I didn't mean to invade your personal space. I wasnt even thinking. It's just something my dad always did and I think that's why I do it now."

"No, no. I dont mind, jagi." He said. "Its nice. I was just surprised. But a good surprised!"

She nodded and he could tell that she still felt a little embarrassed.

"Uh, how is your dad by the way?" He asked and instantly regretted it by the look on her face.

"Oh um. Well he passed away a couple of years ago actually. " she said softly.

Jungkook crumbled internally.

"Fuck, I'm sorry, baby. I didn't-"

"You didn't know, bunny. It's ok anyway. I don't mind talking about him. He was lucky really. He just went in his sleep one night. He didnt suffer.' She said placing a hand on his chest when she could tell he still felt awful. "Really, darlin. It's ok."

The two of them fell silent.

His dark eyes staring into her bright ones.

Each of them watching the swirls of color glimmer in the other's.

They were only broken from their trance when a knock sounded at the door.

Jungkook shook his head before calling out to whoever it was that he was coming.

He opened the door to reveal Jin who instantly breezed past Jungkook, much to his annoyance.

"Have you two eaten?" He asked. "The others are gonna order food and watch a movie in a bit. You're welcome to join."

"I already ordered room service. " Jungkook all but snapped.

He managed to cool his tone at the last second but it didnt go unnoticed by Jin.

However, rather than have it out with the maknae right there he turned to Jessie.

"You should bring your food when it gets here and come watch the movie. We would all love to get to know you more. I know Taehyung, in particular, has been asking about you. I think you've got yourself a fanboy. " Jin said.

Jungkook was fuming.

Jessie laughed, "Bless his heart. I'm flattered. And I would love to hang out with you all. Especially since you all seem so important to Jungkook. But unfortunately I wont be able to stay very long. I have a meeting early tomorrow so I'll have to go in a bit. "

Jin nodded, "I understand that all too well. It was nice to meet you and I hope we can see you again."

Jessie nodded and bid him farewell before turning back to Jungkook.

"I guess we could go say hello while we wait on the food though." She said. "I dont want your friends to think I'm rude."

He shook his head, "They just want to be around you because your beautiful."

Her brows shot up and she laughed a little nervously, "Well thank you for the compliment but I doubt that's why, bunny. They probably just want to make sure they look after their maknae. After all, I am a stranger to them. "

"You're not a stranger. " he said instantly moving forward and wrapping his arms around her. "You're my best friend. "

She laughed, "Ok but we haven't seen each other in fourteen years, bunny. We are strangers to each other whether you want to admit it or not."

He shrugged, "That's ok. It just means we can learn each other again."

"I agree. It'll be exciting to see how much you've changed." She said. "For example, I don't remember you being this cuddly before."

"I always held your hand!" He defended. "And I hugged you and we walked arm in arm all the time!"

"All things that I initiated, bunny." She smirked a little. "I'm not complaining but the Jungkook that I knew would have NEVER."

"I was ten. Gimme a break." He deadpanned.

She snickered.

"Besides I was a kid and you were my first crush. I didnt know how to process that." He said.

"Awww baby Koooooo!" She teased pinching his cheeks making him laugh.

"I was devastated when you left." He said seriously.

Jessie nodded, her mood sobering, "Me too, honey. I cried for the longest time. Dad even considered coming back to Korea. But he ended up getting a job in Egypt and we had to go again."

"I bet you did ok, baby." He said. "You've always been good at making friends. "

Jessie snorted.

"No, I'm not. I'm talkative and friendly but I'm not great with a lot of people. Most people can't handle my crazy bursts of energy where I hyper fixate on something or how they dip off and I need to just sit in a dark room for a while. I've come to realize that throughout all my interactions in life, you were really the only one who ever understood me and didn't get mad at me for something I had no control over. I know we were just kids but I never felt safer or more accepted than when I was with you." She admitted.

Jungkook's heart raced in his chest.

She chuckled and shook her head, "You know, I think you were my first love, bunny. How ridiculous of me. We were only ten. We didn't even know what love was."

He pulled her closer, pressing his forehead against hers , staring down into her eyes.

"Its not ridiculous. You're my first love too." He whispered. "And it doesn't matter about the age. I knew you were special when we were six. We dont have to understand it to know that we feel it."

Jessie couldn't do anything but just stare into his eyes.

Those big dark orbs had her completely paralyzed.

"If I'm being honest, I still feel it." He said softly.

"You do? But we don't even know..." she started but he cut her off with a shake of his head.

His forehead was still resting against hers and he closed his eyes when he did it, a smile tugging at his mouth.

"It doesn't matter what's changed. My soul still knows yours." He said finally looking at her again. "Can you honestly tell me you don't feel the same?"

She was silent for a moment and that spiral of darkness began to churn in Jungkook's stomach.

Had he gone too far?

Said too much too soon?

What if he scared her?

What if she left?

She couldn't leave.

Not again.

He wouldn't let her.

"I- I do." She whispered and just like that, the tension melted and seeped into his veins again giving him a high that left him euphoric.

"Don't leave me again." He whispered.

"I found you again. " she said. "What makes you think that I'd go so easily?"

"You almost did at the fansign." He pointed out. "You would've slipped away again if I hadn't done something. I didn't do anything the first time but I won't make that mistake again. I'll never let you go now."

She giggled , "Well if you had bothered to look at the gift I gave you, you'd know that I gave you all my contact information. I was going to leave it up to you if you wanted to catch up. But you kinda jumped the gun."

He laughed but he didn't care.

He'd do it all over again.

"So let's check out this gift of yours." He said pulling her with him towards the couch.

"Nooooo!" She whined. "You were supposed to look at it by yourself! Have mercy on me, bunny! Don't embarrass me like this!"

Jungkook jerked her down into his lap rather unceremoniously, trapping her there with a strong arm wrapped around her soft, cushiony middle.

With his other hand he removed the tissue paper and dug out the little picture frame.

A little Jessie and Jungkook stood there.

Jungkook's cheeks had been puffed with the donut he was eating and his eyes wide as Jessie had launched herself in his direction, arms wrapped around him and smashing a giant kiss to his cheek.

He laughed and it only intensified when he saw her embarrassed state.

She snatched it out of his hand and threw it on the bed.

"I regret giving you this now!" She grumbled. "I should've left it where it was. I'm going to destroy it and maybe save myself a little slice of dignity."

Jungkook chuckled but locked his other arm around to keep her from going anywhere.

"Dont you dare. I love it and I'm keeping it forever." He grinned, thoroughly enjoying how red she was getting.

She eventually wiggled her way out of his arms for some much needed air after he decided he was done torturing her... and also because room service finally came.

They talked and ate until they were miserable.

Laid out on his bed, staring at the ceiling.

He knew her well enough to know that she was getting overwhelmed again.

So just like he had done countless of times when they were little, he turned the lights off, cranked the AC and put some music on.

Jessie was glad for the darkness of the room as it prevented him from seeing her teary eyes.

All this time and not only could he still recognize when it was becoming too much for her... but he knew exactly what to do.

"Listen I know you said you have a meeting early but is there anyway you can get out of it?" He asked softly.

"I really can't, bunny. It's a brand sponsorship for the channel and I have to be there." She said sadly.

He sighed, "It's just... and I know it's stupid because we're not kids and we have each others info and all but... I just can't let you go. I can't. I have this miserable feeling in my stomach that if I let you go... I'll never see you again. "

"Bun, you know that's not true." She said in the darkness before turning and cuddling into his side.

Jungkook felt like he could cry when she threaded her fingers into his hair and rested her head on his shoulder.

"I know but I can't help it." He whispered.

She sighed, "I dont wanna go either."

"The stay. Please." He said. "I don't have any schedules tomorrow. We can spend the whole day together. We can do whatever you want. Please. Just stay with me."

"I can't get out of that meeting but let me call my assistant and see if I can maybe do it via zoom or something." She said and he shot up in bed, flicking the light on in his excitement.

"Really?"

"I'm not gonna make any promises but if I can, then I'll stay." She said. "I'll have to go back to my hotel and get my stuff though. And the meeting is early. Six am. Bunny, now that I think about it, I dont know. I dont want to wake you up that-"

He cut her off, "I don't care. We can go get it together and you'll come back here with me. Dont worry about waking me up. I sleep like a dead body. You could probably have a party on top of me and I'd never know the difference. "

Jessie laughed, "ok storing that piece of information away for a rainy day. "

"So?" He asked hopefully.

She settled her hands on either side of his face before leaning down to place a kiss to the tip of his nose.

"Let me make some calls, bunny."

❤

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