#buckyxreader
Text
My Queen (BuckyxReader) Smut
A/N: I have always wanted to write a Sex Pollen fic but every time I tried to write one it didn't feel right. Finally I started writing and the vibes started flowing. I wanted filthy smut but with emotion and feeling and I hope that I achieved that. Either way I am super proud of this and I hope readers enjoy!
Pairing: Bucky x Reader
Synopsys: The reader and Bucky are sent on a mission where they are exposed to what is referred to as Sex Pollen. Their feelings for each other are forced to be faced.
Word Count: 6,218
Warnings: Sex Pollon, Friends to Lovers, forced sex (due to drugs), sprinkle of Angst, Bucky, SMUT, SMUT SMUT SMUT. SO LITTLE PLOT.
My Queen
Bucky stood in the back of the Quinjet, checking over his person. It was like a ritual for him, starting from the top he would check every strap and belt, double check each gun and knife blade. His body swayed, compensating for the slight lurch of the Quinjet before it leveled out.
“And we have touched down,” Y/N said from the pilot's seat, with a press of a button her chair spun around. She came up behind Bucky gently tugging on his back harness. The back of the Quinjet dropped down, revealing several structures in a clearing, surrounded by trees. They began to make their way to the larger building in the center. The clearing was shrouded in a dark gray filter as the misty fog creeped its way through the trees, under a sky blanketed by cloud cover, reclaimed by nature. A scan showed no signs of human life, which was little in the way of relief.
They silently approached the front door before stepping into the building. A home. The remnants of one anyway. They entered the kitchen, with a table still made. Flowers in a porcelain milk jug left dead, wilted and dried in the center. A plate sat next to a folded newspaper. Y/N could feel the shift in the air as soon as they walked in. The weight of the secrets of the house, hidden behind the semblance of a quiet life, mixed with the pure evil that seeped from its walls in tendrils made Y/N uneasy.
They progressed through the first and second level of the home. Although every surface was covered in a thick layer of dust each room sat pristine, frozen in time as if the owner just ceased to exist. One of many of Hydra’s calling cards.
They made their way back outside and to the side of the house. Y/N turned scanning the tree line as Bucky yanked and cleared away brush that covered the storm doors nestled against the house. Nature revealed the chained and padlocked metal doors.
Bucky pulled the chain, breaking it in his metal hands. The parts slipped through his fingers like sand. The doors opened with a gut dropping creek revealing a set of stairs leading down into a dirt floor cellar.
“Ladies First.” He waved his hand as he motioned his hand forward, his eyes scanning behind Y/N.
She walked forward, “What a gentleman.”
The cellar was packed hard, the air was stale and stagnant. The wooden shelves that lined the stone wall held glass jars full of canned food.
Bucky walked to the corner, moving a basket out of the way, revealing a hatch.
The ladder led down to a concrete room, with the only doorway being a gated elevator shaft. An electrical box was mounted on the wall. Bucky opened it and began to check it over before pulling the large handle down. It made a large metallic thunk as Bucky forced the handle down. A soft wiring noise began to buzz.
Bucky pulled the metal gate to the side, ushering Y/N into the car, he closed the gate after he stepped on and reached for the hand crank on the side. Slowly the metal gears began to move and creak as the elevator descended. “Why does every Hydra base have a creepy elevator?” Y/N asked as she took in the rust-streaked walls of the shaft illuminated by dingy yellowing lights that flickered as they warmed up.
“Günter did suggest rainbows and butterflies, but as you can see, he was outvoted.” Y/N tried to hide her smile as she rolled her eyes.
The elevator came to a stop as it reached the bottom of the shaft, pulling the gate aside again, they found themselves in a storm of destruction “What is this place?”
“It's a lab, was a lab.” Bucky looked around, “I don't believe I was ever here, but it's where they developed all kinds of fun.”
They began to clear the room, flashlight in hand. Tables sat disheveled and tipped over, their contents scattered. Papers littered every surface like confetti. Various medical equipment and hardware mixed and mingled with the papers, while every box of a computer was shattered or broken. As if someone punched every screen. Several lighting fixtures hung from the ceiling, attached by a few wires, while others found their way to the floor. Bucky held a dangling light to the side, letting Y/N walk through before following.
She scanned the room as she took another step, a loud popping crunch noise made her jump, she looked down, lifting her foot, to see the glass shards sprayed across the floor.
Bucky laughed as he pushed past her. “You’ve been playing to many zombie games,”
“Shut up.” She walked behind him.
Bucky laughed again as he held his arms out, doing his best zombie impression, ‘Brainsss.” He turned to grab her head. “No brainsssss”
Y/N shoved him playfully, "Can we just do this and get the hell out of here?" Bucky chuckled as he clicked on his flashlight and continued sweeping the lab with a smug smile on his face. Y/N wasn't going to lie, nothing about this place made her feel good. She wasn't sure if it was because of its history or its current state, either way she was very much looking forward to leaving.
As they continued into the next room, Y/N eyes came to rest on Bucky’s back. They trailed across his harness, how it spanned across his wide shoulders. The dim lights still highlighted the muscular lines built into the metal of his arm. Bucky paused for a moment, pivoting on his heel to double check a dark corner. His face was concentrated, eyes trained. She couldn't help but wonder what it would feel like to have them trained on her.
She shook her head, focus, she mouthed to herself. With the room cleared they were moving forward again; her eyes came to the back of his head and down his back. They slowly trailed down to his ass, framed perfectly in his tactical pants, the seams accentuating his curve.
Suddenly Bucky stopped, looking up at a mess of chains, “Let’s see what's behind door number one.” He put his flashlight between his teeth as he began to roll his sleeve up his flesh arm.
Y/N watched, entranced by the simple action, she glanced up to see Bucky watching her. He smiled around the flashlight; he reached up with this metal hand taking the source of light. He took several steps toward her before bringing his hand up to her jaw.
“That’s what does it for you?” he swiped his thumb against her bottom lip before swiping his thumb down, pulling her lip with it. “Is it my arm?”
She nodded.
“Or is it my fingers?” Her eyes dilated as Bucky chuckled leaning forward, “Do you want my fingers?” She could feel his breath against her skin as he walked behind her, his flesh hand reaching around, grasping the toggle of her zipper. She could hear each tooth unzip as he pulled the zipper down its full length. The coolness of the metal left a tingling sensation as he followed in the zipper wake, his palm slid down her stomach, closer to her aching core. Her breathing became heavy as her head began to spin.
“Hey,” Bucky’s voice sounded firm, the look of concern evident “Are you okay?”
The world came crashing back in a blink of her eye. Her eyes snapped open to find Bucky standing in front of her, still messing with the chains. She shook her head trying to shake off the ghost feeling of his touch. Y/N took a deep breath, her brow began to pull together, "Do you smell that?” She takes another deep breath through her nose, “It's almost sweet, floral, its faint.”
Bucky looked at her puzzled, the air around them smelled musty and old. Then the realization hit him. "Shit.” With the chains forgotten, Bucky grabbed her arm and pulled her back down where they came, “Where is that vile you stepped on?”
His touch was distracting, “Over, over there, I think?" He let go of her, "What's going on?” Y/N asked as Bucky began searching the ground.
He turned still looking, “Just, please, we need to find it.”
She walked back over a row and kicked a pile of papers, a cracked vile rolled out, “It's right here.” The end was still intact, the label holding the shards together.
Copulation Stimulant
Y/N’s eyes read over the label, “Is this?” She looked back down again hoping she read it wrong, “This is, oh my god--no-no-no-no.” She dropped the vile again, the realization setting in, her hands coming to her face as she rambled, “I can't do this, this has to be some cruel joke. Yeah? It’s labeled wrong? I can’t actually fuck my best friend…I can't--”
11-197020-43
“Oh, come on now,” As Y/N began to spiral Bucky knelt down to confirm his suspicion, "Best Friend!?" He tried to joke, to keep Y/N with him. "Nat might fight me for that title."
"Stop. I'm serious. You don't understand," She began shaking slightly, overwhelmed as the tears began to fall down her cheek.
Bucky's smug smile dropped from his face as he took in Y/N’s state, his eyebrows knitted together.
Y/N's chest tightened as she looked up at him. “I can’t fuck my best friend because I’m in love with my best friend."
"Sweetheart" The word came out of Bucky’s mouth like an exhale as he took in her words.
“Oh my god, am I going to fuck my best friend, who I’m in love with, for the first time in a dingy old Hydra base." Y/N's mind was moving a million miles a second. A heat began to spread from her core, she took a deep breath.
“Come on,” Bucky gently grabbed her arm, "Not here, let's get back to the Quinjet, okay?”
Y/N shook her head as she let Bucky lead her out of the bunker. She could feel the heat spreading throughout her body, like water slowly trickling down through the soil, saturating each grain as it was pulled down by gravity. It felt invasive.
The Quinjet bay door began to close as Bucky climbed into the pilot's chair. Y/N sat in the back, her breath becoming heavy. "I'm getting really hot."
“Like little pin pricks of heat all over your skin?" The Quinjet shook slightly as it rose into the sky.
"Yeah-h" Y/N said as a sheen of sweat began to cover her face.
"It's hitting you faster." He quickly flipped some switches before getting up out of the chair, he grabbed a med kit duffle bag out of the closet before kneeling in front of her.
Y/N's brow slowly pulled together, "Why?"
"It's designed for super soldiers." Bucky began as he pulled out and cracked a jelly ice pack, instantly making it cold before placing it on her neck. "Which means it's stronger for you."
Y/N felt the sting of the cold radiate, "Okay, okay…okay. What's going to happen?" Her head swirled as she placed her hand over his that held the ice pack, grounding herself. “Be honest.”
Bucky took a deep breath, unable to pull his gaze from her pleading one. "Your adrenaline will slowly rise, until your heart feels like it's going to burst and every cell in your body is vibrating." He flipped the ice pack to the other side of her neck. "It's going to alter chemicals in your brain, driving up your sex drive and arousal." His chest began to heave as he began to feel the effects. “At the same time, it will lower your inhibitions and block all sense of self control.”
Y/N took a deep breath through her nose. "And sex is the only way?"
"No, we can ride this out." Bucky said as he also breathed deep. "It will be torture, an ache of a pain that will thunder through your existence. Every second you resist will feel like one second closer to death, but it won't kill you."
Y/N fought through another wave of heat before responding, "I don't know what to do. It's getting hard to think."
"Yeah." Bucky knew what was to come. How many hours they would have to endure if they waited it out. He dropped the ice pack, now warm, before bringing his hands up to the sides of Y/N's face, pulling her focus back. "Listen to me," He took a moment, “Never in a million years would I have wanted this to be our first time." He let out another grunt as he fought another wave, a smirk appeared through it. "I planned on asking you out, on a real date, before I led you to my bed. To treat you like a queen. My queen.” Tears threatened the corners of Y/N's eyes. Her heart was beating in her ears, and it felt like years as they leaned forward, their foreheads resting against each other. “If we do this now, it won't be like that, you need to know once I start, I will not be able to stop. You will not be able to stop."
Her fingers came up dragging down the edge of his scruff-covered jaw line. “I understand. I trust you, please, I trust you.”
The moment his lips touched hers everything stopped. Bucky physically felt Y/N's body relax as her lips began to move against his. She snaked her hands up his chest and behind his neck before pulling herself off the back of the chair and as close to him as she could.
Y/N got lost in the intense high created, everything slowed down and hazed over. A dull, mind numbing, wave of emotions swirled in her brain as all sense of time was lost till eventually it wound itself into a ball and exploded against the back of her eyelids. The heat began to fade, leaving a chill across her skin. Her head felt empty and tired. Mentally she couldn't string two coherent thoughts together. Her body felt loose, and her eyes watered as a tear slid down.
"Hey, it's over." Bucky was catching his breath as he held her head in his hand, looking into her eyes, "it's over," her gaze was distant.
"Shit." Bucky held onto her, held her close as he began rummaging through the duffle bag, "Come on, there you are." Bucky returned to Y/N, "Y/N, doll, I need you to take this. It will help, can you do that?"
Y/N Glanced down at the small syringe in his hand, "What is it?" The words slurred and tired.
"It will let you sleep till we get back and Bruce can help." Bucky replied softly.
The tears began to stream down her face, "I'm feeling everything. At once."
“I know. It’s the drug, a side effect.” Bucky took her hand, “Sleep will help.”
“Okay,” Y/N shook her head as she sniffled. Within moments of the liquid entering her blood stream, Y/N's eyes became heavy, and her body relaxed as she drifted off. Bucky gently maneuvered her, placing her on her side across several seats. He fixed her suit, now ripped wide open from navel down to her exposed thighs, her breasts out on display. He pulled the sides of the fabric, covering her the best he could before he grabbed one of the packs of the on-board pillows and blankets, ripping it out of its packaging. He positioned the small pillow under her head and draped the blanket over her body before cleaning himself up and making his way to the cockpit.
Bucky listened and waited for her to fall into a deep sleep before grabbing the headset. "Friday, please connect me with Steve and Bruce."
"Right away," Friday responded as two small transparent screens appeared in front of Bucky's face.
Steve's face was scrunched as he slowly woke up, "Hey, what time is it?"
"Two." Bruce replied as he did a double take, pulling on his glasses, "In the morning."
"There's been a situation," Bucky's voice was low, Steve's attention was immediately caught, and he finally took in Bucky's appearance, "We came into contact…with a substance," Bucky looked back again making sure Y/N was still out, "It was developed by Hydra for their breeding program, they called it copulation stimulant, but everyone referred to it as sex pollen." As the Quinet silently made the trek back to the compound, Bucky filled them in.
Bucky tossed and turned in bed, he rolled over, sheets tangled around his legs and stared up at the ceiling. Taking a deep breath he reached over for his phone, the screen turned on showing it was only mid-morning.
He rubbed his face before kicking his sheets off and sitting up on the edge of the bed. He stared down at his floor, his mind taking over sucking him back into that moment. Flashes of Y/N's face, filled with fear, overwhelmed with emotions and emptiness played on repeat.
He blinked away the images as he made his way out of his room. Bucky walked down the hall towards Steve's room.
Steve sat at his table; papers strewn about as he caught up on his paperwork. He heard the knock before Bucky walked in.
"How are you feelin'?" Steve asked as Bucky slumped into a chair, aimlessly picking up a piece of paper, setting it back down, not interested.
"How is she?" Is all Bucky asked.
Steve pushed a tablet towards him, "Medically speaking, she's okay, nothing more than a few bruises."
Bucky looked down at the screen, a mission report, currently on the recorded incidents page. His eyes instantly skimmed and settled on Y/N's list of injuries before swiping through the rest of the report.
"I decided not to include the details." Steve continued as Bucky sat the tablet down with an exhale. Steve slowly set down the pen as he leaned back in his chair slightly. "Buck, how are you?"
"Angry." Bucky shook his head. "For me to go through it again, fine. But not her."
"Did Hydra use this stuff often?" Steve's brow pulled up softly.
Bucky's lips flashed a sad smile with a huff of a laugh, "It cycled through. They called it a compliance tool." He looked at his friend, "Sometimes they would call it a reward."
"Jesus." Steve let out under his breath.
“They had an endless supply of compliance tools and rewards.” Bucky shrugged slightly, "I'm okay Steve, honestly.”
"I was going to go check on her in a bit.” Steve leaned forward and picked up his pen again as he glanced up at the clock on the wall. "Bruce gave her something to help her sleep more, rest is probably the best for her right now, so she probably won't be stirring for another hour or two." Bucky nodded his head slightly as Steve spoke.
Steve watched as Bucky began to slip back into his thoughts. "Hey," His voice pulled Bucky's eyes to him. "You guys will be dancing around each other again soon enough."
"I told her." Bucky's confession came out softly. "How I feel, right before I railed her brains out in a fit of uncontrollable horny rage."
“I’m sorry, what?” Steve sat staring at his friend, “You thought, that after being exposed to a chemical weapon used to sexually exploit their victims, yeah this is a good time to confess my feelings to the woman I’ve been absolutely obsessed with since the first day I saw her?”
"Yup," Bucky popped the p, "In my defense she confessed first.”
“Unbelievable,” Steve pinched, “Why are you two like this?”
“In love? Or Insane?” Bucky asked back with a shrug,
Steve crossed his arms as he leaned back, “Go talk to her you jerk."
…
Y/N’s room was dark, every curtain pulled tight and not a single light was on. She had woken up several times only to roll over and fall back asleep, not wanting or ready to face the world yet. She lay on her belly, letting herself lay there, her head spiraling with thoughts. She grabbed for her phone, the brightness from the screen making her recoil, it was already close to two in the afternoon. She rolled back over onto her back, staring up at the ceiling.
“What's wrong with me?” She asked quietly to herself.
She never wanted to experience sex pollen again, it scared her to her core to have her own free will taken away. Her heartbeat picked up as she thought about it, a panic slowly bubbling. She took a deep breath, “We can ride this out.” His words echoed in her head. “I wanted to take you out on a date. Treat you like a queen. My queen.” Her heart stuttered a moment as she took another deep breath.
A knock at her door drew her attention. Slowly she rose from her bed, just as she approached the door another soft knock came. She reached for the handle and opened it to find Bucky standing with a paper bag in hand.
She stared at him, her words stuck in her throat, “Team ordered out, I got your favorite.” Bucky held the paper bag up. “I, um, I wanted to check in and.." He paused as he shrugged.
Y/N could see the anxiety and pain behind his eyes. She stepped closer to him, her hands coming to the sides of his torso and sliding back, as she hugged him.
As if on que Y/N stomach growled and she let out a small laugh. She pulled back, taking the bag from Bucky. “Thank you, I don't think I ate anything in the med bay when we got back.” She turned into the room, “Wanna come in?"
As Y/N walked back in, she flicked on a few lamps, creating a soft glow. Bucky closed the door behind him, unsure of what to do. Her desk was sitting just far away to be awkward but the only other place to sit would be her bed, somewhere he had never thought twice about before as he would just sit down or jump in. Now? He was acutely aware of his actions, and it created a ball of anxiety in the pit of his stomach.
“Bucky, you're welcome to sit on my bed.” Y/N noticed his hesitation.
He shrugged. “I didn't want to make you uncomfortable.”
“You aren't” Y/N said as she pulled a plate down from a cabinet in her Kitchenette.
Bucky paused for a moment before taking a deep breath, "What's going through your head?" Y/N stopped what she was doing, food forgotten as he continued. "Be honest."
Y/N turned, leaning against the counter, to face him. She crossed her arms as she took a moment to bring her words forward, "Did you mean what you said?" her question was soft and quiet. "Your queen." She blinked her gaze up to his.
Bucky let out a huff of a laugh, the corner of his mouth pulling up, “I remember the day you arrived at the compound.” He continued. “That morning Steve and I were set to leave to go on a recon mission. We were going back to the Siberian Hydra base; I hadn't been back since the airport incident. I was an absolute mess leading up to it.” Bucky looked down at his hands as he absentmindedly followed the lines and seams of his metal finger with this flesh. “I probably shouldn't have gone.” He paused again. “I had come so far, the words out of my head, a family around me and I had finally thought I found peace. Yet the moment I stepped back into that room, I looked upon that pit with that monstrosity of a machine still sitting there. I lost it. It instantly triggered a spiral of anger and I felt pushed right back down to my lowest existence.” Bucky kept his eyes trained on the floor. “Steve watched as I destroyed the machine, before helping me calm down. We got the answers we needed, well Steve got the answers we needed. When we got back, I was so far stuck in my head, but then I heard this laughter, it was light and contagious.” Bucky looked up at Y/N who was giving him her full attention. “Your laughter.”
“I followed that sound, until I saw you. Sitting at the counter, a smile on your face and I swear I had never seen anything more beautiful in my life. For the first time since I could remember I could feel this spark of a flame ignite inside of me.” Bucky continued. “This spark that created light and hope and feeling. It only grew. Day after day. It grew with your kindness and confidence. Your strength and your intelligence. That day you took Steve down, he played it off, but I knew that you had genuinely taken him by surprise, I could see it in his eyes. So, I let myself fall in love, I let that light grow into a raging blaze. Until I found myself trying to muster up the courage to tell you while simultaneously trying not to take you where you stood. Ask me again, ask me if I meant what I said.”
Tears were building up in Y/N’s eyes, “Did you mean it?”
"Every word." There was no hesitation in his response as he didn't look away. "I would worship every inch of your mind and body, if you'd let me."
The world began to fade away as Y/N's heart began to beat faster. Bucky's words swirled in her head as she tried to comprehend their meaning as if she couldn't believe them. Bucky sat patiently watching as Y/N slowly walked up to him. Her gaze uncertain, he could feel the tension in the air, as the line they both were hesitant to cross was quickly approaching.
Y/N tentatively stepped between his legs. She could feel the tug of war between her anxiety and adrenaline as she reached to touch his face. She moved her thumb across his jaw, Bucky could see her mind taking off.
He brought his hands up to rest on her hips, "Look at me." Y/N stood quiet for a moment as she took in his unwavering gaze. "What do you need?”
Y/N took a deep breath, "To be your queen.”
He gently pulled her closer. His lips pressed against hers, a tingling sensation ran through her body. Y/N felt Bucky’s hands gently slide down to the crook of her knees. He pulled her up onto his lap, sliding his hands over her thighs following the curve of her ass, before pulling her flush as he deepened the kiss. His lips moved against hers with a gentle urgency as they began to get lost in each other. In that moment, nothing else mattered - no worries or fears, no past or future. There was only the heat of the moment, the electricity between them.
Y/N let her fingers sink back into his hair, tugging slightly, as a low moan tumbled from Bucky’s mouth. “I need more.” Y/N said as Bucky kissed down to the nape of her neck.
He slid his hands up under the hem on her shirt, letting them slowly trail up her sides. Her chest heaved as his thumbs ghosted the underside of her breasts.
She pulled herself off him, sliding herself back to stand between his legs again, slowly she pulled her shirt up and over her head. He reached up and pulled his own shirt over his head, discarding it. He leaned back, picking up his hips as he pulled his pants down, kicking them off. His length sprung up to full attention and Y/N’s eyes dilated. She stood back admiring Bucky, taking in his sheer size, she bit her lip as her core began to pulse.
“Come here,” Bucky’s words pulled her in like a lure.
As she climbed back on his lap her hands came to the side of his face and pulled him into her lips. A breathy sigh of a moan escaped Y/N. She lifted herself up on her knees, pushing him slightly back to get to the right angle. She could feel his tip resting at her entrance.
Bucky nudged her nose with his, getting her to look at him. She held eye contact as she slowly slid down, feeling herself stretch around him until she bottomed out. A broken gasp fell from Y/N as the feeling of fullness made her body shutter, Bucky’s stomach twitched in response. She slowly began to roll her hips. His hands squeezed her thighs as he let out a swallowed moan. Her pace quickened until her hips began to fall out of rhythm as she desperately chased her release.
"That's it sweetheart," His words of encouragement doused in an aroused tone. He felt her sides flutter. He could feel her pressing down on him. He kissed the edge of her jaw as his other hand cupped the back of her head before slowly sliding his lips down her neck. Grazing over her nipples. Another flutter. Her hand slid up into his hair and gently pulled him closer, pressing her nipple to his lips. The way she took what she wanted made him feral. "Fuck" Bucky whispered. The sound was low and guttural, skittering over her skin like wildfire.
With every heavy breath a moan escaped. With the last roll of her hips her orgasm exploded through her. Y/N's let out a choked moan as her knees clenched together on either side of Bucky. She felt his metal fingers splayed across her back and his flesh held onto her waist.
Still fully seated, She let her head fall onto his shoulder as she attempted to catch her breath. Bucky pressed his lips to the other side of her neck before tipping her head back up to see her face. She felt like she was floating in euphoria.
"Feeling good?" Bucky's hand cradled her head.
A smile spread on her face as she nodded into his hand. "I need more."
Bucky pulled her face to his, guiding her to his lips. Kissing her slowly as he reached his hands behind her, sliding them down her back. He began kissing down her neck and chest as she leaned back slightly. He sucked a nipple into his mouth, feeling Y/N pulse around his sheathed member. He let it fall from his mouth watching the soft skin bounce slightly before latching on again. Y/N squirmed, grinding down, desperate for any movement.
Bucky gripped her hips and pressed her down further as he worshipped her chest. "James," His name came out as a broken whine.
"Say that again." Bucky instructed, "Say my name."
"Ja-ahhhh-mes" He sucked her nipple again as she spoke.
He smirked slightly as he slid his hands under her ass and stood up, Y/N held on as Bucky turned them around and dropped her on the bed. Y/N rubbed her thighs together from the loss of friction. Bucky watched for a moment before Y/N let her legs fall open. Splayed fully open for him, Bucky instantly crawled over, his breath against her sex making her shutter. His lips trailed kisses up her stomach.
“How many nights have you imagined me like this?” A low chuckle came from Bucky, “Not just nights, and not just this.” He sucked her nipple between his teeth, making her gasp, before he soothed the shock away with his tongue. Y/N’s fingers ghosted over his hairline as she slid them back into his hair, he looked up at her and his eyes darkened as he sunk down and ran his tongue flat against her core.
Her fingers curled, pulling his hair as her back arched off the bed. Electricity buzzed and exploded up over her body. His hands gripped her hips, keeping her from going too far.
Y/N fell further into bliss as Bucky explored her folds with his tongue. Soft moans spilled between her breaths. She gasped as he slowly inserted a finger, moving it in and out, then two, he felt her walls constrict as he slowly moved and curled his fingers. Y/N began to rock her hips against his face. His lips captured her clit sucking softly before pulling back, letting it fall from his lips. Y/N’s mouth fell open as the filthiest moan fell from her lips.
He began rubbing his lips and tongue against her in a smooth pattern that felt like a love letter. Her hands gripped his, slipping back to his wrists as she writhed with him, completely letting him guide her over the edge.
A choked moan came as Y/N’s legs squeezed Bucky’s head. She involuntarily curled up. Bucky wiped his mouth as he sat back on his knees, bringing his fingers up, sucking them clean.
He reached down and grasped her thighs, pulling them up and over his. He leaned back down, letting his hands slide up her torso, up and under her breasts, as his lips found hers once more.
Y/N could feel his tip at her entrance, and it sent a shiver down her spine.
She clung to his shoulders, nails dragging across his skin as he slowly pushed himself to his base. She felt the stretch as Bucky began to roll his hips, slowly dragging himself in and out. He began to pick up his pace, to read her body and follow her needs. Y/N hand snaked back around Bucky’s neck, as he sat back up on his knees, she clung to him as he continued his relentless pace. Y/N gripped onto the back of his neck with one hand as she found his knee with her other hand, propping herself up. There was no need however, as Bucky held her up, with his metal hand firmly on her ass and his flesh arm wrapped around the small of her back. He watched as her eyes rolled back into her head, his lips catch and dragged up her neck before sucking on her pulse.
Y/N’s body trembled as she fought to hold back, selfishly wanting more yet not knowing if she could take it.
She felt her core wound as tight as it would go, unable to hold on to it any longer, she let go. Her body shuttered and Bucky could feel her orgasm pulse around him, squeeze him. He continued, fucking her through, dragging her out as far as he could. He was close and couldn't take it anymore. He let Y/N fall back onto the bed, as he pulled out and finished on her stomach.
Their breathing was heavy as Bucky leaned over once more, bringing his hand up to Y/N face, her eyes glossed over in euphoria. “Are you okay?’
“Yeah,” She shook her head as she let out a sigh, “More than,”
A smile spread across Bucky’s face as he kissed her, “I am going to go get the shower ready for you, is that okay?”
Y/N Shook her head again before gently pressing her lips to his. “I need to lay here for a moment.”
“You just lay here and look pretty,” Bucky pulled himself off the bed.
Bucky walked into the bathroom, turning the water on to let it warm up. He quickly washed himself and cleaned up before setting up the bathroom for Y/N. He pulled a fresh towel out, placing it in the warmer next to the shower. A purchase that at first, he thought was ridiculous but has since rescinded that opinion.
He heard Y/N soft pitter pats as she walked in, the steam beginning to form and build. “All set, towel is in the warmer.”
“Thank you,” Y/N said as she made her way to the shower.
“Don't be too long, your food will get cold.” Bucky kissed her forehead before he left Y/N to clean up as he went back out and continued to reheat the food, he had gotten for her. While the microwave hummed, he stripped the bed and stretched new sheets from corner to corner. Laid out the blankets and pulled them back slightly ready for Y/N to crawl in.
He pulled down another plate for himself before playing up the food. Just as he finished cleaning up Y/N walked out. “Smells good.” She came up to Bucky’s side, wrapping a hand around his arm, leaning against his shoulder. “I am so hungry,” a laugh escaped Y/N, her head moved slightly as Bucky moved his arm. “Go eat, I’ll be right there with some water.”
“Thank you,” Y/N grabbed the plate and took a deep smell through her nose and smiled. “You really did get my favorite.” She said as she settled in on the bed and took a bite.
Bucky sat a cup of water down on her side table before crawling in to join her, “I know. I know all your favorites.”
“Oh?” Y/N asked as she took another bite.
“And I have the rest of the night to figure out the ones I don't know.” A blush spread across Y/N’s cheeks.
“I am looking forward to it.” She smiled as she glanced over at Bucky. “I could get use to this queen shit.”
“Oh, you just wait Doll,” Bucky replied. “I am just getting started.”
-End-
#bucky barnes x reader#buckyxreader#bucky#bucky fanfic#james buchanan barnes#marvel fic#marvel#mcu#steve rogers#sex pollen#smut
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
So Much Paperwork
Requested by Anonymous: can you do one with avenger!reader and bucky and they get like either captured by hydra or locked in a room and there sex pollen and they don’t want to get dirty because they’re friends but… eventually they do? ❤️❤️❤️ if you’re not comfortable with this it’s ok!
AN: i’ve never written sex pollen before so bare with me! this is a heeellll of a ride LMMMAAOOOO this is going to spruce up my Bucky masterlist LETS GO
Warnings: smut (oral f!receiving, hand job, vaginal sex, unprotected sex, praising, biting), sex pollen, dub!con action, language, mentions of HYDRA
*gif not mine
Enjoyed this and want more? Send in your requests!
Request Guidelines
MASTERLIST
When Cap had said it was just a Hydra base, you hadn’t expected to enter a motherlode of enemy information. Opening that vault was like finding a cave filled with gold - every inch of the vault was brimming with sensitive Hydra files, all dog-eared, marked up, or highlighted.
Bucky insisted on going through each and everyone of them. He had you open up each file cabinet, sift through each file, pick out the most interesting of them all, and place them by the door. Thank God you could read German.
“Look at this one,” he called from the other side of the vault, far off in the corner.
You were examining a file on something Hydra called Experiment 4H7, Phase 4. You let the file go before even reading the subject of the experiment and made your way towards Bucky.
He was wearing his familiar all black outfit, the metal arm a stark silver against the vault’s gold and his suit’s black. He looked over his metal shoulder as you approached.
“I’m guessing they’re keeping more red rooms in Ukraine,” he stated, showing you the file. There were a number of pictures of young girls varying from blondes to brunets to red heads, all different heights, all different shades of skin tones.
“Yup,” you sighed, pointing to a line in the file. “That’s a graduate class, I’m guessing, look at that.” You pointed to the German word for Graduation and felt a deep pinch in your belly. These poor women. Unaware that they would be stripped of their rights, of what made them woman.
You swallowed. “Okay,” you said. “I think we should just leave with what’s by the door?”
You stepped back, feeling the tile beneath your booted heel give and fall an inch lower. A metallic sound, like two gears churning to work, echoed loudly in the vault, and slowly, the vault door started shutting.
“It’s a boobytrap!” Bucky yelled, dropping the file and running to the door, his metallic hand out to stop it.
“Did I step on a mine?” you yelled back, panic gripping every nerve in your body.
It felt like time slowed as you looked over your shoulder, soft strands of hair slicking against the sweat on your cheek. You saw Bucky arrive at the door when it had but a few inches left to go, jamming his metal fingers between the closing door and the oval frame.
Every beat of your heart burned as you watched his face flush red, veins in his neck pulsing as he struggled to keep the door just a slight inch open.
And then, overhead, a quiet squirting sound. You felt tiny pinpricks of water touch your cheek and you looked up.
“Bucky.” But his name was lost to the sound of him groaning, grunting, heels sliding against the cement floor, sweat forming on his upper lip - all to keep the door from closing. “Bucky!”
When he looked back at you, the vault door closed with a deafening boom.
“Y/N, don’t breathe in!” he gasped, retrieving his fingers form the door, panting as he made his way towards you.
“Too late,” you said, feeling the minuscule dots of water dampen the inside of your nose, your lips, your tongue. It tasted so sweet.
“Fuck,” he murmured, bending to your rest his hand on your boot, the one still pressed on the loose tile. “Y/N, I don’t think it’s a mine.”
You shivered, something achy climbing its way up your spine, burying deep in your belly. “Why?” you asked, closing your eyes as you felt his metal fingers clamp hard over your booted ankle.
“Because,” he answered. “This was just the trigger for the door.”
You sighed. “Of course, I’m the dumbass who triggers the trap.”
“No worries, doll,” he said with a chuckle, and that nickname, that chuckle, made something sticky and thick slide down your belly, settling comfortably between your legs. Oh no.
“How do we get out?” you asked, finally moving away from the tile as Bucky stood. You met his eyes, towering over you, and your skin suddenly flashed so hot that you feared he could see the heat fuming off your flesh. You sighed, an excuse to get air into your lungs, to fan out the heat invading your bones.
He frowned, bent over to get on eye level with you. “Fuck,” he spat, walking towards the door.
“What?” you asked, suddenly feeling your throat stick, parched, thick with saliva all at once. “Bucky, what’s happening?” You’d wanted your voice to sound panicky, but somehow, it came out... breathy. Like a purr.
Bucky bashed his metal fist into the vault door, but the thing only echoed the sound back, not even denting, not even screeching.
“Fuck!” Bucky yelled, raking his flesh hand through his short, cropped hair.
He looked at you over the expanse of the vault, just a few meters apart, and something inside you ached, like an intense burn that made the fabric of your suit hurt against your skin, feel like hot iron against your nipples, the soft flesh on the inside of your thigh.
God, you needed to get out of this suit. But not here.
“How long until Cap comes for us?” you asked, falling to your knees, heat blasting from your knees to your scalp as you found the floor. Maybe it was cold.
Bucky didn’t answer. He watched you fall flat to the ground, press your heated, sweaty cheek to the floor, chasing any kind of relief from this mounting pain, this heat.
He gritted his teeth and took a step back.
“What’s happening?” you asked again, rolling onto your back. The floor was but a brief relief of the heat, of the pain burning harshly under your skin. You closed your sweaty lids, scrapped your nails against your damp hairline. When had you gotten so sweaty?
You reached up to the zipper of your one-piece suit, ready to tug it down.
“Y/N, don’t.” Bucky’s voice, usually comforting, friendly, guiding - now sounded like a wolfish demand, a famished lion salivating at the sight of bleeding prey.
You breathed in harshly, suddenly, your mind shifting the narrative of who Bucky was to you in a split second. A heartbeat before, Bucky was your superior, your friend who’d been nothing but a guiding force through your life - taking you from the depths of fear and desperation to acceptance. He’d brought you to the Avengers, to Cap and Nat, to a team of people like you - misfits who fit together.
But now. Now the Bucky you knew was shadowed by this new grumbling, groaning wolf.
“It hurts,” you panted, eyes still closed. You reached up anyway and undid your zipper, opening your suit down to your bellybutton, like slicing open a piece of meat.
You heard something fleshy hit the floor, and you opened your eyes, looking back. It hurt to scrape your head against the cement, but you saw Bucky on his knees there, looking at you with something dark and hungry glazing over his eyes.
Your eyes fell back to the ceiling above you, and you opened your suit up, arching off the cement in search of air. Your skin was pebbled with sweat, scorched to the touch.
“If you expose more skin,” Bucky panted, and you realized that he was closer, almost breathing into your ear. “I’m not going to be able to stop myself.”
“What’s happening?” you asked, for the millionth time, feeling an ache start to build dangerously fast in your cunt, throbbing, burning, slicking down your thighs with every beat of your heart. Every rush of blood in your veins was pain, every throb in your hole like a searing demand, an ache insatiable. Even when you wiggled, even when you groaned, clamping your thighs together, turning to your side and trying to find friction.
Your clit was a pained, throbbing mess.
“Doll,” Bucky breathed, and God, that sent another wave of hurt coursing down your spine, snapping in your blood like lightning. You could feel your pussy slick even more at the utter wretchedness of his voice.
You groaned. Shaking your head. “No,” you whined. “Not this.” You’d heard about this - this experiment on something Hydra called sex pollen. They’d first used it in their breeding program they’d started during the second world war, when they wanted more Aryan children. They’d perfected it during the Cold War, and started manufacturing it for breeding camps they’d scattered across barren wastelands to produce more Hydra pawns. And now, they were using it as chemical warfare.
“Bucky, no,” you whined, feeling hot, steaming tears wet your cheeks. You couldn’t do this. Bucky was your friend, your boss even. He was 7 years older than you (although he was technically like, 109 years old, but still). You were a rookie and he, your training officer. Your were his student and he was your professor. This was wrong on so many levels. “How much time does this last?” you asked, shivering, feeling another nauseating wave of need pulse through you.
“I’m... I’m not sure,” he said, struggling to say each word. Like air was unknown to his lungs. Like he was fighting every instinct in his bones.
But just the sound of his voice was enough to make another wave of excruciating pain wash through you, making you groan and wiggle against the floor. That ache in your clit intensified, pulsed painfully.
“Make it stop,” you murmured. “It hurts... so much.”
There was a second of silence until you heard the telltale sound of fabric rustling. Just the thought of Bucky naked, even an inch of skin available to your hungry eyes, made your cunt clench on nothing and you groaned in pain again.
“I’m so sorry, y/n,” he said. “There’s only one way to make it stop.”
You shook your head, shivering. “No.”
Your heart stuttered as another wash of hot, molten lava scorched through your veins and this time, you sobbed, teeth clenching.
“You can die, y/n,” Bucky whimpered and this time, his voice was right there, above you, a hand skimming across your thigh.
You made a whimpering sound at the feel of his hand, even the slightest touch like a bucket of cold water had been dumped over your head.
You opened your eyes and through tear-stained lashed and heavy lids, you looked back, seeing Bucky hunched over you, shirtless and sweating and with nothing but pain in those dark blue eyes of his.
He bit his lip, meeting your eyes, and he nodded slowly.
At this point, your entire body was shivering, sweaty, heating to the point that you thought your body would shut down.
“Let me help,” he said, wretched, rough.
When he applied the entire weight of his hand on your hip, it was like a lightning bolt had exploded under your skin. A moan ripped from your throat, utterly wrecked and rough and gone.
Bucky said something but it was lost to the smoke in your head. He pulled down the rest of your suit, exposing hardened nipples to the air, but it still wasn’t cold enough. You wiggled your hips as he dragged the rest of the fabric down your body, to your legs until he was chucking off your boots and leaving you in nothing but your underwear.
“Doll,” he rasped, pressing his fingers to your ankles, gently scraping up until he was resting both hands on the inside of your soft, plush thighs. “You’re soaked.”
You groaned, panting on the floor, feeling sticky, achy, and on fire. You pressed your hips forward, searching, searching. “Bucky, please.”
“Jesus, forgive me,” he groaned, and when you opened your eyes to meet the white lights above, he pressed a kiss to your clothed clit and you moaned salaciously.
One hand instinctively gripped at the roots of his brown hair, pulling him ever closer. The other clawed at the arm that came to rest over your tummy.
A sharp, bruising knot formed in your tummy when he used one finger to move your thong to the side and he pressed a warm, wet kiss to your bare pussy.
“Fuck, Bucky.” It came as a breath, like this was the first fresh, real breath you’d taken in years.
He groaned against your skin, the vibrations dribbling up your belly, up your spine. Your toes curled as he gave his first few strokes of his tongue, long and harsh, like he was at a watering hole after days of being parched.
“You taste like heaven, kitten,” he murmured, flattening his tongue against your clit and stroking it quickly, little flicks that sent your spine arching, your eyes closing, toes curling against his back.
He gripped your hips in both hands, digging in to his meal, each stroke of his tongue like a spark against your clit.
Your first orgasm wasn’t enough. It wasn’t enough to quench the heat, to cool the fire raging in your belly. Like a monstrous black wave, the pollen kept your senses awaken.
“Bucky, again,” you whined, closing your thighs against his head, guiding his mouth back to your hole. He kept licking, sucking against your clit.
Your second orgasm was like a temporary wash of relief. You smiled against each wave, hips stuttering against Bucky’s mouth.
“It won’t be enough,” he said, voice wrecked, as he kissed up your thighs, igniting another wave of harsh, hot lava to drip from your belly into your clit. You whined. “I know,” he cooed, his eyes glazed as he hovered over you. When you met his gaze, you could see that he was fighting his own seams, that he was just as fragile and wanting and needing as you were.
You reached between your bodies, skimming your nails down his hard chest, hearing the faint groan that left his lips. You patted down his belly, down until your hand wrapped around the impossibly hard, thick bulge in his suit pants.
He bowed forward, sighing, moaning as you felt him out. Something like confidence, dark cunning, invaded your senses like a drug.
“I need to be inside you so bad, y/n,” he groaned, hiding his face in the crook of your shoulder. Just the weight of his body on your chest, feeling his heat, his every breath, every tremble of his fingers as he clawed at your bare hip, your plush thighs, made you tremble with need.
Hurriedly, he pressed away from you, pushing down his pants until his drooling, hard cock sprang free. He let it flop against your belly, groaning at the feeling, and when you met his eyes, he was nothing but a feral, hungry wolf.
He claimed your mouth in a sudden, voracious kiss, tasting yourself on his lips as he ground into you. Delving his tongue passed your teeth, nipping at your bottom lip, breathing life into you with every stroke of his tongue against yours.
You gripped his shaft slowly, feeling the velvety skin, stroking him in slow, languid movements of your wrist. Your other hand found his hair, pushing his mouth closer to yours, kissing him with fervour and need. His own hands cupped your head, positioned you the way he wanted.
Then his metal fingers closed over your knee, hooking your leg over his hips, and he pulled away form your mouth in a wet, sloppy pop. He breathed, calming himself, but with you clawing at his shoulders, bringing him closer, hands stroking his dick quickly, he couldn’t stop himself. Even if he wanted to. Even if, deep down, in the dark, almost forgotten corners of his mind, he knew this was wrong, wrong, wrong - he wanted to lose himself in you. Just your taste wasn’t enough. Two of your orgasms against his lips wasn’t enough. Kissing you like he’d dreamed of doing so many times in his wet dreams - all of it wasn’t enough.
He fell to one forearm, bringing his mouth to your ear. Your hand still slicking against him. Your mouth kissing against his neck, up his jaw. Your other hand digging nails into the hard muscle of his tricep. Your hot, wet thigh pressed against his bare hip.
“I’m going to fuck you, y/n,” he grunted against your ear.
You nodded, pushing your hips up, towards him. He pulled away from your stroking hand and you felt his tip press at your wet entrance. He shivered when he thrust the tip in, feeling your hole give in to him.
You gasped as he slid in slowly. Now was when you realized just how big he was. How thick and unforgiving his cock was as he stretched your walls, impaling himself into you inch by inch.
It was a painful stretch that made your knees tremble, gripping onto his shoulders for dear fucking life.
“So tight,” he whispered against your ear. “Were you waiting for me, doll?”
His voice was like a sin committed in church.
You whimpered when he pushed in completely, seating himself to the root, until every inch of him was pressed up against you.
“Did you save this pussy for me, huh, kitten?” he rasped, pulling back and thrusting in slowly. He groaned, bowing forward. “So wet, doll, I can feel you dripping all over me.”
Who knew Bucky could be this filthy with his mouth. It made your body snap like a rubberband.
He kissed up your throat, giving you shallow, quick strokes until he could feel your gummy walls relax and when he knew you were ready, he rutted against you like a dog gone mad.
He gripped your hip, thrusting into you until your body was numb, your walls clenching against him, a pressure building just under your bellybutton.
“Bucky,” you whined, sobbed, as he kept hitting that spot in you that made sparks dance along your spine.
“I can feel you, doll,” he grunted, teeth biting into your shoulder. “Come on, darlin’, you’re almost there.”
Your mouth opened in a small ‘o’, spine arching off the floor, adding to the pressure against his dick as your walls clenched impossibly tight against him, fluttering, buzzing, until your orgasm exploded through your flesh like a bomb of sparks and fireworks.
You fell back to the floor, spine loose against the cement, your orgasm spinning through your blood as he kept rutting into you, chasing his own relief.
You weakly grabbed onto his shoulders, pressed your face against his shoulder. “Fuck me, Bucky,” you pleaded. “Fuck me like I know you’ve always wanted to.” Your voice was so small, so wrecked from him, and it drove him crazy, drilling into you without rhythm.
“So filthy, my doll,” he cooed, groaning when he heard you moan against his flesh.
He fell onto you so suddenly, robbing you of air as he ground against you, chasing his own high. And after a few sloppy, shallow thrusts, you felt his cum inside you, his seed filling every inch of your gummy walls until he was dripping out of you and onto the cement.
He breathed roughly, panting, gasping against your shoulder. And suddenly, his harsh hands became gentle on your cooling skin, stroking slowly against your waist.
Your heart slowed, numbness filling you up like a dark, tentative wave. You were finally, finally cooling down, at peace, no more pain or ache or desire making every one of your movements excruciating.
“I’m so sorry, y/n,” Bucky panted quietly, his face still hidden in your shoulder. “I never intended us to do... this.”
You shook your head. But no words formed in your mind, no coherent thought even took place as you just lay there, enjoying his weight, his heat.
“We can’t stay here,” he said. He was so quiet, so gentle. He helped you get dressed in your soiled, cold suit. He zipped you up, did his best to smooth down your hair, tried to get as much of his cum off the floor with his boot. No use.
When he got up and tucked himself back in his pants, tugging them over his hips, you couldn’t help the chuckle that left your lips.
“We’re going to be in so much trouble, Bucky,” you said, almost like if you laughed about it, it wasn’t that bad, right?
He sighed, shaking his head. “Just...” he hesitated, putting his shirt back on. “I couldn’t watch you suffer like that.”
You nodded.
“Cap will come get us,” he continued, almost reassuringly. “We’ll get some rest... shower too, and then we’ll talk about what’s next.”
You leaned against the wall, so tired, so fucked out that nothing else seemed even remotely satisfying except your bed.
“What’s next is a lot of fucking paperwork, Buck.”
#bucky#bucky barnes#bucky smut#sex pollen#buckyxyou#buckyxreader#smut#buckyxy/n#buckyxyn#bucky x you#bucky x reader#bucky x yn#bucky x y/n#bucky x reader smut#marvel#bucky sex pollen
462 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hi, I’m so sorry that you have been having a hard time and that you can’t graduate when you wanted to I know that must be hard but you’re taking the time to look after yourself and that’s the most import thing!!!!
If and when you’re up to it I’d love to see a part 3 of forgive me, also maybe with a bit of Sam included? I’m a strong believer that Sam would 100% be on Bucky and Y/n side
Forgive Me, Pt. 3 (Bucky x Reader)
A/N: This request for a third part was from AGES ago, so I apologize for the long delay lol. On the plus side, I’ve finally graduated from college so that is no longer a worry! :) Anyway, this series will definitely be getting a Part 4. I couldn’t stop writing and coming up with more ideas lol. I hope you all enjoy!
==========
“Hate” had always been such a harsh word to me. Of all the feelings that existed, that was the one that I never could seem to grasp fully. Perhaps my heart was too soft or my nature too forgiving, but I had yet to find a person that I truly hated.
I could not even find it in me to hate Steve Rogers, despite all that had happened. Forgiveness was still a work in progress, but perhaps one day I would forgive him completely.
It had been three months since Bucky had found me in our bathroom with an open medication bottle in my hand, and it had been equally as long since he had spoken to the rest of the team. While I found it impossible to hate any of them, Bucky could not stand to even look at them. We had moved out of the compound within twenty four hours of his confrontation with Steve and hadn’t been back since.
Our little apartment in the city was comfortable, but it was not home. I knew that Bucky felt the same, but he refused to admit it out loud. Several attempts to urge him to reach out to Steve had not gone well, and my heart ached as I witnessed his anger consume him. Bucky had reassured me that I was all he needed now, but I knew deep down that he needed his friends, especially Steve. This anger would destroy him if not confronted properly.
And that was why I reached out first.
I found myself in a quiet little cafe in the city on a early Tuesday morning, sipping on an iced late as I watched people make their way down the street to work. The chair across from me scrapped on the ground, and I looked up to find Steve Rogers taking a seat. His face was solemn, almost shameful as his eyes made contact with mine. It was a version of him that I was unfamiliar with. The weeks of sneering and secret glares had melted away into shame and regret.
Part of me thought I should be content, seeing him humbled in this way. But I could not find it in me to rejoice in this. Steve Rogers was doing just as bad as Bucky was, losing his best friend the way that he had. There had to be a way to remedy this.
“Good morning, Steve.” I spoke softly, watching him evenly.
“Good morning.” Steve nodded in response, looking a little uneasy. “Look, Y/N-“
“You know why I asked to meet with you.” I prompted, pushing past the need for small talk to get into what really mattered. I was also quite honestly not ready to accept his apology either, if that was what he trying to do.
“Yeah.” He sighed, looking away briefly. “I don’t know what else I can do. Bucky won’t respond to any of my messages and I wouldn’t dare show up uninvited to your apartment.”
“That would not have gone well.” I agreed, sipping again on my beverage. “But we need to fix this, Steve. I’ve never seen him like this before. He needs you.”
“No, he needs you.” Steve replied, his voice remaining even. “And I realize that now. I didn’t know how much he cared for you until that night. Hell, I’m surprised he didn’t tell me that you two got married.”
“That really surprised you?” I asked with a slight scoff. “After how you all treated me?”
“I’m not looking for a fight.” He held up his hands slightly. “I’m just wanting to fix things.”
It was silent for a moment, and I let out a small sigh as I nodded in agreement. We were both in agreement for at least this one thing. While I did care for Steve and the others like family before this mess, all I cared about now was making sure Bucky was cared for and supported. In order to do so, we had to work together.
“Is Sam in town?”
“He is.” Steve nodded. “I’m thinking he might be able to help best since he was nutural in this whole thing. Just talk things over with him. If it doesn’t work, we can figure something else out.”
“I agree.” I glanced at my phone, seeing a text from Bucky asking where I was. I began to rise from my place at the small table. “I have to go now. Let me know when Sam can come over to see him.”
“Wait.” Steve’s voice caused me to stop and I looked over at him. “I…I never gave you a chance to explain your side of things, and for that, I’m sorry. I should not have treated you the way that I did.”
I looked at him evenly, my heart aching in my chest at the memories of the day prior to my attempt and Bucky’s hospitalization. After a few moments of silence, I gave him a sad smile. “If you want to know what happened, look at the Tony’s camera feeds from that day. The journalist stopped me at the front entrance to the building so you should have clear audio. It’ll tell you all you need to know.”
And without another word, I grabbed my purse and made my way back towards my apartment.
===========
Bucky’s POV
It had been odd waking up without Y/N by my side. That had been all but established as part of our routine, early mornings spent together in bed. But for some reason that had been broken on a random Tuesday, and part of me wanted to investigate why.
But her return only an hour later had washed all my worries away and our regular life routines resumed as normal for the next week. Part way through the week, Y/N had left the apartment to run a few errands so I was left on my own on the couch watching reruns of ‘The Office’. But a sharp knock on my door interrupted my plans of relaxation.
I approached the door, assuming that Y/N had forgotten her key inside after I had locked it behind her. But the familiar face of Sam Wilson surprised me as I found him on the other side. “Sam?”
“How’ve you been, man? “ Sam smiled.
“How do you know where I live?” I returned a smile hesitantly, wondering if the others had sent him as one last resort to connect.
“I saw Y/N on the street.” He replied casually, and my shoulders relaxed slightly. “She thought it would be a good idea for me to visit!”
“Of course. Come on in.” I stepped aside, letting him into our apartment and shutting the door gently. “I haven’t heard from you in months. Where have you been?”
“Long term mission abroad.” Sam sighed, sitting down on the couch. “It was quite an interesting experience. But not as interesting as finding out you moved out of the compound. What happened?”
I froze slightly at his words. “Did Steve send you?”
“Can’t I just be concerned about my friend?” Sam replied, scoffing slightly.
“I’m not saying you can’t.” I snorted, sitting down on the opposite end of the couch. “But this feels like an interrogation. I have had enough of those to last a life time.”
“I did speak to Steve, but he only gave me a few details. But I also don’t want to hear just one side. I want to hear from you.” Sam replied, glancing at me. “You two are incredibly close and now you live far apart from each other. What happened?”
All that had happened began to play again through my mind. The article published, the attitude shifts from the others, the gunshot to my shoulder, finding Y/N with the medicine bottle in hand. It was almost too hard to handle. But I willed myself to speak, telling my friend all that had happened.
“How can I forgive him for this?” I asked, my voice cracking slightly. “How can I forgive all of them for this? They did not give her a chance to explain herself, and made her feel like she was worthless. I could’ve lost her forever.”
“How does Y/N feel about this?” Sam prompted gently.
“She wants me to reach out to Steve.” I sighed, sinking back into the couch. “I don’t know how she can forgive him so easily, after all that has happened.”
“Y/N talked to me too, Bucky.” My eyes flickered over to Sam, surprised by his words. “She is worried about you, deeply. “
“I’m doing just fine.” I scoffed, but slightly concerned by his words. How had I not known she was worried about me?
“So you say.” Sam replied, almost skeptically. “Don’t you miss everyone? Steve at least?”
“Of course I have!” I bristle slightly, my metal fist clenching slightly. “But how do I move on from this?”
“I know you can’t immediately forgive the others for this, and that is understandable.” Sam spoke firmly. “But you can’t stay this angry forever. It will destroy you.”
“I can be as angry as I damn well please!” I snapped, glaring at him. “They almost caused her to end her life!”
“Bucky-“
“No!” I rose from the couch, a wave of rage flowing over me. “You don’t get it, and why would you? It wasn’t your wife!”
“No, but she is my friend!” Sam did not move, keeping his gaze steady with mine. “And she is scared that she is losing you, Bucky!”
“I need you to leave.” I shake my head, walking to the door and pulling it open. “Now.”
Sam clenched his jaw slightly but did not respond as he rose from the couch before walking to the door. Just as he was about to step through into the hall, Y/N appeared with a handful of grocery bags in hand. Her smile of greeting faded as she sensed the tension in the room. “What’s-“
“Please leave, Sam.” I repeated firmly, watching him leave before shutting the door behind him. “Why did you invite him here?”
“Maybe because he’s one of your friends and you could use a visit from one?” Y/N walked into the kitchen, placing the groceries on the counter before turning to me. “Why did you throw him out of our apartment?”
“Because everyone is insisting that I must forgive Steve!” I snapped, my jaw clenched. “I can’t even fathom how you can stand the thought of him!”
“Bucky, I still haven’t forgive him yet! It’s too hard!” I shake my head as I watched him through pained eyes. “But I’m not as angry anymore. You can’t let this anger consume you!”
“I heard the exact same thing from Sam.” I let out a bitter laugh. “I can be as angry as I want!”
“Bucky…”
“Did you coordinate this with Sam? Steve too?” I scoffed, not even hiding my anger anymore. “Why are you working with the people who want you dead?”
Y/N’s face went blank for a moment before her eyes filled with hurt. Deep hurt. I had never regret speaking as I quickly as I did in that moment.
“Alright.” Her voice was quiet, trembling slightly as she picked up her purse from the counter. “Dinner’s on the counter. I’m going to go stay somewhere else for the night.”
“Y/N…” My voice cracked as I reached out to grab her hand, but she slipped away from my touch and out the door, slamming it hard behind her.
I walked over to the couch, sitting back down quietly before the first tears began to fall. I could not remember when they stopped, if ever. Perhaps the anger had already destroyed me. And perhaps I had already lost the love of my life because of it.
=====
TAGLIST (from the last part! If you wanted to be added or removed, just let me know lol)
@missvelvetsstuff
@erinallene
@ladyalexandranna
@angelwatson
@buckyalpine
@ada728
@bwhitewolfbarnes
@kjah97
@ineverybreathofyou
@sarbear94
#bucky barnes#bucky x reader#bucky x you#bucky imagine#buckybarnes#buckyxreader#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky barnes x reader#bucky fanfic#bucky barnes angst#buckybarnesimagine
110 notes
·
View notes
Text
Honey Whiskey
Title comes from this song:
Request: An idea just wont leave my mind and I would love for you to write if its no trouble. What if during tfaws during Madripoor Bucky sleeps with Sharon and y/n is absolutely devastated, Zemo offers her the chance to get back at Bucky and jealous/protective Bucky ensues and reminds her who she really belongs to?
I kind of took it in a bit of a different direction but I still hope you enjoy xx
Warnings: Zemo x Reader//Bucky x Reader// Smut (With Both)//Angst
A/N: любимая (pronounced lyubimaya) means darling.
Not proof read but all mistakes will be corrected in time.
It was stupid to be crying in the bathroom.
There were so many bigger things at hand but here you were, holding yourself steady on the bathroom sink, tears streaming down your cheeks and forcing yourself to take deep breaths.
The worst part is you had seen it coming from the moment they locked eyes in Madripoor, their chemistry was undeniable. The stolen looks, the lingering touches and the sly smirks she threw your way when she realized you were wary.
But seeing her, sneaking out of his room, in nothing but his shirt certainly solidified it.
“Ooops,” she giggled, brushing past you with a shove, and you made it precisely to the close of your door before the tears fell.
You did your best to push your feelings aside, finding Nagle was way more important than whatever was going on with Bucky, Sharon and by extension you.
Pulling up to Zemo’s apartment, Bucky suddenly fell back, and announced he was going to take a walk. You followed after him intending to ask if he was ok, until you caught up to him and he was on the phone.
“I’ve been thinking about you too,” he laughed and you hung back a second, heart pumping a thousand miles an hour in your chest and slinked into an alley before he could see you, and it felt like you scrambled up the streets of Riga until you made it inside the door of Zemo’s apartment.
And here you were, propped up on the washbasin trying to prevent the tears falling.
You washed your hands and as you were drying them the bathroom door swung upon and now you were face to face with a pair of brown eyes that for the first time since you’d met him seemed genuinely kind, Zemo.
“What is this?” he said softly “Why do you cry?”
You scrunched your face, trying to answer but simply shook your head as the tears stung your eyes.
He moved to cup your face and you found yourself quite unable to move away, trapped between his warm body and the basin behind you. He used his thumb to gently sweep away the tears that stained your cheeks and you felt so ashamed looking up through wet lashes to examine the eyes baring down into yours.
The overhead lights made his brown eyes seem like honey whiskey that you could easily drown in. And you kind of wanted to...
“No man on earth is worth these,” he said almost in a whisper, stopping to examine the perfect droplet on his finger.
His gentleness scared you, but then again he must have been kind once, he had been married, she had trusted him enough to carry his children, there had to be tenderness there, beneath it all.
“He loves you,” he said simply and you shook your head, “James who you cry these tears for, he loves you. He is not ready to love you the way you deserve but he does love you.”
You wanted to know how he knew these things but you didn’t trust your own voice, you wanted to argue that you couldn’t compare even an inch to Sharon and suddenly he was stroking your cheek again.
“She doesn’t want him,” he stated simply “It’s a cruel game she’s playing. The Captain chose you over her, chose to keep you by his side. So she is taking your James just to prove she can.”
“She wants to hurt me,” you whispered and his eyes moved to look directly into yours, and he nodded slowly, intently.
“The way you hurt her.”
You wanted to argue that you hadn’t been the one to hurt her, but something else seemed more important in the moment.
“Hurt people, hurt people,” you stated looking up into his eyes and he hmmed.
“You were hurt,” you noted, brushing your hand along his arm, “Behind it all you were hurt.”
He nodded.
“You need to be careful with Sharon. I had everything I ever wanted, and I lost it all and so did she.” It was a warning. “She is dangerous.”
“What about you?” you questioned gently, “Do I need to be careful with you?”
“I am dangerous, yes..but I will never hurt you.”
His eyes flicked down to your lips and for a split second you wondered what it would feel like to kiss him, to fully immerse yourself in honey whisky and amber and bergamot
You startled at the sound of your name being called and you looked into his eyes sadly.
“Go, любимая,” he said sadly “They will be suspicious, I’ll stay just long enough to not arouse suspicions.”
Bucky and Sam were going to do recon, Zemo had gone to shower and you agreed to stay behind with him.
Before they left, Bucky doubled back.
“Are you sure you’re okay doll?” he enquired tucking a stray piece of hair behind your ear “You know you can talk to me about anything don’t you?”
“I know Buck,” you sighed, unable to meet eyes, “I’ll talk to you when you get back, go on don’t keep Sam waiting.” you pushed and he seemed to accept he wasn’t going to get anything else from you.
Zemo emerged from his chambers in a navy bathrobe and your eyes immediately were drawn to a gold chain nestled in the hair on his chest.
You wanted to slide the robe open and watch it drop to the floor, you wanted to finish what you had started in the bathroom but the air was thick with things unsaid.
“Whisky?” he asked gently and you nodded. He had left the door to his room open and while he poured you looked at the four poster bed draped in red and gold.
What caught your eye was a cloth bound, faded book on his nightstand and you wanted to see what it was.
“Go ahead,” he nodded, following your line of sight and when you picked it up you gasped.
“Is this a first edition?” you were almost too afraid to turn the pages and he scoffed in reply “Of course!”
You were holding in your hand a first edition of Dostoevesky’s The Idiot.
“The world will be saved by beauty,” you mused, holding the book out to him, and he quirked his head in amusement.
“You have read Dostoevsky?”
“Of course,” you seemed offended.
“Do you think it’s true? That beauty can save the world.”
“I believe so,” he said no hint of teasing, as he came to join you in his room, “You are very beautiful and you do your best to protect the world. And there are still so many beautiful things in this world. Sit,” he instructed and you sat gently on his bed as you accepted the glass of whisky he handed you.
You looked at him for a long time and shook your head “Helmut, you could have had a good life. Look at this place,” you gestured around “You could have done some good.”
“I have no regrets, любимая. I did what I felt I needed to do to make sure nothing like Sokovia ever happens again. Now I live with the consequences.”
You brought your knee up to rest your chin on, he couldn’t quite make out your facial expression.
“You are sad for me?” he almost gasped coming to kneel before you, realisation hitting him like a brick in the face
“Yes,” you replied sadly, “And I am sad for me, because now that I see you, I don’t think I can ever look away again.”
He surged forward to meet your lips pushing you down into the mattress behind. You gasped, grasping the material of his robe and as he climbed on top of you, gold chain dangling in front of your eyes.
You slipped your hands along his chiseled chest and pushed his robe down his arms until the belt gave way and it slinked off his body and tumbled to the ground.
“My god,” you mused as you drank in his body, chiseled and lean and powerful, and he had you in the palm of his hands.
He pulled the flimsy material of your top apart and slid his hands up under the band of your bra, fondling your breasts until your back arched off the bed, without warning that was ripped away too and he made quick work of your jeans and underwear kissing his way up your inner thigh and all the way up to your breasts which he absolutely devoured, you were sure you would be marked tomorrow with the way he nipped the supple skin.
That gave you a sick satisfaction knowing you might carry his mark with you for days and nobody would know but him. “So fucking beautiful.” he mused.
He pushed your legs apart with his knee, “Tell me to stop, he panted in your ear “Tell me to stop before I can’t.”
“No, no,” you ordered, yanking on the gold chain to pull him closer “Don’t dare stop!”
His thrusts were slow and languid, and he pulled one of your legs over his shoulder, relishing in the feel of you, he chuckled as your eyes rolled back in your head. Face flushed red from the action.
Your eyes widened as his hand closed around your throat and he began to pick up speed, slowly.
“Your life is in my hands, and you would trust me with it?"
"Yes, I trust you," you panted honestly and he took his hands away completely, looking at you with an expression nothing short of adoration, before diving down to meet your lips again. You clasped his gold necklace in your hand for something to grasp as he pounded into you as you came undone, and ever the gentleman, once you had taken your turn he came after you.
You were close to sleep when he nuzzled into your hair "This is my only regret. That I will never get to do this again… not with you."
You didn't know how to respond so you simply placed a kiss to his chest.
You knew he was right, there was no way you would get to do this again, as soon as Sam found Karli, Zemo would be headed straight back to jail.
He was twirling a piece of your hair around his finger, content just holding you close, before you broke the silence.
“Would you like another glass of whisky?” he hmmd against your hair and you clambered out of the bed, picking his discarded robe off the ground and tossing it on, you reached for his glass on the nightstand and placed a kiss to his lips.
You had been right, his eyes were honey whisky and you had gladly drowned in them.
You filled up two glasses from the decanter on the island, and you heard his door close.
“You are so impatient Baron,” you giggled, turning around to come face to face not with honey whisky eyes, but cold, startled blue ones, Bucky.
"What the fuck is this?" he was seething, chest visibly rising and falling rapidly.
You were like a deer caught in headlights, too stunned to move a muscle.
“This is what’s been wrong with you? You’re hung up on that piece of shit? God!” he actually fumed “I left Sam on his own to come home and check on you because I was worried about you and all this time you were fucking him?”
“James,” Zemo’s voice startled Bucky from behind, “It wasn’t like that.”
Bucky moved so quickly it was like a blur and suddenly his metal arm was around Zemo’s throat and he pushed him back against the doorframe, “You fucking touched her, I told you I would kill you if you touched her! I told you she was mine!”
“Bucky,” you rushed trying to force yourself between them “Bucky, stop! Please!” You managed to get a hand on his chest and he allowed you to push him backwards, slowly releasing his hold on Zemo’s throat. Keeping your eye on him as he gulped in air, you kept your hand on Bucky’s chest, and he laughed suddenly.
“She actually cares, oh this is priceless. Tell me doll, how does it feel to be nothing but a conquest? To be a pawn in a game you didn’t even know you were playing?”
You looked at Zemo but he was refusing to meet your eye.
Was it true, he’d done all this for some sick joke? Or to get one up on Bucky?
You felt like you were going to be sick.
“Is it true? It was just a game to you?” you asked, voice so small you were ashamed and he lifted his eyes so quickly to meet your eyes, he began to shake his head but the way you were looking at him, so small, he couldn’t lie.
“Initially, yes. But I cannot deny that you got under my skin and I grew to care for you. Nobody could fake this past night we spent together.”
You hugged the fabric of his robe tighter around your body suddenly feeling way more exposed than you would have liked.
Your eyes were burning with red hot tears and you willed them not to fall.
Bucky huffed out a laugh again and you met his hard eyes, finding no compassion there, “I’ve always been a joke to you Buck haven’t I?”
You weren’t sure why in this moment it was Bucky you were mad at.
“You give me just enough to keep me holding on, and then fuck the next woman that comes your way, but it’s okay because you know I’ll be there to pick right up where you left me.”
“What on earth are you talking about?” he demanded, taking an angry step towards you.
“Sharon,” you offered meekly, taking a step back from him as shock crossed his face, “Yes James, I knew. I knew the moment it happened, that has been what’s wrong with me these past few days. I've been hung up on you. You James, not him.”
He couldn’t answer you, eyes scanning the room for some inspiration on how to respond.
“I’m done being a joke to men like you,” you directed at them both and Zemo took a step towards you only for Bucky to turn on him in warning not to come closer.
“I don’t want to be here anymore,” you wiped swiftly at the tear that rolled down your cheek,” you sighed before laughing at your own stupidity, “Fellas, it was fun while it lasted.”
You sidestepped Bucky who reached for you as you made to move by and you didn’t spare Zemo a second look.
Neither of them tried to stop you leaving when you pulled your suitcase out the door and got into the taxi waiting outside.
You cried so much in the first few days you were home, you honestly had no tears left to cry.
You really missed Nat, she had always been the one you went to with boy trouble, she always knew how to kick your ass into action.
You’d seen the news the night before which meant Sam and Bucky would be home soon and you were not ready to face either of them, in fact you were actively dodging Sam’s calls which really wasn’t fair.
You heard his shuffled footsteps behind you, he wanted you to hear him, otherwise he was well capable of sneaking up on you.
“Why are you here?” your voice came out shakier than you wanted but you didn’t turn around.
“I needed to see you,” he pleaded.
“Buck,” you sighed, fumbling with your key in the lock before finally getting your apartment door open and stepping inside, Bucky followed suit closing the door behind him “I’m not doing this again. Whatever this toxic thing is, I don’t want it anymore.”
“Will you look at me?” he begged and you shook your head quickly.
“I can’t,” you cried. If you looked at him all your resolve would melt.
“Y/n, look at me please”
“Doll,” he begged, turning you to face him but you refused to meet his eye, arms folded across your chest to protect yourself, “Hey,” he pleaded, hooking his index finger under your chin and rubbing your bottom lip with his thumb.
“Will you please look at me,” he whispered and finally you allowed yourself to meet his eyes.
“I handled this all wrong,” he whispered again, continuing to brush his thumb gently over your lip “So wrong doll. And I am so sorry.” You wanted to lean slightly into his touch but you also wanted to protect yourself.
“I was scared,” he began but you rolled your eyes, he gave you a pleading look and continued “I know you don’t want to believe it but I wasn’t ready doll, I wasn’t ready to open myself up to being hurt. That’s the truth. It was a cop out, but I was scared.”
“Scared that I would hurt you?” you laughed incredulously, and he removed his hands from your face and looked genuinely upset.
“Yes,” he answered honestly, “Raynor she said I shouldn’t do this unless I was fully willing to be open and vulnerable with you. And I was afraid If I opened myself up to you-showed you all the ugly parts, it wouldn’t be enough. I was scared that I would not be enough for you. Those other girls didn't matter. Sharon didn’t matter. I’ve always been yours, Always. I’ve been yours from the moment I laid eyes on you.”
He truly looked upset, tears in his eyes and biting his cheek.
You honestly felt shell shocked and just about spluttered out “All this time I thought I wasn’t good enough for you! And you, you let me think that back in Riga. God!” you huffed “This is such a fucking mess!”
“I was out of line, I said things I didn’t mean because I was hurt.”
You hugged your arms around yourself “I was hurt too.” you cried and Bucky was before you in seconds.
“Tell me what to do, because I’m yours doll. I’m yours!” he was begging.
“Show me,” you panted pulling him to you “Show me you're mine”
He surged forward and pulled you to him in an instant and threw you over his shoulder and you squealed as he plopped you down on the bed.
He made quick work of both your clothes and catching your hands in his metal arm he trapped your arms above your head. He kissed his way down your neck, stopping to inspect a little mark just above your left breast, you watched his expression turn almost animalistic as he realised just who had given you that mark, he bit down and sucked hard on your neck, spurred on by the sounds he was eliciting from you.
“Nobody but me ever gets to mark you like this again,” he growled before he picked up a ferocious pace. You managed to wrangle free and he allowed you to flip him over so his back was pushed into the mattress, and you climbed on top.
You ran your hands from his muscled torso all the way up his chest and stopped to wrap your hands around his neck, “Who do you belong to?” you whispered, stilling all action. He groaned and shifted his hips in an attempt to get you to move.
You squeezed slightly tighter and god damn he made the hottest noise you had ever heard, begging from somewhere in the back of his throat.
“Who do you belong to Buck?”
“Fuck! You...doll. Belong to you,” he moaned “Please, please,” and with that you began to move your hips in ways that had the supersoldier crying out your name, hand fisted in your hair to expose the soft skin of your neck to him, he suddenly rose up and bit down again before he suddenly reached his release.
“Fuck!” he cried out again, collapsing back onto the bed pulling you down with him.
You were making some lunch when he emerged from the shower, towel wrapped around his waist and he began rummaging through his rucksack. He pulled out a square parcel wrapped in brown wrapping paper, and seemed to be hesitating giving it to you before finally conceding to whatever mental battle he was going through.
“As much as this literally, and I mean literally kills me to admit, I truly don’t believe you were just a conquest to Zemo. I promised him I would give this to you and to prove my devotion to you, I am keeping my promise.”
You gingerly unwrapped the parcel, and felt your eyes water as you realised what it was. The first edition of Dostoevsky’s The Idiot that you had picked up from his nightstand. There was a little note scrawled in beautiful cursive writing on a piece of parchment inside “любимая, my feelings were real, and the night was beautiful. And I do believe your beauty can save the world. HZ.”
Tagging:
@spookyparadisesheep @jbbarnesgirl @salvatoreitmeanssaviour@princesscornbread @loki-laufeyson-1054 @firstcashheroathlete @missvelvetsstuff nana1000night sapphire-rogers @sarahrogersevans @steverogerssimpp @spudinthemud @mrsragnarlodbrok @buckgasms @miss-patriciah-maximoff @hellomissmabel @knittingknerdy @shamvictoria11 @buckysberrie @assembletheimagines @dearthofequanimity @wellthatsrandomkek @mitra-k-w @nikkitia7 @fantasticimpaladoctor @feelmyroarrrr @sebseyesandbuckysthighs @andhiseyesweregreen @frickin-bats @buckyywiththegoodhair @iiharu-kunii @bellenuit45-blog @james-bionic-barnes @avengerofyourheart @jaegers-and-kaijus princess76179 brasspistol thelittleredrobinhood
#buckyxreader#bucky barnes x reader#the winter soldier x reader#bucky x you#zemo x reader#zemo x you#zemo x y/n#zemo x bucky#bucky barnes smut#zemo smut#zemo imagine
234 notes
·
View notes
Text
Pool “Party”
Mafia!bucky x fiancé!Reader
You host a pool party to celebrate you and bucky getting a new house and it goes wrong with you and Natasha arguing. Does your boyfriend have to interfere or can you win this fight yourself?
Warnings- fighting, verbal abuse, cussing, threats, mention of weapons, talk of sexual themes but no actual smut, mention of alcohol consumption.
(I have nothing against Natasha i just had this idea in my brain and liked it.)
You’ve invited all your friends and bucky some of his. You’ve decided to host a party to break in the new house although bucky wanted to break it in by fucking you raw on every single surface he can, which youre more that happy to let him do later.
Three hours into the party after games and food, You and your friends sit in the hot tub, drinks in hand and glow sticks floating. Bucky stands with steve, sam, tony and Thor talking by the little outdoor bar.
“This place is so nice.” Wanda giggles entangled in visions arms.
“yeah you think. Did you see the theater room!?” You exclaim. She nods and giggles.
“Bucky said i got to choose this time.” You says smiling to your self looking down at your engagement ring through the steamy water.
“I saw that tennis court on the side too.” Carol says you smile at her loving the feedback.
“the upstairs area bucky wants to make it into a mini shooting range you know bust out the walls, I said just build onto the house that way you can have extra storage but he’s adiment about it.” You say shrugging.
“let him do what he wants.” Natasha mumbles into her drink.
“hmm?” You ask Looking to her.
“nothing.” She says.
“no what is it?” You ask
“she said let him do what he wants.” Sharron rolls her eyes at Natasha’s comment.
“I am. Didnt you hear me?” You say
“i did.”
“so why comment?” You ask.
“becuase I have the right to speak, No?”
“yeah but mumbling it into your drink just makes you look snotty” you say to her.
“Oh im snotty really? You’re hosting a house party on the house your fucking fiancé bought acting like it’s yours.” She scoffs.
“it is mine. I paid for half.” You begin.
“yeah with who’s money…Hm the money he puts into your account.” She snaps at you holding out her hand.
“Natasha can you not?” Pepper asks.
“Im just saying he only purposed to have her as trophy wife i was there first.” She says.
“Nat what the fuck is your problem? You’re being a bitch right now. When i first got together with james you were also a bitch and im not gonna have your negative attitude here.” You snap back.
“Why am i a bitch becuase i wont sit and listen to you brag and show off your lavish new house HE bought you who only got with you as rebound from me and use as a fuck-toy. Pillow princess fucking shoulder candy?” She cusses back.
“nat fuck off.” Carol says
“No carol You know what Natasha, Yeah, that the fact that you’re just fucking mean You’ve been up my ass and jame’s ass so far that you cant seem to pull your self out. It’s bad enough you came dressed in the same fucking bikini as me. How about you go back to the mother fucking red room and get more of your uterus ripped out. Maybe that’s why bucky did you want you anymore hmm? A bitch cant be a fucking bitch with out being bred. This is my fucking house my fucking life, I’m sorry you fucked up yours so bad you have to be cunt to other people, but don’t accept my invite, come, and shit on me.” You rage at her.
“YOU WANNA FUCKING TALK HUH!?” She stand water splashing. You stand as well.
“YOU FUCKING KNOW IM RIGHT YOU FIRE HEADED SLUT!” You yell back at her before punching her she falls back into the hot tub.
“Hey. HEY!” Bucky runs over to your both fitting in the tub you clearly winning as you hold her under the water.
“DOLL!!? STOP IT!” He yells at you grabbing you easily and pulling you off her out of the water kicking and screaming.
“Hey! Look at me!” He says
“YOU FUCKING CUNT! I’LL FUCKING KILL YOU BITCH!” You scream.
“That’s enough from you!” Bucky says angrily before picking you up and putting you over his shoulder.
Nat coughs and gasp finally getting air.
Bucky carries you inside and upstairs as you remain yelling slurs at nat who can clearly still hear you from how loud you’re yelling.
“Stop it!” Bucky barks angrily at you putting you down on the bed. Caging you as he hovers of you. You immediately begin to break into a violent sob.
“y/n. Whats wrong are you hurt?” He says worried about you.
You shake your head gasping for air as you cry.
“Baby talk to me what it?” He asks worriedly.
“y-you used me!” You sob.
“what? What No when have I ever used you?” He asks
“You used me!! You used me as a rebound. A-a fuck-toy!!” You sob almost choking on air.
“doll look at me look, I’ve never used you. Ever. I put a ring on your finger becuase i love you, i want you for the rest of my life You make me so happy. Coming home from a long work weekend and seeing you dancing around the place of sleeping the bed makes me calm. Baby look at me.” He says but some how you cant stop crying now that you’ve started.
“Shit doll come here.” He says his heart hurting knowing how easy it must’ve been to listen to Natasha. He pulls you up in a crunching hug not letting go as you cry in his arms.
15 minutes pass and eventually you’ve knocked your self out with how much you cried. Bucky takes off your suit for you and puts you in comfy clothes in bed before storming out side to Nat.
“What the fuck is your problem?!” He yells walking to nat who’s wrapped in a towel.
“Her bucky shes my problem-” shes cut off by bucky grabbing her neck with his metal hand.
“You Fucking come around me or her again i’ll fucking drown you myself. Dont you ever tell her lies and bullshit like that again do you understand me.” He huffs. She dosnt answer only prompting bucky to tighten his grip.
“Y-yes..yes.” She pleads with him to let go. Which he does.
Nat walks off leaving.
“she okay?” Steve asks about you. Bucky nods.
“she fell asleep. Thank you for coming but parties over.” He says.
“i’ll see you Monday.” He says bucky nods and walks the remaining people out before going back to you changing and getting into bed neck to you holding you in his arms before falling asleep himself.
#bucky x Female Reader#james buchanan barnes#bucky x reader#buckyxreader#bucky x reader fluff#bucky x reader angst
313 notes
·
View notes
Text
Some Girl - Bucky Barnes
WARNINGS: Mention of sex/adult themes.
SUMMARY: You and Bucky have been together secretly for the past couple of weeks.
A/N: Posting these on Tumblr for the bucky fans :)
*Your POV*
"Good morning, doll." I heard a voice say. I hesitantly open my eyes and see Bucky laying in my bed. His brunette hair was messy and his voice was deeper than usual; his blue eyes were piercing. I rub my eyes and groan.
"Morning," I reply, gently rolling over and wrapping my arms around him. Our bodies were now pressed together. We both smiled as we stared into each other's eyes, trying our best to read the other person's thoughts. "What?" I asked, giggling. His hands moved along my body, and his eyes followed them before coming back to meet mine.
"You're just really beautiful." He says, licking his lips. I playfully roll my eyes and roll over to face the other way. He lets out a load groan, "come back to me." I laugh as I grab my phone from the bed side table before finding my way back into Bucky's arms. He holds me tighter. I scroll through instagram while he cuddles into me, closing his eyes.
"Don't go back to sleep, Buck." I say, forcing him to open his eyes. He squints his eyes at me and furrows his eyebrows. I throw my leg over the top of his and cuddle into him, moving my phone to the side. "We have to get up."
"Can't we just stay like this?"
"I wish." I give him a quick peck on the lips before sitting up. He tiredly flops onto his stomach and throws his face at the pillows. I quickly head towards the bathroom, fiddling with the hair tie wrapping my hair in a messy bun. After a struggle, my hair falls onto my shoulders gently.
I turn on the bathroom light and look at myself in the mirror. I let out a sigh before turning on the tap and splashing my face with the cool water. That always helped me wake up in the morning. I took a deep breath before walking towards the closet to pick my outfit. We didn't have any missions today, but we did have a few meetings and scheduled 'time together' with the rest of the group. Steve thinks it's a good idea to have allocated times where we have to hang out as a group. He says it helps our teamwork. I pull out some comfortable clothes and dress myself. As I turn to look back at my bed, Bucky is still laying there face down.
"Bucky!" I call, he jumps slightly in a panic.
"W-What?" He says tiredly. He looks at you and then at the clock before quickly jumping out of the bed. "Oh shit!" He grabs his clothes from last night and puts them on in a hurry.
"Buck, don't let them see you." I say, as I fiddle through the jewellery on my desk. He nods and runs towards the door before stopping, turning around, and running back to give me a kiss. The quick peck lasted only a second before he rushed out of my room. I licked my lips and smiled to myself.
After I finish getting ready, I head to the main room for Tony's meeting. I presumed it would be about the usual stuff, ya know, someone not doing their chores, or someone messing up on an assignment. He said it wasn't an emergency so it couldn't have been anything too bad. We all sit around the table in the main room, talking amongst ourselves. Tony walks in a few minutes later, of course he had to make his own entrance.
"Right, settle down." He said, standing at the head of the table. The talking died out and we all looked at Tony. He glanced around at all of us while sighing. "Avengers, I hate to be the guy do this," he started. I looked around nervously. "If you're going to have people over, too uh," my eyes widened. Oh god. "You know what i mean,"
"No, Tony, I don't." Clint joked. Tony looked at him and took a deep breath,
"If you're gonna do- that, you can at least clean up after yourselves." He replied. Clint leaned back in his chair with his arms crossed and laughed under his breath. "Please don't leave anyone's lingerie laying around."
"Someone invited a girl over and she left her underwear?" Sam laughed, looking around at everyone to trying to figure out who it was. Tony nodded and raised his eyebrows,
"Anyone want to own up?" He asked. My eyes glance around the people sitting at the table, I also wanted to figure out who it could be. "They were left in the gym." My eyes instantly widen and my lips part. I suddenly remember what Bucky and I had done in the gym yesterday after working out. I quickly look at Bucky, who's eyes were already on mine. His in-concealable panicked face said it all. Everyone turned to look at him slowly.
"Bucky!" Sam gasped, looking at him. Fuck. This was it. Everyone was going to find out about us. He was going to tell them.
"Yeah, uh, it was me." He said. I blinked and turned away, knowing what was about to happen. He gulps, "I just had some girl over, thats all, my bad." My eyes slowly drift back to his, but his are no longer focused on me. He won't even look at me after saying that.
"In the gym? Come on!" Natasha attested, rolling her eyes. Bucky looked around the room apologetically, hoping no one would make a big deal out of this.
"That's weird," Steve added. He looked at Bucky and then at me. Steve had known for a while now that something was definitely going on between the two of us. I laughed nervously and looked down. Bucky looked at me and chuckled slightly.
I looked up to realise everyone's eyes were on me. They could feel something wasn't right. I smiled at all of them and stood up before making my way back to my room. As soon as I reached my room, I could barely hold back my laughter. As if Bucky would just have 'some girl' over. Even though he put on this tough guy act, deep down he was too shy for that.
Later, Bucky came to my room. "Hey," He whispers, shutting the door quietly behind him. I look up from my phone and smile. He wanders over to me and slowly gets on top of me, nuzzling his head into my chest.
"Some girl, huh?" I say. He immediately looks up at me and lightly scrunches his face, trying to find his words.
"Yeah, you know me," he jokes, "just messing with random girls." We both laugh as I pull him back closer to me, wrapping my arms around him. We lay there in silence for a moment, just holding each other. He looks up at me, studying my face. I smile.
"What?" I giggle. Without another word, he places his lips onto mine. I immediately kiss back, reaching my hand to his hair. His hand trails down my back as he slowly pulls me on top of him. As the kiss grew more passionate, I could feel him reaching to my jeans to take them off. He pulled away for a second to look down at my jeans to see what he was doing, but I quickly smashed our lips together hungrily. I grabbed at his shirt, trying to pull it off of him but I couldn't. He laughed between our kisses as he took his shirt off himself. I ran my hands down his chest as the kiss deepened even more. He pushed me onto my back so now he was on top and began pulling my pants down. Before we could go any further, we heard a gasp coming from the door. We immediately stopped and looked up. To our horror, Steve was standing right in the doorway of my bedroom. He blinked in silence for a moment.
"Uh- sorry, um," he mumbled nervously, not knowing whether to leave, cover his eyes or just continue staring in shock.
"It's not what it looks like." I said, beginning to panic. Before I could make up an excuse, or a lie, Bucky had come clean.
"Ok fine we're together," He said, bringing up the sheets to cover you. I gently hit his chest and looked at him in shock. He titled his head and half smiled at me before turning back towards Steve, "Don't tell anyone!" Steve placed his hand on his forehead, still staring at us in disbelief. His mouth opened slightly, like he wanted to say something but couldn't find the words.
"Get out Steve!" Bucky yelled, throwing an arm out. Steve turned to leave, but before he did, he turned back around and looked at us again.
"Wait what? You two?" Steve added, as if it had only just clicked in his brain.
"Steve!"
With that, he swung around quickly and slammed the door shut. Before either of us could say anything, Bucky began to laugh. I pushed him off of me and rolled my eyes playfully,
"That's not funny," I said. He covered his mouth as he rolled over, not believing what had just happened. "He knows about us now!" Bucky quickly pulled me into him, forcing my head onto his chest as he hugged me tightly. I could feel his heartbeat begin to slow as he calmed down. I wrapped my arms around his torso and sighed.
"Hey, y/n," he whispered, tightening his grip.
"Hmm."
"I love you." He said. I froze. We had never said that to each other. I could feel my smile growing on my face as I turned to look at him. He seemed nervous, but quickly relaxed once he saw my expression. I kissed his lips gently, I blinked rapidly as we pulled apart. Before I could get too far, he leaned in for another, lightly kissing my lip as I pulled myself away. I slowly opened my eyes to look at him,
"I love you too."
#buckybarnes#bucky barnes#bucky fluff#buckyxreader#bucky barnes x reader#readerxbucky#reader x bucky barnes#marvel#marvel imagines#marvel fluff#bucky barnes imagines#james buchanan barnes#james bucky barnes#james buchanan bucky barnes#bucky barnes marvel#the winter soldier imagines#the winter soldier fluff
628 notes
·
View notes
Text
||WHERE ARE YOU?|| Bucky x F! Reader WHUMP
Inspired by my own whump prompt that you can read here
Summary- You are captured on a mission by a HYDRA agent from Bucky’s past, a dangerous man with a thirst to inflict pain. You are tied to a tree miles out where anyone could find you, forced to face the harsh elements and no food or water. It’s days before the team find you, and when they do you are weak, severely sun burnt and freezing cold.
WARNINGS- whumpee reader, caretaker Bucky, reader is tied and gagged to a tree and left for days, reader suffers from sunburn, sunstroke & almost hypothermia, stab wounds,VERY VERY BRIEF MENTIONS OF IMPLIED SEXUAL TORTURE BUT NOTHING ACTUALLY HAPPENS
“Bucky she’s not here”
Steve sighed out in frustration as he looked at his friend. You had been missing and presumed captured on your last mission 5 days ago. You had gotten cocky and went after a HYDRA Agent who was closely involved in The Winter Soldier Program. Before the mission everyone could see how unnerved Bucky was, but he insisted on coming because he knew what the agent was capable of doing.
One second you were there, the next you were gone from Bucky’s sight without a trace. There were too many agents and the team were forced to retreat, much to Bucky’s pleas for them to stay.
It had been days. Your tracker was knocked off during the fight but it was the only lead the team had, according to the tracker you were still in the building. Tony received word from SHIELD that the base they stormed had began to evacuate. They had to move now or risk loosing you forever.
“Yes she is, Steve” Bucky said through gritted teeth, he doesn’t know if he believes his own words but he can’t bring himself to think otherwise. He and Steve stood in a room full of unconscious agents, each one were questioned on your whereabouts, and the agent who took you. You were both gone, which Bucky knew meant only one thing, that you weren’t going to survive much longer.
5 days ago
You were stood by Bucky’s side against a wall, waiting for the right moment to strike the room full of agents ahead. You looked up at him, he was focused but you could see the deeper fear that resided in his eyes. The night before he told you about the horrors he seen at his time at HYDRA, the torture this specific agent, Agent Henry Cassidy, had committed. Bucky has never told you what he himself had suffered, and he swore he never would, but he made it clear that this agent had done despicable things to him. He did not want to see this mans face again.
“James, it’ll be okay, we’ll find him and bring him in” You whispered, putting a hand on his upper arm.
He gulped and nodded, he couldn’t find the words to speak.
When you finally struck it became a struggle, fighting every agent who came your way. Dodging punches and bullets was no easy task, even for an Avenger like you. You had taken care of most of them, while Bucky was fending off the remaining four. You were ready to rush in and help him but a clatter in the opposite direction caught your attention. It was Agent Cassidy. He had slipped into the room, presumably to surprise attack his former victim but as soon as he was noticed he took of running.
You looked back at James who had 2 men left to take down, he caught your eye and new exactly what you were about to do.
“Y/N don’t you dare!” Before he could finish you were sprinting to catch the agent. Your mission was to capture him for questioning then release him to SHEILD’s custody so he could no longer cause anymore harm. You were alone running down the corridor, Bucky’s shouting getting fainter the further away you got.
You stopped for only a second, but that second allowed him to get the jump on you. Before you could register what was happening you were unconscious.
“Any luck?” Tony’s voice rang through the comms, hoping that they had found you yet. Both men winced at Tony’s words. No one had found you.
“Check the perimeter”
“We have Bucky-”
“-Well then check again!” Bucky’s words cut through Tony’s, but he agreed to check again.
Bucky placed both hands on his head and trembled, trying his best not to burst in anger. You were here, you had to be.
4 Days ago
Bright light from the setting sun blinded you as you attempted to open your eyes. Waking from unconsciousness you found yourself tied with thick rope to the shaft of a thick tree. You had been gagged with thick silver duct tape that was wrapped several times around your mouth. Realizing your predicament you began to shout and thrash, but no luck. The rope was tightly secured from your chest to ankles, keeping you firmly stuck against the tree.
A sinister laugh brought your thrashing to a halt. Squinting ahead you saw the figure who put you here, Agent Cassidy.
“Struggling is useless, Y/N.” He laughed again. Bucky had no idea that his worst nightmare was playing out at the same time he was begging Steve not to leave without you. You were miles outside the base, further than the team would think to look, just like Agent Cassidy had planned.
You huffed and whined through the tape in anger. A million thoughts were running through your head;
What is he gonna do? is Bucky okay? where are the team? Did he hurt Bucky? God what is he going to do?
The sun was setting in the sky and you were tied to a tree miles away from your team...was he going to leave you here?
You looked around in despair, searching for a way out when the agents voice cut in again.
“You look just like how he did when I tortured him for the first time” He waited in silence with a horrible evil grin on his face. You huffed out in anger again, knowing he was talking about Bucky.
“He screamed, he cried, he begged. He begged for the pain to stop while he was strapped down, as a peeled of his fingernails one by one-”
“MMHP!” you tried to scream through the gag for him to stop. You couldn’t take hearing the pain Bucky went through, he never wanted to speak to you about it and as much as you wanted to help him you were happy not to hear about the things he went through.
“You however...” He trailed over to you as he spoke
“will be subjected to a different kind of torture, a method I have been just dying to try out. I didn’t think you’d be in my clutch so soon but you made it so easy to lure you out.”
You were wishing you had listened to Bucky, he knew better than you. He knew immediately that you were being lured out, but was unable to stop you in time from taking the bait.
Tears ran from your eyes, he was now face to face with you, scanning you quietly to think about all the things he could do to you, if only he had the time.
The sun was setting fast and the cold would be taking over the night. He pulled a small knife from his pocket and twirled it in his hand.
“I wish I could witness all this in person for longer, but I can’t risk the Avengers finding me, I have too much work to do. So until they find you-if they find you, you’ll be here tied to this tree fighting the hot sun and the freezing nights. There are cameras hidden in the trees that are connected to the base and my residence, so I can take notes on how effective this torture is, understand?”
You couldn’t help but scowl at the satisfied look on his face, he had lured you into a torture trap and you let him, any one could have seen the bait from miles away. You were so caught up in being the one to catch him so that Bucky could have some peace that you abandoned all protocol and logic and put yourself in this situation.
A car horn beeped in the distance and the agent turned to leave.
“One last thing, hold this for me” Before you could try to respond, the knife in his hand was forcibly driven into your inner thigh. As you screamed out in pain he disappeared into the night, leaving you in the cold with blood streaming down your leg.
For the next 4 days it was you versus nature.
Day 1 you started with little energy, not being able to sleep from the night before due to the discomfort of the rope, gag, and knife that was still firmly in your leg.
Day 2, an unforgiving sun and unforgiving heat. Winter was still here but spring was approaching. The sun wouldn't have been such a big issue had you been at the other side of the tree, but you felt it was deliberate to have you in direct sunlight. With no clouds and no coverage, the sun was focused on your face and neck, you couldn’t see your reflection but as the day progressed you were being left with serious sunburn, and sunstroke developed. By night the sunstroke kicked in and you were getting weaker. With no food or water and your mouth still taped shut it was beginning to dawn on you that the Avengers weren’t going to find you as soon as you hoped.
Day 3, you had passed out during the night and woke up to heavy rainfall and wind. You were feeling the affects of hunger and thirst, frustrated that you couldn’t try to catch the rain drops on your tongue. The wind was irritating the dagger in your leg and you hoped it might be knocked out if you tried to move it, but to no avail. The rain stopped in the afternoon, you were completely soaked and starting to freeze as the wind battered your skin. You were beginning to loose the little strength you had left as you could no longer feel your hands. The night of the third day was the worst of it, still ill from the sun you were struggling not to throw up, but couldn’t expel it due to the tape. The wound in your leg had become infected without you noticing, and you were nauseated from the pain of hunger in your stomach. 3 days tied to a tree in the woods, you were cursing out your team for not finding you yet, you were cursing out yourself for being so incredibly stupid.
You wondered where the cameras were, you wondered where that bastard was and if he was watching every minute of your struggle.
At the same time, on the third night Bucky was pacing around the living quarters of the tower, while Bruce was attempting to calm him down. The search never stopped but it was too dangerous to return to the base, which Bucky exploded with anger when Natasha said that to him. He wasn’t listening to anyone, only listening to the terrible thoughts in his head.
The only thing Bucky was thinking about was how sick and twisted his mind was. Bucky failed to mention how much pleasure Agent Cassidy got out of torture. He never wanted to tell the team but Cassidy was driven by a pure sexual desire, he got off on the torture and pain of others, especially when he was the cause of it. He was pacing in fear knowing this information, fearing what things Y/N could be subjected to at this very moment. The team knew something deeper was wrong with Bucky, but Steve urged them not to push him for more information. All they knew is that this agent was good at torturing his victims, and that he enjoyed doing it.
Day 4
You had passed out during the night loaded with a fever, you were too weak to stay awake and hold your head up any longer. You were struggling to breathe through your nose because you began to panic that you would die out here if no one found you. It was in that panic your head felt light and you were out. The sun was just rising, and unbeknownst to you, Bucky and the team had come back and were only miles away.
Bucky and Steve had left the room of unconscious agents and ran to every room in the base, screaming your name until their throats were raw, until Clint’s voice rang through the empty base speakers.
“Guys I have good news and bad news. Good news I found the control room cameras, bad news she’s not on any of them.” Clint and Wanda had found the control room filled with security camera’s but most of them had been smashed or damaged.
Bucky had reached the control room while Steve split up to find Tony outside to continue the search. He was loosing all hope, he merely sat down in the middle of the floor and wrung his hands.
“I don’t recognize that location.” Wanda pointed to the the small cluster of trees on screen.
Bucky looked up and observed, still saying nothing. Clint squinted at the trees.
“If it’s on the cameras then it must be close right? maybe it’s a few miles further out”
Wanda and Clint turned to look at Bucky who had turned his head to the side as if he was figuring something out. He stood up suddenly and walked over to the camera.
“What are you doung there, Buck?” Clint questioned.
“I’m turning the sound on” Bucky replied in a grumble.
“Security Cameras don’t have sound-”
“-These ones do!” Bucky shouted back at him. After fiddling with buttons on the back of the monitor showing the trees, the light whistling wind picked up. Wanda and Clint looked at each other and back at their slightly unstable teammate, unsure what his plan was.
Bucky held his finger to the comms system,
“Everyone be on standby, I have a plan”
“Copy that” Steve’s voice came strong through.
Bucky searched his pockets for his phone and the plan became clear. he had no idea what he would do if this didn’t work, this was the last shot he had.
He opened his phone and clicked on your number, everyone was silent...
A faint ringing came through the screen, Wanda held her hand over her mouth, Clint sighed and Bucky let out a cry of relief. He informed the team to fly out as far as possible until they reach the end of the woods then start working inwards, Tony took the North, Wanda the East, Thor took off west, while Wanda flew south with Bucky and Steve in a HYDRA jeep they found just outside the base. Bucky was behind the wheel driving at a furious speed.
“I found her!” Wanda’s voice echoed through the sky, Bucky finally reached Wanda who could only stare at the state her friend was in.
“Y/N!” Bucky had never shouted so loud in his life, he ran towards her, mind completely blank as his legs carried him to his injured lover. Steve stood behind them to talk through the comms telling the team to get the Quinnjet ready, and to contact Doctor Cho immediately. Bucky took a small blade from his pocket and slowly cut the tape around your head, carefully peeling it off as gently as he could to avoid hurting you any more. He went to cut the rope as quickly as he could before Wanda stopped him.
“She’s injured, she’ll collapse as soon as the rope is cut. Hold her up, Steve will cut it and I’ll get Tony to read her condition.” She flew off to find Tony and Jarvis to help. Steve noticed the knife in your thigh and carefully pulled it out so when you fall it doesn’t cause more damage.
“It’s infected.” Steve spoke and Bucky nodded.
Bucky put both his hands on your face and gently tilted your head up, now seeing the burns on your face and the paleness of the rest of your skin.
“Shit” Bucky inhaled under his breath as Steve came to see the damage. He held it together to keep Bucky calm, but he was just as distressed to see his teammate and friend in such condition.
“She’s gonna be okay Buck, get ready I’m cutting the ropes”
Steve cut through the ropes, careful not to cut them all at once to avoid giving you a fright. Your body was finally free and you fell into Buckys arms, he lay you down on the ground with your head in his lap to take the strain off your neck.
“Y/N, c’mon wake up” Bucky repeated, lightly tapping on your cheek to try get your attention. He placed his hands lovingly on your cheeks and put his forehead against yours.
“James?” You spoke out softly, the words came out as barely a whisper. You didn’t have the strength to open your eyes but you knew the touch of your boyfriend anywhere. He smiled and lifted you up slowly, carrying you in his arms to place you in the backseat of the jeep.
Consciousness was beginning to fade again, but with the little strength you had left you reached your arm out to grab Bucky before he pulled away.
“He can see-see us, Buck” You struggled to breathe let alone speak, before you could see his reaction you had promptly passed out again. The cameras had not been spotted by him or Steve, but agent Cassidy had a full view of your torment, and now he could see just how much The Winter Soldier cared for you...Now he had a plan to bring The Winter Soldier back
#fanfiction#buckybarnes#buckyxreader#whump tropes#whump blog#whump prompt#bucky fanfic#injured reader#james buchanan barnes#bucky being a sad mess#the winter soldier#x reader#whumpee#marvel fanfiction
504 notes
·
View notes
Text
14 hand written letters from Bucky Barnes! 5 different scenarios to choose from!! Message me for 10% OFF!
#bucky barnes#buckybarnes#thewintersoldier#the winter soldier#marvel#mcu bucky#sebastian stan#bucky letters#bucky abrnes fic#bucky fic#buckyxreader#buckyxyn
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
Save Me Masterlist
"Тоска, ржавый, океан, начало, девяносто шесть, доброкачественные."
The words being said by the doctor could barely be heard over the girl's screams. They forgot to reset her before she went under, so instead, they had to do it now. Not that it made much difference to the doctors.
"Девять, возвращение домой, два, лаборатория."
As the words continued, the screams got louder. Her mind was finally trying to fight back but was ultimately bound to fail. The battle just made the transition worse for her. However, it was all over once the last word was said.
"Ready to comply."
»›‹«
Everyone knew that Bucky Barnes was not the only super-soldier. Hydra had the means to create more so, why wouldn't they take it? However, one Barnes escaped their grasp, another soldier was sent after him. Just to tie up loose ends.
»›‹«
© Disclaimer ©
As you may know, I do not own any part of the MCU or its characters and storylines. I only own Roseanna and her story. All other credit goes to Martin Goodman, Stan Lee, and any other contributors to the MCU.
»›‹«
⚠ Warning ⚠
This story contains swearing and deals with topics including PTSD, anxiety, depression, sexual assault, and manipulation. If any of these topics trigger you, I would advise you to read at your own risk or click away now.
»›‹«
Pairings: James (Bucky) Barnes x !oc
"I owe her a debt. She saved me when I didn't know I needed to be. I wouldn't be here without her. Now it's time I return the favor."
Part 1 Part 2
#Bucky barnes#james barnes#mavel#mcu#hydra#powers#james buchanan barnes#buckyxreader#bucky barnes x reader#fanfiction#love#romance#bucky fic
68 notes
·
View notes
Text
Speak Now *Sequel to The Kids Will Be Alright*
Chapter 6
Single dad!Bucky, Single mom!Reader, Clark Kent x Reader; Hybrid Social Media AU
Summary: Bucky and Y/n are dealing with the aftermath of Y/n’s engagement to Clark. Everyone has mixed feelings about the engagement, seeing as it is too quick, but they’re all just trying to be supportive of her and Clark, that is everyone except Natasha. Natasha and Y/n are still not talking. Sam and Natasha are also having marriage issues, Sam not agreeing with the way Natasha handled everything, while Natasha wishes he’d just be on her side. Bucky is trying his hardest to push down his feelings for Y/n, but as time continues on he can’t help but feel sadness as he sees Clark and Y/n plan their wedding. He continues to suffer in silence, while Steve watches his best friend slowly deteriorate. Y/n is out of her mind stressed, debating whether to call this whole thing off, or just elope.
Warnings: just pure angst.
Word count: 2652
Masterlist
*taglist for this series is closed! To be added to the waitlist look here!*
[a/n: sorry again for the long awaited update!! had a busy past month! I finally graduated from college!!!! Been busy with different graduations/family events. While also job searching. And then I’m still working as a nanny, until I get a job in my career field. I know this is a short update, but I promise the next one will be longer, just felt insanely guilty for having you all wait so long.]
_______________
Friday afternoon, Bucky headed out of the office for his lunch break. He had plans to meet with his lawyer.
He took a short cab ride to where he needed to go. He walked up the brownstone house steps, and rang the doorbell.
“Hey Buck,” Loki answers the door, with a burp cloth on his left shoulder, and a baby monitor in his right hand, “Come on in.”
Bucky follows Loki into the kitchen and takes a seat at the round table in the corner.
“So what did you want to talk about?” Loki asks, as he places a cup of tea in front of Bucky.
“Me, Daisy, and [Y/N],” Bucky says, putting some sugar in his tea.
“Okay. What about you three?” He says, taking a seat across from Bucky, placing the baby monitor on the table.
“I want to make our child custody agreement legal.”
“You do?” Loki is taken back by Bucky’s announcement. Especially since Bucky was coming to him about it.
“Yeah I do,” Bucky nods his head, taking a sip of his tea.
“What made you come to this decision, if I may ask.”
“[Y/N] hasn’t been the best lately when it comes to communication,” Bucky tells him, “Apparently Clark is moving in this week and she failed to mention it.”
“He is?” Loki asked, surprised by this brand new information.
“Yeah,” Bucky sighs, “Lately it just feels like she’s been more forgetful when it comes to us co-parenting.”
“And you’re afraid it’s going to get worse once she’s actually married?”
“Yes,” Bucky nods his head, “I just think this is something I need to do to protect myself as Daisy’s father. Especially when Daisy has expressed some concerns with our new situation.”
“She has?” Loki was shocked to hear that.
“Yeah, she’s mentioned being afraid about losing me and [Y/N] abandoning her,” Bucky tells him.
“That’s some heavy stuff for a four year-old to bring up,” he says, glancing at the baby monitor, where his newborn was seen sleeping in his crib.
“You’re telling me. It broke my heart having to see her so upset about it all.”
“Does [Y/N] know that Daisy feels this way?” Loki asks.
“No, and like I said communication hasn’t been our forte recently. I couldn’t even get a hold of her earlier this week when Daisy got sick.”
“And you’re coming to me to help you? As a lawyer?” Loki asked him, making sure he’s understanding what Bucky is coming to him with.
“Listen, I know what I’m coming to you with isn’t a simple ask. Especially with all of us being in the same friend group, and with you being on paternity leave. So I completely understand if you wouldn’t want to help me,” Bucky sincerely tells him, understanding that what he is asking of Loki is not a simple favor.
“Can I ask why you’re coming to me? Aside from me being one of the state’s best family lawyers,” Loki says.
“Because I know you’ll be unbiased. I know that you’ll only do what’s best for Daisy. No matter if it hurts me or [Y/N]. You won’t let your own feelings dictate what you think is best for Daisy,” Bucky explains.
“I’m assuming you just want mediation correct?”
“Yes,” Bucky nods his head, “If we can avoid having to go in front of a judge, then I’m all for it.”
“Listen, I’m not asking for full custody,” Bucky moves his cup of tea over and leans forward towards Loki, “I don’t want our current agreement to change. Just want it to be a little more official.”
“Okay, I can do that,” Loki nods his head, agreeing to everything Bucky is saying and asking him, “Just email me your already agreed upon arrangements, and anything else you’d like to add to it.”
“Okay, I will.”
“One last thing,” Loki says, taking a last sip of his tea before making eye contact with Bucky, “Do you want to tell [Y/N] or do you want me to email her, obviously through my work email.”
“Do you normally send the email?” Bucky asks him.
“Since we’re trying to avoid a custody battle, all we really need to do is draft up the agreement, schedule a mediation appointment. We can probably get someone else from the family law department to mediate, just so [Y/N] doesn't feel attacked,” Loki gets up from his seat, taking his and Bucky’s cup to his sink, before turning back towards Bucky, “Because at the end of the day I am your lawyer, and [Y/N] will for sure see it as just that. Especially with how defensive she’s been lately.”
“I’ll talk to her,” Bucky tells him.
“Okay. You got yourself a lawyer,” Loki extends his hand out, and Bucky takes it, shaking upon their agreement.
Loki walks Bucky back to the front door, baby monitor still in his hand.
“Oh one more thing,” Loki stops him as he’s beginning to walk out the front door, “You’re doing the right thing. No matter what anyone else says, you’re doing what any normal, caring parent would do. So please don’t let anything negative deter you from doing this.”
“Thank you,” Bucky smiles, feeling relieved that Loki understands where he is coming from.
“Let’s try and aim for Monday, Pietro has the day off, so I should have a couple of hours to sit with you and [Y/N],” Loki tells him.
“Okay, I’ll call her tonight and let her know.”
“Good luck,” Loki says before closing the door behind Bucky.
________________
Bucky gets home a little after five o’clock, his takeout dinner in his hand. He places all his things on the table before taking out his phone and dialing [Y/N]’s number.
“Hey Bucky, what’s up?” [Y/N] answers.
“Hey [Y/N], are you busy?”
“No, just making dinner. Did you want to talk to Daisy? She’s just coloring,” [Y/N] says, taking a glance at the kitchen door, where she can hear Clark and Daisy talking.
“No, I actually wanted to talk to you about Daisy,” he tells her.
“Okay. What about her?” [Y/N] asked, distracted by cooking dinner.
“I was thinking that we should get our child custody agreement legalized,” he says, wincing at his choice of words. He feels awkward and uncomfortable bringing this up.
Bucky knows he has to basically walk on eggshells when bringing this topic up with [Y/N]. He’s hoping she’ll understand where he is coming from, and be open minded about it.
“What do you mean ‘legalize’ it?” [Y/N] asked, “What’s wrong with our current agreement?”
“Nothing is wrong with our current agreement. I just think we should get it at least notarized, for protection. For the both of us.”
“Protection from what?” [Y/N] says, trying not to get defensive towards Bucky.
“Just anything. At least we’ll have it in writing,” he explains, “There’s a lot of new changes going on in our lives. It’s just a precautionary measure.”
“Sounds like you’re worried about me taking Daisy away from you,” [Y/N] says, she can’t help the snappiness coming from her tone.
“It’s a normal concern,” Bucky says.
“I would never do that to you,” [Y/N] tells him.
“I know you wouldn’t. I’ll just sleep better at night knowing that neither one of us can easily change the agreement, at least not without consulting each other. It’s just a precautionary measure,” Bucky tries explaining to her.
“Um okay, so I’ll just type it up and we can just go get it notarized,” she tells him.
“Oh, um actually my lawyer is drafting it,” Bucky awkwardly tells her.
“Your lawyer?” [Y/N] says her voice rising a bit. She immediately stops what she’s doing, completely taken back by the mention of Bucky having a lawyer.
“Yeah. My lawyer. He’s just drafting our agreement up. It’s just a draft. We’ll need to set up a mediation appointment, where we can talk it through, and make sure everything is the way we want it to be.”
“Why do you need a lawyer for this? This sounds like you’re trying to change our custody agreement?”
“[Y/N] we don’t have a legal custody agreement,” he tells her, “I’m not trying to change anything. I’m just trying to do this the right way.”
“The right way? Like suing me for custody?” She felt herself beginning to panic over the thought of losing Daisy.
Clark walks into the kitchen, after hearing [Y/N]’s distressed tone from the next room. He takes one final look at Daisy, before closing the kitchen door, so she doesn’t hear her mother upset.
“What’s wrong?” He mouths to her.
“I’m not suing you for custody,” he stresses to her, “This is just a mediation meeting to go over our agreement, then once we agree on it we’ll just get it notarized. Having a lawyer and a mediator is just a way to keep things unbiased.”
“Unbiased?” She scoffs, “By having your lawyer draft up our agreement. How exactly is that unbiased James?”
“It’s just a draft [Y/N]. You don’t have to sign it if you don’t like what it says,” he tells her.
“Like hell I’m not. For all I know you could be completely changing what we had previously agreed on.
“I’m not. It’s just a formality. This is just mediation. We go in and we talk it out together, and then only if we agree do we sign the paper. It isn’t a one-sided thing.”
“So i go to this meeting just for you and your lawyer to tell me all the way I’m a bad mother,” [Y/N] frustratingly says.
“That’s not what this is about,” Bucky strains, he feels like he’s talking to a wall with how [Y/N] isn’t bothered by actually listening to him.
“Then what James? All of a sudden you now have an issue with our agreement. It’s been working perfectly well.
“There’s something you’re not telling me, so tell me the truth,” [Y/N] calls him out.
Clark goes over to the stove and turns it off. Dinner can wait. He stays close by to make sure that [Y/N] is okay.
“I told you why. It’s for Daisy, to make sure neither one of us keeps her from the other. This isn’t an unusual thing [Y/N]. This is a very common thing.”
“Do you really think I’d keep Daisy from you? Do you really think I’d be that cruel?” [Y/N] felt a tightening in her throat.
[Y/N] can sort of handle her friends thinking she’s a bad mom, because they weren’t really in the know. Not like how she and Bucky are. She simply can’t handle Bucky thinking she’s a bad mom. Because if he thinks she’s a bad mom, then maybe she really is one.
“No, it’s just-“
“You do,” she gasps, cutting him off, “You do think I would do that to you.”
“I don’t know,” he raises his voice, “with you marrying Clark, who knows what’s going to happen in the future. I need something to protect my relationship with my daughter.”
“You’d really think I’d do that to you?” Her voice breaks, she’s trying to fight the constricting feeling in her throat, “After all these years, you’d think I’d be so cruel to keep her from you?”
“I don’t know [Y/N],” Bucky sighs, “But I gotta do this to protect myself. I’m sorry, but I don’t know what the future entails. All I know is, you and Clark are starting this new life together and I gotta do what I have to, to protect myself as Daisy’s father. I won’t be replaced.”
“Clark isn’t going to replace you,” she sniffs, “You’ll always be Daisy’s dad. We’ll always take your feelings slash wants into consideration.”
“That’s the thing,” he sighs, “I don’t want you to take my feelings into ‘consideration’, then if what I want or say isn’t to your liking, I don’t want you to overrule me. Because I have as much a say as you do.
Clark, as much as I like the dude, he doesn’t have a say. He’s your husband.”
“He’s going to be Daisy’s stepfather. Anything that happens in our lives, is going to affect her as well. And vice versa,” she says.
“What’s going on? What is he saying?” Clark whispers.
Bucky can hear him in the back. He rolls his eyes but chooses to ignore Clark.
[Y/N] puts the phone on speaker, but places her finger against her lips, signaling Clark to keep quiet.
“Listen, I know Clark is going to be her stepfather. But I’m her actual father. I have more of a right than he does.”
“He gets a say as well Bucky,” [Y/N] stresses.
“No he doesn’t,” Bucky stresses, trying his hardest not to completely snap on [Y/N], “his opinion regarding my daughter isn’t valid or wanted for me. Unless I asked for it, I don’t care for it. Daisy is our daughter. Clark is your fiancé. You can take his opinion into consideration but I don’t have to.”
“She’s going to be his daughter as well.”
“Until he’s put in the amount of work and effort I have, I don’t care.”
“Are you serious James?” She scoffs at him, in complete disbelief he would be acting this way.
“Very serious,” Bucky says, “he’s only been around for a few months. So once he has a couple of years under his belt, then that’s when I’ll take what he says seriously.”
“Wow James, that’s really progressive of you,” [Y/N] snides, “Daisy loves Clark.”
“Does she now? Have you even talked to her about everything?” Bucky snuggly asks. He knows he shouldn’t be saying this, but he’s completely over this conversation and the way [Y/N] has been treating him throughout it.
“Yes, she’s excited about it all,” [Y/N] tells him, “that’s what she said.”
“Was it just you and her? Or was Clark around when she said it?”
“He was there,” she says, glancing up to meet Clark’s eyes.
“You really think that sweet little girl is going to tell the truth and risk hurting his feelings?” Bucky harshly questions, “That’s not Daisy. Maybe you should actually talk to her alone, before you start speaking for her.”
Clark is trying his best not to get involved in the conversation, knowing that whatever he says isn’t going to be helpful. Yet he can’t help but feel personally attacked by what is being said on the other end of the phone. He also can’t help but get protective once he sees how visibly upset [Y/N] is getting.
[Y/N]’s mind starts racing a thousand miles per hour. Has she really been that obtuse to her daughter’s feelings? Has she been so caught up in her own little world that she has been completely blind to Daisy’s true feelings? Daisy would tell her if she didn’t like Clark, right? There’s been times where it’s just been them two since the engagement, right?
Has there been a moment with just them two?
[Y/N] is racking her brain, over the course of the past few months. Trying to find a week without Clark. But she can’t find it. Not since them getting engaged, it hasn’t just been them two.
How could she be so selfish? How could she be such a bad mom.
Natasha was right.
[Y/N] starts crying, that’s when Clark decides it’s time to speak up.
“Bucky, this conversation isn’t going anywhere, and I won’t let you continue to make [Y/N] upset. Better to hold all of this for now.”
“Listen Clark, this is happening whether we go down the civil path or not,” Bucky tells him.
“Listen, don't threaten us,” Clark tenses.
“It’s not a threat, Clark,” Bucky hangs up the phone.
________________
Series Tag list *closed* if i got your name wrong please message me[TO THOSE CROSSED OFF PLEASE FIX YOUR SETTINGS, STRIKES HAVE BEGUN] ALSO PLEASE ENGAGE IN THESE POSTS. IF YOU DON’T ENGAGE I MIGHT CONSIDER TAKING YOU OFF, SIMPLY BECAUSE I HAVE A LONG LIST OF PEOPLE WHO WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED. MY FEELINGS WON’T BE HURT IF YOU ASKED TO BE TAKEN OFF:
@stinkysteveharrington @jupiter-gvf @romantic-slaps-on-the-asss @kmuir1 @angstysebfan @thefandomimagines @princess-momo-barnes @spid3rgwen @friendlyneighborhoodchaos @teenagedreams-bucky @capmanranger @freakassbuthunter @shadowolf993 @carmellasworld @zaphdekota @writing-for-marvel @sazc94 @aliloz-3 @goffbby @film-enthusiastt @eclipses-and-moondust @isidorareadings @mylifewithfandoms @your-not-invisible-to-me @seb13stan @jewelsrocks99 @peaches-roses-sins @prentisswrites @ohharrie @feel-it-on-the-way-home13 @buckystevelove @enlyume
#speak now series#speak now social media au#speak now fanfiction#speak now#the kids will be alright social media au#social media au#avengers social media au#bucky barnes social media au#reader social media au#steve rogers social media au#sam wilson social media au#mcu social media au#bucky barnes fanfiction#loki social media au#bucky barnes angst#reader angst#angst#bucky barnes modern au#bucky barnes dad au#buckyxreader#bucky barnesxreader#single dad!bucky#single mom!reader#mcu modern au#clark kent x reader#clark kent social media au#clark kent angst#clark kent fanfiction
140 notes
·
View notes
Text
Just Us (BuckyBarnesxReader) Smut
A/N: The final part, very spicy and a fitting end to this little trilogy of writing. Thank You to everyone and anyone who has read any part of this, liked it or even reblogged. You guys are awesome. Enjoy!
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader
Synopsys: The time is right, it feels right and between the two of them they can decide what to do. After a lovely meal Bucky and Y/N make a decision that solidifies their feeling for one another.
Word Count: 2,279
Warnings: SMUT. SMUT. SMUT. Alcohol consumption and just smut.
Just Us
Y/N walked into the common area, changed into a comfy pair of shorts and one of Bucky's shirts. "What are you making, because it smells fantastic!" she said as she walked up behind Bucky wrapping her arms around his waist.
Bucky chuckled, "Welcome home and spaghetti, how was the rest of your day?"
"Meh, it was okay." Y/N pulled herself up onto an unused section of the counter, picking up a piece of paper that was laying there, "Mostly just boring paperwork and meetings that could have been an email. Where is everyone?"
"Got called out on a mission." Bucky replied as he walked over the fridge and pulled out some ground meat.
Y/N hummed in response as she looked over the paper, an old index card of sorts, with very neat and whimsical handwriting on it. She flipped it over to see initials scribbled in the corner. "Who's S.R?"
Bucky smiled, "Sarah Rogers." He stirred the contents of the pan making it sizzle louder.
"This is Sarah Rogers' spaghetti and meat sauce recipe?" Y/N's eyebrows shot up, "As in Steve's mom?"
Bucky shook his head, "Uh huh"
"I would have loved to meet her." Y/N started, “Honestly, I could not have been Steve’s mom, that's a level of motherhood reserved for literal saints.”
Bucky laughed as he turned the burner down before coming to stand in front of Y/N, "You remind me of her." He gently took the paper from her fingertips, to read the next step. "She was kind and thoughtful but beware the moment you crossed her.” He let out a short whistle, “She was a hell of a woman."
"Sounds like you had a crush on Steve’s mom." Y/N teased.
Bucky hit the tip of her nose with the paper, "She definitely had an influence on my type." She took the paper as he turned his attention back to the stove. “Steve got a box from the museum, all filled with random pictures and letters. There was also a recipe box tucked away in the bottom.”
“Does this mean you’ll be cooking more?” Y/N hopped off the counter.
Bucky started to add the noodles to the sauce, “Will that be a problem?” It came out as a teasing tone.
“Did I say it was?” Y/N grabbed some plates down and sat them on the counter, “I very much like the view.”
"Uh huh, well take these to the table and experience the view from over there." Bucky smirked as he handed her the plates.
Y/N brought them to the table as she heard the clinking of glasses behind her. Bucky placed a glass down before pouring out some wine.
He held the red liquid up, "To Sarah"
"To Sarah." Y/N replied before she took a sip of wine.
….
Two clean plates and an empty bottle of wine later Bucky held Y/N close as he swayed with the soft music playing. In one move he pulled and twirled Y/N who let out a giggle.
"Is this what you did to get all the ladies back then?" Y/N asked as they continued to dance.
Bucky shook his head with a chuckle "Yup, every single one of them."
"I knew it!" Y/N exclaimed, with a playful smile.
Bucky pressed against Y/N's back, pulling her towards him. He pulled her close, her cheek ghosted beside his chin, with one hand still around her waist his other danced over hers as it rested on his chest.
"Now this, I only do for the ladies I really like." Bucky's breath tickled her skin.
Slowly he guided her towards the kitchen island, letting his hands slide down to her thighs, lifting her up onto the counter.
Y/N's heart pounded in her chest as she glanced up and was instantly enraptured by his gaze. "How many do you really like?" Y/N's question a whisper.
"Just one." Their faces slowly drifted closer until their lips met, this time felt different. It was slow and intense. It was addictive. His hands came up to cradle her head as he deepened the kiss.
He pulled away, letting his head rest against her forehead, their breathing heavy as time seemed to stop. Waiting for the other to move.
“Come on,” Bucky leaned forward giving a gentle kiss before helping Y/N off the counter.
Y/N climbed up on the bed as Bucky closed the door. She took in the familiar comfort of Bucky’s room. Slowly Bucky walked up to Y/N, leaning down to look her in the eyes. "Right here, it's just us," Bucky leaned in as he brought his hand up to cradle the side of her face, "What do you want?"
The way he looked at her, like nothing else existed, that the world truly stopped at the walls of his room. She could feel the heat grow on her skin and her heart pounding in her ears as time seemed to stop. A nervous excitement bubbled through her body following the words rising up her throat, "You. I want you."
Y/N saw Bucky's pupils darken as he captured her lips. Y/N leaned into the kiss, instantly addicted to the energy. Slowly Bucky guided her back towards bed as his lips trailing across her jaw. She lulled her head to the side, giving him more room. Bucky turned them, so he could sit on the edge of the bed before pulling Y/N onto his lap. His hands slipped under her shirt, dragging across her skin, before he pulled the fabric up over her head.
His eyes instantly fell to the tops of her breasts and slowly he leaned in to kiss the soft plump skin not contained by her bra. Y/N's fingers danced up the back of his scalp at the sensation before she grasped onto the strands, pulling his head back to kiss on his neck. A breath of a moan left Bucky's lips.
He grasped his shirt pulling it off, making Y/N break contact for a moment, and obstructing his view. Once discarding his shirt his gaze fell back on Y/N, her eyes wide and excited, a small smile pulled at her lips.
She slid off his thighs and stood within arm’s reach, Bucky leaned back and watched as she slowly unclipped her bra. Y/N let the delicate fabric slide down her arms and to the floor before hooking her fingers into her waistband and giving her bottoms a tug. As her clothes hit the floor, leaving her completely bare, she took a breath before looking back up at Bucky propped up on his elbows drinking in the site in front of him.
He took in every curve and line that made up her body. It made his cock throb. Before he could do anything about it, Y/N came between his legs, she leaned over, her breasts ghosting over him. She ran her hands up his torso before dragging them back down, Bucky lifted his hips as she pulled his sweatpants and briefs down.
He groaned at her eagerness. He sat up and grabbed Y/N by the back of her head, pulling her into a heated kiss. He felt a shiver run through her body as she was maneuvered back onto his lap.
Her hips began to grind back and forth, rubbing herself up and down the length of the underside of his member, coating it in her slick. Pulling back, she rested her forehead against his. Their breathing heavy. Rising onto her knees, Bucky's cock sprung up, his head just at her entrance.
A pause, her hooded eyes met his. "You look drunk." A smile pulled at her lips.
"I am," He captured her lips in a slow dance, slowly Y/N sunk down, letting herself adjust to his girth. "Dear Go--I have never drank anything as strong as this--aghhh." He felt himself bottom out and had to fight the urge to take control.
Y/N let her head lazily fall to his shoulder, placing a kiss to his collarbone, "Don't move, not yet." She rolled her head to face his neck, "I feel so full."
"Let's compromise," She could feel his voice rumble as he spoke, "I'll go slow." His large hands palmed her hips and began to lift her up before sliding back in.
Y/N picked herself up off his shoulder in response and gently pushed him back onto the bed. Using his chest for leverage Y/N began to roll her hips.
"F-fuck," He let his fingers clench down on her thighs. Y/N slid her hands on top of his as she sat up. Letting herself sink further down, the new depth sending a wave of pleasure prickling over her skin. Bucky watched Y/N fall into a high like trance as she found her rhythm.
He could feel his adrenaline begin to release and his stomach twitched as she picked up the pace. Her hand slid off his, trailing it across her thigh, to her core.
Taking a mental picture of her before he all but snapped. Bucky's hands slid behind Y/N's thighs. He pulled her in, making her brace on his chest again before he began to rut up into her. A moan ripped from her throat.
Bucky picked her up completely before repositioning them both on the bed, Y/N arched up, her shoulders pressing into the mattress as he began to take over. He leaned back slightly and watched himself disappear inside her before moving his hips in a slow and steady rhythm. He kissed up her chest, letting his thumb and forefinger graze the underside of her breasts. Her eyes fluttered shut as she slipped her fingers into his hair.
His nose brushed the bottom of her chin before he kissed her again, "Tell me if it's too much,"
Y/N opened her eyes to meet his, she saw a flicker of anxious reassurance. "I will," She kissed him again, "Don't hold back."
He leaned down, supporting himself on his forearms, on either side of her head. With every thrust he began to pick her apart. He felt Y/N respond to him as she raked her nails over his thighs.
Bucky could feel her squeezing him, he reached down. Letting his hand splay and slide down her stomach until his thumb brushed across her throbbing core. Y/N let out a strangled moan as her hips shot up. Bucky could feel the hardened bundle of nerves glide against the pad of his thumb. With every swipe her walls fluttered.
He began rubbing in circles making her squirm under him while he set a hungry pace.
Y/N wasn't even going to attempt to contain the moans that fell from her mouth. She could feel a heat building inside her and with each thrust it grew brighter and warmer. A flash of white-hot energy surged through her body as a string of moans fell from her mouth.
He felt her clench down. A groan came from Bucky as he pushed the pace, fucking Y/N through her orgasm. With several more stuttering movements Bucky followed, pulling out and climaxing on her torso. He turned over, collapsing beside her. He glanced over to see Y/N’s eyes were glossed over as a tear fell from the corner of her eyes, disappearing into her hairline. Bucky faced her, “Are you okay?”
“Yeah,” Y/n shook her head as she met his gaze, “That felt amazing. It was an intense release I didn't know I needed.” A soft laugh followed her words as she wiped away the tears.
Bucky brought his hand up to caress her jaw as he kissed her temple, “Good. Is it alright if I go start the shower?”
“Mh-mm, I don't wanna move yet.” Y/N replied.
“Alright, I’ll be back for you in a minute.” Bucky kissed her again before getting up.
The hot shower continued the feeling of euphoria. As the water trickled down their skin they explored one another, tracing the others’ skin in abstract paths. As they climbed back in bed Bucky pulled Y/N closer, tucking her in beside him. “Goodnight.”
“Goodnight. Love you.” Y/N said as she began to drift off.
“Love you too.” Bucky followed Y/N into slumber.
-----
It was late in the morning when the rest of the team arrived back. Sam, Steve and Natasha looked exhausted as they walked into the common room.
"What's going on here?" Sam was the first to question.
They looked around to see the remnants of cooking scattered around, plates and forgotten wine still on the table. As they looked at one another, two voices danced their way down the hallway, pulling their attention.
Y/N walked in first, clearly wearing Bucky's shirt as it fell to barely cover her rear. She stopped dead in her tracks as she instantly saw the team.
Bucky ran into her, "What is-" His question answered as Sam started a slow clap. Steve and Nat joined in as they tried to keep from laughing.
Y/N's face instantly reddened as she tried to hide her smile against Bucky. "Omg, please tell me this is not happening."
Hoots and hollers carried on as they walked past them, Steve patted Bucky's shoulder as he walked by before Sam tried to give Bucky a high five that he did not reciprocate. "Rude man," Sam's laughter echoes down the hallway.
"Congrats," Nat said as she walked away, "Have fun kids!"
"If only we stayed in your room." Y/N shook her head.
"Eh," Bucky replied. "They would've found out anyway, breakfast?"
"Please." Y/N said before Bucky led her over to the space of the counter she was sitting on the night before.
He picked her up, helping her onto the counter, "Now you just sit there and enjoy the view."
-end-
Tag List:
@inlovewiththefictionalcharacters
@stale-breadcrumbs
#Bucky Barnes#bucky barnes x reader#marvel#Marvel MCU#friends to lovers#Steve Rogers#sam wilson#natasha romanoff#james buchanan barnes#bucky#buckyxreader#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky barnes imagine#bucky x f!reader#bucky x female reader#just us
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
How I’m figuring out what my next story will be
#bucky x reader#bucky barnes#marvel#bucky x you#bucky x y/n#bucky barnes x reader#sebastian stan x reader#sebastian stan#james buchanan bucky barnes#mob!bucky x reader#bucky x reader royal au#dad!bucky x mom!reader#buckyxreader#mob bucky barnes x reader#marvel au#mob au bucky x reader#dad bucky x reader#dad!bucky#king bucky x princess reader#bucky x female reader
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
Broken Mirrors Chapter IV
Bucky x Assassin!Reader
Smut, angst
Chapter Summary: As you actively work to avoid your problems, new ones emerge when you begin to grapple with feelings that you may or may not have for Bucky.
Warnings: Smut (Masturbation, edging, metal arm stuff, etc.)
Masterlist for previous chapters
Ecstasy. It was the only word that you could think to describe what you were feeling. Every inch of your body on fire amplifies at every place that he touches you.
Legs straddling him as you sit on him at the edge of the bed, his right hand that was just roughly running through your hair wanders down your body to make its way to your breast to squeeze while moving his lips away from yours to bite the most sensitive part of your neck by your jawline.
You let out a soft, desperate moan grinding on his hard cock that’s twitching under his jeans. He halts your movements by holding your hip with his left hand and gives you a warning look telling you that you’re getting too eager too quickly.
He’s going to take his time with you. And he wants it to be torture.
Continuing to stare deep into your eyes, a hint of an evil smirk creeps across his face when seeing the truth that you despise to even admit to yourself. You’re submitting to him. And the only way that you’re going to get anything close to what you want, no, need is to continue to do whatever he says.
Another pathetic whimper escapes your lips and he quiets it by roughly pushing his tongue into your mouth leaving you breathless.
He holds you by the hips holding them still, not allowing you to move as he begins to grind himself against your aching core. The motherfucker was torturing you.
“I think I hate you,” you whimper against his lips.
His smirk only widens.
“I know.”
His metal hand makes its way into your leggings and underwear and he presses down on your sensitive bud. Already so close to orgasm you gasp and uncontrollably jerk your hips for more friction. And with that, he stops.
You’re on the verge of tears now.
“You move when I tell you to,” he orders, delivering the words against that same sensitive spot against your neck making all of the hairs on the back of your neck stand up earning him the most pathetic moan.
“Okay?” He rasps.
You nod helplessly feeling your body tremble under his touch on your waist hoping that he’ll touch your clit within the next few seconds.
“You promise to be good?”
You nod desperately.
“Touch yourself where you want me to touch you.”
With wide and watery eyes still locked on his, you place your hand to where his were just moments ago and start rubbing your clit not letting one sound escape you.
“Good girl,” he whispers.
“Now wake the fuck up.”
…
Your eyes shoot open and you are breathless. Your skin was slick with sweat, and with that, your tank top was a little damp.
You were dreaming about him.
You were really dreaming about Bucky Barnes…Again.
You grit your teeth in anger and it takes you a few moments to realize that your fingers are circling your clit the exact same way at the exact same pace that you were doing in your dream. And with an exploratory dip of your finger, you find yourself soaked.
You groan and regretfully succumb to thinking about the final moments of your dream to quickly bring yourself to an explosive back-arching orgasm.
After coming down from your high and finally catching your breath you hear something fall to the floor from what sounded like the kitchen.
You knew for sure that it wasn’t your uncle or anybody from your team because they always announced hours in advance when they were coming. Which meant one of two things.
One, a stranger was breaking into your apartment. Or two, Bucky broke into your apartment…Again.
You pull your gun out of your nightstand in anticipation of whatever or whoever it is.
“11:30 AM y/n, really?” the man greets.
To your dismay, you were not greeted by a hostile stranger. You still decide to keep the gun and tuck it in the back of your shorts.
“Well if I weren’t stuck trying to do extra research for your ass until 5 am, maybe I’d be in the fucking gym right now instead of needing to sleep in, or standing here with you.”
“Missed you too, dollface.”
With nostrils flaring you storm over to your laptop to grab it.
For the past two weeks, he’s been heavy on the irritating nicknames. You’re pretty sure that it’s payback for your first car ride together.
“You know a knock would have been nice,” you point out.
“And what would be the fun in that?”
You swear your eyes roll so far in the back of your head you can see your brain.
You made yourself comfortable sitting on the island counter setting the computer on your crossed legs to turn it on. Bucky gave you a weird look at your choice of seating area.
You had recently bought your own computer that you made sure was hidden from your uncle and had it encrypted to be untraceable in order to safely access all of the info that you had worked so hard to steal.
During your spare time, Bucky would come over and you’d analyze everything that Unity had on Ingrid…Which had some helpful information about the past, but not so much about the present.
“So what do you have for me?” he asks.
You shook your head and shrugged defeatedly. Sadly, after hours and hours of researching through the night, you had nothing.
“Not much, really,” you admit.
“What about you?”
“Some good news, and some bad news,” he states.
You tilt your head and he takes that as his cue to continue.
“Well, they’re still looking for you. Which is why I’m assuming that you’re not allowed outside of your apartment unless one of your team members tactfully escorts you to one of the bases.”
You were glad that you and Bucky knew how to trick the security cameras of your apartment because you had to do a lot of sneaking out recently.
“And the good news?”
He shrugs.
“I mean they haven’t found Mia yet.”
The mention of her name pulls at your heartstrings to a sickening degree.
One thing that you were grateful for was the fact that he tried his best not to mention her too much. No matter how much he sometimes purposely gets under your skin, you could tell that he recognized and maybe even felt something akin to sympathy about you not wanting to face certain things until you were ready…If you would ever be ready.
“Have you gone to see her yet?”
You nervously clear your throat and let that be his answer.
“How is she?” you ask cautiously.
“She’s a lonely, scared little ballerina with a lot of questions.”
You shook your head. She was not getting answers from you if that’s what he thought you were going to give her. No matter how much he guilts you.
“You should go see her.”
“And you should stop acting like you care,” you snapped.
He raised his hands in surrender as you delivered a death stare.
“So what now?” you sigh.
He has a mischievous look in his eye and you have a feeling that you are not going to like what he has to say next.
“Bucky…What did you do?”
That familiar smirk of his creeps up on the side of his lips and you despise the way that it re-emerges that pulsing between your legs.
Damn him for being as attractive as he was infuriating.
“Say…Say your uncle gets called for a meeting in the Middle East and has to fly over tonight…”
You frown.
“And say it’s an urgent matter that turns his attention away from you…”
You narrow your eyes.
“Bucky, what the hell are you planning?”
He shrugs.
“That’s not what you have to worry about.”
You swallow nervously.
“Then what do I have to worry about?”
He smiles.
“How many times have you been to Madripoor?”
You swivel your body to jump off of the counter and face him on the opposite side.
“I’m not going to Madripoor with you, Barnes.”
“Do you want to get back to your normal life or not?”
You stare him down from the other side of the island resting your forearms on the cool surface leaning forward, and you swear that for a brief second you catch his eyes dart to your semi-exposed chest.
You automatically straighten your back. The last thing you need after this morning’s dream is spotting hints of desire in his eye. Besides, even if he was attracted to you, there’s a whole clone for him to swoon over. It’s not like you were charming him with any aspect of your personality.
Suddenly your phone rings and by the ringtone playing, you know that it’s your uncle.
“Please tell me you’re calling because I can do something normal like go to the movies effective immediately,” you answer.
“Good morning to you too, Y/N,” he replies.
“My apologies,” you retort.
Your uncle grew a lot more accustomed to your attitude during times when you were housebound with seemingly no end in sight after a given assignment.
“No, I’m just calling to let you know that I have important matters to attend to in the Middle East.”
Your eyes widen and you stare Bucky down.
The motherfucker already did it.
“Where exactly in the Middle East?” you ask, masking your surprise.
“I can’t tell you. But I’ll be back in a few days, and I’ll call you when I’m on my way back to the US, okay?”
“Uh-huh,” you answer before saying goodbye.
When you hang up Bucky gives you that guilty smile.
“Bucky, what the hell did–”
“Pack your bags. We leave in an hour.”
@lethallyprotected @ryunniez
#Buckyxreader#bucky x reader smut#bucky x reader fluff#bucky x reader angst#buckyxassassin!reader#winter soldier#winter soldier x reader#winter soldier x reader smut#smut#18+ only#marvel#marvel fanfiction#marvel fanfic#avengers fanfiction#avengers smut
51 notes
·
View notes
Text
I. The Calm Before The Storm
There is so much going on here! Let's just go ahead and put all the trigger warnings ok?
Bucky's POV:
I can smell the thick salty air as the wind whips around us. Few things in this life give me a deep sense of calm and pleasure but one thing that always can recently is the wind and the salty air. My eyes shut automatically as I take in a deep breath and allow the sting of the air fill my lungs. It feels as if time stands still, as the wind whips through my hair and a distant memory comes to the forefront of my mind.
——- flashback——-
"Bucky, sweetheart, come eat , my sweet boy!" My mom calls, as I drop my toys on the ground and run towards the house.
There she stands at the door, her long auburn hair flowing in the wind, her sea blue eyes twinkling with delight as I come running up the steps, her plump round pregnant belly bobbing as she chuckles at my antics.
"Ma!" I said, stopping short in front of her. "When will the babe be here?" I ask innocently.
"Whenever they decide to grace us with their presence, my sweet boy!"
I smiled and ran inside.
"Don't forget to wash your hands, you little scoundrel!" She called after me, the air of laughter light in her voice.
A few moments later, my father makes an appearance and comes into the house going directly over to his wife and wraps his arms around her lovingly, his hands splay over her swollen belly.
"And how is the wee babe doing you today, my love?" He asked, gently nudging her neck with his nose, pressing kisses until she giggled.
"Not in front of the boy, my love!" She said giggling.
"He's going to learn someday when he becomes a man!" My father said , letting out a deep and throaty chuckle.
"Well until then, he's still my sweet , innocent little boy!" She said, walking over to kiss the top of my head.
"Sweetheart, you can't coddle the boy! He needs to be tough as a man! Not some ninny with his head in the clouds!" My father said , before turning to head to the bed chambers.
"Don't listen to him, my boy! You can be whatever you choose to be! Now, if you're done eating, you can run along and play! Just be back by dark!" My mother said , giving me a kiss on the cheek, before I scurried away.
I didn't know that would be the last time I saw my mother.
I ran towards the cliffs and sat on the edge watching the waves roll and crash over each other, and the seagulls soar over head, as the sun started to descend into the sea, casting the skies into beautifully exotic shades of pinks, purples, oranges and reds.
I stayed there until the stars started to twinkle and I realized then that I should be getting home.
As I ran home, I could hear screams the closer I got.
As I ran as fast as I could, the screaming got louder second by second.
As I ran into the house, my heart beating in my throat, I recognized the screams were a mixture of cries of pain and fear.
I ran to the source of the cries and came crashing into the bed chamber.
There in the middle of the bed was my mother, drenched in sweat as the midwife tried to help deliver the babe.
With every push, a scream was ripped from her throat, until suddenly the noise stopped.
My father rushed to her side, but the midwife shooed him away.
Suddenly I watched as my mother started to shake and blood, lots and lots of blood, started to soak into the sheets.
After what seemed like eternity, my father, holding my mother's hand started to sob, as the midwife slowly shook her head and left him alone with my mother's lifeless body.
"Ma!" I cried out, running to her other side shaking her.
I couldn't help it as the tears rolled down my cheeks.
After about an hour, I sat there with my head at the side of the bed as the silent tears continued to run down.
I don't know when father had stood up but suddenly he was at my side.
"Come son, enough of the tears. Nows the time you need to be a man!"
"But I'm not a man, I'm a boy! A boy who just lost his mother and the babe!" I said, the tears flowing harder.
Out of nowhere, I felt my father's ring cut into my skin, blood dripping down my face.
"Don't ever speak to me like that again son! I just lost the love of my life and my child!! Don't think for one moment that you are the only one who is in pain!" My father roared before stepping out of the room, slamming the door.
"I promise you ma, I will stay true to being the free spirited son you taught me to be, because I don't want to be anything like him!" I spat looking over my shoulder at the door that had closed only moments ago.
Days later, standing at the cliffs, I said my final goodbyes to my mother and what we were told was my little sister, who I named Rebecca, as father couldn't be bothered to utter a name for the child.
"I'm going to miss you Ma! Father is making me go with him, and i don't really want to have a life at sea, but I can't stay here. I wish you could hold me and tell me things will be alright!" I sobbed.
All of a sudden two doves appeared flying over the cliff as a rainbow fell into a radiant arch of colours into the sea, and the wind picked up whipping through my hair, feeling like a tender caress.
With a heavy sigh, I turned and started walking towards where my father was waiting for me so we could head to the port, to a life I truly never wanted.
——end of flashback——
The moment is quickly ended when I felt a hard smack at the back of my head. "Get your head out of the clouds son, you want these men to see you as some kind of a dreamer or someone who is tough and gets shit done?" Father's rough voice cuts through the mental image that I hold secretly in my heart. A dream of a life, far from piracy.
I clear my throat and give a half hearted chuckle, "I was just thinking of our next stop after this port." I can see his jaw clench and his eyebrows furrow as he strokes his chin ready to spit out his rugged words, "this is where you'll prove yourself. Not only as a pirate, but as my son and successor. You have to show these men that you can lead them just as I have."
I take in his words and mimic his actions, yet I offer no words. A simple strong nod. Thinking of what's to come. Something that would change my life forever.
"I'm going ashore with the crew. I want you and Steven to stay and watch over the ship" my father barks over his shoulder to me as he begins to exit the captain's quarters that he and I call home. "aye aye sir." I barely manage to whisper out. I make my way over to the small window facing the dock and watch my father stoically walk away with the rest of the crew laughing and making their way into the small port city to drink and screw away their allowance until they are satisfied.
As soon as they're out of eye sight, I smile and sigh, finally I can be myself without being called out or chastised for not being tough enough. I run my hands through my hair and smile, and begin jogging through the ship to find my best friend Steve. He is the only other person in the world who knows that I don't want this life. The only person who knows my passion for art, life, and love. "STEVE," I call out, "STEVE!"
Out from the doorway of the crew's area pops my best friend. He smiles as he approaches me, "Hey, Buck!" He reaches out and slings his arm around my shoulders and guides me back to the quarters. I mimic him as I throw my arm around his shoulders and follow his lead. We laugh as we tumble into the room and hurry to find our hidden objects scattered around.
Thick blank scrolls, feathered pens, ink jars, the rare chalk and oil crayons to add color to our paintings. We sprawl out everything on the massive table that sits near the rear windows of our massive ship, take our seats and discuss what we plan on allowing our imaginations to draw out onto the canvas. Steve, ever the romantic, explicitly explaining how he planned to draw his latest bar wench that he bedded at the previous port. Between the two of us, Steve was the ladies man. His naturally blonde hair and piercing blue eyes make him damn near irresistible to the local women. I simply smile and laugh at his hilariously obscene and exaggerated gestures, "I think I'll just stick with the current scenery around us. I feel like there's a subtle beauty to what surrounds us." I respond to him as he just rolls his eyes and begins to scribble his 'lady' on his canvas.
A week passes before my father and the crew make their way back. I begin to push my smile and happiness away to avoid confrontation from my father. He's a mean old drunk, and I don't need to give him any more reason to notice me. I grab the small stool and the two bottles of rum that are on the table and make my way out of the room. I sat next to the outside of the door, and begin sipping on the rum. The noise of the crew grows as they begin to drunkly stumble onto the ship. My father sways onto the ship with his arm around some wench who he convinced to join us to the next town. He offers me a knowing wink as he drunkly guides her to the captains quarters. I say nothing as I simply offer up the other bottle of rum as a kind of peace offering. He snatches it from my hands as he kicks open the door and pushes her in, and slams the door behind them. "Make ready to sail" comes muffled from deep inside. I sigh heavily and rise to my feet and start barking orders for the men to sober up and begin readying the ship to make our way to the open sea to reach our next destination.
I make my way to the helm and run my hand along the wheel. The sunset looks stunning among the horizon. I dare to not even blink so I can take it all in, tonight when everyone is sleeping I'll remember this view in my mind so I can draw it.
______________________________________________________________________________
Your POV:
I clean my chalky hands on my dress as I prepare to leave the school, I can see my mother in the window waiting for me. I knock on the window and wave to her before quickly gathering my books and rush out the door to meet her. Her smile beamed as she looked up at me and returned my wave. It was the same proud smile she had when I came home and told her of acquiring my new job as the school teacher for the local young children.
"Hello mother," I huffed out as I made my way down the steps of the school house and joined her. I hooked my arm with hers as we made our way down the street to the local grocer to collect our weekly order. I silently cursed myself for brining my books when I had to unhook my arm from hers to pat at my hair and push the stray strands away from my face. It was shameless but knowing that there was a chance to see my beloved, David, I instinctively feel the need to make sure my hair is neat and presentable. Mother adored him as the choice of my future husband, even though a proposal was never made. To her our marriage was a necessity, I had three things against me as a choice for a bride. David however didn't care that I was a more shapely woman, or that I was basically a spinster at the ripe old age of eighteen, he cared even less that I was a bastard child. He loved me and I loved him.
My mother always cursed my father for leaving us days after she gave birth to me. She loved him deeply, but she always said that he loved the sea more than her and it broke his heart when she birthed him a daughter instead of a son. The memory of my father haunts my mother, I can hear her cry and call out for him almost every night. I never have the desire to ask her about him, the one time I did she became angry and unconsolable. "Your father was a merchant sailor who loved the sea more than he loved us. He's a good man but we are better off without him" she spat out before marching off to her room and slamming the door shut leaving me sitting at the dinner table alone.
The small bell that hung above the door to the shop rang out alerting David of our arrival, "My darling, I am so glad you are here!" He exclaimed as he emerged from the back of the store dropping the heavy sack of flour he carried on his shoulders. He took me in his arms and held me tightly and giving my temple a small secretive kiss as mother's 'ahem' broke our embrace. His smile grew as he turned his gaze to her and took her dainty hands into his and placed a small kiss atop it. Mother turned a deep shade of red as he looked up at her and winked, "oh David I cannot stay cross with you." she giggled. I playfully crossed my arms over my chest and cleared my throat. "shall I leave you two alone?" I teased. Mother tossed a chastising glance in my direction and smiled at David. He simply straightened himself and moved around the counter, I have your order ready for you.
"Thank you my beloved, can you please place it on our tab and I can come take care of it at the week's end?" I inquired. David looked to me and smiled, "I will not. As long as you are mine, you shall want for nothing my dear." He looked over to my mother and back at me as he smiled. The door bell rang out again as someone else entered the shop, "have a nice day ladies, shall I see you later for supper?" I simply nodded as I ushered mother out the door handing her my books as I picked up our groceries.
We headed home, arms and hearts full not knowing that this would be the last time.
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
The Winter Wraith: Chapter 41
Summary: the Wraith goes on a bit of a killing spree, the Avengers step in.
Word count: < 2k
Warnings: a bit more violence than usual
previous | next
"Shit." Bucky's curse was accompanied by a hiss of breath from Lenkov, their shared realisation coming two seconds too late.
"What is it?" Black Widow's voice came over the intercoms.
Joined by Tony's, "Care to update the rest of us?"
Bucky gave Lenkov a nod, trusting the doctor to explain it better than him. "Captain Jürgen Hoffman just activated the termination sequence."
"The hell is that?" demanded Sam.
Bucky's mind was racing, tyring to work out what this meant for the mission, for Y/n. "She calls is her 'kill mode'."
"That doesn't sound good." Steve prompted from beside Bucky, eyebrows creased in confusion.
Lenkov picked the narrative back up. "That's because it isn't. Her commands have gone from fighting to killing. Her new objective is to make sure not a single soul makes it off this mountain."
There was a moment of silence before Steve clarified, "Not anyone?"
"Death doesn't discriminate my friend. Hydra or S.H.I.E.L.D, she won't stop until she's killed everyone or is dead herself. Hoffman is the only one safe, and the only one who can save her from herself. Until he deactivates the command, there's nothing to help her."
"Can't you do that?" questioned Sam.
Lenkov shook his head slowly. "The deactivation code is new every time, given before he turns her."
"Well, what do we do?" Unease laced Wanda's words.
It was Steve who answered. "Pull S.H.I.E.L.D. out. If you're right about this thing," Steve focused on Bucky and Lenkov, "then she'll keep Hydra occupied. There's no point wasting our own resources. Tell Fury to have S.H.I.E.L.D take up the defensive, avoid engaging but keep Hydra contained. Tony, Sam, Wanda, keep an eye on the Wraith and keep her distracted. The rest of us will get inside."
There was something so disturbing about watching someone take lives so calmly, so relaxed. Bucky watched the gruesome show unfold, like some unwilling theatregoer. She stalked right through the middle of the carnage like no bullet would dare touch her. She wasn't wrong, no one noticed her appearance until it was too late. Bucky breathed a sigh of relief at the fact that not a single S.H.I.E.L.D agent was to be seen. Fury rarely questioned Steve in moments like this, and S.H.I.E.L.D was a well-oiled machine, they moved off the site faster than even Bucky had anticipated. The first soldier the Wraith approached barely spared her a glance, what did they have to fear from their own comrade? The Wraith had already moved on before the body hit the ground.
The second agent, bunkered behind the same car, seemed to pause for only a moment before realisation seemed to strike. One hand raised the gun, and Bucky just made out the panicked shout, the warning they issued to the others, but it had barely passed their lips before the Wraith's own gun had one less bullet.
Tentative weapons retrained on the Wraith, soldiers torn between taking out their captain's prized possession and self-preservation.
They were 30 feet from the metal bunker doors now, barely hidden. Bucky would almost go through all this again just to rewatch the look of rage and confusion smeared across that scumbag of a captain's face as he realised what S.H.I.E.L.D had done. He was taking out his own soldiers, having made the fatal mistake of forgetting both Lenkov and Bucky had once been a part of their vial cult.
Hoffam stepped forward, stepped back. Did he leave them all to die or get the Wraith back under control? Did he face a massacre of his own soldiers or admit S.H.I.E.L.D outsmarted him?
Under for the cover of all the confusion, Nat and Steve slinked past the pacing Hoffman and into the bowels of the building. Bucky remained near the entrance, weapons at the ready.
They sat in tense silence as the Hydra agents fought for their lives. Any other day Bucky would have been indifferent to the soldiers dying, they were on the wrong side after all. But as the minutes ticked by the screaming didn't stop. A small, reluctant voice whispered, she's taking her time and he knew it was true. It was times like these he was reminded that despite all the memories and feeling wrapped around Y/n, the Wraith remained a cruel, brutal creature.
Clint was the first to speak up. "I know they're the bad guys, but should we do something?" He was hesitant, but the discomfort at his front row seat to the massacre prompted him.
Sam cleared his throat once. Twice. "It's a bloodbath. Hydra or not I don't feel right about this."
Another minute ticked by, and if anything, the anguished cries only grew in number. "This is wrong." Wanda's statement couldn't be argued with, and a slightly confused at what exactly was happening but overall determined agreement seemed to settle over the group.
Fury's stern voice sounded over the intercoms. "Do not compromise the mission."
But their minds had been made up. "I think informants could be quite useful, don't you guys think?" Tony ignored Fury's demand.
"Don't argue with-"
"I think he just cut out. Real shame." The smirk was clear in the billionaire's tone.
The plan was simple: Bucky and Clint would subdue Hoffman. They were close enough for it all to be over in a matter of moments – the man was vulnerable, off guard as his plan fell to pieces around him. There were certainly outside defences on the bunker, but if they moved in fast enough, they could use the Hydra captain as a shield – they wouldn't shoot their commanding officer.
One. Two. Three. Diving out from the shadows, one of Bucky's hands wrenched back the man's shoulder as his leg connected with the back of Hoffman's knee, brining him to the ground. A startled yell escaped the man, his head thrashed side to side like a wild animal, desperation cracking the façade of dignified general. "Wraith!" The man screamed, spit flying from his mouth.
From where she stood over a disembowelled man, intestines still gripped in her hand – had she ripped them out herself? – she slowly turned towards Hoffman's pleas. She took a step forwards. Another step. Assessing the situation.
"There are five of us and one of you. Doesn't matter how fast you are, move an inch and he dies." Clint's words carried across the barren snowfield, now almost devoid of life. The Wraith twirled the organs between her fingers, red dripping down her arm, grinning at the outright disgust and horror on her audience's faces. She let them fall to the ground with a wet squelch, staining the snow as she looked to Hoffman for orders.
Bucky twisted the man's arm to an unholy angle as he issued the ultimatum with an icy calmness. "Deactivate her."
"Or we kill you both," Tony added.
He didn't think Tony was bluffing, and Bucky's hand was already on his gun ready to fight. His mind was a whirlwind, Hoffman was the enemy but now he might have to battle Tony as well. Would the others side with or against him? He barely registered the sleek metal in his grip before a pressure seemed to prevent him from fully removing the gun from its holster. He glanced down, taking a moment to recognise the soft scarlet aura coating his gun. He found Wanda in the wide circle forming around Hoffman and the Wraith. She gave the smallest shake of her head, but she didn't look entirely certain either.
Bucky released the gun, for now.
Hoffman was staring them all down, mouth working soundlessly as he tried and failed to think of some smart remark, some deal he could strike. He settled for spitting at their feet.
He didn't have a choice. The man he pretended to be would have rather gone down with the ship, but the man he was would do anything to stay afloat. He was a coward, outlined in every action, every movement he made. A sneer marring his face, remaining eye narrowed in distaste, he nodded to the Wraith.
She stalked closer again, and Bucky's heart stammered as he became the closest he had been to her in far too long. "That's close enough," came Tony's warning, as she stood two metres from the captain.
There was a moment of silence before Hoffman muttered some sequence, most of the words lost to the wind. What Bucky thought he heard didn't make sense, and he gathered whatever trigger words Hoffman used must have been impossible to guess.
The Wraith stared at him. Blinked once. Twice. Visibly relaxed, shoulders releasing tension. She took a step away from Hoffman, flexed her fingers. Then, her eyes darted from Avenger to Avenger surrounding her, defensive again, but questioning. Did she even recall what just happened?
She looked like a cornered animal, eyes jumping from Hoffman to Tony to Wanda back to Hoffman. But something was off, although Bucky wasn't sure what. Despite the confusion and rage so clearly painted on her face, there was just something calculated about the movements. The agitated flexing of her hands, the slightly quickened breath, it all seemed so genuine. Too genuine. When had the Wraith ever let her unease be visible?
Bucky looked to Wanda, hoping for some idea of what was going on in the Wraith's mind, but the witch had her eyes locked on the soldier, and Bucky gathered she was still being denied access to the Wraith's mind. Damn telepaths.
Lenkov had taken a cautious step forward, hand turned up like he was placating a wild animal. She turned to him, cycling through recognition followed by shock, and finally settling on relieved confusion but there was just something not quite right. What was going on?
He took another step forward and a small, relieved smile pulled at the Wraith's mouth. And that's when Bucky realised – this was the Wraith, Hoffman had lied. Stop. Wait. The words were lost in Bucky's throat because it was too late.
Lenkov stood stock-still, locked in a staring contest with the Wraith as a small river of blood began to leak from his eye. From his mouth. Trickling down his chin. There was a creaking, cracking, groaning sound and Lenkov whispered in a raspy, weak breath, "Y/n?" She stared at him, odd little smile now on her face, and raised an eyebrow. "I forgive you."
And then his arms were torn from his body. Then his legs. And finally his head, with a gurgling scream as his skin stretched and remaining body thrashed against the fatal force tearing him limb from limb. And all the while Hoffman laughed as Lenkov screamed, someone else was shouting and then there was another sound, something that had Bucky moving on extinct.
The sound of Stark's repulsors came to a crescendo as Bucky trained his gun on the man seconds way from killing Y/n. Almost instantly Bucky became aware of Sam's own weapon trained on him, but Bucky couldn't care less, his focus remained on Stark.
A flash of scarlet and Hoffman was clawing at his throat, arms swinging wildly as Clint struggled to hold him down. "Not the time," Wanda ground out between clenched teeth. It took two long seconds before Sam turned his gun back to Hoffman, and Bucky reluctantly followed suit.
Hoffman's eye burned red with whatever magic Wanda was scraping through his mind. "Fine!" he screamed, "I'll do it." He practically crawled to the Wraith, who had turned to Wanda, prepared to protect her captain but outmatched by the Avengers around her.
"зимний ветер... летнее солнце... мороз оттаял." (Winter wind... summer sun... the frost has thawed.)
Bucky barely understood the smear of words Hoffman slurred, but he did understand the cloudy daze of someone having their mind released. He recognised the slow, sluggish recollection. And he understood all to well the regret, the disbelief, as you realised what you had done.
#buckyxreader#reader x bucky barnes#bucky barnes#bucky barnes x reader#wintersoldierxreader#winter soldier
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
All My Loving - Bucky Barnes x Reader
WARNINGS: none.
SUMMARY: Bucky comes home after a long tiring day, and asks you to sing him to sleep.
*Your POV*
You and Bucky lay together on your shared bed. You were sat up against the pillows, with the back of his head was pressing against your chest. You gently placed your chin on top. The two of you sat in silence for a moment, just enjoying each others embrace.
"Y/N," Bucky whispered, gently lifting his head sleepily. You hummed softly in response. "Do we have a mission tomorrow?"
"No, Buck. We get to sleep in." You replied. His lips formed into a smile and he let out a sigh of relief.
"Thank God." He said as he rested his head back against your chest. "Tomorrow we're just gonna lay here all day." Bucky flipped himself over and pulled you down, so you were now laying beside him. He gently rested his head on top your chest as he wrapped his arms around you. Usually it was you who would lay on his chest, but tonight was different. Bucky had been out on a long and tiring mission all day, and was exhausted. All he wanted to do was sleep in your arms. You were his safe space. You wrapped your arms around his figure, holding him tight. Then, you lifted one of your hands to gently play his hair.
For the first time in a while, Bucky felt himself completely relax. You felt him sigh against your chest, and you could tell he was falling asleep. Then suddenly, Steve burst through the door of your room. Bucky immediately pushed himself off of you, lifting his head to see what the loud noise was. "Steve?" He groaned, rubbing the corners of his eyes.
"Sorry, sorry," Steve panted, trying to catch his breath. His hands fell to his knees, trying to keep himself standing. "The guy escaped!" Bucky shuffled off of the bed to his feet, groaning in annoyance.
"You let him escape?" He exclaimed, trying to control his anger.
"Well, I-"
"The guy that we have been trying to find," Bucky paused before continuing, "The entire day," He added, his voice growing louder. "Has escaped?" This time he was nearly shouting. You quickly got up from the bed, placing a hand on his back.
"Hey Buck, it's alright, we'll get him back." You said reassuringly, gently rubbing his back with your hand. Steve looked at the floor, unsure of what to say.
"No, It's not alright, Y/N!" Bucky yelled, turning to his side to look at you. "It's been a long ass day, and all I want to do is go to bed with my girlfriend!" He turned back to Steve, running his hands through his long hair. "And I can't do that now, cause I have to go find this criminal!" He moved over to the bed, and sat down, groaning. You slowly sat beside him, placing a hand on his thigh.
"It's alright, Buck." You said. "Steve will go find the criminal, and you can go to sleep."
"What!" Steve protested. You threw out a finger at Steve, not even looking at him, and signalled for him to be quiet.
"Steve will go find him." You repeated, grabbing the side of Bucky's face gently. He sighed into your hand. You stood up and turned towards Steve, "better get going, Cap." Steve rolled his eyes at the two of you and left the room. You closed the door behind him before making your way back over to your boyfriend. The two of you gently fell back on the bed, moving to the same positions as before. His head was back on top of your chest, and you were running your fingers through his brown hair.
You and Bucky both closed your eyes as you laid there together in silence, holding each other. You could feel Bucky's heart racing, trying to calm itself down but failing. "Y/N" He whispered, gently lifting and turning his head, trying to make his eyes reach yours. Your eyelashes fluttered as you opened your eyes, looking at the tired boy. "I can't sleep, will you sing for me?" He asked. He knew you hated your voice, but he loved it too much. You would usually laugh and say no to him, but he was so tired and so cute. It was impossible to deny his request.
"Fine." You said, rolling your eyes with a smile. He smiled softly before turning his head back around and placing it on your chest once again. You thought of what to sing and only one song crossed your mind.
"Close your eyes,
and I'll kiss you.
Tomorrow I'll miss you,
remember I'll always be true."
The song was 'All My Loving' byThe Beatles.It had been yours and Bucky's song for years. He loved the song, and so did you. The song had always meant something to you and him. You used to sing it to him when he couldn't sleep because of his nightmares, but those eventually faded and you stopped.
"And then while I'm away,
I'll write home everyday,
and I'll send all my loving to you."
The two of you had danced to it the day Bucky joined the Avengers officially. He was going through a phase of listening to popular songs from each decade, and was in his 60s songs era. He had asked to play the song, and then asked you to dance. The two of you moved slowly to the song, holding each other closely as you danced. It didn't matter that no one else was dancing, you just wanted to hold him.
"I'll pretend that I'm kissing,
the lips I am missing.
And hope,
that my dreams will come true."
Bucky could feel the vibration of your gentle hums against his cheek, coming from your chest. He smiled softly at the sound of your angelic voice, and closed his eyes. It reminded him of when his mother used to sing him to sleep, way back in the 20s.
"And then while I'm away,
I'll write home everyday,
and I'll send all my loving to you."
#buckybarnes#bucky#bucky fluff#bucky x you#buckyxreader#james bucky barnes#james buchanan bucky barnes#the winter solider imagine#buckyimagine#buckybarnesimagine#the winter soldier#buckybarnesfluff
15 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
kasslikethat
Tiny Haunts
kasslikethat
Tiny Haunts
kasslikethat
Tiny Haunts
-sungmin
Youtube User: Jade194
c00ki3-doh
You'll be fine