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igotanidea · 2 years

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Here and now : Daredevil x OC

A/N: The character I created for Marvel goes by the alter-ego Shadow (real name: Casey Coulson, Phil's niece) . She can control darkness (and a bit of light), summon the shadows, see through people's past (events in life) and to a degree control and help people with their demons from the past. Moreover she can turn herself into shadow and sneak into places which makes her a perfect agent and spy.

Having that in mind you may presume reading.

warning: just some spontaneous 100% fluff

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Here and Now

Living in New York is both a wonderful experience and a pain in the ass. Especially when a mission goes wrong and innocent people ricochet. And even though I am very, very good at what I'm doing some unforeseen events gets in the way more often than I wish they would. The worst part? Most of the people I know, don't really understand the pain and guilt that comes with failed action. That is something you have to go through by yourself. Swallow the bitter pill and move on with your life and your superhero shit.

Sometimes, but extremely rarely you can confine to someone with similar history, however such emotional talking usually ends up with more pain for both sides of this conversations. So that's it. You are alone with everything which makes it all more tragic. I know. I've seen and experienced not only my pain but also the sorrow and grief of my fellow superheroes residing in the same city - Spiderman, The Punisher, Moon Knight and Daredevil. We are all deranged because of negativity and sadness.

Some days are just harder than the others and this is one of them. Two days ago I was assigned a mission of rescuing a hostage, kidnapped by some religious fanatics. Apparently as some sort of personal vendetta against the man those lunatics wanted to kill him on live video. And then move on to his family - wife and little kids. How much shit can grow in people's brain. My task was simple, move on to my shadow form, scare them till they shit their pants and intercept the kidnapped one. Easy, peasy. That went smoothly, but the support team which was clearly instucted to keep an eye on the man's family made one, yet fatal mistake. They got distracted. Instead of putting all the attention on wife and kids they got some human instincs and decided to evacuate the oldest residents of the building where the family lived. When the last of the retired was leaving the time bomb planted in the tenement exploded. I was on the other side of the town but even from such distance I heard the blast.

-Fuck! - I hissed and immidiately passed the rescued man to the doctors, while myself rushed to the disaster area, hoping for the best but expecting the worst. As I reached the destination point the whole area was obviously clouded with dust and ash. Thanks to my abilities I quickly dispersed it and moved forward giving orders to the authorities, not givinig a damn that this may be above my pay grade. Those incompetent idiots just endangered everybody. Why the hell didn;t they send explosive engineers first!? - You, with me! - I motioned the first of the firefighters who was quick to follow me. As we moved past the broken balls I heard some faint noises coming from the collapsed ceiling. - Don't move. I'm coming for you. Just hol on!

-It hurts - a little girl sobbed.

-Hey, hey, it's gonna be fine - I reached my hands towards her - I got you. Now look, nothing can hurt you now, ok?

-It's so dark in here. I'm scared. - she hid her face in my neck as I picked her up from the ground careful not to cause additional pain since she was already heavily hurt.

-Let's make it better than, all right - with a single turn of a wrist the shadows disappeared and the girl calmed down. - Now, where are your brother and mother? Were they with you when this happened?

-I don't.... I don;t know.... -she started crying again.

-Hey, shhh, Let's get you to safety and then I will for them, ok?

It took me more than a while to find the rest of the family. It was a miracle that they ended up alive and not six feet underground. They were immidiately transported to hospital to reunite with the head of the family. They were safe in phisical sense, but with years of therapy coming.

-What the Hell were you thinking!? - I angily turned towards the commanding operator when the carriage disappeared on the horizon - you had one freaking job! You could have killed everybody!

-Stand down, Shadow. You are in no position of ranting on me. This is not your place or position to do so!

-Well then, maybe from now on, I will have to deal with the shit in this city by myself. At least I do not fail - I was shaking with all the pain, stress and emotion and wasn't really making rational decistions. nonetheless, the fast was, that I was becoming tired of working with the officials and dealign with their love for procedures and paperwork. Maybe it was time to go solo. Like every other superhumans I knew.

You can judge me all you want, but a night and a morning after such events were always .... challenging, to say the least. Being a coucellor in high school require absolute control and focus and because of my second life I was lacking both of those traits lately. Of course, it did not come unnoticed.

-Ms. Coulson, can I come in?

-Peter, hey , come on it. And cut the Ms, I hate when you do that. We have to much of a history together.

-It still feels weird at school.

-I know - I sighed - but we are alone and I'm only a couple years older than you, so feel free to go unofficial. Anyway, what can I do for you today? Trouble with.... you know? - I waved a hand around.

-What?- for a second he looked confused - No, no! Nothing like that. not to bone, but everything has been quite well lately.

-Good for you - I muttured and looked down at my desk.

-But I'm worried about you, Casey.

-Me? - I frowned - why me?

-Oh, come on. I noticed. You are ... more concerned. More... I don;t know .... troubled. Is there something....?

-Peter, are we talking as friends now?

-Um... yes, I guess.

-Very well then. You know.... sometimes things don't go accoring to plan and I've had a lot on my plate. BUT. Despite being your friend and sharing some .... experience I am also still your mentor. And it's my duty to tell you to focus on school and your life.

-But...

-I will be fine. I promise. You don't have to worry about me.

-Are you sure, Casey?

-Mhm. Positive. Now, my friend, since I already have you here, some of the teachers have been reporting sudden drop in your grades. Is there something you want to tell me about?

-Actually, there is one thing .....

***

I lied. Ok, maybe not lied, but used some non-acurate words. I was not fine. In fact, I was overwhelmed, overstimulated and was barely holding myself together because of the every day work, missions, obligations, duties and life in general. I was dangerously tip-toping towards the edge of my perseverance and I felt it. What was the worst - once I started spinnig there was no way to stop it. At least, not by myself.

For the whole evening I was desperatly trying to keep myself busy just to avoid thinking and feeling. Sensing a panick attack I frantically cleaned the whole apartament, caught up on some work, wrote one of the reports which was due next week and did some workout. Nothing helped. If anythign I was getting more and more stressed and scared. So I took a bath hoping that hot water will clear my mind. It didn't. At this point my head was spinning, my hands were shaking, breathing was becoming a challenge and I was experiencing some sort of brain shutdown since I was having trouble with grounding myself in reality. Unwanted tears statred to show in my eyes.

-Breathe, breathe - I was telling myself as I laid down on the couch, holding my knees close to my chest - you are fine, everything is fine, you can get through this. Just breathe.... - empty words since I was feeling like throwing up.

-Casey .... - as I heard the voice coming from the window I immidiately jumped off the couch summoning the darkness, ready to throw all of it to the intruder - hold the fire, it's me - the stranger took a step towards me.

-Matt!? What the fuck. I could have given you a heart attack with the shadows. - I was shaking even more now and he obviously knew that due to his abilities - why.... why are you here? - I grabbed the back of the couch for support to my unstedy legs.

-I heard your panting and panicking from the other side of Hell's kitchen.

-And you decided to just drop by? Don't you have a mission of your own?

-I do - he moved towards me making me lay down and unclench my fist - but it was impossible to focus on anything while you were dealing with shit here.

-Was it? - I raised my head slowly but he forced it back down - I;m sorry than, Daredevil. It was never my intention to keep you this occupied. I know how important your night shift is for you.

-Shhh - he silenced me - I choose to come here. Now, scoop a bit - when I complied with his words he layed down next to me and held me close to his chest. I can't lie this was both unexpected and very welcomed.

-Matt... I ....

-Shhh. Just breathe - he started to stroke my hair in this gentle manner no one else could provide - in and out. It's gonna be fine...

-How is it gonna be fine, Mattie? - I sobbed quietly holding him tighter. - I don't know how much longer....

-Casey, just listen to me, will you - he gently grabbed my chin and made my look at him - it will pass, trust me. It always does.

-Yes, but ... - I shook my head abruptly, not believing him.

- It's just panick speaking to you. You can't listen to whatever it is trying to impose on you.

-How are you always so calm about it?

-It? You mean the night shift? - he smirked - I don't. Not always. But I know I am not alone.

-How so? - I asked a bit confused.

-I am not alone, because whenever I start to spin I think of you and it makes it all better.

-Me? I don;t understand.

-Don't you? - he grabbed my hand an put it on his heart, that was beating frantically - don't you really? you don't realise why I came running to you the very second I learned what you were going through? Casey, please.... - he propped himself up so he was now facing me, his gazeless eyes giving away so many feelings - pain, vulnerability ... love - And I thought I was the blind one ... - he sighed his face inches from mine as he leaned his forehead over mine.

If his intention was to make my panick attack go away and help me calm down he got the complite opposite of intended aim.

-I though you came here to help me - I muttered closing my eyes and not moving away an inch.

-Isn't it helping? Are you still scared? Or panicked?

-No.

-Then tell me .... - he whispered - what do you feel?

-You. I feel you.

-Does that help? - his hands found my waist and pulled my closer.

-I don't know. Did you do all that you could?

-Not even close - he closed the gap between us as his soft lips found mine and captured them in the gentle kiss. Daredevil was kissing the Shadow. How crazy is that? Anyhow, I had to give to him, that he perfectly knew what he was doing moving his head to deepen the kiss and I involuntarily smiled toward the kiss. He immidiately pulled away smirking.

-Do you feel better now?

-No. I suppose you will have to continue on calming me down.

-Really? - he smirked again - Well, I got many ideas on how to achieve that - he pushed me down on the couch and wrapped his hands around me protectively - one of them ensuring you get proper sleep. - No funny bussiness, tonight.

-Fine - I whined laying my head on his chest and listening to his steady heartbeat - I'll play nice, just this time. But you just ignited the fire, Murdock.

-Good - he muttered sofly pulling the blanket over both of us - now, sleep. I'm here now. Nothing wrong will happen to you.

-Thank you - I yawned moving even closer and wrapping my hands around him yearning for the warmth and safety I felt in his arms. - Thank you for coming and grounding me. You are my anchor, Matt.

-And you are mine - he responded with a little kiss on my temple - I love you, Case.

-I love you too, Mattie - was the last words before I drifted off completely calm, feeling his unconditional love surrounding me.

@pinksirensong @somest1

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quackiseok · 3 years

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— my honeypie

dream team x reader || headcanons

genre : fluff

warnings : swearing , public nervousness

anon asked : Omh your kisses hcs were so cute 🥰 could I request hcs with dream and george (and anyone else is you want!) with a shy reader?? Like, social anxiety and loner type of person? Thank you in advance, Darling! ❤

a/n : ANON ISTG YOU'RE THE SWEETEST 🥺💞 this is such a cute idea!! i'm so sorry this took so long but i hope you like it :] and i'm really sorry for the grammatical mistakes my brain was going WJEJRJRJRR while writing this OTL

song to listen to while reading :

; DREAM

he would be VERY careful around you

he would also be very caring towards you, always making sure that you're comfortable with him! :]

even though sometimes he would tease you by giving you cheesy pick up lines, he's actually the SWEETEST mf alive 🥺

he secretly LOVES how your face turns red when the two of you look at each other for more than 5 seconds 👉👈

as much as he wanted to tease you and just turn you into a human heater, he will refrain himself with all his might from doing so because he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable :(

and when the two of you are cuddling and you turned red because how close the two of you were? [internal positive screaming from dream cause— man, you're just too cute and that should be illegal]

has a thing for : you hiding your face on his chest or the crook of his neck when you're feeling embarrassed or flustered psst, he enjoys it when you do that because he thinks you're so adorable AAAAA

he would also definitely let out a giggle before pulling you into his embrace when you're feeling shy, just letting you melt and hide your face on his chest,,,,,,,,,,,

and he doesn't want you to feel bad for being shy, so he would ALWAYS be very comforting when you're being shy,, like patting your back in a hug while whispering sweet stuff and say that "it's okay! i love you just the way you are, don't be sorry for being yourself." HNNGBTHHHTH HE IS SO WHOLESOME IM GONNA BURST INTO TEARS

in public? 100% protective mode on the whole time

will literally give actual death glares to people who makes you uncomfy with zero hesitation

if someone is obviously making you uncomfortable? he'd step into the conversation, somehow smoothly brought the bond to an end like it's so smooth that the person probably wouldn't even notice the death glare he's giving,,

either way, you're so thankful he's really good at talking things out 🥺🥺

but you love his protective side since it makes you feel safe!! :]

he'll always check on you and make sure that you're feeling ok :) if you don't mind, he'll gladly hold your hand and bring you closer to him

he would always try to distract you from feeling nervous by asking about the things you're interested in so you'd be distracted and just happily focus with the conversation between the two of you 🥺

((he loves the way you beam up when you talk about the things you love 🥺💞))

so overall? dream is a protective, loving dog boy who will literally square anyone up if they dare make you feel uncomfortable

; GEORGE

even though the two of you are both shy, george is definitely more protective over you

he 100% thinks you're so cute when you get all flushed around him so he couldn't help but tease you sometimes

but he does it occasionally and he only tease you mildly since he doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable around him :((

has a thing for you getting shy in his hoodies, especially his merch hoodies >:]

why, you ask?

BECAUSE OOTMFMYGOD when you get flustered, your cheeks would go red and you'll cover your face with those cute sweater paws from his oversized hoodies and ohmyggdodod is it even possible not to let out a slight blush from the cute sight???

instead of admitting to you that he LOVES seeing you in his oversized hoodies, he would just randomly give you his hoodie and say stuff like "wear it, it's getting cold here." "wear this. it's comfortable, i swear." AAAAAAA <//3

ah yes, the two of you love cuddles and hugs but both are shy as well. what could happen?

the two of you are shy, of course. but this man would literally risk everything just to cuddle you, like even though he feels like he's gonna melt into a puddle if he makes a move on you, he does it anyways >:)

it's cute how he would just immediately turn red after giving you a hug, and you'll also turn red like him after a few seconds! but the two of you really said 'fuck it' and just melt into a puddle together ♡

but when in public?

george would 100% gets protective and less shy when it comes to protecting you

he would act SO COLD towards people who visibly makes you nervous or uncomfortable, so cold that he can end uncomfortable conversations immediately. mans deadass can stop the global warming with his attitude 😳

even though he looks cold, you're thankful that he can get the two of you out of such situations like that! :]

will let you play with his fingers when you need distraction or he'll show you cottagecore minecraft houses and ask you to build one with him later which would distract you from feeling nervous 🥺

and always make sure that you're feeling okay, and will offer you to go home and cuddle instead if you say you're not feeling great 👉👈

overall? george is a shy cat boy who secretly cares so much and will do anything just to see you smile or make you feel better

; SAPNAP

this mf right here will tease you almost everyday just to see you all flustered and red because of his cheesy words

but of course, he knows when to stop. mans knows the line!! :D

he just couldn't help it 'cause??? you're just so fucking cute????? like everytime he sees you his heart goes AKSJEKWKSJEJS because how cute you are 🥺

mans would definitely lift you up out of no where whenever he sees you doing nothing

like when you're walking down the hallway? he goes to you and just picks you up bridal style while nuzzling his face on you because DAMMMIT YOURE JUST WAY TOO CUTE >:(

or sometimes he would just hug you and lift you up while you're still in his embrace, your flustered face burried in his chest while he whispers out how much he adores you 🥺

basically just everything that involves him picking you up and shower you with lots of love, he'll do it 😳

you'd go all flustered which he absolutely adores but will immediately let you down if you said so and wouldn't do it again if you're uncomfortable with it :] ((he knows the limit babe ♡))

even though sapnap is a really sweet, clingy (in a positive way!), and playful guy; it's a different story in public

well i mean, he still acts really playful with you— but with the people who makes you feel uncomfortable? no mercy at all

like he can go from giving you the sweetest puppy eyes filled with stars to giving "i will snap your ass in half" glares to people who makes you nervous

sapnap will not hestitate to pull you closer to his embrace and tell the person that the two of you gotta go now and just walk away,

death glares are essential according to him

nonetheless, you're just thankful that he's there to save you from unwanted conversations with some people 🥺

will tell you his embarrassing but funny stories just to make you laugh and distract you from your nervousness despite him knowing the fatct that you would tease him with the story for weeks

he doesn't care, as long as you're happy 🥺🥺

would also play with your fingers and just ask you about random things to keep you distracted! :)

of course he'll crack so many jokes with you, and he just never fail to make you laugh happily 🥺

overall?? sapnap is a loving, playful dog boy who loves teasing you but then when someone else makes you uncomfortable he will growl at them

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yarichin-imagines · 3 years

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Aftercare headcanons for the boys?

Oi, oi, oi!! ✌️✌️ It’s Yariiiiiii! Aftercare is such a must, even in basic/vanilla scenes and activities. *sigh* We love it.

Also, considering that every individual needs a different sort of aftercare and I didn’t want to write generically, here’s what each of the boys need for aftercare!

No matter how long the two of you have been together, after a scene, Toono’s drops are nearly catastrophic when you’re finished, top or bottom. Of course, he always puts his partner first, but what he’s really looking for is that reassurance from them. Did I do okay? Was I good? Lots and lots of praise and affirmation. He’s heavy on the verbal aftercare, but physically he tends to shrink away, feeling a bit overstimulated, like all of his senses have burnt out. It’s best to leave those aspects out, but he’ll never turn down some head pats.

Kashima is a talker. Before, during, and especially after, the man runs his mouth at ten miles a minute. After a scene, Kashima of course waits for you to catch your breath, only pausing a moment before the questions start. It’s a healthy analysis of everything that just happened. Reviewing his work as a top with his bottom is a form of aftercare in itself for him. Even after you’re back to baseline, he will not stop talking. He just wants to know everything went smoothly, in a more logistical sense (it’s a sports metaphor for game play strategies). Don’t be surprised if long after you’re asleep, he’s still talking through the motions, muttering and mumbling play by plays till he’s exhausted himself.

Most likely to secretly work at LUSH Cosmetics goes to Yacchan. He’s perfected a million different combinations of oils, melts, soaps and scents to suit any mood. There’s incense, there’s candles, there’s white noise. It’s an instant wave of relaxation to help him clear out his mind. He likes to think of it as the period at the end of a sentence, slipping under the bubbles to wash away anything that disagreed with him, together with his partner in blissful honesty. In the bath, he makes sure to scrub gently and with a teasing purpose. The splashing wasn’t an accident, by the way. He’s just making sure you can feel the proof that this vulnerability has got him ready for round two, three, four, and so on…

Shikatani has to clean up before he can even think about doing anything else. There’s always a towel under the bed and a box of tissues on the side table, and once that’s over with, he needs his space. It’s not uncommon for him to leave the bedroom and find a neutral space. If he’s dropped pretty deep, he remains close to you, opting for the hallway outside, but it isn’t uncommon to find him a few minutes later dozing off at the kitchen counter. As he meditates, reflecting and processing what’s happened in his waking mind, Shika eases up more and more til he returns and collapses limp beside you. It’s all about the routine for Shikatani. A routine makes him feel safe and protected. It’s usually the same no matter the partner. He cleans. He mediates. And when warm hand over his own sends a smile throughout his body, he can appreciate three kisses to wrap it all up: to his forehead, nose, and lips.

Akemi wrote his autobiography on intense aftercare. He’s a hard dom, no doubt about it, but his aftercare mostly revolves around first aid and restoration. Being such a practiced lover, his drops are manageable as long as he focuses on his partner (phone calls aren’t the easiest for him because of this). He’s got oils, ointments, creams, lotions, for any lacerations or bruises left in the wake of passionate fucking. He is explicit in his instructions for stretches afterwards, and offers damn near to a buffet of high protein snacks and electrolyte boosting drinks. He might be a hard dom, but bottom line, he’s a service dom just as much.

Though it’s not because it was bad or because he’s hurt, Itome cries after sex. Sometimes it’s snotty and ugly, with garbled noises and incoherent gasps of words, mostly gratitude and praise though. He just needs a different kind of release after he’s voided so much energy all in one go. It makes him the perfect bottom for Akemi. Itome’s needs are dated physically much more than verbally. After all, he doesn’t talk much outside of the bedroom, and Akemi has to work even the smallest gasps out of him within it. The man swallows his tongue whole after sex. He needs hand-over-hand help with taking care of himself in his catatonia. He’s not totally deadweight, more like a puppet, in need of a strong guide behind him to reassure him that he’s safe and that he’s doing exactly what he’s supposed to.

Coming as no surprise to anyone, Yuri’s answer to this question is: more sex. Though, not 100% of a full-on fuckfest, he likes the feeling of going soft inside his partner, especially if he came inside them. He’s physically affectionate the most after sex, much more than he is on the day-to-day. If he was on top, he brings himself down onto his forearms, pink strands glued to his forehead with sweat, his nose brushing over yours. He’s been known to lick on his partner a little bit, and he’s king of sloppy tongue kisses: slurping, sucking, the whole of it. If he’s on the bottom, he likes to bring his lover down onto his chest, making sure he angles himself to just brush against their pleasure spot as he himself in time to their breathing, reveling in the soft squelch he hears when he ruts back into them until he goes soft and it all starts over again..

You’re thankful for his stamina, the fact that after a few rounds in poundtown, Tamura has barely broken a sweat, because the second it’s over, he’s on you like the lost puppy he is: passionate and pussywhipped. If anything, the scent of the aftermath, and the afterglow created by the glistening sheen of exertion across your skin. You’re used to all his weight on your chest, he needs to feel close to partner after sex. He breathes you in, deep so he can feel you flood his lungs before you circulate throughout his entirety, giving him a tingling happiness down to his toes. His hands drag blindly across the hills and valleys of your body, sometimes massaging along any area he figured would ail you the next day. Once he’s come back to earth, he wraps his arms around you, and rolls you all around til the blankets have twisted the two of you together even more. Even when you fall asleep, he doesn’t let himself separate from you, even though that’s when he really starts sweating.

Sometimes, he sneezes when he comes, or he gets the classic nosebleed, but afterwards, Jimmy is out of commission, MIA, AWOL, GCS 3 for at least 6 hours. This leaves clean up and first aid to his partner, because his orgasms just take a lot out of him. It’s always the best sleep of his life. It’s always best to take a set of vitals and make sure he’s still alive every two hours. He doesn’t stir, he barely breathes! But it’s the most relaxed he ever is, completely blissful and at eternal peace.

#takashi toono #yuu kashima #yuri ayato #yui tamura #kyousuke yaguchi #keiichi akemi #koshiro itome #itsuki shikatani #toru fujisaki #YBC #yarichin b club #admin yari

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milkyoomi · 3 years

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hq boys as things my mom does (or has done)

i’m not going to lie some of these are really specific but it is what it is skdjf

hinata — unironically tries out those diy hacks on facebook. he thinks they're really neat but if it goes wrong, his excuse is that he just wanted to debunk it. like ofc he knew olive oil, in fact, does not get rid of the scratches on your wooden table......

kageyama — tells you to buy fat free milk and then remembers after u get home that it was supposed to be 1% “nothing more, nothing less.”

tsukishima — will go over the lyrics of a song or like a dance ONCE and expects u to get with the program. deadass doesn't understand why u can't keep up

yamaguchi — CONSTANTLY STRESSIN whenever he's in charge of an event like a party. literally sweatin bullets running around the venue to make sure everything is in its place. poor boy can't even enjoy himself bc he has to make sure the night is running smoothly the entire time,,,

daichi — u were chillin in the backseat with noya and tanaka goin stupit goin crazy but u couldn't hear daichi telling u three to chill tf out so he fucking brake checks yall. noya nearly goes flyin while u and tanaka have whiplash.

sugawara — ok this one i know everyone can relate to but he's that person that leaves you in line at the grocery store while he takes his sweet ass time to grab one thing he forgot. u probably end up paying for everything bc he took too long

oikawa — doesn't care if u don't look good in the pic he will still post it on every social media platform he has bc he thinks he looks amazing rip

kenma — i'm sorey but i think this mf sucks at taking pictures. selfies are ez but like pictures of u? of everyone else? absolute shit. don't get me wrong he's really trying, but he will have like 14 different blurry photos of the same thing and a 3 second video of the ground. refuses to delete them though bc he might need it (he's in denial and embarrassed ok)

kuroo — whenever u guys have fish for dinner he goes out of his way to remove the sharp troublesome bones if there are any before serving it to u. if u do end up choking on a bone that he missed he just tells u to go eat a banana.

bokuto — was scared when he heard the raiders were coming to town but he didn't know that they're actually a football team

osamu — his food is great, i know, but there are rare nights where he tries to mix it up a little and throw in a little something extra. this time around, it was the seasoning. it smelled great, but the taste was not 100% w u. so u tell him honestly, not in a way to hurt his feelings, but for future reference. will give u an attitude for the rest of the night and tell u to cook ur own food next time. (he still cooked for u the following night)

atsumu — refused to sing at a karaoke party bc he thought it would be rude to steal the spotlight like that oml just say ur shy and GO JJDJKDSK

kita — ur having dinner w the inarizaki boys and chattin w suna and then kita just randomly asks u if u smoke weed. u can't tell if he's asking bc he wants some or if he's asking so he can lecture u about it.

suna — gets upset if you ask if he wants to get food but u aren't paying like why are u offering if it's not gonna be free?? also won't pay if he's the one that invites u out. i mean he does sometimes but uknow.

sakusa — one time he bought the highest strength of zinc supplements since he read that they’re good 4 u. he just wanted to take care of u and gets worked up over keeping the both of u rona free but he didn't know the strength for daily usage is waaay lower than what he got and so u were stuck w a severely upset stomach the whole day. he feels TERRIBLE

hoshiumi — sings along passionately to his favorite song and talks about how much he genuinely thinks he can replicate the artist's singing style. not a fan if u disagree.

ushijima — i personally like the hc that he has reading glasses, but if he loses them he has his phone held like an arm's length away from his face and types with one finger. also doesn't know how to save pictures so he just screenshots and won't even crop it like ushi pls crop ur memes .

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100hearteyes · 3 years

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Clexaweek 2021: Day 3 - Reunited (a summary)

Several months after Praimfaya, Clarke is roaming the now deserted Earth without a destination. All her friends on the spaceship actually died (ship exploded after take-off); there’s no Madi either. So she’s roaming the desert when a portal opens and out comes.... her doppelganger.

After a less than warm introduction, because it’s Clarke (and there’s two of them now), Clarke 2 tells Clarke that they don’t just look alike — she’s her but from another world and her name is Ruby. And she makes her an offer (mind you, Clarke is desperate and 100% she is going to die sooner or later): trade places with her. Ruby will stay in the desert, where she actually has the tools to survive, and Clarke can take her place in her own world.

Clarke’s like 🤔 a chance to actually live a life 🤔 know what could’ve been in a different world 🤔 well what the hell, I’ll take it. So Ruby hands Clarke an object that allows her to travel ONCE to another world and they part ways — Ruby stays in our Earth, whereas our Clarke goes to that other world.

Clarke lands in a 16th century style palace bedroom. She barely has time to collect her bearings when the door opens and---

---in full 16th century noble garb, looking heartbroken, when she suddenly sees Clarke and... she nearly faints.

Sixteenth century Lexa goes totally neurotic because her Clarke just died so who is this imposter??? And she knocks Clarke down and is about to kill her (as if she could bring herself to do it) when the door slams open and---

Yes. Another one 👀 two Lexas. Clarke’s lil bi heart can’t take this.

This one is dressed completely different, a lot more sci-fi, almost like a modern deity. And she just comes in and MIB’s the first Lexa and Clarke is like WTF IS GOING ON HERE??? But also-- LEXA????

This Lexa, we’ll just call her Lexa for the sake of both our collective sanity and the story because Lexa is you-know-what, helps Clarke up and asks her to come with her, to which Clarke is like lol no, explain first. But Lexa’s all like annoyed eye roll and look we don’t have time, I promise I’ll explain everything if you come with me. She also assures Clarke that 16th century Lexa will be fine, she just won’t remember what happened.

Anyway, Clarke goes with her and they enter a sort of palace/tower in the middle of space or like in a rift between worlds. There’s a big room there with an oval/round table, which is basically a database for every single Clarke and Lexa in existence. The building is called The Observatory.

Lexa explains that there is a multitude of universes and timelines where the two of them exist. A lot of their iterations have different names, but sometimes they’re called Clarke and Lexa. Those are like their “purest” versions.

So, yes. They’re soulmates. Obviously.

And there is always a Clarke-Clarke or a Lexa-Lexa watching over all of them, making sure everything runs smoothly. Which is what Lexa does. When an Observer dies (time passes normally for them) another takes her place.

Basically, in this AU, every Clexa fic that’s ever been or ever will be written is canon.

Anyway, Lexa tells her tat the Lexa-Lexa or Clarke-Clarke that becomes the Observer is one who has passed away too soon. And Clarke is like 👀👀👀 so are you MY- but Lexa shuts that idea down very quickly.

So what happened to this rogue Clarke? A Clarke aka Ruby has been killing other Clarkes for a while but Lexa has no idea why and she also doesn’t know WHICH version of Clarke she is. There’s millions, billions of their iterations.

She killed 16th century Clarke (whose name wasn’t Clarke), too.

And why can’t Lexa just go after her in Clarke’s world? Because while you can detect anomalies (like a live Clarke in a dead Clarke’s world) you can only locate Clarkes or Lexas if you know WHO they are. Also, the Observer can’t stay in any world for longer than two weeks.

Clarke asks Lexa why she didn’t just go back to her world after being sort of brought back to life. Lexa explains she’s only allowed a short total amount of time in her original world and she already used some of it a long time ago when she went back to help her soulmate when no one else would. Clarke, remembering how her Lexa showed up in the City of Light to help her, says it must have killed Lexa’s Clarke to lose her a second time. Lexa says it was just as painful for her.

And she can’t stay on HER original world for longer than a day — otherwise she dies/disintegrates (and another Observer will take her place.

Clarkes and Lexas are supposed to live out their lives without outside interference. In some worlds they know about soulmates, in others they don’t, bu they need to live in their own worlds and timelines. The Observer observes — everything else is considered tampering with how things are supposed to be. So the time limit rule is meant to keep her from influencing other Clarkes and Lexas and from going back to her own world.

So Lexa can’t just jump into Clarke’s world going after Ruby because it might take too long to find her.

Still, they have a name now, thanks to Clarke — Ruby. So they look it up... Only to find out there’s like a thousand Rubys. Obviously they can’t find a ruby needle in a haystack so they try to understand why Ruby would go on a soulmate killing spree. Clarke and Lexa start visiting every world and BONDING and shit.

There’s also some soul searching on Clarke’s behalf because she’s struggling between being sad about Lexa but also mad because once again she was left behind. And Observer Lexa helps her sort through all those feelings, and our Clarke starts maybe developing some feely feels for this Lexa but also feels GUILTY.

And this one time there’s something Lexa says that makes the lightbulb go off in Clarke’s head.

What if Ruby never had a soulmate?

What if there was never someone meant for her in the first place?

Lexa counters with the fact that several iterations of them never even get together, that being someone’s soulmate isn’t binding — there’s still a choice. But, Clarke says — how heartbreaking would it be to never have a choice at all?

You can never make the wrong choice or the right choice. You can never change your mind. And it’s heartbreaking to have that choice ripped away from you.

That’s Ruby. She never had a choice. And, as they find out eventually, she comes from a world where soulmates are a pretty big deal. Upon finding out by accident that there are billions of Clarkes in millions of other worlds who have a Lexa, while she — sue to some crazy glitch of the universes — had that choice taken away from her, her excruciating pain turned into something ugly. And she decided to start killing Clarkes, so Lexas all around other worlds would feel HER pain.

And that’s how Clarke and Lexa realize what was missing: the numbers didn’t add up. The sum of Rubys with living and dead soulmates didn’t match the total number of Rubys — because there was one whose soulmate was neither dead or alive. She never existed in the first place.

So they manage to filter out all the other Rubys and find the right one. Lexa’s intention is to stun and arrest her, but Clarke is a little more practical and just takes a gun.

Before they go, though, Clarke and Lexa have a heart to heart.

At this point, their feelings for each other are too strong to ignore. So before they go, Lexa asks larke to stay with her in the Observatory even after they catch Ruby. Clarke wants to, but she also feels guilty because she’s falling in love with THIS Lexa and it feels like a betrayal of HER Lexa. And she feels like she owes it to HER Lexa to make an effort to survive and build something in their world. So she tells Observer Lexa she can’t, because she can’t run away again like she did when Ruby came to her. She HAS to build humanity back up in her world. She HAS to survive.

And that’s when Lexa — nervous, tentative Lexa — asks:

“Maybe life should be about more than just surviving. Don’t we deserve better than that?”

So, yes. It’s Lexa 😌

(If you think about it - I didn’t mention it but - she knew which Clarke Clarke is right away. She didn’t ask, the Obervatory didn’t tell her. She just knew who Clarke was. Because Clarke has that scar on her forehead from when Emerson attacked her. And the moment she saw it — she KNEW.)

Lexa didn’t say it before because she knew Clarke would want to stay with her but she didn’t know if there would be any consequences. And if there were and it turned out to be impossible for Clarke to stay, then the heartbreak would have been all the greater, because they’d be losing each other a fourth time.

Anyway, Clexa reconnect and everything is beautiful but they still have a murderous soulmate to catch.

They teleport themselves to a spot close to Ruby. Some fighting ensues, Clarke loses her gun, which ends up in Lexa’s hands, and Ruby ends up pointing her own at Clarke’s pretty head. And Lexa has a double reason not to dire that gun: one, she’s still a grounder and grounders don’t touch Mountain Men weapons; two, she’d be shooting a Clarke for all intents and purposes.

Ruby taunts Lexa about not being able to shoot her, pokes the bear a few times about how she’ll have so much fun killing Clarke — You wouldn’t mind, would you? After all, it’s just another one in a billion —, yada yada.

And then Lexa actually shoots.

And Ruby dies and Clarke runs to Lexa’s arms and Lexa is like, I thought I was over the violence, and Clarke pulls her to meet her eyes: We are now.

Clarke and Lexa go back to the Observatory and Clarke asks if it’s actually safe being there, if she or Lexa won’t be harmed for it. And Lexa tells her she’d been thinking about how everything happens for a reason and maybe, just maybe — maybe this WAS always meant to be their second chance.

(Or third. Or fourth.)

So they stay there and live out their days together traveling between worlds and making a home for themselves in the Observatory. Their maybe someday has arrived at last; they owe nothing more to their people.

#Clexaweek21 #Clexaweek21 Day 3 #Day 3 reunited #reunited #clexaweek #clexaweek2021 #mine #my fics #sorta #all great things

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thebeautyoffanfics · 3 years

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Hi! Can I request an Amane x reader headcanons where when the reader gets stressed (because of mommy issues or school) so she will put her headphones on and play classical piano because it calms her down or (the not so better option and really doesn’t help) blast rage music to the point you can hear it even though it’s on headphones-

I do this all the time so I wear my headphones in school sometimes lol

Thank you!! Bye~

amane yugi x gn!reader

a/n: sure thing!! music is always a very nice distraction, as long as it’s the right music, yk? Some songs are good, some you hear and it only makes you feel worse aoisndfoinaf- ANYWAY, you're so very welcome, thank you so much for requesting, and i hope you enjoy!!

warnings: none <3

word count: 707

He’s at least thankful that he can tell when things aren’t going smoothly. The moment he sees you looking a bit down, your headphones resting on your head, he’d make sure to ask you if you were doing alright.

“Hey, (Y/N), is everything alright?”

“Hm?”

Oh right- it’s kind of hard to hear with headphones on. But, once you take them off, he’ll ask again, and sit patiently, listening with all of his attention should you want to talk about it. If you don’t feel like it, and want to be left alone to your music, he understands completely.

I don’t really see Amane as the type to like classical music, though I’ve been wrong before, but he does check it out when he’s feeling stressed- solely because he sees you doing it. It’s still not his cup of tea, but it’s certainly not as bad or boring as he expected. It’s, as the purpose of listening to it is usually supposed to be, definitely calming.

Should he stumble across a piece that he especially likes, he 100% shares it with you! He’ll give you the name of it, shrugging if you’re familiar with it, and cheering if you aren’t. He likes to think he’s helping, even if it’s not much-

Now, once he hears the loud music through your headphones, completely different from the nice piano, he’ll get a bit more worried. Music that just makes you feel… angry- is good at times, and usually in moderation. Being angry is fine, and he’ll tell you that- but he’s well aware that it doesn’t always help, especially for you.

In those moments, he’ll tap your shoulder, wave with a smile once you turn around, and start talking to you once you pull the headphones down. The usual “are you alright?”, and- should you dismiss the question- he’ll try to talk more. He wants you to get your mind off of whatever is upsetting you, and certainly doesn’t mind attempting. He’s sure he doesn’t work as well as the piano does, but he’s also pretty sure he’s better than the blaring guitars and pounding drums.

Sometimes, if one of you goes to the others’ house when you’re feeling down/stressed, he’ll ask if you’d like to turn your music on. The calming piano sometimes makes him sleepy, especially when he isn’t particularly upset, so he’ll let you know- and suggest that you keep him up with a conversation. As if the suggestion for a conversation was really necessary- he enjoys hearing you talk either way.

Should the conversation die out, Amane will most likely sit there, resting his head against his folded arms, laying on his stomach. Despite looking mostly asleep, he’s still significantly awake, smiling to himself and simply enjoying being in your presence. Heck, if the music starts to wear you out as well, feel free to lay down with him, or even use his torso as a pillow. He won’t care in the least, though your warmth may lull him to sleep even quicker.

On a completely different note than classical piano, blasting rage music with Amane is very interesting, to say the least. In that situation, his goal is to lighten the mood with silly antics. Air guitar, singing along, and bouncing along aggressively, his hair flopping around. Amane definitely pesters you into joining his energetic actions, cheering should you give in.

By the end of the more energetic playlist, you both could probably use the piano to help lull you to sleep- but! It probably helps a bit more than just listening to it with headphones, since all the moving around and laughter both lightens the mood, and gets rid of any pent up anger or frustration.

All in all, Amane probably starts to use music as comfort once he sees you doing it. Plus, it works a lot better than he expected. His comfort music may be different from yours, but that just means the two of you get more music to try out! He’ll gladly sit through any beautiful piano pieces you send him, and you’ll most likely sit through… whatever on earth his music taste were to be. Or maybe not, since there’s no telling what the dork enjoys-

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kingsofeverything · 3 years

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Fic Writer Questions

Thank you for tagging me @haztobegood!

1) How many works do you have on AO3?

97! I’ll hit 100 this year which is crazy to me

2) What’s your total AO3 word count?

1,456,149 😱

3) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

Everything I’ve written is 1D or something related

4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

The Second Hand Unwinds

Fall At My Door

Leave Your Mark On Me

Find You Home

Say Something

5) What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

All of my fics have happy endings ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

6) What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?

Probably TSHU because they’re both literally so happy to see each other. Second place goes to The Stars Look Very Different Today

7) Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?

I’ve written 2 larry fics set in the HP universe, but they’re not crossovers

8) Do you write smut? If so what kind?

Yes, I do, and I think for what kind, it’s pretty standard as far as sex goes?

9) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

I do. Since last year, I’ve been trying to keep up with comments because of the anxiety I’d get when my inbox would get to a certain point. Still isn’t the easiest thing to keep up with

10) Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Lol yes

11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Yeah, people steal them and put them on Wattpad with the characters names replaced 🙄

12) Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes!

13) Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yes lol nic @louandhazaf and I wrote Campus Creatures together and you can listen to us plan it on our podcast here. And talk about it after we wrote it here.

Edited to add: 🙈 I can’t believe I forgot about Wine Not? co-written with 20 of the coolest people for Nic’s birthday

14) What’s your all time favorite ship?

I really only write larry fics, so…..

15) What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

My robot fic

16) What are your writing strengths?

I think I’m good at dialogue, and I’m good at writing realistic situations. I try really hard to write technically well (lol that idek if I’m saying that right) so that things read smoothly. I think I write humor well? I’m not great at positive self talk, sooooo sorry

17) What are your writing weaknesses?

I sometimes struggle with the emotional/internal conflict parts of stories. I tend to get caught up in the external stuff and forget the rest. That’s one of the million reasons I love nic. She can point to a scene and say “ok but how does this make him feel?” and it magically makes me able to think about it properly!

18) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

This seems odd to me because people usually choose fics to read written in a specific language, and if the dialogue is in a different language, how would the reader understand? If we’re talking bits of dialogue sprinkled in, then maybe it would make sense if the writer speaks the language? Idk

19) What was the first fandom you wrote for?

20) What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

This is a really hard question to answer, so I’m not going to answer it lol

Tagging @louandhazaf @greenfeelings @londonfoginacup @bottomlinsons @dinosaursmate @mediawhorefics @disgruntledkittenface @crinkle-eyed-boo @all-these-larrythings @evilovesyou

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sinisterlyhan · 4 years

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03. hwang hyunjin / 4514 words

established relationship, dom!hyunjin, mc being kind of a brat, unprotected sex, use of toys, female reader, degradation, light fluff at the end

tw: use of safe words, mentions of restraints

a/n: i think it’s safe to say i’m not very good with degradation.

you have not been feeling too good about yourself lately.

midterms had snuck up on you before you got the chance the blink your eyes for a moment's rest. one moment it seemed you were still discussing the start of a presentation project with your classmates and reading the provided lecture notes of the second chapter, then the clock ticks once and suddenly your professors were handing out exam review packets and tediously reminding the class not to be absent on exam day.

you were panicking, for reasons your friends kept on invalidating every time you brought up the fact that you felt anxious about this upcoming finals. your first semester went smoothly, they had told you. if you have done all the homework and aced all the quizzes, there should be no problem in passing the midterm exam either.

and you knew that, you did, you were just stressed about it.

exams are always a little different than tests and quizzes. and since you've picked a handful of harsher and unfamiliar professors this year, who were all rather vague about their criteria, you had no idea how to properly prepare for their papers.

not to mention, if you do mess up on your midterm, you would most likely sulk for the remaining year thinking about how much of a failure you are, and that never ends well for you in both the academic and relationship perspective.

that anxiety has given you nothing but mere torture. you couldn't understand the review lectures, you kept forgetting deadlines, and writing notes served more as a task than a genuine study session now. you were learning nothing new and understanding nothing old, and midterms were approaching, and you just felt... useless.

hyunjin snapped his fingers in front of your face when he noticed how you had been staring blankly at your textbooks for far too long. a frown was evident on his face when you glanced up, dazed and exhausted. he dropped his pen, and propped his chin on the back of his palm, tilting his head at you.

"babe, are you okay? you've been out of it lately," he asked, raising a curious brow.

"no, not really." you shook your head, pouting a little with a heavy exhale. "i don't get anything this professor is saying. he makes everything so complicated when it doesn't have to be and–ugh! i hate it!"

"(name), i'm sure everyone already told you this, including me. and you are probably sick and tired of hearing it but," he paused, shifting in his seat and placing a hand out to you on the table. "you are most likely going to be fine."

"most likely," you whined lightly, leaning your head down on the table as you laced your fingers through his in a loose manner.

he laughed. "most likely as in, like, almost ninety percent."

"ha ha, very funny." you rolled your eyes, not raising your head to look at him.

hyunjin had experiences of you getting like this back in high school. it was always before finals week or big tests that you think you hadn't studied enough for, only to have you ace them all at the end. it was almost infuriating to see you flash them the big red '100' on your tests sometimes; it was the kind of scores he could never get no matter how hard he studies for a subject.

he dealt with it before, with a lot of reassuring words and a big bag of your favorite snacks placed between you both during study sessions. your mood was always so easily lifted with delicious food and a good boba drink. but that was long before he took a shot on senior prom and confessed to you under the disco ball.

his method changed after you two started dating in university. there are still boba drinks and family-sized chips, of course, but there is also never a lack of sex around your shared apartment when either of you starts feeling stressed out from school. no matter at what place or at what time, having your walls tighten around him and having your pussy stretched by his shaft is never unwelcomed.

it eases the stress, fucking each other. your lips make each other forget about the world and for a brief moment, it is just a wave of moany, sweaty, irreplaceable bliss.

he knew what to do, he knew all too well, and he definitely wasn't opposed to it considering how much school has occupied the both of you lately. you two just kept brushing past each other at home without a second to spare for him to give you a mildly decent kiss. and his hands haven’t been around you lately, much to his dismay.

this midterms week has done nothing good to his high libido, and he has been aching to fuck you once the week finishes. who knew the opportunity would present itself to him now?

you hummed in confusion when you felt hyunjin pull your torso up by the arm. you didn't even realize that he had already made his way over to your side of the table, his legs opened wide as he sat on the chair next to yous. his attempt to pull you onto his thigh was effortless, and within a blink of an eye, his lips were on yours.

you protested playfully the first time, pushing at his shoulders and laughing about needing to study. but hyunjin's got you all smitten with the way he nibbled down your jaw after you pulled away, and he knew he was doing a fantastic job just from the way your cheeks jutted out with a smile.

you two met lips again for the second time. this time you pulled him closer and sunk into the kiss, with your hands barely clinging onto his shoulders. his finger danced up and down between your waist and your thighs, really touching you for the first time in weeks and reminding you how it's been some time since you two got so close to each other.

as the kiss slowly heat up, your paces going faster and messier, hyunjin finally stopped pacing around and clutched the end of your shirt. he pulled it over your head in a swift motion, discarding to the side before he quickly connected his lips with yours again.

his hand rubbed down the spine of your back, delicately caressing down to the skin of your sides with his nails. his touches felt like a brush of the wind, faint and ticklish, making you gasp out faint jolts here and there. he took the chance to pull away from your face when you giggled, his lips going down your neck carefully before he set his hands on your hips and pushed your weight down on his thigh.

your clothed heat pressed against his toned thigh, a lumpy feeling present between your lips. a sigh escaped your lips along with the satisfying feeling of your clit being stimulated. and you adjusted your hip to accommodate with hyunjin's control, grinding your hips down on his thigh needily when you got the first taste of your sexual release.

god, how did you never thought about doing this earlier? the notes and lectures have occupied your head to the maximum that you couldn't bring yourself to remember anything other than what was written on a powerpoint slide. even when the person is hwang hyunjin and the thing is about how amazing the sex has always been with him, especially when he was stressed out and he goes just a tad bit rougher on you during those times.

"ahh, oh god," you gasped out when he attached his mouth to your breasts, teasing and flicking your nipple with his tongue before lightly biting on it for more arousal.

your back gradually arched into his mouth, yearning for more of his kitten licks as you continued to ride his flexed thigh, feeling the wetness in your core increasing with each harsh rub.

hyunjin could sense that you weren't going at a pace where you were hoping you'd chase your release, indicating that you weren't planning on orgasming from riding this thigh along. it was just a little bit of foreplay to get your pussy slick with wetness. what you really wanted was seated hard and erected between his legs, and it impatiently twitched whenever your moans hit his ears or whenever you tugged at his hair to bring him closer to your breasts.

ahh, he was always so fond of the needier side of you. so shamelessly horny, so greedy for his touch, and so impatient to get filled up by his cock—he would make you beg for it, he loved making you beg for it with your little breathy voice, and he knew you would if he continued to give you pleasure little by little at an agonizing pace.

but today was not the day. he desired this as much as you did and he didn't plan on waiting another moment before he could feel your lips wrapped around him.

hyunjin pulled away from your breasts and grazed his lips up your skin before he arrived at your ear. "you want me to fill you up, hmm?" he asked, running a hand through your hair and pulling a small piece behind your ear as he moved to look at you.

"oh please, what do you think we've been building up to, hyunjin?" you whined, giving him a faint roll of your eyes.

pleasantly surprised at your attitude, he breathed out a low laugh as he tugged at your hair quite harshly, tilting your head to the side and causing you to hold in your breath. he glared at you with a smile, saying, "i don't really appreciate that kind of tone, babe. you're gonna have to rethink your answer before i leave you hanging with nothing."

"i said talk, you bitch," he demanded after a moment of silence.

you exhaled fully while meeting eyes with him. his gaze was overwhelming; he wasn't angry, but you knew you've unintentionally got him in a more dominant mood with that sarcastic retort. and the excitement contorted inside you, surfacing through your head at what was about to come.

"see? how easy is that?" he let go of your hair then, his smile widening in a rather sadistic way as he hoisted you up in his arms and stood up from the chair. you held onto his neck, a short yelp leaving your lips when his sudden movement while wrapping your legs around his waist.

"sor–sorry, hyunjin," you whimpered, pursing your lips together as you wracked your brain to try and remembering what he asked in the first place. damn, you're letting everything get to your head lately. it was the textbooks at first and now it is was your neediness.

you should probably get it together.

eyes wavering for a moment, you heaved a shaky sigh at the way he continued to pull at your hair, and you stammered. "i–i want you, hyunjin. please fu–please fuck me."

hyunjin leaned down to the table you two were just studying on, one hand pressed against your back while the other reached down so he could push the textbooks and stationaries off the table to make space. you didn't get the time get shocked about his action before he pushed your back against the table surface, his hand moving down your body before they looped around the waistband of your shorts.

he pulled them off quickly, ridding you of both your shorts and your panties with one swift move. you pressed your knees together with a frown, the cold air hitting your hot, exposed core as you acknowledged how you were completely naked in front of him.

and after that was a gasp when hyunjin leaned his face down to you to distract you from his wandering hands, one clutching the side of your waist while the other palmed over your heat roughly. you flinched, your legs jittery when he dipped two fingers into your cunt from the get-go, thinking that your wetness would help his fingers ease inside.

and it did. he was pumping in and out of you in no time, his fingers hitting places you never could and his skin rubbing against your naked walls. his fingers were getting slicker and slicker with each pump, coating it up with your juices as the squelching sounds echoed through the room. it felt good. needless to say, you wanted more but you'll take what you can get now since you have angered him—just a little, but he has the tendency to exaggerate—previously.

you were squirming underneath him, quick and rapid breathes leaving your lips that did not cater towards hyunjin’s liking whatsoever. there was joy in hearing you sound so breathless, of course, but he didn’t want that now. he was craving for loudness; moans and whimpers that uncontrollably fall out of your tongue when he is causing too much pleasure.

“what happened to you today, hmm? first, you talk back to me, then you don’t answer my question, and now you can’t even moan?” he hummed close to your face, hot air hitting against your skin and sending shivers down your spine. his glare almost felt threatening when you glanced down at him. “guess i have to fuck some senses into you, huh? can't have you acting that stupid the whole time.”

he removed himself from you, leaving your walls to clench around the air as he moved over to your head. he planted a short kiss to your forehead, despite your whiny protest, telling you to stay in your place before he left the living room and headed into where you assumed would be your shared bedroom. you waited only for a brief moment before he returned to the living room with something clinking in his hands.

you turned to him with furrowed brows, curious to what he’s got in his hands. and you frowned even more as you tried to access exactly the toy present in his hands. a shiny, metal bar lodged between two black cuffs at either end of the object. hyunjin rubbed the rigid pole in the middle with his fingers before he finally turned his eyes to you, and he laughed a little at your incredulous expression.

“is that a spreader bar?” you asked, a short laugh leaving your lips and breaking the tension flowing you both for a moment.

“yeah, i found it in minho’s room when i was over last time since he forgot to hide his box of trinkets,” he exclaimed in an excited hiss. “i got curious and looked it up online, and then i impulsively bought one!”

“how much did you pay for that?” you asked, propping yourself up on your elbows.

“like… around… fifty dollars–who gives a shit!” hyunjin cut you off with a wave of his hand before you could begin telling him off for spending that much money on something he could have replaced with some simple cuffs he could get for way cheaper. he moved closer to you then, his fingers curling around your ankle, holding your leg up for him. “the point is that this thing will make you feel really nice.”

“i’m sorry, i thought you are fucking me, not the spreader ba–ooh, okay.“ you let out a shaky breath when hyunjin suddenly tightened the cuffs around your ankle. he gave you a glare when you meekly smiled at him, and when he leaned down to your face with his finger tapping against your inner thigh, you turned your face away so his lips meet your cheek instead.

hyunjin groaned in annoyance. just because you’ve got him at the palm of your hands doesn’t mean he planned to let you go about saying and doing whatever the hell you wanted. mind you, you’re the one with your legs cuffed and your body bare, not him.

“that was a lot of strikes in the past few minutes, you fucking brat,” he mumbled as he pulled away, his hands working on the other cuff as he wrapped it around your ankle and tightened the buckle on it.

when he was finished, your legs could no longer clamp together no matter how hard you tried. he leaned back to take a good look at you, his eyes grazing past your skin lustfully as his hand reached out for your heat. you flinched, your knees going together without your feet following when you felt hyunjin slips his fingers back into your heat to gather up the wetness.

ahh, the way your eyes widened at the force of the pole made his cock twitch. the idea that you were left completely exposed, waiting for him to do whatever he wants to do with you simply sends his desire over the edge. he has the full ability to destroy you if he so sees fit now, with you laid on your back on full display for him, and he planned to. he did say he is going to fuck some senses into you, so he would.

his fingers shifted out of your heat and immediately went to tug his pants down. he pulled his member out of his boxers and pulled you closer to the edge of the table. holding your leg up around his shoulders, you inhaled sharply when he poked his tip against your cunt, your glossy eyes rolling down to look at him as you felt your wall clench in excitement. hyunjin raised a brow, waiting for your cue, and you gave it to him with a faint nod.

“good girl,” he praised lowly, his hand reaching down to caress your cheek before he slowly pushed himself inside.

you moaned at the stretch, the sensation both familiar but foreign at the same time. and hyunjin exhaled heavily at your tightness, his hands unconsciously pushing against the back of your thighs. has it really been that long since you last had sex with him? or did the sudden tightness came from you feeling turned-on over the new toy caging your legs open?

he stayed in you for a brief moment, allowing you time to adjust to his size and allowing himself a quiet moment to hold himself back from climaxing immediately. when he saw that it was time for him to move, he dipped his head down, his hair falling slightly over his eyes, and he said, “keep your knees open for me, hmm?”

you breathed out a sigh, your mind somehow still managing to race with retorts despite at such a vulnerable position. you snorted a little then, a smile on your lips. “sure, it’s not like i can close my legs with this thing holding them open anyway–shit!”

the smile was wiped off your face and replaced with an opened mouth, a whine slipping past your lips as hyunjin pulled out before easing himself back in. he did that once, twice, three times before he suddenly decided to pick up his space and unruly rolled his hips into yours. there was a sinister glare in his eyes, visible only in the gaps of his sweaty bangs, and your body shivered simply from the way he looked at you.

“you know, i’ve had it with you today. you can’t answer a fucking question normally?” he said through gritted teeth. the scraping against your wall continued relentlessly, the living room filled with his low grunts and your hefty moans, and you couldn’t speak much without him cutting you off every other word with a sharp thrust.

“stupid bitch, can’t think of anything to say this time, or am i fucking you too good you lost your voice?” hyunjin scoffed at you then, rolling his eyes to the side at the way you kept stammering. he placed a hand on the metal pole in the air and pushed it down slightly with his body weight, leaning down to look at you better. “come on? what’s stopping you from talking back, hmm?”

you shivered at the change of position. oh, this felt different, not quite in a good way but no so much horrible either. a sore pain rose from the back of your knees, your inflexible joints slowly starting to ache when hyunjin decided to push your restrained legs back against your shoulders and over your head instead of folding them to your chest.

“hey, i asked you a question, dumb slut,” he said, one hand gripping your cheeks together until your mouth molded into a weird shape, your lips all mushed up together. his other hand continued to push on the pole, pulling your feet farther behind your head while he leaned his weight on you for support. “fucking whore, think you can just lay there and take it?"

you whimpered at the ache then, your rigid muscles burning and screaming at the impossible stretch. you have never been a bendy person, you’ve spent your life unable to stretch your muscles as far as most people could. and while some pain you could handle for the sake of continuing with the sex, sometimes the pleasure melts in perfectly with the pain, and all you could feel was bliss. but this? this was beyond what your body could handle.

the lack of sounds coming from your throat contrasted the way you were squirming underneath him, you were trying too hard to breathe that your chest started to heave uncontrollably and your face was slowly turning red. but hyunjin mistook all of that as a sign of pleasure rather than uncertainty and pain, therefore when he wasn't all too pleased about the silence flowing around the air, he acted upon it with harshness.

you choked out when his hand slid down from your cheeks to your throat, miscalculating his strength as he squeezed your throat and cut your airway short.

no. you couldn’t breathe, your sight was blurry and your muscles were painfully clawing at your flesh. you couldn’t find it in yourself to enjoy this anymore, it was all pain.

you reached your hand out, trying to push him away. ”hyun–hyunjin–i think–"

"oh? so stupid bitch here does have a voice? and you're wasting it to speak?" he cut you off with a grunt, rutting himself into you at an increasing speed as his grip on your throat tightened, causing your face to go redder than before. he leaned down to you when you didn't get the cue to release any sounds he had always loved hearing from you, your mouth a tightly sealed vault he needed to pry open with even more heavy thrusts. "i need you to fucking moan, whore.”

your chest heaved.

no, this hurts, this really hurts.

"hyunjin–" you pursed your lips together, feeling a stir in your heart before you finally gave away and breathed out. "red! hyunjin, red! stop, please!"

the word took less than a second to register in hyunjin's head. red means stop, red means bad, red mean scary—red means safeword.

he immediately pulled out of you and released your neck, noticing the way your chest relaxed immediately and you coughed out the breath you have been holding. your legs immediately retreated to a normal position, trembling from the forced stretch from a while ago. and hyunjin fumbled with the buckles to take the cuffs off of your ankles before throwing the bar off to the floor with the rest of the things.

he cursed to himself as he watched you gasp on the table, shivers running down your body as stressful tears ran down your eyes. he was unsure of what to do now that the safeword has been uttered. it has never happened before.

if you said it then that meant you felt uncomfortable, right? and that he has hurt you in the process? oh, no, that's terrible, that's absolutely terrible. what has he done? should he touch you, but what if you didn't want to be touched right now? oh god, hwang hyunjin, why did you let it get to your head? why didn't you read the damn signs?

“fuck–(name), i’m sorry! i'm so sorry, are you okay?" he blurted out impulsively, his hands rubbing together anxiously as he awaited knelt at your side. he whimpered out when he saw tears streaming down the corner of your eyes, and he hesitated in wiping it away. “oh god, you’re crying–i’m so sorry–what did i do, what did i do?"

you sat up on the desk slowly, your naked body still on display but you didn't quite mind it as much as you did earlier. you focused on hyunjin, finding his shrunken body and teary eyes a somewhat endearing sight—he cared about to feel this worried. not to applaud a fish for swimming, but it was always nice to have your personal space be respected like this.

"i'm fine, hyunjin. it just got overwhelming,” you said, pulling your legs up to your chest and looking down at him. “you pulled my feet over my head and choked me, i couldn’t breathe at all and my muscles are really sore.”

god, he didn’t even register how he had done that. he knew he pushed your legs back, but he didn’t consider enough about how that would cause your discomfort. “i’m so sorry, are you feeling better now? do you want me to run you a bath?” he asked, sitting up on his feet and gazing up at you worriedly. “i’m so sorry.”

you smiled slightly at the way his eyes sparked innocence up at you. his duality really never ceases to amaze you. “i think a bath would be nice.”

"oh, okay, you just stay here and wait!” he perked up, scrambling up from the floor and looking around as if he has forgotten the structure of his own apartment. before he could leave you sitting on the table by yourself, you stopped him.

"come here," you beckoned, waiting for him to get closer before you reached up to give him a chaste kiss on the lips. hyunjin didn’t move, letting you do as you please in case he would accidentally hurt you again. “i’m okay, hyunjin. you apologized, i forgive you, and we talked about it. just don’t do that next time.”

"yeah, of course," he said, holding onto your hands with a somewhat remorseful smile. "i love you, you know that right?"

"i know." you nodded. "i love you too, thank you for listening to me."

“of course.” he couldn't imagine not doing that. “now, the bubble bath. i got one of these bath soap online recently–“

“you bought things again?” you exclaimed, frowning. “how much did that cost?”

“they’re like eighteen dollars each.” he shifted around, inching farther and farther away from you.

“and how many did you buy?”

like five of them, but he’ll let you find out yourself when he asked you to pick a scent.

#skz smut #skz dark hours #stray kids dark hours #stray kids smut #hwang hyunjin smut #hyunjin smut

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wowtobio · 4 years

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Haikyuu as Idols w/ reader as their manager

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[1k special]

a/n: to celebrate 1k here’s something i wanted to write for awhile, since pretty much all of the haikyuu va’s sing. i hope yall enjoy! thank you all so much for 1k followers. I appreciate the love and support, y’all too sweet and i really did not expect it all 🥺

warnings: suggestive, cursing

Kageyama

The cool, stoic member everyone biases

Is known to have a soft side that makes eveeeeryone go heart eyes 🥺

If you look up his name on youtube there is probs a good handful of compilations titled “Kags being a huge tsun for 6 minutes”

One of the lead vocals, has a very nice baritone voice and occasionally posts covers of his favorite songs.

As your manager, he appreciates and treasures you a lot, though he does not show it often

He’s just shyyy he’s trying

Even crushes on you ooooo

And he won’t give any hints other than small gestures; lingering touches, being the only one he’ll speak too in the room, leaving you your favorite snacks and drinks on your desk, etc.

He would definitely be afraid to involve you and him in a scandal tho, precious bb is just worried

Tsukishima

aaaa another stoic member, just not as popular as his fellow members

But i can see him having stans that are HARDCORE like it’s tsuki or die no in between. they are a cult.

Back-up/sub vocalist but the man can DANCE he always denies it in interviews though smh

At fan meets, fans will give him dinosaur plushies. he would always blush and get all flustered while mumbling a thanks cutest shit ever

Like Kageyama, he is secretly envious of you, though he is waaay better at hiding it. to the point you feel like he isn’t even interested lol

But then there is the whole “teasing = flirting” which definitely applies here

A part of me feels like he is known to have painted black nails, like it’s his signature

you paint his nails for him

It’s so cute, omg imagine sneaking into his dressing room just to blast music and painting his verrry nice nails (tsuki has attractive hands dont @ me)

But never catch this boy in a scandal, never caught lackin

Nishinoya

BALL OF ENERRRGY

He hypes up the group, the concerts, everything, 100%

Main dancer and back-up/sub rapper

He is known for being a super good dancer and fans always dieeee when he does his dance solos

Noya tends to stand out a lot in shows, concerts or so. Intros would go something like: “Hi I’m Daichi! Hello I am Kageyama. HAAAIII I AM NOYAAAAAAH”

His fashion sense is mwah chef’s kiss. He owns airport fashion. The best street wear around and he rocks his baggy fits to stylish red carpets.

(you’re his stylist ofc high-five you oooo)

Speaking of you, he also is super thankful to you and shows it often it’s so wholesome and cute.

Times where he would flirt, it would be funny attempts that normally end with you giggling at his flushed demeanor after messing up his pick-up lines.

Overall, I can just see you’re more his mom than his manager.

“(y/n)-cchi what’s on my schedule for the rest of the day?” “shower, eat dinner then practice dance”

Daichi

Super warm and welcoming member,, he’s a safe haven

Y’all saw this coming; the leader of the group

Starts with the perfect intros ALL THE TIME. In interviews, tv shows, concerts, etc.

Lead rapper, he spits some bars ngl

And y’all saw this coming again, he’s the dad of the group.

Like if the members are bein wild children he’s always there yelling and trying to calm everybody down haha

When it comes to you, he definitely shows his gratitude outwardly to you.

He’d probably mention you and how grateful him and his fellow members are for you occasionally on radios and shows.

You always get super flustered when you confront him about it and he just chuckles and head pats you.

If he were to initiate a relationship with you, he would ask his fans to understand his feelings for you :,) and he would protect and comfort you from any possible backlash bcs he loves you hehe

Sugawara

The sweetheart of the group.

Absolutely UNDERRATED.

Back-up/sub vocals but has the preeeettiest tenor voice ever.

Like could sing you to sleep.

He has his own soundcloud where he uploads his own covers and he sings like Justin Bieber songs, some Bruno Mars, just any romance songs.

Twitter is HIS platform he would post small snippets of him singing and some effortlessly beautiful selcas.

Being his manager, he is super duper sweet towards you. Kinda like Daichi but he is way more flirty.

Can be super sly with his compliments. And lowkey a huuuge tease he will leave you all flustered and all he’ll do is bat his eyelashes innocently smhh

Suga will do all this but since he’s super sneaky abt it, no one will notice so he won’t get caught in that scandal ykk

But, I can see him disguising himself in some silly sunglasses and a hat when going on secret dates with you.

And you’ll giggle while trying to pull the frames off his pretty face and he’ll whine and playfully snatch at your wrists awwwh

Kuroo

Very very popular among his fans.

Once again we got another leader here.

He is for sure the main dancer and is a back-up/sub vocalist but he probably raps a few verses in a couple of select songs.

His signature is giving cheesy pep talks that hype up the group before performances.

It’s pretty cool but once you hear his words it’s cliche and you can’t help but giggle every time you witness it.

Speaking of you, he has a huge thing for yah

Like he probably makes it painfully obvious, but only in front of the members and staff. No fans nor paparazzi, he has a reputation to uphold of course.

But that doesn’t stop secret make-out sessions in his dressing room.

Sometimes he’ll just pull you in, pin you against the door and just stare into your eyes with so much passion before sealing your lips with his.

When eating with the group, he’ll casually wrap an arm over your shoulder while teasing you playfully in front of everyone.

Other times he’ll rest his hand on your thigh underneath the table wink wink.

Kenma

Shy small boi of the group

**Most presume him to be shy at first but he will actually roast tf out of his fellow members. Yk those ICONIC moments.

Main rapper, Kenma’s got bars and he can lowkey ruin someone’s career with a single diss track 😳 (he can sing too, has a pretty voice but denies it so he avoids singing most of the time).

MMM his fashion sense as well YES. Like have you seen those fanarts of Kenma rocking streetwear, yeah he would wear exactly that at the airport or somethin.

Ofc a huge gamer, he will most likely be seen on his switch backstage, during breaks, on the plane, during vlogs, etc.

Being his manager, Kenma finds you very endearing and he’s always blushing and nervous around you.

He hides his face behind his switch when he asks something from you awwwh

He won’t mention you in interviews but when he is asked he will just be like “yeah.. i guess she’s pretty cool” with a light pink dusting his cheeks.

Kenma probably wouldn’t have the courage to initiate a relationship in fear of ruining a lot of things. But if it were to happen y’all are super lowkey and good at hiding it.

Yet overall, very wholesome. If a member were to walk into his dressing room unannounced they would see the sight of Kenma laying his head in your lap and playing his games while you play with his hair.

It’s super cute until Kenma throws some inanimate object at the poor fellow :,(

Oikawa

OH the most fitting character as an idol and for sure the most famous out of everyone.

Main vocalist hands down (ponyo ponyooo-)

Oikawa is always and I mean always bombarded with the press and fangirls anywhere he goes.

It seems like the only time he has alone time is when he’s in his dressing room with the doors locked and he only allows you inside.

You two naturally got closer, you were the least annoying thing in his life so he felt comfortable around you and he found it fun to tease you every now and then.

One thing led to another and uhhhh

Definitely some dressing room sex involved with Tooru

You always scold Oikawa for giving you hickeys in very noticeable spots on purpose and he just waves it off while sticking his tongue at yah.

After awhile you probably have sleepovers with him because you both enjoy each others presence so much.

His schedule is always jammed pack so you tend to have to overwork in order to keep up and make sure everything runs smoothly.

So late at night when you’re organizing events for the next month after doing plentiful work, Oikawa will come up from behind and scoop you up in his arms carrying you to bed. He’ll cuddle you to sleep while whispering how you’re the best manager in the world.

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a/n: kinda popped off for kenma bcs i haven’t wrote him in so long and i missed him hehe. same for oikawa too i just had a really cute scenario in mind. anyways, hope y’all enjoyed and once again thank you so much for 1k i love you all!

masterlist

#oikawa tooru x reader #kuroo tetsuro x reader #kageyama tobio x reader #kenma kozume x reader #daichi x reader #sugawara x reader #tsukishima kei x reader #nishinoya yuu x reader #haikyuu!!#haikyuu headcanons #haikyū!!#haikyuu #haikyuu scenarios #oikawa x reader #kuroo testuro #kageyama tobio

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bobbimorses · 4 years

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Hi ! I was sent your way by @clintbartoncomics ,regarding a comics question. I’ve read everything Hawkeye that I know of,and anything I could find with Clint & Bobbi, and now am trying to find comics where Clint and Natasha are together/dating. I know how they started out,but can’t seem to find much else,other than them being together in the beginning of Old Man Hawkeye. Would you be able to recommend anything? Thanks !😁

ok, let’s try to break this down-

clint and natasha meet in his first ever appearance, tales of suspense #57. nat pulls up in her car as clint flees a robbery he tried to stop. clint thinks “sweet! free getaway-wait i’m in love,” and nat thinks, “sweet! free lackey!”

they spend tales of suspense #60 & 64 fighting iron man; natasha bc her soviet handlers ordered her too, and clint bc natasha told him to. sure, he started out trying to be a hero, but it’s been a whole 5 minutes with nat since then, so he loves her. and when clint falls in love, he falls hard. he feels morally conflicted, but what’s a little treason for your poor gf when you are but a simultaneously overconfident and insecure carny?

unfortunately for nat, clint sucks at being a villain’s lackey, and joins the avengers. natasha pops back into clint’s life in avengers #29. it’s here that i should make it abundantly clear that clint is one of comics’ most hopeless romantics:

she shows up periodically through the range of avengers #29-76, during which time they’re dating. natasha’s a hero now, too! but she’s working with SHIELD, so things get complicated, as spywork does--at one point she rejects the avengers’ offer of membership, an idea championed only by clint, bc SHIELD says it’ll ruin her cover. hurdles like that meant sometimes they’d discuss a drive to the beach and sometimes they’d be held hostage in test tubes. clint spent many an issue moping about as the other avengers went “is...is hawkeye ok?”

it was all very tragic.

due to increasing complications, natasha breaks up with clint in avengers #76 by telling him she never loved him:

you know, like a liar

while thinking over her tragic love life and all the guilt therein, she sneaks a check-up on him in amazing adventures v2 #7:

some time later, clint very suddenly confesses his love to wanda maximoff, a pining that only ever occurred in his thought bubbles, but gets rejected as she’s engaged to a robot. again, hopeless romantic. he laments both tragic outcomes in avengers #109:

now doubly rejected, clint goes across the country in daredevil #99 to tell nat he still loves her and fight matt murdock, her new flame. nat isn’t impressed by his show of jealousy, and more importantly, the destruction of her beautiful bay window:

clint, obviously, sulks about her relationship with matt in typical hawkeye fashion in avengers #111:

after that, however, there was no tension whatsoever once clint returned to the avengers after his long absence. natasha and clint were now good friends. things went smoothly when clint introduced natasha to bobbi (who you know he married after knowing for 9 days, what with his propensity to fall deeply in love so very, very quickly) in avengers #239:

they basically remained broken up since that fateful issue in 1970. some series revisited the dynamics of that relationship, though-- whether it be in their reminiscing, like in thunderbolts #43, or hawkeye v3 #7-8, or in flashback form, like here in black widow: deadly origin #2:

nat, bobbi, and clint even work together, with clint now broken up with both of them, in widowmaker (2010)

at this point you’re probably thinking “geez, they’ve been broken up for 40+ years. where did this talk of dating again come from?” well, a movie happened.

as with most sudden marvel comics changes and additions around 2012 (clint’s costume turning bland, phil coulson suddenly existing in 616, hulk being a full avenger for the first time since 1963), natasha and clint’s place in 616 was shuffled around a little in an attempt to draw in new readers from those who had only seen the movie. cue avengers assemble (2012) #5:

them making out was the cover of the issue, i’m sure to draw in some movie folks, but they stop immediately because clint has a girlfriend: jessica drew. i feel like at this point clint’s relationship with jess, which was never really fleshed out/developed to the extent of his previous relationships, became another casualty with the new 616 status quo. remember, clint has always been fiercely loyal to whoever he’s dating at the time--but then there’s this kiss, and penny in hawkeye v4 (2012). by then, no one was really sure about the status of clint and jess’ relationship in any series.

anyways! clint and jess break up at some point. clint and natasha proceed to pop up in each other’s respective series, like clint did in a few issues of black widow v6, and frequently work alongside each other in other avengers titles. then, secret empire (2017) finally ends their newfound will-they-won’t-they tension:

and because of their own storied histories after all those decades, it’s an evolved dynamic, so it’s all very interesting--but oops, natasha gets immediately killed. comics!

(she was half right)

clint breaks down sobbing at her funeral. and then, once again because comics, natasha comes back and clint teams up with bucky to find/stop her in tales of suspense (where it all started!) #100-104

most recently, natasha had an appearance in hawkeye: freefall for one issue, and clint is currently showing up in black widow v8. no, they aren’t currently dating--it’s, as always, complicated.

#meta #long post #queenoftheunderdark #maybe i should put these answers behind cuts?#clint's one-sided wanda arc...#what did you expect clint #clint barton #hawkeye #natasha romanoff

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spockandawe · 3 years

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Bingqiu

HELL YEAH HELL YEAH

Downsides:

I’m not a... huge fan of the pov character being like ‘i’m not gay, tho! i’m not!’ even though I do think it gets resolved in a fairly timely way. And it fits with Shen Qingqiu’s oblivious personality, haha. But in this case, how do I put this. It played not-great with the book’s pacing (uneven, but I don’t really mind) and a central conceit that I like a lot, which is that our main character spends quite some time convinced that his love interest wants him dead.

I don’t necessarily need the book to linger, directly over relationship development for me to be into it, and I absolutely LOVE a dynamic where one person is like ‘hah, you want me dead’ and has to realize they have things very backwards. But in this case, by the time Shen Qingqiu is coming around to ‘oh, you don’t want me dead!’ he slides right into the ‘but i’m straight!’ side track, and by the time he becomes willing to consider that maybe he’s less straight than previously assumed, we’re practically at the fuck or die climax of the novel.

Which isn’t terrible, I honestly adore this relationship. And I do think that binghe’s breakdown over seeing that he fucked shen qingqiu hits much harder if he still feels 100% insecure that his shizun wants him around, period. But I do sometimes wish that we’d gotten a little more opportunity for them to be... platonically-close-with-background-slow-mo-queer-awakening, if you know what I mean.

Upsides:

Oh lord, it’s hard to know what to say here, because the accurate response is Everything. Let’s see. Well, to start with, I adore the emotional high of reading a relationship that starts on such unstable footing (maigu ridge) and works itself out in the end (that marriage extra tho). Reading about Binghe being so unhappy and lonely and insecure and then being loved will never stop doing it for me.

Usually, a teacher/student dynamic would be not my favorite, but something about the shizunfucker genre clicks well with me for some reason. Especially for a student like Luo Binghe, where we’re told about how much he suffered as a child, and how alone he was, and all the ways that original flavor Shen Qingqiu mistreated him, because then, it opens the door to such an intense adoration of a teacher that treats him well and takes care of him. I haven’t read a shixiong/shidi book that plays with quite same themes, but I don’t think it would hit me in quite the same way (yuwu goes there a little, but even though the ship is great, it's not THIS kind of adoration). There’s something about ships with this sort of intense codependence that really work for me, and this book absolutely nails that.

But also, the power dynamics in here are FASCINATING to me. Erha is the main point of shizunfucker comparison that I have, which really is too small of a sample size to judge from. But I don’t think I’d like either of these as much if the teacher was also the driving force behind the relationship. I don’t just mean that in a top/bottom way, but more pursuer vs pursuee. And to go with that, I do also like how hard Binghe has to pursue to get anywhere with Shen Qingqiu. I like... suffering XD As long as it ends happily. And this book really delivers. Tgcf is romantic and all, but I can’t personally conceptualize eight hundred years. I have trouble visualizing 13/16 years. But three years, then five years? I can picture that, and it hurts. The dream flashback where Binghe is telling Shen Qingqiu that he can’t go on....... that hit me right in the stomach.

Also too, not canon-based, because even if it’s a standard genre feature, I don’t have much patience for strict gong/shou roles, but... For a character as needy as Binghe, this is a situation where I absolutely have no trouble setting aside what the book says and substituting a different reality. And I do love me a pair of switches. And I also love me a boy who is very enthusiastic about sex, and very, very bad at it, which is canon, which delights me. The neediness in this relationship, and binghe’s CLEAR room for growth make me much more interested in exploring a post-canon relationship than I tend to be for the other relationships (caveat: i am still prodding at new depths of hua cheng’s issues, and am much more interested than i used to be, but binghe still fascinates me more)

And this may sound weird, but..... I love me a manipulative, needy love interest. It’s real easy for it to play badly, and it’s real easy for it to leave a bad taste in my mouth, but bingqiu works really well for me. It adds tasty tension before the relationship is established, and once the relationship is established and Shen Qingqiu is well aware that Binghe will cry at the drop of a hat, I still love love love to see him folding like a damp paper towel anyways. It’s a flaw, but it’s a flaw that adds depth and flavor to their relationship that I really, really adore.

Okay, I’m losing coherence here. But I just have to copy one excerpt, I just. I love them so, so much.

Shen Qingqiu said, “The way you called ‘shishu’ was too insincere. From now on, don’t call him that.”

Resentfully, Luo Binghe said, “When he calls me a little brute or a thankless wretch, he’s sincere enough.”

Shen Qingqiu couldn’t resist laughing at that. His folding fan was sitting beside the couch, and he picked it up to give Luo Binghe a few taps on the head. “Was he wrong? You dare lay your wolf claws on this teacher’s body? If you’re not a little brute, then what are you?”

The words came too smoothly, and he himself hadn’t realized that this was pushing the bounds of propriety. The tail end of his words lifted the corner of his mouth, in a way that was frivolous yet heavy, a bit coquettish, and extremely undignified.

Luo Binghe looked down at him from above. Watching Shen Qingqiu beneath him, he felt some sort of fire beginning to burn wildly in his heart and stomach. He subconsciously moved to place a leg between Shen Qingqiu’s knees, but suddenly afraid he’d be kicked off the bamboo couch, he quickly dropped his head down to let Shen Qingqiu swat him with his fan to his heart’s content. “Even if I am a little brute, then I’m only Shizun’s little brute. Other people can’t call me that.”

#svsss #bingqiu #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #ask memes/#spock replies #long post/#Anonymous

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thefinalcinderella · 4 years

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Scary Monsters! Story Summary (Part 1)

I don’t think anyone’s translated this story yet so I’ll just summarize it

The more events we have, the more I’m convinced that they take place in an alternative timeline or something. I don’t know if this was confirmed in the guidebook though

Wow I still can’t summarize for shit

Episode 1-1 Everyone should have fun

- Another day of school ends for MC and Grim

- Grim randomly mentions that there’s too much distance between the Ramshackle Dorm and the school (isn’t it the opposite though?)

- When they get back to their dorm they are stunned to discover that the front yard has become a weird mix of Chinatown and Halloween

- Lilia shows up (and introduces himself again, hmm) and scares us, apparently everything there is made by the Diasomnia dorm students

- This is our first time seeing Diasomnia mobs, who are arranging the decorations in the yard

- Deadbeat Crowley strikes again! Apparently he told Diasomnia that MC and Grim agreed to let them set this stuff up

- MC asks why all the decorations, and Lilia explains that it’s for Halloween! Apparently Malleus insisted that they spend Halloween at the Ramshackle Dorm

- the ghosts are out and they’re impressed by how extravagant it all is and even encourage them to do more without minding us (thanks guys)

- Grim doesn’t know what Halloween is, shocking everyone

Episode 1-2 It’s our festival!!

- The ghosts explain that Halloween is an important event in Twisted Wonderland

- Lilia explains that it’s when all the ghosts return to this world from the other world; the decorations are to entertain them

- Everyone wears costumes like ghosts and monsters because many ghosts like to play tricks on people (since there’s not much opportunities to interact with the living); these ghosts can be dispersed by giving them candy

- Lilia mentions there are also evil ghosts that can’t be controlled (foreshadowing much?)

- Lilia implies that he knows about the ghosts we met in the mine???　Or something like that??? (”I think you two also have experience with ghosts who do bad things?”)

- Wearing costumes is for scaring those evil ghosts back and driving them away...but that’s just a story from a long time ago, and now it’s just for fun cosplay

- Ghosts say not to worry about anything, Halloween was always like this since they became ghosts

- the living can’t actually see ghosts since they’re not supposed to stay in this world unless they have strong attachments or goals, so the ghosts who do stay in this world are very unstable existences *cough* Eliza *cough*; they can’t be seen in places other than places like NRC where there’s strong magical energy, so yeah ghosts are actually rare

- Ghosts emphasize that it doesn’t matter whether or not you can see ghosts or not, Halloween is supposed to be fun and that’s all that matters

- MC says that Halloween is also pretty famous in their hometown

- Ghosts (in front of Lilia): Oh MC you have Halloween back in your world too? What a coincidence (How many people know MC is from another world??)

- Lilia doesn’t seem surprised so I assume he knew

- NRC has a special Halloween event too, which we will learn about soon

Episode 1-3 It’s quite photogenic

- The ghosts start snapping pictures with their phones (yeah that’s right)

- They bought them this year online

- Grim is jealous because he has to share with MC

- They have a MagiCam account too, they only have 5 followers

- Grim is surprised they show up on camera since usually that can only happen with the ghost camera

- Lilia explains that since Halloween is the time of the year where this world and the other world are the closest, so this is when ghosts are the most powerful which is why they can show up in photos; it’s just in NRC tho

- They tell us to look forward to Halloween

Episode 1-4 The best Halloween

- The next day in class, Crewel says it’s one month to Halloween and everyone’s excited

- Ace and Deuce are also excited, talking about decorations and stuff; even the Ignihyde students come out of their rooms for Halloween

- Crewel: The week before Halloween is “Halloween Week”, which is when the students run a stamp rally event for outsiders

- Each dorm choose a place in the school as a spot for the stamp rally and decorate it; what’s important is that anyone can freely participate--in other words, guests from outside freely walk around the school

- The reason for this is to thank the people who live on this “Sage’s Island” (where NRC is located) for their understanding and cooperation, and it’s a chance to show them how much the students have grown and stuff

- In order for the event to move smoothly, each dorm sends out students as staff on the management committee

- Naturally, this is the first time we’re hearing of this (thanks Crowley)

- Deuce tells us not to worry and ask him if we have any questions since he’s part of the committee (it’s chosen by lottery)

- Also there’s a Halloween party on the 31st which everyone can join, students and ghosts included

- Ace’s brother showed him pictures of the food

- It’s next to prom as a big event at NRC (yeah prom exists too)

Episode 1-5 Are you ready?

- A month later, 8 days before Halloween

- the committee gathers, it’s composed of Deuce, Cater, Jack, Azul, Jade, Kalim, Vil, Epel, Idia, Lilia, and Malleus

- Deuce was an hour early to the meeting lol

- Idia is there in person

- Vil is the head of the committee, he talks about the stamp rally and how guests who collect all seven stamps get candy at the entrance gates

- Cater: “Wow Headmaster you’re so generous!” Jade: “It’s a small bag of candy that isn’t even 100 madol” (I wonder about the finances of the school sometimes)

- The stamp rally is from 10 am to 10 pm, they have to be there at all times so they’re excused from classes, taking turns in each dorm

- It’s going to be a hectic time but everyone’s fired up

- They decide to go around and see all the different dorm setups and costumes, Diasomnia is first

- Malleus chose Ramshackle for the stamp rally place because it’s a dump basically (Deuce: Sorry MC)

Episode 1-6 They are crying with joy!!

- The committee’s at Ramshackle; Sebek is as Sebek as ever

- Malleus and Lilia change into their costumes which is eastern dragon ghosts

- Diasomnia was traditional ghosts last year but decided to change it up this year

- Sebek is simping so hard he’s crying lol

- Vil made the costumes for them; he complains that Malleus gave an 1 hour lecture about how “eastern dragons (ryuu) and dragons are completely different” after he said that it was meaningless for Malleus, who is a dragon, to dress up as a dragon

- Malleus goes at it again and is apparently talking very quickly like Idia, what a nerd lol

- Crowley says that when the rally first began, everyone just wore sheets over their heads, but some students started putting more effort into it and then everyone started doing it too and the dorms are basically competing against each other

- Silver says that the Ramshackle decorations are inspired by a country Lilia travelled to before; Lilia says that some ryuu are even the guardian deity for a family

- All the decorations use up a lot of magic to maintain, as expected of Diasomnia

- Next they’re going to Heartslabyul’s spot, which is near the greenhouse

Episode 1-7 For a scary taste

- They’re in the Sub-Tropical Zone, where it’s decorated with the theme of graveyard, and the costumes are skeletons with white ribbons as the bones

- They had a hard time balancing authenticity and the fun of Halloween

- Deuce suggested they be “skeletons covered in mud” lol

- Cater was the one who came up with the idea of using ribbons and lace from looking through his MagiCam likes

- The heart you can see through the “ribcage” is made of roses

- the gravestones are made of styrofoam

- The Heartslabyul students are used to working hard for Unbirthday Parties and following rules so it wasn’t hard for Deuce to order his upperclassman around; it’s actually more relaxing since there aren’t so many weird rules

- Malleus: As expected of Rosehearts, you discipline your students well every day Riddle: That makes me sound like a tyrant! (Uh...)

- Next is the alchemy classroom where Octavinelle has their spot

Episode 1-8 The richest

- Everyone agrees that the classroom is too creepy and will probably make little kids cry

- Floyd: I know right??

- The Octavinelle costumes are mummies

- They decided on that because it’s the complete opposite of merpeople

- They combined the old-fashioned image of mummies with style

- The decoration theme is “Mad scientist’s lab”

- The culture tank looking thing lights up at night

- Everything was finished up by a contractor since they’re busy with making a Halloween menu for Mostro Lounge

- Kalim is confused since all the dorms get the same amount of money for decorations and costumes

- Apparently Jade is in charge of accounting and he’s supposed to make sure no one goes over budget or there’s no weird money transfers and stuff like that (Who assigned him this job?)

- Jade: Me? Do something suspicious? Why I never!

- What they focused most on was cost optimisation

- It involves haggling and using old stuff; they used up all their budget

- The remaining money from the other dorms will be used for the halloween party

- TLDR Octavinelle is scary

- Next is Scarabia, near the shop

Episode 1-9 Isn’t it an awesome idea?

- They arrive at the shop which looks all messed up

- Jade: It’s just like MC’s Ramshackle Dorm

- Scarabia’s costume is werewolf

- Jack says there’s a legend in his hometown about becoming a werewolf if you stay up late

- Kalim tries to act scary but fails bc he’s too cute

- Jade: It’s like a visiting a petting zoo

- Kalim says that the rugs and fabrics they used for the decorations are all made from plastic bottles and recycled plastics, and that they’re aiming for a society where humans and nature coexist happily--in other words “Sustainable Halloween”

- It’s all Jamil’s idea of course

- Next is Savanaclaw at the colisseum

Episode 1-10 We worked hard!

- there’s a ship

- Savanaclaw’s costume is pirates

- Jack talks about reading a book about a pirate who fought against a giant crocodile in elementary school and how he pretended to be a pirate

- It’s a famous series apparently, called the Adventures of Captain Beard

- Wow Leona is acting like a dorm leader for once? This really is an alternate timeline

- You can go inside the ship and Ruggie made the gold coins

- Even Idia is impressed by how good the replica is

- Everyone is shocked when it’s revealed that the Savanaclaw students made everything by hand; they’re able to do it because of training everyday for magift

- Next is Ignihyde in the library

Episode 1-11 This much is just common knowledge

- Ignihyde does projections of jack o’lanterns and creepy looking trees

- Ignihyde’s costume is a pumpkin knight

- The pumpkin knight is from a horror movie called “Pumpkin Hollow” which no one except Idia has heard of

- The pumpkin knight is filled with the hatred of uneaten, undecorated and thrown away pumpkins and it returns to the village it was harvested in to attack people each night

- the decorations are recreated from the movie and Idia is supposed to show up as the pumpkin knight

- Idia can talk normally bc his face is covered

- Now for the last dorm, Pomefiore in the mirror chamber

Episode 1-12 The Dual Play of Terror and Beauty

- Idia can walk around in the armor easily because it’s made of light materials, and the sound effects come from a speaker (what a nerd)

- Usually, the mirror chamber is closed to outsiders, but Halloween Week is an exception

- Photography of the mirror of darkness is forbidden since it’s so important

- They get there and it’s...not decorated at all!!

- Rook explains that the mirror chamber is already beautiful so there’s no need for decorations

- Vil: Our existence is the greatest collaboration that will make the mirror chamber stand out; it’s important to dress to match the location

- Pomefiore’s costume is vampires

- Everyone’s speechless by the beauty lol

- They also focused a lot on the makeup so it will give the impression of captivating vampires or something like that

- the aim is “degenerating beauty”

- Vil and Rook are both sad that vampires can’t look in mirrors, so they can’t see their beauty lol; that is why they are so attracted to the mirror chamber (I think this is their backstory or something)

- They only put up signs banning photography

- Crowley: Look! The mirror’s happy too! Mirror: ...

- Halloween Week starts tomorrow

#twisted wonderland #scary monsters #screaming halloween show

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Okay, I fell asleep because my body is being weird again, but I am here to send you the vampire lady and himbo king asks ✨

How do they, like, actually get together? You've talked about how they meet but what about the development of feelings and confession? Also first date?

What does each one like the most about the other and is there anything they particularly hate?

Who hogs the blankets?

How would either one react if the other was in danger? Considering they're both vampires, imagine it's like a mage or a vampire hunter? Like, who's more likely to go batshit insane over it?

So after Nicoleta explaining that she's a vampire, and Radu bluntly saying he's the King, he takes her to the castle. He ends up having a lot of questions for her, like...A LOT. So she ends up staying for a few days. Nicoleta is more or less 450 at the time, and Radu isn't even 200, and since he's never met another vampire this is his time to learn about things.

Radu is more like a giddy little school girl like "omg another vampire"

Meanwhile Nicoleta is like "how are you this dumb"

Basically Nicoleta stays to teach him things, and ends up taking some responsibilities without him even asking. Since Radu can't be in the sun, it has made the political part of his job difficult bc of people coming to get help, or nobles coming to just simply complaining about how he runs things, aka lack of running things. Which is why they bother him so much at parties, aka why he hates going to parties.

So the next time someone stops by Nicoleta comes to greet them. Being 18th century, no man is going to listen to a woman, but she's like "Nope, I'm here to help you out, King Fey is busy" so very quickly she becomes the face, because she can even go out and into the city.

For some time Radu doesn't even realize she's doing this, and wonders why he isn't getting harassed as much from others about needing to get things done.

Nicoleta bluntly tells him that she took over some of this duties during the day, and part of his is like "you did fucking what??" because he wants to run the country a certain way, but she seemed to grasp onto his ideals fairly quickly.

I wouldn't say they've really ever gone out on a date, but they go to parties together. At first their sleeping schedules were opposite and they only over lapped by a few hours. But eventually Nicoleta just started pulling all nighers to be with him more. But it was Radu who said "I love you" first.

Because of their sleep schedules, they ended up just sleeping in the same bed, plus Nicoleta has been touched deprived and wanted some cuddles.

Nicoleta is simply half laying on Radu with an arm around him, one leg between his, and he has an arm around her and playing with her hair, both are half asleep and he tells her that he loves her and she's like "wait...what" and he goes "I said: I love you" and gives her forehead kisses.

Nicoleta has never been in love, or hasn't been for a few 100 years, so she gets all warm and giddy inside and snuggles into him.

Radu Loves how assertive she is. He's like "whoa...strong woman" But because she is so much older she calls him a lil baby. Radu is like "I'm almost 200!!" and Nicoleta is like "yeah, and I'm almost 500" So he does get a little irritated that she does have more experience, and she will point it out. But honestly, Radu is a little gullible because he doesn't have much real world experience. He almost never leaves the castle and he became King when he was 25

While Radu is doing paper work, Nicoleta likes to be behind him and braid his hair. He finds it very soothing, sometimes too soothing and falls asleep while in the middle of writing. Once he's asleep its almost impossible to get him to wake up.

Even though Radu is the King, Nicoleta managed to whip him, and she didn't even mean to. He's just head over heels for her and would do anything for her. Nicoleta would do the same. She doesn't show it as much as he does though, she's not quite sure how to. So sometimes it may seem like she is ignoring him when he's telling her how much he loves her, but in reality she just doesn't show her feelings as well. She'd rather do things for him, or even get him things, but with him being a King...he sorta has everything he needs/wants.

Also, Radu def hogs the blankets. He's always cold. He could be standing in a fire and he'd be cold, so he's always wrapped up in a fur cape.

Okay. So after being together for only two decades, a war breaks out and Radu insists on not being like a normal King and staying behind, he wants to lead the fight. Nicoleta insists on going with him, because she is well worth over 200 soldiers, but she can't go. Someone still has to watch over everything, and plus he can't risk anyone finding out about them being vampires, her being so strong will end up being suspicious.

Well three years come and go and Nicoleta hasn't heard anything from Radu or anyone else in the war. Then one evening a rival army comes and attacks the city, basically burning it to the ground and killing everyone. Some of the soldiers from said army break into the castle to come kill Nicoleta.

They tell her that they killed Radu and she goes absolutely berserk. She ends up killing them with not much of a struggle and ends up leaving the castle.

HOWEVER. Radu is not dead. After some time he had to tell his men what he really was if this was going to go smoothly. He couldn't move forward during the day, but he still insisted in going forward. But, during the day the camp gets ambushed, which is odd, normally it would be at night, but it must be because someone on the other side knows he can't do anything. Radu ends up getting trapped and nailed shut in a box. They made sure to use just enough silver to weaken him so he couldn't just break the box open. The box is then buried in a tunnel wall, covering it up with bricks, and now that I'm saying this I'm realizing it is very similar to "The Cask of the Amontillado" and that one scene in "Interview with the Vampire".

Radu ends up being stuck in the earth until WWI, when he finally hears someone in the tunnels and starts yelling for help. Nicoleta was looking for him for years. She knew he wasn't dead. They said they cut off his head, so she insisted on seeing his head before she would believe it.

So she went back to her home in Rome, meanwhile Radu really wasn't too far away, he was in Tuscany. But right before WWII they ended up finding each other again in Paris. BUT they ended up getting separated again during WWII, because of all the bombings and raids, Radu had to stay somewhere until the sun went down, but things got so bad that he made Nicoleta leave him so that she'd be safe. Luckily this time, Radu knew where her home in Rome was and when he was able to went there and hoped she made it.

Fun fact!! By staying with Radu in Prussia, she had to agree to not eat/kill/attack any humans. It wasn't until Radu was finally free from the wall that he finally drank blood from a human.

#vamp oc #kat oc #kats oc #nicoleta #radu #i didnt mean for it to get so long #but ik you dont mind

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neverdoingmuch · 3 years

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a superhero au from this ask.

okay so in this au superheroes join different sects as disciples and go through a superhero training program and then if they pass they become official superheroes for the sect

for the most part things stay the same, your good guys go out and defeat evil and save the day but there’s also a bunch of extra stuff bc they’re in a sect

the extra stuff is mostly legal stuff like if you destroy a building in a fight, who pays for it and what happens if a superhero goes rogue, who stops them?

so the sects are good bc they give that security and also make sure things run smoothly, so you don’t end up with three superheroes in the one area

obviously you still have independent superheroes but they usually get picked up by a sect pretty quickly (or join the wens who are just the bad guys i guess but shh they’re hiding it,, badly)

for the most part though, new heroes realise they can’t cut it and quit

notice the most, because there are a few people who don’t, including people like the yiling patriarch

so, worldbuilding aside, let’s start with lwj

bc we still have sects, lwj and lxc both went through the training program together and even graduated a few years early, meaning they debuted pretty young

they were both way too powerful to actually be needed in the field most of the time so lxc ended up helping his uncle and lwj started teaching at the training program (and even when he is needed, it’s usually enough just to send lxc, so he hasn’t been active in like five years)

life is going pretty okay for lwj but then there’s a fight between some wens and yllz and a building ends up being destroyed - lwj’s apartment building

at first he’s like whatever i’ll just stay at a hotel till it gets fixed but then he gets told that there’s some issue with the building regulations so it’ll be more than a year

lwj goes apartment hunting and ends up finding the perfect apartment. it’s spacious and convenient and looks really nice and the only drawback is his neighbour (spoiler: it’s wwx)

now we have wwx

he used to be a disciple with the jiang sect and was on track to graduate their training program probably even younger than the twin jades but then he dropped out suddenly. no one knows why

what happened was that wwx had befriended wen ning at an intersect meeting thing where the training heroes could compete against each other

when wen ning found out the truth about the wens being evil, he begged wen qing to take their family and leave the wens to get to safety. wen qing refused bc who would they go to? who would risk everything they had to keep them safe?

wei wuxian would.

and he did!! when he found out what the wens had gone through, he immediately quit the jiang sect and spent the next four years helping them go in hiding, making fake identities etc.

the only people who refused to leave were wen qing and wen ning and a-yuan so wwx was like i’ve done my best now we gotta live and ends up buying an apartment for the four of them and gets a job

at night he goes out as yllz and tries to bring the wens down. it’s slow-going at first and he’s just busting minor crimes and not really gathering any useful information but he keeps going bc a-yuan and the others will never be safe for as long as the wens are able to keep hurting people

he works a full-time job during the day and spends his nights fighting crime and he’s always tired and sore but it’s fine because he needs to do this but then one day his new neighbour moves in next door

the first time he meets him, he’s come back from work and by the time he bakes a welcome cake it’s like 10:40 and he goes over and knocks on his neighbour’s door and the guy eventually answers and holy fuck he’s hot (also grumpy bc lwj does not appreciate being woken up)

lwj slams the door in his face without even taking it from him, so wwx just leaves it on his doorstep and goes back home to nap for a few hours before going on patrol

the next day when he gets home from work there’s a letter in front of his door and when he opens it it just says thanks for the cake it was very delicious if unnecessary

wwx writes on the back: it’s all fine! i’m glad you liked it. if you need any help settling in, i’d be more than happy to help. he adds his phone number and then he leaves the note on lwj’s door and that’s where it all starts

the next morning he wakes up to a text from lwj saying that he appreciates the offer & his name. it’s short and kind of rude but wwx is lying there going lan zhan, lan zhaaaan, his name is lan zhan

they run into each other in the morning a few times and take the elevator down together and wwx always chatters at him. lwj doesnt really respond but he doesn’t tell him to shut up either so that’s practically permission

and wwx is no idiot. he knows that hot neighbour + texting ability = potential romance so he makes sure to text lwj a lot

and by a lot, i mean a lot. lwj is sitting in a meeting with his brother and by the time he finishes he has fifty new messages

but that’s okay bc lwj kinda likes the attention he thinks? lwj’s neighbour is funny and cute

and after a while, lwj starts responding properly. it’s not like he’s sending 50 messages back but he’s engaging wwx in conversation and sometimes they call and once, when wwx was coming back from work, lwj had invited him in for tea

when lwj realises that wwx goes to work early and gets home late he starts inviting wwx over for dinner. wwx doesn’t mention that wen ning is more than able to cook dinner (if he ever mentioned that he was living with him at all) and they start having dinner not-dates and sometimes wwx falls asleep on lwj’s couch

the first few times wwx always felt really guilty bc lwj doesn’t want to put up with that and he’s letting down the wens but wen qing is like no, it’s good, you need to take some time for yourself and lwj is like it’s fine so whatever, wwx can sleep on lwj’s couch now

except it’s not just lwj’s couch bc wwx keeps waking up leaning on lwj and it’s very embarrassing bc he’s starting to find that he has difficulties sleeping without being able to hear lwj’s heartbeat

so wwx is falling in love. wen ning is supportive and wen qing is probably laughing at him but wwx is so conflicted

on one hand, wwx’s entire life revolves around the wens and trying to stop them or protect them, and here lwj is, a completely normal man, who has no expectations about wwx. he doesn’t need to be a guardian for lwj, he doesn’t need to be the terrifying yiling patriarch, he can just be wwx

on the other hand, lwj is a civilian and wwx doesn’t want to drag lwj down with him and risk him getting hurt or killed

so he decides to stay as friends. he won’t give lwj up but he won’t tell him he loves him (unless something happens to make wwx need to give lwj up, in which case he will)

around this time lwj gets a call from his uncle asking for help with the yllz

he’s never met him before but lwj does not like the yllz

like yes he’s taking down the wens which probably makes him good but he’s also taking what the wens had stolen for himself

so no one knows whether he’s a villain stealing from the wens or a hero who doesn’t trust the official means

Either way it’s a bad look for lwj & co bc they either look incompetent for not knowing about this guy & not being able to stop him or untrustworthy and maybe even corrupt

but lqr wants lwj to either bring him in as a disciple or as a criminal. whichever is easier

the first time hanguang-jun shows up to a fight wwx is completely shocked bc he vaguely remembers seeing hanguang-jun fight at the practise matches and he was good, definitely on par with wwx so if hanguang-jun were to fight him he isn’t sure that he’d win.

wwx quickly finishes off the wens and then turns to lwj, refusing to let his guard down but hanguang-jun just asks what he’s doing

wwx is cagey at first but eventually reveals the truth (or as much as he can tell) and hanguang-jun is like i don’t like your methods but what you’re doing is just, so i’ll help you and so commences the most awkward team up ever

wwx had expected to have to carry most of the weight but hanguang-jun is there defending him and helping him fight the wens and he can’t help but start to trust hanguang-jun.

hanguang-jun blocks a hit meant for wwx and wwx spends like half an hour carefully cleaning the wound on his arm and bandaging it up and at the end he presses a kiss to it and he immediately goes bright red but it’s okay bc hgj’s ear are red too

wwx slips on a roof and hgj ends up catching him and damn he’s strong and the look of concern on his face is almost making wwx think hgj doesn’t hate him

hgj brings in some intel once and wwx automatically goes damn i could kiss you right now and then decides to just become one with the floor

not only that but wwx talks a lot. when he’s patrolling, when he’s fighting, when he’s waiting,, he never shuts up and hanguang-jun listens to him every time and, just as wwx fell for lwj, he starts falling for hanguang-jun

it’s even worse in this case bc hanguang-jun is all righteous and good and here wwx is using the superhero equivalent of demonic cultivation (has he perverted his own powers or did he always have necromancy powers? up to you)

so here wwx is falling in love with hanguang-jun and lwj and he feels terrible about it

there is definitely a case going on in the background but it’s basically just the sunshot campaign if only lwj and wwx were fighting it for the most part

eventually he complains to wq about his feelings and she’s like just try confessing! so the next time he and hanguang-jun team up he tells him that he loves him

lwj is 100% in love wwx and semi in love with yllz. for the most part, the things he loves about yllz all remind him of wwx so he doesn’t really see it as a crush as much as more yearning for wwx

but lwj is very awkward so he gives this kinda terrible rejection? he’s like im sorry, i don’t return your feelings maybe we should work apart for a while?

from his pov he’s giving yllz room to deal w/ his emotions alone and they’ll team up later but from wwx’s pov hanguang-jun is so disgusted he never wants to work with him again

so they go their separate ways and when wwx gets a tip-off about some weird shit about to go down at nightless city so he sneaks in by himself bc hanguang-jun definitely wouldn’t want to help him and ends up getting captured by wen ruohan

lwj, for his part, is freaking out bc wwx hasn’t responded to his texts in over a week and maybe he’s come on too strong and wwx has figured out his feelings and is letting him down gently? (by disappearing??)

but then wq comes banging on his door and asks to come in. he lets her in and she immediately tells him i know you’re hanguang-jun

lwj is defensive and ready to be blackmailed or something but she just explains that wwx has gone missing and he’d received a tip the day before he disappeared and when lwj sees the message wwx had got he’s just like why is wwx involved with the wens?

because he’s yllz, wen qing tells him and lwj is Buffering

reason 1: yllz wasn’t meant to be someone he liked and lwj had definitely been feeling guilty about the fact that he would need to be brought in bc he is morally dubious on main & he can’t reconcile that with the sweet and kind wwx

reason 2: holy shit does wwx like me?

bc lwj is a disaster he only ends up asking about the latter and wq stares at him, dead-eyed and exhausted, and tells him wwx is in love with lwj and hanguang-jun

commence lwj’s plan to get wwx back and confess to him and hopefully get married but he’ll be happy if they just kiss and/or hold hands

he starts off by explaining most of the stuff to his brother who ends up calling jyl (bc they have to be friends, i’ll cry if they’re not) who is like my brother?!! and decides to help. also probably nhs bc friends who share porn definitely save each other from wen ruohan

so they attack the wens. for most of the heroes it’s bc they finally have proof of wen ruohan being evil (helpfully collated in a colour-coordinated binder by wwx) but lwj is just there for wwx

he finds him in the dungeons or something and wwx is hurt kind of badly and lwj collapses beside him and presses down on the main wound, trying to stop the bleeding

and wwx goes hanguang-jun? what are you doing here? and lwj says nothing just pushing down harder bc he’s losing too much blood and wwx is like oh, do you hate me that much that you won’t even speak to me anymore?

lwj can’t bear it for another second and rips his mask off and wwx just gawks at him. lan zhan? you’re hanguang-jun? wwx stammers and lwj just nods and rips some fabric from his cape (would he have a cape?) and tries to bandage the wound

wwx asks him why he’s here, why he bothered to come for wwx when he doesn’t care for him but he passes out before lwj can actually say anything

he wakes up in hospital and lwj is sleeping in the chair beside him and the second wwx twitches he jolts up and stares at wwx with such relief that wwx wants to blush

i love you, lwj says, not waiting for another second. the reason i didnt accept your confession was because i loved you. i didnt know you were yllz

and wwx is like and i didnt know you were hanguang-jun!! and lwj is like yeah but wen qing did /:

and wwx is like yeah but she’s smart & they kinda fall quiet for a few moments before wwx is like did you know i think hanguang-jun is very handsome and lwj is like yes? and wwx is like good! lwj is also handsome!

and lwj is like yllz and wwx are attractive to me and they finally kiss and it’s not a complete disaster thankfully

after that lwj goes back to his semi-retirement bc he doesn’t need to catch yllz anymore and sometimes wwx comes in to help teach a class with him and they’ll go home to lwj’s apartment after and watch movies together and not once do they comment on the miscommunication between love interests

#i forgot to find a place to include this in the au but lwj's mum was definitely an unaffiliated superhero #and part of the reason lwj is suspicious of wwx #this ended up being very long sorry!#mdzs #modao zushi #mo dao zu shi #wei wuxian #lan wangji #wangxian #cql #the untamed

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