There are some people who could turn even the most amiable character into a bully and he seemed to be one of them. There was something...sort of damp about him, the kind of helpless hopelessness that made people angry rather than charitable, the total certainty that if the whole world was a party he'd still find the kitchen.

Terry Pratchett, Carpe Jugulum

💯

i don’t belong anywhere

half of me feels so lonely and sad because I don't have friends to talk to and I'm just alone in every aspect of life

and the other half is kind of happy because I don't have to feel guilty when I cancel plans last minutes because of my pain

and this is coming from my personal experience, because I want friends so bad, but the last ones left me because they couldn't keep up with me, they said it was too much and that I was the cause of them feeling mentally exhausted even though I always put them first and barely talked about myself unless they asked because I didn't want to be a burden, I feel like it's gonna be like that with everyone and i'm just too scared of being left out again but I so badly need someone I can talk to about everything, even the silliest of things, someone with who I know I can make any plan and we both will have a good time, someone to hold me when things get bad and someone to hold when tye need it

What You Missed That Day You Were Absent from Fourth Grade (2016) by Brad Aaron Modlin

In Episode 267, Rachel brings the poem that made me want to do this blog!

Rachel: Usually when I read the poem of a poet that is currently practicing and publishing, I will reach out to them and let them know, "Hey, just so you know, we're gonna talk about your poem. I wanted you to know because I'm celebrating your work." But I feel like Brad is gonna be really let down if I reach out to him and say "Hey, we talked about your poem. We loved it. We also talked about haircuts for about 15 minutes in the middle."

Griffin: You know, but that's—is—what is that if not poetry?

Rachel: Maybe we should stop calling this segment the Poetry Corner and start calling it What Is... 

Griffin: What Is That If Not Poe—

Rachel: What Is That? 

Griffin: —If Not Poetry?

Rachel: If Not Poetry?

If you’d like to hear about Griffin's missing school so much being the actual reason for his imposter syndrome, you can do so here: What is a Short Podcast if Not Poetry, from 19:37 - 31:41

I feel sick,

no,

I feel forgotten.

My kidcore kids have different issues.

Daveny/Kidcore!Dave - Stressed(Reason:Feeling left out)

Bamubi/Kidcore!Bambi - Tummy ache(Reason:Ate too much marshmallows)

Banuri/Kidcore!Bandu - Sick(Reason:Poison food)

Expuny/Kidcore!Expunged - Hunger pang(Reason: Overstuffed,but still starving)

(If anyone is interested in being friends,then i will definitely be your friend, because i feel a little left out since irl friends were busy and have no one to chat or rp with).

The Armed Detective Agency:

Dazai:

why do i always get left out

Its so hard to build friendships. You can be so nice and all that stuff but when you talk to someone, you really feel how they are absolutely not interested in you. Then you start to think about what others do differently than you. But they don't do anything differently, and you wonder if you're really that weird or different from what they are.

I put random tags for this but I need advice about my friends

I asked my friend to go to a concert with me and she said we’ll go while waiting on her to message and say she’s ready to book the tickets I find out she has gotten tickets for another friend and is going with her instead I later find out my other friend also got a ticket with her. Then I was told that they had no way uo and where selling the tickets and now I’m seeing photos of them on the bus and going to the concert hall.

And no it’s not just any concert

ITS FUCKING HOZIER

The LOML

the person I find a way to bring into any convo of music, I’m in tears wished them a good time I just hope they know how much they have hurt me because I was told that they didn’t mean to leave me out when things like this happened before as I am always the one left out.

I’m at a loss at what to do, they have wrecked my mental health and I’m dealing with so much families issues and my parents split up and now my friends are treating me like shite on there shoe

I know a lot of this is caused by me being socially anxious, but when I'm not I'm still being left out because either people don't know me as well or they just don't include me and I get told I'm too loud....

Two plus one equals two and one

not three.

people who say trios work are the duo..

soemtimes it’s hard not too feel like a 3rd wheel even if my friends definitely try to make me not feel like that. it’s not their fault at all it’s just how it be sadly