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lonelywitchv2 · 1 year

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Strawberries

summary: it’s safe to say you didn’t expect company when you snuck out for a picnic with Regulus, your relationship more forbidden than the forest itself.

content: the marauders basically being your older brothers after you grew up next door to the Potters, protective and angry James and Sirius, Sirius and Regulus still being on bad terms, fluff turned slight angst, short, food, teasing, mentions of Sirius and Regulus’ parents

wc: 587 (just a little blurb)

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“So you’ve never read Pride and Prejudice?” You asked, almost offended by your discovery.

“No. Do you happen to remember that my parents are blood supremacists who forbade me from reading muggle literature?” Regulus responded.

“Okay, maybe I forgot. Either way, this is unacceptable. Reggie, it appears we have found our next book to read.” You announced, picking up a strawberry that Regulus had been reaching for.

“Oi! I was gonna grab that one!” He exclaimed, trying to reach for the red fruit, only to have you pull your arm away from him.

“You snooze, you lose,” You said with a shake of your head.

However, right as you went to bite into the sweet berry, Regulus tackled you, his body hovering over yours and your wrists pinned against the picnic blanket laid on the grass.

Throughout being tackled, you somehow managed to continue your hold on the strawberry, refusing to yield to him.

“You could’ve just asked to split it and I would’ve done it, love,” You pointed out, cocking your eyebrow.

“Well, this is much more fun. Isn’t it?” Regulus’s voice dropped to a whisper, his face lowering closer and closer to yours.

“It is…” You breathed out, lifting your head up until Regulus’s lips were pressed against yours, his hair brushing against your forehead.

The blissful silence was broken by a loud shout.

“What the hell is this?!” Sirius yelled, causing the two sixteen-year-olds to quickly break apart, scrambling to opposite sides of the blanket with their eyes wide in horror, the strawberry long forgotten.

You opened your mouth to respond but faltered at the rage burning in Sirius’s eyes.

“What is it Padfo- what in Merlin’s name is going on here?!” James’s eyes fell upon the sight of Regulus and you, his big brother mode immediately activating.

All words of defense and explanation quickly disappeared from your tongue, unsure of how to respond to the obvious rage emitting from the two boys.

“James, Sirius, I... I can explain- we can explain, please-” You stuttered out, struggling to get any words out of your mouth as your panic set in.

“No. No, c’mon Y/N, we’re leaving,” James said, his voice as firm as his grip on your arm as he pulled you off of the blanket, glaring at Regulus and dragging you away from the Black brothers- one of which was frozen in horror, the other seething with rage.

“Y/N-!” Regulus called out, going to stand before falling back from a shove from Sirius.

“What the fuck, Regulus?!” Sirius exclaimed, “Why her? Out of every girl in this school, you chose the one who’s like a little sister to me- is it to get back at me for leaving?”

“It’s not that, Sirius- I…” Regulus faltered.

“What? Spit it out!”

"Listen, I... I really like Y/N- really like her. Please, I'm not doing this out of vengeance, Sirius. I wouldn't even think about hurting Y/N! Siri… I’m not lying to you, I swear," Regulus stuttered out, the childhood nickname accidentally slipping off his tongue, "It's... real and I've never experienced anything like it before.”

“Godric… I just don’t…” Sirius paused, chewing on his lip, “I can’t do this right now.”

Sirius turned around for a moment, but turned to face his brother once more, “We aren’t done, Regulus. But this? This is.”

Regulus sat there speechless as his brother jogged to catch up to James and you, looking down to see the red strawberry sitting on the blanket, miraculously untouched.

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v1olentdelights · 3 months

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You Will Never Be A God

Peter Pettigrew x sister!reader - Marauders x Pettigrew!fem!reader

Trigger Warnings: Betrayal, Major character death, depiction of depression... other possibly?

Summary: Being a sibling to a marauder was never easy, though you and your brother, Peter, had a fairly good relationship. He loved you dearly and you love him. But could one night, one moment change that all?

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About series

Chapter 1: The Fine Art Of Lying

Chapter 2: Leaving These Broken Pieces Behind You

Chapter 3: Foolish Girl

Chapter 4: The Grieving Girl

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risetherivermoon · 11 months

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Part 4 - Sock's Fame Au

Part 4: Not Just A Crush

also im full heartedly team edward, sirius just has a thing for werewolves 🙄

Part 3 <- -> Part 5

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slayingqueenchal · 1 year

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Regulus black | problems.

This fanfic is abt the problems they face while being secretly dating while Regulus is sirius's brother and you're James's little sister, and you're very close to the marauders. A quite long one, longer than my usual fanfics, content angst, fluff, NO SMUTS.

"I love you, reggie" You Whispered. "I love you more, y/n" Regulus whispered.

You found your self on regulus's bed, cuddling. You knew you two wouldn't work out, but the love you have for each other is inevitable.

"Love? Y/n? Wake up" He pecked all over your face. "Yes yes Regulus I'm awake" You giggled. "It's a sunday, let's go to Hogsmeade" Regulus smiled.

You have him a 'hm' scared if the marauders were there. "Pleaseee" He begged and gave puppy eyes.

"Alright, alright" You sighed, but grinned. "We'll have to sit separately at breakfast, alright? " You asked, and he groaned an 'ok'.

You got up and went first to the great Hall, meeting Marlene, lily, dorca, and the marauders.

"Hi" You said, the girls greeted you a 'hello! '. "Are you going to the Hogsmeade? " Dorca asked. "No, I mean, yes, I'm going with a friend" You said. "Who? " Said James. "Uh, I don't know, friend from a friend" You said.

"Uh huh totally believable" Said sirius. "It is" You groaned, while eating. "Well we want to go to hogshead, me, marlene, lily, James, sirius, remus, and Peter, you want to take that friend of yours too? " Dorca asked.

"No thank you, I still don't know if he's shy or not" You said. "Alright" Said dorca. "Oo, a boy, is it? " James said. "It's just a boy, james, I'm gonna go" You said.

"Alrighty, bye bye y/n" Marlene said. "See ya later" Said lily, and so you went to the hallways.

Not long after, you saw a tall, black haired, and a very attractive boy, who is it other than Regulus. "Reggie! " You said. "Look who's enthusiastic now" He said in an almost giggle.

"Come, I already took your scarf and beanie, McGonagall is already escorting students" He said. It was your first time going anywhere public with Regulus. You were always worried about James and sirius, and so was he.

You two walked on the hallway before getting out, somehow, the marauders, lily, dorca and Marlene were already there.

"They're there, reg" You said. "It'll be fine, I think" Regulus said. "Can we go to honeydukes, pleaseeee" You said, Regulus smiled, replying "of course, we can".

After all the fuss, you finally get to go to Hogsmeade. "Reg reg, where do you want to go? " You asked. "You said honeydukes" He replied. "Yes, I want to go there, what about you? " You asked again.

"Hogshead, maybe? " He said. "Your brother and mine are there, is that okay? " You asked and he nodded, but he said "we should go to honeydukes first, alright? ".

"Alright" You said, as you two started walking to Honeydukes.

While you were in there, you saw a heaven of candies. You immediately took some chocolate frog, and nougats. But you split up with Regulus, and when he came back, he had brought so many candies and chocolate.

"Really, you're only getting two? We can share" He chuckled as you giggled. "I'll pay" You said putting the candies on the counter. But, when you were reaching your galleons, he already paid it.

"Seriously, reg? " You sighed. "You're not paying" He said, taking the bag of candies.

You two walked outside, going to hogshead. They were not there. Which is great.

A waiter came up saying "what would you like? " To Regulus. "Two butterbeer, please" He said, and the waiter.

After the drink came, you drinked it. "I will forevee have a love hate relationship with butterbeer, right now i love it" You said.

"You Love butterbeer more than me?! " He gasped dramatically. "Regulus, I love you more than butterbeer, it's obvious" You sipped some more butterbeer.

"I love you more than anything in the universe" He smiled. After sipping the last drop of butterbeer, you two left to hogwarts.

"It's freezing cold out here, I don't know how those boys survive with just a hoodie" You said. "It is really cold here, but you're hot" He smirked. "Oh yeah you're definitely sirius's brother" You said.

You walked as you finally realized that the marauders were close, and they probably can see you. You, not for the first time acted like you didn't care.

"Come, reg" You said, holding his hands. You ran into the hogwart hallways. "Well, that was a bit smooth, I'm going to go now alright, reg? " You asked. "Alright love" He said going to the dungeons.

You walked to the common room, seeing sirius and James looking mad while sitting on the sofas. "What's wrong? " You asked. James answered in a very harsh tone "ask lily", and so you did.

You knocked on their door. "Lils? " You asked. "Y/n! Get in" She said.

"What's wrong, with James, and sirius? " You asked. "They, sort of saw you with Regulus and now sirius is mad with Regulus, and James is mad at you for dating a Slytherin" Lily blabbered out.

"They got into a stupid fight, I mean you should be with who you want, right, dorca? " Marlene said. "Yeah, I mean you love Regulus right? " Asked dorca.

"Yeah" You said, "I have to tell him that sirius and James knows, ill be here in a minute or so" You said.

They all gave you an 'alright'. It was, of course getting colder as it gets to evening.

You walked and knocked the Slytherins common room. As a young girl opened it, first year.

"Hello!" She smiled. "Hi, I have a friend to meet, can I get in? " You asked and she gave a lovely nod.

You walked to Regulus's common room. Knocking on the door. A furious Regulus opened the door.

"Get in" He said. "Reg, sirius knows about us" You said. "I know, y/n, but you need to know something" Regulus sighed.

"It was all a bet, me and my dorm mates set up, I don't love you, y/n" His face was stern. "But Regulus, I thought-" He cuts you off "you thought. Theres nothing more for us y/n, you're a great person, but not my type" His face were emotionless, except the tear running down his face.

Your eyes started getting more watery. "This Is all a bet, Regulus? I loved you you bastard!, all this time? Why couldn't you just tell me before we, I mean I fell in love with you! " You said before sobbing.

"I couldn't cause, it was all a bet, y/n" He said. You took a step back and said "maybe James was right, that I wasn't supposed to be friend people like you, I thought you weren't like what James and sirius had told me, but I guess you are" Before leaving the room.

You Quickly ran out of the Slytherins dorm. You cried while going to your common room.

You went into lilys dorm, and told everything. "What? Regulus did that? I thought.. " Marlene said, all of them were completely shocked, and flabbergasted.

"I'm going to my dorm" You sighed after a while. The girls nodded and so, you left.

You felt emptiness. You lay on your bed, feeling weird because you're used to cuddling.

You can only think of him. Tears after tears fell out of your eyes. It was so bad that you can feel that your pillows wet on your eye area.

Not long, you woke up from the blistering sun. Another Monday.

You used your robes, using your perfumes, and rushed to the great Hall. Your eyes locked with someone, Regulus. You quickly looked away to the marauders and the girls.

"Hey" Sirius said. "Hi" You said. "You alright sis? Said James. "No, but, you guys were right, I guess people like him are... Different" You sighed.

I loath this but idk part 2 if I get to atleast 10 likes cause this is bad 😭😭

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darkacademicvibes · 10 months

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She's A Drug

First request! Fem!potter!reader x Sirius black. They don't want their request in the post and that's fine! I hope they find this. :) (I'm sorry it sucks, I wrote this on a twenty minute bus ride, and no, I didn't proofread it :] )

CW: Swearing, almost smut but pretty much nothing, Remus cockblocking Sirius :)

James is gonna kill him, he always said his little sister was off limits. She's a whole year younger he'd said. She's my little sister, if you touch her, I'll kill you. That's what James had been saying since you started your sixth year at Hogwarts. For two years, James had been warning his friends off of you, but seeing you again, at a party on the other side of London, no less. He figured it was just someone that looked like you, because surely it wasn't Y/N Potter flirting with some asshole that was a student at the same time as him, and wearing the tightest dress in the room.

He knew it wasn't, he saw all the other girl wearing more revealing, curve-hugging dresses than the one you were wearing, but it was only your dress that made his breath hitch.

"Sirius, is that you?"

Fuck.

Of course you'd seen him. Just his damn luck. He can't talk to you, if he talks to you than he knows he'll be trying to get you into an empty room with him. He can't do that.

"Y/N? I thought I saw you, what are you doing here?"

So far, so good. Just keep not flirting.

You'd answered by now, and asked him a question in return, not that he'd heard it. He was too busy watching the way your lips changed shades of red in the party's pulsing lights.

You smile, and place a hand on his arm and he instinctively places his hand on the small of your back.

Don't touch her, you fucking dumbass.

He starts to move his hand away when you smile up at him and lean closer. "Bit loud, aye? come with me" you lead him upstairs, and he looks back at the party, trying to find a way out of this. Out of moving towards the rooms that would provide privacy, and more unpermitted pictures of you to fill his mind. He finds two.

"Then why'd you wear them?" She raises a brow. "I could ask you a question somewhat similar, Sirius" the way you say his name has his jaw clentching and his hands shoved deep into his pockets.

You close the door behind you and lean against it with a smile, removing your shoes. "Merlin, these heels are killing me" you laugh and the sound makes him want to move closer to you. He takes two steps back.

"Yeah?" He takes a step back for each step you take forwards. "Yeah, so.. Why have you been avoiding me since my seventh year? Because I see you constantly, and we used to talk, joke around. Now you barely say a word" your words are curious, and teasing. Almost like you already know, and it has his heart racing under his skin.

"Maybe I've been busy, love" lie. You laugh and shake your head. Humming softly in thought.

"Really? Cause Remus seemed to think otherwise" you move closer again, this time, he doesn't bother to step away.

Of course Remus told you, Remus could never keep his mouth shut around you, nobody could. It was like you had this way of prying the truth out of everyone you met. Sirius knows exactly what Remus told you, cause the only thing he'd told Remus was that he'd been aching to taste you for weeks since your graduation. That he'd pictured you in his mind doing everything from riding him, to just laying beside him and watching a fucking movie.

Remus wouldn't stop suggesting they watch a movie whenever you sat beside Sirius for two months. Fucking asshole.

"I know exactly what he's told you, that scheming twat" you knew Sirius didn't mean it, he was just frustrated, and maybe a little embarrassed.

"Hm, still like cherries, Sirius?" He nods, confused. Until you lean close enough for the smell of you lip gloss to reach him, and your breath was fanning over his lips like a ghost.

"I really shouldn't, Y/N. James-" you click your tongue. The quiet tsk making him freeze.

"M'not just James' little sister, Sirius. I'm my own person, with my own feelings. James be damned" he almost kissed you then, but he turned his head before his dick could do all his thinking for him.

This is on the verge of being dangerous.

"Damn it all to hell, can i?" He reaches up, barely looking, as his thumb runs across your chin, his nail just scraping the edge of your bottom lip.

His hands travel up your soft thighs and only stop when his finger tips are resting over the lace of your panties. Your fingers slide up to his hair and he almost doesn't recognize the taste on your lips.

You nod, and he leans down to kiss you so fast, to him it feels almost criminal. He saw you nod, you said yes. Even as cut off as it was, he had your permission to be kissing you like a man starved who just received his last meal, but fuck if he wasn't terrified James would find out.

But you're right, James be damned, he needs you.

Almost.

Cherries. Cherries and vodka, and he can't keep his lips off of yours long enough to hear the knocking on the door.

He barely mumbles the words into the harsh kiss as his fingers tease at the lace of your panties, but you nod and he starts pulling them down anyway.

Until the door opens.

"Sirius, we should be- are you fucking kidding me?"

Fuck.

"Shit- Remus!" Remus glares at the both of you, his eyes lingering on the way your dress is bunched up around your hips and your lip gloss on Sirius' lips instead of yours.

Your voice yanks him back into focus.

"Get your hand out of her underwear and let's go, Sirius. I'm going to kill you myself, and if James ever finds out, then I wasn't the one that found you, got it?" Remus seethes, Sirius quickly fixes your underwear and your dress and starts towards Remus, who is already walking away.

Sirius can't help himself, he turns and grabs your face gently, kissing you, hard, before backing away. "Next time, love" you nod, trying to fix your hair as he leaves.

Next time? Seriously? I'm going to die. Remus is going to kill me, and then James is going to bring me back and kill me again. I'm a fuckin idiot.

He gets into Remus' car silently and Remus clenches his jaw as he starts up the old mustang.

"Next time? Really?" Sirius groans, pressing his hands into his eyes and rubbing, seeing spots when he pulls back. "I know! I can't help it, she's like a drug!"

Remus laughs, pulling out of the driveway, "yeah well, you know how James feels about drugs, padfoot" Sirius nods, watching the party disappear from the rear view mirror silently.

I know exactly how James feels about drugs. He's going to kill me.

#sirius black #remus lupin #y/n potter #reader x sirius black #almost smut #funny #interrupted #peter Pettigrew #marauders #james potters sister #hogwarts.#Spotify

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aanoia · 10 months

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Welcome to my drafts

This is something my brain came up with and I didn't wanna forget it so I wrote down. I usually don't post the idea part but I figured this would turn out to be a really long fic so I wanted to know if anyone would actually want to read this. Tell me in the comments if you do and if you'd like to be tagged in it when and if it eventually gets posted!!

Note: this is very VERY sloppy and disorganized as i wrote it down as quickly as possible to just get the idea out. There will not be proper spelling or grammar and use of shorter versions of sayings such as idk and ofc, etc. This is not how my actual fics are, I'd suggest viewing some of my other marauders fics, or just fics in general, to see if you like my writing style (gotta sprinkle in a little self promo ofc). I encourage you to share any other ideas as this is just a rough draft and open to change. Thank you and enjoy whatever this is.

Marauders Era y/n black goes into the future, comes across future Remus (love interest) who's like "who tf are you and why do you look y/n black when we were younger" and she's js like... what and then it clicks in his head bc he remembers when she time traveled and he takes her into his office and she makes fun of him for being a teacher then Harry walks into Lupins office and she's shocked at how much he looks like James and he recognizes her from an old picture he saw of his dad and his friends and is like "u look like one of my dads old bsfs, are you her daughter" and Remus is like "Yeah her name is y/n Jr., y/n is her mother blah blah blah blah" then Harry's like "maybe ur mom could tell me stories of my dad" and Remus is like "her mom disappeared when your parents died" and it shocks y/n bc James is dead and she's missing so she stumbles out of the office and is like "I'll let you guys talk privately" and she passes by students who are whispering and they mention Sirius blaxk and she's like, what abt him? And they hand her the news paper that says he escaped Azkaban and she like wtf so after she sees Harry walk out she storms in and is like "tell me everything that happened." And he's like "I'm assuming you know almost everything already" and she's like "what abt wormtail? Is Peter okay" and he tells her and then she asks abt regulus which breaks her heart and then she asks abt herself and he talks abt how she went missing after James and lily died. And then before she leaves she asks if he and her ever had something with each other and he raises his left hand where a wedding ring sits with a smile and she's like "we got married?" And he's like "Yeah it was a double wedding with James and lily" and she smiles and then leaves blah blah blah then she comes back with tears in her eyes and for the young marauders it had only been a second and they're like "You're back already! What happened, why are you crying?" And she just looks at them then starts walking to her dorm then Sirius grabs her arm and is like "y/n are you okay" and all she can imagine is his picture on the news paper and his crazed face and then she looks back to see James and she can't help but imagine him dead so she shakes off his arm and walks away.

Time skip to the present, y/n is with Bellatrix when Sirius died bc she "joined" the dark side but kept it super secret, not even Peter knew. When Sirius died she broke down to her knees and Bellatrix just left her and she sobbed and apologized to Sirius before he wisped away and he was like "ik ur intentions were pure" bc twin telepathy shit he knew why she joined and then Remus was kinda mad at her and was like "you knew, you knew everything that was gonna happen and yet you still join his side and now your brother is dead bc of u!" And she yells back "u think I wanted this !? You think i wanted my brother's to die?! My best friends? You think I wanted to leave you, my husband? No ofc i didn't but I spent years thinking of any possibility to stop the inevitable future and ik i told me not to but i couldnt help it and I figured the only way to stop it was from the inside, so when Peter got James killed and Sirius sent to Azkaban I knew I was too far in and had to disappear so you wouldn't get hurt too. Yk me better than ik myself y rly thought I would be cruel enough to join that bastard!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!???!?!?!?!?!!!!?!??!" Briefly ofc. Anyway they kiss and blah blah blah idk what else that's as far as I thought

#marauders era #aanoia #romance #james & peter & remus & sirius #remus lupin x reader #remus lupin #james potter #sirius orion black #sirius black #peter pettigrew #sirius black sister

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hogwartsalumni08-slytherin · 1 year

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Falling For James

My name is Holly Pettigrew. My big brother is Peter Pettigrew and he is a part of a group of pranksters called the Marauders. The Marauders are all in Gryffindor. I'm a Slytherin and so is Regulus Black whom is the little brother of Sirius Black, one of Peter's best friends.

I started dating Regulus during our fourth year and our brothers were in their sixth year. Now, it is during my fifth year. I'm in the Gryffindor common room with Peter. My feelings for Regulus are changing and maybe I am developing feelings for one of Peter's and Sirius's best friends. This best friend of theirs goes by James Potter.

Honestly thoughts of James clogs my brain. Peter speaks up and says, "Maybe, honey, you're falling for James." I yell, "NO!" Peter says, "Well... " I yell, "NO! I LOVE REGULUS! REGULUS IS MY BOYFRIEND, HE WILL ALWAYS BE MY BOYFRIEND! THAT'S IT!" FOREVER!" I walk off for a minute to get my feelings under control. I hear Regulus ask, "Holly wouldn't lie, right?" Peter quickly says, "No. Holly wouldn't lie." James and I stare at each other both feeling guilty because of a kiss we shared last week.

#Marauders Era #original character #original female character #Peter Pettigrew has a little sister #Peter Pettigrew #James Potter #Sirius Black #Regulus Black x original female character #Cheating #James Potter x original female character #Regulus Black

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daedreamingghosts · 1 year

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hidden secrets - regulus black x OC!potter.

Chapter 1: Secrets Natalia Potter is very different from her brother, James Potter. The one thing she does share with her brother is her persistence for love. When a certain Slytherin comes into her life she is thrown into a new world. Having to deal with the Black family drama firsthand, learn the inner workings of the Slytherin hierarchy and what it means to keep secrets from the ones she loves. Can she make it through in one piece or is she dragged down into depths she never thought existed?

A/N: For Faceclaims of OCs check out the story on my Wattpad; wishingstarlove :) (It's the same title: Hidden Secrets)

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Natalia Potter shuffles into her dorm. Her roommates were gathered on one bed.

"There you are, I was beginning to think you'd died or something," Lily Evans said sitting slightly up, against the pillows of her bed. "Nope, in one piece"

Natalia took in the sight in front of her. All sorts of candies and rappers were discarded on the bed, the other two girls almost half falling off it. "Nat you're just in time to hear the confession" Marlene Mckinnon snickered as she began opening a chocolate frog.

Lily groaned throwing her head into her hands. "Confession?" Natalia questioned. "There is no confession!" Lily's voice was muffled by her hands. "Oh yes there was! We all know it." Marlene teased.

Natalia shot a look as if to say 'what on earth are they on about' at the other girl, Mary Macdonald who as of now had stayed quiet. "Today Lily here has not been asked out once by your lovely brother." Natalia sat down on the corner of the bed, crossing her legs.

"So?" Picking up a Bertie Botts bean to eat. "So! So Lily missed him, confessing that, whether she knows it or not she likes him!" Marlene states rather dramatically

"UGH" Natalia almost jumps off the bed, face full of disgust. "Come on! As if you couldn't tell already Nat" Says Mary. "What? No, I got barf flavor" Natalia chokes out as she runs to the bathroom to spit out the vile jellybean. The girls laughter could be heard all the way at the dungeons.

Natalia eventually returns to the others, having moved on to another topic. "Remind me to never eat those things again and for the record, I think everyone and their dog can tell you two like each other lils" The other three girls stifle their laughter, and the redhead's hair began to match her face.

Eventually, the four girls separated from their cluster and went back to their designated beds. Deciding to settle fairly early, mostly to shut lily up about worrying about sleeping in.

The girls routines were messy at the beginning of their friendship, always fighting for the bathroom, accusing the others of misplacing a beauty product, arguing about moving furniture, and everything possible in between.

Now, years later they have their routine down to a t. Lily always uses the bathroom first, wanting to sleep or study early. Mary second, spending the most time in there. Marlene third, by the time Mary is finished Marlene is usually back from Quidditch practice. Finally, Natalia, goes late, being the youngest, she wasn't there the first year so it makes sense, plus her being a night owl she didn't mind.

As they settled down, turned all the lights off. Natalia couldn't help but twist and turn in her bed. Her thought of the day to come plagued her and the thought of having to sit through another study session with Amos the following day definitely didn't excite her.

Suddenly wide awake, all the sounds in the dorm began to irritate her. Soft snores from Lily are drowned out by the louder ones from Marlene. The flicker and rustling of Mary reading. Natalia suddenly itched for a walk and a smoke.

It wasn't so much the cigarette itself she was craving, no it was the company that came along with the late-night walks around her home street. She and Sirius were close, of course, he and James were inseparable. Yet when he was open about the hardships of his family and how he was actually academically smart but he didn't tell anyone, she couldn't help but wait for him to tell her more.

Over break, she grew an addition, not to the cigarettes but to the boy she was sharing them with. Natalia's eyes began to droop at the memories, becoming tired. She shuffled into her covers further and began to fall into a dreamless sleep.

Natalia woke up to being violently shaken, almost being thrown out of her bed.

"Wake up! Natalia! We're late, like really late!" Lily, the culprit of her violent morning yelled. "Relax, we've only missed the beginning of class, nothing important" Marlene shrugged fixing her tie. At that, Natalia shot out of bed moving so fast she almost got whiplash.

The girls began to run over to the bathroom space. In spite of it all, the four ran to their classes, Lily, Marlene and Mary were in the year above Natalia. Perks of having an uneven year (and having such a nice soon-to-be friend group who easily let her in), she got to share with them. It was either that or by herself and she'd much rather be with them.

The older girls ran to Potions class while Natalia ran to DADA. The subject wasn't her favourite one in the world. Natalia would much rather be in Care for Magical Creatures, hell even Potions where she has to sit next to Marlene's brother, Max who is only helpful if you need to blow up the cauldron.

Walking into the large dark classroom, Professor Hawks hardly noticed as she slipped into the crowd of students standing gathered in the corners and far walls of the classroom. Usually, she liked the fact that their Professor hated the clutter of desks, opting to have a more relaxed feel to the classroom but now she disliked the calming atmosphere, if it wasn't for the rush of adrenaline from running all the way there she was sure she would have fallen back asleep.

She easily found her good friend, Johnny, always sticking out with his bob of curls and obnoxious movements.

"What did I miss?" Natalia whispered as she tried getting a look at the front of the class. "Professor Hawks hasn't said yet, he's been very theatrical about it but no surprises there." He said with a grin.

Professor Hawks silenced the room. "Today class, we have an important assignment, this assignment is possibly the most important assignment for your O.W.L.S." He stood up from where he was slouched against his desk and walked into the center of the classroom, pulling out his wand. "Today class we are learning about Werewolves." A murmur of whispers swept over the student like a wave.

"Quiet, shall we begin," Professor Hawks said waving his wand and the shutters slammed against their frames. Another flick of his wrist started the projector. "Werewolves were once believed-" Natalia tuned him out, turning to Johnny who now sat on the ground watching the slideshow through the other students' ankles who were all standing around in their friend groups. Natalia slumped against the wall and plopped next to him on the floor.

"Rory's gonna hate this huh" Johnny whispered turning to face his friend. Natalia chuckled humorlessly "Oh yeah she'll love this"

Natalia couldn't help but also think of Remus. He'd already been through this last year but she wondered how he felt, maybe she could talk to him about it. The boys were already breaking their necks trying to find out who the other Werewolf is, that randomly showed up to their full moon fun last summer and every month since then.

She'd tried to get Aurora to talk to Remus about it, maybe try and find what he was using for the aftermath, whatever it was it seems to make him bounce back a lot faster than Aurora does. She'd tried to find out, pestering her brother with questions but Aurora nearly bit her head off when she'd told her what she was doing.

"We should probably be paying attention you know" Natalia pushed her thoughts away trying to listen back to Professor Hawks. "Mhm, don't think Nick would like us copying him any more than usual" Natalia hummed in agreement. The pair focused on the presentation in front of them in silence.

The pair made their way to the great hall for lunch, preparing to tell Rory about class, and for Natalia to prepare for her next study period.

An arm was slung over Natalia's shoulders. "Do you have any idea how boring Transfiguration is? I mean honestly, it sucked" Aurora grumbled. "You usually like it, what happened?" Natalia leaned into her friend's grasp.

"The Quidditch match this weekend was bloody canceled! It ruined the whole class experience!" The girl shouted angrily. "Wait what?" Quidditch having caught his attention. "Quidditch! Canceled! Over some stupid feud with the Captains"

"Aw bloody hell, you'd think they'd sort it out by now" Johnny groans. The two continue their bickering about their Captain's feud. Natalia having zoned out not all that interested in the sport. Her attention was drawn down the hall.

James' loud laughter along with the bickering of Sirius and Peter. James is slightly in front of the two who seem to be fighting over a piece of folded parchment, Remus is behind them looking down at a book in hand. The four boys disappear in the sea of students entering the hall.

A tug on her sleeve gained her attention. "Where are we gonna sit today?" Rory questioned. "Uhm, wherever Nick is, I suppose." Johnny butted in. Natalia nodded in agreement before stopping. "Anywhere except Hufflepuff, please" Natalia gave her best puppy dog plea look.

"Hey! What's wrong with good ol' Hufflepuff" Johnny puffed up standing up straight, trying to look tough although Natalia noted he looked more of a grumpy pitbull. "Nothing, Sorry Johnny I just don't want to deal with Diggory more than I already have to today." She patted his shoulder. Johnny seemed happy with this statement, having returned to his usual slouched posture. "Fair enough Nat" Rory spoke up. Johnny nodded at that.

"Good thing too, Nicks at my table" Rory pointed to Nick sitting in a swarm of blue, standing out in his yellow uniform. The three went to sit with their friend. Johnny sitting with Nick and the girls sitting opposite.

"How was herbology?" Natalia asked, picking up her assortment of food for her lunch. "Actually, while we were supposed to be watering the plants, I got sidetracked and found something interesting on Mandrake leaves, specifically to do with you-" He pointed with his fork at Aurora "-and your erm.. furry problem" he awkwardly scratched his neck at his own wording.

Natalia gave Johnny a look. Johnny caught it. Dryly coughing he said, "Uhm we also learned something on that lovely topic too-" He paused and Aurora glared at him to continue. "In class...For our assignment that is and not my words here-" He grunted and spoke in a horrible deep Professor Hawks voice. "- It is thee most important assignment of this whole year in DADA."

Aurora banged her head on the table, lying head down she muttered a lot of muffled curse words. She slowly lifted her head. "Well, what'd you find Nicky? Hope it's good."

At that, Nick sat up, pulling out his book from his bag. "Let me find it... Here! 'The leaves of a Mandrake could be used as ingredients in Potions. But they also have additional magical properties: part of the process by which a witch or wizard became an Animagus was holding the leaf of a Mandrake in their mouth for an entire month'." He looked up expectantly.

"I don't understand Nicky" Johnny looked utterly confused. "Right.." Nick began flicking through the book, slightly irritated at the lack of response from his friends. "The instructions on how to make the potion and whatnot are fairly simple, except it takes a month to make."

"Yeah, Okay but why would we make it" Aurora cut Johnny off. "Better, how would it help? I mean I'm sure it would be fun but.." She exaggerated the end of her sentence. "Aren't you in Ravenclaw?" Natalia poked her friend's shoulder. Rory leaned all of her weight on her friend, almost laying on top of her "Funny, truly." Natalia shook her head as she chuckled.

She noticed Nick still searching through his book, face scrunched in either concentration or frustration. "So what your saying is we could become illegal Animagus' to help Rory on her, nighttime fun" Nick whipped his head from his book. "Yes! I mean I don't particularly want to do something Illegal, but I think it could help Rory so eh" He shrugged with a soft smile.

"Yeah! We could lead you away from the castle, and away from the Gryffindors" The others could barely understand what Johnny was saying, food stuffed in his mouth. "Gryffindors?" Natalia raised her eyebrow, trying to give him the same look her mother would when James broke her vase last summer. Apparently, it worked.

He swallowed his food fast. "No. NO, I meant your brother and his friends, you know how-" Natalia cut off his rambling with laughter. Holding her stomach. "I was Kidding!" Remembering his startled face, she began laughing again. "So not funny" He huffed, skulkingly picking up another sandwich.

She settled down after a bit. "It is a good idea though Nick. I'm in. Rory, how do you feel about this?" Aurora has her head almost touching the paper of the book Nick was previously reading. "I don't know, I mean it'll be Illegal not to mention difficult to make. Oh! and dangerous!" She added sarcastically. "Rory we all are prepared to do this for you. We're your friend we want to help." Natalia said rather seriously. "I'll- I'll think about it yeah?" Her voice was quiet and shy, unlike her usual self which was full of confidence.

The other three nodded and continued a less heavy conversation.

After saying goodbye to her friends. Natalia began her walk to the library.

Once there she sat at what she considered her table. A comfy patted seat in the far corner away from most people. Inisionaly she sat here with Remus when he was helping her with DADA, back in her third year. It was the only seat left in the library, she'd sat there ever since.

She sat there for a good ten minutes. She knew Amos knew that she would sit in the back, as she had every other time. Deciding to do her own homework couldn't hurt.

Slightly agitated he still hadn't shown up as she finished references for her History of Magic essay. It had been at least half an hour. He wasn't coming. Packing her things back into her bag. Finding a book she had finished reading, and deciding to get a new one while she was here. Giving the old book back to Madam Pince; the librarian. She began her search on a finding a new book to read.

Finally, she found one, the second book of the series. It was new too, wasn't there last week when she'd gotten the first book. Trying to reach the book with her heavy bag in hand. Putting the bag down, now standing on her tiptoes. Her fingertips just brush the spine of the book. Deciding against trying again she began to reach for her bag.

"Do you need help with that?" A male voice spoke softly behind her. She yelped in fright. Natalia turned, face to face with Barty Crouch jr. Much to her surprise he reached up and grabbed the book easily handing it to her gently. "Thanks?" He quietly laughed "Sounds like a question" Natalia felt slightly embarrassed. "Sorry, I do mean thank you, I just wasn't well-" "Expecting a Slytherin not to be a total asshole?" "To put it bluntly yeah" She breathly laughed. He laughed along with her.

She looked at him, really looked at him. His wild brunette hair fell into his eyes, which were shut, crinkling the sides of his face. His smile was contagious. Natalia found herself laughing along with him. "I quite like you, Potter. I hope you enjoy the book" Natalia smiled. "Natalia." He looks slightly shocked. "Well, Natalia, if you liked the first book the second one is much better." He gave her one last smile as he turned and continued his day.

Barty was right, the second book was indeed much better than the first which surprised her. Natalia sat with her roommates in the Gryffindor common room. The other three girls are focused on their Potion assignment.

"I think we should do an easy one, like a strength potion! We learned it in first year" Marlene whined. "No, we can do something a bit more challenging than that" Lily decided. "What about Dreamless sleep potion, that's harder to do."

"Exactly why on Earth would we want something harder?! Mary, what are Remus and you doing?" Mary looked up from where she was writing, for what seemed like the first time that night. "Urm, Right Remus wanted to so an advanced potion, Wolfsbane. And I want to get it right so shush." Wolfsbane. Natalia made a mental note to ask Nick about it the next time he has Potions, Slughorn seemed to like him best out of their group.

"Of course! Advance potion blah blah. Lily please, something easy." Marlene continues to whine, hanging half upside down off the one-seat sofa. "What about a Sleeping Draught potion" Natalia intruded on their study. "What?" Marlene twist so he was now just regularly half off the sofa. "Sleeping Draught, it kind of in-between Beginner and Advanced." Natalia shrugged "You don't have to it was just a-" "Perfect! Lily?" Lily began flicking through her notes. "Yeah, yeah I think it could work! Thanks, Talia."

"What would you do without me huh" "Keep talking like that you'll have an ego like your brother" They all laughed.

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whatstruthgottodowithit · 9 days

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The Boy Who Broke His Own Heart

Fandom: Harry Potter [Marauders Era]

Pairing: Sirius Black x Original Female Character

Characters: Sirius Black, Original Female Character, James Potter, Remus Lupin, Jasmine Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Marlene McKinnon, Lily Evans, Mary MacDonald, Euphemia Potter, Filius Flitwick, Fleamont Potter,

Rating: Mature

Word Count: TBC

Summary: Sirius would rather break his own heart than hers.

Tags/Warnings: James Potter has a sister, Self Loathing, Commitment Issues, Friends to Lovers, Kissing, Smut, Angst, Fluff, Smoking, Accidents, Harm, Marauders Era, The War is Not Happening in this, Cheating, Jealousy

Notes: This is gonna be a short lil series planned eight shortish chapters <3

PART ONE PART TWO PART THREE PART FOUR PART FIVE PART SIX PART SEVEN PART EIGHT

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ouat-in-spare-oom-of-rivendell · 10 months

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Draco Malfoy

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Summary: Inspired by the song "No Good Deed" from the musical Wicked.

George Weasley

George messing up a prank because he thinks you like Fred imagine

Sirius Black

Sirius finds out his and your son is not in fact a death eater, but rather is actually a spy for the Order drabble

Special: Remus Lupin x Muggleborn!Werewolf!OC, Sirius Black x Malfoy Sister!OC

Where Secrets Abound series

Summary: James Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, and Peter Pettigrew are instant friends when they meet on the train to Hogwarts. One is the leader, one is a follower, one is out to spite his family, and one carries a terrible secret. What will happen when they encounter Lily Evans and her friends? James immediately hates Severus Snape, but Sirius isn’t sure what to think about Lucius Malfoy’s younger sister, Lyra - the Pureblood girl who would rather die than be put in Slytherin House. Could she be a friend or will she turn out just like her brother? Remus finds an unlikely companion in Lovetta Rawly, a Muggleborn witch who has the carries the same burden as he, but how long can they hide their condition from their friends?As these kids journey through their years at Hogwarts, loyalties are tested, and secrets are revealed. Will their friendship be enough to see them through?

Series Warnings: Angst, Pureblood Ideologies, Abusive Parents, Arranged Marriages, Major Character Death, Implied/Mentioned Torture

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Sequel: Time Will Tell series

Summary: Continuing the events of Where Secrets Abound, the children of the Marauders navigate the return of the Dark Lord and the Second Wizarding War. The secrets of the past come back to haunt some, while others are relieved by the truth. Ophelia Lupin and Elara Black grew up as sisters, but what happens when the sorting splits them apart?

Everyone knows Harry Potter’s name, but almost no one knows about his twin sister, Jessa. Will she drown in anonymity?

Only one man holds answers to the whereabouts of Lyra’s son - he’s the only one who knows she even had a son, but will he ever reveal that secret?

Series Warnings: Angst, Pureblood Ideologies, Major Character Death, Implied/Mentioned Torture, Canon-Typical Violence, Slight Divergence from Canon Events

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Rule Breaker

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Pairing: Younger Sirius Black x fem!reader

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Characters: Sirius, Y/N, Remus, James, Peter, Lily

A/N: Y/N is Remus’s younger sister.

Description: When Sirius sees Y/N being bullied by Lucius, he comes and saves the day. Since then, the pair have been inseparable.

It’s hard to believe that back in your first year at Hogwarts you were a goody two shoes and given that you were Remus’s little sister, you had pressure on you to turn out like him even if you were only one year younger. On your first day, Remus made sure to take care of you and introduced you to his friends, the Marauders: James Potter, Peter Pettigrew and Sirius Black. That was the worst thing that he could have done because when you met Sirius, you instantly developed feelings for him.

Over the years, your feelings for him only grew and you were sure he was catching on. You were now in your 5th year and Sirius in his 6th and you were struggling to keep your feelings a secret. However, a moment of complete sadness turned into the happiest thing that could have happened to you.

Sirius was walking down the hallway to meet the other Marauders in the library when he spotted you being cornered by Lucius Malfoy. He was hurling insult after insult to you, backing you against the wall. Sirius’s blood began to boil as he watched the tears fall down your cheeks and the shakiness of your body as Lucius poked his finger in your face.

Before he could think about what he was doing, Sirius bounded over toward the both of you and pushed Lucius away, causing him to fall on his ass. Sirius held his hand out and pulled you up, wrapping an arm around your waist and softening his expression. “Are you alright?” You sniffled and nodded your head, tucking your hair behind your ears.

He turned his attention back to Lucius, his expression hardening again. “Don’t you ever come near her again. I don’t care if your family is rich and powerful, I will pound you into the ground if I hear that you have even glanced at her wrong, understand?”

At this point, Sirius was knelt down to Lucius’s level and was glaring at him. Lucius nodded slowly before getting up and running the opposite way. Sirius turned around and opened his mouth to speak to you when he was met with your lips pressing themselves against his. At first he was surprised and didn’t react straight away but when he realised what was going on he melted into the kiss, his arms wrapping tight around you and kissing you back.

You pulled away but didn’t make eye contact, clearly ashamed of what you had done. “I’m sorry, Sirius, I don’t know what came over me.” He shook his head and ran his hands up and down your arms. “You don’t need to be sorry. You have no idea how long I’ve been wanting to do that.”

You slowly opened your eyes and looked at him, smiling widely. “Really? I never thought you’d feel the same way.” Sirius chuckled and leaned down, pressing another kiss to your lips.

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You were now in sixth year and you couldn’t believe that a whole year had passed since you and Sirius admitted your feelings to each other. However, Sirius wanted to keep your relationship a secret because he didn’t know how Remus would react to him dating his younger sister. You completely understood this but it was getting harder and harder to hide it.

You and Sirius had made plans with each other to make excuses to Lily and the Marauders and sneak off to somewhere secluded for the night, just to be together. The next morning, though, your plan to keep your relationship a secret was ruined.

Lily and James became increasingly suspicious of you both when you turned up to the dorm yawning and exhausted. They both looked at each other and Lily leaned in, ushering James to do the same. “Are you thinking what I’m thinking?” James nodded his head and smiled. “Absolutely! Let’s see if we can catch them out.”

Lily and James leaned back with small smirks on their faces. “Err, Y/N. Why are you so tired? I thought you went to bed early last night.” Your eyes widened a little. “Err, I did. But I couldn’t sleep so I went for a walk.” James then put Sirius on the spot. “What about you? Why are you so tired?” Sirius looked sheepish and scratched the back of his head. “I don’t know, maybe I just didn’t get enough sleep.”

Lily and James burst out laughing whilst Peter and Remus looked over at them, confused. “What’s so funny? I don’t see what was so hilarious about their response.” Lily smiled and raised her eyebrows at you. “You know what’s funny, don’t you Y/N? Tell us the secret that you’ve been hiding.”

You shrugged your shoulders. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.” James sniggered. “Yes you do, you both do. C’mon, tell us Sirius.” Sirius opened his mouth to protest but couldn’t find the words to lie again. His shoulders slunk slightly and he cringed as the words fell from his mouth.

“Me and Y/N are in a relationship. We have been for nearly a year now. We’re sorry we didn’t tell you all sooner, we just didn’t know how you were going to react.” James, Lily and Peter all jumped up and rushed over, congratulating you whilst Remus stayed off to the side, frustration evident in his features.

You both gulped and walked over to him, hand in hand. “Hey, bro.” He looked over at you and narrowed his eyes. “I want to know exactly what has been going on over this past year.” Sirius stepped forward and gulped. “Well, it started when I noticed Malfoy bullying her in the hallway. I protected her and one thing led to another, and... we... kissed. Since then, we have been sneaking off every chance we get to be with each other. We didn’t want anyone to know.”

Lily, James and Peter smiled whilst Remus’s face filled with fury. “Seriously Sirius?! You’re supposed to be my best friend and you sneak off with my sister every night and do god knows what to her!” He shakes his head. “I don’t want you seeing her anymore.”

Both yours and Sirius’s faces dropped; your eyes beginning to fill with tears and a gut-wrenching feeling in the pit of your stomach. Sirius wrapped an arm around your shoulders and hugged you into his chest, kissing the top of your head.

Remus’s facade staggered once he seen the way you both were together. You looked over at him with watery eyes and began to cry. “Please, Remus. Don’t make me do this. I love him.” Seeing the way you clung to Sirius and the emotion in your voice toppled his decision.

He took a deep breath and nodded his head before opening his arms. “Come here, Y/N.” You looked up at Sirius and touched your forehead with his before taking a slow walk over into Remus’s arms. He looked down at you with a small smile.

“I can see how much he means to you. I can’t be the one to upset you by taking him away. I accept your relationship.” You shone a beaming smile up at your brother before giving him a hug and skipping your way over to Sirius. “But Sirius, you must promise not to hurt my sister. I will kill you if you ever do anything that upsets her.”

Sirius nodded in response and turned his attention to you. “I would never dream of hurting her. She’s the love of my life.” You both slowly leaned in and kissed, soft and passionate, before intwining hands and heading to the great hall for breakfast.

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v1olentdelights · 2 months

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The Grieving Girl

James Potter x Pettigrew!fem!reader - Sirius Black x Pettigrew!fem!reader - Remus Lupin x Pettigrew!fem!reader Trigger Warnings: HEAVY depression descriptions, mentions of dying, moving on from grief Summary: What is a grieving girl to do as the world moves on and she is stuck in a moment of time? Word count: 2.5k a/n: 4th piece to this 5 part series. This one is a bit long! Hopefully it is good, let me know what you think! I hope you enjoy it! <3 send an ask to be tagged!

*No ones grief or depression is felt or looks the same, this mixed depiction is some of what I go through and how media portrays depression and grief!

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Isolation. One thing you were sure you were good at. Something you had done for years, when others hurt you, when you knew expressing your feelings would hurt others, when you didn’t know who to turn to. It was almost second nature. And that is what you were defaulting to now.

You would dream of him, his face haunting you. The never fading expression of pain etched on his face, and you stuck right where you were not being able to stop it. You could scream and cry but those who passed by seemed to think nothing of the screams, nothing of the body that was lying limp only a few feet away.

The tears stained your face inside the dream and out. You would wake up and feel the smallest bit of tightness in the trail of the tears that only poured at night. But what killed you the most wasn’t the pain in the dream that seeped out into the real world, not the way your heart ached for a moment when you awoke. No, it was the numbness you were left with, the second your heartbreak appeared, it was gone and you were left with nothing. Nothing to solidify that he meant something to you.

— — — —

It wasn’t hard to catch the way you would stare off into the distance, as if you weren’t even really there, as if you were searching for something you could never find. There was an unspoken rule to not shake you out of that state, and it was usually respected, leaving you with a chilled beverage that was meant to soothe you with its warmth.

Then the isolation began, days were blending together and you began to stick to the corner table in the room, away from the others. Only greeting them with a nod in the morning and bidding the goodnight quietly, barely a whisper. It wasn’t something to worry about, it had happened before and you would eventually come back to them. But the person you used to be was dead, that depression was trivial compared to this. The feeling was different this time, something you weren’t sure you would come back from.

Rather than sitting by the fire that kept the living room warm with the others, with the family, you hid in your room curled up in the corner holding the blanket against you tightly. It was as if your pain was reawakening, but instead of taking over your feelings, it was taking over your body.

You heard a knock at the door, and then another, waiting for your response before giving up and just entering.

“Do you want some dinner?” James asked, hoping to hear your voice, a rare sound nowadays. He was greeted with silence.

“What about some tea? I can make the chamomile with some of that honey that you like.” Another invitation to talk, another met with silence. Now you were granted a huff of hurt and dismissal.

“I’ll leave you be then.” Making his way out, he stopped and looked back at you from the doorway, and you just stared back. The light in your eyes was gone.

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Losing someone changes you. Losing your best friend, who was also your brother, changes you even more. Isn’t it funny that the person you are supposed to have the longest relationship with was actually the shortest? Now you questioned if you would ever find someone who understood and could hold steadfast through your times like these. How funny would it be for you to be left with no one.

It was about 2 hours later and now you were laying in your bed, curled up with your back to the door. You had been watching the rain trickle down the window. It seemed that the universe was feeling what you could not and in a way, you were grateful that at least someone seemed to be feeling. There was another knock at the door, and this time you softly called them in, you were unsure of what made you welcome them.

“Hey, I just wanted to check on you.” It was Sirius now. “The same as James left me, just in bed now.” Your voice was somewhat hoarse from not speaking for hours.

“I see,” there was a quiet laugh before he laid his hand on your arm. But you were quick to shrug it off. “Well I am hoping you decided to eat. I haven’t seen you in the kitchen lately, and I know you don’t have any snacks left up here. And you certainly don’t have any water.” You knew this and had contemplated just stopping eating so you wouldn’t have to face everyone. But you knew that even though you wished to simply perish, your brother would be disappointed in you for thinking such a thing.

There was a movement, Sirius went back to the door now not turning until he heard the noise of your rustling in bed. He turned slowly to see you rising, and though you looked rather ragged and probably had a faint smell of body odor from not showering since that fateful night, his face held a faint smile.

“Do we have jam?” You asked quietly.

“We do, your favorite.” his favorite, you wanted to correct, it was your brother’s favorite that you simply tolerated it. You nodded and followed Sirius down the stairs and into the kitchen. The others lingered there having a small conversation about a book they had both read, but stopped upon seeing you. It was uncomfortable for a moment, but they continued their conversation, and for that you were grateful.

As you sat at the table, on the opposite end of everyone else, there was this hope bouncing throughout the group, maybe you would talk. Maybe you would cry and they could comfort you. And though they got their wish, it wasn’t at all like they wanted.

“‘Tomorrow will be better’ I keep telling myself.” Keeping your gaze on your hands. “Yet every tomorrow just brings more pain. I’ll be honest, I understand the importance of the pain. But to ruin who I am? There is no more of me left. There is just a person.” There is a hand on your shoulder now, giving a comforting squeeze. But there is no one to comfort. You are simple there. Simply a victim trying to understand the pieces and the pain, trying to put together who you are.

“One day, tomorrow will be better,” Pandora assured. But that's all anyone ever says. But they’ve never been through what you have. They try to say they understand, that they feel your pain. But do they? Have they lost everything? Have they been so cruelly broken apart that they can’t even find all the pieces of themselves? Have they been through it like you have? No.

“Unless it’s not.” you rasp out.

“You need to hold on to hope. Just believe it an-”

“I have held on and tried to believe for years.” look where that has gotten me you think to yourself “alone again.” Quickly getting up, wipe the tears that are slowly beginning to fall and gather your things, you head up to your room. Pandora rises to catch up with you but Regulus holds her back.

— — — —

The loneliness seemed to seep into every crevice of your life, but maybe that was only because you let it. Though you felt like you pushed it out. Maybe you weren’t trying enough and were simply so used to the disappointment, the anger, the rejection and abandonment that you let the loneliness and every other feeling fester. Maybe you needed to accept that hurt and use it as a stepping stool onto the next part of your life.

So you decided to get your act together. No matter how exhausting it was to live life as if you weren’t dreading each day spent with your thoughts, as if you weren’t searching for your brother in everyone you met, as if you weren’t struggling every moment to stay strong in your mission to make a difference. There you were, sitting in the kitchen only a day later, cradling your cup of warm tea - this time you had already had about half the cup before it began to cool down. You heard the footsteps of your lover, though he made them quieter than usual, hoping not to set you off. James took the seat next to you.

“I wanted to talk to you about something important.” this was it. This was the moment he told you that he couldn’t do it anymore, between the flinching at loud noises and the constant check-ins, he finally broke. You turned to face him, showing that you were in fact listening and paying full attention. “I want you to know that when I say this, I am not forcing it, but it is an option.” He closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead as if he didn’t even want to say it. “If you aren’t feeling up to coming home with me this winter, then I am okay with that, I will stay here with you too, if you want. I know this year has been incredibly hard and I understand that being around people is still hard for you, probably even more so if it is a family. So please don’t feel like you have to put yourself through that just to please me.” His voice came out soft.

Tears well in your eyes at the gentleness in his voice, at the mere thought that he truly understands that you may need something that he cannot provide in such a setting. So for the first time in a long time you pull him in for a hug. It takes him a moment to reciprocate, the foreign feeling of your body against his restarts him and his response, but before you can pull away, he wraps his arms around you and holds you tight.

It’s always one step forward, three steps back. But the regression isn’t what hurts the most, it is the reaction to the regression. It is the hurt you see in your friends eyes as she watches you fall back into the old habits, It is the disappointment in your dead brothers eyes that you can’t seem to persevere, it is the watchful gaze of your friends younger brother that makes you feel even worse for not being a better example, it is the absence of your parents that makes you think that maybe they are suffering just like you. It was the pain in your boyfriend's eyes as he watched you close in on yourself.

You found yourself realizing that you couldn’t continue this way. You couldn’t hide in your room and put off the healing that needed to happen. Inhaling a deep breath, you catch the scent of James and find yourself letting go of the tears you had been holding in. It was a slow steady stream at first, but then it was wretched sobs that sounded like a wounded animal. Though you suppose that was what you were, a wounded animal finding itself back to a place of healing. Your boyfriend sat there, never letting up on how tight he was holding you, but was now rubbing your back in comforting circles. He did not shush your cries, did not wipe your tears, and did not try to calm you because he knew that this was needed. That without this break, there would be no way to heal. It took you a while to calm down, you had cried yourself into hiccups, something you had never done before, but now you were left shaking slightly as well.

“I want to come with you. I want to come home.” Though the last sentence wasn’t referring to a physical place, but to here. To your boyfriend, to your friends, and back into your body.

“I don’t want you to feel forced into it.” you shake your head in understanding.

“I know, but I need to stop hiding.” He simply presses a kiss to the crown of your head.

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As you boarded the train he made sure you got the window seat so you could watch the scenery change. He pulled out your walkman and headphone and passed them to you before finally taking your hand in his and pulled it up to his lips giving you some kind of reassurance.

It didn’t take you long to fall asleep with your head against his shoulder and music blaring in your ears. All he could do was admire you and how far you had come, not even a week ago were you not getting out of bed and now here you were on your way to visit his family.

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When you had arrived, it didn’t take long for his mother, Euphemia, to come bustling out the door and pulling you into a hug that cut off your breathing for a moment.

“My best girl, how are you darling?” She gave you the sweetest smile, the kind that made you want to tell her all your insecurities and everything wrong, the kind that made you understand that things would be okay. “Would you be a dear and grab the bags” she motioned to her son, he just laughed as you were quickly swept up into the house.

While your boyfriend was putting both your bags in his childhood room you were greeted by the rest of his family, his and your dearest friends. Remus gave you the sweetest smile, one you couldn’t help but return. And Sirius, he pulled you in for a hug and ruffled your hair eliciting a laugh, something none of you had heard in a long while. His parents were next, both looking at you as if you had it up their world.

“Come here, honey.” Euphemia pulled you in for a tight hug as if she hadn’t just held you and released a breath of relief, you suppose. Maybe your boyfriend had been conveying your struggles with her, even though everyone knew. Now that you were thinking about it, he was probably struggling to hold onto all your pain and his own. Your eyes began to water at the thought of burdening him, but also from all the love that you were feeling.

“Mom, you gotta let her breathe.” You heard James say from behind you. She let go reluctantly and moved onto her son.

His father had always shared a special connection with you, having a boy, he wasn’t exactly sure how to deal with you when you came along. But when you started talking, he couldn’t stop. Now he stood before you with a face full of worry but also a certain shade of proudness.

“You’re doing good, kid.”

Such trivial things, and yet they meant the world to you. Stepping back, you felt James’ arms wrap around your waist from behind.

“I have missed you guys so much!” you could feel the tears begin to fall

“Enough tears, I put on some hot chocolate and there are some cookies in the kitchen that could use some eating.

"Cookies?! When did you get those, there have been no cookies in this house.” Sirius freaked out. “Well, I kept them out of sight, I didn’t need you eating her cookies.” Their mother rolled her eyes before walking off, the two boys trailing along after her.

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temptedtantrum · 1 year

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Hey guys! I have an idea for a Marauders AU that I just cannot get out of my head, so I’ve written a little teaser up. I’ve never written a Marauders fic or a long fic so I’m very unsure how this will go. I’ve been outlining but I got v excited and needed to just start writing so I don’t have it all worked out yet. Looking for thoughts on the concept and for a beta/accountabilibuddy. Anyways, here’s the teaser for the Marauders x I’d Tell You I Love You But Then I’d Have to Kill You by Ally Carter. I’d love honest feedback ❤️

Can’t Spy Me Love

By: TemptedTantrum

Prologue

James sits in the large bay window overlooking the front drive and feels his excitement build as the first non-descript, government issue, black SUV pulls in.

They’re back. His brothers and sisters are returning.

A bead of relief trickles down James’ spine. Logically, he knew they would come back. In practice though, the waiting is hard and seemingly endless. He’s been trapped in this castle for weeks now with just his mother for company. He loves her, but he’s also a fifteen year old boy and there’s only so much trouble he can get up to on his own.

Just like every other year, he feels his mask begin to slide back into place. He forces the anxiety and doubts away. They have no place in his cover. It’s simple really. James Potter is the golden boy. He’s always cheerful, always friendly, and nothing ever seems to stick to him. Nothing ever gets to him. He’s the headmistress’ son and he knows the castle better than anyone since the founder, Godric, walked the halls. James Potter always has an escape route. All together, his cover protects him. It lets him fade to the background where he can operate unnoticed. Even his closest friends rarely see through it at this point.

Peter Pettigrew and Sirius Black are his best friends and roommates, and they have their own covers they hide behind. James grew up with Pete so he has an easier time seeing the soft, sweet boy hidden behind the anxiety and hacking skills. Sirius, on the other hand, was born to be a field agent. His cover is loud, brash, and obnoxious. He wields it almost as proficiently as his knives. His cover allows him to hide in plain sight. Next to him, it’s easy for James to fade away to the background. He’s never said it, but James suspects that’s part of why he draws so much attention to himself. He knows James prefers not to be seen.

Some people might find it odd that they live such lies, but to the Gryffindors, it’s second nature. Even Hogwarts, the castle they live in, holds a thousand secrets. James has spent his time here mapping out the various secret passageways and closed off rooms, but he’ll never find them all.

James continues staring out the window watching the SUVs and limos roll in. He can now hear his classmates loudly discussing their fancy vacations and the newest designer trends as they enter the building. Yes, covers come naturally to them. After all, no one would expect that the rich, stuck up brats at the Gryffindor School for the Exceptionally Talented were actually training to be spies.

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gryfflepuffinthetardis · 2 months

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The Girl Who Lived and the Sorcerer's Stone Summary

Jasmine Potter is the younger twin sister to Harry Potter. She at first was instructed to be taken to her godfather, Sirius Black’s house and he took her until he was arrested a year later, framed by Peter Pettigrew so she was brought to the Dursley’s by Remus Lupin, too terrified to keep watch over her after doing so for two years and nearly scratched her when his potion wasn’t mixed right. The twins were finally reunited at the age of four.

Petunia hated Jasmine even more than she hated Harry. Not only did she apparently have more natural magic than Harry but she looked just like the sister she spent her entire life hating due to jealousy. Red hair, pale skin, freckles, but she didn’t have her eyes like Harry did, she had blue eyes like her father.

It turns out that not only does she look like Lily, she has her personality mixed with James, her kindness, loyalty, fairness, acceptance and morality; she has James’ mischief, intelligence, and curiosity… and while brave and courageous, not a Gryffindor.

Based of a mix of the book, movie, and Starkid's musical, A Very Potter Musical.

Fred Weasley x Potter!OC (Slow Burn)

Other potential love interests included...

#the eccedentiast #Sadie Sink #Harry Potter #Sorcerer's Stone #Fred Weasley #OC #Wizarding World #Rolf Scamander #Harry Potter's twin #Harry Potter has a twin #Harry Potter's sister #Harry Potter has a sister

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william-he-they · 8 months

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Characters/ships as lyrics I think abaout ways too often:

Peter pettigrew/Percy jackson/Alex Claremont-Diaz = "M-a-m-a b-o-y mama's boy! mama's boy!" (From the song Mama's boy by Dominic fike)

Though I dont ship either of these ships personally this line still reminded me of them the darkling x alina starkov / james potter x remus "THE MOON SING A SONG FOR ME I LOVED YOU LIKE THE SUN!" (from the song the moon will sing by the crane sisters.)

Sunlight by hozier belongs to peeta mellark in my head.

James potter x Lily evans / peter pevensie x caspian x / Nina zenik x matthias helvar "Your the sun you've never seen the light but you hear its song from the morning birds well, im not the moon, im not even a star but awake at night I'll be singing to the birds." (From the song your best american girl by mitski)

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proserpina-magnus · 2 years

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🧸- This is my first request. Maybe James or Sirius is the readers older (by year) brother and they are really protective because of something that happened in the past. they could walk in on Remus and their sister kissing or something and they go all big brother on him. Maybe they both do because the other feels like a big brother to her aswell.

forget how long this took me to make, I hope you enjoy!

Remus gets caught Kissing James's Sister [ R.L ]

Prompt: Sirius and James walk into their dorm to an unwelcoming surprise.

Note: Sirius is treated as your brother, this takes place in their 7th year after he moved in with the Potters.

Reader: uses she/her pronouns (gender isn’t concerned other than feminine pronouns ).

Word count: 1.8k

Warnings: kissing, hints towards Welsh Remus with an accent, James & Sirius being dramatic and embarrassing, slight talk of past abusive bf, background jily, mention of throwing up but not described, comment to add more.

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James and Sirius were laughing contagiously as they got to the common room, snickering about something that wasn’t exactly humorous to the average person.

“We have to go tell Remus!” Sirius cackled, sliding closer to the stairs as James followed right behind his tail. “Oh, we will! He’ll lose his mind!” James said with a hand on Sirius’s arm for stability, he grew a grin as he thought of something.

“Race ya?”

“you’re on!”

Both boys almost trampled a first year who was trying to get down the steps, their loud rambunctious noise alerting everyone that they were up to no good. Finally, they got to the stairs and whipped the door open. Immediately their laughs went to a halt, their wide eyes meeting another set of wide eyes.

“What the fuck are you doing?” James asked in disbelief as you quickly stumbled out of Remus’s bed and immediately tried to explain to your brother what was happening. But he didn’t listen, almost instantly pointing an accusing finger at Remus who had also awkwardly stood beside you.

“Moony! What the hell are you doing with my baby sister?!” James bellowed loudly, shushing him embarrassingly because you knew almost half of the Gryffindor tower had heard his claim.

“James! Will you just stop for a second and listen to me?” You yelled back, arms crossed and Sirius was standing in awe and.. disgust? Just as quick as James, he began to get angry at the sight. “______, what the fuck are you doing love?! You aren’t supposed to be talking to boys till you’re thirty!” Sirius exclaimed, earning a scoff.

“Sirius knock it off, mum and dad don’t have an issue-“

“Mum and dad know! And we didn’t?!” Both boys say in agony, Sirius prancing into the room as he starts to pace back and forth in thought. You were a bit worried, you wanted to tell them on your own accords.

“Mate, will you just listen,” Remus sighed, rubbing your lower back to try and get you to calm down. James noticed and spun around with a dramatic wail as he shut the door tight.

“Get your hands off her!” He scoffed, both brothers couldn’t believe the sight. How long has this been going on? With their best friend even!

“No,” Remus muttered, a bit disgruntled now as they started to act viler than they needed to be. You grabbed his hand to signify that you wouldn’t let go of him either, now glaring at your brother, before sending a dangerous look at Sirius.

James had to take a deep breath, rubbing his face roughly as Sirius had a hand on his hip. “How dare you moony,” he accused with a sass, Remus could only roll his eyes.

“We trusted you to be alone with our baby and you’re exploiting her!” Sirius almost growled and Remus began to her defensive, “she’s not a little kid!” Remus argued back, “she is literally only 11 months younger than James!”

“How is he exploiting me!? I love him, James,” you explain with desperation, Sirius gagging in the corner of the room “I’m gonna throw up!” He cried, running to the bathroom.

“Oh my Merlin, you’re gonna kill pads, _______!” James says and follows Sirius in the bathroom. You grow worried, you thought they would be a bit upset but they were acting like children. You tear up and turn your face, Remus scowling as you’re left alone for merely a second.

“It’s alright…” he whispered with a start, gently cupping your cheek and leaning down to capture your lips in a chaste kiss. “How about you wait in the common room? Lily’s down there,”

“But Rem-“

“It’s alright, they’re being git’s and you don’t deserve that. I’ll clear it up with them. They’re not mad at you okay? They’re mad at me,” Remus sighed, rubbing the nape of his neck with slightly shut eyes.

“But you didn’t do anything wrong!” You plead, hugging him tightly with as much love as you can handle. He rubs your shoulder, kisses your head and then guides you towards the shut door.

“I know, but they’re convinced I did. I’ll talk with them and we’ll be back to normal by dinner,” Remus promised with a small grin that was fake, you pout and he sent you out the door. “Does this mean now we can cuddle in the common room?”

“No!” Sirius and James yell from the bathroom, you grow flushed as you realise they could hear you the entire time. “Course’ it does' ' he grins and parts your hair back, giving a small kiss as he shoos you down the step with a swat to your behind. You turn and gasp but he only sends a small smirk before kissing the air and shutting the door close behind you. Instead of doing what he wishes of you, a few steps take you just directly outside the warm wooden door. You lean your ear on it, questioning why it’s so quiet before a series of yells and russels are exchanged in what seems like a foreign tongue. The inside of your cheeks is hollow, biting the flesh to keep yourself at bay. Remus stays quiet, which you assume because his accent is heavy when he’s questioned. Sirius and James, who you now loathe, are screaming, going quiet, Sirius cries, then once more screaming.

“You know what happened last time with that fucker-“ James is out of breath, offended and worried for his little sister's love life. Without seeing them, you know Sirius is nodding with dramatic tears on his waterline. Your heart pings with weight, knowing what James meant and appalled he even brought it up.

“I know- don’t you dare say I don’t,” Remus finally speaks in calm rage, his voice dripping dangerous venom at his mate's words. “You really think I’m like that? James, I love er’, m’have for a great while,” he declares, your cheek growed irritated at how hard your teeth grind against it. The sound of Remus uttering those words makes you weak and wobbly, the first time he’s ever said it and you’d hate to admit that you wish you were the first to hear it, not your bloody brothers.

“Well we love her too, I just don’t want her to get hurt again,”

He sniffles, Remus knew they did, but he couldn’t help rolling his eyes at their obvious tendency.

“She’s brilliant, you know that,” Remus starts, rubbing a hand through his hair in frustration. He let it go with a breath, he completely understood where they were coming from, but he still hated it. “You acted like complete pricks, go apologise,”

“Rem-“

“Don’t kid around, she was nearly in tears from your stupid performances. It was just a kiss,” he explained, “you acted like fools,” Remus went over to his bed and fixed the sheets that crumpled, his lips still tasting like your fruity chapstick as his stomach rumbled from the aroma.

“Okay, but I did really throw up,” Sirius explained, backing towards the door as Remus glared over at him. He sensed his mistake and looked at James in terror for help.

“Fine, will go apologies,” Sirius then sighs at James' glaring look as well, his lip pouting as his best friends turned on him just as quickly as he turned on Remus.

“Good,” Remus says and that’s the last thing you near before you're scurrying down the steps, tripping halfway then crawling to the sofa where lily is sitting with a raised eyebrow.

“You alright?” She asks, fixing the hair that fell in whispers along your cheek and you gave her a cheeky smile. “Rem says he loves me,” you gush, she smiles and is about to say something til three shoving boys come down the steps.

“James,” she questioned at his guiltily look, quite recently the two have been going on dates (or ‘just a butter beer’ as lily likes to call it), he sighs and his shoulders deflate.

“We’re…” Sirius led on, not being able to mutter that word, he never could and he didn’t want to learn. But he could make an exception for his little sister (apparently not his younger brother). Remus nudged both of them and James breaks down onto his knees, hugging your leg dramatically as you grow embarrassed from the looks of other Gryffindors.

“James stop it!” You hush in a whisper, yanking your leg away and bringing it up on the sofa. You take another look around the room and try not to snap at both of them. “We’re sorry,” he cries, lily watching with false eyes as she wonders why she ever liked this sobbing man.

“You can kiss Remus whenever you want,” Sirius nods, Remus jabbing his palm into the dog's back to share his hostility. Sirius looks around with a wounded face before getting on his knees next to James.

“We’ll get you whatever you want,” he pleads with his hands bound together, you are coated in embarrassment as your brothers make a greater fool of themselves. Remus is smiling at your flushed state and the two brothers can’t help but tease their younger sister. “We won’t stop until you forgive us,”

“Fine! Fine, get up you idiots! Now,” you scold and watch them both laugh as they climb onto their feet. Remus sits beside you and wraps an arm around your shoulder. Kissing your forehead as he’s happy the secret is out now, not having to feel stressed and guilty whenever his friends ask him about his ‘future’ lover.

“No,” Sirius sneers at the sight, biting the air as he feels a familiar gagging sensation form below his Adam’s apple. James' face is scrunching into disgust as Remus’s lips tickle below your ear and cause you to giggle.

“Oh please James, don’t act like I haven’t seen you snogging Lily behind the three broomsticks,” you nag at him, he flushed as Lily stood up with her book. “Don’t bring me into this, I was minding my own business,”

“But m’lily flower,” James whines, following after her as the portrait closes behind them. Sirius sulks back up to the common room to wail into his silky pillows. You smile and glance up at Remus, tilting your head perfectly for his face to move along yours and kiss your wanting lips.

“I love you,” he whispered finally, a low breath exhaling right after as he leans his head back against the sofa. You watch his throat, then take a look towards his smooth face. “Oh I know,” you speak back with the same slow whisper, Remus quirks an eyebrow and leans back down to plant small kisses against your jaw as you sit in relief, the worst is over. “Smart arse,” he nips against your mouth, you let out a faint chuckle as your arms snag around his neck, finally getting your wish.

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