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borderlinebelle · 29 days

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ARE YOU OR SOMEONE YOU LOVE LIVING WITH MENTAL ILLNESS?

Cool, me too.

I’m assembling a community of like minded humans who can relate to the feeling of their own flesh+bone matter constantly contending with their sentient consciousness in a bid for power and control over their decisions and emotions… and/or humans who love other humans who continuously battle their own prefrontal cortex and endorphin creators for a bid at happiness…

come… rest here, weary traveller. find out more below ⬇️

delivered in a clear & chaotic voice of authenticity, my content centers around conquering challenges made into marathons by, often times common, mental health symptoms.

FIRST EPISODE: MY ROTTING TOOTH THAY ANXIETY AND FEAR HELPED ME AVOID

i didn’t explicitly reveal in the video… but I lived with a rotting tooth in my skull for months until it finally fell out of my jaw, months after my first botched root canal. 🙂

EPISODE TWO: STUPID WACK TAXES AND SHOCKINGLY I END UP MORE POOR!!! BUT I DID IT! (spoiler alert)

this new editing style for the 2nd video is going to land so ✨wildly✨upon your retinas…

i wanted you to FEEL what I feel and understand what those closest to me experience when I bang their lines with a new story of hardship overcome, as friends often do 📱🧠📱

unexpectedly entertaining & a true visual representation, a reflection, of the way I often perceive and process information and life😵‍💫

EPISODE ONE… was the prototype

for a fleshy & meaty ep 2: TAX TORMENT

(because it IS and ISN’T that serious) 🫠

I also fought a bug i guess… because spring sprung all up on me…

SO JOIN ME IN BEING BORDERLINE MANAGEABLE!

You can support the channel by stubbing & turning on notifications so you’ll know when my new video drops. I really really appreciate your not being a jerk about the ad, thanks.

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bpdcrybaby213 · 1 year

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Found on Facebook.

#borderline personality disorder #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd life #bpd things #bpd stuff #bpd struggles #bpd blog #bpd posting #bpd community #bpd brain #bpd relatable

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living-w-bpd · 1 year

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I really hate that my emotions are swayed so easily by other people's emotions.

One minute I'm having a great day & I feel good about myself coming into work but then someone I work with is in a bad mood & my brain makes me wonder what I did wrong (nothing) & how I can avoid them the rest of the day.. maybe never look at them again (I see them all the time & they aren't even thinking about me)

Other times it's great though bc today for example, I was having a shit week &just wanted today to be over but I went to work & everyone was happy and laughing then suddenly I forgot that I was so upset all week.

#bpd things #bpd thoughts #borderline personality disorder #bpd mood #actually borderline #bpd community #bpd blog #bpd #bpd brain #bpd life #vent

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bunnieborderline · 1 year

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neuroticboyfriend · 4 months

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not every person with BPD has a healthy relationship with empathy. actually, most of us dont, and that's kind of the whole point.

but whether thats trouble managing high empathy or low empathy... our experience of empathy doesn't decide our worth as a person.

#softspoonie #high empathy #hyperempathy #empathy #low empathy #hypoempathy #bpd #actually bpd #bpd awareness #bpd community #mentally ill #mental illness #mental health #anti ableism #sanism

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sapicsexual · 2 years

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i’m blue blooded when you say my name.

#girlswholikegirls #gwlg #wlw #gwkg #girlswhokissgirls #girlslikegirls #girls with tattoos #gay girls #femmeforbutch #femme girls #wlw usa #gwlg usa #sunshineclub #bpd selfie #bpd community #sappho #sapphic

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smeetlinglord · 3 months

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you sadistic fake wholesome creatures of the underworld will condemn a guy with bpd for craving friends and community, urging that he talks to a professional.

a professional ain't gonna give him unbridled vulnerability. a professional ain't gonna have a relationship with him beyond a strict and formal one. a professional ain't gonna show up to his house and light up a blunt with him.

stop fucking telling us to seek help. we are doing that already you stupid pieces of shit. we need PEOPLE WHO AREN'T PAID TO CARE ABOUT US. is it clicking now?

#actually bpd #chronic pain #disabled #autistic adult #bpd thoughts #chronic illness #bpd mood #being autistic #bpd vent #tw vent #vent post #op #bpd community #bpd friends #please give me attention

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lumens8ite · 7 months

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Change.

#my art #comic #furry #furry art #furry oc #misty #skylar #bpd #dog oc #dragon oc #mental health #oc comic #oc lore #bpd comic #bpd community

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chaos-in-one · 2 years

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That moment when you finally gather the strength to leave someone who hurt you a lot but then you realize you feel like you're nothing without them so now you're stuck feeling that way and it makes it so much harder to stay away

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poetrypage-for-anewage · 2 months

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Saddest little baby, is you.

Sometimes I try to,

but I dont know how to get through.

I'm not the man you think I am,

But that's all you know.

I try to be there

But you dont live here.

Your still in that apartment

fighting with a ghost.

I try and show you Just who I am.

But youve already got your guns out

You think you already know who I am

So you dont hear me speak.

Sometimes When we fight,

It feels like its for our lives,

But it should never be that way

And its what I try to say.

I think youve seen a lot of wars

I think youve done, a lot of tours.

You have some scars, not seen by the eye

So you attack and dedend, like I'm that guy.

I dont have a knife, I dont want a war.

I just want you to let me in, through that door.

Im not mad, in fact I'm sad

To see you fight, its just not right

I see your scars and see the pain

Saddest little baby in the room

I get a grey hair for every scare you share

I cant be the only one who seeees you..

I see you, snd I love what I see

I see your saddness, I see your pain.

I try to take some of the burden and strain

Because I see how much it hurts and affects you.

Seeing it literally makes me sad

Sad and makes me want to be nice to you

It makes me want to help you

Take care of and spoil you.

But youve gotta quit assuming I'm like him

I'm not like these other men

All they do, is some tragic sin

To hurt these beautiful souls

Your doing your best and so am I

These moments, they are the tests

Can you change, get rid of the pain?

Will you let go of, that war you were in?

Will you treat me and everyone differely?

I cant be the only one who sees you.

Thst always hits me,

It would be a lot more sad if that were true.

Sometimes I just want to talk to little you.

I see your fb posts, snd they're not positive lol

It makes me want, to text you.

But theres a lot, your going through.

I try to text, but you assume I want to attack you.

What I really want is to talk to you.

I miss you and I want to check on you

You didnt open any fb messages, did the pics and songs not get through?

I heard this one, it was so cute so I thought of you

You didn't even open it to hear it.

And I just found this one, kind of different genera

I know this one, will actually be new to you.

Saddest little baby in the room

How do I get through to you

I get a gret hair for every scare we share

I cant be the only one who seeees you...

-OHO

#my poem #my poems #my poetry #my post #virgo #poetry book #flow of conciousness #higher self #relationship #love #bpd vent #bpd #partnerswithbpd #bpd coping #bpd community #how do i get through?#what do i say #twcpoetry #manifestation

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borderlinebelle · 5 months

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Hi. Hello. Take a seat, you’re not going ANYWHERE new friend. 🙂🙃

Welcome to my field of screams & dreams!

Below you’ll find my personal tumblr blog. I’m so motherfucking happy to share it with you. I’ve been growing here for over 10 years..

NEW YOUTUBE CHANNEL IS UP!

NEW VIDEO WILL BE OUT: WHEN MY MENTAL HEALTH ALLOWS 👍🏽

🎥▶️🔴

BUT FIRST: INTRODUCTORY HUMAN FLESH OFFER BELOW 👇🏽

welcome 18+ wanderer,

you’re safe here

🫠 WHY TUMBLR? 👀

Tumblr is akin to.. taking a tiny hammer and chisel to the back of a human being’s mind and tapping gently until the skull creeks open and deliciously exposed is SOUL.

At its core, every blog on the platform is personal collection of blended mixed media displays woven together with the careful consideration by an original curator.

every blog is a unique and valuable tapestry that allows for a look into someone’s mind through their perceptions of themselves…

artwork,music,talent,fandoms,community: all grows here…

😵‍💫 WTF is a GIRLBLOG?

this is my carefully and painstakingly curated feed spanning over a decade… displayed is my internal battle, my triumphs and tragedies, all laid brutally bare in the hope that someone, somewhere sees this blog and sees me, and feels less alone. It’s my personal journey and battle through eating disorders and mental health and general girlhood into womanhood, which it turns out, is a spectrum. 😅 to be a woman is brutality and I did it and do it brutally. It doesn’t help that I’ve battled Borderline Personality Disorder for most of my life, but that’s my personal truth. I’m dedicating 2024 to personal growth, creating community, accepting responsibility for my past actions, and continuing to choose to seek health and help.. because as many of you know, recovery is an ongoing lifelong decision.

I see you. I hear you. I feel you. You matter.

Let’s heal together.

👀 WHERE can I see more?

1. NEW YOUTUBE CHANNEL IS IN THE BIO!

2. I deleted Instagram for the time being 🤷🏽‍♀️ toxic af imo

3. DM’s ARE CLOSED at the moment across ALL platforms!

#️⃣ WHAT hashtags to search?

#borderlinebelle 👁️ #mentalhealthmatters 👁️ #personal

✍🏽

weary wanderer,

rest easy at last

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bpdcrybaby213 · 7 months

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We don't need someone to save us. We don't need someone to give us advice. We need someone to sit with us through our pain and not judge us. We need someone to be there for the ugly parts, not just the good parts.

#borderline personality disorder #bpd thoughts #bpd life #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd things #bpd struggles #bpd coping #bpd community #bpd support #bpd blog #bpd symptoms #bpd stigma

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nothankyoupleasee · 13 days

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I hope every girl cursed with borderline personality disorder finds a man she can go to who she can be her most unhinged with and he won’t leave her

-she can yell in front of him about her pain, she can tell him to fuckk off and get out and he will hold her anyway. She can send him texts with risky behavior and he won’t shy away or tell her to calm down and stop acting crazy and dismiss and ditch her. He will tell her every time she’s switching and acting out of panic that she’s safe and loved and nothing she can say will stop him from thinking she’s beautiful and meant for greatness

I Pray to god a man who knows how to handle your emotions and calm your storms without making you worry he’s mad at you will find you and never leave you like they did.

It’s hell on earth with borderline brain.

#mental health #bpd #quotes #bpd awareness #bpd thoughts #bpd community #borderline personality disorder #borderline personality disorder quotes #love quotes #I hope you find love #poems and quotes

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goddesseris-posts · 18 days

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Saw this on tiktok and had to check for myself and welp 🥲

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #living with borderline #bpd feels #bpd stuff #bpd problems #life with bpd #living with bpd #mental illness #mental disorders #mental health #mental health matters #mentally fucked #actually bpd #bpd community #bpd culture

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living-w-bpd · 11 months

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I feel so disconnected from this world. It's as if I don't actually exist at all. Like I could disappear & only one person would notice. Was I even here to begin with? Is any of this actually real?

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #tw dissociation #tw depersonalization #tw derealization #bpd blog #bpd community #actually borderline #bpd things #bpd relatable #actually bpd #bpd mood

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sapicsexual · 2 years

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honey catching season

#girlswholikegirls #gwlg #wlw #girlswhokissgirls #girlslikegirls #girls with tattoos #wlw usa #gwlg usa #femme girls #femme girl #femme4butch #femme fatale #sunshine club #sapphic #sapphic selfie #wlw selfie #bpd community

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