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poetrypage-for-anewage · 2 months

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Saddest little baby, is you.

Sometimes I try to,

but I dont know how to get through.

I'm not the man you think I am,

But that's all you know.

I try to be there

But you dont live here.

Your still in that apartment

fighting with a ghost.

I try and show you Just who I am.

But youve already got your guns out

You think you already know who I am

So you dont hear me speak.

Sometimes When we fight,

It feels like its for our lives,

But it should never be that way

And its what I try to say.

I think youve seen a lot of wars

I think youve done, a lot of tours.

You have some scars, not seen by the eye

So you attack and dedend, like I'm that guy.

I dont have a knife, I dont want a war.

I just want you to let me in, through that door.

Im not mad, in fact I'm sad

To see you fight, its just not right

I see your scars and see the pain

Saddest little baby in the room

I get a grey hair for every scare you share

I cant be the only one who seeees you..

I see you, snd I love what I see

I see your saddness, I see your pain.

I try to take some of the burden and strain

Because I see how much it hurts and affects you.

Seeing it literally makes me sad

Sad and makes me want to be nice to you

It makes me want to help you

Take care of and spoil you.

But youve gotta quit assuming I'm like him

I'm not like these other men

All they do, is some tragic sin

To hurt these beautiful souls

Your doing your best and so am I

These moments, they are the tests

Can you change, get rid of the pain?

Will you let go of, that war you were in?

Will you treat me and everyone differely?

I cant be the only one who sees you.

Thst always hits me,

It would be a lot more sad if that were true.

Sometimes I just want to talk to little you.

I see your fb posts, snd they're not positive lol

It makes me want, to text you.

But theres a lot, your going through.

I try to text, but you assume I want to attack you.

What I really want is to talk to you.

I miss you and I want to check on you

You didnt open any fb messages, did the pics and songs not get through?

I heard this one, it was so cute so I thought of you

You didn't even open it to hear it.

And I just found this one, kind of different genera

I know this one, will actually be new to you.

Saddest little baby in the room

How do I get through to you

I get a gret hair for every scare we share

I cant be the only one who seeees you...

-OHO

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