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#bpd rant
borderlineangel222 · 1 year
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the idea of being easily forgotten scares me so much.
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borderlinebeauty · 1 year
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These days I just wanna sleep and sleep because it hurts so much being up and thinking of all I’ve lost. But if I’m sleep, nothing even matters.
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trxppedmind · 2 months
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Romantisized Borderline.
If you have bpd this may triggers you!
Why the fuck would people even do that?
"I wan't a borderliner as my significant other."
No you don't. Its hell for you and for them.
You want someone who is absolutely obsessed, to the point just a wrong breath make them think you hate them.
You want someone who's probably is suicidal, self-destructive and self harming? "I can fix them." No you can't. Neither i think you can stop them.
You want someone that is extremly lovingly and affectionate only to become distant, ignoring and maybe even offensive in a eyeblink because they got triggered into Splitting or rage?
You want someone that probably feels offended if you need time for yourself or do spend time with your friends and don't answer your phone.
You want someone that may shouts and yells in one moment, only to cry and feel guilty in the next moment, maybe begging you to stay?
You do realise that its not just from time to time, but every fucking day? If they have a bad day's maybe even hourly moodswings?
You want just to help them? Thank you, but that's not your task in a relationship/friendship. Take care of yourself because the chance that you just ruin yourself is high.
Fuck, imagine cuddling in bed in a comfortable silence, they overthought something and suddenly push you off, just because a single though.
Wanna know what the worst is?
Maybe you noticed that I am extremely aware of my bpd. But that doesn't mean i can change, or fix myself. Because with the sudden overwhelming emotion, my mind is drowning in things like selfhate and that everyone will leave, no more awareness or control. I think its like that for many borderliners.
Please don't romantisize something people are suffering from. Thank you.
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bpdcrybaby213 · 1 year
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Having BPD makes you extremely afraid of abandonment. So why do I always feel the urge to isolate? Why do I not want to be around people? Even my own FP a lot of the time. I want them in my life, I just don't want to deal with anything or the work of maintaining relationships.
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baphomet-bitch · 6 months
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you think you know what rage feels like?
have you ever had to write in excruciating detail how you would kill someone in the most personal way? have you had to draw it, visualize it and obsess over it so you can get it out from under your skin? have you ever been scared of yourself and what you’re capable of when you’re angry? have you ever felt like skinning yourself alive would not even be enough to stop the pure rage from imploding within?
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wishing-for-deathx · 4 months
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I’m never the girl the guy wants. Fuck it ruins me to see me be tossed aside like garbage or used like garbage 😔
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selfaware-stalker · 7 months
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cut your name into my chest so i dont feel like im the crazy one in the realtionship.
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honeypleasejustkillme · 6 months
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this is how my life is going as of lately.. fucking nothing,, soon i’m gonna be a poor homeless man :,)) …fuck dude, why does life always fuck me over
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gh0stgirl-hotline · 1 month
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with bpd even bad attention is good attention
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border-meme · 2 years
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RANT POST
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Don’t be fucking idiot and tell a borderline they’re hard to be with. We already fucking know and we’re trying our fucking best .
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queerpossums · 19 days
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i am one minor inconvenience away from being the physical manifestation of every single goddamn bpd stereotype
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borderlineangel222 · 1 year
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all my life i’ve been blamed for the monstrosities i didn’t ask to happen to me.
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borderlinebeauty · 1 year
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I wanna cry so badly. I feel so alone. I wanna scream. I wanna vent. I wanna be with you. But I know that I can’t. So instead I’ll continue to suffer. Suffer in silence. *immediately tears up and gasps* bro I hate this disorder so much. so fucking much.
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nemevex · 2 years
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If I'm cursed with having FPs thanks to my BPD, why can't my brain at least attach itself to people who care for me
I guess it's the cPTSD and attaching yourself to emotionally distant people because it mimics the false/difficult/confusing love you were given as a child and thought was normal love.
Ah damn it trauma.
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bpdcrybaby213 · 8 months
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I don't understand why we can't say "self harm" on social media or anything to do with it. You have to constantly edit spelling and it's bullshit. Anything to do with self harm and suicide has to be censored. Like it's a crime and we're horrible people for it. It's literally out of our control yet we get treated like evil people and locked up. It's our bodies, it's our lives, it's our choice. Stop condemning people for their mental illnesses.
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oneclickangel · 1 month
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bpd culture is i want to fall in love again. i want a fp again. i want to be obsessed with someone bc really who am i if im not obsessing over someone. how could i comfort myself at night, before i go to bed, not knowing whose life is way more important than mine.
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