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#SORRY 2 STEVE I PROMISE I DON'T HATE HIM
snowangeldotmp3 · 10 months
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mrs. click's class, october 1983... with a little bit of a twist.
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ashwhowrites · 15 days
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Hey, if you hadn't already done something like this, I was wondering if you'll write Eddie x Popular!Henderson!R, where they're sneaking around behind Dustin's back.... 1. Because Dustin looks up to him and they're friends and 2. She's not ready to let everyone know just yet (wanting to live in ignorant bliss just a little while longer before she falls under scrutiny for falling for "the freak").
And so, when one of her friends decides to hook her up on a date, she can't exactly refuse, so she goes along with it to shut her up, without letting Eddie know, of course. And during a game of dnd, Dustin let's it slip where you are for the night, unknowingly sending Eddie into a spiral, thinking she's cheating and that's why she wants to keep them a secret and after having an internal battle, he cuts the campaign short, surprising everyone, and he crashes her date, with hellfire in toe, demanding answers. And then everyone finds out and she explains blah blah and they live happily ever after. Sorry, this was long xx
This was so fun! I hope this is what you wanted and you enjoy it. Thank you for requesting 🫶🏻
Dustin's friend
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When Dustin said he found a new friend, that was yet again years older than him, Y/N wasn't too pleased. First, it was Steve, and now a guy named Eddie. But when Y/N met Eddie for the first time, she couldn't care less about the age gap between him and her brother, all that mattered was that he was around her age and single.
Eddie still wasn't sure how he managed to get Dustin's hot popular sister to go out with him. Whatever he did, he thanked god for it because having Y/N on his lap with her tongue down his throat was his heaven.
"Missed you so much," Y/N whined, her hips moving against Eddie's as she yanked off his shirt.
"Fuck, I missed you too." Eddie moaned as Y/N sucked down his chest. She left her marks to travel south until she was just above his boxers.
"MOM WANTS YOU," Dustin screamed as he pounded on Y/N's locked door.
"Damn it," Eddie sighed and hung his head.
"BE RIGHT THERE," Y/N screamed back, she sighed and stood up. She handed Eddie his shirt with a sad smile. "Sorry, Eds."
"Fuckers are giving me blue balls. Are you sure we can't tell him? Maybe he'd stop interrupting as much." Eddie glared towards the door. He stood up and threw on his jeans.
"You know I'm not ready for all of that yet." Y/N sighed.
"Fine, I'll go home and finish the old-fashioned way." Eddie joked, smirking as he walked backward to her window, his eyes on her.
"Maybe I'll come over and join you, later." She winked. She kissed Eddie goodbye and waited for him to leave. Then she went to see what her mom wanted.
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Y/N knew hiding her relationship with Eddie was hard and tiring. And she felt guilty every time she had to act like Eddie wasn't everything to her. But she was scared. She was scared to take away Dustin's friend, worried she overstepped. She was terrified it would ruin their friendship because of the bro code. And selfishly, she was scared of the damage it would do to her social life.
"I'm telling you, he has been begging me for a date with you. You are single and have no reason to say no." Chrissy whined.
"My reason to say no is that I don't want to," Y/N said, rolling her eyes as she slammed her locker shut.
She whined when Chrissy followed.
"Like you have anything going on tomorrow night, anyway?" Chrissy argued, her eyes taunting.
Y/N technically had nothing going on tomorrow, Dustin and Eddie had hellfire so both boys were busy.
"Stop thinking of an excuse and just go. Then if you hate it, I will never set you up again." Chrissy promised.
"Deal," Now Y/N could get Chrissy off her back.
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"We are kicking ass today! I wish Y/N were here to see it." Dustin cheered. Y/N had spent more time watching Hellfire since she had to pick Dustin up anyway.
"Why isn't she?" Eddie asked, he prayed it sounded casual. He read ahead on his notes to look like he didn't care too much.
"On a date." Dustin shrugged, playing his next move. No one had the table had any idea that sentence sent Eddie into a panic. Sweat on his forehead as his leg shook beneath the table.
His girlfriend was on a date, with another guy.
It all made sense, she wanted him to be a secret because she was seeing someone. Dustin knew about the guy, and he couldn't know about Eddie. Because then her secret would be exposed. Like it just was.
"Where?" Eddie snapped, his angry tone had the table looking at him in seconds.
"Enzo's," Dustin said confused.
"Get in the van," Eddie snapped as he grabbed his keys.
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The rest of hellfire sat confused as Eddie raced to the restaurant. He was silent but gripped the wheel until his knuckles were white. The boys followed as Eddie stormed out of the van and into the restaurant.
Eddie felt a wave of heartache flood in his chest when he saw her with him with his own eyes. She looked beautiful as she talked about something he couldn't hear.
"Why are we here? Why do you care about my sister?" Dustin asked, but Eddie already was moving.
His heavy boots hit the floor hard, and his hand slammed on the table. The couple jumped and fear showed in Y/N's eyes when Eddie leaned down to her level.
Face to face, Eddie's hard breathing smacked Y/N's face. She twiddled her thumbs nervously as she saw hellfire behind him. Her brother watching with confusion.
"Eddie, what are you doing?" She said through clenched teeth, trying to keep the conversation between them.
"Demanding why the fuck my girlfriend is on a date with another guy." Eddie snapped, his eyes dark as he glared at her. She knew he had every right to be mad, but she didn't want a scene.
She stood up, and Eddie straightened up. His eyes haven't left her, not even glancing at the stranger across from her.
"Can I please explain later? In private." She whispered, her eyes looking over Eddie's shoulder as the boys watched.
"No, I'm tired of this private shit. Explain right here, right now. Or we are done." Eddie threatened. He didn't want to break up, he wished on every star above him there was a way to make this relationship work.
"Eddie please." She whispered, her watery eyes pleading for him to back off until they could talk. "Not right now in front of everyone." Eddie tried to ignore her tears, not letting himself get sucked into her guilt trap.
"Fine, forget it. I'll see you around, Henderson." Eddie said coldly as he nodded and backed off. Y/N felt frozen in her spot as Eddie went out the door.
"Y/N?" Dustin spoke up, his hand reaching towards her.
In seconds she was running out the door.
"What is going on?" the random date asked.
"Shh man," Mike said, sliding into the booth next to him. He pointed out the window, a clear view of the couple. The boys followed, all sitting in the big booth as they stared out the window.
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"I'm sorry! I got scared but please." Y/N cried as she tugged on Eddie's arm.
"Scared because you got caught. I can't believe you could do this to me. What about all that love bullshit? This is what you do when you love someone?" Eddie argued, hot tears in his eyes.
"I do love you! Nothing between us is bullshit. Chrissy was on my back for weeks about going on a date with this guy! I never agreed until she said If I went on it, she'd never do it again! I promise you I was just trying to get her off my back. I was going to tell her I hated it and finally have peace of just being with you."
"You know what else brings peace? Finally admitting to other people that you are in love with me," Eddie said sadly, "I'm tired of being your secret. I can't keep doing it."
Y/N sobbed as she reached forward and held his face in her hands.
"I'm so sorry. I love you so much. I'll tell Dustin and everyone. Please just give me a chance to make this up to you." Y/N begged, Eddie sniffled as he looked into her eyes.
"I love you too," he smiled, and Y/N felt relief in her bones. "You took a chance on me, so I'll take the chance on you."
Y/N smiled and leaned forward, Eddie met her halfway and smashed his lips on hers. His hands wrapped around her waist and pulled her closer.
~
"Oh my god!" The boys all said at once, the random date was long gone.
"Eddie and my sister?"
"Dude! Eddie is banging your sister!" Mike teased
"Is he touching her ass?" Lucas gasped as he moved closer to the window
"Oh, that is so much tongue." Gareth chuckled.
"Our boy is making out with a popular girl!" Jeff cheered, high fives all around the table, except for Dustin who sat in a state of shock.
~
"YOU ARE SCREWING MY SISTER?"
Eddie and Y/N jumped as Dustin screamed.
"DUSTIN!" Y/N screamed as Dustin ran straight into Eddie and took him to the ground.
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emsgoodthinkin · 1 year
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the band-aid to my wounds
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Older!Eddie Munson x naive!Fem reader - eventual twins Steve Harrington x reader x Kurt Kunckle series| pt 1 | pt 2 | pt 3 … TBC
Summary: After stumbling into an old barn after being stranded by your freshly new ex boyfriend, you wake up strangely in a room..that isn't yours..
warnings: talks of cheating, abuse, angst, slight stockholm syndrome at a glance, anxiety, childhood trauma, parent problems; daddy issues, eventual smut, cursing, drinking, smoking, perviness, slight dub-con, miscommunications, blood mention
word count: idk? 1k?
June 12th, 1988 the roads were closed off.
I have no idea why im still together with this asshole, why am i so stupid? oh because id do anything for people to love and not leave me. Looking at him now..hands beating the steering wheel, veins popping through his temples..not to mention his breath. Ashton my oh so loving, narcissist, no good boyfriend. We've been together for 6 years, basically high school sweethearts. Went from flirty glaces, to lab partners, to collage students with an alcohol addiction. Mainly his addiction...he got me started on it.
Ashton basically took me in with his fatherly like protectiveness when we first got together. He was walking me to my front door after a bowling date he asked me out to my sophomore year, of course i said yes.; until the front door opened. Uh oh, dads home; Bill. The moment the door opened i watched my father tackle Ashton to the ground without so much as a reason screaming words like "get off my property, boys like you should be dead in a gutter, ill kill you"...
Lets just say that date night was a bit too eventful for my liking.
My dad always had a problem with Ashton because he went to highschool with his father. Ashtons dad was a bully back in the day, made my dads life a living hell.. took everything away from him. the girl, the looks, the job..
Dave, Ashtons father, was caught making out with Shannon, my dads ex lover but also first love. Dave knew he had the upper hand when it came to getting the things he wanted. Hell, Shannon seduced him into it. Shannon was only with my dad for the money. Got knocked up but gave him the baby and ran away to be with his dad. As you can see I am that baby now today.
I made a promise to Ashton after sneaking him to my bedroom window that same night cleaning his wounds; that it was me and him against the world. He knew about me and my parents relationship. How my step-mother only has good things to say about me in a room full of people, but how she degrades me behind closed doors. How my dads drinking problem gave him alcohol poisoning, twice' and about his anger problems. You'd think being in a household that is always loud would help you shape up to loud sounds in the future. Boy was that theory proven wrong.
anytime someone yells or raises their tone, you're immediately in fight or flight response. tense..anxious. You hate going to basketball games just for that reason. Its uncomfortable.. and he knew that, but apparently in this moment, he didn't give a fuck-
"Did you hear me??" Ashton says impatiently. "No im sorry, i cant hear when you mumble.." you reply
you also hated when people uttered things under their breath.
dad does that shit.
"Don't be smart with me y/n, ill leave you right here,right now in the middle of the fucking road
"Yeah whatever Ashton, just stop talking to me and drive" feeling the breaks pull forward and in a flash he was out of the drivers seat, and already pulling you out of the passenger-
"WHAT THE FUCK" i yell- what the fuck are you doing Ashton?”
“Shut up!” he smacks me. Your eyes widen in more shock than fear over anything. “Did you j-just hit me?” i ask with a scratched voice--
“I told you more than once not to back talk me didnt i?”
“i didn’t.. it was once and i stopped ashton”-
-“You’ve done it all goddamn night, accusing me of cheating, clinging onto me when i ran into Tommy, i told you to give me some fucking space --i interrupt him.
“YOU did cheat on me you asshole!! That bitch was fucking bragging about it in the bathroom”—
���Do you really think after what 4 years-“6 actually“ i say pissing him off further. he looks at you angrily
He sighs. “Do you really think after years of being together, i would do that to you?” he say looking down at the ground sadly; making you instatly regret your words
“..no-no of course not i just thou”-
-“You thought wrong! he snaps-I would never do that to you baby..y/n?” he says letting go of the grip on my arms, caressing my cheek-“..I know you get a little confused sometimes, its okay come here” he says pulling you into a deep hug
“..im sorry ash”-
“shh” he coos.
“I really thought—what the fuck is that?” you shove him away
“Y-you piece of shit!!” you pull around back collar piece of his shirt up to his face; showing him the peach colored lipstick stain
“Are you fucking serious Ashton?” his eyes widen and stomach drops when he sees the prominent evidence of his past events—
“B-baby look-“
“No! fuck you were done!”
He grabs me closer, “No we fucking arent- ive gave you everything! he starts shouting making you flinch
P-please stop yelling at me! you plea tears rolling down your face
“Just—here” he opens the car door “just get back in and ill explain on the way”—
“No.” you shove past him running and crying
“Y/N come back here!. its too dark—
“ i dont care leave me alone!”
“Y/n theres crazy people out here..!”
you stop in your tracks, turning back to say- “You’re the crazy person!”
he laughs. “Oh im crazy? Ill show you fuckin crazy”—he says marching over to the drivers side of the car starting it back up—mumbling ill show you a fucking crazy person babe—and he spees off
you cant believe he actually just left you.. standing here.
“ASSHOLE!” you shout regulardess if hes still there or not, turning back around to walk down the cold empty road
are you fuckig kidding me?
wow he fooled me
how didnt i see this before
did he love me?
he says he does
then why did he leave me..
fucking jerk!!
The long 7 mile walk with a head full of shitty thoughts walk you to a sun burnt orange barn.
you're exhausted. your hearts broken. your feet hurt. its too dark to keep walking
"I mean i could crash here right?" you say already walking towards the musky building
hay bells, chickens, tools. looks already owned
you dont care you just need a place to rest you head for a bit.
stinks in here. muttering to yourself, opening and shutting the barn door behind you.
perfect you say spotting an old rocking chair..and yard sale signs?
does somebody live here?
you're too exhausted to think any more tonight
this'll do. taking your jacket off to use as a prop pillow, climbing into the chair almost immediately drifting off.
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whats that smell? smells like bacon?
bacon? your eyes are still shut but you can sense a different environment around you. Fluttering your eyes open.. a clock? pictures? what?-jumping up at the sound of a shoe
"WHO ARE YOU?" your already in flight or fight mode
"Whoa whoa its okay, im the owner of the barn i found you in”.
is he lying?
"YOU'RE LYING!" you look around in a panic
"Sweetheart if i was lying, how come i specifically found you in my rocking chair, you must of been tired, i got my buddy who also runs the farm to scoop you up and bring you to our guest bedroom, couldn't just leave a woman out in the open like that.. especially at night"
your stomach knots when he calls you sweetheart.
okay maybe he harmless, just very kindly harmless?
"Here" he throws his arm out, "I'm Eddie, Eddie Munson."
- - is this interesting so far? lmk- -
reblogs appreciated:>
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I greatly admire Walt Disney and everything he created, I consider him an inspiration to me. I don't like how people like to villainize him, saying things like that he was a Nazi sympathizer or that he was racist. I know he wasn't perfect, but the truth is that no one is, that's what makes us human. I have enormous respect for him, for Roy, Ub and other classic Disney employees. The people I have no respect for are people like Katzenberg, Eisner, Chapek and Iger. They may have done a lot of good things for the company, but they also did a lot of bad things.
Sorry this got a bit long , however Honestly the modern CEOs to me have done nothing but damage I have nothing good to say Iger is the only one I can say there is a little bit that he has done to help contribute
Eisner was only thinking about the mermaid movies
Katzenberg damn near took down black cauldron if you don't know what I'm talking about he literally hated a scene so much he tried telling these animators to edit out certain parts even though this was the 1980s and that was damn near impossible he kept on trying to pressure them into doing it Eisner basically had to pull his leash so he would leave the movie alone however they did make sure that one scene was cut down
Katzenberg is also the reason 2D animation is out of the company but I will give him the factor that he created DreamWorks out of sheer spite with Spielberg and Geffen and that still gets me cackling to this day
Eisner though is the reason Splash Mountain was named that did you know originally Splash Mountain was called the Zip a Dee ride but he renamed it to Splash Mountain after the Splash H20 movie
And let's not mention the train wreck that was the '90s Eisner was literally trying that one Steve Buscemi meme of hello fellow kids there was actual gang fights because of the Clubs for teens he made that became known to the local gangs and became hang out spots. No I'm not joking go look it up and in the parking lot of Disneyland a kid was shot and killed over these gang rivalries
I'm not even going to mention Chapek because he made Eisner look like a saint in just 2 years canceled Owl House went on a anti-lgbtq rant was quantity over quality many projects were canceled because they did not align with his values
When the board members literally hunt Iger back down because they want to boot this guy out you know he's very fucked
And then Iger started out promising he would even go to the parks and make sure everything was okay. Nobody in the CEO position had really done that just randomly like him since Walt, this is why the 2010s are seen as some of the best years because he was initially pretty damn good
But then he started slipping I don't know if it's just a fumble because he's trying to repair everything with Chapek, but he is made some condemming decisions, especially with the whole Palestine and Anti LGBTQA situation right now.
When it comes to Walt Roy and Ub, I will be the first to tell you Walt was not perfect however he definitely was not a Nazi sympathizer he in fact had Donald hit Hitler in the face with a tomato at one point in time,
And as for people saying he was anti-semite that was based on an old rumor because of the whole no beards thing of the parks
like legitimately it was rumored at one point he was a part of the Communist Party like these are very old rumors that were proven untrue.
He didn't like beards because according to people around him he was afraid women would find them intimidating you got to remember the societal side it was a completely different era not an excuse however you have to factor it in whether you like it or not.
Walt Roy and Ub were three guys just trying to make it like everyone else, that's not even bringing up what would happen with Oswald damn near brought the company to it's knees because Oswald was supposed to be the mascot supposed to be the one they made their shorts off of and just when they think they have it it's all taken away by Mintz
Left damn near penniless and with only a few sketches of what would become Mickey Mouse did they escape Universal and with hard work but also on a wish and a prayer did they manage to bring it back from the brink.
If you see the villain in up btw Charles Muntz yeah that's why they made Charles Muntz I still laugh when I watch that film because the pettiness is beautiful. Thank you to the animators at Pixar and Disney for spitting in his face over half a century later turning him into a literal Disney villain
That is still the greatest comeback I've ever seen.
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Blood and Roses Part 3
Chapter Summary: Everyone is still struggling with the aftermath of Eddie's return. Eddie gets a chance to prove he can be trusted.
Series Summary and Characters posted in Part One.
Warnings: Angst, reader is assaulted, Eddie is violent with reader's attacker, blood. reader and Steve argue again. Also no one hate me for this, but it's revealed that Max died.
Part 1 2
You make it to the butcher shop and back without any trouble. Since the earthquake and fire, the whole town has gone to hell. More than half of its citizens had fled, and a lot of those that stayed behind considered the city their own personal playground. They would loot, vandalize, and even attack people for sport.
It's dark out. An almost permanent black cloud had settled over the town. Occasionally the sun would peek through, but it was a rare occasion. You missed it.
You’re getting out of the car when a random man approaches you.
“Hey, miss, you got the time?”
You’re instantly on guard. “No, sorry. I don’t wear a watch.”
He frowns. “Damn. Do you maybe got anything to eat? I’m starving.”
“Again, sorry. I’m not carrying anything with me.” No way were you inviting him in the house.
He eyes your bag. “Looks like you got plenty.”
“It’s not food.”
He snorts and grabs your arm. “We’ll see.”
You kick at him. “Let go of me!”
He backhands you into the car. You cry out and drop the bag, blood splattering everywhere.
“What the fuck? What is this? You sick bitch, look at my clothes!” He lifts his hand to strike you again. You brace yourself for the blow, but it never comes.
You realized your eyes are screwed shut. You open them to see Eddie standing in front of you, holding the guy up in the air by his throat.
“Eddie, stop. Let him go, please!"
He squeezes his throat tighter.
"Eddie, don't!"
He looks at you. "Are you hurt? Is this your blood?"
"No, no, it's animal blood! I'm fine! Put him down."
Eddie glares at the man. "I see you around here again and you're fucking dead, do you hear me?"
He struggles to nod, slapping at Eddie’s arm and panicking. Eddie drops him on the ground and kicks him.
“Get the fuck out of here, you piece of shit."
You watch as the man runs off, looking horrified. He trips and falls, glancing back over his shoulder as he sprints away.
Eddie turns to you, cupping your face in his hands. "Are you okay? Are you sure you aren't hurt?"
"How are you out here? Did they untie you?"
He looks down guiltily. "Not exactly."
"Eddie?"
"I have, like, supernatural hearing now. I could hear what he was saying, heard him slap you."
"But you were tied in chains, how did you-"
He still won't meet your eyes. "I, uh…"
Steve and Dustin come sprinting outside. Steve takes one look at you drenched in blood and slams Eddie into your car.
"Dustin get her inside, get help!"
"Steve, Jesus, this isn't my blood! I dropped the bag from the butcher. Can everyone please calm the FUCK down?"
Eddie shoves Steve. "Get off me, man, I was helping her."
Steve slams him into the car again.
"Steve, stop! It's true! Some random guy attacked me. Eddie ran him off."
Dustin grips your arm, looking terrified. "We left him alone for a few minutes. I heard a bang, the chains were in pieces on the floor, we didn't-"
"Shh, shh, I'm fine. I promise I'm okay. He didn't hurt me." You reassure him.
"Tell us the truth. Did you know you could break those chains the whole time?" Steve demands.
Eddie hesitates, then nods. "I mean, yeah, I figured I could. They weren't heavy or anything."
"They're like an inch thick!"
"Wait, so you were just pretending to be restrained? You could have gotten out any time?" Dustin asks.
Eddie nods slowly.
Steve huffs. "So you lied to us. We weren't safe at all."
You shake your head. "Steve, no. Don't you see? He could have attacked us at any time but he didn't! I'm standing here covered in blood and he hasn't touched me."
"He still lied!"
"What choice did he have!? You've been treating him like an animal!"
"I've been trying to keep us all alive!"
"Who died and made you boss!?"
"Who else has to die, Y/N?"
You step back, recoiling as if he'd slapped you.
Eddie glances back and forth between the two of you. "Who…who died?"
Dustin clears his throat. "Um, Max. She…she didn't make it."
Eddie slumps. "Red? What happened?"
"Vecna got her. She lived a little while afterwards, but the doctors couldn't, they couldn't-"
You squeeze Dustin's shoulder.
Eddie sighs, rubbing his face.
"I'm just trying to keep the rest of us alive." Steve repeats softly.
"I shouldn't have come back. I don't know why I thought- I'm gonna go." Eddie says.
You grab his arm. "Eddie, no, please. Don't leave."
"Steve's right. You guys can't trust me. I get it."
"No, Steve can't trust you, but I do. I do!"
"Y/N." Steve protests.
You turn and jab a finger at his chest. "If I have to lose him again, because of you, I will never forgive you. I swear to God, Steve, I will hate you."
Eddie looks stunned. You siding with him over Steve was the last thing he expected. You and Steve had always been close, two peas in a pod. He figured that had only intensified after everything had gone to hell.
"Fine. He stays. But he's still under watch and if he takes one step out of line-"
"I won't." Eddie interrupts. "I swear."
Steve doesn't look convinced, but drops it. 
You sigh. "Now can I please go shower? This blood is starting to dry and it's so sticky."
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You stay in the shower as long as you can, scrubbing until your skin is red. You figure your clothes are pretty much ruined, so you throw them into the wastebasket before toweling off. Robin knocks on the door and opens it a few inches, sticking clean clothes through the crack.
"Thank you."
"Are you okay?"
"I haven't been okay in weeks." You admit.
"Get dressed. I'll make you some tea."
You get dressed and run a brush through your hair, scowling at your reflection in the mirror. In the past few weeks, you'd lost weight, gained undereye circles, and had various scrapes and bruises that were slow to heal. You barely recognized yourself.
You head into the kitchen. 
Eddie is sitting at the table, sipping blood from a coffee mug. He looks embarrassed, but you squeeze his shoulder reassuringly.
"Feeling better?" He asks, reaching up to lay his hand on yours.
You nod. "I'm fine. Thank you, for everything."
"Don't mention it."
Robin sets a cup of tea in front of you. "Drink. You look pale."
You sit down and sip it slowly. "Someone's gotta go back to the butcher, replace what I-"
"Nancy and Mike are on it."
"Good deal."
"I'm sorry for being so much trouble." Eddie mumbles. "I'm sorry for all of it."
"Hey, none of this is your fault. You didn't ask for this, Eddie. None of us did."
"I should have stayed away. I didn't think-"
"Enough." You say firmly, taking his hand in yours. "We're glad you're back. We missed you."
"Maybe you and Dustin did, but-"
"Hey now, I missed you!" Robin protests. "Maybe not as much as Y/N and Dustin, but we weren't besties and I wasn't in love with you, still I really did…oh…shit."
You clench your mug so tightly your knuckles turn white. You refuse to look up, refuse to see the expression on Eddie's face.
"Y/N, I…" Robin stutters.
You stand up, pouring your tea into the sink and rinsing out your cup. 
Neither Robin or Eddie say anything as you walk out of the room.
Robin turns to Eddie. "I didn't mean that like it sounded. I didn't mean Y/N was in love with you, I was just saying that you and I weren't really friends or romantically involved, well obviously not romantically involved because you're not the type I like, but I'm just-"
"Robin. It's fine. Steven basically told me already. I just haven't said anything to Y/N because I don't know what to say."
"Oh. Okay, well, can you please tell her you already knew? I wouldn't say you heard it from Steve, it might be the final nail in their coffin, but if you could shift the blame off me a little-"
"I'm not talking about it. It doesn't matter now."
"Wait, why not?"
"Because I'm a fucking vampire and we're basically in the middle of the apocalypse. How would we ever make it work?"
"I gotta ask, and feel free to tell me to mind my own business, but before all this happened, did you-"
"Yeah. I loved her. I just didn't know how to tell her. I always thought she and Steve were gonna wind up together. They were so close. I didn't think she would want someone like me."
"I really think you should talk to her."
"I can't. I can see it on her face, I've already broken her heart more than once. I won't hurt her again."
"Maybe there's a way."
"People like me don't get happy endings with people like her. My story isn't gonna be filled with romance and roses. It's blood and war now."
"Why can't it be both?"
"You really think that's what she deserves? A life of going to the butcher shop for me, hiding me out from the town, hiding from the sun? She deserves more. I won't do that to her. I wasn't good enough for her before this happened, I'm damn sure not good enough for her now."
"I don't think that's true, Eddie. You're still you. And she's still her."
"Robin, drop it." He warns. "My mind is made up."
She sighs. "I get it. I do. But Y/N won't."
"She will eventually."
"I think you're underestimating her. She could handle this. She's stronger than you think."
"I know she is. But I'm not. And I won't do this to her."
Robin nods. "Just be careful. You have no idea the hell she's been through without you."
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Mine.
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Title: Mine
Dark!Daddy!Steve Kemp x Little!wife!reader
Words: 2K
Summary: You finally get to leave the house but A friend makes you doubt your relationship with your husband Steve but he has no problem reminding you of your place.
Warnings: Knife Play, dub-con/non-con,threats, ddlg dynamic,fingering,choking,spanking,dom/sub dynamic,p in v sex, intimidation,teasing, possessiveness, manipulation,hitting,dacryphilia
A/N: this was supposed to be a jock Ari Levinson fic but it didn't save properly sorry for the delay
*Please don't repost without permission If you use my writing as inspiration please ask first and credit me
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You hook the clasp of your diamond necklace together as you stare at your reflection in the porcelain white vanity....until you feel hands on your waist.
"Steve please-"
"Where are you going" he says as he starts leaving gentle kisses along your neck.
And his grip on your waist turns into a needy insatiable one.
Steve hates when you leave. He almost never lets you out of the house without his supervision. He rarely says the words no but when the shoes you were going to wear start to vanish into thin air, and your car keys are nowhere to be seen just around the time you're going to leave. You can't help but suspect him as the culprit.
He gives you everything. money, food, A beautiful home, all the little doll clothes your heart desires and all the love in the world. So what reason would you ever have to leave his side.
Well that's what you imagine his reasoning is for practically holding you hostage 24/7.
"Baby I'm just going out with a few friends"
He stills his motions processing your words but his grip slowly starts to tighten around your waist, and you immediately turn attempting to soothe him.
"Stevie I promise I'll only be gone for an hour or two"
You put on your prettiest pout and cup his cheeks in your hands. peppering his face in lipstick kisses doing your best to butter him up in hopes he'll give in and let you go.
"Who's going" he questions giving you a rather dull look, but you know he's looking for you to say one wrong word as an excuse for you to stay.
"No one special just Greg, kate, and... mallory"
And you watch as his face morphs into one of utter disgust.
"steve ..."
"No..." "No! absolutely fucking not" he pulls away from your embrace and you follow after him.
Steve dispises Mallory. He's convinced she fills your head with 'bad things' those bad things are mostly her telling you to leave steve because she gets an off vibe from him, Whatever that means, but clearly it upsets steve.
You wrap your arms around his back and snuggle into his muscular shoulders "Please steve I haven't left in ages".
You feel his shoulders untense and decide to press him further.
"I've been a good girl lately haven't I daddy?"
He looks over his shoulder at you.
"Don't you think your good girl deserves a treat"
You give him your sweetest puppy eyes and he caves.
He faces you head on arms crossed and a stern expression. your gaze falls to his feet as you twiddle your fingers in anticipation.
"I want you back no later than 2"
You nod at him eagerly.
"And I want you to call me when you get there and when your leaving“
"And no talking to Mallory"
You try to hide the frown creeping on your face but Steve knows you too well.
“I mean it" he stalks toward you cupping your chin making you look into his deep blue eyes "I don't don't want you talking to her okay sweetie, not a word"
And he seals that sentence with a kiss to your forehead and you don't have the will to say no to him.
"Okay daddy I won't"
He smiles at your compliance and wraps you in A warm embrace that's a little too tight.
.....
Golden rays beam through the window as the scent of fresh coffee beans warm your senses. Slowly stirring your straw through the foamy cappuccino that's piping hot, you exhale softly taking in the comforting atmosphere.
"So, How are you and Steve doing"
You're drawn out of your sunny daydream by A familiar nasally voice.
You ignore her question and act like you're more invested in Kate and Greg's conversation, but you can still feel her eyes on you.
" Well I mean, I'm just saying...You know after that last fiasco at Kate's dinner party"
" I'm surprised he even let you out of the house "
She jokes but you hardly find it funny, Steve got so angry that your ass was red for a week.
you roll your eyes at her.
"Well, here I am" you answer giving her the fakest smile you can muster up.
“Don't you ever find it weird how you can't leave without his permission?"
You quirk an eyebrow up at her "Well I-"
"I mean the guy has a tracker on your phone like really??"
"you'd think he wouldn't be so paranoid, you guys live in such A secluded area"
"its real strange girl, like if my man was ever that controlling of me“
"I just don't think I could live with myse-"
You abruptly stand from your cushioned seat and leave through the doors of the cafe exit, trying your best to ignore the intrusive thoughts invading your psyche.
.....
" So how was your little get together honey"
Steve says with A surprisingly genuine smile.
"did you have a good time with Kate and Greg?"
His voice sounds slightly concerned with your lack of response.
You nod your head but you don't look at him.
" you called me an hour early doll, you sure everythings okay?'
You nod again and lay your head against the seat following the forest scenery with your eyes.And thankfully Steve doesn't pester you with anymore questions.
...........
The black mustang pulls into the driveway of your picturesque house surrounded by nature, its modernized and stocked full with the finest architecture and the latest technology.
Steve unlocks the door and you both enter.
He then goes to hook his jacket on the coat rack but when he turns back around you're nowhere to be seen.
Steve wanders the spacious house until he eventually finds you standing in your room. Eyes fixed on the scenery through window twirling your necklace.
You feel something looming towards you, but you're too in your head to care. You feel Steve's warm touch as he turns your body to face him.
You can't cover the look of worry on your face but still you attempt to avoid his eyes.
"what happened pumpkin hm?" He brushes your hair away from your head as he searches your face for an answer.
"Baby, Look at me..."
He tries to get you to talk to him but you refuse, and he notices his usual sweet talking isn't having the same affect it usually does"
"Have you been talking to Mallory" he says in a accusingly cold tone.
it's only when you shiver and bite your lip he has his answer.
"Who do you belong to..."
Steve asks his signature question because it helps him gauge how much correction and fixing his doll needs.
He stares at you in silence but the tension instantly gets to you.
" I..."
Before you can even start Steve hoists you up by your waist carrying you to his room.
"Steve No!! Listen I'm sorry!"
You try to wiggle out of his grip. He doesn't budge one bit, and continues carrying you like you weigh nothing.
...........
Your body is thrown at the bed like A ragdoll and before you even realize what's happening.Steve is manhandling you onto his lap and pulling up your skirt.
Usually you would just give into his force, but at the back of your mind you feel mallory's words. So you struggle against him with what little strength you have.
Steve's gaze bores down on you like a thousand fires but he doesn't say a word.
Smack!
A familiar burn ignites the skin of your plush bottom, and you try to hold in the painful whimper as your eyes start to water.
Steve relentlessly bruises your soft flesh.
You grip the fabric of his pants till your knuckles turn white, sobbing and crying as you try to use the last of your energy to escape his hold on you.
Deep down you both know how pointless it is for you to resist him.
After some time Steve's assault on your ass ceases and his palm rests gently on the tender flesh.
You sniffle and wipe your nose trying to regain your thoughts.
Steve places A subtle kiss on your spine and rubs your sore butt in slow soothing circles. Until he feels your muscles relax and your sobs dissipate.
"You know I love you honey"
"More than anything else in the world"
Your heart pangs in guilt and you feel yourself soften at his words.
"So much so... That you can't go out anymore sweetie"
"Not without me at least"
He places A kiss somewhere on your body, but you don't really care where because what the hell did he just say to you.
You feel the heat rise in your body and you can't control your mouth any longer.You immediately get off his lap distancing yourself from him while still on the bed.
"Steve no... You can't do that to me"
He lifts himself off of the bed and crosses his arms giving you a sympathetic look.
"Baby love .." he mutters as he slowly reaches a hand out towards you.
"Don't touch me" you hiss at him dodging his touch.
And you see his eyes go from dark ocean blue, to a violent abyss.
Steve doesn't always verbally warn you about testing him, but his eyes and body language tell you everything you need to know.
He reaches for you again.
"I said don't fucking touch me!"
You yell slapping his hands off of you.
Unfortunately you don't stop there, you go off on him.
"I'm tired of being trapped in this stupid fucking house with you all day!"
"I deserve to leave whenever the hell I please"
"I'm a human fucking being Steve, not A dumb animal you can just lock in a cage"
You feel your voice warble, and bring your knuckles to your eyes trying to mask the tears.
"It's not fair Steve..."
"You say you love me... yet you never let me do anything it's cruel"
You look down at your lap in shame.
.. Then you hear laughter
You look up at Steve and he's bent over, arms clutching his stomach trapped in A fit of joyous hysteria.
Your eyes widen in disbelief and your face reddens in embarrassment. You just bared your soul to him and he thinks it's fucking funny what!
He eventually collects himself and wipes the comedic tears from his eyes.
"Oh... I'm sorry princess"
"I just find it so fucking adorable when you think you have any say in what I decide for you"
He sighs and starts walking towards you.
Instantly you scoot back further on the bed and gulp nervously.
Steve has that terrifyingly unhinged look on his face. The same one he has when he finally leaves the basement after hours of doing god knows what.
You're a second too late when Steve grabs you harshly by your soft hair pinning you to the bed.
He then proceeds to climb on you, trapping you with his weight.
You want to fight him you really do.
The thing is you've learned that it's better not to when he's like this. You pushed his limits only once and let's just say... Kitchen knife wounds are a bitch to heal and you were half convinced he was going to eat you.
Steve glares at you with demonic eyes as his gaze travels to your lips.
You see him lean in and you panic.
Smack!
You...you hit him
....Oh no.
"S-steve, M'sorry I didn't mean to-"
He gets off of you and vanishes from the room.
You want to move.
run, hide, or something but you're too confused to do anything.
You're lost in your thoughts until you see Steve standing back at the doorway with an ominous look on his face, but you're relieved that he doesn't look as pissed off.
You start to feel a strange sense of relief at his mysteriousness. then you look at his left hand and that's when you see it.
Your heart sinks to the floor.
It must be at least 10 or 11 inches.
Stainless steel with a rubber grip.
Must be freshly sharpened, it's Steve's favorite. He cuts only the best meats with it and he makes sure it's well maintained.
Steve brings the knife up to his face getting a closer look, and he traces the edges of it. Admiring its intricacy eyes trained on every ridge.
"What did she say to you"
"I won't ask again"
You're practically pissing yourself at this point.
So you think it's best not to say or do anything to anger him further.
"S-she said... it's odd I don't go outside"
Your voice trembled horriblly when you spoke.
"Odd huh..." He says to himself, looking as lost in his head as you are.
And then he starts getting uncomfortably close.
You whimper but try to act like you're not scared shitless as he climbs back on top of you.
You try not to react, and you're doing pretty good at keeping your composure. then steve holds the knife directly to your neck.
And you start bawling your eyes out.
You're busy battling tears and trying not to move an inch as you feel the cold blade pressed firmly against your flesh. Deathly afraid the tiniest movement will slit your throat right open.
But you're snapped out of your stupor by a thick cold finger invading your entrance.
Steve pulls his finger from you and inspects his hand, knife still flush against your neck.
He holds his finger in front of your face.
it's coated in a clear sticky substance with a liquid bead at the top of his finger threatening to drip off.
"You see this honey" he waves his finger in front of your face.
"This is why you're mine" he says licking your slick from his finger.
"You can forget who your owner is all you want but your body won't"
He laughs at the dumb look on your face.
"There's knife against your neck baby"
"one little wrong move and I could kill you and yet you're dripping for me"
Your face is burning up in a weird mixture of fear and shame.there's no way you're turned on by something like this...right?
Steve angles the knife to where a bit of your neck is shown, and he attacks the exposed flesh with aggressive bites.
You try your hardest to hold in the inexcusable moans wanting to spill from your lips. But when you feel Steve's hot tongue drag against the dip of your collar bone, a shameless loud whimper escapes.
You mentally try to zip your mouth shut but then two thick fingers penetrate your soft walls, digging for that certain spot that makes you scream.
Your moans and whimpers fill the room and you can't lie the knife against your neck starts to add to the pleasure "Steve!" You whine.
Trying to keep your head as still as possible when Steve's fingers repeatedly prod and poke at your g spot.
Your body shakes as a sense of euphoria spreads from your core to the rest of your body.
Steve doesn't let you ride out your orgasm like he usually does, instead he flips you onto all fours and pushes your head down into the mattress.
Your ass is sticking straight up in the air as your arousal leaks down your thighs onto the sheets.
The knife is thrown beside your head and you hear the sound of a zipper being pulled.
Steve's wastes no time and plunges his cock deep in you until his cockhead kisses your womb.
"Steve no! It's too big take it ou-"
"Ah!"
Steve thrusts his hips into you at A mind numbing pace, wet skin slapping together as you feel his dick brush through every fold and trigger every nerve in your sensitive hole.
You can see your reflection through the knife and watch your face contort. your mind and body feeling as if it's going to break every time he brushes that soft spot deep inside you.
But then he stops and it's like someone hit the power off button on your mind.
But you come back to your senses when he grabs you roughly and forces you to lie on your side.
You gasp as your leg is yanked in the air and then thrown over his shoulder.
You both briefly make eye contact
"Steve..." you pout at him.
But he just shoves his cock back in you, it going deeper than it ever has.
Your face would say you're in pain but in reality it's the best damn thing you've ever felt.
Steve starts fucking you at the brutal pace from before, only at this angle each thrust has his dick crashing into your womb and you start babbling utter nonsense unable to cope with the pleasure.
Steve grips your throat forcing you to look at him.
"You still wanna go outside baby?" He probes.
"you don't need daddy to take care of you anymore is that it hm?"
You shake your head no at him barely able to speak.
"I want words slut"
He rarely calls you that but god it makes your pussy tingle and throb around him.
"N-no! daddy no I don't" you struggle to speak as he keeps grinding his hips against yours.
*No? But that's what you wanted right doll"
"You don't need me anymore"
"you don't need daddy cause you're A big strong girl who doesn't need my help is that it?"
You're fucking crying.
No! I only want you!"
"Just wanna be here with you..." Your throat burns from moaning and sobbing.
"Say it then" he says in a low sinister tone.
"Say you don't wanna go"
Steve glares at you, with a serious face to match and his grip tightens on your neck purposely making it hard for you to talk.
"I-i don't wanna go outside anymore daddy.."
"I wanna to be here with you-"
you say as he fucks you like a cheap whore.
He stares at you as you sob.
"Good girl..." He says continuing to pound your wet cunt.
You moan embarrassingly loud as he claims your tight little snatch with every thrust.His fat dick hitting your cervix repeatedly making your body writhe in pleasure.
"Steve god fuck!' you sob into him.
You feel His balls slap against your pussy and you break.
When he cums he squeezes too hard around your throat but the lack of oxygen only increases your high.
You feel his warm cum flood your pussy.
Washing away every thought in your head.
A warm hand cups your cheek. And you look at Steve.He stares back at you with his usual loving look.
"Mine" he says possessively caressing your blushed face.
"Yours" you say with a smile.
And the way he's looking at you is A reminder that Steve is all the freedom you'll ever need.
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Begin Again (Part 2)
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader Summary: You'd just about given up on love. You've spent eight months thinking all that love does is break, burn, and end. And then you're tricked onto a date with Bucky Barnes. On a Wednesday, in a cafe, you watched it begin again.
For: @me-by-my-lonesome
I didn't have another part planned, but I hope this little drabble will suffice. Thank you 💛
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"What?" Sam over-exaggeratedly scoffs. "Me? Deceive my friends? I would never."
"You're the worst, you know that?" you huff into the phone.
"Yeah, yeah, you're pissed at me," Sam quickly dismisses. "But how'd it go?"
"I mean, it was fine. I guess I just don't get why you thought we'd click." In front of you, Bucky has to press his lips together to stifle the laugh that bubbles out of his mouth. You raise a finger to your lips, reminding him to stay quiet. Your phone remains pressed into the crook of your neck as Bucky places his hand on the small of your back to guide you to the other end of the pick-up counter. "It just- I don't know."
"What do you mean, you don't know? I mean, I know he's a little... rough around the edges, but he's a good guy once you get to know him."
"Yeah, I know," you dramatically sigh, winking at Bucky. "We just didn't have anything to talk about."
"Where are you?" Sam abruptly questions. "It sounds like there's people screaming in the background."
You look at the several dozens of people packed into the small hole in the wall and then to the actual employees behind the counter who, like Bucky promised, had to scream your order back at you to be heard over the hoards of people walking in and out. "I'm at some pizza dive in Brooklyn."
"You went all the way down to Brooklyn by yourself?"
"Yes, Mother," you scoff. "I'm perfectly capable of going to Brooklyn by myself."
"I know, but you hate driving in traffic," Sam continues, clearly sensing something is off with your story.
"And that's why I didn't drive," you easily reply.
"You took the train all the way down to Brooklyn? For pizza?" Sam chortles.
You look outside the shop window at Bucky's bike parked on the street, the same one Bucky had picked you up on earlier in the day. "Yeah, let's go with that."
"You're being weird. Why are you being weird?"
"Oh, right here!" Bucky calls, waving down the server that just screamed your order number.
You can practically hear the gasp of realization leave Sam's mouth at the sound of Bucky's familiar voice. "Was that Bucky? Are you with Bucky right now?"
"Oh, sorry, gotta go Sam! Bye!" you blurt.
"Wait-" he starts, before you quickly hang up the phone.
You and Bucky both share an amused look before you share a fit of laughter.
He hands you your plate, before taking your free hand in his and gently steering you through the crowd.
He guides you outside, to the large patio with rickety metal chairs that lines the sidewalk.
You place your phone on the table, watching as your phone screen lights up with text after text from Sam. Bucky winces apologetically, "That was my bad."
"Eh," you shrug. "We had our fun messing with Sam."
"You know, I really should've thought that one through, I'm supposed to head down to the VA with Sam and Steve tomorrow."
"Ouch," you playfully wince, taking your first bite. "Sam's definitely not going to let this go."
"No probably not," he laughs. He watches you purposefully maintain a neutral expression on your face as you eat your slice. "So, do I know the best pizza place or do I know the best pizza place?" he urges, waiting a moment before he takes a bite out of his slice.
"Okay, this is pretty good," you hum, a hand over your semi-full mouth, nodding your head.
"Good enough for a third date?"
You playfully scoff. "You had a third date when you agreed to help me mess with Sam."
Begin Again (Part 1)
AnonymityIsFun Masterlist Inspired By Taylor Swift Masterlist
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radiant-reid · 2 years
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my cm skips and why
inspired by @steve-harringtons-slut post
season 1
fisher king pt1 it's my least favorite multiparter, i just don't love the plot and it's the start of elle's downfall which makes me sad
season 2
fisher king pt 2 for the same reason as above
aftermath i can watch the first bit but not after elle's undercover part because i don't like bad things happening to her
north mammon i used to like this one but it's hella sad, like one girl has to kill her best friend and the parents don't even really care and then it's all because they dissed the unsub 20 years ago !! like he's a sicko
distress boring af and also i hate watching sad spencer where no one does anything to help him
legacy also bores me and they should have used the 'unsub killing homeless people' once with the s4 finale
season 3
doubt boring and the ending sucked
In name and blood haley hotchner. i was a fan at the beginning and the end but she was cheating on him and i will never be persuaded otherwise. i hated her in this episode, also strauss too. and then spencer's sad at the end, nope nope nope
true night this one bores me, it's such a dumb plot, like a dude who writes comic books lmao
in heat i love JJ and Will and i think that's the only reason i occasionally put up with this episode because the rest of the time it sucks
season 4
normal i think this is a very boring one !! the road one where he ran over his victims >>
omnivore the first time i was cool watching this but now that i know what the start of it is, i save myself the emotional pain
season 5
nameless, faceless same reason as omnivore, i know what happens next and i hate seeing hotch sad. also the victim's kid, who is kind of the victim himself, i would not have cared if he died since he decided to go to school when he should have just stayed at home and been safe, like okay, risk the lives of everyone there
100 no no no no no, too sad
parasite i feel like they did a plot similar to this with the guy in charm and harm
solidarity man again, boring
our darkest hour plot is dumb af, and it's too similar to catching out with a homeless unsub breaking in and killing residents. also, I've always felt like it was meant to be based on Richard Ramirez and it's not scary enough for that
season 6
the longest hour obviously same reasons as above since it's the second part but also i really hate that the dad made Morgan promise to look after his daughter. i get it, he wanted someone good to be there for her, i just feel like that's a shitty thing to do to a near stranger
Devil's night nah, there's has to be a limited number of episodes about unsub's burning people and this one's the worst
what happens at home not a bad plot but ashley seaver ugh, she's the worst
Valhalla + Lauren it's not as sad as when haley dies because we know emily's still alive but i hate that she didn't tell the team and they're all sad
with friends like these not really a big fan of unsubs with hallucinated friends
season 7
heathridge manor sorry mgg, i just don't think this is scary or interesting
divining rod that whole wig thing creeps me out
season 8
god complex the plot is not good and i feel like the title doesn't fit at all
the good earth boring
magnificent light this is makes me laugh because it's so cringe
zugzwang too sad for spencer
season 9
the inspiration and the inspired okay maybe i have two least favorite multiparters because this one i also hate, like the praying mantises and random head in his fridge, nah
route 66 the hotch bit, i like, but the whole plot with the girl running away with her dad, i do not
200 i love JJ and i can't watch her in pain like that. also, i do not get why they went out to a bar right after her rescue like whos idea was that ?
what happens in mecklinburg boring and unrealistic because no woman is going to get out of her car and walk up to a massive truck when they can't see anything bffr
season 10
if the shoe fits makes me cringe so much
hashtag also makes me cringe
nelson's sparrow so unnecessary !!! like why would they kill gideon off when he's been gone for 7 seasons ?? and you're trying to tell me he just got killed by a random unsub, the jason gideon ?? that would have never happened
season 11
drive i hate the episode title and the plot, they should have called it something like execution
derek too sad, i want all the characters to always be happy
a beautiful disaster can the Morgans not catch a break ??
inner beauty plot makes me cringe hard
season 12
seek and destroy i feel like they kind of used this plot before and it felt like a lazy reattempt
(sometimes i skip every episode with spencer in prison but this is as if i'm not)
in the dark don't like the plot
true north an unsub making a sundial ? bffr
season 13
blue angel the plot is like pleasure is my business but with an unsub with a different relationship to the exclusive prostitute and it's way worse
dust and bones the unsub makes me cringe so hard
bad moon on the rise an unsub that thinks he's a werewolf bffr
miasma an unsub that thinks he's a plague doctor bffr
annihilator fuck you linda barnes
the capilanos an unsub that dresses like a clown bffr
the dance of love an unsub that kills based on song titles bffr
all you can eat like unsubs roasting their victims, there can only be a certain number of unsubs poisoning people and this one is the worst
season 14
innocence all because he's not related to his dad ?? shoulda just blackmailed his parents separately or run away
luke too sad, skip
night lights cringing
truth or dare jeid episode, no more needed
season 15
awakening nope jeid
ghost this just seemed unnecessary, like okay luke and matt worked together and caught someone, why would he then kidnap them and get arrested again ?? if you wanna be in the mob or diss the mob, you should know your fam will probably get killed
rusty be fr, i know people can be delusional and whatever but i just cannot with this one
family tree again, be fr, why did he cut the ears off and hang them up ? it's hilarious in an ironic way
face off + and in the end this is the way they chose to end the show ? nah
season 16
i don't even need to watch it to know it sucks, like a covid plotline bffr, that's the most cringe ever. it will never exist in my mind
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warmaidensrevenge · 1 year
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Is it hot in here, or is it just me?
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Pairing: Steddie x plus!size reader
If you want to read my other work you can find it HERE
A/N: I present to you the next part in my Steddie fic. Thank you for reading. As always feedback is greatly appreciated. Kay love ya bye.
Warnings: +18 smut, sexual situations, language, angst, descriptions of abuse, and not proof read and no word count.
Summary: How you ended up with not 1 but 2 boyfriends is beyond you. Why Eddie and Steve are into your thickness is strange but, they make you feel like a queen.
Part 4
Eddie took you to his room and grabbed you some pajamas from a drawer that he had emptied for you weeks ago. You didn't sleep in much. Most nights it was just a shirt and panties. But tonight it was unnaturally cold for a summer night. So Eddie pulled out a long sleeve and sweatpants that his uncle had left. They were way too big for his narrow hips but they fit you like a glove.
You turned around and went to the bathroom to change and brush your teeth. You washed the pounds of makeup Liz had plastered on your face. You brushed your hair and put it in a messy bun. When you finally return Eddie was in his grey sweatpants and a plain white shirt.
" There's my girl." He said giving you a soft smile.
" Yeah. Liz got carried away."
You crawled into bed with him and laid your head on his chest.
" You still looked pretty though. You always look so pretty."
" I-I..."
You held him tighter. " Eddie? Why were you so mad at me?"
That wasn't a question he was prepared for. So he hesitated. Talking about his feelings was hard for him. He could talk for hours about campaigns and his band or LOTR. But when it came down to his inner most thoughts. It was like a block.
You looked up to him. He could get lost in your eyes. The way you looked at him always made him feel important. He felt safe with you.
" I'm sorry. I'm not very good with words."
You let out a small laugh. " No you are. You're very good at talking. It's just when it comes to what's going on here." You palmed his head stroking his hair. " You have trouble. I know what it's like to not be able to talk about what's going on. But Eddie, I care about you. And not matter what you say. I won't judge you."
He relaxed and pulled your head back down on his chest.
" I ummm I was jealous... I know that I'm supposed to share you. But, sometimes I just want you to myself."
You rubbed your thumb on his rib cage. " Well you have me now. And for as long as you need me. It can be just us."
" Pretty girl?"
"Hmm?"
" How did you get those scars?"
Eddie felt your body tense. He rubbed your back. "It's okay. I promise."
You sat up and leaned against the headboard. He sat up as well.
" Uhhh. I've been wanting to tell you for some time now. I just don't know how to say it without mentioning how much it hurts."
Eddie grabbed your hand and held it. That's when you saw bruises forming on his knuckles. You brought his hand up to your lips and gently placed a kiss on them. A minute passed by and you started telling him.
" Growing up was... difficult to say the least. My mom left my dad when I was 11. She uhh just up and left. My dad was broken. He took up drinking. That's when he started getting violent with me and my sister Erin. Zeke was off doing basic training when dad started to beat us. I remember him saying that he hated us because we looked like our mom. It wasn't always like that you know. He had his good days. He would always take us out shopping or buying me dolls and Erin the latest fashion. But as time went on, those good days got less and less."
Eddie felt your hurt. Your childhood wasn't that much different from his. He put his arm around your shoulders and pulled you closer.
" Erin had gotten married when she was 19 and got pregnant. So that just left me with him. I know I wasn't the best kid growing up. But for some reason or another the beating got worse. When I would come home late from school or when boys would talk to me and my dad caught it. He would beat me so bad that I couldn't walk some times. He used whatever he could find. Wire hangers, extension cords, his belt, switches. Pretty much anything. One time he hit me so hard that he left an imprint of his belt on my stomach. I went to school and one of the teachers pulled me to the principal's office. She had worried about my safety when I would come to school with bruises. I showed them the belt mark and they called CPS. But when they came and asked questions my dad said he was " disciplining" me and he was trying to hit my butt but I moved. So nothing ever came from that. That night he beat me so bad that I couldn't go to school the next day. It went on like that for a while until Zeke came home. That day was the last day I spent with my dad. Zeke took me to the public pool and I was wearing a bathing suit. That's when he saw all the scars. After we went home and he got into it with our father. Next thing I knew there was blood everywhere and Zeke was shouting for me to get my clothes. My dad was bleeding on the ground. Zeke took me to Erin's and I've been with her since."
" What happened to your dad?"
A lump grew in the back of your throat. " He uhh. He died 2 years ago. From liver failure."
Eddie kissed your temple.
" You know. I miss the good times we had. I know he went through a lot. And I feel bad that he had to go through it alone. But I still wish he was around. Maybe if my mom would have stayed, he would be still alive."
" Have you heard anything about your mom?"
" umm sometimes. She sends a postcard every now and again. But I don't think she's ever gonna come back. And to be honest, I don't want her to."
"I'm sorry pretty girl."
You rested your head on his shoulder. " It's okay. It's in the past."
You guys were quiet for a while.
" Eddie?"
"Yeah Angel?"
" How did you get your scars?"
" You uhh you saw them huh?"
You turned to your side and wrapped an arm around his torso. " Yeah."
" Umm well my dad used to do the same. When he and my mom did drugs. I grew up poorer than I am now. I've always been skinny but living with them I was just skin and bones. They neglected me so bad that my uncle had come and took me away....They didn't even care. They just let me go. I was in middle school when I moved here. My uncle had to shave my head because my hair was so bad and I had lice. But things got a lot better after. That was until high school. People started calling me a freak and saying I was a devil worshiper. But as you can see, I embraced it. When I started Hellfire I decided to gather as many "Freaks" as I could. And now we are just one big happy family. They like me. And they want to spend time with me. So I'm obliged to entertain. But I love it."
Now you understood why he was so upset. All he ever wanted was to be put first. To be made a priority instead of an after thought.
" Eddie Munson you beautiful man. You are so damn special it's insane. Just to be who you are, rolling with the punches and being so damn precious. Despite everything you've been through, you still manage to be so kind and gleeful. I'm truly in over my head when it comes to giving you the love you deserve."
Eddie grinned letting out a nose laugh. " You're just too damn cute. That's why I love you. You make me feel like I belong. And I like who I am with you. I hope you know that there isn't anyone or anything that can get my attention like you can. You pretty girl are the precious one. And I don't plan on letting you go."
" Good. Because I don't plan on being let go."
...
All the sexual activity came to a halt after the party. You and Eddie spent as much time as you could together. With Steve joining some times. He understood that Eddie needed you more right now. So he tried to give you space. But that didn't stop him from missing you.
It was two days before summer was coming to an end and you were gonna head back home. The guys hadn't planned to stop seeing you but you did. A long distance relationship was out of the question for you. Worried about the heartache you went to talk to Liz about it.
" I just don't see how it's gonna work. I want to be with them. But between school and the distance. I just can't see it working out."
"Why don't you just live here?" Liz suggested.
" And leave my sister. Transfer to college here? No that can't happen."
" Why?"
" Because. What if they just want this to be a summer thing? How weird would it be if I just up and moved here? Besides, I can't afford to live by myself."
" Then let's move in together. I graduated this year and I'm gonna be 18 next month. So I can ask my parents to help out. I'm sure they won't miss me."
" I don't know. What about Erin?"
" I'm sure she will be fine. She probably will be happy to get her office back."
You sighed. " I really don't know. This is a really big step for us."
" Yeah but you're the responsible one. And you already have a job here. So it can work. And then I'll get a part time one until I graduate."
" I ummm I guess I can talk to the boys and see what they think."
" I still can't believe you're dated both of them."
" Yeah. Me neither."
...
You weren't the only one worrying about the summer ending. That's all Steve and Eddie talked about when you weren't around. Eddie had suggested that they ask you to move in with him. But Steve said that would be too much. Then Eddie suggested that they move to your town. That he could just transfer to the high school over there and Steve could go to your college. But Steve said his parents weren't going to pay for his tuition and classes if he did. So they were at an impasse. They didn't like the idea of a long distance relationship either. With the fear of you finding someone else or losing feelings for them.
They had meant what they said. You were it. You were the one they wanted. And that was the plan from the start. For you to be theirs forever. So they decided to talk and figure something out. They asked you to come over for dinner the night before you had to leave.
...
Steve was cooking up a storm, making your favorite meal. While Eddie was creating a mix tape to set the mood. They both were going to make this night as romantic as possible. Eddie moved the coffee table so that you guys could sit around it. He went to the store and bought flowers and candles. Steve set up the plates and silverware.
They both showered and shaved. Putting on their nicest clothes. But not too nice. They didn't want you to think they were gonna ask you to marry them or something like that. They just wanted one special date before you left. Just to give you something to think about when you missed them.
When it was time to pick you up. Steve wanted to be the one. Eddie agreed but huffed about it.
You were in the restroom adding the finishing touches to your hair. You decided to leave it down with a gentle curl. You had picked this pretty emerald green dress that went just above the knee with black buttons in the front. It was a thick strap dress so you wore a white short sleeve shirt underneath. You put on some strapped white shoes with a thick three inch heel. Normally Liz would help you get dressed like this. But tonight was special and you wanted to do it yourself. When you actually tried you cleaned up pretty nice.
" Babes! Steve's here."
You smiled to yourself and walked to the living room.
Steve was stunned. He couldn't believe his eyes. How could the universe create such a beautiful person? You looked beyond anything he could have expected.
" Hey." You said giving him a hug and a peck on the cheek.
He cleared his throat and closed his mouth.
You giggled. "Common Hun."
You grabbed his hand and went. The whole drive to Eddie's, Steve held your hand and kept stealing glances. You slid closer to him and gave him soft kisses on his cheek and down to his neck while caressing his thigh.
" Sweetheart, you're gonna make me crash."
" Oh. I'm sorry. I just...I really want you."
Steve grinned at you. " Later baby girl."
You pouted. " Hmm okay."
You guys pulled up and Steve rushed out and opened the door for you.
You took his hand. " Thank you hun."
When Eddie opened the door his mouth dropped. You had looked so amazing he was at a loss for words.
" Hey Eddie." You smiled giving him a hug.
You peaked into the trailer and there were candles everywhere. " uhh that's a fire hazard."
The guys chuckled. You walked in and let go of Steve and Eddie. You looked around and were shocked.
" You guys did this for me?"
Eddie put his hand on your lower back. "Yup. Just for you Angel."
Steve came and led you to your spot at the coffee table. Taking your purse setting it on the recliner.
You sat down on the pillow they put down for you and Eddie went to put the mix tape on. Steve went to get the plates and started serving you guys. You were gonna get up to help.
" Nope. Tonight is just about you. Relax and let us wait on you." Steve ordered.
Eddie came back and grabbed a couple of beers. He opened them and sat yours in front of you. He went back to help Steve. They were being so cute. Steve came and brought your plate and placed an actual cloth napkin on your lap.
They finally joined you and you grinned at them.
" To us." Steve lifted his beer for a cheers.
You and Eddie brought yours up and clinked the bottles together.
" Steve this looks amazing." You said picking up your fork.
" Thank you. Only the best for you sweetheart."
You chuckled. "Dio Eddie? Nice!"
He grinned with a mouth full of food.
You began to eat and after a minute or so you started feeling a tingle in your mouth. You cleared your throat and took a drink.
" Is it good?" Steve asked.
You cleared your throat again and nodded. You started to feel your throat close up and you kept trying to swallow. Eddie noticed right away that something wasn't right.
" Y/n? Pretty girl? Are you ok?"
You were gasping for air. And you tried to nod.
Steve looked mortified when your face started getting red. " y/n?"
You started motioning at your throat.
Eddie got up and picked you up to sit on the couch.
" Baby, breath." Eddie was scared. " STEVE?!"
You pointed at your purse trying to breathe.
" STEVE!" Eddie screamed
But Steve was in shock. Eddie got up and grabbed your purse. He brought it back to you and you rummaged through it. You pulled out an EpiPen and handed it to Eddie lifting your dress exposing your outer thigh.
Eddie quickly injected the medicine and held you. After a few minutes you could breathe normally again.
" I uhh I need to go to the hospital."
" Yeah. Yeah come on." Eddie said lifting you up.
"FUCK!" He cried out.
Steve was sitting there scared out of his mind. When you and Eddie left, Steve sat on the couch. What did he do?
He got up and went to the kitchen and looked around. He pulled out everything he used to make dinner but didn't see anything. Until he saw the cooking oil. It was peanut oil.
...
" Eddie, I know you guys had a special night planned. But I would really like to go back to Liz's."
He understood and felt so bad that you wanted to go. When he pulled up to the house you sat there.
" Eddie, I don't want to leave tomorrow. I really want to be with you and Steve. But I can't do a long distance relationship."
" Are you...are you breaking up with me?"
"I-I...I don't want to. I feel like what you and I have. It's not finished. We just started to really get to know each other and every second I am with you....I'm happy."
"But?" Eddie's voice trembled. He was trying to hold back his tears.
" But...I don't think it's gonna work out."
" Then move in with me pretty girl." He said turning his body to face yours
You turned too and smiled tucking his hair behind his ear.
" No Eddie. It's way too early for that."
" Who cares? You want to be with me right?"
" Yes. But living together. That's just a lot."
" I can take care of you. And you can go to school with Steve."
You smiled. " Liz said we could get a place together."
Eddie's eyes widened. "Yeah?"
" Yeah. But I'm not sure."
" Please pretty girl. Please do it. Or I'm moving my trailer to your front lawn when you go back home."
You laughed. " Eddie. I want this." You said grabbing his hand. "Help us find a place. And then we can be together."
He moved to put his forehead on yours. "Okay"
...
When he went back to the trailer Steve was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands.
"She's okay Harrington. I took her to Liz's."
Steve pointed at the bottle on the coffee table. Eddie picked it up.
" Oh fuck! I didn't know I still had this."
" I could have killed her Munson."
Eddie saw how distraught he was. He was gonna scream at him. But he knew that Steve would never intentionally hurt you. He sat with him and put an arm around his shoulders.
"It's okay man. She's okay. But we need to make sure that we get rid of everything that she's allergic to. Especially if she's gonna be sticking around."
Steve looked at Eddie. " What?"
" Yeah. I'm gonna help her and Liz find a place. She's gonna move here."
Steve sighed. " So she's not mad that I almost killed her?"
" What? No. It was an accident. She said that's why she keeps an EpiPen on her all the time."
" What if she didn't have one?"
" But she did. So chill out."
" I can't Munson. I love her too much."
...
The following week you went home to get ready for the move. Eddie had found a 2 bedroom apartment in town that was pretty nice and cheap. It definitely needed some work but he and Steve said they would help.
Erin was hesitant on you moving at first but then she gave in. You were an adult now. So it was time for you to start your life. She knew you had a boyfriend but you didn't disclose that you had two. Not wanting to freak her out.
You and Liz put down the security deposit and moved in. The guys were really helpful with moving all the heavy boxes. But Steve was the one to come over to your sisters to help you move. Eddie suggested that he meet your sister because he gave off perfect boyfriend vibes.
You told him she would like either one but he insisted. Steve had been a bit overbearing these past two weeks. Super clingy. It started getting too much when every time you guys went out to eat for lunch or whatever he would ask the waiter or waitress to go into detail about the cooking process.
You had gone over and over it with him. That it was just a mistake and that you were not upset. But that didn't stop him from doing it.
You had begged Eddie to get him to stop and Eddie tried. But with no luck. One night you had made dinner for them when Liz went out on a date.
" Steve really. Please stop checking my stuff. I know what I can eat."
"Yeah Harrington. Calm down."
Steve closed the cabinets and went to join you guys. He gave you a half hearted smile and picked at his dinner.
" Seriously?! Stop. Eat your food Hun." You put a hand on Steve's.
He nodded and started to eat.
" So what are we doing tonight pretty girl?"
You looked at Eddie and smiled raising an eyebrow.
" Oh....umm maybe not tonight."
You pouted. They haven't touched you in weeks. And if you had balls they would be blue by now. And you still haven't gotten to be with Eddie. Your body craved his. And he knew that.
Whenever Steve wasn't around you would try and try to get him to have sex. But he always resisted you. You were beginning to think he didn't want you anymore. You even started doubting your move to Hawkins. Even Steve wouldn't touch you. He barely kissed you now.
" I uhh I guess we can watch a movie or something." You suggested.
Steve sighed. " I can't stay. I have an exam in the morning."
" Uhh yeah. I have time for just one movie. Then I got to go. I need to get up early for school tomorrow." Eddie said picking at his food now. " I really need to graduate this year. Fourth time's the charm."
You were so disappointed. But you tried not to let it show. You just nodded. After dinner Steve helped you clean up while Eddie went to rent a movie.
" Steve? Did I do something?"
He was drying the dishes you had just washed. " No. Why do you ask sweetheart?"
You chewed the inside of your cheek. " It's just. You guys seem different. Before you couldn't keep your hands off me. Now you barely even touch me."
Steve was quiet for a second. " I uhh. We're just scared."
" What? Why?"
"Well. The other night."
" I told you. It was okay."
" Yeah I know. It's just. Things are getting serious now. And neither one of us want to fuck this up."
" So you just stop kissing me and cuddling with me because of it?"
" I'm sorry."
" No I am. Maybe I shouldn't have moved here...Maybe I should've just stayed with Erin. We should have just kept this as a summer fling."
You moved from the kitchen to the table and picked up the empty pop cans.
" Don't say that sweetheart."
" No I'm serious. If you guys don't want to be with me anymore or you found someone better suited for your needs. Then by all means."
" That's not-"
" You know what. I'm kinda tired and I have 2 essays to write."
Steve looked at you. Did you really want him and Eddie to not be there?
" I think you should go. Please let Eddie know I have work to do. We can watch a movie another night."
" Y/n?"
You didn't say anything. You just went to your room and closed the door. Steve didn't know what to do. Clearly the decision to finally take things slow was not working. He and Eddie talked about it one night before you moved. They knew all of you would be too busy on the weekdays to set up a time for real dates. And sex was going to have to wait until you were settled in. It wasn't what either one of them wanted. All day they thought about you. Wanting you. But if this relationship was going to work. It needed to be taken seriously.
Steve was outside and waited for Eddie to come back.
You made a commitment to them. Changing your thought process, your morals and up and left the life you've known to be with them. So they had to make sure everything was going to work. You were theirs now. And they were yours.
...
Eddie could tell something was wrong when he approached Steve. " Hey. What's going on?"
" Y/n wants us to go."
" Wait why?"
" She's upset. She thinks we don't want her anymore."
" What?! Did you tell her that's not-"
" No. I think we might have made a mistake."
" What do you mean?" Eddie lifted a brow
" I...You know how hard it is to not touch her."
" Yeah?"
" Well it's really hard for her too."
" uhh duh. Let's go up there and show her that we want her just as bad."
" No. Let's just give her the night. I wanted our first time together to be great. And we can't do that if she's pissed." Steve looked at the apartment door.
" So when huh?"
" I uhh was thinking this weekend. We have to do this right. Make her feel beautiful and give her the best night of her life."
" Okay. What do you have in mind?"
...
You barely talked to either one of them for the rest of the week. Let alone see them. You were going into a funk again. Normally it didn't last long. But after the one sided conversation with Steve you felt your insecurities come back with a vengeance.
You had never felt this bad about yourself before. You had stopped eating so much and only went outside for class. Every now and again you would stand in your underwear looking at yourself in the mirror. New stretch marks appeared and you cried. You grabbed your gut and dropped it.
" This is why they don't want to touch you. This is why Eddie won't fuck you." Your brain decided to hurt you today.
You put on a baggie sweater and some leggings and got into bed. The phone rang but you ignored it. You heard Liz answer.
"Babes it's Eddie." She called out.
But you didn't answer. She came in and you pretended to be sleeping. You heard her go back to the phone.
" Sorry Eddie. She's napping. I'll have her call you when she gets up....ok. bye."
" Babe's I know you're faking. What's wrong?"
You sighed and pulled the blanket over your head. " I'm tired of being fat."
" Babes. You're not fat. You're voluptuous."
" Then why won't my boyfriends fuck me?"
" Wait you guys haven't?"
" Well I did once with Steve. But that was like 2 months ago."
"No Eddie?"
" No. I don't think he wants me anymore."
" Shut up. They love you." She said pulling the blanket off of you.
" Stop it Elizabeth."
Liz gasped. " How dare you?!"
You laughed.
" No seriously babes. Why don't you make the first move."
" I tried. But they always come up with an excuse to not to."
" Really? That's fucking weird."
" I know right? Maybe I should just break up with them."
" Well don't be stupid. You just got to make yourself irresistible."
" How the hell am I gonna do that with all of this?" You said grabbing your tummy and thighs.
" well it looks like we are gonna go shopping. I think I might have an idea. Plus there's a party tonight. Invite them to meet you there. And then we find a guy to flirt with in front of them."
" Oh no. Eddie will kill him."
" Not the way I'm gonna dress you up. He will be too busy gawking to want to fight."
"No Liz. This is not a good idea."
" Do you want your boyfriends to fuck you or not?"
" Well..."
" Okay get your pretty ass up and let's go get you the sexiest outfit we can find."
...
" Liz, I can barely breathe."
" Yeah but fuck you look hot."
" This Spanx is killing me."
" Suck it up babes and let's go. We're already fashionable late "
You looked in the mirror. " Fuck. They're gonna kill me."
...
Steve looked at his watch. It was almost 11 and you still hadn't shown up to the party.
Eddie was standing outside with Steve waiting for you. " Where is she? She said she would be here at 9."
" Maybe we should go over."
" Oh no. There's her car." Eddie said with excitement.
Their eyes widened when you stepped out of the driver's side. You were wearing stiletto velvet red heels with a silver bracelet around your ankle. Your matching spaghetti strap dress was skin tight. The neck of the dress was super low cut that it dove deep into your chest. Revealing too much for Steve and Eddie's liking.
" Hey you two. Sorry we're late. Got distracted." You said giving them each a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
" Umm Angel? Do you want my jacket? You look cold."
"Oh no Eddie spaghetti. I'm fine. Thank you though." You gave him your sweetest smile. "C'mon Liz I need a drink."
Liz smirked at the guys and hooked her arm in yours. You guys headed straight for the kitchen. Steve immediately came next to you and put a hand on your lower back. Eddie moved between Liz and you pressing his chest up against your side. He moved your hair behind your shoulder. His cold rings slightly grazing you, sending shivers down your spine.
" I know what you're doing pretty girl. You don't have to do this." Eddie whispered in your ear.
" I don't know what you're talking about. I just wanted to look nice." You said with a small smile. " Don't I look nice Hun?"
You turned to Steve and he gulped and nodded.
" Very nice sweetheart."
You smiled at him and turned to Eddie. "Liz. Want to smoke?"
You didn't take your eyes off of Eddie.
" Yeah babes let's go." She grabbed your hand and started leading you to the back yard.
Eddie and Steve were about to follow when she stopped.
" She asked me guys. Chill out. Get a drink. Looks like you need it."
Liz smirked and continued. You looked back and saw them just standing there watching you.
" Oh shit! It's working." Liz said as soon as you closed the sliding door.
" Liz, I don't like this."
" Why? They can't even keep their hands off of you."
You light a cigarette and saw a group of guys in lettermen jackets. One was eyeing Liz. A pretty blonde hair boy started making his way to you.
" Hey Jason."
" Hey Liz. Who's your friend?"
Liz raised her brow. " This is my best friend y/n. Y/n this is Jason Carver. Captain of the basketball team."
You smiled. " Hi."
" Beautiful girls like you shouldn't be smoking." Jason said looking between you and Liz.
You blew the smoke away from them catching a glimpse of some pretty blonde girl talking to Eddie. You guessed you stared too long when Liz started talking.
" That's Chrissy Cunningham. She's on the cheer squad with me."
" Oh." You said looking back to her.
" Yeah she's my ex."
You looked at Jason who was hinting that he was single. He was grinning up a storm towards you.
" She left me to date that freak." He said nudging at the door.
" Freak?" You looked back. " You mean Eddie?"
" Yeah. He's a creep. You need to look out for him. I heard he will fuck anything with a heartbeat."
You looked at Liz and she looked surprised.
" I didn't know he dated Chrissy." Liz held your hand and squeezed it.
" Yeah. I guess they broke up about 3 or 4 months ago. But they still hang out at school." Jason's voice was filled with disgust.
You looked down at yourself and felt like an idiot. You looked at Liz then Chrissy. Of course Eddie had a type. But your thoughts went from hating on yourself to Eddie dating. He said he had never even been on a date before.
" So? Are you single y/n?"
Liz answered for you. " She is tonight."
You shot a look at her.
" Cool. Umm you want to get out of here?" Jason grinned at you.
" umm. I have to use the restroom." You tossed your cigarette and left them.
You quickly walked past the kitchen. You could feel the guy's eyes on you. You finally found the bathroom after trying a few doors. You locked yourself in there and started to cry. This wasn't what you wanted. None of this was. You were done playing this game. You came here dressed like a harlot. And all you did was get hurt.
"Sweetheart, is everything okay." Steve knocked on the door.
You quickly wiped your tears. " Yeah. I'm fine. Just not feeling too good."
" Wanna open the door Angel?"
You cursed to yourself. You took off your heels and went to the door. They were both there looking concerned. You backed away from the door and they came in.
Steve came and sat next to you on the tub. " What's wrong baby girl?
You looked at Eddie who was closing the door.
" Eddie did you date that girl in there?"
Your question made him freeze.
" Did both of you date her?"
" I...umm Munson?"
Eddie turned around and met your eyes. He looked scared and when he didn't say anything you nodded and got up.
" Okay then." You picked up your shoes and walked out.
" Y/n wait. We can explain." Eddie said chasing you.
You went outside to grab Liz who was still talking to Jason.
" Liz I want-"
" Hey beautiful. Ready to go?" Jason asked.
"Wait what?" Steve said from behind you.
" I-I. I want to go home."
" I'll take you gorgeous." Jason offered
" The fuck you are!" Eddie grabbed your arm he was beyond furious.
" Hey freak! Back off!" Jason said while pushing him.
" LISTEN HERE YOU PIECE OF SHIT! SHES NOT GOING ANYWHERE WITH YOU!" Eddie yelled getting in Jason's face.
" Guys calm down! " Liz intervened with Steve pulling Eddie back.
You quickly reached for your keys. " Liz I'm leaving. Are you coming?"
She looked at you and nodded. You guys left in such a hurry. You didn't want to see Eddie get in a fight because you were being stupid.
As soon as you got home you changed. You took off all your makeup and got into bed and cried. A little while later there was a knock on your bedroom door.
"Pretty girl, can I come in?"
" No. Please go away." You sniffled
" c'mon angel. Please just talk to me" Eddie came and sat next to you.
You sat up and rested against the wall. " Where's Steve?"
" He uhhh he went home. He said that I should talk to you. Alone."
You were quiet for a while." Why did you lie to me?"
Eddie grabbed your hand. You gazed down at your fingers intertwined with his.
" Y/n I didn't lie. I swear. We didn't date Chrissy....she's just a girl we hooked up with more than once."
" But I look nothing like her." You said wiping your nose on your sleeve.
" Yeah. So?"
You looked at Eddie. " You obviously have a type. Blonde cheerleaders."
He cupped your face. " No baby. You're my type."
You shook your head and moved away from him.
That hurt him more than anything. He didn't know what to do. So he got up. He went to locked the door and took off his jacket. He stood at the foot of the bed with his arms crossed.
You pulled the blanket up to your chest and didn't look at him.
" Y/n, I don't care if you don't look like a cheerleader or if you're not thin like them . I don't want anyone else but you. I told you that."
" How could you? Just look at me."
" I am looking at you. And you know what I see? ... I see the most beautiful girl in the world. You are so amazing pretty girl. How could I want anyone else when I have the perfect girl right here?"
" Then why haven't we had sex?"
" Because Angel." He said sitting down to face you. " This is something that's gonna last. And now that you're here we probably would never leave this room. "
" Eddie, please don't joke right now. I'm not feeling up for anymore games."
He smirked. " I knew that's what you were doing earlier. You seriously don't ever have to dress like that if you don't want to. You're just as sexy in sweats."
" I'm sorry... I shouldn't have done that."
" It's okay pretty girl. I swear, Steve and I were ready to take you home the moment we saw you."
You finally looked into those big brown eyes of his. You felt heat growing in your chest when he smiled at you. You got to your knees and kissed him. He put is hand behind your neck and pulled you so that you were laying in his lap. You giggled and he kissed you. This time deeper than before. When he pulled away you tucked his hair behind his ears. You could see his neck becoming flush and feel his erection pushing into your upper back.
You sat up and went back to your spot feeling a bit embarrassed. Eddie tilted his head and lifted your chin to look at him.
" Do you still want me?"
You furrowed your brow and pressed your lips together. " Always."
He let out a sigh of relief, while leaning over to kiss you. When you broke the kiss he took off his shirt and put up his hair. He was about to take off his rings but you grabbed his hand.
" Not tonight. Just make love to me."
He licked his lips and nodded. You reached for his bun and pulled out your scrunchie carefully. He kicked off his shoes. Before he turned off the lamp he turned on your stereo. He smiled when he heard what you were playing last.
" Black Sabbath huh?"
You smiled and took off your sweatshirt showing your bare chest. You went under the blanket to pull off your bottoms when you heard Eddie's belt buckle. You looked over and he took everything off. Your body trembled at the sight of him. The moon shining through the window covered his body in a beautiful blue light. You pulled back the blanket so he could slide in next to you.
You moved his hair behind his shoulders and kissed him gently. He propped himself up with one arm and pulled you closer with the other. Your legs tangled with his as your bodies pressed against each other. You guys kissed until you needed air. You both laughed trying to catch your breath.
" I love you y/n."
Your lip quivered " Eddie. I love you too. I'm sorry I acted that way. I've just been in such a mood."
" I know baby. But we will talk about it in the morning. I really want to show you how much I love you. We've waited so long for this and I don't want to ruin it."
You moved to straddle him. He kissed you before his lips made their way down your neck. Normally he would leave hickeys but tonight was going to be different. He left a trail of moisten kisses along your collar bone. His hands caressed your thighs and slid up your back. Palms flat. His cold rings sent goosebumps all over. Your hands that were cupping his face entangled in his hair.
His lips were so soft and warm. You tilted your head back to give him more access. He lifted you a bit so he could guide himself up and down your slick folds.
" I love you Y/n."
" I love you too Eddie." You said into his mouth.
You slowly sank down on him. You screwed your eyes shut and put your forehead on his. You gasped as he stretched you. Your mouth was slightly agape and your breath was hitched.
" G-God." Eddie groaned through his teeth.
You tried to move down more but he held you firmly in place. You could feel his cock twitching inside you. You whined wanting so badly to move. When you opened your eyes, he was staring at you.
" What is it handsome?"
" I...I just can't believe this is finally happening."
His grip loosened and he ran the back of his hand on your cheek. Finally wrapping his long digets behind your neck. You closed your eyes and brought your hips down.
" Look at me Angel."
You opened your eyes again. Staring deep into his beautiful eyes. You bit your lip holding back a sob. Once he was fully in you, your whole body shook.
Eddie could feel your tight warm walls contracting around him. A low growl left his lips. Even though he loved that you were on top he grabbed you and rolled you over so that he was laying on you. During the process his cock slid out. He repositioned himself and thrust in as hard as he could. The sound you made was a mixture of a gasp and hum.
Your hands grasped the sheets while he white knuckled the pillow under you. He pulled completely out and rammed in again. Your eyes rolled back and you mewled. He did it again and again. Making your body jolt forward.
You felt his lips on your neck and his hand under your knee picking it up. He placed it in the bend of his elbow. He went so deep that he hit a spot that sent delicious shooting pains throughout your core up into your tummy.
You covered your mouth to muffle your screams. You had never felt this type of pleasure before.
He moved slowly but hard. Reaching that pillowy spot again and again. His grunts grew louder and he felt his release coming. He tried to hold back but it was getting harder with everything breath taking thrust.
You didn't want this to end. He felt so good and you wanted him for so long. But your body refuses to hold back. You came hard. So much so that your whole body felt like it cramped.
Eddie was relieved when he felt you clench around and your back arched so that your breasts were flush with his chest. He hunched his back letting go of your leg and nestled his forehead in the slope of your neck.
He fuck you through both of your orgasms. Your body relaxed under him and he went limp and laid down on you. Both out of breath you guys held each other.
Eddie shook his head and left little kisses across your chest. You ghosted your finger tips up and down his spine. He jerked to the side when your fingers went to his ribs.
" Are you ticklish Eddie spaghetti?"
His head shot up with wide eyes and grinned. "Nope"
You narrowed your eyes. "Liar."
You went to tickle him and he wriggled. Your giggles made him smile. You stopped to look at him. Moving his hair so you could see his face.
" You're so handsome Eddie."
" Well you're beautiful so..."
You lifted your head to place a soft kiss on his lips. When you rested your head against the pillow he just stared at you. He started moving his hips again when you felt him getting hard.
This time his lips never left yours as he slowly made love to you.
...
In the morning you were woken up by kisses on your shoulder and Eddie's hand massaging your breast. You could feel his length pressing up against your backside. You hummed and you felt yourself getting slick. You had taken a shower with Eddie before bed. He took you again in there. Making the night complete with 3 wonderful orgasms. His excuse, because he loved you. But you knew a part of him wanted to out due Steve.
And this morning he planned on doing just that. His hand snaked down to spread your cheeks and he teased you with his tip. He pushed your top half forward, pulling at your lower half to him. He coated his cock with your wetness and groaned.
You couldn't say anything because he thrusted himself in you. You let out a rather loud cry. He pulled you back so that your back was pressed against his chest.
He ran one of his hands down the length of your back and you arched.
He chuckled. " You're ticklish too huh pretty girl?"
" Shhh angel. Liz is up." He cooed in your ear.
You bit your lip to stifle the need to moan his name. His hips snapped against your ass. His fingers dug deep into the meat of your hips. He nipped at your neck and snarled.
" Fuck baby. God you're so wet."
" O-only for-for you." You murmured
" Mmm. Better not tell Harrington that." He purred kissing your shoulder again. This time wrapping his fingers around your neck.
He looked down and watched as his cock disappeared into you. "That's a good girl. Taking me so well."
You loved it when he talked to you. It always sent you to the edge when he did.
" You gonna cum for me Angel?"
" Y-yes ed-eddie. You're- you're gonna make me cu-cum."
" Yeah?...Cum. Pretty girl. Cum. For. Me " he grunted pounding into you with every word.
You let the wave of pleasure wash over you. Eddie kept forcing his cock into you. Making you climax again. You tried to pull away, because the sensitivity was too much. But he kept on thrusting.
" Eddie." You gasped. " I can't."
" Yes you can."
" N-no Eddie." You panted
"Fuck. I'm not gonna stop until you give me one more and I fill you up."
You tried to focus. But as soon as you felt yourself clenched you swore you saw stars.
" Oh...shit...that's it..oh fuck..." Eddie moaned
You felt him cum deep inside you. " Mmm."
" Oh god baby." Eddie cooed
Eddie finally stopped and you felt unbelievably sore. He pulled out and turned you to lay on your back. He smothered you with kisses.
" Really going for the gold aren't you babe?"
Eddie grinned. " Maybe. Mostly just need to have you."
" Well we need to slow down. I do have another boyfriend you know."
" Yeah. But, you have a boyfriend here who needs you more."
You smiled. " You have to share."
" Oh I will. Just not today....or tomorrow."
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@salenorona23 @sillypurplemurple @tessab154 @bethanysnow @ibathealone @erinsingalong @stardustmunson @impossibelle
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novelmonger · 3 months
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For the ship ask, Ed & Winry, Aragorn & Arwen, and Steve & Sharon, please?
Ooh, nice variety! And I ship all of them ^_^
EdWin
What made you ship it?
You know, I actually can't remember when I first started shipping them? It just seemed so obvious they were meant to be, I guess XD Maybe it was in the Barry the Chopper episode in the first anime, when Ed goes to rescue Winry. But I love friends-to-lovers, so I would probably ship them even if it wasn't explicit in canon <3
2. What are your favorite things about the ship?
I love how they're completely on the same wavelength in terms of "I will demonstrate how much I love you by yelling at you and beating you over the head" XD I love all those soft moments when they comfort and encourage each other, when they're there for each other. The way Winry doesn't have to pick up a gun and fight to support Ed and Al - and, in fact, she shouldn't! The way Ed looks to Winry as motivation to keep trying, to survive, to make sure he makes it back more or less in one piece. The promise about tears of joy, and the promise about apple pie. They're just so perfect for each other T^T
3. Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
Okay, I don't know if this is unpopular or not, but I have this little headcanon that Ed actually does settle down once he and Winry get married, despite how restless he usually is. Depending on what sort of job he gets after the main story, he might travel for work or research purposes or just to visit old friends, but he never stays away for very long. When it's just him and Winry, he might take her with him on his travels, and then after they have kids, maybe he takes them with him sometimes and sometimes leaves them at home. But the point is that, especially once he has his first child, he determines that he is going to make sure he's a constant presence in his children's lives, so they'll never have to experience what he and Al did.
Aragorn/Arwen
What made you ship it?
Mostly because it's canon. I don't have many strong opinions about the relationship, sorry.
2. What are your favorite things about the ship?
There is a certain legendary quality to their relationship, hearkening back to the whole Beren and Luthien thing. I also really appreciate Aragorn's tenacity in pursuing Arwen, despite all the obstacles in their way, and how willing Arwen is to love him back, despite what it means for her mortality.
3. Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
The kissing scene in the TTT movie is completely unnecessary, too long, and should have been cut. Fight me. Is that an unpopular opinion? I don't know, but it's one I'll be taking to my grave!
Staron
What made you ship it?
I can't really remember what I first thought of them, but I think it was probably something like, "Aw, they're cute, lookit them :3" And then in CW, I was like, "Yessss, I like this! They work really well together!"
But you know what tipped me over the edge into a feral Staron shipper? I don't think it was the first time, but one of the other times I went to see CW in the theater (I went to see it every weekend it was showing ^^'), during the credits I was sitting there enjoying my thoughts and waiting for the credits scene, when I heard two girls sitting in front of me talking about the movie. When Emily Van Camp's name came up on the screen, one of the girls said, "Ugh, I hate her, she's so ugly and annoying." Right then and there, I said to myself, "Oh yeah? Well, just to spite you, I have just now decided that I love Sharon Carter to death! >:(" Which was only exacerbated when, later that week, I saw an article somewhere about the whole "give Cap a boyfriend" thing, that said Steve and Sharon had no chemistry. (insert baffled animated Legolas face here - um, are we even watching the same movie, person?! o.0) And the more I thought about Sharon, the more I realized how great she is and how perfect for Steve!
(Note: Powerbroker!Sharon is a Sharon from another timeline and is not relevant to this discussion XD)
2. What are your favorite things about the ship?
I love how simple and straightforward it is. There's not a ton of drama between them, it's just sweet and understated and cute. The kissing scene is so sweetly simple and beautifully done! (The exact opposite of the TTT AragornXArwen scene!) I love that little interaction in the hallway before Steve discovers who she is. I love their conversation after Peggy's funeral (especially the deleted scene!). I love the way Sharon keeps helping Steve and the others, even though it gets her into trouble. I love how, when Steve points this out, she just says simply, "I know."
Annnnd I have a ton of headcanons about how their relationship goes and stuff in Sharon's past, but that's fanfic territory ^^'
3. Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
Lol, I think shipping them at all is an unpopular opinion :P Maybe my unpopular opinion is that I do ship Steve with Peggy in the 1940s, but then I ship him with Sharon in the 21st century. Sharon is right for Steve right now because of the ways he's changed. I expect it's unpopular to acknowledge that people don't just have one perfect person for them, but rather a whole host of people they could have a successful relationship with if they commit to it. So yeah, Steve could have married Peggy and lived a full, happy life with her if things had gone differently...but that doesn't mean he can't also have a long, loving, beautiful relationship with Sharon now.
Ship Ask Game
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quietlyimplode · 2 years
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Hi there! I have a prompt or more a rough idea: Nat being kind and caring to everyone else but not herself, e.g. making sure someone's favourite snack is available but choosing one for herself she doesn't actually like. Feel free to go anywhere with it or not if you don't want to. You're amazing, have a great day!
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Oh Anon, this is a lovely prompt and fit with a quote I’ve been wanting to do for such a long time - thank you for the prompt, the opportunity to write this one, and for your kind words <3.
If you know the Doctor Who quote “All that pain, and misery and loneliness and it just made it kind” I love this quote for Natasha, and have been wanting to write it. I wish I had time to make this longer but alas time got the better of me. (5+1 fic, 1.5k, gif not mine, bwf2022)
How to be Kind
1/ Tony
“Thanks,” Tony grins, as she hands him the ratchet. Swinging her legs, she stifles a yawn and points out that the components don’t align.
He nods, fixing it and then pulling the metal tight.
The clock reads 3am, and she promised she’d help.
She’s learning, how to be kind.
Natasha knows that following through on what you say you will is one of those steps. So when he’d asked, she’d of course said yes.
Even if she’d only had two hours sleep last night.
It’s nice, spending time with him, even if concentrating is hard, and means she digs her nails into her palm to refocus herself when she finds herself drifting.
“Nat?” He asks, popping his head out of the work space.
She smiles and nods, and tries to think about what he just asked but she comes up blank.
“Sorry?”
“You’re tired?”
She shrugs, “I’ll be fine,” she smiles, counting the hours in her head til she needs to leave for Bali.
Sleeping on the plane with Rumlow and Clint will have to do, even if it’s something she hates.
“Do you want to try it out?”
Natasha sips the water on her right then stretches, she wants to go to bed, but this feels more important.
“Of course,” she smiles.
His sheer delight back is worth it.
She’s learning to be kind.
2/ Steve
The first roundhouse she hits him with knocks him back, following up she feints and punches at his face.
Steve avoids it, the first time he does so, and picks her up and throws her to the ground. She lands heavily, winded.
“Oh shit!” He exclaims, “Sorry Nat, I just reacted.”
She manages a laugh. It comes out more as a huff but she pulls it off.
“It was good, Steve, but you shouldn’t have been hit with the first.”
She takes a breath with her back away from him, touching her rib gently, knowing there’s some bruising there.
“Again,” she commands.
He can’t keep falling for stupid mistakes, someone will find out; he’s at risk.
Worry makes her stand straight as she readies her stance and faces off against him.
He dodges the first kick, the next punch but not the back hand that smacks him across the face.
“Shit!”
Natasha cringes, expecting a hit back.
“Sorry,” she apologises quickly.
To her surprise he nods and apologise back.
“You’re right, I shouldn’t have been so lax about training.”
He rubs his face ruefully.
“Will you help me train?”
Natasha thinks of the blooming bruises on her ribs and arms as she adjusts her sleeves down.
If he knew the cost to her body, he’d never ask.
And she’s never going to tell him.
She needs to keep him safe, so that he can keep the others safe.
“Of course, Steve,” she promises.
.
3/ Bruce
She hears the Hulk roar over the cacophony of chaos reigning in the city.
She’s the only on that can calm him down, to reassure Bruce and hope against hope that he doesn’t destroy the neighboring town.
She can feel her breath catch as she knows it has to be her, that of it was Tony then anyone on the ground would be at risk to not have his cover.
She’s expendable.
Running, she cuts off the Hulk off at the lake.
It would be comical if she wasn’t so scared. He’s throwing a bike and then startles as it lands and the bell on it rings.
“Hey Green,” she shouts, hoping he turns to her.
It works and it takes all of Natasha’s courage to stand her ground.
For Bruce, she thinks, this is for Bruce.
He stamps at her, once; twice and she waves tentatively.
“It’s time to go home,” she squints at him, her voice shaking a little.
She can’t breathe.
All the weapons on her body are useless, even her body is useless.
All she has is her words.
“We’ve won,” she smiles, “you did it.”
Natasha has no idea if the Hulk understands, or even will respond to flattery.
She’s working at a disadvantage and knows ultimately she needs more intel to help Bruce with this.
“Can you come with me?”
There’s a noticeable shift and she knows what’s coming next.
Using the reflection of the lake, she turns her body as he de-transitions to Bruce.
Her body feels hot, panicked, but she maintains her composure.
Her childhood has taught her to remain calm. She bites the inside of her mouth til the metallic taste of blood gives her something else to think about.
“Nat?”
Bruce is down on one knee and she’s never been so thankful to hear his voice.
“Hey.”
She schools her face to one of neutrality and ignores her body screaming at her to run and hide.
The compact suitcase containing clothes is kicked over to him and he thanks her from afar.
“How bad?” he cringes as she turns to face him.
She chooses kindness these days, even if all she wants to do scream and run away in fear.
“Better,” she placates.
.
Later, when she’s alone, she evaluates herself.
Better, she thinks, she did better too.
Even if she’s still awake at 2am and can’t stop shaking.
Next time, she’ll do better.
4/ Thor
“My brother,” Thor starts, “was a menace as a child, he’d throw snakes at me. You know the ones with three heads that have the piecing tail?”
She’d found him sitting alone, drinking Asguardian alcohol that made the room smell like rose water.
He wasn’t okay, as sad eyes looked at her hopefully for someone to talk to.
No one else wanted to hear about Loki, and he knew it.
His brother was a source of pain for so many of the others, for obvious reasons, but this was something she could share.
Natasha nudges him, “we don’t have three headed snakes,” she reminds him.
“What else did you do together?”
The tiny smile on his face is worth the question, as she remembers running with Yelena, practicing gymnastics.
“We liked to fight,” Thor reminisces, launching into a story of taking on some aliens.
Natasha leans back, letting his words wash over her. Talking about family is always painful.
Always hurts.
It reminds her of all her losses.
But as Thor talks, she’s reminded that not all familial memories are bad, that they can be met with an affection too.
“You can go, if you want to,” Thor tells her, taking a swig, and leaning back with her. “I know this isn’t how you wanted to spend your evening.”
He’s right of course, this isn’t how she wants to spend her evening, but she can’t leave him in this stupor either.
“Tell me more,” she decides, at the expense of herself, “tell me about your brother.”
.
5/ Clint
“You fucking idiot,” Natasha swears, pulling his unconscious body around the corner.
“Fuck,” she swears again, as she sets up the comms and sends a distress signal out.
She heaves his body into the office building, and secures them in, breathing heavily.
It’s only then does she feel blood running down her arm and sweat running down her back.
She ignores the pain as she checks his vitals.
She hopes just knocked out.
“Clint?”
Trying to rouse him, the blood reaches her fingers. She doesn’t even remember how she got hurt, only the distress at seeing him get hit and drop.
The explosion that followed had been enough to make the world light up and the heat permeate into the cold streets.
The renegades had dispersed, some dead, some injured, and she’d completed the mission of recovering the anthrax vials, now securely with her.
‘ETA 1 hour’ the text reads from the exfil team.
She sighs in relief, adrenaline fading.
“Clint?” She tries again, rubbing his chest as finally he starts to come to.
Letting out a small sigh, she bumps her head into his, wondering at the pain that radiates as she does so.
“You’re okay,” she assures as he holds his hand to his head and groans.
“We got it?” He asks after a minute.
“Yeah, we got it, don’t worry,” she sighs.
He pats her thigh.
“Why would I worry? You have my back.”
It’s said flippantly and post concussion, but his faith in her never ceases to amaze her.
“Always, Clint,” she tells him seriously.
He looks up at her and frowns.
“Nat, your head…”
She’s confused at his concern.
The world tips.
“Oh,” she says out loud.
At least he’s safe, she thinks before she blacks out.
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6/ The Team +1
Their kindness is not lost on her.
Tony reconfigures her widow bites so they no longer burn her.
Steve draws her pictures of flowers and birds.
Bruce teaches her about medicine, about patching herself up and when and how to seek help so that she feels safe.
Thor let’s her talk about Yelena and the girls in the Red Room without judgement or comment.
Clint loves her unconditionally.
One day.
One day she’ll learn to be unconditionally kind like they are.
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roadtogracelandx45 · 1 month
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Paradise Undone |2 | S. McGarrett
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Emily bade her oldest brother goodbye and made him promise to be careful before she slipped out of the office and waited in the hallway until Steve followed her and pulled her into the stairwell. His mouth covered hers desperate like he had the last night they had in Japan. "Steve, I'm so sorry about your dad." She mumbled against his mouth, "I tried to get out of my shift to go but McCormick wouldn't let me leave." Sara McCormick was her superior officer and hated Emily and how quick she was on her feet and the smart-ass attitude she had when she knew she was right.
Which was a lot of the time and they both knew it.
He shook his head as if he were waving her statement.
He didn't want to see her in a moment of weakness. She only knew him as a strong leader and that's what she needed to keep picturing him as. "You don't have to be strong all the time. Not around me." Not wanting to talk about it, he pressed a bruising kiss on her mouth. The vibrating of her phone pulled them apart and she muttered a curse. She pulled it out of her scrub pocket and groaned when she saw the message, "Sorry, I got to go back to base." "Come over later.' It wasn't a question, it was an order. "Of course." She returned with a smirk as he bent his head to kiss her again. "Go, we don't need Sara punishing you for being late again." She pressed another kiss to his mouth again before going down the stairs.
***
Emily was still tingling when she walked into the hospital. She knew that Steve had been back in Hawaii for the funeral but she didn't realize he had stayed. Of course he had, he wasn't going to rest until the man who killed his father was caught. But what surprised her the most was him working with her ultra stuffy serious older brother.
"You good Williams?" McCormick asked as she came around the counter and placed her phone down on the desk.
"I am fine, my brother just got hurt and I went to double-check his injury." She answered.
The older woman gave her a look, 'It's not that. You saw McGarrett."
Emily pursed her lips together and picked up the files that were on the desk to go through. "McGarrett? As in Commander McGarrett? The man you almost got court-martialed for?" Jane, one of the the other nurses who had been with them for a long time asked as she joined them.
"That would be the one." The lead nurse returned a smirk pulling at the corner of her mouth, knowing that she would be getting under Emily's skin.
"His father died, he is on the Island." The blonde said shortly as she started flipping through the files. "Did you see him?"
"Yes, he is my brother's new partner." The former New Yorker finally spat, knowing that she wouldn't be able to keep it from them forever "And no we don't need to talk about it. It's not any of your business."
"It may not be our business now Sargent but when he breaks your heart it will be." Sarah commented as the girl tapped her finger against the files, "And you know he will, he loves Catherine Rollins just as much as he loves you."
"Let me make one thing completely clear ma'am. Steve McGarrett doesn'tnor will he everlove me. I am just a piece of ass for him." She snapped, "That's it. Excuse me."
**
"Commander McGarrett? Can I help you with something?" Sarah asked as the Commander came onto the floor where they were working just before quitting time. "Where is Williams?" He asked they had brought him in after the whole incident with Victor Hesse and he knew that Emily was there. "Locker room." The redhead tilted her head down the hall to the room.
"Thanks." He answered tensely before he walked down the hall and peeked into the locker room.
The blonde was standing at her locker standing with her back to him, her eyes on her phone. "Hey, you.' He greeted causing her to spin and look at him dropping her phone with a thud onto the floor.
"Steve! What happened?"
"Caught Victor Hesse."
'Victor Hesse? The bastard that you have chased all over the world for 5 years?" Emily questioned as she stood up on her tiptoes to look at the cut and butterfly bandages on his cheek. Not that she didn't trust the nurses downstairs, she did but it always made her feel better if she could double-check their work.
Steve nodded as his free hand caught a hold of her waist and pulled her into him. "He killed my father." The blonde hissed and shook her head, she knew all about Victor Hesse and his brother Anton, she had even been on a task with him and other SEALs trying to hunt them down before she got injured. "Is he dead?" The commander was quiet as his fingers dipped under the material of her scrub down to trace a pattern across the skin of her lower back.
"Steve? Is he dead?" She repeated, cupping his cheeks in her hands, her thumb rubbing against the non-bruised cheekbone.
"Yes." He answered after taking a deep calming breath, he made the right choice of asking to be taken to the hospital on base so he could see Emily afterward, she offered a different sort of comfort than Catherine did.
She offered not only the physical aspect of everything but the emotional side of things, it oddly felt like she was the one that completed him. But he wasn't ready to go to that step yet.
"Can you give me a ride back to the palace? I need to check on your brother and the others" He finally said, pulling away to look at her.
"Of course." She returned pulling away from him fully to gather her belongings.
"Have you seen the hell hole that he has your niece going into it?" "Yes. I tried to tell him we could get a place together that wasn't as bad but he refused, he doesn't want help." Emily had fought with her brother about it, wanting to get off of the base and away from most of the girls in her unit. But Danny stayed stubborn and didn't listen to her or their mother. "What are you thinking?" The Commander smirked, he had to give it to her, she caught on very easily and was usually right there with his plans.
The exact opposite of her brother.
**
At first, Emily wanted to stay behind in her car and let Steve go in and check on her brother and the rest of the team but he insisted that she come in and meet the other two members of the team and he thought that the gift card to the hotel would sound better coming from both of them compared to just him. Instantly, the natural shyness that she had came forth and she grabbed onto Steve's good arm, her blue eyes going from the men working on setting up stuff to the glass office.
"Emily!" Danny's voice exclaimed from his office, "You won't be what he did this time." "What else did you do to my brother?" She asked looking up at the Commander and then at her brother who looked more upset than he had earlier that day. 'He drove a police cruiser onto a freighter boat." "You did what?" She shouldn't have been surprised but she was, Steve was known to do stuff like that especially if he thought it would get their mission completed. Danny nodded smirking, this was a good way to get her to stop seeing him, "He drove a car onto a moving boat with me in it.' Chewing on the inside of her bottom lip thoughtfully before giggling, "Yeah that's pretty on track with him.' "Em, I don't want you seeing him anymore." He ordered causing her to laugh even more before turning back to the two other people in the bullpen. 'Yeah, I don't think that is going to happen." Steve chuckled if she didn't listen to her mother what made Danny think she would listen to him
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sammyboyimagines · 2 years
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keeping secrets...pt 2
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Pairing: Eddie Munson x Reader
Summary: After talking with Eddie in secret, you have your first date with him. After the date goes awry, a nervous Eddie decided to try and salvage it. 1.6k words
Warnings: None!
//hi! so sorry this took so long. I had a lot going on this week! I start college the 22nd so I might not be able to publish something for a couple weeks after! I'll put out some updates!
This is part 2! Part 1:
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"Steve, I'm really sorry. I have to leave early tonight," you finished serving the tweens that showed up demanding samples. You fought back a grin as you remembered your conversation with Eddie last week. You had always thought that Dustin's friends were irritating at times, especially during those loud D&D campaigns he would sometimes have in his room. But now that you met Eddie, your opinion changed. 
"Are you serious? I covered for you last week!" Steve whined from the backroom, eating his third banana of the day. You put down your scooper and walk to the back room, nodding at Robin as she takes your place at the register. "Haven't you had enough bananas? We have other fruits." You laugh when he rolls his eyes. "If you cover my shift tonight, I'll clean for you for a month." Steve liked to say he hated his coworkers, but you and Robin knew that wasn't true. 
He put his finger on his chin, pretending to think about your proposition. "Fine, but no more shift covering for the next two weeks, please." He sits down and continues eating. You didn't have time to be worried about your shift. You had a date to get ready for. "Why are you leaving anyway? Got a date?" Steve asked, making you stop in your tracks. Lying never was your strong suit. "No! I have a dentist appointment!" you cringed at your sudden, loud response. Both Robin and Steve flinched. "Damn, someone's mad today. Good luck with your dentist." Steve smirked, knowing exactly what you were up to. 
You brushed him off quickly before leaving work. Thinking about this date for the whole week, you felt butterflies in your stomach just thinking about spending time with him. Little did you know, Eddie felt the exact same way. 
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Eddie was in his trailer finding something to wear, his hair soaking wet from the shower he had just taken. "Fuck, nothing looks right!" he threw one of his band shirts onto the floor and sighed. Eddie knew his anger was dramatic. But he truly wanted to look his best for his first date with you. He had kept his promise to you. He hadn't told anyone, even Dustin. A part of him was scared of Dustin's wrath if he ever found out. 
After spending another 10 minutes on his outfit, he fixed his long hair and attempted to stay calm. It wasn't like Eddie to be panicked, yet here he was, worrying about his first date with a girl. Not just any girl, Y/n Henderson. He grabs his guitar and gently places it in the case before slinging it over his shoulder. He was beyond excited, and some of the Hellfire members had picked up on it during the campaign. He had ended it several hours early, it was unusual for him.
"Why are you so happy today? What's going on?" Mike's confusion brought Eddie out of his trance. Eddie had just lost the campaign, yet he was smiling like an idiot. Just 2 hours until his date with you. He just shrugged. "Just got something going on later. Don't worry about it." He smiled and continued packing up his D&D figurines and dice. He glanced over at Dustin, who was still oblivious. He laughed to himself before walking out with him.
He watched your car pull up in the school parking lot. You roll down your window and give him a little wave as he walks to his van, making him wink in return. Nobody suspected a thing, and even though it was difficult to keep it a secret around nosy teenagers, you both enjoyed your limited time together.
You drove to the park you were meeting him at. You walked to a picnic table that was pretty secluded. Hawkins was a small town, if anyone saw, the whole town would know in 2 hours. You brought some ice cream from your work and some snacks. Eddie was in charge of bringing the meal. Normally you'd let him bring the snacks, but you just got off of work. It was obvious from the corny sailor outfit you were wearing.
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"Ahoy sailor.." you heard someone say behind you. "Shut up, I just got off of work." you chuckle as Eddie sits on the other side of the table. He put his head in his hand and watched you intently. "I'm just kidding. You look adorable, a little sailor." Despite his teasing, he was telling the truth. He really did think you looked adorable in your work uniform. You handed him the ice cream and he set down a box of pizza. "You know I can't cook. I tried cooking some pasta the other night and practically burned my trailer down." You laughed as you imagined a panicked Eddie trying to clear the smoke out of his trailer from his poor cooking skills.
"Relax, the date is about being with you, I don't care about the food." Eddie tried to contain his smile. At first, he was a little intimidated by your attention. He'd never experienced anything like it. He chose to throw out some jokes to try and play off how absolutely smitten he was by you. "That was really sappy." you laughed and took a slice of pizza. "I opened my heart and this is how you treat me? I should take the pizza and leave." the loud sound of Eddie's laughter became a comfort for you. 
"Don't leave! You'll miss the gift I got for you.." your smile falls. "Hey! I didn't know we were giving gifts! That's not fair.." you were cut off by Eddie shushing you. "Shh! I wanted to surprise you. This date was set up by you AND you left work early for this. You deserve it!" Eddie never understood how you could be so insecure sometimes. He thought you were smart and caring, everything he wasn't.
After spending about 15 minutes eating and talking about whatever came to mind, you felt cool drops of water land on you. "Shit, it's about to rain." you watched Eddie laugh. "Perfect. I'll help you get all of our stuff into the van. We'll have our date in the back if you want to?" Eddie didn't want to do anything you weren't comfortable with. He didn't get an answer from you because it suddenly started to pour rain. He followed you as you grabbed your snacks and everything else and ran to his van.
You jumped into the back and sat down, pushing aside the dirty clothes and trash. Eddie's face turned bright pink as he frantically shoved the clothing and trash away from you. "Sorry, I wasn't really expecting a pretty girl in my van." you rolled your eyes at his flirting. "Eh, I've seen worse messes in Dustin's room." Eddie had grown to love your smile. Almost every time he talked to you, his main goal was to make you smile. So when he saw you look out the window with a frown, he felt like he had failed.
"Y/n, I'm really sorry. I didn't know it would rain today. I know my van is old and dirty, it's not an ideal spot for our first date. I understand if you want to leave. We can always just reschedule or something? I just really don't want to fuck this up, you're just so amazing and I don't know.." he was talking really fast, clearly upset and panicking. "I'm rambling but I just really hope I didn't fuck this up for us-" you couldn't understand why he felt like he messed up, but you had to stop his ranting.
So you grabbed his face and kissed him. He tensed up briefly out of surprise but you could physically feel him relax before you pulled away. "You didn't fuck everything up! I'm having a great time! Your van is dirty but I don't care!" Eddie searched your face for pity, but he found none. He couldn't even focus on what you were saying because he was still thinking about your soft hands that were still holding his face. "Are you sure?" you chuckle and press a soft kiss to his lips again.
"Eddie, I'm 100% sure that I don't want to leave." you pull your hands away from him and you grab another slice of pizza. "Now, I'd like to continue our date if you don't mind." Eddie didn't mind. He was just stunned by your actions a few moments ago. "Y-Yeah, yeah let's continue."
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Eddie walked you back to your car. The sun was setting over the oak trees surrounding the parking lot. "This was amazing, Eddie. I really had a great time." Eddie put his hands in his pocket and felt something. He never gave you the gift. "Oh! Before you leave, here." He handed you a small box, which you opened quickly. It was a guitar pick necklace matching his. "Are you serious?" you couldn't find the words to show your appreciation.
"What, you don't like it?" you sighed and rolled your eyes. "I love it, Eddie. I fucking love it." You put it on. Eddie chuckles and shoves his hands into his pockets. "So, did I earn a second date?" you shrug. "Maybe. If you want a second date, you'll have to tell Dustin that we're actually dating now." Eddie felt a chill go up his spine.
"No, he'll kill me!" this made you laugh. "No, but he might not talk to you for a week." Eddie listened to your laugh, it never failed to make him feel butterflies in his stomach. 
"Same time next week?" Eddie brushes his hair out of his face. You nod, "Yeah, next time you should clean your van so we can hang out there." 
"Can I have another kiss?" Eddie decided to be brave and ask. You chuckle and kiss his cheek. "Save it for our second date."
God, he was in love with you.
//ahh! my first 2 part fic! Thank you for reading!
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atlasscrumpit · 1 year
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Puppet Master - Part 2
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@ace08
@witteksmarvel
You yawned as you and Vision were talking. He helped you laid down and grabbed blankets to make it more comfortable for you.
"Thank you Vision." You said with your eyes half closed.
"C-Can you stay h-here while I s-sleep. I'm scared." You whispered as he smiled and nodded sitting next to the table. He held your hand softly as you fell asleep.
"I love you Y/N." Bucky said as he hugged your cold frame.
"Did you ever believe he actually loved you?" Strucker appeared behind Bucky.
"He just said the things you wanted to hear. His mind was never his own, it was yours. And it'll be yours again, do you really think you can go without his love?" Strucker said as you stared down at your hands. Bucky came closer to you and placed his hand on your cheek.
"I've always belonged to you." He whispered as he leaned in a kissed your lips.
"It's time to take control of his mind again. He will be yours Y/N." Strucker tempted as you kept silent.
"You won't have a choice in the end." Was the last thing he said before it all faded.
You woke up with Vision still by your side as he smiled at you waking up.
"How long was I asleep?" You asked quietly.
"Only 2 hours, I made sure no one came in. But Tony is about to come in to help you." Vision informed you as you nodded.
"You have nothing to be nervous about. Tony is very good at these things, I know he will be able to help." Vision said as he saw you looking ahead nervously.
"I'm a horrible machine, I was made for destruction. All of this is my fault." You said as you covered your eyes with your hands.
"We're going to figure this out. I'll be with you every step of the way." Vision said as he took your hands away from your eyes. Tony walked in looking exhausted.
"I'm so sorry Tony." You whispered not meeting his gaze.
"Just because you were controlled and destroyed things doesn't mean I'm going to just kick you out Y/N. You're lucky I have a soft spot for robots." He chuckled trying to lighten the mood. You laughed along with him.
"Tony." Steve said as he entered the room with Bucky.
"Bucky." You said as you jumped up but your knees failed and you almost collapsed before Vision caught you as you gasped in pain.
"Don't come near me." He grumbled quietly. Tears came to your eyes. It was true?
"B-Bucky please." You begged before Steve intervened.
"Y/N was controlling Bucky this whole time. All of this was their plan all along." Steve said as he looked at you with hate. Tony turned and looked at you in shock.
"P-Please just let me talk to Tony alone." You begged as Vision still held you up, he helped you back onto the table.
"No we don't know what -"
"Just give us a moment Steve." Tony said putting his hand up between them. Steve and Bucky walked out as Tony closed the door. Vision stood next to you as Tony walked to you.
"You better have a good explanation Y/N." Tony said looking at you seriously.
"It w-was Strucker. T-This whole time he was controlling Bucky through me, he m-made me control Bucky. Please you have to believe me, I love Bucky so much I would never have hurt him, h-he hates me n-now. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Please don't kill me Tony." You mumbled over and over as you sobbed into your hands. To your surprise Tony wrapped his arms around your broken body carefully.
"I believe you Y/N. I know what it's like to have a shitty father. I'm sorry all of this has happened to you. I am not going to kill you, I promise I won't hurt you. Vision and I are going to work together, we'll work together to fix you and most importantly protect you. I promise." He said as he held you. You nodded as you slowly pulled away. He carefully wiped away your tears as he wrapped the blanket around your shoulders.
(Not gonna lie I love having Tony as a father figure in fics)
"Thank you Tony." You whispered as you smiled up at him.
"I'll get Clint to help me move a bed into here for you, it'll be more comfortable while we work on fixing you." He said smiling. As he headed for the door.
"Uh I'll try to fill Bucky and Steve in, but if they come inside I'm counting on you Vision to not let them hurt Y/N." He said in a stern tone.
"Of course sir." Vision replied as he nodded and Tony left the room. You and Vision talked a little before Bucky and Steve came in slowly. Vision instantly stood in front of you protectively.
"We just wanna talk." Steve said putting his hands up in defence.
"It's ok Vision." You said as you reached for his hand and gently pulled him to sit next to you.
"Do you remember anything from before? About Hydra or about me..." You asked Bucky quietly.
"Bits and pieces. Mainly just you and your voice in my head." He mumbled, he looked so broken and scared. You felt horrible.
"Tony said it wasn't your choice to control him?" Steve asked with his arms crossed.
"No, it was Strucker. He was controlling me and I didn't even know. I'm sorry Bucky." You said looking down not meeting their gaze.
"I don't know if I can forgive you." He mumbled as a tear rolled down your face and Bucky walked out.
"Y/N it may be better for everyone if we just shut you down. It's too risky to have something like you this dangerous in the tower." Steve said honestly although a bit harshly.
"That's all you think I am? A thing." You spat harshly.
"So is that all that Vision is to you as well. A thing!" You shouted as you stood up and your skin and artificial bones began rebuilding themselves.
"Get out." You growl as your body rebuilt itself completely. Your mind raced with words and all of it was saying, control, control, control!
"On your knees soldiers." You growled as your eyes began to glow they immediately went onto their knees and looked up at you. Vision grabbed your hand and turned you around to face him, he grabbed you by the shoulder looking into your eyes.
"Y/N stop this!" He shouted as your eyes glowed brighter trying to take control of Vision's mind.
"Don't make me do this." Vision warned as your face went stone cold. He forced himself inside of your mind as you screamed and fell to the floor as Steve and Bucky came out of their trance. Steve and Bucky held their heads in pain as they glared at you on the floor.
"Please leave gentlemen." Vision said sternly, they both thankfully left without a fight. Vision helped you off the floor.
"Steve's right. I'm too dangerous to be alive." You as you looked away from Vision.
"Y/N please-"
"No! All I have done is hurt! The only good thing in my life was a huge lie!" You shouted as you cried. Vision quickly wrapped his arms around you and held you tight.
"No! Let me go!" You said as you tried to shove him away. His grip became tighter as you struggled less.
"Y/N it's ok. You're safe, we aren't going to let anything happen to you." Vision said as you stopped fighting and cried into his shoulder. He held you as you cried, Tony entered and gasped at your new body that had formed.
"What happened?" He asked with wide eyes.
"Steve and Bucky came in and I lost control. My body rebuilt itself." You replied as Tony looked really awkward.
"Um I guess you didn't have time for clothes." He mumbled looking up, you looked down.
"Shit! Sorry." You said laughing as Vision wrapped the blanket around you.
"We have a bed but I guess I can put you into a room now." He said hopefully.
"Steve wants to shut me down, well kill me. I don't think he will take lightly to me living in the same tower as him." You said crossing your arms.
"Well this is my tower and I say who comes and goes so don't worry about him kiddo." He said smiling.
"You realise I'm older then you?" You said smirking.
"Yeah but you look like a teenager." He replied.
"Touche." You laughed as he led you out of the room with Vision behind you.
"I'll see if Wanda/Pietro or Nat/Clint have any clothes for you to borrow." Tony said as you nodded thankfully. Tony led you into a room that was much bigger then you expected.
"Wow it's huge." You said looking at the white comfy bed and the plain white walls.
"Yeah well with time you can add your own little touch." Tony said looking around the room.
"There isn't anyone else on this floor, so it's a bit deserted but I thought it may be better that you are away from the others. For their sake and yours." He explained as you nodded and agreed with him.
"My floor is just above this one, so I'm not to far away." He said.
"Thank you Tony it means the world to me." You said as you hugged him.
"I'll leave you to get some comfortable sleep." He said as he smiled and left.
"Would you like me to stay?" Vision asked. You can't remember the last time you had slept without Bucky by your side, if you were being honest it terrified you to sleep alone.
"Could you maybe stay while I fall asleep. In Hydra I always slept next to Bucky. I'm a little scared to be alone." You said laughing awkwardly.
(Literally listening to I think we're alone now. Thanks TUA)
"Of course." He smiled as you laid down in your bed as Vision sat on the side of it.
"Sorry you're stuck with me Vision." You said as he shook his head.
"It's no problem. It's nice to have someone around like me." He said as you both smiled.
"Get some rest. You need it." He said as he placed the covers over you. You fell asleep peacefully as your body relaxed into the soft bed.
Part 3
You woke up feeling Vision's arm around you, you slowly stood up and stretched. You went out onto the balcony as you breathed in the cool air.
"How can I ever redeem myself?" You whispered closing your eyes.
"Monster, that's all you are." You heard Bucky hiss behind you, you just closed your eyes. You knew it wasn't real. But it still hurt. You went back inside and saw Vision sitting on the side of the bed.
"How are you feeling?" He asked as you smiled sadly.
"I've been better." You said as he smiled back.
"Tony wanted to talk to you. I'll let you get ready and meet you down stairs." He said as you nodded before he left. You placed on a simple pair of jeans and a t-shirt and took a deep breath before exiting the room. You bumped into Clint on your way out.
"O-Oh I'm very sorry!" You said as you looked at the ground.
"It's ok, are you alright?" He asked as you looked up.
"Y-Yeah I'm ok." You stuttered out.
"Y/N, I know you have been through a lot so if you ever need anyone to talk to you've got me on your side." He said as he smiled sweetly.
"Thank you, that means a lot to me." You said as he placed his hand on your shoulder before he left. You smiled to yourself before you went down stairs. You immediately saw Tony and went to him ignoring Bucky and Steve's glares.
"Hey, how are you going?" He asked as you smiled a little.
"I'm tired a-and scared." You muttered as you glanced at Bucky and Steve.
"Let's go somewhere to talk." He said as you nodded and followed him into the elevator.
"Steve and Bucky won't hurt you, you don't have to worry alright. I wouldn't let them." He said as you smiled.
"Thank you." You whispered back. You followed him into his lab as you sat down.
"I wanted to program you into my systems, instead of that stupid hydra program that Strucker still has his hands on." He said as your eyes widened.
"You can do that?" You asked as he flashed a charming smirked.
"I can do anything baby." He said as he winked, you just scoffed and rolled you eyes but you couldn't help blush a little.
"You would be out for a week for me to work on it." He said as you nodded.
"That's ok. When do we start?" You asked.
"No time like the present." He said as you looked at him in shocked.
"Really?" You asked as he chuckled and sat beside you.
"Yeah, I don't want you to suffer any longer." He said smiling softly, you smiled back.
"Thank you Tony." You said as you kissed his cheek. Tony helped you lay down as he began connecting things onto your body.
"You don't need to be afraid alright. I'll be here everyday." He said as you smiled.
"See you soon Y/N." He whispered as you felt yourself drift into darkness.
"What are you doing Tony?" Steve asked as he saw you laying on a table with Tony working on your artificial body.
"I'm hooking Y/N up to my systems and getting rid of Hydra's grip on her." He said not looking up from his work.
"Why are you wasting your time?" He growled as Tony kept working.
"It's a machine Tony, I know you like your tech but even you have to see this is too far. It's a risk to the team and you know that, so why are you trying to make this thing into a person?" Steve said as Tony ignored him.
"Friday could you please inform Mr. Rogers I am no longer speaking to him." He said as Steve rolled his eyes.
"Mr. Rogers Tony is no longer-"
"I got it." He growled before he left.
"Thank you Friday."
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It was 1am in the morning Tony had fallen asleep at his desk just across from you. Steve walked in as he looked at your body on the table. He walked up and placed his fingers around a wire that was connected to your head. He yanked it out as you eyes widened going red, you tackled Steve to the floor as Tony woke up quickly.
"Y/N!" He shouted as he tried to grab you but you shoved him away.
"He wants to kill me so bad why don't I just kill him first!" You shouted as you wrapped your hands around his throat.
"Y/N that doesn't mean you have to stoop to his level! You are better than this, I know you are." He said desperately. You began crying as you squeezed harder.
"I'm worse than him! I hurt people, I kill people. I hurt the person I love! I'm a monster!" You screamed as Steve gasped for air.
"You can be better Y/N. Start a new life, you can find someone to love. Someone who loves you back just as much. Y/N please, I promised I would protect you. I'm not going to break that promise." He said as you retracted your hands, Steve threw you off him as you crashed onto the floor sobbing. Tony grabbed you as he wrapped you in his arms and you buried your face.
"Shh it's ok, I'm here. Just focus on me." He whispered as he held you.
"And Steve, get the fuck out of here." He growled his eyes going dark.
"Steve?" You heard a voice say as you looked up and saw Bucky. All of a sudden blinding pain rang through your head as you screamed.
"Both of you out! Now!" Tony shouted as they gladly left and the pain stopped. You blinked through tears as you looked up at Tony.
"He ripped one of my wires out." You said as Tony grew furious.
"Please just help me, it hurts." You said as he looked down at you and his anger melted away. He picked you up carefully and laid you onto the table again.
"Thank you." You whispered as he smiled. He kissed your forehead before he looked down at you.
"You're safe with me."
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ghost-wolf34 · 10 months
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Werewolf Bucky Barnes x New recruit
Chapter 24. Leaving for the mission 2/Mission gone wrong.
"I don't want to hurt them or myself either, I just don't like to sit and do nothing. Especially while I'm pregnant, it's good for me to be up and moving around but I shouldn't be bending down like that to much. I'm sorry my love." Shauna said, as she nuzzled her mate gently as he held her and kept her close. She smiled as she felt the twins kicking, she knew that Bucky could feel them too. 
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Bucky smiled warmly and kissed the top of his mates head, as he held her close for awhile. "I know, but I just want you be to be careful especially while I'm away on missions." He told her softly as he held her, and rubbed her back gently before pulling back to bend down and kiss her belly. "Your mother and I love you guys so much, we can't wait to meet you both." Bucky said, before kissing his mates stomach again and standing back up. 
Shadow smiled as she watched Bucky with her stomach, she had tears in her eyes as she watched him with her belly. "Definitely can't wait to meet them both. You'll be a good dad Buck, I know it. I love you." She said, before pressing a gentle yet loving kiss to his lips and hugging him again. "Please try not to be gone for to long, I know that missions can take forever, but I don't want to be away from you like that." She whispered to him. 
Bucky smiled against her lips as he kissed her back gently but yet lovingly, as he hugged her gently and leaned his head against her belly gently. "Thanks doll, I love you too." He said, before pressing a kiss to the top of her head as he held her still.
"I know doll and I don't want to be either, but I promise you I will try to be back as quickly as possible. I don't want to be gone from you for that long either, especially now that your pregnant with the twins." Bucky said. 
He definitely didn't want to be on a long mission forever, but both of them had no idea how long the mission was going to take or what was going to happen. One thing was for certain, Bucky was going to try and get back as quickly as possible, as he could enjoy the time off with his beautiful pregnant mate and unborn pups whom he couldn't wait to meet and he knew that she couldn't wait to meet them either.
Shadow hated long missions especially when Fury made Bucky be gone forever in a day, but this mission was going to be a short one or at least so her and Bucky thought.........
Time skip to the mission. 
After Bucky had told his mate goodbye and left for the mission, he thought about her as Steve flew them to the location. 
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He smiled to himself as he looked at his lock screen of her and him on his phone, as he saw a text from her saying that she missed him already. He texted her back telling her that he missed her already too along with the twins, he however looked up though when he heard something going off. "What was that?" He asked as he stood up wondering what the noise was.
Steve and Nat piloted the jet, before hearing a warning light from the jet pop on along with sounds. He heard Buck ask him what that sound was, but before he could respond something hit the jet right side engine.
"Right engine is in critical condition." Friday said over the jet. "They knew we were coming." He said, as he felt the jet kind of losing control as the got hit again. "Everyone hold on!" Steve shouted as the jet started to go down and start to lose more control. "Both engines comprised." Friday said, as the jet soon headed towards the ground and crashed. 
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Bucky listened to his friend and the alarm sound, before feeling the right engine get hit and hearing the ai Friday telling them that the right engine was in critical condition. He didn't like however that they knew about them coming, he soon felt the jet get hit again and grabbed onto something as he pulled out his phone to quickly call Shadow to let them know that they needed backup. 
But he soon felt the jet heading towards the ground, he waited for Shauna to pick up before feeling the jet hit/crush to the ground roughly. Buck then got knocked into something and fell unconscious along with everyone else, as the jet crashed.
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anticipatedexhale · 2 years
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A Love Story Titled As Failure.
Steve Harrington x gn!reader
A/n: im in my sad era yet again finally got rid of writers block and i genuinely want to write, wanted this to be for eddie but lets all be serious steve fits the heartbreak genre.
warnings: angst, NO PART 2, breakups, arguments, kinda a toxic relationship, little bit of fluff but meh, i love writing steve being a total dumbass.
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This was stupid, it was stupid how you couldn't get over him. Even though he hurt you, and it was obvious.
The man you thought would cherish and love you like he promised broke your heart in a matter of seconds. And it was all because of one stupid argument.
You haven't talked to anyone in days, shutting off everyone all at once, you didn't want there "its gonna be ok" or the "he doesn't deserve you".
You didn't want any of that, all you did day and night sit in bed curled up under the sheets.
Eyes puffy, mouth dry, too lazy to get up to change or brush your hair.
God you hated being like this but all you thought about was him, his scent, his laugh, his smile all the way to how he used to look at you.
You groaned as you heard a knock on your door. "Go away" your voice barely passes as a whisper.
The knocking didn't stop even after you ignored it multiple times.
You got up dragging your feet on your carpet. Slowly opening the door, your eyes widened seeing him standing right there Infront of you.
You stepped back being too stunned to close the door in his face as much as you wanted to do that, you couldn't bring yourself to.
You were frozen as he walked Infront of you closing the door behind him.
Your eyes stayed locked on the floor not daring to look up into his beautiful Brown eyes.
Why was he here?
Didn't he say he wanted nothing to do with you.
Yes him with his own words.
He broke your heart and now has the nerve to show up.
"They told me to check up on you" he said breaking from your trance, of course they did your so good friends wanted to make feel better by bringing the cause of pain right to you.
When you didn't reply he continued "You know i never meant to hurt you right? I know you deserve better than me and that you think I'm a total jerk but please let me try to make it up to you" he said again seeing now you lifted your head looking straight at him.
His eyes frantic trying to search yours as he was waiting for an answer "Please just say something." He said voice dripping with desperation.
"You hurt me more than you'll ever know steve." You said cold tone trying to hide your hurt. Because you knew any second now you'll burst in tears just looking at him.
"I-i know i know sweetheart b-but please let me try again give me a chance" he said getting closer now trying to hold your hand.
"P-please i-i'd do anything to make this work, tell me anything I'll do it, just please dont leave me."
You ignored him, this wasn't like other times this was different this time you didn't feel the sympathy and sadness you'd feel for him no. All you felt was pain, a pain that he himself caused.
"You know what's sad about this? Is that im trying so hard to hate you yet i can't , i cant bring myself to do that. You are all i think about and just hate." You said pushing his hand away.
"You hate me?" He said voice cracking at the thought of you hating him, you can't hate him, no this was your anger speaking his mind was telling him, trying to calm himself down.
You couldn't bring yourself to answer. Really you didn't like him nor did you hate him.
It was so overwhelming that the air around you guys could almost choke someone.
"Do you think i liked hurting like this?" Now it was your turn to ask and steves turn to find the answer.
"Please look at me please- come on we can try again i-i p-promise to not hurt you" at this point both your faces had tears streaming down.
You shook your head passing him as you opened the door silently telling steve to leave.
"I'm sorry but there is nothing you can do. So please leave. We both know this won't work, don't make this harder on me" you said looking back down again trying to control your emotions.
"Please your hurting me i can't do this, one more chance i promise it will be better this time." at that you grabbed his arm roughly faces so close to each other.
"Hurting you? Please don't make me laugh harrington, don't make promises you couldn't keep." You pushed making him stubble out the door.
"Im begging you, don't shut me out." He said before you shut the door in his face.
You turned around sliding down the door with your face inside your hands.
Unstable breathing as you felt steves presence still outside the door.
It was unfair to both of you , as you both saw the depressing and painful ending of your love story being written by no other but you and steve.
A relationship between you two that could never be complete, a relationship between you two that's more like a dream.
Maybe this is a sign for the both of you to stop dreaming about this painful love.
A love story that was titled failure as you both burned away the days together living on false hope.
The pair of you both saw this coming yet you didn't leave. You didn't stop this from happening, now thinking about what was the purpose of staying.
Picking up both of your hurt slowly, You weren't special.
Neither of you were.
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