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camscendants · 27 days

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I had to listen to this while at work so now you have to hear it too

#this was back in September #I was ushering Barbie and listening to gtn #and it literally lined up exactly like this #I remember I had to sit down and just be like 😧#in shock #wtf #tlt #the locked tomb #gideon the ninth #Gideon nav #harrowhark nonagesimus #Barbie #what was i made for #music #audio book #gtn

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babybluebex · 1 year

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Omg the phone call 😧 I love perv Eddie and innocent reader 🥺 can we get a glimpse of what their little “relationship” is like once they go back to school + I have a feeling she starts sitting with the hellfire group at lunch all on his lap and the guys are like wtf..because how did Eddie get a girlfriend all of a sudden + while reader thinks it’s completely normal and she’s all sweet on him and is so clueless to all the little pervy things eddie does

yesssss i love perv!eddie and princess they're so <3 cw dubcon, daddy kink, innocent!reader

"Hey there, princess," Eddie said as you approached him, breaking him out of his conversation with one of his friends. Before the weekend, you had only known Eddie from a distance, and you didn't even really know him that well, so you weren't sure of his friend's name; not that any of it mattered. You had time to learn all about your boyfriend. "You're looking extra cute today."

You smiled, looking down at your pink shirt and red shorts. "Thanks, Daddy," you said with a grin, and Eddie's friend choked on his drink. Eddie shot him a mean look, and you frowned. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah," his friend coughed. "M'fine. Thanks. You know Eddie, I guess?"

"Yeah!" you said. "He's my boyfriend."

"Fuckin' since when?" his friend asked, turning slowly to look at your boyfriend, and Eddie clenched his back teeth hard, a muscle in his jaw jumping.

"Since Friday," Eddie said, his voice hard and thick. "It's a long story, I'll tell you later."

"Right," the boy said. "Well, I'm Gareth."

"Hi, Gareth," you grinned. "Can I sit next to you?"

"I can move so you can sit next to Daddy," Gareth said with a little scoff, and you held your lunchbox tightly as he lumbered to his feet and moved down the table to an available chair.

"Aw, baby, don't gimme that face," Eddie said as you sat down next to him. You didn't even know that you had any sort of face, and you squeaked as Eddie added, "Gareth's just pissy that he doesn't have such a sweet little princess like I do."

"Oh," you mumbled, and Eddie put his hand on your thigh, swiping his thumb along your smooth skin as he chewed at his sandwich. Usually, you sat with your friends at lunch, but you had decided to sit with Eddie; you knew your friends probably wouldn't mind. "Sorry."

"Don't be sorry," Eddie told you. "You have nothing to be sorry for. In fact, Gareth should apologize to you."

"Eddie—" Gareth started, but he sighed when Eddie narrowed his eyes at him. "Sorry I'm being pissy."

"It's okay," you said softly. "I mean, not everyone can have girlfriends or boyfriends, right? Eddie's my first boyfriend."

"Really?" a second boy asked, a little further down the table. "How did you guys meet?"

"I went to buy some weed from him," you started, and then you remembered what Eddie had said. Don't tell anyone how you got that weed, he had said. It's the type of thing only boyfriends and girlfriends talk about. Your friends'll call you mean names if they knew what you did. Would Eddie's friends call you those mean names too? "A-And, um... We started talking, I guess."

"Right," Eddie said. "I have the sweetest princess in the whole world, don't I?" He slung a heavy arm around your shoulders and pressed a kiss on your cheek, and your heart jumped in your chest. Boyfriends and girlfriends liked to kiss, and you were nervous to kiss Eddie. Not because you thought he would be a bad kisser— quite the opposite, actually. You had never kissed anyone before, and you were nervous to do it. Would Eddie be nice about it? You had no idea how to even kiss a boy, let alone a boy like Eddie.

"Eddie?" you said softly. "Umm... I wanna kiss you, I think."

"Oh, yeah?" Eddie asked with a smile. "Have you ever kissed someone before?"

"Well, no," you started. "But I wanna kiss you."

"Alright," Eddie said. "Lay it on me."

"Oh, uh," you started. "Not now. I mean, like, after school, maybe? I just don't wanna get in trouble or anything."

"We won't get in trouble," Eddie told you. "It's just one kiss."

"O-Oh," you said. "Okay. Well, umm, can you kiss me?"

"What's the stuttering about?" Eddie laughed, and the hot tingle of tears struck your nose, just like the other night. Sometimes Eddie could be mean, but you were sure he didn't mean it; boyfriends weren't mean to their girlfriends. "You want me to kiss you, baby? My sweet princess."

With that, Eddie pressed his hand to your cheek, and he pulled you into a kiss. His lips were soft against yours, and you made a soft noise as he took your bottom lip between his to deepen the kiss. You had no idea that people could even kiss like this, and you squeaked again as Eddie pulled away, licking his lips. "Are you wearing lipgloss or something?" he asked.

You nodded. "Why?"

"'Cause you taste really good," Eddie told you. "You're so perfect, princess. Thank you for letting me be your first kiss."

"You're welcome," you said softly.

"Why're you sitting so far away from me?" Eddie asked suddenly, his arm going tight around your middle. "Princess needs her throne, right?"

"Only queens have thrones, Daddy," you told him. "And what do you—"

Before you could finish your question, Eddie had tugged you closer to him, settling you on top of his thigh, and you reached out and steadied yourself on his shoulders. "Daddy!" you yelped, and you held him tightly as Eddie's hand smoothed down your back.

"That's it, princess, just like this," Eddie said. "Just sitting in Daddy's lap, that's it. There, don't you like this better?"

You nodded, although you certainly didn't miss the way Eddie's friends looked at you. They were looking at you with those mean looks that your friends did sometimes, like you had done something wrong. "I like it," you told him. "But it's kinda..."

"Kinda what, princess?" Eddie asked.

"Kinda uncomfy," you said. "I'm just sitting on something hard."

Gareth and the second boy started to laugh loudly then, and the burning of tears hit you again. You didn't want them to see you cry, though. You didn't want anybody to see you cry. Your friends always got mad at you whenever you cried, and you tried not to do it, but sometimes the urge was too great, like it was then.

"It's just my keys," Eddie said loudly, over his friends' laughter, and they piped down quickly. "If you guys are gonna be pricks to my girlfriend, I'm gonna fucking write you out of the next campaign."

"As if," Gareth scoffed. "You need us."

"Right, 'cause I need a goddamn half-elf bard that has zero agility," Eddie spat back. "That's really helpful against Vecna, isn't it, shithead?"

"You need Dustin," Gareth said. "You can't just write him out."

"Watch me," Eddie said. "Look, she's gonna be around for a while, so shut the fuck up, alright?"

"Daddy," you hissed, your tears forgotten. "You're cursing so much!"

Eddie softened then. He looked almost like a cat with his hackles up when he was angry, but he softened into a sweet kitten when you said his name. "I'm sorry, princess," Eddie said softly. "I know you hate when I curse, I'm sorry."

"It's okay," you told him. "Just don't do it anymore."

"Oh, yeah?" Eddie asked. "Or what?"

"Or I won't give you anymore kisses," you decided, and Eddie tugged at your shirt, a dramatic pout covering his face.

"You wouldn't be so mean, would you?" Eddie asked. "Deprive me of kisses? I only just got the first one!"

"I'll do it," you said firmly, but your giggle gave you away. Eddie smiled, and he kissed you again, biting your lip a little bit playfully as he did so.

"No, you wouldn't," Eddie said. "I think that, if Daddy asks for kisses, I'll get them. Right?"

"Mhm," you said. "Anything for you, Daddy."

"Good girl," Eddie said, patting your back. "Just how I like you, all sweet and good."

#bex answers #anon ask #bex's drabbles #perv!eddie #perv!eddie munson #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #tw innocent reader

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fairycheol · 7 months

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nct 127 as older brothers

warnings: implied fem!reader, mentions of food, periods, minor injury and mental health issues

문태일

Taeil is the type of older brother to silently watch over you. He’s not big on affection so he relies on acts of service instead.

He packs lunches for you with notes to get you going throughout the day, he steams your school uniform every morning and when he can he helps you get homework done.

He’s also kind of like a grandma in the sense that if you need money, he’s gonna sneak it into your hands like the cops are watching.

He’s still very and I mean VERY protective over you. One time in middle school you had made the decision of telling your crush about your feelings and after being rejected and left out in the pouring rain, Taeil gathered some of his friends (who are all in highschool at this time) and pretty much threatened to jump the poor kid till he apologized to you.

Yeah he can be scary when he wants 😧

서영호

Johnny loves teasing the crap out of you, in front of family, his friends, YOUR friends, and especially around anyone he knows you like. (why you gotta be like that John ☹️)

But just like Taeil he’s very overprotective. Luckily no one has ever tried anything with you cause ain’t nobody trying to get a 6ft tattooed man threatening to shove them in a locker (he has fr said this).

Given that Johnny was an only child for like half of his life when you first came into the picture he was NOT happy. He never liked to hold you or even sit next to you, he just thought you were gross. (it’s a baby johnny be fr)

As time went on though he grew to actually like you 😱. No but seriously, he’s very proud of the person you’ve become and tries to show up to very important events that you have because you’re his younger sibling and he loves you that much.

이태용

If i remember correctly Taeyong already has an older sister so when he found out he was getting ANOTHER sister, bro almost broke down.

Actually no he did in fact have a break down.

Unlike Johnny tho, he swore from the second you took your first breath that he was gonna nurture and care for you. He was acting more like a mom than your actual mom 🤦‍♀️

He makes you breakfast, lunch and dinner. Always has the pantry filled with your favorite snacks. He does your hair even when you don’t want him to and most importantly he keeps you from loosing your sanity.

When it came to school Taeyong always made sure you weren’t exhausting yourself physically or mentally. He’d let you cry in his arms for however long necessary to get all the nasty feelings out.

中本悠太

Yuta also already has sisters so when you were born he simply accepted having a brother would probably never happen.

Because of his older sisters Yuta is great at painting your nails, doing your make-up and doing your hair. He’s also very careful around you when it’s yk that time of the month. He’s been traumatized before and he is not gonna risk anything.

He LIVES for any school drama and it’s mandatory you give him every single detail, he’ll sit crisscross on your carpet listening to you rant while giving his two cents,

“no way she did that!” “see i never trusted her smth about the way she walks” “what a two faced bitch like seriously 😒 “

yeah he loves gossiping.

김동영

Doyoung was a little awkward when you were born because he was used to playing with other guys so having to be taught how to play with a baby let alone a girl was a little confusing.

He caught on relatively quick though (he got some paternal instincts fs) and was settling in to being a protective older brother just fine.

The two of you would eventually team up to bully your eldest brother because well it’s just what obnoxious younger siblings do.

Back to the paternal instincts, Doyoung for sure has you promise to message him every hour when you go out with friends and insist he pick you up from school or anything that involves you being gone for hours at a time.

One time, you got stood up on a date and when he picked you up and eventually got you home he snooped through your phone (cause you knocked out after crying) found the guys address and was almost arrested for destroying someone’s property.

Don’t mess with Doyoung.

정윤오

Jaehyun is just a weird older brother. That’s just the vibe he gives me. He doesn’t really care what you do or who you hang out with but if any of his friends try flirting with you *cough* Johnny *cough* then he’s gonna get overprotective,

“i love my friends but they CAN NOT be trusted in relationships, they all function on one collective brain cell” Nvm Doyoung might be the only one he trusts around you.

Jaehyun def thinks your an obnoxious little shit after you tour his ass apart for legally changing his name to YoonOh (why Jae? WHY?!), but that’s just what he gets for always making fun of you.

I also think he’s the type of brother to ask your opinion on a girl before he asks her out and if you have a y problems with a girlfriend of his cause let’s say she’s being a bitch, he 100% listens to you and breaks up with them. Love that for him.

김정우

Yk how Jungwoo kind of kept his older sister a secret? Yeah the members didn’t find out about you till like a few months ago and it was in the worst way possible.

Jungwoo was bringing the entirety of 127 to your parents house and stepped out for some groceries and told nobody you’d be getting home from school so walking through the front door you were met with a bunch of grown men standing on top of your couch holding pillows up as protection 💀.

Jungwoo likes to bring up that moment and any other embarrassing moments of yours that he’s witnessed to make fun of you, like the time at a dance recital you tripped and face planted in front of everyone. (you were 6)

Jungwoo is another MAJOR gossip queen. It’s to the point y’all have code names for people (which like same), but it really makes no sense since Jungwoo is never gonna interact with your classmates you have drama with 😭.

이민형

Idk why but Mark gives me the vibe that he’s an older brother who for some reason is just terrified of you 😭. From day one bro has kept his distance and i think he has the mindset that he’s gonna do smth to upset you so he’d rather play it safe.

The whole distance thing changed when he began spending like 90% in the SM building training at the age of 13. He got really homesick and missed the full family moment’s.

He’s a great listener tho, when school is getting stressful or arguments with friends/significant others occur he’s gonna let you talk through your feelings and on some occasions he’ll give you advice.

He’s def written poems about his family, like i’m thoroughly convinced he has written for his mom, dad his brother and now YOU 🫵🏼, it’s his way of showing his appreciation without yk, getting embarrassed having to verbally say anything.

idk if you can tell but i started running out of ideas so please give requests even if my writing is bad 🤟🏼.

#nct headcanons #nct drabbles #nct fanfic #nct scenarios #nct imagines #nct

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fatuismooches · 9 months

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💌 anon…NOT talking about dottore??? yes but no he’s always gonna be mentioned bc i have some thoughts

but! it’s childe’s birthday. i think that man would 100% always be bringing his reader home to his parents, and if they were his childhood friend that would be even better 👀 (he definitely was the kind of kid to propose or be like ‘youre def gonna be my spouse in the future :)) u cant date anyone else!!!’ and he takes it SERIOUSLY).

on dottore…there was a trend going around on “fanart trope of you meeting your partners younger self” and we technically already have that with fragile reader! probably holding tiny zandy in their hands and clutching him close to read him something (to help keep their development sharp!) unless it gets painful but…dottore meeting younger reader (like akademiya reader) and just getting a little sad bc he misses his reader being able to do whatever they wanted freely. Even if that meant he had to get jealous because “how dare they set up reader with another lab partner for this project. theyre *my* lab partner for life” and for life it is :)

- 💌

💌 ANON BACK AGAIN WITH SUPERIOR TOP-TIER THOUGHTS!!

Ahhh yes 😫😫 Going to see Childe's family has become kind of a tradition for you, you go to them to celebrate the holidays, birthdays, or literally for no special reason at all, etc. Courtesy of Childe who always escorts you on the boat ride there, and is telling you the whole time how excited they are to see you and that they've missed you so much! (You saw them last month)

Omfg childhood friend Childe 💖 THE ANGST + FLUFF POTENTIAL... Going from little kids playing in the snow to when he falls in the Abyss and he starts acting way different and you get kind of pushed away when he joins the Fatui and you think he doesn't like you much anymore/doesn't remember that oath he made as kids...😶 But yea DEFINITELY It's very emphasized how Childe neverrr breaks promises so when he promises that to you, he's being 100% serious and he always fulfills his promises... Dw the Fatui is covering the costs for the wedding! Also consider: Childe + promise rings, I think he'd want to wait to marry you after a lot of the hardcore Fatui stuff dies down just for your safety so he gifts you that ring as a reminder to wait for him 💖💖

NOT U HITTING ME WITH THE DOT FLUFF TO ANGST... 😧 But omg... I can just imagine little Zandy sitting on fragile reader's lap as they read him a story! Well sometimes the story is a lengthy textbook but that's fine since you gotta keep your brain active sometimes!

For story purposes... let's just say an experiment went wrong... and Dottore suddenly sees the familiar grounds of the Akademiya in front of his very eyes, more specifically the library, and most importantly, you. You, who donned the familiar green, gold, and white hues of the Akademiya's uniform. You, who were hanging off a ladder looking for a book on the high shelves like it was no big deal. You, who were smiling and giggling even though you probably had a 20-page essay due before midnight. You, who looked so happy... just like how he remembered you. Ah, how many centuries ago that was. It seems even he must grow weak to time sometimes.

... And then his eyes travel down to some person calling for you. Who the hell is that? Why are you working with someone besides him? And then he thinks, this scene is probably from before he got to know you. But still...

He idly wonders if he killed that pest in the past, but he can't remember because he doesn't care about his irrelevant victims.

#smooches talks #💌 anon #fragile reader <3 #childe love notes <3 #dottore love notes <3 #zandy bb <3 #i need to write childe childhood crush eventually...#forever thank you to 🎐 anon for creating zandy ily🙏🫶#UGHHH DOTTORE ANGST HITS ME SO GOOODDD #i for one love dottore angst despite how terrible that sounds LMFAOO WAIT #i just loveee the idea of a cold unfeeling heartless guy somehow becoming sad #it's just so good bc u can see how much u mean to him that you managed to make him a guy who feels no remorse sad #tfw u cant use commas in the tags 😔

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godslino · 2 months

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Hey thereee

So girl who decided to intricately tell you what she thinks about your writing is back RAHHH IT'S EVEN BETTER THIS TIME!?

what the hell was piece by piece.

I had an exam like a couple of hours ago (😧 changed the trajectory of my life fr) and after I finished studying for it yesterday, I wanted to take some time off and relax, decided to go through your work and god am I happy that I did so.

I asked you this the last time as well, but I'll ask you again.

How.

Do.

You.

Write.

So.

Well.

Like Minho Stan or not, this was such a giggly, leg kicking, blushing little story that has been presented so freaking well. Every one has been written so well like the way you decided to do the little 'dude is that the good pizza from down the street' like RAHH THE WAY I STARTED CACKLING.

You presented the characters so well, their relationships so well and what I love love LOVEEEE are the little details authors add to stories. Some that I noticed in piece by piece:

"No fornicating on the furniture" LIKE A HSVSHSHHAHSAHA STOP.

"princess" 😋😋🫶

"A man after my heart" I'm GIGGLING HEHEHE

Word like 'saccharine' and 'rabbiting' like mwahh your vocab is so sexy dude.

The way Minho is so shyyyyy like this is the first little fic I think I've seen in which Minho gets THIS SHY. (I'm whipped for shy Minho stfu)

And now the drumroll please *🥁🥁*

THE STORY.

😋😋😋

Me throughout the plotline:

I wanna eat this shit up, like this fic is so me, so what I want to read after lots of stress, so I just fried my brain up but this makes it a hundred times better, so BEAUTIFUL.

So all over, I just wanna say a BIG thankyou for bringing a smile to my face even when I was sitting in the exam hall, still thinking about this sweet baby of a story.

MWAHH THANKYOU LOOVEEE

would you think i was crazy if i said this review made me cry?? BECAUSE IT DID.

first, i’m honored that you chose to read my work as a reward for studying like oh my god. that’s one of the most rewarding things FOR ME as a writer it gives me all the warm fuzzies in my little author heart.

second, i LOOOOVE piece by piece. there is a very soft spot that i have for shy boy minho, mostly because i don’t really see him written that way. if you ask me, i think he’s the most shy out of all the skz members when it comes to anything related to dating. soft, gentle, etc. so please expect him to be written like that 9/10 times when you read my stuff bc i’m one of his biggest advocators.

and third, one of my favorite parts about writing is making it personal not only to the reader but also to the characters. i LOVE adding bits and pieces that serve as some sort of a call-back to something that happened earlier on or just better portray their humanity because i find that it’s easier to create a connection with the story and have it create a lasting effect. and i’m SO HAPPY that was the case here.

i seriously can’t thank you enough for your feedback, it helps me be not only a better writer but a better person. you are an amazing human and i bet you ROCKED that exam. i remember how much i dreaded tests in college so this is me sending you all the good vibes for a kick ass score 🫶

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUU FOR EVERYTHING!!

all the love, ina 🤍

#answered #godslino.fb : first date series #loves #its-stayville-forever

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aleksa-sims · 2 years

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RL Simself-Story (18+)

⚠ CW: addiction, drugs ⚠

So.... Irena was there. I found it totally strange that his ex always showed up here. Already during our last confrontation with her, in that one club, I noticed how Daniel’s struggling to say something against her or just can’t prevail against Irena. But I never really complained, because if I remember the fights with Philip.....I always had a hard time defending myself. And I think Irena’s just like P.. They are both very assertive & decisive. And Daniel is more like me, quiet & reserved. I thought maybe he felt as pressured by her, as I did with Philip? But this was not quite true.

Before interfering in their intimate conversation, I overheard Daniel and Irena a bit.🤢

Daniel: Can you please just sit down? Stop sniffing around and don’t touch her things, or mine!

Irena: A lot has changed here! Her stuff’s all over the place! Why doesn't that bother you?

Daniel: Idk what you mean? And her things are lying around here because she lives here! With me!

Irena: You’re not well, I realize that immediately!... How can you let this happen? Your eyes look so tired, Dan. You look like a walking corpse. I feel pain in my heart for you. 😟 You know, I wanna stay with you to help you.

Daniel: I don’t need your help! What are you even doing here? I was pretty busy! 🤨 You interrupted us when you rang. 😠

Irena: Why are you so testy? I just want to talk to you and be there for you.

Daniel: Why? I don’t need you! And you can’t give me what I need.

Irena: Tell me what you need!

Daniel: Seriously? 😄 ... I need that damn skag to work! You have some with you?🤨... Probably not, so you can’t give me what I need. 🤷‍♂️

Irena: You’ll never get that from me!!... But I can give you what you deserve. Love and a life without pain. Don’t you want to finally have your peace from all this fucking mess and live a normal, happy life? And you know yourself, only I can do this for you!

Daniel: I-....Idk what you want? 🤷‍♂️ What’s wrong with you? Are you sick or something? Are you ok? Honestly now!

Irena: Don’t you get it, Daniel? I love you! I want us to have what we once had. We were so happy and I miss you! 😟

Daniel: But we broke up 8 months ago and our lives went on, you were happy without me, what’s gotten into you? 🤨

Irena: That was a big mistake! 🤦‍♀️ I should never have left you! I just left you here alone with all the crap you did. And for a while it felt liberating and good, to be away from all that shit, but being away from you felt wrong! When I saw you with her on your B-day.....that hurt me so much!

Daniel: Yeah. 😕 I felt the same that day. I mean, I noticed you were jealous and you weren’t.....well or Idk?....I don’t want to hurt you again, but I can’t just leave her to be with you.

Irena: Why not? You want the same as me! We can do it! I’m going to fix you.

Daniel: I didn’t see that coming!.. I-...I can’t just change everything overnight. 😦

Irena: Please, let me back to you! 😭 I need you and you me!

Daniel: Calm down first! 😕.....I’m so sorry. 😔

Daniel (to me): We shouldn’t have opened the door. 🙁

Me: Why? 😟 Because you weren’t done with what we both just did, before you go back to her? 😧

Daniel: No! 😦 I don’t want it to end with us.

Me: But you can’t help it because you love her? 😢

Daniel: I just don’t want to hurt anyone anymore. 🤦‍♂️

Me: But you hurt me! I heard everything! You don’t want me! 😞

Daniel: I didn’t say that a single time!.....Give me a moment, please, and we’ll sort this out.

Irena: Daniel? Stay with me! She wants to leave!

Me: I’m about to puke! 😨 A few minutes ago you loved me and now everything is broken. 😭

Irena: Ugh, you can quit now. 🤨 Just go home to your parents.

Me: Fuck you! 😠 You go to Dominick and let him comfort you again.

Irena: Oh, he told you about this! 🤨... Now listen to me you crazy druggy! Let me tell you something about Daniel! Do you know what kind of fight that was for me with him? Daniel was never home! He was constantly off, at some drug parties or clubs, while I was busting my ass for him. I had 3 fucking jobs! He spent all our money on drugs. I came home, tired, every day and just wanted to sleep to come to rest. Because I knew, if Daniel’s not at home until 10 pm, he will call me in the middle of the night, to pick him up from somewhere. He was so drugged, that he couldn’t drive his car anymore. He used to hang out somewhere in a club, totally high & half dead and around him, or on top of him, were some doped up bitches! 😠 I had to drag all those women off him first, so I could get to him! Of course, he didn’t notice any of this, which made it all the more difficult for me to talk to him about it. He didn’t even know, what he did or with whom! You know? And that was just a small part of his.... best ofs. 🤨 And now tell me, if you, who is exactly like him, will manage this?...You’ll both end up dead in a gutter.

Me (to Daniel): Is that true? 😦 You really slept with all those women you didn’t know? 😟

Daniel: I-...Ikd what I really did or why they were around me?? 😟 But I don’t think I had sex with all these women in.... a club.🤨... But you’re not like that, and neither am I. Not anymore!

Irena: Daniel doesn’t really love you, no matter what he said or promised you, he can’t keep it. I’ve known him for three years, he’s just having some fun with you. He’s gonna let you down. You can’t rely on him. 🤷‍♀️

Me: Why are you here, if he was such a burden to you? 🤨

Irena: I love him! I can't sit by and watch you kill him. You two even got Dominick hooked. 😠

Daniel: Dominick stole our drugs and did this shit all by himself! But I still tried to talk him out of it. Why don’t you go and take care of him? 🤷‍♂️

Me (to D.): Are you jealous of them? You just lied to me! The truth is, you want her and not me! 😩 😭... ..You asshole, you made me hurt Philip! When he needed me the most. 🤦‍♀️

Daniel: He has a baby with another! What does that have to do with me? And I didn’t lie to you! I swear!

Me: You can’t even tell her to leave! What are you waiting for? If you don’t want her anymore, then finally kick her out and tell her. Or I’ll leave! Rn!

Daniel: No, please don’t leave! You always want to run away!...I want to be with you! Not with-.....with her. 😕

Irena: Fuck you both!..... And you Daniel, you lie to yourself! Ugh, I’m off here!

Daniel (to me): I can explain everything to you.

Me: Stay away from me! You didn’t tell her to fuck off! 😞

Daniel: Why? She left by herself! It wasn’t necessary to tell her.

Me: But for me! For me it was necassary! I wanted to see and hear how you tell her that she should never come here again, because you love me and not her!

I didn’t want to see Daniel for a few hours and hid in the bedroom. All this seemed like a dejavu to me. Philip & this Natasha...😠 And speaking of Philip, I’m about to see him. I went to Sandra and he was there. I thought P. and S. had something going on? But Sandra just asked Philip for help. It was about the baby bed. Anyway, I’m gonna have a really big fight with Philip. I wanted him and Sandra to lend me money so I could buy drugs. 😬 🤦‍♀️

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oh my god GUYS i just have to share this story (it’s pretty short but i’m gonna somehow turn it super long cause i’m bad at telling stories) BUT BASICALLY i went with my friend today to this event right and for context we know each other bc we’ve went to the same schools our entire lives but she moved to a diff hs. anyways so we’re at this event and like some of her friends from her new school came up to her and just started hanging out with her and tbh most of them were chill like they were super nice to me and stuff even tho we’re like different (it was like a cultural event) but there was this one girl who saw me and was like trying to talk to me in “chinese” but in a mocking way and i was like oooh yea no…and the entire time we were there she kept like shoving me and like i could tell like she secretly didn’t like me so i was like yea i’m gonna just stay kinda away from her cause ummm what. ANYWAYS fast forward like a couple hours we go to this inside place to sit down cause the event is like outside and it was so hot but basically we were just talking and somehow her stepmom was brought up and she was talking sm shit about her so we were all curious why she hated her sm so she told us the story… (my memory is horrible so i don’t even remember much but just know it had all of our like jaws dropped the entire time)(this isn’t rlly a story ngl just bits i remember from it that is like crazy) so basically for context she lives with her mom and she hadn’t seen her dad in 6 years. so basically uhhh her step mom is basically like psychotic and here’s the stuff she did that i remember

- hacked the girls instagram acc and ss all her chats and POSTED IT.

- took pictures of the mom and photoshopped it hella so she would look “ugly” and posted it on the girls PUBLIC instagram

there’s a lot of other stuff that i do not remember but the best part is the fact that the step mom is the dads niece so her step mom is her cousin😧

honestly after she told like the whole story i was like more empathetic towards her cause at first i was like bro wtf did her parents not teach her manners or smth cause she was being SO rude and i was like oh🙂 but like now i feel rlly bad bc like she like grew up in a bad environment and didn’t rlly have anyone to teach her from right and wrong and yea idk just rlly sad

honestly i don’t even think anyone will make the effort to even read this and idk what the point of telling it was but it can be the daily lesson to always be kind bc u never know what others are going through😊😊😊

NOOOO THANK YOU FOR THIS STORY

that’s so insane. im very very lucky that i was raised to have manners and not act like that

unfortunately not everyone is :(

also im very tired so my (self diagnosed) dyslexia is really getting to me rn

#my sweet olivia #ask #this is probably not what you wanted in response to this #but im actually shutting my eyes im so tired

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kurooandkenmasslut · 2 years

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How my sister beat me up

So my sister is 13 (Or 14 idk I don't keep up with her age 🧍🏽‍♀️) And she's taller than me AND my mom (😭✋🏽) Anyways anyways SO she had a bag of Funions (Idk how to spell it so 🏃🏽‍♀️💨) Fun onions 🥺👉🏽👈🏽 She LOVES those chips and would kill anyone if they touched it (Even our mama 😟) So she told me that they were hers and to NOT eat them and I listened.. Until one day those scrumptious lil baddies we're sitting in the freezer for 2 weeks (Look.. My sister likes keeping shit in the freezer so how about we don't question it-) And I was like well she didn't eat them so I bet she won't mind if I just eat it and I did that and like 3 or 2 hours later (Sumn like that) she came home from school she put her stuff down and sh❀t and she uhhhhhh sh- Okay I remember she looked for her chips and IMMEDIATELY went up to my room and did an integration on my a❀s then I admitted and she came over to me and beat my apple beez and the end and now I never mess with her 👍🏽✨

i- 😟😧

#— kurooandkenmasslut ‹#nat & marie !#i never had so many emotions in my life

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‎˃ ᵕ ˂ . . "oh my god something hurts and i don't know what.. but he's my type. oh you meant blood type?"

basically. "you're losing a lot of blood! what's your type?"

when a magical shift practice goes incredibly wrong you're asked a question you didn't quite process at first.

parts. one , two

characters. dorm leaders.

includes. gn reader.

cw. head injury, blood, I really like malleus' part for some reason.

note. I'm also having a day where I literally can't feel anything so why not entertain my followers.

riddle rosehearts

this is very embarrassing admittedly to him, not to mention extremely unprofessional! there's some unrational piece of him trying to convince himself that you're obviously not in the right mind and all you're saying is pointless gibberish. 😡 *in denial

cater would beg to differ because you've made it very clear, emphasizing the 'handsome' part. he tells riddle that whole thing wasn't a lucid dream and if using phones wasn't banned during magical shift practice he definitely would've had the whole thing saved on his phone.

probably uploaded after he'd recorded the whole thing but the thought of a rageful riddle, red faced and ready to collar him makes him laugh nervously and tuck his device in his pockets. 😅🙌

riddle would absolutely love to scold you right now but the amount of blood you're losing is concerning and if the fact that you can't even process questions anymore is already a red flag in itself.

so he prioritizes you! riddle will help you the best he can, trying his best to keep his mind off the whole shenanigans (admittedly bursting red faced and fuming which scared the heartslabyul students and made them shit their pants.)

leona kingscholar

after you said that the whole stadium just falls into silence. save for a few, ruggie is the only one whose face contorts into laughter before he straightens up at the piercing gaze of leona. "oops."

leona just sighs and shakes his head, leaning his face onto his palm and groaning. the residents note that he probably wasn't aware of the uncontrollable twitching of his ears and sped up swaying of his tail.

when he notices everyone is staring he just goes like. "what are you fools looking at? didn't i tell someone to fetch me a healer?" and then the whole place just resumes into a bundle of chaos you just so happened to be in the middle of.

in the meanwhile he just surrenders himself, feeling awfully exhausted by the whole thing so leona drags you up the stand and sits you down the chair while wetting the piece of fabric he previously tore out with cold water he stole from someone and handing it to you.

if you're too woozy to take care of it yourself he'll reluctantly press it against your wound. if you're doing just fine then great, can he sleep now. 😁👍

azul ashengrotto

azul: 😃😧😳 jade: 😏🤭😊 floyd: 🤨😇😁

as much as jade likes to see azul in visible distress and panic, more so. seeing azul malfunction when he's typically so cautious and reserved was definitely a treat but alas.. the man himself wouldn't be too happy if he let you bleed out in the dorm.

so he just pulls you inside monstro lounge, disappearing in a spare room thankfully stocked with items in case of a medical emergency and reappearing with various stuff in his arms. azul who probably reorganized himself had quickly took ahold of the situation, insisting to be the one to treat you.

out of general possessiveness, and the bright idea of his that eventually made him to conclude that treating you will get you trust him more aaaaandd spending time with you. ☺ he's weighing his options pretty heavily since he's not sure you'd remember his oh so generous action but ends up going along since spending time with you is a good deal alone.

you're confused when you wake up next to an awfully pleased looking azul.

kalim al asim

oh no!! 😱 the whole thing you just recited goes over his head since he's so empathic, which then lead to him getting all worked up over a small injury. I say small injury as i point at reader on the verge of passing out.

kalim starts yelling incoherent things with tears in his eyes because he thinks you're dying so the whole dorm collectively starts screaming and falling into chaos at the fact that the usually happy-go-lucky kalim is having a crisis.

jamil standing in the middle of the chaos thinking that he's done with life: 🧍🏾‍♂️

in a somewhat miracle, some scarabia student just happened to wield a unique magic which relates to medicine! so you end up in a bed way too grand to be a hospital room. jamil had tried to convince kalim to move you to a more simpler room because wtf???

anyways if kalim just remembered what you said he'd beam brightly as if the dorm wasn't in chaos three minutes ago. 😊

vil schoenheit

stares at your form falling to the ground blankly since he's rooted to his spot and is taking a minute to process everything. who in the hell just stained your face!! 🤬👊

he's flattered prefect, really. it seems you really are telling the truth since you're looking out of it, probably not aware of the things you're spewing.

so he calms himself down and immediately starts speed walking to you, rook already being beside you trying to control the flow from the wound. epel on the other hand has this suprised, horrified look on his face. like... it's like he's stuck in time.

vil makes sure your injury isn't too serious and wastes no time whipping out some sort of.. wet napkin out of his robes and dabbing your face gently, cleaning off the dirt that made its way after your collision with the floor.

there's no filter. he's looking very worried and actually let his robes touch the fucking dirt as he half kneels to reach your face. both to check any other bruises or injury as well as clean you up cause he'd definitely want to wake up gorgeous even he got hit. beauty is everything ♡♡ 😍😍😍

idia shroud

bold of you to assume he attends magical shift practices for his dorm! ^^ and bold of you to assume his dorm holds magical shift practices. 😁😁

so in this scenario. let's just pretend he's watching you through some camera (to put it simply you're in attendance of a magical shift practice of another dorm while he watches.) disclaimer: totally not creepy btw.

idia releases this short, scream when the disc collides with your head and sends it flying to the wall. to put it more worse, the impact to the wall actually made it crack and worsened your injury. omg what kind of ultimate move was that because it KO'd you!

whichever dorm leader was present came running to you and idia could make out them asking you what you're type is. in bated breath, he listens to your answer and blinks rapidly.

"w-w-wha-what!?" then he nearly falls out of his chair and grips his desk violently.

malleus draconia

thunder flashing in the backround* first of all, how did you even get injured when malleus considers himself to be quite guarded of danger even more when you're involved.

ortho arrives concerned at the several crashing he could hear and puts it all together, idia is just now in his chair biting his nails and muttering something all over again like hes in a trance.

whoever hit you should start praying because malleus has this murderous aura surrounding him, until you started groaning which led to the dragon immediately appearing by your side. phew saved!

some guy asks for your type and you answer with. "a tall guy with horns.. pretty green eyes.. and umm.." malleus actually pauses to consider your words wracking his mind for any student that matches your description when it's literally him?? 😭💀

pieces it all together like a few seconds later and has this content smile on his face, then literally lifts you up and disappears in a flash. most probably bringing you to a nurse that can tend to your injury. lilia is versed with healing magic, as does he. but he'd be more comfortable with a professional treating you.

malleus is impossibly more harder to get rid of (how dare you want to get rid of him!!) because he acts like a body guard 24/7 to which sebek takes it as a lesson very seriously. go sebek!!!

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jongseongsnudes · 2 years

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eight.

warning; 😧 0.8k words.

masterlist.

“wh- what the hell?!” were your first words when you came to from your nap, the strange surroundings immediately catching you off guard.

the last thing you remembered was fighting with sunghoon outside the bar then getting into his car with his coat around you. with the warmth of the heater and soothing background music from his radio, you immediately felt yourself drifting in and out of sleep after that. you remembered seeing your stepvbrother glancing down at you, his eyes racking over your tired form with such soft eyes before you eventually fell asleep beside him.

and now here you were, having woken up hours later, with the sun now up, still in sunghoon’s car but to the view of... THE SEA?!

you frantically sit up and search around to see sunghoon outside the car, leaning against the bonnet with his back facing you. judging by all the other cars and people around, you guessed that you were on some sort of boat that carries cars across as well.

you hurry to his side, the rocking boat making your steps sway all over the place like you were drunk. he doesn’t bother to even acknowledge you, his eyes plastered onto the view ahead. your breath hitches in your throat at the sight of your step brother, who seemed the most relax you’ve ever seen him. the wind is blowing gently through his platinum hair making him look even more unreal than he already looked.

how could someone be so handsome all the time?!

“whe- where are we?”

the man remains quiet, instead taking a few steps towards the side rails right beside the car. a yelp leaves your lips when you see him throw his phone overboard, the tiny device immediately disappearing out of sight.

“why did you do that!” did he have a thing for ruining phones?! “why did you throw your phone overboard?”

“so he can’t find us,” he says nonchalantly, his eyes glued onto the beautiful view of the sea ahead, “he’s crazy, he’ll be able to track us down using my phone and credit cards if i keep using them.”

“but- but... where are we going then?”

“where ever this boat stops at,” his tone is dull, a complete compliment to his already weary expression, “one week. we’ll disappear for one week. then i’ll deal with his bullshit and the choi boy.”

apart of you felt bad, as though the obvious strain between the park father and park son had only gotten worse since your arrival into the family. not only were they fighting because of you but sunghoon was also defying his father’s words for you.

“but why... why are you doing this for me? i- i thought you hated me-”

“i think you have misunderstood something here,” he scoffs sarcastically, his sudden smirk sending uncomfortable chills down your spine, “in no way do i like you anymore than the day i met you. but i just know what an evil man my father is and no one deserves to be used as a puppet in his bullshit. his only son getting treated like that is enough.”

the way his eyes slightly glossed over as those words left his lips tells you that there’s way more to this story than being told but you don’t want to pry. it wasn’t your place to ask further and knowing sunghoon, he might just explode at you unexpectedly for probing around in his business. especially family business.

“i’m going to tell you this now,” he steps closer to you, his tall frame towering threateningly over yours but you’re too stunned to move away, “do as i say for the next seven days or you’ll regret it. you don’t want to make me angry.”

“ok- okay... but how about my mum? she’ll get worried if she realises that i’m missing.”

“don’t worry about that. i’ve taken care of that.”

a pout naturally forms on your lips, the thought of your mum worrying about you ironically enough, worrying you.

“this,” sunghoon’s soft voice breaks you out of your thoughts, making you look up at him. to your surprise, the man suddenly grabs your chin, pulling you slightly closer to him. his gaze is now solely focused on your lips and for a moment, you swore you felt as though he was gradually getting closer to you. almost able to kiss you. “stop this. stop pouting. i hate it.”

end.

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laskyy · 2 years

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P1harmony as your boyfriend - Theo version

Genre: fluff

Tw: one mention of kidnapping (all jokes), affection, lmk if I missed anything.

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How you met:

You and Jiung were good friends as you went to school together and really got along since then.

His life was busy, but he always found some time to hang out!

Which why he called you up one morning!!

"Hi! Me and the guys are basically hanging around the practice room, do you want to come by?"

Well, of course you said yes!

You missed your friend and you could now meet the members and visit his company for the first time!

As you were almost ready you remembered..

"He didn't tell me where his company is!?!?"

Way to go Jiung 😍

Now you panicking and were about to call him when you saw he was already trying to do the same

"Hi again! I know I didn't tell you where I was at so I'll send my manager to pick you Up! He's wearing a green shirt just so you know it's him! I'll try to come with but I can't promise anything! Byeeeee!"

Well problem solved!

You were heading out the door when you saw a big black car

You weren't really in the mood to get kidnapped so you kept walking.

"Are you y/n?" the guy driving the car asked through the window

"Yeah?"

"I'm Jiung's manager, you can come in!"

Ok that was weird, but he was wearing a green shirt like Jiung said!

You got in and it was really dark, so you just sat without thinking

"I know I'm comfortable, but we just met!"

AND WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SIT ON TOP OF A RANDOM GUY ⁉️

"I'M SORRY!!!" You said as you moved away from his lap

He turned on a light on the car and BOY WAS HE HANDSOME!

"I'm Taeyang, and you must be y/n! Jiung couldn't come so I joined our manager!"

And well you were glad he came :)

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How he asked you out:

You and Taeyang had really hit if off and no one could pull you guys apart

Jiung noticed how quickly Theo warmed up to you and decided to point it out

"Hey man, so you and y/n, how's that coming along?"

Theo choked on his spit and turned red

"You know I like them?"

Not Theo thinking he's not obvious lmao

"Yesterday the floor was wet and you layed down for them to not wet their shoes?"

"I'd do the same for any of you guys!"

"Says the guy who made me use my brand new jacket to put on the same wet floor so you could pass?"

"T-that's not true.."

Theo baby it's okay to be a simp 😌

"How do I ask them out?"

Cue Jiung being the advisor and telling him all the details of your ideal date

After this talk it didn't take Taeyang long to ask you out, but well it didn't go as expected.

You were both taking pictures of each other on a calm park and well..

"Y/n can you back yo a little so I can capture you better?"

Guess what!

"What?"

You stepped on dog poo 💩

Theo: 😃😀🙂🤨😐😯😦😧😵

He passed out 🙃

And now cue you being panicked and lightly tapping his face

Theo actually already gained consciousness and kept his eyes closed hoping for a kiss

But he was met with a huge amount of water on his beautiful face :(

"WHAT WAS THAT?"

"Boy, a water bottle!"

"Couldn't you just have kissed m-"

He got the secret out ✨

"Well, it's better to kiss you when you're awake"

"That's true haha-wait you like me too?"

"Yeah? I thought you knew and that was the reason you asked me on this date?"

Well let's say he left the park with red cheeks and lips 🤩

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How he is as a partner:

Honestly, get ready for some roast battles lmao

"I feel busted!": y/n after waking up from a 3 hour sleep because Theo made them watch movies all night

"You look busted too :)": Theo after waking up from a 7 hour sleep as he fell asleep after two movies :D

But it's all with love!

You guys are really best friends just with some more affection!

Constantly kissing your forehead no matter the circumstance.

You get through a difficult day - forehead kiss

You give him a gift - forehead kiss

Your hair looks messy from waking up - forehead kiss

You get it

He loves your hugs as well and when he greets you with one everytime!

Also likes kissing your lips but prefers to do it in private

He doesn't want to get caught by anyone!

He's a shy bean

Likes slow languid kisses that can warm you both up, but doesn't mind short pecks as a way of greeting as well!

One time Keeho caught you guys kissing and he won't leave you alone

"Keeho can you pass me the salt?"

"Can you not make out with y/n in front of me?"

"I jus-"

But besides the teasing the members support your relationship and love you guys together

Jiung also won't give up the fact that your first meeting with Taeyang was what is was ndjjsusjsus

You guys were all watching a movie and there was no more room in the couch

So Theo kindly offered his lap ☺️

Cue Jiung going: "Just like the first time you met"

"Go baby": Theo

And you run off to attack Jiung :)

You guys have bickers but not really huge arguements

Mainly because you cant really stay appart from each other!

Another thing to point out is the fact that Theo is great at comforting you and will have you smiling just by giving you his bright grin that we all love

You: ☹️

Theo: 😄

You: 😃🥰

Overall he is a great boyfriend and is always there for you!

Please love him as much as he loves you 🥺

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P1harmony as your boyfriend masterlist

#p1harmony #p1harmony fluff #p1h scenarios #p1h imagines #choi taeyang #Taeyang fluff

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carlsainz · 2 years

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Imagine crying after a movie like full on sobbing and Erik’s like 🧐😮🤨😧😀 < his face

oh my god i laughed at the sequence of emojis but i love it. soooo, i choose to write this tiny blurb with this is us instead of a movie because this show hits hard (GO WATCH THIS IS US)

this scene is after they watched S02 | E14 – super bowl sunday (if you know, you know)

mitt hjärta – my heart.

you were sitting on the couch, curled by erik's side, your head resting on his chest as his arm was involving you. it was this is us' marathon day and this episode was just too much for you.

as it came to an end, the tears were streaming down your face nonstop but erik didn't notice because you were soundless and the tears weren't wetting his shirt. however, when it was time for that scene, you couldn't hold anymore, the sobs making your whole body shake.

erik was so focused in the tv that at first he didn't notice, but when the episode ended, he looked at you and saw you crying. he was shocked and had no idea what to do to calm you down.

"shhh babe, i'm here with you," he said, fully hugging you.

"t– that was so unf– unfair," you said between sobs and tears.

"i know, my love, i know," he whispered, resting his cheek on the top of your head.

"erik why did it happen?"

"i'm sorry, mitt hjärta," he kissed your head. "in real life, things like that are always happening. that's why you like this show, remember? because it depicts reality."

"well, i was wrong!" you buried you head on the crook of his neck.

he softly smiled, realizing he loves you more than he thought. he let you crying for as long as you wanted, whispering soothing things to you. when you were just sniffling, he said "c'mon babe, let's go to bed."

you slowly looked at him, your nose was red and your face kinda puffy but to porty, you were the prettiest girl in the world.

"ready?"

you only nodded. he got up, reaching out his hand to you, which you gladly accepted, getting up too and following him to your bedroom. there, he told you to lay down and wait for him. you did as he said, but did the mistake to think about the show and started to cry all over again.

from the kitchen where he was making a tea for you, he heard you crying and sighed. it didn't take long to the tea to be ready and he went to the bedroom again.

"here, take this."

you grimaced, but drank everything from the mug he gave you.

"thanks my love," you said.

"no problem," he smiled. "just let me put this on the sink."

he quickly did it and came back to finally lay down with you. when you were spooning, he asked if you were feeling better and you nodded, thanking him.

after some minutes, you were almost sleeping and the last thing you heard was him whispering "i love you."

and that's how you spent the rest of the afternoon, lazy and taking naps in the safety of your boyfriend's arms.

#gabs answers #gabs writes #erik portillo

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satsekhem · 2 years

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Hagging Out - November 2021

In October, I threw caution to the wind and pinged my ancestors. They had been so very silent recently and I wanted to know why. What was so much more important than me? I asked. You ignore us; we don't ignore you, they replied. 😧

It never occurred to me that this was on me. It seemed so much more likely that they had gotten sick of me and were tired of my bullshit. Well, they were tired of my bullshit. But they also knew that I had to work on things, so they bided their time until I said, "what gives?"

I've been called out more by my ancestors in the last month and a half than I have ever been. My father has been particularly loud about things. The things he sees are all perfectly true but it still hurts to hear. He says other things, silly things but at the heart, he's as pushy about my bullshit as any of my gods have ever been. Louder maybe because right now, I just need my dad.

I sit with them once or twice a week. I pull cards from my Memento Mori Oracle Deck and ask them what they want me to hear. I used to do this every Saturday before things got muddied and hard and painful. Now I do it on a whim. It feels freer to do it at random than it ever did when I forced myself to once a week.

Sometimes, we sit and have coffee. I pull out my coffee mug and set it down while I shuffle the cards. Yesterday they told me I was lucky; didn't I know that? A subtle but not really subtle reminder about being a little more focused on the here and now instead of my usual "the grass is always greener over there" shtick.

You're so lucky.

Some of you might remember my no-context poll. Something big for O or something big for the ancestors. The ancestors won out hands down. Only two people voted for O. It was a very important message. I have to actually you know do things with them, reach out to them, to you know like hear them and spend time with them.

An interesting message in a general sense but that's a post for a different day.

I put the sideboard together by myself. I came pretty close to nearly breaking a lot of fragile things because I was hyper focused on the building and not the precariously perched breakable items. But everything came out all right and I finally have the vision that I had 5 or 6 years ago for my ancestors. A few more finishing touches and it'll be fully complete.

Today is the first Sunday of Advent. Advent is a time of preparation. Christians are counting down to the birth of Jesus. It means something else for me. It's more a time of hope than preparation because I've spent the 30ish days preceding in the midst of the Mysteries, shedding skin in preparation for the full cycle of rebirth come spring.

I'm licking my wounds and for once I don't feel completely alone. Oh, I am. I have no one here to talk to about it and chat conversations can make it so very tiring all over again. Like reliving the moment you've cut into the cyst to drain it. Over. And over. And over again. I want to talk but I also want to lick my wounds and come out when the skin is healing, not still weeping.

But my ancestors - my dad at the forefront - are there this year in a way they weren't last year. And they might be cheering on a bit because this shit from the Mysteries? All generational trauma shit. Heh.

I honor my ancestors in a combination way when I actually do so. A bit of their Christian traditions; a bit of the things I've found that work for me in a Kemetic sense. It's a mixed mush of what works and what doesn't.

They told me that I was so very lucky. Maybe I really am.

#hagging out 2021 #hagging out #ancestor work #ancestors #akhu #kemetic #personal practice #personal religious shit

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smallblip · 3 years

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Your headcanons bring me joy 🥺 I like to think the vets would describe Hange as a ray of sunshine? Because you really can't feel down or sad when you're around them? Like, Hange is the type of person who will always cheer you up, be it with jokes or smiles! The 104th kids will immediately go to Hange whenever they're feeling down and Hange would hug them and make them tea and tell them it's going to be alright and give them their brightest smile 🥺

When Levi joins the Survey Corps he doesn't really understand why they call them ray of sunshine? He would be like wtf... but one day Hange just gives him one of their best smiles after Levi finishes braiding their hair and he's like oh... oh! 😯😦 shit i am in love with them 😧 Hange truly is the Sun itself ❤️❤️❤️

Ah! Thank you 🥺

They definitely do! Hanji is the life of any party! Just ask Nanaba, Hanji will drag her to the dance floor (if there isn’t one, they’re making one), and just dance till their feet give. And this is just one of the many reasons Erwin gives in to Hanji?

After Hanji introduces themselves to Levi, Isabel, and Farlan, Levi maybe approaches Erwin and asks him “who’s that weirdo with the glasses?”

“Hanji?” Erwin asks and Levi nods, “Hanji’s earmarked for squad leader. They’re a pain in the ass,” Erwin chuckles, remembering all the times Hanji would debate and fight him during meetings, “but they’re brilliant. You would like them. Hanji’s a ray of sunshine. It’s very refreshing considering the death and decay we witness every day.” Erwin says, matter of fact. It’s weird how you put a gambler at death’s doorstep and he gets too comfortable. Levi scoffs. Ray of sunshine his ass.

But Levi does notice that Hanji has that effect on people. They crack jokes over a pint of beer with Mike at the mess hall, even nervous Moblit seems to loosen up when Hanji flashes him one of their “Moblit... I did not die the other 1827733 times you told me I would... It’s gonna be fineeeee” smiles. Even the kids who had been scared off by Hanji’s enthusiasm at first seem to welcome their presence now, as they provide some sort of weird comfort like when you’re trapped in daycare and you accidentally call one of the Teachers “mom”, same concept. Hanji would rattle on about titans and drop some witty comments here and there, and they would flash one of their signature smiles and the kids are absolutely charmed, just, falling at Hanji’s feet.

Levi didn’t get it at first. Hanji’s just your typical neighbourhood weirdo- they smell bad, they’re loud, they have no concept of social conventions. But one day he decides to return the favour- Hanji had been the only one to check on him after Isabel and Farlan passed. He goes to their room because they’ve been so busy. So Levi pulls them down to sit and braids their hair. (Outlined here, if ya wanna read!) and at the end of it, Hanji smiles at him. But this isn’t one of Hanji’s signature grin, it’s a softer, gentler smile.

It’s a smile that’s just for him. He sees it again when he apologises for not being able to protect Hanji’s squad, and he sees it again after every battle. It’s a smile that says “you’re alright. I’m here with you.” It’s a promise as sure as the sun.

Some visual reference for ya:

It’s like when the day breaks and the air is dense and misty, and the sun sort of peeks past the horizon and it shines in this muted way, as if through a gossamer veil, and the world is cast in this glow. So suddenly, all at once, Levi gets it.

#I’m sorry anon #I didn’t check my inbox and I didn’t get any notification!?#this is so lovely!#you gave me so much!#anon #inbox #levihan #levihan hc #Levi x hange #Levi x Hanji #mine

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My RL Sims-Story (18+)

The next day my Grandparents came to us. My Mom wasn’t very excited about seeing my Grandparents, but well, that’s nothing new! The only thing that was new, was....that I had a new boyfriend? My Grandma was expecting Philip and my Grandpa..... Nico! Yeah! 😕 🤷‍♀️

My Grandpa didn’t know about....all this mess with N., P. & me. A few months ago, I only told my Grams everything, if you remember, when she was visiting me in my apartment. After that, I just.... didn't get a chance to tell them exactly what happened & my Granny was often in Italy with her family. My Grandparents wanted to know what happened to Nico’s and my apartment, because they gave us money for it a few moths ago & they also helped Nico & me a bit.

Anyway! That day Daniel was with me. My Mom she knew D. a bit, but my Dad saw him for the first time that day and he got along well with him compared to my Mom. As long as it wasn’t Nico, my Dad was happy! You know? (Such an idiot! 🤦‍♀️) Actually, everyone was nice to Daniel. My Grandpa offered Daniel and me a cig, but my Mom didn’t like it at all, when D. started smoking. If she only knew what he usually does. 🤨 🤭 But, who cares!... At some point my annoying Mother just got up and went to the kitchen to put away the dishes. Ana had to help her, because she made such a mess. She had the great idea to clean out her room that day. Of course, this drove my Mom crazy, especially when the house is full of guests she doesn’t.... really like. 😄 😈

Grandpa: Ana my pretty kid, will you please bring me a beer from the kitchen? And then come sit down with us. I wanna talk to you and your sister.

Ana: Um..sorry, but we don’t have any beer! 🤨 Besides, Grandma said NO!!

Grandpa: Damn!😒.....Well, and you A., my girl? What about your apartment? You still have it or...not? When your Dad told me, you were living here again, I was a bit... confused. He didn’t want to talk about Nico. He just said, it’s all good. 🤷‍♀️

Me: Um...yeah! 😕 I returned my apartment and moved out.

Grandpa: But-...why? What happend, bambina? 😟 I know my timing isn’t really the best now that Daniel is here. But what’s wrong with you ALL? 😧 You & Ana haven’t called me and your grandma in months. Idk anything about you, dear.

Dad ( to my Grandpa): She’s back home and we’re doing our best! What more do you want to know?

Grandpa (to me): I’m worried if you don’t call me! You only come to us when you need something, when Ana or you need money.

Me: That’s not fair Grandpa! 🙁 But yea you’re right! I’m sorry! 😔 You & Granma were the only ones who helped Nico & me. I didn’t want you to worry about me, so I didn’t come to you, and that’s why Dad didn’t tell you. I felt really bad when he left. You know? 😞

Grandpa: Is there no chance for you and-....well, you know....🤫: Nico, to get this back? 😟

Me: Grandpa!! 😦 How can you ask me this? NOW!! Daniel is sitting right next to me! This is so rude! And no! Nico & me, that’s OVER! I’m sorry, I know you liked N.! And believe me, when-...he left, this was one of the worst experiences I’ve ever had. 😞 That’s why I couldn’t stand it in our apartment without him.

Grandpa: It’s ok! I stop talking about Nico, you’re absolutely right! And I’m happy for you & Daniel 🙂 ... Hey D., sorry. I’m just worried about her. A. had some trouble in the past. 😟 I really have nothing against you.

Daniel: No excuse, I understand! A. told me and I know how hard it was for her to give up her apartment. 😕

Me: You’re so cute D.! I feel really bad about....all this.

Daniel: All fine, babe! I knew what I was getting myself into and in a few days, you’ll meet my...Mother, but she won’t bother us.

Me: What? 😲 Your Mom’s gonna be there too? But-...I thought you were just showing me your creepy house?

Daniel: Yea, the house is a bit creepy, but without my Mother, it would never have been so creepy there. 😬 But I promise you, you will love it there.

Granny: Hey guys!... SO! I have clarified everything with Ana, now to you bella! I just heard when I walked by, that you were going to meet Daniel’s Mom? This goes pretty fast with you two? 🤨

Daniel: I told A. some stories about my childhood and she... kind of liked that. Um, yea. That’s why I thought, I just take her to my place, where I grew up and show her everything. 🤷‍♂️

Me: Yea, I’m so excited!... You know, Grams? Daniel and I’ve been pretty good friends for a while. And recently, something has.... changed for me. I really like him! 😏

Granny: I hope this time, it works for you, honey. I just think you should not rush, like back then with your apartment. I told you, you acted too hastily. But well! You’re back with your parents and this is good for now.

Me: I know, I failed! 😩 But..he’s gone, not me. 🤷‍♀️

Grandpa: What happened to the money you got from us?

Me: Oh, it’s about your damn money? 😒 No worries as soon as the landlord has transferred it back to my account, you will get it back.

Granny: Aleksandra! 😧 None of us asked you to return the money. I gave it to you & Nico, because I saw you two were serious. And I didn’t say anything was your fault what happened.

Me: But you think it was my fault! 🤦‍♀️ When you were last time with me, I told you everything! 😔

Granny: I know what you told me.But no one blames you! It’s over and that’s it.! Life moves on. And btw, you and Daniel are a nice couple! And once you get the money back, please put it aside, you may need it again soon. Maybe for your next home?

Dad: No, Ma!! You get your money back!

Granny: Why? Oh, no honey! 😦 Don’t tell me you-.....You know what I mean.😟

Me: Um, no! 🤥 But, Dad is right!.... Anyway, I’m going to my room with Daniel. I have to pack my things.

Granny: I wish you both a good time! It was nice talking to you, Daniel. And take care you two.

Daniel: Sure! And thanks, was.... nice, here.

Granpa: Well, then... see you soon! And you boy, I hope you bring my girl back in one piece! 😉

Dad (to me): Hm! 🤨 I still remember well what happened last year, when you left with Nico, visiting his family. After that, you didn’t come back!!

Granny: Oh, come on! Stop it! And if you’re honest, it was your fault. 🤨

Daniel: I think I wouldn’t dare to mess with you, so don’t worry, I’ll bring A. back! 😄

Dad: No, Daniel. This was not a threat to you! Just a little fact about A.!. She just loves to....run off. 🤷‍♂️

I would have liked to spend some more time with my grandparents, but I became a bit impatient. It started again! My withdrawal symptoms slowly came back. I’ve felt it since last night. And besides, I had to talk to Daniel about something. It was about Philip & his Baby, so I had to meet Isabella before we could leave. 😒 Ugh, let’s see if D. understands.😟 🤦‍♀️ Tbh, I felt really bad to constantly annoy D. because of P.’s problems.😩

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