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she’s an angel
eddie munson x female sinclair reader
synopsis: you’re a cheerleader and he’s the school freak who’s had a crush on you forever. little does he know, you got a thing for him too.
contents: fluff, some angst, eddie being a corny mess, cussing, mutual pining
word count: 1.2k
a/n: THIS IS GONNA BE A SERIES. idk what I'm doing and this might suck but I gotta write some eddie ff 😤 additionally i am a black woman, so i wrote this for myself and everyone else who wants the representation! THE TEXT MAY BE GLITCHED. if that’s the case im so sorry, i don’t know how to fix it😭
also let’s pretend that none of the vecna stuff is happening cause this is totally not following the canon story. sorry, not sorry 😮💨
chapter song (updated because this fits better in my opinion):
series masterlist
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It was the night of the championship game and Eddie's final campaign. Normally you would have gone straight home with Chrissy to hang out, but Lucas had found you during the game to spoil your plans.
“So, kind of a long story, but basically Erica’s here playing D&D in my place, and you gotta take her home.”
“And why exactly is this on me? That sounds like a Lucas problem.”
“Well now it’s a Y/n problem cause she biked here, it’s pitch black out and you know mom and dad will-“
“Completely freak if I don’t bring her back. Yeah yeah, I got it.”
You turn to Chrissy and apologize saying you’ll give her a call when you're home.
She smiles at you, “Y/n it’s okay. Sisterly duties call, plus this gives me an excuse to go to the after-party we were so desperately looking forward to avoiding. Jason’s going to be thrilled.” You both laugh and go back to watching the game while you're not cheering.
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You knock again, louder this time, hoping they might actually hear it but you end up waiting a full minute before deciding to just go in. You begin to turn the handle but find the door is jammed. Placing all your weight against it, you keep pushing until-
“What the hell is going on! Oh-” You were now on the floor looking up to see the one and only Eddie Munson looking down at you with his big brown eyes.
“What the hell is going on! Oh-” You were now on the floor looking up to see the one and only Eddie Munson looking down at you with his big brown eyes.
“Oh shit, Y/n. Are you okay?” He asks, concern laced in his voice.
Eddie had always been sweet to you.
He sat behind you in Ms. O'Donall's class and never failed to make you laugh with his random outbursts. Whenever you took tests you’d always move your paper to the far right of your desk knowing he was peeking behind you.
However, it wasn’t enough to help him get a passing grade, but you always tried helping him out because you knew he was smart, he just didn’t care to study. It had caused you to develop a bit of a crush on him if you were being honest.
You look at him in the eyes and just burst out in laughter, Eddie had never heard you laugh before, well, really laugh. You’d always giggle at his jokes or laugh with your friends, but it was never like this. You were clutching your stomach and holding back tears, he thought you looked so beautiful. So real.
“I’m so sorry, I must’ve scared the shit outta you. with all that banging.” Eddie reaches his hand out for you, which you gladly take and stand up. “So why have you graced me with your presence m’lady?”
You blush, “Oh I’m just looking for Erica, I gotta take her home since it so dark out. Um, where is she by the way?”
“Ah the littlest Sinclair, I just met her today. She's very... pleasant." You look at him with wide eyes, "Are you sure we're talking about the same Erica?" He laughs at your comment.
"She just walked out with the others, I’m sure they haven’t gone too far. I could maybe… um.” Eddie stops talking when he realized you were still holding onto his hand, tightly, your thumb grazing his rings.
Eddie has had a crush on you since middle school. You caught his eye during the talent show when you sang 'I Will Survive'. You were nervous at first but ended up having so much fun on that stage and your voice was angelic, he fell in love instantly. And now you were standing in front of him and holding his hand.
You wave your free hand in front of his face, “Earth to Eddie, are you alright?” He snaps out of his trance and looks up at you.
“Oh yeah, um I was just going to say I could help you out, i- if you wanted me to of course!” He was bright pink, and you were still holding his hand.
“That’d be nice. Could probably use some help finding that little brat anyway.” You laugh before letting go of his hand and picking up your bag which had fallen down with you earlier.
As you release your hold on him, he quickly turns around to gather his stuff, face red as a tomato.
“By the way, I heard you earlier. Nice vocals, you should be in a band or something.” You joked, but soon saw Eddie’s face as he looked at you with a sad look.
“You don’t remember. Shit you don’t remember.”
“What are you talking about Munson?”
Eddie looks you dead in the face then suddenly jumps up onto the table and starts shredding an air guitar along to the music. After his performance, he jumps down and looks at you with hope in his eyes. “Nothin’? You’re killing me here Sinclair!” He holds his hands out and dramatically brings them to his chest as if he were holding a knife.
“Eddie what the hell are you- OH MY GOD WAIT. In middle school, you were totally in a band!” He claps his hands together triumphantly.
“I’m actually still in a band, but I’ll take it. Yeah, we’re uh-“ You quickly cut him off, “Corroded Coffin. How could I forget, your hair was all buzzed, I used to think it was so cute.”
Eddie was breathless. You thought he was cute. Not only that but you had remembered the stupid haircut he sported in his younger years. “Yeah well, your sister thinks I’m a ‘long-haired freak’ so maybe I should’ve kept it short.” You laugh, the real laugh that he was falling in love with.
“Well if it makes you feel better, I’m glad you grew it out. It’s very…” You stop and think about the best word to use, “metal. That and those tattoos you got."
Eddie’s heart stopped. There’s no way that you were right here in front of him complimenting his appearance that most of your friends had made fun of throughout the years. Oh so beautiful you, standing there and getting closer to him… getting very close to him. So close he thinks he might pass out right now. “Truthfully, I think you’re very handsome Eddie, no matter what stupid haircut you might have.”
Before he can respond, you plant a kiss on his pink cheek then run to the door, “I’ll see you outside Eds.”
Eddie gripped the table behind him to balance himself, trying wrap his head around what just happened. His thoughts were suddenly interrupted by none other than Dustin.
“Eddie, what's the hold-up? You’ve been in here for a while are you okay?”
“I must’ve died and gone to heaven because an angel just kissed me”
“What the hell are you talking abou-“ Dustin stopped before smiling at Eddie putting 2 and 2 together after seeing you smiling like a lunatic in the hallway, “OH MY GOD YOU AND Y/N KISSED?! I gotta tell Lucas, he's gonna lose his shit.”
Before Dustin could run from the room, Eddie grabbed his collar to hold him back.
“Not a word to anyone Henderson. Not a fucking word.” Dustin nodded aggressively so he'd let him go.
“Now," Eddie puts on his jacket and composes himself, "let’s go outside, she’s waiting for me.”
a/n: that’s all 🧍🏽♀️ i hope this wasn’t terrible, i really tried my best! hoping to write a few more parts soon but i got work and stuff lol ☺️
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#eddie munson#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x y/n#eddie munson x black reader#eddie munson x black!reader#eddie stranger things#eddie munson x sinclair!reader#eddie#stranger things 4#stranger things season 4#st4#eddie munson fanfic#eddie munson fics#eddie munson x you#eddie munson fluff#eddie munson x fem!reader#eddie munson x sinclair reader#Spotify#she's an angel series
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marshscott dialogue (1/???)
content: nathans working on trust issues
kate: ive never…like had any… uhh- *clear throat* lets just say…that im 'inexperienced' and youre my ‘first’ guy, so being with you.. is a new thing to me. ive always been distant myself around boys…my parents... they would be angry and disappointed if they knew about us…because they want me to be doing this sort of stuff...when im actually married *small sigh*
nathan: so youve been savin’ yourself for marriage this whole time? *chuckle* you hid this side of you cuz' you were scared that your parents might caught you breaking religious rules? yeah, that makes sense.. so why'd u agree to stick around with me if you knew that being with me is kinda 'sinful' and it will only make it worse? i dont understan-
kate: w-well...! i believe that...m-maybe we both gonna work this out and we eventually- *stop talking for awhile* nathan...why do u wanna be with me though? im a religious freak, and youre an atheist… is there.. any reason?
nathan: i have no fucking clue... i really dont okay? i just think you were fun to hangout with, guess ive always had thing for religious girls anyway… *chuckle softly* maybe i like to experience with someone whos ACTUALLY different from m… theres just something about you that i really like alright? why are u sticking with a douche guy like me anyway?
kate: mhm... youve got unique personalities... sure you can be a bit freaky sometimes but i tend to be the freakiest too so we're even *giggle* youre also look so gentle and charming when youre not being such a jerk to me... its like im talking to a different person..
nathan: maybe you should get your eyes checked then...still, that doesnt make any fucking sense right? i mean why the hell would u go that far with me though? i just wanna make sure that you werent after me for a damn money alright?
kate: good God nathan no! of course not! im not like those gold diggers youve been slept with! i-i swear okay..? believe me.. i-i mean yeah sure youre rich, you have everything but that's not the reason i-
nathan: the only reason you stuck with me cuz' im just a dumb jock whos nothing but a spoiled prick rich kid, just like any other stupid bimbos out there who used me for money. so yeah… i dont buy it, youre probably just using me too
kate: *sigh* you right, youre such a dumb jock. cant u see that im being genuine this whole time? if you werent rich, id still want to be with you okay?? maybe i'd like you even more, so i wouldnt have to worry about you chasing me like im some kind of prey and treating me like one of your trophies collection...
nathan: you know what? maybe i should just go fuck around with other whore out there who isnt much loose as you, at least them hot chicks are wayyy more experienced more than you though.. youre all the same, just wanting me for cash! because thats what girls like you always do; an attention-starved whore who begged herself like a fucking dog in a heat!
kate: at least i still have some goddamn self-respect! you know what? maybe you should just be GAY instead because you sound like misogynist at this point. maybe i am clingy; its one of those female traits you just have to deal with it but you cant! you know why?? because youre the most sexist guy ive ever met! and goodluck finding another dumb ho who can put up with your bullshit! *walk away*
note: i want them to at least hv a proper conversation afterward but i hv no idea how to make it happen its a bit stretch to do so i just gave up lol
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Beta Riddle fic??????? 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀
Im on my knees pls tell us more 👉👈
Yes Im working on a Beta Riddle fic-
I swear I have scour the whole entirety of social media and have only found TWO fics of Beta Riddle and about five fanarts at best. IM DESPERATELY CRAVING FOR SOME BETA RIDDLE EVEN IF HIS NOT CANON- I WANT HIM AS LIKE A SIDE CHARAC OR SMTHG T^T
On that note, i have decided the best way is to just feed myself. Dont get me wrong I love the strawberry ant boi we have now but like-
The concept of Riddle? Being spoiled and bratty???
Can no one see how unhinge he couldve been? How even more satisfying it will be to defeat him when he OB?
Sadly my fic wont include any OB (unless I think of an idea to shove it in) but I'll give a brief— I always wondered how we would have to sympathize with Riddle even if he is a spoiled brat. Cuz keep in mind the whole goal of Twst is to litterally tame all these rowdy hormonial teens with i s s u e s.
Beta Riddle out of all them— if we replace him with canon Riddle into the canon universe, seems like the most well off dorm leader compare to the rest. Until when you realize, sometimes even the most brattiest person, the one who has been given alot since childhood can be neglected.
Aksjaksjaksk ALLOW ME TO BRAINROT RANT— I see Beta Riddle as touch starved- (as he should be lmao cuz twst is a 'non otome game' right ?) He was given everything as a child. He had a choice to not study, he got all the most expensive luxuries, all the toys, got a tart for his birthday, etc etc. What every child dream off- hell I wont be surprise beta Riddle's mom lets him eat ice cream before dinner.
But the one thing Riddle has never been given all throughout his life, was genuine care.
Cheesy ik- but heres what I hced/imagined:
Ever since young, beta Riddle is just as isolated as canon Riddle. Only the reason his so isolated is because his homeschooled by a hired teacher. His mother is always away busy with work so she never had much time for him. She spoils him with toys and gifts he wants to keep him happy but never bothered making time to give him what he needs. I imagined beta Riddle as a child used to be as hardworking at canon Riddle but overtime when he realized his efforts were only glossed over by his mom, he slowly starts to despise studying. Its like Leona's case where, he knows his mom wont even celebrate with him no matter how many A's he filled up his exams.
Might as well stop trying and seek attention elsewhere which is why when he came to NRC, the first time he ever get a chance to be in a crowd or what was considered public. He probs took the role as dorm leader of Heartslabyul because the old leader was a sticker for rules which is why it was so easy to grab that position when you can just cheat. Besides.. it doesnt seem the dorm members care much for these rules. Just break them all and call it a day.
Yes he has a chance to be with Trey and Chen'ya but they feel more like servants to him then friends. Especially Trey. But what can they do? They cant tell if Riddle cares for them enough to listen to them. And besides, Chen'ya probably gets a kick in making Riddle mad and flustered while Trey is just the 'I dont get paid enough for this shit—' babysitter. We already know Trey didnt bother stepping up to Riddle and smack some sense into him til he OB, tf is my baker boi gonna do with this bratty boi? Just let the man bake his tarts and be a malewife. All that problem solving goes to the one darling Riddle falls for and is desperately seeking their attention even if it were an act of defiance or looks of disgust >;3
This fic will take me a couple of weeks or more to complete cuz I only have the planning on board but how I will execute this writing will be slightly difficult.
#yandere riddle rosehearts#twisted wonderland riddle#twst riddle#riddle rosehearts#riddle x reader#riddle twisted wonderland#riddle twst#disney twisted wonderland#twisted imagines#twisted wonderland#twst#twst fanfic#beta riddle#beta riddle rosehearts#twst beta riddle
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Its time for the weekly horrors- I mean Trimax vol 3 >:3
The Thoughts:
chap 1:
-AH EVERYTHING IS FALLING
-bro you are about to get into a fight can you stop thinking about your bf for 5 minutes
-fr tho, vash's words making him hesitate/angry is so dcfgjhbkml
-why everyone wants my babygirl dead :c
-now now, comparing someone with their brother isnt a nice thing to do
-oh so now we're not even making an allegory, he actually called him jeesus
-also "your soul is forced to endure the sorrow by the hundreds, suffering by the thousands, and the rage by the hundreds of thousands" im gonna throw up cuz of how that GOOD and PAINFUL that shit is
-the polar opposite of being a human huh...i mean besides something i said weeks ago about how he's further away from humanity more than he would like that point is interesting cuz most of the time we call him someone who is more human than any other person. he carries more pain than any human could endure and definitely has more patience than anyone will ever have but...hm...i want to come back to this
-ww pls dont make me cry today pls honey
-oh im gonna cry
-"your ideals will join you in the grave" i fucking hate thats the reason why we all try to be better people, thanks to that fucking wet cat of a man i cannot deal actually
-MILLIE :D
chap 2:
-i dont have much to say about battles but let it be on the record that I'm enjoying ww's eyes sm
-oh page 38 is cool as hell
-OH SHIT IS THAT HIS FUCKING SPINE????
chap 3:
-ww stop having pretty eyes youre distracting
-meanwhile :3
-ah geesus the body horror (so good but creepy)
-EYES :D
-so many fucking details. nightow got down even the smallest scribbles, as 98 vash would say
-oh right that....thats still upsetting
-i fucking swear people need to leave my son alone
-also fucking hate that he had to SHOOT A BABY even if it was fake
-I FUCKING HATE THIS ACTUALLY
-i can feel his fucking mind breaking i cant do this
chap 4:
-"i cant do this" yet here i am lmao
-i think if vash held me like hes holding that girl a lot of my problems would be resolved ngl
-characters reciting names always get to me :c
-also HA EAT THE PTSD ASSHOLE
-"why are there so many" brad you may want to sit down for this one
-..................i deadass thought "oh the doctor is here" IVE READ THIS BEFORE AND I FELL FOR IT AGAIN
-vash with his hair down :3
-nah hes not gonna kill you BUT HE FUCKING SHOULD
-oh i will kill so many people (vash is bleeding)
-hm. this reminds me of something in houseki no kuni (i wont spoil but maybe ichikawa had trigun as inspo which would be cool af)
chap 5:
-oh im yeeting myself (ww thinks about the children)
-ww gives in his anger and fear when punching those weirdass faces but I'm gonna say this once: that doesn't make him weaker or worst. i haven't seen anyone think that of ww, i just feel that when he compares himself to vash he feels that way and i cant stand it :)
-vash i fucking swear-
-oh god the fingers...the fucking fingers...
-oh you are NOT talking to my vash about pain and agony
-OH WAIT I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD THAT PANEL OH GOD NO I HATE REREADS WTF
-XD my girls
no wait i need to get back to that. i thought that was emilio's dad not fucking vash himself oh my god I'm sick so sick actually wtfffffffffffff
chap 6:
-is this the chapter with the gays eyes cuz I'm not ready for that-
-oh fuck you nightow. fuck you for putting knives in the title page and the title being "families"
-i want to punch so many things but I'm at work. fuck
-also i forgot about this stampede parallel GOD WHEN DOES MY SUFFERING END
-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE GAY EYESSSSSSS
-yeah i agree this is literally the moment. like fuck. fuck actually. fuck what else is there to say.
-fuck
-like hes so fucking terrified that he was afraid for him, what his journey is causing ww, but even if he wanted ww to stay away and safe he knows ww would say fuck off, but also vash would not be able to take it
-THERES SO MUCH FEAR AND LOVE IN THOSE EYES IM GONNA BITE MY HAND
-OH I CANT ACTUALLY WHY DOES THIS HURT SO MUCH WTF
-im so fucking upset cuz the last 3 chapters were basically fights. they were full of energy and shit but now that is over and they are in a rare moment of peace, and everything fucking hits.
-im gonna go outside and step into oncoming traffic
-YES LUIDA MY QUEEN SHUT HIM UP
-WOLFWOOD :D pls never leave me
-i....*implodes*
-i am nothing. i just remembered that.
-OH CMONNNNNN
chap 7
-maybe i dont want to read trimax anymore. maybe a little person like me isn't strong enough for a 2nd round of the pain. with that in mind, lets keep reading :D
-WHERES THE NIGHTOW PUNCHING BAG WHEN YOU NEED IT
-wolfwood what he is it doesnt matter i swear pls cant you just love him?
-:c
-i dont like vash being emotionally attached to stuff cuz that means i have to yell HES LIKE ME FR FR
-oh that....that beautiful panel...amazing
-i think my mind blocked this out because of the previous sad things that happened, so now my brain is allowing me to process more sad things :3
-"i still have so much i must do" and i see i still have many tears to cry out huh?
-ofc wolfwood would ask about redemption
-cant my man show an important part of his past and show vulnerability in front of his friends in peace? damn
-im gonna start bitting my glasses
-GAY MOMENT PART 2 INCOMING
-luida pls i want to stop crying
-oh wolfwood honey....you just fell so hard for my man didnt ya
-i just realized the chapter is called "life as a" and I THINK the idea is to complete it with "life as a 'vash the stampede'" cuz he's not human
OK GREAT NOW I CAN RUN TO THE WASHROOM AND FUCKING CRY :D
#trigun#trimax#trigun maximum#trigunbookclub#nightow sir#i will meet you and i will end you#and then buy you coffee
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guardian ep1 here goes nothing
i'm watching this at the behest of my lovely friend @oneiro-nautical so that's whose fault it is if i get really annoying about it <3 i've been reliably informed this will kill me and it will hurt the whole time i'm dying! sounds fun let's go!
opening credits a pleasant blend of corny and cool as hell. cdramas we are SO back baby. also this song kinda slaps
whoaaa aliens? this is so much all at once
HEYYY PRETTYBOY
aw that's a baby. i've seen him before. he's the one constantly getting menaced by the scary buzzcut guy in the crack videos
HEYYYYY PRETTYBOY 2
oh he needs to have something in his mouth does he. eheheh. eheheheheh
kitty!
i love all these people already. two beautiful women one catboy and one idiot. i'm a sucker for a motley crew
okay what on earth is going on with that cat. half the time it looks fine if slightly frazzled and half the time it is cg'ed to hell and back and it's kinda creeping me out ngl
this poor kid he's just a baby don't be mean to him >.<
OUGH the way shen wei's face went slack when he did that double take. the way you have no context for the look in his eyes but you just know it is absolutely devastating. the way zhao yunlan looked lightning struck and had to get away so fast. this is delicious
THE TENSIONNN
the way he didn't want to let go T-T
oh shen wei is in love. i'm calling it. those are the eyes of a man made of yearning
the shadow figure has an ass. this is fine
i snorted water out my nose. who is this tiny guy. i love cdrama action sequences
i'm gonna have a really hard time taking buzzcut man seriously if he fights with funky lil puppet dolls. also his voice isn't nearly as deep and gravelly as i imagined. huh
TEN THOUSAND YEARS? OUUUUUHHHHHH
poor li qian. i hope her situation gets better over the course of the show. she's in a really tough spot.
whoever plays shen wei is awfully good at acting with his eyes!!!
on the rooftop in a magic hurricane and the shadow figure is standing in place doing stock attack animations like a video game character
got spoiled a bit so ik the black cloak envoy is shen wei but is that supposed to be not obvious? it seems really obvious
ohhh the credits are doing one of my favorite things (behind the scenes footage from filming) it’s so cool look at them all go
in conclusion im enjoying myself mightily. it’s so silly but it’s got so much heart to it. also shen wei has a pair of the most expressive eyes ive ever seen. good for him bad for future me i guess. will continue to watch apace
#milo im sorry for how disjointed these thoughts are i was a little preoccupied looking at pining men 😓#lmk if you want/don't want to be tagged in future episode posts!! im excited to go on watching but i dont wanna clog your notifs lol#guardian
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A/N : ANGST SHIT. toxic!jack swearing, cheating, phone call, mention of alcohol. ⚠️ your a suoermodel. and Jack is Jack.
English is not my first language.
Summary: Jack obsessed with you. but you broke up three months ago. calling and spoiling you but you are so much hurt.
"Jack we broke up!" you yelled through the phone.
"nah, you keep telling this shit but its not real. i didnt brake up with you." he was calm. and looks like he wasnt serious. he was amusing. obviously.
"are you fucking me? Jack you cheated on me! with my fucking best friend! you ghosted me. for weeks! and now youre calling me? we broke up three months ago. and you keep calling me since our brake up." you yelled again.
"no. no, baby. dont tell this shit. i love you. you know that. i miss you." he was mumbling.
"who are you with? i cant stand you anymore. is Urban there?" you scoofed.
"why do you want to talk to Urban? your boyfriend is here. he has nothing to talk with this." he sounds surprised. "baby, lets forget all about this. i promise you, imma be better. i really love you. please baby. i need you."
"no, Jack. give the god damn phone to whoever with you are." you bored. he keeps calling you, texting you, giving you gifts, ordering you foods of coffees, showes up to everywhere you were in. even come to your home when its late at night.
"i have no one around me. i just wanna be with you. can i come?" he was really a baby. "baby please. i cant."
"Jack, are you drunk? you have not drank for a year and a half." you mumbled.
"you make me drunk baby." he laughed. "but nah, i didnt drink anything. youre still being concern about me. your love didnt end." he was satisfied.
you didnt answer that. "imma sleep. please give up. you hurt me so much. i dont wanna hurt you either i dont wanna forgive you." you breathed heavily.
"no. dont go to sleep. please. talk to me. i miss you baby. i know i hurt you but i wanna heal you. give me a shot." his anxiety, he sounds like hes gonna start crying.
"Jack, i cant. how can i trust you one more time? how can i let myself? please understand me." your voice was low.
"i swear you baby. i never do this shit again. shit happens. relationships are like this. you cant avoid some shits." he was so comfy. and thats what drives you insane.
"for the last time im saying we broke up Jack. three months ago. three fucking months. i dont wanna talk to you. i dont wanna see you. i dont want any of your gifts. you bought me a fucking Cartier? for what, turn back to you? you bought me Swarowoski diamonds, Prada bags, YSL shoes, your fucking NB collection? for what Jack? im not gonna turn back to you. never! dont spoil me, dont do anything you do to her. i hate you!" you started crying.
all 4 years, all things youve shared. met his family, Miami's, songs about you, he came to your runways, he met your family, birthdays, anniversaries, thanksgivings, xmas', New years... your parties for him, his parties for you, his NB collections includes your name on the laces of one of the sneakers. your Tommy Hilfiger collection includes his one song about you writes on a bra... him custom made chains for you, your custom made rings for him. the nails you get matched. basketball games you watched together, babysitting was best with him. his little couisins ot nephews. his friends, your friends. your photos, videos on YouTube, your red carpet looks, your dads love to talk car races with him. the Kentucky Derby you attended together... and it all ended with a cheating. you still love him. hell, its true. but you cant trust him.
"say anything, but dont hate me baby. please. i cant take this. i love you. you know. i love you so much." he was in pain.
"its not enough Jack. please."
"your my angel. forever." he hunged up.
#jack harlow#jack harlow angst#jack harlow one shot#jackman thomas harlow#jack harlow x reader#jack harlow imagines#jack harlow x y/n#jack harlow concepts#Spotify
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Its really hard for me right now as a caryler. Im french and i like Clemence Poesy, had it been still a caryl spin off i would be over the moon. And im one of those who loves Rick (refering to your post). I know u said lets not again put the blame on us carylers because we re devastated and saying it, and i get it, im sick of the carylers being blamed for everything as well, but some carylers on twitter are really really really going too far, and also are judging carylers that are not by shaming them and calling them pathetics losers that need attention and approval by GA etc. What kind of bullshit is that? Where's the tolerance for different opinions? Its sad. Im tired.
We dont know yet how this spin off will turn out. Yes the night club thing is strange but its just a setting, it doesnt mean we ll see Daryl having sex with all kind of strippers or girls in the club. Yes, Clemence is younger than Melissa, and the "cast as a lead" thing can be upsetting, but as u said, there is also a male lead, being cast as a lead doesnt mean anything else than she ll be in all episodes and be important to the story. That doesnt necessarely mean she'll be Daryl's love interest (but mind you... donnie and co are gonna jump on that ship for sure, canon or not...) , plus hell for all we know the spin off could be set before the time jump at the end of 11.24 with caryl canon.
Maybe, just maybe, lets wait for the finale before being scared and disappointed, and maybe also lets really wait for that spin off to air or have real spoilers abt it before jumping to the conclusion that its gonna betray Daryl's character. About what Khary said, well, he does know Melissa better than we do so even if he cant talk for her it is worrying for me. On the other side she did say Carol's not over yet, so i guess we just have to wait and see.
I have litteraly nothing against what lots of carylers are feeling right now, i've been sad and pissed myself for months, but seing some of "us" making fun of Clemence on twitter, having decided before seeing anything that its gonna be shit and full of shitty male gaze doesnt help our cause. And i know its not everyone, but its still tiring. And again, we are not bad carylers because we dont hate the new female lead. Our because we re kind of "happy" (not really because its just Daryl but hope u get my point) our country is getting some kind of recognition in our favorite show. I really really wish it could be Caryl in France and not just Daryl, but its not...
There are probably going to be a few french actors on this show that are either half famous around the world or at least huge stars in the french speaking countries (France, Belgium, ect...). I might like them as a fan of french cinema or tv. Am i a bad caryler because i dont wanna hate them just because they are trying to "internationalize" their career with an american spin off of a very famous show ? Am i going to stop liking them because they are in the show? No
Im not saying its what u re asking, i know its not. And im NOT watching the show anyway. Because carol's not in there. I'll just spoil myself if necessary. But i dont want to hate on Daryl, i refuse (i dont care abt Norman).
Again, please, i hope u ll understand what im trying to say. Im so tired. And its not against you. Or anyone on tumblr really. I love your posts. As some other anon pointed out, you re the light here, very often. Im just exhausted. Now, i shared here my opinion but respect yours or everyone else, i just wished everybody (and i dont mean u) did the same.
I understand what you're saying and I agree we shouldn't be jumping down each other's throats or blaming the new cast. As for the general uproar, AMC has broken our faith in a lot of ways, they've mishandled Daryl's story before (thinking of Leah), they've sidelined Carol/Melissa, kept Caryl apart and the list goes on, so I think it's important to keep holding them accountable for that. The finale/finale event will give us more insight like you said, and if we aren't happy, then yeah, we don't watch. I don't think any of us are planning to anyway.
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I'm watching your WOTR blogging like 👀🍿 can't wait to see what ending you get! But also if you're okay giving more deets what mythic path did you take? You romancing anyone? How mad did you get at Galfrey when she sent you into the Abyss?
I'M TERRIFIED TO END THE GAME I HAVE LIKE 180+ HOURS IN IT AND THIS IS JUST MY FIRST PLAYTHROUGH 😭😭
granted half that is just... load screens and reloading having to redo sections bc sometimes my game will just crash skjjdjfn
i already know i fucked things up but this was my first playthrough i knew i was gonna fuck up and i did..... HHHH [REDACTED] IM SO SORRY..... 😭
i went azata/thundercaller bard 20!! bards are one of my favorite classes so i simply had to once i figured out there wasn't one in the game :V
(trying to figure out what classes my companions were without actually spoiling myself for who my companions were was a JOURNEY let me tell u)
i didn't romance daeran so much as i was sniping back and forth with him and then when i looked up my castle was full of roses. HE romanced ME.
OOOOUUGUGUGH I WAS SO PISSED AND ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE STRIPPED ME OF MY TITLE LIKE WTF I'VE KEPT THIS GODDAMN CAMPAIGN GOING SINGLEHANDEDLY WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!!!! MORALE PERPETUALLY 20/IN THE GREEN, FORTS TAKEN LEFT AND RIGHT, MAXED OUT CRUSADE STATS, AND SHE STILL HAS THE AUDACITY TO FIRE ME AND THEN KICK MY ASS INTO THE ABYSS LIKE BITCH!!!!(!*!*×<$3<3;%,"?:
i didn't give her the first half of the book bc i didn't trust her and i was JUSTIFIED FOR IT. even though i did find out after seeing why [REDACTED] died that apparently i was supposed to give it to her but NO. I TREATED THAT WOMAN WITH SO MUCH PROFESSIONAL AND PERSONAL RESPECT AND THIS WAS THE THANKS I GET??? AND THEN IN ACT 5 SHE'S ALL "UR MY BESTIE" LIKE IF THIS DUSTY ASS RELIC DON'T SHUT HER MOUTH IM JSKDJFJF
my commander listening to her apologize: ....i understand professionally and maybe not now but someday i might even forgive you
me, before my computer: BUT I SURE AS HELL WON'T!!!!!! FUCK YOU
ANYWAYS ive had the game open in the bg while i type all this out im gonna get back to it ty for the ask!! <33
#ask#anon#GALFREY HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THE STATE OF THE WAR.......#liveblogging p:wotr#p:wotr spoilers#pathfinder wrath of the righteous spoilers
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🩷why is everything about our body so big?... its already been a weepy morning and i haven't seen anhone yet. I dont want to be here, back in this place where I was trapped and forced to "not exist" for sooo long. Yeah sure the other one got to be face, they were "normal" they were "who the family wanted but until they broke and forgot about me, my source, my original. They just wanted to be my friend, they wanted me to exist. Bht every time they did something for me or later if i was able to get a thought forward and they noticed enough to respond to it, I was always wrong, they weren't "supposed to be a girl"(🧡im not them but i used to be and guess what we sure fucking were, even back then🧡). This place is hell to me. These people, some of them true beacons and places we all can feel safe... but thats not this house, this house where I had to be imprisoned in our own mind. "They" was miserable, they didn't understand why even... i like to think a lot of it was that they missed me. My original source became the soul of so many in the darkwater... but so far we have yet to be able to pull far enough in to just turn all perception and perspective into the worlds we built for ourselves... but we made it work, those of us who had to pick up the pieces after "They" shattered did their jobs and wven got us someplace we thought would be safe. We found a person who promised to be our owner and take care of us if we took care of her and jt was good for so long but we wanted to go out and do more than she did (specifically kinky and witchy stuff. That she brought us into irl instead of just online) and we lost ourselves to the screen just trying to skip past yhe boring bits. And that was bad for all of us. It led to some general mental stuff that we aren't gonna get into but it kinda came to a head when the front group, me included, and her had a talk. She was done with us at that point or at least she was past what she felt she could handle. We had a decent therapist we were working on our meds but mental health just kept flaring up. And the woman who told us she would take care of us and keep us safe... someone outside who I actually allowed myself to trust... did not follow through on either of the exit plans we had agreed on. We begged her to adopt us to a new owner who would be better equipped or more willing or whatever, someone who would actually care about Our/my wishes. Either adopt us or bring us back where she found us, to the people I consider to be My family. Sure it would've meant carting our ass back to Arkansas but at least that would've been somewhat better for me/us mentally rather than being back here. But no she got us (fresh out of the hospital, not yet lucid to make any decision for ourselves and she apparently had us call body's parents and next thing i knew inwas back in this hell i was forced to grow up in. We fucking love that woman, other than the ending she was nothing but amazing to us in so many ways, she spoiled the fuck out of us, she got us around all sorts of cool places and people. If she would take us back we would go back to her in a heartbeat. But she also fucked us, she fucked Me over pretty bad with where she left us. And like we're not sure if she doesn't realize how bad of a situation she put us in or if she just detached herself so much that she isn't letting herself care anymore... fuck today just hurts and i want us to just crawl back into bed and shut everything out for the day but the others have things they want to do so i get to get dragged around again...🩷
-Alex🩷
#vent post#sad thoughts#depressing shit#plural system#plurality#alters#plural community#new plural#new system#plural#plural stuff
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Man i think im forcing myself to try be happy with shit, even tho they arent the tiny little bit even makes me happy.
Idk, just false hope i guess, just havent been happy. The only thing thats keeping me real is probably the mlb series that i made up in my head and watching show. This feeling of unfulfilled desire probably has been affecting my social life too, i used to get invested in talking but now it just seem so pointless, and i dont have many things to talk about or dont know what to talk about. Im just so tired. I cant make friend when im sad and deppressed and full of social anxiety, i can’t do anything normal. I try to make things work, i wanna be happy, i wanna try, truly do, but all effort always come to full circle and im back to square one, deppressed, sad as hell feeling like im going to fucking kill someone at any moment of my fucking second, or probably even myself.
I dont know, 4lphraud in the future is probably in some mental institution or something, i literally can feel my sanity piece by piece breaking every fucking day, and as cheesy as it sound or funny as it sound, im legit spilling these from the bottom of my heart and iam not joking, i guess. I wish i just was a teenage girl who fake this shit, maybe i would’ve been better, probably atleast one guy cared about me, but no. Iam 4lphraud of course no one cares about me, i’ve never bothered keeping in touch, never putting effort into things, i’am a coward. I’am a sad lonely coward who has trust issue and only expect people to leave me, because i know every single person or friend that i’ve made have been nothing but leave me. Probably because im an ass.
I dont i just feel so unhappy, so sad, i tried to be happy i really tried, but its not working. I’am trying my best to get out of this, but its not working. I really dont know how im gonna get out of it. I want help, but i dont want it. I know im nothing but gonna be a burden and a stupid little joke for them, haha. Because how could they suspect me as a depressed sad bitch on the verge of breaking it all down? I’am religious and have beliefs to guide me, i have a loving family(?), i live in a household that is able to provide everything i need, i go to a good school, and yet iam still not happy. I feel like nothing but an ungrateful spoiled ass bitch, i feel very ungrateful for being dissatisfied.
I dont know, this is probably because i have an untreated mentall illness too, i dont know and i dont care. My mom probably know i have it, but she does seem to purposely ignore it so i’ll just leave it there. Might be wondering what i would have, i dont know its most likely and definitely autism or maybe bpd, i dont know bro, i just dont care anymore, i want to sleep and let this all be fucking over.
Iam sorry if you have to see this.
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Hello Sunny, I dont know if you’re taking requests but if you are could you do a continuation of reader being too scared to spend Nanami’s money and what he would do? Thank you so much!
Yeeeeeeeeesssssss, i would LOVE to continue this headcanon skskks
Listen baby
If you do not want to spend Nanami's money, the two of you are gonna have some problems sksksk
LEMME BACK UP A BIT
I firmly believe that Nanami would fall head over heels in love with a humble individual
He doesn't like ppl who expect everything to be given to them and who have never worked a day in their life
No, he falls and he falls HARD for the lovely individuals who are independent to a fault
Someone who insists on giving instead of receiving bc he works the same way
Someone who refuses to take handouts for whatever reason, who can't take other ppls money or gifts
He finds your kindness and refusal to accept gifts quite endearing, and it just makes him want to spoil you more
He's drawn to your independence and he's so desperate to take care of you
It starts off small: paying for dinners, tickets, etc, small things that add up quickly over time
He's very insistent on paying for these things, so if you refuse to let him pay, he will go out of his way to take care of you
Gives his credit card to the waiter at the beginning of the date so that you can't pay, buys tickets in advance instead of once you get there, purchasing gifts when you're too distracted to notice
It makes you so MAD! How dare he?! He shouldn't be spending his money on you 😡
You confront him about it, wagging your finger and scolding him for spending so much money on you, and in all honesty, it just makes him want to spoil you more
Proceeds to shower you with as many gifts as possible sksksk
He doesn't care how upset you get that he spends money, he's just so happy seeing your flustered expression when you open a sleek box and find a pearl necklace inside
You always refuse the gifts, saying that you don't need them and that you won't get anything out of them
"Okay," he mumbles, pulling out his wallet, fishing for his credit card before handing it to you. "Then go buy some things that will be useful to you."
WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNN, AINT NO WAY IN HELL IM TAKING YOUR CARD SIR, YOU BETTER PUT THAT SHIT BACK IN YOUR POCKET BEFORE I—
He cups your chin, forcing you to face him directly. His grip is gentle but firm, keeping you in place as he stares at you seriously.
"Darling. This is what you're going to do: you're going to take my card and go out shopping tomorrow. I don't care what you get as long as it makes you happy. If you don't spend at least $300 on yourself, I will go out myself and spend three times as much on things you may not even like."
"Kento, please—"
"Y/N, just do this for me, alright? I won't ask anything else of you: this is all I want. Please, be good for me and take the card." hhhhhhhhhhhhhh praise kink go brrrrrrrrrrr
FINE OK I'LL TAKE IT 😖👉👈
You reluctantly take the card and go out on a shopping spree the next day which is a NIGHTMARE like what're you gonna spend money on?? You can't even buy a soft pretzel without feeling guilty about spending his money 😭
You eventually hype yourself up enough to buy stuff that you think would be useful (an expensive chef's knife, a couple recipe books, some luxury bath products you've been wanting to try for a while). It always hurts when you swipe his card—you can feel that lump in your chest get heavier and heavier—but eventually you spend $300 and make your way home, emotionally exhausted
You trudge into the apartment with all your bags, Nanami coming to greet you and help you carry things in
He kisses you tenderly and holds you close and gives the gentlest smile
"So? What did my pretty baby get themself today?" 🥺💕
You go through all the items you bought, explaining why you chose them and how they would benefit you (and him) and he's just smiling softly while you hold up a pretty bath bomb that has flowers and glitter inside
He hugs you again and says how proud of you he is, how grateful he is to have you and how happy he is that he was able to buy these things for you
His sweet words make you all mushy and lovey-dovey bc why wouldn't they
"Now, I'd like you to go out tomorrow and spend $500 on yourself."
wat
no wait I thought this was gonna be it whaddya mean spend more money on myself
You try to convince him that you're fine and it's not a good idea, but he insists yall are so fuckin stubborn it aint even funny skskks
"This time, I want you to buy some clothes for yourself. I don't care about the price. I want you to go out and get yourself something pretty."
"Ken, please, this is too much—"
"Please darling, just once more for me. Let me take care of you one more day and I'll never bring it up again, I promise." grrrrrrrrrr why does he have such cute puppydog eyes 😖🤧
Long story short, you go out and buy yourself some clothes sksks
You get some practical things, like new gym shoes and socks and whatnot, but you also get some fancy shoes and this expensive outfit that made you feel so pretty 💕
And when you come home, Kento is there and he tells you to go get dressed in the outfit you bought
"I'm taking you to dinner, darling" PLEASE my HEART 🤧💕
Takes you to this fancy restaurant and the two of you have a three course meal and dessert and go for a walk in a nearby park and talk and it's so romantic just so disgustingly romantic you could cry
But the night is not over my love 👀
No, once the two of you get home, he practically pounces on you, pawing at your body
He's tugging at your clothes, ripping them in the process, desperate to get to you
You're sore the next morning, but it's all worth it remembering the pleasure you received the night before
"Morning, darling," Kento mumbles into your neck, hands smoothing over your skin. "Did you sleep well?"
"Mm-hm. Did you?"
"I slept like a baby. Although I feel apologetic about your clothes. I'm sorry for ruining them."
"It's okay, Ken. You didn't mean to."
He hums and kisses over your shoulder, pulling you closer
"It's alright, though. I'll get you a new outfit and plenty of others to make up for it." GOD DAMN IT—
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Sick Day ; Steve Rogers x reader
WARNINGS: FLUFF🥺
pairings: steve rogers x reader
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The light crept from the beige curtains, directly into your eyes, a small groan left your mouth, you turned, to see the time, it was 8. You jolted up in the speed of the lightening. Your head was spinning, stuffy nose and shivers down your body.
You felt cold, you wrapped your blanket around you , tightly. You heard your phone ring, just the sound of it making your head ache.
You looked at the contact name, Natasha.
"Hey" she spoke and you sniffed.
"Hi." You said and she raised her eyebrows but you couldn't see that.
"Where are you? Steve's waiting for you." She asked and you realized that you had training and obviously Steve wouldn't like if you canceled because it was for you.
"Uh yea i'll be there in 15 minutes? Okay?" You said and she nodded
"Sure, see ya babe!" She said
"You too." You spoke before hanging up.
As you stepped out of your bed, you could feel your body , it was so weak, you couldn't even stand properly. You still managed to walk to the bathroom and take a warm shower. You got dressed, but you were feeling so cold, so you put a warm sweater around yourself and walked downstairs.
You saw Nat, Sam, Bucky, Tony and Wanda, waiting for you. You smiled weakly and walked to them.
"Hey!" Nat says and you smile.
"Hi, sorry for being late." You said and she shook her head.
"Its fine, we were gossiping." She laughed and you laughed with her.
Sam walked to you and put his arm around you, and you smiled.
"Yo favorite kid!" He says and you roll your eyes.
"Im not a kid." You said and he laughed, you two talked while walking and Bucky saw you.
"Hey Y/n." He says and you greet him back.
"Hey bucky."
"Are you okay? Its 45 degrees out and you're wearing a warm sweater?" He says and you nod
"Uh yea i was feeling cold." Yoi said and he smiles
"That's okay kid, Lets go. Steve's been waiting for a while, All of you. quick, he's calling." Bucky said and they walk together into the gym.
You lightly cough, and Steve looks at you. Concerned, He walks towards you, and smiled.
"Hey , you okay?" Steve asked and you smiled at him, you had this huge crush at him, but you two were close friends, and didn't really wanted to spoil the relationship between you and him.
"Yea, i'll be fine." You said and he nods, and puts an arm around you, pulling you closer to him. Feeling his warmth, you could see the way you'd like to sleep in his arms.
"If you say so." He pulls away. Disappointed with him pulling away, as you couldn't feel his warmth, you pull that sweater even more close to you.
You try to focus as Steve shows the technique, but you could feel yourself dozing off, and feeling weak.
"Y/n, why don't you come and show me if you got the trick or not." He says and you were snapped back to the reality.
"Me?" you asked and he looks around and then at you.
"You're Y/n, aren't you? Then Ofcourse you." He says, you stood up and walk, but your head was spinning and paining at the same time. Darkness started to cover your eyes, and you were about to fall, but Steve caught you.
"Oh god! Y/n are you okay?!" Steve asked and you come back to your senses, the team worriedly comes towards you two, and you try to stand up.
"Yea i am." You said and coughed. Steve's mother taught him a way to check if a person has high fever, by pressing your forehead to their forehead. It was an old technique , so not many knew of it.
"You have high fever! Why didn't you tell me?" He asked and you shrugged.
"I thought you'd get mad at me canceling." You said and he shook his head.
"I won't be mad at you, don't worry, Guys! The training is canceled, all of you are gonna be helping Y/n, and take care of her." Steve says
"No I can do it by myself." You protested, and he gave you a stern look.
"You're supposed to follow my orders." He says and you sighed rolling your eyes.
"God fine!"
"Nat, can you get some warm clothes for Y/n? Tony please get the heater, Sam and Bucky please get the cold water and a rug ready and also medicines for her and Wanda, please get Y/n to her bed, until i make some warm soup for her." He commanded and all of them agreed to him.
Wanda walks you to your room and you smile at her
"Sorry you had to deal with this." You spoke, looking at your bed which was a big mess and she laughed.
"Oh please! Y/n, this isn't even mess, its just your blanket messed, hold up lemme just make it properly. " She said and works on your bed. You hear a knock, and turn towards it, and answer the door.
"Got you some warm clothes." She smiled and you smiled back at both the girls.
"You guys , im sorry about you two doing things for me, you didn't had to—" the girls cut you off.
"Damn! Y/n, you do so much for us, then we doing this is very small compared to what you do for us." They hugged you tightly. You hear another knock and already hear some argument.
"Sam and Bucky." Nat says and Wanda answered the door. Tony brought a heater and Sam and Bucky arguing while Bucky held the bowl of cold water and a rug along with medicines
"You never do things right—"
"Look at you, liar!!" Bucky says and then looks at you.
"Thank you guys." You smiled at them and then Tony hugs you.
"Get well soon, y/n." And you nod
"Sorry, haha , anyways. Get well soon y/n, you saved us from the training, Steve wasn't going easy on us." He says and you laughed, followed by others laughing.
You hear someone clearing their throat, and all of yours attention moves toward Steve listening to all of you.
"Oops." Nat says and he nodded
"Heard everything." He comes in , and sits near you keeping the bowl of soup on your side table.
"Thank you all of you, now you can go." He says and they nodded before wishing you a speedy recovery.
"You didn't have to do that." You say and he meets your eyes.
"Do what?"
"Help me, i would be fine." You said and he shook your head.
"You're my friend Y/n, i really want to help." He says and you nod. Friend, it broke your heart because you loved him so much, but he didn't know, and you didn't know that it was mutual.
He puts the blanket and covers you, and puts a pillow, so that you could sit, comfortably.
He takes the bowl of soup and hands you, but you shook your head.
"I'm not hungry." You say and he gives you a stern look.
"You have too." He says
"No Steve please."
"I'll have to feed you." He says and you roll your eyes, he helps you drink the soup, sitting right next to you. After you finish it, he smiled.
"Now that's like a good kid." He says and you roll your eyes.
"I am not a kid." You say and slap his chest, playfully
"Alright alright, i was just kidding." He chuckled, and you laid your head on his shoulder.
"I feel so cold.." you shivered.
"Still? Okay come close to me."
"no you'll get sick."
He pulls you closer and wraps his arms around you and you feel better, you two slowly drift to sleep, you feel the comfortable warmth of him around you, which makes you feel so better.
"Steve.." you called him, his head on your head, and your head rested on his shoulder.
"Yes Y/n?" He asked, calmly, his voice was so soft and calm, and it could make you feel so much better.
"Thank you, for everything you do..."
"You don't have to thank me, you're my family, and i have to take care of you no matter what..i'll be here with you all the time, i'm not leaving your side"
"Mm..stay forever..." you hummed, before moving in closer to him and falling asleep.
"I always will." He pressed a kiss on your forehead, and drifted to sleep, with you. The next morning, when you woke up, next to him, his arms holding you so close to him, your head was resting on his chest. You smiled, and snuggled in close to him.
He smiles, and kiss your head.
"Good Morning." He says opening his eyes, and you smiled at him.
"Good morning to you too!" You cheerfully greeted, he pushed your hair behind your ear, and smiled.
"How are you feeling?" He asked
"Better than yesterday, thank you Steve."
"That's fine, let me get you something , you'll be good soon." He says and you nod, he pressed a kiss on your forehead before walking into the washroom, the smile never leaving your face.
Steve never left your side until you felt better, he was always there. He made food for you, he gave you medicines and also slept with you, so as to check in between, that your fever is moderate and not so high. This continued till a week, until you felt better. You didn't wanted him to leave your side , but you couldn't stop him.
"Hey how're you feeling?" Steve asked as you woke up rubbing your eyes, and he came back from his run.
"I'm feeling good! I can say that i am back to normal." You say and he smiles.
"That's good! I'll go take a shower and you get ready till that, okay? We'll see each other at breakfast and if you need anything, call me." He said and you nodded
"Okay Captain." You said and he laughed walking away. You wished you could say you love him, but you can not. He doesn't feel the same way, hell he can't feel. He only loves Peggy. But you have him in your life maybe that's the best thing that happened to you, because everything happens for a reason.
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i hope it was good🥺🤍
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jus watched a horror movie so im gonna be horny to ignore my fears 💞 and no i will not explain why a puppyboy is making nests! idc abt real world comparisons i am a whore and i am free!
cw. hybrids, implications of heats/ruts
we have bkg x puppygirl but then this got me thinkin abt bkg as the buppy ..... you walk into the adoption center and immediately lock eyes with him; he's got the prettiest eyes you've ever seen, the softest hair too—how was he still in this place? i mean, look at him!
you get closer to the glass partition, even pressing your hand to it, and you get your answer. without breaking eye contact, he barks and bares his sharp canines. he goes right up against the glass and this is when you realize that not only does he have a gorgeous physique, he's also way larger than he looked sitting down with all the other hybrids.
it took a lot of worry and sympathetic looks from the staff as they brief you on his owner history, how he's been adopted by nearly every hybrid lover on the block and returned within the week. took even more barking, growling, biting, and flailing to get him into your car and back home.
he's prideful. headstrong and stubborn in a way that only younger pups can be. why did his claws have to be so good at tearing up your throw pillows? why did he like snapping at your fingers as you brushed his teeth? how the hell did he even get muddy tracks on the ceiling!? each time, he shoots you that pitiful puppy look and you can't do anything but sigh in exasperation as you let him off easy, each and every time. he looks so sure of himself as he stands by the door, your one week with him almost up. unfortunately for him, it was just too satisfying to wipe that smug look off his face.
not much changes when you go past your one week and even breach two, three months. he's still as spoiled as ever, pushing you around because he knows you don't have much of a choice unless you wanted to give him the satisfaction of giving up. well, not much changed until now.
he's been disappearing when he thinks you aren't looking, coming home looking on edge and frustrated. one night, he can't go out to do whatever his business is because of an awful thunderstorm. this has been the only time he willingly accepted your invitation to sit together and warm up, stiffly taking his place beside you in the blanket.
it's so warm, such a perfect nest you made for the two of you. a bit rudimentary; he could certainly add a few of his shirts there, scent those blankets for you, but this could all be improved the more you nested together.
he takes all your preparation with such gratitude and he intends to show it all through his actions. of course, you've caught on to what he's been getting up to, and this is as good a time as ever to give him a taste of his own medicine. there's an obvious wet patch on the front of his boxers as he mindlessly humps your leg and looks up at you, shooting you that same pitiful puppy look that he knew would get him everything he wanted.
unfortunately for him, it was just too satisfying to see that pitiful look on his face. he'd better get used to it, 'cause the night's just barely begun.
OK I BETTER STOP I COULD CONTINUE W A PT. 2 CUZ IM .... 🤯 PUPY.... BUT I GOTTA HOLD MYSELF BACK I CANT KEEP UNLOADING WEEKS WORTH OF HORNY EVERY TIME I VISIT UR INBOX 💔 ...... also i gladly take you up on the housespouse offer! but i demand that you resign from your job so that i can take care of everything. yes i do the taxes yes i do the cleaning 💌
— Ray
PUPPY BAKUGOU IM !!!!!
i could fix him… i dont care how bratty he is i could deal with him… i care him so much…
#ALSO HI BABY I MISSED YOUUUUU 🤍🤍🤍#you… you wanna take care of me? waaaaaah T-T#i’ll be the best housewife ever for u i promise <333333#kisses for u i hope youre having a good week muah muah 🤍#cw hybrids#bakugou 🧡#📝 — bnha#from: ray 🤍#📝 — asks
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MSBY boys + suna where their partner meets their parents? I hope you’re having a lovely day!
meeting their parents
atsumu miya, hinata shoyo, suna rintaro x gn!r
!warnings! none/ lightly proofread
ATSUMU MIYA.
his mom is so nice! firstly atsumu invited you over for dinner and you were nervous as hell bc his parents are lowkey intimidating. youd technically met them before but never formally.
"tsumu im nervous." you whine, rubbing your sweating hands over your knees. "angel, really you have nothing to be nervous about." your boyfriend chuckles, cupping your cheek in one of his large hands. "what if they don't like me, what if i embarrass myself?", a. they'll absolutely love you, b. my parents are sooo chill there's no way they'll judge you" he smiles fondly at you, running his thumb up and down your cheek.
"you have nothing to worry about angel, i promise. and besides, samu put in a good word." he nods. you let out a sigh, muttering a small "okay."
as it turns out, tsumu was right about three things. 1. his parents are really cool and made you feel comfortable right away, 2. they loves you right away. they were so happy that tsumu had found someone to love him for who he was and 3. samu really did put in a good word for you, "i mean y/n HAS to be the one if they're able to put up with atsumu's personality. i dont know how she does it..."
HINATA SHOYO.
his mom absolutely loves you omg, you first met before you and sho even started dating bc he asked you to tutor him it was rlly just to get closer to u bc he had the absolute fattest crush on you. so when you saw his mom for the first time after he had told her you were dating she was ecstatic.
"oh look natsu it's y/n. y/n hello!" turning around you were met with the familiar faces of hinata's mom and little sister. "oh hello!" you offer a smile, heat creeping up to your cheeks. your boyfriend shoyo having told you that he had let his mom know a few weeks prior that you and he were an item.
"so, shoyo told me about.. well you know! i'm really glad the two of you get along so well. you have no idea how happy it makes me that you two are dating now, he's had a crush on you for... well for a while now!" she continued to tell you embarrassing stories and facts about your boyfriend that you were sure to tease him over later.
SUNA RINTARO.
no mommy issues suna here on this blog! his mother spoils rinta and his little sister & you best believe she will spoil you too. originally, suna hadn't even thought about telling his mother the two of you were together until she saw you both walking to his room hand in hand. playful asf they bicker ALL the time have the exact same personality and look the same too.
"rintaro, who is this?" you both freeze. you don't know whether to be embarrassed or scared. "what do you mean?" he asks turning around to face his mother. "you know what i mean rintaro." she smirks, "why didn't you tell me you had a partner?" she smiles, crossing her arms over her chest playfully, raising a brow
"what? i just never thought about it... umm this is y/n, y/n this is my mom." your boyfriend introduces the two of you, you wave awkwardly and she smiles at you real big. "can we go now?", "absolutely not, i have to catch up with your y/n here."
the three two of you spent three hours chatting, and yes she did show you pictures of chubby baby sunarin, don't worry.
a/n hii thanks for the request! i do have a three character limit so i hope you're okay with the three i chose! hope u enjoyed 👩❤️💋👩👩❤️💋👩 p.s. been obsessed with demon slayer ugh gonna read the manga after i finish the show
#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu headcanons#suna rintaro#suna x y/n#atsumu miya#atsumu x reader#atsumu x y/n#suna x reader#suna hcs#suna headcanons#atsumu headcanons#atsumu hcs#hinata hcs#hinata x y/n#hinata x reader#hinata headcanons#hinata shoyo#sunni's works 📓#sunni's requests 🐈⬛
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nct dating headcannons!
I only did 127 because there's so many but ill do the others if anyone requests it :)
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Taeil
Mr. Moon Taeil is the definition of a cuddly boyfriend
Hes always holding your hand or kissing your cheek
Definitely gets shy when the members are around but in public youre all his
Hes super sincere about anything too but also knows how to joke around
I mean have you seen him with nct
Hes funny❗❗
Like he's gonna make you laugh no matter what
And those deep convos yall would have at night while cuddling>>>
"What if we were put on earth by aliens as an experiment to see if we would live and everytime we see ufos its just our cousins checking up on us"
Eyes wide open, "bro"
Taeils either the big or small spoon too
There's no in between
Also the biggest baby when yall are chilling
"I call small spoon!"
"But you were the small spoon last night"
"K and what about it"
10/10 would complain if you didn't want to sit with him and watch a movie or show
Would probably guilt trip you by saying you never watch something with him
Hes a sweet manipulator...
But he could easily replace you with one of the members
Like sicheng
Taeil will always ask if you've eaten
If you haven't eaten he gets big sad
Don't make him sad
Plus hes always checking on your health
And he'll know if your lying if you say you're doing fine when you're not
Also don't lie in general cuz he doesn't like that
That would make him trust you a bit less and he definitely wants trust in the relationship
Trust is a huge key or hes out
Johnny
This man 🥲
Boyfriend Material™
So gentle and loving
Loves making you feel special and will hype the shit out of you when you don't feel confident doing something
Will always make sure you're doing okay
Johnny puts in so much effort to make this relationship work and expects you to put the same amount of effort into it too
Like taeil, hes really big on trust
Add honesty to that list
Plus he expects you to be mature when needed
If you're the type of person who depends on someone else for everything and I'm mean everything he will actually leave
Hes not your babysitter❤
But he will take care of you to some extent
Like basic things for instance
He'll make you food if you're sick, get you water if your dehydrated, will get your feminine products when you need it
Very sweet😌
Okay and he spoils you but wbk
"Why are you getting me so much things?"
"Because I love you."
"But why did you get me a kitten costume???"
He has some kinks to work out 😐
Johnny will go to shop after shop even if you say you don't want something (you do but you just don't want him to pay) he'll get it without batting an eye
"Youve been staring at these shoes for 5 minutes imma buy them for you"
"Huh? No! I-"
"Too late"
will take you out to dinner all the time just to be romantic
Hes actually really good at romantic stuff
I say Johnny you say whipped
Johnny👀
Whipped😫
His free time is always you time
So don't bother saying your busy cuz now hes busy with you
"Johnny i got a test coming up can you come later? I need to study
"Thats cute im coming over to help"
Taeyong
Judging taeyong on his looks, some say he would be cold to his girlfriend
Like a tsundere
But the man is quite the opposite
Though he can be stern if need be
He has 22 children what do you expect
Will literally treat you like his members and always taking care of you
But there will be times when you have to take care of him because hes so tired from work
He turns into a baby when he's tired or lazy too
So wrap him in a burrito blanket and hes all set for the day
Makes weird noises but thats normal
You're just watching tv and hes just making some old video game sounds with his mouth
No one questions it
If he didnt make sounds you'd probably question it
Talks in pout if he doesn't get his way with you
"Why don't you wanna play games with me~"
"Bruh I'm tired"
Or just gives you those big puppy eyes without even trying
Complete other person when you're not listening
He just kinda stares at you all intimidating like until you listen
Taeyong won't do anything too bad if you kept ignoring him, but you don't know that
Omg bro he'd literally bring you on vlive with him to chat
Even if the company is like '???Shes not an idol???'
But its taeyong so SM doesn't care🧍♂️
"We have special guest again! Its y/n-ah!!"
You'd be just chilling on his bed giving him a wtf look until you realize there's a camera and smile
"Shes cute. Isn't she cute guys?"
Don't try to escape the vlive, he'll just get up and sit you on his lap
Makes everyone watching jelly🥲
Bro he would make fun of you the same way he makes fun of doyoung
you'd be sitting with doyoung or sumn and taeyong just comes up to the both of you and decides
'Its time to end these two'
You and doyoung are just like 'tf did we do'
Somehow some other members are making fun of yall
Of course they aren't mean
Its all fun and games and gives you a good laugh after
Doyoung
Hes literally a mom
But its ok
You love it
Sometimes
He also nags a lot
And if you don't listen he gets mad
You wouldn't tell him this but you find it funny
And cute🤐
"Youre almost as bad as dream"
"what are u talking about im an angel"
"Kay then put the knife down we kinda need haechan to live"
Hes beaten you with a pillow once
In front of taeyong
Taeyong was watching like 👁👄👁
I dont think he cares much for pda tbh
But he doesn't hate it
He'll hug you a lot
And doyoung will probably kiss you here and there
But thats depending on his mood
If he's tired he'd probably just hold you in his arms
Either way he still makes you smile even with the smallest of touches
When you guys go out in public doyoung always holds your hand
I mean always
Remember when I said he doesn't seem like the type to be into pda
I lied
Doyoung wants everyone to know youre his
He won't kiss you but he will pull you into random hugs and hold your hand like he's gonna lose you any second
Doyoung also can't go anywhere without dressing his best
Like even if he's just practicing he's gotta look cute
And he always does because he's fucking kim doyoung
Doyoung also has a habit to make up names for you
Like one day he'll call you babe/baby
The next day could be angel or princess
Then there's you who just calls him bunny because he hates (loves) it
Expect some random gifts from him
Cuz like Johnny, he likes to spoil you
he just loves the smile thats plastered on your face
Pinches your cheeks evey time you smile too
When you guys are just chilling in the dorms you are always doing something to make doyoung get "angry"
"Angry" doyoung is a fun doyoung
Says you and taeyong 🤭
Literally will chase you around the dorm until he gets you and "scolds you"
Hell also scold taeyong
Sometimes you prank him with the other members
*cough*haechan*cough*
But doyoung knows youre just being playful
So he kinda laughs at you
Yuta
Hes a devil
Wbk
He can go from calling you the cutest lil thang to saying the most inappropriate stuff
"U have such a pretty mouth"
"no stop"
"how about u use it on my-"
"OUT DEMON"
Besides that he's actually very nice
Although he doesn't really show his affection like how most couples would
At first hes kinda like a "cold boyfriend" but not?
Gives off a tsundere kinda vibe
He lives for pda
Especially if you initiate it
His favorite is kissing your neck
Not in a sexual way or trying to give you hickeys tho
He just comes over and kisses it
Probably has a neck kink 😳
Same 😌
When you guys are out in public his arm is always around your waist or shoulders
He gets easily jealous when you give anyone any attention
Especially if you have a pet
He will be pouty for God knows how long until you notice
"I'll make it up to you"
"ok then prove it *pats his lap*"
"...I can and will replace you with this animal"
Will not let a dude flirt with you
If he sees a dude flirt with you he just gives them ㄒ卄乇 ㄥㄖㄖҜ
Lowkey hot
But sometimes gives you that look if u aren't listening to him
Its an advantage
Freaks you out tho
When your sitting on the couch minding your own damn business yuta always pulls you onto his lap or sits you between his legs
He really likes to be close to you
So when you guys are sitting he keeps his head on your shoulder and his arms wrapped around you gently rocking you both
Omg im making myself feel single
If you are sad yuta will always be the first person you lean on
Even if its not serious
"Who do I need to fuck up?"
"Im literally just on my period..."
The members sometimes tease him because they'd never seen him so in love
He looks at you like ur his everything
Because you are
He'll tell you that too
If you say something bad about urself he gives you a whole ass lecture about how u should love yourself the way he loves you
He'd be talking for 25 minutes but you stopped listening 30 minutes ago
Literally scolds you for not listening
Loves how well you get along with the members
But also hates how well you get along with specific members because of how similar you are with them
What I'm trying to say is that you are a bit too similar to mark🚶♂️
Jaehyun
Frat boy boyfriend
Lowkey wants to fuck everyday
Idk he gives off that vibe
But jaehyuns just chill half the time
Hes like an American boyfriend like bitch you're Korean 👁👄👁
Hes super cuddly and warm
Thats weird wait
Like when you're cold just snuggle into him because body heat <3
Always loosely has his arms around your waist when just laying down
Whole different story if you're sitting on his lap and just standing around
Back hugs😫😫
Dead ass the first thing he does if he sees you is give you a back hug
It works for a lot of things
Surprise? Back hug
You're cooking? Back hug
Horny? Back hug
Solves his life problems basically
Hes a freak omg
Very flirtatious too
Hes just that bitch
Either he makes you blush or roll your eyes
"Y/n you're ass is fat"
Def an ass guy��
Hes the type of guy to put his hands in your jeans back pocket
Wait no im feeling jaehyun too much rn
BUT MY POINT STILL STANDS
Or when yall hug his hand doesn't rest on your back but your ass
If you're wearing some shorts or something that makes your but pop
Hes gonna smack it and pretend like nothing happened
Yo someone pls save me im in my jae feels
Nah I've been talking about his ass kink for too long
Ummmm
Okay for real though jaes actually really nice and kind of careless when it comes to you
Fuck everyone else, if you've fallen and scraped your knee hes gonna be that soccer mom and rip a band aid out of nowhere
But if one of his members scraped their knee he'd just look the other way and smile like nothing happened
Earlier I said he was chill but hes also loud too
You walk into the dorms and the first thing you hear is "Y/N!!" Wyd?
You swear he doesn't realize how loud he is half the time because of that deep voice
This bitch always makes sure youre healthy and tries to take you to the gym with him
It dont work cuz this bitch just stares at your ass
Nah I need to do the next member
Jungwoo
hes literally the cutest especially around you
When he greets you its basically a whole ass bear hug
Whole lots a kissing
Literally doesn't care where you guys are
He will kiss you anywhere
Loves to kiss your forehead because he doesn't have to bend down as much🤭
doesnt care if the members are there
Nobody ever questions it either
"youre my baby right?"
"jungwoo-"
"riGhT?"
"Yes...."
He does aegyo if he doesn't get his way
It works every time don't lie
Will probably sit on your lap for some reason
Hes not light
But if you can do it so can he
you guys never get into fights
Even if you do its never anything serious
"you fucking pushed me so u could win"
"false I accidentally bumped my arm into urs"
"whats accidental is the murder im going to commit"
"what?"
"What?"
Smh young love
Going shopping with jungwoo is like shopping with a kid
Will beg for any food he lays his eyes on
"Omg can we get cookies?🥺"
"only if your paying"
“*gently places cookie dough back* lmao cookies? Never heard of her"
No matter how tired the boy is he will always find time for you
Hell take you too your favorite restaurants and even if you insist on paying he wont let you
If you don't marry him I will
When you guys are walking in public he will always be holding your hand
Says its because he doesn't want you to get lost
But you know damn well its actually him who doesn't want to get lost😳
Jk you just know he wants to be close to you
If you make any suggestive joke he always knows how to counterpart it
Leaving you speechless like the members
When you guys are going to bed he has his arms wrapped around your waist
first thing jungwoo does before sleeping is giving you a kiss
Doesn't care if your asleep or awake
Then a quiet 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢
Mark
i dont even know how to explain this relationship bruh
like its mark lee its gonna be a weird time
ok so marks actually hella nice
kinda bro or dude zones you but you do it back
theres a bunch of yo’s too
as someone who says yo a lot im happy i can relate to him
“yo youre doing that wrong though”
“dude im literally reading the directions, it said 3 cups of water”
“bro it says 3/4 oh my god”
yall cant cook
taeyong wont even allow even you to help him cook
anyway marks special
but seriously marks actually a very gentle person with you
like legit is super nice to you even if you sometimes piss him off
marks probablys only been mad at you once then was like ‘its okay’
go to his practices cuz he loves that shit
he really likes when you are social with the members too
cuz then you guys are all friends and he can just bring you to places with them :D
this kid will literally not to pda in front of any member so you have to basically force him to just hug you
johnnys always making fun of you two and mark panics everytime while youre just like ‘yeah what about it’
compliment mark and hes blushing and squealing like an anime girl
inch resting concept
“mark you look cute today”
“o-oh um..yeah thanks”
and this man can take compliments but with you its a whole new story
aight lemme get serious
marks mad sensitive
so dont actually purposely make him mad, jealous, or upset
it would crush him
and he doesnt want someone like that in a relationship
cuz if he doesnt purposely do it to you, dont do it to him
take notes
Haechan
hes a brat bye
would actually fight you just to get his way
makes fun of you on a regular
thinks hes cute
hes not wrong
but actually he knows how to act mature when he needs to
like if youre genuinly getting upset with him, he will straighten up and quicky apologize, even give you a phat kiss and hug
might take you to get ice cream after if he really upset you
he can be nice
nah jk hes very nice and is a really energetic boyfriend
haechan always wants to do something with you liek go to the amusement park, go out to eat, or go shopping
sometimes makes everything seem like a hassle to leave and go somewhere with you cuz hes either lazy or playing video games
“cant you just go by yourself?”
“but what if i get lost”
“the ice cream place is literally five miles away”
“actually its seven so im gonna get lost”
hed groan the whole time just to be annoying but you dont care cuz you got your ice cream
if you go to any concert or practice, haechan always has to make things more sexy than they should be
like ‘fool’ became hella sexual and for what
its probably one of his favorites to make you blush
he loves your reactions
keeps him alive
hyucks always got something to say even at the most awful times
youre literally choking on water and he goes “ill give you something to choke on later”
and you have to cancel your dying session to smack his head
my guy has no filter
and he wont even hide that around the members
theres always that smirk on his cute ass face if he succeeds too
i have the sudden urge to fight him
#nct#nct smut#nct fluff#nct angst#nct headcannons#nct 127#nct dream#nct u#wayv#nct 2020#kpop smut#kpop fluff#kpop angst#kpop headcannons#lee taeyong#moon taeil#johnny suh#kim doyoung#nakamoto yuta#jung jaehyun#kim jungwoo#mark lee#lee haechan
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ok I’m back for more ciel 😈, how he would react if lizzy was tryna get his attention n make s/o jelous. N she kisses him on the cheek ✋😒 and is kinda unnecessarily touchy. N s/o does get jelous and mad at him thinking he likes it and tries to go bck home. But ofc it ends in fluff (plus can u make it a bit long of a HC cuz like I LIVE FOR ANGST TO FLUFF 😌) I hope it’s ok cuz this is RLLLY DETAILEDD normally I leave it to u
you live on my request page huh? dw ily loser and why yes of course ill make some long headcannons for you <3
{ ilysm for giving me request !! oh and one last thing ive never done angst so im sorry if this is bad ;( }
Ciel reacting to Lizzy trying to make his s/o jealous headcanons
lets get this bread
So he invited lizzy to help with a gift for you
he spoils you as i said before
And i mean spoils
You were there as well but just there to make sure he doesn’t go overboard with money
Her way of greeting him was with a kiss on the cheek-
Which you let slide
Not really
But fast forward an hour later and she’s as touchy as ever
In public none the less !
She kept touching his shoulder, staying right by his side and to top it off giving you sideways glances with that smile of her’s like she knew what she was doing
But the worst part-
Ciel never told her to back off
He just got all blushy and couldn't form sentences
Like he would with you..(i cant take myself seriously bye-)
He wouldn't even let you get as touchy as she’s being right now sometimes
“Lizzy maybe calm down with the touching?”
“Oh but ciel here doesn’t seem to mind,do you hun?”
Hun?
You could've swore you twitched with anger hearing that
“O-oh its quite alright Y/N she may do as she pleases.”
What did he just say-
Did he just-
Hell no
“The hell did you just say?”
Sebastian pun’s
“I know you did not just-you like this dont you, you like her?”
The shock on this boy’s face
“Y/N how could you say such things, hes with you-”
“You keep out of this blondie, before you get hurt.”
“Y/N!”
By then you noticed a crowd was forming and you did what any other person in you're situation would do
Leave
“You know what-”
Que you walking out like a baddie
He wanted to go after you, but thought it would be best to let you cool off
what did he do you may ask?
still go after you-
“Where are you going!?”
“one, away from you, 2, to get the love of my life.”
period
as he should
Fast forward to you in the mansion
“Oh im sure the young master didnt mean anything by it!”
“I hope your right, thankyou finny”
finny is the best dont @ me
Que the door to the office opening with a panting Ciel
“Ciel did you run here!?”
“W-well for y-y-you of co-course.”
He feels so bad please-
He love’s you with every bone in his body i swear
He may or may not have bought all of your favorite things on they way home-
“Please im sorry i didnt mean anything by it and i left Lizzy and-”
he will ramble
please shut him up with a kiss
“Im sorry i should've-”
“I forgive you.”
He gets so happy hearing those words
Will run towards you and tackle you in a hug
finny is just there like :D
kisses you so many times as an apology
You guys end up cuddling the rest of the day while talking about what you guys are gonna do with all the stuff he bought you
IJSNHJA this is alot i hope you enjoyed it <33
as always drink water, eat and i love you !
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