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hotdoghottakes · 22 days
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Officially lost it at Brennan's face when Raph both misused and mispronounced the words "Balrog" and "Tatooine".
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barbiewritesstuff · 2 years
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Church Encounters: Chapter 4
-- Part 4 of the fic I am writing with @Igg5989, you can find this fic on her tumblr and her Ao3 account :)
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“Apparently Hangman has a girlfriend, can you believe that?” Halo asked, slamming her locker shut, “This asshole can manage to get a girlfriend, but I have been on, like, seven dates this month and I still can’t find anyone I like.”
“Yeah, it’s outrageous. You know what, I bet she only likes him for his looks. I mean, he has the personality of a dumpster fire, so she must be sticking around for something,” Phoenix replied. You stayed quiet, hoping that they would ignore you in their conversation. You felt a ball of tears lodge itself in your throat.
“What do you think, Dove? You’re awfully quiet over there, why don’t you tell us what you think Hangman’s got going for himself,” Vegas said.
She was the newest member of the team, a necessary addition after Harvard broke his foot before the previous mission and wouldn’t recover in time. She worked well with just about everyone, but whether she was friendly was something you hadn’t decided yet.
“Sorry?” You said, trying to steady your voice.
“What do you think she’s like?” Vegas repeated.
You hesitated for a moment, “Why do you assume all those things about her? I’m sure she’s nice.” 
“Yeah, sure. I’m sure she’s really sweet,” Vegas laughed, throwing you a side glance, “Do you have a crush on Hangman?”
You rolled your eyes at her. Vegas removed her shirt, then her trousers and let them both fall to the floor. She advanced towards you, looking you up and down, a gesture that made you blush.
“Because, I’m sorry to say, I don’t think you’re his type,” She smiled at you in a threatening way. You threw a glance at Phoenix and Halo but found them engrossed into a different conversation, and entirely unhelpful.
“Do you think you are, Vegas?” you asked, laughing nervously.
“Sweetheart, I don’t think he’s into the entire Catholic schoolgirl shtick you’ve got going on. I think he’d like someone more experienced.” She said, taking one last sweeping look at your appearance before turning on her heels and whipping you in the face with her hair. 
You let the hot water hit your back for a minute before soaping yourself up and then rinsing yourself off again. All the while, Phoenix and Halo stayed oblivious to the many amused side glances Vegas was throwing you. You exited the shower without telling any of the other girls and dried yourself off. By the time you were gently scrunching your hair dry, the other women had come to join you in the locker room again. 
You waited for them to finish, not ready to leave the warmth of the locker room just yet. Halo took her time reapplying the minimal makeup the Navy allowed her to wear while Phoenix seemed to lose bobby pins whenever she managed to find another one, but eventually you were all ready to join the men again. 
By the time you had spilled into the corridor, the last of the men were getting dressed. Omaha and a newly recovered Harvard were chatting, backs leaning against the wall while waiting for the team to reassemble. The door swung open again and out came Payback with Fanboy and Yale, and then Rooster. Bob, Coyote and Jake came out last. 
Jake barely had time to fully leave the doorway before Vegas pounced. She made sure to throw a wink to you over her shoulder before blocking Jake’s path. You were too far from them to hear what she said as she twirled a strand of hair between her fingers, but it didn’t seem to matter as Jake didn’t stop to listen. Instead, he walked right past her and straight towards you, where he dropped his bag to the floor and put on his coat.
“Got any plans tonight Dove?” he asked you as he adjusted his collar, giving you a knowing look. 
If you had been worried about your secret leaking, you needn’t have been, because at that moment Bob’s voice rang through the hall, “Admiral Simpson, how are you today?” 
Everyone in the squad turned to face the Admiral, some snapping to attention and others staying relaxed. 
“Doing well Floyd, thank you. Don’t you all have anywhere else to be? Any plans perhaps? You’re young… Go see your girlfriends, boyfriends, or whatever,” he said, giving you and Jake pointed looks before finishing his walk down the hall and turning the corner towards the exit. 
You felt your face flush at Cyclone’s comment and pointed look. Before anyone could say anything to you about it, you grabbed your own bag off of the floor and headed out to your car. Climbing in, you turned the key over in the ignition and pulled out of the parking lot quickly, heading towards your apartment. 
As you make it off base, a phone starts to ring an unfamiliar tone. Looking at the passenger seat of your car, you realised that you had made an egregious error. In your rush to leave the hallway, you grabbed Jake’s duffle bag, not your own. Digging your hand inside, you pulled out his phone, your own contact number with a picture of you sitting at his table in front of a stack of pancakes greeted you. Sliding the call button to answer, you put the phone to your ear, “Hello?”
“I think you might have something that belongs to me,” Jake’s voice teased over the line. 
You sighed, “I think you’re right, do you want to come get it tonight? I can make you dinner.” 
His chipper voice responded quickly, “That sounds wonderful sweetheart, but you have the keys to my truck.” 
The blush from earlier had just faded from your face, but as soon as you saw his keys and wallet peeking out from you on top of the bag, it was back in full force. 
“I’ll be there in a few minutes,” you said, your voice quiet with embarrassment. 
“I’m looking forward to it,” Jake said, you could hear the smile in his voice, before the call ended. You rush to find a place appropriate for a U-turn, but the roads near the base are so inconveniently made that it takes you another five minutes to turn around. Once you are back in the parking lot, you stop the car in the first empty spot you saw. 
Climbing out, you turned towards Jake’s truck to find him talking with Bob. As you approached the two men, Jake’s duffle bag hung by both hands in front of you as if you could hide behind it. Bob saw you first over Jake’s shoulder. 
“Dove,” he says in greeting, giving you the kind smile that he is known for. 
“Bob,” you say back quietly. The fact that someone else now knows of your error makes you more embarrassed. 
Jake, upon hearing your voice, turns to face you, “Hello beautiful,” he says, a big smile on his face. 
You feel your eyes widen with panic, What was he doing? Bob was standing right there. 
“Jake…” you say nervously, your eyes cutting to Bob and back to him. 
Jake seems confused for a moment before stuttering out, “Oh, right, sorry, baby. Err, Bob knows. He’s also a Youth Minister, so I kinda had to tell him when we had our first date…” 
Bob gives you a shit eating grin, “I think this whole thing is great by the way, you two are so sweet together.” 
With that he bids the both of you goodbye and makes his way to his car in the lot. 
You turn to Jake, a smile on your face, “Wouldn’t have thought you’d get along with Bobby.”
“Bobby? You have a nickname for him now?” Jake feigns jealousy by raising an eyebrow and clasping his hand over his pecs.
“Yeah, I do. Bobby is always nice to me, likes to sit with me on the wall while y’all have all the fun at the bar,” you pause for a moment, “When did the two of you get so close? I’ve never seen you talk to him like that before.” 
“I guess ‘Bobby’ is a little ashamed of me,” he laughed, “On a serious note, Bob’s dad ain’t great so he’s keeping his involvement in the church pretty quiet… That and y’know… He’s quiet, I’m not, so we stay separate when we’re in public.”
You just nod as Jake continues talking, “Not my idea, though. He asked. I’m okay with being chummy, he’s a cool guy when he wants to be.”
“When he wants to be?” you repeat, a grin plastered onto your face.
“Oh yeah, that man knows how to stir shit like no one else,” Jake chuckled.
You laugh before responding, “I guess that explains the well timed ‘Admiral Simpson, how are you today?’” 
Jake just nodded, “Yeah, he sure has perfect timing too. I think it's because he is always observing everyone, he knows the right time to get the biggest effect.” 
You laugh again before holding out Jake’s bag to him, “Here you go, sorry I stole you bag.” 
“It’s not a problem,” he says, trading your bags, “I don’t mind waiting on a beautiful woman.” 
You blush, turning back to your car, “Don’t forget to thank Bobby for saving your ass!”
“Language!” Jake shouts after you, a smile seeping through his voice.
You laugh at his teasing, “You should take your own advice! Dinner is at seven, don’t be late!” 
At six forty-five sharp, there was a knock on your front door, you were busy stirring the homemade alfredo sauce and you weren’t willing to risk it burning so you called out, “It’s open!” 
You heard Jake push the door open and kick his shoes off, “It smells wonderful in here,” he said, coming up behind you and dropping a kiss on the top of your head. 
“Thank you, it’s my mom’s recipe,” you say, giving him a sweet smile, “Dinner should be done shortly, this just needs to thicken first.” 
“Can I help at all?” he asks, brushing a few fingers over the sleeve of your dress. It was something casual that you saved for home, lavender purple and cotton, but comfortable and cute. 
“Do you want to open the wine? I can’t promise that it’s any good, I don’t drink often,” you say.
“I’m sure it’ll be perfect,” Jake whispers in your ear, before you feel his presence move away from you and towards the other side of your kitchen. 
When the sauce was done, and tossed with the noodles, you served up two plates before setting them down at the table. Jake placed a glass of wine at each place setting before pulling your chair out for you as you took your apron off. 
Giving him a grateful smile, you take a seat in the offered chair, laying your napkin delicately across your lap. 
“I can’t remember the last time someone cooked me a meal,” Jake said quietly, after the two of you had prayed. 
Your heart sank for him, “Why’s that?”
“I haven’t been home in a while, and I’m not known for having friends really,” he said quietly, giving you a small smile as he picked up his fork. 
“Well I hope you enjoy it,” you said, smiling back at him as you cut into your own chicken. 
After a minute of cutlery scraping against plates, you looked up to see that Jake’s plate was empty, and he was eyeing the pan on the stove discreetly, “You can get seconds,” you say to him, laughter in your voice.
“I was going to wait for you to finish,” he said, a slight tint coming over his cheeks, “I’m not an animal.”
“You aren’t?” you said in a questioning voice, laughing a little at your jab. 
His face dropped and you took his hand from across your small kitchen table, “I know you aren’t Jake, I was just kidding. Getting seconds is the biggest compliment you can pay my subpar cooking,” you say with a soft smile. 
Picking up his plate from the table, Jake got up, dropping a kiss on your head as he passed your chair, whispering into your hair, “It’s not subpar, it's the best I’ve ever had.” 
The smile that split your face stayed with you for the whole evening. Jake helped you clean up dinner, this time he did the dishes as you dried them and put them away. You packed a few leftover containers up, leaving them out on the counter to cool. It was a work night, but you and Jake settled into the couch for a movie, he let you pick from your own extensive collection, and you couldn’t help but be in the mood for a RomCom. The credits for How to Lose a Guy In Ten Days had just started rolling as the clock hit ten. 
You pushed off the couch and made your way into the kitchen, putting the lids on the containers and leaving one out, bringing it to Jake at the front door. 
He looked at you surprised as you pushed the slightly warm container into his hands, “For lunch tomorrow,” you said in explanation with a smile. 
He just stood there, looking at you, for so long that you thought he might kiss you. A thrill ran up your spine at the thought that tonight would be the night. You felt a blush cover your cheeks, and you looked down at the ground, brushing a piece of hair out of your face and behind your ear. 
Your heart started pounding loud enough that he could probably hear it when he put two fingers under your chin, pulling your head up to look at him. He glanced down at your lips for a second before placing a gentle kiss to the crown of your head. Disappointment rushed through you, but you kept a smile on as he left. You stood on the doorstep of your apartment and waved as he pulled away from the curb. 
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Vegas, in her eagerness to guide the plane down to the ground, hadn’t noticed the lone seagull soaring around the tarmac. The bird flew straight into the landing gear and the impact snapped the thing straight off with a sickening ‘CLANG’. Silence reigned in the cockpit for a second as neither of you knew what to do, a bird striking the landing gear shouldn’t have caused it to fall off. As your mind raced, any mental assessment of the situation gave you a less than hopeful prognostic.
You blinked and in that split second, the plane made contact with the concrete. It flew through the air like it was made of paper, ricocheting off of the tarmac for a moment before hitting its wing against something and spinning out of control. The safety wall at the end of the runway was approaching at neck breaking speed, but by the time you hit, both you and Vegas had already lost consciousness. The front of the plane crunched as it made contact with the safety wall, the force popping the canopy open and flooding the cockpit with burning air. 
The rest of the team was waiting for you to complete the training exercise from the comfort of the recreation room. The television set in the corner of the room blared above the sound of the foosball match being played and yet, when your aircraft lost its landing gear and it hit the tarmac, it felt as though Jake was watching a movie and had forgotten to turn on the sound. 
The coffee cup he had been holding was dropped to the floor, sending bits of ceramic flying through the room as he sprinted towards the door, throwing himself against it as it slammed open into the wall. Bob and Maverick were hot on his heels, the only sound that could be heard with the men’s boots slamming against the pavement. They ran towards the smoking wreckage as fast as they could. Jake, thanks to a high school sport career in hurdle jumping, jumped straight onto the wing. 
He saw Vegas stir in her seat, and the voice in the back of his head told him to save her first but both his heart and his arms decided to carefully scoop you from your seat. Jake lifted you out of the plane, making sure to limit the movement of your neck before kneeling down on the searing metal of the wing and depositing you into Bob’s arms. He stood up again and did the same with Vegas, giving her to Maverick.
As Jake jumped back down to the ground from the wing, the plane rocked with a small explosion, sending him to the ground at Bob and Maverick’s feet. He lifted his head from the tarmac, catching a glance of your bloody forehead before he pushed himself off the ground. Sirens could be heard in the distance and he saw a base fire truck pull onto the tarmac, but he wasn’t willing to wait for a base ambulance to join it. 
Gently taking you from Bob, he started towards the hospital, jogging through the pain that he was beginning to feel in his back. He could hear Maverick and Bob calling out behind him, but he didn’t turn around, just kept up his pace across the tarmac towards the end of the airfield. 
He slammed his back into the door, groaning out in pain as he made it inside. Medical staff were standing ready, probably briefed about the crash a few minutes after it happened. He watched helplessly as they took you from his arms, placing you on a gurney and rolling you down the hall, away from him. 
As Jake turned to leave, a nurse stopped him, “Sir, you need to be looked at too.” 
“What do you mean?” he asked, confused as to why she thought he needed attention. 
“Your back is burned, and there is a singed hole in your pants. Let us take a look at you, okay? She is safe now,” the nurse said kindly, guiding Jake gently by his arm to a trauma room. 
He wasn’t sure how long he sat there, letting them take off his clothes and check him from head to toe, the only thing running through his mind was the sight of your bloodied face, and the Hail Mary. Mav poked his head into the room soon after the nurse left. 
Jake shot off the bed immediately, “How is she?” 
“They’re both going to be alright, but I am assuming you’re asking about Dove,” he said, a knowing smile on his face, “She is going to be fine, the doctor said that she has a few bruises from the harness straps and that she hit her head on the console when the crash happened. They think she has a concussion, but we will know more when she wakes up.” 
Jake released the breath he had been holding, sinking back onto the bed with a heavy sigh.
“So…” Maverick started, “Dove, huh?”
“Oh, drop it, pops,” Jake grumbled, his cheeks burning with embarrassment.
Mav laughed before continuing, “No, no, it’s sweet. I support it. You two are adorable together.”
“Damn right we are,” Jake laughed, sending the older man a wink.
“Hey, I don’t suppose you could do me a favour,” Jake started, “I have some… things… in my locker that I need. The nurses won’t let me leave the med bay to get it myself.”
“Things?” Maverick asked, suspicious of Jake’s intentions. His suspicions only grew when the younger man seemed unwilling to meet his eyes for a second
Jake stumbled over the words, “I need my -- Just, can you get -- You know what, can you ask Bob to come?”
“Nope, spill it,” Mav said, raising an eyebrow at the usually cocky pilot’s nerves. 
Huffing out a sigh, Jake collected himself, “I have my Rosary and my Bible in my locker. I need them.”
Maverick raised an eyebrow at the request. He hadn’t expected Hangman to be religious, but then, Maverick thought, he hadn’t expected Jake to be the kind to fall in love, either. 
“No problem,” he said, turning around and leaving the room. 
Jake hung his head and sat in silence for a few more minutes before he pulled on the scrubs the nurse had left out for him to change into seeing as his flight suit had been rendered unwearable by the explosion, he was lucky that he had been wearing a t-shirt underneath. 
Maverick returned to find him sitting in the same position he had left him in fifteen minutes later.
“You need a new locker, the door’s stuck,” He said, looking at Jake with a smile on his face. “Here’s what you asked for,” Mav said quietly, holding out a bible and a velvet bag for him to take. 
“Those aren’t mine,” Jake said, looking at the beautiful white book and the white velvet of the Rosary bag Maverick had given him.
Mav hesitated for a minute before continuing, “No. Like I said, I couldn’t get your locker to open… These are her’s.”
Jake carefully undid the string that held the pouch closed and pulled out a silver Rosary. Its beads pink and iridescent, glinting up at him in the harsh hospital light. Each holy mystery was a red rose. The chain shined like it was used regularly, a small thumb mark on the crucifix that Jake covered with his own. He traced every rose and every bead with his fingers, running the rosary through his hands like water. It was so beautiful, so… you. 
Jake’s own rosary had once belonged to his grandfather, it was a very minimalist affair, made of wood and a silver chain but it brought him comfort wherever he went. The Bible had been grandfather Thomas’ too, although it had been in brand new condition when it had been passed onto Jake as Thomas Seresin liked to keep multiple versions about the house. His grandmother had kept the tattered old one for herself and given him one of the newer ones. 
Holding these items always made him feel emotional, but as he held yours, he found he was barely able to keep himself from letting out a choked sob. Maverick moved closer to him. He put his arm around Jake’s shoulder and squeezed a little.
“She’ll be okay,” He said in a low voice.
“I know, I -- I’ve never been so scared in my life, you know?” Jake explained, throwing his head back to stare at the white ceiling in the hope that tears would not fall. Maverick stayed quiet but patted him on the shoulder. 
“She’s the one for me, Maverick. I really thought I was going to lose her,” Jake said, his voice horace from holding back tears.
Mav gave him a knowing look, “She’s the one, huh?” 
Jake couldn’t hold back the smile that covered his face, they might have only been dating for a few months, but he knew she was the one. 
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A day later, Jake was still in the hospital. He wasn’t in his own room, but sitting next to the bed in yours. Mav and Bob had come by the day before and forced him to go home for the night to shower and change. 
The burns on his back and knee weren’t very bad, but they hurt something fierce, so he had taken a cool shower and dressed in the only clothes he could find that were comfortable, a black t-shirt and a pair of his gray Navy sweatpants. He had laid in his bed at home for what felt like hours trying to sleep, but the bible and Rosary sitting on his night stand kept calling to him. Before he knew it, he found himself back in your hospital room, your pink Rosary clutched tightly in one hand and the other holding yours on the bed.
The nurses tried not to bother him as they came in and out, they all thought it was so sweet that Jake was sitting by your bedside, mumbling prayers to himself. He carefully counted the beads, each prayer flowing through his head as he mouthed the words to himself. 
‘Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with you. Blessed are thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, pray for us sinners now, and at the hour of our death. Amen.’ 
Over and over the prayer went in his mind, each time another pink bead passed through his fingers, the glass of the beads was more slippery than he was used to being that his own Rosary was made of wood. His large hands struggled to hold on to them at times, but he was careful to never drop it. 
 
As he was getting into what could be his third or fourth time around the sacred necklace, Jake was interrupted by a cough at the doorway. Looking up, he almost cussed, catching himself before the words could pass through his lips. Standing in the doorway was Rooster, Phoenix, Halo, and Coyote. Bob was running up from behind giving Jake a look that said, ‘Sorry man, I tried to stop them.’ 
"I gotta say, I am confused," Rooster said, leaning against the doorway with his arms crossed over his chest.
"Oh no, Roo, this is totally normal. Completely, absolutely, not totally weird." Phoenix replied sarcastically
Jake quickly placed your Rosary on the bedside table, standing from the chair he had been sitting in for half the night and moving towards the doorway, “Let’s have this conversation outside,” he said quickly, glancing back to make sure that you hadn’t stirred in the bed. His hand gently brushed against your hair, as if to tell you he was going to be right back
Phoenix protested, but with a pointed look she allowed Jake to corral them all into the waiting room and thus the yelling began. 
Halo and Phoenix both started into Jake at the same time, “What the hell are you doing with my best friend Seresin? Or should I even call her that, what with how she has apparently been the secret girlfriend you’ve had all these months!”, “What the hell Bagman? Really? A coworker? You couldn’t even pick the one who was throwing herself at you, you had to go after Dove?”
Jake held both of his hands up in the air, like the cops tell you to do when they’ve got a gun pointed at you, and to be honest, it didn’t feel too far from what was happening right now. 
“Whoa, whoa, ladies, calm down,” he said trying to keep the bit of fear he was feeling from the two women in front of him out of his voice, “Dove and I have been together for a few months now. We didn’t want to make it public for this reason right here. She is a nice girl and we are taking it slow, I love her.” 
The room was so quiet you could have heard a pin drop. Vegas looked put out, Phoenix was looking at him like he had grown a third head, and Halo looked like the human version of the heart eyed emoji. Coyote broke the silence first, “Well congrats man, I’m happy for you. I just wish that you had told the rest of us sooner, I mean come on you know that I wouldn’t have been poking fun if I had known it was that serious between you two.” 
Phoenix suddenly looked like someone had turned the lights on in her brain, turning to Bob she raised her voice again, “You bastard Robert Floyd, you knew!” 
It was Bob’s turn to look like he had a gun pointed at him, “Hey now, just because I found out first doesn’t mean you get to be mad at me. I am observant, I probably know more about all of you than you know about yourselves.” 
"Un-fucking-likely," Phoenix shot back, her eyes flaring daring Bob to say something no one knew. 
Bob hesitated for only a moment before airing out Phoenix’s dirty laundry, "Your lucky pair of underpants is purple and currently laying on the back seat of Coyote's car."
The blood drained out of her face and Coyote just glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, not daring to set her off either, he smartly stayed quiet. 
“H-how did you know that?” she asked Bob, sounding like she didn’t know what to say. 
Sighing, Bob explained, "Coyote dropped me off at the Hard Deck yesterday… and you write your name on the label…" 
"Why were you checking?!" Phoenix exclaimed. The most daring pilot Jake knew was blushing furiously. 
"I wasn't! You just left them right there and I saw them! I'm not a creep!" Bob shouted, now blushing as well. 
"You're a little creepy, " Jake said, winking in his friend's direction, happy for the distraction.
Bob just shot him a glare, but there was no anger behind it. Jake laughed before continuing, “Alright, so now y’all know about us and Phoenix's lucky underwear, can you go home?”
Then as if remembering something, Jake called them back "Can you guys keep it on the down low? At least until she's better?"
They all looked at him before nodding, Phoenix and Halo both giving him their own glares before making their way out of the waiting room, Vegas brushed by without saying a word, Bob and Coyote both shook his hand and pulled him into a one armed hug, but the one who surprised him was Rooster. Rooster shook his hand and smiled before saying, “You know Hangman, I think she will be good for you.” 
Jake just let out a laugh before responding, “She is better than I deserve.” 
“Nah,” Rooster said, “She’s just everything you need.” 
With that he left the waiting room, and Jake returned to your bedside, a weight he didn’t know he had been carrying was lifted from his shoulders. He gazed at your sleeping face, admiring the peaceful expression etched on your features. Jake leaned down and placed a kiss right on your temple.
"I love you," He whispered quietly, he hadn’t meant to tell the whole team earlier, but now that he did, he might as well say it to you, even if you were sleeping.
"You are a damn coward Jacob Thomas Seresin," You croaked out, your voice rough from disuse. 
"Yeah," Jake cringed, "Yeah I am. I'm sorry."
"So fix it," You said, cracking your eyes open to look up at him. 
Jake looked you in the eyes, "I love you," he said a tear was hanging in his eye, and at that moment you could see he truly meant it. His face crumpled, his chin quivered for a moment before his hard voice came out, "Don't you ever fucking scare me like that again, do you understand, baby? Never. Because quite frankly, I don't think I can take it."
You nodded, wincing slightly at the pain in your head, “I understand. Technically though, I wasn’t flying the plane,” you said cheekily. 
He sighed at your teasing, "I will threaten Vegas too, don't worry. You're just closest for now," his voice was joking as he took a seat in the chair next to your bed. 
“I love you too, by the way,” you said quietly, looking him in the eye.  
His face split with a smile before he let out a laugh, “We are terrible at this whole taking it slowly thing aren’t we?” 
"I mean, babe, you've practically already proposed… so yeah, I'd have to agree," you said smiling as much as your headache would allow. 
Jake noticed your pain and pushed the nurse’s button on your bed. A short woman with a blonde bob came into the room and she fussed over you for a few minutes before leaving, promising to return with pain medicine. 
At that moment, you looked down to see your Rosary laying on the bed. You were certain that it had been tucked safely into your purse, in your locker, across the base. So how was it laying next to you now? 
Jake followed your line of sight and the confused look that crossed over your features, “Oh, I hope you don’t mind. Mav couldn’t get into my locker but he knew how to get into yours…"
You let out a slight laugh, “Ah, Bobby probably told him. He has seen me at church a few times and he knows that I carry my bible and Rosary on me.” 
Jake nodded, “That makes sense, I didn’t really question it earlier.” 
Just then the nurse came back in, handing you a cup of pills to take, “For your head, doll. You have a bit of a concussion but the pain should subside shortly. This young man here is your knight and shining armour too,” she said, looking quite excited, “Carried you all the way to the hospital and everything.” 
"C--carried me?" You stuttered out turning to look at Jake. 
"He hasn't told you?" She said, glancing at Jake, "I'll let him tell the story then," she said before making her way out of the room, a devious smile on her face. 
"There isn't much to tell, just… Y'know… Helped a little" He said, hanging his head low and staring at his shoes
“Jacob Seresin, you tell me the truth right now,” you said sternly. You could see some bandages at the top of his shoulder now that he had hung his head, “Why are you bandaged up? What happened?”
Jake let out a long sigh before tilting his head up so his eyes met yours, "I may have pulled you out of the burning wreckage of your plane…before being blasted by a minor explosion…" He said, seeing you wince, he quickly added," It's nothing bad, just some minor burns, I'll live."
You looked at him with doubt, “Come here,” you said, making room on the bed for him to sit down, “Turn around,” you instructed, looking at him sternly. As you pulled up the back of his shirt to see his injuries, you gasped, half of his back was covered with gauze that looked like it had been on for a little while, “Oh my goodness, Jake,” your hand clasped over your mouth. 
He quickly pulled his shirt back down and turned to you, taking both of your hands in his own, “Hey, I’m alright. It looks worse than it is,” he said, adding a quick, “I promise.” 
"How does it feel, then?" you asked, “Because it looks pretty damn bad.” 
"Just kind of achy, you know, like a bad sunburn," He lied, hoping it would calm your worries a little. In truth, his back felt sticky and seared. The disinfectant they had poured onto the raw flesh did nothing to hide the smell of burnt hair that had lodged itself into his nose. 
The doctor had told him it would clear up in no time, but Jake wished it would hurry up. 
“Jake, that didn’t look good. You need to have someone look at you,” you said, concern still laced in your voice. 
He sighed, “Well it’s hard to clean your own back you know,” he said sassily. The truth was that the doctors hadn’t been very gentle the first time around and he wasn’t looking forward to a second time, “Maybe it can wait until you get out of here? Then you can patch up your, what did she call me, your knight in shining armour?” 
You laughed, “I will patch you up, but it needs attention soon.” 
“Then you better work on feeling better,” he said, smiling at you before leaning forward to kiss your head. With that he moved back to the chair, the two of you sat in comfortable silence until the doctor sent you home that afternoon with the promise that you would rest. 
— 
While the doctors had cleared you to go home, Jake was worried about you. He questioned if you were okay to go to church come Sunday morning, but you insisted that you were more than fine, it had been days since the accident. 
He picked you up, much like he did every Sunday, and drove you to church, his hand holding yours on the centre console of his truck. Mass passed as it usually did, with him kissing your cheek softly and holding your hand during the Our Father. After Mass he took you home, this morning you had insisted on preparing breakfast at your house since he had for the last two months. 
As you made your way into the apartment, you bent down to take your shoes off. When you came back up Jake was standing incredibly close to you, almost pressing you up against the wall just inside the door. 
“Jake..?” you asked, your voice coming out in a whisper. 
He didn’t answer, just brushed a loose strand of hair off of your face, his fingers lingering a little too long against your cheek. You looked into his eyes to find them staring back at you, an expression like you had never before seen on his face written over his features. He looked at you so tenderly, so lovingly, so adoringly that you never wanted this moment to end. But it did, when Jake leaned down and almost brushed his lips against yours.
“May I?” he asked, needing your approval to continue.
If the feeling of his nose against the side of yours hadn’t short-circuited your brain, you might have kissed him yourself. However, you were unable to do anything, not even breathe, so you gave him the smallest nod. He took that for the yes that it was, and you were glad when he pressed his lips against yours. 
It wasn’t like the movies where fireworks went off in the background, it was so much better than that. Jake’s lips were warm and soft against your own, pushing against yours in a desperate and hungry way. He was gentle, but it was clear to you that he didn’t plan on stopping soon. 
You felt his hands start to wander, one found its way underneath your Chapel Veil and into your hair. He brushed through it with his fingers while slowly moving his mouth against yours. Jake’s other hand came down from your cheek to find the edge of your jaw. 
The kiss only ended when his fingers hit a knot. The unexpected jab of pain made you bite down on his lip. Jake groaned pleasurably at the sensation. Suddenly, his eyes flew open and he pushed you away a little to break up the embrace. 
“Can I -- err -- Can I borrow your shower?” he asked, his face looking a bit panicked. 
You gave him a confused look, before answering, “Yeah, of course. Are you okay?”
“Just fine, no worries,” he said, hurrying towards your bathroom. 
You saw him disappear behind the door and heard him lock it before starting the water. In the meantime, you busied yourself with making coffee and starting breakfast. Your pancakes could never compete with Jake’s regardless of how neatly you cracked the eggs, so you had opted for making your favourite: cinnamon rolls. 
You had made the dough in advance and left it to prove in the fridge, now that the buns were risen, all you needed to do was to pop them in the oven. While it preheated, you set about changing your clothes.
You removed the Chapel Veil and brushed through the knots Jake had found in your hair, then, you changed into some more casual clothes, opting for a lovely pink house dress and as you were baking, a matching apron. 
The coffee machine sputtered to life and the oven dinged at the same time. You dropped a latte pod into the machine for yourself and a regular espresso for Jake before opening the oven door and shoving the tray of cinnamon rolls towards the back of the oven. By the time you had done that, you could hear the water had stopped in the bathroom. 
“Hey, you okay?” you asked as he entered the kitchen again. You moved towards him and touched his arm with a reassuring rub. His skin felt freezing under your touch. 
He hesitated for a moment, clearly embarrassed about the situation, “I got -- I got a little carried away.”
You eyed him from your spot at the sink, washing a few dishes that you had made, “How carried away are we talking?”
“Don’t make me spell it out,” he replied quietly, wincing. 
Trying to reassure him, dried your hands on a towel before looking up at him, “Jake, I --”
He interrupted you right as you started talking to him, “I want to do this properly. In the right order, you know. I mean I know that ship has sailed for me but I want you to get the experience you deserve.”
Your heart melted, “Thank you,” you whispered, leaning up to kiss his cheek softly. 
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Church Encounters Pt4
-- Part 4 of the fic I am writing with @barbiewritesstuff, you can find this fic on her tumblr and my Ao3 account :) Check out my Masterlist for the other chapters!
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“Apparently Hangman has a girlfriend, can you believe that?” Halo asked, slamming her locker shut, “This asshole can manage to get a girlfriend, but I have been on, like, seven dates this month and I still can’t find anyone I like.”
“Yeah, it’s outrageous. You know what, I bet she only likes him for his looks. I mean, he has the personality of a dumpster fire, so she must be sticking around for something,” Phoenix replied. You stayed quiet, hoping that they would ignore you in their conversation. You felt a ball of tears lodge itself in your throat.
“What do you think, Dove? You’re awfully quiet over there, why don’t you tell us what you think Hangman’s got going for himself,” Vegas said.
She was the newest member of the team, a necessary addition after Harvard broke his foot before the previous mission and wouldn’t recover in time. She worked well with just about everyone, but whether she was friendly was something you hadn’t decided yet.
“Sorry?” You said, trying to steady your voice.
“What do you think she’s like?” Vegas repeated.
You hesitated for a moment, “Why do you assume all those things about her? I’m sure she’s nice.” 
“Yeah, sure. I’m sure she’s really sweet,” Vegas laughed, throwing you a side glance, “Do you have a crush on Hangman?”
You rolled your eyes at her. Vegas removed her shirt, then her trousers and let them both fall to the floor. She advanced towards you, looking you up and down, a gesture that made you blush.
“Because, I’m sorry to say, I don’t think you’re his type,” She smiled at you in a threatening way. You threw a glance at Phoenix and Halo but found them engrossed into a different conversation, and entirely unhelpful.
“Do you think you are, Vegas?” you asked, laughing nervously.
“Sweetheart, I don’t think he’s into the entire Catholic schoolgirl shtick you’ve got going on. I think he’d like someone more experienced.” She said, taking one last sweeping look at your appearance before turning on her heels and whipping you in the face with her hair. 
You let the hot water hit your back for a minute before soaping yourself up and then rinsing yourself off again. All the while, Phoenix and Halo stayed oblivious to the many amused side glances Vegas was throwing you. You exited the shower without telling any of the other girls and dried yourself off. By the time you were gently scrunching your hair dry, the other women had come to join you in the locker room again. 
You waited for them to finish, not ready to leave the warmth of the locker room just yet. Halo took her time reapplying the minimal makeup the Navy allowed her to wear while Phoenix seemed to lose bobby pins whenever she managed to find another one, but eventually you were all ready to join the men again. 
By the time you had spilled into the corridor, the last of the men were getting dressed. Omaha and a newly recovered Harvard were chatting, backs leaning against the wall while waiting for the team to reassemble. The door swung open again and out came Payback with Fanboy and Yale, and then Rooster. Bob, Coyote and Jake came out last. 
Jake barely had time to fully leave the doorway before Vegas pounced. She made sure to throw a wink to you over her shoulder before blocking Jake’s path. You were too far from them to hear what she said as she twirled a strand of hair between her fingers, but it didn’t seem to matter as Jake didn’t stop to listen. Instead, he walked right past her and straight towards you, where he dropped his bag to the floor and put on his coat.
“Got any plans tonight Dove?” he asked you as he adjusted his collar, giving you a knowing look. 
If you had been worried about your secret leaking, you needn’t have been, because at that moment Bob’s voice rang through the hall, “Admiral Simpson, how are you today?” 
Everyone in the squad turned to face the Admiral, some snapping to attention and others staying relaxed. 
“Doing well Floyd, thank you. Don’t you all have anywhere else to be? Any plans perhaps? You’re young… Go see your girlfriends, boyfriends, or whatever,” he said, giving you and Jake pointed looks before finishing his walk down the hall and turning the corner towards the exit. 
You felt your face flush at Cyclone’s comment and pointed look. Before anyone could say anything to you about it, you grabbed your own bag off of the floor and headed out to your car. Climbing in, you turned the key over in the ignition and pulled out of the parking lot quickly, heading towards your apartment. 
As you make it off base, a phone starts to ring an unfamiliar tone. Looking at the passenger seat of your car, you realised that you had made an egregious error. In your rush to leave the hallway, you grabbed Jake’s duffle bag, not your own. Digging your hand inside, you pulled out his phone, your own contact number with a picture of you sitting at his table in front of a stack of pancakes greeted you. Sliding the call button to answer, you put the phone to your ear, “Hello?”
“I think you might have something that belongs to me,” Jake’s voice teased over the line. 
You sighed, “I think you’re right, do you want to come get it tonight? I can make you dinner.” 
His chipper voice responded quickly, “That sounds wonderful sweetheart, but you have the keys to my truck.” 
The blush from earlier had just faded from your face, but as soon as you saw his keys and wallet peeking out from you on top of the bag, it was back in full force. 
“I’ll be there in a few minutes,” you said, your voice quiet with embarrassment. 
“I’m looking forward to it,” Jake said, you could hear the smile in his voice, before the call ended. You rush to find a place appropriate for a U-turn, but the roads near the base are so inconveniently made that it takes you another five minutes to turn around. Once you are back in the parking lot, you stop the car in the first empty spot you saw. 
Climbing out, you turned towards Jake’s truck to find him talking with Bob. As you approached the two men, Jake’s duffle bag hung by both hands in front of you as if you could hide behind it. Bob saw you first over Jake’s shoulder. 
“Dove,” he says in greeting, giving you the kind smile that he is known for. 
“Bob,” you say back quietly. The fact that someone else now knows of your error makes you more embarrassed. 
Jake, upon hearing your voice, turns to face you, “Hello beautiful,” he says, a big smile on his face. 
You feel your eyes widen with panic, What was he doing? Bob was standing right there. 
“Jake…” you say nervously, your eyes cutting to Bob and back to him. 
Jake seems confused for a moment before stuttering out, “Oh, right, sorry, baby. Err, Bob knows. He’s also a Youth Minister, so I kinda had to tell him when we had our first date…” 
Bob gives you a shit eating grin, “I think this whole thing is great by the way, you two are so sweet together.” 
With that he bids the both of you goodbye and makes his way to his car in the lot. 
You turn to Jake, a smile on your face, “Wouldn’t have thought you’d get along with Bobby.”
“Bobby? You have a nickname for him now?” Jake feigns jealousy by raising an eyebrow and clasping his hand over his pecs.
“Yeah, I do. Bobby is always nice to me, likes to sit with me on the wall while y’all have all the fun at the bar,” you pause for a moment, “When did the two of you get so close? I’ve never seen you talk to him like that before.” 
“I guess ‘Bobby’ is a little ashamed of me,” he laughed, “On a serious note, Bob’s dad ain’t great so he’s keeping his involvement in the church pretty quiet… That and y’know… He’s quiet, I’m not, so we stay separate when we’re in public.”
You just nod as Jake continues talking, “Not my idea, though. He asked. I’m okay with being chummy, he’s a cool guy when he wants to be.”
“When he wants to be?” you repeat, a grin plastered onto your face.
“Oh yeah, that man knows how to stir shit like no one else,” Jake chuckled.
You laugh before responding, “I guess that explains the well timed ‘Admiral Simpson, how are you today?’” 
Jake just nodded, “Yeah, he sure has perfect timing too. I think it's because he is always observing everyone, he knows the right time to get the biggest effect.” 
You laugh again before holding out Jake’s bag to him, “Here you go, sorry I stole you bag.” 
“It’s not a problem,” he says, trading your bags, “I don’t mind waiting on a beautiful woman.” 
You blush, turning back to your car, “Don’t forget to thank Bobby for saving your ass!”
“Language!” Jake shouts after you, a smile seeping through his voice.
You laugh at his teasing, “You should take your own advice! Dinner is at seven, don’t be late!” 
At six forty-five sharp, there was a knock on your front door, you were busy stirring the homemade alfredo sauce and you weren’t willing to risk it burning so you called out, “It’s open!” 
You heard Jake push the door open and kick his shoes off, “It smells wonderful in here,” he said, coming up behind you and dropping a kiss on the top of your head. 
“Thank you, it’s my mom’s recipe,” you say, giving him a sweet smile, “Dinner should be done shortly, this just needs to thicken first.” 
“Can I help at all?” he asks, brushing a few fingers over the sleeve of your dress. It was something casual that you saved for home, lavender purple and cotton, but comfortable and cute. 
“Do you want to open the wine? I can’t promise that it’s any good, I don’t drink often,” you say.
“I’m sure it’ll be perfect,” Jake whispers in your ear, before you feel his presence move away from you and towards the other side of your kitchen. 
When the sauce was done, and tossed with the noodles, you served up two plates before setting them down at the table. Jake placed a glass of wine at each place setting before pulling your chair out for you as you took your apron off. 
Giving him a grateful smile, you take a seat in the offered chair, laying your napkin delicately across your lap. 
“I can’t remember the last time someone cooked me a meal,” Jake said quietly, after the two of you had prayed. 
Your heart sank for him, “Why’s that?”
“I haven’t been home in a while, and I’m not known for having friends really,” he said quietly, giving you a small smile as he picked up his fork. 
“Well I hope you enjoy it,” you said, smiling back at him as you cut into your own chicken. 
After a minute of cutlery scraping against plates, you looked up to see that Jake’s plate was empty, and he was eyeing the pan on the stove discreetly, “You can get seconds,” you say to him, laughter in your voice.
“I was going to wait for you to finish,” he said, a slight tint coming over his cheeks, “I’m not an animal.”
“You aren’t?” you said in a questioning voice, laughing a little at your jab. 
His face dropped and you took his hand from across your small kitchen table, “I know you aren’t Jake, I was just kidding. Getting seconds is the biggest compliment you can pay my subpar cooking,” you say with a soft smile. 
Picking up his plate from the table, Jake got up, dropping a kiss on your head as he passed your chair, whispering into your hair, “It’s not subpar, it's the best I’ve ever had.” 
The smile that split your face stayed with you for the whole evening. Jake helped you clean up dinner, this time he did the dishes as you dried them and put them away. You packed a few leftover containers up, leaving them out on the counter to cool. It was a work night, but you and Jake settled into the couch for a movie, he let you pick from your own extensive collection, and you couldn’t help but be in the mood for a RomCom. The credits for How to Lose a Guy In Ten Days had just started rolling as the clock hit ten. 
You pushed off the couch and made your way into the kitchen, putting the lids on the containers and leaving one out, bringing it to Jake at the front door. 
He looked at you surprised as you pushed the slightly warm container into his hands, “For lunch tomorrow,” you said in explanation with a smile. 
He just stood there, looking at you, for so long that you thought he might kiss you. A thrill ran up your spine at the thought that tonight would be the night. You felt a blush cover your cheeks, and you looked down at the ground, brushing a piece of hair out of your face and behind your ear. 
Your heart started pounding loud enough that he could probably hear it when he put two fingers under your chin, pulling your head up to look at him. He glanced down at your lips for a second before placing a gentle kiss to the crown of your head. Disappointment rushed through you, but you kept a smile on as he left. You stood on the doorstep of your apartment and waved as he pulled away from the curb. 
---
Vegas, in her eagerness to guide the plane down to the ground, hadn’t noticed the lone seagull soaring around the tarmac. The bird flew straight into the landing gear and the impact snapped the thing straight off with a sickening ‘CLANG’. Silence reigned in the cockpit for a second as neither of you knew what to do, a bird striking the landing gear shouldn’t have caused it to fall off. As your mind raced, any mental assessment of the situation gave you a less than hopeful prognostic.
You blinked and in that split second, the plane made contact with the concrete. It flew through the air like it was made of paper, ricocheting off of the tarmac for a moment before hitting its wing against something and spinning out of control. The safety wall at the end of the runway was approaching at neck breaking speed, but by the time you hit, both you and Vegas had already lost consciousness. The front of the plane crunched as it made contact with the safety wall, the force popping the canopy open and flooding the cockpit with burning air. 
The rest of the team was waiting for you to complete the training exercise from the comfort of the recreation room. The television set in the corner of the room blared above the sound of the foosball match being played and yet, when your aircraft lost its landing gear and it hit the tarmac, it felt as though Jake was watching a movie and had forgotten to turn on the sound. 
The coffee cup he had been holding was dropped to the floor, sending bits of ceramic flying through the room as he sprinted towards the door, throwing himself against it as it slammed open into the wall. Bob and Maverick were hot on his heels, the only sound that could be heard with the men’s boots slamming against the pavement. They ran towards the smoking wreckage as fast as they could. Jake, thanks to a high school sport career in hurdle jumping, jumped straight onto the wing. 
He saw Vegas stir in her seat, and the voice in the back of his head told him to save her first but both his heart and his arms decided to carefully scoop you from your seat. Jake lifted you out of the plane, making sure to limit the movement of your neck before kneeling down on the searing metal of the wing and depositing you into Bob’s arms. He stood up again and did the same with Vegas, giving her to Maverick.
As Jake jumped back down to the ground from the wing, the plane rocked with a small explosion, sending him to the ground at Bob and Maverick’s feet. He lifted his head from the tarmac, catching a glance of your bloody forehead before he pushed himself off the ground. Sirens could be heard in the distance and he saw a base fire truck pull onto the tarmac, but he wasn’t willing to wait for a base ambulance to join it. 
Gently taking you from Bob, he started towards the hospital, jogging through the pain that he was beginning to feel in his back. He could hear Maverick and Bob calling out behind him, but he didn’t turn around, just kept up his pace across the tarmac towards the end of the airfield. 
He slammed his back into the door, groaning out in pain as he made it inside. Medical staff were standing ready, probably briefed about the crash a few minutes after it happened. He watched helplessly as they took you from his arms, placing you on a gurney and rolling you down the hall, away from him. 
As Jake turned to leave, a nurse stopped him, “Sir, you need to be looked at too.” 
“What do you mean?” he asked, confused as to why she thought he needed attention. 
“Your back is burned, and there is a singed hole in your pants. Let us take a look at you, okay? She is safe now,” the nurse said kindly, guiding Jake gently by his arm to a trauma room. 
He wasn’t sure how long he sat there, letting them take off his clothes and check him from head to toe, the only thing running through his mind was the sight of your bloodied face, and the Hail Mary. Mav poked his head into the room soon after the nurse left. 
Jake shot off the bed immediately, “How is she?” 
“They’re both going to be alright, but I am assuming you’re asking about Dove,” he said, a knowing smile on his face, “She is going to be fine, the doctor said that she has a few bruises from the harness straps and that she hit her head on the console when the crash happened. They think she has a concussion, but we will know more when she wakes up.” 
Jake released the breath he had been holding, sinking back onto the bed with a heavy sigh.
“So…” Maverick started, “Dove, huh?”
“Oh, drop it, pops,” Jake grumbled, his cheeks burning with embarrassment.
Mav laughed before continuing, “No, no, it’s sweet. I support it. You two are adorable together.”
“Damn right we are,” Jake laughed, sending the older man a wink.
“Hey, I don’t suppose you could do me a favour,” Jake started, “I have some… things… in my locker that I need. The nurses won’t let me leave the med bay to get it myself.”
“Things?” Maverick asked, suspicious of Jake’s intentions. His suspicions only grew when the younger man seemed unwilling to meet his eyes for a second
Jake stumbled over the words, “I need my -- Just, can you get -- You know what, can you ask Bob to come?”
“Nope, spill it,” Mav said, raising an eyebrow at the usually cocky pilot’s nerves. 
Huffing out a sigh, Jake collected himself, “I have my Rosary and my Bible in my locker. I need them.”
Maverick raised an eyebrow at the request. He hadn’t expected Hangman to be religious, but then, Maverick thought, he hadn’t expected Jake to be the kind to fall in love, either. 
“No problem,” he said, turning around and leaving the room. 
Jake hung his head and sat in silence for a few more minutes before he pulled on the scrubs the nurse had left out for him to change into seeing as his flight suit had been rendered unwearable by the explosion, he was lucky that he had been wearing a t-shirt underneath. 
Maverick returned to find him sitting in the same position he had left him in fifteen minutes later.
“You need a new locker, the door’s stuck,” He said, looking at Jake with a smile on his face. “Here’s what you asked for,” Mav said quietly, holding out a bible and a velvet bag for him to take. 
“Those aren’t mine,” Jake said, looking at the beautiful white book and the white velvet of the Rosary bag Maverick had given him.
Mav hesitated for a minute before continuing, “No. Like I said, I couldn’t get your locker to open… These are her’s.”
Jake carefully undid the string that held the pouch closed and pulled out a silver Rosary. Its beads pink and iridescent, glinting up at him in the harsh hospital light. Each holy mystery was a red rose. The chain shined like it was used regularly, a small thumb mark on the crucifix that Jake covered with his own. He traced every rose and every bead with his fingers, running the rosary through his hands like water. It was so beautiful, so… you. 
Jake’s own rosary had once belonged to his grandfather, it was a very minimalist affair, made of wood and a silver chain but it brought him comfort wherever he went. The Bible had been grandfather Thomas’ too, although it had been in brand new condition when it had been passed onto Jake as Thomas Seresin liked to keep multiple versions about the house. His grandmother had kept the tattered old one for herself and given him one of the newer ones. 
Holding these items always made him feel emotional, but as he held yours, he found he was barely able to keep himself from letting out a choked sob. Maverick moved closer to him. He put his arm around Jake’s shoulder and squeezed a little.
“She’ll be okay,” He said in a low voice.
“I know, I -- I’ve never been so scared in my life, you know?” Jake explained, throwing his head back to stare at the white ceiling in the hope that tears would not fall. Maverick stayed quiet but patted him on the shoulder. 
“She’s the one for me, Maverick. I really thought I was going to lose her,” Jake said, his voice horace from holding back tears.
Mav gave him a knowing look, “She’s the one, huh?” 
Jake couldn’t hold back the smile that covered his face, they might have only been dating for a few months, but he knew she was the one. 
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A day later, Jake was still in the hospital. He wasn’t in his own room, but sitting next to the bed in yours. Mav and Bob had come by the day before and forced him to go home for the night to shower and change. 
The burns on his back and knee weren’t very bad, but they hurt something fierce, so he had taken a cool shower and dressed in the only clothes he could find that were comfortable, a black t-shirt and a pair of his gray Navy sweatpants. He had laid in his bed at home for what felt like hours trying to sleep, but the bible and Rosary sitting on his night stand kept calling to him. Before he knew it, he found himself back in your hospital room, your pink Rosary clutched tightly in one hand and the other holding yours on the bed.
The nurses tried not to bother him as they came in and out, they all thought it was so sweet that Jake was sitting by your bedside, mumbling prayers to himself. He carefully counted the beads, each prayer flowing through his head as he mouthed the words to himself. 
‘Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with you. Blessed are thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, pray for us sinners now, and at the hour of our death. Amen.’ 
Over and over the prayer went in his mind, each time another pink bead passed through his fingers, the glass of the beads was more slippery than he was used to being that his own Rosary was made of wood. His large hands struggled to hold on to them at times, but he was careful to never drop it. 
 As he was getting into what could be his third or fourth time around the sacred necklace, Jake was interrupted by a cough at the doorway. Looking up, he almost cussed, catching himself before the words could pass through his lips. Standing in the doorway was Rooster, Phoenix, Halo, and Coyote. Bob was running up from behind giving Jake a look that said, ‘Sorry man, I tried to stop them.’ 
"I gotta say, I am confused," Rooster said, leaning against the doorway with his arms crossed over his chest.
"Oh no, Roo, this is totally normal. Completely, absolutely, not totally weird." Phoenix replied sarcastically
Jake quickly placed your Rosary on the bedside table, standing from the chair he had been sitting in for half the night and moving towards the doorway, “Let’s have this conversation outside,” he said quickly, glancing back to make sure that you hadn’t stirred in the bed. His hand gently brushed against your hair, as if to tell you he was going to be right back
Phoenix protested, but with a pointed look she allowed Jake to corral them all into the waiting room and thus the yelling began. 
Halo and Phoenix both started into Jake at the same time, “What the hell are you doing with my best friend Seresin? Or should I even call her that, what with how she has apparently been the secret girlfriend you’ve had all these months!”, “What the hell Bagman? Really? A coworker? You couldn’t even pick the one who was throwing herself at you, you had to go after Dove?”
Jake held both of his hands up in the air, like the cops tell you to do when they’ve got a gun pointed at you, and to be honest, it didn’t feel too far from what was happening right now. 
“Whoa, whoa, ladies, calm down,” he said trying to keep the bit of fear he was feeling from the two women in front of him out of his voice, “Dove and I have been together for a few months now. We didn’t want to make it public for this reason right here. She is a nice girl and we are taking it slow, I love her.” 
The room was so quiet you could have heard a pin drop. Vegas looked put out, Phoenix was looking at him like he had grown a third head, and Halo looked like the human version of the heart eyed emoji. Coyote broke the silence first, “Well congrats man, I’m happy for you. I just wish that you had told the rest of us sooner, I mean come on you know that I wouldn’t have been poking fun if I had known it was that serious between you two.” 
Phoenix suddenly looked like someone had turned the lights on in her brain, turning to Bob she raised her voice again, “You bastard Robert Floyd, you knew!” 
It was Bob’s turn to look like he had a gun pointed at him, “Hey now, just because I found out first doesn’t mean you get to be mad at me. I am observant, I probably know more about all of you than you know about yourselves.” 
"Un-fucking-likely," Phoenix shot back, her eyes flaring daring Bob to say something no one knew. 
Bob hesitated for only a moment before airing out Phoenix’s dirty laundry, "Your lucky pair of underpants is purple and currently laying on the back seat of Coyote's car."
The blood drained out of her face and Coyote just glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, not daring to set her off either, he smartly stayed quiet. 
“H-how did you know that?” she asked Bob, sounding like she didn’t know what to say. 
Sighing, Bob explained, "Coyote dropped me off at the Hard Deck yesterday… and you write your name on the label…" 
"Why were you checking?!" Phoenix exclaimed. The most daring pilot Jake knew was blushing furiously. 
"I wasn't! You just left them right there and I saw them! I'm not a creep!" Bob shouted, now blushing as well. 
"You're a little creepy, " Jake said, winking in his friend's direction, happy for the distraction.
Bob just shot him a glare, but there was no anger behind it. Jake laughed before continuing, “Alright, so now y’all know about us and Phoenix's lucky underwear, can you go home?”
Then as if remembering something, Jake called them back "Can you guys keep it on the down low? At least until she's better?"
They all looked at him before nodding, Phoenix and Halo both giving him their own glares before making their way out of the waiting room, Vegas brushed by without saying a word, Bob and Coyote both shook his hand and pulled him into a one armed hug, but the one who surprised him was Rooster. Rooster shook his hand and smiled before saying, “You know Hangman, I think she will be good for you.” 
Jake just let out a laugh before responding, “She is better than I deserve.” 
“Nah,” Rooster said, “She’s just everything you need.” 
With that he left the waiting room, and Jake returned to your bedside, a weight he didn’t know he had been carrying was lifted from his shoulders. He gazed at your sleeping face, admiring the peaceful expression etched on your features. Jake leaned down and placed a kiss right on your temple.
"I love you," He whispered quietly, he hadn’t meant to tell the whole team earlier, but now that he did, he might as well say it to you, even if you were sleeping.
"You are a damn coward Jacob Thomas Seresin," You croaked out, your voice rough from disuse. 
"Yeah," Jake cringed, "Yeah I am. I'm sorry."
"So fix it," You said, cracking your eyes open to look up at him. 
Jake looked you in the eyes, "I love you," he said a tear was hanging in his eye, and at that moment you could see he truly meant it. His face crumpled, his chin quivered for a moment before his hard voice came out, "Don't you ever fucking scare me like that again, do you understand, baby? Never. Because quite frankly, I don't think I can take it."
You nodded, wincing slightly at the pain in your head, “I understand. Technically though, I wasn’t flying the plane,” you said cheekily. 
He sighed at your teasing, "I will threaten Vegas too, don't worry. You're just closest for now," his voice was joking as he took a seat in the chair next to your bed. 
“I love you too, by the way,” you said quietly, looking him in the eye.  
His face split with a smile before he let out a laugh, “We are terrible at this whole taking it slowly thing aren’t we?” 
"I mean, babe, you've practically already proposed… so yeah, I'd have to agree," you said smiling as much as your headache would allow. 
Jake noticed your pain and pushed the nurse’s button on your bed. A short woman with a blonde bob came into the room and she fussed over you for a few minutes before leaving, promising to return with pain medicine. 
At that moment, you looked down to see your Rosary laying on the bed. You were certain that it had been tucked safely into your purse, in your locker, across the base. So how was it laying next to you now? 
Jake followed your line of sight and the confused look that crossed over your features, “Oh, I hope you don’t mind. Mav couldn’t get into my locker but he knew how to get into yours…"
You let out a slight laugh, “Ah, Bobby probably told him. He has seen me at church a few times and he knows that I carry my bible and Rosary on me.” 
Jake nodded, “That makes sense, I didn’t really question it earlier.” 
Just then the nurse came back in, handing you a cup of pills to take, “For your head, doll. You have a bit of a concussion but the pain should subside shortly. This young man here is your knight and shining armour too,” she said, looking quite excited, “Carried you all the way to the hospital and everything.” 
"C--carried me?" You stuttered out turning to look at Jake. 
"He hasn't told you?" She said, glancing at Jake, "I'll let him tell the story then," she said before making her way out of the room, a devious smile on her face. 
"There isn't much to tell, just… Y'know… Helped a little" He said, hanging his head low and staring at his shoes
“Jacob Seresin, you tell me the truth right now,” you said sternly. You could see some bandages at the top of his shoulder now that he had hung his head, “Why are you bandaged up? What happened?”
Jake let out a long sigh before tilting his head up so his eyes met yours, "I may have pulled you out of the burning wreckage of your plane…before being blasted by a minor explosion…" He said, seeing you wince, he quickly added," It's nothing bad, just some minor burns, I'll live."
You looked at him with doubt, “Come here,” you said, making room on the bed for him to sit down, “Turn around,” you instructed, looking at him sternly. As you pulled up the back of his shirt to see his injuries, you gasped, half of his back was covered with gauze that looked like it had been on for a little while, “Oh my goodness, Jake,” your hand clasped over your mouth. 
He quickly pulled his shirt back down and turned to you, taking both of your hands in his own, “Hey, I’m alright. It looks worse than it is,” he said, adding a quick, “I promise.” 
"How does it feel, then?" you asked, “Because it looks pretty damn bad.” 
"Just kind of achy, you know, like a bad sunburn," He lied, hoping it would calm your worries a little. In truth, his back felt sticky and seared. The disinfectant they had poured onto the raw flesh did nothing to hide the smell of burnt hair that had lodged itself into his nose. 
The doctor had told him it would clear up in no time, but Jake wished it would hurry up. 
“Jake, that didn’t look good. You need to have someone look at you,” you said, concern still laced in your voice. 
He sighed, “Well it’s hard to clean your own back you know,” he said sassily. The truth was that the doctors hadn’t been very gentle the first time around and he wasn’t looking forward to a second time, “Maybe it can wait until you get out of here? Then you can patch up your, what did she call me, your knight in shining armour?” 
You laughed, “I will patch you up, but it needs attention soon.” 
“Then you better work on feeling better,” he said, smiling at you before leaning forward to kiss your head. With that he moved back to the chair, the two of you sat in comfortable silence until the doctor sent you home that afternoon with the promise that you would rest. 
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While the doctors had cleared you to go home, Jake was worried about you. He questioned if you were okay to go to church come Sunday morning, but you insisted that you were more than fine, it had been days since the accident. 
He picked you up, much like he did every Sunday, and drove you to church, his hand holding yours on the centre console of his truck. Mass passed as it usually did, with him kissing your cheek softly and holding your hand during the Our Father. After Mass he took you home, this morning you had insisted on preparing breakfast at your house since he had for the last two months. 
As you made your way into the apartment, you bent down to take your shoes off. When you came back up Jake was standing incredibly close to you, almost pressing you up against the wall just inside the door. 
“Jake..?” you asked, your voice coming out in a whisper. 
He didn’t answer, just brushed a loose strand of hair off of your face, his fingers lingering a little too long against your cheek. You looked into his eyes to find them staring back at you, an expression like you had never before seen on his face written over his features. He looked at you so tenderly, so lovingly, so adoringly that you never wanted this moment to end. But it did, when Jake leaned down and almost brushed his lips against yours.
“May I?” he asked, needing your approval to continue.
If the feeling of his nose against the side of yours hadn’t short-circuited your brain, you might have kissed him yourself. However, you were unable to do anything, not even breathe, so you gave him the smallest nod. He took that for the yes that it was, and you were glad when he pressed his lips against yours. 
It wasn’t like the movies where fireworks went off in the background, it was so much better than that. Jake’s lips were warm and soft against your own, pushing against yours in a desperate and hungry way. He was gentle, but it was clear to you that he didn’t plan on stopping soon. 
You felt his hands start to wander, one found its way underneath your Chapel Veil and into your hair. He brushed through it with his fingers while slowly moving his mouth against yours. Jake’s other hand came down from your cheek to find the edge of your jaw. 
The kiss only ended when his fingers hit a knot. The unexpected jab of pain made you bite down on his lip. Jake groaned pleasurably at the sensation. Suddenly, his eyes flew open and he pushed you away a little to break up the embrace. 
“Can I -- err -- Can I borrow your shower?” he asked, his face looking a bit panicked. 
You gave him a confused look, before answering, “Yeah, of course. Are you okay?”
“Just fine, no worries,” he said, hurrying towards your bathroom. 
You saw him disappear behind the door and heard him lock it before starting the water. In the meantime, you busied yourself with making coffee and starting breakfast. Your pancakes could never compete with Jake’s regardless of how neatly you cracked the eggs, so you had opted for making your favourite: cinnamon rolls. 
You had made the dough in advance and left it to prove in the fridge, now that the buns were risen, all you needed to do was to pop them in the oven. While it preheated, you set about changing your clothes.
You removed the Chapel Veil and brushed through the knots Jake had found in your hair, then, you changed into some more casual clothes, opting for a lovely pink house dress and as you were baking, a matching apron. 
The coffee machine sputtered to life and the oven dinged at the same time. You dropped a latte pod into the machine for yourself and a regular espresso for Jake before opening the oven door and shoving the tray of cinnamon rolls towards the back of the oven. By the time you had done that, you could hear the water had stopped in the bathroom. 
“Hey, you okay?” you asked as he entered the kitchen again. You moved towards him and touched his arm with a reassuring rub. His skin felt freezing under your touch. 
He hesitated for a moment, clearly embarrassed about the situation, “I got -- I got a little carried away.”
You eyed him from your spot at the sink, washing a few dishes that you had made, “How carried away are we talking?”
“Don’t make me spell it out,” he replied quietly, wincing. 
Trying to reassure him, dried your hands on a towel before looking up at him, “Jake, I --”
He interrupted you right as you started talking to him, “I want to do this properly. In the right order, you know. I mean I know that ship has sailed for me but I want you to get the experience you deserve.”
Your heart melted, “Thank you,” you whispered, leaning up to kiss his cheek softly. 
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oriigirii · 3 years
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💞 MC is a Genshin Simp 💞
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{ AN: Omg! This is my first ask so thank you anon (๑ↀᆺↀ๑)/!! This is such a vibe too haha, I hope you like it! } Warnings: None [Maybe Refs and Chars you wont get if you dont play Genshin Impact] * Probably a bit OOC too *
Reader: Gender-Neutral [Default]
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< Genshin Impact was a game that took the human realm by storm, with its open-world gameplay, its competitive PvE and aesthatic settings, it was truly something that captured you the moment the beta was announced. Although, as with any Gacha games, you weren’t only attracted to the world and its setting.
No no.
The characters were truly the main eye candy of the game. You’d been worried that when you had been sucked into Devildom, you wouldn’t be able to access the game due to, yknow, realm differences, but luckily that wasn’t the case thanks to Levi, and hence why the moment it dropped, you had been spending your life savings simping for characters on every banner.
Yknow theres handsome bois in devildom too... Theyre just kinda waiting for you to put your game down for a moment and kinda notice em ~((Φ◇Φ)‡ >
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ฅ⁽͑ ˚̀ ˙̭ ˚́ ⁾̉ฅ Lucifer
He usually doesn’t mind you playing games
Although, He would’ve preferred if you didn’t cause you kinda need to focus on your studies yknow?
But hey he’s not stopping you
Usually you would stay with him as he works, but he can’t seem to focus with you constantly begging beside him
Small little ‘please’ would be heard every now and then, and a sudden look of disappointment would show on your face.
He tried to ignore it, even giving little cues for you to quiet down, like clearing his throat
You didnt seem to pick up the hint though
He was just about to ask you what you were doing in the first place that has you praying beside him (which is hella rude) but your scream of happiness has him a little more irked and kinda taken back
“LUCIFER! I GOT HIM! LOOK LOOK I GOT HIM!”
You show him the screen showing your pull results
The character held a giant claymore with bright red hair
Before he can get another word in, you snatch your phone back and just sigh as if youd just had a heavenly (ironic) experience and mumble
“I seriously love him, Im so happy...”
Bro same though, Diluc pls come home
You were truly one of a kind, because youve just managed to break the Avatar of Pride’s... well.... Pride.
Did he just get cucked by a man in a video game?
Truly outrageous.
He seems to scoff and holds back a bit of an eye roll as he tries to focus back on his work
But boy oh boy, his salt is high
“If you are going to be causing a ruckus MC, May i suggest you doing it with Levi instead, I have no time for such games. I dont see why youre so caught up in such a character anyways, he looks quite basic.”
His words were sharp, and that was enough to shake you out of your fangirl/boy mode.
You were literally ready to fight the first born, a literal fucking fallen angel, for dissing Diluc like that
like
how dare
But then you notice how he seems to avoid your gaze and a small little red tint was on the tip of his ears.
Lucifer wouldve wanted to see you that happy with him, but no, a game character steals that spotlight.
Angey.
Instead of being intimidated by the sudden coldness, you giggle and finally close your phone and set it aside
You can continue celebrating and bragging about it later, for now, you wrap your arms around his arm and give him a small smooch on the cheek, which definitely makes him blush a tad bit
“Awww Luci dont be like that, Yknow I love you more”
Potential apocalypse has been diverted
But Lucifer does smile the smallest of smiles as he sighs, finding it silly to really get jealous over such a small thing and says
“I love you too, my dear... but you do have to make up for distracting me from my work...”
Well you kinda deserve it, so it wasnt long before both his work and your phone had been ditched
( After a while you do kinda see him quite similar to Diluc and it just makes you smile everytime you think about it, seems you have a thing for the strict cold men huh?)
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Σ(‘◉⌓◉’) Mammon
Why you simping for a fictional character when you already have him?!
He’s your first man!
Your homie!
“Yeah well hes my first 5* so can you blame me?”
S A D N E S S
But for real, this man is just so clingy
He has heard from Levi that you were playing a new game from the human world, and of course, he had wanted to see what it was about by watching you play.
But since it was quite grind-heavy gacha game, he grew a bit bored and asked you to come with him to hang out somewhere else, or even go to the casino and gamble his money away cause he just got goldie back
But no matter what he suggests, you were just so focused on your grinding.
He’d prefer a different kinda grinding right about now with how lonely he is, ya feel me?
But no, you still werent interested.
“Oi! Cmon MC, whats even so important about this?”
“I already told you Mammon, Im grinding for primogems from the event! Theyre gonna be gone soon and I just HAVE to get them! Ugh I swear to Diavolo, if I dont, Imma cry! I didnt get him on their first banner too... ugh!”
Wait no--
Cmon he doesnt want you to cry!
Mammon kinda stays silent for a bit as he watches you struggle to fight the monsters with your low level team, frustration growing on your face.
But as you finish, Mammon seems to snatch your phone
“Hey! whats the big deal Mammon?!”
“Shut up and show me where the store is geez”
Mammon’s demands kinda surprises you and you raise an eyebrow at him, but you do show where it was, and sit back for a while as Mammon just fiddles around with it. You werent sure what he was doing honestly, was he interested? Did you say anything that made him act this way? All you talked about the game was the gacha system so--
oh…
OH
“Mammon! Wait you dont have to---”
“There! I got you as much primo things, or whatever theyre called”
He already has tossed you your phone back and he crossed his arms, looking away as the red blush covers most of his cheeks.
You look at your phone and you honestly felt your heart speed up and stop at the same time at the amount of primos on your account, it was enough for a full 180 pull! If you dont get the limited character on the first 50-50, you have another shot!
You felt your own heart speed up and your face burn so hard, but you do mumble him a quick “But... But why though?”
“Cuz! If you start cryin’ Lucifer’s gonna beat my ass! Dont think I did it for you, you human! I just dont want him taking away Goldie again!”
“But I thought this was your gambling money, isnt it?”
“w-well!... I mean... Hmph.. Gachas kinda like gambling right?, I know Lucifers gonna hang me if he catches me in the casino again anyways, so I thought I might as well just do this... with you...or whatever...” Hes dying, help
But so are you!
Hes too fucking cute and you just glomp him and just hug him as tight as you can!!
Flusterred boi 100
But you do spend you afternoon on his lap, both of you rolling the full 180 in excitement, whether you get that boi/gal you simped for on the banner or not, you still were happy to spend some time with Mammon
He doesnt mind losing a bit of cash for you
but you do promise to pay him back (maybe with a few kissy)
But to be honest, Gacha probably will help him with his gambling addiction...
kinda...
He doesnt go to casinos anymore but he does whale with you now
Lucifer has such a mix feeling with these results.
But he still confiscates Goldie and your card on the end, yall need to chill.
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ヽ(。_°)ノ Leviathan
He probably wasn’t even interested on the game at first
He already has enough games to play, and it just looks like another rip off of some other game he saw not too long ago with that elf looking guy
But when you came to him asking for his help to get the game, you bet your ass that he felt a switch click
Suddenly it was incredibly interesting!
You do share your interests to him almost immediately
By interests, of course i mean the peeps you simp for
The sexy ara ara in the library of mondstat, the pirate looking ass of the guards, the pirate looking ass’s brother thats a wine owner and still highkey reminds you of Lucifer, the demon slayer--- You were actually unsure if you should talk about Xiao but hey hes cool
You explain it all!
From their lore to their voice lines and whatever
But honestly what do you expect from the Avatar of Envy?
Of course hes gonna be a bit jealous! He cant compare to any of these characters! Hes not as witty as that eye patch man, hes not as sophisticated as that red head, hes not as flirty as that ara ara either!
As you go on, you notice that Levi was kinda... half listening....
It made you pout, but then, it made you worried
Uh-oh you know that look
its that, ‘im overthinking’ look
So to snap him out of it, you kinda grab his face as gently as you can
“Need Grimm for your thoughts?”
He flushes and he immediately looks away, but you usher him to look at you as you coo and ask him whats wrong
It takes a bit till he kinda explains to you how hes feeling
In your relationship, you both were practicing being more open with each other, hence why you were proud of Levi for saying it
but you did feel kinda sad and frowned as he finishes explaining
“You... feel jealous?”
“Ugh d-dont say it out loud normie....”
He covers his face with his arm and you just cant help but shake your head with a fond smile, but you do need to address this and comfort him.
“Levi... when you fanboy about Ruri chan, did you ever think she was better than me?”
Your question made him frown and look at you in absolute worry
Did you actually think that you were below Ruri chan?
Of course hes an absolute simp for Ruri but.. cmon
Now that he thinks about it, he does talk about her a lot doesnt he? oh no...
“MC O-Of course not! I love Ruri chan yes, but you... I... I Love... you more...” Levi exe do be dying
But you smile at his response and gently kisses his cheek
“I think thats sweet Levi... But thats how I am too... Youre still better than any of these characters, youre real and they arent, youre mine and I am yours~ Youre my personal 5 star!” You wink at him and Levi just dips
his heart couldnt handle the cuteness and he died, ladies and gentlemen
but for real he did pass out
Must be from all the blood on his head from the blush
But ah, he does get it, and after being showered with love from you, He kinda slowly got over his jealousy
its not immediate but with simple reassurances, you can manage to reel him in and have fun with you
He does end up enjoying the game cause he gets to spend time with you, and he gets to show off when events happen 
He also goes out of his way to memorize locations for materials for you, and when youre sick or busy, he pilots your account
true gamer
But ironically enough hed probably start simping for a character too and of course, you both start bonding over that, which just makes Levi absolutely happy
I wonder if hed simp for Barbara, she is an idol afterall like Ruri chan
Probably lowkey for now
Afterall she looks like a minor so-----
( I dunno i searched shes 16-18 lol )
But regardless, I can imagine you both just cosplaying each others fav characters too
Its a wack looking ship cosplay but yall just simp for each other cause of it, its pretty fun but the rest of the brothers just finds it hella weird
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I only have energy for these 3 as always, Im sorry! But i promise Ill do the rest!! I hope you guys do enjoy, and Id love some feedback on the characters personalities cause I know they can be a bit Ooc, But feel free to send me an ask! Im pretty open lol 〜( ̄△ ̄〜)
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quidfree · 3 years
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Wondering how you decided to characterize the Regulus-Marauders relationships in LMV? Really love that fic btw :)
i’m glad someone asked bc i make no secret of the fact that writing said relationships (or interactions, more accurately) is one of my very fav parts about writing LMV- i’m pretty sure i’ve answered something similar but i have no qualms doing it again. i’ll put it under the cut so i can do them one at a time.
lily: lily is probably my very fav of the regulus interactions, for a variety of reasons. lily, remus and james are all three predisposed to be friendly and kind towards strangers and/or their enemies (unlike regulus and his brother lol), but lily is the person whose kindness is one of her (very few) defined traits in canon, and it’s set in stone that she has a high tolerance for bullshit, so obviously she’s the one who is going to be most unfazed by regulus’ antics and just continue to be faultlessly polite and sympathetic around him. on the other hand, lily has 0 tolerance for death eater bullshit specifically, esp after the snape experience, so she will not hesitate to sharply reprimand regulus whenever he says something even remotely anti-muggle. this means that on balance regulus is hard-pressed to find anything to complain about with her other than the fact she won’t let him be racist towards her, and especially given his recent moral quandaries he feels more chastised than he’d like to admit on the latter point. and lily is not just kind- she’s also a very clever, capable and charming witch, with none of james’ more annoying traits nor remus’ cynicism, and regulus just increasingly likes her a lot while kind of attempting to pedal back on it. lily, on the other hand, beyond her refusal to put up with any bigotry, has a particular soft spot for difficult siblings trying to make amends, and beyond that also finds regulus quite cute in certain regards- his obvious attachment to sirius, his newfound bambi act around anything muggle, his very real concern for kreacher, his transparent reluctance to befriend them. also she enjoys a bit of slytherin snark, amidst all of her gryffindor boys. basically lily gently bullies regulus by simply not leaving him be to stew in his self-indulgent pureblood angst and regulus is helpless to it. down the line, since regulus is canonically kind of a fanboy type (hello posters) he will become a staunch lily stan who spends 50% of their conversations trying to convince her to divorce james because she could do better (and silently deploring the fact she didn’t choose him as a token slytherin friend instead of severus snape). i imagine the absolute outrage of shifting his schoolboy admiration from lord voldemort to lily is one no one ever lets him (or voldemort) live down; lily takes it in stride, since he’s not even close to the most questionable admirer she’s ever had. 
remus: in some ways remus and regulus’ relationship covers a lot of the same beats as lily and regulus’ - remus is also a blood aberration in the eyes of pureblood society, and also infinitely more patient with regulus’ various suspicions and barbs than he deserves. the main distinction is just that remus is less trusting- both because he lacks lily’s sibling angle to lend him sympathy, and because he’s more skeptical on the subject of personal loyalties impacting moral compasses. he’s also less willing to confront regulus’ bad takes because unlike lily remus is not comfortable with his lycantrophy and in part feels the bigotry towards werewolves is deserved, having internalised much of it and living in fear of his capacity to harm others across much of canon. as with sirius (or any of their other friends), remus is also the most observant of the gang, so he can read regulus best, which regulus (as a keen-eyed slytherin himself) is uncomfortably aware and suspicious of. these elements all add a level of strain to their relationship that doesn’t exist with lily and regulus. beyond that, however, remus is of course faultlessly civil, and his teaching instincts mean that in practice he does a lot of the quiet helping regulus privately appreciates the most- pretends to check cupboards out loud so regulus doesn’t have to ask where things go, repeats well-known details to himself within earshot of him, unobtrusively shuffles sirius’ bookshelves around so regulus has things to read. despite his suspicions regulus would pick him to spend time with any day, even fully aware of the fact remus can and will needle him into a seemingly mild debate about some facet of pureblood doctrine after a couple of hours of companionable silence. remus isn’t quite so indulgent of regulus as lily is, but he privately suspects he’s growing on him, because remus sees the good in people despite himself and also sees the black in regulus. he’s a smart kid, anyways, and it’s nice sometimes to have someone around that’s just a little less *handwaves* than the rest of the group, and someone else that does the watching. regulus just wishes remus’ general perceptive doubt didn’t have a massive sirius-(and james-)shaped blindspot, and maybe also that he didn’t look quite so contemplative whenever sirius threatens to feed him to the wolves.
james: james and regulus’ relationship is obviously the funniest of the bunch. i simply do not believe there is any way regulus could not have loathed james with every fibre of his grudge-holding being. and it’s not just the deep dark regulus-intro-chapter thing about james being very literally the one to turn sirius decisively away from his family, or the fact that for regulus’ last two years of school he had to put up with the fact sirius lived with james, or even the fact james was so archetypal of everything he’d been taught to revile as a smarmy blood traitor of the highest class. no, it’s also just that james is obnoxious- at least from the bitter perspective of a middle-schooler whose beloved older brother has unceremoniously ditched him for some loudmouth arrogant gryffindor who struts around hogwarts like he owns it and beats regulus’ quidditch team and makes a big show of thwarting his attempts to catch the snitch while he does it, winking up at the stands where sirius sits howling with laughter all the time. there is no living being on earth regulus can’t stand more than james potter. and james, of course, is thoroughly bewildered by this, because regulus is kind of civil with lily and remus despite his bigotry, and warming up to his brother, but if james so much as breathes remus looks like he wants to club him to death with an antique vase. so then it’s this whole cycle of adversity where james ‘why would someone not like me’ potter only grows more determined to get in regulus’ good books in the face of his loathing, and regulus is having a conniption bc james just won’t stop being friendly and helpful. and james fundamentally is a sirius simp (lol) and also canonically The most trusting and idealistic of the bunch, so he is staunchly in the regulus redemption camp, which makes it all the harder for regulus to just oppose everything he says in principle. not to mention james is genuinely a personable guy, who will do shit like recall some of regulus’ better quidditch plays or remember the names of people in his year regulus hung out with you, and regulus is just. suffering. beyond the inexplicable loathing james finds him very entertaining (duh, it’s sirius’ kid brother) and somewhat like a debutante who just needs to blossom into an order member; he’s the one who most regularly engages with regulus’ inflammatory statements because he’s the one who’s most willing to believe he’ll change (and also because he has years of experience telling sirius that you can’t just say that, mate, where the hell did you hear that from?). regulus hates him, and also hates himself for kind of very much definitely seeing why sirius is so into him. bastard. 
also, i’m not really going into sirius here because LMV itself already does so much, but like. they’re brothers. they love each other wholly. they can (and do) hurt each other like no other. they are very awkwardly trying not to do that on purpose so much. sirius wants very, very badly for regulus to Be Like Him, which regulus resents, but really sirius wants more than anything for regulus to be Good, so they can be on the same side of things again, and regulus doesn’t really know how to handle that (especially bc some part of him very desperately seeks to regain his brother’s approval). it’s a mess but they’re trying. i think it’s esp weird for them bc they never really had a middle ground- in the Before they were inseparable and sirius was the cool older brother who stuck up for regulus as he shadowed him around, and in the After sirius was the family disappointment who couldn’t believe regulus wouldn’t follow in his footsteps and took this out on him as angrily as he could manage while regulus bitterly returned the favour. now they’re sort of at an impasse, trying to relearn the actual people they are rather than what they’ve always been to each other. 
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knightsofkeira · 4 years
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A Long Expected Blog
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Anybody who happens to follow this blog has probably noticed a bit of a change in the past couple days. I had previously set up this page as “Concerning Fantasy”, which was intended to be a place where I mused about various things of interest to me - from film to books to updates on my YouTube streams. However, it increasingly became the place where I just kept reblogging Keira Knightley posts. 😉 So, I’ve decided to give in and just admit the truth. I need a place where I can just go ahead and fanboy over this remarkable actress and transparently crush on her. 🥰 It’s not entirely out of the blue. I’ve been pretty much in love with Keira as an actress since 2005 when I saw Pride and Prejudice for the first time (and probably just flat out in love with her since Pirates of the Caribbean). I’ve made a habit, since then, of going out to the theaters to catch as many of her films as I can. The “Keira crush”, as its been known to a select few 😉, has mostly been a secret for much of that time. Until recently.
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In the past year, I’ve had a bit of a transformation. I’ve been a quiet, shy individual for most of my life, but I’ve recently made a slew of new friends - absolutely wonderful people - through the A Song of Ice and Fire fandom. Many of whom go to the convention Con of Thrones, which I have frequented over the past couple of years. I started to come out of my shell last year and speak to some of them, and those efforts paid off in dividends throughout this year, as I’ve been warmly accepted into the most loving fandom family one could hope for. What does that have to do with Keira? Well, a couple of those wonderful friends I mentioned also happen to be crazy about her as well! Together, we’ve formed our own little fan club, so to speak. 😁 We’ve cheekily come to call ourselves “The Knights of Keira”, and we have our own watch parties for Ms. Knightley’s movies and everything. So what once felt like a secret I had to keep to myself is something I now get to share with some very dear friends! So I’ve re-titled this blog in honor of our group, and hope to communicate some of the love and adoration we have for Ms. Knightley and all her wonderful films and performances. And, yes, perhaps at times go a little overboard on fawning over her beauty - but I hope, in this, I will be forgiven. I do have an outrageous crush on her 😍, but I also respect her tremendously. She’s extraordinarily talented and, without a doubt, my favorite actress. I hope there are those of you who also adore Ms. Knightley as I do, and will consider following this blog, and engaging with me. I see lots of posts praising Ms. Knightley across various forms of social media, but nonetheless she seems to lack a cohesive fandom around her. I’m not arrogantly suggesting that I’ll change that (I’m just one fan after all), but I’d like to try and do my small part in contributing to what should be, in my opinion, a flourishing community. Anyway, I hope some of you will enjoy my contributions, paltry as they may be (at first, especially). I’ll be doing a mixture of written posts like these and ones with some beautiful pictures of Ms. Knightley. I don’t really have the ability as of yet to make GIF images of the sort that populate Tumblr, but I hope that’ll change at some point. In the meantime, I’ll make up for it by reblogging some of the numerous gorgeous ones that others have graciously made. Anyway, that’s all for now! I hope you all enjoy what’s coming, and I hope to talk to many of you!
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dekuthedork · 4 years
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hollow ii: bravado
Fandom: Boku no Hero Academia (My Hero Academia)
Chapters: 1/1
Words: 1,500
Summary:
noun
a show of boldness, swagger. bravado is evinced when one is self-confident with a feeling of boastfulness.
false bravado noun 
a pretense of courage and self-confidence, a simulation.
Read on AO3
Sequel to hollow. Can be read as a stand-alone.
[CW: Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Past Character Death]
That Bakugou is a weird one.
On the first day of school, most of the class think they have the guy pegged.
Loud. Angry. Spoilt. Rude. Arrogant. Dangerous.
He’s always yelling. Always glaring. Always showing off his flashy, fiery quirk. Always fighting, if the attitude and the bruising are any indication.
They miss the way his bruises don’t reach his knuckles, though they wrap his wrists. They miss the way he winces at the threat of expulsion. They miss the dark, dark bags beneath his eyes. They miss the way he spends most of his time stuck in his own head.
(Why would they look? He’s just a violent, angry delinquent.)
(Why would they care? They don’t know him. He hasn’t given them any reason to want to.)
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Bakugou is a lot less scary to the class by the end of the first week. As it turns out, he’s oddly stiff, almost respectful, around teachers. His bark is worse than his bite.
He still sticks to himself, though.
Even when All Might tries to talk to him.
How strange, that he’d shrug off an opportunity for a one-on-one with the number one hero? How strange, that he is so restrained and controlled around him?
(How strange, that they speak to each other almost as if they’ve met before.)
Ha, his classmates think, is he secretly a fanboy after all?
Bit by bit, the class learns more about one another. Some more than others, of course; it’s natural for some teenagers to be more open than others.
In the end, they’d all like to be friends.
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Bakugou sticks to himself. He stands out, but not that much. Sits by himself, doesn’t disturb classes with his yelling.
That changes with the Sports Festival.
Having placed first in the entrance exams, Bakugou gets to make the first year’s opening speech.
He swaggers up to the stage. The class thinks, first, he’s going to say something inflammatory. They think, next, at least he isn’t covered in bruises at the moment. That would be bad rep for the class.
Bakugou holds himself strangely. He looks proud, looks confident, yet there’s a fissure in the pose, a fault line running through him as he stands before the world.
“I vow to be number one,” he declares, hands deep in his pockets.
There’s an uproar of outrage and disbelief from the crowd.
Bakugou waits for it to die down before he speaks again, ignoring Midnight’s frustrated attempts to usher him off the stage.
“If you wanna prove me wrong, you’d better not half ass this.” A pause. “Plus Ultra,” he says, fist in the air. His voice has a strained quality, like a chord strung too tight.
It is, strangely, inspiring.
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Bakugou goes fucking nuclear against Todoroki, just barely winning in the end. Todoroki’s mythic flame quirk makes a brief appearance, but not for long. It was all over quite quickly after that.
Bakugou is muzzled and strapped down to the first place podium when he receives his award. He’s screaming.
He’s quite like a rabid animal.
It’s embarrassing for class 1A. That’s their representative, the best they have. Pitiful, right?
But once everyone is on the podium and All Might stands before them, something in him changes.
All Might says something to Bakugou, like he did with the other winners.
Bakugou goes still, screams silenced.
Some notice that he does not meet All Might’s eyes as the medal is looped over his limply lowered head.
Some of those who notice put some pieces together, and wonder if Bakugou doesn’t like the number one hero.
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Bakugou doesn’t get as many internship offers as Todoroki, but it’s a close call.
Isn’t it amazing, what heroes will look past when they see talent and a flashy quirk?
Both boys come to class after the weekend bearing brand new bruises.
How typical of Bakugou. He must’ve picked another fight with Todoroki to settle the score.
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“Young Bakugou, may I have a moment of your time?” All Might asks, sticking his head into the 1A classroom at the beginning of lunch.
Bakugou turns his glare in the hero’s direction. “No.”
(Weird. So weird.)
(Is he in trouble? Did he do something bad during his internship with Best Jeanist?)
All Might enters the room and approaches his desk. Bakugou swears.
“I do apologise for badgering you, my boy. I only wished to ask about- Midoriya, wasn’t it? Your friend from the sludge incident?”
Several things happen.
Many students finally realise that Bakugou was involved in The Sludge Incident.
Some students realise this means Bakugou has met (and been saved by) All Might before.
Fewer still put two and two together to get four. This ‘Midoriya’, the one who is supposedly Bakugou’s friend, was the other kid on the scene that day.
What Bakugou thinks is unknown. It’s almost as if his mind disappears from his body, a lax doll standing in his place.
It takes only moments of tense silence for him to reanimate. “Fuck off,” Bakugou says, in the quietest voice anyone’s ever heard from him.
Gasps sound throughout the room. No one’s ever heard something like that directed at All Might. Not even from the likes of Bakugou.
All Might himself is just as shocked. “I’m sorry?”
When no response comes from Bakugou and he tries to walk past, Aizawa speaks up.
“Bakugou, stay here. That’s no way to speak to your teacher.”
Bakugou makes for the door. “Leave me alone.”
“Bakugou!” Aizawa calls, as All Might places a large hand on Bakugou’s shoulder.
Bakugou turns back to All Might, quick as a whip, and lashes out with an explosion. “Let me go!”
Silence, and Bakugou makes for the door again, running now.
“Bakugou, do not leave this room,” Aizawa commands. “This is grounds for severe disciplinary action.”
(That’s code for suspension and/or expulsion. It’s the first time Aizawa has ever censored the word.)
No one knows how to process the scene before them.
Bakugou stops. He half turns to face the teachers. None of the students can make out his expression.
All Might speaks again before Aizawa can decide how the fuck he’s supposed to respond to all of this.
“I apologise Bakugou,” All Might bows. “I didn’t intend to upset you. I was only curious about-”
“My friend?  Yeah. I know.” He almost seems to quiver and squirm under the class’s attention. “But he’s fucking dead, so. Can I be excused, now, Aizawa-sensei?”
(Stop.)
Everyone is shocked to stillness.
All life in the room is unceremoniously suffocated.
(Play.)
That is not what anyone expected from the vicious, violent boy causing a scene.
It is now the class recognises the shaking of Bakugou’s shoulders and voice.
(Vulnerability; teenagers hone in on it like sharks to blood.)
(Little do they know, Bakugou is rather familiar with this phenomenon.)
Aizawa composes a brief lapse in his controlled expression and speaks. “You’re excused, Bakugou. We’ll talk about this after class.”
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Bakugou disappears during lunch. The class flocks to the only people he seems to talk to; Kirishima and Todoroki.
Kirishima can answer nothing; he’s not that close to the guy, he claims. He was as surprised as everyone else.
Todoroki knows nothing. He doesn’t tell them the many suspicions he holds.
Thus, there is nothing the class can offer Aizawa-sensei when he asks after Bakugou’s behaviour and wellbeing.
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Bakugou isn’t at school the next day.
When he returns, his sour demeanour and harsh glares ward off the curiosity and concern his classmates turn on him, like nosey spectators to a private display.
It settles. Presumably, he’s punished for- what he did.
And some of them even move on.
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Some things change, and some things do not.
Bakugou is still rude, still avoids everyone. Some of the class still think they have him pegged.
But some look. Some watch. Some notice.
He doesn’t look at All Might anymore.
He doesn’t let himself get caught in a room alone with a teacher.
He never mentions middle school. He doesn’t want to talk about it.
He has bruises that don’t come from fights he never gets in, and don’t come from training.
He has dark, dark bags beneath his eyes. Pale, pale skin.
(The bruises stand out beautifully against it.)
He’s quiet, in a way no one ever notices. He is noticeably unnoticeable, lapsing into silence under the cover of his boisterous class.
For most, these puzzle pieces do not fit together. Few children Bakugou’s age have the experience or knowledge to begin to understand the story his pieces tell.
Those who do… Well, they’re children. It isn’t their responsibility to handle it. They have no duty of care towards their peers.
All Might, for his part, knew a few important details. He has resources. He puts some of it together. But what to do with what he finds?
For now, nothing can change.
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What can not be simply seen is the weight that Katsuki carries.
Midoriya Izuku is dead.
It’s all his fault.
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ahwuum · 4 years
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any jerevin (or jerevinwood)hcs 👀👀👀👀👀👀 (my fav jerevin hc is that jeremy had a crush on gavin a golden boy persona and then he met gavin irl and was like “oh no he’s cuter in person”)
Aaa thank u I love Jerevinwood so much 😭😭
Jerevinwood
As much as I LOVE the three of them all falling in love and getting together simultaneously, what I love even more is two of them already being together!!
like no matter which two, it’s ALWAYS GOOD. But if I had to pick which two are together first, I have to say Gav and Ryan, purely for the fact that they both kinda have trust issues.
like they’ve been together almost as long as the crew has been together and it took so much time. And when Jeremy comes along and joins, they both have their moments of “oh shit oh shit I think I like him what am I going to do? I would never cheat on (gav/Ryan), I love him too much!”
and I think Gavin especially is very worried about these feelings because it took them so long for Ryan to start trusting him. Like months of trying just to get him to talk, so how’s he going to feel about Gavin saying he might have a crush on someone else? All that trust will be gone. He won’t have that, so he pushes his feelings down.
Except it doesn’t work, they’re both fighting their desire to be with Jeremy, but they see him everyday and every single day they fall more and more in love and there’s no stopping it!! He makes them laugh and he’s just as wild and stupid and he has great ideas for heists and he’s so fucking hot like just LOOK at his arms
And of course, meanwhile Jeremy’s freaking out as well because fuck, he’s started falling in love with these guys who are just so,, Devoted to each other!! He’s seen what happens when someone kidnaps Gavin, seen what happens when somebody tries to take Ryan down. They’ll obliterate anyone who ever thinks about hurting their boyfriend. 
So how’s he ever going to get to be with both of them? He doesn’t want to break them up, doesn’t want just one of them, he wants to be a part of the relationship!! but of course it’s impossible, he’s just Jeremy.
but then a heist goes wrong, he gets shot in the shoulder and he gets taken by the cops. He’s in the hospital with armed guards and two schmucks trying to good cop, bad cop him while they ask for information. Needless to say Gav and Ryan come in guns blazing, they take down anyone in their way (minus civilians of course) until they come and get Jeremy. and they’re just,, so relieved, they just hold him as tight as they can without hurting him and he has this moment of realisation
They care about him. and of course after that he has to confess because it was honestly a pretty close call and he can’t stand not knowing anymore, can’t stand another day hiding how he feels.
Gav and Ryan both look to each other, both expecting the other to immediately turn Jeremy down, to be outraged or even just uncomfortable, but they’re not. They both want him, and as soon as they realise that, there’s nothing stopping them anymore.
Jerevin
Honestly yeah, that’s my favourite trope and like, there’s only so much detail in security cam footage, in news articles and blurry wanted posters, he knows the golden boy is hot, but fuck, he never expected him to look like this
and he’s just,, enamoured by him instantly! He can’t help it, he’d been a fanboy for so long and actually being around Gavin in the flesh? Being his friend? Ok sure, he’s actually a clumsy British idiot who shouldn’t even be functioning with how little he sleeps/eats, but he’s also so fucking funny and endlessly charming when he wants to be (how else would he be the infamous golden boy after all) and he’s just. Gavin
If he’d thought he’d had a crush on the golden boy before, it was nothing compared to how he feels about Gavin now. He falls for him embarrassingly fast and it just gets worse with time until his pining becomes so bad that sometimes he has trouble sleeping. all he can think about is how is he going to confess? He’s never really been good with romance, with dating, how is he supposed to just… Ask Gavin out on a date? Can he even do that? It feels like the crew would have some rules against that, right?
But the thing is, he doesn’t notice how much Gavin has also completely fallen for Jeremy. He’d never expected it, but once he actually met the famous Rimmy Tim (a supposed cowboy who wears purple and orange? Yuck! Those colours should never go together!) he found that Jeremy’s actually not one of those wannabe assholes who think they can rule the city just because they can put on some outlandish costume, he’s an actually genuinely nice guy who happens to have HORRIBLE fashion sense
And like. Jeremy makes fun of him like the rest of the guys, sure, but he also clearly adores Gavin and they have a lot of quiet moments together where Gavin can just be Gavin, can lose the makeup, all the jewellery and fancy clothes and just be himself. it took him a lot longer with the rest of the guys, but with Jeremy it just seems… Natural?
And Jeremy’s so much fun to wind up, he’s so easy to persuade, downs every drink given to him and is so down to do any dare they give him. He’s just as chaotic as the rest of them, eager like a little puppy and Gavin just finds him so endearing. And also completely irresistible apparently.
Now Gavin doesn’t normally do this, never has the nerve to ask someone out or confess his feelings, but at a certain point of dancing around each other, he decides enough is enough and if Jeremy isn’t going to make the first move, then obviously he has to.
He gets probably a little too drunk in trying to build up his courage, but he still manages to get his confession out and Jeremy, bless him, tries to tell him he’s drunk and he doesn’t really mean it, tries to take him to bed so he can sleep the alcohol off, but Gavin keeps insisting that it’s true. Eventually he just kisses him, pulls him close and holds him while Jeremy just melts
and that’s it for the night because Jeremy’s serious about him being drunk, but they have a big talk in the morning and eventually end up kissing some more, then making their relationship official!! Then the rest of the crew has to suffer them being grossly affectionate literally every second because they’re both very touchy people, so of course they always find ways to casually touch each other/be close. They’re happy for them, obviously, but there’s only so much kissing/hand holding/cuddling they can take!!
And after that just yeah. Domestic Jerevin
Send me a ship and I’ll share some headcanons! (or send in some of your own
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erasethedarkness · 5 years
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I’m surprised you don’t have tons of requests!! Your writing is fantastic! May I request headcanons with Aizawa and a hero!S/o with a cat quirk! In which they have a kind of relationship that no one really understands how it happened since they’re almost polar opposites :>
Anon, you flatter me! I appreciate you so much; thank you.
And also, thank you for such a fun request! It got away from me and ended up.. kind of long. I hope you enjoy it! I think I kept it gender neutral, too!
Shouta Aizawa HCs
The confusing relationship with a highly contrasting, cat quirk enabled hero!S/O
When you made your pro debut, you caught everyone’s attention, including Aizawa’s. He didn’t fanboy over you or necessarily try to keep up with your news, but he did make note of your name, hero appearance, quirk, fighting styles, etc.
One thing that lowkey flustered him was the fact that your epithet was “The Purring Hero.”
Your feline features added an almost celestial characteristic to you. It’s like you were straight out of a fantasy setting, and that captivated the press and citizens. Instantly you became a popular hero, easily working your way into the Top 5 within just weeks of your first appearance. You were an appealing pro to children and adults, because from chibi to pin-up, you were an incredibly diverse muse to your fans.
Not only extremely marketable, your response and success rates were worth flaunting. Your results set you on course to become the No. 1 Hero in time- and you weren’t necessarily trying to. It’s just that you had a one track mind right now: be a hero. It’s where all of your time and resources went.
You and Aizawa met for the first time when he was the first responder to a request for backup you put out. The two of you ended up taking care of things fairly quickly after he arrived. As the police wrapped everything up, he disappeared since you were swarmed by the press.
The next time you met Aizawa was completely unexpected. You were invited to U.A. to pose as a villain to give the students an extremely different combat experience than what the other teachers provided. You finally caught his name and actually spoke to each other like normal people, not heroes on the field.
These little chance encounters happened a lot between you two- bumping into each other happened about once a week and was never intentional.
Your relationship was the slowest burn. You were both so tunnel-visioned with work that even if chance, luck, divine intervention kept pushing you two together, neither would take the bait.
It didn’t help that you both just assumed you weren’t each other’s type. He avoided the press like a plague and it followed you around; you both were on opposite ends of the popularity spectrum; you were always smiling and laughing, quickly making friends and turning situations around for the better- and he was straight faced and often monotone with low regard for social expectations. Literally the only thing you two seemed to have in common was the fact that you were both damn good pro heroes.
Like a moth to a flame, Aizawa was drawn to you. Despite the fact that you’d inevitably drag him onto the radar and into public domain, and ruin his quiet simplicity with the noisy excitement of your life- he wanted in- because you were an amazing hero. You shined your brightest when you were helping others and rather than being obnoxious and unruly, he found you irresistibly charming.
On your end, the grass was greener on the other side. You admired how he was so effective despite how tired he always was. He was so mysteriously alluring- a man of few words and impossible to read, while you were an open book. The life he led seemed so enticing sometimes, and subconsciously, you always wondered what he would do in a situation that puzzled or troubled you. While he didn’t wear his heart on his sleeve like you did, it was clearly in the same place as yours. He was a hero at his core- and not for the fame or the money.
When you two FINALLY confessed your feelings, 1., it was to the other person’s greatest relief, and 2., things moved pretty quickly after that.
Because you both took so long weighing the pros and cons of asking each other out, mulling over whether or not a relationship was something you seriously wanted to pursue, and going through endless hypothetical situations to convince yourself that things could work out, you were able to move forward with steadfast certainty.
The relationship went months without getting exposed by the media, which was impressive given how much of it seemed to center around you. It wasn’t until you two decided to do something romantic for your 6th month together that a picture was snapped and rumors were born.
At first, a lot of people just assumed it was a superficial relationship- especially because who didn’t want to date you? C’mon. Single Top 5 Pro Hero? The amount of marriage proposals you got through fanmail was ridiculous.
As expected, “Eraser Head” became an increasingly common name to hear, but fortunately his face wasn’t broadcasted often unless you two were caught in a kiss or something. Which definitely happened and made the papers, by the way.
The amount of compromise your relationship took was outrageous, because you both wanted snippets of each other’s lives without fully giving up your own. He was alright with his name being more recognized and you were more than happy with quiet nights in, hiding in his arms. It took time, but you two found a balance that worked.
Because of each other, you both finally learned how to develop personal lives outside of your professions. Your hero names became second personas. No one really understood why you two were dating, and every time you were asked in an interview, you tapped into your lover’s logic and redirected the question back out of your personal life.
While almost completely foiling each other, your values were so similarly aligned that your differences made the relationship stronger. You handled publicity. He kept you grounded. You were emotionally empathetic, and he was logically motivated. As lovers, you made up for each others’ shortcomings- it had nothing to do with the fabricated idea of completing the other person. Your relationship was a solid partnership, not a melding into one, and that worked best for you two.
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def-jaybnowhr · 6 years
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Just GOT7 Things: Part 2
I know I’m still forgetting things, but listen: it’s not my fault they’re all outrageously outrageous. I’m sure I’ll think of more and there will be a part three. rip.
Part 1
Jackson Wang Things:
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- forgot he was in a dress and bent over - Jackson! With! Kids! - won’t let his production team live (”we have food today so they couldn’t afford drinks”) - will date anyone if they like each other (after his contract is up, of course) - “are you from China?” “yes” “are you sure?” “...YES” - breaks the ASC set - once threw his fancy watch in the dirt because Jinyoung gave him one as a gift - curses a Lot - “why are you so daddy” - So Thankful to his mom for raising him as best she could (he cried, I cried) - can actually be serious when he wants to be - which is a rare occasion - Cutoff Tees - Remember The One-Sleeve Look? Iconic. - shouldn’t fall asleep while getting a haircut
Park Jinyoung Things:
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- would betray the members for one (1) corn chip - wants to kill the members (except JB) 98% of the time (especially Yugyeom) - you ever heard of Big Dick Energy? (see The King performance) - always watching, always judging - pretends he’s normal - does a lot of weird shit - will probably have a giant flower garden at some point - high notes - gets embarrassed performing old JJP songs - still having fun tho (I see you) - can pop his eyeball out of the socket - Pushups - definitely ripped under that dress shirt and cardigan - shy with fanboys (remember that ONE)
Mark Tuan Things:
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- yelled at BamBam for wanting to give Youngjae cucumbers because “that’s mean” and “he could die!” - youtube, sns, youtube (but he’s already watched everything), sns (but he’s already seen everything), back to sleep - nicknamed “Little Cock” by his family because he was born in the year of the rooster (”Little Rooster” - don’t be nasty, ya nasties) - sporty boi - used to be hella tan before going to Korea because Cali beaches - Quiet™ - shady af - probably would trade the whole group for a good meal or a vacation, tbh - he’s either annoying WITH yugbam or being annoyed BY yugbam - loves his members highkey - clingy - he’s just a smol
Kim Yugyeom Things:
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- “wow, so ah-mazing” - close friends with Jungkook (BTS) - the worst at bird noises - why are you acting like a dog, Yugyeom? - “majimakcheoreom” - will he ever stop yelling? probably not. - embarrasses himself but still does the embarrassing things - started reading more after hanging out with Jaebum and Jinyoung - TATTOOS - went bowling with Jungkook (who is a pro; Yugyeom probably lost) - filmed himself in the shower - cries when he gets pranked - which is a lot - probably cries during movies, too - he’s just a softy - “jJ pRoJeCt” - admitted he’s an idiot
BamBam Things:
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- flirts with fans on twitter - met his idol, G-Dragon - said he wanted to give Youngjae cucumbers even tho he’s allergic - Moose™ - king of girl group dances - the sausage commercial pose (you know what I’m talking about) - the Best at bird noises - embarrasses himself - and everyone else - the best at the bottle toss game - the next BigBang (look out, Seungri, he’s coming for your brand) - does convulsing on the ground count as dancing? - dyed his hair white again (with purple/pink tints) because he wants me to die - was originally going to debut with Stray Kids - the thottiest thot - why does he always sound like a dying whale? - probably actually really smart - under all that meme - troll - you ever heard of Big Dick Energy? (see The King performance) - says his legs are useful because everyone uses chopstick (I hate him) - wants to work at a zoo - “do moose really walk in the street?” - called a giraffe by Jackson
Im Jaebum Things:
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- says he doesn’t like certain foods and then proceeds to eat them - loves chicken more than life - always hurting himself - “and then . . . EAT” - according to the personality/compatibility test he took with Yoo Youngjae, he needs to be told when he does something well (which leads me to think he’s the one with the “good boy”/praise kink, let’s be honest here) - missing a whole ass tooth (and yes, it’s painful) - dork - sucks at rock, paper, scissors - the worst at the bottle toss game - taught the foreign members curse words - curses a lot - So Offended when Yugyeom accidentally called him without honorifics - reprimanded by his dad for flirting with fans - secondhand embarrassment is a part of his daily life - the Best eyebrows - cats over people - won’t show fans his room because he wants something to be private in his life (I get that, my guy) - pinned a fan against the wall once (wish it was me) (I would be super dead) - wants piercings (is trying to kill me) - said he doesn’t care what people think (same, I love) - Cooks™ - awkward - could probably kick ass if he wanted, but is a soft boi - looks hot in a dress - went on a date with Choi Youngjae and sang dirty songs - teases fans a lot (he’s a little shit) - watches over fans; saw a fan passing out at their show and didn’t stop until he got them help - a fuckin’ loser (in the best way) - keeps the group on task and focused (most of the time) - used to have anger issues, but chooses to talk about things these days - sees through pranks
Choi Youngjae Things:
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- highkey allergic to cucumbers - “hello, my name is Youngjae” - you’re doing amazing, sweetie - laughs just like his sister (everyone was shook) - knows he can get away with anything - Humble™ - likes to hold the fans’ hands at fansigns - softest boi - once tried to get a heart back from a random family outside for like 15 minutes (he’s so cute) - gets offended when you say he’s not pure - Supreme - lives with his brother (does he also have the Laugh?) - and Coco, of course - his laugh makes the world go ‘round - “i don’t like it!” - tricked Jaebum into doing aegyon on Ask In A Box - tattoos - has literally never done anything bad ever - wants to be a husband who makes his wife laugh a lot - a baby
GOT7 Things:
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- *whispers: jyp - spoiler7 - “do you miss us?” “no” - WASABIII~~~~~ - savage7 - literally all love the fans so much - Thots™ - LOUD - PIZZAAA~~~~ - interviewers typically say, “it’s tiring with GOT7″ - “ling ling ling ling” - basically admitted they don’t like Never Ever (written by JYP) - seriously, does anyone ever know what they’re doing? - AmeriThaiKong - adds “in bed” to every song title to make it dirty - Inappropriate™ - they. eat. so. loud. (it kills me) - always go to their disabled fans who can’t come to them - watch out for their fans at shows - can make anything sexual - hand out the cell phones thrown on stage to their owners - shouldn’t have sugar - take selcas with fans while performing - meme7 - always look out for each other - but also are all Rats™ - love In-N-Out - make a million versions of EVERY dance practice just to be memes - literally walked into a fancy restaurant and announced themselves (loudly) - but then signed autographs and took pictures with fans - knee dabs - “i’m out!”
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tiddiesbyjoon · 6 years
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I Wanna Hold Hands With You
Jungkook might be a bit of a Troye Sivan fanboy. As much as he would like to argue that it is just because of his music (which is really really good), it’s not. Jimin might be finding a new Idol in Holland and Jungkook is confused.
Or: jungkook is gay and oblivious. Angst and fluff mild smut
Chapter 1: Fools Ao3
Jungkook is gay (really gay) he knows he is and he accepts it. But he hasn’t really told anyone else that. It's never really come up. It's not that the other members Don't Know, it's just that they don't explicitly say it. I mean, who listens to this much Troye Sivan and is straight? Honestly, Jungkook was jealous of the way that he gets to live. He is entirely, unapologetically, himself in all his gayness. But Jungkook could never come out. The Idol world just doesn’t work that way. It would cost him everything.
In all the years bangtan spent becoming the family that they are today, this topic has somehow stayed off the table. Logically he knows, somewhere in the back of his head, that none of the other members would turn away from him for something like this but he still felt like it was impossible to say the words. Not to mention the much bigger, deeper, more problematic secret that he really, really needed to keep.
That secret just walked into his room, of course without knocking. He was practically bouncing and walked directly to Jungkook plopping down next to him. Well, next to him might not be accurate - more like on top of him... in his lap. Jungkook immediately looked away in a vain attempt to remain unbothered.
“Jungkookie! Jungkookie! Jungkookie!!” Jimin repeated over, smacking the flat of his palm against Jungkook’s chest in desperate attempts to receive his precious attention. Jungkook was playing hard to get which was entirely selfish because it’s just so cute to see how Jimin whines and pouts. He stood his ground and kept his head turned away and his eyes averted; avoiding Jimin’s eyes as he wiggled around in his lap.
But after a few more minutes of mixed abuse and cooing Jungkook couldn't resist the temptation to look back at him. And, not to be dramatic, but he could feel his heart actually explode in his chest.
A breathless laugh escaped Jungkook as he tried to play off just how nervous this closeness made him. “What did you want Jiminie hyung?”
Jimin giggled at the affectionate name as if Jungkook didn't call him that 9 times out of 10 anyways and responds “I was only gonna ask if you had seen this new song that came out. It’s by a boy called Holland.” Jungkook shook his head. “It’s really cute, I wanna show you.” Jimin was looking down at Jungkook's shirt and lightly brushed the collar with his (oh so so tiny and cute) hand.
“What are you doing?”
“Nothing, god” Jimin sighed and got out of Jungkook's lap. Jungkook already missed the heat. He didn’t think the question was so outrageous but Jimin walked straight out of the room. What did I do wrong?? But before Jungkook could work himself into a heart attack Jimin came barging back in sliding on the hardwood in his fuzzy socks and his phone in his hand.
“Here I’ll show you on my phone”
“Oh, okay. I could just put it on the TV?”
“No, this is better”
“Okay hyung whatever you say”
Their faces were close in the dark room and Jimin played the video for a song called Neverland. Jungkook could feel Jimin’s little fly aways tickling his cheek and it took all that’s in him not to giggle along with the butterflies in his stomach. The song seemed pretty generic, nothing really stood out about it but Jungkook couldn't focus on the lyrics because he was too busy Not Looking At Jimin. But, something about the way Holland was interacting with his friend made his stomach feel tight. Jungkook’s brain is running at a million miles a minute but it somehow seems to be unable to actually create any thoughts. Jimin felt stiff by his side, not his usual loose and pliable self. The song went on and- Then it happened. Both of them stopped breathing and it felt like years until the video finally ended and it was silent.
“What did you think?”
“It was okay” Jungkook managed despite his inability to process anything at the moment.
“Okay?”
“Yeah, okay” His mouth felt dry and he could feel his fight or flight (or freeze) response taking hold in the back of his head. Jimin just nodded a little and left the room.
Over the next few days Jimin played that song over and over. Jungkook still stood by his thought that the song is pretty generic and low budget but he couldn’t get the video out of his head. Everytime he heard Jimin play it he was reminded of the two boys kissing and being so close to Jimin as they watched. It was torture.
And it only got worse. Soon it was, “Hobi hyung isn't he so cute?” “Taetae isn't he cool?” “Namjoonie hyung can’t we do a song with him?” The other members were nice but cautious when talking about it, still tiptoeing around what none of them wanted to say out loud.
“Jimin you know why we can’t do a song with Holland” Namjoon responded. Jimin frowned but said nothing.
Today Jimin was (somehow) even happier than usual; just absolutely bubbling over and giggling and it lifted the spirits of everyone in the room.
“What's got you so happy today Jiminie hyung” Taehyung finally asked over lunch in the kitchen.
“Nothing” Jimin said smiling in a way that made it clear that there was a very specific reason.
“Just tell us what it is, we know you want to.” Yoongi butted in.
Jimin wasn't deterred by Yoongi’s blunt delivery but smiled his perfect smile where his eyes are practically closed and his teeth are on full display. “Holland said I was his favorite member of bts and that I was cute.” Jimin giggled some more and quickly added “I mean he also said Taehyungie but that's not important” Taehyung laughs, hitting Jimin in retaliation and a few of the others laugh along with them.  
Is it really that important that Holland said he likes Jimin? I mean lots of people are talking about us these days. He probably only did it for clout. Jungkook felt torn because something in him couldn't help but feel elated by Jimin’s radiating happiness while another part of him was jealous that Jimin was being made so happy these days by some random baby-Idol with one (1) song out.
Instead of ruining everyone else's good time Jungkook took his food back to his own room, ignoring the protesting loud “Yah!” coming from Jin.
Jungkook jumped onto his bed and laid there like a dead fish. He kind of knew that Jimin would come after him but he pretended that he didn't, so he was only superficially surprised when Jimin knocked on the door softly. Knocked... he never knocks.
“Yeah, come in.” Jimin peeped his little blonde head in the room.
“Are you upset Jungkookie?” he asked, making his way over to join Jungkook on his bed.
“No” a half assed lie as Jimin draped his body over Jungkook's in a koala cuddle.
Jimin sighed, “why are you like this kookie? I know when your lying to me.” Jungkook said nothing. “So… tell me what’s wrong. Or will I have to torture it out of you?” Jimin wiggled his cute fingers in threat of tickle-torture and Jungkook can’t go through that pain, not again.
“It’s stupid”
“It’s not.” Jungkook hesitated, there was no way he could really lie to Jimin about this, not when his pretty brown eyes were staring him down.
“I just don’t understand why you like Holland hyung so much.” Jungkook kept trying to look him in the eyes but he was failing. Jimin was taken aback; suddenly what was left of his bubbly mood dispersed and was replaced with something much more vulnerable.
“It’s the same reason you like Troye Sivan so much.”
“No its not.” Jungkook stated simply.
“He is really brave and he’s a step in moving towards a more accepting society”
“But why would that matter to you?” He doesn't say it with malice but Jimin’s eyes grew wider. Their faces were only inches apart, close enough to breathe the same air.
“I just thought... well I assumed that you knew- that it was obvious.”
“What is obvious?” Jungkook felt numb.
“Jungkook.. Um.. how do I tell you this,” an embarrassed chuckle fell from Jimins lips “uh, I like boys. I’m gay Jungkookie.”
Jungkook felt like his brain was melting; his entire world coming into question. For years (YEARS) Jungkook has known Jimin it’d never once crossed his mind that he might be like him- that he might be gay. Apparently all Jungkook could say is a small “oh.”
“Are you okay?” Jimin asked, nervous and concerned.
“You’re not gay. You've never been gay.”
“Yes I have. And I am”
“You’ve been with guys before? Even kissed a guy before?”
“Well no. I haven't. I’d like to though” Jimin admitted, clearly embarrassed, “one day.”
“So, how do you know?”
“I just do Jungkook-ah”
The room was quiet but Jimin didn’t move. His head was resting on Jungkook's chest and he was watching Jungkook carefully. Jimin finally moved his eyes away from Jungkook’s only to look at his lips before taking a deep breath and closing his eyes. Jimin shifted upwards on Jungkook so that his face was hovering directly above his. Then Jimin closed the distance meeting Jungkook’s lips with his own. It was quick and innocent but both boys were blushing heavily.
“Now I have.”
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White fanboys have been spouting racist shit in the sw fandom since tfa and that anti stayed quiet, but as soon as a reylo writes a problematic fic(which was called-out by other reylo shippers) anti says they want every last reylo shipper to literally burn to death for it, "including black reylo shippers". YIKES. It's clear the focus of their anger has to do with reylo, not racism. They wouldn't be this selective with their outrage.
aint that the sad truth.
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sleemo · 6 years
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John Boyega: ‘It will never be just a job’
The Star Wars actor talks about swapping south London for a galaxy far, far away. 
— The Sunday Times Magazine (Dec 16, 2017)
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John Boyega auditioned for seven months to land a role in the biggest film franchise of them all. Now he’s the most loved ex-stormtrooper in the galaxy. The Star Wars actor tells Ben Hoyle about growing up in south London, sofa surfing in Los Angeles to save money – and making it as a world-famous star and producer by the age of 25
You knew that John Boyega was different as soon as he dived over the back of his agent’s sofa. 
It was October 20, 2015, and the young south Londoner was catching his first glimpse of the full-length trailer for Star Wars: the Force Awakens. The film would be the first in the franchise since Disney paid George Lucas $4 billion for the company, Lucasfilm, that owned Star Wars. The trailer was a masterpiece of blockbuster marketing. Around the world Star Wars devotees swooned at a silver-haired Han Solo hugging a weeping Princess Leia, at Darth Vader’s crumpled mask, at R2-D2, Chewbacca and the Millennium Falcon all being back in action. Everything was meticulously planned and choreographed to provoke the biggest possible global emotional response.
Everything, except for Boyega’s reaction to the trailer. That was what made it so appealing. In the video, which the actor posted to Instagram and which has racked up more than one million views on YouTube, Boyega is tense at first, sitting on a sofa in someone’s living room with his arms folded and his eyes intently on the screen, breathing heavily. 
A minute in he shouts, “Come on!” and then starts nodding, increasingly vigorously, as glimpses of scenes unfold. Then he’s saying, “Yep, yep, yep,” repeatedly, until the trailer gets to the point where his character, Finn, takes guard with a lightsaber. At this point, Boyega bursts into a yell of triumph, pumps both fists and rolls over the back of the sofa in delight while the friend sitting next to him roars with joy and disbelief.
The shouting didn’t last long though, a grinning Boyega says on the eve of the release of the next film in the series, Star Wars: the Last Jedi. “I was in my agent’s apartment and his missus was like, ‘Keep the noise down,’” he says, doing a high-pitched, unimpressed voice. “It was a great moment, but after that you just ... watch it again. And again. And again.”
All those YouTube views were you, then? “Yeah, yeah!” He starts laughing. “Exactly!”
I meet the world’s most famous Anglo-Nigerian former stormtrooper in a hotel in Los Angeles. A whole floor of the hotel has been decked out in Star Wars memorabilia ranging from the obvious (action figures, cuddly toys) to Darth Vader pyjamas for dogs. You are left in no doubt that much more is at stake here than simply making a good or bad film: it’s a movie that is almost certain to be the most successful film of the year and quite likely to be one of the biggest of all time.
This year Boyega has been on the cover of Vanity Fair, Variety and GQ and been named one of Time magazine’s Next Generation Leaders. A few nights ago he was on The Tonight Show, showing off his Michael Jackson dance moves for Jimmy Fallon. At 25, Boyega is no longer the newcomer that he was the last time he took a spin around the Star Wars promotional circuit. 
He is famous enough to have caused a small scandal among more easily outraged Star Wars fans by grinding with a skimpily dressed performer at the Notting Hill Carnival this summer – and confident enough to have, quite rightly, shrugged it off. He tends to speak his mind, slapping down Samuel L Jackson on Twitter for suggesting that black British actors do not “really feel” the hardship of the African-American experience as “a stupid ass conflict that we don’t have time for”. In May, The Times hailed his “very fine and distressingly good performance” in the title role of Woyzeck at the Old Vic.
As well as acting, he has become a producer on Pacific Rim Uprising, out next year, in which he also stars. And he’s just appeared in The Hollywood Reporter with Tom Hanks and Gary Oldman in a discussion with likely Oscar contenders. (Boyega has been critically lauded for his performance in Detroit, set during the city’s 1967 riot.) In other words, he’s a fully fledged movie star these days.
The door opens and I’m ushered into Boyega’s presence. All I can see is a pair of box-fresh white trainers and some black trousers lurking under a huge dark rectangle. There is silence in the room. For a few moments it’s as if I have stumbled into a new performance art phase of his relentless career advance.
Then, with a briefly weary look, the actor puts down the mounted Star Wars promotional poster that he’d been examining from his white leather chair, offers me his hand and switches on his big interview grin.
Boyega is 5ft 9in, stockily built with a powerful physical presence, a Peckham accent and a boisterous personality that probably fills most rooms that he enters. It doesn’t take him long to warm up.
He looks lean and muscular today beneath his blue and white Valentino jacket. Handily, he has a body that bursts with muscles as soon as he starts working on it, he says. But he is quite happy to let himself go a bit for a role too, as he did with Detroit. He likes being “chubby”.
“I just like delicious carbs,” he says, beaming. “I like diversity in many ways. And one thing I’ve always been aware of is diversity in character and shape. There’s a view of perfection on the screen constantly being fed to us, and you look at the heroes in real life and you’re like, there should be more of a difference there.”
Before long he’s leaning forward, furrowing his brows and gripping an imaginary lightsaber, ready for battle. Laughing at himself, but also serious, he is explaining why that instant in The Force Awakens trailer meant so much to him.
“Watching myself with the lightsaber. When you’re on set it’s not as epic. That specific moment of it lighting up, yeah? You hold it and then the cameras roll, and then they go, ‘Action!’ and then the director shouts, ‘Er ... Ignite!’ and then they pause. They swap out the saber for the lit one and someone runs in [he acts out this part], puts it in your hand, and then you have to just go, ‘Grrrrrrr.’ [Here he snaps back into his fight pose and grimaces.] It’s still illuminated, ’cos Dan Mindel [director of photography on The Force Awakens] uses the sabers to make the face pop. So he remotely controls the levels of the sabers. When you crash them together, they turn white. It’s cool. They can change the colours of your saber. And I always ask him, ‘Do my rainbow one,’ in between takes.”
Boyega starts swiping the air with his imaginary lightsaber, chuckling and adding his own sound effects, as a six-year-old boy might: “Wooowoooohoooohoooo!”
The trailer was also special because Boyega is an unabashed fanboy himself. “I’d grown up wanting to be in major Hollywood films and I was the type of person to always check to see what new trailers were on YouTube and to watch B-rolls [extra, usually soundless footage shot to illustrate a story]. I buy DVDs so I can watch the special features. Marketing [of big films] is something that has always intrigued me. So it was like endless curiosity ... Then to be involved in it, for me, it was like: this is nuts!
“I don’t think it will ever feel like just a job. And that’s also me just kind of trying to draw some lessons from watching Mark, Harrison and Carrie [Hamill, Ford and Fisher].” Making Star Wars films becomes all-consuming, he says. “You go into isolation. You go into Pinewood [studios], and we make the movies. And then when the movies are cooking, there’s a quietness. And when the movies are coming out, there is always going to be that natural thing of, now we get the audience involved – you know, to see what we’ve got.”
What he really loves is making the films. “The collaborating of people is something special. That collaboration, where for six, seven months you’re part of one family, coming in every day, filming different scenes ... That to me is where I feel at home. It’s not interviews, it’s not red-carpet stuff. It’s the real deal where it’s acting, it’s technique, it’s craft. It’s great.”
Shooting can be hilarious, though. ���Saying all this serious stuff, looking up and then pushing buttons that don’t exist,” he laughs. “I remember when we were filming the gunner sequence in The Force Awakens, I’m shooting, and JJ Abrams, the director, is like, ‘Uh, John, can you push more buttons? Please? It just makes you look more important.’”
Then there was the day Princes William and Harry visited the set of The Last Jedi and dressed up for cameos as stormtroopers. “It was definitely random to meet them. But, then I thought, ‘Well, we are filming it in the UK. Why wouldn’t we have royal approval?’”
Returning to the Star Wars circuit for a second time “feels different”. He knows what to expect this time round. “It just gets real loud.” He finds himself thinking, “Just release the film, man! We want people to go see it.”
When The Force Awakens came out Boyega went to New York to surprise fans at cinemas across the city and then flew home to London to make further unannounced appearances at screenings in Peckham, Greenwich and Brixton.
“I stayed in the city, in London, just to witness everything going crazy. Now I’m going on holiday – time for some separation. I’m going to Nigeria and the Caribbean.”
Surely you can’t get away from Star Wars – even there? “Oh, in Nigeria and the Caribbean you can ... to a certain extent. ’Cos they put a Nigerian in Star Wars, Nigerians are like, ‘We’re gonna go see it.’ But the role is secondary – it’s more about who you are, your family. And then it’s like, ‘Oh, he is also in that Star Wars film.’”
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Boyega was born in Camberwell to first-generation immigrant Nigerian parents, nine years after Return of the Jedi came out. He grew up on a council estate in nearby Peckham. His father, Samson, was a Pentecostal preacher and also a “massive Bruce Willis fan”. His mother, Abigail, worked with disabled children. He has two older sisters: Blessing, a train driver and beauty blogger, and Grace, who works as his assistant. The family had “struggles”, which is why money matters “the most” to him now. “We’ve come a very long way,” he says, proudly.
At 17, the age that Boyega was when he started acting seriously, “my dad was on the streets in Africa, selling food to random drivers and farming part-time. My mum used to sell water and sausages on the street. So finances, financial stability, is something that’s important for my family.” 
He recently bought his parents a house. Do they still work? “Oh, I told them to stop all that.” Samson still preaches, “But the ministry has changed, in the sense that now I give him funds to be able to go and change other people’s lives. My mum and dad travel to Nigeria with their charity and they give water, toilet and educational facilities to neighbouring villages.”
Boyega has always bristled at media efforts to paint his life as the rags-to-riches fable of a boy who escaped the supposedly mean streets of Peckham to scale the heights of Hollywood.
“They went to town on that, and that was hilarious,” he says, not laughing. A while ago a newspaper ran a profile of him suggesting that he grew up surrounded by drugs, violence and gang life. He skewered it with a brusque tweet: “Inaccurate. Stereotypical. NOT my story.”
He does not want to clarify how well he knew Damilola Taylor, the ten-year-old Nigerian boy who went to his school and who was stabbed to death on the North Peckham estate in 2000. “That for me is personal,” he says with finality. But Damilola’s father, Richard Taylor, whom Boyega invited to the London premiere of The Force Awakens, has said, “Damilola and John and Grace were so close.” They were walking home with him on the day that he died, according to Taylor. Of all his friends, “They were the last to see him.”
Despite that tragedy, Boyega loved his youth and remembers it as full of culture and opportunity. “I had a fantastic childhood,” he has said. “I was exposed to a world of dance, tap, musical theatre. I performed at the Royal Albert Hall when I was 13.”
He joined Theatre Peckham, a programme for talented children, and studied performing arts at South Thames College. A small role in a prison drama at the Tricycle Theatre in Kilburn led to a lead part in 2011’s Attack the Block, Joe Cornish’s cult British sci-fi comedy. From the moment that a menacing Boyega appeared on screen, mugging a young nurse on her way home from work one night and then, seconds later, fighting for his life with an alien that has burst out of a car glove compartment, it was clear that he had both a magnetic talent and a gift for making the most outlandish material seem convincing.
He dropped out of his BA in film studies at the University of Greenwich after seeing Johnny Depp shooting a Pirates of the Caribbean film on campus. He realised he wanted to do that, and wasn’t getting any closer to it in the classroom.
Finding good acting jobs in Britain hard to come by, he started going to America looking for a break. He was 19. He stayed in West Hollywood for a while but ran out of money and “ended up sleeping on a sofa in Inglewood [a predominantly black neighbourhood], with a family there. They’re still like my family. It gives you perspective on many, many things. And they were a black-conscious family. So there were DVDs we were watching, and obviously lectures, talking about the black community, black finance.” He still visits them “all the time” and appreciates having a reference point to keep him grounded. “But to be honest, because of my background, because of the way I am and how I grew up, it’s what I attract. It’s what my universe attracts. I attract the folk that grew up the way I did. I can relate.”
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In 2012 Boyega was in Los Angeles working on a Spike Lee pilot for a TV boxing drama that never got made. He had a meeting with Bryan Burk, the co-founder with JJ Abrams of the production company Bad Robot. Burk thought that Boyega was “fantastic” in Attack the Block and in person found him to be “as friendly as he is talented”. While Boyega was at the office he bumped into Abrams, who was walking out of an editing suite with Tom Cruise. He recalled in an Instagram post last year how he “mentally slowed down their epic two-man walk” and set it to a Jay-Z song in his head. Abrams knew him, too, said he had also loved Attack the Block and promised to get him a part “in something”. The post contains Boyega’s response: “Thanks mate and sure (fully not believing a word this man said).”
But Burk and Abrams did keep him in their thoughts. Casting The Force Awakens, they brought his name up “early on”. In Boyega’s second audition “the magic was right there”, Burk says. But the process took seven months of auditions. Boyega, being Boyega, “felt like I was gonna get the part, because they kept on bringing me back too many times”. At the end of the 7 months, he spent his last £70 on a 45-minute taxi ride to meet Abrams in Mayfair and discover his fate. He was now a bit nervous but still filmed the whole journey so he would be able to remember what life felt like before his world possibly changed for ever.
His casting led to racist abuse. Boyega refused to be cowed. “I’m proud of my heritage, and no man can take that away from me. I wasn’t raised to fear people with a difference of opinion. They are merely victims of a disease in their mind,” he later told The New York Times. “I’m grounded in who I am, and I am a confident black man.”
On set it swiftly became apparent he was also a fan let loose in the Star Wars universe. “When we did the film,” says Burk, “most of us were fans stepping into that world.” But Boyega was much less embarrassed about it. “My fondest memory of him was on Harrison’s last day of shooting. He had an enormous Han Solo action figure, 2ft tall – Harrison in his stormtrooper outfit in the original film. He had Harrison sign it. I think all of us actually were thinking, ‘Why didn’t we bring our Han Solo action figures in for Harrison to sign?’” 
Even now Boyega looks wide-eyed remembering “the room would stop” when Ford, Fisher and Hamill were interacting with each other. 
Hamill was the one Boyega directed his “nerd questions” to, because, “He will give you detail. It’s cool to hear his experiences.” Boyega, who still plays Star Wars video games, admires Hamill so much that on days when he was not shooting on The Last Jedi he would often go in anyway just to watch Hamill act.
Fisher stunned him early on by inviting him to come and stay with her in Beverly Hills. “I remember saying, ‘Carrie, that’s very generous, but like, we just met each other. I’m not just gonna come and stay in your guest house.” He regrets saying no, because going to stay with the famously hard-living Fisher would have been “pretty darn fun”. She died in December last year when Boyega was on a boat in Nigeria celebrating his parents’ wedding anniversary. The whole family was distraught. “It was a shocker,” he says. 
Of all the original principals, though, it is Ford who seems to have made the biggest impression, and not just because Han Solo was Boyega’s favourite character growing up. 
“Everyone has a fear of Harrison that I quite like,” he says, laughing. “He’s actually really chill.” On the last promotional tour Ford asked Boyega to show him somewhere local to eat in London. Boyega took him to 805, a Nigerian restaurant next to a Ladbrokes on the Old Kent Road. They sat by the bar and had fruit cocktails, soup made with pounded yam and jollof rice with plantain.
“Loads of people came around him and he was chill ... We were waiting for our car to pull up, and there were Nigerian men outside drinking and going [he puts on a strong Nigerian accent], ‘Oh, Harrison, good to see you.’ At his level of stardom, it’s nice to see that example and know that it’s my choice to keep a level of normality, to be able to be brave enough to go to a restaurant and to have a great time regardless.”
Ford also proved more able than the other two to carve out a major acting career beyond Star Wars, something that Boyega is already doing. “If you wait for the trilogy to be over there’s more convincing to do. Whereas, if you do other roles around Star Wars, the audience gets used to seeing you in different things.”
In Detroit Boyega has one of the larger roles in an ensemble drama – a harrowing portrait of racial tension in Sixties America. Boyega says Detroit proved “the audience believed me in something serious, ’cos I was worried that they’re going to be like, ‘What’s Finn doin’ over here?’ Nobody had that reaction to me. That really brought my blood pressure down.” 
The film paints a portrait of black life in Detroit at the time, pushing beyond simple “ghetto” stereotypes in just the same way that Boyega wants people to understand that there is more to Peckham than urban blight. “Sometimes we like to simplify things in the world just to process them more easily, and sometimes we need to be careful with that.” 
He still lives in south London, where he shares a flat with a roommate. “One thing I like is to go back to my local off-licence. The owner of the store has the Star Wars posters up, so I see that every single time I go. I’m like, ‘Boss, man.’ He’s like, ‘Oh, you’re back!’” The shop is Khan’s Bargain on Rye Lane. “Go get some stuff there, guys!” Boyega says, leaning over my Dictaphone. “He’s got my favourite childhood sweets. They’re like 39p; you get 3 for £1. If it goes over £1, man, I’m gonna be like, ‘You gotta be taking the piss!’ When I’m back home and I’m hanging out with my friends, we hang out the way we always hang out. And I’m gonna need sweets.” 
Is there anything he can’t do any more? Not really. He has always been a “homebody” and had sought out privacy long before he was famous. “When I was 16, I was like, ‘I can’t be getting on public transport no more, man.’ I already wanted to be in my own car, play my music, having my AC on.” 
He has bigger ambitions now. Bryan Burk says that he’s “100 per cent” sure that Boyega can become a successful producer and be “a lot more than just a leading man. I see him really putting his imprint on all types of movies.” 
But first there are celebrations to plan. Four of them. Boyega is throwing “three massive parties” in Nigeria over Christmas and a friend is helping to organise a costume party for him, his family and friends in Britain. The theme will be “villains only”. Can people come as a stormtrooper then? “Yeah, definitely. Come as whoever you want to come as.” 
So does he own a stormtrooper outfit? John Boyega, the first actor ever to portray these armoured warriors with humanity, looks horrified at the very idea.
“I would never carry that home. It just reminds me of getting chipped in the armpit by the plastic.” He pauses for a beat. “But a helmet I am dying to have.”
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misslitterateur · 6 years
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bts — college! au
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yeonhwa university is home to seven individuals whose individual stories and struggles bring them closer than what they expected...
jeon jungkook
jeon jungkook is a jeon, a wealthy family of a well-known entrepreneurs and businessmen. being the oldest son, he is expected to take after his father’s businesses and learn to manage assets. he is to be the next ceo of the jeon corporation, and his father is difficult to please. he is expected to be a xerox copy of his father before him. jungkook loves his father very much.
but he is also his mother’s son. he remembers her last words fondly — at the hospital when he was a high school senior and his younger sister, somi, is a sophomore. “follow your dreams”, she’d said with her dying breath. and so jungkook will.
jungkook wants to be a musician, like the underground rapper he once saw with his friends, RM. after hearing that he studies in yeonhwa university, he defies his father’s orders and takes up a course in music.
outraged, his father cuts him off. this is the first time he becomes ‘broke’. luckily, yugyeom, jungkook’s best friend and an aspiring musician himself, has heard of an opening in a cheap dormitory near the university. jungkook takes the first opportunity he gets.
his neighbors are.... completely weird, though? oh well, he can’t complain. at least the pay is cheap.
min yoongi
min yoongi is not rich. unlike his cousin, taehyung who practically lives in wealth and gucci, he actually has to work for spare change and a good education. that being said, he is a scholarship student who lives in bighit dormitory, the cheapest dorm off-campus. he eats instant noodles almost everyday unless tae takes him out to eat lamb skewers or if hoseok brings him some packed lunch that jin made. he’s an economical guy like that.
although he lives in hunger and exhaustion, he has one passion — music. a music major like namjoon and jungkook, yoongi stays up to the wee hours of morning composing songs and writing lyrics. all his worries are forgotten when he brandishes the electric keyboard that taehyung gifted him. he’s made a name in the campus as ‘suga’, the musician whose real name and face is unknown. for doing what he loves, he earns great money from it.
he lives a quiet and pleasant life of music and money all while keeping his secret. that is until, the jeon kid moves in.
jung hoseok
popular, warm-hearted, funny — those are only few of the words that describe hoseok. leader of the campus dance troupe, hoseok’s name is heard by everyone in campus. weirdly, he can make friends with anyone, stoic people included. that was the case of yoongi, hoseok’s best friend. he is loud, famous, loved, and adored. he is widely acclaimed as the best dancer in yeonwha university.
but the thing is, he isn’t a dancer. by which we mean, he isn’t taking a dance major. hoseok is taking a course in literature like his father before him. as much as he loves dance, his studies force him to only pick one side. he doesn’t know what to do. he doesn’t hail from a rich family like his friends have, and dancing doesn’t earn a lot of money. he has an obligation to his family, first and foremost, but he also loves dancing too much to let go.
with this inner dilemma, his second-in-command, jimin, has been earning a name for being a great dancer as well. people say that hoseok is no longer the best dancer in yeonhwa. it hurts him.
park jimin
jimin is a short, cute, and graceful sophomore in yeonwha university taking a dance major. he is second-in-command in the dance troupe, as well as champion of the best dancer of his year. he is a promising boy who is expected to take leadership of the dance troupe when hoseok graduates. people expect great things from him. so much great things. so much. so much —
he can’t take it anymore. he has a terrible self-image. jimin fears expectations. he his anxiety takes the better of him on stage. it sounds pitiful but he has a great fear of crowds and audiences. he can’t take it well when he sees everyone’s hopeful looks, their confidence, and their faith in him. he doesn’t even have faith in himself. he doesn’t know how hoseok does it. he can’t even ask his hyung for help; hoseok has been distancing himself from jimin for a while.
only taehyung, his bestfriend, knows of his problem, and they’ve kept it hush for a while. after all, who would let him lead the dance troupe if they knew he had depression and crippling anxiety?
kim taehyung
there is more than meets the eye with this rich, cute, and bright boy. he is nicknamed in campus as ‘gucci boy’, due to his love for branded clothes and looking beautiful. he is a photography major, unlike his older cousin, yoongi, and best friend, jimin. although he doesn’t need spare cash, he works in the bangtan café with his hyungs, seokjin and namjoon, for fun and friendship. everyone regards him as a friendly, mood-maker. the truth, however, is that his mother’s death has caused him to be apathetic and blank. his father’s remarriage has only made him more neglected and lonely.
so he copes with it the only way he knows how. it is the way that his mother showed him when he was a younger. he sings — he has a beautiful voice that only yoongi knows. one time, he recorded himself singing and accidentally posted it on soundcloud under the name of ‘v’. it blew up, and v has become a campus celebrity, second only to suga. he decides to make a promise to himself that if he manages to beat suga in a music competition, he’ll confront his father once and for all.
but, why does his yoongi-hyung pale visibly when he mentions suga?
kim namjoon
namjoon is a big, tall, and clumsy music major. his father owns a small cafe in campus named bangtan which is coincidentally where the whole group hangs out. he is incredibly mature, responsible, and aiming for a high-ranking corporate job after college. he tries to forget his past as RM, a street rapper who used to be famous when he was in highschool.
he loves making music but he understands the importance of getting a job. suddenly, he meets jungkook who says he was inspired by RM’s music to become a musician himself. namjoon doesn’t know what to do. he can’t believe that he was able to inspire someone, when he himself can’t make up his mind about music.
what should he do?
kim seokjin
‘struggling actor’ is a phrase that describes jin accurately. throughout campus, kim seokjin is known for his good looks, horrible puns, and great cooking. his mother and father don’t believe that his acting can make it big. they would prefer if he go home and stop that ‘silly childhood dream’ of his, and work for the family company. since they’ve cut his money off, he works in namjoon’s cafe, bangtan, as a waiter. his ridiculously good looks have made bangtan full of college girls from every year.
his parents, however, claim that good looks amount to nothing in life. they lament that he couldn’t be like his older brother who is a succesful lawyer, and blame him for influencing the son of their business partners, the jeons. seokjin is thrilled to have jungkook and treats him like a younger brother. he is the first to introduce jungkook to bangtan. he would never ever go back to his family out of his own will.
but how long can a struggling actor make ends meet?
Which member/relationship do you want me to write next?
works in this AU :
dear boy, (a slightly yoonkook fic)
befriend. (the story of how sope met)
fanboy. (a yoonmin confession?)
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Shock, Horror, Lust, Disgust: MotorTrend Reactions to the Tesla Cybertruck
Back in September, I took a small team from MotorTrend to see the Tesla Cybertruck, in very early stages of its conceptual design. Tesla told us we were the first outsiders, and only media outlet to see the vehicle, period. By the time you read this, the Tesla’s game-changing truck will already have broken the internet, set Twitter ablaze and sent fanboys and shortsellers around the world into paroxysms of shock, disgust, outrage and possibly lust.
My team has covered the story better than any other outlet, as you will find at motortrend.com/cybertruck, so it’s fun for me to disclose how some of us reacted after seeing it for the first time. Christian Seabaugh, Kim Reynolds, Mark Williams, Sean Holman, and I spent hours with the Tesla’s design team on a warm Friday afternoon, at Tesla’s design studio in Hawthorne, CA with Franz von Holzhausen and Elon Musk, who walked us through the truck’s origin story. We hope to tell that story some day soon, but for now, it’s off the record. When we emerged, blinking in the light of day and walked back to the parking lot, everyone was quiet, immersed in thought.
We had truck-pooled together; five us stuffed into a Ram 1500, and it was still absolutely silent as we pulled out of Tesla’s parking lot, amidst the Model 3, S and X vehicles parked and plugged into the superchargers. It remained quiet until we pulled out onto a busy street and saw regular cars and trucks, in traffic. I recall saying–“Can you imagine? Can you imagine how crazy it will look when that truck is on the road, with regular cars?” And with that, five dudes unburdened themselves–here are some choice thoughts:
“As a traditional truck person, I feel like every preconceived notion I’ve known about trucks has been shattered. I feel violated. I think I need a shower, a cigarette and a nap, in no particular order. When I walked in I was shocked. That’s not it, right? It can’t be. It’s too brutal, too radical, too assertive. It’s military, think armored car, stealth, think F-117 or Zumwalt, it’s video game, think 8-bit. But is it a truck? I need time to think, to marinate.” –Sean Holman, MTG Truck/Offroad group content director.
“First thoughts after entering the design studio was that the only thing missing in the space was anything remotely looking like what I would consider a Tesla pickup truck … nothing else but the Stealth-military-styled pyramid video game concept in the center of the floor.” – Mark Williams, truck expert and Truck of the Year judge.
“This is a huge gamble–a high-risk and massively polarizing design. The Hollywood-future-shock category is where Tesla truck is residing. It will dominate the conversation when it appears, and rack up a spreadsheets of presale orders, but I wonder for how long?” – Kim Reynolds, testing director.
Just prior to the reveal, we received our first photos of the truck, which I was able to reveal to the broader MotorTrend staff during our regular staff meeting. For the sake of privacy, I did not put the images on the large wall-mounted monitors, but had the team huddle around photographer Brian Vance’s laptop and record their very first impressions:
“1970s wedge sports car/concept–Lamborghini Countach, Mercedes C111, Dome Zero. I’m getting Aliens APC vibes. Also reminded of the Brubaker Box van. Interior by Nerf. Dang, that’s a lot of right angles.” – Alex Nishimoto, news editor
“WTF!!! … Are they trying to mimic an F-117 with the diamond and triangles? FF91 copycat? Someone’s horrible sketching project?” – Stefan Ogbac, associate editor
“The Cybertruck looks like, if in 1985, Saturn had unveiled an iteration of the Disney Monorail designed the apocalypse.” – Ben Keeshin, video producer
“Did Vector make a truck? It almost looks like an SUV, and I bet that’s no accident. I’m impressed by how far Tesla was willing to go away from their existing design language. That takes guts.” – Zach Gale, senior production editor.
“What is that? Origami? Could it be a military vehicle? Where’s the bed? Wait, is that really a truck?”  – Miguel Cortina, MotorTrend en Espanol.
“I immediately thought of DeLorean, in a good way. It looks capable off-road, but it looks like more of an SUV than a truck. I wonder about visibility, how will you see out of it?” – Kelly Lin, associate editor.
“Brian Vance pulled me away from the MT Awards party to look at the Tesla truck images. My first thought was I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. Are these really the images!? Wow that’s brave.” – Alan Muir, creative director.
“Oh wow… Hmm interesting… New age/off-road Delorean. The internet will be TRIGGERED. First initial reaction, MT APPLE CAR COVER! Yikes…” – Carol Ngo, social media editor.
What is your reaction to Tesla’s Cybertruck? Love it? Hate it? Will you buy it? Comment on our social media posts or shoot me your thoughts on Twitter @edloh. Enjoy our exclusive coverage.
More from Ed Loh:
Introducing Our Very Special 2020 MotorTrend Of the Year Guest Judges
From Down Under to Up Over
Every Car Has a Story: A Lesson From the Japanese Automotive Invitational
Watch Top Gear Episodes NOW on MotorTrend!
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Shock, Horror, Lust, Disgust: MotorTrend Reactions to the Tesla Cybertruck
Back in September, I took a small team from MotorTrend to see the Tesla Cybertruck, in very early stages of its conceptual design. Tesla told us we were the first outsiders, and only media outlet to see the vehicle, period. By the time you read this, the Tesla’s game-changing truck will already have broken the internet, set Twitter ablaze and sent fanboys and shortsellers around the world into paroxysms of shock, disgust, outrage and possibly lust.
My team has covered the story better than any other outlet, as you will find at motortrend.com/cybertruck, so it’s fun for me to disclose how some of us reacted after seeing it for the first time. Christian Seabaugh, Kim Reynolds, Mark Williams, Sean Holman, and I spent hours with the Tesla’s design team on a warm Friday afternoon, at Tesla’s design studio in Hawthorne, CA with Franz von Holzhausen and Elon Musk, who walked us through the truck’s origin story. We hope to tell that story some day soon, but for now, it’s off the record. When we emerged, blinking in the light of day and walked back to the parking lot, everyone was quiet, immersed in thought.
We had truck-pooled together; five us stuffed into a Ram 1500, and it was still absolutely silent as we pulled out of Tesla’s parking lot, amidst the Model 3, S and X vehicles parked and plugged into the superchargers. It remained quiet until we pulled out onto a busy street and saw regular cars and trucks, in traffic. I recall saying–“Can you imagine? Can you imagine how crazy it will look when that truck is on the road, with regular cars?” And with that, five dudes unburdened themselves–here are some choice thoughts:
“As a traditional truck person, I feel like every preconceived notion I’ve known about trucks has been shattered. I feel violated. I think I need a shower, a cigarette and a nap, in no particular order. When I walked in I was shocked. That’s not it, right? It can’t be. It’s too brutal, too radical, too assertive. It’s military, think armored car, stealth, think F-117 or Zumwalt, it’s video game, think 8-bit. But is it a truck? I need time to think, to marinate.” –Sean Holman, MTG Truck/Offroad group content director.
“First thoughts after entering the design studio was that the only thing missing in the space was anything remotely looking like what I would consider a Tesla pickup truck … nothing else but the Stealth-military-styled pyramid video game concept in the center of the floor.” – Mark Williams, truck expert and Truck of the Year judge.
“This is a huge gamble–a high-risk and massively polarizing design. The Hollywood-future-shock category is where Tesla truck is residing. It will dominate the conversation when it appears, and rack up a spreadsheets of presale orders, but I wonder for how long?” – Kim Reynolds, testing director.
Just prior to the reveal, we received our first photos of the truck, which I was able to reveal to the broader MotorTrend staff during our regular staff meeting. For the sake of privacy, I did not put the images on the large wall-mounted monitors, but had the team huddle around photographer Brian Vance’s laptop and record their very first impressions:
“1970s wedge sports car/concept–Lamborghini Countach, Mercedes C111, Dome Zero. I’m getting Aliens APC vibes. Also reminded of the Brubaker Box van. Interior by Nerf. Dang, that’s a lot of right angles.” – Alex Nishimoto, news editor
“WTF!!! … Are they trying to mimic an F-117 with the diamond and triangles? FF91 copycat? Someone’s horrible sketching project?” – Stefan Ogbac, associate editor
“The Cybertruck looks like, if in 1985, Saturn had unveiled an iteration of the Disney Monorail designed the apocalypse.” – Ben Keeshin, video producer
“Did Vector make a truck? It almost looks like an SUV, and I bet that’s no accident. I’m impressed by how far Tesla was willing to go away from their existing design language. That takes guts.” – Zach Gale, senior production editor.
“What is that? Origami? Could it be a military vehicle? Where’s the bed? Wait, is that really a truck?”  – Miguel Cortina, MotorTrend en Espanol.
“I immediately thought of DeLorean, in a good way. It looks capable off-road, but it looks like more of an SUV than a truck. I wonder about visibility, how will you see out of it?” – Kelly Lin, associate editor.
“Brian Vance pulled me away from the MT Awards party to look at the Tesla truck images. My first thought was I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. Are these really the images!? Wow that’s brave.” – Alan Muir, creative director.
“Oh wow… Hmm interesting… New age/off-road Delorean. The internet will be TRIGGERED. First initial reaction, MT APPLE CAR COVER! Yikes…” – Carol Ngo, social media editor.
What is your reaction to Tesla’s Cybertruck? Love it? Hate it? Will you buy it? Comment on our social media posts or shoot me your thoughts on Twitter @edloh. Enjoy our exclusive coverage.
More from Ed Loh:
Introducing Our Very Special 2020 MotorTrend Of the Year Guest Judges
From Down Under to Up Over
Every Car Has a Story: A Lesson From the Japanese Automotive Invitational
Watch Top Gear Episodes NOW on MotorTrend!
FINALLY: After 70 Years, We Reveal Our Love of Corvette
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