Lose Myself (Knight Anakin x FemReader)
Summary: It’s been one month since you’ve seen your dashing knight, since you’ve last held him in your arms. Longing to say those simple words to him, you sing your heart out every night…until he returns to you. (Song that was used is ‘Lose Myself’ by JC Chasez)
Warnings: 18+ (minors dni), because of all the lovely smut. Just good old-fashioned love making…and Ani’s big dick.
Notes: Happy Hayden's (And Mine) Birthday Event! In honor of the man, the myth, the legend; I will be posting nothing but Anakin, Vader, and Hay stories all April long!
A little something for @kombatkid! It was truly a pleasure to write this! I had a lot of fun trying out this writing style! Hope you like it! ❤️
Funnel Flowers are native to Tatooine.
“This next one is for someone special. Wherever you may be, I hope you know how much I love you…how badly I want to say those words to you.”
This music begins to swell. Gazing out at the small cantina crowd, you bring the mic to your lips…and begin to sing softly. Your mind wandering.
Yeah, yeah-yeah…
One month…
He loves Funnel Flowers, and…
He keeps 'em on his window sill
When the wind blows his smell fills the room…
One month since you last saw him…
Last held or touched him…
Last laid with him…
He dreams in color…
But does he know that I love him…
I'm swimming in my abyss of insecure blue, yeah…
Hands slid up your shirt…
Pulling it off your body…
Peppering kisses on your bare skin…
And I'm losing my head..
And I can't get no sleep…
(No sleep)
But if I reached out…
(Reached out)
Would you reach out for me, yeah…
Biting your lip, you watched him strip…
Slowly, tantalizingly…
Walls fluttering as he pulled down his pants…
Purring when his hard length was revealed…
Knocked unconscious, walking on water…
Cause I'm thinking of you…
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
And don't you know that love's intoxicating and I need the abuse…
(Need the abuse)
Because I'm endlessly falling…
You're my destiny calling what you're making me do…
(Destiny calling what you're making me do)
It's all because I lose myself in you…
All because I lose myself in you…
Hovering above, face mere inches away…
He captured your lips, mouth melding with yours…
Kissing you passionately, deeply…
Fingers following and trailing the curves of your body…
Caressing, squeezing along the way…
Muttering softly…
“Perfect, you’re absolutely perfect…”
I don't want to be invisible…
(Invisible)
I just want to be compatible…
Longing for something that can only be filled by you, yeah…
Hiking your legs over his hips…
His blue eyes darkened…
Length rubbing against your slick lips…
Cause I'm fighting with my confidence…
(Confidence)
Build up my courage, give myself a chance…
Because the only thing I think about is you…
A whimper escaped you…
Soothing voice and words met your ears…
“Are you ready for me, hatari?”
Do you know that I'm here…
Do I even exist…
I'd dance on velvet skies…
For just the thought of one kiss, yeah…
Heart stuttered; face grew warm…
You felt like you were the only one who mattered…
The only one he would ever…
“Yes, need you…”
Knocked unconscious, walking on water…
Cause I'm thinking of you…
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
And don't you know that love's intoxicating and I need the abuse…
(Need the abuse)
Because I'm endlessly falling…
You're my destiny calling what you're making me do…
(Destiny calling what you're making me do)
It's all because I lose myself in you…
All because I lose myself in you…
Lining up with you.
His hand rubbed up and down your thigh…
You shared a knowing smile…
“Then I won’t keep you waiting…”
Rolling…
Cock slid into your warmth…
Stretching you out so deliciously…
I see the beauty in your strength, baby…
And you fight to keep it in you, yea…
But I break down your walls…
(Break down your walls)
With my army of love…
(Army of love)
Taking a shaky breath, your chest heaved…
A twinge of pain shot up your spine…
Quickly overridden by overwhelming pleasure…
“Oh, Ani…”
Take a journey through my heart…
It's a test of fate…
(Test of fate)
As we hold each other close our spirits gravitate…
(Gravitate)
Let's drift into forever…
As our boundaries melt away…
His hips sat flushed with yours…
Cock seated deeply inside you…
Palms slid up, settling on your sides…
Squeezing and kneading hungrily…
“You look so beautiful right now…”
Thinking of you, thinking of you, thinking of you…
Oh...
Dragging slowly back, your vision filled with stars…
Rocking forward, left you a babbling mess…
I found myself intoxicated by this drug…
Sent to my knees cause I'm addicted to your love…
All because I lose myself in you…
All because I lose myself in you…
Pace steady, near desperate…
Your hands gripped his biceps, nails digging in…
The feeling of him on top of you, skin to skin…
Fingers toying with your clit, tears pricking at your eyes…
All because I lose, I lose myself in you…
All because I lose myself in you…
Back arched as he thrusted into you…
Hitting that spot over and over again…
If you share with me…
Then I'll find you…
And I'll meet you there…
Down in nowhere…
Soft whines fell from your lips…
“I’m so close…together…”
A low groan slipped from his…
“Together…”
If you share with me…
Then I'll find you…
And I'll meet you there…
Down in nowhere…
You released all over his aching cock…
He spilled deep within your needy cunt…
Walls clenching to milk him for every last drop…
His hips bucking a few times before coming to a still…
Baby my life is yours…
Just open up the door…
I can't believe I found you, yeah-yeah…
Basking in the afterglow…
You shot him a beautiful smile…
Eyes shining in admiration…
'Cause if you share with me…
Then I'll find you…
And I'll meet you there…
Down in nowhere…
Pressing a soft kiss to your lips…
He muttered a breathless…
“I adore you…”
And gently pulled out…
Down in nowhere…
One month…
Yeah-yeah, oh…
Lose myself, yeah…
Yeah...
Oh...
The room was silent, before erupting in cheers and applause. Scanning the faces one last time, you took a small bow. “Thank you.”
Leaving the makeshift stage, your heart is heavy until…
“Didn’t know you’d miss me that much, angel.” There was Anakin, leaning against a stack of crates…his arms crossed over his chest.
Your eyes lit up and a small smile crossed your face. “Maybe just a little.”
Wrapping your arms around his waist, you’re engulfed by his. Kissing one another softly, tenderly. You finally whispered those words that you had longed to say. “Love you.”
“Love you too,” he muttered back, forehead pressed against yours. “Now what do you say we head back to your apartment? Maybe get lost in each other for a whole week?”
“Yeah,” you giggled. “Down in nowhere.”
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