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jungkxook · 3 years

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—pour up. (m)

⟶ pairing: jungkook x reader x taehyung

⟶ genre: fuckboy!jungkook / fuckboy!taehyung + smut

⟶ words: 14,048 (idk how it’s literally just smut)

⟶ rating: 18+

⟶ summary: sleeping with both notorious frat boys kim taehyung and jeon jungkook doesn’t sound so bad ━ especially when you’re drunk and faded.

⟶ warnings: mentions of drug/alcohol use, essentially pwp lol, threesome, double penetration, voyeurism, messy rough sex, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, dry humping, manhandling, doggy style, riding (sort of?), fingering, oral sex (f and m receiving), face riding, face fucking, deepthroating, breast play, slight begging (mostly oc making jungkook beg hehe), brief name calling, dirty talking, unprotected sex, creampie

⟶ note: this is a repost of a fic from my old blog! also shout out to miss jlin @bratkook for being the sweetest and for liking this trashy fic of mine, and a happy early birthday present to @onherwings miss juno, the resident taekook lover!! 💛

also the accompanying song to this fic is pour up by dean!

There were times when you were sober where you were persistent about never being in a five foot radius of a frat boy, much less strip yourself of your dignity long enough to sleep with one.

Your appalling disgust and immense irritation of the male species that were frat boys kept you well in tune to your rule ━ until you’re far past the point of drunk and faded. Only then, when your bloodstream is laced with alcohol and your mind is nothing but a hazy cloud of smoke, you shrink into a shameless hypocrite and favour the appeal of a simple hook up. But you have needs too; it isn’t entirely your fault. Kim Taehyung offers you exactly that, with the promise to then act as if nothing happens the very next day so that the two of you can revert to despising one another out in public.

You act as if no one knows about your flings with ultimate frat boy Taehyung almost every weekend, as if they’re just as oblivious as you, but damn near the whole school knows and most certainly the rest of the boys in Beta Tau Sigma, or as Taehyung puts it, his brothers. It’s a useless cycle of bicker, avoid, drink, sex, and repeat, ever since you joined the school as a freshman and the sophomore boy took an interest in you. He’s charming in all the right ways and good looking but his smooth appeal was almost too good to be true and, past his “kind” smiles, you could make him out to be arrogant, vain, and cocky. Maybe you would have given him an actual chance had it not been for his snarkiness but all your brain could truly handle was his dick for a few hours a week.

Unsurprisingly, you always end up crashing at Beta Tau Sigma after one of their raging parties that results in your hook ups with Taehyung; surprisingly, Taehyung is miraculously into pillow talk post-sex and so he doesn’t entirely mind if you stay the night. But, by morning, when the alcohol has all but turned into a terrible hangover, he can hardly care less if you stay or not.

Usually, you wake up on your own, courtesy of past sober you setting an alarm on your phone to make sure you wake up earlier than all the other walkers of shame and anyone else in Beta Tau Sigma. Ideally, it was to help guarantee that no one would ever see you or judge you for stooping low enough to sleep with a fuckboy but you don’t know how well that’s working out for you anymore, if you’re being honest.

That’s why, early one fateful Sunday morning after a night of fun with Taehyung, you awaken with a start to the shrill Marimba tone that rips through the silence of the room and causes you to literally jump out of bed and crash onto the floor. You groan at the sharp pain that shoots up your spine and accompanies your groggy mind as your eyes flicker open only to be greeted with a blinding light that is the sun as it filters through the shut curtains. Littered on the ground are clothes, your clothes, beer bottles, red solo cups, discarded bed sheets, a singular condom wrapper (you thank your past selves for at least being sober enough to remember to use one), and your cell phone.

“Turn that shit off, for fuck sakes,” he grovels.

His hangover, and the early morning, makes his already deep voice even rougher, huskier, and you blame your disoriented mind for thinking he sounds even remotely sexy. He doesn’t bother to lift his head from his pillow or to find where you are in the room, the messy longer-than-usual curls of his hair flopping into his lashes as he flips onto his back. Other bodily remnants remain from the night before, from the mellowing ache between your legs left in the wake of his dick sufficiently railing you to the bite marks on his neck that you had so graciously bestowed him.

Now, you roll your eyes at him instead but dive for your phone nearby and tap the snooze button before it wakes the entire house and rouses the army of fuckboys from the dead.

“Good morning to you too,” You remark. “Is that better, princess?”

“Much.”

You push yourself to your feet and stretch, the stiff joints in your body popping and cracking, before searching for your clothes. You’re certain Taehyung has fallen back asleep as you dig around through the clutter to find your belongings but what else is new? It’s a routine the two of you have come to know well, and one that neither of you mind. You spot some sort of lacy material hidden underneath a few of Taehyung’s dirty laundry laying on the floor and reach for it thinking it’s yours. You’re only mildly disturbed to find that it isn’t yours at all ━ though you’re more concerned about the hygienic purposes of touching some other girl’s thong than you are about the blatant fact Taehyung sleeps with more girls than just you (a fact you swear you could care less for).

“Jesus Christ, your room is a disaster,” You scoff now.

“You could clean it,” Taehyung suggests sluggishly. Now, he’s awake, pretty and hooded eyes fluttering open to find you nearby. He props his hand behind his head to lift his gaze a little higher.

You snort, tossing the underwear away. “You never cease to━”

“Amaze you?”

“Repel me more than when I see the collection of thongs you have hidden in your room,” You correct. Fortunately, you spot your own underwear nearby and scoop it up, quickly slipping into them.

“Aw, baby, is that a bit of jealousy I hear?” Taehyung asks. He runs a hand through his dishevelled dark locks and shoots you a drowsy smirk. “You know you’re my one and only. I can always count on you when I want good head.”

“Please, flatter me some more, Tae,” You quip dryly.

As you hastily slide into your stiff shirt and jeans next and turn to face him, combing your fingers through your hair, Taehyung seems to take your words to heart and tries again. “You look like shit.”

You feign a voluntarily loud and overly dramatic moan. “Ugh, you really do know how to treat a girl━” Your cut off by a shameless snort from Taehyung before you continue on, “You know, you don’t exactly look the hottest right now either.”

“I beg to differ,” he replies nonchalantly. Technically, he isn’t lying, but you refuse to feed his ego any more.

“As if.”

“Funny,” he hums. “Could’ve sworn last night you were calling me hot when you were begging for my dick.”

You don’t bother to reply. Instead, you shake your head as you rub your tired face, uttering, “I need a coffee.”

“You could stay,” he offers. “I can make you one.”

“You don’t even know how to boil water,” You retort. “But thanks for the gesture. Try not to throw up on yourself today, okay?”

Taehyung mumbles something in response but then he’s already flipping over onto his side to fall back asleep again. You grab your bag from the floor and slip into your shoes before tiptoeing out of the room.

The Beta house is just as much a disaster as Taehyung’s room is and you find yourself stepping over more bottles, cups, empty pizza boxes, and hungover passed out people with phallic images doodled on their faces. The sun filters into the ever grand mansion and only illuminates the chaos the frat boys put it through. Everyone is thankfully still asleep as you head downstairs but, as you sneak past the kitchen, you notice two figures rummaging about, boisterous unabashed laughter filling the house that somehow hasn’t woken the others yet.

Jeon Jungkook stands before you with Park Jimin, both fellow Beta brothers, though Jungkook is in the same year as you. They, like most other Beta boys (and especially Taehyung), are well known on campus but Jungkook is perhaps even worse than Taehyung. Now, he’s adorned in only low hanging gray sweatpants that show off the ripples of his toned chest and the happy trail that threatens for your eyes to follow it. He holds a bowl of cereal close to him with the same arm decorated on every inch with tattoos, a snapback pushing his messy hair up and away from his forehead. The best part (and you mean that not at all) ━ or the worst ━ is the fact that he stands on a hoverboard, as if walking is too much for him to handle at nine in the morning. Jimin isn’t far off wearing the same attire, only his look is paired with the fuckboy-essential-starter-pack of socks and Adidas slides, and he’s at least actually using his legs to walk.

“Morning,” Jungkook smirks. “Time for the walk of shame?”

You have to retain a sigh. “I’m surprised you’re up, Jeon. I was sure you were gone past the point of saving last night.”

“A couple of shots do nothing for me,” Jungkook replies, shovelling a spoonful of cereal into his mouth. “I was pretty much sober.”

At this, you sit back on your heels and look him once over skeptically. “You kept trying to hook up with me, called your dick Jungcock, threw up in one of the vases, and then passed out in the bathtub. I wouldn’t have exactly called you sober.”

The smirk remains on Jungkook’s face. If anything, he seems more so amused and it pisses you off. Jimin bursts into a fit of laughter and shakes his head.

“Always a pleasure seeing you, Y/N,” he greets. “Hey, are you coming to the party going down at Lambdas house after exams? It’s pretty exclusive but you and your friends are all invited by courtesy of us.”

“Ugh, I can’t even think about going to another party right now. How do you Beta whores do it?” You grovel. “Besides, why would we come if we know you’re going to be there?”

“‘Cause Tae’s going and you’re probably gonna wanna suck his dick,” Jungkook suggests snidely.

“I was gonna say the free booze,” Jimin offers instead. “Man, you know the Lambdas. They’re all rich pretentious sons of country club owners. They hardly throw parties but, when they do, you know it’s going to be wild. I wouldn’t miss it if I were you.”

“Well,” You say, “thanks for the invitation but we’ll see. Maybe if we have a pre-game where I can get drunk enough to handle your faces and the Lambda boys together.”

“I’ve always said you’re more fun when you’re drunk,” Jungkook hums pensively. Your eyes narrow into a glare and you’re fortunate Jimin is there to block your path from tackling Jungkook.

“Okay, whatever,” You grumble. “I’m out of here. I think if I stay here any longer, I’ll lose all my brain cells.”

Jimin chuckles but hardly seems bothered by your comment. He waves you off as he slips out of the kitchen to retreat into another room, leaving you alone with Jungkook.

“Can I get you anything before you go?” he asks. There’s a cheeky tone laced in his words that makes you blatantly aware he’s trying to suggest something more, like his dick.

“Absolutely not,” You wave him off. “See you around, Jungidiot.”

He grins and shoves another spoonful into his mouth. “Hey, maybe next Saturday you can think about blowing me instead of Tae, yeah?”

He’s met with you jamming your middle finger in his face and it only seems to entertain him further. As you march out of their home, slamming the door behind you, you have one discernable thought amongst your hangover and that is that you’ll definitely need to have that pre-game before you have the audacity to even see Jungkook, or any of the Beta boys for that matter, at the Lambdas.

That Saturday, you find yourself at the Lambdas house party.

So maybe you had sort of been lying when you said you weren’t so sure of going to it, but the thought was tempting enough and you aren’t one to pass up on a good party, especially when it’s after weeks of headaches and stressing over studying and exams.

Mid-terms come and go and when you finally finish writing your last paper, all you want to do is let loose and party and get dicked down by Taehyung. The Lambdas, despite their pretentious behaviour, looks to be very promising ━ but only after you down a few shots beforehand and have a beer while you’re getting ready. You’re not exactly as drunk or as tipsy as you would have prefered but it still gives you a nice enough buzz that makes you warm and lets the adrenaline pump in your veins and excites you even more for the party. The house you rent is off campus but it’s close to Beta’s and Taehyung offers to give you guys a lift to the Lambdas who are a fifteen minute walk away (but you know Taehyung will do anything to not walk anywhere his penny board can’t take him ━ and it’s not even Taehyung who is driving but his friend, Jin).

You can hear the party at Lambdas before you’re even there. The thump of bass coming from the house isn’t hard to miss, especially not with the way it seems to rattle the ground the closer you get. The house is crammed full to capacity and people have already begun to spill onto the lawn by the time you have arrived. A potent waft of alcohol and weed fill your senses and it is all you could really make out in the rambunctious party. You can hardly hear yourself think, let alone what others are saying to you. Yet, you still found a way to have fun almost instantly, drifting away from the guys to party with your friends.

Most of the night is a blur and a haze of confusion but you can remember drinking and drinking some more until you’re sufficiently smashed. You can’t quite recall where you had lost your friends, though you suspect it was after the intense game of beer pong you were suckered into in which you were certain there were no winners or losers as it was just an excuse to drink even more. It’s nearing 1 a.m. when you finally bump into a familiar face, pulling you back from the unruly party and the adrenaline rush coursing through your veins.

You’ve just slipped outside for some fresh air, perched on the front porch, when you notice Jimin is passed out on the lawn below. The other stragglers gathered outside barely take note of him but maybe that’s because he had chosen to faceplant in the shadows under the porch, tucked safely away from the rest of the party. Just before you can even think to walk over to him and make sure he’s still alive, the front door of the house swings wide open and a frenzied Taehyung bursts outside, shortly followed by an equally dumbfounded Jungkook.

“Where the fuck is he?” Taehyung hisses.

“I don’t know,” Jungkook sighs, disgruntled, “but leave it to him to run off and disappear.”

“Looking for someone?”

The two boys startle at your voice. They whirl around to find you taking a sip of the drink in your hand, as if only just noticing your presence. You hadn’t seen them since you parted ways a handful of hours ago in the party, though you’re fairly certain they’re just as smashed as you.

“Ah, babe!” Taehyung beams wolfishly. “What a pleasure seeing you out here. Uh, you wouldn’t happen to have seen where Jimin went, would you?”

You nod in the direction of the sleeping boy down below. “He’s there. He’s passed out cold, though. What the hell did you do to him?”

“Nothing,” Jungkook says. He grimaces as he hastily follows Taehyung down onto the lawn to stand near Jimin, and you in tow. “Jimin just likes to get out of hand. What should we do, Tae? We can’t just leave him here and Luna’s going to be pissed if she sees him like this.”

Taehyung stares down at Jimin miserably, thinking momentarily. “Well, Luna’s looking for him so we might as well drop him off at her dorm. He can deal with her when he’s sober.”

There’s a brief moment where you spot Jungkook seriously considering this though, as if leaving Jimin on the lawn of a frat house is a safer option than returning him to his girlfriend. Ultimately, he caves and you watch as Taehyung nudges Jimin awake (and by nudge, you mean he slaps the boy across the face) before pulling a very disoriented Jimin to his feet and slinging one of his arms over Taehyung’s neck.

“Fuck, he’s heavy,” Taehyung huffs. “Give me a hand, Jungkook.”

Jungkook nods, stepping forward to take Jimin’s other arm and hook it around his own neck. The two boys seem to be struggling carrying most of Jimin’s body weight, though they’re carrying mostly dead weight as Jimin continues to drift in and out of consciousness.

Before they can leave you offer to help though you don’t know what you can really do so you suspect your inebriated mind just wanted to go with them for the hell of it. Luna’s place isn’t far. It’s a ten minute walk from Lambda’s, but in that ten minutes, none of you talk about anything of real importance except for chuckle and laugh about things that happened at the party.

Eventually you make it to Luna’s, who answers the door angrily after you knock on it as if you’ve disrupted her slumber and frowns when she sees Jimin’s current state. At least she has the decency to thank the three of you. When she shuts the door behind her, the three of you turn to look at one another, almost clueless.

“So, what now?” Taehyung asks. “Head back to the party?”

The thought of making the ten minute walk back to the party in your drunken mind seems like an eternity. That, mixed with the way your feet scream in agony from the heels you’re wearing, you begin to pout and shake your head.

“I can’t walk anymore,” You whine, words drunkenly slurring together. “I’d be fine just sitting here.”

Jungkook’s nose scrunches as he looks at you once over. “How drunk are you?”

“I don’t know.”

“Well, how about we just go back to our place?” Taehyung asks. His arm slides around your waist then, tugging you close to his side. If one thing is for certain, the boy tends to get more handsy the more drunk he is, and you never seem to mind. “I’ve got a fresh bowl we can hit and we can drink there and just chill?”

You and Jungkook consider Taehyung’s offer fleetingly and, to you, it seems much more appealing.

“Sign me up,” You say. “The Lambdas were a bit too over the top for my liking. There’s only so much I can handle.”

Jungkook shrugs and nods in agreement. “Then I guess I’m going with you guys.”

The five minute walk to Beta is short and soon you’re inside the eerily empty house and climbing the steps to Taehyung’s room but not before the three of you raid their cabinets for any type of liquor. Eventually, you’re all lounging in Taehyung’s room, some type of music playing in the background as the three of you pass around a bottle of whisky and the bong Taehyung had promised he had, giggling at each other.

By 2 a.m., you are smashed and faded but blissfully so.

Taehyung and Jungkook are not too far off. It’s Taehyung who comes up with the idea to play strip poker, though with a twist. His version of the game includes: taking a shot anytime one of you loses a round along with either stripping an article of clothing or being allowed to pass it and get dared to do something else, though each person only has three passes.

Jungkook loses the first round, shedding only his jacket. Taehyung and you lose the second round; you decide to strip out of your own cardigan while Taehyung flicks off his hat. Jungkook and Taehyung lose the third round and both kick off their shoes. The game progresses slowly, with the three of you coming up with “clever” loopholes out of the rules, like stripping one sock one round and then another sock the next and all of you are too drunk to really protest. Eventually, the game winds up with Taehyung and Jungkook both in their pants and you still wearing both your shirt and jeans. Both the boys have used one of their passes and are still losing which, you will admit, boosts your confidence ever so slightly especially when you have such a nice view in front of you.

Both boys are toned, with certified gym rat Jungkook’s abs a bit more chiseled, and you know that sober you would cringe at how hard you seem to be drooling over them. Jungkook must notice because he shoots you a wink that has you squirming in your seat.

“Like what you see?” he asks.

“N-No,” You say shortly. “Shut up and go. It’s your turn.”

You end up losing that round, unfortunately, but you have no qualms with stripping out of your jeans and kicking them to the side. The next round, you lose again, except you decide to use one of your passes which has both boys groaning in defeat.

“Remember,” You coo, “play nice boys.”

The two exchange a look and you wait patiently, taking your shot of whisky in the meantime as Taehyung chides you on encouragingly with a cheeky, “Pour up, baby girl.”

You down the shot in one gulp, wincing as it burns down your throat, then chase it quickly with the drink you had stolen from their kitchen. A drowsy smirk tugs at Taehyung’s lips as he takes another rip from the bong, breathing out a cloud of smoke as he hums insouciantly, “I’ve got your dare.”

There’s a split moment where he makes eye contact with you and pushes his hair out of his eyes.

“Come here and kiss me.”

Had you been sober, you might have rolled your eyes at his simple yet assertive dare but, instead, you can’t help but snicker as you lean across to him from your seat on the floor and pull him down for a not so graceful kiss. His whisky coated tongue instantly collides with yours in an open mouthed frenzy that’s full of teeth clashing and wet sounds but it’s hot, too hot, even as Taehyung pulls you closer to him with his hand grasping at your chin. You instinctively react, teeth nipping at his lower lip as you suck hard, momentarily forgetting about Jungkook sitting in the room.

A moan emits from you as your fingers thread through his hair. Jungkook is left to watch but his eyes stay locked on your figure and the way you cave so easily to Taehyung, the way your mouth moves against his. He can’t seem to tear his eyes away from your position on your hands and knees, or the way you arch your back in an attempt to get closer to Taehyung, and he certainly can’t seem to look away from the tempting curve of your ass jutting in his direction. All Jungkook suddenly wants is for you to be kissing him the same way you’re kissing Taehyung.

You’re only interrupted when he finds the nerve to clear his throat after a few moments. “Nah, it’s alright, I’ll just sit here. Do you guys want me to leave?”

He’s being sarcastic, of course, and when you and Taehyung part to look at the boy, he’s scowling. The two of you chuckle lightly but don’t respond, though you remember the game you’re still playing. Taehyung kisses you one last time before you settle back onto the floor, a sheepish giggle bubbling in your chest. Taehyung loses the next round and he decides to strip down into his underwear though he hasn’t lost yet (the goal is nudity and neither of your drunk selves have enough dignity left to give up before then).

The round after that, you lose again. You decide, once more, to use another one of your passes and the two boys pause, thinking of a dare for you as you take a shot (which, you have realized, only get harder to take as time passes).

“I have one,” Taehyung says at long last.

“Bro,” Jungkook groans, “if you just wanna fuck, let me know. I’ll leave. I don’t think I can sit here and watch you dare her to suck your face again.”

Taehyung laughs and shakes his head. “Easy there. I was just gonna suggest that you━” he points at you before nodding toward Jungkook, “give him a lap dance.”

“A what?” Jungkook’s jaw drops open, his eyes widening. “M-Me?”

You glance up at Taehyung, quirking an eyebrow. “Him?”

Taehyung erupts into another fit of laughter but he’s the only one who finds the situation hilarious because you and Jungkook continue to sit there, dumbfounded. When Taehyung calms himself down, he wipes his eyes and shakes his head.

“Are you seriously telling me you haven’t been noticing?” he asks.

“Noticing what?”

“The way Jungkook keeps eye-fucking you,” Taehyung says simply.

Jungkook gaps. “The fuck? I haven’t.”

“Jungkook, you’re not exactly sly,” Taehyung says. “He’s been doing it the whole night, babe. It’s not the first time he’s done it, too. I just figured we could do him a little favour.”

Your turn to look up at Jungkook and purse your lips. He’s seated in Taehyung’s desk chair and has a frown painted on his face. It’s not like it comes as a surprise to you because he’s constantly trying to flirt with you even when you’re sober but his sudden flustered appearance puzzles you slightly. You’ll admit the idea is ludicrous, but Jungkook is undeniably hot, and grinding on his dick sounds more than wonderful to you in your current state. Either way, you stand to your feet.

“I’ll do it,” You say. “Why not?”

“Wh-What?” Jungkook yelps. “You will?”

“Yeah,” You flash him a pearly smirk. “What? Is confident Jungkookie finally shy?”

At the mention of the taunting nickname, he straightens up in his seat and scowls. “No. I’m just surprised you gave in so easily. You must really like me, huh?”

“Keep dreaming, Jeon,” You retort.

The music is still playing in the background as you slink towards Jungkook’s seated figure. Meanwhile, Taehyung is watching with an amused look on his face and sits back, clearly enjoying the view as he tells you that you have three minutes. As you approach Jungkook, he leans back in his seat and watches you with dark eyes. Jungkook’s eyes sweep over your figure, from the way you muse your hands through your messy hair, your tight tank top with one strap falling down your shoulder, your lacy and scantily clad underwear, and your smooth legs. He gulps at the sight and shifts in his seat.

As soon as you’re standing in front of him, you whirl around so that your back is to him and jutt your butt out just enough to catch his attention as you sway your hips to the music. Your hands ghost up your sides just faintly enough so that chills run down your spine and you lock eyes with Taehyung for a split second to see him grinning. You sit back on Jungkook’s lap and his breath hitches in his throat suddenly. He hates to admit how easily you’re driving him crazy and as soon as you are but he takes the time to enjoy the dance anyway, eyes staying trained on your ass as you grind against him in agonizingly slow circles and right against his dick nestled against his thigh. He can’t help it when a moan emits from him.

“Fucking hell,” he grunts, raking his hands through his hair. You snicker at his reaction, craning your neck to look behind at him.

“Enjoying yourself, Kookie?”

“N-No,” he rasps. This is a lie, of course. “Turn around.”

His command only humours you but you don’t disobey. You get up for a second to spin around and face him before climbing back onto his lap, swinging one leg over his. Before you drop your hips completely on him, you’re rocking them back and forth against the thin air, your hands snaking around his neck. His hands suddenly find purchase on your waist and he yanks you down onto him with a sudden neediness that surprises you, though you don’t complain. You continue to grind against his lap and you can’t help your greedy self when your hands reach out to run up and down his toned chest. He shivers at your slightest touch, his jaw clenched, but he keeps his gaze focused on your eyes, as if challenging you for more. Behind you, Taehyung is taking another hit from the bong and laughs lightly at Jungkook’s reactions.

“Let him touch you,” Taehyung says.

You expect Jungkook to listen to Taehyung and reach out to grab onto you but he hesitates, his hands remaining at your hips. So, instead, you take his hands in yours and begin pulling them up, sliding them along your midriff and up to your chest. You don’t even flinch as you let him cup your boobs over your clothes and you watch him slyly as he gulps.

“Is this the first time you’ve actually touched a girl, Jungkook?” You quip. “You’re gawking at my boobs like it is. Not gonna wet yourself, hm?”

“Fuck off,” he growls, though there’s no malice in his voice.

Instead, he focuses his attention on your breasts and the weight of them in his palm. They’re soft and supple and he squeezes them firmly, jiggles the flesh as he fondles at you blatantly. He hates to admit it but he feels as if he’s going to combust at any second, repressing the sudden urge to tear off your shirt and burrow his head in your chest, your boobs in his mouth. He doesn’t know whether the soft moan that slips from your parted pink lips is intentional to mess with him or because you had been getting carried away yourself. Either way, Jungkook’s certain it’s the hottest thing he’s heard in a while, the hottest thing he’s seen in a while, and he hates how his sudden erection forms, how embarrassing it must be. When you feel his hardened length start to poke at your thigh, you look down at him past your lashes and smirk.

“Are you hard already, Kookie?” You giggle.

Taehyung roars with laughter abruptly and the outburst only makes Jungkook redden.

“I━I━” he stammers helplessly.

You shake your head at him and then purposely press your hips a little more firmly against his, gripping at his shoulders now. You’re challenging him now too, and he doesn’t know what you have in mind but you’re wickedly set on making him cum in his pants before Taehyung stops you.

“Time’s up,” he says.

Jungkook almost groans out loud in frustration when you pull away and step off of his lap. He’s embarrassingly hard now but his drunk self doesn’t try very hard to hide it. Taehyung’s stare is settled on Jungkook as you walk back to your seat but, before you can even sit down, Taehyung is beckoning you over.

“Come here, babe,” he hums. You look at him curiously but move in his direction. “What do you say we help Jungkook with his problem, huh?”

“Help? How?” You question.

“Come sit,” Taehyung gestures to his thigh.

Jungkook watches with silent seething jealousy as you take a seat on Taehyung’s thigh and then he’s kissing you, pressing his lips against your neck. You react almost instantly, your head craning to allow him more access and your eyes clamp shut, your mouth hanging open in delight.

“Tae━” You mewl, tugging at his hair, as if to prompt him wordlessly about Jungkook’s presence. But when does it become too much? Every action seems to keep building and building, that you know where the night surely must be heading; that you crave it.

Taehyung’s tongue swirls at your neck, his lips sucking on the sensitive skin, before he peeks one eye open to look at Jungkook.

“Look at him,” Taehyung hums against you. “Look at how jealous he is right now. Look at how bad he wants to be me right now.”

You take a moment to register his words, your head spinning. You struggle to find Jungkook as Taehyung continues to ravish your neck. Jungkook’s stare is hard, his jaw clenched; his hands are balled into tight fists that let you see the bulging veins in his arms. Is he jealous? Angry?

Taehyung suddenly bites down onto your neck and you gasp in surprise, leaning against his chest. His nimble fingers find the hem of your shirt which he lifts and discards on the floor with ease. Next to come off is your bra. You don’t realize your torso is bare until a slight breeze hits your breasts and perks your nipples and Taehyung reaches up to cup the soft tissue in his large hands and Jungkook can’t look away because, fuck, touching you is all he really wants to do.

“Do you see him staring now?” Taehyung asks. “Do you see how desperate he is for you? Look at how bad he wants to touch you right now, baby girl. Will you let him?”

You’re still staring at Jungkook as Taehyung speaks and note how fast Jungkook’s demeanour has changed. He looks helpless, his erection more prominent in his straining jeans which he shamelessly palms at to feel some sort of relief.

“Better yet,” Taehyung hums, averting your attention back to him. He’s sliding one of his hands down your front and in between your legs, pushing your thighs apart. His digits come in contact with your clothed pussy and the sudden touch, light and feathery, makes you jump and gasp. You hadn’t been aware of how wet you had been until he touched you just then and the coil in your stomach only tightens with each passing second. “Will you let him play with you?”

It takes you a second to respond, though that isn’t because you’re struggling to decide. The thought entices you far more than you ever believed it could. Taehyung is suddenly rubbing his fingers against your clothed clit in so very slow circles that it suddenly has you tripping over your own thoughts. You’re biting hard onto your lower lip as you force yourself to nod hastily.

“Do you want him to?” Taehyung asks.

“Fuck, yes,” You whine. “Mmm, Tae━”

Taehyung shifts you in his lap so that your back is pressed against his chest, leaning all your weight against him. It’s hard to focus as one of his hands fondles one of your breasts while his other presses figure eights onto your clit. You’re on full display for Jungkook now, though his eyes fall to the wet spot that forms on your pretty little underwear as your arousal leaks from you.

“How badly do you want him to?” Taehyung asks.

“So badly,” You whimper.

This catches Jungkook’s attention and he leans forward in his seat. Taehyung smirks against you and then he’s moving, withdrawing his hand from between your thighs to hook around the waistband of your underwear. He gives it a quick tug and you fumble to lift your hips so he can pull the useless fabric down your legs. Once it pools at your feet, you kick it off to the side and then Taehyung’s hand returns between your thighs.

“Spread your legs,” he says.

You do as you’re told, pushing your thighs apart but then instinctively squeezing them shut when Taehyung continues to press his fingers against your clit. The sudden stimulation is too much for you and your face begins to heat up so Taehyung uses the chance to push your legs apart for you. He hitches one of your thighs over his own as if to anchor you in place and it works.

“Can you stay like that for me, baby?” Taehyung drawls. “Look at Jungkook for me.”

You nod, your throat dry as you lift your gaze to lock eyes once more with Jungkook. You find the boy gawking at your sex and you moan suddenly. His head snaps up to stare at you with a sudden blazing determination and lust in his eyes before they fall once more to your pussy, admiring the way it pulsates each time Taehyung swipes at your clit or tweaks at your nipples. But the best part? The best part is just how wet you are, your clear juices coating Taehyung’s fingers, spilling onto yours and Taehyung’s thighs with the passing seconds, and suddenly Jungkook is hungry for you. But what he doesn’t know is how you suddenly imagine Jungkook in Taehyung’s place, sat beneath you poised daintily on his lap, his fingers pressing against you.

You twist on top of Taehyung, your own hand reaching up to grasp at your other breast, pinching at the nipple tightly. A delighted moan fumbles from your lips. “Jungkook━ Fuck━”

“It’s nice, yeah?” Taehyung asks aloud to the other boy. “She’s pretty, hm?”

Jungkook nods eagerly and then groans. “She’s dripping. Fuck, it’s so hot.”

Your face burns at his words but you don’t have enough wits to think of a snarky retort like usual.

Taehyung chuckles. “Why don’t you come here then and touch her? Taste her? Is that okay, baby?”

When you realize Taehyung is asking you, you nod eagerly. “Shit, please━ Jungkook, wanna feel you━”

At your request, Jungkook practically tumbles out of his seat. As soon as he’s standing on his feet, the realization seems to hit him and he takes his time, walking to you slowly. His gaze sweeps over your exposed body and he licks his lips, his eyes suddenly darkening. Taehyung doesn’t stop touching you or marking your neck his even as Jungkook walks closer and it hits you in that moment what exactly you’re doing and who you’re with ━ and you fucking love it. Jungkook kneels down in front of you and Taehyung nods in encouragement.

“She’s impatient and feisty,” Taehyung informs. “But that makes her fun to tease.”

“I know how to pleasure a girl,” Jungkook quips.

“But you don’t know how to pleasure Y/N,” Taehyung replies. “You’re too cocky, Jungkookie, and she doesn’t like that. You need to take your time with her and you don’t do that often with girls, do you?”

Jungkook doesn’t respond but, judging by his face, you assume Taehyung is right.

“What do you want me to do?” Jungkook asks. He’s staring at your face now and only your face. His intense stare makes you squirm on Taehyung’s lap, and makes you suck your lower lip between your teeth.

“Touch me,” You rasp. “Touch me, please, Jungkook.”

God, how he loves hearing you moan his name. But the anticipation is killing you. You’ve felt Taehyung’s fingers plenty of time; you’ve never felt Jungkook’s, and the abrupt need seems to grow more intense with each passing second.

“You heard her, Jungkookie,” Taehyung says. He draws his hand away from your heat and kisses your neck softly. “Go on. Touch her. Be gentle, go slow.”

Jungkook is shaking with excitement ━ or maybe it’s just the weed and alcohol in his bloodstream ━ but he eyes you carefully, gnawing down on his lower lip. He reaches out at a tedious pace and hesitates, his fingers hovering over your core. Taehyung is watching with eager eyes whilst planting open mouthed kisses along your shoulders, neck, and jawline. Jungkook finally presses his fingers against your pussy and your reaction is immediate. You toss your head back against Taehyung’s shoulder and jutt your hips forward.

“Nnngh, fuck, Kook━” You whimper. “M-More━ Wanna feel more━”

Jungkook takes that as a good sign and follows after Taehyung, rubbing circles into your clit slowly. He feels just how wet you are, his fingers coating with your cum as they move with ease past your folds, and it’s enough to let the wave of glee wash over him again.

“See? Look how much she loves it already,” Taehyung says. “Keep going.”

Jungkook doesn’t need to be told twice. As he rubs his fingers over your clit, his other hand comes up in a greedy fashion. He can’t stop himself from slipping a finger past your folds and it takes all you can not to moan out loud but you give up on the prospect of remaining quiet when it feels so good to have both boys on you.

“Let him know how you feel, baby,” Taehyung purs. “How he’s making you feel.”

You struggle to find your voice momentarily, too caught up with the lust and desire but then a cry of delight falls from your lips. “Fuck, ah, Jungkook! That feels s-so good━”

Jungkook’s head snaps up to look at you in pure disbelief.

“Holy shit, that’s so fucking hot,” he huffs. “I never thought you’d moan my name and now you’re so wet and tight and for me━”

“And me,” Taehyung admonishes offhandedly.

Jungkook doesn’t reply but that’s mostly because he’s suddenly fixated on curling his finger inside of you and watching your every reaction. Your hips jut forward and you cry out, panting at the blissful feeling but it isn’t enough. You need more, and you need more now. As if Taehyung can read your mind, he chimes in again, disrupting yours and Jungkook’s reverie.

“Why don’t you have a taste of her?” he asks. “You won’t regret it.”

Jungkook’s eyes light up and he watches as you nod eagerly, desperate pleas coming from your mouth. Jungkook lowers himself down between your thighs and you wait with bated breath before he’s licking a clean stripe against your folds with his flattened tongue. The sudden slippery warmth has your body writhing in pleasure.

“Jungkook━” You cry out. “Oh my god━”

Jungkook grins. Then he’s licking at you again, tasting your sweet succulence, and groans into your hot core.

“Shit,” Jungkook huffs. “You taste amazing.”

He nibbles down slightly on your clit without warning and tugs. You instantly jerk into his mouth, a strangled moan ripping from your throat that sounds something like a scold of his name and a desperate plea for more. “Jungkook!”

Taehyung snickers against your neck and you can feel Jungkook’s lips curl into a taunting smirk between your thighs. Jungkook’s finger still curls deep within you as his tongue returns to lapping at your clit and you can feel his nose brushing against you the deeper he burrows into you. Meanwhile, Taehyung is continuing to ravish your neck, his hands tweaking at your nipples. The onslaught of senses is so much for you that you nearly scream when Jungkook’s tongue dips into your heat so suddenly to accompany his finger. He laps at you hungrily and you gasp, your breath stuttering as your hands come down to tug hard in his raven locks, your hips bucking forward and into his mouth. It feels fantastic, too incredible for you to put into words, as you feel the wetness of his tongue lap at your walls and suddenly you’re aware of just how susceptible you are to both of the boys near you.

“Fuck, don’t stop, Jungkook,” You moan.

“Now who’s the needy one?” Jungkook coos against your cunt. “Gonna cum on my tongue?”

“P-Please━ Want it so badly, Kook━”

He smacks his lips against you, taking as much as he can of you into his mouth and sucking hard until all you hear are the lewd wet sounds of his tongue and finger working miracles against you. You’re clutching his hair so tight, pushing him closer into your heat but he doesn’t relent. One of his hands comes up to hold onto your waist, to push you firmly back onto Taehyung’s lap and closer into Jungkook’s mouth. You can feel Taehyung’s budding erection poking against your thigh and it’s enough to make you flustered once more.

In an attempt to help Taehyung, you find yourself grinding not only into Jungkook’s mouth but onto Taehyung’s lap, earning a growl into your neck. Taehyung’s free hand comes up to your chin which he grabs roughly. He forces you to look at him and then he’s smashing his lips onto yours in a heated fashion for an entirely ungraceful kiss. It’s needy and hot, completely open mouthed as your tongues mingle in the air and as Taehyung sucks on your lower lip. Yet you tear your gaze from Taehyung to look down at Jungkook as he buries himself further into your pussy, his nose nuzzling against your clit. You’re dripping by now and you can see your own juices smear onto his lips, dribble down to his chin, and it’s the hottest thing you could ever imagine seeing. He doesn’t seem to care as it spills down his neck and suddenly the mere sight has you squirming again. You part from Taehyung’s mouth with a wet pop that rings in your ears and moan.

“Fuck━ nghn, I━I━ think I’m close,” You whimper.

“Fuuck, yes,” Jungkook growls against you.

“Let it go, baby,” Taehyung hums, nibbling at your ear. “Cum for him, for us.”

Jungkook’s pace quickens, pumping his finger faster in you and sucking at your clit until you have no more strength to hold off. Your hands fumble in his hair, trying desperately to pull him closer, and you hate how badly you want your sweet release already. It doesn’t help when Taehyung twists your body ever so slightly so that he can lean down to your breasts and catch one of your nipples between his teeth. His tongue swishes back and forth against the perked bud and you whimper again, the coil in your stomach tightening and loosening.

You’re so close now and Jungkook can hear it, can feel it, can taste it. You don’t have much longer after that before your orgasm is hitting you hard.

“I’m gonna━” You reach out to grasp at Jungkook’s hair, tugging at the roots. “Fuck, Jungkook━”

You cry out suddenly, the coil in your stomach springing apart. Jungkook moans into your pussy as you cum, pulsating around his tongue and finger and dripping into his mouth. You’re reduced to nothing but a whimpering, writhing mess against Taehyung as you buck back and forth into Jungkook’s mouth to ride out your high. Taehyung pulls apart from you to rub circles into your hips and the seemingly gentle move somehow soothes the intense wave of pleasure into something much sweeter. Fire burns at your core and flicks outward until your whole body is warm and numb and then you collapse against Taehyung’s chest, panting hard. Jungkook drinks up every last bit of you and you begin to cringe at the oversensitivity before you gain some of your wits again. You push his head away hastily and this time he relents.

“Did all your little happy wet dreams finally come true, Jeon?” You snicker languidly.

The boy sits back on his knees and looks up at you, locking gazes with yours. You can finally see his face, his tousled black hair, his swollen red lips, and chin, all of which are covered in your perfect sheen. He licks at his lips and wipes at his chin and neck where his tongue can’t reach and he does all of this without breaking eye contact with you. A small smirk forms on his face and suddenly you’re filled with an intense need for payback.

“Yeah, you act confident now but you seemed to enjoy it when you were riding my face,” Jungkook says. You roll your eyes, about to reply before he adds, “So, you’re welcome.”

“You’re impossible,” You huff, pushing yourself off of Taehyung’s lap.

“Where do you think you’re going, baby?” Taehyung mewls behind you. “We still need you.”

“Oh, I know,” You quip. You reach down to grab onto Jungkook’s chin, forcing him to look up at you. “But it’s my turn, don’t you think, Tae?”

Taehyung chuckles and nods in agreement. Jungkook, however, hardly looks bothered, though he seems a little taken aback by your sudden assertiveness when you begin pulling him up to his feet before pushing him back onto the bed. Taehyung scoots over so that the three of you can fit comfortably on his bed and then you’re moving, crawling over to Jungkook on your hands and knees.

“Are you trying to intimidate me?” Jungkook asks. “Because this is sexier than it is scary.”

You’re hovering over his crotch when he speaks, your greedy hands reaching forward to brush against his hard dick straining in his jeans. He nearly jolts in his seat at the sudden touch and you and Taehyung giggle again.

“Mmm, baby, teach him a lesson,” Taehyung hums. “Suck him off nice and slow but don’t let him cum.”

“Not unless he begs for it,” You say wickedly.

Taehyung stifles a chuckle. “I told you she’s feisty, Jungkookie.”

The younger boy is eyeing you carefully as you busy yourself by undoing the belt buckle on his jeans. He acts unimpressed, unfazed, as you unbutton his jeans and began sliding them off his legs, but you can see the needy and impatient glint in his eyes. Your eyes fall immediately to the ever present straining bulge in his boxers and you gulp in response, licking your lips. You can’t help yourself when you reach out to brush your fingers faintly along his length. He jolts in his seat and grits his teeth, shooting you a hard glare.

“Are you seriously going to tease me?” Jungkook grumbles. “We can skip all of that, y’know━”

“It’s payback, Jeon,” You hum, running your fingers down his dick and then back up again. “Where’s the fun in it if I skip all of the teasing?”

“You know,” Taehyung murmurs from beside you. He’s reclining back, watching you with intense eyes and is completely shameless about his prominent erection contained by his boxers. “I’m surprised the idiot hasn’t referred to his dick yet as Jungcock.”

You giggle, an all too innocent and sweet sound for the way you’re palming at Jungkook’s dick. Jungkook, who is apparently having a rather difficult time keeping up with his surroundings while your fingers continue to work against him, scoffs. His eyebrows knit together as he throws a beady glare at the older boy.

“You’re ruining the mood,” he grunts.

Taehyung clicks his tongue against his teeth, a smirk tugging at his luscious lips. “Of course. I digress.”

You turn your attention back to Jungkook who’s staring down at your hand with parted lips and a crease in his brows. Without warning, you grasp him through his boxers and he groans suddenly, bucking forward. The desperation of his situation only seems to increase in severity when you peel back the elastic band of his boxers and slide them off his legs, finally freeing his dick which springs out from it’s confines. He’s much bigger than you expected, his tip angry and red, leaking with pearly beads that dribble down his length and the bulging veins that line it.

“You’re staring again,” Jungkook hums when he notices you pause, your eyes wide. “Sure you don’t like what you see?”

You shake yourself from your daze and frown. “Shut up.”

The boy starts to chuckle at your flustered expression but yelps when you clasp your fingers around the base of his cock. A beautiful moan falls from his lips and excites you even more. You start pumping him slowly, guiding your hands up and down his length in careful and measured motions, wiping your thumb across his tip each time you reach it. Jungkook shudders in your touch, his teeth coming down to gnaw hard on his lower lip. His eyes are glued to your hands working against him, his face scrunching up in pure euphoria.

“Mmm, fuck,” he grunts, his head lolling back. “Stop teasing me and go faster.”

You don’t listen. If anything, you slow your pace and it has him so frustrated that he lets an involuntary whimper escape him. He bucks into your clenched hand, practically begging for more but remains quiet, safe for his heavy panting.

“You heard her, Kook,” Taehyung says. “Beg for her.”

“There’s no way I’m begging,” Jungkook hisses through gritted teeth. “Never. I never have and never will.”

“Bullshit,” You scoff. You fondle at his balls with your other hand and he moans again. Your hand comes to a complete halt all of a sudden, interrupting Jungkook as he is about to speak. Before he can protest, you lean down and lick at his tip, swirling your tongue around him once to taste his saltiness. His hips rut forward into you but you pull back almost immediately and find Jungkook gaping. You meet his desperate eyes for a steady gaze. “Beg. Just once, Jungkookie.”

Jungkook’s stare wavers as you run your fingers along his tip, squeezing slightly. He tries to compose himself, to remain calm, but when you are relentless, he caves very easily. He only gives in when you kiss the base of his cock. And those eyes ━ fuck, the way your eyes turn so wide and already look so fucked out. How could he resist you?

“Fuck, fuck, okay,” he gasps. “I need more, baby, please. Ah, please━ You feel so fucking good.”

His needy pleas satisfy you and your lips curl into a devious grin. You lower yourself on him suddenly, licking a clean stripe up his length and he moans loudly. You enclose your mouth around his tip and suck, earning a small growl from him as he pushes his hips forward for more. In the next second, you sink your mouth down his length, taking as much of him as you can.

“Fuck!” he moans abruptly. “Ahh, shit, that feels amazing, baby.”

You hollow out your cheeks as you pull your head up and then back down, starting at an even pace that has him moaning and writhing beneath you. He feels much bigger in your mouth but you don’t mind even when he bucks himself into you unexpectedly and hits the back of your throat. The action makes you gag around him and, in return, he curses at the way it feels.

“K-Keep doing that,” he mumbles. “Please, fuck, just like that.”

His fingers thread in your hair and he pulls you down greedily on him but you don’t refuse.

“Can you do it, baby girl?” Taehyung questions. His hand finds his way on your back where he rubs gentle circles into your skin. “Can you take all of him in your mouth?”

You nod carefully around Jungkook’s hardened length.

“Good girl,” Taehyung smirks. “Go slow.”

You follow his orders, sinking gradually onto Jungkook until you feel the tip of him hitting the back of your throat. You gag once more but, instead of pulling back, you shut your eyes and take a few deep breaths in through your nose. In, out, in, out, and then you swallow. Jungkook’s reaction is sudden and intense. He bucks into your mouth unwillingly and moans even louder, his fingers clutching at your roots.

“That’s it, baby,” Taehyung hums and his sudden presence is comforting.

“A-Again,” Jungkook stammers. “Again, please━ holy shit, you feel amazing.”

You swallow again and then a third and each time you can feel yourself sinking lower onto him. Tears prickle at your eyes as your nose is suddenly pressed against his lower abdomen but his reactions are well worth it and so you continue.

“You’re doing so well, baby,” Taehyung says, planting a chaste kiss against your shoulder. “You deserve some more attention, hm?”

His fingers slowly rub circles down your back, his lips following your arch and has you shivering beneath him, before stopping at the dip just above your ass. He’s kneeling behind you now, his fingers massaging into your thighs. You sigh against Jungkook when you feel Taehyung’s fingers continue their trek to your ass, rubbing you carefully. You, in response, push your hips back, waiting for more.

“You’re still so wet, baby,” Taehyung says. “I bet you’d come with one touch of my finger.”

With Jungkook buried hilt deep inside your mouth, you’re hardly prepared for when Taehyung slips his fingers underneath to your folds. It’s embarrassing to admit how right he is. You react instantly, moaning around Jungkook and jutting your hips back for more. The simple vibration has Jungkook groaning, his hips bucking forward. You hadn’t even been aware of just how wet you are before Taehyung pointed it out but then you can feel it, pulsing out of you and dripping down the top of your inner thighs.

“But you need more, don’t you?” Taehyung asks. “How about my cock? Will you let me fuck you, baby girl?”

You nod eagerly, the simple question exciting you even more. Taehyung chuckles and leans down to press a kiss to the arch of your back.

“But you’ll have to be good and keep pleasuring Jungkook too, okay?” Taehyung says.

You hum in response and swallow around Jungkook as if to tell both boys that you have no plans on stopping. Jungkook twitches inside you and scrunches his eyes shut.

“Fuck, Taehyung,” he grumbles. “Hurry up. Any time you touch her, she swallows. It feels so good.”

Taehyung snickers but he takes his time. He runs his fingers up and down your folds until you’re moaning needily against Jungkook. You look over your shoulder to see Taehyung’s fingers wrapped around his own hardened and pulsating erection, pumping himself a few times as he stares at you carefully. He positions himself behind you and takes the chance to run his tip and length along your folds. You whimper suddenly, hoping your desperate noises will spur him on.

“You want more, baby?” Taehyung asks.

You hum again, your voice muffled and hoarse.

“Okay,” he sighs. “Only because you’ve been so good.”

You have no time to brace yourself from the sudden impact of feelings. He doesn’t do much except for push himself into you, past your folds. It’s only just the tip and yet your heart jolts in your chest, the coil in your stomach tightens. It feels so good to finally have something of larger girth in you that you gap, simultaneously sinking down further onto Jungkook. The two boys grunt above you, both of them panting hard.

“You feel so good, baby,” Taehyung mumbles. “Fuck, you’re so wet.”

He leans down to press a kiss against your shoulder, his other hand coming up to rest on the dip of your lower back to guide you. He slowly, so very slowly, pushes himself into you, inch by inch, so you can feel the way he stretches you open, feel the way he buries into you. Your leaking arousal only proves to be of an advantage, letting him easily push into you without any trouble. Your fingers grip the bed sheets beneath you in an ironclad grip and you squeak when he’s finally buried hilt deep within you. You nearly gag around Jungkook again, who’s still panting and writhing above you, but the way Taehyung’s tongue marks patterns into your shoulder comforts you. You whine against Jungkook, pushing your hips back for more and the simplicity of your action has Taehyung’s breath hitching in his throat.

“So warm,” he grunts and then sighs against your back. “You always feel so amazing.”

He still hasn’t moved and you’re beginning to grow impatient, distraught over the feeling of him rock hard inside you but unmoving. You debate pulling apart from Jungkook to yell at Taehyung but you assume he can understand your haste judging by the way your body writhes beneath him, your fingers clench into fists. He pulls out in one languid movement, his breath stuttering, until only his tip is left before he pushes himself back in, equally as slow. He sets at a steady, easy pace that, at the very least, lets you grasp onto some sensible thoughts and pushes you to keep pleasing Jungkook. Jungkook can’t take it anymore; he starts rutting his hips up into your mouth with gritted teeth. It’s a hot, erotic mess of mingled moans and groans but you never want it to stop ━ in fact, you want more.

“You like that, baby?” Taehyung grunts.

You nod hurriedly, humming in response.

“Ah, fuck━” Taehyung groans. “Want it harder?”

You nod once more, this time eagerly. When Taehyung pulls back one more time, he slams himself back into you without any warning and you jerk forward, sinking down onto Jungkook. The younger boy moans, his head lolling back as his fingers twisting in your hair. You don’t expect Taehyung to do the same thing again, pull out slowly and then push himself back in with more force, but he does, and he repeats the action again and again until he abandons it for a whole new pace. Soon, he’s thrusting into you hard and fast but always making sure his hips reconnect with yours before pulling out so you can feel him practically in your throat.

“Like being fucked like this?” Taehyung asks. “You like being used like a little slut?”

His thrusts are relentless suddenly, jerking your body and back and forth until he’s fucking you in a way that has you sucking off Jungkook just right so that you hardly have to put in any effort. Although his hard thrusts feel amazing, each time you’re pushed forward, you sink further down onto Jungkook unwillingly and that, paired with the way Jungkook frantically fucks himself into your mouth, you nearly gag each time as he hits the back of your throat, drool pooling at your lips and dribbling down your chin. Tears prick at your eyes from the feeling and it’s too pleasing to quit, to pull away from Jungkook just yet. Jungkook’s staring down at you when he notices your scrunched up face. You’re surprised when his hand finds your cheek, his thumb brushing reassuringly into your cheekbone.

“You’re doing so━ ah, fuck━ so well, baby,” he rasps.

You can taste the saltiness of precum on the tip of your tongue and you wonder how close he is. You have no qualms in finishing him off then and there but soon the pleasure you’re receiving from Taehyung becomes too much. Soon, he’s hitting you at an angle that shakes something in you. You pull apart from Jungkook with a loud pop, saliva and cum coating his length and your lips, and a gasp wretches from your throat.

“Fuck!” You cry hoarsely. “Ah, T-Taehyung!”

You’re too weak to push yourself up and end up burying your head in Jungkook’s lower abdomen, feeling the heat consume you. You’re near numb, senseless, as you let Taehyung ravish your body, fuck you hard into the mattress and Jungkook. It’s a frantic build up, an intense wave of emotions that you seem to pass through, and you can hardly bring yourself to react. All you can hear is the sound of moaning and skin against skin and the heat seems to make its way up to your head, making you warm and fuzzy. Jungkook gently pulls at your face, lifting you up and bringing you to him so that he can smash his lips onto yours and all you can taste is bitter liquor, you, and him, but that doesn’t stop him from sucking on your lower lip even when you pull apart to moan and gasp.

“T-Tae,” You sob. “Fuck, Tae, I━I’m c━close━”

“Cum for me, baby girl,” he murmurs. “Let me hear you.”

You shake your head frantically at the sensitive sting between your legs still raw from your orgasm from Jungkook, shutting your eyes. Taehyung’s hands find their way onto your hips and he pulls you down his length until you’re balls deep and pauses. He lifts your hips and you can feel him twitch inside you that it even makes your own thighs tremble and shake. You’re sure you’ll collapse on him if he doesn’t hold onto you and he must realize this too because he grips your hips tight to continue thrusting into you. Soon you’re tumbling towards your high. Taehyung’s pumps are frantic, growing sloppy with each passing second, as he pushes you to yours and his high. The coil snaps in your stomach again and you’re in a moment of freefall where you’re stunned by the wave of pleasure. Then, Taehyung is bringing you back down to reality with his hard thrusts, the way he moans, and the lewd wet sounds of him pumping himself into you.

“Ah, T-Tae━” You whimper. “So good, fuck━”

His name falls from your lips in a repeated mantra. You crumble beneath him, collapsing entirely against Jungkook, who’s brushing your hair away from your face. You’re shaking with each touch, your walls pulsing around Taehyung and clenching hard. He moans and curses behind you and you know he must be close to his high because he, too, is fumbling for it. His thrusts are even more hasty and soon he’s reaching his climax. His moans increase in volume and his thrusts become sloppier until he finally pulls his cock from your walls and nearly collapses against your back.

With his hand clenched tightly around his shaft, he jerks himself off until he’s releasing onto your back in white hot spurts. He’s panting hard, sweat coating his forehead, but he takes the time to press chaste kisses along your back and shoulders as the two of you attempt to calm your shrill hearts. It’s silent in the room for a moment despite your panting breaths. Taehyung takes a moment to grab his discarded shirt and wipe at the mess he’s made before he collapses next to you at long last with a huff of air. You moan wearily, rolling off of Jungkook to lay on your back between the two.

“God, you’re amazing,” Taehyung sighs.

You giggle up at the boy and lean towards him to kiss. His fingers rake in your hair and a few silent seconds pass before you’re nearly back to an even breathing pace. That’s when you notice Jungkook, his hand gripped tightly around his still painfully hard dick.

“Jungkook,” You pur his name, catching his attention. “What are you doing?”

“What does it look like?” he quips.

“It’s your turn,” Taehyung points out. Jungkook glances at Taehyung and then down at you, quirking an eyebrow.

“W-Well, I just thought━” Jungkook stammers. “I just thought you’ve had enough. It’s okay, you don’t have to.”

“I call bullshit again,” You scoff.

“Baby girl,” Taehyung hums, “do you want Jungkookie to fuck you?”

You nod eagerly but Jungkook doesn’t seem too convinced, or maybe he’s hesitant. Taehyung’s eyeing him closely, curiously, before he gaps. He bursts out into a fit of chuckles, earning both yours and Jungkook’s attention.

“Shit, of course,” Taehyung grins. “He’s probably gonna let go the minute he’s in you. You’re close, hm?”

“Only because she’s already been down on me,” Jungkook grumbles.

“You know that’s not it,” Taehyung replies. “You’ve been wanting this forever.”

Jungkook’s eyes suddenly darken as he glares at the older boy. “Taehyung.”

“Wait, what?” You ask, turning to gawk at both.

“Jungkook has a little crush on you,” Taehyung smirks. “This is all he’s ever wanted. I bet he’ll bust a nut the second he fucks you and he’s embarrassed.”

You gasp as you turn to face Jungkook who looks entirely disgruntled but you’re more shocked about the fact that Jungkook likes you than anything else. Jungkook, notoriously arrogant fuckboy, who’s seemingly made it his mission to give you a headache every waking moment by trying to flirt with you. And maybe you’ve always sort of known it; maybe you’ve always sort of felt the same.

“That’s not true!” Jungkook protests. “I━I━ Well, Tae hardly finishes when he’s with another girl. He’s jacked off to the thought of you before, too━”

Taehyung starts. “Fuck off━”

You’re stuck between the bickering boys, staring up at both of them with a dumbfounded expression. Before either boy can strangle the other, you’re speaking up and interrupting them.

“I don’t mind,” You say. “I’m just… surprised.”

Both boys are silent now, aggravated probably, and you giggle. You reach up to rake your fingers in Taehyung’s hair and then look up at Jungkook, using your other hand to grab onto his chin once more and force him to face you.

“Come here, you idiot,” You drawl. “I want you to fuck me. Wanna feel your dick.”

Jungkook seems taken aback but then his eyes are sweeping down your body and he writhes in his seat. Before he can protest, you’re pulling him down onto you to kiss. It’s passionate and rough but hot altogether as your lips smack against one anothers. Jungkook’s desperate situation seems to hit him again, especially when you snake one of your hands down to his length and wrap your fingers around him to jerk him off. He pulls apart from you, gulping.

“Fuck, okay, okay,” he gasps. “I need to be in you right now, please.”

You and Taehyung smirk as Jungkook shifts around on the bed to kneel between your legs. He pauses, glancing up at you once more and noting the way you bite your lower lip seductively, before finally pushing himself in. He goes slow, but not as gradual as Taehyung. You can still feel him stretching you open and he groans. He seems to slide the rest of the way in with a lewd squelch sound because of just how wet you are and then he’s buried balls deep, fitting so snug within you.

“Holy shit,” he whines. “You weren’t kidding, Tae. She feels amazing.”

Taehyung hums in agreement. “What does she feel like? Let her know, Kookie.”

Jungkook squeezes his eyes shut momentarily to focus. “Wet,” he hisses through gritted teeth. “Warm, tight ━ fuck, so tight.”

He marvels at the feeling, wonders how you can still clench so tightly around him despite being stretched wide by Taehyung. He bows his head to rest in the crook of your neck and moans. His words are enough to spur on your own reaction and you whimper against him.

“Oh, fuck, Jungkook━”

The sensitivity you feel in your core met with his hard cock makes you cringe but simultaneously pleases you and you’re bucking your hips for more. He groans at the feeling, his hands flying down to grip your hips. He’s big, stretching you wide, but you feel anything but pain except for the sharp burning sensation as the intensity of your past orgasms start to hit you. He rolls his hips back and then thrusts into you so hard that you yelp and jerk back on the bed.

“Go easy on her, Jungkook,” Taehyung admonishes. “She’s not a doll.”

“I’m sorry,” Jungkook sighs, nipping at your throat. “You just feel so good, Y/N.”

“I’m okay,” You reassure. You feel his length twitch within you and your head lolls back. “Fuck, I feel more than okay.”

“Can we try something?” Taehyung asks.

He receives two weak nods in response. Jungkook pauses, shifts the two of you until he’s on his back and you’re straddling his hips, his dick never once slipping from your core. The older boy grabs onto you and yanks you onto his hips.

“What do you say we give Y/N the pleasure she deserves?” he asks. He pushes his length past your folds and is rewarded by the sound of your moans as your jaw unhinges. “Think you can handle both of us, baby?”

“Fuck, yes,” You gasp.

Jungkook seems just as enticed by this. He’s careful as he pushes his cock into you and your reaction is explosive. With Taehyung already stretching you wide, you wonder how Jungkook will fit but it’s snug and perfect. You can feel him stretching you further, inch by glorious inch, and he hasn’t even begun moving when your walls clench around the two of them. Taehyung hisses in your ear and Jungkook pauses at once, sputtering for air, giving you time to adjust. When Jungkook pushes himself further into your cunt, rubbing against Taehyung’s cock and your own walls, you can’t help the delicious moan that falls from your lips.

“Oh my god,” You whimper. “Fuck, fuck, that feels so fucking good━”

It’s such a sticky, hot mess, and all you can hear is the sound of guttural moans and grunts. You jut your hips forward, a silent plea for something more. Jungkook’s hand grasps at your ass and then he’s pulling out. He growls suddenly, thrusting his hips forward and the sensation suddenly overwhelms you. As he picks up a pace that leaves you breathless, Taehyung slowly thrusts into you and the pleasure becomes too much. Your hands reach out to grab at anything, fingers digging eagerly into Jungkook’s chest, Taehyung’s sides.

“Oh, fuck,” Jungkook grunts. His face is scrunched in pleasure and concentration, his mouth hanging open.

“You’re doing so well, baby,” Taehyung growls. “You like being stretched wide like this, huh? Such a good girl too. Fuck━”

He’s sweating, but so are you, and all you can hear is the sound of yours and the boys’ moans, the vulgar wet slap with each thrust Jungkook makes. It’s only amplified with each small leisurely thrust Taehyung makes into your throbbing pussy, his dick rubbing against Jungkook’s with each thrust. Your walls tighten around Jungkook and Taehyung as the seconds pass and you know you’re already close to your third orgasm of the night but you try to hold off despite the room spinning. All you can do is lay there for Jungkook to ravish and control, for Taehyung to enjoy, too caught up in the moment. Your breasts bounce wildly with each thrust Jungkook makes and his gaze seems fixated on your chest before flickering down to watch himself disappear inside you each time. Taehyung is raking his fingers through your hair, soothing you through your next climax and it’s close.

“Fuck,” Jungkook hisses, panting hard. “I’m not gonna last.”

You push your hips forward as if to probe him on and he growls.

“No, shit, let me enjoy this, baby,” he whines. “Ah, so tight━”

He’s grumbling to himself, cursing under his breath and you smirk tiredly. Jungkook leans his head down to kiss at your chest, catching one of your nipples in his warm mouth. His tongue swishes back and forth over the perked bud and your chest arches into his face. Your fingers are clutching tight at his hair even as he obeys and adds more force with each thrust, slowly picking up his pace. His mouth widens and he sinks lower on your breast, humming against you in pleasure. Taehyung’s own pace quickens. It’s not as relentless as Jungkook’s but he makes sure to help aid you to your high, ramming his hips into yours until both their cocks slip into a seamless pattern. All you can focus on is the crude wetness, the way their dicks threaten to slip from your hold at how sloppy and wrecked your cunt becomes.

“Ah, yes,” You hiss. “Fuck, yes, yes━ So good, oh my god━ Right there━”

Your voice is cut off by a loud moan. You feel the familiar wave hit you once more and this time you hardly have any strength to fight it off or welcome it.

“I can’t━” You wail suddenly. “Fuck, I can’t━ I’m gonna cum━”

You’re fumbling for words to warn him that you’re close before you’re cuming around them. Their names wrench from your throat in no discernible pattern, accompanied by vulgar curses. Your body writhes between the two boys, your chest arching into his mouth, your legs tightening around Jungkook’s waist.

“You’re doing so well, baby,” Jungkook coos. “Come on, wanna feel you cream all over us━”

Stars form behind your eyelids and explode into galaxies as they swirl down your spine and to the tip of your toes, making them and your fingers curl in delight. Your vision grows blurry and tears stream down your face at the build up of pressure finally being released for the third time and you can’t help it when your mantra turns into delighted sobs and whimpers. You’re clenched so tight that Jungkook feels as if he hardly has any space to move and the confinement of his length has him gasping. He pulls apart from your breast to watch your scrunched up face with hooded eyes. He moans again, and desperately leans down to suck at your jawline.

You’re too spent to keep up with him or Taehyung as he helps you further to your high but you know Jungkook is close when his thrusts become messy, quick spurts. You gasp each time he thrusts up into you until he’s finally cuming.

“Shit,” he hisses. “Gonna cum━ Gonna let us fill you up, baby?”

“Please, please, wanna feel it,” You mewl.

He slams his hips into yours and stills for a moment as he releases into you in one hot wave and emits a beautiful moan of your name. You’re panting hard even as he rides out both your highs with a few more incredibly sloppy pumps before he finally collapses against your chest. The two of you are struggling to catch your breaths, your heart beating in your ears.

The room is silent, blissful, and it takes you a few moments of basking in it before you’ve regained your breath. Your fingers rake in Jungkook’s soft and sweaty hair and you hum in content. His mouth presses a few open mouthed and hot kisses along your neck and jawline before connecting with your own mouth. This time, the kiss is chaste and you smile against his lips before he’s pulling out of you. You moan at the missing feeling of his warmth and the way his own cum leaks from your core, down Taehyung’s cock, and your own thighs.

But Taehyung isn’t done. He thrusts up into you to ride out his own high, pushing Jungkook’s release back into you. His pace is steady, deep, and all you can both do is moan and gasp for air.

“Fuck, Tae,” You rasp tiredly. “Cum for me, baby.”

The boy gasps for air, nearly fumbling behind you to reach his high. “Gonna make this pussy mine. Fuuck━”

When Taehyung finally reaches his own high, it’s in another sticky stream of hot cum, each fluid mingling with the other in a pitiful mess. He pulls his slackened length from you and you whimper at sudden the loss, core and legs aching. As you slide onto the bed between the two tired and breathless boys, Jungkook wipes at your glistening core with a shirt and you sigh in content.

“Why haven’t we done that before?” You gasp, earning a chuckle from both. Jungkook lets out a boisterous laugh and you flick his arm. “If you say anything dumb, we’re never having a round two.”

“Round two?” he asks, wriggling his brows. “You want this to happen again?”

You nod, though you can already start to feel yourself succumb to sleep as it creeps upon you. “What do you think, Tae?”

“I think,” The older boy hums, “that’s your best idea yet.”

Jungkook seems surprised, excited even, and you smile sleepily. Taehyung throws his arm over your waist and pulls your back to his chest, wrapping you in his arms as he slips off to sleep.

Before you fall asleep that night, you snake your arm up Jungkook’s chest and let your hand rest against his beating heart which you can still feel beating shrilly even long after your messy night together.

You awake to the familiar sound of your alarm.

It’s loud, annoying, and jolts you awake only to toss you into a haze of muddled confusion and an incredibly terrible hangover. Your head throbs and your body aches. Sunlight splashes in from the closed blinds and illuminates your face, making you squint.

“Turn that off, Jesus Christ, Y/N,” Taehyung snaps, his voice muffled and aggravated.

Your mind is too groggy to realize he’s sleeping next to you, too groggy to suddenly remember what happened the night before. Until, of course, you feel your limbs tangled with not only Taehyung’s but another’s. When you crane your neck to look, you see Jeon Jungkook splayed out beside you sleeping peacefully and you gasp.

The events of the night before suddenly flood your mind and everything is hazy up until your wild time with the two boys. Your muddled sober mind alerts your heart and suddenly it’s beating hard and fast in your chest as you register the situation. You’re used to waking up with a naked Taehyung by your side but never were you used to waking up next to a naked Taehyung and Jungkook.

Jungkook stirs in his sleep then and you curse silently, diving for your phone on the floor before realizing your drastic mistake. Your core is still tender and your legs feel so delicate, nearly caving in beneath you as you wobble precariously. Somehow, you manage to grab your phone and tap the snooze button hastily. Taehyung’s still half asleep on his side but Jungkook lays on his back and you’re surprised to see him looking up at you with a quirked eyebrow and a tiny smirk.

“Don’t you dare say anything,” You hiss. “Holy shit, that wasn’t a dream?”

You gnaw on your lower lip and reach down blindly to grab the nearest article of clothing on the floor (one of Taehyung’s shirts) to toss over your bare body. To soothe your aching muscles, you resort to kneeling on the edge of the bed.

“It wasn’t,” Taehyung murmurs.

“Nice to know you think our dicks are dream worthy though,” Jungkook snorts. “So when’s our round two?”

Your promise from the night before dawns on you all too suddenly and, though you feign your usual annoyance for both boys, the potential prospect of another night with the two of them thrills you to no end.

“I━ I━” You stammer.

“Come back here, baby,” Taehyung muses. “It’s too early to be up right now. You can sleep a bit longer before you pretend you hate the both of us.”

Your eyes flicker down to your phone to check the time: 6 a.m. You can barely walk, let alone function this early in the morning, even without the added stress of your hangover, and sleep seems far too appealing to ignore. Maybe you can stay for a few more hours…

“Fine,” You grumble. You crawl back between them and wiggle around until you’re laying back on the bed. “But you’re making me that cup of coffee when I wake up, Taehyung.”

“Anything else, princess?” Taehyung grins.

“Maybe run me a bath too,” You wince as you settle back against the bed. “Everything hurts.”

“Will do,” Jungkook says. “Gotta do the most to make sure we get that second round. Now, come here━”

The boys snicker and, soon, the three of you have slipped back into a peaceful slumber.

You know that when you wake you’ll profusely deny that the night before and the morning after had ever happened; that you’ll never again find yourself in either Jungkook’s or Taehyung’s bed, much less with the both of them at the same time ━ but you find that you never really listen much to rules anyway.

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29+1 (Part One)

𝔰𝔶𝔫𝔬𝔭𝔰𝔦𝔰: In which Seokjin is the Devil from The Devil Wears Prada, Taehyung is your work Jesus and Jimin is your handsome successful brother.

𝔭𝔞𝔦𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰: seokjin x reader (taehyung x reader if you squint real hard)

𝔤𝔢𝔫𝔯𝔢: slice of life; ceo!seokjin (diva!seokjin)

𝔴𝔠: 3.6k

𝔴𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰: heavy use of alcohol as a coping mechanism, a plethora of sarcasm (please don’t be offended) and a sprinkle of softness (is that a warning?).

𝔞/𝔫: this sat in my unwritten folder since 2017 no lie. I wrote the premise and a singular paragraph at that time, then just gave up. I opened it a few days ago, got inspired again and this word vomit came out (heavily influenced by a midnight Zoom call with my friends). Ngl this was so much fun to write, and I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did. This will probably be in three parts. 𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔠𝔩𝔞𝔦𝔪𝔢𝔯: I did not know that DailyHive is an actual online news source when writing. This work is purely fictional and has absolutely nothing to do with the real DailyHive.

part two

Your friends have a saying: After 29, nobody shares their age until they’ve accomplished something.

In the past, you didn’t understand it. What’s so bad about saying you’re 30 or you’re 32? That’s still a young age! Sure, you’re not exactly in your prime anymore but you’re not old, right?

So, you continue in your own wondrous world of naïveté until that fateful day at your class reunion. You had simply been walking around, minding your own business when you had been stopped by an old colleague.

“Hey, Y/N, right?” she waves you down.

You smile kindly, not even bothering to try and remember her name (you sucked at names, what could you say).

“Hey…you!” you chuckle lightly, “How have you been doing?”

An everyday question leading to catastrophic effects.

“Oh you know,” she says and rolls her eyes as if you truly did know, “I’ve just been out and about. Did I tell you though? I got married last year!” She holds out her hand in which a giant diamond adorns her finger. “Wow!” you gasp, feigning interest. It’s not that you aren’t happy for her, but you are reminded of just how single you are currently. When was the last time you felt another human’s touch? Does kissing come back as easily as riding a bicycle? “Hey!” she says suddenly, “I’m actually meeting with a couple of friends from our class. You should come join! I’m sure they’d be happy to see you again!” You want to wave her off, but against your better judgment, you find yourself following in her footsteps and listening to her speak about wedding venues and honeymoon destinations.

“Oh my god!” another female voice filters in.

The “couple of friends” this old classmate had mentioned is in fact a fairly impressive size of twenty. This is also the third time the wedding announcement has been made.

“Last year?” the female continues, “Weren’t you young?”

Yes, you want to respond. Yes she was young. A full 365 days younger than she is now.

Your classmate, Sooyoung (or Kiko as she insists going by now) titters in front of you. “I mean, you can sort of say I’m a late bloomer. I got married when I was 31.”

Her words unintentionally cut into you. Here you are at 29 without a beau in sight. You take a fast swig of your beer and end up hitting the empty glass with a clink to your teeth. Nobody notices.

“Enough about me, however, how about you?”

“I started my own business actually. It’s been doing really well and it’s been a crazy mind. Imagine me, my own boss at only 33!”

You nervously join them when they suddenly laugh together.

“Hi, can I get another pint please? Actually add a tequila shot to that,” you whisper the last part to the waitress you had just stopped.

And that was how the rest of the night went. People asking one another what they had accomplished. Any moment in time after 30 would not be mentioned until somebody travelled to Uganda to build houses at 31 or another gave birth at the same age. Below 30, anything would be attributed to luck or in your case…

“What are you doing currently?” somebody asks you, “The little baby of our class.”

Swallowing your third tequila shot of the night, you wonder for the umpteenth time how you had become a part of this giant sharing circle. You wonder if it’s a blessing or a curse that you had graduated a little early and thus was younger than most of your peers.

“Well,” you start, “I’m currently working at DailyHive.”

“Ohh!” a man gushes. You recognize him as the once-upon-a-time science partner you used to cheat notes off of. “I use DailyHive nearly as much as Instagram these days. You guys cover everything from news to sports to fashion.”

You shrug. “Yeah. It’s, uh… it’s a pretty big company!”

“What are you doing there?”

Kiko-ex-Sooyoung hits the man teasingly on the shoulder. “Y/N is probably the Director of Marketing or something. Remember how she used to spend all class doodling in her notebook?”

“Or sleeping!” someone quips.

You don’t join in when they all laugh.

“I’m…an intern,” you say with as much pride as you can in a group of established professionals ranging from dermatologists to that one guy who had flown around the world as a TedTalk guest speaker.

A hushed silence befalls everyone.

“That’s…cool!” the same man encourages you, “Interns are totally rad! Everyone wants an intern spot these days.”

His girlfriend pats your arm, almost empathetically. “Yeah. I know a bunch of people who first start off as interns and then they shoot up the ladder quick enough. As long as you’re no longer an intern at 30, you’re golden!”

Once again, the entire group laughs as if she has said the most hilarious of jokes.

She composes herself and says to you, “Because after that, you should have accomplished something.”

Her words still ring in your ears as you sit at your desk this morning.

Yeah…something. All you need to do is accomplish something in the next three months before you are officially, 29 + 1.

Your fingers tap against your thighs silently while you observe the current debate that is occurring in the conference room. You barely have time to sweep the falling hair back behind your ear as your fingers ferociously fly across the keyboard to keep in track with the meeting.

Fei is arguing that the implement of a new search word system would boost users while Daniel says that it is a waste of resources. Instead, everything should be put into updating the entire system as a whole. You have long since lost track of their words as neither pertain to what you do as an intern.

“Enough,” the CEO of DailyHive holds up a hand. His one word causes the entire room to hush over – truly, the words of a god.

And that might as well be what he is. With his hair swept back and a lone tendril curling perfectly above his brow, Kim Seokjin is legitimately a walking god. Off his broad shoulders hang an expensive white linen suit bought with his pocket change and your yearly salary. A pair of sunglasses hangs in the V of the collared shirt dipping low enough to blur the lines between being fashionably professional and just downright sexy.

The snap of his fingers brings you back to the present.

He dramatically rolls his eyes and accepts that you are an incompetent minute-taker.

“I have to remember that the world just doesn’t move as fast as I do.”

- Quote: Rolling Stones 2019 Kim Seokjin.

Now if only he’d remember he had once said that.

He points at each of them with one finger, then swipes to the left. “Both of you, solve this outside. I don’t want to hear your voices any longer. You two from the marketing team, Ungroomed Stache and Acne Chin, create me a report if we are to implement Ms. Song’s idea. The two of you from…” he takes a pause here clearly having forgotten who his employees are, “The two of you do the same thing but for Mr. Hwang.”

The pair from accounting open their mouth to protest that they are in charge of only numbers, but they are ignored.

“All of you out now. Except you,” he points his finger directly at you, “Stay.”

Nobody utters a single word until they have all left and you are left alone with him. Standing before him with your hands folded nicely in front of you, you blink and wait.

He stares right back at you, picks up his coffee mug and drops it. The clatter of ceramic smashing against the ground causes a pause in the loud buzz outside the room. You know everybody’s focus has been shifted into the room.

“Do you want to kill me?” he drawls.

You take a long inhale. “No,” you say.

“No?” he repeats the word, “Well I think you do. Did you check this coffee before you brought it to me? I tasted cinnamon in it. You know how I’m allergic to cinnamon. Get me a new cup. And this mess, get somebody to clean it. I don’t want the smell of coffee in this room when I have my next meeting here in twenty. I’m taking a smoke a break.”

He stands up and brushes past you without saying anything else.

Nobody can be allergic to cinnamon. Besides if he had actually tasted cinnamon and was that sensitive, he would be dead. And good riddance to that.

Of course, you say none of this and wordlessly begin to pick up the broken ceramic pieces of the dead mug. The bustling outside the meeting room has returned back to its normal state of chaos. Seeing the ugly stain of coffee on the once pristine carpet causes you to swear beneath your breath.

“Who the fuck is allergic to cinnamon?” a new voice says, sliding up beside you.

The second god in DailyHive; the much nicer and evidently preferred Kim; Taehyung takes the mug pieces from you and drops it into the garbage bin.

Blessed with not only intelligence but devilishly model-like features, he is your desk buddy in the small space allotted for interns and your sole friend in the company.

“Tae,” you sigh with exasperation upon seeing your lifesaver, “What am I going to do about this stain? He’s going to return in fifteen and there’s no way I can get a coffee stain out of this expensive-ass carpet.”

Taehyung taps a long finger to his lips, leaves the room briefly, and returns with a roll of Bounty sheets and a can of Febreze. He promptly blots as much of the coffee off from the carpet then proceeds to pull the meeting table.

“C’mon, Y/N, don’t just stand there. Help me! Time is of the essence!”

You laugh and join him in moving the table so that one of the legs cover the stain 80% of the way. Once he is satisfied, he takes the Febreze and sprays until the whole room smells like “Hawaiian Aloha”.

“You’re welcome.” He gives an extravagant bow, the motion popping open the top button of his shirt to expose a surprisingly chiseled chest.

Fei returns back into the room holding a phone to her ear and a clipboard in her left hand. “What the hell? It smells like a Bath & Body Works in here. Intern, aren’t you supposed to be filing or something? Stop standing around and be useful.” She grips Taehyung’s arm and drags him out of the room. “Button up. This is a professional workplace.”

You give him a tiny wave as Taehyung is steered away by his girlfriend and back to the cubicles.

Taehyung may be your saviour at work, but outside, it cannot be denied that your brother is the true Fountain of Life.

A week has passed since the coffee incident (you suspect a cleaning personnel had found the stain and cleaned up after your improv as aforementioned stain can no longer be found), but Jimin still brings it up.

“I still can’t believe that he said he was allergic to cinnamon. I’ve never heard of such bullshit before,” your brother says over the phone. You can practically hear his eyeroll from across the world.

As a renowned ophthalmologist, you have not seen Jimin for close to a year as he has been initiating his new clinic, a flying eye hospital.

“You should hear his Starbucks order. I always feel like I’m ready to launch my next EP whenever I’m at the counter,” you say.

Jimin laughs. There is the muffled sounds of voices as his never-ending flow of patients have arrived for the day.

“I shouldn’t keep you,” you say upon hearing that, “You’re probably really busy.”

“No,” he says, “I’ve got a few minutes if you’ve got a few. I miss talking to my baby sister.”

“I’m not a baby anymore, Jiminie,” you say using the nickname he hated.

“Oh that’s right. Your birthday’s in a little under three months, right? My baby sister is turning the big three-oh.”

“God, don’t remind me.”

“Want me to come visit you?”

You contemplate the idea once, having not seen Jimin in quite a while.

“Only if you have time. But I feel like Mom and Dad would probably want to see you more. Speaking of which, um… How are Mom and Dad?”

“They’re good. I hear Dad is finally going to retire this year. He’s giving his practice to Kibum, you remember him? Mom will probably start pestering us about what to do for his retirement party.”

There is a pause.

“You know, it wouldn’t hurt to say hi to them once in a while.”

You sigh. “And say what? Hey, it’s me. The child that ran away from home at 18? Yeah, I’m not a doctor like everybody else in the family but a 29 year old intern at a popular app company. Whassuuup?”

“Y/N, that’s not what I – ”

“It’s okay, Jimin. I’ve come to accept that not everybody is cut out to be a doctor. I just wish Mom and Dad could realize that.”

Jimin sighs on your behalf. There is the sound of a crying child coming through the earphone. “Well, your contract expires a few weeks after your birthday, right? Who knows, you might be the next Mark Zuckerberg.”

He has never explicitly inquired about your life plan and you know this is as much as he is willing to push without asking, “What’s next after this intern hiccup?” At least he had the decency to compare you to a controversial Internet entrepreneur.

The child is crying much louder now.

“Again with my birthday. But I’ll let you know,” is the only reply you can come up with at the moment. “Okay, brother, go forth and heal the blind. I bless thee in the name of the Holy Spirit, Son and Ghost.”

There is true laughter that rings from Jimin as he ends the call. “It’s Father, Son and Holy Ghost you dweeb. I love you sis.”

“You too.” You hang up first before he can add anything else.

With that, you enter into the 7am Starbucks queue and prepare yourself in running the first single of your long overdue EP.

Seokjin leans back in his chair, watching you from inside his office. Today he has chosen a black turtleneck and a brazen maroon-nearly purple suit jacket to complete the outfit. For once, there is an empty mug of coffee beside him and his morning headache has been appeased.

He knew he had given you an impossible task.

“Compile all the troubleshooting errors we have received since the launch of DailyHive. Organize it in a manner that allows me to identify the most prominent problem. Run it through whomever you please before giving it to me. I don’t need to waste my time correcting your mistakes.”

There is an amused smile that bubbles beneath his otherwise stoic features. He cannot deny that there is, might he dare say, a cute quality about you as you manually scan through the received concerns on your laptop dating back to the initial beta tests – the ones that were lost in a data crash and only backed up with unintelligible scribblings of previous interns.

The moment you had been introduced as the new intern, you had caught his eye. You are exquisitely mundane, and perhaps the reason you had even caught him the first time was due to solely to the fact that you were older than most interns – himself even. Nevertheless, you continue to present him small surprises in your tenacity and capability to tackle challenges.

“Mr. Kim.”

His intercom comes alive with the voice of his secretary.

Seokjin’s eyes do not leave you as he answers.

“Mr. Hwang is on line two. Would you like me to defer him to a later time if you are currently busy?”

Seokjin cannot help but sigh. Hwang Junho, his co-founder, while a genius in international business is also a notorious chatterbox and gossip. There is seldom a reason for Junho to call him except to relay the cover titles of E!Magazine.

“Did he mention a reason for calling?” Seokjin inquires.

His secretary seems to be reading from a note. “He says it’s to do with the company. Something he read from Cosmopolitan this morning.”

So not E! but another sister celebrity gossip blog. He checks his watch and duly notes that he certainly has no meetings scheduled until later in the afternoon where your report would be needed to run a preliminary analysis.

“Sir?”

“Yes, put him through. But tell him I’ve got only five minutes, so he’s better give me the Cliffnotes version,” Seokjin sighs again.

Before he can be connected, Seokjin quickly says, “What’s the name of that intern again?”

“Who?” his secretary asks, “We’ve hired four since the beginning of the year.”

“The one who keeps wanting to poison me.”

“I’m sorry, Sir?” she sounds concerned.

“The one who keeps forgetting that I despise cinnamon.”

There is no response.

“The older one. Spilled coffee a while ago but still has enough coordination to pull together a decent report.”

“Ah,” she says.

He waits patiently as she searches through the database, eventually giving him your name. He gives a slight pause and then says, “Good. Now patch me with Junho.”

There is a momentary buzz as the call becomes connected in which Seokjin turns over the syllables of your name wordlessly.

“Mr. Kim. The man of the hour. How are you, my brother?” Junho’s baritone fills the office in a manner of seconds.

Despite the little annoying quirks, Seokjin cannot help but smile when hearing the voice of his best friend.

“You’ve got three minutes, Junho.”

Junho grumbles. “That’s not my fault. You were the one still on the line with your secretary. Is it still Yerin? ‘Cuz I won’t blame you if that’s the case. Did I catch you doing some naughty phone sex during office hours?”

“Two.”

“Holy hell. Fine. It’s always business with you. That’s why the tabloids are always writing you as an uptight asshole.”

This shifts Seokjin’s attention to the phone. His name is seldomly mentioned except for the features in business columns. He prefers to stay out of the limelight.

“What?”

“Put your name on Google.”

Seokjin does as he is told.

There are millions of results, but the first few pages share the same headline. He clicks on the first one with a grimace.

“Kim Seokjin. Mr. Worldwide Handsome as noted by his fans, has recently sparked Internet outrage.”

A quick skim of the otherwise trashy article brought to the surface a summary: his last dating scandal had ended badly and the repercussions of blowing off a famous celebrity’s daughter had finally caught up with him. The Internet was calling him arrogant, narrow-minded, and even greedy. “The young Chief Executive Officer of booming social media app DailyHive has been accused of using his relationship with actress XYZ to further his own business. Once he gained recognition from aforementioned relationship, he has cold-heartedly cast her away to pursue his next.” “You’re calling me for this bullshit?” Seokjin scoffs. Junho tuts his tongue loudly. “This is not bullshit. It’s affecting the image of your company. Do you think people want to download and support an app that is run by somebody who is being called cruel and dishonest? You’ve got to address this soon before it gets out of control. You’re lucky I have alerts set for these type of things. I caught it for you just in the nick of time.” Seokjin inhales deeply. “You’re also lucky that I’ve got the perfect solution in mind.” “That is?” “The Silver Gala,” Junho references the prestigious event. The Silver Gala is hosted annually and attended by the largest celebrities as well as other wealthy investors and guests. Those in the social circle shared between Seokjin and Junho often yearned for tickets to attend events such as this, as they serve as excellent networking opportunities. Besides the above, such events are circled by reporters and writers of gossip columns to get the exclusive scoop on any eyebrow-raising rumours. “The solution lies in such an event,” Junho continues, “You know how many people will be there. All you’ve got to do is show up with your average girl-next-door type and it’ll show how you’re actually really humble and down to earth. Kim Seokjin is perfectly capable of dating like any regular human being. He doesn’t use “love” or whatever to further his business. Love is the connection between two souls; two individuals who – ” “Beep. Your time has run out Junho. I’ve got another meeting scheduled right this moment,” Seokjin interrupts. “Dude, seriously. Think about it. You could bring Yerin. Everbody loves a good CEO and his secretary affair. And if that’s too juicy for you, I can introduce you to some girls. Or maybe we could go back to our university days and hit a bar, y’know?” Junho tries his best to persuade. “Fuck!” you swear beneath your breath right as you walk into Kim Seokjin’s office. His door had been open and, in your excitement to show your completed report, you had dropped all the loose papers on the ground. Four hours of organization gone, just like that. You hope that at least Seokjin hasn’t heard or noticed you as he had been engrossed in his phone call. Seokjin had in fact noticed you. He can’t help himself but follow the curvature of your bare shoulder as your bangs escape the hold of your scrunchie and sweep across your skin. “Don’t worry, Junho, I’ve just thought about it,” he says with a smile.

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Vmin song analysis - Winter in August - Part 4

Since this analysis ended up being so long it has been divided in parts. This is part 4. If you haven’t read part 1, 2 or 3 yet I recommend doing so. This is the final part.

This started as a Spring Day analysis, but it has since grown immensely. I actually rather call it a thematic analysis or something, and while Spring Day is still at the core of it all, I go through many songs and details outside of Spring Day connections.

Taehyung obviously loves Spring Day a lot, and Jimin does too. It might seem weird to make a Vmin analysis out of Spring Day, but I just felt there was enough surrounding things to talk about. Even if they might be coincidence I do personally think they fit it very well with the other song theories I have made, and I have even mentioned Spring Day a few times before. As usual I suggest reading my other song analyses before you get into this one. You can find them all in My masterpost

I am going to talk mostly about connections that Taehyung has made and how he seems to use a lot of similar themes and references, but also things possibly connecting Vmin and Spring Day.

Lyrics and theme

Choreo and MV

Taehyung’s (and Jimin’s) love for Spring Day

Connections to Vmin’s songs

Overlapping themes

Other connections to Vmin

Taehyung's songs not being all he wants to say

Taehyung’s mixtape

Summary

In this part I will focus on Taehyung and things he has mentioned in regards to making songs. Mostly I will speculate about the mixtape and then there is a final summary of this series of posts and the things I found the most interesting to keep in mind.

This is the last part and also the shortest one. I’ve had a lot of fun writing this, so before anything I just want to say thank you all for reading, and hope that you found this analysis worth your time.

7 - Taehyung’s songs not being all he wants to say

This isn’t related to Vmin, but I also want to mention how it seems some songs of Taehyung might be a bit held back, or at least that he might not fully be able to express all he wants in them.

The first example is how Namjoon says this about 4 o’clock in his fan café post:

"Through this song, Taehyung may not be able to express all of his emotions, but I hope that we'll be able to express it as much as possible. I hope it is the closest expression of Taehyung's dawn!"

To me this all sounds like an important moment for Taehyung, with emotions he wanted to express. And Namjoon points out Taehyung might not be able to express "all of his emotions" as read in his fan café post. If this was all I might not react because I can understand it might be difficult for someone else to truly understand and fully express something that comes from someone else. For Stigma Namjoon also said it "sounds like Taehyung has his own story". But of course for most of their solo songs on Wings we didn’t get to hear all that much of the meaning behind them.

But somehow there are a few of these expressions and examples where it really seems like Taehyung might be held back somewhat, perhaps in particular when it comes to songwriting.

There is of course the Christmas song, and that is probably the most direct example. Even more so relevant from a Vmin perspective because it also touches on the subject of romantic expressions between Vmin because of the lyrics being “not fit for two men to sing” and being denied for that reason.

Then we also have the way Taehyung spoke about Sweet Night and Inner Child.

First in this Vlive with Namjoon, where he said he tends to write what he has felt himself when speaking about Inner Child.

In the same clip Taehyung also said it was difficult to get to express the things he wanted. That the staff had a hard time and that he wasn't able to realize what was in his mind. But it’s very difficult to say if this was about sound or lyrics/expression.

It’s really impossible to make a song analysis for Vmin and not reference other analysis of other songs at this point... But I’ve talked about Sweet Night before in Sweet Night - Song analysis and HERE.

But then he later on also confirmed in an interview that Sweet Night in particular was meant for his mixtape, and thus not meant for the drama. Once again it’s a song that starts from Taehyung’s feelings.

We know that Taehyung likes to write things he has felt, and we know he has sometimes seemingly had struggles to express those things. I don’t know if these other examples (except with Happy Christmas) are more about being unable to express it because he doesn’t know how, but it could also be him not being able to express certain things.

Because then there is the "Tone it down" comment he apparently got to hear from Bang PD which Taehyung mentioned in relation to the making of BE when talking about his own mixtape.

Yoongi brings up a valid question, because while we know that Blue & Grey is a song that talks about Tae’s hardships and that BTS in general can bring up “darker” topics. We don’t know if this was a comment on a particular song or if Tae had several and we have no clue to what kind of details they might want Taehyung to tone down. I do know many (not just Vminies) have wondered if it might be LGBT+ related, but again we only have speculations here.

Speaking of LGBT+ I also can’t help but notice that there are 3 possible LGBT+ references in Taehyung’s songs. The first and most obvious being the lyric reference to the movie Moonlight in 4 o’clock, secondly the cover of Confessions of a mask seemingly being used as inspiration for imagery in Singularity, and thirdly the “You make me want to be a better man” line from Snow Flower being a possible reference from the movie As good as it gets. On top of this there is of course Happy Christmas basically being denied because it’s romantic lyrics that isn’t “fit” for Vmin to sing together.

I think that the music Taehyung makes is very important and personal to him, as he has said as much. I think it says very much that 4 o’clock and Happy Christmas involve Jimin to some extent at least and that Taehyung has many times talked about giving Jimin songs. If Taehyung is held back, it’s understandable that he would get frustrated. I think we even have a direct example with how he expressed the problem with his Christmas song live to us all.

What Taehyung gives us is things he wants to talk about and express, which to me is just another example of why looking at Taehyung and what he says and does kind of brings a bit more weight to any shipping or relationship conversation about him.

Lyrics like “sharing my fragile truth” or “I'll be back to tell another story of mine” to me in combination with the way he emphasis wanting to be honest and write about things he has felt is just another layer to Taehyung’s songs I find interesting.

What all these examples brings to mind to me as a Vminie is the Vmin Unit interview and Taehyung's "As honestly as possible".

For me it feels like Taehyung is telling us his story and his feelings “as well as he can” by expressing things through his songs, but that there could be reasons he isn’t saying everything he wishes he could say and perhaps even that the company might advise him to keep some things a bit more vague.

8. Taehyung’s mixtape

There are a few interesting aspects about Taehyung’s mixtape and what we might get on it and this section will be more speculation and theories about upcoming things.

First of all we know that Taehyung said there is a song that will be very similar to 4 o’clock on his mixtape (he talked about this the same day as Vmin’s unit interview for Friends). Another translation explains it as more of a “continuation” of 4 o’clock, which is definitely interesting if that’s the case.

Then there is just the general fact that Vmin seem very interested in collaborating and show a lot of interest in each other’s music in general.

We also got Taehyung mention he is writing a song for sleepless nights when he had a conversation with an ARMY on weverse May 4th 2020, meaning after the release of Sweet night but before Blue and Grey.

We did also get a snippet of the song “Sleep” on April 21st 2021 (at 4.24 am) so that could also have been the song he was talking about. Regardless Taehyung is really using this theme a lot.

We also got some interesting things from Taehyung which people wonder if it might have to do with his mixtape and a new song. It started on April 1st when Tae came back to Weverse after a while and, amongst others, commented on this post by an ARMY.

This is a very small detail, but the ARMY mentions Jimin as “a soft sunny spot of a spring day” and Taehyung as “the gentle breeze that brushes against your skin...” and Taehyung’s reply uses spring flowers (cherry blossoms) fluttering in the breeze. To be fair this is a reach, and it wouldn’t be weird if Tae didn’t think about Jimin’s role being in spring at all.

Then he tweeted about a song called Loop (by Peakboy) along with some cherry blossoms and a new expression.

Most interesting here is perhaps the line about “I am starting to feel more comfortable in the darkness.” As we know Taehyung seems to find the night sweet now, and this is another example that might point at it being something that has changed over time.

Then there is the "I flower purple you", which seems to be Taehyung's new name for cherry blossoms (or he just didn't have any better emoji). And if so the possibility of what that love means and how it can connect to spring and possibly Jimin (through his “Not Tata. It’s the face of I purple you” comment).

So we have the purple flower on the cover of Snow Flower and then Tae using Cherry blossoms together with the new tag. I am just saying that if Spring is a possible topic for a song on Taehyung’s album, I will be very curious to see what it says.

We also have Jimin drawing a Cherry blossom tree on his shoes in ITS. If Taehyung has been thinking about adding a song to his mixtape which uses references to spring or even more Cherry blossoms in particular, it’s possible Jimin was perhaps thinking of this song while choosing his motif. But this is definitely a reach and likely has no bigger meaning except that Jimin finds Cherry blossoms pretty.

And just recently at 4 o’clock in the morning on August 27th 2021 we had Jimin post “I miss you every single day” which does match with the lyrics of Spring Day “보고싶다”, though I definitely think this is too common to mean anything.

Still, there are a lot of small things to find, and either I am just finding things because I am looking, or there might be something to it. There are just a lot of matching things at this point, and I don’t know if they all can be random coincidences even though I am sure some of them are.

I don’t know if Taehyung will release his mixtape, or if he does if it will be what he wanted or at least started originally, but I hope he can release and sing the songs he wants to sing. Either way I will look forward to whatever he decided to share and am curious what stories he will sing about next.

9 - Summary

Spring Day was released in February 2017 as an addition to the Wings album on You never walk alone. Meaning it also comes very soon after Lie and Stigma which both have these themes of being in pain and feeling bad about themselves. There are also a lot of songs from Taehyung in particular (but also Jimin) about wanting to be together with someone but either having to wait or being unsure about the future. The time of release is the beginning of 2017, more precisely in February which was also a very good time for Vminies, not the least since we got the Soulmate claim. It was in other words during the Spring Day/Not today era where Vmin first claimed each other as soulmates in public.

If we put together that Taehyung both references the scene in 4 o'clock which Jimin is linked to, and uses scenes from Spring Day for Scenery it's possible Taehyung has done these references because they have personal meaning to him. And it's possible that since one of those references (4 o’clock) might be connected to Jimin that the other one (Spring Day) might be as well. Again, keep in mind the lyrics of Spring Day and in particular how it includes "you're my best friend" and how Taehyung has also used “Are you my best friend?” in the lyrics of Sweet Night which is also romantic.

Now of course this is all under the assumption that Winter Bear and Scenery too could be Vmin songs, but even if they aren’t at the very least it does seem to be examples of Spring Day being very important and inspiring for Taehyung. He references Spring Day directly for his own promotion of both Scenery and Winter Bear and considering the lyrics and themes I do think the songs could have connections through inspiration at least. If you want to read more on why those songs have other connections to Jimin you can also read my posts Vmin - Scenery, Promise and song connections and Vmin - Winter Bear analysis.

What we end up with are these:

Possible similar themes and lyrics between Spring Day and other Taehyung songs.

Possible thematic similarities for Jimin's songs as well.

Jimin and Taehyung both loving Spring Day and creating moments with each other during it.

Hobi referencing Spring Day in reaction to a Vmin moment.

Spring Day possibly being referenced for 4 o’clock release.

Spring Day being directly referenced in relation to Scenery twice.

Spring Day being referenced with the release promo for Winter Bear.

The possible scene between Vmin in the park from 4 o’clock being referenced in Scenery (also the release time of the teaser), meaning in extension Spring Day references to Scenery could have a connection to the same person.

Vmin both having a certain love for the winter season and night which they have used in their songs.

Friends including "Cold winters" as something they have gone through together.

Friends including them saying they want to stay together forever.

An interesting timeline with how Vmin was during Spring Day era and what songs Tae wrote around that time.

Many of the expressions in Taehyung’s songs matching how he talks and thinks about Jimin.

12 out of 13 songs having either the theme of Night/Day or Winter. And 4 out of these songs having confirmed direct links between Vmin.

As usual there are a lot of things in the details that are much more difficult to know if they have meaning or not, but at the very least there are many things that fits with the narrative that Spring Day means a lot to Taehyung and that he could be influenced by the themes and how they also match well with Jimin in particular.

If I would sum it up with Vmin as characters in this ongoing narrative in their songs it would look something like this:

Taehyung's perspective: It's difficult and he wonders what the future holds. He's unsure and doesn't know if he can pull Jimin closer even if he wants to and even if Jimin seems to feel the same it seems like a double edged sword. Being hidden or them not being able to be together as more than friends is something he struggles with. He wants to express himself and he tries through his songs. But even if they have each other now and he seems to gradually get more used to the "Night/Winter" over time, it is a constant struggle. He wishes that he was stronger, but Jmin being there with him helps him.

Jimin's perspective: We don't have as many songs from Jimin, so perhaps he doesn’t have as much of a need to express himself outwards in general. He is better at being ok with what they have, or at least at seeming like it. 'I say that it's all okay. But maybe that's not what I truly think.'. He can "sleep" early on and he smiles even though the smiles aren't always happy, and in contrast Taehyung can't. Basically what Jimin is doing is being better at hiding it. But Jimin also wants Taehyung to be his own light and night. In it all he also promises to stay and that Taehyung is his and expresses how he wants to be together when BTS is over.

I guess you could say that winter has been a hibernation period for their relationship. In particular for Jimin. But now they can both enjoy even this period because unlike earlier they are waiting together, they have reached each other, they can hold hands and give each other warmth when they need it. They know where they stand and have mostly reconciled with the thought of waiting to be together properly. Even if it's always going to be difficult.

I might be taking some of the lyrics a bit too literally. Either way it seems both of them are more ok with the current situation compared to before. To me if there is a Vmin perspective here it seems to slowly change with time in how they express it but that the want and wish to be together has always been there. It also seems possible that finally after all this time and uncertainty some things have become easier, and that there might even be change towards something even better in the future.

I’ve been working on this theory for a long time. Like I said, the original plan was to post on February 13th for the anniversary. But it was a lot bigger and took more time than expected. I also didn’t expect Taehyung to give me new reasons to raise my eyebrows. One being this new song 'Sleep' with it’s lyrics, and the other being the cherry blossoms he posted about. I am very curious to see what we might get for KTH1 when it comes out.

Spring is coming.

(Ok sorry for the joke but I am actually scared if Spring would be coming in regards to Taehyung's song narrative. Way more scary than Winter coming if you ask me.)

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stalkerxyou · 3 years

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♡ How BTS Would Eat You Out

a/n: a ‘head’canon — literally 😉

warnings ⚠️ graphic smut, dom/sub dynamics, femdom, voyeurism, period sex, face-riding, hair-pulling

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Jimin ⇢ Slow, tantalizing, the sloppiest among the members. Not afraid to get all dirty and extra, whatever idea is your request — Jimin will just giggle and go for it. You don’t wanna know what he’s truly capable of, do you. He got hooked the first time he made you cum like that, now he’s straight-up possessed. No going back, and he keeps on learning new things and stimulating new spots every time to create a big moan-worthy surprise.

Prettiest and immensely vocal when it’s getting so, so sweaty, on the brink of exhaustion. Most likely, Jimin’s finishing with smudged eyeliner. Does it best with music playing in the background, but that’s obvious: Oral equals dancing to him. Prone to lack of confidence while getting started, so your guidance is always in dire need. Best matched with a domme who can don a firm grip on his neck and shoulders. Face-riding all day every day.

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Originally posted by jimiyoong

Taehyung ⇢ Not the soft teddy everyone believes him to be. Singularity revealed to us that really, we were mistaken. Full of mischief, out of the seven members he is the cockiest by far when it comes to oral. Does it best underneath the table or when you order him to go for it in the car. The backseat of course, with Yoongi driving — sternly! — because nobody else is as hard-boiled and like “yeah he’s giving head that’s more normal than brushing one’s teeth”.

And Taehyung, well he just enjoys having someone listen to him going down on you. It usually means twice the praise as 1) hardly will he be unable to fully please you and 2) head-master Yoongi approves anyways, Tae is a natural. Goes berserk the second your back arches. Moans a whole lot, likes to switch locations all over the house each time. Ultimately has to be tamed and held in place by squeezing his head with your thighs, hard.

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Originally posted by attacked-by-bangtan

Jin ⇢ So suave. Tender loving, lots of food involved to play around with. Has a very sensitive tongue, so he won’t do anything too wild. The advantage being that he can have a taste and accurately guess your mood and current level of vitamin E intake or something. Those soft lips don’t help, he’s just super gentle and makes sure you rest on as many pillows as possible. Might even use loads of chapstick because JK told him that’s a good idea.

Generally speaking, Seokjin is probably the only guy on this planet who can make his partner feel like she’s in a movie. A little bathtub romance will accompany your evening, although it’s important to mention that Jin is also at his best when the sun rises. With some tea on the nightstand, it’s gotta be classy. He just never disappoints, to be exact. Easily responds to any demands or suggestions, but infuses it with plenty of personality.

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Originally posted by theseoks

Yoongi ⇢ Ace of slow tongue-fucking and sexy slurping noises. You’d think he’d be the one to do it fast because eating you out is just like doing a verse. Nuh-uh. He can bob up and down for ages and still have enough tension in his tongue to penetrate deep enough. Always makes an effort to clean up in between because so much drool is getting in his eyes, that rascal is not afraid to dive in not seeing anything. Will use his damn nose as well.

Won’t stop until his bangs are sticky against his forehead and you — satisfied twice, because once is never enough. It’s his orgasm that you get instead if you will. Yoongi won’t care what his dick tells him and what it wants. His first #1 sexual asset is his tongue and it’s married to your clit and labia. The stimulation reaches its peak when you pull his hair and twirl it at the base of his neck. The more it hurts, the better, it really pushes him to the limit.

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Originally posted by sugasuite

Hoseok ⇢ Fast and lowkey furious, a true challenge for a domme. This slippery tongue is all the rage, an engine of its own class. While Yoongi does it slow and good, Jung fucking Hoseok is all about fast and good. Can’t wait until you finished showering, even. He slips right in and who are you not to seize the opportunity. Makes up for lack of patience with lots of technique and putting on a show which can get pretty loud. It’s not giving head, it’s thrusting head, in fact.

All day if you only say the word, Hobi exceeds a vibrator with high-performance batteries. Yeah I know, I can’t stop comparing him to a freaking machine but that’s what he is. Second in sloppiness, although he will gobble it up fast. Definitely an eager swallower and dirty talker. Could aptly school any man about the faulty belief that giving your gf head is not the main event. Matches high passion type of encounters where you are sure to bring a leash.

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Originally posted by jitonic

Namjoon ⇢ Eager and obliging. Feels compelled to serve you, but needs clear instructions. Do this, do that, more to the left, lower your arm. Or maybe because he wants to serve, your wish is his exact command so he won’t do anything you dislike. It’s a promise, Joon can make you feel so good. Treats it all with utmost respect, but will loosen up once getting the hang of it. Won’t crack under pressure either, RM can be stern and quite like a workhorse to give you everything he’s got.

Although, it won’t feel like a chore because it’s all spontaneous. Doesn’t tend to be sloppy, his tongue movements are quite precise and use mostly… tip. Delicious. It’s a rapper thing, but also very Namjoon. Most likely to eat you out on your period cause since his MVs we all know he likes a little freaky shit. Believes that if he doesn’t do all the work, his duty is not fulfilled and he has to start from the beginning. Well, why not, actually.

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Originally posted by thisisjustforfunval

Jungkook ⇢ Wow. This is like a trip to the spa, and all for free. Always does it to unwind you. Like Jin, a very sensual approach is default. No stress, he reserves a silent hour for it each day if you please even if he’s sleepy. This is not Hercules Kook who thinks everything in life is a competition, nope. Oral sex is like bunnies munching on salad for him, he does it all the time, just for the sake of it, something nice to savor. Thanks to his athletic skill and stamina, virtually any bizarre position is possible, no limits here.

You wanna do it up in the air and he just lifts you with two hands? No problem noona, as you wish. He also thinks it’s healthy for some reason, don’t ask why. Rather vocal in a way that he is pretty breathy most of the time, even huffing. You have to remind him that sometimes, two workouts a day are more than enough. Hence he pauses quite often, and so pleasing you is a matter of not a dozen minutes, but way longer. In love with your taste and the adrenaline.

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the--highlanders · 4 years

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6. Blossoming

on ao3.

Well.

Of course it would just so happen, the Doctor thought, that they would land on Jhax-III just when the Festival of the Moon was at its peak. And of course it would be the day of the flower ceremony, when the town would be crawling with – with couples arriving for the evening.

And of course, it was inevitable that someone would ask awkward questions about himself and Jamie.

He would be having stern words with the TARDIS when all this was over.

The Jhaxian standing in front of him was watching him with perfect friendliness, waiting politely for his reply, but when he opened his mouth, no sound came out. He snapped it shut, shook his head slightly, and tried again, but he could not think of what he could possibly say.

When a word did jump out of him, it was the worst possible thing he could have imagined saying. “Yes.”

The girl clapped her hands in delight, beaming up at him. “Oh, lovely! Are you here for tonight?”

“Y – yes.” People would have assumed, no matter what he said, the Doctor told himself. What harm was there in letting them believe what they would, when he would likely never see them again? But letting people think their own thoughts and openly telling someone that he and Jamie were – without even having asked Jamie first – surely it was a terrible thing to have done. A terrible breach of Jamie’s trust. “I’m, ah -” He glanced around himself awkwardly. The hotel lobby was so crowded that he could hardly hope that nobody else would have heard. “It’s all rather new, you see.”

“The flower ceremony is just the thing for a new relationship.” The girl sighed contentedly, tilting her head against her shoulder for a brief moment. “My girlfriend took me there when we first started dating.” Shaking herself, she sat upright again and handed him a key. “There you are. Number twenty-four, third floor on the left.”

The cold metal of the keychain felt as if it could scorch a hole through the Doctor’s trembling hands. He mumbled his thanks, then turned around to see Jamie wandering through the crowded atrium, close enough to send terror lancing through him. Could he have heard the conversation? Throwing a grateful nod to the girl at the reception desk, the Doctor darted over to Jamie, taking him by the elbow before letting him go hastily as if burnt.

“Ah – shall we go up to our room?” Realising what he had said, he slapped his hands against his sides. “That is – the room.”

“Aye, if ye like.” Jamie hefted the strap of the bag he carried higher up onto his shoulder. “Are ye alright? Ye seem a wee bit – och, I don’t know. Flustered.” He leant in closer to examine the Doctor’s face – and that certainly wasn’t helping, the Doctor thought despairingly. “Ye havenae found some trouble, have ye?”

“No – no – nothing like that.” The Doctor braced himself, then took Jamie’s arm again and marched him up the stairs. The twin pounding in his ears drowned out Jamie’s spluttered questions. Only when he reached their room did he let him go, fumbling with the key and jabbing it anywhere but the keyhole.

“Here.” The gentleness in Jamie’s voice was worse than anything. He reached over to prise the Doctor’s fingers apart, taking the key from him and unlocking the door with ease. “What’s gotten into ye?”

“Nothing,” the Doctor said plaintively. Jamie threw a sceptical look over his shoulder as he dumped the bag beside the bed – the very much singular bed. “I’m perfectly normal.”

“No, you’re not.”

“I can assure you, I am -”

“Hey.” Crossing the room, Jamie pressed on the Doctor’s shoulders until he sat down on the bed, then perched there beside him to put his hand on his shoulder. “It’s no good lyin’ to me, ye know I willnae believe it.”

The Doctor was tempted to mumble a bitter comment about silly old fusspots who didn’t know any better than to pry – but the voice which had spoken the words in his mind did not quite seem like his own, and besides, Jamie was right. “I, ah – well, I made a mistake, you see -” Jamie was rubbing small, uneven circles on the Doctor’s shoulder with his thumb, and the sensation made his eyes flicker closed and sent his thoughts spinning out of his mind. “Oh, this is no good. Jamie -” Nothing to do but to say it all at once, he supposed. “Will you go to the flower ceremony with me?”

Oh.

Oh, dear.

When he dared open his eyes again, he was surprised to see Jamie looking more bemused than anything. “Aye, why not,” he said happily. “Sounds like fun.”

“No!” His sudden exclamation made Jamie jerk away from him, sitting up ramrod straight. “No, I – ah – I didn’t mean – that is to say, I didn’t mean to ask.”

“Oh.” Jamie’s shoulders slumped again, and regret needled at the Doctor’s chest. “So ye don’t want tae go with me?”

Jhax-III was only a small planet, the Doctor recalled. Barely more than an asteroid, really. Whatever hole he was digging for himself must be nearing its core by now. “I didn’t mean that either,” he mumbled. “I’d like to go with you – but I hadn’t planned on asking, you see.”

“Oh.” Jamie sounded very much as if he did not, in fact, see – and the Doctor could hardly blame him, when he had gone ahead and asked anyway. “Why not?”

Why not. Absolutely typical, that he would make the Doctor spell it out as slowly and painfully as possible. “Ah – you are aware that this is an event for couples, aren’t you, Jamie?”

“Aye.” Jamie grinned. “I’ve had tae put up with Ben an’ Polly talkin’ about it.”

The thought was enough to make the Doctor smile, too. “They were rather – overexcited.”

“Aye, ye can say that again. But why didn’t ye want tae ask me?”

“Because,” the Doctor said, as patiently as he could manage, “we’re not a couple.”

“Oh.” Jamie glanced down at his lap, where he was twisting his hands together. “Aren’t we?”

Hearing those words, the Doctor thought, must surely be what walking into a TARDIS unexpectedly would be like. They had been spoken so casually, as if they had not just taken his entire conception of the universe and spun it on its head. “Are we?”

Jamie’s cheeks were reddening now – and the Doctor was sure that colour was filling his own in return. “I thought we were.”

How could we be a couple? the Doctor wanted to ask. There had been a – a something, as of late, unspoken and sitting in between them. An odd sort of closeness, a series of almosts. An almost cuddle when Jamie had fallen asleep during a movie. An almost don’t-leave-me late at night when Jamie had come into his room to borrow a book.

An almost-I-love-you when Jamie had thrown himself in front of a monster to protect him, and suffered the consequences.

And then – something that had not been an almost at all, when he had kissed Jamie and run off, and neither of them had said a word about it since.

“A- are we?” he croaked out instead. “A couple, I mean?”

Jamie was well and truly red-faced now, looking as stricken as the Doctor felt. “If you want.”

He would never get a better chance than this, the Doctor supposed. Standing up, he took Jamie’s hands, squeezing them until Jamie looked up at him. “Jamie – will you go to the flower ceremony with me?”

The thought was still an utterly terrifying one. To have people assume – to tell people, to tell strangers, let alone to tell Ben and Polly who knew them and who they would have to carry on seeing afterwards – it almost made his hearts stop. But Jamie was looking at him with such affection, and the idea of seeing that same look later that evening, in the dim glow of paper lanterns, while setting an air lotus into the sky together…

Perhaps, if he was exceptionally lucky, he might even get another kiss.

Jamie had stood up too now, so that they were slightly too close together. They wobbled a little, hands knocking against sides and foreheads against foreheads, but in that moment neither of them quite dared to give in to the instability, to lean in and close the distance.

“Aye.” In all their months of travelling together, he had never seen Jamie smile so brightly. “Aye, I’ll go with ye.”

#second doctor #two/jamie #fanfic archive #my writing #sketchtober 2020

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bangtanoneshotsx · 5 years

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Taehyung Part 2

Part 1

Taehyung’s grip on the soaked sheets tightened, another loud wail emitting from his open mouth as his eyes screwed shut. A dip in the bed beside him let him know someone had made their way into his bedroom.

“Taehyung.” A hand landed softly on his shoulder as Yoongi spoke. “Taehyung you have to get up at some point.” Mumbling, Taehyung shook his head, holding the blanket closer to him. Sighing, the rapper moved, lying down beside the younger so he could look him in the eye. Taehyung’s face was pale, tears seeming to endlessly stream down his cheeks, leaving marks, his nose slightly red. Finally, Taehyung opened his eyes to look at the rapper. Sniffling, he let out a whimper.

“I lost her. I let her go. I made her feel like I didn’t love her, like she wasn’t good enough. I told her I didn’t want to marry her when she was in her wedding dress. How can I get up after I did something that stupid?” Sighing, Yoongi’s shoulders dropped.

“You can’t.” Taehyung wasn’t expecting the rapper’s bluntness. Not when the others had tried with empty promises and false hopes.

“Thanks hyung.” Mumbling, Taehyung turned over, his grip still tight, though his tears had stopped momentarily.

“Tae. I didn’t mean...Look, Y/N is hurting just now. She’s supposed to be on her honeymoon just now.”

“You don’t think I’m hurting just now? I’m supposed to be with her.”

“You caused this.” Yoongi hadn’t come into this expecting to be harsh. But seeing Taehyung wallow in self pity hit something in Yoongi. Something that was strengthened by the words you had said when he went to visit you. “I saw her.” At that Taehyung turned around, sitting up slightly.

“You did?” Nodding, Yoongi sighed, knowing his next words would give the younger hope. Hope that he didn’t deserve.

“She misses you. In some twisted way she thinks it’s her fault.”

“Does that mean...” Before he could finish Yoongi shook his head, already knowing what direction the question was taking.

“She’s not taking you back.” As Taehyung’s shoulders dropped in disappointment, Yoongi’s eyebrows furrowed, anger rising in him. “Taehyung you humiliated her. You ran and made her walk out sobbing to tell everyone. We didn’t even know! We could of talked you down, let you see reason.”

“I did what I felt was right.”

“And what good has it done?” Letting out a huff, Yoongi got up, quickly storming out the room. Taehyung’s head landed quickly on his pillow as he curled up once more, allowing tears to start falling.

~~~~~~~~~~

It seemed to mock you. The table piled with presents, the cards still on every surface you and Taehyung could find. The one word repeated on every card, filling you with the same emotion every time you read it. The television played a shaky fancam of ‘Singularity’, the same video that had been on repeat since your second breakdown.

You had probably gained a couple of pounds since that day. Pounds that consisted of chocolate ice cream and nothing else. It was worse sitting at home, you’d rather be at work. But you had booked a couple weeks off of work, and you weren’t going to turn ‘round and tell them what happened. You didn’t need to see another group of people full of shock and sympathy. You didn’t want to have to go through the words of ‘kindness,’ listening to people who never expected it. Like you were supposed to know, like you were supposed to see the signs. Maybe you should have, but you truly couldn’t think of anything that would have told you how he felt.

A sniffle escaped you as you grabbed the remote from the coffee table, only to switch to a video focusing on Taehyung singing ‘Make it Right.’ Your engagement ring still sat on your finger. Taking that off would mean it was officially over, and you weren’t sure if you’re heart could take that admission.

His clothes still lay in the closet, his toothbrush still beside yours. Your apartment screamed of him. It made you chuckle slightly, after what he did he was too much of a coward to collect his things, to face what he did. You should have asked Yoongi to take them to him when he visited you. The rapper had been great, allowing you to cry to him, not commenting when you switched to your second tub of ice cream and fifth tissue box. Thinking of the rapper reminded you to text him, telling him you had eaten that day.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

He hated this. The screams of the fans were too much, coming at him from all angles, making him feel on show. He was waiting. Waiting for the moment he knew was coming. The moment he was asked about you, asked about why there was no pictures, why he was with BTS in an interview instead of with you in another country. Hiding his exhausted eyes behind the sunglasses, he turned to face the leader as he placed a comforting hand on his arm, guiding him into the building.

~~~

“You have to be prepared.”

“I know.” Taehyung mumbled, looking at the leader through the mirror as he got his makeup done.

“I’m being serious Taehyung.”

“Fuck sake, I know Namjoon!” He raised his voice, sitting up and turning to face Namjoon. The makeup artist stepped back slightly, her arm still raised in position as she held the brush that had just been working on the dark circles under his eyes. Sighing, Taehyung slumped back into his chair, his head in his hand.

“I know.” He whispered, trying to fight back tears. “I’ll make up an excuse like I promised, I won’t let the whole world know I left her at the altar.” Even now, the words of what he had done tasted bitter in his mouth. Namjoon nodded, his eyes softening as he noticed the tears welling up in the younger’s eyes.

“Look, you don’t have to do this interview. We can fake an injury, say something came up and you had to do something else. You don’t have to face this yet.” Taehyung shook his head. “I have to.”

~~~~~

The interviewer was smart. Taehyung had to give him that. The attention he gave Taehyung was only so he could ask him the big question at the end. The smiles and laughter he pointed in Taehyung’s direction was only so he had a better chance of receiving an answer.

Taehyung almost thought the question wouldn’t come. He could see the interviewer’s people telling him to ask a final question. Usually, it’s asking what they planned to do next, with Namjoon giving the same answer almost robotically. This time however, the interviewer turned to face Taehyung, making him hold his breath.

“So V, everyone was expecting their Twitter to be full of wedding photos. What happened?” His heart pounding, Taehyung looked to Namjoon as he shakily took the mic from Jimin. Somehow managing to keep his voice steady, Taehyung cleared his throat.

“A family emergency came up so we had to delay it. We’re sorry for any disappointment felt.” He could see the interviewer about to ask a follow up question before he was cut off by another staff member. Standing up, he left the mic on the chair as he waited for Namjoon to shake the interviewer’s hand, leading the boys out of the room.

In an instant Taehyung collapsed to the floor, tears streaming down his cheeks as his mouth gaped open, unintelligible sounds escaping him. He was pulled from leaning against the wall and into Jimin’s arms as the elder, tried to soothe him. He whimpered in protest as the six men tried to get him to stand up, to hold onto some part of his dignity. The camera that usually followed them around was gone, so were the staff, leaving him alone with his best friends. With one look to each other, they all dropped to their knees, forming a half circle around the second youngest.

“I need her. I need her to know I still love her.” His voice was high pitched, full of despair as he buried his head against Jimin’s chest, allowing the others to silently pull him into a group hug.

~~~~~~~~~~~

“Taehyung.” Your voice was a whisper as you found yourself looking at the man who left you at the altar. He wore an oversized jumper, the sleeves too long. The bags under his eyes were highlighted by his extremely pale face. He had the same look in his eyes as that day in your hotel room. The same nervous glint.

“Can we talk?” His voice was unsure, almost like he was speaking before he truly thought things through. Silently, you nodded, stepping aside so he could enter. His eyes instantly landed on the cards and the presents. Taking a seat on the sofa, one leg under you, you turned to face him.

“I take it you’re here to get your stuff?” Shaking his head, Taehyung gulped. As he opened his mouth to speak, his eyes dropped to your left hand.

“You still wear it.” Tilting your head in confusion, you finally realised what he was talking about. Looking to the diamond, you sighed.

“Yeah. I don’t have the heart to remove it.” At the flash of hope on Taehyung’s face you shook your head, your eyes softening.

“It doesn’t mean anything Taehyung.” Holding back tears, Taehyung sniffled, muttering an ‘of course.’ Pretending to care what time it was, he looked at the clock.

“Guess I should get my stuff.” He would pretend that’s why he was there. He couldn’t bare rejection, to have those feelings crashing over him all over again, only ten times worse as he would realise there was nothing he could do.

“Yeah.” You whispered out. “I think I have some cardboard boxes somewhere.” Faking gratitude, Taehyung gave a small smile as he made his way to the bedroom while you went to find the boxes.

~~~~~~~~~

Taehyung had been a while. You had found a couple of boxes, silently placing them on the bed next to the clothes Taehyung had pulled out of the closet. Muting the television, you couldn’t hear any sounds coming from the bedroom. Slowly, you walked into the room, only to stop suddenly in the doorway. Taehyung was sat on the bed, his head in his hands as his shoulders shook violently. Walking to the bed, you quickly sat down, hesitantly pulling Taehyung into a hug, allowing him to cry into your chest as tears quickly rolled down your cheeks, landing on his head.

“I’m so sorry.” He mumbled, his sobs becoming more vocal. You couldn’t say it was okay, you couldn’t comfort him. All you could do was squeeze your eyes shut, as you tried to steady your breath.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You should have known he would be here. He was his friend too. Though to be fair to you, you had forgotten about the wedding until a couple weeks ago when someone asked if you’d figured out your outfit. It had been a month since you last saw him. The last time being in a supermarket at 3am, both of you buying junk food.

However, sitting here drumming your fingers on the covered table while nursing a flute of champagne, you wished you’d been able to avoid going all together. He wore a suit, his hair neater than when he arrived at your apartment, though there were still bags under his eyes.

As the pop song came to an end, you cursed silently as a slow song started, couples starting to go to the dance floor. You had heard more than enough slow songs this evening but this one was different. It was your song. The song you and Taehyung had planned for your first dance. Watching him stiffen as the first few notes played, you knew he recognised it too. What you didn’t expect was for him to make his way over to you.

“Care to dance?” A nervous smile was on his lips as he outstretched his arm.

“I don’t know Tae.”

“Please.” Sighing, you gave in, taking his hand as you stood up, allowing him to lead you to the dance floor. His hands found your waist quickly as your arms wrapped around his neck. Letting out a shaky breath, you placed your head in the crook of your neck.

Taehyung closed his eyes as he felt a tear fall onto the skin just above his collar. Slowly, you moved around the dance floor, tears rolling down both of you and Taehyung’s cheeks. Both of you thinking the same thought. How much you wished it could be your wedding.

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ddaeng-181338 · 5 years

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My 2nd time seeing BTS

I’m finally home after a 3 1/2 hour car ride lol. I’m hella sad because I miss the boys just as much as I did 8 months ago. Everything was worth it, and if it’s even possible I love them more than I did before.

I have a bigger audience than the last time I saw the boys. So if any of you are new or unaware - I attended the Love Yourself Tour in Newark On September 29th 2018. Making Speak Yourself my 2nd concert

First thing I want to say is: I am beyond thankful to have experienced this. I’m more than thankful for my parents, who know how much I love these boys and are willing to go out of their way to let me see them.

I’m thankful for my dad who took time off of work to get these tickets and drove and attended the concert with me. He’s done this for both shows 🥺

And lastly, I’m not trying to show off. Truly I promise you that’s never my intent. I want to share my experience with you all — who love the boys just as much as I do. Who maybe can’t get to experience this because they don’t tour near you or even in your country.

I know how lucky I am, that I have the money to afford these things. It’s all because of my parents really. Being their miracle child — and only child —they tend to spoil me more than necessary. But I’m so beyond grateful for everything they do.

Okay now that that’s been said. Let me tell you about the show!

I met one of my best friends at the show for the first time. Her and I have been talking every single day for the last 7 months — no joke. And seeing her in person and getting to experience this show with her was so wild and amazing. I miss her so much already no joke.

The show opened with Dionysus — fuckin deadly let me tell you. They all wore white suits and there was fire And panthers and just DAMN. Like that was the perfect song to open with because it got everyone in that arena HYPED.

(Don’t worry I’ll post some actual videos over the course of the next week)

After that we got Not Today And Outro wings. I never thought I’d see Outro wings live, and had I not been so shocked I genuinely would have broken down in tears. It was so fucking magical. Like I don’t know how else to explain it.

And along with that the visuals on the big screens were all the wings symbols and it brought me BACK like damn ;-; god I fucking miss them FUCK

I’m proud to say I’ve witnessed witnessed all solos from LY twice 🥺

Jungkook flying across that arena was by far the cutest thing to watch. He’s such an amazing performer. 🥺

The entire stadium did the chant— if you know what one I mean 😂 AND HE SMILED SO CUTELY, LIKE HIS NOSE SCRUNCHED AND A LITTLE GRIN APPEARED WHEN WE CHANTED DURING EUPHORIA

Jimin In his bubble for serendipity was something else y’all fr fr, And the bubbles they had going through the stadium 🥺

I can’t even talk about Tae and singularity because that was a FUCKING LOT JFC KIM TAEHYUNG WTJFKSKKSSKKWKSNSDKSKSKSKSKSLALLS I’M TRYING TO L I V E 🥺

Epiphany was as beautiful as ever. Jin hit every note perfectly and truly put his heart into the performance like always. And those STARES EXCUSE ME SIR 🥺

Trivia Love was so fucking mesmerizing. Namjoon was feeling himself throughout the whole performance. I think Trivia love May have had the loudest fan chants and cheers out of all the solos.

Trivia Seesaw was amazing as ever. Seeing Yoongi with this hair color and that red suit again was DEADLY like fuck. He’s so cute :( like I wanna squish his cheeks and give him a Cookie ;-;

Trivia Just Dance was 🥴 whoops I mean... 🥺

Hoseok never fails to impress me with those dance moves. Like DAMN BOY YOURE FLEXIBLE AS FUCK. His energy is beyond belief and we were changing Hoseok hella loud for him. He seems so happy while performing and he was dressed amazingly too 🥺

Idol was on a whole other level. Like holy fucking shit. The stadium was shaking with how hard that song and the crowd went. The remix they did was straight up HYPE and I low key need them to drop that on iTunes. 😂

Boy with luv was so amazing live, the chants were super loud and the boys looked like they were having so much fun. The whole stadium was jumping and singing along and experiencing it live all together for the first time 🥺

Now there is so much more I want to say, but I’m super tired and don’t want this post to be excessively long. The last thing I want to talk about (in this post at least lol) is: Mikrokosmos

I have never been more in love with that song. The whole stadium singing it whole fireworks went off was actually magical. Like, the whole stadium in unison singing with the boys as fireworks lite up the sky was 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I miss it so much omg.

I’ll be telling y’all more later. But I just wanted to say. This concert was amazing. And I feel so blessed to have experienced it. To have been apart of that ocean yet again and watching those boys give it their all and be themselves.

It was amazing. And I’ll never forget it - no mater how old I get.

#sorry if this is long #i would tag it as bts #but i don’t want to annoy people...#uhhh #bts at metlife #bts speak yourself #speak yourself tour

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fightmechimchim · 5 years

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BTS at Wembley 💜

So I had the amazing opportunity to go see them at Wembley on Saturday and it was incredible. The entire time did not feel real, I thought when I'd see them I'll finally know they're real but even when I did see them they felt like a dream, it all felt like a beautiful dream. Ironically I also got to realise how normal after all they are, they moved and talked and sang and danced like normal people, just ordinary guys and that made me love them even more. I also realised how much respect and admiration I truly carry for what they do. Four songs in and I was tired, sweating, my arm was aching, my throat was so soar and I was dying to down a bottle of water, but they kept going and going and going. I thought it was impossible and inhumane to handle such choreographies and sing and rap at the same time, song after song, I felt like watching superhumans. I can really see the practise and the hard work paying off, they were incredible. The way they hopped around the stage, you could see that all of that was so well oeganised and practised and their energy brought a lot of energy to me and I was glad I could sing (poorly) and dance (poorly) with them. The experience was so unique and so beautiful and I kept getting emotional. At times I was distracted by the crowd, and those were the times I got emotional just thinking about how these lovely talented guys brought all of us together to enjoy ourselves, to love ourselves and celebrate a beautiful historical moment that I will always remember. I was sad to let them go but I was happy too, because I know they'll carry the same love and happiness to other people in other countries 💜 Thank you to BTS and ARMY for making up the brightest stars in the constellation of my universe 💜

My fav/memorable moments:

1. Namjoom saying how hard it is to get into UK charts and that he is so happy to have made it there and how happy he is to perform at Wembley. How we helped him get over a wall in his path and how he hopes that BTS could help us get over the walls in our own lives. I felt that.

2. Yoongi was sooooooo squish. I just wanted to snuggle him. He was truly greatful to perform at Wembley, I felt his sincerity and his gratitude from the way he talked and I am so glad to have been part of his dream.

3. Jimin's English was amazing!!!! The man was fluent as fluent can be I was so amazed and touched by his efforts. He also changed his voice to this growly tone and it was so funny! But he was GLOWING I'm telling you the man is an actual ANGEL FAIRY! His smile is contagious and when he said I love you I died.

4. Jin's Rhapsody recreation! This really made me realise that I was a part of a legendary story! The way ARMYS listened and followed and were so intune with him and the boys it was beautiful! We were all united in the best way possible! I am so glad to have been a part of such an amazing ethereal moment!

5. Their bloody British accents made me cackle so much. They were sooo cute. Tae's 'innit' and Jungkook butter rhyme killed meee.

6. Epiphany is a very soecial song to me helping me realise how much love I have and should have for myself, how at times it feels like me against the world, how much I truly appreciate myself. It was a song I sang in my room with my hand on my heart and crying imagining singing along with him and when I got to do it, with him singing along with me, with my hand on my heart, I broke down and couldn't not cry. Thank you Kim Seokjin.

7. YOONMIN calm your asses down! These boys killed me, Yoongi was such a fun personality on stage and Jimin was so adorable THANK YOU FOR THE HUG OF THE CENTURY!

8. Namjoon is a big boy I am telling you the man is big. At times it was hard to tell who was who on stage because I was further away than most but I could see Namjoon's long limbs dancing around. Thank you Mr. President.

9. Legs. I remember their legs. Synchronized legs dancing.

10. It's so hard for me to remember Singularity but I remember my voice singing along with him, I remember being stuck in this place in my mind where I was just holy shit he's really there, he's really there, I legit remember thinking if anyone comes to threaten him I will literally lay down my life for him.

11. Taehyung during Truth Untold. He loves us. He appreciates us. He's not taking this for granted. He loves what he does. He's greatful for what he has the opportunity to do. I watched him watch us. He looked at every side and every level appreciating every light in the stadium. It was in his eyes and it was so pure. I saw it again towards the end. I have no doubt that he loves the life he is leading.

12. I was not ready for Dionysus. I was not ready. I saw the dancers and thought oh cool we get an introduction to the dancers but then BAM BTS was there and my legs started shaking like idefk something that shakes like crazy. I was shook. I was lost. I was jssnsksbskabs. But boiii did I scream! My head started swaying and I thought I was going to faint but damn that was a religious experience!!!

13. Hobi's swag and his presence and his entire existance is GOD LIKE!!! There was a part where he wasn't singing and just walking towards the camera and holy shit that alone was so impactful. He literally is so fucking fascinating.

14. Baepsae. Namjoon and Hobi hip thrusting. That's it. I don't remember anything else.

15. I almost didn't see them disappear but then I did and I was okay to be honest. I just knew I'll see them again. Or maybe I'm in denial about not missing them yet and I'll spend the rest of my days crying internally :)

16. Jungkook is so beautiful??? He is so beautiful??? From where I stood he looked like a flying flamingo but he's so beautiful and his smile is brethtaking and his voice is like hello am I speaking to an angel???

17. Getting to scream J-Hope during just dance was like praying to a God thank you for that.

18. We were stomping on the ground and it felt amazing, the sound and the vibrations was like goddamn we are that powerful.

19. ARMY ARE SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL I SAW ALL OF YOU AND ALL OF YOU ARE STUNNING LIKE JESUS CHRIST WHAT ARE YOUR GENES EACH ONE OF YOU WAS BEAUTIFUL!!!!

20. We really are a galaxy, we were so magical with our lights and banners and our voices. Thank you ARMYLEGENDS!

21. "Special thanks to our voices ARMY" I always thought BTS voiced what was in our hearts and minds so perfectly. I didn't think they were speaking with our voices too. Thank you.

22. There's a lot more I might remember later but for now that is it. I cheered and sang to the best of my ability! I did some dope ass moves (I like to think I did leave me alone)

It was beautiful, magic, a dream, and the best day of my life. THANK YOU BTS AND ARMY! 💜💜💜

#min yoongi #park jimin #bts #jung hoseok #kim seokjin #kim taehyung #kim namjoon #jeon jungkook #bangtan boys #btsatwembley #btswembley #btslondon #btsxwembley #btsxarmy #bts army #purple army #army

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btstheory-finishi · 5 years

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Love Yourself 轉 Tear: Singularity

Make sure to check out my other theories before reading this!

A sound of something breaking

I awake from sleep

A sound full of unfamiliarity

Try to cover my ears but can’t go to sleep

The pain in my throat gets worse

Try to cover it

I dont have a voice

An unfamiliar sound of something breaking wakes him up. He tries to avoid it by covering his ears and trying to go back to sleep. His throat hurts more, and he tries to cover up the sound by screaming. Because he then says that he doesn’t have a voice.

Today I hear that sound again

Its ringing again, that sound

A crack again on this frozen lake

I dumped myself into the lake

I buried my voice for you

Another day and he hears that sound again. A crack – meaning that he keeps hearing something breaking. The frozen lake keeps cracking (– temperatures keep shifting. It can either mean that the ice is getting stronger or weaker.) He dumped himself into the cold and gave up on his voice.

Over the winter lake I was thrown

A thick ice has formed

In the dream I shortly went into

My agonizing phantom pain is still the same

He says that he was thrown but above he said that he dumped himself into the lake – this could mean that there was something like a trigger that forced him to feel the desire to dump himself into the lake. And also over that lake, a thick ice has formed – this could mean that the temperature changed in a way that the ice got stronger.

Even in the dream the he shortly went to, his pain was apparent. A phantom pain = something that doesn’t exist anymore but you still feel pain. So even in his dreams he cant be free.

Have I lost myself

Or have I gained you

I suddenly run to the lake

There`s my face in it

By losing himself he can gain that person – by gaining that person he loses himself. He runs to the lake when he thinks of that connection (losing and gaining). And the he sees his face = his true self that is trapped in the ice. Meaning that he lost/locked away his true self and has put on a mask just to “gain” that person.

Please dont say anything

Reach my hand out to cover the mouth

But in the end, spring will come someday

The ice will melt and flow away

He doesn’t want the person to say anything so he covers their mouth. He doesn’t want to listen to them. And says that spring will come eventually, the ice will melt and flow away – meaning that his throat won’t hurt anymore, his ears won’t hurt anymore, he will be able to sleep and relax. I think this is a way of expressing how V doesn’t want to accept the fact that he has lost himself. I think the two last sentences are like “even if I did lose myself, a time will come where the ice will melt (spring) and I will find myself again”.

Tell me if my voice isnt real

If I shouldnt have thrown myself away

Tell me if even this pain isnt real

What I was supposed to do back then

If his voice isn’t real, that person should tell him. If he shouldn’t have thrown himself away, then the person should tell him. If the pain isn’t real then the person should tell him BUT he also covers that person’s mouth and ask them to be quiet (above). Maybe because he is scared of the answer? Or doesn’t want to hear it? Or maybe he knows that what he did is wrong but he still tries to justify his actions by saying “what was I supposed to do” because he was feeling pain.

Mask =

I suddenly run to the lake

There`s my face in it

Please dont say anything

Reach my hand out to cover the mouth

MV:

A quick summary of the music videos meaning, so that the details I explain are more understandable:

V has problems dealing with all of his emotions, so he locks them (and his true self) away by pretending to be someone he is not. (he also does that for a woman he believes is his “soulmate”.) And that process of pretending to be someone he isn’t is displayed by him putting on masks and the different colors and places shown in the mv. And all that while the real V is trapped under the ice.

“Places” being shown in the music video, listed in order of their appearance: (also yall I probably say “his real/true self” 234567890 times :’) im sorry :’).)

1 . Plain grey concrete

Lyrics:

A sound of something breaking

I awake from sleep

A sound full of unfamiliarity

Try to cover my ears but can’t go to sleep

I think the combination of the lyrics and the dancer’s/V��s movements (right when he says “A sound of something breaking” he abruptly moves his hand away and the dancers also move), indicate that V notices that that cracking sound means that his true self is falling deeper and deeper into the lake. (ice gets stronger and stronger) Meaning that he is losing himself more. But he only knows that deep down and doesn’t want to accept it.

Grey:

2 . V trapped behind ice

Lyrics right after: Try to cover my ears but can’t go to sleep

And before: The pain in my throat gets worse

Ice meaning:

So, he truly is losing himself more and more. V has “frozen”/lost/locked himself in the lake. He put on a mask for the sake of that woman. However by doing all of that, he completely ignores his problems and deceives himself into thinking that he is “someone else” (sounds quite dramatic lol). But by locking himself away, he loses all his colours. He locks everything away that makes him special and different. And he suffocates in grey. All of his emotions, his colours, his true personality, are locked away and he becomes something like a robot (definition of the colour grey). Because by doing that, he “creates a sense of calmness” because with his personality, experiences, emotions (and basically everything that makes him himself) all the problems, anxiety, worry and anger disappear. He is surrounded by grey. That’s what his self has become. However, for that woman he puts on a mask. To make it seem as if he hasn’t lost himself. And also to be able to stay with her. Because if he still had his colours etc, he would be haunted by his problems and his pain, concluding into him not being able to stay with her. So through her, he can keep up his façade and convince himself that he truly is happy with that woman.

Buuut he isn’t because its LOVE YOURSELF not FAKE YOURSELF

3 . Red R-Revolution, E-Evolution, D-Drop in the Oceeeeaaan

Lyrics:

The pain in my throat gets worse

Try to cover it

I don’t have a voice

Today I hear that sound again

Its ringing again, that sound (only half of this line)

Red meaning:

I think the colour and the lyrics explain how he is feeling while fighting that sound. Or trying to overpower it with his scream. The Tae surrounded by red during that crack sound, is the Tae who has his mask on and has locked up his true self.

However:

The Tae surrounded by blue is the locked up, repressed part. The colour blue represents his oppression.

Also right after V says “try to cover it” we briefly see the blue scene from above. Meaning that he tries to cover up the crack sound which is connected to his real self. So: he tries to cover up his real self. Why is the crack sound connected to his real self? Because the crack means that the ice is getting stronger = the ice in which his true self is locked is getting stronger = he is losing/hiding himself more

4. The masks:

Riiight here there is this glitch in the song. That glitch is connected to the sound (the crack) that V keeps hearing.

We have a colourless (white) Tae with his masks surrounding him. It is up to him which mask he chooses.

Lyrics:

Its ringing again, that sound A crack again on this frozen lake

Then we again see the locked away part of V that is surrounded by blue

I dumped myself into the lake

The colour behind V goes from purple/violet to blue.

The V we are seeing right now is again the locked up part. Why does it go from purple to blue?

Purple:

Blue:

He goes from being someone immature and arrogant (as seen by himself) to seeming cool, calm and collected. Purple is being covered by blue. And the blue is the representation of how he locked up his true self. (purple representing a part of his true self) And during these scenes he says “I dumped myself into the lake”

I buried my voice for you

The fact that we see these scenes in between V’s white clothed ones with the masks makes it seem like the blue scenes are a flashback. In the sense of: the white and neutral V knows that he has locked up his real self and recalls it. While trying to decide which mask to put on.

As seen by the dance and the movements of the masks, it is obvious that v controls the masks.

In the background we the blue (representing the “oppression” of his true self) and in the foreground, where all the dancers and V stand, we see grey.

However amidst all of this negativity :’) we see this:

The walls of this room are covered. Do you know what these scenes remind me of:

The thing is: it’s the exact same room/concept, however since V has locked himself up in the lake, those walls that are “stained” with his “sins”, are now covered with paper. Because he locked up his real self. However, we don’t have the exact same “sins” as RUN written on the – now covered – walls of Singularity. Because this is a different timeline where he has different “sins”. But the concept of the room is the same.

Moving on: we see his earring saying “LOVED” and also the red roses which are a representation of love. This means that, the V that has covered/locked up his true self and has put on a façade, is being loved. By whom? By that woman.

In the dream I shortly went to

By dream he doesn’t mean a real dream or an illusion like Jin’s dream world, but more like an unattainable dream like the blue mirage. So, something he wishes he has but it’s only a dream. However, which part of this mv is that dream?

The scenes where his walls are covered and he is loved, are parts of a dream that he has always wanted to be reality. And for a short moment, it felt like that dream had come true since he put on a mask and found a woman that loves him. But that’s just FAKE LOVE because the woman loves his faced and his masks but not his real self because she doesn’t even know his real self.

However, there was that short moment where he truly wanted to believe or believed that his dream had become reality AND THAT is the dream “he shortly went to”

BUT: even in that dream, pain follows him.

My agonizing phantom pain is still the same

In this case it is not a body part but more like this:

During the time he still had his true self and didn’t use masks etc, he felt all of his pain. The pain of everything that had happened until now.

But now that he locked that part away, he shouldn’t feel that pain anymore.

But it still is there, so its “phantom pain”.

The dream that he shortly went to is burned and destroyed once again as the phantom pain appears.

He runs to the lake and sees that the ice is melting

The ice continues to melt.

Meaning that spring has come and that it is time for Tae to find his true self again.

There are many ways to interpret this. One being: The flower represents the girl or more like the “short dream” that I talked about before.

He lets go of the flower (lets go of the dream) and the flower moves away with the masks. Because V won’t use a different façade anymore.

The V that shortly went to the dream (the one who was in the room with flowers) is seen putting on the mask as black fluid runs down his “cheek”. I think this scene is like a farewell. The last time he puts on a mask. And black can be interpreted as the sadness or tears. And maybe that his mask is now breaking and his true self is slowly coming out.

Alright guys that’s it. THANK YOU FOR READING.

Feel free to check out my YouTube account where I explain the theory in a more understandable way :)

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sugar-petals · 6 years

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♡ How BTS Would Eat You Out

a/n: a ‘head’canon — literally 😉

warnings ⚠️ graphic smut, dom/sub dynamics, femdom, voyeurism, period sex, face-riding, hair-pulling

Although, it won’t feel like a chore because it’s all spontaneous. Doesn’t tend to be sloppy, his tongue movements are quite precise and use mostly... tip. Delicious. It’s a rapper thing, but also very Namjoon. Most likely to eat you out on your period cause since his MVs we all know he likes a little freaky shit. Believes that if he doesn’t do all the work, his duty is not fulfilled and he has to start from the beginning. Well, why not, actually.

#sub!bts #bts imagines #bts x reader #bts smut #bts headcanon #bts in bed #bts #bangtan #bts scenario #bts imagine #jimin smut #taehyung smut #jin smut #yoongi smut #jhope smut #namjoon smut #jungkook smut #bts scenarios #bts reactions

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outrotearbias · 5 years

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completely inadequate and semi-incomprehensible concert post:

it was in fact raining the entire time and extremely cold but my best friend brought rain ponchos which literally saved our lives and also i lost touch with my physical form as soon as dionysus started so it’s cool

the only thing that actually did really suck about the rain (other than it just sucking in general) is that they didn’t do things like jungkook didn’t fly and they didn’t go on the bouncy slide. but to be fair most concerts don’t have flying or bouncy slides so, again, it’s cool

i genuinely couldn’t wild out to dionysus as much as i wanted because it was the first song and i was shook to my fucking core that i was staring at them to the point that i lost all other senses including hearing. also i was highkey so worried about them slipping on stage (they didn’t!!! thank god)

ok i’m not going to go through every song but i was in particular blown to pieces by each and every solo performance. of course i loved the ensemble songs to death and they were also incredible performances but there’s just something about being able to truly focus on one member at a time. it really hits in a different way

namjoon is the finest man i’ve ever seen in my life on god i’ve never felt a presence like his in my life. every time he looked in the camera i felt so disrespected like this man. he is literally not real

jin’s vocals actually knocked me off my fuckin feet, like i’ve always thought he has a nice voice but. i’m not kidding he literally has some of the best vocals i’ve ever heard live. if i read that statement a week ago i honestly would not have believed it but i’m a truly changed woman. my sister was lowkey a jin anti lmfao but she’s completely changed by his performance. epiphany was literally a religious experience. i truly think saw god in that moment.

hobi is literally. there are no words for this man. people are really really not joking when they say he OWNS the stage. if someone paid me a billion dollars to look away from him during just dance for half a millisecond i wouldn’t’ve been able to. what the fuck is up with that dude like. what the fuck. the things he did to me are NOT okay.

i am now sexually attracted to jimin and i do not want to talk about it .

jungkook’s stage presence really caught me off guard for some reason like he is powerful as hell and it’s REALLY something

tae is the only one who didn’t surprise me in any way. i KNEW how that bitch was gonna be and he lived up to every expectation exactly. i can’t remember singularity at all, i went into the most lust-fuelled rage of my goddamn life

yoongi. i really genuinely cannot explain this man’s aura. literally the only word that gets somewhat close is healing. i actually can’t write about it like....he’s exactly how you’d think he is but just seeing that it’s actually REAL is so fucking overwhelming and i don’t know what to do w how much i love him it is completely unsustainable. also his vocals really sounded different to me irl but in a really good way and it’s like ok can we get some recording technology that actually captures that specific tone PLEASE.

i feel like i should mention outro: tear here but i really already summed it up. really really not cute sob fest and it felt like it was 0.2 seconds long and i still can’t believe that i actually saw it

the energy there was just so good and i know that sounds obvious but truly they felt so genuine in their love and happiness

every time a member came up to the corner of the stage that was close to me i really felt all my organs liquify. hobi and yoongi in particular tbh like whatever they were radiating annihilated me

my expectations were HIGH and they still somehow exceeded them, both in my impressions of them as people and in their performances

there’s so much more but this is already stupidly long and obnoxious and i don’t know what else to say other than they are so so so beautiful and talented and know how to put on an incredible, incredible show. which all goes without saying but seeing and hearing it is. an Experience and ik this is corny to say but i really really hope that everyone gets to see them someday

#also: chicago is nice as HELL why didn't anyone tell me lmfao #i literally had zero expectations for the rest of the trip other than the concert and it was so nice and so so so much fun #but anyway i really feel conflicted abt talking about the concert #bc i know when i couldn't go to the love yourself tour the second anyone mentioned it my mood plummeted instantly #BUT i will say that i really thought i wasn't going to get to see them for a long long time #and i DEFINITELY didn't think i'd hear like half the songs on the setlist #so you really never know what'll happen in the future you know #ANYWAY this is such a mess lmfao i just knew that if i didn't write about it on here i'd regret it #and like. this is the first time i've been truly happy in a very. very long time.#the universe was really like ok here's 8 months of pure utter garbage and then we'll give you the best weekend of your entire life. sure #and the months before those 8 months also weren't great so like. anyway bts changed my life thank u and goodnight #my concert

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jimlingss · 6 years

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my concert experience

so i went to Hamilton for all three concert days like a psycho. and now ive returned with my sanity lost, my vocals damaged, and an empty wallet .__.

I honestly don’t remember that much and I didn’t sit that close so I’m not sure how detailed I can be....the first day I sat lower section and the other two days, I sat upper balcony. Watched with my own eyes, the screen, and use of binoculars. Alright...let’s do this...

General Notes: For some reason on the first day, their voices were a few pitches higher, especially for Jimin and Jungkook. I thought it was odd and it was my first concert experience so I didn’t know if this was how it was supposed to be. I suspected that it might’ve been some kind of equipment error. Turns out on the second day, Namjoon said they monitored their performance and made adjustments so I was right. It was because of the equipment or some kind of technician problem. (and Jimin looked like he was going to cry at some points on the first day so I wonder if it was because of the audio problems).

On the second day, Jungkook’s mic faded in once or twice (as well as someone else’s) but for the most part they sounded like they do in the studio. Third day was perfect. Their voices legit sound like the recordings.

First time I went was a surreal experience. Didn’t know what happened. Felt like a dream. Second time I could soak it in better. Third I was a lot calmer and able to enjoy just as much.

Namjoon: I felt like he was really sincere. I don’t know how to explain but he felt really sincere in the way he sang, spoke, looked at the crowd and performed. His solo was earnestly done, the way he presents himself is entirely genuine and heartfelt. I don’t know anything other than to say....he is sincere. When I think back to it, I think the word ‘sincere’.....Also, he had a lame ass pick-up line on the first and second day and I fucking love that shit so....(he said something like ‘maple syrup is sweet but you guys are sweeter’.

Jin: So this dude is pretty soft looking (not as much as Yoongi tho). He’s really, really, really handsome. Like more than you’d expect....I know....how is that possible. But the camera doesn’t lie. think of the best pic you’ve seen of Jin ever....yea...that’s him. But he looks really princely. like royalty. like out of this world. not necessarily boy next door or someone approachable....just, very, princely. (also the entire crowd sang with him during his solo and it was super emotional and wow, touched my cold, dead, heart.)

Yoongi: He’s so soft. His smile is literally the sweetest thing ever, it’s like he was made out of honey or some shit. He doesn’t even bother singing his part in I Need U and just shoves the microphone into the crowd and then gives this sugary-ass, sheepish, gummy smile that makes the entire crowd go wild (including me). even when he was going hard during Tear, I still think he’s soft. He’s just so fucking soft looking. His cheeks, his skin, his smile. Soft.

Hoseok: Everyone always says the camera never does him justice but I found he looked pretty similar to how he does on screen. HoWEVER, the biggest difference is stage presence. Out of all of BTS, truly, Hoseok has the best stage presence. His solo was captivating. And he’s sexy. SEXY. JUST SEXY. I can never, ever, look at Hoseok as purely a happy-go-lucky guy again. he’s not just cheerful or carefree. He’s not just boy next door, the kid you grew up with type. HE’S HOT. Literally, the sexiest out of all of them....think cypher performances of Hoseok...yeah...he’s like that...all the time....

Jimin: ok, no lie, I paid the most attention to him cause duh, he’s my ultimate bias and i’d eat my shit for him. He’s got sharper features than expected. (chubby diminnie is no more). And he got really emotional at some points looking at the crowd. the way he thanks the fans is truly heartfelt and i could feel that he was truly grateful for everyone in the audience. He might not look cute (that jawline is damn sharp) but his mannerisms are fucking cute as hell. don’t know how to explain but the way he smiles, speaks, waves, it’s cute. he’s a cute fluff ball when he’s having fun.

Taehyung: so Tae is not my bias, far from it but holy. fucking. hell. i have the most to say about this guy...this guy...he owns the stage. he absolutely OWNS it. while the others can dominate and perform well, there’s something about Taehyung that makes it seem he especially has fun on stage. Like he’s having so much fun being there. It’s not just a job or a performance. it’s fun for him. His smile is amazing. It’s bratty, mischievous and almost cocky. When he smiles, you’re like....the fuck....WHY ARE YOU PLAYING WITH ME?! I love all the solos. Seesaw is my personal favourite, and all the solos were so well done....they were like ‘here’. But Singularity was UP THERE. It was undeniably the best solo, each and every time, for all three days. It was eXACTLY like the music video. the vocals to the performance to the dance. it was like ‘oh shit, holy fuck’. I watched with my jaw dropped each and every time. Singularity was hands down the best solo, despite the others being so fucking amazing. It was by far the most captivating.

Jungkook: He’s definitely the maknae. While on videos and in bombs, he doesn’t act like the maknae very often since he teases his hyungs and acts like a brat...but irl, one glance at him and you know he’s the youngest. he just looks very youthful. like a whole ass baby. Euphoria wasn’t my favourite but after seeing the performance, I can confidently say I love it now. His smile is so boyish. His smile is cute and it makes him look young. It’s really sweet to see him smile. When he smiles during Euphoria, your breath just gets taken away. I think he plays with the other members the most on stage (climbing on Hoseok’s back, doing this dance with Jin, stepping on Taehyung’s thigh lol etc.). So when I think of Namjoon, i think of ‘sincere’, when I think of Jungkook, I think ‘maknae’ and ‘young’ and ‘boyish’.

All in all, the experience wasn’t life altering (I don’t feel like my world has been reshaped - you expect that after seeing them you’re entire existence would change but it doesn’t lol) but it was very valuable. I’m so happy to have went and seen them. I’m glad for the experience and all the ARMYs I met were so awesome and fun. It was the best place hands-down to make friends.

#Jimlings

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btsandvmin · 5 years

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Vmin - Scenery, Promise and song connections

This is a really long Vmin analysis, because I feel like Jimin and Taehyung’s songs are connected. I’ve thought so for a long time about most of their solo songs, but now after Promise and Scenery I had to make a proper analysis about it.

I know making everything about shipping isn’t a good thing, but in this case I just can’t help but to speculate. As you will see in this post there are just so many things now that I have to ask myself if it could really all be a coincidence. I personally think they are trying to tie their songs together for one reason or another. This post is not meant to prove Vmin, but to analyze the possible connections between their songs.

I will talk about the things from Jimin and Taehyung’s solo songs that match, and how it’s really starting to feel like at least some of it might be on purpose and that their songs are meant to connect in some ways. I have written several posts on topics brought up in this analysis before, so there might be some repeated points, but that’s because I want all the relevant parts in one place, and not spread out. Some things are likely very farfetched, but I still chose to include them since it’s still possible that some of them could have been done on purpose.

Nothing I say is meant to take away from the songs or the hard work that was put into making them. I will talk about several other songs besides Scenery and Promise, as well as other things that I simply find very interesting from a Vmin shipper’s perspective.

I will also bring up a few lgbt+ references but those are not there because they are necessarily directly connected to Vmin and to prove anything about their sexualities, but rather to show examples of Big Hit and BTS using some references on purpose that seem to show support for the lgbt+ community.

This post is a little messy, because there are so many small things that cross reference each other, but I’ve tried to divide it into different parts to make it a bit easier and l hope it’s comprehensible.

I’ll talk about the lyrics, them wanting to make songs, outside connections between Vmin and their songs, as well as the interesting timeline and possible hints from the Promise and Scenery ”promotions”.

It’s also really long. Let’s start!

1. Lyrics

As I said I want to talk about Scenery and Promise, but I feel I have to go through a few other things first. I’ll start with some similar lyrics that I want to point out. It might all be coincidental, but I feel it’s worth brining up. What’s interesting here is that several of Taehyung’s and Jimin’s songs have a few lyrical connections. It could just be that they like similar phrases or topics, but you will likely see what I mean.

Because it’s not the first time Vmin’s songs have had matching lyrics or themes I want to go back and talk about Lie and Stigma first. I’ve talked about these songs before in my post “Vmin - The Sun, the Moon & The whole universe” but clearly the theory keeps getting bigger and changing as more things come out, so I want to mention it here again. Both are also songs that have some speculated lgbt+ themes, but we really have no way to know if that’s true. It could be about mental health, self image or a lot of other things, but it’s still worth considering.

Let’s start looking at the lyrics.

Lie: I’m still the same me The me from before is still here but The lie that’s gotten too big Is trying to swallow me up

Caught in a lie Find the me that was innocent I can’t free myself from this lie Give me back my laughter

Jimin sings about being unhappy and unable to escape his situation, something has happened that has forced him to feel like this and lie. This fits rather well with the “Love yourself” theme, and could be Jimin’s guilt about how he lies about who he really is.

Then looking at Stigma you also have these lines:

Stigma: Even if I try to hide it Or conceal it, it can’t be erased Are you calling me a sinner

That light, that light, please illuminate my sins Where I can’t turn back Please let me be punished Please forgive me for my sins

Taehyung’s song is in my opinion more likely to connect to lgbt+ themes, but it could still be something else as well. He is sorry about something, but he can’t change it.

Meaning that in both songs we have a theme of feeling like you have done something wrong and even though they want to be rid of these parts of themselves they are unable to change it. They are looking back at their past selves, but also realize that they can’t escape their current situation that is hurting them both. Tae talks about hiding parts of himself that won’t disappear, and Jimin struggles with living in a constant lie. These are lyrics that could have some lgbt implications. (Other BTS songs could also possibly have lgbt+ meanings, like Boy meets evil, but I’ll keep it to Vmin here.)

Assuming the songs are sung from their own perspective, let’s look at the lyrics that match more directly.

Lie: Tell me With your sweet smile Tell me Tell me like you’re whispering into my ears

Jimin is urging someone on to tell him something. And then in Stigma Tae on the other hand talks about telling someone something. He mentions both telling something, and being told something in Stigma.

Stigma: I’ve been hiding it I tell you something Just to leave it buried

Stop crying, tell me something Try saying to me, who had no courage

Why did you do that to me then

I’m sorry Forget it, what right do I have To tell you to do this, or that

It looks like they have both hurt someone and been hurt by someone. For Lie the song mentions the person, Jimin, suffering. In Stigma the lyrics talks about another person suffering because of Taehyung. Which means they have opposite perspectives in the lyrics that match.

Lie: I can’t free myself from this pain. Save the me who’s being punished

Stigma: Deeper, it’s just the heart that hurts every day. (You) who was punished in my stead

Later on in Serendipity Jimin talks about being saved, which relates back to his lyrics in Lie as a possible continuation.

Serendipity: You are my penicillium The one who saved me

The theme of Lie is also brought up again in Promise. This all matches well with the Love Yourself theme and BTS hiding parts of themselves behind “masks”, but even beyond the theme I still find the matching lyrics between all these songs quite interesting.

Promise: ”I say that it's all fine. The truth is that's a lie” and ”That's not what I truly think”

Then there is Serendipity and its connections to Singularity, mostly it’s the images that connect these songs (I’ll talk a little bit about it later on), but looking at the lyrics we have a few lines that could match up as well.

Singularity: In the dream I shortly went into Serendipity: This isn’t a dream

Singularity: “I don’t have a voice” and “I buried my voice for you” Serendipity: You can feel it even if you don’t say it

A small but interesting line that matches between Promise and Singularity that made me react was the line about throwing yourself away, because it feels a little bit more unusual to use this line.

Promise: Don't throw yourself away, oh, oh Singularity: If I shouldn’t have thrown myself away

This one might not really be anything, but since it’s about being warm and cold and also matches with going and footprints I felt it was worth considering either way.

Serendipity: I go to your flower. As if I’ve been waiting. We bloom till it gets cold Scenery: If you leave your footprints, I'll keep you warm

(The part about blooming until it gets cold from Serendipity also matches the images of Singularity quite well, but I feel this is likely not done on purpose.)

Moving on we can also see some similarities between Serendipity and 4 O’clock. Both songs were written by Namjoon (at least partly), so the similarities could have to do with his personal taste, but even so looking at the songs they both talk about the moon and the universe. The biggest reason for why I bring up 4 O’clock is because we know that they at least took some inspiration from the feeling that Taehyung got while waiting for Jimin in the park.

There is one line in the song that I also find interesting as it references a movie called Moonlight which is a famous lgbt+ movie.

4 o’clock: Just like that movie, like the line (from the movie) The entire world is blue inside the moonlight

And it’s hard to ignore that Scenery links back to the one specific moment in 4 O’clock that we know for a fact was at least to some degree inspired by Jimin.

Scenery: I'm putting my feelings in the park after the early morning moon This song is headed for you I hear the sound of film from the moon at night

In a way I feel like Scenery is the continuation of 4 o’clock with a few similar lines.

4 o’clock: I wrote a long, long letter to the moon. It would not be brighter than you. But I lit a small candle

Scenery: I'll collect a piece of moonlight and make a light

Taehyung seems to like these references with light and brightness a lot as he also uses it in Stigma.

Stigma: That light, that light, please illuminate my sins

But now I want to put the lyrics of Scenery and Promise next to each other. First the word light appears again, which works well with both 4 o’clock, Scenery and Promise.

Promise: I want you to be your light, baby. You should be your light Scenery: I'll collect a piece of moonlight and make a light

And the lines I’m sure most people reacted to were when Jimin and Taehyung uses the word “mine” in English which will make people notice it even more than if they had sung it in Korean, or if only one of them had used English. Especially since the songs were released so close to each other.

Promise: You're hurting too 'cause you're mine Scenery: I want to make you mine

Further in the start of Promise we have lines about Jimin being hurt as well. Which I interpret as Jimin in Promise is saying they are hurting each other because they are each other’s.

Promise: You probably don’t even know When you started hurting me

This could be a link back to Stigma and Lie again, with hurting and being punished/suffering because of each other and feeling guilty about who they are.

My own thoughts here are that in a lot of Vmin’s songs we can find some quite interesting lines that both bring up the same references and in some instances even work well as replies to each other.

On top of this we also know that Tae wrote a Christmas song that he wanted to sing with Jimin (but it got rejected) and in that song Taehyung also referenced brightness/light as well as stars. (And snow which he also uses in Scenery, but this is a Christmas song, so probably just a coincidence.)

Taehyung’s Christmas song: Happy Christmas, at the end of this Winter There’s Christmas meant for you and me Under the lighting, your smile makes the stars shine more Happy Christmas, at the end of white snow There’s you shining brighter than ever, feels smile Shy smile of yours, feels good.

So looking at the lyrics of these songs, we have possible connections between Lie, Stigma, 4 o’clock, Serendipity, Singularity, Promise and Scenery as well as Taehyung’s Christmas song. Now, I personally think that the fact that there are this many matches between their songs in is really interesting.

However, I am aware that songs like “Save me” and “I’m fine” could connect too, especially to Taehyung, but also because of Jimin’s lyrics in Lie about wanting to be saved and then in Promise where he says he is fine, but it’s a lie. Like I said, they match the theme of “Love yourself”. Perhaps there is an even bigger theory here that connect other members as well, and the things that come from Big Hit could have other intentions, and maybe Vmin just happen to represent certain things. But for this post at least I will obviously only be talking about Vmin.

I also have to recognize that there could be more meanings to the songs than just one. Like how we know that Promise is a song Jimin partly sings to himself, and partly to ARMY. Either way I just recommend looking up the lyrics and several theories on these other songs and how they connect in general, even outside of Vmin analysis. (We can easily drift into BTS Universe analysis here, especially with Tae and Namjoon’s connection to Save Me/I’m fine, so I’ll leave that now.) What I am essentially saying is that some connections can be because of the BU and might have less to do with Vmin themselves.

As a side note, all of these songs are also gender neutral, something that BTS have started to do more and more with their songs (just another sign of their lgbt+ friendliness).

There is also a possible reference to an lgbt+ book that Namjoon has been seen reading with Tae’s face from Singularity. This is not connected to Vmin, but I wanted to highlight the fact that BTS does seem to apply a lot of lgbt+ references to their stories and concepts. This is just one of many examples.

So now that we have talked about the lyrics and connections between the songs themselves I also have some other things I feel I want to acknowledge that makes this much more interesting in my opinion. Like I said, the lyrics and connections could all be coincidental, or just due to similar experiences or producer’s preference, or even as a part of BTS’s general stories and messages, but there are other reasons for me to connect Taehyung and Jimin’s songs.

The lyrics on their own are interesting, but hardly obvious enough to claim they are done to match on purpose. What I want to talk about next is in regards to things we have heard from Jimin and in particular Tae about writing songs that could strengthen the support for the theory that Vmin has written songs for or about each other.

2. About making songs

This point is basically some things they have expressed about making songs. In general I think it’s important to remember that Taehyung really seems to want to write songs for, or at the very least somehow connected to, Jimin.

We already have several moments of Taehyung expressing his want to include Jimin in some sense for his songs. I’ve already mentioned 4 o′clock, which Namjoon has confirmed two times is at least partly connected to Jimin. First in a fan café post when the song was first released. The post was later edited to remove the part about Jimin.

Then Namjoon mentions Jimin again in the behind the scenes making off the song, so we do know that Jimin was on Taehyung’s mind for at least certain parts of when he made the song.

Another example is when he talked about wanting to write a song and give it to Jimin during the dinner party for FESTA 2018. From what I can recall I don’t think Tae has mentioned any other member when he has been talking about making songs.

We also have it confirmed that Big Hit has denied Tae to sing one of his songs with Jimin as he originally wanted to because they didn’t think the lyrics were fit for two men to sing. Which probably has little to do with Vmin, but is non the less interesting. Tae talked about this in a vlive on the 5th October 2018, and it seems like he made the song for Christmas 2017. I recommend watching the full clip where he talks about it, but in short he seemed rather upset that he didn’t get to sing the song with Jimin and even though he said he liked the version with their producer Adora he still doesn’t want to release it. It was a bit odd for him to even talk about this in my opinion and at the very least it does show that the he would have no problem, and rather really seemed to want to sing such “romantic“ lyrics together with Jimin. (Read more on that in my post “Big Hit, BTS, Vmin and LGBT”)

I don’t have much from Jimin and nothing that specifically mentions Tae, but I will include this bonus mini analysis that could be relevant. In this clip from vlive “BTS 방탄소년단의 LETS SHARE THE HEART” Jimin gets asked what he would like to give to the person he loves as a gift. This was Christmas 2016, meaning it’s the year before when Tae said he made the Christmas song that he never got to sing with Jimin.

Looking at Jimin’s answer, he accidentally says “we” before he corrects himself to “I” (it might be an honest mistake since they are a group and usually make songs together, but still) and then says he would like to give the person he loves a song. It wouldn’t surprise me at all if Tae listened and decided to do the same, no matter if his feelings are romantic or platonic.

Then a month later, Christmas came around… And guess what we got? Taehyung and Jimin released some small clips singing a Christmas song (their own rendition on the song “Have yourself a merry little Christmas” by Sam Smith an artist that Tae idolizes a lot who also happens to be gay). Jimin was teasing Tae in the clip changing the lyrics to “Taehyung-ah. Are you having fun?”

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It would not surprise me if this moment when Jimin said he wants to give a song as a gift to the person he loves lead to Taehyung’s idea to write songs for or about Jimin as well.

Like I said, Taehyung has now connected Jimin to his songwriting at three times. First for 4 o’clock which we learned about thanks to Namjoon, though the statement was later removed from his written post. Secondly when Jimin wanted a song, and begged Suga to give him one, only for Tae to declare that he would give Jimin a song. Thirdly with the Christmas song, which we know he wanted to record and sing with Jimin, but which got denied by the producer. So, I personally think that Tae has given us a lot of reason to see possible connections between Jimin and his songs.

Then, going on to my next point I want to talk about outside references that in different ways connect Vmin and their songs together. Some of these might be from Vmin themselves, but not all of them are. And it’s difficult to tell if they are made with purpose and if these other people would have insight into what the songs mean. Which means these references really vary in importance, but I decided to include them anyway.

3. Connections between songs and Vmin

Like I mentioned Singularity and Serendipity share a lot of similar (or rather mirrored) scenes. These two videos are linked in a way no other solo MV’s are, especially through symbolic contrasts like sun/moon, warm/cold, mask on/mask off, happy/sad etc.

Some of the scenes are so specific I personally think it’s definitely done on purpose. However this could just be an esthetic choice and might have nothing at all to do with them.

These connections are a bit different, since they are not made by Jimin and Tae themselves. Meaning they might not be relevant to Vmin’s relationship per say, but there is always the possibility that Big Hit as well are trying to make connections between Vmin in their MVs.

We know there has been a lot of other intentional Vmin moments in other MVs, so I’m unsure about the things from Big Hit, since it could have another reason behind it. But I don’t think we should ignore the possibility that Big Hit could be doing this to connect Tae and Jimin, especially since they have done it in other BTS songs as well.

We have Vmin with the character for “love” in Idol.

And there is the whole Yin and Yang theme that Big Hit has used them for.

We even have some interesting things from Spring Day, like their choreography having matching moves that link them.

If you are curious about more Vmin connections in Singularity, Serendipity and other songs you can read this post as well – “Taehyung and Jimin - Yin and Yang”

Another thing that is kind of connecting Vmin to Serendipity is this tweet by Hitman Bang PD where he used lyrics from Serendipity, though translated into English. In it he has linked a video of Jimin and Taehyung fooling around in their hotel room. The video is named “Nick name T-shirts (95z cam #1)” so it is connected to Vmin in that sense.

I wasn’t sure if I should include it, since I am pretty sure it’s just a reference to their collaboration with the Chainsmokers as he even tagged it with ChainsmokersxBTS. Their song is played in the clip with Jimin and Taehyung, so it’s likely not really supposed to be about Vmin at all.

But the fact that he used lines from Serendipity and not from Best of Me, which was the song they made together, was just interesting.

“It might be meant to be... Universe has moved.“

Probably nothing, but still a connection between Vmin and Serendipity.

Another one from Big Hit, which I admit is likely just done for fun and has probably little to do with Vmin, is from the 4th muster where Jimin places a calico cat next to Tae who is supposed to be a sleeping ARMY.

Again, these are from Big Hit so it’s likely these connections are of a different kind, but I decided to include them anyway. Something else to note is that Big Hit has on several occasions in their edited videos of BTS used 4 o’clock (and Spring Day) as background music several times during “Vmin moments”.

But one that is from Taehyung and Jimin themselves is that Tae made a customized phone case for Jimin saying “fungus” as a reference to the lyrics “You are my penicillium” in Serendipity.

Jimin even took a picture of the case specifically.

It was also speculated, though never confirmed that Tae and Jimin was out together on that day as they both posted photos from Brooklyn.

Also looking at the meaning behind the blue/green mold Jimin has given us is that “You are my savior, and I live because of you.”

It’s said in the making of the Serendipity MV and it’s meant to be about ARMY, but the message and the fact that Tae chose to make the fungus/blue mold reference in particular is still interesting to consider. Also, Jimin has in fact referred to Tae as his savior before (even though it’s likely too old to matter in connection to this post).

Going back in time again, I also found this really old translation of the famous Vmin tweets from October 8th 2014, but I honestly think the promise part might be incorrect because I can’t find it anywhere else.

V: "Together we made a promise, let’s not forget this night view jimin-ah! Let’s keep going for a long time. I only have you" JIMIN: "Let's keep going for the rest of our lives, my friend" - October 8 2014 @BTS_twt

Either way, even without the “promise” part being there in the actual text, the image of their linked hands and the night scenery does seem to fit the titles of their songs really well. So, just another small observation that might be purely accidental but otherwise is a possible throwback to one of the most iconic Vmin moments.

I also have to mention Docskim, because he was involved in making Lie, and now also with Tae’s Scenery. It’s possible he is close enough to the boys to know the meaning behind the songs.

Jumping back in time a little he posted a photo to his Instagram the same day Serendipity was released, which was exactly one year after Lie. And it also happened to be on “Vmin day”, which is September 5th, aka 95z day. On that day Docskim posted a picture of Jimin and Tae, with the comment “ Caught it a lie. My favorite kids.”

So that is another outside connection to be added between them and their songs. I don’t know why Docskim used that specific line from Lie, or why he referenced the song at all a full year later, but he did. It could of course just be promo to celebrate one year since Lie came out.

A tiny detail is that this was also the day that BTS changed their logo to the rainbow colored one for the Love yourself series. (Since it started with the release of Serendipity)

It might be nothing, but Docskim has mentioned Lie in relation to Vmin at another time, which makes me think it is deliberate. That post is since deleted.

I also think it’s an interesting detail that Docskim apparently wanted to post the making of Lie, but isn’t allowed. It’s probably not really vmin related, but it reminds me of Tae’s Christmas song not being allowed and that there are clearly rules made that limit what they all can do.

Now, as you see there are quite a few small things that have connected Vmin and their songs to each other in various ways. There are probably also a lot of small things that I could have missed here. I feel these are interesting but it’s difficult to know if they have any deeper meaning, or simply just happened to fit this narrative of mine and of Vmin’s songs already having some similarities.

But back to Promise and Scenery. The next part might get quite messy, because I wanted to bring up several things from the release and promos for the songs, as well as some interesting connections. I hope it will still make sense, because personally I feel this is what might tie everything together for real.

4. Scenery and Promise

There are a few aspects that link Promise and Scenery together outside of the songs themselves, and the first part is rather obvious. Let’s look at the covers for their songs, starting with Promise.

Taehyung has taken the photos for the cover of Promise. They also made sure to specifically mention Tae being the photographer.

It feels like they are drawing attention to it on purpose, but why is of course up for speculation and even though I feel this could point at their songs being related there could be millions of other reasons, or it’s all just by chance. But let’s take a look at Scenery.

Tae is in his own cover depicted with a camera and even has sounds of a camera in the beginning of Scenery. So the covers also match in a sense with one being in front of the camera and the other being behind it.

The song also has the sound of walking on snow, and what I believe is a train, which seems to be a clear connection to Spring Day. Besides this Tae also briefly talked about the sounds during the Fukuoka concert.

The scene from the movie that Tae is talking about is likely one where the protagonist yells “O-genki desu ka? Watashi wa genki desu.” (link here) Now this is probably the most farfetched possible reference of all that I’ll bring up. But since the meaning of these words are “Are you fine? I’m fine.” I felt it kind of matched with Jimin’s lyrics in Promise. The movie is also from 1995.

Of course we also know Tae directly referenced Spring Day on the cover, using a scene that reminds us of where Jimin is in the MV.

The themes of Spring and Winter that we could possibly see in these two cover photos would also fit rather well with their Yin and Yang personas that I have talked about before, as well as their parts in Spring Day, where one seems to be in winter and the other one in spring.

And let’s not forget the lyrics of Spring Day, though they are not about Vmin specifically, they still reference longing to be with someone, being hurt by someone and “you’re my best friend”. It’s just something more to consider since Taehyung has made some very clear parallels.

There are several more possible connections between Vmin in the Spring Day MV and choreography, or things like when Tae posted from the making and sang Jimin’s part of the song, but I’ll not go into more detail here.

Back to the Promise and Scenery timeline Taehyung also used a picture from the Spring Day location when he tweeted about Scenery’s release time.

A k-army apparently also noticed that the time for the release of the teaser photo with the picture from the scenery of Spring Day was related to 4 o’clock as the time when the tweet was sent 6:09 was the same as the date 4 o’clock was released.

Also the name of the train station in Spring Day was Iryeong/Ilyeong station, which translates to 1(il) and 0(yeong). Meaning they definitely do pay attention to details on purpose at some points, we just can’t know for sure when.

(Sadly I don’t know the original source, but shout out to vminforever95 on insta)

Now this might get a bit too much, but at this point I have to include it, even though it could potentially all be coincidence it just seems too fitting, I have to talk about the order and times etc. in relation to the release of these songs and some posts connected to the songs. I know this sounds a bit reaching, but BTS has used times when they post as references before, so I think it could very well apply here as well.

So, besides the cover for Promise being a picture by Taehyung, Jimin also released the song on the 31st of December, he seems to have waited almost purposely to release it just after midnight, meaning it was very close to Taehyung’s birthday.

The thing is that on Taehyung’s birthday, Jimin posted pictures of him and Taehyung which are taken on the same day as the cover of Promise. It doesn’t seem like a coincidence, but who knows. He also expressed his love for Taehyung of course, and even mentions the photos once again bringing attention to them.

“Happy birthday to our Taehyung You’ve worked hard this year too I wanted to post a derp photo but If I post it kekekeke you might not want to see me ever again kekekekeke Hyung loves you a lot ❤️🎂 #JIMIN #TaeTaeHappyBday”

And again, going into detail, the birthday post for Tae was posted at 12.31, so many thought Jimin accidentally posted it a minute late and that he originally wanted to match Tae’s birthday. But it’s possible it was posted to match with Promise in stead which was marked with the date.

Jimin tweeted one more time on Tae’s birthday, meaning the tweet right before Promise ended up being a vmin photo as well.

”Thank you to all the ARMYs who came today Also, I sincerely thank you for celebrating Taehyung(’s birthday) #JIMIN #TaeTaeHappyBday”

Then one month later when Scenery was about to come out, Jimin also decided to get active. First he was (accidentally or not) the first one to mention the song in his vlive.

Which he later also posted about on twitter, with plenty of purple hearts and I love yous. Basically Jimin promoted Scenery and his love for Taehyung all at once. If he spoiled it accidentally or not I don’t know, but the result was a lot of Vmin and even more of associations between them and their songs.

Taehyung also replied (did he also confirm their love? lol):

Another translation: “Whatever this kid said, it’s all true. Yeah, it’s correct. That’s what it was.” (Also be aware that I can’t guarantee that all translations in this post are ok since I sadly only know a few words in Korean)

Jimin seemed to enjoy it a lot, kept saying he loved Tae and used purple hearts. Also, again with the finger hearts for Taehyung.

“💜💜💜☺️☺️ Ah, already looking forward to it No, wait, I already was #JIMIN #TaehyungILoveYouYoureVeryPrecious”

All I am saying here is that even though Jimin obviously hypes up all of his members songs, there has in my own opinion been an unusual amount of connections and promotions for these two songs that link to Vmin in particular. It might just be me over thinking and it is just normal support for each other, but still, as a Vmin shipper I can’t help but react.

Another example for this is when Jimin was asked to sing a part of Promise and he asked Tae to make the dance for it. Again, just one more thing that made Vmin trend and drew attention to them and the song at the same time.

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Another moment that stood out like this to me is when Jimin talks about a promise he and Taehyung made during the Fukuoka concert. Just look at his reaction when he mentions Taehyung (though I admit he was also probably nervous about speaking Japanese).

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Taehyung even jumps in and mentions it being a promise specifically. Notice the audience reaction, they too have an association between Jimin’s song and this moment now. (The korean and Japanese words for promise are very similar, and you can even hear some in the crowd asking for Jimin to sing Promise before he starts talking.) Again, these things might mean nothing, but I am bringing them up because it could also be something, especially considering the amount of small things there are.

In relation to Scenery Docskim also posted “So the secret is out?” with a purple (the purple is another possible Vmin link, read more in my post Red + Blue = Vmin, but likely it’s just because it’s Taehyung) background referencing Jimin accidentally spoiling Tae’s song on vlive.

Tae also tweeted the little teaser of the song, and so did docskim.

But let me go back to the times and the dates a bit again.

On the 28th of January Jimin tweeted simply saying “10:13 o’clock” which is basically “Jimin o’clock” as it matches his birthday.

I have no idea if this actually connects, but since it’s time and Taehyung posted a teaser for Scenery marked with 10 o’clock pm two days later I felt I had to at least say it.

Then on that day just a few hours after the teaser, aka. the day of the release, we have Jimin tweeting a vmin selca, seemingly at random. (Even the caption is just a random sound effect “Ddo-ing”)

Once again drawing attention to Vmin and making them trend. And then the song itself right after which had a cover with Tae taking a photo, as I mentioned earlier.

But what is also interesting here is that the picture was taken in Amsterdam, which means it was possibly taken on Jimin’s birthday as that’s when they had the concert in Amsterdam. Which means both the covers of Promise and Scenery could possibly connect in some way to the other person’s birthday. And remember that Jimin in a way reminded the fandom of his birthday through his tweet with 10:13 a few days prior. Just a very interesting observation and something that I think could have been done on purpose.

Jimin was also first to react to the song, singing along to it in a video he also labeled with a purple heart.

I know Scenery is a proper original song by Tae, but earlier that month JK also released a cover and Suga had a song which he features on come out, and Jimin promoted these as well. But not as much and no hearts in sight. I mean I don’t think it is a big deal, but even so worth mentioning since I really feel the promotion from Jimin’s side in regards to Scenery has been a bit out of the ordinary.

And I also want to include JK’s (hilarious) reaction videos that he made, and not only lip-synched to Scenery, but also to Promise. It’s likely no deeper meaning behind it, but it still reminded ARMY of Promise that had already been out for a month and made yet another connection between the two songs.

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So these are the reasons why I personally feel Promise and Scenery, as well as other Vmin songs, are meant to be connected.

Now, I don’t know if all of this means something, or if so exactly what they want to say. But there are simply too many things at this point for me to just ignore it, even if a lot of it might be nothing, some really could be done with some kind of purpose in my opinion. Then what it could mean is up for interpretation because even if they truly are trying to connect these songs there could be many reasons why.

However, looking at everything brought up in this post, I personally think the fact that Tae wants to make a song for or about Jimin, all the small moments they have talked about themselves as well as the lyrics of the songs kind of matching together is what makes it all seem possible. Looking at everything one by one it really could be nothing, but the fact that so many things can be connected is really fascinating.

Even if I might be wrong about a lot in this post I still hope you all found this interesting. Also credit to the ones who made the tweets, analysis, videos and translations that I have used in this post. If you want something of yours removed let me know.

What are your thoughts? Please like, reblog and comment, I’m really curious to see what you all think. I hope you enjoyed reading. Thank you~!

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