I’m here

First of all: I am absolutely sorry. I really did not think or know that so many people had texted me. 

I’m very sorry for being absent. It’s been so long since I’ve checked or used Tumblr. As you might have read in the previous posts, I wasn’t doing well.  It basically went even more downhill after that / during the time I was absent. Mentally and physically I hit rock bottom and it got so far that I even had to pause school and make drastic decisions. My life has changed so much both in positive and negative ways. I don’t want to go too much into detail for now but maybe along the way I’ll share more. 

But after years, I am on my way to recovery! There is still a lot to do and my physical health still isn’t the best but I’m here :) 

About the theories:

The last theory I updated was Singularity. I do think that  Love Yourself: 結 Answer and Map of the Soul: 7 have some songs that are connected to the theory, the notes and we also still have the webtoon.  I’m not sure when or if I’ll upload the theories for those because with the songs I feel like - after reading my theories - you can kind of understand what they are about? (Some songs have no connection at all in my opinion)  I might, some day in the future, analyze the webtoon and the notes but as I’ve said, right now I’m focusing on recovery. Of course I am always up for answering questions and all. 

That being said, I am SO sorry for leaving your messages/asks unanswered. I deleted Tumblr back then and I did not get any notifications and to be honest, I did not think that people would text me so I never checked. I’m so surprised at the amount of positive messages and questions I’ve gotten. And at how many people are interested in my theory.  Thank you so so so much. And once again, I’m sorry for not knowing all of this and leaving it unanswered. I just checked my Tumblr for the first time in years and saw all the notifications and messages and I am so grateful :( It put a huge smile on my face and I really appreciate all of you. I do feel very sorry though.

I will go through every message and answer all of them of course! Might take me some time though since there are quite a few.  Thank you so much. 

Oh, and about Demian:

I have SO many asks about the document and I’ll look for a way to upload it on Tumblr and if that doesn’t work then I can send it per mail to whoever wants to read it! 

If you have any specific questions about the newer songs I will of course try my best to answer. And if I notice that there are common questions about them, I might make a post with questions and answers. Depending on your guys’ wishes, I’d be up to do something. 

For now, I’ll focus on answering everyone - be it questions or just anything else. Feel free to share your opinion and thank you all! 

I'm sorry for being inactive I'm not dead!! And I haven't stopped doing theories!!

I'm just having a very, very rough time right now (or maybe my whole life?) where its even hard for me to have a normal day. But I'm trying my best to have a somewhat normal routine and feel like a human again. I'm am completely and sincerely sorry for everyone who has been waiting or has messaged me. If I've let anyone down, then I apologise.

Thank you very much for still being here and for anyone who has sent me cute messages and has been encouraging me. I truly appreciate every single one of your efforts.

I am trying my hardest and I promise that I will come back!! I'm not saying I'm going anywhere, you just have to wait a little bit more for more theory related content. I am still open for questions and whatever you want to get off your chest :)

Thank you very much!

BTS comeback and extra concert tickets!

HELLO EVERYONE THE COMEBACK SNATCHED MY WHOLE EXISTENCE

Nothing new tho 💁‍♀️

To answer your guys' questions: Yes, I will post something concerning the new album and the theory! And yes, if you guys want me to, I can also talk about the webtoon!

Apart from that: GUESS WHO'S GONNA SEE BTS AGAIN??

ME (Me)

Buuuut I have extra tickets!!!

My sister and I tried to get tickets at the same time just to make sure and actually got too many tickets.

I have three pit tickets (D6 row N) for the second day in London (Wembley Stadium). Of course for the original price :)

If there is anyone who's interested, hit me up :D

Anyway, thank you for all the love and interest in my theory! And I'll make sure to update soon :)

How to be you? (hahahaa) But seriously how did you connect all those scenes from the MV. Thank you for explaining it, I didn't knew it has mysteries in it. Just curious what's your course? (College)

Awww SO CUTE

Thank you so so much ❤️

Also, I'm still 17 and in highschool 💁‍♀️ and I dont really know for sure what I'll study in college/uni. I do have some interests and tendencies but I'll see :)

Did you like the comeback?? It was so good uwu! Do you have any theories in the making for it.

THE COMEBACK WAS SO GOOD I SWEAR TO GOD

Yall YALL JAMAIS VU IS SO GOOD AND

DIONYSUS FUCKING SNATCHED MY WIG

I COULD TALK ABOUT THE ALBUM FOR HOUUUURRSSSS

So yeah I liked it :D

And yes! I will look for connections and post something!

Okay so the map of the soul persona comes out April 12th but April 11th is a very significant date in the webtoon and the notes?? Do you have any theories or explanations??

SOON

Did you watch Persona? Are you gonna make a theory about it?

UWUWUWUWUW UWUW I SAW IT OMG NAMJOON FUCKING SNAAAAATCHED EVERYONE'S PANTIES DID YOU SEE HIM

And yes I'll sit down soon and see in how far the Song and also the album is connected to the theory :D

Hope you doing ok! Love your work stay strong things will get better eventually. Love you again!

Awww this is so cute ❤️ thank you so very much for this message, it really cheered me up :) I'm doing alright, not the best but I hope these times will pass :)

Thank you!

when are you dropping more youtube videos?

Very soon! I'm gonna spend two days at my friend's and will record and edit the video :)

plz comeback

Yo im here

Any wishes yall have? :) 

I was reading your RUN Jap theory and you mentioned a line about how V writes 'Youth is never coming back' and how it's linked with Demian. Though what I also realised when watching the mv was that earlier in the video the tank was drowning in was clear. But then after V had written 'Youth is never coming back', It showed Jimin sitting in front of the tank and on the tank was the same quote 'Youth is never coming back', though it was clear before. I thought this could be related in such a way?

I get what you mean!! I think the fact that these appear after one another is connected to the timeline. V is one of the first to realize that youth isnt coming back. Jimin realizes later on. 

Thank you for sharing this with me :) 

Hey, btstheory-finishi I just wanted to say I absolutely love your theories so much. Thank you for posting your thoughts and ideas on what the ideas on what BTS' songs might mean. They are so helpful and interesting. I am reading your theories and they are keep on mentioning Demian. I really want to read the book Demian, and your Demian doc. The only problem is I can't find your Demian doc and I want to further understand the meaning and look it into BTS' songs. So may I be sent a link to it?

Hey! Thank you very much!!! I’m glad that you enjoy my theories :D 

And about Demian: i already have a post explaining why i still havent sent Demian to the people who asked for it. Sadly, i don’t know the perfect way to send it to others. If you have any idea, please share it with me! 

What theory explanation are you currently planning to release? Like what music video/album/song/notes are you currently working on? Love you very much

Hmm, right now, I’m waiting for the comeback since i feel like everything else until now is pretty cleared and explained. However, if you guys have anything youd like me to explain or “reexplain” then just tell me! :) 

Thank you hun and love you too

Are you going to explain anything that comes out of the book with all the notes (the 230 page one)? Also, will you explain what's currently going on with the save me webtoon. Because it doesn't seem like it's going with the story that was taken from all the videos plus the notes. I'm just really confused about how everything connects. Btw i love you very much keep working on the theories =)

Hey! 

To be honest, I don’t know if I will. It depends on whether or not an explanation is needed and also if you guys want an explanation :) 

And yes, i noticed some “differences” in the webtoon but its still connected to the theory! Just ask me what you want about the webtoon and I will answer! If i get a lot of questions i also might just explain the whole webtoon :) 

Did you hear about the book with 230 pages of the Notes??? It's on sale on Bighit Shop and they have it already in English... It's going to be all the notes and new ones in one big book!!!! 😍😍❤❤

Yess !!! I heard about it and I'm so excited!!

Demian

I ammmmmmm deserpaaattteeeeeeeeeeeeee 

send heeeeeeelpppp

alright so: i have 567890 asks where people want to read my Demian doc but I have 1 (one) problem. idk how. Like i said i would do it over mail but i tried and that doesn’t work and im confused. Also im not even sure if i can share it because of copyright and all that because that book belongs to Hermann Hesse and i just added notes. AND ITS NOT LIKE I CAN ASK HIM FOR PERMISSION BECAUSE obviously he’s not alive anymore. And even if he was I doubt he’d answer someone who says “so like i have a theory ;) and i need ur book ;)”. 

can’t imagine smth like that. 

If you have any options or solutions please hit me UP :(

Thank :(

Why did you disappear again :'(????

:’) im SORRY 

(my life is kind going a liiiiittle downhill rn, but I’m fine and making it through!) 

have this as an apology: