Your lily and regulus are so ugly

Blehh u have no taste. Just say say u hate life and hot and pretty people. Like how can u look at them and not drool and beg for a chance

fuck fucking him. i wanna be in his lap while he cries into my chest. his hands wrapped around me in the tightest hug he’s ever felt, my hands in his hair, stroking softly to let him know that everything is okay.

Not made by me

I’ve always been dying,

slowly but surely,

but without you I died most of all.

~ In Awe ~

Adding to my battle jacket 🖤

I’m pretty gay. Can confirm. Women? Chefs kiss. I’d get on my knees if a woman asked me to.

So I had a realization the other night & its had me bummed out since. Well Matthew Perry's death has me bummed out too, but I know lots of us are having a hard time with that.

Anyway, the realization I had was that I've been avoiding really committing to online dating again because I am genuinely really scared of getting my heart broken & my self-confidence squashed again. On a good day, my self-image is fairly meh anyway, and i just don't know that i have the capacity to try to trust someone again. I've been screwed over in some really fucked up ways and cheated on a lot. So I feel like right now even though I am lonely and would like to find someone, I don't think it's worth the risk.

Yeah. So now I'm just feeling messed up and sad.

I feel so tired and sad. I’m trying to connect with people and instead of my message that was intended to be positive being acknowledged I was told I was being “too loud”. Over text.

I get it it’s early and people are tired but Idk I was just trying to spread some sense of love and community and I got rejection and told to quiet down :(

:(

:(

if anyone sees this, I hope your day is okay. know someone is hoping for the best for you. I hope that makes someone happy

Still waiting for the day when i become the main character of my own life and not just be a mere spectator with no control over the little things that happen in my life.

....: You should try to move on ....: I don't wanna move on ....: Don't stay in the past ....: I'll stay in the past ....: You gotta let go ....: I can't let go ....: You know good things don't last ....: It's the only good thing I've had

Fingertips caress my skin

All the turmoil lies within

A thirst that's never filled

My heart has all but spilled

Sleepless nights are far to often

Coffee helps but drink with caution

Empty zest is what I crave

Wait to long and misbehave

I love being alone..

🙃

“I know what riles you up and what keeps you sane. You are mine. Always will be. No matter the situation, no matter how fucked up life gets. Mine. Do you understand?”

Nah it’s cool… Just my newest book making me cry and shit 💀🥲

if you’re not mine, why does it hurt to lose you?

HOW THE FUCK DO I GET A GIRLFRIEND???

Sorry for yelling, I'm just like, hella sad rn.