sorry for being mentally ill and actually having symptoms it will happen again xoxo

tired of people on tiktok acting like BPD and HPD are the ‘good cluster b disorders’ or the ‘victim cluster b’s’ meanwhile NPD and ASPD are the ‘evil mean abusive cluster b’s’

stfu.

we’re in the same cluster for a reason, you can’t support some whilst demonising the others.

the narc moment when you have to convince yourself you're better than someone who hurt you because otherwise you'll be unable to function.

“not everything in life is about winning” ok then what the fuck is it about? losing ?? genuinely how can you live with yourself if you just let others beat you

i’m a narcissist, not in the “mysterious, cool, confident, sexy, main character” kind of way,

but the “i will never have a genuine connection with anyone, i’m never good enough, i don’t know who i am, nothing means anything to me” kind of way

Very proud to announce that I’m officially a lost cause! Thank you all for your continued support but it was all for nothing!

when someone treats me slightly wrong so now i have to make them feel bad by literally committing suicide, but also why would i kill myself for them when they're obviously worth much less than me? but still they need to regret what they did? guilt-tripping isn't enough i want them to spend their whole life eaten up by intrusive thoughts wondering if they deserve anything after depriving the world of its most interesting creature

I hate when people act like there better than me like no your not. Sit the fuck down

you have any fucking word in the dictionary to describe your abuse. please stop using the one that describes a personality disorder

seeing NPD + ASPD positivity posts on any other platform being met with literal thousands of people flooding the comments to try and justify their ableism and discriminatory behaviour towards us is so fucking gut wrenching

i want someone to be absolutely obsessed with me, like, completely obsessed. but when the wrong person is obsessed with me it makes me physically nauseous. why cant i win man

you know what’s fucked up? this.

the fact that when I search npd, the search results are all about how to avoid people like me, how to recover from people like me, how to hurt people like me.

it makes me feel so unloved. it’s so harmful that i could look up my own disorder and the results aren’t even for me, they’re for people that hate me. what the fuck? there’s, like. not a single space that’s safe for us, not a single space where we’re seen as anything but inherent abusers and people that deserve pain.

recovery is so hard for me to comprehend because, why would i want to not think of myself as special and the bestest smartest person ever? why would i want to be like everyone else? yeah the crashes are horrendous but i’d still take them over being a plain nobody and having no ambition. i like who i am. the only reason i even say to people i wanna recover is to make myself look good i don’t actually care about “changing”

Excuse my lack of response, you just said something that my brain decided is an attack now I hate you until further notice and I'd rather not talk to you because if I do I might say something hurtful and I'm trying to convince myself that I'm a good person

thanks YouTube for promoting this fucking garbage

btw if you see this ad, report it, block it, whatever. I can’t believe they’re pushing this bullshit.

i throw up a little every time i get ignored